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Hi Nalyra, how are you? I hope youâre having a great day.
I only joined the iwtv fandom after s2 aired and Iâm so happy I found it. I am however very confused by the level of Lestat hate though. I understand that 1x05 was a big deal for the fandom. What I donât understand is how theyâre still holding onto that but can ignore everything Armand stands for and has done. The Lestat hate also spills over into downplaying Samâs performance which is maddening. I shouldâve know, Iâve been on this hell site for way too long. The obsession with Armand in this fandom is just so huge (He killed Claudia, brainwashed and emotionally manipulated Louis for 80 years, no?) I donât mean that I want everyone to hate Armand. I just feel like I missed something joining the fandom so late. (Iâm strictly talking show here)
I thought Iâd ask your insight cause I love reading your answers and take on things.
Hey nonny,
so... the way I see it, the very long hiatus between s1 and s2 made parts of the fandom believe that Lestat is the "big bad abuser white demonâ˘"... because 1x05 and the "we had to kill Lestat" is what stuck in people's brains, and was left to fester for almost two years. People who doubted the tale were accused of being racists and abuse apologists, people who pointed out that Loumand might not be the big true romance the same.
The official podcast host called Armand "so much more healthy" for Louis, and some people took that for the truth, and not for the opinion of someone (who had also obviously not read the books). They literally ignore what Armand did for decades, choosing to go on and on about the big bad abuser, and "patriarchal domination", as they have been fed by the tale, never ever taking the step back to look at the tale, and that we know that it has been tinkered with, as Assad called it.
Hating Lestat was seen as the morally correct response, and certain people reflected that belief unto other fans, accusing them of what they faulted the fictional characters for.
This need to morally justify liking or watching is relatively recent in fandom and it is extremely futile for the VC and therefore IWTV.
Theyâre all terrible and monsters by our standards.
Giving a more nuanced portrait of Lestat as built on the books brought me a lot of hate and accusations on my fics.
Certain parts of the fandom have also convinced themselves that the show is not at all based on the books, despite the show returning to all emotional main points, and the writers and creators posting their tagged books for all to see.
They have convinced themselves that Lestat, the main character of the VC, will not be that, but will be the abuser throughout, portrayed to be the antagonist.
To be honest, I wish them good luck.
You... are coming in to a more complete picture, and S3 will then add more to it still.
And I'm glad for it!
I am glad that the fans coming in after s2 might be more... chill about some things, because some things have already been clarified.
I hope they are.
Iâm glad you enjoy it here đĽ°
I would advise to block freely, and to ... keep the long hiatus in mind, and where this came from, maybe. It might be easier to understand.
As it is, and going by the s3 trailer, and what the writers posted, and what has been stated already.... well, they are keeping quite close to the books.
And with that the very thing Rolin Jones has already stated will happen - namely Lestat taking (quote!) âthe show hostageâ - and (quote!!) âsetting the story straightâ.
Sam and Jacob are co-leads after all, the show built on Loustat.
Some people seem to love to forget that.
#Anonymous#ask nalyra#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt
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is it normal to lie so much that you canât tell whats a fabrication or an actual memory? Or that you lie so much about your personality that you canât really tell what parts of yourself are fake or not?
Iâm almost 100% sure I am a compulsive and/or pathological liar and I was wondering if it was like this for any other compulsive/pathological liars
sorry Iâm just stresssed and scared because I hate feeling this way
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#actually compulsive#compulsive lying#compulsive liar#defensive liar#pathological liar#anon you are not alone with this one#i struggle with remembering whats true and whats lies all the time#i wish i had some answers to give you on how to deal with it#but just know youâre not alone
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hella I keep getting edits with some sort of original version of waiting room?? on my fyp and I'm gonna be honest waiting room wasn't a song that did me in quite as badly as the rest of you but this version I keep hearing literally rips my heart straight openđđ like I've been planning on fixing the no waiting room on spotify issue by taking it into my own handsđ´ââ ď¸ but now I know it's gonna have to be this version I'm not even bothering with lost ark waiting room. it's just gonna be waiting room og bc what the fuck?? "I never grew up with you, and you're not my waiting room" what the fuck??? with the haunting background noises literally WHAT THE FUCK????????
OMG IVE SEEN THAT ONE everyone keeps going on about the vocals of 'and you're not my waiting room' but i really cant get over 'i never grew up with you' like what??? WHAT??????
#for some reason i rlly connected this song to a childhood friend of mine that im pretty sure ive at least vaguely mentioned on here before#but basically we were INSEPERABLE for years of my childhood and he was about 2 years older than me#so i think i was 5 and he was 7 when we met and we stayed friends until i went up to secondary school so SIX YEARS#and we literally spent all day together we'd play in the gardens and run about the place and we were both really outdoorsy#and obvs it was before proper tech really started coming in so it was when kids literally just got shoved outside for the day#and left to their own devices and it was GREAT like i remember him and that time so fondly#but he was also really messed up like he'd come from a lot of foster homes and he'd had every kind of abuse#and he'd finally been adopted by the couple on my street who just couldn't handle him bc their answer to his issues#was to spoil him and give him what he wanted so he just got worse bc he had a real violent streak in him#and obvs if you let that grow in a boy they're not gonna wake up one day and it'll be gone like. it's going to get malicious#and low and behold he started getting like actually dangerous like he choked his sister once and he got kicked out of school#bc he threated to BEHEAD A GIRL WITH AN AXE like really fucked up shit#but i was in a pick me moment bc he was always really nice and respectful to me until he wasnt#and even then ive never ever blamed him for it bc we were both young and he was so traumatised#and sooner or later we stopped hanging out and my mum was relieved bc that's how bad he was getting#and ive literally never spoken to him again. but he's just one of those people i think about all the time????#like idk if it's bc of what went down or bc of the age i was but he was a HUGE deal to me and my development#and for some evil fucking reason i think of him when i listen to waiting room especially the 'i know it's for the better'#bc i KNOW it's for the better i got away from him before he got really bad but still i so desperately wish i couldve helped him yk?#especially now i understand what abuse actually means and what he'd suffered which i had no idea about at the time#SO TO ADD 'I NEVER GREW UP WITH YOU' WHEN I FEEL LIKE I ABANDONED HIM AS CHILDREN?? STOPPPP#PHOEBE PLEASEEEE#anyway unnecessary rant over rori pls pirate this song for the masses pls pls the world needs you#ask
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A Relentless Conquest (LaDS Sylus - NSFW)
Rated: NSFW/18+ Words: 10.7k Pairing: Sylus/Reader
Tags: dueling (Sylus fighting), semi-public sex, oral and vaginal sex, Sylusâs brand of manhandling, dry humping, praising, dirty talk, rough sex, wander in wonder AU/historical AU, based in ancient Mongolia, creampie, size difference, mild rich/poor class power dynamics
Summary: What happens when you end up catching the unwanted attentions of a sleazy magistrate on a day out in town? A duel for your honor â or lifelong imprisonment â is what awaits you. That is, until Sylus, leader of the exceedingly notorious Onychinus gang, and a man you dub reluctantly, an old acquaintance, intervenes and offers the immoral magistrate a deal he cannot refuse.
[A fic where Sylus engages in a precarious duel in order to free you from the clutches of a corrupt high official; wins the duel AND the prize at stake, you.] Â
Authorâs Notes: The things the Wander in Wonder trailer did to me were unspeakable, I had to get started on this fic right away. Another long monstrosity so it took me quite a while to hammer it out smoothly. Some terms used within, to note: *tĂśgrĂśgs is an old Mongolian currency and *Lungtang is the Mongolian city used loosely within this ficâs setting, as per Sylusâs alleged outfit inspiration drawn from the Mongolâs hunting fit in the current event, âWander in Wonderâ . An amazing twitter thread for the rest of the inspirations drawn for the boysâ outfits can be found here.Â
Link to Ao3
Perhaps you shouldâve considered your course of action through before youâd tossed yourself voluntarily into the metaphorical den of lions. Caleb did always tease you for your often impudent ways, declaring youâd get yourself into hot water someday.  Â
You didnât quite think past saving the small, unfortunate child in front, when heâd careened straight into the Magistrate, staining the sickly bone white of his gaudy robes with the treat heâd been brandishing in hand. An action of careless innocence that couldâve saddled the boy with a severe punishment of thrashings at best. And at worst â  Â
You didnât even wish to entertain the horrifying notion.  Â
You whisper a quick note of warning to the trembling child in your arms before heâs nodding his assent, making a clean dash away from the Magistrate and his burly procession of hired cronies. They do not move to stop him; the officialâs beady eyes sweeping cursory across his fleeing figure before he focuses upon you once more.  Â
âWell then, speak up, girl. How do you plan on making up for the crimes of the filthy criminal you just let escape?â He leers at you, sending a frisson of disgust through your veins. âI do not mind much, provided you are able to compensate me in full.â He holds up two thick, swollen fingers. âtwo thousand tĂśgrĂśgs.â Your stomach revolts in near horror at the exorbitant price he names.  Â
âSpeak, lass, do you possess the means to compensate me?â Â
â...Apologies, Sire, I do not.â Â
The Magistrate clicks his tongue at you, as if that son of a cur had not already anticipated your answer; your garb alone giving away your status as a mere commoner while he stood, a tall, foolish braggart of a Magistrate, whoâd been a constant source of worry amongst the townsfolk as of late. âWhat a pity. I guess we shall have to make you pay off with what you do have on person, shanât we?â  Â
His eyes rove down the length of your body in a manner greasy enough, it has your fingers itching to claw them out of his skull. Thoughts of the consequences of your actions extending to your family after â your grandmother and Caleb â are what stay your hands, firm by your side. You try and maintain that demure grace firm within your body instead. Â
âWhat else are we to do if she cannot pay for what she has cost me, yes?â The Magistrate flourishes his arms wide and turns, towards the crowd that has gathered to watch, setting the stage for his perverse demands. âAn eye for an eye, an honor exchanged for honor; that is the Law of our Lungtang, is it not?â Â
None of the commonfolk dare to speak against the tyrantâs words, lest they make of themselves a new target to harass. And you do not blame them either, the burden of your reckless actions, yours to bear alone.  Â
The man trundles forwards on heavy steps; the large, ugly stain left across his robes growing wider in your lowered line of sight before the expanse of his bloated, sweating hand fills your field of vision. The rings around his fingers, nearly engorging the base of them as he curls his hand about your jaw to heave your gaze up towards him.  Â
The ugly, toad-like sweep of his tongue against the top row of black and gold teeth has a chill skittering down your spine. âYouâre rather lovely, you know that?â He croaks in a low, creeping voice.  Â
You bite harsh into your bottom lip to revolt against the bile that threatens to reflux past your throat and onto the bastardâs face. âWhat say you become my whore then, dearest? Iâd treat you very...â A slimy slip of the hand down the expanse of your body, to settle at your hip. â well . And if you please me, you could even climb the ranks and become first Mistress, you know?â You judder at the stench of his breath, nearly in your face now. Unable to help the revulsion he inspires in you and you know; the cur in front takes it for a show of abashed innocence, with the way his leer stretches wider across his face.  Â
âI am far too plain and discourteous for a man of your stature, my lord. If there is anything else I could do for you in recompense, I would be more than delighted to offer my services.â The words uttered, sit sickly sweet on your tongue. âI have a good arm on me and can do any physical labor you may require of me.â  Â
The rat makes a show of deliberating your words. âItâs a pity the only âphysical laborâ I require of you lies within my bed, dear girl.â  Â
You visibly recoil from his revolting touch at your arm; perhaps you arenât able to quite keep your emotions from surfacing upon your face this time round as the man grabs at your forearm tighter, gaze darkening in simmering displeasure.  Â
âYou know the law, woman. If you wish to run scot-free without offering anything in return, you must put your life on the line and agree to a duel with the offended party.â He chucks a thick, swollen thumb back at his minions, voice seething into a threatening octave. âAnd I wouldnât suggest that unless you want them to crush that pretty face of yours.â Â
You consider ending it all; cutting the bastard open for him to choke in a pool of his own gurgling blood. You think you could do it too, before his bodyguards could get to you. Â
And with the loss of their Master, they wouldnât be able to hold you prisoner within the dungeons for too long: you hoped. The stray, wild thought is all you can see within your vision.  Â
Your hand twitches for the dagger fastened right beneath your satchel, one Caleb had lent you for protection. Fingers barely grazing against the polished hilt of the blade, cobbling together courage to see your mad plan through.  Â
Before large, thick digits are slipping against yours to halt â a fleeting touch of caution â from behind, fracturing your hasty plan entirely. Â
Youâre barely able to comprehend the sudden, unnoticed proximity of your interloper, before a great arm is coiling fast about the expanse of your waist, snatching you swift from the Magistrateâs claws and firm against a warm, broad chest. Â
âNow, what have you gotten yourself into this time?â The well-known burr, welcome, in that moment stirs joy within your belly as you reach to crane your neck to meet eyes with that familiar scarlet. Â
âSylus.â You croak in near disbelief.  Â
He exhales, low, against the shell of your ear, before he slowly lets go of you. âIâm away from Lungtang for a mere fortnight, only to find you scrounging for trouble, upon return.â  Â
Your irritation mightâve flared at his words if not for the phlegmy clearing of the Magistrateâs throat in front.  Â
âAnd who do you think you are to touch my property so carelessly, insolent fool?â Â
Your ire directed from the man behind to the bastard in front. You feel Sylusâ hand soothe a flex about your shoulder.  Â
âMy bad, honoured Magistrate.â He sweeps an insouciant palm at him, the grin upon his face edged to a daggerâs point. âWe did not think you would be gracing Lungtang so soon with your noble presence. Or we mightâve arranged for a far better reception, for your Grace.â Â
Each word that slips past Sylusâ lips is a sarcasm heavy barb that turns the officialâs face in front purple with each syllable uttered. âThat woman owes me, you dog. I shall make her my mistress, as is only fair I extract proper recompense from her for her grave offense.â Â
One of the Magistrateâs men behind scamper forward in that moment to whisper urgently into his ear. The officialâs eyes nearly burst out of his sockets at whatever heâs learned, wide toady gaze skittering towards Sylus as if he is indeed a rabid beast that would bite if disturbed.  Â
He thrusts an accusatory finger at him. âYou are the Onychinusâ leader.â He spits. âThat gang of lawless hounds.â Â
Sylusâs mouth quirk into a vicious smile at the allegation. âThat I am.â  Â
âYouâ you,â The Magistrate seems to sputter for the space of several moments before the man at his side mutters something else into his ear.  Â
The official straightens at whatever heâs heard, clearing his throat, once. Twice. âI am willing to pardon your crimes.â He begins once more. âProvided you can prove yourself worthy in a duel against one of my men.â The crowd around you breaks into quiet murmurs. âBut,â he continues. âif you lose, Onychinus dog, then along with your little woman, you shall give up your life to my service, your autonomous tyranny within these lands shall cease to exist and you shall follow my sole command.â He pauses for a momentâs breath, as if to let the weight of what he believes to have been a devastating challenge, sink in.  Â
But all he earns from Sylus is a raised brow. âSounds like a deal. Let us raise the stakes, though, shall we?â He cocks his head at the procession of guards right behind the Magistrate. âIâll take on all your men, not just your best. Give you a real crutch to get started with.â  Â
The crowd of onlookers erupts into gasps of surprise and gibbering discussion amidst the concerning blue coloring the Magistrateâs face at the taunt. You desperately clutch at Sylusâs arm. âHey! What do you think youâre doing? Are you trying to get yourself killed?â Â
He meets your wide-eyed panicked gaze with a cool, gentle one of his own. âCalm yourself down, kitten. Iâll be fine.â A large hand, he places gentle at your head in reassurance but all it does instead is send your alarm flaring higher.  Â
What had you roped the man into? Infuriating though he was. Sylus was a confounding acquaintance of years; you could not help be lured into irritation any time he were around â a man whose companionship youâd come to cherish in begrudging gratitude over your time together â but this is not what youâd wanted.  Â
Your reeling thoughts fractured by the screeching Magistrate in front. âYou think youâre all that, you shameless scoundrel? Oh, youâre just a man and Iâll make sure they break your limbs, bone by excruciating bone, before we drag you bloodied and defeated, to my estate.â He spits the time of the duel to be held tomorrow in that same fury before heâs turning on you both and trudging back off to where he came from, his procession of cronies falling along right in line.  Â
And youâre left behind, with the metallic poison of your regret within your mouth and bone deep worry within your body as you stare up at Sylusâs form.  Â
The next day arrives much too soon, even as sleep evades you through the entirety of your night, spent tossing onto much too warm sheets.  Â
Now, having dragged yourself to dress and prepare yourself for the dreaded day, you trudge out of your home, chancing a brief, longing look upon the humble place over your shoulder, in case it were truly your last.  Â
You hadnât divulged the details of your itinerary for the day â which possibly entailed getting sold into slavery to a sleazy official, by the time noon rolled in â to Grandmother or Caleb and you preferred it remain that way for as long as possible. Your Grandmother was coming along in her years, with weakened nerves now and Caleb tended to be a frightful worrywart in matters concerning you.  Â
âSomeoneâs starting the day rather early. That eager to see me fight, are you, kitten?â The familiar voice beckons. You toss a raised brow over your shoulder at your previously truant neighbour, now returned â his house having settled long vacant in his absence, over the course of his journey to Gods knew where. And the root cause of all your fretting; Sylus moves to join you by your side in two easy strides. Â
âDonât you even dare try joke about it, you absolute madman,â you mutter darkly under your breath, reaching to knock a fist against the side of his torso.  Â
The same old routine you tumble into, with him; you arenât able to tamp yourself back from biting into the man as soon as heâs in your sights; the only person capable of wrenching out your honest, most reflexive reactions. And you hate the ease with which this incendiary of a man manages to drag them out of you.  Â
âWhat took over you to throw that offer out at that bastard, when you all but had a nice, even playing field to yourself? Now youâre justââ Your mouth snaps shut against the rest of your words, bitterly swallowed.  Â
How did you even begin to disentangle your bunched feelings on the matter? You knew how all of Lungtang chanted the tales of the fearsome Onychinus head. A conundrum of a man with a reputation as daunting as his influential mien, one that never failed to instil the fear of God in lesser men; criminals and bandits, who sought to rob their small town on the rare luckless occasion â dubbed this obscure townâs own Warrior God.  Â
But to you, he was also just Sylus; the man youâd grown in close proximity to since your late teenage years and a person youâd grown to care for in the natural course of your odd tug-and-push relationship.  Â
And though you remained constantly wary of the type of people Sylus associated with, in his particular line of work â a job you did not wish for, to bring even a modicum of harm onto your family by association with him, you could not help the restless agitation that needled at you each time Sylus left home, sometimes for weeks on end, on any number of his covert expeditions. Â
And each time he did, the very nagging, unwelcome thought intruded, that perhaps this time he might not make it home.  Â
âAre you worried for me right now, kitten?â Sylusâs airy query breaks through your reverie, your gaze leaping to find his, fixated firm on you. Those scarlet eyes seem to lose part of their mirth at the face youâre sure youâre pulling.  Â
You tear your gaze away first, choosing to watch the path you two trek on, instead. âOf course, Iâm worried. What a silly thing to ask.â A muted wisp of words.  Â
Ones that spark an immediate stroke of mild discomfiture at the admission; you prattle on before he can speak. âI know youâre strong, I know that. But just you against what â 13 or 14 grown men? More if that bastard intends on killing you. Anyone with half a wit and eye can see itâs a self-slaughtering mission from yards away. I donât understandââ your indignant voice breaks, to throttle in much needed air into breath parched lungs. âI just donât understand why youâd do that. I donât understand you.â   Â
Help me figure out what youâre thinking; are the words you wish to speak but your voice refuses to assist. Â
Sylus hums a low, throaty sound; in admission that heâs heard you.  Â
And then he opens his mouth to speak. Divulging a âreasonâ that makes no sense to your muddled mind, simple though his words are. âThat cad disrespected you.â Garnet tips your way to meet your surprised gaze. âThatâs reason enough, is it not?â  Â
âIââ Â
âDonât fret anymore.â he continues. âI won't lose, you have my word.â Long, tapered digits brush gentle at your temple, in reassurance of your worries. âAnd once Iâm done with that weasel, he wonât ever be capable of crawling within a mile of you, let alone dare a finger your way again.â  Â
