#i’ll answer asks soon as well!!💓

[kaidabakugou]

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY LOVES!! 🩷

[charmedreincarnation]

Charm !!!! I owe you everything thank you. I used your theta state method and got into the void state and reality shifted with it. Sorry if my English is not good, it’s not my first language but I did manifest it was better in the void so please tell me if it’s better! I dmed you so you know who I am but I want to stay anonymous. Basically I played the theta waves like you said to. I repeated I am, And just cried because I couldn’t live like this anymore. When I got to the symptoms I imagined myself in water and they went away. This was where I always got stuck but once I pushed past this I got sucked into myself and ended up in a very weird state.

Anyways I ended up in a lucid dream and after reading your lucid dreaming guide I closed my eyes like you told us to and I was in the void state. I affirmed my list and then intended to go to my waiting room just to see if it worked and it did!! I sobbed for like 10 minutes seeing all my comfort chracters in my wr and the fact that it’s real.

I came back & eveything was here.

My void state list was

-master manifesting and being a fast shifter

-my parents winning the lottery, I took that inspo from you so thank you

-df and db

-eventually meeting my sp

-subliminal playlist results immediately just by looking at the title

-being very smart and having near perfect English after having to use a translator for so long (please tell me if it’s better btw)

-I won a New York lottery where I get 2k a week after taxes for life! I’m about to go to college this autumn so this is so exciting I can have my dream college experience

-acceptance to NYU

-revised my abusive family. I have my dad a hug for the first time and for the first time ever he doesn’t hate me. I cried and he was very confused as I revised the past but not my memory

-& a lot more

Regardless I just want to say it took me 2 yrs. Thank you so much charm for always answering my annoying repetitive asks nicely and telling me to accept I am god. I’ll be back soon, I wanna give back to the community but I’m going to live my life for a while. Thank you guys for everything 😇😇

To anyone doubting is this is real it is. No matter how bad your life is or how impossible it seems like charm says we are god!!! This is something you told me that really helped accept it. In the dms you said “I don’t know how or why it’s real, I have done my own research and have come to my conclusion on why this phenomenon is possible but you shouldn’t care bc it’s yours and you have access to it. Be the first person to do it if you think it isn’t real, because you can”

So i fucking decided I don’t care if everyone lied in this app !! I will be the first person to enter the void. Well now I know it’s real so everyone was telling the truth but I will tell this to everyone. Be the first to get your results if you have to. Good luck everyone 🖤🖤

Omggg periodt !!!!! Congrats on your success anon!!! I just saw your message and I’m literally so happy for you 🥹🥹I feel like a proud mom and I hope you have an amazing time at NYU 💓💓 also omg yes your English is perfect !!!!

don’t thank me for anything You did all the hard work yourself and now you’re reaping the benefits :)!!! Whenever you come back I’d love to hear your shifting experiences but until then have fun 🤩

[berberriescorner]

Until The Cops Come Knocking

Characters: Kevin Atwater x Black!Reader.

Summary:  A simple house call turns into a pleasant surprise.

Warnings: Let’s see, just a smidge of spice. Fluffiness and flirtation included. There are a few sprinkles of profanity. There may be instances where you cackle loudly.

Word Count: 2,700+.

A/N: I know. You’re shocked I took time away from my baby daddy, Rio. It’s just something about Atwater and Halstead, though. Wait until you see what else I’m cooking up for those two. I honestly couldn’t tell you how this random idea came about. That’s the joy of being a Libra. My imagination just keeps going and going. IT’S LIBRA SZN BABY♎️! Enjoy my sweet lovelies.

Song Inspo💞:

Boot-covered footsteps thumped down the winding stairwell of the run-down apartment building. The creaking door of the entrance swung open as both detectives released an exhausted and irritated breath. Both men took in their surroundings as they approached the large pickup truck they arrived in. Seeing nothing lurking about, Jay slid into the driver’s side as Kevin took residence in the passenger seat. The men released another irritated sigh before Halstead spoke, “This damn case has us running in circles. There has got to be something we’re missing here.”

“These dead ends are wasting valuable time. If we don’t get a hold of things soon, this sick psycho will slip through our fingers. For all we know, he could be halfway to Mexico by now. None of these witnesses are going to cooperate.”

“We’ll figure something out. We just have to find a way to convince them we can protect them and their families from this monster. We should wrap this up for the night, though. We’re both too tired to follow up on any more pointless leads. I say we head back to the precinct, check in with the team, and call it a night.”

The men agree it’s probably the best bet as Jay turns over the engine. As they begin the journey back to the precinct, a call comes in over the radio. There are multiple reports of a noise complaint about a party at a property in a neighborhood only minutes from their current location. Atwater shrugs his shoulders at Halstead.

“I mean, we are only five minutes away. Might as well check it out real quick.”

“It’s probably some spoiled-ass rich kid throwing a kegger,” Jay responds. “Let’s just get this over with,” he chuckles, shaking his head.

“It’s strange. This address sounds familiar. Have we ever answered any calls or done investigative work on this street,” Kevin questioned.

“I feel like I’ve been here with Haley or Voight, but I can’t say for sure.”

Kevin gave him a slight head nod as his phone vibrated in his left pocket. Checking the notification brings a small smile to his face. Atwater’s eyebrows twist in confusion as he reads the message. Jay glanced in his direction, laughing at his friend's facial expression.

“Bro? Are you good? If you stare at that screen any harder, it may glitch,” he joked. “What’s wrong? Are you in the dog house or something? And please don’t hit me with that, “who says I’m dating anyone nonsense.” The girls are on to you. You’ve been missing happy hour for months now. Giving us the excuse that you’re tired. You’ve turned down every woman within the last four months.”

Kevin ignored most of what Jay said, returning to the initial question. 

“It’s this text, bro. Either words are missing, or I’m being butt-texted. Is that even a thing,” he asked, still puzzled.

Before Jay could respond, another text came through. Kevin read the three-word text and guffawed. His tongue wet his bottom lip before the bottom lip tucked between his teeth. He was fighting the heat from the three words on his screen.

Mamas🤤😈🫶🏾: need fuck daddy

Baeee🙈💓🫶🏾: Oh! That’s how you’re feeling, mamas? I thought you were out with your girls tonight.

Mamas🤤😈🫶🏾: M so tips feels so goods need daddy😩🤤.

Baeee🙈💓🫶🏾: Drop your location, baby. I’ll come to get you. I’ll scoop you when I finish up here. Stay put, love.

Mamas🤤😈🫶🏾:

“I see you’ve deciphered the message. What’s up,” Jay asked.

“It’s nothing, dog. It’s just a little inside joke. You wouldn’t get it,” Kevin lied.

“Your reply sounds suspicious as hell. I would question it further, but we’ve arrived at our destination.”

“Damn! You can hear the music from the gate entrance. Don’t they have security? It is a gated community.”

“They’ve visited this house twice already. They told neighbors to call the authorities a third time.”

“This should be fun,” Atwater responded dryly.

Jay was the first one to approach the door. With a gentle nod, both men positioned their hands on their holsters, and Halstead gave a firm knock. 

“Sounds like a bunch of drunk women,” Kevin whispered quickly, releasing a small laugh.

“Dear Lord. It sounds like we’re about to interrupt girls' night. Brace yourself, brother, if these women are as drunk as they sound. It could get a little handsy.”

