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nirhvahnah · 1 year

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friends that randomly send funds at 4am 🥹🫶🏾 i love my baesties

#i wouldnt trade them for ANYTHING #i love our dynamic #im so grateful #wouldnt have it any other way

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janewayintersection · 1 year

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can we talk about how the mars mission + huerta visits were the ultimate hurt/comfort angsty reconciliation fluff... IN CANON

#mass effect #shenko #shepley #kaidan alenko #ashley williams #i get the complaints about it knocking the VS out of the plot for a couple of missions and i agree but also.#i wouldnt trade the 'VS gets hurt' plot for anything bc its just so deliciously angsty #like think about it. garrus getting a rocket to the face is only talked about for a couple voice lines and then they all move on #we get the mars mission. shepard carrying VS to the shuttle. and then worrying about them.#THEN THE HOSPITAL VISITS (3 of them!!!!!!!) with optional flirting and connection and then the DRAMATIC STANDOFF #where if you have high affinity from visiting. they will just believe you without any persuasion needed. BC THEY TRUST YOU AGAIN AND AAHHHU

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poughkeepsies · 7 months

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parents are so weird because there's no one you understand more and want to be understanding toward less. I know exactly where every single one of your flaws and errors stem from and most of them aren't your fault. I don't want to forgive you for the failing of letting them touch me. I know you did your best. I wish it was better.

#to be clear. i love my parents more than life. i wouldnt trade them for anything.#and yet its one of those nights anyway

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babygoestozspace · 1 year

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I kinda hate how Cirie's demise has exposed how comp dependent BB has become. Like yeah we been knew, but it’s like… you don't need to do all this song and dance on Survivor. But because a single person has the power to control the fate of everyone in the house week to week, it requires players to cover themselves on all sides, resulting in the post-16 meta of a huge onion alliance to maximize one's chances of not hitting the block any given week. There's no need for that in Survivor; the only person an immunity winner can impact is themselves, so the rest of the tribe isn't forced to play around the whims of a single person. And with the comps themselves becoming increasingly physical over the years, somehow this glorified summer camp is more dependent on physical fitness than the game that starves people on an island for a month and a half.

#bb25 #like am i making sense?#bb allows players to wield raw power in a way one cant on survivor #and this raw power comes from winning comps #you have to align yourself with people in order to not have that power used against you #and then not do anything to piss them off #j*ckson m*chie created his ideal endgame by trading comp wins with his showmance #an immunity run in survivor only guarantees your own safety #yes the professors self cannibalized but that's exactly because they didn't trust their comp winners not to turn on them #the whole leftovers thing with hisam and red's connection with cam #7ds was formed at least in part to cover cirie/izzy/felicia in the event matt or jag won an hoh #okay sure yeah say im making excuses but i hope im making sense #eta: i see that there's a bsb meeting rn and thats what i mean #cirie could pull off a miracle and here and it simply wouldnt matter if even one person stays anti cirie and that person wins hoh #blah blah social game but there's a hell of a lot less room to maneuver if you're up against only one other person

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13eyond13 · 7 months

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#i feel there is sort of a middle ground opinion on the 'light didnt care about his family' debate that rages from time to time #which is more the one i fall into like #he DID care about them but he didnt make them his number one priority and i think he cared more about certain family members than others #like soichiro was his number one family member and then sayu and then his mom maybe more of an afterthought #and even soichiro he wouldnt sacrifice his goals / extra lifespan for... whenever soichiro volunteers to do the eye trade #light is sad about it but doesnt offer to take his place or anything like that #i can kinda see both readings of it i suppose but i think the more interesting/less edgy way to read it is he really deeply cares #but ohba intentionally leaves stuff like that ambiguous/up for interpretation in the manga anyways #so i think it's a bit weird to act like there is clearly only one way to read it and you're a moron if you end up reading it a certain way #on either side of the debate...#p

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coldvampire · 9 months

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anyway as soon as i pry myself off this couch im gonna share some screenshots of bg3 protags on my sideblog. just gotta like. reach the desk first.

#all i can think about is the shelves im gonna get installed here over the next little bit fdghj #yall dont understand its so hard to keep things clean and brain friendly when you just dont have anywhere to put stuff.#hellish #& then i get overwhelmed and turn into a massive bitch when i try to get it under control fdgh #instead its been like. 2 straight days of dopamine i fucking swear?? my body probably definitely wouldnt let me do this for a living #(my hip is screamingggg dfghgjj) but actually if i could & if i could work in a team then yeah. ykw i enjoy it.#organization go brrrrrrr #i dont think she was expecting me to work that fast either but ive been like a feral animal. skittering over clutter.#finding Spots for Things #okay i lied the flood was actually beneficial in one way to me specifically.#estranged father just forgot a Bunch of tool sets here & ive claimed them now fdghjk #that nail gun is MINE #she suggested i look out for an actual tool chest/bench thing (ykw the ones with wheels and stuff) for everything and i havent been that #excited for anything in months fdgh tools are expensive alright. too bad he took the table saw.#i dont talk much abt my Masc Hobbies as i call them lmao no real reason to but hoooboy i love to Build Things #give me that ikea desk ill have it done in an hour or less every time #maybe trade school is still on the horizon for me gfhj always wanted to Weld Stuff i think id be good at it #as much as i fuckin loathe yard maintenance i was a real garage sooooo bad its not even funny #shame i wasnt just inherently expected to know car stuff tm i feel like i would have loved it too #scarrier to learn on your own later in life especially with a lease vehicle but ill get there eventually #anyway yeah bg3! new mods. new ocs #have not done much with them yet but they Exist and theyre pretty

