#monsta x werewolf au

[jooheonspinky]

Monsta X Masterlist

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*all works are complete unless otherwise stated*

Shownu x Female Reader

So Beautiful[09.10.2021] {Angst, Smut} After having your first child, you no longer feel sexy with your new mom bod.

Wonho x Female Reader, ft Jooheon x Reader’s Female BFF

Stuck[04.08.2018] (a collaboration with @millie-ionaire05) {Smut}: Your best friend and you work for the most amazing company ever, hiring Kpop artists for events. When fraudsters come into play, the two of you will be stuck scrambling to appease the client and either losing your jobs, or striking on luck.: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 |

Wonho x Female Reader, ft Kihyun

The Mummy Prince [10.30.2018] {Halloween Thriller, Smut, one shot}: Y/N starts working at a museum of ancient artifacts. She is excited to put her studies of old languages to use as a new object is brought in.

Losing You [12.21.2020] {angst, magic!au}: Wonho must choose between you or saving the world

Minhyuk x Female Reader

The Black Ribbon[06.12.2018] {Horror/Thriller!au, one shot}: Minhyuk returns after an accident wearing a black choker that he insists must never be taken off.

Enchanted Night [03.30.2020] {Fantasy; one shot}: Accepting an invitation to a Halloween beach party, Y/N tags along with her best friend. There, she meets a young man with whom she hits it off with right away. But he is not all that he seems.

Kihyun x Female Reader

Ghost Tour Surprise [10.31.2021] {Halloween, Spooky}: Y/N takes a haunted tour of historical downtown, meeting a strange, yet handsome passenger along the way.

Hyungwon x Female Reader

Rumors[06.19.2018] {Smut, one shot}: You never thought you’d find yourself pinned between the sinks in the women’s bathroom by your crush offering you what you’d always wanted, but here you were, staring up into his face scrambling to keep your cool.

A Midnight Ball on Hallows' Eve [10.16.2019] {Spooky!au, one shot}: You share a dance with a mysterious stranger.

Jooheon x Female Reader

Tamed Hearts: [09.28.2018] {Angst, Fluff}: Do past lives really exist? It’s difficult for Y/N to cling to her beliefs when so much has her leaning towards a yes.: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 

Regrets: [10.31.2020] {Fantasy, angst, one shot}: This was a ‘finish the story’ challenge using this prompt: Part of me was hoping the ground would just open up and swallow me whole as I watched him approach me. I hadn’t seen him since that night we parted ways, and I was hoping I never would. Seeing him brought back all of those memories that I fought so hard to repress, to forget. ”Hello dear, I thought I might find you here.”

No Regrets: [04.24.2022] {Fantasy, vampire!au, angst, fluff, smut, one shot}:  When I can’t let our last goodbye be for forever.

Got my Number: [08.23.2022] {idol!au, fluff, smut, one shot}:  A trip to see Monsta X in concert turns out to be so much more than expected.

Jooheon x Gender Neutral Reader

Disturbance:[08.13.2021] {Angst}:A waking nightmare shakes you to your core and Jooheon is there to help calm you afterwards despite the fact you two had not been talking to each other all day.

Changkyun x Female Reader

The Spirit Board[10.29.2018] {Halloween Thriller, one shot}: When Y/N finds an old spirit board while cleaning out her attic, will she still believe that spirits aren’t real?

OT7 

Wonho X Female Reader, ft BFF Changkyun, BTS

Lure of the Lore [01.30.2019] {Werewolf, angst, fluff, smut}: Y/N‘s never been a believer in lore, unlike her best friend Changkyun. That is until he drags her to yet ANOTHER exhibit where there is a supposed werewolf locked in a cage made of silver and steel. 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 |

Monsta X Cabin in Lure of the Lore [11.25.2019]1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 |

Jooheon X Female Reader

The Draco Prince [09.12.2020]{Fantasy; Inspired by The Witcher series}: Y/N sets on a quest to find the dragon prince. Her goal is to break the curse and return him to his family. This journey finds her befriending several creatures and humans which turn out to be essential to her quest. 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11

[jimin-jungshook-over-literalbae]

Requests back open!!

Hey guys! I’m officially back on my full writing binge so please feel free to send me any Reaction or Drabble or One Shot requests you have! I write for a lot of different groups! I’m officially not going to write for Big Bang anymore though, just because it’s too much drama at this point. I still love them and I still listen to their music, but it’s difficult. I might add TXT and NCT 127 later, but I don’t know them well enough yet.

BTS

Got7

Monsta X

Nu’est (Yes I’m keeping my boys, even though they disbanded)

Stray Kids

Ateez

AOMG

H1ghr Music

Ikon

Winner

DPR

I don’t mind doing any kind of fantasy stuff or angsty or smutty. I don’t really care. I am an adult, 27, so I’m pretty loose in what I write. I’m getting into stuff like Mafia AUs and Hybrid AUs and Werewolf AUs so I don’t mind requests about stuff like that too! I’ll have an updated Masterlist with my new stuff soon! Thanks for your time!

-Brea

[straylightdream]

90’s kid | infj | cancer

𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞: my pen name is 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘦 but you can also call me 𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘦. My pronouns are she / her. My aesthetic mood board

My favorite types of stories to write are AUs. I’m quite fond of College AUs. I want to write different types of AUs. I really love skz werewolf stories and I definitely want to write another connecting series with wolf pack boys.

I work full time and I’m attempting to juggle a relationship at the same time. Luckily my boy likes kpop too. If I ever disappear for a little while it’s because work and life stuff has me overwhelmed/stressed.

A couple fun facts about me: I love coffee, I always say I’m expert at drinking bad coffee, I have a gluten allergy but I love bread. Boys in crop tops are my number one weakness.

𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐛𝐢𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐬: Bang Chan, Kim Junmyeon (Suho)

𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐢𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐬: Changbin, Mark Lee, Jeno, Changkyun

𝐛𝐢𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐬: Yunho, San, Wonwoo, Yeonjun, Soobin, Juyeon, Jinyoung, Ricky, Matthew

𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐬: Stray Kids, EXO

𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐬: Monsta X, Zerobaseone, Tomorrow X Together, Ateez, Seventeen, NCT Dream

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTION

At the moment I’m not taking full request on writing. I’m dealing with writers block and I’ve been focusing on short one shots to try to fix it, but if you would like to make a suggestion I’m open to listening I could possibly write something small. If you have a scenario for past couples in my older writing i’m definitely interested in listening and may write a little scene.

This is my side blog but it’s where all my writing goes and I use it like a main blog. All my likes and messages will come from my main blog @straystarlost

[minheeskitten]

HI

I wanna talk ab werewolf aus please :)

Whomever sends an ask first gets to chat ab it w me TONIGHT.

Note: im fixated on werewolf shifters. So they have human and wolf forms, if you ASK i will answer. Open to any and all male idols i stan let's GO!

List of groups this is for is under the cut!

Groups for this chatting! Yes ill answer for the KARD girlies too!

Another note! If you ask for a member i don't know yet, i may take a while to get to it!! (mostly for NCT)

LEGAL LINE ONLY!!!

No one under '04 line is allowed.

(No close date feel free to send in werewolf au asks anytime!)

Ateez

Cravity

Kingdom

Onewe

Oneus

Drippin

E'Last

Enhypen (DO NOT ASK FOR NIKI I WILL BLOCK)

EXO (up to ot8, I won't write for chen, as he's married, i don't know Luhan or Tao enough to write ab them either)

Got7

Kard (including the girlies yes pls ask for them)

MCND

Mirae

Monsta X (Yes, including Wonho)

NCT (Including former members)

P1Harmony

Pentagon (including Dawn)

Seventeen

SHINee

Stray Kids

The Boyz (includes Hyunjun Hur aka Hwall)

Treasure (Includes Mashi and Yedam)

Tomorrow by Together

Verivery

Xdinary Heroes

Xikers (04s and older only)

ZeroBaseOne (04s and older only)

RIIZE (Im tryna stan them so be patient w me)

Victon

X1 (obv)

[sweetestofchaos]

𝑵𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑳𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝑻𝒐 𝑷𝒓𝒐𝒗𝒆 - ᔆᵉᶜᵒⁿᵈʰᵃⁿᵈ ᔆᵉʳᵉⁿᵃᵈᵉ

Warning(s) - 𝖲𝖥𝖶, 𝖠𝗀𝖾𝖽 𝖣𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝖬𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋𝗌, 𝖨𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗅 𝖱𝖾𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉, 𝖥𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿, 𝖣𝖺𝖽𝖽𝗒!𝖶𝗈𝗇𝗁𝗈 Word Count - 1.1K

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𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩

The pitter patter of little feet fills the air as Selena runs away from Changkyun and Jooheon. Looking around she giggles and runs through the living room. Heading right for the stairs, Selena stretches with all her might to climb up the first step. With one step down, Selena smiles only ten more steps to go. At the top of the steps, Selena glances down and smiles in triumph. She had tried many times to climb the steps, but someone was always there to stop her.

 Giggling, Selena stands up and wobbles slightly before she takes off running to the only room, she wants to be in. Down the hall, Wonho lays in bed staring up at the cycling. A year has passed since he lost the only woman who loved him for who he really was. A full year has gone by, and Wonho is reminded of his loss every day, but it doesn't hurt as much as it uses too.

A thud comes from outside of Wonho’s door and he smiles. Closing his eyes, Wonho throws his arm over his face and pretends to sleep. The bedroom door opens soon after and Wonho can hear the sound of Selena's frantic little heart beating. Selena walks to the side of Wonho’s bed and uses the stepping stool as well as the sheets to pull herself onto the bed. 

Crawling next to Wonho, Selena stares at his sleeping form and giggles. She reaches out and slaps Wonho’s arm as she babbles on trying to wake him up. “Ap!” she shouts and slaps Wonho’s arm again. Wonho snores loudly making Selena jump away from him. She stares at him with wide eyes and frowns, “Ap!” she wines and crawls onto Wonho’s stomach.

Sitting perched on top of Wonho’s stomach, Selena stares down at him. “Da!” She slaps Wonho’s chest and Wonho lets out a roar making Selena scream before he flips over and starts tickling her side. Selena screams in laughter, her squeals of delight filling the whole house, letting everyone know that Wonho is up. Laughing Wonho stops tickling Selena's sides and kisses her cheek. Rolling onto his side, he holds his head up with his hand and he watches Selena as she rolls over to her stomach still laughing. Her large brown eyes peek up at Wonho through her thick eyelashes and she smiles showing her sixteen teeth. Wonho laughs and ruffles her hair, “Come on kiddo let’s see what everyone is doing,” Wonho says and picks Selena up into his arms as he gets out of bed.

Grabbing a pair of sweats, Wonho easily puts them on with one hand before he leaves his bedroom. Selena wraps her arms around Wonho’s neck and rest her head against his shoulder. He holds her close and walks down the steps heading right for the kitchen. Upon entering the kitchen Wonho narrows his eyes at everyone before he sets Selena in her highchair. “Who was watching her?” Wonho asks without looking at anyone as he goes about putting a handful of Honey Nut Cheerios on Selena's tray.

Jooheon and Changkyun both raise their hands and Wonho turns his attention on them. “Why was she on the steps by herself?” He questions trying his best to control his anger. The two youngest both look at each other but say nothing. “She could have fallen or worse,” Wonho states and Jooheon bites his lip while Changkyun looks down at the floor ashamed.

“Selena is fine Won,” Shownu says and Wonho scarfs.

“No thanks to them,” Wonho hisses and Selena looks up from her Cheerios. Her bottom lip starts to quiver and before she can start crying, Hyungwon has her in his arms. Kihyun rests his hand on Wonho’s shoulder and motions towards the back door.

“Come on let’s go for a walk...you're upsetting the baby,” Kihyun suggests and Wonho nods his head. It's supposed to be a happy day today, after all it is Selena's first birthday, but it's painful for Wonho as well. “Want to talk about it?”

“Not really...” Wonho mutters and Kihyun nods his head with a sigh.

“You should go see her today...maybe take the baby with you.”

“I saw her last night.” Kihyun looks at Wonho surprised hearing that. “I told her that I had my doubts, and I don't think I should be the one raising Selena.”

“Do you still feel that way?” Kihyun asks.

“I woke up feeling that way, but...”

“What changed your mind?” Kihyun already knew the answer, but he wanted to hear Wonho say it out loud.

“The way her face lights up when she sees me...no one other than Tosha has ever looked at me like that,” Wonho admits. “Selena needs me, and I need her too...I know we're going to have our ups and downs, but I'm ready for them...well as ready as I'll ever be,” Wonho laughs a little and Kihyun smiles.

“Let me ask you a question, hyung? Do you know what it is to be a dad?” Kihyun asks and Wonho shakes his head.

“I have no idea,” Wonho says hopelessly and Kihyun pats his back.

“Dads are the most ordinary men turned by love into heroes, adventures, story-tellers, and singers of song. I know you don't believe it, but they are the best kind of hero. In that little girl's eyes, you can do no wrong.” Kihyun smiles from beside Wonho and continues.

