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help.
HELP.
credits: @/olga.a.glebova (instagram)
him clutching his chest is how i fucking feel seeing this photo because F FUCKG. his arms are so. his arms are so strong and manly and i’m going absolutely feral over this.
i’m sorry i need this man. and his HANDS? his hands. they make me weak. the things those hands could do.
#and the wrist/sweat bands#it’s his staple and it never gets old#it’s so hot#he’s so hot#i would do unthinkable things#liltingoddesss#i am a changed woman#james hetfield#metallica#ask
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give me a later wwdits season when nandermo is canon and guillermo is getting a bit older and nandor worriedly rants to the others about what to do because. they’ve wasted so much time. his lifetime is so small compared to theirs, and nandor doesn’t think he’ll ever be ready to lose guillermo. the others echo the sentiment
so they go through a magical creature glossary trying to figure out what else guillermo can be turned into where he wouldn’t have to kill people so he could stay with them- his family- forever
#nandermo doesn’t even have to be canon in this scenario either. I just think it would be neat.#bonus points if they HAVE to settle on werewolf#because it would be DELICIOUS if the one thing they hate is the thing that would let them get to keep guillermo forever#and they make peace with it so quickly (though they moan and groan) because the alternative is unthinkable#losing guillermo isn’t even a thought. an option. ever.#guillermo de la cruz#nandor the relentless#the guide wwdits#the guide#lazlo cravensworth#nadja of antipaxos#colin robinson#wwdits#exit interview#adjacent to the episode at least#because these are my thoughts after it lol#am I forgetting anything???#what we do in the shadows season 4#what we do in the shadows#mine
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#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise donnie#rottmnt donnie#rise gentry#rottmnt gentry#i just love how both have purple and green as main colors <3#do i ship them because of this? yes and no xD#Gentello#its just funny to think 'dad how did you meet mom?'#'he caused my town's destroction'#donnie sweating heavily 'that was probably some other donnie who did such unthinkable thing'#but seriously mister 'tech is better and mystics suck' understand mystics now and loves them xD#i need her reaction xD#also would have been cute if she was not familiar with technology#and thought nothing of it#only for donnie to blow her mind xD#'this looks like magic!!!'
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i was really hoping i'd know the election result before i went to bed
#trying not to feel doom trying not to feel doom#tales from diana#the fact that this race was so close was unthinkable#pls blue swing do your thing#i hate living on the east coast#i'm really tempted to just go to bed but idk#like would i even be able to?#i can stay up one night doomscrolling. as a treat#i've heavily resisted this the entire election cycle so far. i do think it's reasonable to stay up#but i might not have any closure...#idk what my limit is#it's 12:24 AM#if it's not called by what time do i go to bed? 2? 3?#god. help us
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#not having a great time today after my mom commented on my interests#i'm a person that is interested in shit i don't know this is why i'm very likely to follow disabled youtubers#in my time i have watched molly burke. multiplicityandme and a collection of autistic youtubers (guess why lol)#and my mom made a quite patronizing comment about how i ''take on causes'' by learning about stuff#and/or supporting fun and interesting youtube channels#but anyways it sucks even more because on her comment she made it clear (once again) that she doesn't believe me when i say#i might be autistic. and it fucking sucks!#because when i first talked to her about it even I didn't know much about it. i was just starting to do my research#and i was trying to make sense of things still but she dismissed it#but now that i do know more and things do make more sense#i can't even bring it up because the fact that i have been watching a lot of youtubers talk about autism will make her think#i'm just trying to be like them... which is stupid#but it's also the reason i didn't tell her that my best friend in my teens was trans. because i was trying to figure shit out myself#and telling her he was trans and then a bit later that i am as well was going to make her go ''everyone's trans now blah blah''#and dismiss that as well... but now i'm trapped in the same thing about autism lol#and her stupid loophole of a dismissal isn't just by saying ''no you're not autistic'' it's saying this like ''well MAAAAYBE you COULD be#but that doesn't mean anything and it doesn't matter and why would you want a diagnosis if it's not gonna change anything''#same thing as her whole ''sure you're a man but why do you have to look and act differently? YOU know who YOU are#who cares what others think?'' in a don't transition way#like that's so stupid!#dkfjhkdfhkdfg#i'm angry and i feel trapped#i have figured out a little bit ago that i don't stim near as enough as i need to BECAUSE i live in the same house as her#and the idea of ear defenders and other stuff like that is very appealing but i can't do that while she's around to judge#and IN PUBLIC?! that's unthinkable!!#i still remember the time she threatened with not going out with me (to the supermarket) because I commited the huge crime of#buttoning the top button of my button up shirt....#that's it. that was the whole reason.. she thought i looked ridiculous and she didn't want to be seen with me...#imagine if i wear ear defenders out...#not gonna risk it lol
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I know everything's about to go horribly wrong - again - but I have to ask. After all their conversations in the dark, did the Darkling ever plan to let Kaz sleep in a different bed again, even after they got back? Or has he filed it under 'this is an intimacy I really like therefore will continue having regardless what Kaz wants' like on one hand I suspect the Darkling will value his own bedroom/comfort/privacy more, on the other I think there's a part of his brain that reallllllyyyy likes having him this close and intimate - like a real couple almost! - and thinks he can just keep that forever regardless of the whole enslavement-plan thing. Oops Kaz you don't get your own room ever again sorry. At least I got you some nice sea whip bracelets to make up for it?
