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fallin alone. oh. my. god.
i cant believe the greatest fucking fic of the year dropped on 21st of december, but here we are. impeccable timing
first of all, i have been waiting for this forever and the fact that i got to finally read it is such a blessing, it was so so so worth the wait, i cant stress this enough
there wasnt a thing that i didnt enjoy while i was reading this masterpiece, the fact that it got my little heart aching but also beating a bit faster is a enough of a proof of how amazing it was!
i loved loved how both, hees and yns, character were in a way equally shining here and the dynamics of their ups and downs in these rough paths of their relationship were written so so well, im speechless.
im so glad, hee figured his shit out, im so happy with how everything turned out, dont even get me fucking started on the whole cold case - this was such great driving force of the fic!! im amazed and endlessly impressed!
the sex scenes hit and felt so natural? i suppose what i mean by that is when i read them they flowed so perfectly into the plot, and my goodness, this hopeless heeseung was very hot to me, the definition of the man that is nothing without his wife, loved to see it
the ending with them falling again and renewing the vows, dare i say my eyes teared up a bit goshhh it was beautiful !!
what can i say, the best fic ive read this year im so serious, made me glad im alive, youre an incredible writer and this was just a pleasure to read, im gonna for sure reread this and probably be in awe as if it was my first time reading it!!! masterpiece!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and also, thank u thank YOU, for sharing this with us on here, it was an honor to be able to read it !!!!
wishing u all the best sweetheart, happy holidays, stay warm, love youuuuu!!!!!!!
oh my…hello anon.
i’m just gonna let you know right now, i am SOBBING. ugly cry with snot and wailing 😭
thank YOU so much for your incredible patience and your incredibly kind words. i cannot express enough how much your kindness means to me, especially with the year that i’ve had and the things that have impacted me.
i’m glad you enjoyed it! i tried so hard to make them both characters with redeemable qualities and i wanted so badly for both of them to be seen as one but also individuals with their own issues. not everything falls on heeseung but not all of it can fall on y/n, you know?
dude the sex scenes stressed me OUTTTT 😭 i was in my best friend’s face asking “should i change this?” or “what about this? maybe a different position?” i just KNAUR she was sick of my ass fr…but writing their intimate dynamics was very fun, i wanted to convey this idea that heeseung is just like…incredibly attracted to her and kind of addicted to her in a way — and based of this i think i managed to do that!
the fact that you said this fic made you glad your alive is such an insane honor. to me this is a fic i’ve been mulling over and using to cope with my own shit, but i’m glad you’re alive, too. shit, i’m glad i’m alive to write it and see it.
thank you for your kind words and kind heart. i hope there are many more people like you in this world, but even just you is enough. have a wonderful holiday season, anonnie. take care 🩷
#bbyun.anonz#bbyun.modus#i’m like actually in tears#i was so tired this year#and so stressed out#this is genuinely one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me#anon i hope your meals are warm and your pillows are cool#please stay safe#have a beautiful day#and a happy holiday season 🩷
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I’m thinking about Mahito’s great great uncle maintaining and preserving a peaceful and beautiful thing in a way that to an outside observer looks tedious and unimportant, hoping to pass the duty off to a successor but ultimately he cannot find one and dies with it.
I’m thinking about the specificity of the blocks being made and handled with care, not with malice or ill intent.
I’m thinking about Hayao Miyazaki, a bastion of beautiful 2d hand drawn animation who refuses to retire.
I’m thinking about a world where animation is so rarely made with love over profit and efficiency.
I’m thinking about how, though the old man didn’t see it, the next generation still hangs onto a piece of that beautiful, tedious thing and takes it with them because it feels important.
I’m thinking about Mahito being told he should forget, but no. He shouldn’t.
#the boy and the heron#the boy and the heron spoilers#tbath#how do you live#hayao miyazaki#studio ghibli#I love seeing a film that I can’t quite process right away and then hours later my brain is like DING DING DING PROCESSED!#fully crying actual tears right now I’m Not Okay#I hope he knows how much he means to so many people
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Baseball bats are much shorter than swords and Link is shorter than everything so it’s uhh in the grass… yeah.
