#i’m feeling really soft for sammy rn

[poppitron360]

I’d like to dive deeper into my thoughts on Caleo, bc they have been taking up most of my brainpower rn:

I get where Rick was going with it. I really do. They started off hating each other, Calypso thinking Leo was really annoying and just generally being like “why is this tiny human talking to me?”, but then they grew closer, realised they misunderstood each other, and bonded over common ground. It’s sweet. But the thing is, Rick? You’ve already got a character that did all that with Leo in the previous book!

And his name is Frank.

1. You’ve already set up that dynamic! Why not spend more time focusing on fleshing out that existing arc instead of creating a new one?

2. There’s SO MUCH more potential with angst- Frank being afraid of Leo bc of his fire, Leo being afraid of Frank because he’s twice his size and could easily crush his tiny body under his foot. Leo’s had to learn to survive on his brains and quick-wits in order to protect himself from bullies, and instantly gets defensive when he sees Frank. Frank is very insecure and sensitive, so immediately falls victim to Leo’s jokes. It takes a while for both of them to take those walls down, put aside their differences, and learn to trust each other.

3. It’s just hilarious how got-off-on-the-wrong-foot they were. A reminder that when Frank first met Leo, Leo had just destroyed half of New Rome. They both immediately judged each other completely based on looks- like it’s seriously funny how much you could compare these two to “Pride and Prejudice”. Also, the awkward misunderstanding that was the whole Sammy thing-

4. But they also have a lot more in common that Leo and Calypso ever did- similar trauma with losing their moms, and actually Leo is just as afraid of fire as Frank is. Both are incredibly insecure, and they both feel like they don’t belong among the other Seven.

5. You’ve also got that fun opposites-attract thing- Frank is big and muscular, Leo is built like a twig. Frank is big soft pookie bear, Leo is an absolute menace to society. Frank can turn into animals, Leo is a machines guy. Frank is Roman, Leo is Greek. You get the idea. They were written to juxtapose each other beautifully. They are the Yin to each other’s Yang.

6. They get so much more time together to establish a meaningful relationship. Their arc carries over three books, and we get to form connections as a reader to BOTH Leo AND Frank separately beforehand, so the payoff is a lot more satisfying. It takes time for them to open up to each other, and when they do it feels like they earned it. Calypso and Leo got a couple of chapters, that’s it.

It doesn’t have to be romantic! Leo can heal his trauma with friends and found family, learning to love and accept himself, learning that he doesn’t actually need the attention of a hot girl to be valid. He can find his place among his brethren with the help of all his friends, even Frank- the most unlikely of friends.

I wish Rick had put more effort into fleshing out the platonic relationships instead of just conforming to romance-centric ideals of “love fixes everything!” It’s lazy, and boring, and has been done to death. Platonic friendships make up 95% of our relationships, yet they are SERIOUSLY underrepresented in media. I’m calling for more interesting platonic dynamics. Leo and Frank could’ve been so much more, if Rick had actually taken the time to build on their relationship, and focused less on “Leo Needs a Girlfriend”!

So, when I say “Everything Caleo did, Valzhang could do better”- THAT is what I meant.

Also, Jason is so much better for Leo than Calypso, but that’s a whole other post.

[Edit: And I have made that post! You can find it here]

[according2thelore]

Hi I love your writing so much! Your late seasons/early seasons verse is one of the most interesting things to come out of this fandom, and I’m always impressed with you well you understand the characters. I was wondering, Do you think the earlier seasons boys would find any parts of later seasons Sam and Dean to be similar to John? You don’t have to answer, if you’re too busy with other asks. Have a great day!

oh shit?? holy shit??

anon?? kissing u with passion rn, anon. this compliment just made the rest of my week + an extra bonus week! i don't even know what to say! BUT THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!

and YES! I DO! we talked about this in my post on tuesday, but what specific parts of each LS!Sam&Dean remind them of john?? oh worm? let's discuss!

For ES!Sam:

again, i think LS!Sam reminds him the most of john, for a couple of reasons. for sam, he experienced john's parenting as mostly arguing and being unwilling to discuss/hear sam out. it's his way or the highway, and that's something sam really resents about his father (we're not breaking new ground here, lol.) he also hates not being treated like an equal/adult, and resents john for hiding things from him, and keeping him at a distance. sounds familiar? sam getting mad at john for being stubborn is real kettle-pot behaviour, but i digress. LS!Sam absolutely makes the ban on telling-them-the-future conversations. he has a very set idea of how things are supposed to go, and how they are supposed to act. he gets easily frustrated with ES!Sam because ES!Sam presses and presses and presses and wants to Be A Part Of Every Conversation All The Time. ES!Sam resents LS!Sam for "babying" him/not treating him like an equal. ES!Sam felt very patronized by john, and feels very patronized by LS!Sam--the holier-than-thou, i-know-better-than-you-end-of-discussion rubs him WRONG.

as for LS!Dean, i think he would appreciate the softness of him. john had quiet moments. again, if we're going with S!2, sam has softened towards his father in retrospect, so he's primed with john's better moments while he's mourning. LS!Dean is protective. he says simple facts, and it feels like more than the words do (you're my brother. and of course i look out for you. and yes, i am happy. and come here for a second. and are you okay?) he can of course see some of john's anger, but i think it would bother him a little less, because LS!Dean makes such a concentrated effort to make him feel included, and a part of this future. he invites sam out to the garage and cooks him breakfast and they bond over common things, like movies pre-2006. the most negative thing he can say about LS!Dean and john is his control. while LS!Sam is more stubborn, LS!Dean is more controlling. he's a little smothering with his mothering.

For ES!Dean:

with all the fawning he does, he sees mostly john's good qualities in LS!Sam. specifically, i think he sees a lot of the "doting" aspects of john's personality. sam keeps knick-knacks and photographs and takes charge like nobody's business. he's in charge because things work well that way. he's decisive, and true to himself, and knows exactly what he wants when he wants it. he has a truly encyclopedic knowledge of monsters, and is intensely protective of those in his life. the most negative thing he can say about LS!Sam and john is that LS!Sam tends to give orders. which ES!Dean follows, because while he wasn't always sure about dad, sammy has his best intentions at heart. unlike dad, sammy will never ask the impossible of him. sammy knows best.

however, he sees a lot of negative traits in LS!Dean. dad was absent, and emotionally manipulative, and drunk. he had a lot of anger that he kept beneath the surface, and you could be joking with him the one minute and being scolded in the other. you felt like the most important person in his world (high burden of emotional needs) and then he'd disappear for two months and leave you to fend for yourself. very up/down. he never remembers your birthday, but while elbow-deep into a fifth of whisky, he tells you that you and sammy are the only reason he still cares to be alive. he sees LS!Dean's short fuse, and it makes him angry. and it makes him sad. he sees the bottles and bottles and bottles of liquor that they have in the sammy-mandated recycling bin. he sees the hard set of his jaw and the crease between his brows, and the short, sharp replies. then he sees LS!Dean's soft looks with ES!Sam, his quiet devotion to LS!Sam, the far-away stare at nothing. he sees his father, haunted by ghosts and on a mission that LS!Dean seems hyper-focused on, but unsure what it is. so he tries to hyper-control everyone around him, and is so up/down about it that it gives dean whiplash.

i think overall, they will be a lot more critical of themselves than they will be of each other (bc this show loves to capitalize on some self-hating man pain, which...y'know. slay. that's why we're here.) so i think a lot of their perception of "john" qualities will be skewed. especially since we see S!2 boys, but especially dean, be more critical of their relationship with john.

if you had an angry man in your house, you will always have an angry man in your house, etc. etc.

again, i have NO IDEA if these john takes are hot takes because charlotte and i just go "i agree!" "i agree!" back and forth in an endless loop whenever we discuss the man in question. but i hope this was fun!

anyway, i hope YOU have a great day, anon! i hope i answered this in a time when you'll see it! i always worry about anons not being able to see these when i reply bc y'all don't get notified.

but know that this meant so much to me! and i hope you're doing well this fine thursday! i always have time for you, blessed nonnie!

mwah!

-lizzy <3

[teabookgremlin]

hello friends here are my official thoughts on yellowjackets 02x02 brought to you by my four pages of notes from last night (spoilers below cut)

ok so breaking this up by starting with what i didn’t like. this is the first episode of yellowjackets where i really had moments where i was pretty unhappy with some choices so i wanna talk about those, why i didn’t like them, and how i wish it had gone

- very upset that jackie said the thing about shauna wishing she was her. like i feel like that is not the direction things were going in! we all know how homoerotic everything between them is and especially given the bit last episode where adult shauna told jeff about her fantasies of him with someone else (jackie). i am holding out hope for ghost jackie coming back and getting the love confession out of her so fingers crossed

- not thrilled with how the taissa confronting shauna about jackie bit went. i think that the makeup being the thing that pushed her over the edge was weird. i think they should’ve gone with what a lot of us were predicting where tai caught shauna kissing and/or eating the corpse and that being what made her be like ok we gotta get rid of this body. i just wanted more fucked up corpse stuff, ya know?

- did not like the random concern for the baby from tai, like idk i just feel like none of them are really focused on it rn and it just wasn’t necessary like she was concerned enough for shauna as a friend

- i didn’t love that there was more focus on travis looking for javi, idk i feel like that time would have been better used otherwise but i’m glad he now has fake closure at least so he stops being so obsessed with finding javi

- the nat/travis sex scene with lottie just there was just ugh. idk i wish the lottie/travis thing wasn’t going so in depth, wish they had chosen one of the other girls to be that figure but i mean watching travis’ descent into lottie’s shit is interesting

- i really wish they had put off the group cannibalism for at least one more episode. i’m bummed that shauna wasn’t the only one to eat jackie and i think some of the others just logically aren’t at the cannibalism point yet? like yes they were kind of trancelike but still idk it felt a little like they just wanted to get it in there so people would stop asking when it was happening

now onto what i liked/just general liveblog style thoughts (which there will probably be more of)

- gotta say the makeup scene was great (should’ve ended in a kiss tho) and i loved jackie encouraging shauna to eat her, the guilt of it in shauna, wish she actually had made the leap though

- ok taivan time! my favorite people to talk about lets go. van chasing after tai when she sleepwalked was great, i wonder if the pit she walked to was The Pit as in Pit Girl Pit but that’s a question for another time. when they get back to the cabin, van suggesting tai get help from lottie was really sweet although van being into lottie’s shit is obviously sowing the seeds of conflict between them. finally the little head kiss and the “i can feel your heartbeat” was so soft i love these girls with my whole being

- liked the snippets of the misty/crystal loser girl friendship in the background cannot wait to see more of them

- adult tai is going through it, i was excited to see the mirror thing start interested to see where the kind of “mirror self” thing goes

- lottie spying on nat since travis died is creepy but also great for the lottienat agenda and her going you’re welcome i think misty and lottie should work together on the keep nat from being self destructive project

- shauna being my poor pathetic little meow meow in the scene where tai calls her out teehee, wish she had put up more of a fight about cremating jackie like just lay on top of her or something girl be crazy just do it

- “so you lied to the cops to be feminist?” this is the season of callie being iconic i feel so bad for her though

- tai hallucinating sammy being at her place was SO interesting i really liked it

- travis going to lottie about the wilderness coming back to haunt him. i wanna know what’s up with that/if the wilderness is haunting the rest of the survivors similarly

- GHOST LAURA LEE THIS IS NOT A DRILL hope we see her again at some point <3

- i do wonder if lottie had more of a hand in travis’ death than she told nat but i do believe her honestly

- mari keeping up her being a cunt and making soup we love to see it!