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vaugarde · 27 days

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finished islands

#tbh i didnt like it as much as stakes because it felt very. idk slow? and it did feel kinda anticlimactic #but man…. i still really like what they did with minerva and susan here #i feel like they couldve gone further with her being an antagonistic force but idk thats me just liking the overprotective trope #and idk. finn resolving things fairly quickly with his mom bc she does trusr #and love him is still a nice conclusion. that ending was a gut punch #minerva might not exist anymore shes just a program shes surrendered her humanity #theres stuff there i think about her and finn being parallels i think…. like she gave up her body for her people #but she kept them stunted and devoid of free will #while finn constantly explores and battles and touches peoples lives and encourages them to do more with them #and even though hes lost his arm and experienced great trauma. he wouldnt trade it for anything #idk. i liked this :3 #also jesus christ the helpers all dying from a pandemic……. OOF #echoed voice #at lb

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kolektsiakomah · 1 month

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how i wish to merge souls with the people i love and fuse into one so i can be sure we never ever part

#it hurts to love sometimes bc it eats my guts and leaves me so disoriented #makes me a crying clingy mess #i dont know for sure how to articulate that i probably dont have to vocab for it #but it leaves me so desperate for my family to say they love me back #and i know they do #and that makes me cry even more bc its such a miracle #truly loving someone is bawling your fucking eyes out at the thought that they exist #and feeling your heart burst at the seams for them #yes i love you . yes yes yes yes yes #yes i miss you yes i think about you all the time #yes you can do anything you want to me and ill still think of you as home #fuck i fucking love my long distance love and my family fuck ¡¡¡¡¡¡¡#i wouldnt trade this feeling for the world #🍋 blah blah

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cabinet-of-ecologies · 1 month

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I've been on vacation with my 2nd (chosen) family for the latter half of this week and I just. I don't want to leave. It's been so good to be home (where we are doesnt matter. These people are my home). It hasn't been enough time spent feeling like I can breathe again, that I can just be and have that be enough. I am so lucky to be so loved.

#i just. i love them #almost none of my _people_ people--the people that are *mine*--are still in my area #at least at the moment #and even then. theyre not Home in the same way my 2nd family is.#i dunno #theyre flawed and sometimes frustrating and i wouldnt trade them for anything #personal

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sampilled · 3 months

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when teachers tell you to stay in school they are NOT fucking lying

#i stopped going to school at 15 and it will actually be extremely hard to do anything now #like i didnt need to do any higher exams...#BUT i need to be able to say ive done them #and i could do them now #once i figure out if im gonna try and do higher education #but like im just kinda hoping i figure it out somehow #i could do an access course. all is not lost #but it would be exetremely better for me now if teenage me would have done all this shit when she had a more than one teacher #practically begging her to #but i think i would have ended up killing myself and i have experienced so much growth since then #like i wouldnt actually trade what ive done since i left cuz it has just made me like an all around more confident person #but jesus #life has stalled a little bit. i need to get momentum back cuz everyday is the same #and im chronically fucking bored #is it ok to still not know what you wanna br when you grow up at 22???? asking for a friend.

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virgoevenus · 10 months

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im so devastatingly not normal about my friendships. i spent three days hanging out with my colleagues and getting to know them better and i feel like i could be friends with them forever

#brie speaks #i dont think romance could ever do this for me #a few of my colleagues also mentioned that they can talk to me easier than some of the others so 🥹🥹🥹#and even outside of these budding friendships….. i care my friends so much #i love my friends so bad and im so grateful for them and i wouldnt trade them for anything

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moth-mart · 7 months

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"I need them to die in eachothers arms and for it to mean something" then proceeded to make a terrible. horrible punch to the gut

