#i work 70 hours a week
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Every minute of every day, I feel like I am just losing everything. I feel like I have no friends. And I feel like I don't go anywhere and I feel like I live my life in smallboxes where I go to work and then I go to work and then I come home and I cook. And I clean and I get the kids to bed and then I go to work and then I go to sleep so I can get up so that I can go to work again. And I don't go out. And I don't do things. I don't talk to people because I'm too tired to make a phone call or send text messages
I'm just i'm tired all the time I have no energy to do any hobbies so im looking at all these dnd books that I have and I look at all these videos i wanna work on and the resin that I wanna make things with and I do nothing. I sit. after cooking and cleaning and working I watch some YouTube videos and I go to sleep. Because I am tired. and I feel alone.
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"I'm the dog they put with cheetahs to keep them from going crazy in captivity" x "I'm the cheetah that is threatening to go crazy" 4 ever
(I make a webcomic about them)
#GODDDDDDDDDDD I love them#theyre so.....#I just.#good. theyre good#I need the comic to come back NOW...#no I dont. I havent finished enough yet#I've finished 7 episodes so I gotta make 3 more minimum but 8 more ideally. which is. a big gap..#anyways I got up early to draw this cause I couldnt sleep#and someone shared it in a server I'm in and I was like. oh I have to#but now I'm super tired and I can sleep#so good night. enjoy my beautuful art of my beautiful vampires#'good ngiht' it is 10 30 am.#sleep. she betrays me yet again.#anyways working on coming back working on kickstarter stuff working on book 4#working on commissions working on my patreon...#work work work work#trying to be forgiving of myself LOL working like 50-70 hours a week and still feeling like its not enough#imagine if I WASNT on meds rn. I'm focusing better and there's still just way too much sheesh#super need some support but also I'm chillin#I was assigned an editor and she has not given me a single note#so I'm like uhhh. rlly feeling aimless and lonely#I'm doing very good work its some of my best stuff#but...#yeah. idk. just a lot HAHAHA#but I got like 45 mins to do a quick drawing#for my mental health...#time and time again#adam and steve#ttawebcomic#adam
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A redraw of an old thing because exam season is the only time i get creative energy ig
#but no fr i just came home from 2 consecutive exams. like consecutive as in one after the other in 2 hours#next week is all finals and theyre all like 2 hours 1 in the morning and 1 in the afternoon like bro#whatevs tho medical update THE MEDS ARE WORKING alhamdulilallah i feel im getting way more energy :)#2 years on immunosuppressants and at least 3 months of corticosteroids which means no salt :( BUT we are getting thru it#im cooking again :')#ok enough my life is not what you're here for. idk if cbeeduo at the end of 2023 *is* but idc#i just rly missed them yk and the vibes and the place i was in plus i have fun drawing them so suck it#i hope my good cbee mutuals enjoy this love yall#my art#dsmp fanart#cranboo#ctubbo#cbeeduo#fashion notes for the cool peeps still reading is i am dying on the hill that cranboo was decked in a 70s aunt wardrobe argue with the wall#also tubbo cowboy cus. like. look at him.#will probably draw tommy next i rly miss him. nothing big as always im a doodle kinda guy at heart#anyway xoxo love yall still here <33#fennec.art
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odds n’ ends
#it’s like.. the b-sides that didn’t fit with anything else and aren’t strong enough alone to warrant me wasting space on anyone else’s dash#these were taken between Sep 23’ and Feb 24’; they’re not sorted chronologically#they’re sorted by temperature. sorta#I can start putting more time into art again soon - easing into it bc I’ve not adjusted to the changes yet#now that the move is over and I don’t have the shitty helljob that had me doing 70 hrs p/week. I made a bank in OT hours tho.#which is good! bc my job fell through on this end and I’m now trying to find new work so I don’t die :)#so my heftier-than-usual savings are keeping me afloat for the moment#ah well! cest la vie; and I’ll be okay!#my art#aesthetic#art#artwork#webcore#internetcore#abstract#artists on tumblr#photography#flash photography#weirdcore#nature photography#mountains
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Jonathan Bailey as Tim laughlin in episode 7, "White Nights", of "Fellow Travelers".