- i LOVED shauna’s pre lighting jackie on fire speech: “i don’t even know where you end and i begin” YES and her ending it with saying she loves her when jackie’s last thoughts were being loved by shauna i need to lay down. also so appropriate that shauna was the one to light jackie, no one else could’ve done it

- tai and simone’s car crash, i feel like tai is probably gonna put blame on herself bc it was her fault and likely that and the conversation with simone in the car will be what leads to her seeking out van

- alright cannibalism time babey lets go

- “she wants us to”

- i adored the cutting between the like imagined feast and the cannibalism that was super well done and just overall a fantastic scene that will stick with me. also the girls all looked so hot in the feast scene so i am gay about it

- do wish there was more of the cannibalism shown but overall just incredible way to start things off

- also shauna would’ve eaten all of jackie even if the others were like ew no wtf lets be real

- poor coach

[m0nst3r-fvngz]

So I’m turning myself into a species:3

So since one of my names are sammy! The species will be named SAMMY

Sammy(singular) Sammies(plural)

I don’t have a picture of them but I might soon idk anyway SAMMIES

Sammy (or Sammies)are a sub-species of humanoids called “Feelings”<-(because the Sammies were based on my feelings)

“Feelings” are a type of humanoids that resemble a “Creator’s” feelings! No one knows how “Feelings” got here but they’re here!! (Some cases have reported that some, if not most, “Feelings” have not been portraying actual emotions of a “Creator”)

Sammies are silly creatures and knows SOME things(yes the Sammies would love to know more) They aren’t dumb! They know what they’re doing(most of the time)

Sammies are mainly calm, laid back creatures who won’t hate/dislike or attack if they don’t have a good reason-Some Sammies may be mean or overly kind but those are rarely seen. Sammies are also creatures of mischief. They act like crows! Picking up anything they like and just collecting it! (It can literally be a pizza box shaped in a way they like and they’ll keep it)

Sammies are usually found alone! Rarely in pairs of 2-4 and VERY VERY rare to find them in groups of 5-10!

Sammies are pretty picky eaters but if it smells nice, taste nice, and feels right they will most likely EAT IT. (If they are seen chewing on any plastic for WAY to long PLEASE TAKE THE PLASTIC AWAY FROM THEM.)

Sammies get easily bored to they are EVERYWHERE.(literally) They might have an urge to destroy something or chew something.(they don’t really DESTROY things but they will chew couches, chairs, anything plastic, wood, fabrics, or bones) Sammies really enjoy chewing things.

Sammies’ teeth are kind of structured like normal humans! They have “chopping teeth, pointy teeth, and bigger teeth”(their words). Their k9s are a lot sharper and pointed so a biting from them WILL hurt.

Sammies like the dark. They like dark, cold, and quiet places to sleep, they like to sleep with things such as stuffed animals, LOTS of blankets, and lots of pillows. Sammies will sleep almost anywhere as long as it’s dark, quiet, and cold!(and of course if they have a “pillow” and something to cover themselves with)

/that’s all I have for now/

FUN FACTS!!!!

Did you know a group of Sammies is called a “Things” Or a “Pack?”

The reason that Sammies don’t stay together is because, if they stay around together for to long they’ll morph together!

Their clothes are actually apart of their body!! Yes they can take off their clothes but it’s still their body!!(their top actually has a furry/soft like texture)

They squeal, scream, laugh, screech, growl, bark, hiss, meow, purr, whine, caw, crow, or just make any inhumane sound they can!

There is actually a fungi that can infect them and make them go “feral”. Making them crawl on all fours and act very aggressive and animalistic. The infected Sammy will try to find another Sammy and try to morph with them!

Sammies communicate(without morphing together) by yelling at each other from a distance, walkie-talkies, phones, or notes.

If Sammies are panicking in a pack, they will more likely be able to morph quicker. :(

Sammies likes animals(NOT IN A Z00 WAY) going as far as to mimic the animal’s noise.(like cackling like a hyena)

Sammies are a lot stronger than you think they are.(they can rip a grown man in half with their bare hands)

/that’s all I have rn. I made up some of it on the spot maybe I’ll update it but I might explain what a “creator” is next/

(The Sammies are a closed species BUT the “feelings” are not a closed species they look exactly like you and act like your personality/feelings)

[showf4lls]

⎼ MIGRAINE HOURS; MULTIPLE

genre !! headcanons, comfort

cw !! descriptions of pain[?], brief mention of vomiting [nothing graphic], mention of medication, migraine symptoms, weed [in sapnap’s part]

includes !! chuckle sammy boys [ ted, charlie, schlatt ] + crew boys [ karl, quackity, sapnap, george, dream ] + wilbur + niki + minx

notes !! this is purely self indulgent, so most of the symptoms i’m describing are what i personally experience and i’m sorry if i’m leaving any out! i have a migraine rn and it’s making me want to keel over and pass away so i’m writing this to comfort myself lmao. i’ve been told a lot that my migraines are too annoying and that they make me too high-maintenance for a relationship, but that’s totally not true, people are just ableist lol. but i know that there’s a lot of people out there that have had this experience and/or feel this way. just know that you’re not alone, you’re not too “high maintenance,” it’s not too much work to help you when you’re not feeling well. take care of yourselves, y’all /gen

this used to be way longer so this is revised to be like oddly specific/wholesome things they each would do you’re welcome /lh

TED NIVISON

⎼ reminds you to stretch every so often so you don’t get too tense!

⎼ definitely does the thing where he squeezes your head for a little bit if the pain is really bad [if you get migraines you’ll know what i’m talking about; sometimes you need a little extra pressure on your noggin to feel better]

⎼ helps you put your hair up really tightly to put more pressure on your brain

⎼ goes in on absolutely everything with you. diet changes? he’s in. journaling? he’ll get one that matches yours and you’ll sit down and journal your shit together every day. need blue light glasses? count him in, he’s been meaning to get some anyways. early bedtime? fuck yeah, he gets to make sure you’re both taken care of and getting enough rest. sunglasses around the house? i think you mean swag B)

CHARLIE SLIMECICLE

⎼ naps with you when you feel like nothing else will help with the pain

⎼ constantly researching for you and seeing what he can do to help or if he can find any new resources for you. finds new apps for you to track your symptoms or find other people who experience chronic migraines. encourages you to experiment with things that might make you feel better

⎼ absolutely has a borderline insane assortment of pedialyte for you to choose from, should you need it

⎼ makes excuses that place the blame on himself when you get a migraine while you’re spending time with friends so you don’t feel bad about going home

⎼ keeps the ice trays in his freezer full at all times in case you need an ice pack when you’re over at his place

JSCHLATT

⎼ while pretending that he doesn’t give a shit about your suffering, passively asks if you’ve taken your meds yet, if you’ve eaten, if you need water, etc.

⎼ keeps a hand on your head and plays with your hair while standing behind you but pretends he’s not

⎼ will continue quiet conversations with his friends after having told them to shut the fuck up if it’s obvious that you’re trying to fight a migraine

⎼ if you’re complaining about light sensitivity, he’ll just shush you and cover your eyes with his hands. might not be the most helpful, but he’s trying in his own way and the thought is sweet. he does the same thing with your ears when you’re having noise sensitivity

KARL JACOBS

⎼ gets really quiet and soft with you; he hates seeing you upset or in pain. lots of hugs are involved

⎼ makes sure you’re absolutely covered in heat packs

⎼ keeps extra comfy clothes around for you to change into whenever you feel a migraine coming on

⎼ always the first to ask about how he can help or what could’ve caused it; mans is kind of a fixer /lh

⎼ will order you whatever food sounds good to you without a moment’s hesitation if you mention that you’re even the littlest bit hungry

QUACKITY

⎼ 100 to 0 real quick. totally goes from “HAHAHA OMG” to “woah, hey - are you okay?” it’s super sweet to see the contrast

⎼ lets you wear his beanies and pull them down to cover your eyes. he thinks it’s adorable, and it’s totally a bonus that it helps with the light/noise sensitivity

⎼ somehow convinces tiger to lay on you when you’re having a particularly bad migraine, especially if you’re napping

⎼ makes a visible effort to keep from making too much noise

SAPNAP

⎼ the second he realizes that you’re trying not to cry from the pain, he shushes you, wraps the closest loose piece of clothing around your head, and pulls you to his chest

⎼ encourages you to do literally anything you think might help. you need your entire body to be covered in a heat pack? he’ll shove you into a warm bath with your clothes on. your light sensitivity is kicking your ass? he’ll wrap a bandana around your head. your clothes feel gross and uncomfy? that’‘s fine! he’ll throw all his comfiest clothes in the dryer for 10 minutes for you so they’re nice and cozy when you put them on

⎼ also tries to help remedy your triggers. you haven’t been drinking enough water? force feeds you pedialyte and gatorade. you haven’t eaten enough? begs dream to make your favorite or doordashes whatever sounds good to you

⎼ if your meds stop working, he’ll let you use however much of his weed you need to not suffer anymore

GEORGE

⎼ totally encourages you to sleep it off and definitely doesn’t use it as an excuse to nap with you

⎼ kind of teases you about it because he doesn’t quite understand the concept of migraines but, when all’s said and done, he helps you take care of yourself and gets you what you need

⎼ after knowing you for so long he’s learned to tell when you feel a migraine coming on by the way you interact with other people, and he knows that you won’t leave calls even if you have a migraine because you hate missing out on stuff, so he’ll just tell everyone to shut up so it’s at least easier on you

DREAM

⎼ he won’t notice until something you do catches his attention, and then he gives a little “aw, honey,” pulls you into a hug, and very quietly asks what he can do to help

⎼ doesn’t give a single shit who else is around or what’s happening, if dream even has an inkling that you have a migraine coming on, he’s throwing you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes and forcing you to lay down in his bed so you can be as comfy as possible

⎼ another one who gets you whatever you need as soon as you ask for it, no questions asked. mans worries too much. you don’t like the light? all the lights off, lightbulbs out so that no one can accidentally turn the lights on while you’re having an attack. no more light ever again (he’s dramatic, you saw the fnaf stream /lh). your clothes are uncomfy? pick any one of his hoodies that you want, he’ll even stick it in the dryer for you so it’s nice and toasty warm. hungry? any food he can possibly remember you enjoying, he’s making it. you’re too warm? ice bath, immediately. you don’t think you’ve been drinking enough water? you’re drinking every single electrolyte drink he has in his kitchen

NIKI NIHACHU

⎼ pulls you into a hug and pets your hair without a second thought, and very quietly whispers “i’m so sorry you’re in pain, what can i do to help?”