The confession, sudden and honest, spurts warmth within your chest that readily clambers up your cheeks and floods down into your belly. A knot pulled tight within seeming to relax just that bit, in comfort of his words. Truly, he confounds you; this odd, beautiful man.  Â
You capture his fingers against yours in an insistent hold, halting him in his tracks. âYou better keep your promise to me, Sylus,â you speak, meeting his gaze, firm on yours. âDo not forget the prize thatâs at stake here. You'll come out of there, victorious. I wonât afford you any other options, you hear me?â  Â
A pleased grin edges across that beautiful mouth, skewing it wider. He angles forward, so that garnet gaze is level against yours. Flexing the catch of his digits in between yours before heâs sweeping your hand towards his parted mouth in a fleeting brush of lips against your knuckles. âIf it is my victory the Lady commands, so it shall be done.â He elaborates, a mild tickled inflection to his thick baritone.  Â
You disregard his little jibing use of the title for this one instance; his solemn promise you know heâs sealed to you; in the gentle grip of your fingers against his, garnet that refuses to stray until you see the resolve of his vow settle within that gaze too.  Â
By the time your deliberately protracted journey finds its end at the arena, edging the outskirts of Lungtang, the Magistrate along with his chosen warriors are already there, positioned and waiting by the great stone pillars of the vast grounds.  Â
The coming fight having attracted the townspeople to turn up in droves to watch the weaselly Magistrate take on their best warrior â hordes of curious eyes you feel boring into the two of you as you make your way towards where the Magistrate awaits.  Â
âHere you are. Any later and I mightâve started considering youâd fled with your tail in between your legs.â The Magistrate crows out loud. âAfter all, my men shall soon prove how Lungtangâs criminal they so falsely worship as a hero, is more bark than bite.â The swarm of brutes â big and terrifyingly bulky â heâs brought along, laugh at their Masterâs goading.  Â
Sylus, however, remains unperturbed. âIs that so? I canât wait to find out,â he responds, scrubbing an insouciant hand through his hair.  Â
His apathetic response seems to key the Magistrateâs ire even higher, sputtering his rage at him. âY-You absoluteâ you imbecile. I will crush you.â Creeping a hand forward for you now, âIâll hold the girl with me. We might as well quicken ourselves, in preparation for when you inevitably fall and watch me claim my rightful prize.â  Â
You steel yourself against the touch, palm rising to curb his approach with a polite denial but your companion is swifter; large hand darting forth to curl a harsh fist against the officialâs greasy wrist.  Â
âNo.â Sylus speaks, voice a low, lethal burr you havenât ever heard from him before. âI donât think you will, Sire.â Whatever it is the foolish Magistrate discerns within your companionâs steady gaze, has him flinching in visible fright at the sight, sweat beading wide across his pale, swollen face. Â
He wrenches his wrist from Sylusâs grip, as if scathed just as you angle a curious look up at the Onychinus head; his face an impassive mask â hardly unusual â before it breaks into the tiny quirk of a self-assured grin when he catches you watching. Â
The Magistrate yelps in frustration, turning in on a ferocious heel. âD-Do not waste my time any longer than you have.â Barking the rest of his words; he heads toward the makeshift dais heâs had set up for himself at the edge of the ring. âCome onto the fields now so we can commence the match.â Â
âSylus,â you place a hand at his arm to stall. âDuck down for a moment.â  Â
He raises a careful brow at you and you think heâs going to refuse for a moment but then he surprises you in the wordless, compliant drop of his head close to yours. Allowing your eyes to trace his features; those familiar scarlet eyes steady against yours, the slope of his broad nose, sweeping into the bow of full, slightly scraped lips.  Â
You realize you trust this man and what heâs offered you, whole-heartedly. And so, you wish to extend the same sentiment, reaching for the precious beads adorning your neck â an heirloom from your late parents, your most prized possession.  Â
Plucking it up and over your head in between cautious digits before you reach to place it about his neck instead. Leaving part of your most priceless gift with him, just as youâve decided to entrust him with both your Fates. âA charm,â you clarify, âfor good luck. It has been my most invaluable escort and has kept me safe all these years.â  Â
Sylus mutely treks delicate fingers across the worn beads of the chain, grasping it in between a loose fist, in acceptance of your faith. Â
âReturn it to me once youâve won.â You tell him, rapping a firm fist against the leather guard at his chest.  Â
Large, warm digits move to curve about yours, gripping your fist against himself. âAs if I could turn down such a heartfelt request, sweetheart.â A spirited grin tugs at his features. âIâll bring your little treasure back to you in one piece.â  Â
âGood, Iâll wait for it.â You respond. âNow, go out there and show them the might of our Warrior God.â Â
The Magistrate flourishes open an official scrolled document, no doubt detailing the terms of their duel as soon as Sylus shifts to take position within the field, on opposing side of the assembly of his hired goons.  Â
You move to occupy a place up front, to stand among the vast gathered crowd, observing the proceedings as the Magistrate clutches the scroll up into the air and begins to drone out the conditions of the fight and the prize at stake â your belly stirs in nausea â you . âThe duel shall be declared closed when all members of a party have been knocked unconscious; or killed, under the rare, unfortunate circumstance.â His beady eyes rove Sylusâs way. âAny objections?â Â
Sylus shrugs the question off entirely in the flex of an arm against his chest, in preparation of the duel. âLet us not waste our time debating inanity now, as you said earlier. Commence the fight.â  Â
The Magistrateâs face colours a foul purple â you hope he may truly burst â but all he does is spew a cold, curt, âBegin.â Â
The arena hurtles into instantaneous chaos, along with the crowdâs rousing cheers and gasps of terrified delight as the Magistrateâs cronies hound Sylus all at once. Your body hunching forward on reflex to watch as the first set of blows streak straight for Sylusâs face but he ducks down with an agility, unusual to a man of his stature.  Â
He catches two of the oncoming blows against his palms. Jamming his fists tight about their wrists before he contorts them sideways in a dull crackle of bone. The men immediately buckle to their knees in an agony of groans, their peers stepping over their fallen companions after, to grab for their opponent who springs out of their way, as if dancing the men around, with a noose placed about their grappling bodies. Â
A sharp jab comes right for Sylusâs side after, the crony tries and lands a hit against his ribs; the latterâs grasp flexing about his arm to break his momentum, wrenching him close into his body. Before Sylus jostles his elbow harsh into the manâs back.  Â
Two men lunge for Sylus, aiming for his blind spot; your scraped call of warning lost amidst the thunderous din of the crowds as Sylus rounds upon his assailants. Grabbing the man he has on hand, fingers fisting tight into his garb before he hurls him onto the approaching minions, with a force violent enough, the three go bowling straight into the dirt.  Â
The crowdâs cheer is raucous; wild as the grin that splits wide across Sylusâs face as he stretches his body tall to full length. âCome now, thatâs surely not all of what youâve got for me.â Sweat barely beginning to make itself known across the firm muscled expanse of his arms, his torso. He's hardly out of breath while his opponents gawk at him as if cornered against a rabid beast.  Â
Your heart thrills in unexpected, startled pleasure to witness the strange, sensuous virility to his almost savage visage as he paces forward on swift, easy steps, within the ring.  Â
Youâd always known Sylus to hold a rich charisma compacted within that strong personality; an ability to entice all he came into contact with. A brilliant, perceptive mind along with that tacit, undeterred will; heâd brought flourishing business booming within Lungtang over his period of unofficial rule of the place. The uncrowned Onychinus King and a fearsome warrior; the first time youâd truly stood witness to what he was capable of, outside of devious negotiations, professional and unalike.  Â
And to know, it was for you that he stood in that place now, socking down enemies with the streak of a great, terrifying beast that had your heart skittering within your chest and your blood thrumming within your ears, alongside the adrenaline roiling through your veins. He truly was an infuriatingly perfect man.  Â
You joined your voice to the shouts of encouragement rolling off the townspeople, in waves for their Warrior God just as Sylus brings an opponent down to his knees with a violent sweep of his knee to his torso.  Â
âEnough!â You hear the squeaked, enraged bellow of the Magistrate as he watches the proceedings with an increasingly incensed face. Whipping his reddening face towards the crowd to shake a threatening fist at them. âQuiet down before I have you all thrown into the dungeons!â  Â
But the townsfolk refuse to relent; their cheers rising to a deafening roar as the Magistrate nearly tumbles out of his seat to thrust a trembling finger at the ring as Sylus tosses another of his men over his shoulder to taste the ground at his feet . The attendants at his side scamper towards the arena at once. A quick, urgent rush of communication seems to pass in between the attendants and Sylusâs remaining opponents. Before the servants are tossing weapons into the ring, ones the cronies lunge for as soon as they hit the field. Rising slow once more as they brandish their newly obtained unfair advantage at an unarmed Sylus. Â
A great wave of shock and indignance passes over the crowd just as you push past the row of onlookers to jostle yourself to the very front. âHey! This was not among the rules!â You shout at the Magistrate. A sentiment the rest of the crowd joins you in mirroring but all it earns you is an insouciant shrug from the bastard, shedding any remaining responsibility of hosting a fair fight against Sylus. âAnd the rules didnât indicate the participants were not allowed the use of tools at their disposal either. The opposing partyâs principal shouldâve brought his own if he wished for one, as well.â Â
âThatâs notââ Your voice breaks in agonised distress just as the Magistrate turns away from you entirely to press his rotund body back into the comfort of his seat to watch his laid-out massacre once more. Son of a cur.  Â
âSylus!â You try and yell for his attention amongst the horrified cries of the crowd. â Sylus, you donât have to fight anymore! Get out of there, now! Sylus . â Â
His gaze sweeps over the mass of spectators for that one split moment, as if foraging for yours. Until it seems to find and fixate upon you, his mouth forming slow shape over words you cannot hear but understand on instinct, âStay right there.â Â
Your heart leaps and slams violent against the back of your breastbone with the crowdâs rising screams, just as a hefty brute lunges for Sylus; a battle axe heaved high above his head to strike a killing blow.  Â
The first cleave of the blade, Sylus avoids, to the tumbling pummel of your frenzied nerves. The manâs fervent swings, he dodges left and right. Avoiding another enemyâs assault with a dagger aimed straight for his gut; Sylus streaks the side of his palm flat onto his wrist in a hit vicious enough, the knife goes flying out of his grasp to stick, hilt-up, useless onto the ground. Before Sylus pummels a heavy fist into the assailantâs face, plastering him down onto the ground.  Â
The metallic chains of a flail come streaking for him, just as he side-steps past another heavy swing of the axe, catching the iron fetters of it harsh against his wrist. He ducks close into the enemy, manoeuvring the momentum of his attack into his own advantage, to wrench the man harsh into the fist he rams straight into his gut. Tumbling him sideways into the ground, unconscious. Â
The bulldozing axe wielding maniac, now in close proximity, careens straight for Sylus on a fervent bellow, sweeping a blow straight for his head. Sylus seizes his last standing opponentâs assault against the strength of a muscled forearm. Catching the brunt of the axeâs hilt at it before he shoves back on a ferocious, inhuman show of force.  Â
Sylus, your heart hammers, lips forming shape over the syllables of his name in urgent prayer.  Â
The momentum of the wide, stone blade pushed back in such violence, sends the wielder staggering back with the weight of it; Sylus turning that precious moment of weakness to his benefit as he lunges straight for his neck, seizing it within a thick fist. The core muscles of his arm, rippling with the force with which Sylus hauls him off his feet entirely to drive the man down onto the ground with a vicious snarl.  Â
The combatant stops moving immediately, knocked out cold on the dirt; Sylus rising slow onto his feet as he stares at the man, chest heaving with the efforts of his strenuous exertion.  Â
A graveâs quietude slumps across the gathered crowd for several, tense moments.  Â
And then shatters into raucous chaos as the Conqueror of the duel is cheered to the high heavens; Sylusâs grin, wide and daunting, as he shifts off his fallen opponent, scrubbing a large hand back through sweat soaked locks as he starts ambling over toward the edge of your side of the arena.  Â
And your heart â your silly little heart â soars from its place within your chest and out for him, the high of his victory, as if it were your own, throbbing brutal within your blood.  Â
Before you know or comprehend it, your legs are moving; pushing past the crowds of onlookers, the wooden slates of your sandals skidding at dirt, as you fly across the ring toward Sylus. Your gaze entirely filled with your brilliant warriorâs expression shifting into surprise as you hurtle into him. And Sylus â that big, beautiful man understands â catches your careening body within his embrace; your momentum, he breaks against a half-swivel about his heel. Large, warm arms come tight about your body, wordless, without a question uttered, to seclude you further into that private space; just for you both in that moment.  Â
Your arms stretching about the thick expanse of his neck as you hold on hard to him; Sylusâs low exhale you feel warm gently, into the crescent of your neck as he sinks into you. The people, his duel; none of it matter when you embrace him this close against you, the adrenaline of your unbound joy, his impressive triumph settling into your thundering heart, you feel pressed against him.  Â
His soft, heavy laughter curls pleasant into your ears. âTo the victor go the spoils, I guess.â He breathes. âAlthough this treasure seems particularly eager on jumping into my arms herself.â  Â
âOf course I am.â You press yourself away from him enough to afford yourself a proper survey of his face. âGods, you were brilliant. Thank you, Sylus.â  Â
His thumb brushes just beneath your eye; a slow, testing touch. His gaze simmers in unusual, unexpected gentleness that siphons the breath from your lungs. âYou need never thank me for anything, sweetheart, let alone this. I do not want it.â  Â
Your own relief blooming into a smile, but before you can respond; an unpleasant, harsh voice fractures through the air â the Magistrate seething and raging as he makes his way over to you both, an army of guards right behind. Clearly, the man could not stomach a sore loss; rabid fire and venom within his gaze as he trudges toward you, screaming obscenities.  Â
âStep back for a bit, kitten.â And you obey without further prompting, granting Sylus a wide berth for whatever he plans on doing.  Â
He doesnât spare a moment longer before heâs striding forward, snatching one of the Magistrateâs unconscious minions off the ground. Hoisting him high up by the scruff of his neck. The Magistrateâs steps stagger just then at Sylusâs mad display, perhaps sensing the disaster heâs called upon him.  Â
But itâs far too late. âHere, have a present from all of Lungtang, Sire.â Sylus tows his arm back, wide, and aims â to the scurrying cries of the Magistrate â before he violently hurls the man in hand, right at the waddling official, bowling him and half his guards over like a stack of gambling plaques.  Â
âSylus.â You gasp at his insane spectacle. Â
Before the corrupt, toppled lot can even think to get their bearings back, Sylus is strolling back toward you; a quick flourish of a large hand thrown over his shoulder, in signal. âTake care of them,â he instructs out loud.  Â
A swarm of dark clad men melt away, on his sole command, from the crowds, to pack around the Magistrate and his men, blotting their figures entirely out of your sight. âCome on.â Sylusâs voice fractures through your reverie, his frame crowding your field of vision.  Â
âWheâ aah!â A hefty arm swoops beneath the back of your legs, sending frantic fingers scrabbling for purchase against the strength of Sylusâs shoulders as he hoists you up against his body. âWhatâre you doing?âÂ
He flashes a devious grin up at you, completely at odds against the bewildered shock you know is wide across your face. âTime to get out of here, sweetheart,â is all he offers in response before heâs sweeping you away from the pandemonium heâs wrought and the boisterous crowd; discarding all of that well-earned glory behind.  Â
The throng of on-goers tapers out the farther you get on to the road winding away from the arena; curious and awed looks alike garnered your way: at your position, and at the man â the infamous Onychinus head â who strolls easy through the streets of Lungtang, in possession of the strange woman he carries snug on the crook of an arm. Â
A flush creeping hot up your face the longer this spectacle goes on until Sylusâs pace â thank the Gods above â dwindles to a halt. âThis should be far enough.â  Â
âYes, thank you. Put me down now.â Tapping fraught fingers against his shoulders in emphasis. Sylus raises a sculpted brow at you but relents, nonetheless. He steps past the mouth of the nearest back-street, well clear of people, before he helps you down onto your feet.  Â
You lean a hand across his arm, taking a moment to scramble your bearings back.  Â
âThe brief walk back has you this out of breath, huh?â You turn a half-hearted frown at his mild ribbing; the man barely having broken a sweat himself, for having carried you all the way down here.  Â
âI wasnât the one who asked you to lug me the entire way, you know,â you return.  Â
âWhat can I say, sweetheart? Iâm rather protective of my treasures being made to rot too long among the grime.â He gently pinches your cheek in between thick, tapered digits; voice descending to a softer baritone. âAnd I won, as promised.â Long, tapered fingers skim heat across the angle of your cheekbone. âSo, youâll give me a pass this once, wonât you?â Â
Vivid scarlet flitters in inscrutable emotion to witness you cup careful palms about his own, as he touches you.  Â
âYou also pulled that insane stunt with that sleaze of a magistrate at the end there. I donât know how you plan on getting out of that one,â you point out, but there is no actual heat to your accusation. Â
He exhales a half-laugh. âThatâs probably long taken care of.â Stroking the fall of your hair back against your ear. âNo one will come after you now.â Â
You step closer to him. âYou do know Iâm capable of worrying about you too, right? Iâm not heartless.â His mouth quirks at your peeved admission. â...Youâre important to me Sylus.â Â
A streak of something akin to surprise fulgurates for a momentâs notice within that garnet gaze, at your confession.  Â
Your fingers trek a steady path against the painted beads of your necklace dangling at his chest. âAlthough I do hope youâll never pull something like this on my behalf, ever again.â He'd brought it back to you, safe and unscathed, just as heâd said â a vow made, he had honoured.  Â
Relief was still warm within your chest, along with the turbulence of long nursed vexing emotions, brought forth to the surface â for a man youâd known for almost half your life â by the dayâs sequence of events. âI donât think my heart could handle it.â You huff out a soft laugh.  Â
An inscrutable emotion streaks across Sylusâs face, too quick to pick apart until it retreats entirely once more.  Â
âUnfortunately for you,â long, tapered digits sweep about yours at his chest, capturing your hand steady within his grip. âthatâs not a pledge I can offer you.â His whisper is low, throaty as it settles against you and you realize the sudden proximity of your positions.  Â
His striking face is all that floods your vision. His gaze flickers from yours, down toward the bow of your parted lips â a remiss on his part, you can tell from how it rolls back swift to catch your eyes once more. If you did not know any better, you mightâve almost thought he meant to lean further andâ Â
But was it really the mad conjuring of your mind and a reluctantly hopeful heart that wished to see what it thought it did? Or had you been this obtuse on purpose all along?  Â
Your brow knits in consternation; this far removed from the persistent babbling of voices â your anxieties, the people, his duel, your uncertain fates at the time â and sequestered within the quiet alley; your roiling thoughts are loud and insistent.  Â
âAnd whyâs that, Sylus?â You ask quietly. Â
The skewed pull of his mouth is devastatingly beautiful even in its lack of mirth, this up close. âI think you know the answer to that, sweetheart. Or are you going to pretend otherwise?â His thumb strokes its gentle path across your knuckles â lighting an incendiary course â your hand still placed firm at his chest. âWhatever your choice, however, know it has always been yours to make.â Â
The muted, steady beats of his heart beneath your palm seem to thrum past the sensitive pads of your digits as they skim a line past his pectorals, and up your body, warming it from the inside out.  Â
You swallow against the surge of a nervous fever that takes you all at once; ploughing past that pluck of anxiety at your chest, to bet your entirety on the one gamble youâre about to make.  Â
âCome to think of it.â Pink tongue slinks past a mouth parched, to trek a slow path across your bottom lip, end to end; the intolerable burning intensity of Sylusâs scarlet gaze scouring each single motion, sending your light-headedness thrumming higher. âYou havenât truly won yet, have you, Sylus?â  Â
âWhat?â He exhales heavily. His breathing has quickened just a snick higher, you notice, underneath your feathering ministrations. Youâre fascinated by how he sounds much short of breath in this one instant than he did throughout the entirety of that match. The fact sending a deluge of warm pride and desire threading through your heart.  Â
âA winner is only one when he has been crowned as such, and received his dues.â You clarify, shifting closer against him.  Â
Stretching up on the balls of your feet until youâre a mere hairâs breadth from his face. âYou however, have yet to claim your prize.â Sweeping forward until your lips are skimming against his in a tentative, testing brush of kiss â your hammering thoughts of uncertainty, of whether he wants this too, swiped clean with the soft, guttural choke of sound that slips past Sylusâs lips at your brazen initiative. And before you can bask under the simmering warmth of what that sound does to you, Sylus is curving a large palm firm within the thread of your locks, wrenching your mouth back against his in a bruising, fervid kiss. Â