#I’m actually so proud of myself#I did something#I can see the influence of like 4 artists I loved when I was 14#totk fanart#tears of the kingdom#zelda totk#botw totk#link totk#totk link#legend of zelda#loz#loz fanart
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Exploring the depths 🌌🪻
#zelda#tears of the kingdom#TotK#zelda totk#zelda tears of the kingdom#legend of zelda#zelda fanart#link#daeyumi art#totk link#linktober#linktober 2023#this is the last piece i did for linktober originally#for day 28 sparkle/bright#tho actually it was the first one I drew for linktober this year lol i’ve actually been waiting a while to post this one#anyways i’m p happy with it actually#exploring the depths in totk is one of my favorite things to do in the game#it’s so scary down there lol but like in a good way?#adventuring is fun
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my fav photos of max and daniel from this weekend because i need happiness rn + the clip from max’s radio of him thanking daniel








#my boys#i genuinely cannot do this anymore#I’m trying really hard to not think anything about unconfirmed news#but any daniel related content i see keeps sending me into tears#i hate this sport and how at the end of the day it just comes down to business not the actual sport#my heart is truly breaking and everything just feels like an awful dream#but a max podium and daniel fastest lap made me feel a bit better#max verstappen#daniel ricciardo#maxiel#singapore gp 2024#f1
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THE CLIP WHERE ALL THE GRID KIDS FLOCK TO MAX AFTER THE PHOTOSHOOT?!?? HELLOOOOO???? MY HANDS ARE SHAKING FR
#f1#formula 1#max verstappen#preseason testing#I’m actually in tears#like those are his KIDS#him adopting all the kids so they have a better experience than him#I’m cryinggggg#kimi antonelli looking at max like he created the universe itself
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I have a question about your LoZ AU.
LoZ as a series has a bit of a weird depiction of humans. Hylians are almost always portrayed with pointed ears, although humans with rounded ears do show up sometimes (notable example is Wind Waker, where it's an actual plot point). I know this is a weird question, but would Ingo's, and by extension Ansy's, round ears be a point of interest to the inhabitants of Hyrule? I don't remember if BotW or Totk ever mentioned any area outside of Hyrule, and since everyone there have pointed ears, no one would have any idea as to where those humans came from.
Also, if I remember correctly, I think that pointed ears are a sign of a connection to the goddess Hylia. And given the generally polytheistic society in (most) Zelda games, then that could be another odd thing about Ingo and Ansy.
At the very least, their round ears would be a very clear indicator that both of them are not from Hyrule.
I know this is a weird question, but for some reason this topic has always been an interesting one for me. Especially since I remember my first reaction to Totk Ganondorf being that he's the only character in Totk and Botw with round ears. (Me : yeah sure his character design looks cool and he looks swoll, but LOOK AT HIS EARS-)
Pardon me, a flood of Zelda lore just rushed into my head lol - I’ve been a Zelda fan EVEN LONGER than I’ve been a Pokémon fan.
Okay, so round ears, our isekai-ed friends in Hero of Bombs / Isekai-ed Artist, & Ganondorf! (Lore dump ahead!)
It’s as you said - round ears have been a minor topic of interest in Hylian history, regardless of the timeline. I remember reading the booklet that came with A Link to the Past when I was little, about the creation of Hyrule & the Triforce. In there, they talked about how Hylians heard messages from the gods with their elven ears. One of the townsfolk in Ocarina of Time says the same thing.
Meanwhile, the earliest instance of round ears I can remember appearing is Ocarina of Time: ALL of the Gerudo (including OoT Ganondorf) had round ears - more on that in a bit. Another example came a little later in the Oracle games with the inhabitants of the other countries Oracle of Seasons / Ages Link visited (Holodrum & Labrynna), then again in Twilight Princess with the residents of Ordon Village (technically just outside Hyrule’s border).



(OoT Nabooru to the left, OoA Bippin & Blossom in the middle, & TP Colin to the right)
“Oh, okay. Gerudo & these folks from neighboring countries / villages just have round ears - easy!…Right?”
Until Breath of the Wild happened, reintroducing the Gerudo people after all these years with pointed ears like Hylians (not to mention different skin tones).
The Gerudo being an all female race (except for a male born every 100 years, often some incarnation of Ganondorf), they reproduce via men from other races (Hylian, Sheikah, etc). Stands to reason they would get traits from their fathers. Why, then, didn’t they have pointed ears back in OoT? Maybe round ears & darker skin used to be a stronger gene? I couldn’t tell you.
Why TotK Ganondorf has round ears might be an example of that gene coming back in the rarely born male, though honestly I just feel like they were just making a design choice to refer back to OoT Ganondorf, the very first depiction of him we saw in the games (though he was mentioned by name in A Link To the Past) as a love letter to us older fans.


(OoT Ganondorf to the left, TotK Ganondorf to the right)
I don’t think Nintendo wanted us to think too hard on it, or why some versions of Ganondorf actually does have pointed ears, even when it was the same Ganondorf (eg. OoT Ganondorf > WW Ganondorf / TP Ganondorf). All I know is that when ToTK Ganondorf stepped into the frame, my inner 10yo saw the villain from her nightmares (in the very best sense! 878)
As for Ingo & isekai-ed me (lol), the Hylians would probably just think of us as foreign visitors, maybe from Labyrnna / Holodrum. Link & probably some other key characters would know the truth, either by being told straight out, or intuition.
Side note: as Ingo muddles with his memories & ends up spending time with isekai-ed me, he wonders if we come from the same country / world (not quite, Ingo!)
