#i would just like to walk for 7min without my whole body fucking up
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rozaceous · 2 months ago
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we talk abt si's as wish-fulfillment and power fantasy bc they get to be smart and special and have op powers or whatever and i'm like, that's all fine, don't get me wrong, but uh. how abt mine are able-bodied the whole time????
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btswishes · 5 years ago
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I am not enough.
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Werewolf Au (Wonho)
Part1 / Part2 / Part3 / Part4 / Part5 / Part6 / Part7 /
A/N: I know the past 2 chapters haven’t been very flirty, but I need to establish a plot, hopefully a good one.I hope you like it and sorry for any mistakes made.
Word count:  3,241
Warnings: Dirty, flirting, suggestive language, cursing
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“W-” you couldn’t speak, but after scanning the room everyone was panicking very much “O-k” a sudden strong dominant scent took over the room and reached out of the pack house territory.A few minutes later the thick atmosphere and the alpha hormones crashed the girls to the ground. Not knowing what happened, you were sitting and waiting for a clarification, a little bit scared.
“You don’t know shit about being omega do you? Didn’t your mom tell you ANYTHING!” Scarlet screamed and Myla grabbed her hand pulling her away from you “ Omegas are in a pack so that the betas and alpha can hide their scent. Not only did you spread yours around the whole fucking forest ,but it’s mating season too.”
“I-I didn’t go that far....”
“Hawks live on those mountains out there!” she point out the window in the distance “Do you know how many packs come through here?! A shit ton of them!!!Who knows how strong their alphas are, or how many they have!”
“Scarlet stop!It was our fault for not telling her so relax, they shouldn’t have sensed her after the alpha hormones.” April pushed her on the bed and looked at you “Our pack has only Dean, everyone else is beta or omega.It’s unlikely to get targeted because of the place we live in, but if by chance they find us we have two options.” Myla jumped in the lecture
“Either they let us go on good terms, or they come for us. If they have more than one alpha we are goners.”
You felt a strong grip on your hand and suddenly your body got pulled towards the pack house. “We gotta tell Dean, this is not a game anymore.”
 You couldn’t say anything as the door was kicked open and the boys stared at you after the intense sound.
“Dean can we talk one on one for a second?”  he  walked in another room with Scarlet
 You were worried, but at the same time you didn’t know what was happening so, was it your fault or not?
“You felt it, I know.” her red hair was standing up like the fur on a angry dog.The boy nodded and scratched the back of his head uneasy “So what now?”
“Let’s come down first and think about it calmly.”
“Dean ,you are gonna go and talk to her, we can’t risk the whole pack!” she growled fiercely, but her teeth went in when Dean slammed his arm against the wall behind her
“Listen here little girl, don’t growl at me like you can control me. Last time I checked I sensed April before her. So it was YOUR fault since the beginning. Own up.She doesn’t even know what omegas can do. “ the pressure she felt on her body was immense “That girl isn’t going anywhere until I say so.” Dean turned his back on Scarlet when she grabbed the end of his shirt, her arm burning up
“You like her don’t you....”
“That is none of your business now is it.” his words vibrated against his fangs
“It is!” he grabbed her wrist and pulled it up to his face, ripping off the bracelet she had on “This, this was a mistake and you know it very well.So forget and move on.”
“Then...” her head was hanging low, as her fingers were covering the hot skin “Then to you she is the same as i am to Luke.” Dean stopped in his tracks
“She isn’t like you.”
“Yes, you are right. She is way worse than me. Remember what you did to me that night in front of Luke? You didn’t finish your work you hormonal piece of shit. Luke is lucky unlike you.”her eyes landed on your back, noticing you laughing with everyone in the room “ I might hate her because she is rash and because you have your eyes set on her, but Y/N is way better than you. No one deserves a trash werewolf like you. If you weren’t this pack’s alpha I would have left.” Scarlet kicked him to the side and walked passed with a strong step
“Get back here!What do you mean?!” stopping in her motion, she peeked at him with the corner of her eye
“Your hormones aren’t strong enough from one bite to submit me that easy. If you wanted me to listen to you ,you should have finished your half ass job back then.” she ripped her skirt and wrapped the fabric around her wrist “Let me break this to you, it’s mating season which means we, omegas have control. I can gather 5 packs in less than 7min. So sit your ass tight or we can test how strong you think you actually are. And don’t.....” her eyes might have been glowing white, but there was something blood chilling in them that made even Dean take a step back “...don’t even THINK of ruining that girl.....like me.” the alpha was left alone in the dark to his thoughts.
