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devilandacat · 2 months

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ARE YOU SEEING THIS??? I NEED MORE OF THIS SHIT IN MY LIFE.

#PLEASEEEE #ITS ALL I NEED #nick if u see this i swear im the love of ur life just give me a chance #nick ruffilo #nicholas ruffilo #i’m losing my mind i need him so bad #bad omens #badomenscult #noah sebastian #bad omens cult #clawing my body apart #nick folio #jolly karlsson #joakim karlsson #matt dierkes

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ktarology · 3 months

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i imagine iwaizumi is the kind of guy that pays for your nails and never lets your hands leave his lips on the drive home from the salon.

i also like to think if you ask him to help put a necklace on or zip up your dress/tie your top he always leaves a kiss on the back of your shoulder after.

or when you’re on dish duty he’ll collect the dinner plates and stack them for you and dries them off after you’ve washed them.

#꩜rambles #i need him so bad #i’m losing my mind i think #can you tell i crave the domestics #iwaizumi hajime #iwaizumi

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darlinggash · 1 month

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i replay this edit at least 9 times a day.

#hugh jackman #wolverine #i’m losing my mind #deadpool and wolverine #logan howlett #i need him so bad

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moonkhao · 1 month

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hi.

#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone #but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3 #it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere #like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july #which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault #i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY #anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like #flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation #i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D #and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen #it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold #(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all #like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love #ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place #anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls #and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE #he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual #i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now #i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3 #AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks #@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3

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meerkatzthings · 7 months

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LET. ME. OUT. I NEED DICK.

#meerkatz 🪷#matt sturniolo #matthew sturniolo #matt sturniolo smut #sturniolo triplets #chris sturniolo #christopher sturniolo #i need him in a way that is concerning to feminism #i need him in my bed #i need him so fucking bad #i need him inside me #i’m losing my mind #chris sturniolo smut #sturniolo smut

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tsuchinokoroyale · 3 months

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Was soooooo happy with this phase 1 which is what made it so much funnier that I was immediately clapped by his phase 2 😂

#romina is still my fave boss but messmer is a solid second #almost every other boss I would describe as “would’ve been good if their damage wasn’t so overtuned”#my stance if that if I’m consistently losing to a boss with 10/14 flasks left the damage is overtuned #vs me losing to sword saint isshin with no gourds or pellets left bc he was tough enough to whittle me down #fromsoft bros will say get good but think high numbers is big difficulty #an actually difficult boss doesn’t need big damage output if the mechanics are the challenge #I don’t actually mind how relentless the bosses are in ER but I mind how HARD they hit on top of that #dodging a 12 hit uninterruptible combo where each move does like 1/10th of your health? that’s fine.#if I properly time 3 of those dodges I can still make it and it’s honestly my bad if I’m getting killed by that #dodging a 12 hit uninterruptible combo where each hit takes out 1/2 of ur health bar & has a 50% chance for an additional retaliation combo?#I *can* do it but Jesus Christ what a waste of my time lmao #how am I supposed to learn a boss when I can’t get into a flow state bc a single mistake can end a run smh #I just beat gaius and I didn’t even feel accomplished I was just like ugh finally #I feel like 95% of his moves are fine once you work out the delays and positioning #but I kept getting clipped by his charge attack like I would dodge out of the way but once the i frames were finished I’d still get hit #bc I guess I wasn’t dodging a perfect 90 degrees to him and the hitbox for that attack is long as hell #which would be whatever if that move didn’t take out like 2/3 of my health and come out nigh instantly #I don’t even really know the tell for the move bc I beat him before I learned it bc I lucked out on a run where he didn’t charge me a lot #luckily the game is absolute DELIGHT to look at and explore that I can forgive the absolute bullshittery of the bosses #like I just got to the summit of dragon peak and I’m blown away by the design of that mountain #if we’re talking verisimilitude in games how about that whole shebang #no obvious well worn path up to the top of the mountain bc it’s just for dragons who’s gonna be walking up there?#having the player follow a trail of increasingly dense dragon corpses is SUCH a great tone setter #which means I’m probably going to hate bayle but whatever I’m already invested let’s gooooo #tsuchi plays games

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n0hyuck · 3 months

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#i’m losing my fucking mind #is he crazy #bc now i’m going crazy for sure #i need to suck him off so bad #haechan #nct dream

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tacorei · 1 year

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my fucking god

#will poulter #my bf (real)#i would treat him right #hes so hot #he needs me so bad #i’m about to lose my mind

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starsm00n · 6 months

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I want Rick Grimes sweaty, bloody and dirty I will slurp that man up likes he’s the soup of the day

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crossbackpoke-check · 2 months