⎼ helps you find home remedies for your nausea and, when that doesn’t help, holds your hair back for you when you get sick

⎼ definitely way better at helping you through the frustration and more emotional components of migraines than the others. holds you when you cry, listens when you ramble, and helps you calm down because she knows that crying makes it hurt worse

⎼ sticks with you for all the time that you’re awake during your migraine. holds ice packs to your head when you feel too week to, gently reminds you to relax your muscles, makes sure you feel listened to, and tries to do easy little things with you that don’t require a lot of effort so you don’t feel bad; she knows that shit can feel really isolating

MINX

⎼ first, she absolutely makes sure you take your meds if you need to because they’re there to help you feel better

⎼ another one that would wear sunglasses around the house or out and about with you so that you don’t feel weird about it; she thinks it’s actually a cool main character moment to wear sunglasses inside /lh

⎼ when you’re really emotional and in lots of pain she’ll sit with you and rub your arms and trace circles into your knees. if you need more physical attention, she’ll let you press your forehead into her shoulder while she hums and shushes you

WILBUR SOOT

⎼ mostly just makes sure that you take your meds and drinking enough water, and snacking if you need to

⎼ plays you songs on his guitar and sings you to sleep when you’re having trouble relaxing enough to squeeze in a nap

⎼ absolutely would hold your hair back for you when you get sick and rub circles into your back, assuring you that it’s okay

⎼ lets you sprawl out on his bed covered in ice and heat packs - he honestly doesn’t give a shit what you need to do to feel better when you’re having an attack as long as it helps

⎼ doesn’t want you to feel excluded or isolated so he’ll set up camp on the floor next to you with a gatorade and some crackers and his laptop and, very quietly, play a chill podcast so it still feels like you guys are hanging out

⎼ definitely doesn’t let you pity yourself. King of Reassurance. he knows how easy it can be to get stuck on the idea that you’re a burden and assumes it’s worse if you experience chronic pain as intense as migraines, so he doesn’t hesitate to assure you that you’re not a burden to him in any way. he’s really grateful for any time he can spend with you at all, whether you have a migraine or not

[sparrowofthedawnsworld]

Work Meetings - Sam Kiszka

A/N: This is a bit of a rollercoaster (just like my emotions rn 😂💀), but I’m happy with this! Eat up, my fellow Sammy sluts ❤️

WARNINGS: SMUT 18+!! MINORS DNI! dom!Sam AND soft Sam, forced orgasm, overstimulation, bondage, somewhat angry Sam, unprotected sex (wrap it up, pleaseeee). Etc, etc

••••

“Y/N!” Sam’s voice boomed into the house, accompanied by the very loud slamming of your front door. “Where the fuck are you?!”

How did you end up in this predicament one might ask? Well, it started with a dirty exchange of messages between you and Sam.

A few more seconds went by and you finally heard his heavy footsteps nearing your bedroom. The adrenaline surging through you had your hands shaking, but you tried to gather yourself as quickly as you could.

Finally, the door was flung open, revealing a very red and irritated looking Sam.

“Hey, Sammy.” You innocently smiled, only making his face flame even more.

“Don’t you even start. What the fuck did you think you were doing??” Sam questioned, voice still loud and dripping with irritation.

“What do you mean? What’s wrong?” You played dumb, pretending not to know what you had done.

“You SENT ME PICTURES of you damn near NAKED, while I was IN A WORK MEETING!” Sam shouted, throwing his arms out for emphasis.

A heavy silence fell over the two of you. It was quiet enough to hear a pen drop downstairs from your bedroom. Sam was the first to break the silence.

“Y/N… You have five seconds to start explaining.” Sam warned, the volume of his voice lowering drastically.

You could already feel heat running through your body, a dull ache forming between your legs. This was exactly what you wanted.

A little mean if you? Sure. Sam looked so worked up it was painful. But it was soon to be worth it.

“I just wanted to show you how good I looked today.” You smirked, a hint of cockiness in your tone- Something that Sam usually possessed.

“Oh, really? And you chose to do it while I was stuck in a five hour meeting?!” He stepped a little closer to you, his volume raising back up.

“I didn’t know your meeting was gonna be that long.” You shrugged and he scoffed, not at all buying it. “Bullshit, Y/N. You did know, because I told you.” Sam snapped, glaring down at you.

Man, was he hot like this… Horny and irritated. A very common combination for Sam, so you’ve come to learn over the months of being with him.

“What am I gonna do with you…?” He walked the remaining gap between the two of you slowly, hands coming to your hips and pushing you towards the bed once he reached you.

“You won’t do shit, Sammy.” You provoked, knowing damn well he would. You just wanted to push his buttons a little more.

“You know, maybe I shouldn’t. Maybe I should just leave you right here, all needy and pathetic.” A whimper escaped your mouth at his words, and a smirk immediately tugged at Sam’s lips.

“That would be something, wouldn’t it? Maybe…” He shoved you back causing you to fall on to the mattress, leaning down to hover over you. “-Maybe I’ll just tie you up right here and tie that pretty vibrator you’ve been hiding from me between those beautiful legs, and leave you here.”

You couldn’t even stop to wonder how he’d discovered your vibrator. That was the last of what was on your mind. The filthy picture Sam had painted for you, rendered you completely speechless.

You looked up at him in utter shock, the pulsing ache between your thighs intensifying.

“Talk to me, petal.” he leaned in, placing a kiss just by your ear. “Pick your punishment. What should I do?” He asked, toying with the hem of your t-shirt. “Sammy...” you breathed, unable to even form a complete sentence. The thought of him making you choose your own fait for the evening, was enough to make your head spin.

“Go on. Tell me what I should do to you, Y/N.” He demanded, tone low and smooth as silk.

You gathered all the sense you had left to tell him.

“Tie me up, Sammy. Use my vibrator on me… Anything. Just don’t leave me.” The last part came as a plea.

“Oh, I wasn’t ever really planning on leaving you, baby.” he assured. “I wanna stay right here and watch you fall apart.”

You reached out for him, in an eager attempt to pull him in to meet your lips, but he stopped you. “Ah, ah. No touching.” He pushed your wrists away, leaning back from over you and turning towards the closet.

You watched him flip on the light switch, shuffling through some of his ties that he rarely ever wore and pulling one out.

“I thought you might like this one.” Sam smirked, holding up a pretty blue tie and walking back to the bed with it.

“Get up and take your clothes off.” He commanded, laying the tie down on the bedside table.

“Don’t you wanna take them off?” You innocently asked him and he shook his head no.

“You heard me, Y/N. Take. Them off.”

You crawled out of the bed and did as he told you. Removing each item of clothing painfully slow to tease him a little more. It was the last of the teasing you’d be doing for the night anyway. So you had figured you may as well make a good show of it.

“That’s right. Get all that teasing out of your system, petal.” Sam spoke, sounding all too cool and collected.

You would absolutely be lying if you said it didn’t make you crumble a little bit internally. But when your eyes raked over his body, his hardened length that was visibly straining against his jeans gave him away.

“Like it isn’t working.” you sassed, eyes boring right back into his to show you weren’t planning on backing down that easily.

“Don’t get smart with me. You’ve already dug yourself a pretty deep hole. I’d hate for you to fall in it.” he crossed his arms, cautioning you.

You both stood there, still as statues; eyes staring into each other’s souls in a silent battle of dominance. You knew good and well he was going to win, but you weren’t backing down without a little fight.

Sam slowly started walking towards you, his eyes darkening with each step. The intensity of his stare finally becoming too much for you and you looked away. He had you and he knew it. Hell, even you knew it.

“Giving up so soon?” He mocked, grabbing your hands and pulling you to the bed. “Lay down. Arms up.”

You caved, laying down into the softness that was Sam’s bed. Raising your arms up to the headboard, while he grabbed the tie.

Sam’s tone changed for a split second. “Look at me, Y/N.” his eyes locking on yours once again. “Are you sure this is okay?”

“I’m sure, baby… I’m positive.” you promised, giving him a confident, warm smile.

Sam took the tie in his hands, bringing it up and securing your hands together, then to the headboard. You gave your new restraint an experimental tug, finding that there was very little give to it.

Sam trailed his eyes from his beautifully tied knot at your hands, all the way down your body. Just to trail back up agonizingly slow from your feet.

Your heart pounding and body heating up under his gaze.

“So gorgeous all tied up and helpless for me. I could look at you like this all night.”

Glancing around the room quizzically, Sam disappeared back into the closet. By the sounds of shuffling drawers and boxes, you knew exactly what he was getting.

“Found it.” he said proudly, appearing back in the bedroom with a wicked grin.

He held up the toy, flicking it on just to torment you more and you jump slightly in your spot. He laughed at your helplessness.

“Relax, petal.” He walked back over to the bed, adjusting your legs and sitting in between them. “Color?”

“Green.” You replied confidently, locking your eyes with Sam’s, trying to anticipate what his first move was going to be.

Sam’s hands smoothed over your skin from your shins to your hips, leaving a fiery, tingling feeling in their wake. His body followed his hands, coming almost nose to nose with you.

“Kiss me, Sammy.” you tried to demand. Sam raised his eyebrows at you in amusement. “You’re not really in a position to make demands, now are you?” He leaned down a little closer to your face. You could just barely feel his the heat of his breath on your lips. You lifted up as much as your restraints would allow you, trying to connect your lips with his.

“Mm, I don’t think you deserve a kiss yet.” He dipped his head down, using one of his hands to cup your jaw and tilt your head back, placing kisses below your jawline. No biting, or sucking. Not even using his tongue, only gentle, quick kisses. Applying just enough pressure to have you begging for more.

He worked his way down slowly, not giving you the satisfaction of even a few nibbles to your skin, until he reached where your shoulder and neck meet. He bit into the skin there softly, drawing a sigh of frustration from you. “Sam, come on.”

“You’re so worked up already.” He touched the vibrator to the center of your belly and your body jumped from the sudden feeling.

“Sammy, please.” it sounded pathetic, but you couldn’t find it in you to care.

“Please what? Stop teasing you?” he questioned, faking a serious tone.

“Yes, please quit teasing me.” Even the most polite tone you could muster wasn’t good enough for him.

“Nope. I want you to know just how I felt all that time stuck in that meeting.” He rasped out. You were certain his voice dropped down a whole octave.