“If one finger lands on you. Upton’s going to kill you. You have to stop falling for your coworkers, Halstead. You take the term work wife too seriously,” Kevin jokes.

The door swings open, halting Jay from giving a rebuttal. Both men angle their heads down, spotting a redhead who is no more than four foot eleven. Her gaze creeps over the detectives slowly as she mumbles, “Good Lord. Money well spent.”

Jay and Kevin look at each other, confused by her words. They identify themselves, but it goes ignored. Another woman joins the redhead. She appears to be Filipino and just as tiny as her friend. Kevin starts to identify himself, but both women turn toward the rest of the group.

The redhead purrs, “Ladies, get your ones ready. The entertainment is here!”

Both detectives look flabbergasted as they try and correct them. The ladies are seriously inebriated. None of the words leaving the detectives’ mouths are getting through. Red continues, “Ms. Maid of Honor! Do us the honors and get the Bride-to-be ready for her lap dance!”

Her fellow tiny friend squeezes between both men, pulling them inside the house.

“Wait a minute, sweetheart,” Jay tries to reason.

“Hold on there, ma’am. You’re mistaken,” Kevin interjects.

Surrounded by a pack of drunk and lust-filled women, Jay attempts to talk over the boisterous crowd, “Ladies! Let’s keep things calm-.” He’s thrown off as someone grabs his ass. “Come now, ladies. Let’s keep things civilized and respectful.”

Kevin cackles as Jay’s face starts to redden. That is until one of the women starts running her hand up and down the veins of his forearm. The women begin catcalling them, going on about how sexy they are. “If I would’ve known they were sending strippers this fucking sexy. I would’ve paid double. Cuff me, Mr. Officer,” the redhead panted.

Kevin stepped back and politely removed the thirsty woman’s hand from his person. He started to reiterate that they were the actual police. Those words stuck in his throat as he felt dainty arms wrap around his waist. As if that hadn’t thrown him off guard, the unidentified woman began thrusting her hips, humping from the back. Just as he was about to turn around and reprimand the stranger, he heard a familiar voice. To Kevin’s surprise, he turns around to find you, his tipsy girlfriend smiling and slapping his ass. Jay looked at his friend in shock as his face lit up with laughter at your slurred words.

“This ain’t no strippaaa! Back off, you thirsty bald-headed hoes! I’m just joking. Not really. This MY MUTHAFUCKIN’ MAN! My man, my man, my man, my man! We go together. Real bad.”

“Okay, Yung Miami. You need a break from TikTok, baby,” Kevin teased.

Jay, assuming his friend was enduring harassment, attempted to diffuse the situation and calm you down. Kevin releases a deep chuckle, patting Halstead on the back.

“It’s all good, bro. Shortie can touch me however she wants,” he insists, licking his lips and staring at you with hungry eyes. “You lit, ain’t you, mamas?”

Halstead looks on in complete and utter confusion. “She’s beautiful, man, but don’t forget we’re on the clock. Voight would have our asses for indulging in this.”

Atwater smirks at Jay as he shrugs his shoulders. His eyes travel back to your face. Kevin reaches out, placing his hand on your waist. He tugs at you, pulling you into a quick peck.

“Relax, Halstead. Little mama’s telling the truth.” 

Jay, looking at him puzzled, waited for Kevin to explain. 

“Halstead, I’d like you to meet my girlfriend. We’ve been dating for the last six months. It’s an odd way for you to find out, but yeah. Jay, this my lady.” 

Embarrassed, you released a tiny giggle, burying yourself into Kevin’s side. Pulling back, you looked at him in a lust-filled, drunken haze. 

“Hiii baby,” you slurred, smiling ear to ear.

Kevin smiled back, biting his lip, “Wassup, beautiful? Listen, we hate to break up a wonderful time, mamas, but it’s pretty noisy. As a courtesy to the neighbors, could you tell the crew to simmer down a little bit,” he said in that tone that always made you shiver. 

“Okay, baby,” you smiled, nibbling your lip.

Atwater leaned in closer, whispering in your ear, “Yeah? You can do that for Daddy?”

Releasing a shaky breath, you nodded yes in reply.

“That’s my good girl.”

Jay looked at Atwater with raised eyebrows as you settled the girls down.

“Very impressive. Teach me your ways, bro.”

“No can do, brotha. If it’s in you, it’s in you. Can’t be taught, my man,” Kevin boasted.

You managed to calm the girls down. They all relocated to the kitchen to make a fresh batch of margaritas. Your best friends, who had answered the door, instructed you to find out if Kevin’s partner was single. They trotted off heartbroken after telling them Kevin had mentioned a girlfriend to you before.

You stumbled back to your chuckling boyfriend, who wrapped you in another bear hug. Pulling away, he looked at you like you had been caught red-handed.

“I know you’re the maid of honor, but did I hear the word strippers? Yes, I’m almost certain that’s come up several times since we arrived. You don’t need all that swinging in your face. Come on, my little drunken love. We’re taking you home. Your little ass is about to pass out. How much alcohol have you had?” 

“I’ll go,” you stand on your tiptoes to whisper in his ear, “If you take me home and put me to sleep, just the way I like.” You finish, biting his ear playfully. 

“That can be arranged…for tomorrow. I want you sober, mamas.”

Kevin laughs at your drunken pout. “You’ll be out like a light before we make it to the house. It’s going to be alright, love. Sleep it off some, and I promise I’ll break you off afterward.”

“Let’s go so I can get you back to your car, bro. You’re not having sex in my truck,” Jay joked, but at the same time, he was serious.

“Halstead, be easy on the jokes now. I’d hate to have to inform Hailey about the many times you got groped tonight.”

Kevin gingerly swept you from Jay’s truck, transferring you to his own. He managed to buckle you into the front seat and nearly made it out of the parking lot unnoticed. His head shot back with an exasperated sigh as the exit to the precinct flew open.

“Nice try, Atwater. We want to meet your gorgeous lady friend Halstead’s exact words. Better watch your girl, Kev,” Burgess taunted. 

Hailey followed close behind, hands on her hips and a smirk on her face. “You honestly think Jay was going to keep your secret? Not a chance, Atwater. Before you try to snitch, I already know how he was treated like a sexy piece of meat tonight,” Hailey sassed.

Kevin shushed the women and directed their attention to your sleeping frame. “You two can give her the third degree another time. I’m taking my little party animal home,” he whispered, looking at you with adoring eyes. “I’ll bring her by the precinct to formally introduce her soon. Just not tonight, ladies.”

“Bachelorette parties are the best. I’m looking forward to mine,” Upton sighed.

“Jay should be worried if Burgess is throwing it. I’ll see you two tomorrow. Let me get my sleepy baby to a comfortable bed.”

You had slept the entire ride to and from the precinct. Kevin carried you into his home, taking you straight to the master bathroom. You began to stir as he placed you on top of the vanity.

“How long was I out,” you groaned.

“About an hour,” his lips brushed against your forehead. “Do you think you can handle showering on your own? Or do you want me to help you, love?”

“I want cuddles in the shower. Shit! I don’t have my overnight bag. What about my hair,” you whined.

“You gon’ be good, sweetheart. One second.”

Kevin started opening cabinets and sitting items next to you on the vanity. His face spread into a shy smile when he saw you holding back tears.

“Why the watery eyes, mamas?”