#jonathanbaileyedit#jonathan bailey#tim laughlin#70s tim my beloved#fellow travelers#1x07#photos#edits#i can only imagine all of the thoughts racing through his mind#going from hawk to harvey to the riots that he only saw on tv to his community in such deep mourning to his city shaken and in pieces#to arthur who he cheated on and he's going to have to tell him#and wondering where the fuck everything is going to go from here#i bet he worked overtime in the weeks that followed the verdict to be there for his clients#working 12 hour days#maybe one night he collapses into bed and it's midnight and that means it's 3 am on the east coast#and he realizes his phone hasn't rang at that hour in weeks
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re-reading old letters from the long night
#ffxv#lunafreya nox fleuret#from my au where luna lived#dress is from one of the yakuza games with some edits#my art#I'm pretty pleased with how this turned out#also is crazy but the semester ended and i actually have so much free time now#i mean I'm still teaching a class#but i only have 20 students instead of 700#so i work less than 70 hours a week now which is amazing#time for art! time to do chores!#seriously it's amazing#it's like getting my life back#I'm glad i got to spend some time working on this because i missed luna#best girl#i wanted to make it golden and warm but still keep the lighting a bit delicate#i love the flower texture i used on her dress#the colors suit her perfectly
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Woodrow and his horsey friend Lester
#yes this is a self insert#i miss ada the horse :( crash knows about her#anyways#just more sketches bc i am lazy and work close to 70 hours a week#cirr0stratus art#ww1 fiction#ww1 history#ww1#wwi#world war i#world war one#world war 1#trench warfare#oc stuff#oc sketch#oc story#original character#original charater art
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Getting up at 5.45 tomorrow to go to a work seminar in Manchester at 9 to hopefully get back home for around 6.30 so I have time to make it to Leicester so I can go cinema with my mum and watch the Edward Scissorhands ballet broadcast at 7 so I can get back home for probably around 11pm so I can go to bed and get up for work again the next day at 6.55
#Originally I was meant to be going on my own so I was gonna get the train up tonight and stop overnight#But then they say oh this coworker is going also :) and he can drive so you can both take the pool car :)#And he hates to be away from home so we just going to Manchester and back in a fucking day and doing a days work in the process#I'm gonna have to rack up about £70 in taxi fees and honestly I'm not even sure they'll approve the second taxi#Cuz that'll be from his home to Leicester which is like double the distance than my home#Which is really annoying cuz otherwise I could've got the bus for £2#God it's gonna be like 5-7 hours in transit tomorrow depending on traffic#I'm gonna be really annoyed if I miss the showing as well cuz that was planned in before the seminar#Oh and I don't get overtime so there's not really any way I can claim back those hours spent in travel#On god I need the financial stability to go down to 4 days a week 😭😭😭😭
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have long realized that my number one priority for a job is to not have homework. i cannot do the homework lifestyle. i need the 9-5 and when it is 5 i dont think about work until the next day type experience
#ik most jobs are like that but i grew up with my dad having unpaid overtime project management stuff and he has a salary not hourly so#he works like 70 hours a week and works on vacations etc bc hes a project manager and needs to meet company deadlines etc#and like hes a geologist doing environmental cleanup so like not the kind of job you'd expect to have that#anyways i never want that lifestyle for myself#and like rn in grad school and doing 27 hours a week at an internship i am MISERABLE#i just worked 8:30-5pm and i have about 6 hours of homework to do
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There's about 300$ missing from my pay check
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#they paid me for about 45 hours of work but I Know that i worked at least 70 hours last pay period#i am going to kill my manager#i saw it and was like ??? why is this almost the same as the paychecks i was getting when i was working 25 hours a week
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#how do ppl work 8 hours a day 5 days a week and then DO STUFF AFTER WORK#i don’t have any energy left help#give me advice if you have any#feeling like a 70 year old 29 year old today
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Thinks about my next series again... I drew the icon for it!
I'm planning to have it launched within a year! I'm hoping for summer 2025. I want to make a prelaunch page before Time and Time Again ends so people can subscribe if they're interested, but I'm worried the series return would be too early...
#SORRY HAHAHA REPOSTING IMMEDIATELY#i. it. IM SORRY okay the.#i had 'im not interested in the comic' as an option but it immediately made me feel bad#DONT FEEL BAD IF YOU PICKED IT i put it there#i just realized its not really a helpful metric to me at all!#im making the comic either way!#so i just want to gague interest. disinterest doesnt do much for me. you can come and go as you please!#just wanting to retain readers as much as possible but without losing them due to taking too long#ahhhh the balance of marketing. a beautiful beast she is.#anyways yeah hoping to launch like about as tta is ending#or like at LEAST a prelaunch page by then#im also not intending for the prelaunch page to be like. announced...#moreso just a link i append on art for the series!#just so when a drawing of zagan gets 500 notes#people who are interested in what hes from can. see that...#anyways. sorry i haven't been posting work is wild im going 70+ hours a week again i am so tired#not much time to draw non work stuff#im hanging on by a thread of having multiple projects i can bounce between again#and sometimes thats this one! so heres the results of some mental health work variety#we were legion#polls#sorry for the instant repost. in my defense. i am exhausted.#i can not wait until im making a different comic that i can do a fucking. normal ass schedule with#where im not every week gasping for breath in some kind of bad at swimming metaphor.#anyways if youre not interested dont tell me. it doesnt matter to me. no offense but i just dont wanna hear it.#i want to make the comic and my audience as much as i love you all is not going to have any control over what i do with my art#im gonna make this comic if i only get it done on weekends after getting home from the fuckin movie theater#i am not working for webtoon again wnd im not forcing myself into the dirt for comics again#but im also never gonna stop making them. just need to build a healthier relationship!#FUCK I MADE IT A ONE DAY POLL.