He switched the vibrator on, dragging it slowly from where it rested just below your bellybutton, up towards your chest. Your back involuntarily arched into the toy and Sam, making him chuckle. “Ah, stay still.” He told you, pushing you back down against the comforter. He held you in place with a firm hand on your hip.

“Sammy!” You squealed when he touched the vibrator to one of your hardened nipples. An amused, almost taunting smile forms over his lips. “Aw, is that too much for you, petal?” he chuckled almost evilly, repeating the same action to your other nipple.

You jerked away involuntarily. It was kind of a strange and intense pleasure. You’d never used your vibrator on other parts of your body, so the feeling was completely foreign to you.

“Sam-“ you tried to choke out through a moan.

He moved it away from your breasts, dragging it back down your sternum and stomach. He stopped just shy of your throbbing core. “I bet this is where you want it, isn’t it?” He asked you, a smirk adorning his face.

“Yes. Yes, Sammy, please.” You could faintly feel the vibrations, but not enough for even the tiniest bit of relief.

Without another moments thought, he brought it down to your dripping entrance, gathering some of the wetness pooling there and finally placing it over your clit.

“Oh, god-“ you moaned, tugging your tied hands. You wanted so badly to reach out and grab his wrist.

The vibrating shot through your whole body like electricity.

“Hmm… Let’s figure out a way to tie this to you.” Sam said, sounding like it was almost a suggestion- Even though you had absolutely no say in the matter.

He turned it off, laying it down beside you and getting up from the bed. He walked his earlier track back to the closet, searching around until he finally found one of his belts. Of course It wasn’t made for this sort of thing, but it would work. Hopefully.

He appeared back in your line of sight, holding it up with a smug smirk.

Sam climbed back in the bed, settling back in his previous spot between your legs. One of his favorite places to be, you were certain.

He spent what felt like forever messing around with the vibrator and belt, until he finally got it tightly secured against you. “Can’t move too much, petal… We don’t want it to come loose.” You nod, knowing good and well you wouldn’t be able to stay still. “Color, baby?”

“Still green, Sammy.” You assured him, watching his hand move to the switch of the vibrator and turning it on the lowest setting.

“Fuuck yes, Sammy.” Your soft moans of relief filled the air immediately. Sam watched you, growing even harder at the sight of you. Part of him hated that he wasn’t exactly the one making you feel good and he wanted to quit the antics and fuck you right then. But, he decided against it- Feeling like you deserved a major taste of your own medicine.

After a few minutes of listening to your barely audible moans and taking note that you weren’t quite squirming the way he wanted, he leaned forward. “I think this needs to go a little higher.” He turned it up, sending a much higher level of vibration directly into your clit.

“Fucking hell, Sammy!” A significantly louder moan tore from your lungs and a pleased smile formed on his all too smug face.

“There we go… That’s all you needed, huh?” Sam teased, getting up from the bed.

“Sam, y- you said you wouldn’t l-leave!” You manage through your constant whimpering and moaning, panic written all over your face.

“Shhh, petal. I’m just gonna sit right there and watch you. Just like I said I was gonna do.” He pointed to the black loveseat in the corner of your bedroom. “Sammy, please.” You beg. but you’re not quite sure what for.

Sam only chuckled at you lowly, reaching down to bump the up the setting once more, before sauntering over to the chair.

The new setting; switching between a few seconds of solid vibrations and a quick pulsating rhythm, had you lurching forward and the knot in your stomach tightening.

“Fuck, no! Sam, please I- I need you right here, please!” You begged, clinging to your last few moments of composure, before your first orgasm was soon to take over.

“Sucks doesn’t it, petal? Can’t touch me, can’t feel my fingers inside you...” You groaned at his verbal tormenting, but tried to focus on the pleasure your toy was providing you. “That’s it… Let go. Cum for me, baby.”

You first orgasm snapped inside you like an overstretched rubber band. Your back arched away from the bed- loud, high pitched moans falling from your lips almost constantly.

Coming down from your high, you were seeking out a moment to recover, Only to find the vibrating hadn’t stopped and wouldn’t be anytime soon.

“S-Sam, aren’t you gonna- gonna let me have a break?” you choked out breathlessly and he shook his head “Nope.” was all he said, smirking at your already sweaty, flushed body.

“S-Sam, come on. That’s not fair!”

you whined in protest. “It wasn’t fair to me when you sent those pictures. Be a big girl and take it.” He shot in a sharp tone.

Three more orgasms later, you could barely think even straight. Body trembling and thrashing, pornographic, loud cries of pleasure being ripped from your lungs. Sam’s name being pretty much the only word you could remember.

“Sam- Sammy! Plea-please!” You cried, hot tears streaming down your face in a constant stream. “I can’t t-take it! I’m b-begging you-“ Your words sputtered out in little hiccups, with broken moans mixed in.

Sam seemed to take pity on you in that moment, getting up from his spot on the loveseat and walking over to the bed. Before he even had a chance to turn it off, you fell completely silent through another orgasm.

He took his former spot in the middle of your legs, immediately shutting off the vibrator and removing it from your body completely.

“Shhh, petal. Can I touch you so I can untie you?“ He carefully asked sitting the toy on the nightstand. His dominant demeanor faded and was quickly replaced with a calm, sweet, but still firm and strong one.

All you could manage for him was a soft nod.

He reached up, pulling the knot loose and taking your wrists gently into his hands. You relaxed under his soft touch, breathing finally calming down.

“Are you okay, Y/N?” His eyes scanned over your face, waiting patiently for your answer.

“I’m okay, Sammy..” you answered, voice just above a whisper.

He continued to study your eyes, a small smile forming over his lips when you reach up to cup his cheek.

“Sammy?”

“Yea, petal?” he was giving you his undivided attention and it made your heart swell in your chest. “I need you.”

Without a second of hesitation, Sam’s lips were on yours in a needy, frantic kiss. His hands traveled up your arms from where they had still been cradling your wrists, up to your face.

He pulled away after a few more moments, tugging on your bottom lip as he drew back. “Are you sure you can handle it? I just put you through a lot…” He trailed off with a shit-eating grin, gesturing to your center that was without a doubt still soaked.

“I think I can handle it, as long as you’re gentle.” You giggled, gliding your hands along his shoulders softly.

Gentle, slow sex with Sammy was something you rarely got. Granted, this was an interesting turn- given he was absolutely dominating you just 15 minutes ago, but you weren’t going to complain. Sammy always kept you on your toes and you loved that.

“I mean, I probably won’t get off again… but at least you will.” you smirk, hand snaking between your bodies to his painfully hardened dick.

You palmed it gently, causing a animalistic groan to erupt from Sam.

“Fuck- quit or I’ll cum right here in my pants.“ he hissed, swatting your hand away.

He undid the button of his jeans, frantically fumbling around to get them off.

“Slow down, Sammy..” you ran your fingers through his hair, willing him to take his time. He closed his eyes for a moment, regaining his composure and returning his attention back to you.

“I’m gonna make sure you’re still wet enough to take me. Okay, petal?” His hand massaged at your thigh, awaiting your approval to touch your still slightly sensitive core.

“I’m okay, baby. Go ahead.” You encouraged, spreading your legs open a little more for him.

“Think I can get one more orgasm out of your pretty cunt, Y/N?” He questioned, dragging his finger through your folds that were indeed still drenched. A shaky breath fell off his lips at how wet you still were.

“I think I can do one more…”

You whimpered when he slowly slid in a single finger, keeping it completely still to be sure you weren’t too sensitive.

Once you gave him the okay, he pumped his finger in and out a couple times. After a few curls of his finger, he removed them from you, bringing them up to his mouth and sucking them clean.

“So, so hot, Sammy.” His cheeks tinted the most subtle shade of pink. If you hadn’t been looking at him so closely, you would have surely missed it.

“And You’re my pretty girl. Aren’t you?” You opened your mouth to answer, but gasped instead as Sam pushed into you slowly. “Of course you are.” He answered for you.

“Yes, Sammy. So perfect.” you whimpered out, taking a moment to adjust to him, before finally telling him that he can move.

He set a slow but deliberate pace. Each thrust he delivered was deep and purposeful.

He dropped down onto his forearms, laying his head against your shoulder as you played with and tugged at his hair. It was one of the sweetest moments you’d ever had with Sam and there wasn’t much keeping tears from forming in your eyes.

“You feel so good wrapped around me. So, so good, petal.” he praised, picking up the speed of his thrusts the tiniest bit. One particularly deep thrust hit your sweet spot perfectly. “S-Sam, right there-“ you choked out through a moan, fingers tightening in his hair and He groaned in result of the action. “Shit, do that again.” He demanded.

You repeated the action, pulling just a little harder than the first time.

A loud moan sounded from him and his pace faltered for a split second.

“I’m so- close.” He grunted out. “Think you can cum one more time for me, petal?” He asked, hand sneaking between your bodies and ghosting over your clit. “I can try.”

A strangled cry ripped from you when Sam’s calloused fingertips fully connected with your clit, rubbing quick and tight circles.

“Come on, you can do it, baby.” Sam encouraged, fighting to hold off his own high for a little longer.

A strange feeling started to form in the pit of your stomach, one that you weren’t familiar with. It didn’t feel like the normal feeling you’d get before your highs. You grabbed at Sam’s wrist frantically, attempting to stop him. “Sammy, I don’t- I can’t- I feel close, but it feels weird??” You rush out and Sam shakes his head.

“Don’t hold it back. Feel it, pretty girl. I’ve got you..” You did as he said, trying to let your body feel whatever it was that was building inside you.

“There you go. That’s my girl… now let go for me.”

As if your body was waiting for his permission, the knot in your stomach exploded. Your body fell into the most euphoric state you’d ever been in: Stars taking over your vision, your body buzzing with such intense pleasure, it didn’t even feel like you were inside your own body anymore.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck!” Sam’s moans and curses reached a volume much like when he had stormed through the bedroom door earlier.

Coming down from your high, you could feel how sloppy and slow Sam’s thrusts had become.

He stilled inside you, panting heavily and shaking above you- Almost identical to the current state you were in yourself.

“You… I… You’ve never done that before…” Sam panted out in shock and you knit your eyebrows together in confusion.

“Haven’t done what?” You questioned, glancing between your bodies for any clues to what he was getting at. He looked up at you attentively, taking your hand in his and guiding it between your two bodies. When your hand reached where you and Sam were connected, you gasped- His stomach and thighs were soaked in your sweet cum. “Oh my god… Was this from me?”

“Yep. I had a feeling your were gonna squirt, that’s why I told you to keep going.” He explained and your mouth fell open slightly.

Carefully, he pulled out of you and both of you hissed from the over-sensitivity. “Are you okay, Y/N?”

“Couldn’t be better. I’m sorry for teasing you all day.” while it was completely sincere, you couldn’t help the wide smile that took over your face. Sammy rolled his eyes at you playfully. “Yeah, yeah. I’m sure you are.” You giggled at that, shoving him lightly.