Complicated question with a complicated answer, as most are with these two. The short answer is "the Darkling will never force Kaz into intimacy against his will because it is something he needs organically" but the long answer is....
....? yes ??? god, he's such a fucking trainwreck of a lover coasting by on "well TECHNICALLY" to continue being correct in his own mind no matter the circumstances.
Honestly, even in their current arrangements if Kaz one day was like "I don't want this anymore, I want to sleep in a bunk in a room with everyone else" or "i would rather sleep alone by myself on a life raft in the ocean" the Darkling would say "okay" and grumpily respect that. He's not forcing Kaz into their current arrangements, even if Kaz feels like he doesn't really have a choice.
The Darkling will continue making Kaz feel as though he doesn't have a choice with the knowledge that he's not doing anything wrong because Kaz does have a choice, the alternatives are just kind of worse or inconvenient or would make him look bad.
I feel like at this point it's not too much of a secret to say that things will not continue along their current trajectory because they just simply can't, no one would survive it and it would be a stagnant painful story to keep reading. but let's assume for a minute the status quo does not change in the next few chapters, Kaz has the sea whip, they go back to Os Alta.
The Darkling would work under the assumption that of course they would still be sharing a room, all of Kaz's things would be moved to the Darkling's wing of the little palace and they would continue on as though they were still a power couple in an established relationship. It would be up to Kaz to advocate for himself and say no, actually, I want to go back to my separate room.
Kaz would do that, because he's struggling but he's not struggling that hard. The Darkling will be very grumpy about it, but there's not a world where he doesn't let Kaz make that choice. He's also like...stupidly confident that Kaz will seek him out eventually and them regaining that level of intimacy is an inevitability.
Kaz, spending every single night alone unable to sleep with his own thoughts, might find that he misses having the Darkling as a conversation buddy more than he wants to admit. He might find himself wandering there more often than not. The Darkling might be willing to offer help to aid Kaz with his insomnia, but obviously that would be easier were they still sharing a room, would it not?
Kaz's will might hold out, it might not, he might say 'I'm just going this one time' so many times he doesn't realize they're unofficially sharing a room again anyway, or he might continue being uncomfortable and bored and sleepless just to continue being able to say he's made his own choice.
They have forever to figure out the ideal sleeping arrangements, after all.