“To be a dad is to love that little girl with every fiber of your being, it means that you'll be her shoulder to cry on when she gets hurts, you'll be the one to make all her fears go away and make the tears stop. Being a dad means you'll be there no matter what you're feeling, whether it be a good or bad day, you'll be there...can you do all that Hoseokie hyung?” Wonho bites his lip and lets Kihyun’s words sink into his mind.

“Yeah...yeah, I can do that,” Wonho says with a sense of pride and Kihyun smiles.

“Then you have to believe that you're a hero; that you're that over-the-top King that is in those childish movies who is there to offer advice to his princess and sing her stories of hope.” Wonho looks at Kihyun with a raised eyebrow and Kihyun gives him a questioning look. “What?”

Wonho laughs and shakes his head, “If I didn't know any better, I'd think you were a dad once,” Wonho jokes and Kihyun laughs.

“Go and be the hero of your story, hyung. Go make your princess as happy as you can,” Kihyun says and shoves Wonho towards the house. Wonho smiles and hugs Kihyun quickly before he lets go and runs towards the house. Kihyun stands outside and smiles nodding his head. “You'll make a fine dad...a fine dad indeed.”

[btswishes]

I will adopt you.

Monsta X (Shownu) hybrid au

Part1 / Part2 / Part3 / Part4 / Part5 / Part6 / Part7 / Part8 /…

A/N:  I know a lot of you like these series and I am taking too long with them. I am sorry, I just have to juggle university and this. I am still getting used to my program ,but I will try my best to find time to work on stories as well. For now texts and Shownu/Wonho scenarios will be my main. Sorry for any mistakes made and I hope you like this.  

Word count: 2,909

Warnings: I mean ,just normal 21 century teen cussing

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(I suggest you to listen to THIS as you read the chapter, thank you and enjoy)

  It had been already a full day since Shownu left in a hurry. You were beginning to get worried with each passing hour. The same way the sun rose, it started to set, without the familiar body frame walking around the house, or casting the usual shadow over you ,as you focused on your work. No matter how much you wanted to finish what you had planned for the day, it just wasn’t going to happen. Your mind was occupied by the empty feeling in the house and inside your heart.

  Your thoughts were drifting from darker to darker places, as you bit down on your finger nervously. “Where is he?” you fumbled around the pen in between your fingers. “Should I look for him?” a swift motion of your feet took you to the window again. It was the 15th time in the passed hour that you were staring outside, hoping he would come back home any minute. The previous night you left the window open just in case he returned, but in the morning to your disbelieve the bed was cold and empty. 

  4pm came and went, then 5 rolled up , 6 followed fast and 7 didn’t want to be left behind by its siblings, so it greeted you soon enough on the lit up phone screen. You were restless, tired and scared. He was strong, no doubt in that but somehow you kept forgetting that about him. Even if he was a hybrid or werewolf, to you he was just a confused tall ball of fluff that should have staid home. What if he is in danger! What if he is hurt.....what....what if he never comes home. The thought of him leaving was the last drop in the glass. It didn’t spill, on the contrary, it broke into millions of pieces representing all the different scary ideas you had.

  Putting on as many warm clothes as you could, you armed yourself with motivation to search for him, even if it meant days or unbelievable distances. The doorknob didn’t turn in your hand, as you remembered the howling winds. He left almost naked, I need to get him something! In a old backpack you hadn’t used in a long time , you put some of his clothes. Ready for a hunt, you ran out the apartment and into the cold winter storm. The moon was once more looking at you gently, trying to illuminate the path to your man.

  The streets were surprisingly full taking into consideration the temperature and the over all wind speed. You were walking fast and fierce through the piled up snow, blocking the wind with your arm in front of your face. It was all or nothing. 

8:30 pm waved at you from the city clock and you still weren’t successful in your search, not to mention nowhere near to that. Where could he have gone!? I looked everywhere! But you actually hadn’t. Your feet could take you only so far. He traveled with the speed of an unhuman animal and you walking like a baby compared to him. He could be in the Maldives at this point. Your body hit the wall of an alleyway, while you were hiding from the storm. The sound of the wind was muffling your deep breaths and blowing away the mist coming from in between your lips. You began to tremble, was it the cold or your aching heart? I am such an idiot! you felt the soft material of your mittens covering your eyes, as tears started to form and cool down your face. Why did I have to react like THAT! I should have just stayed calm and...and not done that. The feelings were strong and bubbling out of you. Your hands pulled away from your wet and red face and wrapped around yourself. What wouldn’t I give to hug him, to have him hug me right now. To say how sorry I am for making him misunderstand the whole thing. Your foot hit the ground aggressively a couple of times imitating a childish tantrum.

 Your behavior didn’t mirror your outside manners at all. You were an independent woman in all areas of your life. You wanted to feel safe, so you worked to have enough money to achieve that. Here you were though, alone in a dirty and dark alleyway, crying your eyes out begging to be treated like a child. Being strong takes you only that far. He was stronger, bigger and scarier than you, but the feeling of comfort and safety you felt being in his arms. Like a blanket that covered you, hiding your innocents, letting you be as childlike as you wanted without being judged, called weak or even treated as pray by other men.

  Your head hit the brick wall behind you, as you aggressively exhaled that air trapped in your throat by the waterfall of tears. A shiver went down your body as you tried to pull yourself and your emotions together. Usually it wasn’t something too difficult for you, but right now, in this very moment it was proving to be a challenge. Where are you! like a spell the words summoned the tears again, stronger than before. .....please..... the mittens were soaking up the emotions off your skin as best as they could. Your skin was red from all the rubbing. Everything was a big blurr in front of your eyes and inside. A mess simply said, waves of calmness and then sudden uproar or crying and begging. Had you ever been in such a state before, not to mention for a men you have known for not that long. I will be better I promise! We will go out more and and I will make you whatever you wanted to eat! Yes! And and....just come home pleaseeee, I need you. There was no amount of hitting or screaming that would change this.

  You were tired, no more tears just the trails left by them on your skin. Yet even they were cooling off like your heart and drying up by the cold wind finding its way in the tight alleyway. Calm and controlled, your heart beat followed your breathing ,while you were looking around the dirt and rocks around you on the ground. This stage was emptiness, no feeling, no care, just existence. I don’t want this to be true, I don’t want to accept that this isn’t going to change. I can...if i try harder. a hit of energy jolted you in a matter of seconds, maybe hope or denial Yes! If-if I try harder I can do this! hard work payed off for you so far many times, why not now?Yet your jaw clenched and your lip began trembling again NO! I am strong, hey! your hands slapped the irritated skin on your face I got myself from nothing to something! I just have to be strong, for both of us! Even!...even if he doesn’t want me anymore. Once more your emotions were somewhat under control. Closing your eyes you took a deep breath ,when it hitched, taking in a few gasps before it stops in your lungs, filling them only half way. As your body took in the cold oxygen, your cheek warmed up with a sliding motion towards your ear.

“You don’t have to be strong always.” even with closed eyes you knew, you felt it in your soul. Your arms trembled towards his and you grasped it firmly, tears streaming down again and again. “Why are you crying?” one hand turned into two as he cupped your cheeks 

“I- I am not, I am too strong for that!” you tired to prove an unexisting point 

“No you are not, you are acting. You have been hurt one too many times and now this is just a character you created to fool yourself and others. I can feel it.” his face came closer to yours till you felt his lips leaving a few butterfly kisses under and onto your eyes, cleaning the tears “Look at me.”

“No no!” you shook your head aggressively to the point where he had to keep you still “If-if I do that you will disappear. You have to be a figment of my imagination, there is no other way you co-” your lips and cheeks squished back as he pushed his face into yours. Lips onto lips, molding into strange, soft shapes that oddly fit together like an infinite puzzle. As slow and gentle as he could, he pulled away letting the warm vapor of his breath mix in with yours.

“Be vulnerable around me, stop pretending to be strong even in situations where you are breaking. Let me be your shield. If you don’t want people to see you crying, grab onto me, hide in my chest. I promise you, I will always wrap my arms around you and keep you safe.” his words turned into reality as he pulled you in. The hug was strong, but it covered you up away from the world. In a matter of seconds the mask on your soul began to crack, the harder and the closer you got to him, the bigger the cracks got till it...broke. Your brows frowned and your fingers clawed at his clothes, your face buried into his chest as your screams filled the alley.

“It’s ok, let it all out.” unknown time passed before you pulled back to look at him. It was Shownu, it was your Nunu. His thumb wiped under your left eye closing it for a second. “See? I am still here. I didn’t disappear.”  

“How did you know?! How did you know I was here.” 

“I know silly.” his usually stoic face lifted the corners of his lips up towards the moon into a gentle and comforting smile, before he lead forward and placed his forehead onto yours. Closing his eyes, he didn’t speak only his thoughts could be heard. I will always know where you are, I will always hear you through your thoughts. When you call me, wherever it is I promise to come to you. I will pay the price of hurting you with loyalty that i will take with me even beyond the grave. Shownu’s eyes fell onto the slight cut on top of your lip. 

“Can we go home?” your voice was still showing signs of the emotional rollercoaster you went through 

“Yes, we can.” Shownu looked around, hooking his arms under your body picking you up gently, as if trying not to hurt you. “Let’s go.” it felt like the air around you threw you up in the air. Flying, yes that was the right word to use in this situation. You were gripping onto him, when his hand pulled away from your head and he let go. You panicked, so high up and not being held by the only thing keeping you alive.

“DON’T PANIC! I GOT YOU!” he yelled out with a soft and calm voice underneath you, reassuring you to trust him “OPEN YOUR EYES!” 

 Your body stopped midair for more than enough time for you to come face to face with the shining moon. Like a pearl in the sky. It was reflecting in your eyes, turning your irises into silver crystals. You couldn’t say anything, but it felt like the light itself was whispering to you. Reaching out towards it, you began falling down. The night had hypnotized you to a point where you had forgotten the sheer height you were at. Shownu caught you just on time, intertwining his fingers with those on your extended hand.

 “Do you regret trusting me on this one?” he asked softly with a hint of accomplishment hidden between his words, yet you kept staring at the moon

“No...” it came out gentle, like a whisper from between your lips. You couldn’t stop your gaze from following the body in the sky. Shownu’s hand carefully pulled your head into his chest, to cover you from the harsh cold wind nibbling at your skin. 

“Shownu I can’t see anything. “ you struggled to look anywhere but his body

“I can take you on a night time run when summer and spring come around, it’s too cold now.” you pouted under your nose so verbally that he felt it. Letting a sigh out, he repositioned you on impact as he jumped off a near by rooftop “Look around then.” 

“Oh wow...” your voice had become breathy as you did what he suggested. The speed at which he was moving made the snow beneath you look like thousands of diamonds glistening in the moonlight. One could almost identify them as a huge sea of stars or white sand, giving the over all chilly winter a warm summery energy. Shownu was big and keeping you very warm, making you forget all out the biting storm that was howling over the walking people. At this height it felt more like a song of a seasonal fairy, telling her goodnight story to all the sleeping under the snow plants, covered by the the blanket of the sky.

 One could easily see what most old school authors saw in this cold times, like living in a book from times past. The night began so rough, but ended so warm and comforting. You gaze shifted from the astonishing land to the man gifting you all these new memories. His strong neck, grabbing onto his firm and sharp jawline, as his eyes shined in a deep rich golden color and tensing under you with each long jump. It felt like he brought with himself not only love and safety but also the gift of flight and a whole new world.

  The window of your apartment shined in your eyes “Shownu, I closed the window.” he looked down at you, changing the strategy in his head to that of a normal human. He landed behind the building so no one would see or notice you guys coming from literally the sky. Putting you down gently, you fixed your clothes and tried to find your footing in the deep snow. Instinctively you reached out and grabbed onto him.

“You finally leaned onto me.”

“What?” looking up you saw the shadow oh his face and moon forming a halo above him 

“Till now you tried to find your way through the snow on your own, falling and getting up. This is the first time you reached out to me for help.”

 Your eyes were met with a smile, but you didn’t know how to react as this was something you weren’t used to.“Let’s go inside, it’s cold.” he smirked at your sudden panicked answer, but took it as a small victory.

Rustling through your bag you pulled out the keys and were lucky enough to find the elevator already on the 1st floor. In a hurry you got in, rubbing your arms up and down to warm them. 

“Are you feeling cold?” once Shownu let go of you, you remembered how cold it actually was

“Aren’t you freezing?” you looked him up and down “You are dressed so lightly, come to think of it ,how do you have clothes on?!”

“I took some with me, can’t go running around naked in my human form.” well it did make sense, but now the backpack you had on served no purpose “You are shivering.” 

“I am fine.” the boy was like a damn radiator even without all the fur covering his nonhuman form 

“No you are not.” he leaned down nuzzling into your neck, making you step back till your body hit the wall of the elevator “You are freezing.”

“S-shownu w-what are you doing?!” you gasped at the warm skin of his, sucking away the cold in the area of your neck. His hands pushed against the wall, trapping you between himself.

“I am checking if you are cold since you keep lying to me about it.” his nose was rubbing against you, sending all kinds of sensations down your spine and body

  The elevator came to a stop at your floor, but the doors revealed our lovely nosey neighbor and her obsession with Shownu.

