#i wish someday could be now.
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i wanna be with you and cuddle you so baddd uahg
Someday!!! Someday... hopefully soon. If we can, probably by Christmas. I promise we will cuddle and be together as soon as possible. *kisses head gently*
#ouppy <3#i wish someday could be now.#i wish it so much its all ill talk about#i wish i couldve found a way to have you by todah or tomorrow#i wish i could hold you in my arms for my birthday
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Little snippet from a vashwood reincarnation comic that I do not have nearly fully fleshed out in my head with written down text that would surely be 50+ pages and which I will probably get to draw never aaaah
#you know I would LOVE to draw this comic someday#but I can not start another one while having 2 to finish and I need to work on portfolio stuff for after uni D:#this comic would be much more vw centered than my other au cause it would just be vash meeting wolfwood reincarnated about 200 years later#and then they slowly acclimatise to each other's proximity with this thing hanging in the air between them#this thing being all that was left unsaid and unfelt but can be felt now without the looming threat of battle and a free future ahead#sighs#I wish I could show you and for once have the thing fully drawn out#this scene being the start of probably my favourite scene from the end#trigun#trigun spoilers#vashwood#vash#wolfwood
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waiting for marvel to take you up as their comic artist so that we can have amazing art with cherik official storyline
marvel hire me to draw professor x and magneto making out sloppy style for forty issues straight you will get a BAJILLION dollars i promise
#fave#snap chats#'professor x' what are you a cop. moving on#vjeLKVJEALKV thank you much my friend one can only dream .....#you know whats so funny tho this just reminds me how like. My Number One Cheerleader was my highschool english teacher#she also ran the comic club in case thats relevant. because i was a part of that club OBVIOUSLY#i used to want to be a comic book artist but now i dont but anyway as a part of this club we'd have to draw comics sometimes#and alllll the time my teach would be so happy to get my stuff and she'd always be like#'[Snap] please promise me you'll never give up comics i want to read a comic from you one day' and stuff like that#i think id throw up laughing if i got to email her one day like 'omg hey teach 1.) im not a moody teenager anymore#2.) i got to work for marvel check it out <3' and i have to send her old man yaoi JLVKEJLKAEVJE#FUNNIEST TIMELINE IN THE WORLD I'D ACTUALLY DIE LIKE PLEAAAASSEE THATS ALL I COULD EVER WANT IN LIFE#on the realest note tho i didnt appreciate her enthusiasm enough. i wish i could tell her thank you someday#i think of her a lot whenever im in the dumps about my work she really is one of my biggest motivators#like i guess i COULD just shoot an email. maybe if i actually do something cool with comics or something#i dont even know if she remembers me so it'd just be bizarre wouldnt it#ANYWAYS. sappy story time's over theres a matcha crepe cake with my name on it BYYYYYEEEEE
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hi! i binged 75 chapters of ur amazing fic within a week, so have some art of a scene i particularly enjoyed. have a great day deer
NO FUCKING WAY 😩😩😩 this is beautiful and i love it!! genuinely gonna make me cry tears of joy lmao thank you so much for enjoying my writing and for this amazing art!! do you mind if i link it to my masterpost??
seriously tho i fucking LOVE THIS and i’m so honored 😭❤️
#radioapple#duckiedeer#appleradio#hazbin hotel#hazbin fanfic#hazbin fanart#art#artists on tumblr#do you want to know#dywtk#literally the best thing to wake up to lmao#giving me that extra push to continue improving my writing#like genuinely this is amazing art#wish i could draw like that!! maybe someday!#and??#it’s for me???#it’s for MY fic???#fanart? of MY fic? it’s more likely than you think#pls tell me someone got that meme ref cause i’m old#gonna go cry tears of joy now
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somethin ain't right here
#moonsideshelf#hatsune miku#kasane teto#vocaloid#teto is soooo cute she's one of my new faves of my collection for sure#i wish i could get my hands on the og too someday but i am nooottttt paying those secondhand prices no thanks#but her being rerun is pretty unlikely now that her synthv design is so popular
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Honestly, I absolutely love the idea of the yellow thing from Into The Pit just treating Oswald like his son with no malicious intent. It's also kinda gotten me thinking about something else. What if the yellow thing turned good? Like, due to how it was being treated like it's Oswald's dad by his mom and stuff. What if that made it go soft? Like it actually started to care for Oswald and his mom and maybe even for the other humans??? I know that last part is a bit of a stretch, but still. And imagine it started to care for Oswald and his family so much that it regretted its actions and helped Oswald get his real dad back. I don't know where it would go from there. Maybe it would just return to wherever the hell it came from, idk. It's just a silly little idea that's been sitting in my head ever since the Into The Pit game released.
