#love is uncertain and claustrophobic and terrifying and love has the power to kill and maim but love is also necessary to stay alive.
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i never do anything with love when i get it
#i desperately need it but something always makes me stop when i receive it and have the option of responding positively so that i can#receive more of it#and even the people im closest to rn. the only thing that emboldens me to get that way w them is the idea that we might never meet irl#i want so much to be excited by the idea of doing that but instead it just scares the shit out of me#and im always shocked to realize people have anything other than neutral or negative emotions about me but my brain always convinces me#that it doesnt matter or that they wouldnt continue feeling that way if they knew me better#love is just so fucking scary. i fixate on its ability to destroy or enslave#in searching for happiness i could ruin my entire life i could get myself killed or worse i could be trapped in misery forever#and everything that allows me to respect myself and know myself would be traded away for the sake of it#love is uncertain and claustrophobic and terrifying and love has the power to kill and maim but love is also necessary to stay alive.#what do i do with this.#cw vent#cw negative
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