“I think I should get you cleaned up, petal.” He said getting up from the bed. Once he was standing, he offered you his hand. “Come on, I’m gonna run us a bath. That sound okay?”

The smile that formed over your face was so big, that your cheeks started to hurt. Nodding, you took his hand and let him pull you up to your feet, steadying you when your legs wobbled beneath you.

“I think that last one really did me in.” You giggled and he laughed with you, walking with his arm hooked with yours, to the bathroom. “I mean, you did just get off at least 5 times..”

You made it into the bathroom, resting against the sink while Sam turned on the water, pouring in a couple different bath salts. He grabbed two towels and laid them beside you.

Once the water was ready, you stepped in carefully and sighed at the instant relief the hot water provided you. Sam followed soon after, settling in behind you. Pulling you into his chest, he rested his chin on your shoulder, occasionally pressing soft kisses to your jaw.

You both stayed like that for a while; silent and content in each other’s presence.

Sam was the first to speak up after a few minutes. “Y/N?”

“Yeah, babe?” you shifted around slight so you could see him.

Sam leaned up a little closer, barely grazing his lips against your ear. “Next time you wanna tease me, don’t do it while I’m in a 5 hour meeting.”

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hey there. I don't know if you are taking requests rn so if you don't just ignore this one. I was hoping if you could do various avengers x reader .. reader has the ability to manupilate emotions , she can take away emotional pain, negativity and sadness from anyone and replace them with relief, positivity and peace, by simply hugging the person! every avenger turns to her after a mission for cuddles and comfort, you can take it from there if you like! thank you💞

 Hey darling ! Thank you so much for requesting! I really really love this request it’s really so adorable oof- I made it into a fic and I hope you like it! Anyways, lets get straight into into it !!

Euphoria

Pairing: Avengers x Avenger! Reader

Warnings: Little like really little angst, Hydra, Overwhelming fluff, Half the Avengers act like literal babies around Y/N . I HAVE ALL THE AVENGERS SAFE AND ALIVE IN THIS AND AVENGER LOKI !! Ooc characters??

Summary: Sometimes even the empath needs empathy but she refuses to say it

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Euphoria ; the experience of excitement and intense feelings of well-being and happiness.

A silent motion walks down the streets, a silent motion called The Empathic Soul that was involved with them, The Avengers. While the rest protected, she distracted, like a guardian of the common folk who had never seen her. They wouldn’t know, but they praised, thanked and loved. Every time there was pain, there was war, there was casualties, she was there and they just knew it. They looked around but couldn’t guess. The sudden wave of calmness replacing their sorrow and panic distracting their attention from her, their silent protector.

That was what the world had named Y/N, The Empathic Soul as she watched the title flash on the TV screen at Stark towers as she sat beside Vision who was failing to crochet no matter how hard he tried. Y/N wouldn’t consider herself a hero, she didn’t fight bad guys although she was very capable of doing that, she didn’t go and almost get herself killed for the sake of getting rid of ‘pests’.

But she was an Avenger ? Yes. She was, but she didn’t consider herself a hero. 

She was behind the scenes, away from common eyes just there to clean up the mess and to take the worry of the mess out of everyone’s head. The Avengers had a polarising reputation. Although it got better after they won against Thanos there were still those who disliked them. But there was not a single civilian who would speak out the title of the Empathic Soul in despise. Y/N would like to keep it that way she had told Fury. She didn’t really have the best life growing up, the strain had given her the powers and she wouldn’t dare use it for anything other than the good of the people. She knew protecting someone came with a cost. Her powers can be used for things unimaginable, wrong things and that’s why she needed to stay anonymous.

Though not all praises about Y/N may be true, one thing was for sure. She was a gem, one of the most selfless person anyone had ever met. With or without knowing about her powers. She couldn’t stand seeing someone sad and that is what made her the sole person every single Avenger was ready to get along with each other for.

Y/N had been a part of the team for 3 years now and she had made all the trauma dissipate and had even managed to make the most unapproachable team mmates open up. She had made sure Stark Towers was always warm and fuzzy no matter how cold the world seemed.

The meanest of all things Y/N has done is manipulate the emotions of people like Zemo to make them confess and feel the pain of the people they caused pain to reflect and repent whenever Agent Everett called her in for.

The robotic voice of Vision snapped her out of her zone as she looked at him as he pointed at the elevator. As Y/N turned to look she felt an overwhelming level of tension.

Oh. It’s one of those days.....

The door opened to a familiar multitude of spandex and metal clad people filling into the living room all making an aggressive beeline at the empathic. 

“I CALL DIBS ON Y/N !”,yelled some simultaneously as they glared at each other and argued. Some went straight to the bar pouring themselves a drink and another very specific non alcoholic one along with it. Some stood frozen, colour drained off their face, to be more specific, Wanda,Peter,Bucky and Bruce. Peter walking straight into Y/N’s arms as she held them open as soon as she saw them. Wanda and Bruce following as Vision looms and floats behind them.

“That bad huh ?”, Y/N asked as she tried managing to drag the four towards the couch and plopped down with them. Bruce parted away from her and Wanda followed suit a pleasant smile slapping onto their face.

“18 casualties ”, she heard the blonde star spangled man as he wrapped an arm around her waist moving to hug her by the side as Natasha’s arms wraps around Y/N neck from behind the couch, her head plopped on top of Y/N’s for a few before she whispered a thank you and left to go find Bruce. “And 5 completely decapitated buildings you always forget the buildings Steve ! Now move I need a hug from our gal !”, Sam complained as he agressively made motions for Steve to move away from Y/N as he nearly tackles her. “Careful Sammy, it seems like Peter’s fallen asleep”, the empath notifies as she carefully rests the Spiderboy’s head on the couch from herself as Tony lays a blanket on his body. 

“Kid was really hard on himself today, he froze mid battle and was thrown right onto a car, the injury was not that bad but it sure was something. He kept asking if he could call you the whole way back”, Tony said as Y/N stroked Peter’s hair as she got up. “Made you a drink as I poured myself one”, he said offering the glass to her which she took and set back down on the table and then proceeded to take Tony’s glass away from him before he could even sip on it. “This is your third glass and I can sense your annoyance, come here ”, Y/N scolded him as he opened his arms for a hug. “My suit broke down halfway through the fight”,complained Tony into Y/N’s hug as she patted his back, concentrating on pushing the positivity strain in the man.

“I need to be back at the sanctum.... Y/N ?”, came a voice making Tony groan why is it that every time I hug her that you need a hug? The sanctum can wait ! Isn’t Wong there?” “Tony...”, warned Y/N earning a eyeroll from the billionare as he made her promise him hugs later as he sauntered away. Y/N let out a soft laugh before taking Stephens hands into hers and a gentle smile . Stephen placed his hand on her cheek as a smile plastered on his face. “You should have come with us......they-......I and the rest of them needed you.....”,he mumbled making sure no one heard. “I’m sorry, I would have joined but I had to get some Hydra agents to spill some secrets.....”,she reasoned. “If I did not have to return I would have loved to talk to you more about how I feel.....although you will feel it before me and-” “I come visit tomorrow”, she stated simply earning a sigh of relief from the other as he stepped into the portal still hesitating to leave your hand.

There were three left Y/N knew. And she knew where they would be. She walked down the hall that leads up to all their rooms, a door opened and before she could react she was lifted into a bone crushing hug who’s only culprit could be the golden retriever god. “Thor! I was looking for you! How are you feeling!” “Pretty usual Lady Y/N ! I suppose you are visiting my brother ! I couldn’t join today’s mission, I was visiting Asgard ! Anyways I shall let you be !”, and with that he went back into his room. He wanted stay but he knew so needed her more than him he decided he could bother her later.

“They were children ! Can Midgardians stoop this low, they were experimenting on children !”, Y/N could hear as she got closer to the door at the end of the corridor. She opened the door slowly and softly, right after knocking it once.

She saw a flash of black and and overwhelming sense of anger and sorrow before she was tackled by two bodies that made sure her head didn’t hit the floor.

“Hey calm down wow what the hell Loki? Buck? What went THAT wrong?” , Y/N asked the two who had gotten quite close to each other with help of her involvement throughout the years. They realized their similarity and now shared quite of lot of things with each other that they could never tell others. Well, other than Y/N. Y/N slowly replaced their emotions as they let out an appreciative grunt. Before sitting back up. “The people taken hostage by Hydra were children. They were beaten badly, hell some were flinching even when we tried getting them out. I may have done some questionable things in my life but I would never think of doing anything to children. This why this planet needs to be ruled !”,spat Loki in frustration as Y/N rubbed his back soothingly. They were silent for a while before Bucky spoke up. “Those kids were being trained, like Nat. Easier to manipulate, easier to make into soldiers like me.” Y/N sighed, her face dropping as she tried not to hiss in pain. “You saved them though right ? I will probably be called to rehabilitate them. I promise I’ll make them feel better”, she tried to assure them. “ It is not about that darling, I just wonder how many children might be there in Midgard that are being forced into things like this out of their will.” 

Y/N never said anything after that but what happened was bothering her and was clear as water. But every time they would try asking her she would quickly change their mood to a Euphoric state and distract them. It felt as if matters were getting worst and Y/N looked sicker and sicker. The team had no choice but to ask Fury.

“ I suppose she has not informed you about her mutation.”

“ What about it ?”

“Well it is not as easy as she makes it seem. You see, every time she replaces an emotion, she feels them. The malice, the pain and everything stays inside her and will stay that way until it is not given to other people. Y/N grew up in an abusive home. Empathy was never shown to her and it got worse by the time she was 15. She first started experiencing immense pain and one day it became intolerable. The pain, without her will got transferred to everyone in that house. No normal human could handle it the way she could and they eventually died because of it. She blames herself and that is why she is not allowed to go on missions with you because we fear that might happen again.”

Everyone was  bit shocked by the story they were bombarded with. The felt guilt. All this time it was her who was comforting them and never once had they asked her about how she felt. In fact, if Y/N had not interfered with certain things they might have regretted their actions or may have committed unforgivable acts.

She was their hero. And sometimes the hero needs to be saved to.

Y/N was startled to say the least when her bedroom door burst open and several bodies jumped on her making her feel a sudden high and the pain in her head trying to leave She closed her eyes and tried as hard as possible t not let go of it.

“Y/N I swear to god let it all out ! Were a lot of people we can handle it ! Be a little less harsh on yourself !”, nagged Wanda leaving the empath speechless over the fact that they found out her secret. After more perstering she let go. “Jesus Christ !/Oh my god!/How do you live with this!”, yelled different people simultaneously as they felt what Y/N has been holding to herself for all these years. “Lady Y/N I take back what I said about being the strongest it seems like you are the strongest one to be able to do this and take care of all of us with a smile”, Thor declared.

“You know we love you right miss Y/N ?”,Peter questioned.