Eager fingers skitter at the strength of his shoulders to ground yourself against the sudden, pleasurable onslaught just as he captures your waist within the ironed grip of an arm. Almost lifting you up entirely against him until youâre suspended barely at the tips of your toes.  Â
His grunts are warm against the inside of your mouth as his tongue skims past the easy access of your parted lips to taste you against himself. The wet muscle sliding against yours before he sucks it into his own mouth on an approving groan of desire.  Â
You're nearly nerveless by the time he parts from you on a wet stretch of sound, barely enough distance, his breath cascades hot against your damp lips with each guttural word, keying you higher. âThis is getting a bit too dangerous, kitten. I suggest we stop here if you donât wish to reach a point of no-return.â Â
âNo. No,â Your hands flit in fervent frenzy from the stretch of his shoulders to bunch into the thick silver weave of his hair. âWe donât ever need to stop. I want this, I want you, if you do too.â Your mouth descending back against his in the dizzy crush of lips and tongue, Sylusâs groans of pleasure you drink down against your own moan. Â
âThere hasnât been a single moment where I havenât desired you, sweetheart.â He whispers in harsh breaths into the pocket of space you allow him in between your kisses. âYouâre the one who said it now. So, brace yourself.â  Â
A hand you skim down the thick length of his neck, grazing at the base of his hair to support yourself against the large arms that cage your waist to lift until heâs driving you both back against the wall of the narrow alleyway, shrouding you deeper into shadows.  Â
His kiss of gentle affection skids past the cut of your cheek, so at odds against the fierce brunt of his arousal you feel grinding into your belly. You buck against the touch just as Sylus eases you down, only enough youâre on your feet now; bodies still moulded tight against the shape of each other.  Â
His mouth continues its work of feathering kisses across the curve of your cheek, down the delicate line of your jaw. His hips stroking against yours in gentle motions, sending the roll of his hard length against your stomach each time he guides you against himself, having you squirm in roiling pleasure, helpless against the insistence of his mouth and pelvis. Meeting his body with yours in the reflexive buck of your hips against his.  Â
The elongated stretch of your skirt, sending a mild frisson of frustration through your nerves to feel the restriction of your movements against his. Groaning in soft defeat against Sylusâs mouth over yours, just as he cups a large hand about the angle of your pelvis. Caressing past the flare of your behind, rucking up the fabric within a tight fist to slide it, far too slow, up your legs.  Â
A final brush of temporary farewell he kisses against your drenched lips before he descends, unhurried, down the length of your body; scarlet gaze refusing to relent from yours for even a single measured moment of mercy. A thick palm he traces, appreciative, down the curves of you as he pitches on to his knees.  Â
Thumb warming its touch against the edge of a knee, your skirts bunched at the hand fastened about your leg as it caresses a slow, sensual path up higher. The glorious sight he is, down on his knees in between the willing split of your legs; undoing in its entirety â you shudder at the devastation he brings upon you when his fingers hone their target upon the cloth of your underwear at your hip. Skating a delicate path against the knot of it before his index slips underneath it to tug undone.  Â
Wresting your underwear away entirely on his next sharp tug before he sweeps the mortifyingly damp cloth away from your body and under his nose for a long, obscene inhale. âYou smell sweet, kitten. So much of this pretty nectar, all for me... I admit Iâm more than a little flattered.â The skew of his devious smirk pulls wider at your choked sound of pleasure to witness him swipe your underwear down against his back, and pocket into the satchel at his belt.  Â
âSylus,â you reprimand half-heartedly, in distressed urgency.  Â
âThe victor takes it all, does he not? These are my spoils to have now, kitten.â His large palms are back at the skin of your legs, skimming a dizzying, scorching path up the quiver of your thighs. âJust as you are, the treasure I snatched for myself.â Â
âLet me indulge in my private feast, quietly now.â He baits in heated whispers, jaw falling open as he disappears in between the heavy folds of your skirt and â Heaven help you â the sound that scrapes raw past your throat to feel the tease of his broad tongue against your drenched slit, is unlike any youâve ever heard before. The high-pitched squeal you cut off in the hasty wrench of your bottom lip into your mouth, heated desire clouding your swimming vision to tamp down your moans of arousal, lest any passers-by, just a few feet away from your shadowed alcove, spot the indecency of your display.  Â
Thoughts drifting into emptiness â musing absent at how self-conscious youâd been while Sylus had carried you within his arms all the way out here; fully clothed then. And yet, here you were now, with your skirts bunched high up against your pelvis with that very same manâs wonderful tongue shoved deep inside you. Â
The hot pads of Sylusâs index and middle you feel skim against the tight bead of pleasure at your apex, just as the point of his tongue seeps in at your entrance, sending your hips stuttering into his steeled grip, fast at your pelvis.  Â
You clamp a palm shut tight against your tapering moans, unable to smother them within yourself any longer. The heated plumes of your own breath crowding back against you with each shivered moan Sylus forces out of you. Â
His mouth brushes about the length of your folds, the bow of his upper lip bumping gentle at your tight bundle of nerves. Before he closes it within the searing heat of his mouth, sucking at your increasingly swollen flesh.  Â
Sylus draws at the drenched slick of you like a man intent on devouring you whole, the thought drives your pleasure higher along with the rising euphoria bubbling within your body. A curious thumb parts your inner folds wider to admit the broad of his tongue deep into your slit. Your walls spasming against the breach of it as your hips judder down against the strength of his jaw. Â
âYouâre close, arenât you sweetheart? You can keep up a little longer.â His smothered encouragement, the vibrations of his thick voice right against your slit send you tumbling higher upon that precipice of sweet release.  Â
The added, ruinous excitement of not being able to see him past the abundant frill of your skirts blazes you higher; the sole nervous anticipation of not knowing where heâd touch you next has you gushing on his tongue.  Â
A low, soft curse you hear spill guttural against your folds, vibrating straight up into your womb, âYouâre practically weeping on my tongue, sweetheart. I like that.â Your answering moan you bury into a bite of your sleeve as you fold your arm about your face; a full body quiver long having taken you. You no longer hold control over yourself. âGrind down on my face, relax yourself. Yes, thereâs my good girl now.â Â
The praise having your walls grip hard at the fingers heâs worked into you now. Propelling them at an indolent, maddening pace into your depths. Â
âSylus,â you pant harshly, mind numbing into a crescendo. âI donât â hah â canât â much longer.â Begging for a release so, so close at hand. Â
âThen donât . Let yourself go.â His groans muted against the wet heat of you. âIâll catch you when you fall.â  Â
The crook of his middle and ring fingers up into you has you spasming against the intrusive stretch of them. Opening you up deeper; the deft pads of them scrounge up a spot against your frontal walls that has your mouth flying open on a silent scream, head falling back against the unyielding brick of the alley as your fluttering insides clamp down violent against his adroit handling of you. âRight here, is it?â You think you hear his muted whispers spill throaty against the sensitive expanse of your thigh.  Â
Right at the junction of your hip as Sylus sinks a bite into the pliant flesh just as his thick fingers rub up against that same weak spot inside to have you disintegrating into senselessness right above him. Â
You canât fathom how heâs brought you to such complete devastation in just a few, nimble strokes of his tongue and fingers into you, against you. Never having been dragged this fast or good to the precipice by your own hand, let alone anotherâs. Heâs away each layer of defence, piece by excruciating piece, having worked you open so thoroughly as if he knew your body like his own. Â
Truly a man that sought relentless victory even in between the fall of your legs.  Â
And it is only when that pleasure point is one keyed far too high, with the incessant press of his third finger up into your walls, stretching you open â so incredibly full of just his digits alone â does your body fall. No longer capable of protecting yourself against the battering deluge of a release so consuming, your knees buckle underneath the hefty intensity of his ministrations.  Â
Sylusâs large hand, you feel warm about your rump, to curve its easy support about it, as he presses his face further into you. Waves upon waves of pleasure, drowning your keening cries against your well-abused bottom lip. A faint frisson of overstimulation stringing you higher to gain enough conscious thought back to catch his low, guttural growl searing harsh at your drenched folds, at the sensation of you gushing all over his tongue. Â
You quiver in nerveless arousal to feel the fleeting brush of his kiss farewell against your slit before he rises, slow, onto his feet once more. Your body clenches in on instinctual need to catch sight of his face once more. The slick that glimmers obscenely copious across his mouth and down the strength of his jaw, the untamed, almost bestial intensity to that barely tamped heat within scarlet, as Sylus sweeps a careful thumb against your wetness has you unfurling trembling digits forward to snag around his neck, dragging him down against yourself. Â
Consuming the ferocity of his kiss just as eagerly in the tongue you lap at his lips, slipping along the angle of his jaw; moaning softly at the taste of you that clings still to him. Restless fingers steal in between your bodies to reach for the arousal that strains delectable and intimidating against his trousers. Â
Flittering your digits about the catch of them as you work them open enough along with the thick fingers that aid you to release him free for your hungry gaze. Your audible gasp of pleasure Sylus captures against the pad of his thumb edging just past the part of your lips. Â
Heâs incredibly blessed, bigger, girthier than any youâve ever had before. The prospect of taking that thing inside your body simultaneously terrifies and excites you. Â
Your dazed musings Sylus fractures in the cup of your jaw in between firm, gentle digits. âNervous?â  Â
â...A bit,â you admit. Adding for good measure, âNothing I canât handle, though.â An expectant hand you move to curve about the breadth of him to make your point â fingers barely able to cup entirely about him. Â
Sylusâs laughter is a low, heavy burst of sound. âDonât worry, kitten.â He reaches down to join his fingers against yours in languidly stroking the length of him. Coasting in close to your ear as he lays a kiss of dark, hoarse promise against it, âIâll teach you to do more than just handle it.â Â
Your pleased moan you throttle against his quick, vehement kiss as Sylus gathers the folds of your skirt up to bunch about your hips. Fitting himself into the space he makes, his arousal glancing hot against your outer labia; feeling him so close to where your body clenches in on tense anticipation.  Â
He withdraws from you on a wet slip of tongue, seizing your gaze within his. The firm fist he strokes at his length guiding the flared, slick head of him against your folds to lubricate in your wetness, bumping pleasant at your sensitive bead of nerves on each indolent stroke. Â
You buck your hips up against his in an impatient scratch of throaty sound. Slipping the head of him so close against your slit, it almost makes you dizzy with need. Â
You are not, however, prepared truly for the actual breach of him as he splits you open in pleasure so blinding, it streaks right against your tender bead and up deep into your belly. Sylusâs guttural groans brand hot against the crescent of your neck in overwhelmed desire, a muted swear swallowed into the bite of teeth he presses into it. âRelax yourself a little, kitten, youâve gone too tight on me.â Â
You try, you truly do as you smother past your burning need to scream, for breaths to claw into your lungs; he feels too much, too good all at once, your body incapable of doing much else except accepting the slow propulsion of him deeper into your walls.
He feels almost too much for you to handle, spearing you open so far around him you didnât even think yourself capable of such a feat. And yet, the copious arousal that slicks in between your bodies, with the voracious clench of your walls around the hard strength of him, sucking him inside, speaks volumes. Of how youâre thoroughly enjoying the feeling of being impaled upon his length. Â
âMore,â you pant; the slow thrusts of his hips up into yours sending your lashes flittering shut, in overwhelming euphoria and need. âI need more, Sylus.â Â
He grunts in acknowledgment, large hands fixing hot fetters of flesh against either side of your pelvis as he thrusts into you, each swollen stroke of his arousal sending him impossibly deep, until you feel it may truly reach your womb. Â
Sylus heaves himself closer into you, nearly pinning you against the wall with the sheer strength of his towering body, the heavy pumping of his hips into you, sending euphoria skating through your veins. Intoxicated on feeling the way he moves within you. Â
A hand drifts up from your hip to grip at the flare of your waist beneath cloth as Sylus manoeuvres your body to thrust into you at an angle that drives him hard against your swollen spot of pleasure inside.  Â
Your hands fly in agonized frenzy to clutch at his arms, his shoulders as you grapple with the blinding pleasure heâs carving into your body. His head skews downward to catch the sensitive flesh of your neck in between the bite of restive teeth, a low moan wrenched free of your throat. His mouth strokes down the length of your skin until he teeths at the fastenings of your collar, wrenching violent at the buttons before he scatters them apart. Mouth engulfing the exposed slope of your clavicle in fervid groans. Â
Your fingers skitter for purchase into the silver brush of hair at the base of his neck, tugging harsh with his increasingly heavy pace. A low whine clambering past your throat when his grip upon your body tightens once more in purpose, dragging his length to the near tip of him before he rams back into you on a guttural snarl so primal, it has you violently spasming about his thick shaft, your vision blanking in for a moment. Â
Sylusâs face is a flood of savage bliss and heated concentration â the sight along with his pleasurably punishing thrusts into your walls â has your heart nearly trying to rip past the bruising beat of it at your breastbone. Hips meeting his in stuttering thrusts as your body bows up, sharp, toward him to chase a height of euphoria so in sight. Â
âYouâre moaning so loud, kitten.â His throaty chuckle stirs weighty into your belly. âKeep that up and youâll draw us an audience.â Gnawing weakly at your bottom lip to instinctively tamp your sounds just as Sylus moves to drive into you on a particularly ruinous, deliberate thrust that has your legs buckling entirely underneath you.  Â
But heâs there to catch you, thick forearms cording about the feeble, trembling plush of your thighs before he hoists you up entirely onto him; his hushed chuckle drifting into guttural laughter. âWhy try being quiet on your own when you can just make use what you have at your disposal?â His lips drive against yours in a vehement kiss of teeth and tongue, devouring you, just the way he is in between your legs. You let yourself go at last, moaning unabated into the searing warmth of his mouth, Sylusâs pace turning to near-frenzied rutting, with the sounds he wrenches from your bruised throat. Â
He forces you deeper against the wall, spearing you helpless in between the cool stone at your back and the unforgiving intensity of his drilling thrusts pillaging your body. Golden deep pleasure roiling pleasant just beneath your skin, to push at the confines, until you feel like you could float out of it heavenward and never return to the ground. Â
Your fevered gaze snags against the painted beads of your gifted charm about his neck, swinging vehement with the force of his propulsions. Drifting absent fingers against the worn orbs of the necklace, mushed mind admiring how truly lovely he looks like this for you; coupled along with that tight knit of concentrated pleasure, it makes you believe he truly is all yours to have. As if he belongs to you, with you.  Â
That sole, deranged thought sending arousal thrumming within, so blinding, your body quivers into the tight curve of a crescent, pressing hard against his chest, a peak so close, you can feel it stirring vicious into your belly. âYouâre all mine to have, arenât you? My great warrior,â you gasp against his mouth, trembling fingers sweeping for the broad strength of his shoulders as your nails drive in, harsh.
Sylusâs response; groaned heavy against your tongue, without hesitation. âYouâve always had me in my entirety, sweetheart.â Â
Your body has wholly given up â a leaden weight â within his grasp, held together only by the strength of Sylusâs arms curving steeled grips about your thighs. Pounding into you with each fervid roll of his hips slapping against the back of your thighs â the profuse flow of your arousal sweltering in between your already burning bodies, the obscene squelch of it each time he withdraws from your walls only to drive back in with savage, terrifying accuracy, rutting himself so good against the spot inside that has you quivering uncontrollably around the length of him. Â
Your combined sultry symphony so loud within your ears, drumming along with the thundering of your heart, youâre sure any passers-by crossing the mouth of the alley would be able to hear. Your cotton-fed mind so far gone, however, youâre no longer coherent enough to care about anyone hearing your claims upon each otherâs bodies. So deeply entrenched in the sole existence of Sylus: his body, tongue, his bruising grip upon you, you love so much â scoring stinging crescents as your own signs of victory, across the broad strength of his shoulders, down the firm muscle of his arms, serving to drive him only harder into you until heâs knocking half-screams out of your throat. Swallowing them up against the hungry sweep of his tongue. Â
Sylusâs thrusts into your body have turned erratic, his guttural moans heating your skin into a blazing furnace. Youâre so close to release, you can feel the heavy crest of its deluge approaching â golden and ruinous. Â
His grip upon the flare of your hip shifts, pressing you impossibly deeper against him, the new angle driving the length of him against your sensitive bundle of nerves on each hammering thrust. âA-Almostââ Gasping a breathless warning. Â
Hurtling you so high; the frenzied pump of his hips into yours, the constant stimulation at your swollen bead sending your walls spasming so violent, you feel Sylus loose a long, guttural groan deep into your mouth. You tumble off the precipice of release just as you feel the first thick spurts of his seed searing fire against your sensitized walls; Sylusâs sultry growls keying your frenzied release so high your fingers scrape across the back of his neck to tug him harsh against your mouth. Sinking your quivering, heated desires into a vehement bite at his chest, Sylusâs digits weaving tight into your hair at the back of your head, to hold you there. Â
His thundering pulse you moan against in appreciation, laving absent to soothe the reddening bite at his skin, as your body convulses with the still flowing spurts of his release, stroking at the intoxicating fever of your prolonged orgasm, filling you to the brim and over; the warmth of it you feel drip past your folds and onto his sturdy thighs. Â
Taking several, long much needed moments to compose yourself as your sweat-slick face falls, nerveless, to press your cheek against the damp expanse of his chest, body still suspended firm upon the corded strength of his arms, his cock nestled snug and thick within you. Â
You claw a much-needed gulp of air past a throat, long sore. â...I fear you may have to carry me here on out, as well, Sylus, because I certainly canât move an inch right now.â Â
His amused chuckle drifts warm against the top of your head. âWhile joined together just like this?â He teases softly. âYou may truly pass out of sheer embarrassment this time if I do, kitten.â Â
âDoesnât matter,â you quip right back, half-hearted, canting a languid gaze up his way. âI think Iâll be long knocked out before any pesky shame kicks in, from how good this â you were.â Â
You feel Sylusâs length twitch within your walls at your words, groaning quietly at the growing strain of his arousal, back to half-mast already. Truly, was there a limit to the manâs enduring stores of stamina? Â
But perhaps, the real question was of your own insatiable appetite too, when it came to him, as you were only newly discovering â your wrecked body responding in the muted burn of arousal, kindling into slow fire within your belly, clenching weakly at him. Â
âTell you what, sweetheart.â Sylusâs skewed grin tucks against your ear as he nuzzles at your cheek. âIâll carry you out of here in my arms, as you wish, without the additional parade of our naked bodies. In return,â A kiss he feathers, against the angle of your cheekbone. âCome home with me.â  He asks of you, softly.
You bury your approval in the nudge of your nose against him, catching his lips against yours in a gentle, chaste kiss, âSounds like a done deal to me, my handsome warrior.â Â
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I LOVE THE CAMERA SO, SO MUCHâAND THE CAMERA LOVES ME ! / / xavier , zayne, rafayel & sylus . . .
ever since you went viral on the internet, your relationship has become the evvy and dream of users globally. just what about you guys was so groundbreaking?
warnings: f!reader, established relationship, modern!au without the monster protocore stuff, ooc!sylus??? this is my first time writing him im scared, internet fame, fluff, suggestive on zayne's part, relationship tingz mostly inspired by douyin couple tiktoks (im so lonely brah.)
w/c: 2.15k (500-600 each)
author's note: if u guys can figure out what photo reference i ws talking ab in zayne's ily (hint hint that one nanami fanart) also did u guys peep the rv reference in the title??? art cred: angye on twt
XAVIER didn't think that he'd go viral for something as silly as interupting your tiktok by carrying you away, then again he didn't even know you posted it.
it didnt just go viral because the two of you were in the cutest matching hoodies, but because he swept you off your feet so smoothly and almost effortlessly.
soon after that, comments flooded your page gushing about how they'd wish they had a boyfriend as clingy and affectionate as him, and you two had started a new trend.
after that video, many followed you because they fell in love with you and your relationship, almost begging for more crumbs of you two. your page was then full of the two of you more so than before, photos of you two in onesies cuddling, stargazing, and even little day-to-day vlogs.
your fans just kept eating them up, and he had to deal with the impending consequences of it.
"XAVIER, come pose with me!"
the grey-blond haired man sighed, dragging his feet towards you. "don't you think we're done? we've taken so many already..."
you raise a brow, "we didnt take any this whole week? cmoon, the camera's rolling, let's do that dance i taught you!"