“Two things. First of all, sir. Bless your parents. I’ve never had a man love me this way. Baby, you went and bought all my hair care products.”

The both of you looked lovingly at the pile on the counter. Kevin had purchased every single product you had in your bathroom. Everything you usually brought with you lay there.

“What was the second thing?”

“I’m an emotional drunk.”

“Yeah, I kind of guessed that,” he chuckled. “You can sleep in my clothes. I’d prefer you slept naked, but that’s up to you,” he licked his lips.

“That depends.”

“On?”

“If I’ve sobered up enough for you to slide up in it,” you purred.

“I’d say you’re thinking pretty clearly, love. Let’s get cleaned up. I’m starving, and I got a taste for something sweet.”

“Yeah,” you questioned breathlessly.

Kevin stepped between your thighs, kissing you hungrily. Releasing your lips a few moments later, his hand brushed against the outside of your shorts. “Yeah. It’s nice, soft, juicy, and delicious. You gon’ give me a taste, love?”

“Start the shower before I come all over this counter.”

Hours later, the two of you lay in bed panting and satiated. The room rested in a comfortable silence. Your head rested on Kevin’s chest as his fingertips drew patterns against your naked skin. His lips left a litany of kisses across your temple. He pulled in a breath before speaking.

“Baby girl,” he whispered.

“Hmm?”

“Move in with me. I want to build a life with you. I know it’s only been six months-.”

“Yes.”

“I wanted to ask you another question, though,” he playfully scolded, giving your butt a light tap. 

You looked at him and smiled sheepishly.

“Sorry, continue, baby. Either way, the answer is yes.”

“Cool. So we’re getting married then?”

“Ye-wait. What?”

Kevin flipped you both. Lying on top of you, he brushed the hair from your face.

“Marry me, mamas? I know it’s way too soon-.”

You kissed him to shut him up. It lasted long enough to calm his fluttering heart.

“Yes.”

Without another word, he kissed you hard, stealing your breath. Tender touches morphed into desperate touches. In an instant, the room filled with pants and moans as he slipped back into you. Thrust mirroring thrust, as Kevin drove you to the brink of ecstasy until your tired body would no longer allow it. He littered your face with kisses as the both of you whispered words of affirmation until sleep claimed you both.

The aching in your bladder woke you as the morning sun crept into the bedroom. Not wanting to wake your sleeping giant, you wiggled free. Tip-toeing into the bathroom, you quickly relieved yourself and washed your hands. You unboxed one of the toothbrushes Kevin bought, quietly falling into your morning routine. Standing in the mirror brushing your teeth, your free hand brushed curls from your face, and you froze. The toothbrush dangled in your mouth as you stared into the mirror, shock written on your face. Hand frozen mid-air, you gawked at the beautiful diamond sparkling on your ring finger. You startled as a voice sounded behind you. Kevin stood in the doorway, muscles rippling, in all his naked glory, staring at you in the mirror. He walked up behind you, pressing his chest to your back, and whispered against your neck, “I always come prepared, baby girl. Notice it’s the correct size and the cut you like. Do I know my woman or what,” he bragged, finishing with kisses to your throat.

Throwing a finger in the air, you quickly rinsed your mouth and toothbrush. You placed the brush in the holder as you spun around, snatching Kevin’s hand. Pulling him back toward the bedroom, he questioned, “Where are we going, love?”

“Back to bed. I’m going to suck the soul out of you. Then I’m taking my ass to the kitchen and cooking you breakfast in bed.”

Fuck I love this woman.

Hope you enjoyed it, my sweet babies! Reblogs and comments are greatly appreciated!

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[atths--twice]

A Bit of Nostalgia

Mulder invites Scully over for an evening free of any discussions of work or worries.

Hello there. It's been a bit since I've posted. Had some personal issues that needed all my attention and my writing took a backseat. Things are turning around and looking better so I'm here to post the next Fictober story. While this is not a birthday story, it is Mulder's month so this story seems fitting to be posted today. 💓🎃

October 1999

Mulder pulled his door open, grinning at Scully. 

“Hello,” she said, her eyebrows knitting together, looking him up and down. 

“Hi.” 

“What’s got you in such a good mood?” 

“Life,” he said with a shrug, stepping aside to let her enter, although she remained in the hallway. 

“Life?” she asked and he nodded, his smile growing. 

“Yes. Tonight I am happy to be living this life.” 

“Okay,” she said with a slight nod. 

“You gonna come in? Or just keep standing there?” 

“Is there a gas leak in your apartment?” she asked and he laughed, shaking his head. 

“Not that I’m aware of,” he said, beckoning her to come inside. 

“I’ll trust you,” she said, stepping across the threshold and then stopping in her tracks, pointing at the table. “What’s that?” 

“Oh, Scully,” he said, nudging her to keep moving so he could shut the door. “You’re an intelligent person. Surely you recognize a pumpkin when you see one.” 

“Or two?” she asked, looking at him. 

“Yes. There are two pumpkins. There are two of us, hence I got two.” 

“For what reason?” 

“Scully, Scully, Scully,” he said, shaking his head and reaching out to take her coat. “It’s October. What do we do with pumpkins in October?” 

“We, Mulder?” she asked, shrugging off her coat and crossing her arms. “We have never done anything with pumpkins.” 

“Exactly,” he said, hanging her coat on his coat rack. “We never have and so it needed to be rectified.” 

“So you bought pumpkins for us to carve?” she asked, looking at him with a half smile. 

“Yup!” he said, clapping and then rubbing his hands together. “I have a stack of newspapers I’ve been meaning to toss out that we can lay out on the table, spoons for scooping, and sharp knives for carving. We’re goin’ full board nostalgic here.” 

“Is that why you invited me over? Did you have this specific activity in mind?” she asked, stepping closer to the table and touching each of the pumpkins. “Because I remember you saying something about dinner and yet all I see are these pumpkins.” 

“Dinner is on the way. I ordered some Chinese food just a few minutes ago when I got home from the store. It should be here soon.” 

“It’s been a long time since I’ve carved a pumpkin,” she mused, glancing at him. 

“For me too. It should be fun.” He grinned as she looked back at the pumpkins. 

“I want this one,” she said, touching the rounder of the two. 

“Whatever you want,” he said, nodding at her. 

“But I want to eat first. No getting sidetracked.” 

“Of course not. I would never expect you to do anything on an empty stomach,” he said and she snorted, turning her head to look at him. 

“You’re so full of shit,” she said. 

“Sheesh. Such language.” 

She rolled her eyes and he smiled, watching as she patted her pumpkin. A knock sounded at the door and he turned around to answer it. 

The pumpkins were moved aside as they ate, and he watched how often her eyes fell on them, most likely imagining how it would look carved. 

When the food had been put away, he covered the table in newspaper while she went to use the bathroom. Two large bowls, different sized spoons, and knives were laid beside the pumpkins along with a couple of kitchen towels. 

“Okay. Let’s do this,” she said, walking back into the room. 

He looked up and froze for a moment, taking in the sight of her. She had changed out of her black sweater and was now wearing one of his gray t-shirts. 

“Well, go ahead and help yourself,” he said, hoping to cover how the sight of her in his clothes made him feel. 

“Thanks. I did,” she said, looking down at his shirt. “Seeing as how I wasn’t informed about the evening’s activities, I needed something different to wear than my sweater. It was expensive and I didn’t want to get pumpkin guts on it. So… I borrowed a shirt. That’s okay, right?” She raised her eyes to his and he had to push aside his myriad of thoughts, keeping his face neutral. 

