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fallin alone. oh. my. god.
i cant believe the greatest fucking fic of the year dropped on 21st of december, but here we are. impeccable timing
first of all, i have been waiting for this forever and the fact that i got to finally read it is such a blessing, it was so so so worth the wait, i cant stress this enough
there wasnt a thing that i didnt enjoy while i was reading this masterpiece, the fact that it got my little heart aching but also beating a bit faster is a enough of a proof of how amazing it was!
i loved loved how both, hees and yns, character were in a way equally shining here and the dynamics of their ups and downs in these rough paths of their relationship were written so so well, im speechless.
im so glad, hee figured his shit out, im so happy with how everything turned out, dont even get me fucking started on the whole cold case - this was such great driving force of the fic!! im amazed and endlessly impressed!
the sex scenes hit and felt so natural? i suppose what i mean by that is when i read them they flowed so perfectly into the plot, and my goodness, this hopeless heeseung was very hot to me, the definition of the man that is nothing without his wife, loved to see it
the ending with them falling again and renewing the vows, dare i say my eyes teared up a bit goshhh it was beautiful !!
what can i say, the best fic ive read this year im so serious, made me glad im alive, youre an incredible writer and this was just a pleasure to read, im gonna for sure reread this and probably be in awe as if it was my first time reading it!!! masterpiece!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and also, thank u thank YOU, for sharing this with us on here, it was an honor to be able to read it !!!!
wishing u all the best sweetheart, happy holidays, stay warm, love youuuuu!!!!!!!
oh my…hello anon.
i’m just gonna let you know right now, i am SOBBING. ugly cry with snot and wailing 😭
thank YOU so much for your incredible patience and your incredibly kind words. i cannot express enough how much your kindness means to me, especially with the year that i’ve had and the things that have impacted me.
i’m glad you enjoyed it! i tried so hard to make them both characters with redeemable qualities and i wanted so badly for both of them to be seen as one but also individuals with their own issues. not everything falls on heeseung but not all of it can fall on y/n, you know?
dude the sex scenes stressed me OUTTTT 😭 i was in my best friend’s face asking “should i change this?” or “what about this? maybe a different position?” i just KNAUR she was sick of my ass fr…but writing their intimate dynamics was very fun, i wanted to convey this idea that heeseung is just like…incredibly attracted to her and kind of addicted to her in a way — and based of this i think i managed to do that!
the fact that you said this fic made you glad your alive is such an insane honor. to me this is a fic i’ve been mulling over and using to cope with my own shit, but i’m glad you’re alive, too. shit, i’m glad i’m alive to write it and see it.
thank you for your kind words and kind heart. i hope there are many more people like you in this world, but even just you is enough. have a wonderful holiday season, anonnie. take care 🩷
#bbyun.anonz#bbyun.modus#i’m like actually in tears#i was so tired this year#and so stressed out#this is genuinely one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me#anon i hope your meals are warm and your pillows are cool#please stay safe#have a beautiful day#and a happy holiday season 🩷
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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)
#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family#i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated#god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward#he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette#until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan#and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive#for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up#“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole#what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative#there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered#GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART#i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu#TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it#terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months#akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless#not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending#persona 5 royal#persona 5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#sumire yoshizawa#goro akechi#lotus draws
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I’m thinking about Mahito’s great great uncle maintaining and preserving a peaceful and beautiful thing in a way that to an outside observer looks tedious and unimportant, hoping to pass the duty off to a successor but ultimately he cannot find one and dies with it.
I’m thinking about the specificity of the blocks being made and handled with care, not with malice or ill intent.
I’m thinking about Hayao Miyazaki, a bastion of beautiful 2d hand drawn animation who refuses to retire.
I’m thinking about a world where animation is so rarely made with love over profit and efficiency.
I’m thinking about how, though the old man didn’t see it, the next generation still hangs onto a piece of that beautiful, tedious thing and takes it with them because it feels important.
I’m thinking about Mahito being told he should forget, but no. He shouldn’t.
#the boy and the heron#the boy and the heron spoilers#tbath#how do you live#hayao miyazaki#studio ghibli#I love seeing a film that I can’t quite process right away and then hours later my brain is like DING DING DING PROCESSED!#fully crying actual tears right now I’m Not Okay#I hope he knows how much he means to so many people
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Baseball bats are much shorter than swords and Link is shorter than everything so it’s uhh in the grass… yeah.