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about to be sooo nosy so. my apologies. but. morgan frost? girlfriend? do share (or don’t! again this is so nosy i’m sorry)

for legal purposes i can neither confirm nor deny anything about morgan and his girlfriend but afaik i think he’s single right now? at one point (within the past four years 😭) he did for sure have a girlfriend and that is the extent of my wag knowledge

#anon PLEASE i am the nosiest person in the world i understand i want to know everything. ever. however #because i have no evidence and don’t want to spread unfounded rumors i will state for the jury i am not a gossip blog #& anything i say should be taken with a grain of salt. or a vsco deep dive & also maybe a dig into the flyers media archives. wrt UNfounded #but i will gossip in your dms because it’s a vital method of communication and important for community building.#also i’m like 95% sure i just osmosed the fact that morgan and his girlfriend broke up sometime earlier in the hockey season from someone #else (probably flyerskay) and accepted it at face value like absolutely i’d trust kay with my life. she would never lie to me and therefore #i can’t be lying to you. i can’t remember morgan’s gf’s name tho but i can like. vividly remember her artsy possessive vsco photos 😭 help #that man posts more about tom petty than he does anyone else in his life besides joel so really how would we know if hes posted her less #the answer is we wouldn’t and i want to say her name is katie SO bad but i know that’s tyson’s gf it’s like. victoria or stacie or somethin #& i want to see if SHE deleted all her vsco pictures of him bc that’s how we’d know they broke up. frosty stop following so many girls #i want to try and find her and see (she’s a model and she was public and had her vsco linked so all of this is public info btw.)#ANON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA OANDJRIWNDHOWHDB IT IS 1:38 AM AND I HAVE JUST MANAGED. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD ANON HOLD ON #BUCKLE YOURSELF THE FUCK IN FOR AN ANSWER YOU DID NOT ASK FOR BECAUSE THIS IS A R I D E AND I NEED TO YELL ABOUT IT I CAN’T MY GOD I CANNOT #B R E A T H E i’m about to start crying again but the backstory is that. i have had a fic that i have been working on for literal years.#my version history says March 15 2021 and it started in my notes app about 3000 words before that and it’s based off of a tweet i thought #calla had quoted and just said ‘Joel’ about but in my notes i never #saved the actual tweet and many times throughout the years i have gone back and advanced searched every version of joel and joelle and bee #and behavior on calla’s blog that i could possibly think of and just assumed like. it must’ve gotten deleted or the account suspended and i #could never remember the wording well enough to just google it but believe me i tried and put in every variation. never found it in 4 years #i try periodically. fast forward to about twenty minutes ago i am looking through kay’s twitter and searching vsco because i SWEAR she has #the picture of frosty’s gf’s fingernail marks in the back of frosty’s shoulders i am talking about / I can’t find her vsco linked anywhere #but i’m like ok. search up a couple other things and think about who might have it and on a WHIM look up vsco in ash notthequiettype’s acct #no results okay whatever i think about what else could maybe pull it up for me so I have SOMETHING for you. I search frosty. I scroll. GUES #WHAT I FUCKING FIND FROM NOVEMBER 13TH 2020 it is THE FANTASTIC TWEET THAT SPAWNED 16K OF NOTES & FIC & A SPREADSHEET OF JOEL’S CLASSES #AND I NEVER WOULD’VE FOUND IT AGAIN IF NOT FOR THIS!!! LOSING IT!!! by it I mean my mind and my sleep schedule!!! it’s 2AM now good night!!#liv in the replies #morgan frost #philadephia flyers

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victory-cookies · 1 year

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IM SORRY BDG VOICES A CHARACTER IN FIONNA AND CAKE?? WITH A MUSICAL NUMBER?? AND ITS AN ALTERNATE VERSION OF SIMON?? DUDE

#God I already want to get to fionna and cake so bad and now I find out Brian is in it??#I’m losing my mind a) I’m so proud of him that’s amazing and b) holy shit I need to see this episode now #(*stares at the nine seasons of adventure time I still have to go*) or like. soon.

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darlinggash · 11 days

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had to put my phone down and do a lap around my room.