“Ye… yeah… it’s fine. Not a problem.” 

“Good,” she said, smiling as she stepped past him and stood in front of her pumpkin. He cleared his throat and then picked up a knife, handing it to her. 

“Ready?” 

“I’m always ready to slice and dice,” she said and he laughed with a nod. 

They cut the tops off the pumpkins and began to scoop out the insides. 

“Ugh,” he said, separating the seeds and dropping them into a bowl. “I forgot how this feels.” 

“It’s not as bad as intestines,” she said, doing the same as she shrugged. 

“Come on,” he said, shaking his head and making a face. 

“You started it,” she said, smiling at him as she picked up her spoon, continuing to scoop out her pumpkin. 

When the insides were clean, they sat down to begin carving. He watched her, the concentrated expression on her face causing him to smile. 

Large pieces of pumpkin lay on the table when she set down her knife and looked up at him. 

“You done?” 

“Yeah,” he said. 

“You think yours is better than mine?” 

He glanced at the triangle eyes, the round nose, and large gaping mouth he had cut into his pumpkin, knowing it was quite simplistic. 

“No. Not a chance.” 

“Good. Because mine’s really good.” 

“Let’s see it then. Prove it,” he said, smiling and raising his eyebrows. She smiled back, turning her pumpkin around, and he laughed. 

She had made triangle eyes as well, but had added eyelashes and eyebrows, one of them raised higher than the other. The nose was also triangle and the mouth was shaped into a happy, wide smile. 

“That’s really good. I like the eyelashes.” 

“Hmm,” she hummed, looking at the pumpkin. “I thought you’d say the eyebrow.” She looked at him, raising hers to match the expression she had carved and he laughed. 

“Yeah. I like them both.” 

“Let me see yours.” 

He turned his pumpkin around and she shook her head as she smiled. 

“You went traditional. Nostalgic, just like you wanted. I like it.” 

“Thanks. I’m pretty proud of him. His name’s Greg, by the way.”

“Greg. Nice,” she said, laughing through her nose. “I didn’t name mine.” 

“Hmm,” he hummed, sitting back with a deep breath and staring at her pumpkin. “I think she looks like a LuEllen.” 

“LuEllen?” she asked with a laugh. 

“Hell yeah. But LuLu for short. She’s definitely a LuLu.” 

“Okay. LuLu it is then.” He nodded, holding her gaze as he smiled. She looked back down at his pumpkin and then at the mess on the table. “Should we clean up this mess and then cook the seeds?” 

“Yeah. That sounds good. Although I don’t know how to do that.” 

“Well,” she said, standing up and beginning to clear up the mess. “It’s lucky you invited me over since I do know how.” 

“Don’t look, Greg. Or you LuLu,” he said, standing up and turning them to face the wall. “We’re about to cook up your insides.” 

“Jesus, Mulder,” she said, shaking her head as she laughed. 

Sitting on the couch a couple of hours later, their feet up on the coffee table, they munched on the seeds from the bowl that sat between them. The only light in the room came from the pumpkins, lit by the two emergency candles he had found in the back of a kitchen drawer, and set on the two round tables across from them. 

“Greg gives off a lot of light,” she said. 

“He can’t really avoid it, with a mouth that large,” he said, grabbing a handful of seeds and putting them in his mouth. She snorted out a laugh and he smiled as he chewed, watching as she brushed absentmindedly at his shirt that she still wore, which continued to give him an internal thrill. 

“I was thinking as I was carving the pumpkin-”

“LuEllen,” he said and she exhaled a laugh. 

“LuEllen,” she agreed with a nod. “Anyway, I was thinking about a story my aunt used to tell us.” 

“Would this, by chance, be your Irish Aunt Olive?” 

“It would,” she said with a smile. 

“Well, this should be good then.” 

“Why?” 

“Ireland? The old country? Nostalgia, Scully. The theme of our evening. Come on now,” he said, picking up a few more seeds. 

“Anyway,” she said again. “She used to tell us about how they carved faces into turnips and potatoes in Ireland.” 

“Turnips? Oh, I’d cut myself for sure if I was carving into a turnip. That’s a given. Wait… is a turnip smaller than a potato?” 

“Depends on the potato, I suppose,” she said, shrugging her shoulders. “A potato is softer, of course, but I feel the turnip would be better, as it would last longer once it was cut into. Especially if the reason for the carvings was to keep Stingy Jack away from your home.” 

“Stingy Jack?” 

“You’ve never heard about Stingy Jack?” she asked, looking at him incredulously. 

“Don’t think so,” he said, shaking his head. “Tell me about him.” 

“Well, what I remember is that he was an old, stingy, curmudgeon of a man-”

“Hence his name,” he said. 

“Are you gonna keep interrupting or do you want to hear the story?” 

“Sorry. Please, go ahead,” he said, putting a few more seeds in his mouth and then crossing his arms. 

“Thank you,” she said, shaking her head. “So he was a stingy and rude man who one day helped an old man, who was actually an angel in disguise.” 

“Hmm,” he hummed and she looked at him with narrowed eyes. “What? I didn’t say anything!” 

“Hmm,” she hummed in a mocking tone and he mimed locking his lips, chewing silently on the pumpkin seeds. “So, as I was saying, the angel revealed themself to Jack and granted him three wishes for his kindness. But, seeing as how he was truly a stingy and unkind person, he used the wishes to bring punishment to others and as a result, the angel didn't let him enter Heaven.” 

He looked at her and put his fingers to his lips, beginning to unzip them, when she put a hand up. 

“I’m not done yet, just hold on.” 

He nodded, re-zipping his lips and she smiled.  

“He wasn’t allowed into Heaven, but nor was he allowed into Hell because when Satan had heard of all he had done and he attempted to drag him to Hell as punishment, Jack deflected and tricked him, making him look foolish. So Satan basically told him to get fucked and he was condemned to roam the world between the two planes with only a hollowed out turnip, that contained a small ember of light, to guide his path,” she said and he smiled. “People then carved turnips to ward off the evil spirits, like Stingy Jack, that may be roaming around us, though we cannot see them.” She looked at him and nodded. “You may speak now.” 

He mimed unzipping his lips slowly, and then tossing the key away, as she rolled her eyes with a smile. 

“You believe that, but you don’t believe in ghosts?” he asked and she shook her head. 

“No, I don’t believe in ghosts. But, I’m not saying I believe that story either. It’s just something I was told as a child.” 

“I see,” he said, nodding slowly and she bumped his shoulder with her own. 

“It’s only a story.”

“I don’t know,” he said, looking at his pumpkin. “I think Greg could ward them off. Any spirits really, but especially Stingy Jack.” 

“With that smile, the spirits would definitely wonder what’s going on in his head,” she said and he laughed quietly. 

“LuEllen could do it as well, though in a different way.” 

“How do you mean?” 

“She’d play it cool… bat her eyelashes, draw them in sweetly, and then she’d strike with precision and no remorse.” 

“I could see that,” she agreed, nodding as she put another pumpkin seed in her mouth and he smiled. The flame of the candle sparked brighter for just a second and she bumped his shoulder again. “Oh, did you see that?!”

“I did,” he said, staring at the pumpkin, almost willing it to happen again, even though he knew it was most likely only a small draft. 