“Oh my hahaha.” she gasped and started laughing, as he she hid her eyes behind her spread fingers. She didn’t want to miss any juicy details to tell her husband and family about later “Oh you young kids these days! So wild.”

“It’s not what it looks like!” you panicked even though you yourself didn’t know what it was. Shownu looked at the neighbor innocently as you grabbed him and pulled his large frame out of the elevator. As the woman stepped in, she slapped his shoulder gently, giggling “ Be more direct boy, she doesn’t seem to notice you making a move on her. Go get her tiger.” the doors closed and the ding sound send her upstairs to her meeting with the other middle aged wives of the building. We all know what todays topic will be.

“Come in.” you were holding the door to your apartment open. “Don’t just stay there.” Shownu ran up to you and stepped inside. “Welcome home.” you said taking all your thick clothes off and throwing them on the couch. 

  He staid still for a moment before he said “I am...home.” his hand slid behind him as it closed the door, not even taking his eyes off you, lovingly.

[reflectionssss]

SHOWNU - MONSTA X

[monstaxscenario]

𝔾𝕀𝕍𝔼 𝕀ℕ

❖ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ɪɪɪ

❖ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ɪ      ❖ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ɪɪ 

Paring: Im Changkyun x Female Reader

Word Count: +3K

Synopsis: When you were a cub, your pack was hunted. Luckily you survived. Years later, you made a new pack, one that is different than most. Your pack was living normally as you all could. However, when the rare full moon came about, your pack is put in danger. A pack of seven comes to your aid, claiming to protect you. Within that pack, a certain male intrigues you. You feel something you’ve never felt before. You’re smitten but are quickly drawn back to reality. You remember that your time is running out, as well as your self-control. Your inner wolf has had enough and decides to make you choose; either you give in on the night of the rare moon or die.

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You look at the pack in front of you. Seven werewolves stood there, baring their teeth. Four of them were different shades of brown, two of them have gray and brown fur, and the last one has black fur.

You assess the situation. Even with Jooheon here, your pack would still be outnumbered. You cautiously walk closer to Jooheon, even despite the protest growls coming from your pack. The pack in front of you watches your every step. You show no expression, maintaining a nonchalant persona. You couldn’t afford to show how nervous you felt.

Jooheon feels your presence and leans down to whisper in your ear. “That is the iKon pack.”

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You evaluate the wolves in front of you. The way their features are and the way their fur coats look informed you that they were all male. They were all around the same size, except for the one with the black fur. He was larger than the rest and was in the center of the pack. You made eye contact with him and knew that he was the alpha. He snarled at you, saliva dripping down his mouth. He barks and takes a step forward.

Chachi growls as she moves to be beside you, baring her teeth. “No,” you tell her, your eyes never leaving the alpha in front of you. “You know our rules.” You remind her, she huffs at your words. She begins to paw at the ground, ready to pounce. Your pack had rules when it came to fighting. 1. We do not initiate the fighting. 2. If the opponent strikes first or attempts to then, all paws on deck. 3. Never lose control. 4. Always be aware of where your pack members are.

“You can’t fight yet, you’re not fully healed,” you whisper to Jooheon. You knew that if he were to fight again, he’d end up with something worse than a bite. You then heard more growls come from behind you. Hazel and Phoebe were transformed and walked over to Jooheon’s left.

“Well, the five of you in werewolf form is not enough to take them,” Jooheon enunciated to you. You bit the inside of your cheeks at his statement. It was times like these in which you felt utterly useless. You hated yourself for not being able to help your members to your fullest potential.

“Four,” you mumble. Jooheon gives you a side glance, wondering what you were talking about.

Before he could ask, the iKon pack moved forward and then began to run towards you. You said nothing, while your pack got impatient. You waited for the exact moment until they were right where you wanted them to be. “NOW!” you yell.

Your pack runs forward with great speed. The iKon pack might have had a running head start, but your women were resilient. They were like a bow and arrow, quiet, precise, and deadly. The more tension that was built, the farther and stronger the attack.

You took a defensive stance as you saw the alpha come towards you. You remembered that Jooheon was next to you, if the alpha were to attack, he might be caught in the crossfire. Without any second guesses, you bolted to the right, running far away from Jooheon. Just like you thought, the alpha was going after you. Even running in your human form, you were almost as fast as a werewolf.

You took a glance behind you to view the state of your pack. Everyone was fighting someone. Your heart ached to know the potential injuries they could endure, especially when they were outnumbered. You knew that Chachi could take on at least two wolves at a time, but three would be pushing it. Jia and Phoebe each held against one wolf each. What worried you the most was the fact that Hazel was going against two wolves. She’s a newbie to the werewolf world, having her real nature hidden from her for sixteen years. She doesn’t have any experience in fighting, let alone against a werewolf.

You attempt to run back and help Hazel, but the alpha that’s chasing you blocks your way. A growl rumbles from your chest at his action. You turn to look behind one more time and see that Jooheon shifted and was helping Hazel with one of the wolves. You silently thank him and run into the forest. You knew this forest as if it were the back of your hand. This forest is like a playground for you. If you could lead the alpha further away from the groups, it would be an advantage for your pack. Luckily enough, he was keen on going after you and followed you deeper into the forest.

Twigs snapped, leaves were crunched as you ran to your destination. You have a plan, it might not be the best, however, it is worth a try. It would at least make his pack worry enough to come and aid him, in return leaving your pack alone. There was a distance of, what you could guess, seventy feet between you and him. That is enough distance for your plan to work.

You stared straight ahead until you saw what you were looking for. The rope line, hanging from the tree. You look behind and see that he is now fifty feet from you and getting closer. You reach out to grab the rope and wrap it around your wrist. You give it a rough tug and it activates the pulley system. You propel upwards into the trees, your body no longer on the ground. You effortlessly land on a thick tree branch and look down. The alpha is right where you were, snarling and looking for you.

You quietly and gracefully walk from tree branch to tree branch, ending up in a different tree. You reach into your pocket and pull out two rocks you picked up while running. You threw a rock to the area in which you had just been, alerting the alpha below and looking in the direction in which the sound came. You walk again to a different tree, having done this multiple times because of training. You hold onto the last rock, you immediately decide to take off your flannel and wrap it around the rock. You then throw it in the previous area you were at and at the same time move to a different tree.

With your shirt wrapped around the rock, it would give off your scent, thus making the alpha move towards the object. Like you predicted, he did, this made your plan go back on track. You observed how he sniffed the clothing and began to unwrap it. This was your chance, now or never. You knew that this part was beyond crazy, life-endangering. But damn not only did you need to do this, but you also had adrenaline coursing through every nerve.

You observe the distance between you and the ground and conclude to yourself that you’ve gone higher than this before. You take in a deep breath and fall. It was only a couple of seconds but you had calculated your trajectory and hit your target within that time.

You land straight on the alpha’s back, immediately wrapping your arms around his neck. His feet give right under him from the impact. He lets out a loud howl that could be heard beyond the forest. He rolls around the ground, trying to get you off, but your grip on him is like iron. Despite the numerous times, he squeezed the air out of your lungs when rolling on his back, you were relentless, never letting go. Once he got onto his legs, you readjust the placement of your arms and had him in a chokehold.

You had once done this to a human and a bear, at different times in your life, so you thought this could work on a werewolf. When you began to apply pressure to his carotid arteries, he immediately understood what you were doing and tried to whip you off of him. You knew that you shouldn’t have, but you found this situation amusing. You even let out a small chuckle. The fact that a male alpha was beginning to feel threatened by you, in your human form, was exhilarating. Most werewolves believed to be the strongest in their wolf forms, however, you always believed in brains over brawn.

In the distance you heard howls, but not from your pack. The alpha in your arms howls back, it was his. Your plan had worked and now it was time to conclude. Your grip tightened and he slowly began to stagger. Before he lost consciousness, in an attempt to have the last strike, he threw himself back. Slamming you against a wall of rock. Your head ricochets against the stone, making you lose your vision, the air in your lungs escapes you, leaving you breathless. You land on the ground with a thud. Although you couldn’t breathe and the pain was shooting through your back, you rolled away from the unconscious werewolf, creating distance.

The impact was stronger than you thought as your eyesight faded in and out. Catching glimpses of the iKon pack drawing closer and closer to you. At one point you felt a hot breath and a snarl in front of your face. You blink and see a brown wolf baring its teeth to you. You close your eyes and open them slowly. You see that he’s gone and you’re left confused. You then see a gray and brown wolf leap over you and attack the others. You blink again and see more wolves fighting off the iKon pack. You don’t count how many there are because of the immense headache that hits you.

You try to stay awake, however, each time you blink, your eyes take longer to open than the last. You don’t know how long you lay there, staring at the gray sky. You observe how the tree branches sway back and forth because of the wind. You find it lulling, as sleep calls to you demanding to close your eyes.

Your view of the tree branches is cut off by a man. A man with short dark hair, warm-colored skin, brown eyes, and heart-shaped lips. You wouldn’t dare say it aloud but, in your case, he’s a sight for sore eyes. He ways his hand across your face, your eyes slowly follow but not at his rate. He kneels next to you.

“Hi, I’m gonna need for you to stay awake for as long as you can. You received a blow to your head, strong enough to cause a concussion. We’ll get you to your pack as soon as possible.” He assures you. He goes to pick you up but you stop him.

“Who are you?” you utter out, trying to maintain eye contact with him. He smiles warmly at you. You never knew a man could look this kind and it threw you off.

“My name’s Shownu. I’m one of Jooheon’s pack members,” he introduces himself. “Also I’m the doctor of the pack. Do you think you can stand on your own?” he asks you. You take a moment to process his words. You then try and sit up, but the pain radiating from your back doesn't allow you to. You let out a grunt as you land back on the ground. Shownu nods his head, understanding.

“I’m going to carry you back to your pack, is that alright?” he asks for your permission. You think that it’s endearing how he asks you. You agree, your intuition saying he’s to trust. He slowly lifts you into his arms. It had been years since someone had carried you. A part of you felt ashamed, but right now you could only seek the warmth that his body gave. Between the walking motion and the warmth, your eyes began to close again, wanting nothing more than to welcome deep slumber. Shownu had other plans. “Hey, you have to stay awake for at least twelve hours,” he informed you. You let out a groan, understanding the procedure. He chuckles softly. “What’s your name?” he begins the conversation.

“(Y/N)” you tell him. He nods his head. “Are you here to protect my pack, as Jooheon said?” you question. If you were going to stay up for the next twelve to twenty-four hours, you were going to get many answers.

“Yes, and we’re going to protect you as well, not just your pack,” he answers, taking glances down at you to make sure your eyes were open. You hum.

“Why?” you ask, wanting to know the reason why a pack of wolves would want to help a pack like yours, especially now of all years. You see Shownu bite his lower lip, contemplating.

“I can’t tell you that,” he admits. He looks down to see your face in a scowl. “But my leader can. He’s the one with all the answers,” he reassures you. “You’ll meet him soon after we get you checked upon. Okay?” you nod your head in agreement.

From a distance, you hear Phoebe scream your name. You then hear rushed footsteps coming closer to you. Too many voices and too many questions bombard you all at once. None of which make sense to you. You hear Jia yell loudly for the questions to stop. She asks what happened and Shownu explains what he had seen and what your diagnosis was. Jia and the rest of your pack let Shownu bring you into the house. He settles you down on the couch, sitting upright with the help of the pillows. Jia instructs everyone to get her everything she needs.

She begins to evaluate you from your toes to your head. She gently applies pressure around your head, when she reaches the back of your head you let out a hiss of pain. She draws her hand away, instinctively not wanting to hurt you further. Upon looking at her hand, she notices blood. She curses under her breath and goes around to check the back of your head. Her face scrunches up in pain, looking at your wound.

“You received a nasty blow to the head, especially around your occipital lobe. Your body started healing it, but it’s not fast enough.” she places a clean rag behind your head and applies pressure to it. You cringe at the hard pressure she applies, more so to remind you of your actions that lead to where you are now. “Can you explain to me how you ended up like this?” She asks, a stern tone in her voice as she looks at you in the eyes.

You’re lucky that you’re able to remember what happened before and after. You sigh as you began to tell her everything that occurred. Each one of your members listens attentively. As you go through the story, each member holds a different expression. Phoebe looks at you horrified. Hazel looks surprised. Jia scolds you with her eyes and Chachi praises you.

“Oh my god, hell fuckin yes (Y/N)!” Chachi exclaims. “That’s what I call badass.” she pats your shoulder, without thinking. Resulting in you groaning in pain. Chachi steps back, hands in the air as she apologizes. “Whoops, sorry.”

Jia pinches your nose to gain your attention, her eyes holding anger within them. “Seriously (Y/N)? You could have died! We are trying to avoid that, remember?” She scolds you, but you can’t concentrate completely. You blame it on the concussion.