(of course OUTSIDE of the current trajectory, things are different altogether. the darkling would probably say it all depends on kaz, and what he chooses and doesn't choose to do, and how much he can be trusted. is it smart for kaz to be left alone? is it safe? is he a danger to himself or others? obviously he can make his own decisions and he doesn't have to share a bed with me if he doesn't want to, but he can't be left unguarded otherwise and maybe a prison cell would be a better alternative? anyway kaz it's up to you, the way in which you want to live with the consequences of your own actions)
#meg talks forever again#a good myth is hard to kill#honestly i actually think ultimately this is more toxic than if he'd just forced kaz to do everything#it's the same with kaz having control over his power with the stag and still ultimately doing what the darkling wanted#it was his choice to make even though it was an impossible one#he made it and now he has to live with knowing it was a choice that he made#even though the alternatives were unthinkable to him#every single thing between them is a power struggle. all of it. it's all a part of the game they're playing and will play forever#every single time it is always going to be more satisfying for kaz to independently realize the darkling's offer is sweetest#even with trying to steal the sea whips power he would NEVER see it as enslavement#problems in his brain.....#(to clarify these are the darkling's thoughts and not mine#i feel like i shouldn't have to clarify that but in case anyone is wondering#i DO NOT CONDONE THIS LINE OF THINKING AND THE DARKLING IS BAD??? lmao)
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GARRY GARY BEERS of INXS performing STAY YOUNG (1982)
#garry gary beers#inxs#1980s#this came on the tv and didn't see who it was and i thought damn who is that freddy krueger cutie???#and then it came up as inxs and i was like oh it's garry!!!! of course it's garry!! who else would look that cute!#the things i would do to make out with 1981 garry gary beers are unthinkable#he is the reason bass is sexy#he was seriously the most gorgeous man on the planet !!!!!
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jacob elordi was born three days before me……. ik this really means nothing but i feel like i should do something w this information
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so im like 2 volumes behind but ive seen ppl say that ruby rose should have been a faunus, a wolf faunus specifically, but really i think oscar should have been like a dog faunus too.
along with more skin tone variation i think there should have been more "main" faunus characters so blake isnt mostly by herself. if i just look at the 1st three volumes, id pick nora also being a faunus (a goat faunus specifically cause thor had some goats pull his chariot) thatd be cute.
so really...ruby, blake, nora, and later oscar. if i had to pick without changing too much.
#rwby#ruby rose#blake belladonna#nora valkyrie#oscar pine#walkin talkin#//listen so like because im me for like...the 1st six volumes i was (in a lot of ways) more interested in the fantasy racism idea#so i think it would have been more interesting than just having velvet getting racially harrassed in the background//#//like blake not doing anything makes sense for her but i think itd been interesting to think about how ruby or nora would have responded#id still have to rewatch those volumes but i still see ruby as eager but overall still shy n not potentially wanting to make things worse//#//for velvet (i can see yang responding similarly tbh) yang can get angry and charge forward#but i never saw her being unthinking (at least when shes not in the middle of a fight already but id still have to rewatch to make sure//#//but i could see nora telling cardin to fuck off#anyways if my brain ever works right i will rewatch and think more about it//#//tho like doing more research into the fairytales or stories makes me so tired lol#and i havent even started//#//but i think at least for the first 3 volumes this would be interesting#but rwby is a show that suffers from not enough time and the ppl not really knowing how manage the time theyve been given//#//idk about the management at rooster teeth but from what i know it doesnt sound like they were managed well at all
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"diversity of thought" in the lgbt/black/insert minority here community
I literally hate this phrase.
I totally get the intention behind it. In online spaces, certain communities are assumed (key word: assumed) to be left-wing 9 times out of 10.
So because people only encounter one iteration of gayness/blackness/insert minority-ness online, they feel the need to demand proof that people with XYZ label are capable of thinking differently.
But that's exactly what drives me bonkers about it.
Why do black people, or gay people etc. have to prove to the outside world that we are a community that by default will include people with different opinions? Like, any time you get two humans together in a room, you have diversity of thought. Why does this need to be displayed to outsiders like some kind of circus act for you to believe it?
No one goes up to white people and ask them to "prove" that they think differently from one another. No one asks Christians to prove that they aren't all a hive mind.
Basically, communities that are respected in the mainstream don't have the frankly dehumanizing assumption applied to them that they MUST be a hive mind until proven otherwise.
I don't care what the fuck you saw online. Understanding that blacks, gays, etc. are humans should be enough to show that we think differently, that we are individuals.
I really hope that what I'm frustrated about here comes across clearly.
It just drives me crazy to see this, because the people doing it don't even realize the necessary step of dehumanization that they had to take in order to seriously believe some iteration of "XYZ people must all think the same unless I see direct evidence against it." like just stop you are dumb. Black people (just as an example of what I mean) don't need to prove to anyone that we aren't a monolith. We never were one, no matter how much Candace Owens insists that we're all trapped on some "democrat plantation" incapable of thinking past the next welfare handout together. Even if the next 10 black people that you spoke too all voted democrat, you STILL wouldn't have a hive mind, and diversity of thought would still be present, because that would have still been 10 individual black people with their own thoughts and worldviews. Consider that maybe she just tells you what you want to hear?