  Oblivious to what was happening behind you, you kept talking with everyone. Swift like the dance of a fire, you felt something brush against your cheek.
“Scarlet...” you averted your gaze when she sat next to you “I-”
“I know. It’s not your fault, I should have thought it through.” she smiled melting the concern in your heart.
“Did Scarlet do something stupid again?” a tall boy with pitch black hair grinned at her 
“Shut up Luke!” she grabbed a random object and threw it at him “Don’t listen to this idiot!”
  The way everyone was mingling and fighting reminded you of your own home. You could remember exactly what everyone in your pack was doing on a normal night for you. It really felt like a place you wouldn’t mind being stuck in at all. They really were a bunch of crazy wolves, that probably anyone would kick out of their pack, but the way they smiled and laughed together ,would make anyone feel nice.
  Staring at Dean’s pack you couldn’t stop your mind from drifting to that one time Hyungwon and Kihyun were tugging a pillow with their teeth. Hyungwon really gets hyper when it comes to sleeping. That thought and the scene in front of your eyes made you laugh out loud. Almost immediately everyone stopped moving and looked at you.
“Hey!”April clapped her hands together “ You laughed!” Zoe sat down next to you and with a little smile asked what made you so happy all of a sudden.
“ You guys remind me so much of my own pack, but 10 times more tame to be honest.” you giggled under your nose, when another thought hit your mind.
“Come to think of it, we know you from Dean.” the boy speaking was hugging Myla and sitting on a couch away from you, apparently he was her mate “For neighbors we don’t know a lot about you.”
“We aren’t anything special, just a pack of 8.” 
“8 damn! That is a lot of people. Good thing we have omegas to help, right?” he pecked Myla’s cheek fast making the girl blush
“Oh, my pack is 7 male wolves and me actually. We don’t have an omega...ugh, technically.” which was true, there weren’t any designated omegas, but there was a lamb in wolves skin hidden between the wild dogs.
“Wow, that is a lot of testosterone.” someone commented smugly “I don’t mean to be rude, but aren’t you supposed to be with your pack right now? Full moons are usually when a lot of others travel through our territory.”
“Yeah.”Luke added “A pack without an alpha is a pretty bad thing.”
“Don’t worry about them.” you felt a firm hand on your shoulder “ They have a half-turned alpha anyways.”
“Yeah....half-turned.” your throat became dry as his words hit your ear, the glass in your hand rose to your lips. You took one sip from it, when a scent hit your nose. Both your head and Dean’s shot to the side. 
“What is going on?” April looked at both of you
“Dean!” Scarlet perked up from her position, focused on her alpha. Everyone was staying silent, waiting for clarification, only she had a hunch what could possibly be happening. The pack alpha soon relaxed and exhaled deeply.
“Nothing.It was just a fake alarm.” 
“I don’t mean to question you man, but i don’t think she is on the same page as you.” Luke pointed at you. Your hand was gripping on the armrest of the chair, the glass was starting to crack. Your hair was standing up, as your eyes were beginning to slowly glow. You couldn’t move your head from the direction you smelled that awful scent. 
“No.”Dean said, squeezing your shoulder. Ignoring him, your body stood up swiftly. The glass in your hand shattered, sprinkling shards the size of snowflakes around the ground “I told you your are NOT GOING!” the alpha hormones suddenly pushed everyone on their knees, the wolves couldn’t breath.