Y/N couldn’t say anything if she did she would cry. Her heart swelled even more and for the first time in her life she felt like she truly belonged. The soft tune of Euphoria by Jungkook played in the background the lyrics etching the end of this story.

“Take my hand now, you are the cause of my Euphoria”

--The End--

....... I have never written such an intricate fic on this app. I do not know if it is good or not anymore because I am in too much feels. I really really hope you like this *crosses fingers in anticipation*.This was really fun to write! I did delete the draft like 7 times though because I wasn’t confident about it😅.. I really hope you like this🥺🥺.....Please like and reblog my posts if you like them! Feedback is highly appreciated and please do not plagarize my work. I really work my ass of on them! Thank you so much for supporting me darlings !❤🥰

~Love, Hri

[romanogers-lyrics]

TFAWS EP 6: Oh Captain MY Captain ✊🏽🦾

Sammyyyyyyyyyyy 😩😩😩😩👌👌👌👌

I friggen love they went with the comic accurate suit. Looking at it close up there’s so much attention to detail and textures

“I’m captain America” damnnnnn rightttt

Those vibranium wings thoooooo ✨✨✨

I love they gave Sam time in the sky and on the ground combat so we could see the full extent of the suit.

Redwing is back 💕💕💕

Karli is just full off the rails rn smdh. She seems lost and like she knows her time is running out

Okayyy I love how everyone in New York is just so used to world ending events they out there with their phones video taping and giving sideline commentary. Like- get to safety 😂😂😂

Cracker Barrel cap shows up with his trash shield 🤦🏻‍♀️and I was full on ready to hate this guy. But I gotta say... he got some respect there at the end. When faced with a clear choice between revenge and heroism he chose to save the civilians.

Bucky not even hesitating to help the innocent and getting to be a hero. Getting the thanks he deserves 😩👏

Bucky looking up at Sam like he’s a goddamn angel because he is!!!! That suit!!!

The wingspan!!! Caw caw

The guy who was like “that’s black falcon” vs “no that’s captain America!” Yessssss note the subtle generational difference there.

Sam saying I don’t want to fight you very similar to Steve and winter soldier. Never fighting to kill (@john Walker) but fighting to stop someone.

“You have the power of an insane god or a misguided teenager” he snapped 👏

Honestly not a fan of long speeches in a movie like this but Sammy was killing it. He did his JOB. Not just stopping the bad guys but standing up to power that be. He made sure Karli’s message got out there ✨🙌

Oh god Isaiah!!! Every time this man comes on screen it is water works for me 😭😭😭 I honestly didn’t think we’d see more of him after the last episode but goddammmmmmn they gave him such a beautiful closure. Not reparations of course bc nothing could erase that pain but really honored him 😭😭😭

When Sam says “including you” and looks at Isaiah I was done 🥺 bc it obviously meant so much for Isaiah to have someone he inspired and remembers him ✊🏽

The museum scene is such a perfect way to honor him bc he stays “dead” and safe from the gov but his legacy lives on. Okay 😭😭😭🥺😫😫😫

Zemo is like “ah hell nah I don’t want these supremacists as my roommates” 💥💥 Ngl it made me like Zemo more. He always gets the last word 👀

Okay I love you tfaws but I’m disappointed Sharon aka POWER BROKER didn’t have something more menacing planned foe Karli. Especially after all those texts saying “I will end you” Like sure sharon killed Karli but wasn’t anything special 😒

One more not even like gripe but a note- the talk between Bucky and Yori was too short. I wonder if it was a reshoot that they didn’t finish due to covid or what but definitely should have taken that moment. Given all the other difficult convos this show has shown in full I feel like this scene was meant to be longer. Idk 👀

I think from a writing perspective it would be nice to give that moment some privacy and leave us to imagine what was said. However- that was not done with other sensitive conversations so I still maintain it should have been longer

Omg Uncle Bucky with kids I’m so soft 🥺

The end when it flashed “Captain America and the winter soldier” 🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼😭 I was already down for the count but gdddd

This show went so far beyond what I thought was possible and challenged/frustrated/comforted/healed me. Thank you so much to the creators cast and crew ilyyyyyy

Sorry short 🥺 I didn’t expect to be so satisfied

I don’t want to discuss cap 4 or season 2 just yet. I want to just enjoy what has been done so far for a hot sec

Please feel free to leave comments and thought 💕

My episode 5 reaction:

Taglist: @soliloquy-of-nemo

[squigglylinesdotthei]

Sammy Drabble!