“They wouldn’t have let her die, rather they would have taken her and done whatever they’d want with her.” A deep voice says from across the room. You look to find the owner of the voice. Another man pushes himself from leaning on the wall to walk towards you. You observe his features. He has short light brown hair, dark brown eyes, bow-shaped lips, and a sharp nose. You swore you could have seen him from somewhere. Vague images like deja vu arose but they didn’t make sense.

Taking yourself out of your thoughts, you look around the living room and now take notice of the additional seven people standing around. The only ones you know the names of are Jooheon and Shownu. “Who are you?” you ask, feeling yourself become protective of your pack.

The man from before walks over and squats in front of you. Boldly, he stares into your eyes. “My name is Changkyun. I am the alpha of my pack.” You stare at each other for what feels like hours, but in reality, it's only a couple of seconds. “The ones next to Jooheon are Hyungwon and Kihyun. The two in-between Shownu are Wonho and Minhyuk.”

“Why are you here to protect us and what do you all get out of it?” you question, wanting to finally know why seven males are in your home. You didn’t need to worry about this when you have something much larger to worry about.

Changkyun chuckles, amused by your direct questions. “It’s a lot of information to process. Why don’t we wait until you’re fully healed to talk about it.” He gives you a smile and a soft pat on your knee before standing up.

You couldn't explain it, but you felt a small feeling rumble deep within you when you made eye contact. Although it was only a soft pat on your knee, you somehow yearned for more contact from him, specifically from him. You’ve only just met this man, a few minutes ago. You know nothing about him and yet you had this small yearning. This made you feel weird, scared even. You’ve never experienced anything like this. A part of you wants to figure out what’s causing this feeling, but the other part of you wants to avoid it completely.

“In the meantime, we can finally eat. You are more than welcome to join us,” Phoebe said, bringing you out of your thoughts. You look at her in confusion. ‘We’re just going to let them stay?’ She catches your look and nods her head to confirm your question. “You can follow me if you wish to the kitchen.” Phoebe makes her way to the kitchen with eight people following after her, leaving you, Hazel, Changkyun, and Shownu in the room.

While Changkyun and Shownu are talking to one another, you look at Hazel. She comes to sit next to you on the couch. You begin to whisper to her in the lowest tone possible. “Can we even trust them?”

She takes a few seconds to respond, but she smiles at you. A smile that reaches to her eyes and she looks at you with determination and hope in them. “We can do more than trust them. I saw a premonition with you in it. I believe that if we let them stay, they will help you (Y/N).”

What Hazel didn't mention, was that in her premonition, the alpha is the key. He is the one to help you give in on the full moon.

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A/N: Forgive me for the long overdue post!! I didn’t realize it had been that long! (T_T) 

ᴛᴀɢɢᴇᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ: @kpop-choco @skittlez-area512

[gamerwoo]

Kihyun: Comfort

Anonymous asked: when u mentioned deaf mate i immediately thought about kihyun lol for some reason ... bc he has a really nice voice, that maybe a lot of ppl fall for that, but his mate couldnt so yeah.... but it would be maybe a pity if his mate couldnt hear him lol ignore me

Characters: Kihyun x deaf!female reader (featuring Monsta X and ofc)

Genre/warnings: werewolf au, college au, angst, fluff

Word count: 3,547

Summary: Kihyun’s used to people falling for his voice. He’s used to men, women, and everything in between and outside gathering around him when he sings around campus. You, however, can’t hear anything. After an accident as a child, your world has gone silent. But Kihyun always makes it work, and even finds a way to make you hear him.

a/n: things in bold are in sign language (and I’m really sorry if anything is inaccurate because I didn’t have anybody to ask for reference so pls know I did my best and I’m sorry if I somehow offended anybody hard of hearing ok thank you) ((and I’m also sorry for any spelling errors lmao)) 

You’d never stopped to hear the boy with the angelic voice sing outside by the bistro. He always watched you walk by, his eyes glued to you while his mouth formed the words from memory. Despite music being something he loved, Kihyun already loved you more. You were his mate, after all -- you just were unaware of it.

Meanwhile, you never stopped to listen to him because you didn’t hear his singing. You couldn’t hear his beautiful voice flow through the air as effortlessly as the wind, nor could you hear the people who clapped when he was done. In fact, you couldn’t hear anything. The world was silent to you, so you didn’t notice a lot of things, actually. 

That was why it took so long for you to actually meet Kihyun.

There was something Kihyun didn’t notice about you, though: you were deaf. He’d never seen anybody sign to you, and he never realized he’d never seen you talk to anybody. 

“Hey,” Kihyun got the attention of Changkyun and Minhyuk beside him as you walked into the cafe for lunch. He nodded his head toward you. “Do you know who that is?”

“Nope,” Minhyuk replied simply.

“Kinda,” Changkyun shrugged, “why?”

“She always walks by when I’m playing, but she never stops to listen,” Kihyun sulked, resting his chin on his fists as his contact-covered eyes watched you walk over to an empty table and set your things down. “She doesn’t even look at me.”

Changkyun scoffed, “Well, I’d say there’s a pretty good reason for that.”

Kihyun’s head darted to the side to look at Changkyun, “What’s the reason?

“Wait,” Minhyuk spoke up, looking at his brother with wide eyes as he lowered his voice, “did you imprint?”

Kihyun ignored his question, gripping the youngest pack member’s shoulders, “What the reason, Changkyun?”

Changkyun gave his brother a strange look, “Sh-she’s deaf, hyung. Now let me go.”

Kihyun released his grip as everything in his head suddenly clicked. Why you weren’t entranced by his voice like everyone else; why you never spared him a single glance. It wasn’t that you were ignoring him, it was that you couldn’t hear him -- or anything, for that matter.

But that realization hit, and he stared at you across the room as it sunk in that his mate was deaf. You couldn’t and would never be able to hear him, and he would have to find other means of communication. You probably did things different than he would, and he’d have to accommodate for that.

But it was okay, because Kihyun would do anything for you, even if you didn’t even know he existed.

Flash forward however many months later, and you were inseparable from Kihyun. He rushed to become fluent in sign language, he was always patient with you, and he always found a way around obstacles in your friendship-turned-relationship -- despite how romantic it sounded, the story of the two of you finally dating was really quite boring. You were just glad you had Kihyun now.

There was always one thing that upset you, especially when you found out it meant a lot to Kihyun.

While in the kitchen watching Kihyun help make dinner, you noticed his lips moving while he cut vegetables. It was something he seemed to do a lot -- talk to himself. Even though you knew there were other people in the kitchen, you had turned to see if maybe he was having a conversation, but Hyungwon was on his phone and paying no attention while Changkyun was playing a game on his laptop with his headphones on.

You tapped your mate’s arm lightly to get his attention. Why do you talk to yourself?

Kihyun chuckled at your question before replying. I’m not talking to myself, I’m singing.

You cocked your head to one side. You sing?

He just nodded with a smile.

Hyungwon looked up when he heard Kihyun laugh, catching onto the conversation. He sighed, saying to himself, “A little too often...”

Do you like singing?

Kihyun nodded quickly. A lot.

You frowned, looking back at the counter with furrowed brows. You never knew Kihyun liked singing, you just thought he was talking to himself this whole time. But you were upset because you couldn’t hear him sing. Your mate clearly enjoyed it and you couldn’t even enjoy it with him or encourage him. You just wanted to hear him sing for yourself.

Kihyun put a finger under your chin, making you meet his worried eyes. What’s wrong?

You just shook your head, not wanting to upset him because you were upset. Nothing, don’t worry.

But even if you told him not to worry, Kihyun would worry until he figured out what was bugging you.

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You couldn’t stop thinking about the singing thing for two weeks. You didn’t let it show, but whenever you saw Kihyun ‘talking to himself’ you’d frown a little and wish that you could hear. Sure, you didn’t need to hear his voice to love him -- you loved him for everything else -- but you just wanted to love everything about him. It never bothered you that you couldn’t hear his normal voice, but singing was something he loved. You wanted to be able to witness and enjoy something he loved for yourself. It almost made you feel like a bad mate for not being able to support him.

Changkyun’s hand waved in front of your face, making you blink and get dragged back to reality: class.

Changkyun sat beside you at the table, looking at you expectantly. You okay?

You just nodded. I’m alright. Sorry.

Can I ask you something?

I guess.

Have you been okay lately?

Changkyun wasn’t normally the one to check up on you. Changkyun was more like the goofy friend that you could go to for jokes and to dick around, but he was never really serious about anything. If you wanted somebody to check in on you, you could rely more on Kihyun, Shownu or Wonho. So the fact that Changkyun of all people was asking if you were okay meant you must not have been hiding your feelings very well.

Why do you ask?

Kihyun started singing when he was walking us to class, and you were frowning the whole time -- you’ve actually been frowning a lot lately when hyung sings. Do you not like it?

You wished you could know if you liked it or not -- though you were sure you’d like it just because it was Kihyun and you’d want him to sing to you even if he ended up sounding like a dying toad. But instead of answering Changkyun’s question, you asked one of your own -- one you’d wondered for a long time.

Does Kihyun sing well?

Changkyun gave you a puzzled look.

Does Kihyun’s voice sound pretty?

Chankgyun shrugged. Yeah. I guess so. Why?

What does it sound like?

Changkyun just shrugged, making some kind of ‘I don’t know’ noise that you obviously didn’t hear. Why are you asking weird questions?

You shook your head, turning back to your open notebook. It’s nothing. I was just curious.

Changkyun wasn’t stupid. He figured Kihyun’s singing must’ve had to do with it. Were you upset you couldn’t hear it? Is that why you were asking about it? Is that why you frowned when he started to sing? He kept those questions in his head even after class when he brought up the topic again, not wanting to let it go until he got to the bottom of what was wrong.

You frowned when he stopped you from leaving the room to sign the questions to you. The professor was gone and so were the students but you wanted to just leave and go have your hour break in the library alone.

Please just let it go. It’s not a big deal.

Kihyun knows you’re down about it and you know he’ll worry either way. You might as well let me help you.

No offense, but you’re almost dead last on the list of people I’d ask for advice -- especially relationship related.

Changkyun frowned. Harsh.

You rolled your eyes, letting out a sigh through your nose. I don’t like that I can’t enjoy something that he loves. He loves singing and I can’t even hear it. He can’t sing to me or anything.

He gave you a sad look, guessing where this was going. So what’re you saying?

You hesitated, feeling silly admitting your deepest fear.

What if I’m not good enough for Kihyun? He deserves somebody who can hear him and enjoy the thing he’s good at and loves to do, and that’s not me.

You could see that Changkyun definitely felt bad that you felt that way, but you could also see that he didn’t know how to convince you otherwise. The only person that he thought might be able to help was Kihyun, but you clearly didn’t want to tell him about your insecurities.

Before Changkyun could even gather his thoughts to form any kind of reply, you were moving your hands again. I’ll get over it, don’t worry. I’ll see you later.

With that, you gathered your things and left the classroom.

-

You were starting to forget about what was upsetting you. Since Kihyun could tell you were bummed out about something lately, he was doing everything he could to cheer you up, and it was working. It was very effectively taking your mind off of things, and he wasn’t ‘talking to himself’ as often because he was often too busy with you.

But then somebody was added to the pack.

“...What?” Minhyuk asked with narrowed eyes and a confused expression as he looked at Wonho’s love struck expression.

“I found a lost dog, and it just happened to belong to my mate,” he shrugged, still grinning like nobody found this sudden. “We spent the whole morning talking -- she made me tea and offered me breakfast and she’s really amazing. She’s into fitness, too, y’know!”

“Wow, great, just what we needed,” Hyungwon grumbled, “a second Wonho...”

It was only a couple days before she was invited to the house and introduced to everybody. You said hello to her even though you didn’t like using your voice -- you were afraid of sounding ‘weird’ but Kihyun always told you how much he loved when you spoke to him -- but from the quizzical look she gave you, you could tell she didn’t quite understand why you sounded a little different. And judging by the looks of the other wolves, she had said something that they seemed to find...not right.

“She’s deaf,” Shownu had explained when Arielle wondered why you sounded the way you did. “She won’t reply to you, but she’s still nice to everybody.”

“She’s deaf?” Arielle repeated, looking at her mate now in confusion. “But if imprinting works how you said...why is _____ perfect for Kihyun when she can’t even hear him?”

From her tone of voice, they could tell she didn’t mean it has awful as it sounded. She was just curious as to why fate would put a werewolf with a human who clearly had a big ‘flaw’ -- at least, that’s how they were seen to society -- but it came out a lot more rude than the harmless question she had in her mind.

Kihyun refused to tell you why the pack was looking at her like that. He simply educated her, accepted her apology, and moved on.

But beside that, Arielle seemed sweet. She clearly adored Wonho as much as he adored her, and that was nice to see. But the sight of them being so happy and in love also left a weird feeling inside you and you weren’t sure why at first. You thought seeing your brother being in love and happy would be nice, but it made you wonder if that’s how you and Kihyun seemed from the outside.