“ Let go....” only the whisper could be heard as no one was breathing from the pressure
“You will sit back down and listen to me!” he was holding your shoulder.The scent was getting closer and closer, but in the opposite direction to this house. And you knew very well what was on the other side of the forest.
“I said, let go Dean.” 
“Either you make me, or you listen to me like you are supposed to.”
 You took a deep breath and turned around with a smile on your face. Taking his arm off, you held it there for a second “See it’s not that hard to listen for once.”
“Dean.”
*crack* 
 You were trembling when a sudden surge of hormones hit you. It was a whole damn cocktail. The house started slowly shaking, your chest was going up and down as you were staring at Dean. Everyone could hear your breath. “You can’t do anything to me. Your hormones aren’t strong enough.” the gold in your eyes was royal, it was strong and so pigmented that no one could see your pupil anymore. 
“Y-You aren’t going to them!” he growled in your face,so close you could see the whites of his eyes.Two alphas fighting for domination and a pack caught in the backlash “I am a pure breed and you are a mutt, you CAN’T overpower me Y/N!!!” 
“I might be a mutt Dean, but I have something you don’t.” you pulled his arm down,dropping him to the ground.Before he attempted to get back up you locked him in a begging position “Stop.” and his body did “I may submit to you as an omega, but don’t forget I am a strong beta and a even more dominant alpha.” the door flew open, making way for a battle
“You were right.”your words rang in his ear as you were walking confidently “If i wished, I could tear you up into pieces. I am not afraid of myself anymore.” you looked at the now weak pack on the floor “I am a mutt and don’t you ever forget it.”  
  The wind was strong against your skin, but your eyes were wide open, countless scenarios going through your head. Your nose could smell every last creature in a 100 mile radius. The forest around you was slow in your mind, you could see anything and everything, the light from the moon, the dust in the air, the insects. The adrenaline rush was astonishing to you.
                                    Johooney get up!           
       I can’t feel my leg, but I can still beat yall asses!
                   Everyone run! Y/N left me in charge so I will stay behind
                     Wonho you are not used to your body yet!
 NOOOO! Kihyunnnn!         
  Voices, they were everywhere. It was like that was the only thing you could hear anymore. You could smell blood and it was from your own. Unacceptable! With a small pause, you flew out of the forest and onto the red tinted grass.
*HOWLLLL*
 Your head was high, mouth screaming to the moon and back. You took a beep breath that turned in a low growl when it left your lungs again. Your fangs exposed to their full capacity, eyes so bright they illuminated the intruders.  
 The boys were staring at your back, a strong aura emitting on waves from you.
“Who the fuck are you and what are you doing on MY territory!?” you growled again 
“You the alpha of this group?” a man asked
“That is none of your business trash!” you crooked your head, striking a dose of fear in him “Shownu!” the boy was holding Hyungwon’s head “Tell me what happened.”
“They attacked us out of no where. Hyungwon noticed them and threw himself to protect us. Wonho isn’t fully turned yet so he couldn’t do much damage, plus they were holding Chang Kyun as a hostage.” 
“We were meat punching bags is what he is trying to say.” Minhyuk coughed in his hand
“Who is your alpha you bunch of trash?” you yelled out
  In front of you stepped out a man, tall, visually strong.You could easily tell he was a pure breeder alright. He wasn’t scared at all, no trace of any emotion except delight. 
“Look sweetie, it’s obvious that you are an alpha, but don’t forget that males have a hormone advantage. I can...” his lips cracked a madness filled smile as he clenched his fist in front of you “...crush you.So don’t even t-” it took a blink, for him to realize how fast you appeared in front of his eyes, there was no distance anymore
“Can you shut up?” you landed a fast and strong punch, sending him back into a tree. It took a second to knock his breath out “ Take your pack and leave before I do to you all, what you did to my wolves. I am done being the shy one.”
“Y-you bitch!” he stood up slowly, holding onto his left arm
“Take your asses back where they came from, or live your whole life with a memory that a female alpha beat you into a bloody mess.”
“What are you fools standing around for!” he growled at his pack, no matter how much they didn’t want to, their alpha made them fight.