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#I promise I’m alive and coming back#I’ve been working 70 hour weeks since my company decided on a new venture#I think I’m gonna keel over soon#tbd#out of slumber
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okay i knew his family was rich, i didnt think 40k a year school fees rich 😭😭😭😭 where did you find that number and do you know if his siblings went to the same school cause thats up to 120k a year in school fees (im not sure what the age difference is)
my friend found it! i think just from his wikipedia page; i knew it was mentioned but i didn't know it had its own article until today lol this is where he went https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/North_Shore_Country_Day_School
and this is the tuition for the current academic year
tbh i assume in the 90s it was much cheaper, like probably to the tune of 20k, but 20k in 1995 was worth about 43k adjusted for inflation so i just decided that they were probably still paying about 40k no matter how you slice it lol. also i wanted to add that i remembered once reading that his mother was the admissions counselor at his high school so i went to fact check myself thinking they maybe got discounted tuition and i looked up the podcast interview that his father did and i think he said that pete had already graduated by the time that dale started working there
also i'm not sure re hilary (2 yrs younger than pete iirc) and andrew (5 yrs younger than pete) tbh but yeah his mother is from a wealthy politically prominent family and idk much about his father's family but i assume they were also like, doing pretty okay lol
#peter II mentions in the interview as well that dale was a stay at home mom until pete graduated from high school#so they were paying all of that on either an attorney's salary or an attorney's salary + inherited money#which btw peter II was working for a corporation iirc he was their general counsel#this is kind of sidebar but i think it's funny he mentions in the interview he did that so he could see his kids and be home for dinner etc#bc law firms often have you working something like 50-70 hour weeks#and at one point pete wrote a journal entry about him never being around when he was a kid lol
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Hey dude u ok? You didn't post anything for a while. Hope you're doing well :)
Hi! Thank you, I'm doing alright and am here to explain my absence
Basically, I've been gone for about 2 months and the first month was mostly a break cause I went on vacation for a good portion of it out of state
This second month I have really been buckling down on a very big project for this blog that I have been working on, on and off, for about 6 months! It's definitely the biggest thing I've ever done and, right now, my tentative deadline is sometime before August 21st (cause that's when my classes start again). Based on the way things are going, I think that's very possible to meet! So it's definitely something to look forward to!
I won't be giving any information away right now, but I will say that I'm super proud of it already and really excited to put it out there when it is done. It was originally supposed to be a 1000 follower milestone project that got put on hiatus for a few months due to uni stuff, so I've really just been dedicating this summer to completing it. It's something that I've been wanting to do for a long time but couldn't nail down how I wanted to format the idea, and I've only recently really had the time to put in the effort necessary into making it a real thing!
I definitely meant to get around to answering more asks and doing more overall writing, but like I said, this has been taking a good portion of my energy and time, so all of that is on the back burner right now and will be a more consistent thing when this is out
I'll try to be a tad bit more active and not just disappear off the face of the planet for months at a time too, but in, general, I'm going to be mostly away until I get this done and released
So I definitely apologize for my absence and ask everyone to be patient with me for awhile longer, and also a big thank you for everyone who's still around and I hope you'll continue to stick around!
#hey look i'm talking#fr though I'm so excited#I've been working on this for multiple hours every day for weeks now#if i had to put a percentage on it I'd say I'm at least 70 percent done or so#also it's almost this blogs one year anniversary#so that's kinda cool#i don't really have anything planned sadly but I'll probably make a post or something at least#anyway definitely sorry for the ghosting but I'm hoping this will make up for it
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like its actually so joever
#had to skip diffeq yesterday for my stupid digital logic design lab#which i didnt finish because the instructions straight up lied to me so i had to restart#and obviously i couldnt get it working in time since the pre lab was just Do the lab outside of lab#because you werent going to have wnough time to do the lab in the lab#and i cant go to the friday section because its packed and im actually going to get kicked out#bc they dont have enough boards for wverybody#so i have to go to my tas office hours which are in the middle of my diffeq class#and we have a quiz every thursday which is when my tas office hours are#and like they hand the quiz out at the end of class which is like 40 mins after my tas office hours end#but the issue is for complicated reasons it takes me like about an hour minimum each way to get to my lab#and thursday is obviously tomorrow so i have to finish redoing my prototype by tonight#but i have work from 4-8 and i skipped yesterdays ode#so i have no idea what the thursday quiz is going to be on#and obviously i havent studied at all and i need to do that because this professor sucks#and actually hates giving partial credit like straight up he gave me a 50% on a question i got right#because i forgot my plus c and didnt check my work#and also to make my tas office hours i have to skip my physics class in its entirety#which is really bad because theyre going to be covering the stuff thats on our quiz#which conevniently happens to be on the day of the career fair#and which i need to do really well on because i got a 70 on the last one#but considering the class mean and median was a 50 i guess im not doing all that bad#but this professor will kill himsef before he curves#and i havent even looked at my programming assignment thats due on sunday#so basically everything is horrible and its week four lol
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