What you were used to was seeing your relationship from the inside, which was silent conversations, facing each other to speak with your hands, and having to drop everything if your hands were full just to have a conversation. But with Wonho and Arielle, it was so much more...more. She’d sit in his lap with her back to his chest and they would just talk and laugh like it was nothing. They could do their own thing while they had conversations, and they could even do their homework and study without having to stop just to ask a simple question. They seemed to happy and easy going, and you started to think back to your doubts from before. You tried to keep them down but how could you when the perfect relationship was right in front of you and it wasn’t even yours?

And being at school only made it worse.

It wasn’t a surprise that Kihyun was popular, specifically among women. He was a good-looking guy that could sing like it was his job, and tons of girls wanted to be where you were: by his side. They wanted to be able to say they belonged to him and he belonged to them, but only you could. Of course girls hated that and were jealous of you, but there was one girl that really hated it.

She was some exchange student, that’s all you knew. You didn’t know where she was from and you didn’t really care because you knew she was hitting on Kihyun any chance she got. Whenever Kihyun was singing on campus to earn a little extra cash, she was always sitting front and center, listening intently the whole time. She fell for his voice like so many other people so you couldn’t blame her, but it didn’t mean that Kihyun wasn’t off limits.

So when this girl found out that he had a girlfriend -- you -- she was less than happy about it.

A couple weeks after Arielle started coming around, you had a piece of paper slid in front of you. You looked up at the familiar girl, though she was glaring at you before she turned sharply on her heel and walked away, leaving the folded paper in front of you. You’d never said a word to her so you weren’t sure why she was handing this paper off to you, but you would’ve been lying if you said you weren’t curious.

She was told all about you. How the girlfriend of Yoo Kihyun was deaf and couldn’t enjoy his singing like everybody else could. How the one thing Kihyun was known for, you had never experienced it. She thought it was a pity -- a stupid, silly pity.

Setting aside your work, you reached forward and grabbed the paper, unfolding it before your eyes scanned her handwriting. You felt your heart sink when you read the harsh words about how you didn’t deserve Kihyun, nor were you good enough for him. Kihyun was born to be a singer and you couldn’t even encourage him or cheer him on because you didn’t even know what he sounded like. You were all but worthless to Kihyun, at least that’s what the note said.

You looked up, wanting to know if the girl had left, but she was stopped by the doors to the library. You felt your breath catch in your throat when you saw your mate standing with her, smiling as his mouth moved while he spoke to her. She was laughing, touching his arm as she said something to him. He grinned wider, giving a slight bow as you recognized ‘thank you’ form on his lips. You could only assume she was complimenting him -- probably on his singing which you couldn’t hear and never would.

The note on top of seeing Ariell and Wonho, on top of how you already felt after you found out Kihyun liked to sing -- you wanted to cry. Tears were already forming in your eyes behind your glasses as you looked away from the scene before you and packed up your belongings. You had been studying well after your classes were over and you couldn’t concentrate anymore anyway. You just wanted to go home and hide in bed and hope Kihyun wouldn’t get off campus until you’d already cried yourself to sleep.

You left through the back exit, hoping Kihyun didn’t see you or sense anything was wrong.

-

Kihyun frowned when he got home. The sun had already set but he knew you would’ve been in the kitchen making food for him like you always did on his late nights. However, you were nowhere to be found, and he was pretty sure he heard faint sniffling from upstairs.

“Where’s _____?” he wondered as he entered the living room where Wonho and Arielle were curled up together on the couch.

Wonho just shrugged, “She came in and went straight to her room.”

Jooheon glanced up from his chair where he was watching TV, “I saw her come in with tears in her eyes and go straight to the bedroom. When I went up to check on her, she wouldn’t come out from under the blanket. Changkyun said he knew what was wrong but couldn’t tell me.”

“What, why?”

“Because he knew I’d tell you and he said she said you can’t know.”

Kihyun groaned before he swiftly left and took the stairs two at a time to get to the bedroom quicker. He silently opened the door before shutting it just as quietly, but you still somehow sensed he was there. You tried to be as quiet as possible as his soft footsteps got closer, but it was hard keeping your sniffles quiet.

The bed beside you dipped before the blanket by your head was being slowly pulled back. You quickly held it closer to keep him from looking at your tear-stained face, pulling a sigh from him. He couldn’t talk to you if you couldn’t see it so how was he supposed to lure you out?

He decided not to get you to come out. Instead, he went around to his side of the bed and got under the blanket himself. He laid on his side, facing your back before he managed to roll you over. You could just barely see him from the little bit of light that came in from parts of the blanket that didn’t touch the bed.

Kihyun frowned, looking worried when he took in how red and swollen your eyes were. You might not have been able to see him well, but with his eyesight, he saw you like you were in direct light.

Baby, what happened?

Instead of signing, the words just tumbled from your mouth as you started sobbing again, hiding your face behind your hands so Kihyun wouldn’t see you cry.

“I can’t hear you sing which is something you love, and then I got a mean note about how I’m not good enough for you, and I already didn’t feel good enough because I can’t hear anything much less anything from you, and I just wish you got a different mate so you could be happy but you’re stuck with me instead!”

He wasn’t sure how to reply other than by wrapping his arms around you and pulling you to his chest. You buried your face into his body, clinging to his shirt like he would agree with your words and leave you. But he held you close, hushing you even though you couldn’t hear him while he rubbed your back soothingly.

In this position, Kihyun couldn’t talk to you. Even then, he wasn’t sure what he’d say anyway. So he just naturally did the only thing he could think of to do to calm someone: sing. He knew you wouldn’t hear it, but it wouldn’t hurt, either.

You could feel soft vibrations from his chest as he sang. They had a pattern to them, like a rhythm, and it started to soothe you and stop your crying. Kihyun definitely noticed, your sobs being reduced to sniffles and whimpers, and then just sniffles as you tried to get your nose to stop running. The patterns would change, the vibrations getting more intense and more soft at different times sometimes, but you’d get used to those patterns before they changed again. Sometimes there were pauses between the sets, but they would always pick back up.

Eventually, your eyes closed and you drifted off to sleep like that. As you were on the verge of unconsciousness, it hit you that Kihyun wasn’t just making random noise or something -- he was singing to you. It was why there was almost a rhythm to the vibrations in his chest and why he would pause between them. He was thinking up songs to sing to you to calm you down.

He smiled softly to himself, realizing that you couldn’t hear him sing, but you could still enjoy his singing in your own way.

“You’re perfect for me, _____,” he whispered when he heard your breathing even out, pressing a kiss to the top of your head, “and I love you more than anything.”

He knew you didn’t hear him, but he could tell you properly tomorrow.

[darksidedmonstax]

Blue Moon

[22:10]

 It was your first full moon with Changkyun. You knew the love of your life was a werewolf, but you had never seen what the moon did to your love because he never wanted you to. Changkyun completely forgot that tonight was a full moon so you and him had a date planned, you could tell he was off because he was snippy and fidgety. You tried to let things pass but as the moon fully rose, he just couldn’t control his mood, the moment you two stepped into his house he had you pinned to the door within seconds. “I can’t hold myself back anymore.” He growled against your ear as he kissed all over your neck however since you two had never gone all the way before you were really nervous. He could sense it as he pulled away from your neck “I won’t hurt you, I promise. However, I really need you.” You nodded at his words and he went back to attacking your neck with kisses and bites. Changkyun pulled away as his claws and canines appeared. “I can’t control this, so I’ll be extra careful.” He said as he pulled you off to his bedroom, he gently tossed you on the bed and undressed you completely before kissing his way down your body.

Changkyun slowly began eating you out making your back arch and your toes curl as he held your legs apart. You had your head back and eyes closed as you took in all the pleasure Changkyun was giving you. Changkyun definitely knew how to use his tongue just to make you squirm and whine. Just before you reached your orgasm, he pulled away earning a long whine from your lips. “Shh baby, I’m going to make you feel really good.” He said as he undressed while eyeing your naked body the whole time. Changkyun knew just how to get you where he wanted you. “are you ready for this?” He said with a growl. You nodded feeling more lustful than ever, it had something to do with the aura coming from him. It felt like it had been hours of passionate lovemaking before both of you came.

Changkyun laid beside you holding you against his chest as his wolf side had subsided back to his charming self. You looked up at Changkyun and placed a sweet kiss on his lips before pulling away and getting comfy. You relaxed as the blue moon shone in through the window. Changkyun whispered a soft ‘I love you’ to you before he noticed your sleeping form in his arms, he smiled to himself and held you as he fell into a deep sleep as well thankful to have you in his life.

-Admin Ghost  👻

[jooheonspinky]

Lure of the Lore 10

Word Count: 3.1K

The guys invited us to spend the night. Since Changkyun and I had been prepared to camp out in their yard, we already had extra clothing and toiletries. By the time I returned, a groggy Hyungwon informs me Changkyun is sleeping and that I should not disturb him. He escorts me to a spare room towards the back of the home. The bed looks welcoming, the events of the day leaving me exhausted.

“Thanks, Hyungwon,” I smile sleepily up at him. “I really appreciate you all accepting us so quickly.”

He pats my head fondly and I can’t help but giggle.

“Changkyun is family, so you are family,” he nods. “There’s a bathroom with a shower right across your room. Sleep well.”

He closes the door, leaving me in the room by myself. I sigh, bringing my stuff over from by the door and set them by the bedside table. I take out a pair of undies and a sports bra, then pull out my night clothes, which are just a pair of sweatpants and an oversized long sleeved shirt. A hot shower before lying down would be nice.

Peeking out into the hall, I find it's mostly dark. A plug-in night light midway up the hall provides a smidge of illumination and I scurry across the way and into the bathroom. Flicking on the light switch, I glance at myself in the mirror. I can’t help but smile goofily at my reflection as I quickly undress.

I wait for the water to warm up after I turn the knob before I step in. It was fascinating seeing Wonho interact with his pack tonight. He was more playful and relaxed. It will be interesting to see how they are around each other under normal circumstances.

I don’t dally too long and am done, dressed, and back in my room in about fifteen minutes or so.

Now that the door is closed, the lights are off and I’m snuggled cozily beneath the quilt Hyungwon had left me…I find I can’t sleep. My mind is racing. This same time tomorrow…Wonho will be free and back with his family. He and Changkyun can have a proper reunion. And…and will this also mean whatever was blooming between us will be stopped short? The excitement of the situation fading when he’s out? Or will he actually want to explore further this connection we seem to have?

I’m nervous suddenly and roll onto my side. Squeezing my eyes shut tight, I will my brain to quiet down its ramped thoughts. Focusing on regulating my breathing and relaxing…it takes some time, but I finally succumb to slumber.

***

I was the first to get up this morning. Though I had eventually fallen asleep, it was more of an on and off kinda thing. The sun was yet to rise when I finally pulled myself outta bed. I made a large pot of coffee, found a mug on the counter and poured myself a pretty good helping before heading outside.

The porch has a few chairs and a small table to the right of the front door. I take the seat farthest from the doorway, prop my socked feet up onto the middle wooden railing and take a sip of the hot liquid.

Nice!

It helps clear my mind. The warmth is soothing and I sink a little in my seat, balancing the ceramic cup on my knee. I can’t see the actual sun rising, but the sky that peeks through the tree branches provides snippets of the gradient of oranges that are beginning to paint the heavens. Long shadows cast down by the massive trees crawl towards the porch and the singing of the morning birds accentuates the jubilant mood I’m in.

It’s as if this beautiful morning is a sign that tonight will go perfect. It’s only now that I’m able to calm down some, pushing all the worrisome thoughts from last night away. Everything is going to be ok.

I hear the front door open and look over to find Shownu there.

“Y/N,” he smiles looking around quickly before returning his gaze to me. “What are you doing out here by yourself?”

He’s in a pair of black basketball shorts and a white t-shirt. His hair is still mussed and his eyes are a little puffy from sleep.

“Just enjoying the sun rise,” I sit up in my chair. “I don’t ever get to watch it. I’m usually busy driving to work or sleeping in on the weekends.” I chuckle as he grins. “What me to bring you a cup?”

“Sure. Black is good.”

I head back in, tip-toeing into the kitchen. I hunt for another mug and pour him some of the still steaming liquid. Back outside, I hand it to him. He thanks me with a nod and leans back in his chair, stretching his long legs out and crossing them at the ankles. He sips, sighing contentedly and looks out at the same scenery I had just been watching. He’s pretty quiet from what I’ve observed so far and I find it comforting as we both drink our morning joe on the porch.

It’s not too long after that the rest of the household awakens and Shownu and I head inside. I come to learn that, as Wonho had told me before, Kihyun is the one cooking. The rest of the clan pitch in here and there, but he seems to do most of the work.

Changkyun and Jooheon are the last to wake up, the two emerging from the back of the house somewhere. Changkyun appears a bit groggy as he shuffles towards the dining table. Jooheon must notice my concerned face because he heads my way after making sure his younger cousin is settled in the chair.

“I know he seems a bit out of it,” Jooheon begins, “But the medication I gave him keeps his inner werewolf at bay. It’s something Hyungwon and I came up with and it works with us. Only side effect is sleepiness.”

I nod my understanding and sit next to my best friend.

“Hey,” I elbow him playfully. “How you feeling, bro?”

“Like I could sleep forever,” he mumbles, dropping his head onto my shoulder.