Warnings: None really, kissing, and fluff

Word Count: 430ish

A/N: It’s a short little Sammy drabble!! I was having some writers block on some other pieces and this came out so i hope you all enjoy.

~~~

You were doing research on your laptop on the couch in the so-called “Dean cave” blanket across your lap, trying to find more lore on Nymphs, specifically Forest Nymphs, but 3 hours in and you keep finding yourself clicking in circles. You groaned, closing your eyes and tossing your head back onto the back of the couch.

“Nothing good huh?”  A voice rumbles next to you, surprising at its close proximity. You jump slightly, your eyes shoot open and you're met with Sam’s strong jawline, face forward with a look of concentration as he leaned over the couch trying to read the text on your screen. You stare for a moment, face heating up with a blush at how close he was before responding, “Define ‘good’,” you grumbled leaning back forward, Sam coming around the couch to sit next to you. “There's a ton of web links, but they all seem to take me back to this page, and don't even get me started on this page.” you said while leaning back over the laptop.

“Well, what's it say?” he asks, you feel the couch shift next to you. “General things like, habitat, behavior, diet, but nothing on how to ki-” the words die in your throat as you turn your head to face him, only to realize you are now face to face, once again in very close proximity to the only and only Sam Winchester. 

Sam looked back at you, hazel eyes flicking down to your lips for a fraction of a second before flicking back up to meet yours. You let out a small breath and close your eyes trying to reground yourself. Suddenly you feel Sam’s lips on yours, a squeak of surprise escaping you, your eyes flying open wide before you fully registered what was happening. Once you had your squeak turned into a soft moan and your eyelids fluttered back closed, arms coming up to wrap around his neck, your hands tangling in his hair and turning to reach him better. The forgotten laptop fell, clattering to the floor as Sam deepened the kiss, pushing you to lay back along the couch. He pulls away hovering over you, “sorry I-I uh, I've really been wanting to do that for a while now” He breathes out with a small laugh, running a hand through his hair and an embarrassed smile spreading across his face.

“So have I,” you smile, slowly opening your eyes to meet his hazel ones. Bright with joy, and dilated with lust as he ducked back down to capture your lips in another heated kiss.

A/N: So like I said it's short but I'm rewatching the series from the beginning before watching the final season and I'm only on season 2 (sweet little baby Sam), so i couldn't bring myself to write any smut rn, but i hope you all still enjoyed it! And if you have any requests lemme know!

[sunlightdances]

Hi! I love you writing and idk if you’re taking requests rn BUT if you are... I was wondering if you could do one where it’s Dean x reader but it’s platonic and the reader is like a soft spot for him and Sammy and maybe Lisa gets jealous??? Idk haha

AN: Another short one! Readers please note per the ask this is platonic Winchesters x reader.

As if Sam showing up out of the blue wasn’t enough, Dean knew he’d get dragged back in as soon as the words left his brother’s mouth - “she’s in trouble. I wouldn’t have come to get you otherwise.”

Dean’s blood runs cold as he sees how serious Sam is, and no sooner is he digesting what his brother has told him than he’s packing a bag, shoving clothes in a duffel bag without really paying attention to what they are. 

“So that’s it then?” She asks from the doorway. He glances at her, sees her crossed arms. She’s upset - he doesn’t blame her. She’s had all of a half hour to understand that his dead brother isn’t really dead, and now he’s off to... he doesn’t even know how to explain it.

“I have to go. It’ll be a few days, a week tops.” 

He hopes.

“Are you coming back?” 

He looks up, meets her eyes. “I don’t know. I-- Lisa--” 

“What about Ben? I mean, I-- don’t come back for me. But come back for him.” 

Dean closes his eyes at the thought of trying to explain to the boy where he’s going and why. 

“I don’t know how long this is going to take. I can’t-- I can’t make any promises right now.” 

Her nostrils flare as she inhales sharply. He braces himself for what’s sure to be angry words. “All this for some girl that I--” 

“She’s not some girl.” He growls. 

“An old flame, then?” She’s taunting him now.

He registers Sam there over her shoulder, watching them warily. 

“She’s a sister to me.” Dean snaps. “She’s my sister and I can’t sit here while she’s dying--” 

“Dean.” Sam gets his attention with a short firm word, like he always does, and Dean feels himself get grounded once more, remembering what they’re doing. 

He can’t leave her out there unprotected. The Winchesters without her is.... it’s unthinkable, and he won’t let himself delay any longer. 

He presses a kiss to Lisa’s cheek on the way out the door. “This isn’t fair, and I’m sorry. I understand that you’re angry. But if I have to choose, I have to choose her, because she chose us to be her brothers a long time ago. There’s no other option.” 

A little of the fight leaves Lisa at that, and Dean carries that with him as he gets in the Impala with Sam, hoping against hope that they get to their sister in time. 

[chateautae]

hiya Sammy 🥺 i dont usually speak out abt these things but I think you really deserve all the best in this world,,

im really not good w words but you’re really an amazing person,, yk like one being optimistic when haters even try to pull you down and you just throw kindness at them, two you have school + work but still have the time to reply to us and write, three your personality just screams duality of a precious softie to a saucy queen 😩 Like wth I just really wanna be friends w u ✊😔 but you’re just rlly out of league

Anyw, I don’t really use tumblr but I scroll through hashtags and came across mid, i thank the heavens to have come across it like wth this should be published already 🥺

I actually created a tumblr acc (finally) so I could keep up w updates on your asks and the like,,, I literally smile when I see you having a blast w the asks but at the same time pls at least listen to us when we tell you to rest and do self care ok?? I will literally have to cry if you don’t take care.

I honestly didn’t know how I mustered the courage to even talk to you bc I am inarticulate and usually a nonverbal supporter of writers. So I’m new to this, pls be gentle w me, I’m a noob when it comes to these things. I hope this finds you well. Pls pls stay hydrated and rested.

-katie

I.. acc just cried omg. This message is literally one the sweetest ones I’ve ever been sent IM SOBBING. It’s so cute hearing you compliment my personality cause I’m so used to compliments on my work!! This is so refreshing to hear and I’ve been smiling at it ever since you sent it 🥺🥺 tysm for such lovely words about me, i really needed to hear it!! And nobody’s ever out my league !! I love making friends with anyone 🥰 AHHH i’m so glad you found mid and you’ve loved it! Creating a tumblr account just for my account?? I’m literally so soft rn you’re so so precious please 😭😭 I shall try to take care of myself more often i promise and love, your words were really just so comforting!! seriously it’s okay if you’re new to this, you did a great job because i genuinely feel so warm because of your ask 💓 please take good care of yourself katie!! you’re too precious to not my love 🥺❤

[castiel-kline]

KitKat’s Random Rewatch Part 3

4x16 On the Head of a Pin

Full disclosure I have not seen this episode in a hot minute and don’t remember most of it so these notes are gonna be real interesting. Let’s go.

Oh my god Sam looks like a baby I feel bad for laughing. An angry baby, but a baby.

Hey season 4 Cas how you doin king <3

God the way he turned off the sirens is iconic

Oh noooo “goodbye sister” went straight to my soul, man

This is the first time we see a dead angel’s wings isn’t it. Dang.

Sam’s driving? That’s rare.

Sam, Dean does not have issues with getting angry don’t tell him he needs to be!

Oh heyyyy Uriel

Is it bad that I’m cackling at Uriel not taking Dean’s shit? I’m not having a very Dean positive day but GO OFF KING WHEW!

Ughhhh I wanted Uriel to come back so that s15 Cas could interact with him bc they have such an interesting dynamic here

“Our garrison” 🥺

Okay I’m actually feeling emotions about Dean fuck

S4 Cas really doesn’t blink huh

Ahhh written by Edlund. Makes sense.

OH SNAP they just left with Dean and Sam was NOT having it

Dean it’s okay you can do itttt

Why is Uriel showing so much emotion? Is that why he’s the funniest angel in the garrison?

God the jokes were so good in early spn I’m cackling

OH THIS IS THE EP WHERE HE SAYS FUNNIEST ANGEL IN THE GARRISON AM I PSYCHIC

Cas sweetie Uriel just laughed in Dean’s face if emotions are the doorways to doubt why is that allowed??? Also was Cas tortured before this one bc I’m... worried about that based on his mannerisms. AHHH

“I would give anything not to have you do this.” Fuck.

Oh yes that’s right Alastair actually scares the shit out of me I forgot

Oh snap Ruby’s in this ep too?!

S4 Sam... unhinged... he’s like half worried for Dean’s mental health and half overconfident it’s a funky mix. Fun and fresh.

Alastair’s really good at pushing Dean’s buttons huh

That creepy slowed down cover of Paint it Black would fit this scene SO WELL

Ruby’s demon eyes looked really cool idk what it was but it was cool

EW did Ruby just call him Sammy? That is rubbing me the wrong way ahhh

Ruby’s evil smirk... she was such a good villain actually she knew EXACTLY what she was doing

The shots of Cas just listening to the screams... damn

ANNA! Hey girl

Anna’s asking the real questions

“What you’re feeling... it’s called doubt” and Cas’ face in response? I’m SCREAMING

She’s holding his hand... 🥺

Oh shit he snatched it away

I am about to start fucking crying because Cas said he didn’t want to fall and he looks terrified. Not to rant but like... this is why him falling shouldn’t be romanticized for a ship. Bc he NEVER FUCKING WANTED TO

Okay I’m probably only thinking about this because I’m applying to film school but HOW did they shoot this part of the torture scene? Did they actually dump salt/something that looks like it down Christopher Heyerdahl’s throat? HOW DID YOU DO IT TELL ME YOUR SECRETS

oh shoot this is when we found about the first seal??? The controlled horror in Dean’s eyes... a point for Jensen

THE LEAKY PIPE AHHSLSKSKSKSKS

I forgot he broke out like that my god that was creepy

Oh fuck yeah Cas fighting with telekinesis why did they ever drop that

YALL THERE ARE TEARS IN MY EYES ALASTAIR PUSHED CAS ONTO A THINGY STICKING OUT OF THE WALL... THE FINALE MEMES ARE GETTING TO ME AND NOW IM CACKLING

Oh god I had to gif it I am dying

Okay back to the reaction I hope my grainy gif got a giggle out of you :)

Is this an angel exorcism!!!! This is coollll

Oh hey there powers!Sam

I could actually write an essay on Sam and Cas interactions in season 4 there is SO MUCH to unpack in their facial expressions

Sam said “now I can kill” and Cas looked like... idk if it was betrayed or disappointed? AHHH MUCH TO THINK ABOUT

also random observation but Sam and Dean killed each other’s Hell torturers and I have no idea what that means but it was probably not an intentional parallel

Awww Sam’s worried about Dean in the hospital... PROTECTIVE SAM ALERT HELL YEAH

Also in the context of Sam’s faith him yelling at Cas like this is truly something. SO much to unpack

Uriel buddy I think you’re lying through your teeth right now

UGH Cas having emotional turmoil on benches surrounded by snow will never not make me go feral. But feral in a good way.

HALO CAS IMAGERY I AM OFFICIALLY GOING WILD

“I’m considering disobedience” AND IM CONSIDERING LOSING MY MIND CAS STAHP

^^also again not to rant but I am a little concerned for someone who can watch Cas have moments like this and walk away thinking it’s because he’s ~in love~. Pretty obvious to me it’s WAYYYY deeper than that.

OH MY GOD THIS CAS AND ANNA SCENE IS IN THIS EP TOO??? Edlund popped off

Also Cas looks so scared of emotions I’m having an actual attack. Verging on a mental breakdown no joke

OH THE LEAKY PIPE SPEECH CAS I LOVE YOU TO PIECES

Okay WHAT HAPPENED to “the only thing that can kill an angel is another angel” WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO THAT

Cas’ face while Uriel’s monologuing is killing me

“For the first time in a long time... I am.” AHHHHH

and there’s that gorgeous shot

ANNA YOURE SUCH A BADASS WOW

god I’m really having a breakdown about early Cas now send help

Dean don’t be an ass Cas is going through it rn

Fate was wrong buddy Sam was the one who stopped the Apocalypse

Dean is having a legit crisis and it’s actually making me sad what’s happening

And a single man tear to end the episode what a RIDE

Okay I’m giving this a 10/10 that episode did not have to go that hard but it did. And now I am having 50 million simultaneous crises because I adore late seasons soft dad Cas with my entire heart but DAMN did the writers miss opportunities with him. Early Cas really does hit different.

Anyway if you made it this far I hope you enjoyed my ramblings! If you’ve got any episodes you want me to do let me know! I’m on break from school in like a week so I should be able to watch some TV ;)

[justalittlenerdy]

(17) 13 questions

(cuz I just figured I’d pick and choose yk 😂)

Twas tagged by the ever lovely @schofielded 🙌

Name: its a mystery. a secret. truly an enigmma that thou shalt never know

Favorite music/bands?: Folk, Indie, Alternative (which ranges anywhere from soft and chill to ragey and chaotic) and Worship music. I love Lord Huron, The Oh Hellos, Sleeping At Last, The Hunts, The Gray Havens, Avi Kaplan, Lewis Capaldi, The Score, little bit of AJR, NEEDTOBREATHE, and Radical Face. Worship-music wise, Rend Collective is my go to (their album Good News is my favorite 🙌) and I really like MercyMe.

Other blogs?: nah, just me. I do have an IG where I post all my art, but I find myself leaning more towards using tumblr as I don’t feel as much internal pressure to preform on this platform. Idk, I feel like I’ve let IG warp some of my thought processes when it comes to making/sharing art and I don’t want it to just be something I do for likes or shares. So I’m trying to fix that a bit via tumblr cuz it feels so much bigger and easier to just vibe in.

How many blogs do you follow?: 81 my dude

Who are your tumblr crushes?: (I’m assuming this means pages whose content I really like??) @general-grevious is pretty hysterical @thatfunkyopossum has some great sw/cw stuff, as do @suddenly-clones, @wille-zarr, and @i-got-no-bones. @woogwoo-wren finds + posts a lot of good stuff, and then I’ve found a pretty cool nerd friend in @schofielded as of late. OH! And @anderil, @melty94, @suja-janee, and @ken0biz are easily some of my favorite art pages. Melty posts a lot of Star Trek and doctor who stuff too which honestly is the best 👌