“Good thing you thought about getting the pumpkins tonight, huh?” she asked in a teasing tone. 

“Yeah,” he said with a nod, wondering if it was only a draft. “Although, I didn’t expect there to be spirits here…” 

“Mulder,” she laughed, shaking her head. 

“What?” 

“You just never fail to surprise me.” She smiled as he turned his head to look at her. 

“That’s good, right?” he asked, slightly teasing, but also serious. 

“Yeah. It is,” she said, chewing on another seed as she nodded, continuing to smile. 

The candlelight crackled and then flickered again, causing them to both look over at the pumpkins. 

“Got another one,” she said and he smiled. 

“Or it was just a draft,” he said quietly. 

“Nah. Not tonight,” she whispered, shaking her head, and his smile grew. 

“Not tonight,” he agreed. 

He felt her lean against him, sighing softly as they continued to watch the dancing candlelight in the pumpkins, keeping the evil spirits away.  

Because tonight, it was definitely not a draft.

[crazyunsexycool]

Hi, it’s me again. 🙋🏻‍♀️

I know this is your Reader Appreciation Event, but we all love & appreciate YOU! 💓

(Here’s 2 more)

“Cute interactions prompts”

13 “making each other food”

With Henry helps out by making the new mamas their cravings

21 “doing each other's hair”

Where Lottie finally talks Henry & Bucky into matching hairstyles

I love these prompts!

Reader appreciation week

Warning: talks of pregnancy and weird food combos. Too much talk about pickles 😂😂

Cravings/Twinning

Henry stared at you while processing what you wanted. He’d had a special relationship with food and loved cooking for his family and friends. It was how he showed his love and he was quite skilled. His pastries were always the best. So when he scrunched his face in disgust at you request of rice krispy treats with pickles and peanut butter you couldn’t help but chuckle.

“Mama please, can’t the baby like something yummy?” He asked.

“Apparently not but it’s ok sweet boy, I can make this myself.”

“No! I’ll make it.” He says as he rushes to the kitchen. “I wanna do it.”

Henry gets busy pulling out all of the ingredients he’ll need to satisfy this strange craving but he’s happy to do it. It’s another way you two have bonded and for the most part your cravings haven’t need weird.

“So do you want the pickles or the baby does?” He asks as he chops up said offending ingredients.

“Definitely the baby.”

Your mouth is watering as you watch Henry work. He’s nice enough to offer you some slices before dicing the rest.

“Well whatever baby wants I guess. Can the baby eat pickles when they’re born?”

“Nope. They’ll only be able to drink milk.”

“Huh,” he looks up at you thoughtfully. “The baby doesn’t know anything but how do they know about pickles?”

“That is a great question and the answer I have is I don’t know but they sound so yummy right now.”

“Ok well this is almost done mama.”

“Thank you sweet boy.”

~~~~~~

As soon as you were able to, you ate half a batch of pickle and peanut butter rice krispy treats. The plate sat on your swollen belly and you hummed happily as you took a bite out of the treat your son had so happily made for you. Bucky sat beside you on the couch, amused with the sight before him.

“Is it any good?”

“Absolutely,” you nodded. “The best thing I’ve ever eaten.”

Bucky smiles. He’d never truly understand your cravings but as long as you were happy he was happy.

*****************

You were going to be out most of the day. That left Bucky alone with Henry and Charlotte. Sure he takes care of them quite often but they always seem to be better behaved with you. He’d figured out a plan on how to make things go more smoothly though.

In the morning they were still sleepy so it was music and cuddles on the couch. Soft music from the 30s and 40s gave him a nice amount of time to just hold his kids. He even sang quietly to them. Once the kids were up and jumping around Bucky started their day.

They played, went swimming, did arts and crafts, spent time with Sam and Steve and now they were back home. Now they were settled for the evening and watching a movie. Lottie though was wiggling around with excess energy.

“You ok there doll?” Bucky turned his head to look at her. She only nodded. “What’s going on? Do you want something?”

“Maybe.”

Bucky smiled. “What do you need? You know I’ll do anything for you.”

“Anything?” She grinned.

~~~~~~~~~

Bucky should’ve known better than to say he would do anything. Now he sat on the floor of the living room while Charlotte sat on the couch. She was brushing his hair out happily while the movie played. There was a sea of hair ties, bows, clips and hair bands on the couch next to her. He kept thinking that maybe it was time for him to cut his hair off so that his little girl couldn’t do this again but then that would leave Henry alone in this.

“Daddy your hair is so soft, so pwetty.” Lottie says.

“What are you going to do to my hair?”

“Um mama show-ed me how to do piggy tails.” She says and starts dividing his hair down the middle as best she could.

She got one pigtail done and was working on the second one. Her tongue poked out from the side of her mouth while she worked to twist the hair tie.

“All done daddy.” She announces. “Now bubba.”

Henry groans but switches places with his father. He could never say no to his baby.

You walked in a few minutes later. Laughter bubbles up your throat as you take in the scene before you. Bucky Henry and Lottie all have lopsided pigtails and so many hair accessories on you’re sure she used up her whole collection.

“Wook mama I saved some for you. Now we are twinning.”

[lqfiles]

i forgot to send this ask .. i have such bad memory this is why i dont do multiple things at a time 💔

the previous chapter omg ... could only think of this tweet while reading it ....

nunubear you're so crazy ...... that chapter was so cute n lovely js like uu 😞💓 thank u for always providing us with high quality fics like we do not deserve u .... I think this might be my favourite chapter so far it actually brought tears to my eyes IT WAS SO HEARTWARMING 💔 when i tell u , no one evokes emotions from me like your fics do THEY'RE TOO GOOD !!!

me to u rn

also the new chaptershshs i love how they're both in denial .. can't wait till they finally realise their feelings for eachother 🤫

I, for one, adore your written chapters istg i cant get enough 😞😞 we will be waiting till u post a new non-smau fic .. also since my tests start in like .. 4 days ... im going to work hard n re-read stg as a reward late in the night bc YES !

I hope u have a great day nunubear <33 u deserve the world (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡

ALSOII QOTD : what's one food that u realllly want to try ... (Im bored n I want to get to know u more .. 😪)

YOURE SO SWEET GAJDHSKDJDKD you associating that tweet with me is so flattering like my hurt is fluttering a lot 😣

awwww you’re so kind chi 😭😭 i’m glad to know that you liked the chapter 🥹 i honestly think it was my fave chapter too, i really put a lot of thoughts into it as well as the emotional stance behind each action.. happy it was good!!! AND i’m glad you said that it evokes emotions out of you aaaaahhh that’s literally my single aim with writing, i like writing stuff that makes people feel things because that’s essentially what i look for in writing 😭 that means a lot aaackkk thank you for boosting my ego :P

its funny because they both have already realised it, mc just doesn’t WANT to like him even tho she does while haechan just isn’t READY to like her yet 💔💔 they’ll find a way to sort this out don’t worry

I ACTUALLY HAD A WRITTEN FIC PLANNED AND BEEN TRYINF TO START IT but it’s hard to commit when you get distracted easily loll but i’ll try to bring real writing back soon, can’t let everyone forget that i’m a writer before smau maker!! TELL ME HOW YOUR EXAM WENTTTTT sorry for the late response i should’ve been there to cheer you on early 😣😓 but i know you did well :) i hope you enjoyed your stg reread and you deserve the whole UNIVERSE my chichibear 🥹

thats a funny question because i’m like the most pickiest eater ever so there actually isn’t any food i would try, especially anything… exotic lol. ill answer this differently, what’s a good i crave rn? CHICKEN!!! you can answer the question tho, i’d love to know!!