“Awe,” I smile faintly at him. “At least you’re with your family. I’m sure this has to be a bit scary for you.” He nods, a grunting sound of agreement rumbling in his throat. I pat his cheek tenderly. “You’re going to be ok. Just have some breakfast and continue to rest.”

The guys bring breakfast to the table and I help serve Changkyun a plate so he doesn’t have to use too much energy. Once we’re done, Jooheon and Hyungwon help Changkyun back to bed and I help Kihyun get everything cleaned up. Once everything is washed and put away, Shownu, Kihyun, Minhyuk and I gather together to go over our plans for tonight once again.

We make sure we have everything prepared, packed up and set next to the door. We want to be ready to go with no hesitation when the time comes. Once we are confident we got everything, all we can do is…wait.

***

This is like THE longest day ever! I groan inwardly as the drive seems to creep by at a snail’s pace. My leg shakes impatiently while I squint at the scenery flashing past my window as Kihyun drives us as fast as legally possible to the exhibit. Nibbling roughly at my bottom lip I feel as if I’ll burst from the excitement and anxiousness. I can’t help but frown knowing, no matter how long this jail break takes, my jittery self will still have to get up hella early the next day to get to work.

“Try and relax,” Kihyun urges softly from beside me.

We turn to look at each other at the same time, and I offer him a small nervous smile.

Rubbing my sweaty hands up and down my thighs, I confess, “I’m trying to, but…”

“I know,” he grins. “I’m excited and nervous, too, but everything is going to go as planned. There’s no cameras outside. There’s no back door. There’s several of us, so don’t worry.”

“You’re right,” I nod with a long sigh while tugging my pony tail through my hand.

My fingers return to the tie holding things up. The strip of material Wonho had tied around my wrist. I’d wrapped it around the elastic I’d used for my ponytail using it as a good luck charm.

“We’re almost there,” he points out. “Just close your eyes and try to relax.”

“Ok.”

Though I do what he asks, all I can think about is the crazy adventure Changkyun and I have been in for over two weeks now. It feels like a lifetime has passed! The fact that I know now that werewolves are not fictional still feels surreal. Sometimes I wonder if this is all a vivid dream that I’ll wake up from any moment. But even as I think that, I pinch the inside of my arm and feel the sting confirming that what’s happening now is real life.

The jostling of the car going over uneven terrain has my eyes flicking open. I must have dozed off without realizing it. We’ve arrived and Kihyun has pulled us into the cover of the brush in our secret hiding spot. It’s almost time and I have to swallow down the anxiety I’m still feeling.

“So we got an hour before we head up there,” Shownu begins, looking back to make sure Minhyuk’s awake. Seeing he’s sitting up, he continues, “Anyone need to run over the plan again?”

“I think we’re good,” I meet each guys gaze. “Me and Minhyuk will be the look out while you and Kihyun work on getting Wonho out. Once you’re done, we’ll all quickly get to the car and drive off.”

Everyone nods.

“Simple enough,” Shownu comments. “But we should still be on high alert. Just because no one has shown up at this hour these past weeks doesn’t mean things can’t be different tonight.”

“True,” I allow.

“Come on,” Minhyuk comes forward to step out of the car. “Better to wait out near the tree line and get some fresh air after being cooped up so long.”

“Let’s go,” Kihyun agrees pulling out the key from the ignition.

Shownu grabs the black backpack with the tools, some grub for Wonho to munch on while he waits for everything to go down, and water for us all. They follow me up the path that has now been created by myself and the guys from coming up this way so often. At the tree line, the guys listen and look around confirming we are definitely alone.

No one says anything as we hang tight for an hour there. Though we are desperate to get to Wonho, it’s better to be safe than sorry. When Shownu finally gives the signal to move forward a relieved sigh escapes my lips before I could stop it. Minhyuk smirks from beside me, bumping his elbow teasingly into my arm. I fail at hiding a smile of my own, but I keep silent.

At the tent Wonho is already sticking his hand out and waving. I have to cover my mouth to keep from laughing. He’s like a little kid antsy to get out and run around.

“I am sooo ready to get out of here,” he laughs.

“We’ll get started then,” Shownu nods as he pulls out the food first and passes it to Wonho. “Sit and eat while we put in all the work.”

“Sounds good to me!”

“Kihyun, with me,” he orders. “Y/N over there and Minhyuk on this side,” Shownu points to the right for me and left for Minhyuk. Taking out a pair of long scissors, he grins, “Alright…let’s do this.”

He brings them to the opening I had made a few weeks ago. The scissors are so sharp he doesn’t even have to snip. He starts an incision at the seam I’d already created and holds the flap taut. Pushing forward, the blades slice through the tent like a hot knife through butter. Within moments he has an oval humanish-shaped piece of the tent cut out and thrown onto the ground.

Kihyun passes him the electric saw and then disappears the scissors into the bag. Wonho smirks at them as he eats happily in the corner of the little privacy area. Hearing the soft whirring of the electric handsaw that Shownu and Kihyun had McGyvered to supposedly cut through anything, I return my attention to scouting my side of the tent.

The metal that was incorporated into the bars was making it slow going. Plans had to be changed. Every fifteen minutes or so the boys swapped off because the silver coating on the cool metal weakened them if they touched it too long. There was no going around it. They needed to grasp onto one of the bars to provide more friction and strength for the tool to saw into the other bar.

They’ve already removed one rod. Unfortunately it was not enough space for Wonho to squeeze through. They’re working on the second half of the second bar. I try to focus on making sure we are still in the clear, but I’m starting to worry not only that it’s taking too long, but that the boys are becoming too exhausted to continue.

“Freakin’ finally!” I hear Minhyuk exclaim roughly a while later.

I swirl around to see him drop a pole from Wonho’s cage on the floor as if it were hot. Shownu had been on watch as Kihyun rested. I jog over, slowing down once I see the prisoner step out and rush straight into Minhyuk’s arms. My hand slips over my mouth to stifle a laugh as I watch him bear hug the taller man and bounce him up and down as they turn in a circle.

Someone was happy!

Releasing Minhyuk, he helps Kihyun to his feet and then pulls him in for a tight hug. Neither say anything, the embrace saying all: all was forgiven, all was ok now between them. Then Shownu came in to hug them both, Minhyuk enfolding them all as much as he could.

“Alright, guys,” Shownu wriggles his way out of the entanglement of arms. “Let’s give Wonho and Y/N a minute and get this cleaned up before we go.”

Hearing my name, I drop my eyes to the ground, pretending I had been giving them privacy for their reunion. Wonho’s booted feet come into view and I clamp my teeth onto my bottom lip to keep a huge smile from spreading across my lips. Taking a deep breath, I finally glance up, offering him a small shy smile as I try to think of what to say.

“Hey.”

“Hey,” he grins back. “I’m finally free, thanks to you.”

I shrug, not wanting to accept all the credit, “Actually your pack did all the work. I just showed them how to get here.”

“But they would have never known if it weren’t for you,” he cocks an eyebrow at me, daring me to argue that point.

“True,” I allow.

“Is it ok if I hug my hero?”

“Stop,” I huff, trying not to laugh.

This time I’m unable to hold in the giggles as I open my arms and usher him forward. My laughter instantaneously stops when he steps into me and encircles my torso in the warmest hug I’ve ever felt in my life. For a second I stop breathing. It’s only a second, though, as one of his hand sweeps under my hair to cup the back of my neck and gently urge me to rest my cheek on his chest. As soon as our skins touch there is a snap of electricity and it’s like a cue for my lungs to jumpstart into their normal function mode. I let out a long contented sigh while wrapping my own arms around his slim waist.

How can a man so toned and rippled with hard muscles feel so soft and cozy all at the same time?

“You wore my shirt in your hair,” he comments, quietly.

“Yeah,” I whisper back. “For good luck.”

Someone clearing their throat has us pulling apart. I awkwardly tug at my shirt hem, too embarrassed to look up.

“We’re ready if you are,” Shownu announces.

“More than ready,” Wonho replies back.

“Let’s go then,” Kihyun takes the lead.

Once at the car, Kihyun gets into the driver’s seat while Shownu slips into the passenger side. Minhyuk ushers us in before him, urging us to get in the bench seat in the back while he takes one of the bucket seats in the middle. I sit by the window on the right side and Wonho plants himself next to me. Shownu turns on the radio and R&B plays softly around us.

“Is it ok if I lay down on your lap?”

I turn to face him, and even though it’s too dark in the car, I’m pretty sure his eyes are pleading.

“Sure,” I whisper, willing my heart not to jump out of my chest.

How could I say no after all he’s been through? Wonho shifts his body on the seat so that he’s lying on his side facing towards the front of the vehicle. He rests his head carefully on my thigh, then curls his hands into fists beneath his chin.

Can someone built as sturdy as a mountain even be called ‘adorable’ because, as Kihyun begins to pull out and the glow of the dash reflects dimly off of Wonho…I can’t help but think how adorable he looks curled up like a baby right now. The temptation is too great, and before I can stop myself, my hand reaches down towards his hair. I begin to rake my fingers through the silken strands, much like my mom used to do to me when I was little and didn’t feel well. The gesture was comforting and would lull me to sleep knowing I was safe lying next to her. Instinct had me wanting to offer the same feelings to Wonho.

At first he tenses, a soft green glow beginning to alight in his eyes, but as I continue to comb my fingers through his hair, the pads of my fingers sliding across his scalp, he relaxes. No one speaks as we head towards their home. The adrenaline from tonight’s adventure is beginning to wear off. As I stare out at the darkness beyond the glass, I can’t help but feel relief at how easy and almost smoothly everything had gone with the rescue mission. In a few days those words would come back to haunt me, but for now Wonho has drifted off and I don’t even notice when my head falls slowly against the window and sleep takes me over as well.

Part 9 | 10| 11

[theliliumscollection]

Our Comfort Part 1

University life was wild but not in the way you’d always imagined. Thankfully you stumbled right into a solid group of friends who care immensely for each other and now you. Something is up but you seem to be the only one who doesn’t notice what exactly.

A/N: The oneshot that ended up becoming a new Monsta X series. I’m going to add tags as this progresses and not reveal endgame pairings either. Sorry not sorry.

Monsta X/Reader werewolf AU.

Rating: G (subject to change)

Word Count: 1.7K

Part Two

“There she is! Okay, okay I’m gonna do this. Wish me luck!” Minhyuk interrupts suddenly before dashing off. You look around his running figure to spot the current object of his affections with a tired sigh. You’d just wanted to catch up real fast between classes but he clearly had a one track mind.

“Aren’t you going to stop him?” You ask, nudging Hoseok in the ribs as he continues to eat noisily next to you. He groans but hastily wipes his lips to look after your departing friend too.

“Nope.” Hoseok answers simply. “I’ve given up on trying.” He goes back to slurping up his noodles thinking the subject is over with but you’re still not satisfied. You elbow him this time making him choke on his next inhale of food. He glares at you between coughs but you’re really not having it.

“Hoseok, he’s going to end up emotionally scarred if something doesn’t change. I’m worried.” You pout, trying a different method than those previous to get his attention. It has the desired effect thankfully. Hoseok’s eyes go wide, eyebrows shooting toward his hairline, and his tone gets serious.

“I worry too, ya know? It’s just exhausting having the same useless conversation with him over and over.” He’s still whining but it’s at least on subject. You pat his arm and smile sweetly as you grab your bag from the ground. His shoulders start to descend from near his ears as he relaxes with your touch which you can’t help but take advantage of.

“Well it sounds like we need to make a group effort this time. Perfect subject for tonight with the guys. I’ll see you after class!” Just before you dash away you snag the rest of his noodles and wink. “Thanks for the snack!” You can’t help but cackle as you make off with his precious food. He’s yelling after you but knowing your friend he’s smiling and will just get back at you later.

You’d been about to head off to your next class when Minhyuk had seen his newest crush and delayed you. He just couldn’t shake this terrible habit of his where he fell in love easily with almost anyone who showed him even a moment of kindness. You didn’t know who it was this time but you were sure you’d all hear about it soon. If everything went well today you’d be meeting up with everybody at Hyunwoo and Jooheon’s apartment later.

The professor is already sending out the syllabus for the assignment he’d just explained when your project partner finally rolls into class. Hyungwon’s sleep mussed hair is in a disarray and his eyes puffy but he creeps up the stairs without falling somehow. Your professor watches him the entire way to his seat next to you but decides to just go back to his emails. Hyungwon’s head lols toward you and he gives you a simple smile in greeting. One could describe it as adorable but you were more than used to him by now.

“I’m gonna need you to maybe get some more rest for this next project, dude.” You snort as he scrutinizes your mouth as if he can’t quite grasp that sound comes out of it. Instead of pressing further you sift through your bag and slide him a canned coffee which he snatches off the table like a man possessed, suddenly awake at its presence.

A notification pops up on your laptop screen signaling that you’ve gotten your professors email finally so you quickly open it up to sift through it. You’d already had an idea for a focus as he’d went through the slides for the class but you just had to get Hyungwon on board. Which as long as he slept at a decent hour it wouldn’t be too hard.