"but it's late, and i wanna go to sleep... we can take some tomorrow morning or something..."
you give him the sternest look you could muster, and he generates the biggest puppy eyes he'd ever done, looking down at you with a small pout as his hands hung loosely around your waist.
"a kiss then?"
you roll your eyes affectionately, "you can have your kiss after this i promise! pleaaaseee xavier?"
it seemed that he wasn't gonna take no as an answer, as he kept leaning in towards you, determined as ever.
your face was burning as you chuckle nervously, leaning away from him. he slowly inched closer, until you were at a point where you could go no further without any help.
realizing you had no other choice, you sighed with a pout of your own, and XAVIER took this as a chance to pull you closer and press a kiss to your lips, making you giggle. you pressed your fingers lightly to his lips as he swayed you side to side, and you couldn't help but laugh and follow suit.
"XAVIER!"
you posted the video not long after that, a cute song in the background to cover the sounds of your voices. within just 2 hours, it went viral, taking its spot as your number one video.
"ughhhhhh is this too much to ask for?"
"if you look closely you'll see me laying on the street."
"u guys r my fav couple ever pls don't ever break up!!!"
it was safe to say you never got your dance.
ZAYNE took quiet pride in being your boyfriendâand he took it very seriously as well. he'd fuss over you even more than before, making sure you were okay at all times
you'd joke about how he was acting more as your husband than your boyfriend. he'd brush your comments aside, saying you think too much (funnily enough his ears were quite red)
your relationship went viral due to the sillyness you brought into it, the little antics you'd pull around him as you two would go through your day-to-day life being the highlight of the week for your viewers
but what really made you two so popular was in the gentleness he'd treat you with. his words may seem curt and blunt, but his actions said anything but that. in your mini vlogs, ZAYNE would display tiny gestures of affection, ranging from delicately fixing your jewelry and carrying your purse to zipping up your dress and putting your heels on for you.
"hey god... it's me again..."
"i want a rich doctor bf too!"
"my parentsssss <3"
your viewers would nitpick at every little thing, hundreds of fan edits taking over the app by storm, and you'd repost every single one of them
"ZAYNE! i'm home! sorry, usually i'd be the one to be early but the association had-"
you stopped, frowning as you realized the lights were off, the only source of light coming from your kitchen. making your way there, you were met with the back of your boyfriend, seemingly working very hard on something.
"zayne?"
he turned around, greeting you with a soft look of surprise. "oh. you're here." he stepped towards you, and now you could see that he was wearing an apron over a dress shirt and pants.
"go to your room. i left a change of clothes for you on your bed."
you looked at him confusedly before realization and guilt struck you. "...oh! oh my gosh, i'm so sorry! i forgot it was our anniversary! i'll-"
you shut up as he looks at you with an amused lift of his brow, taking this as your cue to go get changed.
turns out, ZAYNE had taken a day off without you realizing it. he spent the day getting your apartment ready for your anniversary. and he had everything set alright.
"i can't believe you did all of this yourself... i mean- wow..."
you two enjoyed a nice candlelit dinner with your favorite foods and drinks, and you kept having to resist the urge to just tug him closer with his tie and plant kisses all over his face.
wait, unless...
"ZAYNE, could you come here?"
ZAYNE thought the two of you were done, wanting to spend the rest of the night with you in his arms-it turns out you had a different idea
"you still haven't gotten your reward."
you uploaded a new post to your instagram page, captioned "my sweet doctor <3" with pictures of your dinner that night
and on the very last slide, was a picture of him turned to the side with lipstick covered kiss marks over his face and shirt, ears a pretty shade of red, and your hand pulling him in by his tie
your fans could only ever imagine what happened after that
it was just after your date with RAFAYEL at the aquarium did the topic of who his lover was striked appeal to the media. apparently, some fans recognized him and sneakily took photos.
at first, he was annoyed by it, but after seeing compilations of videos where he'd see you two, he supposed it wouldn't hurt to indulge the public.
soon after that, his pages both on instagram and tiktok had tiny easter eggs of you, whether it be your clothes, a second of you in the background of his videos or even in his paintings.
the comments would be full of "did u guys see the ___ in the background?" or "to have a painter as a bf... im jealous..."
to fuel the fire, you'd feed your already large fanbase your own easter eggs of him. one of his paintings in the background, a shirt of his on your couch, a split second of your wallpaper shown, etc.
you were just having fun, you didn't expect anything to really come out of the antics you both were pulling in front of the public.
however, you both thought wrong, as it didn't take long for the people to put two and two together.
"RAFAYEL... my legs hurt... when are the fireworks gonna start?"
"shhh just be patient, we can stop here if you want?"
you two were at one of the largest beach festivals at linkon, and after a whole day of running around and trying everything, your legs had gotten sore.
you and RAFAYEL sit down on the cool sand, the water from the waves inching closer and closer. you could hear the commotion coming from the festival, but all you could focus on right now were the waves in front of you.
"ugh... you're right. all that running around has made me exhausted. don't be surprised if you have to carry me home."
you flick him on his forehead as he weakly puts his hands up in surrender and lays down on the sand. you lay beside him, your arm propping your head up.
"i had fun today though. it's felt like ages since we went somewhere in public together."
he hums, pulling your hand towards him to rest on his face. "yeah... its too much... maybe we should just settle down back at-"
"oh my god, is that RAFAYEL? and... is that his girlfriend!?"
you quickly turn around and were met with a group of fangirls. you turn back around to rafayel to see him already sat up, motioning for you to follow him.
"i know you said you were tired but..."
you read his mind instantly, getting up and grabbing his hand. you both start to run away from the clicks and flashes of the paparazzi, giggling and laughing while doing so.
the fireworks had finally started behind you.
after that whole fiasco, you and RAFAYEL retired to his bedroom back at his studio, breathless and exhausted.
as you two soundly slept, the internet was currently in shambles after finding out your secret relationship, leaked photos of you two running together and getting into your car having made it on every platform.
and as his phone rang with notifications, he had an inkling of what happened.
"whatever..." he thinks tiredly as he pulls the covers over you and him.
"...i can deal with that tomorrow."
SYLUS was never shy in showing you off as his girlfriend, but never once discouraged nor encouraged your moves to post the two of you together
yet the moment you posted the huge bouquet of roses he'd sent to your apartment via luke and kieran and it blew up, it was almost like he was urging you to show him off
you didn't even mean for it to go that big, you just thought they were pretty
and yet, he'd sneak in small comments during your conversations like "the view here is pretty, wanna comemorate it?" or "look, our outfits are matching, i could get kieran to take a picture of us together if you'd like?"
you'd taken the hint pretty quickly, rolling your eyes as you brushed it off each time, until you had a change of heart one day
you posted a video of you touring the city on his motorcylce, one hand wrapped around his torso and the other holding your phone, showing off the view and the well, broad, shoulders and back of your boyfriend
and as you can probably tell, it went viral, with many users commenting how they'd wish they had their own biker boyfriend who'd take them across cities
he scrolls through the comments in his freetime, lips turned upwards and already planning your next hit
"SYLUS...? what's the meaning of... this?"
just a minute ago, SYLUS walked up to you and asked if you'd like to go shopping, that it was on him. you agreed hesitantly as you got up, suspicious of his intentions already.
and without giving you time to think, he picked you up with one arm and has not put you down since.
"well, i thought it'd be nice to treat you, it's been a while afterall."
"...we went to a michellin star restaurant like two days ago?"
"hm."
sighing, you reel your head back and notice a glint in the dark hallways of his manor, along with hushed voices and camera clicks.
was that... luke and kieran?
"wait, wait, wait, waitâ i think i saw luke and kieranâ"
he swiftly glaces behind you two with furrowed brows, and then gave you a small smirk. sometimes you can't tell if he's teasing you or not.
"pay them no mind, they're probably up to something again. best not to find out now."
he looks at you curiously, "or is this your way of saying you want out? i was gonna pay a visit to the claw machine with you... i heard they had a new limited edition plushie..."
your eyes snap back to his, "no, no! this is fine... i'm sure i was just imagining things."
he gives you a triumphant smile and keeps walking, yet your mind can't help but wander back to what those twins were doing...
and it turns out your suspicions were right all along, for after you came back home from a successful night of shopping, your phone was abuzz with notifications coming from your friends
luke and kieran had secretly recorded the two of you when he picked you up, and made sure to show the black card that was in SYLUS'S possesion
you'd have never thought he'd go along with a plan as silly as this with the two of them, but they were his assistants afterall.
later, you were bored out of your mind, so you decide to scroll through the comments.
"hows it feel to live my dream!?"
"i'll get it one day... one day...."
"if i ever had a boyfriend like that, i'd never let him rest."
and as you look over at the sleeping man beside you, you definitely understood them.
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lando, gluten free, red sauce, onions, chicken, gouda cheese, mozzarella, pulled pork, kale with a sprite, black tea and green tea with dessert please <3
im imagining reader working for his team and they can't stand each other but always end up in each others beds somehow, he catches her flirting w another guy and although he usually wouldn't care for some reason he gets really jealous and has to remind her he's the only one that can have her ? do w this as you wish hehe
Lee-Lee's Pizzeria Menu
gluten-free enemies to lovers red sauce rough sex onions "I saw you being a little slut" chicken "Awe, you thought I'd let you cum that easy?" gouda âSlow down? You just told me to speed up, make up your mind silly girlâ mozzarella âAll you ever do is bitch and complain, just fucking take itâ pulled pork "God, I love when I fuck the attitude out of you" kale "I love knowing I ruined you so good you can only cum when I make you" sprite size kink black tea choking green tea doggy dessert yes served by Lando Norris
Lando x fem! reader
TW - MEAN ASF Lando, crying, choking, 2 ass slaps, creampie, ROUGH sex, honestly just all the warnings :) MDNI 18+
WC 3000+ (sorry I got really into this one!)
Y/N POV
"Lando, you have filming for Quadrant today," I remind Lando softly making him roll his eyes.
"i know my own damn schedule," Lando snapped making me roll my eyes back at him.
"Then why do you need a fucking assistant," I say while throwing my hands up in defeat.
"I don't fucking know. I thought it would be a good idea, instead, I got stuck with you," Lando snapped back making me roll my eyes and get everything together that Lando would need for the Quadrant video.
"I love to see you try and live a week without me hounding on your ass," I snap back while placing Lando's backpack by the front door so he didn't forget it while also getting his lunch together knowing he would leave without eating if I didn't do it.
"I'm a grown man, I can take care of myself," Lando snapped back making me roll my eyes.
"Okay, give me the rest of the week off. I'll be back Monday morning and if you survived then I'll quit no questions asked, but if you don't then you will learn how to respect me and not be an absolute dick to me," I tell him while pulling his food back down onto the counter no longer preparing him food.
"Deal. It's Thursday which means I only have to survive 4 days, I can manage," Lando replied back making me smile and head to the front door to leave.
"Bye, don't be scared to call when you inevitably need help," I say while exiting and heading back to my own apartment.
I spent the rest of my day relaxing and enjoying my time away from Lando knowing tomorrow was gonna be a new day and he was probably gonna call tomorrow when he realized my job wasn't useless like he always liked to claim.
It was Friday at noon and by now I would normally be with Lando planning what his next week would look like but instead, I'm laying out on a yacht with Oscar.
Oscar and I had always been close. We both started the same year and both bonded over being so young working for McLaren and further bonded when I would rant to him about how Lando was treating me.
"Hold on I'm getting a call," I sit up softly picking up my phone to see who was calling.
I showed Oscar the caller ID making both of us smirk and laugh softly.
"Couldn't even go 24 hours," Oscar mutters making me laugh a little harder before I answer the call.
"Why are you with him," Lando seethed the second I answered my phone.
"Oh, quit it Lando. Do you need me or are you just interrupting my weekend off," I snap back at him having no patience for his jealous ass.
"Get your ass back to my apartment," Lando snapped back making me roll my eyes.
"Lando if this isn't for work related issues then I will not be coming over until I am done hanging out with my friend," I reply back emphasizing the word friend.
"Y/N I swear to God if you don't get you ass to my apartment in the next hour you will lose your job," Lando said back.
"And you're gonna tell Zak what exactly? 'I want her removed from my team cause she was hanging out with Oscar and I was a jealous twat who couldn't get my dick wet.' Sounds real mature Lando Norris. I will come over later tonight," I tell him finalizing my plan before hanging up on him before he could say anything else.
"I don't understand why you won't make it official," Oscar says with a raised brow making me raise my brow mirroring his actions.
"He's inmature and doesn't know what he wants," I tell Oscar softly climbing back onto the couch so Oscar and I can continue soaking up the sun.
"I just know he's call Max to use his yacht right now to track your ass down," Oscar says with a smirk making me laugh.
"Probably," I reply honestly.
"You ever gonna put him out of his misery and become his?" Oscar asks making me think hard before answering.
"I don't know. Definitely not until he starts respecting my work," I tell Oscar softly making him nod his head.
"I think that's fair. Maybe this weekend will open his eyes to realize how much you do for him. Going above and beyond what is in your job description," Oscar replies back making me smile, happy he understands.
"Hell, I too wouldn't want to share you if you prepared my lunches, made sure I had time allotted for a break, and spent the night in my bed," Oscar says smirking at the last part making me roll my eyes.
Oscar and I had a teasing relationship closer to siblings than lovers and it was refreshing to be close with someone in this crazy life we both live.
"You're an ass for that, Piastri," I say while laughing softly.
We spent the rest of the afternoon tanning and enjoying each others calm presence before we decided to dock and head back to our individual apartments.
"Better not find out I'm gonna be an uncle in 4 to 6 weeks," Oscar says with a smirk across his face making me roll my eyes and close the door to my apartment while Oscar walks the rest of the way to his.
Lando, Oscar and I all live in the same building making it easy to have group dinners or see each other when we are getting bored or lonely.
I hadn't even been back to my own room for 5 minutes when I hear a pounding on my front door making me roll my eyes knowing it could only be one person making such a scene.
"Open the door," I hear Lando say in a sing-song voice being far more menacing than I would prefer.
"What is your damn problem," I snap when I swing open the door making Lando shove his way through the door before taking my neck into his big hands and squeezing choking me slightly while he pushes me against the door.
"I saw you being a little slut. All cuddled up with Oscar in the middle of the water," Lando says getting closer to my face and showing me just how upset he is.
"You know damn well it's not like that," I snap back getting just as angry at him.
"Do I know that though? Cause between fans spying on yall and your own snap story it looks like you were dressed into next to nothing cuddled right up to Oscar's side," Lando scoffs back squeezing my throat a bit tighter making it more difficult to breathe.
"You're ridiculous you know that," I say while gripping his wrist trying to pry his grip off of me. Lando finally releases my neck but quickly grips my hard into a death grip and yanks me through my apartment where he dumps me near the bed.
I was on the floor when Lando situates me onto my knees before he quickly pulls his pants down with his briefs leaving his hard cock to bounce freely between us.
"Don't make me fucking tell you want to do," Lando snaps when I make no move to take him into my mouth,
"You're pathetic," I mutter softly before I take Lando into my mouth. I knew he heard me when his hands were on the back of my head again pushing his whole length into my throat making me gag and instantly start to tear up.
"I'm fucking pathetic? You're the one crying on my cock less than 10 seconds after giving it to you. Bet your fucking pussy is weeping too," Lando says while holding my head in place and brutally fucking into my mouth making me repetitively take him into my mouth. Once Lando has fucked my face for a few seconds he shoves his whole length into my mouth and holding me on his cock for several seconds making me gag and cry around his cock hitting his hips trying to get away from his brutal attack.
Once Lando pulls out of my mouth I yank my head away best as possible while I gasp and cough for air.
"Not so rough," I whisper softly through my hoarse voice.
Lando just pulls me back onto his cock and starts fucking my face again. Still rough but nowhere near as rough as he had been.
âAll you ever do is bitch and complain, just fucking take it,â Lando grunts while still pumping his cock into my mouth. I can feel my tears have completely soaked my cheeks and my own spit in starting to trail down the front of my neck making me look like a proper used-up whore.
"God, I love destroying you," Lando says smirking when he pulled me off his cock leaving me to heave in heavy breaths while he stared down at my ruined face.
"Look most beautiful when you're wrapped around my cock," Lando whispers with a smirk before softly biting my earlobe making me whimper at the feeling.
Lando helps me to my feet where he quickly pulls the swim suit cover I was wear off leaving me in my bikini I had been wearing. I cringed slightly when Lando was eyeing my bikini.
"Turn around," Lando says roughly making me turn in curiousity. When Lando got a view of my ass he instantly slapped it leaving a large hand print behind.
"For someone who says Oscar and you aren't more than friends you're leaving far too little for his imagination. You think sweet little Oscar could destroy your pussy even half as good as me," Lando says stepping closer to my back making me rest softly against him.
"No Lando, only you. You literally fucking ruined me for anyone else," I cry out in confession. It had been true, ever since Lando and I got involved I hadn't been able to finish with anyone but Lando. Even my trusted vibrator was now useless.
"Oh is that true?" Lando says clearly a smirk laced in his voice.
"Yes, I literally can't even make myself cum anyone," I confess in pure annoyance at the situation.
"I love knowing I ruined you so good you can only cum when I make you," Lando says while turning me back around so I can see his face.
"I hate you," I whisper back.
"That's a fucking lie and we both know it," Lando whispered back getting closer to my mouth before finishing his sentence by kissing my lips.
I whimper into the rough kiss when I feel Lando start pulling at the strings of my bikini leaving me completely bare for Lando's rough hands to continue to explore my body.
When I feel Lando's large hands grip my ass I whimper out that quickly turns into a strangled cry when he roughly lands a slap on my ass.
"That side was jealous," Lando says smirking against my lips.
Lando roughly pulls his shirt off leaving him completely naked before he roughly throws me onto the bed where I bounce a couple times before Lando is gripping onto my foot and pulling me into him where he is kneeling on the ground next to the bed.
My pussy was now at face level with Lando who wastes absolutely no time to pull my clit into his mouth and start eating me out like a starved man.
"Oh fuck Lan," I moan softly when I feel Lando slowly slip two fingers into my pussy.
"Fuck, so fucking sweet," Lando groans before standing up and towering over my body and spitting into my mouth making me gasp in shock.
"Fuck I love when you're like this," Lando groans getting back onto his knees and continuing to eat my pussy out like a starved man. When he puts his fingers back into my pussy he's not nearly as gentle this time. He quickly shoves them in finding my G-spot with no trouble and attacking it.
"Oh my god Lando," I scream out and clench around him in preparation for the orgasm I can feel building in the pit of my stomach.
"Please Lan," I moan when I can feel myself on the edge of cumming. But instead of Lando giving me permission like I thought he would he rips his fingers and mouth away ripping my orgasm away with them.
"Lando what the actual fuck," I heave sitting up slightly only to be pushed back down.
"Awe, you thought I'd let you cum that easy?" Lando says with a smirk making me want to slap him across the face. Instead I just clench my hands at my side.
"Lando please," I finally beg out when I calmed down. Lando didn't say anything he just roughly flipped me onto my stomach before he pulled me onto all fours and pushed his dick into me.
Lando gave me no time to adjust, he just quickly started fucking into my tight pussy making me whimper.
"Too big," I gasp when I finally find my voice making Lando speed up his actions on my pussy.
"You can fucking take it," Lando says snapping his hips into mine making me whimper at the hard thrusts.
Lando pulls me up by me hair so he was still fucking into me but my back was now pressed against his chest where he moves his hand from my hair to my neck and giving it a hard squeeze making my eyes tear up again from the choking.
"Close," I gasp in a stranged moan not being able to breathe fully.
"Cum on my cock," Lando roughly states making me instatly start cumming all over his cock.
"Fuck Lando," I moan through my orgasm while Lando squeezes hard on my throat completely cutting my airflow off as I'm cumming only making it that much more intense. When my orgasm ended only then did Lando release my throat making me gasp for air.
"Lando," I scream when he continues to fuck into me as I fall out of his arms and back into doggy position.
"Please Lan, it's too much," I whine losing all fight I once had in my body.
"You can take it, love," Lando tells me softly while slowing his thrusts to let me catch my breath for a second.
"So pretty all fucked out," Lando mumbles before speeding his thrusts up and continuing to fuck into my overused pussy.
"Faster," I beg when I feel another orgasm starting to build up again. This one coming in far faster and stronger than the previous one.