#this was prompted by me seeing some video about a non leftist gay man#but like..... WHY THE FUCK would you assume every gay man in the world voted Democrat?????#Regardless to what you saw online#I just don't understand how people can so easily treat minorities like part of a collective and then demand that we prove otherwise to the#again this is NOT about me debating that a lot of online spaces lean left#this is me being frustrated at the absolute LEAPS people use this phenomenon to justify#online spaces leaning left =/= minorities are an unthinking hive mind who must prove to me that they are capable of individual thought#a lot of the diversity of thought people would be served by simply not making assumptions about or stereotyping entire communities#you know the thing they claim not to do and then blatantly do anyway to arrive at the garbage conclusion that XYZ communities are hive mind#what do we have to do to prove we are human to you???
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so so funny when people ask if I smoke weed and are shocked when I say no because apparently I "have that vibe" like yeah. it's just the hair
#people are also shocked when I say I don't drink#but I think that thats more of a 'casual drinking is so socially ingrained that it seems unthinkable when someone doesn't do it' thing#I just do not like the idea of something altering my state of mind and affecting the control I have over my own choices#wayyyyy too much of a control freak for that lmao#and also I'm just not interested so why would I?#anyway I have this same conversation with every new person I have prolonged interactions with#this time OVER INSTAGRAM 😭😭😭#with an old coworker who is Kind Of Cute But We Don't Need To Get Into It Right Now#ghost posts#text
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still thinking about that dream i had yesterday where a debuting group introduced one of their member's positions as 'new grotesque and clown'
#the way i SHOT bolt upright and awake at that like the only way to make idols worse is to make them into ACTUAL theatre kids#got a peek into the bad reality where kpop is deeply steeped in clowning traditions and trust me. that's the worst reality#my brain is fucking frying at the idea of idols doing grotesque clown like that would NEVER fly irl its unthinkable and YET#my brain offers up horrible things on a silver platter. thanks i hate it!#text#also the implication that there is a NEW school of grotesque is so.
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ohh I am worried my new meds (yes the ones that give me a funny eyebrow twitch. that mostly stopped now) actually are sort of working. “worried” bc my insurance doesn’t really cover them and the ones I’ve been taking are my psych handing me a full months’ worth of free samples
#we checked and the copay would be like $400#she said if the meds work we’ll figure something out and she’ll try to give me samples as long as possible#appreciable affects have been i no longer am like sleeping a dozen hours a day (i sleep Human Amount now) + stopped overeating#and i have juuust enough ‘less’ anxiety to have enabled me to sort some important shit out and break one of my worst habits#which is being so comically avoidant of perceived rejection or confrontation that i sabotage myself needlessly for months or YEARS#i managed to have long overdue interpersonal convos and do career related outreach i’d been avoiding forever#and i hope it’s a trend. i overthink everything and its unthinkable to just. be open to failure or rejection and embrace whatever happens#and it’s about time i finally could !!#‘if i fuck up and fail i’ll DIE. better just sleep for ever instead’ no !!! stop that !! fucking do the thing! if they get mad they get mad#anyway idk it’s not just the meds i think the good weather is helping#so hooopefully…….i won’t…get a month or two of effective meds and then have to stop and become catatonically depressed again
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Ok I started travelers because you said the ending wasn’t bad (I know you said it was good but Not Bad was my requirement for starting a show lol) and this show fucking slaps I think I need more tv show recommendations from you lol
omg djjdkfjkdf it really DOES slap doesn't it ITS SO GOOD. i'm so excited that you decided to give it a go!!!!! please return to share your feelings as you go on the journey, i would love to know
even tho i am pathologically hesitant to recommend things i would in actual fact LOVE to point people towards shows that i love and think have not gotten the cred they deserve!!! I guess let's start slow, if you're looking for something to watch after you're done with Travelers, i think Continuum was a REALLY cool scifi show which i would die for. It's similar to Travelers in that it has futuristic technology in present day (present day being 2012 when it was released lol), it's about a police woman in the future who follows a group of terrorists back in time to present day to stop them from changing history. It's also similar in that there are points in the show where you're like 'who is actually in the right here' which i LOVE. It ran for 4 seasons and ended on its own terms so it has a proper ending, which you will appreciate lol. I think that you can watch it on Prime if you're in the US? But i would also support accessing it by uhh alternative means 😎
#the notion that anything i say would ever convince someone to watch something is unthinkable. i have influence? shocked to hear it#😂#i have been trying to analyse why i am so hesitant to recommend things lately#i have a suspicion it stems back to a friend i had in high school who hated a lot of things i loved and really liked to tell me that lol#how do people so far in our past have such an impact on our present rip#anyways i should get more comfortable recommending things#and trust that ppl won't relish telling me they hated it even if it wasn't for them#but thank you for coming back and letting me know that you decided to try travelers and that you're enjoying i!!#that makes me soooooooo happy#asks#anon
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I know we all make mistakes, but there's actually a large difference between snapping at your loved ones when you're having a bad day and saying the most abusive, fucked up, gaslighting shit to your kids and then forget about it like it's a normal saturday night, and i honestly don't think it's a mistake that a person can "casually" make?