[starjxsung]

HI BABY OH MY GDKJSHFKHSDFIUHKJSDHFKSHFHSDKFH YOURE BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive been checking on your main blog every single day since uve been on hiatus just waiting for the day you come back and somehow i think the past few days i just completely forgot you had a side blog and idk how i missed your comeback the past few days but ig i did... :((

I HOPE YOURE DOING ALRIGHT!!!! summer has been pretty okay w me so far, mostly just hangouts with friends and staying inside to avoid the sun and any uv rays possible like the fucking vampire i am, etc.

im going to kcon la next month!! unfortunately skz isnt part of lineup and i wont be able to go friday so ill only be able to see the saturday+sunday conventions and concerts, but i hope itll be fun nonetheless. my uncle is some kind of manager in the entertainment industry (idk too much abt it but he usually gets me signed albums every year so im not complaining!) and he usually helps out at kcon every year, so he always has at least 2-3 free tickets.. whenever he visits so im usually able to head to kcon if my schedule fits!! 

i think for other life updates on my part theres not tm.. i ended up going on a diet the past month because ive been really wanting to lose weight for a while now but ive never been able to do it in a healthy way because ive had an ed for as long as i could remember.. (growing up with asian beauty standards is pretty tough unfortunately 😞) i used to be 130lbs at 5’1” so i always considered myself overweight because of my height, but i recently lost 10lbs and im hoping i can reach my goal of 110 within the next month asw 🤞

aside from my life update rant though, ive srsly missed you so much star you dont even know !!! im so happy youre back 🥺🥺🥺

as always, ur biggest fan

~ 《 ☘️ 》

BABY BABY BABY BABYYYYYDHDKDKDKKFOVKFKEMRKFKF I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUU my little clover angel I LOVE YOU SOOOOO BAD I AM ACTUALLY YOUR NUMBER ONE FANNNNNNN 💔💔💔💔💔

I’ll be back on main blog™️ soon !!!! I miss it there too tbh RAHHHH side blog is good too but main blog is where everything started and I miss posting so bad 💔 I also somehow check tumblr less ever since the creation of side blog so I have to physically remind myself to check tumblr and I just. miss when I had more time to post and people wouldn’t get annoyed of me answering asks on main ☹️ BUT FEEL FREEEE TO SPAM SIDE BLOG™️ TOOOOOO she exists for all ur spam/vent/miscellaneous needs and I love checking on you guys even when I’m not on main. I love you !!!!

I’m so glad summer has been treating you so well ALSO KCON??? HELLO??????? I AM SOOOO FUCKING JEALOUS OH MY HODDKDKDMDMDKD I wanted to see Taemin & nmixx SOOOOO FUCKING BAD MY BABIESSSSSSS 🤲😭 TAKE SOOOO MANY PICS FOR ME I CANT WAIT TO HEAR ALL ABOUT IT RAHHH IT’S GONNA BE SOOOO FUCKING SICK I CANT WAIT I love this for u. Kcon era. Yes.

Also don’t be so hard on yourself my angelllll just make sure you’re staying healthy :( I love you :( and I fully acknowledge that beauty standards are fucking impossible to live by and they can genuinely be so taxing to try to fit. But as long as you’re healthy and happy and doing what you want for yourself only, that’s what matters :’) I’m always a message away if you need me (even though I’m fucking garbage at responding) and I love you no matter what. Take care of yourself precious cargo 🤲💓

I LOVE YOU and I missed you and I promise I will be back on main blog™️ as soon as I physically can be. I am ur biggest fan actually if you were a clover I would pick you and keep you in a little resin necklace and wear you all the time. I love you !!!!!!!!.!.!.!!.!/!:!!,?,!.!.!

[laurasstufff1]

Heyy, are you taking more requests?

Hoping you could do something on Lewis Hamilton, maybe something about y/n and Lewis bringing their 8 month old baby for the first time to the paddock and everyone just absolutely falls in love with her and wanna spend as much time with her, trying to steal her away from her parents and all the fluff things. Maybe you could include George and Carmen in this as well?

It’s okay if you’re not taking then right now though 💓

Sorry for taking sooo long to answer 😥 hope you like it!

Everyone, meet my daughter

Sorry before hand for the mistakes 🥲

1.3k words

Enjoy :) 😚

Requests are open!!😁😁

“Okay okey okay, stay here” Lewis whispered when you were about to entered the garage. “When I do this” he scratch his head with his right hand “you come in, okay?”

“Okay Lewis” you rolled your eyes back, holding your baby in your arms. Lewis started  to walk inside, but turned around when he was about to cross the door and ran to his daughter, kissed her head, then he looked at you and kissed your lips. He even kissed Angela’s cheek.

“Jeez, he’s exited, isn’t he?” Angela laughed without loosing his sight, waiting for the signal.

“He is. He really is” you chuckled looking down at the baby and thinking how could he not?

Back in the garage, he managed to get the attention from both his and George’s crew. ‘You all need to meet someone’ were the magic words that gathered all of them together, and then he scratch his head and you walked in. 

“Is that Eloise?” George asked watching you were holding lots of blankets. You couldn’t really see the baby, but it was obvious, wasn’t it? 

“Everyone, meet my daughter” Lewis said with the proudest smile, so big it couldn’t really fit on his face.

Everyone got closer to you and admired the baby, who wasn't a baby anymore, she was already crawling and she could stand, but her naps were a religion, she didn’t miss one, it didn’t really matter the noise of the busy paddock.

From engineers to mechanics, social media managers, everyone congratulated you again, everyone had nice words for your family and you couldn’t be happier. 

-

“You sure you’ll be fine?” Lewis asked once again, while he was already putting on his helmet to go and race. 

“Lewis-“ you huffed one more time “I swear we won’t come to any more races if you act like this every time. Get in the damn car already!” 

“Oh I love her” Toto laughed placing his arm around your shoulders after hearing your comments and  your threatenings to your boyfriend “come on, get into the car, we’ll take care of them”.

Lewis groaned, but still made what he was told, not before kissing and hugging and promising a podium to his two girls.

The race started and Eloise woke up. It was something that she learned unintentionally. When you stayed at home while Lewis raced you always woke her up to see his dad, and know her naps were perfectly scheduled, you didn’t even need to waker her up. 

“Hi” a shy Carmen greeted you and you rapidly took your bag out of the chair so she could  sit there, next to you.

“Hello! She’s awake, don’t worry” you laughed watching her careful moves so that the baby wouldn’t wake up.

“oh” she laughed too “Hello Eloise” she said caressing her red cheeks “she’s a beautiful baby” she talked again placing her small noice canceller headphones right over her ears.

“Thank you. She gets it from her mum” you joked making Carmen laugh, even you did when the baby giggled too. “You know, she just need another baby to hang around during the race weekends…” you suggested with clearly intentions that the spaniard got as soon as you said. 

“Oh no no no, not yet” she denied without loosing her smile “but I’ll be happy to help with her if you ever need anything”.

“Thank you” you smiled back and placed your headphones over your ears, the race was abut to start.

And what a race that was, double points and double podiums, which basically meant double happiness for the rest of the week.