"Cum for me," Lando grunts when he can feel my pussy clenching for another release. I instantly cum all over his cock again barely able to hold my body up anymore. I would have completely fallen into the bed had Lando not been holding me up by the hips.
Lando continues his hard and fast thrusts even after I have come down from my orgasm making me cry out again in overstimulation.
"Slow down," I scream out only making Lando speed up.
âSlow down? You just told me to speed up, make up your mind silly girl,â Lando grunts out before sending one final thrust into my pussy before I feel his hot cum start splashing my walls letting me know Lando was cumming deep into my pussy.
"Oh Lan," I gasp and fall half onto the bed while my legs dangle over the side. When Lando was slipping out of my pussy he made sure to pull out slowly to make sure to not overstimulate me further.
"Don't leave," I gasp when I watch Lando start retreating into the bathroom making him turn around and lock eyes with me.
"I'm gonna leave you. I'm just gonna grab something to clean you up," Lando tells me softly before disappearing into my bathroom and grabbing a rag before coming back into my room and cleaning my sore pussy up softly.
"Hurts Lan," I whine when he brushes against my sensitive clit with the rough rag.
"I'm sorry," Lando mumbles sheepishly.
I feel Lando observing me while I slowly climb into bed properly getting under my covers and pulling my blanket up to my chin as I watch Lando throw on his boxers before picking up his shirt and softly placing it on me.
"Thanks," I reply softly as Lando climbs into the bed next to me.
"God, I love when I fuck the attitude out of you. Now you're sitting here all pretty and blissed out," Lando tells me softly making me smile up at him.
"I don't like the way you dismiss my work," I tell him softly finally opening up about my feelings.
"I could barely survive today, please come to work with me tomorrow," Lando says turning his body towards me so I can look at him.
"Fine, but you better start having some respect for me all the time, not just during post nut clarity," I tell him back making him blush just thinking about what just transpired between us.
"And you owe me a plan B I promised Osc he wouldn't become an uncle in 4 to 6 weeks," I tell Lando making the both of us start laughing.
"Deal, and I promise from now on I promise I'll stop being condescending and undermining you. I realized how much you really do for me. I didn't eat until dinner cause I forgot about a meeting and had no time to grab anything," Lando confesses making me smile and laugh lightly.
"Didn't even realize I was such a pain that you were feeding me too," Lando admits hiding his face in my neck due to embarrassment.
"And I wanna work on us. I wanna build a better friendship between us so one day I can make you mine," Lando says once he pulls his face from my neck.
"I would like that Lando," I admit softly before pulling his face close to mine and giving him a soft kiss.
"I wanna keep doing this though and maybe sometimes not so rough," I tell Lando making him break out into a blushing smile.
"Deal. I would love to spend my time worshipping your body," Lando tells me softly making me turn red.
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You're ok
Summary: As you recover from a life threatening mission, Natasha struggles to be vulnerable.
Natasha Romanoff x F!R
Edit: The last part is a scene from The Diplomat's season 2. Highly recommend the show, as it also has our lovely Ali Ahn ( AKA Alice Wu)
Death is part of the job. You had always been prepared for it.
Failure and a slow recovery were things that you were less inclined to accept.
It was hard to deal with the fact you had been ambushed, and almost killed by a bomb in what was supposed to be an easy mission.
Two weeks after being confined to the sterile hospital walls youâre back at the Compound. Bucky offered to help, carrying your things and lending his arm as support.
You certainly didnât expect the rest of the Avengers on the foyer, excited to greet you.
âDonât make a fussâ you say, letting them hug you. Wanda rolls her eyes, taking your bag.
âItâs a miracle youâre alive. Weâre gonna make a fussâ
âJust for today, let us make a big deal out of thisâ Steve says.
You had seen all of your teammates when they visited at the hospital, with one notable exception.
Said exception walks through the door, the hint of a smile on her beautiful face as your eyes meet green ones.
âWelcome backâ Natasha says, her tone gentle.
âThank youâ
âRomanoff might like you, she almost smiledâ Tony says, but you donât pay him attention.
âThatâs just because I thought you werenât hereâ Natasha walks past him, squeezing your good arm as a silent goodbye. How you wish you could follow after her, ask why she didnât even stop by once, but sheâs hurrying out the room in record time, as if she can sense your intentions.
Truthfully, you wonât act on them. Natasha doesnât owe you anything, not even a get well card.
âLetâs get you settled in your new roomâ Tony becons, and you frown.
âNew room? What happened to the old one?â
âThis one has some improvements. Youâre gonna love itâ
Itâs evident he still feels guilty over what happened, though it was definitely not his fault that you almost got killed.
The new room has a mini fridge, a giant tv, a king size bed, and a small couch. It also has a huge bathtub, as well as an incredible view of the forest behind the Compound.
âDo you like it?â
âItâs⌠Iâm perfectly fine going back to my old roomâ
âCan I have it if she doesnât want it?â Sam intervenes, looking around the space.
âCome on, youâre gonna be using crutches for a while. You need a bigger space. And entertainmentâ
âItâs trueâ Steve says. âOf course we all want to be optimistic butâŚâ
The doctors had said it would take at least six weeks to get you walking without aid. And then, youâd have to train and get back in shape. You are looking at two or three months of recovery.
Itâs not that you dislike the bigger space or amenities. Itâs the fact that Natasha was closer to you in the other room, and so youâd meet her most mornings as youâd step out to hit the gym or make breakfast.
Now, not only is she emotionally distant, sheâs also physically away. And you donât know which is worse.
âIâll give it a tryâ you promise, though you know nothing will be better than your old room.
â
There are unexpected challenges that come with your injuries. Like cooking breakfast. Wanda is more than happy to help most days, but sheâs been out for a mission the past week. You could have stuck to cereal, except Steve is always around by the time you wake up, and he insists on making your breakfast.
Itâs a nice gesture, though the food is horrible.
Youâve spent the better part of your morning playing with your eggs, considering eating cereal again, when someone places a cup of coffee and a paper bag next to you.
âI donât know who told Steve he could cookâ Natasha says with a smile.
âHe means wellâ you answer, and wait for her to nod towards the bag to inspect its contents. Grilled cheese and a scone. Your mouth waters at the smell.
âYouâre amazing, Natasha, honestlyâ you say between bites, moaning at the taste. âI canât remember the last time I ate something this good. Except Wandaâs food, of courseâ
âEnjoyâ she says, taking away the plate with eggs for you.
You were hoping to have her company while you eat, but maybe thatâs too much to hope for.
â
At last, thereâs something you can do. While everyone is busy with missions, you focus on reports and intelligence, which is perfect, because all you have to do is sit and read.
There are still deadlines and though no one wants to put pressure on you, you make sure nothing is delayed. As you keep reading in one of the conference rooms, the door is pushed open and you look up, alarmed at the sudden intrusion.
âYes?â you say, pushing your glasses up, staring at Natasha. She turns around, struggling to speak.
âY-you should be restingâ
âIâm doing Buckyâs reports. You know how he is, he canât type anything in the computerâ
âItâs close to midnight. Have you even had dinner yet? Iâm sure he wonât mind if you do them laterâ
âNat. Itâs fine, honestlyâ you say, smiling at her awkwardness. âI like to feel usefulâ
She nods, looking around the room, as if weighting her options. Moving away from the door, she walks and sits next to you, checking out some of the paperwork youâre reviewing
âSomeone should have really taught James how to typeâ she mutters when she gets to the part where Bucky wrote target pulled out a cock instead of Glock.
You snort out a laugh, because itâs the dumbest fucking thing in the world.
âTen bucks if you leave it like thatâ she insists and you shake your head.
âI considered it but then Tony wouldnât know when to stop the teasingâ
âFairâ she tilts her head, still smiling at you.
Itâs obvious now that Natashaâs staying to make sure you go back to rest soon. So you enjoy the silence that comes with her presence, thinking this might be a step in the right direction.
But then, you stretch your arms above your head, forgetting about the stitches in your side until you feel a pull.
âFuckâ you bend over in pain, and Natasha is by your side in an instant. âItâs ok. I just stretched too hard. Forgot I still have a hole on my sideâ
Natashaâs hands hold on to the edge of the table, as if sheâs struggling between storming out and staying.
âYou should get some rest nowâ she manages to say, eyes not meeting your own.
âIâm fineâ
Natasha gets ready to argue, but then reconsiders and just nods.
âIâll leave you to it. Goodnightâ
The redhead leaves the room in a hurry, and you wonder what could have possibly made her so upset.
For the next few days, you donât see Natasha at all, and a part of you is certain sheâs avoiding you.
As you lay in bed, watching a movie with Wanda, you keep going back to your interaction. Did you say something offensive? Was she simply too repulsed by weakness and didnât know how to deal with it?
Is she avoiding me? Am I overthinking?
âShe is and you areâ Wanda says, her eyes never leaving the screen.
âBut why⌠now wait a minuteâ you click your tongue, looking at your friend.
âI didnât mean to, your thoughts are so loud. And so are Natashaâs. When you came back she was having a screaming match inside her headâ
âWhat do you mean? What was she thinking?â
âNo, thatâs where I draw the line. If you want to know, ask herâ
âIf I ever see her again, sureâ you mutter, though you know you lack the confidence to confront Natasha. Even if you had the chance, whatâs there to say? "Hey, why are you making sure we only see each other when strictly necessary?"
She doesnât like you, thatâs the only explanation. Natasha is just being polite to keep appearances and the screaming inside her head was probably her thinking how much she wished you were still at the hospital.
Wanda snorts next to you, making you glare.
âOutta my headâ
âHey, Iâm trying to watch the movie. Youâre the one that needs to keep it quiet up thereâ
A few days later and you still have no idea how to approach Natasha. Mind you, sheâs only been around the kitchen to get coffee once or twice, spending the rest of her time in missions or at the gym across the Compound.
The only time youâre not thinking about her is when the physical pain is distracting you. Like now, while changing your bandages. The doctors told you to get someone to help, but you already get help with food, laundry, even changing your god damn sheets. Youâll be damned if you ask for help with this.
âFuckfuckfuckâ you clearly did something wrong because the dressing is stuck around the edges. You pull again, but the pain is too much, so you plop down in bed. Thereâs a knock at the door, and you groan, which will hopefully make whoeverâs on the other side go away.
âY/N? Whatâs wrong?â Natasha says, rushing to your side.
âCanât change my bandagesâ you say, not caring if your incompetence upsets her.
âCan I look?â
You nod, sitting up so she can see for herself the mess youâre in. Her hands are surprisingly soft and tender, and youâre almost dozing off while Natasha works silently.
Except when thereâs a tug and you jump back.
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry. Itâll be just one painful pull, ok?â the woman says, one of her hands going to your cheek. Your eyes meet and the way sheâs looking at you almost makes the pain go away.
âOkâ you nod. Natasha takes it off in a swift movement, and all you can do is take a sharp breath as your skin stings. âFuck meâ you say through gritted teeth.
âI donât think youâd enjoy it that much with the state youâre inâ she jokes, which makes you smile.
âYou know what I meanâ
âJust teasingâ
âYouâre certainly goodâ
Natasha keeps working in silence, and you worry you may have crossed a line. When sheâs done, she picks up the trash and goes to throw it away.
âAsk for help next timeâ
âI need help for everything. I wanted to at least do something on my own without being a burdenâ
âYouâre not a burdenâ she says, her back to you as she washes her hands on the sink.
Something comes over you, and when Natasha walks by your side to exit the room, your hand shoots up to hold her wrist.
âY/N?â
âI⌠I missed you. I know weâre colleagues and all I do is share whatever meal Iâm having, or train with you from time to time. I know I canât really do any of those things right now. Iâm inconsequential, I know, to your life and to whatever you do. But I do miss you, Natasha. And I wish I didnât care so muchâ
It feels like her skin is burning under your fingers, so you let go, ashamed at your little outburst. Youâre expecting her to leave without another word but instead, she kneels to meet your eyes.
âYouâre the opposite of inconsequential. But I donât know how to care without being vulnerableâ
âI donât think thatâs possible. Caring is vulnerabilityâ you say softly. âBut itâs also a strenght. It means youâre not aloneâ
Natasha smiles, a genuine smile for the first time in weeks. Sheâs about to say something else when FRIDAY calls for her at the conference room.
At this hour, it only means one thing. She stands up, looking apologetic.
âBe carefulâ is all you can say as she leaves the room.
â
A party is the last thing youâre in the mood for. Not only are you still wearing a cane (an improvement from the crutches) but Natasha has been gone for several days to complete a mission only a handful of people know about.
It makes you anxious, to think she might be in danger, though she is the most capable agent in the entire world.
âSo glad you made itâ Tony says when you finally show up. It took some convincing on Wandaâs part, but you agreed once you found an outfit that didnât require you to wear heels.
The Avengers are at their own couch, talking and laughing. Bucky has apointed himself as your personal waiter, bringing snacks and drinks.
âAny word on Nat?â Stark asks, which distracts you from the conversation with Sam.
âSaid she was still stuck at the debriefingâ Steve shrugs his shoulders. Itâs no surprise, if she can avoid these parties, Natasha will.
At least sheâs home and safe. That brings you some peace of mind, and youâre able to enjoy the rest of the party.
Tony announces the fireworks are about to start, and you relunctantly stand next to the huge crowd assembled at the front yard of the Compound.
The first burts of color is followed by a couple of cheers.
But itâs different for you.
The booming sound, the lights, it all sets you on edge.
Youâve been around explosions before, and this had never happened. Frozen in place, you try to close your eyes and control your breathing as the noises increase your anxiety.
How you wish you could run back to your room right now, but itâs nearly impossible to walk between everyone.
âItâs okâ a voice says, and thereâs the warmth of another body next to yours. âYouâre okâ
âNatâ you sigh with relief, closing your eyes. Another firework explodes and you jump.
âLook at meâ she says, her hand going up and down your back in a soothing motion. You nod, turning your body so she can wrap both arms around your waist. âBreathe with meâ
You follow her lead, in and out, until your heartbeat is steady again.
âYouâre okâ she says, this time more of a reminder to herself. âAnd Iâm hereâ
âThank youâ you lean your forehead against hers, letting her decide if she wants to take that final step. Natasha smiles, a hand cupping your cheek as her lips meet yours in a tender kiss.
âI missed you tooâ she says when you break apart.
âIâm not going anywhereâ
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Why So Rude? (Or Yuu's BF Asks Crewel for their Hand in Marriage and What Happens Next Will Shock You)
For legal reasons, this is a joke. I have been dealing with a health issue of sorts (i am not dying so no worrying ok? just v annoyed) so writing longer stuff is escaping me at the moment, enjoy some crack while I take a breather. More can be found on my masterlist here.
NO (FLOYD, Rook, and Malleus)
Crewel has been in denial about this "relationship" since it started. Not that his disapproval is really going to stop Floyd, but Crewel 100% refers to him as "Yuu's ex boyfriend" much to the confusion of... everyone who hears that. They do find some common ground in their shared interest in fashion, but Crewel has never forgiven him for his behavior in his class OR his "stealing" Yuu's heart.
Rook on the other hand he didn't have too much of an issue with until he realized just how familiar he seemed to be with his home for someone who had supposedly only been there to visit you. The twenty page letter he wrote to confess his feelings to you didn't help either once he saw the few lines where Rook wrote about the beauty of your finger prints, but he knows his disapproval means very little to someone as obsessed with romance as Rook.
Malleus... is the King of a country genuinely hostile to humans and Crewel thinks he is a little too obsessed with Yuu for his own good. He is also not a fan of how condescending Malleus is towards his disapproval, but it's an issue that will be worked out eventually. They are fighting out of love for the same person, your safety and happiness is all they really care about at the end of the day.
No, but as a joke (Sebek and Jack)
I don't think he has anything against him really, he just wants to see how important tradition and the opinion of his elders actually is to him. When Sebek begins to plead his case because he does not wish to put a wedge between Yuu and their father figure, but cannot deny his feelings for Yuu Crewel's more than happy to "change his mind." He knows you will be happy and well looked after.
Jack is a solid partner, and he is a wolf beastman who speaks of Yuu as his soulmate, his one and only, his eternal life partner and- well. Crewel just can't resist a bit of teasing, he's always been so serious and easy to fluster about these sort of things. The sheepish look on his face when he realizes Crewel has been teasing him makes it very worth it.
I can't stop you can I... (Leona, Kalim, and Rollo)
While Crewel has faith that Leona has what it takes to save his home- he lives in the Sunset Savannah. That is really far away from the Queendom of Roses ( ; Ď ; ) have some pity on your poor father he can't travel that far all the time it's bad for his skin. The pressures of being the partner of royalty is something he worries over, but a smug promise from Leona to protect you soothes his worries somewhat.
The flippant way Kalim talks about the assassination attempts is not the way Crewel wants to hear about attempts on your life or heaven forbid your death. Kalim is very sympathetic to this, he has no real argument against how ignorant he was in the past, but he isn't a child anymore. Just filled with a childlike love for the world and determination to make it better. It is hard to say no to that.
Rollo is too much like Trein. His request for your hand in marriage feels like something that the old man would cry tears of genuine joy over, so of course he hates it. Unfortunately he also knows how much this teen grandfather matters to you or whatever so the answer will be yes. At least he has an excuse to visit Fleur City more now.
Give me one good reason. (Azul, Jade, Idia, and Lilia)
Azul was such a good student that he should have zero complaints that you started dating. But he also isn't blind and dislikes being pandered to, which is very much what Azul is doing here. He does wonder briefly if this is a cultural thing and he is being insensitive, but he is still exasperated enough to not immediately say yes. The strange twinkle that comes to Azul's eyes at the prospect of negotiations makes him wish he had though.
Speaking of not being blind, what does the Leech family do and is it legal? Survey says probably yes, but Crewel remembers dealing with Jade's parents while he was in school and has no desire to feed his child to the shar- err eels. Jade immediately begins to sniffle, oh how could Crewel say such bad things about him? A poor innocent eel and blah blah blah. If Jade wasn't such a good partner he'd be cooked.
Crewel understands and appreciates the effort Idia has put in to his personal growth and he has no desire to shit on that... but S.T.Y.X. and the secrecy around it is no joke. He wants to continue having a relationship with Yuu and as soon as Idia reassures him of that he has no more objections.
Lilia is an old man, a war criminal, and a father. Of course Crewel has seen how he was able to live as a student while at NRC but his own credit as a father would be under fire if he didn't object mildly. Lilia has some fun with it and has a bit more respect for him for objecting. So long as the eventual answer is yes.
Yes (Riddle, Trey, Cater, Ruggie, Jamil, and Epel)
While Crewel does have some red flag concerns concerning Riddle's mother, he has no real objections to Riddle himself. He is a perfect gentlemen and the correct amount of nervous to be asking the question. He gets full marks, as if there would ever be any other outcome.
Trey is that sort of solid option that parents really love, but he also has that tight personal relationship with Crewel from his Science Club days. He lives in the Queendom and is tight with his own family there are few better places for Yuu to be.
While Cater isn't Crewel's favorite student, he doesn't hate him or the Shaftlands. He is also not entirely unconvinced that him asking is for a magicam trend but! He has no real major objections. He is more than ready to have two kids, as soon as Cater is willing to admit he could use a stable father figure.
I don't think that Ruggie would even suggest marrige unless he's obtained that stable, high paying job he so baldy wants and has moved his Granny out of the slums. It's the perfect time to ask for permission to propose, and while the Savannah is still super far away (r.i.p. Crewel's skin) he is much more supportive of the two of you and how far you've come.
Similarly to Ruggie, I don't think Jamil would propose to Yuu unless his personal issues with Kalim and his position with the Asim's had been sorted. He wants to actually travel on his honeymoon, and Crewel is very willing to suggest the Queendom of Roses. Jamil's ego is absolutely stroked by how Crewel had zero objections but your adoptive dad doesn't get to see how smug it makes him, Jamil saves the smirks for when you say yes.
I think that Crewel seems to like all of the first years, and Epel is no exception. Sure, his request starts out well put together and polite but devolves into a dialect that leaves Crewel with no idea of what he's saying, but he has a general idea. Of course Epel has his blessing, Harveston sounds like a lovely place for Yuu to live their life in Twisted Wonderland and Epel a perfect person to keep them safe and happy.