 They had mixed scents. You....smell like Jooheyon. you remembered the voices you heard before. The male looked scared, but you didn’t even skip a beat for that, since he touched your pack. You grabbed his hand a basked your knee into him, breaking his arm clean in half. The pack stopped in their tracks as their brother screamed on his knees still on the ground next to you.
“I told you. I will do to you what you did to my pups.If you didn’t touch them you are safe, but if you did....like YOU!” the wolf didn’t even see his head getting crashed into the ground. As you were scanning the territory your nose picked up a rose smell. Moving a bit to the left you felt it get stronger.
“You!” the alpha looked at you “ Grab your dogs and the two omega hiding behind that tree and leave.” there was a sudden rumble from the bushes and two girls came out, running behind their leader, helping him stand up. Both were really pretty, but one of them was staring intensely at you.
“Y/N!!!” Minhyuk yelled out from behind 
“Wonho stop.” you were calm as the hand of the pure breed alpha was hanging above your head menacingly “Get up.” the grass behind your back rustled as the dogs got up  “Leave this territory at once and don’t come back.
“What are you doing you mutts!” their alpha pushed one of the girls to the ground aggressively 
“Shut your filthy mouth and don’t use mutt as an insult. Leave!” 
“Alex, lets go.” the woman still holding the man pulled him back as he was screaming that he was going to make you pay for this. They dashed through the forest as fast they could until no sound came from their direction. 
“Y/N...I-” leaning you picking up Joohoney and Hyngwon from the ground “Shownu.”your back was facing the scared wolf “You did great.” flashing him a warm smile, you walked into the house and placed the two boys on the couch. 
“What happened here?” you dropped your body onto the carpet, looking at the mess of a pack in front of yourself 
“They came in like they own the place and started demanding we give them the omega they keep smelling.” Minhyuk explained “When Chang Kyun told them we didn’t have any they attacked Joohoney. Shownu tried to be the leader and buy us time to run away, but for a second we couldn’t more. Wonho was the strongest, but he isn’t used to his alpha power yet.”
“By the way he turned apparently last night.” Joohoney patted the boy, proud of him
“Yeah I noticed already.” you knew immediately it was your fault but they were gone already so it was time to forget and deal with the injured ones.
“Hyung.” Wonho threw bandages at Shownu. His eyes wondered down to you, when he saw a wound pocking out of the top part of your shirt.His hand slowly reached down, grabbing the fabric. You suddenly felt someone behind you and jumped, hitting the arm away “Why are you acting like a brat!” 
“Don’t touch me without permission!” you hissed at his comment 
“Since when do I need permission to get close to you?” he laughed out, placing his arms on his hips “ Get over here and get that thing checked by Chang Kyun.” 
“No.” Wonho sat on the big chair and looked straight at you
“What is up with you Y/N? You still mad about what I said?”
“I don’t care about that unlike you.” leaning onto your bent knee, you swiftly moved some hair behind your ear, dismissing eye contact as much as possible ”You think you are strong, but if it wasn’t me you would be hurt or even dead. So at least be thankful a little. Such a d-” 
“Don’t talk to me like that!” your mouth shut itself in seconds. Your eyes became  wide as the skin on your neck and thighs started heating up. You got up in seconds and turned your back on everyone, running up the stairs to your room.
“Hey! Get back here!” he yelled out and it hurt so much disobeying his words
“Wait, I will go you are the worst person to talk to her right now.” 
 Chang Kyun walked up to your room after you. He stood in front of your door and knocked on it a few times, but you didn’t answer him. He was about to leave when he saw it was open. As much as it was against his code he was too worried to leave you be and decided to go in. His hand was gripping the handle when he stopped dead in his tracks. Chang Kyun’s eyes landed on your skin, as you pulled the shirt gently off your body.
  He was about to avert his gaze respectfully, when he caught a gimps of the would on your neck. The darkness in the room and the small opening the the door muddied his sight, but Chang Kyun didn’t need to see, since he could smell that familiar scent.  
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