#I adore the trope of the evil creature turning good and caring for the human cause it treated them nicely#I find it so silly but also really sweet and wholesome#I really wish I could draw the yellow thing treating oswald like his son but I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRAW ANIMATRONICS#you would think I would by now after being in this fandom for over five years#but I guess not#I'm sure I'll figure it out someday#fnaf#fnaf fazbear frights#into the pit#fnaf into the pit#into the pit game#the yellow thing#oswald into the pit#into the pit springbonnie#ramblings#five nights at freddy's
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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Hey y'all! Weird question time again, this time martial arts related: If you ever took a martial arts class that included sparring, did they teach you how to fall and how to throw a punch (like physically how to hold your hand and wrist as you punch so you don't hurt yourself) Because it occurs to me that the classes I took never went over that? And like, I didn't really need them to, my mom used to teach kickboxing and taught me to throw a punch correctly when I was a very little kid, but it's weird that it never came up, right? My mom and I took the classes together, and a few times we brought a friend of mine and they did not teach her how to throw a punch either and she was a total beginner
#the person behind the yarn#violence mention#not really violence just a question about martial arts classes#but I know my blog is mostly stuffed animals and quilts and stuff#and some of my followers want to avoid even that level of mention of it#I don't talk about it much because I can barely do it now#but I really really enjoyed sparring and I was pretty darn good at it for my size#I mean at the time I was like still not fully grown and most of the people I sparred with could have tossed me across the room easily#so good at it for my size is very much not the same thing as good at it#but it was fun! I wish I could still do it! sparring and swing dancing both#someday maybe I will do them again but in the mean time: it's weird that they didn't go over the basics right???
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Princess Anne chatting to her horse Mardi Gras while training him ahead of qualifying for the Montreal Olympics in 1976
#😂#I love this#the way she talks to him#��now don’t be silly’#I wish we could see the full documentary#maybe someday#princess anne#princess royal#british royal family#brf#throwback#horse whisperer
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made a wholeeee smorgasbord of random foods and had a nice lil dinner with my niece. Let my indoor cat run around in the snow (she hated it)….I also ran around a bit….
#I have this intense need to take a very specific video in the cemetery of my favorite statue#and woke up to snow and by the time we got there it turned to grosssss ass rain#then it started crazy snowing of course after the sunset#got snowed in and went in to look and play guitars haha#it'll probably be gone tomorrow but someday i’ll get my snowy pics AND video hopefully#has to be snowing actively it's a very specific artistic urge ok#I have this rly neat motorized tripod gadget that my dad got me a while ago you can get the most incredible videos especially moving around#after my cemetery snow adventure I'm all set where's spring#my friends sending me palm trees and beautiful weather snaps and I'm sending back blizzard pics#made her gay very californian brother audibly gasp lol#it’s so pretty though I love the first few snows#I wish I wasn't scared of going into the cemetery at night like I would but l'd need a group of ppl to go with#my angel statue in there all snowy right now and I can't get to her 😠#it’s not even that far away too#need to get to mount auburn someday during snow tried that last year but barely got any#the roads are so bad though now I just drove my niece to her boyfriends up and down steep hills too#my car handles it well though compared to my old one holy shit idk how I survived winters#I'm about to be a plow driver because they genuinely suck so bad I could do better#pay meeeee
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trucy-goosey
#get it like lucy goosey#i wanted to break out my watercolor brush pen thingies and paint without actually getting paint out :)#and make silly little freaky guys#i wish i could draw aai fanart but the little artist guy in me can only draw trucy and stick with it till the end of the piece#someday i will go over the second one digitally. but for now. she is papered.#trucy wright#ace attorney#art tag#sketch#doodles#expect more art from me because i have an obligation to draw this summer :
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I already knew what I was getting into when I agreed to my brother's proposal to have a streaming session of the 2000s trilogy of Star Wars.
Now I feel a HUGE ARTISTIC ITCH that I need to scratch.
WITH TWO COUPLES IN PARTICULAR, FML.