“He’s giving us some more artistic freedom with the shots? Hm.” His face is close to yours as he reads over your shoulder. He’d pulled up his hood and cinched it tightly to his face while you were reading and it makes you smile. His childish habits always did.

“Looks like it. I already have some ideas for a direction too if you’re willing to give me a chance this time?” You turn your hopeful pout on him hoping for it to work like it does on Hoseok. Instead Hyungwon just hmph’s through his nose, eyes twinkling with mischief.

“We’ll discuss our plan of action after class and then we’ll decide, how’s that?” He smirks when you sigh in defeat.

Normally he was the man with the plan, or rather the eye for an interesting A on projects. Despite being in the same level class as you he was much more versed in photography but didn’t lord it over you. Instead he would share the idea he had, you would almost always agree to it, and then as time went on you’d add your own flare to it. He had told you one day that he never wanted another partner because you both saw what the other was missing. It had been the cheesiest and most profound thing he’d ever said.

Hyungwon had always been a tough one to place when you’d first met him. He’d appeared aloof and standoffish but was actually the first in your little group you’d gotten close too. At this point you thought of him as family with everything you knew about each other. It’s also why you declared him as your best friend anytime someone asked about him. Which at first the other had startled at the title but now he seemed to wear it with pride.

“You complain about my sleep schedule but here you are daydreaming while we have an assignment to plan!” You ear is tugged and his teasing tone pulls you from your thoughts abruptly. You swat his hand away with a huff. Just like family to tease one another too, you think.

“I guess you’re rubbing off on me then.” You retort and stick your tongue out at him. He fixes you with a look but says no more, opting instead to sip his coffee. “Oh please do enjoy that coffee that I so graciously brought for you.”

With a roll of his own eyes he sets the can down and ruffles your hair. “Don’t mind if I do. Now stop sassing and start drafting so we can compare after.” He relents but as usual has to have the final say. Smiling now you pull out your notebook and begin to get to work while he does the same.

It’s amiable silence between you both until of course your mind wanders.

“Hyungwon… we’re not going to be able to get any work done later. Tonight is over at the apartment.” You stop to look over at him when you realize aloud. He blinks down at his own papers then meets your eyes.

“How many days do we have for this again?” And just like that you’re both going back to the email and already predicting long nights ahead.

Out of your friend group Hyungwon was one of the few you actually had any classes with. Photography with him, a fitness class with Hoseok and Hyunwoo, and then the exception was that all of your gen ed’s were with Changkyun. Everyone else you would catch during breaks or when you all hung out in your spare time, like later tonight. Jooheon had sent out the message that it was family time for everyone and that they better be there. ‘Family Time’ coming from an offhand comment from Changkyun one day on how dysfunctional you all were when together.

This hadn’t always been the case though. Your freshman year had been rough at first. All you had to your name was a camera, school supplies, and a basic understanding of the new area you’d be living in. The very first thing you did was run smack dab into who was to be your guide around campus and also soon to be your new friend. Minhyuk of course had fallen in love with you the instant you’d tripped into him which led to a hilarious tour for you.

He’d been so instantly enamored that he invited you to meet some of his friends under the guise of it being to pick their brains about courses or clubs. Which is when you’d met the rest of the gang. Hyunwoo had given a sunny smile, introduced himself, then pulled Minhyuk into a headlock and apologized for his forward behavior.

“He has a condition, you see. He’s a hopeless romantic with a knack for falling in love with anyone.” Kihyun chuckled, shaking your hand and inviting you to sit with them. Minhyuk had just rolled his eyes and held his chest.

“Excuse me for being in touch with my emotions!” He’d sniffed, tossing his head to the side dramatically. Everyone laughed and Minhyuk had eventually joined in. It had only taken you another day to get him to realize you didn’t harbor any rose colored feelings for him. Yet he never took offense. He was also so selfless that you grew to admire him and call him a good friend. He’d been your savior that day. You were truly thankful you’d run into him and his friends. With that came constant worry you were always spouting off about for the poor guy. He really was just too kind.

Of course you had other classmates you would talk to but they didn’t feel as comforting as being around the guys. Plus they had quickly grown fond of you and even protective at times. Hyunwoo was always asking if you’d eaten and then effectively scold you for not doing so. Hoseok got you into being more active but also wouldn’t tell on you when you fell asleep on him during morning stretches. Kihyun never failed to supply cute animal pictures when you were down or had a big test coming up. Minhyuk and Jooheon would physically try to cheer you up or engage with you by being over the top. Their antics made everyone laugh and always made things lively. But if quiet was needed you also had Hyungwon or Changkyun to hideout with.

Over the years it’d taken time but you’d formed a close bond with each of them. You cherished your friends like they were your family, odd habits and all. Though you had also come to learn that not everyone cared for you like they did.

[lookatallthosemoodboards-blog]

Werewolf! Wonho

[reeleev]

Summary: When Jooheon is out walking one night, he’s attacked by a wild dog. The next day, the supposed owner brings him a bouquet of flowers as penance. When the man figures out he has no one there to care for him, he insists on staying. They grow close throughout the following months, but Jooheon can’t help but notice how he disappears every full moon… Meanwhile, Hyunwoo has to hide his double life from his love and his pack… When the wrong person finds out and spoils it all, will he be able to fix it?

Wd Ct: 2300 (so far~)

[sweetestofchaos]

𝑻𝒐𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝑴𝒚 𝑩𝒐𝒅𝒚 - ᴹᵃʳⁱᵃʰ ᶜᵃʳᵉʸ

Warning(s) - 𝖲𝗍𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝖫𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗎𝖺𝗀𝖾, 𝖲𝖥𝖶, 𝖠𝗀𝖾𝖽 𝖣𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝖬𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋𝗌, 𝖨𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗅 𝖱𝖾𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 Word Count - 1K+

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“He likes her.”

“No shit Sherlock! Look at how close they are sitting.”

“He isn't as mean as he used to be...”

“He's still an asshole.”

“Ehhh not really.”

The pack and Jooheon all spy on Wonho and Tosha at the mall. The two went off to get something to eat and the pack wanted to see what they were like when it was just the two of them. “I don't know what it is, but I like it!” Jooheon says and everyone nods their heads in agreement. Wonho was so stuck on himself and didn't let anyone in before Tosha showed up, now he's more talkative...if only to Tosha.

“Is Wonho looking at us?” Minhyuk questions.

“Um...yeah...” Changkyun mutters.

“Hide!” Jooheon shouts and everyone splits up no longer in the mood to spy on Wonho and Tosha.

Tosha watches the group all break up when they notice that Wonho had seen them. Laughing at the scowl on Wonho’s face, Tosha places her hand on top of Wonho’s and give it a light squeeze. “Relax Won, they're just kids.” Wonho makes a face and turns his hand over so that he's holding onto Tosha's hand.

“Those kids are a pain in my ass,” Wonho mutters and Tosha giggles.

“They're family, Won. Isn't that what they're supposed to do?” Tosha asks and Wonho sighs, he can't argue with that logic.

“Whatever...you done?” Wonho asks seeing that Tosha isn't eating anymore of her food.

“Oh, yeah. It doesn't taste that great,” Tosha admits and Wonho frowns.

“You want something else?”

“No. No, I'm fine...thank you though.” Wonho eyes Tosha but doesn't push the matter.

Standing up he gathers the trash, “I'll be right back.” Tosha watches as Wonho walks away to throw the trash out. She notices the younger girls all stare at him like he's some kind of God and she laughs to herself. If they only knew. Wonho may be good looking, but he has a lot of issues. Thankfully, he's letting Tosha help him out with those issues. Tosha is pulled out of her thoughts when the little one inside kicks her. She gasps, not liking that the baby just kicked her after she ate. Wonho hears the sound and he's right by Tosha's side in a flash. “You, okay?” His voice is panicked and Tosha giggles nodding her head.

Without a word she takes Wonho’s hand and places it on her stomach. The baby kicks and Wonho’s eyes widen, this is the first time he's feeling the baby kick. This is the first time that he's touching Tosha's stomach at all now that he thinks about it. “I'm fine,” Tosha mummers and Wonho smiles looking her growing stomach. “Insane, isn't it?” Wonho nods his head and stand up taking his hand from Tosha's stomach. He holds out his hand and Tosha takes it. Wonho helps her up and he wraps his arm around her shoulders.

“Come on let’s see if we can find the baby something,” Wonho says, and Tosha beams up at him. She loves shopping for the baby. As the two walk out of the food court Tosha yawns and Wonho chuckles. “Tired?” Tosha shakes her head and Wonho makes a face. “We can always come back another day...”

“No, I-” Tosha is cut off by another yawn. Wonho raises an eyebrow and Tosha sighs. “Fine,” she mutters, and Wonho laughs at the disappoint in her voice.

“I'll let the others know we're leaving.” Wonho pulls his cell phone from his pocket as he leads Tosha out of the mall. He calls Shownu and lets him know to tell the others that Tosha and he are heading back home. Shownu asks if everything is alright and Wonho lets him know that Tosha is just tired. Wonho hangs up the phone and shoves the device in his pocket. Once outside it doesn't take long to get to the car. Wonho opens the door for Tosha and helps her get in the car. He jogs around to his side and slides in. Starting up the car he turns down the music and looks in the rear-view mirror as he pulls out of his parking spot.

In the passenger seat, Tosha sits quietly and rubs the side of her stomach lightly. Her eyes get heavy, and she tries to fight the sleep, but she can't. Her eyes close and everything fades to black. Wonho pulls up in front of the house and kills the engine. He gets out, shuts his door, and walks over to Tosha's side. Opening the door, he bends down and carefully picks her up, shutting the door with a flick of his hip. Walking up to the front door, Wonho easily holds Tosha up with one hand while he unlocks and opens the door. Inside the house, Wonho heads right to Tosha's room and lays her down on her bed, he takes her shoes off and sets them on the floor. Looking at Tosha, Wonho sighs.

She is beautiful, kind, funny and loving...she's everything Wonho needs, but he can't see himself with her. Not with who he is, he would hold her and the baby back. The best he can do is settle for being a friend, even though he wants so much more. Shaking his head Wonho leans down and kisses Tosha's forehead. He straightens himself up and heads towards the door, “Won?” Tosha's voice is thick with sleep, but it stops Wonho in his tracks as if she screamed his name. Tosha rubs her eyes and looks at Wonho’s back through blurry eyes. “C-can you stay with me?” Tosha asks softly feeling a pain attack her stomach and vagina. She knows that she's not in labor, she's having Braxton Hicks and they suck.

Derek hears the pain in Tosha's voice and he's on the bed, by her side without any questions asked. “Hold me?” Wonho wraps an arm around Tosha's waist, and she cuddles into his chest, her stomach pressed against his, the baby kicking once in a while. Wonho rubs soothing circles on the back of Tosha's shoulders, and she sighs. Her body relaxes under Wonho’s touch, and the pains of the Braxton Hicks are pushed to the back of her mind. Tosha's breathing deepens and Wonho smiles knowing that she has fallen back to sleep. Wonho yawns and closes his eyes, minds well take a nap too while the others are out.

[btswishes]

I will adopt you.

Monsta X (Shownu) hybrid au

Part1 / Part2 / Part3 / Part4 / Part5 / Part6 / Part7 / Part8 /…

A/N:  I have survived what felt like months in hell. I am sorry for my disappearance to everyone who was hoping for updates on my work. Sorry for any mistakes made, do please enjoy.  

Word count: 3,357

Warnings: I mean ,just normal 21 century teen cussing.

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 The small bell over the door rang, but you didn’t pay attention to that, as customers would walk in and out of the cafe often. You were staring outside and lethargically running your fingers gently through the fur on Shownu’s head. His right ear would wiggle once or twice, but the deep sleep that overtook him was too strong to even notice. 

  The new patron was looking around this interesting to him place, as he was making his way towards your table. A small pile of paper hit the varnished wood you were sitting in front of and your body jolted.

“Oh, I am so sorry.” the man pulled the paper immediately back in his arms “I didn’t think you would be this engulfed in the world around you.” he sat down this time slowly, a small chuckle mixing in the air.

“It is my fault for not paying attention to my surroundings to begin with.” you bowed your head to the man and proceeded to try and get up, but he stopped you.

“There is no need for such formalities. Plus, I don’t think the dog would be very happy to have you moving around so much.” he pointed at Shownu, surprisingly still asleep “So Miss Y/N, I see you seem to have an affinity towards animals. I am of course basing my statement on this cafe.” his eyes once more examined this new environment. 

“Ah.”you let out an exhale connected with a small uncomfortable laugh “I wasn’t planning to have a business meeting in such a place, but he didn’t want to stay put at home and I couldn’t bare to leave him alone.”

“Oh, so he is yours?” the man was a bit surprised by your words 

“Yes, actually a new addition to my usually small family at home.” the man nodded focused on Shownu 

“Quite a.... big edition don’t you think?” he emphasized on the size of the dog. It was his first time coming in contact with such creature.