#I’m actually so proud of myself#I did something#I can see the influence of like 4 artists I loved when I was 14#totk fanart#tears of the kingdom#zelda totk#botw totk#link totk#totk link#legend of zelda#loz#loz fanart
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Exploring the depths 🌌🪻
#zelda#tears of the kingdom#TotK#zelda totk#zelda tears of the kingdom#legend of zelda#zelda fanart#link#daeyumi art#totk link#linktober#linktober 2023#this is the last piece i did for linktober originally#for day 28 sparkle/bright#tho actually it was the first one I drew for linktober this year lol i’ve actually been waiting a while to post this one#anyways i’m p happy with it actually#exploring the depths in totk is one of my favorite things to do in the game#it’s so scary down there lol but like in a good way?#adventuring is fun
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my fav photos of max and daniel from this weekend because i need happiness rn + the clip from max’s radio of him thanking daniel
#my boys#i genuinely cannot do this anymore#I’m trying really hard to not think anything about unconfirmed news#but any daniel related content i see keeps sending me into tears#i hate this sport and how at the end of the day it just comes down to business not the actual sport#my heart is truly breaking and everything just feels like an awful dream#but a max podium and daniel fastest lap made me feel a bit better#max verstappen#daniel ricciardo#maxiel#singapore gp 2024#f1
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Pretzel doodles I did because I’m on… a specific arc…… in my rewatch………..
#bandit's doodles#jrwi pretzel#she’s so special to me#no spoilers here I think#but I have not cried to any media since like#3rd grade reading warriors#the last hope if anyone cares#but this stupid little dnd podcast has consistently got me tearing up#that may not seem like much but that doesn’t happen#and a couple got actual real authentic organic tears falling#I loathe them#fuckers got me giggling and chuckling and then mere seconds later I’m staring off into space thinking of the complex stories of these freak#they wind me up
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We interrupt your regularly scheduled program for some AsoRyuu
#ace attorney#my art#the great ace attorney#asoryuu#ryunosuke naruhodo#kazuma asogi#tgaa#dgs#listen…I’m a big BenBaro enjoyer#but truely they don’t make me SOB UNCONTROLLABLY like AsoRyuu does#who would’ve guessed the MAIN relationship with the MAIN CHARACTER would be the most dynamic and emotional#I love the hip bumps doodle#they’re just the best friends ever#so silly#and tragic…#but there’s enough Art of that#I hate drawing Kazumas hair from the front#literally what is going on please go bald instead#anyways I want them to be young and dumb#actually tearing up the Queens streets of England#they should’ve done that#THEY SHOULDVE DONE THAT YOU HEAR???#ITS NOT FAIR#fuck I’m sobbing again ACK
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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t#have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
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Hey Jimmy. Um. Why
#jimmy solidarity#grian#Jimmy what the fuck is this#like seriously am I hallucinating or what. why would you post this I’m actually tearing up. jimmy
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fallen angel.
#first time doing a redraw/study of a classic painting#i hate hate hated coloring kaiser’s hair#drawing it was fine#but actually coloring it was hell#also yes i added more tears#i’m always keen on adding more drama to my art#i listened to sissy that walk by rupaul when drawing this genuinely so many times#listened to it for like an hour straight at least#anyways i really need to go to bed#bllk#blue lock#bllk art#bllk fanart#blue lock art#blue lock fanart#michael kaiser#kaiser michael#michael kaiser fanart#blue lock michael kaiser#my artwork
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DAY 5 -SPECIES
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#at this point I realized if I’m gonna survive#I needed to chill out with my lineart#and let it be a little more loose#14/40 plus panels#and I actually like everything from this point so much better#bahbahhhart#linktober#linktober 2023#the depths au#loz#legend of zelda tears of the kingdom#totk#totk spoilers#tulin#Rito#legend of zelda#hc tulin gets older and looks like a mix of teba and revali#sorry saki
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Ruined Town 🪲⚡️
I’m actually super proud of this piece, I wanted to push myself out of my comfort zone to do something dynamic & complex with hopefully a somewhat interesting composition, and I really worked hard on it. I’ve been feeling kind of down on my art recently tbh, like I’ve stagnated a bit, and this piece really helped me to experiment a bit more & try out some new brushes & techniques. Can’t wait to experiment & draw more soon! 🩵
#zelda#tears of the kingdom#TotK#Zelda TotK#TotK spoilers#TotK fanart#legend of zelda#zelda tears of the kingdom#zelda fanart#daeyumi art#link#TotK link#Gerudo town#gibdo fight#it’s only 3am & already my brain is too fried to remember how to tag things properly#i’m srsly so proud of this piece tho#i worked so hard on it#i srsly think seeing a gibdo in the ruins of Gerudo town for the first time is one of my fave moments from the game#bc srsly i saw that thing on the ground & then it stood up and i was like what the actual fuck is that#and honestly i think that’s my absolute favorite feeling in a zelda game for some reason?