“Go to the podium, we’ll look after her” a mechanic said seeing as you watched Carmen and Angela and Bono running to get to there.

“Oh it’s okay, I’ll just-“

“No I insist, please. I have two daughters, the older one is two, the younger it’s even younger that Eloise. She’ll be fine” he assured you with a smile and you nodded leaving your daughter to him and running to the podium just on time. 

“Congratulations!!” You hugged Lewis and the rest of the team hugged you, laughing and cheering as always.

“Thank you thank you thank you” he shouted inside his helmet. “I’ll see you in a bit” you nodded and stepped aside, not too far, you loved being sprinkled with champagne. 

-

“Where is Eloise?” Lewis asked on your way to the garage, the rest of the team following behind. 

“I left her with a mechanic” you answered, sure about Lewis reaction.

“She’ll be fine then” he smiled, but still walked fast to get there as soon as possible. 

She was indeed. When you walked into the garage you heard her giggles and men laughing. The same mechanic was holding her on top of a tyre that looked huge next to her, while others were already packing but still keeping an eye on her. 

“Look at her” George laughed at the sight too, and only then they realized you were back.

“Look who’s back, Eloise!” The mechanic shouted making look up and hold her arms open “Congratulations!” He said again. 

“Thank you, Mark, congratulations to you too” Lewis laughed hugging him too, at the end he was a mechanic and without his work, the podium wouldn’t’ve been possible. “I can’t hold you now, I’m stinky” Lewis laughed understanding his daughters orders, and then he looked at you, who were as stinky as him.

“We got it!” George stepped in and Carmen held her, and together with George they walked away “have you seen this side of the garage?? It’s cooler than your dad’s”

“I heard that!” Lewis shouted “Come let’s get change” he rapidly said holding your hand and taking you to his driver’s room.

“You know, Jack, the mechanic who was with Eloise” You started talking while looking for the smallest size of Lewis’s sweatshirt .

“Mark, his name is Mark” Lewis laughed.

“Mark yeah, sorry. He has two daughters, the younger one is smaller than Eloise.” “I know” Lewis nodded “they were all at Silverstone”. “I can’t imagine how hard it must be. For him but also for the mother, taking care of the children all alone, well, I’m sure they have family and friends, if not, the mother must have superpowers” you laughed.

“Yeah… I guess that’s the prize” he said watching you change your clothes. “You know I love you , right?”

“Yeah” you giggled trying to find the head whole in the sweatshirt.

“And I’m willing to retire if-“ “No. That’s not what I meant” you said finally putting it on. “There’s nothing I want more than seeing our children grow up in the paddock, watching you win and playing with the mechanics” you laughed remembering the tyre scene “Maybe I should talk with Mark and ask him to bring his family over, Eloise will have someone to play with”. “That would be awesome. Now let’s go, or they’ll kidnap our daughter”.

“We can always have more” you shrugged, but rapidly regretted your words. “God no, that sounded like if I didn’t care about Eloise” you laughed while walking out, stumbling with the step at the entrance.

“YN!” Lewis laughed too “I think you might have drink drops of champagne and now your all tipsy” he said knowing you were just really really happy, which you were. “Am not. Where is Eloise?” You asked shouting as you finally reached the garage. Angela was there, and she just pointed to the other side of the garage, where George was showing her the buttons of the steering wheel while Carmen was still holding her. Her eyes were wide open, not understanding a thing but captivated with the little lights. Lewis walked next to her and started pointing at the lights too, saying something that made her giggle “Oh, she’s going to learn how that thing works even before I do” you mumbled following them without loosing the smile that showed in your face the whole day. 

[kaidabakugou]

miss youuu! i noticed you haven’t been as active the last couple of days so i wanted to stop by to say that ily and hope all is well mootie ^^

anon so that i don’t seem annoying hehe

miss you moreeee!!! yeah i haven’t been as active bc christmas was originally going to be celebrated at my sister’s house but her and her husband aren’t in their best terms rn soooo christmas is now going to be mine so i’m rushing to get everything set for the weekend 🥹

but aaaa ilym!! and plsss it’s not annoying at all! stop by anytimeee!!🩷

[sallysoot]

geez, has it really been a year since sallysoot was spawned onto this bitch of an earth??? it seems so! i hope you’ve all been well, and you’re having a wonderful december. 💖 may the coming year be one full of prosperity and cheerful days.

this blog was created on christmas day of 2020– i recall that my parents weren’t feeling the best and needed some time to rest, so i passed my own time here. i am so fortunate to have gotten the reception i did, and endlessly grateful for the things that it enabled me to do, including making a deeply beloved friend that i have now met in person & reconnecting with my interest in writing. i wish i could answer the asks that have come through individually (social fatigue is HIGH), but i’ll try to touch on a few things i’ve seen curiosity about in there! each of your messages that I’ve read today has been very special to me and i will try to get to them soon!!

“do you still write? / where is your writing now?” yes, i do still write! it ebbs and flows how much it ends up being, but i nonetheless am certainly still writing. as for “where,” i have some things on ao3. some anonymous, some not; it’s not some big secret but also doing self promotion deals me psychic damage, SO,,, HDJSKFNDNKSF

“are you still on tumblr?” i am! tumblr is sort of just where i always end up returning to— other socmed SUX. as with my ao3, this isn’t a big secret or anything either so feel free to say hi if you happen to find and recognize me! but right now, i like my little only-reblogs-blog with 1 follower HAHAHA

“do you still like mcyt?” yes. BRUHHH my hyperfixation is… WHOOOO. i think it’s going to end up being a very long term one of mine. just no way around it now is there?

“what should i do? 🤔” 💕💖💓subscribe to technoblade💓💖💕

[berberriescorner]

Where Have I Been?

*sighs*

Hello my sweet mutuals! I have missed you all and tumblr so very much. I’m not fully back, but it’s a start. I am overwhelmed (in a good way) by the asks and comments you all have been leaving me. To the sweeties that reached out to check on me. I send endless thanks. You don’t know how much that truly touched my heart🥹💓.

As some of you may know, I deal with an autoimmune disorder. I believe the last time I was active on here was toward the end of November. Unfortunately the week of Christmas not only did I come down with a viral infection but I had a autoimmune flare as well. To top it off, both lingered for weeks. I also discovered I had a few more underlying health issues. I’ve been dealing with ER and doctors visits since January. The appointments don’t seem to be trickling down anytime soon. Therefore posting will still be scarce for the next couple of months.

On a brighter note I’m feeling much better than I had been. Of course there will always be good and bad days. However, I continue to step out on faith and remain as upbeat/positive as possible.

I’ll be answering asks/comments but I have quite a few. It may take some time. I would like to once again thank you all in advance🫶🏾.

*I wrote this and did little to no proofreading. Please excuse the million mistakes 😆.*

[staysuki]

Hi hi 👋🏼 How are you doing ?!