you can't pretend all faults are on the same level in terms of its difficulty to commit and its severity, as if you can tell a dictator "it's okay we all make mistakes :) it's very easy to call for the death of a million people and actually going through with it!" like yes, we can all try to be a better person and everyone deserves a chance to redemption, but acting like all wrongdoings are of the same level and telling people who were abused by their parents that they will make the same mistake as their parents?? it happens on some abused people, yes, but this take seriously lacks nuance and compassion like a piece of white bread lacks spice
parents are so crazy because they can say the most fucked up shit to you when your brain is forming and it sets the tone for your whole adult mind set and then they forget about it the next day
#there's this time when my mother was telling us how she saw a woman on the street twisting her kid's ear and yelling at him#and my mother deadass said 'I can't believe how some parents can be so coldblooded to hit their kids! my heart would be broken!'#me and my sis had to do a visible double take cause we couldnt believe she had the audacity to say that#when she used to hit me so bad i needed to go through SURGERY#or when she pointed a knife to my sis and threatened to kill her because she didn't have the appetite for dinner#took me a moment to gather the courage to say 'but you used to hit us like. a lot.'#and she went 'but that was DIFFERENT! you two got me so UPSET!!'#honestly unreal how parents can do such terrible unthinkable things and then sincerely forget about it#lia speaks
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#a dear childhood friend's wife died 2 weeks ago#his parents and mine have known each other since before we were born and we went to school together until we graduated from hs#we weren't in the same friend group as we entered middle school and onward but it was a small school in a small town etc etc#i've always thought very highly of him and would've liked to be closer friends with him but he was in the ~cool crowd~ and very outdoorsy#where i was neither of those things#anyway his wife suddenly and unexpectedly died 2 days before christmas and i've been so broken hearted for him since#they just had their 2nd baby about 7 weeks earlier#horrible tragic unthinkable heart wrenching#and i saw him at the funeral for the first time since his sister's wedding in 2011#he's been living in other places for school and training but he moved back here about 1.5 years ago#and i want to be there for him and be friends#i'm so mad i didn't reach out when i first found out he was back but i didn't feel like i could bc would be even care about me#and what if too much time has gone by blah blah he has a family yadda yadda#but i think that's bs actually bc people have been very receptive to seeing me when i've run into them or their parents or on social#things are different now and we're grown and not awkward kids (even though i feel like one all the time)#and i'm mad and sad that i could've met his wife who seems amazing and was deeply loved by everyone she knew#and i'm also confused bc i feel so strongly about him that i'm like ??? am i in love with him ??? wth#why am i like this#why do i feel every emotion at such an extreme#is this an adhd thing#i think i just care deeply about him because he's a great person and someone i have a strong tie to through the school we both attended#not to mention the connection our moms have and his older sister who was also very nice to me#i know i'm lonely but i think the situation might be worse than i thought#being the only child of 2 parents who are both aging and in pretty bad shape is not where it's at#especially because i'm disabled in ways too and i desperately want to improve but it's really hard and i hate myself and living like this!!!#so again that brings me thinking who will love you (certainly not him) and why are you thinking about this anyway#(i'm just as bad as the guys who swoop in to snag women who are freshly widowed or divorced or otherwise broken up with)#except i'm not (i think) bc this obvi isn't something i would wish on anyone and i want his wife's memory to be a blessing#maybe i'm just insane and need to take my meds and go to bed#personal
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