What are you wearing right now?: well.. if you must know 👀 a yellow hoodie, sweat shorts, and a t-shirt on my head cuz it’s less abrasive than a towel to my curly head and I just spent all day out on a lake, these curls need to stew in some leave-in conditioner for a while 😂

Favorite food?: Pizza. I’ve never had a non-edible pizza. If there’s stuff you don’t like you can pick it off, and you can add on as much variety of toppings as you want. It’s amazing. (The same applies to sandwiches which are a close second.) Mac N Cheese pizza is one of my favorites 😂 I also really like eggs.

Favorite drink?: Chick Fil A Lemonade👌 which I really miss.... 😔

(Favorite?) Instruments: I’m never not gonna love hearing a violin. I also really like the mandolin and would love to take it up someday. I personally play piano, uke, and like three chords on a guitar.

Celebrity Crushes?: ok so like... crush has a very broad definition for me. It could mean anything from good old fashioned admiration to physical attraction to emotional attraction so bear with me cuz this list is weird if viewed through the normal idea of a “crush”. Peter Capaldi, James Arnold Taylor, Robin Atkin Downes, Michael Sheen, David Tennant, Benedict Cumberbatch, Mark Fischbach, Avi Kaplan, Andy Serkis, Ewan McGregor, Sam Witwer, and I know there’s more but I’m so tired rn

Random fact: The darkest part of a shadow is called the Umbra and the lighter part is called the Penumbra. (This is the only solid fact I remember from 1st grade science and I’ve never forgotten it so I figure it must be important 😂)

Favorite eco-system?: I mean the ocean is pretty lit (and also a biome so I guess I technically can’t say it’s an eco-system) so if I really have to break it down I’d say coral reefs. There’s just so much going on in there guys like not to be a VSCO girl on main but save👏the👏reefs👏

Favorite cat?: all and I’ll throw in my favorite dog breed for fun: Samoyed. Oh how I would love to own a big fluffy white cloud of hypo-allergenic floof like a Sammy 🥰

If you’re reading this, consider yourself invited to join in on the fun! Add any other questions you’d like to be asked or remove the ones you don’t vibe w/, idc, do yo thang!

If you were tagged in the tumblr crushes consider yourself loved and appreciated and a very lovely person in my book 💕 if you’d like to make your own post about this, please do! It’s fun to see everyone’s different answers 😁 no pressure tho 😎👉👉

[tungledotheckersanonymous]

17 and 2 bc I’m tired and I can’t read rn

2. Jonah, Samantha, Lee or Diana. Jonah sounds so good?? Idek why, it just sounds like a sick name to have and its just soft. Samantha has so many potential nicknames like sammy, sam, MamammanTha (fuck dude a spider just came from the ceiling AND I KILLED IT BUT GODDAMN I SCREAMED- that little shit came from the heavens to vibe check me), okay anyway lee is a cute name for a boy or girl, short n sweet, maybe even a nickname for like liam or leanne. Diana is cause thats what my parents originally wanted to name me, nope not after the princess or the Roman goddess, but after WONDER WOMAN. Ngl kinda powerful vibes.

17. Listen ma'am i have many many insecurities but the thing is u really cant vocalize them and expect people to continually validate you. Verbalizing them even just by yourself is just kinda reinforcing the idea. Sometimes u just gotta leo vibe it up and tell yourself "goddamn im the hottest ive ever seen myself!" Even if you're feeling as if you're lying to yourself itll make you feel better. I assure you nobody is inherently "ugly" till they act like they are, its all about the confidence mate. I got bad self talk too sometimes picky about how my face looks or double chin in a picture or whatever, but youre truly the only one whos so self critical about yourself, everyone else sees just a human. Simple as that. Though thats just on physical insecurities. Similar stuff applies to insecurities in how folks speak or carry themselves, it truly do be a game of fake it till it becomes a habit and youve become who you think the best version of yourself is. Regardless of all of this theres something so incredibly human about what peoples personal insecurities are, and sometimes those insecurities are what others really like about them. Im always worried i talk too much and im loud and rude sometimes but hey yall tolerate the hell outta me and enjoy it so i wont stop bein a big dummy just cause i feel anxious about it sometimes. Long story short; despite it all humans are beautiful.

Hdhdhdhfhfh bitch me too its sleepy hours 🤧

[uncomfortable-writers]

Midnight Calls (Dean x Reader)

(Gif credit to owner)

Fandom: Supernatural

Character: Dean Winchester

Persona: Female

Word Count: 551

A/N - Catching up on Spn and I felt like I needed to write this bc of some stuff I’m going through rn, love y’all <3

Downing another glass of the cold whiskey didn’t help, it just made you that little bit more tipsy. Your fingers played aimlessly with the phone as your other hand reached out for the bottle, ready to pour some more. Thoughts ran jumbled through your mind and before you knew it, Dean Winchester’s contact information was on the screen.

Apprehensively your finger hovered above the button. It was 4am and Dean should be asleep, it wouldn’t be fair to wake him over nothing, you tried to convince yourself; but the hungry craving for attention didn’t settle.

You bit your lip as the dial tone started up, already you felt guilty. After the first four rings you decided he wasn’t going to pick up and just as you were about to end the call, a groggy voice picked up, “Hello?”. 

You couldn’t prompt yourself to speak, what would you even say to him? 

“Hello?”, this time Dean said more forcefully. A soft, “Hey”, was all you could muster as you felt the embarrassment as your voice trembled. Slowly, but surely, a few tears pricked at the corner of your eyes. Involuntarily you sniffled. “(Y/N)? What’s wrong?”, Dean asked sounding much more alert. “I’m sorry”, you instantly burst out quietly, “I just wanted to talk to someone. I can go though so you can go back to sleep”. Dean took a moment to respond, “Don’t ever apologise for calling me or Sam, okay? We will always be here if you need us, even if it is at ungodly hours in the morning”.

You forced out a chuckle and apologised again, causing Dean to ask, “What’s wrong anyway?”. It was the question you were dreading, how could you explain your feelings when you didn’t even know what you felt in the first place?

“I...I-I’m just...tired I guess?”, you practically whispered out of fear that you’d breakdown. “Like tired-sleepy tired or tired?” Dean asked. “Tired”, you answered shamefully. On the other end of the phone, a frown formed on Dean’s face, “It’s nothing to be embarrassed about (Y/N) sometimes it just happens, hell it even happens to me and Sammy and it’s good that you’re talking about it”.

“...Thanks”, you answered bluntly, unaware of what else to say. You took a sip from your glass. “I’m really glad you called me actually, we miss you so why don’t we come visit you yeah?”. A soft smile danced across your lips, “I’d like that a lot actually”. “First thing tomorrow morning, I promise”.

“I look forward to it”, you nodded to yourself and then paused, unsure if you should speak your mind. Your better judgement was unable to beat your impulsive side, “Will you stay on the phone till I’m asleep please? I don’t want to be alone right now”. “And tell you a bedtime story is that really why you called?”, Dean joked, easing the tension. A giggle escaped your lips, “Yeah you got me, so tell me a story then”.

Lying down in your bed, you pulled the covers up to your chin and put the phone on speaker, “I’m ready”, you announced.

“So this one time me and Sam, I’m not sure why I thought it would be a good idea but.......”, Dean started, his voice already melodic enough to lull you to sleep.  

[shirotanis]

ok so i was looking forward to doing this and i’m glad it is done eventually ! to make long words short, i recently hit a great follower goal and the number keeps increasing and i’m ??? bc its weird but i’m thankful to everyone following me nonetheless💕💕💕 i’ve had this blog for a month and something but i’ve met a lot of wonderful people whom i grew to love and care for!!!!! some i havent interacted as much as others but i hope to get to know you all in the near future 💖💖💖  

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@saekkisongarak // @sangdoldol // @savageday6 // @shelovesjinyoung // @smolpil // @softwoonie // @tasteless-ratatouille // @tennisanon // @thedarksideofthewoon // @thedaysix // @ttherose // @theroseofficial // @wattela // @wonpixel // @woosung-is-my-aesthetic // @woosungs-blackrose // @woosammv // @younghyuuns // @youngks-smile 

@4fnc: oK GIA MY LOVE!!!!! i have sO much to say about you my best absolute perfect !!!! ok first of all we’ve been friends for like, 3 years??? this is the longest friendship i’ve had and it started out so weird like? i was a bts blog and you were an exo blog aND THEN I BECAME AN EXO BLOG AND YOU BECAME A BTS BLOG but over the years, we grew to stan other groups, i parkoured more than you and i admit ;;;;;;  ok but i still remember your most legendary post “my mom bought me cock heck yea - wAIT NO I MEANT COKE NOT COCK WHY WOULD MY MOM BUY ME COCK” and i’ll never let it die. you are such a beautiful person inside out i would have never thought i deserve you but !!! we’ve been together for so long and i hope we meet someday bc honestly? i wanna h*g you so much its a lil gross but,,, you mean so much to me honestly ok i’ll stop now i didnt even say everything i wanted to but i’ll keep that for another time ;)) i love our late night conversations about ??? whatever from memes to long appreciation hours about our faves to personal stuff its just so exhilarating to talk to you ily always gia 💞💞💞💞

@daypjh: oh oh oh my heart is turning into a puddle of joeliness rn thats how soft i am for you :(((((( honestly we have been talking for a few days but i feel like we’ve been friends for years??? when we started talking i was taken aback bc 1) shIT jo noticed me ok gotta act cool 2) it was So comfortable and So smooth and i had so much fun my fist conversations with people tend to be a little awkward and i’m always anxious but with you ??? i was so chill for some reason!!!! also you are the purest jae stan? the softest of them all and i know how much he means to you but you are a lil ho for the rest of day6 too i’m laughing you go all out with your trashiness;; i would have never thought i’d find someone with whom i share so many interests but here we are!! i’m so happy we started talking because i realised i was missing out on some gr8 stuff 👌👌 you are so funny our conversations never fail to make me smile whenever i feel down…i still wanna get to know you more tho but on another note i hope you stay happy !!!!! you deserve everything good i love you pls remember💓💞💓  

@howcaniwait: my fave charcoal 💞 i know we havent interacted that much but i consider you a friend, more than a mutual. you are so cute and funny too also youre so talented when it come to photography like ?? pure goals not even exaggerating!!! you love bri and sammy so much it makes my heart jump a lil :’’’) you also helped me with that friend issue when you didnt have to and i’m still thankful bc it helped me~ btw the way you interact with every single follower of yours is such goals yall like family asdjgldhs cute ;-; lets get to know each other more soon💖💖💖  

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@ijustcantlie: alice!!!!!!!! one of my fave blackroses 💓💓 i don’t have a lot to say about you bc i don’t know you well yet bUt i want to!!!! anyways your edits are so great they always leave me speechless i wish i had them skills tbh :

@rxsewoosung: hello dora 💕💕💕 in actuallity, he have exchanged a few asks only and thats about it but (though i wish we talk more one day)!!! you are so cute tbh i havent seen you around in a while but that’s bc the rose is kind of dead atm but as i was stalking your blog i realised how adorable you are!!!!you love the boys dearly and i cannot express how happy that makes me also you say i’m your fave woosung stan and that my blog contains a+++ content but same goes for you ;) woosung would be so happy to know such a nice person likes him so much plus your gifs are most pretty in my opinion i aspire to be like you💕 

@thedaysix: MY FAVE DAY6 BLOG HANDS DOWN!!!! bethany ily so much not to be that person but i would have never thought YOU out of ALL day6 blogs would follow me i probably cried a lil on the inside when i saw you had followed me and liked some of my stuff as well askflghlsd ok so basically i have said it before i think but i love and appreciate you so much ik i’m repeating myself lol but you are one of the funniest ppl i follow and your tags are the cutest shit they make me xtra soft 😭😭😭 btw callie is the cutest cat i wish i could cuddle the floof sighs 💓💓

@ttherose: The Blackrose Mom aka Olivia 💞💞💞 I can’t express my appreciation enough tbh ??? without you i doubt we’d exist on tumblr and i’m not even joking!!! i used to be intimidated by you because you are the mvp of the fandom but talking to you in the group chat i???wow you are so interesting and hilarious plus i love how you ALWAYS do your best to update us with everything the rose related and make memes at the same time i’m laughing thats the definition of dedication so i wanna say a big thank you for your hard work bc other fandoms lack what we have (a mom; i mean you) 💞

@woosung-is-my-aesthetic: OH HI FAKE SNAKE JANA oops i mean uuugggh lettuce :))) tbh i thought you were one of those chill stans when i followed you but karma is a bitch i guess bc you are pretty wildt and i like em wildt ;)))) oK I THINK you are one of the most precious ppl i wanna protect with all my heart :(( i love every single meme you send and everything you say is hilarious in one way or another also ??? you are a little trashy prince for shinee and you know i love that about you plus i appreciate the mysme dose on my dash thanks to you my trashy ass wants to download the game for the 4th time :/ one thing i love about you is the mom mode you always like “whO DO I NEED TO FIGHT WHO HURT YOU MY CHILDREN” and that makes my heart blast into outer space and make a colony on mars askflghslahs i’m 2 soft 4 you always thanks for all the help i appreciate it, really!!! and no matter what you do or say i’ll never consider you ‘dark’ you are a lil kitty in need of affection uwu 💖💖 and i’ll only eat pineapple pizza for you but i know i’ll regret it :

@woosammv: 🗣️🗣️🗣️ THE CUTEST BROSE 🗣️🗣️🗣️ julia…you is that one person who is above the rest… like all the other normies are trash for the rose but you are the landfill and that makes you special aslgjhhlshaldhs ok but honestly you are such a great person, always making flawless gifs and keeping the fandom well fed sadly i dont have a lot to say bc we havent really talked but i hope we do soon but just so you know, ily and your blog  💕💕💕