#o.#ow?????????#its. coming off the future alt but sona's afflictions go from being chronic to terminal #and because of the mutations to his vampirism the only way to survive is to feed off of gods #which they find out the hard way when he gets *really* sick and nothing's helping so they panic and Stylus kills a god #as a last 'out of options' resort and he feeds off it and it *works*#and they come to that realization and Sona refuses to continue like that because he says hes not going to live off of other people's-#suffering anymore. and so he makes his choice and at some point they go to visit Will who's completely cut ties with them because she #blames god's death on them being cowards who didnt try hard enough to stop her #which she isnt happy to see that and doesnt take the news well at all and states that theyre just throwing god's sacrifice away by #letting him die which makes the situation even more conflicting for sona who muses on how even beyond the grave #god's putting him in shitty situations. of either living selfishly off of others' deaths or seemingly having let her die for nothing #and will storms off and Caraway [who she's living with now] tells them to stay the night so they do #but it doesnt even matter cause Sona gently wakes Stylus up in the middle of the night and tells him hes dying and so #they sit with eachother and just talk softly and reminisce about meeting the other and they both agree they wouldnt trade it for anything #then he dies very peacefully in Stylus' arms #and will wakes up the next morning and comes downstairs and Caraway gently informs her and she runs into the other room #and Stylus is still sitting there in the same spot just. holding whats left of him. unmoved for hours #AND THEN I HAD TO STOP BRUSHING MY TEETH. CAUSE WTF. MAN???#the emotional damage may entirely be dependent on the emotional attachment level to these guys #and nothing otherwise but. if youre me. yknow. [shatters like glass]#MHMMH #cool #character death #I GUESS #sonaverse #delete tag #lore dump #very much a noncanon thing but. mmgnmgmg [wiggly sheet of metal noise]

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vacant2007 · 1 year

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i never do anything with love when i get it

#i desperately need it but something always makes me stop when i receive it and have the option of responding positively so that i can #receive more of it #and even the people im closest to rn. the only thing that emboldens me to get that way w them is the idea that we might never meet irl #i want so much to be excited by the idea of doing that but instead it just scares the shit out of me #and im always shocked to realize people have anything other than neutral or negative emotions about me but my brain always convinces me #that it doesnt matter or that they wouldnt continue feeling that way if they knew me better #love is just so fucking scary. i fixate on its ability to destroy or enslave #in searching for happiness i could ruin my entire life i could get myself killed or worse i could be trapped in misery forever #and everything that allows me to respect myself and know myself would be traded away for the sake of it #love is uncertain and claustrophobic and terrifying and love has the power to kill and maim but love is also necessary to stay alive.#what do i do with this.#cw vent #cw negative

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jvzebel-x · 11 months

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#i am reminded all the time that someone wanting to fuck me has absolutely no reflection on whether or not they like me at all #or ESP whether or not they fucking respect me or anything about me lmao. call it a consequence of the work.#&yet as much as it damaged+stunted my self worth+esteem+personal view of myself i wouldnt trade the reminders for anything lmao.#as the world fucking burns around us all i get reminders all the time that the loudest&stupidest types of idiot motherfuckers #cant stand by a single one of their own beliefs in the long run lmao. like your bigotry doesnt extend to where youd put your dick.#OR what youre willing to say&pretend to get into the pants of someone who you literally could not even pay to spit on you.#meanwhile all cops&most uniformed men should prob be grateful the thought of them breathing my air makes me fucking sick #bc otherwise i would be finding LOTS of new+creative ways to work out my more horrifying impulses.#unfortunately as it turns out even the idea of their blood on my shoes makes my lip curl. 🤷🏽‍♀️#if i keep having to interact w idiots however i might get desensitized enough to the ick of it all to play.

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super-metroid · 2 years

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Do you have a predilection to any of your OCs? Like a favorite child?

mostly Heart Reaper in terms of her story, because hers is the one i most want to be as perfect as possible when i finally get around to writing/illustrating it

#i always call heart reaper god's favorite because she kinda literally is lmao #all of them are my special little gals tho i wouldnt trade them for anything #ko-kojira #ask

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tittyinfinity · 2 years

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Yesterday my mom said we were going on a cave tour but we ended up going to a Racism Museum and then driving a golf cart on long sidewalks for 5 minutes of looking down into a canyon (there was no going into a cave)

#thamkfully the tickets were free. johnny morris gave em to my mom as a gift #wish his billionaife ass would just pay her enough tho #the museum was fucking insulting to mative ppl amd only called them *ndians #they tried to cover their asses some by saying many of the 150-250 yo native clothing was 'gifted'#idk man....the war jackets of well known native chiefs???#i imagine that many of them wouldnt have willingly gave them to colonizers #not to mention that one of them had a fucking bloodstain on it but that could be from anything ig #there werent labels on every one of them #a lot of the stuff was just recreations #there were a bunch of pictures of native ppl painted by white ppl #lots of stuff about how white people 'improved their lives by bringing items to trade'#they mentioned how they slaughtered ghe bison population....for CLOTHES. no mention of native genocide #i liked seeing the old pictures and stuff. plus they had actual skeletons of prehistoric animals found in missouri #got to see the flag that covered lincoln's coffin & his hair & his wife's acfual clothes (they were v beautiful she had style)#seeing actual tools art and clothing made by natives was pretty cool but i dont trust the way the museum acquired them #like idc if they took shit from lincoln thats fine #i think the most insulting thing tho was a painting of christopher columbus greeting a group of native ppl #in elaborate clothing while the natives were naked and it said #'meeting the savages'#yeah. racism museum

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