#Nemo Babbles#Star Wars#My ocs#my AUs#to be honest#the itch wasn't totally born today#it was born a LONG while ago#but I got swept away by things so the itch went in the back burner#BUT NOW IT'S BACK WITH A VENGEANCE#and I went down my 20-year-old sketches of the characters I drew when the trilogy came out#and I wish I could go back in time and give a hug to my teen self and tell her that someday#eventually#she would be able to draw what she wanted to draw#sorry y'all#I am pmsing which means yours truly is VERY EMOTIONAL
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Actually, on the topic of the baby fever. God it's so frustrating. Bc when I was like 14 ish I was Adamant that I never ever wanted kids. And my dad said smth around the lines of "that'll likely change" (probably from his own experience with this) and I was like NO. it WONT.
And then eventually, age 21-22 ish, I admitted that Okay, I still don't want to have my own kids, but someday maybe I'll adopt...
And Now, 27 years old, I got the general baby fever on occasion. It Did fucking change. And I don't know if I actually WILL bother with having my own kid (I still don't want to go through the hassle and massive body changes). But god. I do see a fucking baby and feel that stab of longing. It's almost like my damned hormones betrayed me or smth. Maddening!
I shall simply write fanfic about it.
#speculation nation#pregnancy ment/#honestly though i hadnt felt the wish to have my own until after my dad died#and i realized just how small our family is getting. and just felt this stab of NEED. to continue the line. continue the family.#my family's fucking dying around me i need to add to it. need more family. yknow?#so i dont actually know if this is. because of hormones or because of grief or What#but it was enough for me to put the hysterectomy idea on hold. bc id been genuinely considering it back in like. april? or so.#but then this happened and now im like. fuck dude. i dont know. but the uncertainty's enough to keep me from doing it.#yeah i dont wanna deal with periods anymore. but also. i need more time to decide.#i think no matter what i do want to raise kids someday. once im more stable (financially and emotionally)#but whether thats adoption or putting myself thru fuckin body torture. well i'll just have to decide. later.#maybe the deciding factor will be my own body aging lol. if i wait too long. my body will decide for me. who knows!#i Have thought about what id do if i got accidentally pregnant. especially relevant back when i was sleeping with a trans woman#and used to be id abort no hesitation. but well. i mean abortions illegal here anyways rn so id have to go to another state#but if i decided it i could make it work. it's not That far of a trip.#but. when i thought about it. the concern was less about the theoretical baby. and more about finishing school.#thinking 'man itd be fucking awful to finish school if i got pregnant right now'. but not. hesitating over the baby.#if i was out of school and relatively stable and i got accidentally pregnant. then. well. Maybe.#so me doing my dad vash au where he gets accidentally pregnant and goes all in with it#thats me. sorting out my feelings on it i guess. putting them somewhere.#idk. it's a lot to think about. i dont want to condemn a child to my genetic problems. but at the same time...#i dont know. To Be Decided Later.
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#the way i saved up for rook's coffer because i was young and unemployed when dai came out and wished i had the tarot cards#so i got rook's coffer and now that i've finished dav i haven't even wanted to look at it again#maybe i'll sell it someday idk#veilguard is so frustrating to me because it's pretty and polished but the soul of DA isn't there#there are wisps of it but it feels like an AU not the real thing#veilguard critical#it's a silly thing to feel sad about in the grand scheme of things like i'm mourning more serious losses irl rn#and yet the fate of DA hurts#i've loved and enjoyed it so much for the past decade#i devoured novels comics art books i've played all expansions and dlc#i adore absolution! i even love tallis! i've watched da redemption twice lmao#but somehow dav has broken the cohesion of the worldbuilding in a way that's so jarring it's hard for me to make sense of it#i'd think i'm the problem but i know i can still enjoy games because i fell in love with kotor2 and rogue trader last year#anyway dav could have been worse and there are things i liked about it but overall i'm shook at how much it disappointed me
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i bet the universe thinks it's soooo funny for making me get so attached to the two faggots who just so happened to get akechi costumes in p3r.
#crow caws#now that i've finished the game i do think aki should've swapped with ken and been fox instead. that seems more fitting for both of them#but also the mental image of prince crow punching shadows is really funny i wish i could play like that <3 maybe someday
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are you living laughing and loving
god am i ever
#anonymous#inbox#YOU KNOW. it could always be worse you know?#prayers & good wishes for all those GOING through the worst#sending my utmost love. just keep on going#time is Constantly ticking & what may be the worst time of your life right now may change#not even a couple years from now i bet you're going to be thinking of this time as just a bad memory#& then someday later maybe you'll forget about it so that it may never plague you again#i hope so
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