#i wonder sometimes
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Experimental, learning peace of latest evening's expressions - a gentle drop, and ode, and thought of young and so demure to ways unspeakable<з
#digital art#dark fantasy#gothic#Castlevania Netflix#Castlevania Nocturne#Alucard#Adrian Tepes#fan art#portrait practice#digital drawing#I toned to re-contribute my liney ways#in choice of trying and amuse#time passed drastically in-between of this creation#I toned it has a time that's now#for otherwise I've spent another month or two in being inconsiderable swaying unsatisfied and crudely demure#hand trembles out of drawn nature#but#there is adore and love that swells and aches just as long long time ago#I wonder sometimes#If I am from those times remembered#which tones I used and how my hands had looked#and what it was and how it's done#if I exist#if I am here#it's silly#ah#and also and of course#the referenced piece of classic and redrawn was#Mary Magdalene in the Cave#by
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March 2024 bullet journal layout. Blue colour scheme, and since I like flowers that carried through.
#bulletjournal#bullet journalling#bullet journal#bulletjournalling#bujo#bujo spread#journal#journalling#blue#flowers#march#i wonder sometimes#if this actually counts as art?#compared to all the beautiful things people can make#it doesn't feel like it
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Our Spiderman doing the most ft Haechan watching
#Markhyuck#lee haechan#mark lee#nct 127#fact check#i wonder sometimes#i want to know what his thinking#lee minhyung#lee donghyuck#fullsun#baby lion
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would I have developed better social skills if I had grown up without the internet or would I just have been incredibly lonely
#timemachine wuz here#I wonder sometimes#I have a hard time imagining a lack of forums and livejournal would’ve really helped me#but it’s impossible to know!
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Are those gray areas nothing but excuses? For those who are caught between black and white, between love and hate, between staying and leaving. I wonder sometimes. Does love fog our glasses or wipes them clean?
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#what does love do for us?#I wonder sometimes#soulinkpoetry#poetry#thoughts#she writes#feelings#poets on tumblr#that’s life#poets corner#writers and poets
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Me, just a 22 (27 actually) year old girl, tipsy af in my parents living room last night when I suddenly remember I’ve got a kid
#like who made that call?#i wonder sometimes#how am I a functional mom? 😅#no seriously I love that little stinker toot#she’s a toddler now so she’s pretty self sufficient these days
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I look at my 1670 post that has got 52 notes then at my Hetalia posts such teeny amount in comparison, I'm in the wrong fandom
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as someone who was never even well-versed in youth culture when i was demonstrably a youth, i am interested in how youth culture today is presented in cinema and tv and how correct or incorrect it actually is -- very aware of and comfortable using terminology (therapy speak, queer lingo, critical race theory especially), very snappy and quippy (this not in an 80s heathers or 90s buffy the vampire kind of way where it's a particular quirky writing choice), very appearance-wise trendy in a semi-homogenised model/runway/pro-youtuber kind of way
this not just in american cinema and tv, but perhaps heavily influenced by those representations. does sex education actually present a lens through which real teenagers can relate their experiences? does euphoria? do [insert netflix films here]? heartstopper?
real question, but also because my work with youths (that is 17-21ish year olds) is usually centred around people more at-risk and/or isolated and/or disabled and/or suffering from mental health issues, and i always feel like these other representations are too... polished. in outward presentation, as well as in speech mannerisms and general knowledge, but perhaps it's because i don't work with your average teenager who's just vibing (are any teens just vibing? probably not, considering the Horrors of life generally)
but also makes me sad if it is like that, that your average 14-17yr old would be expected to present as polished in that way. to have perfect makeup and outfit choices and to know how to manage complex emotional situations and to carry that much
#cinema#film#tv#i wonder sometimes#I feel disconnected from those representations feeling real but then#im not a teenager/early 20s#and i wasnt particularly representative of my age group when i was around that age
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Feeling homesick for a country Ive never been too
#I wonder sometimes#why my father chose to raise his kids#without any parts of his culture#well. he is half and half but he has passports and everything its his culture#still dont understand why he never brought us there#why he never taught the language#he didnt even register either marriages or births.#I would qualify for legal citizenship is he had done what he had to do#sometimes I think that it took less than 2 years of being married to his new wife#for her kids to have spent more time there than I had in all my life#sometimes I think about him promising to show me the mountains#only to bring other children instead#I am bitter#and angry#I can feel it like a hole#that Ill never be able to fill#this country that could have been my home
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anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. and they don't even have to prove you said it. all they need is some witnesses willing to lie.
#janiswilde#thoughts#privacy#like at what point is being worried about messaging privacy just being afraid to speak?#I wonder sometimes#tag commentary
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obviously people steal things from other people it's one of the oldest tricks in the book but it still always surprises me to learn that people plagiarise because my introduction to the concept was basically being told that if i ever plagiarised anything i would be executed by firing squad and my head would be removed and displayed on a spike outside the walls of the hallowed academic institution i was attending as a warning to others
#🐉#like they were not fucking around they were like you will be BLACKLISTED we will EXILE you there may be FINANCIAL RESTITUTION OWED#if our plagiarism software detects anything suspicious we will FLAY YOU ALIVE IN THE TOWN SQUARE#i still wake up in a cold sweat sometimes wondering if i cited my sources correctly
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There will be a day when you unravel, too. You’ll understand then. For now, just look at the sunset
#azdamnsdaniel#azistwisted#universe#god#he’s the best mom in the universe#he is the universe#oc#character#oc art#traditional art#I wonder sometimes#will i ever get to where I want to be#or will I unravel before then?
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Listen, I love the "XL helps HC to see how beautiful he is" scenario as much as the next person... But I also see it like this.
#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#hualian#heaven official's blessing#hob#myart#hua cheng#xie lian#I have a friend who's so pretty and confident the pretty privilege automotically applies to her#I've seen people treat her differently RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME#sometimes I look at her and wonder if this how people feel when hc talks to xl#anyway I think that hc needs the bing-qiu method of “not as beautiful as you yes I love you the most” too#also this xie lian took me 3 seconds to draw but 5 mins to sketch it's an art to come up with such a stupid face you know that?#hc my pretty princess <3 I want him on his knees
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got bae'zel brainrot and its terminal
#bg3#lae'zel#sometimes I wonder how I got here#losing my absolute mind over a space frog#shes worth it tho <3#my art
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“ I spill tons of ink hoping to fill the cracks of the heart, but most nights it feels like I’m drowning in it.”
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@soulinkpoetry
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Is writing therapeutic, or does rehashing everything from the past never allows the wounds to heal?
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#we write to heal#cracks in my heart#writing therapy#soulinkpoetry#poetry#thoughts#she writes#feelings#poets on tumblr#I wonder sometimes
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even better, i sent him to get dentals
P.S. you should check @frodo-a-gogo ‘s disco comics, she wrote most of the texts here
#disco elysium#my art#sometimes i wonder if people whose photos i referenced will ever find out i turned them into Harrier Du Bois
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