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(Editing to add maybe it was also a symbolic thing - pointed ears symbolizing communication with the divine, maybe it’s to say “he refuses to listen to heaven”? Who knows.)
#ask#hero of bombs#tears of the kingdom#zelda au#submas au#ingo#self insert#ganondorf#lore#I actually did have at least one nightmare with OoT Ganondorf in it as a little girl lol - dude had an imposing presence!#I think the fact that we first meet him when OoT Link & Zelda are also children deepened that impression#Like I’m a little girl watching little Link & Zelda square themselves up against this big evil king
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Pretzel doodles I did because I’m on… a specific arc…… in my rewatch………..
#bandit's doodles#jrwi pretzel#she’s so special to me#no spoilers here I think#but I have not cried to any media since like#3rd grade reading warriors#the last hope if anyone cares#but this stupid little dnd podcast has consistently got me tearing up#that may not seem like much but that doesn’t happen#and a couple got actual real authentic organic tears falling#I loathe them#fuckers got me giggling and chuckling and then mere seconds later I’m staring off into space thinking of the complex stories of these freak#they wind me up
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We interrupt your regularly scheduled program for some AsoRyuu
#ace attorney#my art#the great ace attorney#asoryuu#ryunosuke naruhodo#kazuma asogi#tgaa#dgs#listen…I’m a big BenBaro enjoyer#but truely they don’t make me SOB UNCONTROLLABLY like AsoRyuu does#who would’ve guessed the MAIN relationship with the MAIN CHARACTER would be the most dynamic and emotional#I love the hip bumps doodle#they’re just the best friends ever#so silly#and tragic…#but there’s enough Art of that#I hate drawing Kazumas hair from the front#literally what is going on please go bald instead#anyways I want them to be young and dumb#actually tearing up the Queens streets of England#they should’ve done that#THEY SHOULDVE DONE THAT YOU HEAR???#ITS NOT FAIR#fuck I’m sobbing again ACK
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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t#have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
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Hey Jimmy. Um. Why
#jimmy solidarity#grian#Jimmy what the fuck is this#like seriously am I hallucinating or what. why would you post this I’m actually tearing up. jimmy
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Ruined Town 🪲⚡️
I’m actually super proud of this piece, I wanted to push myself out of my comfort zone to do something dynamic & complex with hopefully a somewhat interesting composition, and I really worked hard on it. I’ve been feeling kind of down on my art recently tbh, like I’ve stagnated a bit, and this piece really helped me to experiment a bit more & try out some new brushes & techniques. Can’t wait to experiment & draw more soon! 🩵
#zelda#tears of the kingdom#TotK#Zelda TotK#TotK spoilers#TotK fanart#legend of zelda#zelda tears of the kingdom#zelda fanart#daeyumi art#link#TotK link#Gerudo town#gibdo fight#it’s only 3am & already my brain is too fried to remember how to tag things properly#i’m srsly so proud of this piece tho#i worked so hard on it#i srsly think seeing a gibdo in the ruins of Gerudo town for the first time is one of my fave moments from the game#bc srsly i saw that thing on the ground & then it stood up and i was like what the actual fuck is that#and honestly i think that’s my absolute favorite feeling in a zelda game for some reason?
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fallen angel.
#first time doing a redraw/study of a classic painting#i hate hate hated coloring kaiser’s hair#drawing it was fine#but actually coloring it was hell#also yes i added more tears#i’m always keen on adding more drama to my art#i listened to sissy that walk by rupaul when drawing this genuinely so many times#listened to it for like an hour straight at least#anyways i really need to go to bed#bllk#blue lock#bllk art#bllk fanart#blue lock art#blue lock fanart#michael kaiser#kaiser michael#michael kaiser fanart#blue lock michael kaiser#my artwork
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DAY 5 -SPECIES
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#at this point I realized if I’m gonna survive#I needed to chill out with my lineart#and let it be a little more loose#14/40 plus panels#and I actually like everything from this point so much better#bahbahhhart#linktober#linktober 2023#the depths au#loz#legend of zelda tears of the kingdom#totk#totk spoilers#tulin#Rito#legend of zelda#hc tulin gets older and looks like a mix of teba and revali#sorry saki
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Tom Cruise singing “I don’t know how to love him” from Jesus Christ Superstar for his audition for the school musical his senior year of high school in 1980 after an injury benched him for the varsity wrestling and spring track seasons Ryan Murphy you are BONES
#there are actual tears in my eyes what is his fucking DEAL#17 year old jock Thomas cruise said yeah I’m just like mary magdalene
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relief / 2am
two parts of my post-totk doodle series i’m titling “days of candy” which is basically just them being together and healing together. 🥺
#i drew this like 2 weeks ago actually but i’m feeling my doodle juices starting to run out#so i’m back to writing HEHE#zelink#tears of the kingdom#zelda#totk#loz#totk zelink#botw zelink#flowerpower art
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