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Tom Cruise singing “I don’t know how to love him” from Jesus Christ Superstar for his audition for the school musical his senior year of high school in 1980 after an injury benched him for the varsity wrestling and spring track seasons Ryan Murphy you are BONES
#there are actual tears in my eyes what is his fucking DEAL#17 year old jock Thomas cruise said yeah I’m just like mary magdalene
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relief / 2am
two parts of my post-totk doodle series i’m titling “days of candy” which is basically just them being together and healing together. 🥺
#i drew this like 2 weeks ago actually but i’m feeling my doodle juices starting to run out#so i’m back to writing HEHE#zelink#tears of the kingdom#zelda#totk#loz#totk zelink#botw zelink#flowerpower art
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"You're a kid whos mom was obsessed with a cult, and when you were just 12, she sacrificed you. You end in hell and expected to be tortured for eternity, but turns out the demon wanted a child of his own"
by WRITING PROMPTs
Maybe Bruce?
Aweee now, just imagine!
These cultists? Totally an accident that they for the ritual right. Jason doesn’t die so much as he just seem to kind of vanish into smoke and—
wtf.
Ok.
There’s- there’s a whole child.
Right at Bruce feet. All of a sudden.
A human child.
In hell.
And look, they couldn’t have chosen a worse demon to send a sacrifice to because Bruce? He’s a protector of children.
Because there’s something that so many story and demonology books get wrong.
Hell is for the bad people to be punished for all eternity.
And Bruce? And all the other demons populating hell? Well, they exist solely for one reason:
To punish sinners for the crimes they committed in life.
It’s a jail. Bruce and his fellow demons are the jailers. They don’t guard the doors of hell because they don’t want anybody to get in, they’re guarding them so nobody gets out.
But children, children have no business being in this place of torture and agony. Not ever. There’s a whole ass system in place to keep the good souls from accidentally wandering where they shouldn’t be.
So Bruce sees this tiny, starved child crying and screaming and— fuck. This is a Dick situation, isn’t it? He needs to go to earth. Again. And drag some people down to damnation all early and piss off death again. But you know what? Tough shit. They want a demon? They’re gonna get one.
(Jason is soon introduced to another strange human after he mysteriously pops back up on earth. His name is Richard “Dick” Grayson, and his teeth are too sharp and his pupils look almost reptilian in the right light, but he takes Jason to a big ass house with a real strange butler and lots of food.
Jason thinks he’s seen the weird Brucie guy who introduces himself as Dick’s dad somewhere before… but Jason is cool with not looking a gift horse in the mouth. After all, what are the chances he’ll fall into another cult’s hands so soon after the last?)
#this went in a totally different direction than intended#but we need some demon lore diversity and I’m always here for more#Bruce has a part time gig on earth to make life better for kids and the innocents#he’s got a lot of minions#Bruce is a king of hell#one of— seven maybe#anyway the cultists also mysteriously vanished#Bruce didn’t intend to actually adopt jason#but he’s weak to the kid’s spitfire nature#like that could literally be his offspring#dick’s a half demon#he takes one look at jason and goes ‘ew#at first#and then within ten minutes he’s like ‘b can you point me to the cultists I wanna brush up on my torture skills pls’#bruce with tears in his eyes: my babies#jason todd#batfamily#dick grayson#batfam#bruce wayne#robin#prompts#brainstorming#ghost talks
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