He already planned the wedding (Ace, Deuce, Silver and Vil)
I know what you're saying. Crewel approving of Ace? Of course he does! He was in his homeroom class, and Crewel has a soft spot for trouble makers from the Queendom, he was one after all! Sure he might have had some problems with him when you first started dating, but now, when he is deathly serious saying he wants to spend the rest of his life with you? Crewel has been waiting for this since he fist saw carrot head yanking your chain.
Deuce is a much easier sell, Crewel was always a bit harsh on his intelligence, but only because he ran a tight ship and wanted him to reach for the stars. Well he has, and he has you to support him through it, Crewel is so proud of both. He and Dilla have absolutely been hypothetically planning this for years.
While Silver's curse did not endear him to Crewel for his first two years of schooling, he really grew on him when you started going out. He's glad that you've found someone who loves you as much as Silver does, really he is. Unfortunately this means he has to plan a wedding with Lilia, something they both have been doing since you started going out and never talked about. Don't worry! They only intend to fight a lot little bit.
The instant you started dating Vil Crewel entered his mother of the bride era. The permission asking was less Vil wanting to be polite and more him coming up with a way to distract him and convince him to focus on designing the clothes. Thankfully it works and no one other than his dogs have to know just how insane the prospect of his two favorite students marrying made him.
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Nothing Can Happen - Jacaerys Velaryon/Targaryen
Jacaerys x Fem!Stark!Reader
Warnings: GOT
Word count: 988
Summary: Jace fallâs in love with Cregon Starkâs twin sister.
Authors Note: Hope you enjoy ! I wrote this before season 2 even had a release date. Reader is supposed to be Cregon Stark's twin sister.
Masterlist
House Of The Dragon Masterlist
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âWelcome to Winterfell Jacaerys Targaryen.â Y/n greeted as she watched the prince land his dragon and dismount before he approached her.
âWish it was under different circumstances.â Jacaerys said as he approached who he could only believe was Y/n Stark. Rumors didnât do her beauty justice he thought.
âDonât we all?â She agreed but Y/n sadly believed the seven kingdoms may never be at peace. âWe know why you are here.â
âMy Mother-â he started but Y/n held her hand up to stop his prepared speech.
âIs the rightful heir to the Iron Throne. We stand behind your mother. We will fight with your family.â Y/n smiled having already known what kind of speech he was going to give and just save him the time.
âThank you. Itâs appreciated.â Jace felt relieved that he wouldnât have to convince them or make any deals. If only it was that easy every time.
âOur father swore to Rhaenyra. We will honor that. Honor means something to us here. And she was named heir. Viserys never changed his mind or made a formal change. We wonât stand with the greens.â Y/n stated to him confidently.Â
âAgain. Appreciated.â he nodded at her.
Jace kept glancing at the direwolf at her side and it made her let out an amused laugh as she noticed. âYou can pet her. She wonât hurt you.â
âI-Iâm good.â He answered nervously.
âYou can ride a dragon but not pet a wolf?â Y/n teased him amused at his reactions.
âI grew up with dragons.â Jace points out.
âI grew up with wolves. But Iâd go up and touch your dragon.â Y/n shrugged teasing him more. She had decided it was fun to poke at him, in a friendly respectful way of course.
âThen you are braver than me.â Jace stateâs smiling at her. He believed her and he could see in her eyes that she was confident when it came to what she was saying. Jacaerys had also realized in these few short minutes he enjoyed seeing her smile.
âWould you like a tour of Winterfell? My brother wouldâve been here but heâs stuck doing some preparation.â Y/n offered with a more relaxed tone with the prince.
âI would love to see Winterfell.â Jace smiled, enjoying how she treated him as if war wasnât looming.
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âIâve noticed you getting all friendly with the Targaryen Boy.â Cregon sayâs breaking the silence between him and his sister as they took their direwolves to the creek nearby.
âJust being friendly with an alley.â Y/n tells him not even looking up from the creek as she answered her brother. She didnât want to see the look she knew would be on his face.
âYou like him.â Cregon stated his thoughts on their closeness, after all he knew his sister better than anyone else.
âCre-â
âItâs fine with me. I like him, heâs a good man.â he interrupted her.
âNothing will ever happen.â She shook her head glancing at him. She expected a different reaction from him but she shouldn't be surprised he was always supportive of her and wanted her to be happy in life.
âWhy wonât you let yourself be happy?â It broke his heart to watch his sister do this to herself.Â
âHeâs betrothed.â Y/n turned to look at him & before she could get any more emotional she looked away and shook her head. âNothing will ever happen.âÂ
âFuck.â Cregon sighed, something always stood in Y/nâs way and it really angered him sometimes.
âIt canât go anywhere but friendship.â Y/n stated effectively ending the conversation. Turning back to look at her reflection in the creek's water. She did not want to let this affect her, it was never a possibility to begin with so why did she let herself get so attached to begin with.
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âIt has been a pleasure staying here. Thank you for your hospitality.â Jacaerys thanked as he got ready to leave back to Dragonstone.
âIt was our pleasure. Weâll be ready when the time comes.â Cregon held his arm out.
âThe crown appreciates your loyalty.â Jace shook forearms with Cregon sending their deal. Their loyalty.
âAlways.â Cregon smiled before walking far enough away to give the prince and his sister some privacy.
âIâll miss you.â Jacaerys broke the silence between them first.
âIâll miss you too, youâve become a great friend. Prince Jacaerys.â Y/n gives him her best smile she could given the circumstances.
âY/n-â He tries to speak out, not liking the fact that she called him only a friend.
âJace. This, us. It canât go anywhere. You're betrothed, and thatâs all there is to it.â Y/n tellâs him what they both know to be true. Even if they wished differently. But they couldnât stand in the way of their duties.
âI will talk to my mother. I promise.â Jacaerys wanted to keep what they had going, he didnât mean to fall in love with her on his visit but he did. He admired that she was trying to keep thingâs respectable. Let him go even if it hurts her.
âDonât promise that. Donât give out false hope.â Y/n shook her head with tears filling her eyes, but she would not let them fall. At least not till she was alone.
âI promise. I really do.â he did not want her to give up on them, on what they felt growing between the two of them. But even he knew there was a slim chance.
âIt was nice meeting you Prince Jacaerys.â Y/n gave the best smile she could muster at him. It was obvious she was trying to distance herself emotionally.
It was clear to Jace that she wouldnât change her mind without proof they could be together. Jacaerys was determined to talk to his mother about this once he got back. He had to try.
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okokok i can't stop thinking about @yan-randomfandom 's godling fic so here's some drabbles on ford's thoughts.. this can be some sort of continuation of this! (P.s i hope i'm not bothering by tagging you jdkdkrjk đđ)
part 1 part 2
visualization that inspired me
"Well i'll see you later, pines, until then!"
Ford wakes up.
You really aren't just a piece of his dream. But he can't just believe fact that you aren't bill. Second dimensional, wearing a bowtie, and all that. Who would know if he could just be wearing some sort of bizarre skin?
But then he starts thinking what you just called him. Pines. Bill never called him that. All his years studying and time with bill, he had never heard anything about a deity like you. Could you possibly be from the same dimension as bill? If so, wouldn't that mean you're bill's ally? That's got to be the only logical reason here. You're likely trying to trick him to be able to make a deal with you. Well that sure isn't gonna work now.
But he had to be sure.. maybe this night he'll try to get some answers out of you.
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"You're not here to make a deal, are you?"
"Deals aren't my forte,"
"I do wishes."
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"Is that so? Well then, how many wishes?"
"One." His eyebrows furrowed at that. "Bill-"
"I am not Bill Cipher."
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"You could use your wish to help me gain my memories back, or you could use it for yourself, it's your choice, really."
After a little more talk, he knows now that you are likely not lying, and that really don't have any recollections of your own past, and even your name. Still, he couldn't just trust you. Everyone knows what happened the last time that happens. He still needs to fish out as many answers as he could get.
But you probably even don't have much to give anyway, since all your replies are just "i don't know" or "i don't remember". He became slightly frustrated at your lack of vary answers, but guess he should appreciate you not trying to twist any truth there is.
Back in the mindscape, Ford's deep in his thoughts as he observes you moving around almost boredly. There's just so many questions.
If he really used his wish to get your memories back, would you be indebt to him? Or would you try to burn the world down just like bill?
He let out a small sigh, but soon a realization hit him, You can read his mind. If bill has that power, you could do the same-
He suddenly jumped, alarmed. You paused what you were doing and looked at him. "You alright there, pines?"
He was about to retaliate- but seeing your almost sincere and confused look on just a singular eye, he calms down abit from his overthinking. Just because you have similiar physical traits, you're not bill. Atleast not as far as he knows now with your memory loss.
You can't hurt him. Not in the mindscape anyway.
"I'm fine." He finally replied, after seeing that you were still staring at him.
He should probably start investigating to see if there's anything out there that could tell him more about you.
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Aka, ford keeps comparing you to his ex muse after first few meetings
#gravity falls#gravity falls x reader#stanford pines#yandere ford pines#ford pines x reader#yandere stanford pines#stanford pines x reader#ford pines#yandere gravity falls#txt#my art#writing
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I actually forgot about this one??? Well fuck it. Part 2 but whole different fandom-
Angel Dust and Husk with a crazy rich S/o who loves spoiling them
Angel Dust:
* Oh he knew you were rich honey, letâs be honest. You got the cash, heâll flirt and get some after a quick fuck. A win win scenario. At leastâŚ.that was his initial intentions. But damn he actually started liking you. You wereâŚ.different to say the least. You both exchanged numbers and the rest is historyâ¨
* He had his guard up when you kept spoiling him. Did you want another favor? Did you need something from him? No? Just a gift? Heâs not used to so much gifts without expecting bad news attached to it. He might need some time to get used to itâŚ..(constant reassurance really helps too!)
* Once heâs more comfortable, heâll happily wear the outfits you picked out for him! Even on the outings to the mall or fancy restaurants! But honestly nothing makes him feel more comfortable with you than you giving him so much freedom as well. You gave him your credit card?! To buy anything he wants?! Thatâs a major trust thing holy shit- he almost feels like heâs using you. But your reassurance makes him feel at ease.
* Heâs never felt this loved beforeâŚ.and heâs got you to thank.
Mini story time!!!
You watched as the spider demon came downstairs. Your face flushed as you saw him wearing the dress you had bought that was custom made just for him. He chuckled and closed your jaw that was hanging low from shock.
âGonna attract flies hun,â he chuckled, a little flattered at your reaction as well.
âHehâŚ.i hope Iâm attracting your kisses too,â You answer back with a playful grin.
Angel giggled a little, âKeep that up and youâll be attracting MUCH more tonight~â You both share a kiss and walk out together, hand in hand with no shame as all of hell watched you too. You didnât mind what they said. What mattered was him and his happiness.
That was enough for youâ¤ď¸
Husk:
* He knew instantly you were a rich kinda person. As a bartender, he picks up on stuff like this all the time. He actually didnât like you at first. Thought you were some kind of showboat. But you did shock him when you said you were more focused on him than anything else. He was a tough nut to crack but after many visits to his bar and getting to know each other, he FINALLY gave you a chance.
* Spoiling this lil shit was HARD. He didnât like a lot of things. But you did get his favorite booze. And booze of all kinds. He actually was impressed by how much you knew but told you not to spoil him so much- but his favorite gift was a cute bow tie you got for him. He wears it to special eventsâ¨
* You really do try to respect his wishes on not spoiling him but seeing him look so exhausted after a long day of dealing with crap at his bar? Oh you HAVE to do something! So slick little you actually decided on the perfect date! A date to the spa! You never seen him get so relaxed before! Thoooough he did figure out you were trying to spoil him againâŚbut this time he wonât complainâ¨
* He finds it hard to argue when you look so happyâŚ..
Mini story time!!!
âYah think yah reeeeal slick donâtcha?â Husk said suddenly while sipping his martini.
CURSES- heâs figured it out already?! You had JUST finished the massages! Oh damn here comes the scoldingâŚ.huh? Wait heâs giving you a headpat?
âIâll hand it to yah. I didnât even realize it. Iâll let yah get away with this oneâŚ..â He grumbled a bit.
Your eyes sparkles, âHAH!!! FUCK YEAH!!!â
He actually smiles a little as he sees you practically glowing, so happy that you spoiled him. You were so weirdâŚ..
Fuck he loves you-â¤ď¸
#my writing#funny#cute#fluffy headcanons#hazbin hotel#angel dust x reader#husk x reader#x reader headcanons#reader is gender neutral
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Next Door To Forever
SUMMARYÂ |Â You thought you would never see the guy you'd have a one night stand with but when you meet Haechan again at a club and when you find out he's your neighbor, you can't help but be intrigued by him.
PAIRINGSÂ |Â Haechan x Reader
GENRE |Â college!student!Haechan, college!student!Reader, Nerd!Haechan, college au, one night stand, smut,
CONTENT/WARNINGS | profanity/strong language, drinking, unprotected sex (wrap it up yaâll!), fingering, dirty talk, oral sex (both male/female receiving/giving), public blowjobs, creampies, praise kink, pet names
RATINGÂ |Â Mature, NSFW, EXPLICIT, MDNI, 18+
LENGTHÂ |Â Â 12,532 words
TAGLIST | @hisunflower
NETWORKS | @k-vanity @ksmutsociety
AUTHORâS NOTEÂ |Â Oh god, I hope this turned out okay. Maybe it's because I'm always the worst critic of my own work so I always never feel satisfied about it lol. Been awhile since I wrote a Haechan fic and lately, he (and Jaehyun) have been flooding my feed. I hope you all like it!
After moving the last of your boxes into your spanking new place that would be yours for the next few years of school, you flop down on the bare mattress in the middle of the living room that the movers left there. You were just thankful that they set up the frame. You really weren't up to doing any more heavy lifting and the mattress was the only thing left to do before the moving van left.
Your new place was located in an apartment complex that was a good distance away from the main campus. It was perfect for you because you weren't fond of all the ruckus going on in the dorms. You were a junior so the thought of having to live in a crowded building full of underclassmen was less than ideal. Plus you really weren't interested in going through all the trouble of trying to get roommates. So you decided to take this opportunity to live alone and get an apartment of your own.
Apartment hunting was no joke and you had been at it for almost two weeks until you finally found this place. It wasn't too far from campus but the price was right and the size was just perfect for you. The rent was pretty reasonable and it wasn't in a bad neighborhood.
You sigh as you stretch yourself out and lay your head on the pillow. You didn't have a TV yet or any furniture besides a mattress, a couch and a coffee table. That would be something you'd have to take care of later. Your phone rings and you pull it out of your back pocket and check the caller ID. It's your parents and you know what they're calling about. They're still trying to convince you to let them help with the apartment.
"Hi, mom."
"Hi honey. How did the move go?" Your mom's voice sounds through the speaker.
"Good. It's finally over." You speak into the speaker and run a hand through your hair, sweeping your bangs back off your face.
"We wish we could have been there to help." Your mom sighs through the receiver.
"It's fine mom. I managed." You sit up on the bed.
"Are you sure?" Your mom insists.
"Yeah, it's not like I had a lot to bring with me." You say as a look around the large empty space, save for the boxes lining the wall and the mattress that you are sitting on.
"Do you need anything? Any furniture? Food?" Your mom offers.
"Food would be great, mom. Thanks." You respond, suddenly getting the realization that you were hungry and hadn't eaten anything since breakfast.
"Your father and I are sending you a care package with some food, toiletries and other things you might need." Your mom says.
"Thanks." You smile, looking forward to the package. "You don't have to, y'know." You add.
"Don't worry. We'll also send the money that we would have used for furniture. Just go and get what you want and don't worry about the cost." Your mother says.
"Really, mom?" You ask, almost in disbelief.
"Yes, it's not a big deal." Your mother adds.
"But mom, you and dad are retired. I don't want to use your retirement money." You argue.
"Your dad won't take no for an answer. Besides, your brother and sister-in-law are sending you some money too." She explains.
You sigh in defeat. Your mom and dad had always been stubborn and they were hard-headed when it came to taking care of their kids. You didn't want to fight it, especially since it would be pointless. "Alright, mom. But make sure you take money from Minhwan-oppa and Nari-unnie too. I don't want you and dad spending too much money on us. I want you guys to spoil yourself once in a while."
"That's very thoughtful of you, sweetheart. We will do that. I'll text you when we send the package." Your mother replies.
"Ok, thanks mom." You say gratefully.
"No problem. Love you, honey." She answers.
"Love you too." You finish the call with a smile and lean back on the bed to rest.
You hang up and lay there in silence. It had been a long day and you were exhausted. You had been packing and moving for the last few weeks and the stress was starting to get to you. You were ready for a break.
Your phone rings again. It's your brother, Minhwan.
"Hey, oppa."
"How are you holding up, Y/N?" Minhwan says into the receiver.
"Tired but otherwise ok." You muttered. "Did mom talk to you? She's been on my ass about sending money to me."
"She mentioned it but I told her I wanted to talk to you first." He answered.
"Thanks, oppa. I appreciate it." You sigh gratefully.
"So, do you need anything? Money, clothes, food, whatever? I'm sending you an additional package with mom's." Minhwan tells you.
"Well, yeah. I need food and toiletries and stuff. But, I don't want to ask too much of you and unnie." You admit.
"Don't worry, I'll talk to Nari and we'll make sure you get everything you need. And I mean everything." Minhwan emphasizes the last word.
"Oppa..." You murmur, catching his tone.
"It's ok. You're our baby sister. Let us do this. Don't worry, we're not hurting for money. I'm a doctor and Nari is a lawyer, remember?" He laughs.
"Ok, I guess. But don't spoil me too much. I'm not going to be independent if you keep spoiling me." You frowned. "At least spend it on mom and dad. Buy them a trip somewhere or something."
"We'll take care of that too." Minhwan said. "But the money will be going to you first."
"What? But-" You stuttered, stunned.
"I gotta go, Y/N. Nari's calling me." You heard the unmistakable sound of her voice on the other side.
"Oppa-"
"I'll talk to you later."
He hangs up before you can say anything else. You sigh and close your eyes. You could use a nap right now.
Your stomach growls loudly and you sit up and stretch. "Well, I can't go to sleep now. Not until I eat something."
You stand up and grab your wallet, then head downstairs to the nearest convenience store. The streets were pretty quiet and there was a slight breeze. You could smell the scent of spring in the air and hear the rustling of leaves in the trees. It was a beautiful night. You reach the corner and turn onto the street where the convenience store is located. There are a couple of other college kids hanging out around the front door. One of them calls out to you as you walk past.
"Hey, Y/N!"
You stop and turn to look at him. It's Mark, a friend of yours that's in the same program as you, that also lives in the same apartment building. "Hi, Mark."
"What's up? Where are you off to?" He smiles at you.
"I was just gonna get something to eat. I just moved into the building, you know." You laughed.
Mark's eyes widened. "Oh shit. Was today moving day? Man, I would have helped you."
You shake your head and smile at him. "It's cool, I had a moving service come in and do most of the work."
"Nice. Well, if you need anything, let me know." Mark said sincerely.
"Will do. Thanks." You let out a laugh.
"Hey, what are you guys talking about?" Another one of your friends, Jaemin, approaches.
"Hey, Jaemin." You greeted. "We're just chatting. What are you doing here?"
"Getting some snacks for tonight. Jeno and I are watching horror movies at his place. Oh, wasn't today moving day for you? You wanna hang out with us later?" He asks excitedly.
"I'll pass. I'm tired and I still have stuff to unpack." You said, remembering the boxes stacked on top of each other.
Jaemin frowned. "Bummer. Maybe the gang will stop by and help you unpack."
You shake your head. "No thank you. I don't need Hendery and Yangyang causing a ruckus. Remember when we helped move into their place?"
Jaemin snorts. "How can I forget? The two were like monkeys, bouncing off the walls. Renjun almost got a black eye when Yangyang threw a shoe at him."
You laughed. "Yeah, that was pretty funny."
"Well, if you change your mind, give me a call. Or, if you're too tired, text me and we'll bring the movies over." Jaemin offered.
"Sounds like a plan." You smile.
Jaemin and Mark bid you farewell and you walk inside the convenience store. The fluorescent lights are bright and the music is too loud. You walk over to the frozen food section and pick out a few microwave dinners, a few bottles of water, and lots of instant ramen. You head to the cash register and pay for your food, then leave the store.
You make your way back to your apartment building and enter the elevator. The doors close and the elevator begins its ascent. The floor numbers blink as the elevator ascends and soon enough, the doors open again. You exit the elevator and head to your apartment. You keyed in your passcode and entered the small apartment. The lights were on and the air conditioner was working. You closed the door behind you and kicked off your shoes.