Ssssoooooo LIA OMG she’s so bold I gotta give her my respect for that 🙌🏼

BUT !!!!! I have a feeling that it’s Wonpil and Felix working together to sell artworks 🧐 Felix asks this mystery person if they’re going to the party, to which they say they’re “...still thinking about it.” Which leads me to believe it’s not anyone around Felix’s age since everyone that we’re aware of, is going to the party (besides Jake and Ryujin). Felix mentions he’s just the “broker” and the other is the “appraiser” so the other person must have outer connections, and being that this takes place in college, the appraiser has to be older be a few years at least.... And considering the text eonnie sent to Wonpil a few chapters ago, that she wanted something and Wonpil answered that he could lose his job if he helps her out...... My guess is she needed money and wonpil, the good guy that he seems, is going to Felix for help to steal the art and wonpil IS in a good place to be able to sell it 👀

Oh my....is that 👀 What I think it is ??!? 👀 Is that a hint of jealousy masked in annoyance from my one and only 🤤 It sure seems like Han wants to sleep with Y/n ????? Ouuuuuuuu you’re probably right Hyunjin, you best intervene 🥵 Bestie you’re hitting me with my kryptonite with that one OUUFFF 🥺

I’m immensely curious how Y/n could have possibly hurt Hyunjin all those years ago, when they were ?? kids ?? And he’s still holding onto it, making her suffer ? 🤧 I’m looking forward to the next part as always 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

i’m doing good! hope you’re well too 💓

lia just came straight for the shot 💀👌

and omg, i gotta say, i love love love loooove the observation and the connections here. i appreciate the fact that you pulled all of that just from a few sentences exchanged. i am AMAZED 😤. it’s interesting to see a theory on felix’s partner that isn’t just between jisung or seungmin 👀. like, everyone has their own circles but in the grand scheme of things, all of these characters are connected in some way or another (whether secretly or not) so it’s not at all a reach to say that maybe it’s wonpil or maybe even jae ��

BYE PLEASE 💀 the hyunjin thirst i cannot— glad you liked it, there’s def more of that coming soon 🤧😎 especially in the next written chapter (17) uwu. i’m still debating when to reveal the backstories and stuff but i think i’ll keep everyone on their toes for now 😌 i’ll dogpile a bunch of conflict and then the reveals will be the climax~

[jesterwife]

Hey Jester!! I hope you're doing well!!😁💐

I'm curious... Have you ever snuck Sun/Moon out if the pizzaplex to hang out after hours? 🤔 Or do you ever sneak INTO the pizzaplex instead?

-🌸

HI GAMMA i am doing great!! i hope you are as well!! 🥺💖

god honestly don’t tell sun this because it’s embarrassing, he would never let me hear the end of it, but i try to get day shifts stationed at the daycare as often as possible just so i can see him…the amount of times he has roped me into making arts and crafts or playing hide and seek or watching movies with the kids (aka NOT doing my job) is insane. he can’t leave the daycare, so i’ll make any excuse i can to come to him instead 💖

moon’s a lot easier to hang with after hours since all the lights are off! i’ve never snuck him out of the pizzaplex, i think i’d get the cops called on me, but we have gone around playing various arcade games, as well as several rounds of bonnie bowl and monty golf. he’s such a sore loser, it’s hilarious. he’s tried to convince me to “accidentally” get locked in and spend the night in the pizzaplex with him, and i haven’t done that yet, but maybe soon he’ll get his wish!!

thank you sm for the ask this was a really fun one to answer 🥺🥺 ily and i hope you’re having a WONDERFUL day with your f/os!!! 💖💞💓💖💕

[chittapornswife]

I’ve only just seen that you answered my ask so I’m sorry for the wait but ofc I’ll share which songs I listen to while reading your amazing series 💓 I listen to : Chlorine-Twenty one pilots Crush culture-Conan Gray Best friend-Rex Orange County The River- Aurora I wish-Haley kiyoko I’m so tired- Lauv Troye Sivan Sleep over-Haley kiyoko 2 soon-Keshi Still falling for you-Ellie Goulding B.O.M.D-Clairo Lowkey-NIKI I like U-NIKI Feels-Kehlani Don’t need your love-Harvey,NCT Dream 1/2

I have a couple more but my playlist is quite big and I almost ran out of words 😂 Back to you -Selena Gomez Slow dancing in the dark-Joji Sorry if I don’t capture the feeling of the series with these songs if you decide to listen to them and I’m really happy that my message made you happy and hope you have a good day/Night 💓🥰🥺

Don’t apologize!! And since I have relatives atm I’ll listen to more of these at night! But I really love that you have DNYL already in there LOL but I rlly loved listening to Best Friend!!!! I’m excited to hear the rest because I think I’ve only heard lowkey by niki? She has a really nice voice so I’d love to hear the other song by her too!!! And omg ur playlist is much bigger than mine LOL but I love that u put so many songs in there since the chapters can get quite long😰 And no don’t apologize about not capturing the feeling! I think each person’s feelings may be different but it’s fun to see and think about it :) I hope you have a good day/night as well!!! It’s morning over here :D ♥️

[myfriendtheghost]

hello! i hope you’re doing well. i’m actually doing pretty good. i know yesterday i said i was dreading today, and it was because i had to tell my roommate i didn’t want to live with her next year. it was so hard to say because we’re very close friends, but we have opposite schedules which makes things hard (i got bed early, she doesn’t kinda thing). but she handled it super well, and we’re still best friends which makes me so happy. i’m honestly over the moon and i felt like i needed to share with someone!

now i need some josh cuddles and to hear him say “see, i told you it would all be ok”. xoxo-🦦💓

I want to answer this one first before I get to your other asks and say I AM SO PROUF OF YOU!!! I’m nowhere close to this point yet (hopefully the housing market will crash soon and I’ll get there lol) but this is something I still constantly dread so I know it wasn’t easy !! I’m so glad it went well for uuu 🥹🥹🥹🤍🤍🤍

[writingsofmax]

Literally, Max, fall in love with me! I DARE YOU! hehehe 💘

Omg, I totally get that! I also just got done with a big move. That shit sucks MAJOR balls, especially since it’s summer. Wack asf. That’s not tmi at all! Don’t feel bad about sharing that kind of stuff, that’s just how you’ve been feeling and also I asked! I also hope that you feel better soon, I’m so sorry that it’s been tough on you lately. I’ve kinda decided that I’m gonna be your new hype anon, so expect even MORE little messages in the future. Hopefully that’ll help you smile sometimes, it’s not much, but I’ll try to cheer you up sometimes if I can <3 Very excited for a new chapter, but make sure you put yourself first, hon. We can wait, your mental health is so much more important 💖

Also, I totally didn’t want to make it seem like I was trying to rush you to answer that huge message I sent! Sometimes I just get kinda scared that I’m being too much, ya know? Just wanted to make sure I didn’t cross any boundaries 💗 I totally get what you mean about writing about a chronically ill character being cathartic! Creative expression is so freeing and it gives you the range to get your feelings out without flying too close to the sun! I kinda do the same thing with art. I’ve dealt with a lot of grief in my life and it feels good to illustrate my feelings; very very healing <3

I love the estate sale chapter too!!! That one was SO SWEET! It’s hard to chose a favorite chapter in this fic, like they’re all so well written and lovely (or heartbreaking, which I am also a big fan of hehe). Those two are at the top of the list though! AND OMFG THE OTTER JOKE WAS MY FAVORITE PART!!! Mans was trying his BEST.

You wrote it in your journal??? 🥹🥹 I may weep, that’s so cute! I’m so happy you liked it! You deserve the hype bby! 💖💓💕

(Also I read your Calvin hc’s, they were all REAL and TRUE!)

*laying on the ground face down weeping as the mii channel music plays in the background*

I actually did start working on my new chapter again today at least :)