“Indeed.” your hand crept in front of your lips, this time hiding behind itself a genuine smile 

“Anyways.” his posture straightened and the pile of paper once more found its place in front of him “Miss Y/N my name is Park Min Rose and I will be your supervisor starting today.And yes , if you are actually wondering my name is indeed Rose. A lot of people question that, but I hope it doesn’t compromise your work.”

“Not at all Sir, as a matter of fact I do find it a very fitting.” you tried to lighten up the situation with a compliment ,as it felt a little bit awkward.

“Glad to hear.So...” he opened a folder with your picture pocking out “ You have been working from your home office so far and everything you have passed on at your previous post, was outstanding work, which is why you received this promotion. No one has had issues with you, nor any tardy behavior.Everything so far looks great and spotless. Do you know the job you will be doing from here onward?”

“All the information given to me so far has been minimum to none, Sir.I was expecting you to shed some light upon that, if possible.” you took a sip of your drink and continued to gently look at Shownu from time to time. He was nuzzled in your lap as much as he could.

“ You will be working as a direct adviser in our main company. Your skills seem to fit perfectly.” Min Rose slid the document towards you, with a gentle move of his fingers 

“Sir, what you are saying is that my promotion is at least 5 levels above what I was initially!” your eyes couldn’t believe what the paper said and what came into your ears

“Technically the only people standing above you are me and the boss, so you should be in a league of your own. The pay of course will sky rocket from what you are used to getting so far. I think he will be happy as well.” the pen in his hand turned into a pointer locking onto Shownu, before sneaking it’s way in between your fingers. As your hands reached down towards the document, you dropped the pen and picked it up,to read through all the clauses to make sure you won’t get the short end of the stick. Your quick inspection made the man laughed out.

“ Capable, hardworking and as I can see smart as well, not to mention-” his eyes lingered on your legs, expecting your figure in a quick manner “- beautiful. Nothing can go past your eyes Miss Y/N. I see that we made the correct decision.”

  You signed in the designated areas of the document and placed it once more in front of your new supervisor. Mr Min Rose took a big sip of his drink and let out a sigh, as he swallowed. Those actions were paired with his hand slowly placing the cup back on the table. Every movement seemed thought out and executed with dominance. He knew who he was, what he was doing and what he had to do. Indeed a man in power.

  Yet your manner wasn’t that far off from his. You worked hard day and night to reach this spot. In your free time you studied everything that just came out as new information. The work you put into your job was showing in your confidence. Believing you would get this far was your drive in day to day life. What surprised you was how fast things worked out in your favor, then again you didn’t know the supervisors had been keeping a close eye on you and your colleagues. 

  Mr Min Rose extended his arm towards you in a motion to shake yours. You followed his lead and gently shook his hand. He flashed you a smiled and placed every piece of paper back in the light blue folder he had, making sure all was there and safe.

“I am pleased that we were able to scout you Miss Y/N. It would be my pleasure to be working with you starting next Monday. I hope you know our company has a week long break as a form of celebration, for 100 years of establishment.”

 You nodded your head. Min Rose picked up his beverage, looking around the cafe “Quite a bit of dogs are running around here-big, small. You know Miss Y/N, you can find life lessons in almost everything here.” his way of speaking got serious for a moment “The small dogs have the tendency to bark at the bigger ones. The same way you have people of low capabilities ‘barking’ at you once you reach a few levels above them. They will say it is a gift or you were born with it, completely ignoring the fact you worked so hard behind the curtains. “ as he was speaking a small Pomeranian ran up to Shownu and started barking at him, trying to bite his tail.

“Example right here.” he chuckled under his nose, letting the now empty cup clank on the table top. “Small and barks a lot. You would think it is aggressive, but it is not. Your dog is the biggest, trying to take him down is something this little guy thinks he can do.” Shownu was starting to wake up from all the braking. He swung his big tail and the Pomeranian flew back into one of the animal pits. The dog got up and left running to its owner “See? Your dog showed dominance, if the tinny one was truly aggressive, it would have fought back, not just barked. “ Min Rose rose his arm and pulled the attention of a waitress, asking for the bill. 

“You will meet many people like that in day to day life. Just keep your head high and make sure to bite back. Cunning little ones usually hide closest to you.” You reached for your purse, but with a gentle hand motion he stopped you “Please, let me pay this time. I made you wait quite long and our work here took longer than expected. The sun has set.” you just noticed that he was right. The only light was the one coming in from the moon and the cafe itself.

  Mr Min Rose payed and you were getting ready to leave. He swung his coat over his shoulders. Gently you picked up Shownu’s head and looked at him Shownu, Shownu, are you awake? Come on, it is time to go. His eyes opened up slowly and he blinked a few times, still in a daze. I...I am awake. His body stood up and Mr Min Rose took a few steppes back,amazed by the sheer size of Shownu.

 Your legs were feeling a bit numb, so your supervisor reached out lending you his hand to get up. A slight pink tint ran up your cheeks as he was indeed a well build and handsome man, with a dark amber hair color and eyes to match. He flashed you a smile, as a true gentleman placed your coat onto your back. This was attention you weren’t used to before, which took you back a bit. 

  The door was pretty close to your table, so you were out in the cold once more. Winter gently gliding over your exposed cheeks. Your hand reached down to grab Shownu’s leash, but you realized that there was no such a thing on or around his neck. 

“Oh God! I lost the leash!” you spoke out loud to which your supervisor laughed out 

It is in your bag, you took it off me and put it in there.Remember. “You are right!” Mr Min Rose scrunched his eyebrows thinking you spoke to him. Pulling your bag off your shoulder you opened it up, to which Shownu came closer. He hooked his fang into one of the zipper holes and opened another pocket. It’s in this one. Pulling the leash out. 

“Omg, I am such a mess sometimes. I am sorry you had to witness this Sir.” once the leash was in your hand, you bowed a bit to excuse yourself. The man was standing there in silence for some time, before he cracked the awkward situations.

“For a moment there I thought you could actually speak with the dog.” his eyes looked at the watch on his wrist and he gasped “Oh dear, would you look at the time. I am sorry for keeping you this long here Miss Y/N, your family must be waiting for you at home.” Shownu’s head perked up at the man with suspicion, as his words sounded more as a way for him to find out more about your living situation, than concern.

“Ah, no no. I live alone.” you smiled faintly “There is no one waiting for me at all at home.” 

“I see.” the look he was giving you, had a lot of hidden meaning and intentions to it. Mr Min Rose reached out again to shake your hand, as you were fixing your bag. Shownu took a few steps in front of you, blocking the man. Their eyes met and he knew that this dog meant business. 

“Would you like me to escort you home. It is a pretty late hour?” it didn’t feel like flirting to you, at least not the way you would do it. Let’s go. Shownu pushed you with his snout to start moving in the opposite direction.

“Oh dear.” you gasp at his sudden action “Thank you so much Sir, but I live pretty close. Plus I have this big guy to protect me.” Of course I will. you saw how his head went to the sky all proud of your words. It was cute, pulling out a unintentional smile out of you. 

“You are right. Well then, have a nice evening and enjoy your week off.” he was reluctant to leave, yet there was no other option. “Have a goodnight.” 

“You too Sir.” 

  The snow started crackling under your shoes ,as you tried to cover yourself as much as possible. The moon’s gentle light was able to illuminate your hot breath coming out of your mouth. The moon looks pretty doesn’t it. you thought looking at the not yet full shape. It does. Shownu usually gives short but straight to the point answers, but something felt off to you. Is everything ok? Are you feeling grumpy because of the nap?- you asked but he kept looking straight ahead, saying just a simple ‘no’. The walk home was peaceful, yet a bit uncomfortable. You tried to start a conversation a few times, but it just didn’t happen. He cut you off directly each time.

  The door closed behind you silently, as you placed your coat and scarf on the couch. A gentle sigh left your lips ,being replaced soon enough with a deep breath. Your body was getting ready to relax finally after the long day. Shownu moved his big body towards the window and sat there, staring at the moon. 

  You took a few slow steps towards him, leaning your head a bit to your right side. “Is everything ok?” 

“Yes.” he said sharply 

“Are you sure about that?” attempt after attempt made it more and more obvious he was mad about something. Kneeling next to him, you leaned into his body, nuzzling yourself into his fur “ What is wrong Shownu? Did I do something?”

“Nothing is wrong.” he wasn’t even moving from the spot

“It is!” your body jolted, anger boiling inside you “If I did something just tell me...please. I know you are a man of a few words, but this is getting ridiculous!” your arm swung to the side filled with aggression, as your voice rose up a few decibels.

“I am mad...at myself.” Shownu’s voice was almost like a whisper, harmonizing with the howling winter winds.

“Why though ?” your body relaxed upon hearing his words “You did nothing wrong.” your hands traced the shape of his head and turned it to face you “Come on.” a soft smile lit up the room, even if you were being covered by the shadow of the window sill.

  The tips of his fur were a silver color under the moon. The light started tracing the slowly changing shape of his body.It stood firmly over you, your back flush against the wall. Even if he was on his knees, the size of his body was un-comparable to yours. You could see the shape of the moon laying on the surface of his eyes. Shownu reached out, locking your wrist in his big hand like a handcuff. His eyelashes fluttered gently as he pulled your arm towards his face, until your palm was under his nose. 

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“I hate it.” he muttered under his nose, as he took in the scent 

“W-what do you hate? Is my perfume that strong?” even though you didn’t wear any in case it could hurt his senses “I can go wash it right now!” you tried to pull your hand away, but he held onto you firmly. No movement possible.

“I am mad myself for hating....” Shownu’s eyes opened sharply, with a strong yellow glow “...his scent on you.” the feeling of prey took over your senses and you found yourself frozen and mute in his presence. “I am mad at myself for having this anger boiling inside me. I don’t get riled up by things, but no matter how much I try to ignore it....I-I hate it! I hate HIM!” his fangs grew as his eyes started glowing brighter to the point where they could rival the sun itself. 

“S-show-” your lips closed on their own at the slightest bit of movement from his side

“It’s everywhere!” his head swung in between the crook of your neck. Your eyes were following him, his lips running over the hot skin on your body.

“D-does the smell h-hurt your nose?” you weren’t moving, you just couldn’t bring yourself to be this rash during the unexpected behavior of his

“No. It hurts me, inside. Not my senses.” 

“Well i-is there a way to fix it? I can take a shower and scrub extra hard.” suggestions were spilling out of your mouth in hope to find a solution to this.

“That won’t help, but you can try.” Shownu suddenly pulled away.The moment his gaze looked away, you grabbed his forearm and stopped him. 

“Is there anything that can help, I don’t mind as long as you are comfortable at the end of this.” your words caught him of guard. After the moment of silence, he sighed and looked at you, sharp, serious and dominant.

“Are you sure about this?” his head crooked to the side, the pose exposing his sharp jawline 

“Yes yes! Of course, as long as you are ok, I don’t mind.” in a flash you stood up “I can go get some perfumes, what about water? Maybe shampoo, I have some strong ones.” looking around in a wild manner, you were thinking of a thousand possible smells to try and cover up something you can’t even smell.

“No need for that.” his hand reached out, grabbing onto you. A slight tug was all it took for you to fly into his body. His eyes were gentle yet hungry “It won’t take long.” his head leaned towards your hand and began leaving soft butterfly kisses onto your palm. The breath in your body hitched at your throat ,not wanting to go pass this point. Your eyes met his, his gaze not looking away. Slowly he began moving up your arm, reaching your elbow and soon your neck.

  His breath was warm and his hands strong, keeping your hips in place flush against his own. “Relax, I won’t eat you.” Shownu’s voice but a raspy whisper hypnotizing you, making your eyes close as he kissed up your neck and every part that had the smell of that man. Soon his fingers found the soft skin of your face, cupping it and placing his forehead onto yours. “I am holding back quite a bit, but...” his tongue danced over his plump lips, licking them while his eyes followed the shape of yours “...if you keep looking so innocent I might eat you up.” 

 Your cheeks flush red from his words. How could he say things like this so easy without a sign of shame or embarrassment. “I live with you.I sleep on the same bed. You picked me up, so I am yours .” Shownu reached and grabbed the leash off the couch “This is proof of it and I don’t mind it at all.” he unclasped it and swung it carefully around your neck, pulling your hair away from under it “Yet, sometimes I wish to tie you up. Keep you with me.” his thumb pushed your chin up a slight bit “Make you mine in every sense of the word. Make you see only me in those pretty shy eyes of yours, my name in your mouth.” 

“Shownu, I-!” his hand pushed your head into his , lips on lips. The kiss was more than just physical contact , it felt special, real. A wish to speak filled you up. Your hands pushed onto his chest to release yourself from the soft embrace of this feeling. You just had to. In the sudden action, Shownu panicked and pulled away too harsh, his sharp fang cutting your lips slightly, biting his own. 

  The boy stepped back fast, the horror in his eyes as the pink filter of love cleared up. His eyes laid on the blood rolling over your chin, down your neck. He was scared, worried. 

“Shownu!” you yelled out trying to stop him ,as he jumped on the window and out from this height. Your fingers gripped the window sill, his body disappeared  in the shadow of  distant night lit cityscape. Did you make a mistake? Did he misunderstand ?