#hugh jackman #deadpool and wolverine #i’m losing my mind #oh my god #i need him so bad #he look so good #need that #on my knees

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milo-is-rambling · 1 year

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Turned on season seven of sunny after not watching it in a while holy fuck I need to fuck fat Mac so bad he awakens soemthing primal in me I need to 🗣️😵‍💫🗣️😵‍💫🗣️😵‍💫🗣️😵‍💫🗣️😵‍💫🗣️😵‍💫🗣️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

#⚠️nsfw⚠️#hospital gown big beard thighs thighs thighs I’m going to eat him I would peg him so hard you don’t get it I’m losing my mind #he could go to the gym and come home after I would lick him clean #he needs to sit on my face !!!!!#SORRY. okay. I need him so bad

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starshapedpetals · 1 year

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THIS MAN TOOK 114 PULLS TO COME HOME BUT HES FINALLY HERE AFTER NOT PULLING HIM HIS FIRST RERUN & ON THE VERY LAST FUCKING DAY OF HIS BANNER

#i’m so mad that he made me spend every last dime on him when kokomi is rerunning in the next update #& whenever i have to pull for my man thoma in eula or klee’s banner idk yet i only want thoma #if i get a five star in that banner it better be tighnari or i’ll cry i want him so bad #i can’t believe it’ll be my third time trying to pull kokomi & i missed tighnari’s only banner just to not pull her 🥲#third times the charm..right?#i pulled this man while waiting in the doctors office & it was so hard not to lose my mind #& i’m so mad i can’t c1 my wanderer because of kokomi 🥲 xiao pls don’t rerun after kokomi pls pls pls pls i need to c1 you pls pls #kokomi seriously better come home she’s the whole reason i started playing genshin #now all i need is tighnari & kokomi for my 2nd team to be complete (thank u layla & kazuha 4 coming home)#twst is so nice to me compared to genshin seriously. even when i had to get 100 pity to pull my applepom epel that’s such a rare occurrence #genshin impact #kaedehara kazuha

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mkzmerryfriend · 2 years

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Okay so far my kaveh summoning plan is: bring faruzan for auntie/nanna vibes, bring tighnari for the coworker connections, bring collei because everyone loves collei, and under no circumstances should haitham be anywhere near me. Stand outside their house because none of us have keys. Thoughts?

#genshin kaveh #genshin impact #I’m losing my mind because I want ayaka so bad but I NEED kaveh or I will disintegrate and delete my hoyo account #and no haitham because bitch the girls are fighting!!#I need him to come home I need his c6 because I had a vivid dream where it was fucking insane #and made the one dead artifact I have for him actually perfect for him #hhhhh

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insanechayne · 2 months

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#every time I call someone my best friend they turn into a fucking problem that just hurts me and makes me sick #is it me? am I doing something wrong? am I not supposed to have close friends?#or am I just such a fuckup that by being myself it’s inevitable that I’ll ruin my friendships?#kissed my bro on the cheek last week when he wasn’t doing too great and in my mind I was doing it just as an extra way to be encouraging #and show my support and that I’m here for him cause tbh I’ve done that with plenty of other friends and it ain’t no thing #but after a week of wondering why he’s been distant and not wanting to be around me when I’m saying I just need some time with a friend he #finally admits that he thought that was weird and out of line. so I gotta backtrack and try to explain myself but now all the stupid little #pieces be fitting and I realize that he’s probably been misconstruing me wanting time with him as thinking I’m gonna try to flirt with him #or something else fucking dumb like that. despite the fact that that has never been the case and he knows me fundamentally as a person and #should know I wouldn’t ever do anything that could make either of us cheaters even incidentally. plus he’s basically like a brother to me #and I have an AFAB partner so it’s not like I’m trolling for cock anyway and he knows that too. but now I gotta go back through every #interaction we’ve had since that happened and analyze whether or not I was weird or awkward or inappropriate in some way that he could be #upset about at all. and also act like everything is fine and keep it pushing like normal and police every future action to be safe too #because of course he can’t just be straight up about anything or tell me if something bothered him no I gotta play a whole ass fucking #guessing game. and now I also can’t trust that my best friend who is supposed to know me so well won’t take things I say/do the wrong way.#can’t trust that my best friend won’t see me in a poor light now because it’s clearly been affecting the friendship #and like totally that’s my bad I overstepped a boundary I didn’t realize was there but you should have just fucking told me at the time #instead of pulling this shit and giving me anxiety and blowing me off and making me feel like shit #can’t rely on him or trust him or anything and what’s the fucking point of even having a best friend if this is what happens? I’m at the end #of my fucking rope right now so stressed and anxious and no matter how much I try to talk to him or anything he just brushes me off and #won’t let me explain or get my feelings out or anything else. but hey at least I was around for him the other day when he needed somebody #good thing I was there to keep him from going back to drinking or something else stupid and could help him out. cause that’s what really #matters right just being able to help somebody else when they need it even if they don’t reciprocate and are actively hurting me instead of #just being there for me as a friend. guess we try again tomorrow huh? what else can be done I suppose. just get to suffer and be riddled #with anxiety and stress and depression eating away at me and ruining my fucking life. can’t even enjoy the Olympics or anything else because #I’m stuck overthinking this dumb shit. just want this to be over and things to be back to normal. wanna stop being upset about this shit and #be able to let it go but I don’t fucking know how and I can’t keep losing friends because it’s killing me #personal

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