You put the microwavable meals and the bottle of water into the fridge, placed the bag of ramens on the counter and flopped onto the mattress that was still on your living room floor. You were exhausted. Moving was tiring but you needed to at least move your mattress unto your bed frame.
You laid there for a few minutes before getting up and dragging the mattress into the bedroom. You set it on top of the bed frame and began pushing the bed into the corner. It took a while but you eventually got it where you wanted it. You sat down and leaned against the wall, looking at the room. There were still a few boxes that needed to be unpacked but it was coming together. You felt satisfied and proud.
You stood up and headed to the kitchen. You grabbed a bottle of water and a packet of instant ramen. You poured the water into a pot and put the noodles in. You set the heat on high and watched as the water began to boil.
You looked around and sighed. You'd have to unpack more tomorrow.
You were too tired to think about it. You were ready to eat, take a shower, and crash for the night.
You took the pot off the heat and dumped the contents into a bowl. You rummaged around in one of the boxes that held your utensils and pulled out a pair of chopsticks. You sat down on the couch and began eating. After finishing the noodles, you went to take a shower. You stripped down and stepped into the bathroom. When you were done, you wrapped a towel around your body and headed to the bedroom. You rummaged through the boxes and found some clean underwear, a tank top, and a pair of shorts.
You put the clothes on and got into bed. It was only 8 pm but you were exhausted. You pulled the covers up and closed your eyes. You were asleep within minutes.
You wake up the next morning and check your phone. It was 9 am. You had a few messages and missed calls from your parents and siblings. You reply to their texts, telling them you were fine, and let them know that you were going to unpack.
You put your phone away and get out of bed. You go to the kitchen and start unpacking the rest of your dishes.
It takes you a couple of hours but you finally get everything in the apartment unpacked.
A knock is heard on your door, startling you. "Coming!"
You open the door and find Mark, Jaemin, and the rest of your friends standing in the hallway.
"Hey, guys." You say as you let them into your apartment.
"Yo, Y/N! What's up?" Renjun asks.
"Nothing much. Just finished unpacking." You tell him. The guys scan your apartment and whistle in surprise.
"That's good." Chenle says. "Need any help?"
You shake your head. "I'm good. But thanks for offering."
"Alright, well we're going out. Wanna come with?" Mark asked.
"Where to?" You furrowed your eyebrows.
"To a club. There's a new one that opened downtown and the guys are dying to check it out." Yangyang muttered.
"Dude, it's like noon. Isn't it too early for that?" You questioned him.
"That's why I'm saying we should go during the day. Less people, less lines." He reasoned.
"Hey, if we're gonna party, we gotta get there early. Gotta scope out the place and see if it's worth our time." Hendery smirked.
"Whatever." You rolled your eyes. "I'm gonna pass."
"Boo. Y/N, don't be a killjoy." Jisung whined.
"Do you hear something? Is the wind blowing or is it a ghost?" You ask, pretending to be surprised.
"Oh, fuck you, Y/N." Jisung retorted.
You burst into laughter and the others joined in.
"I can't believe you fell for that." You say, wiping tears from your eyes.
"You're the worst." He says, giving you the stink eye.
"Fine, I'll go with you all but come back at like 5 pm. I'm not going out at noon." You scoffed.
"Fine. Fine." They all muttered as they turned to walk away.
"And invite Jaehyun!" You called out.
"Boo! You just want to eye-fuck him all the time." Jaemin scoffed.
"So what?" You smirked. "He's hot. Can't blame me for appreciating a piece of fine man."
"Fine. I'll invite him. But don't get all touchy-feely with him." Mark frowned.
"Why? He's single. I'm single. What's the harm in having a little fun?" You retort.
"You're a player, Y/N." Mark sighed.
"You know it." You laughed.
"Just keep it PG-13, ok?" He says.
"No promises." You grin mischievously.
"Ugh. See you later." He says in defeat as he walks away.
They leave and you close the door. You spent a few hours organizing and rearranging your furniture and making sure that everything was in its proper place. You didn't have much to unpack.
You go to the bathroom and start getting ready for the night. You take a long hot shower and then blow-dry your hair. You put on some mascara and a light coat of lip gloss. You put on a tight black dress that showed off your curves and some black heels.
You check yourself in the mirror and are satisfied with the results. You grab your purse and head downstairs. Your friends are already there and are waiting for you.
"Hey, Y/N! Ready to get wild tonight?" Renjun smirked.
You raised an eyebrow at him. "I'm always ready."
"Cool, let's go!" Chenle said.
The group heads downtown and walks a couple of blocks until they reach the club. The bouncer checks their IDs and lets them in.
The music is loud and the place is packed. The lights are flashing and the entire floor is moving. The place is dark except for the light over the DJ and the bar. Everyone is moving and jumping to the music. You see some kids from campus.
You take a moment to breathe in the atmosphere. The smell of sweat and alcohol hits your nose. The room is hot and humid and the sound of the music seems to vibrate through the floor. The bass is heavy and it pounds against your chest. You can feel the energy in the air and the tension. There's something different about being in a place full of strangers. You feel invigorated, alive. It's intoxicating.
"I'll get us some drinks." Yangyang said.
"Me too." Hendery said.
"I'm gonna go to the bathroom." Renjun said.
"I'll come with." Jisung said.
"I'm gonna dance." Jaemin said.
"Me too." Chenle said.
"We'll find a table." Mark said. He grabbed your wrist. "Let's go."
The two of you push your way through the crowd and find an empty table near the back of the club.
"So, are you gonna try to hook up with Jaehyun tonight?" Mark asks.
"I might." You smirk. "Oh! Is that Ten over there?"
"You gonna try to hook up with Ten too?" Mark looks amused.
You shrug. "Maybe. Or Johnny. He's got some nice muscles, don't you think?"
"Y/N, you're unbelievable." Mark rolls his eyes.
"I'm a single girl with needs. Sue me." You laugh.
"I can't deal with you." Mark rolled his eyes.
You and Mark chat for a while, and then the others join you.
"Here, drinks." Yangyang hands out beers.
"Thanks." You grab a bottle and take a swig.
"Cheers!" Renjun says.
"To a fun night!" Hendery adds.
You all clink bottles and drink.
"Hey, I haven't seen Jeno around. Where is he?" You ask.
"He said that he's trying to drag someone out of hibernation." Jaemin rolled his eyes.
"Who?" Chenle quirked his brows.
"Haechan." Mark said, nursing a beer in his hand.
"Who?" You asked, confused.
"The guy who was with Jeno at the frat party. You remember him right?" He said, raising an eyebrow at you.
"I can't remember shit. I was wasted as fuck." You shrugged.
"Fair."
"So, where's Jaehyun?" You asked.
"Over there, talking to Ten." Yangyang pointed. "Hey! Where are you going?!"
The boys watched as you waved at them while you approached Ten and Jaehyun. They watched as Ten and Jaehyun gave you appreciative looks.
"She's unbelievable." Mark said, shaking his head.
"She's gonna hook up with both of them." Hendery stated, noticing the way Jaehyun snaked an arm around your waist.
"I bet she's gonna end up taking both of them home." Renjun scoffed.
"That's our Y/N. The best player in our group." Chenle sighed.
"What?" Jisung asked, confused.
"Nothing, Jisung. Let's just enjoy our night." Mark smiled.
Haechan didn't want to be here. He didn't like parties and he hated being surrounded by drunk people. He felt suffocated in the sea of writhing bodies that were all trying to bump and grind against each other. The music was too loud and there was an almost unbearable smell of sweat in the air. The lights were low and the whole atmosphere seemed oppressive. There were strobing lights flashing on and off that only seemed to disorient people further.
"Why did I let you drag me to this place?" Haechan muttered as he looked around the club.
"Come on, dude. Live a little." Jeno smiled. "Drink some booze. Relax."
"I'd rather stay home and read." Haechan replied.
"Dude, you need to get laid. When was the last time you got some pussy?" Jeno asked as he nudged his friend in the arm.
"A few weeks ago, remember? At that frat party? The one where I got too drunk and had a one-night stand with someone." Haechan rolled his eyes.
Jeno pursed his lips and furrowed his eyebrows, trying to recall the incident that Haechan spoke of. After a moment of silent thinking, Jeno looked at his friend. "Ah. Yeah, I remember. You were a mess that night."
"Yeah, thanks for that." Haechan muttered. "I can't believe you and the guys know her."
Haechan thought back to the night of that wild frat party. Jeno had dragged him along when Haechan tried to study at his apartment. They had arrived at the frat house and were immediately given red solo cups. They had joined the party, the sounds of hip-hop music pumping in the background. Jeno had chatted up the sorority girls and disappeared from Haechan's side. Haechan was left standing at the edge of the room, wondering what he was doing at the party.
He had gotten lost and had bumped into you. The alcohol in his system had loosened his lips and he told you the embarrassing story of how he was dragged to the party. You laughed at him and teased him a bit but soon, you began flirting with him. It didn't take long before the two of you had ended up back at your dorm room.
It was a drunken mistake. He remembered waking up with a pounding headache, a hangover that was more painful than anything he had experienced, and his clothes and underwear scattered on the floor. It had taken him a moment to realize that he was in your dorm, and another moment to remember why. The memories were blurred and faint but it didn't take a genius to realize that he had sex with you. And it had been a rough one judging by the bruises he found on his back.
"I can't believe you don't know her." Jeno laughed. "She's been friends with Mark and Hendery for a damn, long time before she met Jaemin, Yangyang, Renjun and me."
"And now she's friends with Chenle and Jisung?" Haechan wondered out loud.
"Yeah. She's cool, bro. You'll like her." Jeno winked.
"I doubt it." Haechan muttered. "She doesn't seem my type."
"How would you know? You didn't even know her name." Jeno cackled.
"Shut the fuck up." Haechan huffed. "It was one time."
"Come on. I'll introduce you." Jeno chuckled, walking off.
"Wait, no. Dude, come on." Haechan trailed after him.
"I won't tell the others that you two hooked up." Jeno laughed as he grabbed Haechan's wrist and dragged him over to the table where you and the guys were seated. "Yo, Y/N! Guys."
"Jenoooooo!" You called out. You were obviously tipsy and a little bit buzzed.Â
Renjun tried to wrestle the bottle from you. "Give it up, Y/N. You're done."
"Oh, come on! Don't be such a party pooper!" You whined.
"Dude, stop hogging the bottle." Hendery muttered.
"Hey, Jeno. Hey Haechan." Mark greeted.
"Sup, Mark." Jeno fist bumped his friend.
"Hey." Haechan greeted, a little shyly.
"Glad you're out and about Haechan." Renjun smirked.
"Stop drinking." Mark sighed as he took the bottle from your hands.
"Noooooooo." You whined.
"Y/N, you're drunk." Mark stated, matter-of-factly.
"I'm fine. Just a little tipsy." You giggled.
"How much have you had to drink?" Jaemin asked, his tone stern and serious.
"I don't know. A lot." You confessed.
"Give me the fucking bottle." Jaemin said.
"Dude, you're cut off." Mark declared.
"That's what I told her." Renjun scoffed.
"Aww, you're no fun, Mark." You pouted.
"Yeah, yeah. I know." Mark muttered. He turned to look at Haechan. "Thanks for showing up. You haven't met Y/N yet, right?"
Haechan gives you a quick glance before turning away, and pretends not to know you. He avoids meeting your gaze because the incident from the night of the frat party made him feel embarrassed. It was a spur of the moment thing and he hated losing control.
"Ohhhhhhh, so this is the guy you were trying to drag out of hibernation." You hugged Jeno but then you furrowed your brows. You leaned in to look at Haechan. "Wait...have we met before?"
"Uh, I don't think so." Haechan stammered.
"Are you sure?" You narrowed your eyes.
"Yeah." Haechan said a little bit too quickly.
"Huh, weird. I swear I've seen your face before." You peered at the handsome face and then it dawned on you. Those eyes, those lips, the moles on his face and neck, the shape of his nose. It all clicked. Your eyes widened and the liquor-infused brain of yours recalled what happened that night. How he had felt inside you, how he had begged for your pussy, and how he had given you a world-changing orgasm. It all came back to you.
"Oh my god." You muttered.
"What?" Jeno asked.
"We've fucked." You said out loud.
"I'm sorry, what?" Haechan gawked at you, shocked.
"You're the guy that I hooked up with a few weeks ago." You said, realization dawning on you.
"Dude, Y/N, shut the fuck up." Mark muttered in disbelief.
"What the fuck?" Hendery gawked at his friends, confused. "You two hooked up?"
"How do you know it's Haechan?" Renjun asked.
"Like I would forget that beautiful constellation of moles." You muttered. "It's him. No doubt about it."
"Dude." Mark gave Haechan a look.
"Dude." Jaemin also gave Haechan a look.
"Dude." Hendery also gave Haechan a look.
"Dude." Chenle and Jisung gave Haechan a look.
"What?" Haechan asked.
"When the fuck were you gonna tell us you hooked up with a chick from our group?" Yangyang questioned.
"You guys were never supposed to find out about that." Haechan deadpanned.
"Well we know now and we're all very interested to hear the story." Yangyang grinned.
"Not gonna happen." Haechan retorted.
"Boo. So uncooperative." Yangyang pouted.
"Hey, I was drunk. I don't remember anything from that night." Haechan defended himself. "Besides, I've never met her before until today. She's not part of our group. So why should I have told you?"
"Bro." Jeno looked at him.
"Bro." Mark also looked at him.
"Bro." Hendery also looked at him.
"Bro." Yangyang and Jaemin also looked at him.
"Guys, shut up. I don't want to talk about it." Haechan muttered as he tried to walk away.
"Wait." You grabbed his wrist.
"What?" Haechan paused.
"Can we talk? Preferably far away from these idiots." You said, glaring at your friends.
"Hey!" Everyone objected.
Haechan sighed, not having much of a choice. "Um, ok."
You get up and Haechan follows. You drag him outside and head over to a bench. Sitting down, you looked at the random people milling around the club. The vibe was completely different from a couple of hours ago and you welcomed the change.
"So..." You begin.
"So..." Haechan mutters, looking everywhere but at you.
"I didn't mean to put you in an awful position like that." You said, looking down at your lap. "When I start drinking, I tend to lose control and I don't know how to filter what comes out of my mouth."
"It's fine. Really." Haechan shrugged. "It's not your fault. Besides, it was a one-time thing."
"Yeah." You nodded. "We were both drunk. We didn't know what we were doing."
"Mhm." Haechan hummed.
There was an awkward silence.
"Hey, look." You began. "I don't want this to be a weird situation. We both have a past and it was just a one-night stand. What happened, happened and we can't change that. We hang out in the same social circles and sure, this is the first time I've officially met you but that doesn't change the fact that I have a connection with you, in a way."
"I guess." Haechan shrugged.
"I'd like to be your friend. Would that be ok with you?" You asked, nervously.
"Yeah, sure." Haechan nodded.
"Cool." You smiled.
"Cool." Haechan said, a hint of a smile on his face.
"Hey, um, would you like to go somewhere else and just chill? I kind of don't want to go back in there and hear the guys talk shit." You laughed nervously.
"I don't blame you." Haechan lets out a small laugh. "They're a weird ass bunch."
"You can say that again." You chuckled.
"Where do you want to go?" Haechan asked.
"Let's go to a coffee shop. I need to sober up a little." You replied.
"Coffee sounds good." Haechan nodded.
"Great." You stand up and start walking away. "Let's go."
"Uh, ok." Haechan gets up and follows you.
You two walked side-by-side and talked about random things.
"I have to ask." You began. "How are you a friend of Jeno and the rest? I've been friends with Mark and Hendery since we were kids and we became close to Jeno, Jaemin, Yangyang, and Renjun through college. I know Chenle and Jisung because they're sophomores and they hang out with Renjun and Yangyang. But how the hell do you fit in all of this? You don't really seem like the partying type."
"I'm not. Jeno dragged me to the club." Haechan said. "And as for why I'm friends with the guys, we met through a gaming app and then we met in real life and we just hit it off."
"Wow. I would've never expected you to be the gaming type." You chuckled.
"I'm a nerd." Haechan shrugged.
"Well, I don't think that's a bad thing." You replied.
"It's not?" He asked, surprised.
"Nope. I think nerds are super cool. And it's good that you have a passion. Even if it's gaming. And, I'm not saying that gamers are losers or anything. That's just my personal opinion." You clarified.
"Thanks." Haechan gave you a small smile. "I appreciate that."
"Anytime." You grinned.
The two of you continued walking, enjoying each other's company. After a few minutes, you arrived at the coffee shop.
"This is the place." You said as you opened the door.
"Cool." Haechan followed you inside.
You ordered your drinks and then found a table near the window. You're really glad you found this shop. It's cozy and warm, the smell of coffee is inviting, and the interior is very comfy, reminding you of an old coffee house in an old tv show.
"This place is nice." Haechan said as he looked around.
"Yeah, it's one of my favorite places to hang out." You replied.
You both sipped your coffee and made small talk. Haechan couldn't help but look at you every now and then.
"What?" You asked, catching him staring.
"Sorry." Haechan blushed. "It's just that, um, you're really pretty."
"Really?" You raised an eyebrow.
"Yeah." Haechan muttered and took a sip of his drink. "Sorry, was that too forward?"
"No, no, not at all." You said, blushing a bit. "I'm just not used to hearing that."
"Really? I've been seeing people checking you out at the club." Haechan blurted out.
"They were probably drunk and not thinking straight." You waved it off.
"Maybe. Or maybe they just have good taste." Haechan smiled.
"Maybe." You smiled back.
Haechan let out a small smile. "You're different from what I expected."
"Different how?" You asked.
"I didn't think someone as outgoing as you would be interested in someone like me." Haechan said.
"What do you mean by that?" You tilted your head.
"I don't know, I just figured you'd be more into the popular crowd. You know, the athletes and the rich kids. Not the nerds and the losers." Haechan muttered.
"I used to be a nerd too, you know." You laughed. "Way before I started partying and dating and all that. Back in middle school and high school, I was the definition of a nerd. I had braces, glasses, wore sweaters, and kept my hair in braids."
"Really?" Haechan couldn't believe it.
"Yes. But once I got to college, I wanted to reinvent myself and try new things. And so I did. But just because I like partying and going to clubs and bars, it doesn't mean I can't still be a nerd and have my own nerdy interests." You took a sip of your coffee. "Sure, folks see me as that wild girl or the one who gets around. But they don't see the whole picture. And besides, I like to think that everyone has layers to them and it's just a matter of finding those layers."
"That's true." Haechan said. "I never thought of it that way."
"What about you? You're the type of guy that I never thought would be friends with the guys. Jeno is a party boy and the rest are just wild." You mused.
"I know." Haechan chuckled. "But when you have something in common with someone, you just click."
"True." You agreed.
"They're good people though. Even though I want to stay in and play video games all day, they managed to drag me out of my shell." Haechan says, smiling softly. "They make me feel included and that I belong somewhere. I appreciate that."
"That's good." You said, smiling. "So I know Jeno dragged you to the frat party and all, but did you have fun at least?"
"Yeah, I guess. The food was good." Haechan jokes, laughing lightly.
"The food was the best." You agreed.
"I'll admit, I wasn't a fan of the loud music and the crowds." He shrugged.
"That's understandable." You nodded. "It was a frat party. They're all the same."
"True." Haechan laughed. "I don't think I would've stayed long if it weren't for the food and the alcohol."
"You're a lightweight." You teased.
"I am not." Haechan pouted.
"Sure, sure." You laughed.
You and Haechan continue to chat for a bit and eventually, you two have finished your coffee.
"So, are you ready to go back?" You asked.
"If you are." Haechan said.
"Not really, to be honest." You chuckled, making the boy smile. "I kind of wanna stay here and just be away from the guys. And talk to a cute boy. Or am I being too forward?"
"Uh." Haechan was shocked and blushed a little.
"I guess that was a bit too much, huh?" You felt embarrassed. "Let's just go back."
"Wait." Haechan took your wrist.
"Huh?" You were surprised by the sudden action.
"I wouldn't mind talking to you longer." Haechan admitted.
"Really?" You asked.
"Yes." Haechan blushed again and turned away, muttering.
"Ok, then." You were laughing and Haechan couldn't help but stare. The way your eyes lit up when you laughed. It was mesmerizing.
"Come on." You stood up. "Let's go. We have all the time in the world to talk."
Haechan's lips tugged upwards and he stood up too. He walked with you outside. You kept on looking at Haechan and then suddenly stopped and paused, biting your lip. Haechan caught your action and his breath hitched.
"Are you ok?" Haechan's breath was haggard.
"Maybe we should go back to the club..." You suggested.
"Are you going to drink?" Haechan tilted his head.
"Hell no. I'm done drinking for tonight." You shook your head.
"Good." Haechan smirked. "Because I have an idea."
"Oh?" You raised an eyebrow.
"You said you're a nerd. And I happen to be a nerd as well. Why don't we hang out and play some games?" Haechan suggests.
"I'd like that." You grin.
"Cool." Haechan smiled. "Come on. My place isn't too far."
You made your way to his place, noticing the familiar signs and landmarks. This all looked too familiar, and not just because you're drunk. This is the path you've walked on countless times before. In fact, it led straight to your own home.
"Hey, I didn't know you live in this complex." You pointed out.
"Oh, yeah." Haechan scratched the back of his neck.
"I live here too." You grinned.
"No way." Haechan was surprised.
"Yes, way." You laughed. "I just moved here a few days ago."
"I had no idea." Haechan remarked.
"I guess fate works in mysterious ways." You shrugged.
"That's for sure." Haechan agreed.
The two of you continue walking, enjoying the night breeze.
"I'll admit, I was nervous when Jeno dragged me to the club earlier." Haechan said. "But I'm glad he did. I never would've gotten to know you otherwise."
"Same." You smiled.
The two of you made your way to the elevator. Once the doors closed, you couldn't help but take notice of how close you were standing to each other. Your shoulders were brushing and you could feel the heat radiating off his body.
"It's weird how we live in the same building and we didn't know each other." You mumbled.
"Well, now we do." Haechan gave you a shy smile.
The elevator dinged and the doors opened. You blinked a few times and stared at the hallway that you knew quite well.
"This is my floor." You muttered.
"Yeah, this is my floor too." Haechan said. He pointed to his door. "I'm down that way."
"No way! We're neighbors." You said with a surprised face. "I'm right next to you!"
"Are you serious?" Haechan laughed and shook his head in disbelief.
"Yeah! Now we really have no excuse to not be friends." You said, nudging his side.
You and Haechan looked at each other, both trying to hide the smiles on your faces.
"No wonder I've been hearing noises in the apartment next to mine." Haechan muttered. "It was you."
"Oh, yeah. I'm sorry. I've been moving a lot of things in and there's a lot of noise." You rubbed the back of your neck.
"It's fine. I'm used to loud noises." Haechan says, waving off your apology.
"I promise I won't disturb you too much." You assure him.
"No, no. It's fine." Haechan said, a smile tugging on his lips. "I actually don't mind."
"You sure?"
"Positive."
You smiled.
"So...would you like to come in?" Haechan asked.
"Sure." You said.
You and Haechan walked towards his door. You waited as he unlocked it.
"Welcome to my humble abode." He said.
"Thanks." You said as you entered his apartment.
The first thing you noticed was that it was very clean and organized. The second thing you noticed was the massive television screen that covered the entire wall.
"Wow." You said. "This is awesome."
"Thanks." Haechan smiled.
"You have a really cool set up." You said as you took in all the details.
"It's all I have. My life revolves around gaming, after all." Haechan said.
"Ok, what are we gonna play?" You asked.
"Why don't you pick something out?" Haechan gestured to his bookshelf. "There's a bunch of games over there."
"Really?" You walked over.
"Yeah, sure. Anything you like." Haechan said as he removed his jacket.
You went to his bookshelf and checked out the various titles. There were a lot of game titles you've seen before and even more that were unfamiliar to you.
"Hmm, how about this one?" You said as you pulled a case from the shelf.
"Oh, that's a good one." Haechan smiled.
You spent the night playing games and having fun. At one point, you were both so immersed in the game that you forgot how late it was.
"Oh my god, it's three in the morning." You gasped.
"Oh, wow." Haechan looked at his watch. "Time flies when you're having fun."
"Yeah, it does." You nodded.
"Do you want to crash here?" Haechan offered.
"Sure." You nodded. "Too tired to go to my place even though it's next door."
"Alright." Haechan laughed. He stood and made his way to his bedroom and returned with blankets and a pillow. He put them on the couch. "You can have the bed."
"No, no. I'll take the couch." You said, feeling guilty about taking his bed.
"Nuh-uh, I'll be fine on the couch."
"Haechan." You stood up, planting your hands on your hips. "I can't let you sleep on the couch in your own apartment."
"Why not?" Haechan shrugged.
"Just- It's not right." You didn't know how to explain without sounding stupid.
"I'll be fine." Haechan reassured you.
"Are you sure?" You asked, worrying.
"Positive." Haechan said.
Without a fight, you didn't argue any further. He led you to the bedroom. It's simple and cozy. Nothing super fancy, but the furniture is modern and stylish. It also smells of him. That familiar musk and sweet scent, which oddly relaxes you. He has a queen-size bed, a couple of posters hung up on the wall, and a desk and a chair.
"So, goodnight." Haechan says before he turns off the lights. "Sleep well."
"Night." You smiled.
Haechan turned off the lights and went to sleep. You stared at the ceiling, unable to sleep. You were so excited and happy to finally have met Haechan. You were also curious about him and couldn't wait to learn more.
As you slowly drifted off to sleep, you smiled, thinking about your new neighbor.
And how the two of you will be spending a lot of time together from now on.
"So you ended up spending the night at his place?" Mark asked hours later as you met up with him and Hendery after your afternoon classes ended.
"Yeah." You nodded, unable to hide the exhaustion from your face.
"And you're saying you stayed up late playing games and not fucking?" Hendery asked, his eyebrows raised.
"We just played games." You shook your head.
"And nothing happened?" Mark tilted his head, questioning.
"Nothing." You shrugged.
"Damn, girl." Mark laughed. "Who are you and what happened to Y/N?"
"I don't know." You sighed.
"Did you like him?" Hendery asked as he opened his soda and chugged it down.
"Yes. But I'm not gonna do anything about it." You shrugged.
"Why not?" Mark asked.
"I'm not that kind of girl." You shrugged.
"You are." Mark and Hendery said in unison.
"Look, I'll admit that I have a reputation, but I'm not the kind of girl that goes for every guy she sees. And besides, Haechan and I had a really great time last night." You shrugged.
"Aww, look at our little Y/N being all mature and responsible." Mark said, pretending to cry.
"Shut up, Mark." You scoffed.
"You're growing up, Y/N." Hendery wiped away a fake tear.
"Just shut up. Both of you." You rolled your eyes, walking faster. Your friends just laughed and teased you even more.
Meanwhile, Haechan is spending the day trying not to think of you. But how can he when you're literally the only thing he's ever thought of?
Haechan knows it's stupid of him to believe you two were destined to meet. And yet, after one night of passion, the universe decided to play a trick on him and place you in the same building, mere inches away from each other.
Haechan didn't really expect anything the morning after, although he had a pretty nice time with you last night. But when he wakes up the morning after, the first thing he thinks of is how he wants to see you again, even though the two of you are not even dating and your one night of passion might be just that.
There's just something about you that draws him in and makes him want to be around you more. And the funny thing is, it wasn't just a physical attraction. No, Haechan wants to learn more about you. Wants to hear you talk about whatever you're passionate about. Even if that meant hearing you ramble on about something he barely understood or even didn't know.
However, being the shy nerd he is, Haechan has no idea how to act and what to say to you. He doesn't want to come off as needy or pushy, but at the same time, he wants to spend more time with you. He knows how you like it loud and wild and how much fun it is for you when people are around. But he's seen that side of you and you know the person behind those glasses. The real person who's a nerd, just like him.
He remembers the conversation you had with him the night before as clear as day. About you once being a nerd and how people didn't know about your gaming skills and interests. He can't help but find you more attractive when he's learning more about you. Your nerdy interests, the way you play video games, your humor. And he loved the fact that the two of you can bond over those things. It made him feel special, like it wasn't easy to come by. He's usually the first one to shy away from most people, but not with you.
A loud ring echoed through the air as Haechan snapped out of his thoughts and stared at his laptop.
"Sorry about that." Jeno quickly picks up his ringing phone, trying not to disturb his friends. "Hello?"
Haechan watches as Jeno walks away while on the phone. Jaemin, Renjun and Yangyang are too engrossed in their game, barely paying attention to him. Haechan decided that now was the best time for him to talk with them. "Guys, I need some advice."
"About what?" Renjun asks.
"Is it about Y/N?" Jaemin asks without missing a beat.
"What?" Haechan gasped. "How did youâ"
"It's written all over your face." Jaemin deadpanned.
"Oh."
"Come on, just spit it out." Renjun nudged him. "Do you like Y/N? Because she has that effect on most of our male species, let alone on guys from other colleges."
"I mean...you guys like her, right?" Haechan hesitantly asked, his face heating up.
"Yeah. But it's not like we're gonna fuck or anything." Yangyang asked, clearly confused.
"She's a free spirit." Jaemin smirked. "She can do whatever and whoever she wants."
"I don't...look I just..." Haechan let out an exasperated breath.
"Yeah, yeah. Let's just hear it." Jeno returned as soon as he hung up.
Haechan looks at each of his friend's faces, trying his best not to blush.
"Well," He says, fidgeting with his sleeves. "It's...it's just that Y/N is awesome." He stammers.
"No shit." Jeno chuckles.
"No, really!" Haechan exclaims. "And last night was so much fun with her."
"Did y'all fuck again? You were in such a good mood this morning, it wouldn't surprise me at all." Renjun says.
"No, we didn't!" Haechan shakes his head. "We spent the entire night playing games."
"Oh, I was about to tease you so hard, man." Renjun fake cries.
"Well, I liked hanging out with her and we played games all night, but there was nothing sexual or anything like that." Haechan said quietly.
"Oh." All of them speak in unison. They exchange confused glances and turn their attention back to the gamer before them.
"How can someone be that cute, man?" Haechan pouted.
The guys blinked.
"What?" Haechan furrows his brow.
"Haechan...you're okay, right? Like, mentally, are you okay? Physically?" Jaemin asked as he reached over to place his palm against the nerd's forehead. "Are you sick?"
"Yes. Yes. Yes. And yes, Jaemin, I'm fine. No, I'm not sick, thank you very much. No fever." Haechan slapped Jaemin's hand away.
"Seriously, man. We haven't seen you this cheerful and all smiles ever since...ever." Jeno furrowed his eyebrows at Haechan, confusion written all over his face.
"I have to make sure, dude. Because this isn't like you. You don't fall for people this easily. Especially after one night, mind you. And I've never seen you like this...ever." Jaemin shook his head at him.
"Come on." Renjun spoke for the first time. "Tell us everything and we can give you some feedback."
"Uh..."
"And be detailed." Jeno winks.
Haechan let out a long sigh before he explained everything that happened last night. How you both went to get coffee, going back to his apartment, finding out that you were neighbors, playing and talking about video games, and crashing at his place. He even explained what happened this morning where the both of you said goodbye.
Once he finished explaining, his friends all stared at him in disbelief.
"Wow..." Jeno shook his head. "So, no sex, huh? Really?"
"Really. That's the first thing you ask?" Haechan asked incredulously. "Yes, really! For once, I wasn't the nerd that sat on his ass while playing games. For once, I had a good time! What, am I supposed to have sex every time I go out?"
"No, butâ" Jeno starts.
"Listen. When Y/N and I were playing, I couldn't stop smiling. I had the time of my life with her and she made me feel great, and not because I got laid." Haechan looks at his hands and sighs. "What I'm trying to say is that I haven't felt that way in a long time. Just knowing that she's here, just an inch away and not at the club where there are a thousand other guys waiting for the same treatment. I couldn't have it any other way. Does that make sense?
Renjun smacks Jeno upside the head before anyone can respond to the question. "Dude, Haechan has a crush!"
"Ow. And finally. Took him long enough." Jeno grunted and rubbed the spot. "Now we can tease him even more."
Haechan blushed profusely. "I-I wouldn't call it a crush. Just because we had a good time. Like, yeah, she's hot, and a gamer and super chill, butâ"
"Did you just call Y/N hot? Damn, you really are gone." Jaemin said.
Haechan slapped Jaemin's arm. "Shut up."
"But, like, have you ever considered that this could work?" Renjun asked.
"Have I...what?" Haechan started.
"Look." Yangyang says. "You guys fucked before. You guys are neighbors now. You guys clearly have the same interests. Kinda. And you are both available. Plus, you two seem to have this connection. So why not give it a shot?"
"Yeah." Jeno said as he took a sip of his coffee. "Besides, it'll keep you out of your bedroom."
"Or get you stuck inside a bedroom." Renjun snickered.
Haechan shoots him a death glare but doesn't say anything.
"What are you guys planning to do now? Just hang out? Play video games? Do the do?" Jaemin asked, smirking. "Just try to enjoy the rest of the semester and have fun with her. Who knows? It might even lead to more."
"Yeah." Renjun shrugged. "Besides, it doesn't hurt to get closer. You're both single. Might as well shoot your shot."
"Yeah, okay. Sounds fair." Haechan sighed. "Thanks for the advice, guys."
"Yo, that reminds me." Yangyang's face lights up as he opens his backpack and pulls out a pair of tickets. "Haechan, why don't you take Y/N to this?"
Haechan eyes the tickets suspiciously. "What is it?"
"It's a local convention. All these nerds are coming out. You know, for video games and comics and shit. If Y/N likes these things, then this is a perfect date." Yangyang smiles.
"I guess it's pretty interesting." Haechan picks up a ticket to examine the details. He tried not to smile at the thought of seeing you there. "Do you really think Y/N would enjoy going there?"
"Maybe, I don't know. What's stopping you from asking her though?" Yangyang asked as he raised his eyebrows.
Haechan looks down at the tickets and then to Yangyang's face, a slow smile spreads on his face. "Thanks, dude. You're right. It wouldn't hurt to invite her."
You let your gaze wander as you glanced at the crowd and wondered when was the last time you attended something like this. A comic convention filled to the brim with cosplayers and hardcore geeks and nerds. Some fans even had merch with their favorite characters, while others just came for the sake of it and maybe even for a date or two.
You caught a few people from your college as they had fun and watched a panel on some show or another, while some of them are doing some sort of art, reading a book or checking out the games that are in store. There is even a special guests section in one corner. You shook your head in disbelief, thinking how lucky you were that Haechan even let you tag along, seeing that it was usually impossible for you to buy tickets these days, seeing that the queue to get these is always filled and you are lucky enough to even have the chance.
Your gaze moves from the crowds around you to the person standing next to you, or rather the person you are currently leaning onto. You see that his eyes are also roaming around the crowds and that the people next to him are chatting, not paying attention to you.
"See? Didn't I say that it would be awesome to have you here with me? So far, we haven't even had any awkward conversation and we aren't bored, like my friends were yesterday. It's totally worth getting out of my apartment." Haechan exclaimed, a huge grin on his face.
You couldn't help but smile and give him a side eye, glancing at his side profile. Haechan is kind of adorable, with his big, thick, round, black glasses sitting on the bridge of his nose. The way his eyes crinkle when he smiles and the dimples that are displayed every time he opens his mouth or when he speaks. It makes your heart skip a beat and butterflies erupt from the pit of your stomach. His pink, soft and full lips are also incredibly kissable and make him look very sweet and innocent.
"Totally, Haechan. We could stay here forever." You say with a laugh.
"You think?" His eyes sparkle with amusement.
"I know." You bump his shoulder playfully. "Maybe we should come here together the next time one of these comes by. What do you think?"
"Definitely." Haechan says eagerly, smiling widely.
"Cool. But since this is just the first time that we've come here together, what do you want to do now, Haechan? Go shopping or take pictures? Or maybe we can watch a couple of the shows in the main hall. I bet you are really looking forward to this." You ask while pointing to one of the posters in the convention area.
Haechan thought for a moment before replying, "To be honest, I would have loved to see some panels. But we can shop too. How about you? Are there any artists you are interested in?"
"Sure." You agreed, looking back at him with a smile on your face, "It's totally okay to want to go and have fun. As long as we don't get lost, let's shop for whatever. I'm cool with anything, Haechan."
"Alright," he agrees, letting you continue leading the way.
"Hmm...Should we go and see what this year has to offer?"
The two of you start walking around and look at all of the new books that have been published, including the special ones with artwork in them. Some of those are signed, which is a huge bonus to collectors or those who can afford it. After a while, the both of you decide on the comics that interest you the most and buy two copies of each to make it easier. You also pick up a few books for your respective shelves in your apartment, the ones that you are sure will be treasured.
You wandered to a booth that was selling some adult content and flipped through a few comics. You bit your bottom lip as you read a pretty steamy scene on the page that you flipped open and imagined you and Haechan doing the same positions as the characters on the page.
"Found a comic that caught your interest?" You look up to find a smiling Haechan standing next to you.
"What?" You raise one brow and look over at the comic before placing it back on the table and walking a short distance away. Haechan watches you walk away but grabs the same comic that you put back down and flips the pages. Once he lands on the page that caused you to bite your bottom lip, he understands why you put it back down.
He blushes deeply as his eyes scan the steamy artwork.
He shut the book closed. "Um...are you ready?" He calls out, holding the book tightly.
"I'm almost ready," you tell him as you approach him, placing a few comic books in your shopping basket, "I need to decide between the second one or the third one."
Haechan grabs the adult comic and tosses it in the basket without you noticing and leads you to the cashier to purchase it. You never noticed and you were never aware that it was in your basket. Haechan was so stealthy that he managed to pay for the whole basket before you even noticed.
After walking for a while, you needed to use the restroom and pulled Haechan with you. Luckily you found a restroom with no stalls and after pulling Haechan into the room, you locked the door behind the both of you. Once he realized that there were no stalls, he turned red with embarrassment.
"Did you drag me in here because of that adult comic?" He questioned, fidgeting his hands in front of him nervously, biting his lip.
"Maybe. I saw that you picked it up while I was grabbing my things. Thought you were sneaky, huh?" You smiled as you walked up to him and grabbed hold of his hand, pressing it against your stomach. "Haechan?"Â
You looked into his brown eyes as you pushed his fingers down under the waistband of your skirt. He sucked in a breath.
"Do you...uh..want to try it out?" You asked while grabbing the belt loop on his jeans.
"Try it out..." he repeated slowly. "Like right now?"
"Well...I mean...we're here..."
He was silent for a minute before looking back up at you. "...yes" he nods.
You pushed him to sit on the closed toilet seat and drop to your knees in between his spread legs. You stare up at his innocent expression.
"Fuck, I can't believe we're doing this in a public restroom," Haechan said, watching you slowly unbuckle his pants. You smirked, knowing exactly what he was getting at.
"What? Are you shy?" You ask softly.
Haechan narrowed his eyes, and you unzipped his jeans, pulling them down, along with his boxers. Then you raised your eyes and gave his crotch a quick glance, noting the size, girth, shape, color. When he noticed the way you were admiring him, he tried to hide his reaction, but ended up covering his face with his left hand.
"Haechan...we've already done it." You point out.
"Not with the lights on and with both of us sober..." he muttered under his breath.
"Shh..." you cooed gently, reaching for his length and stroking gently.
"We could get caught," Haechan murmured, still peeking down at you from his hand.
"I locked the door, it's okay."
"I don't think..." he mumbled again as he began to squirm.
His penis was growing in your grip as it hardened. Haechan shuddered when your thumb rubbed along the tip.
"Still embarrassed?" You ask quietly, kissing the base of his penis. You hear him take a shaky breath as you kiss all along his length, feeling his thighs tense as he tries not to move too much. He's holding back. You liked that.
"Yes," he responds a little breathlessly, and you lick the slit at the top of his dick, "Oh fuck," he murmurs and you hear the sound of his head hitting the tile wall behind him. You take the head in your mouth and begin to suck, sliding down his length inch-by-inch until he's deep in the back of your throat. His hand slides around the back of your head. His breathing becomes irregular and he moans as you begin to bob up and down.
Haechan didn't moan, or whisper encouragement, or try to control your motions with his hand, like you've experienced with past sexual partners. He allowed you to set the pace and you sucked and licked at your own speed, while he made quiet moaning noises as if he was trying to stay quiet but couldn't help himself. That drove you to push yourself harder, try to make him lose control. You wanted him to cry out, to grab the back of your head and make you swallow his entire cock as he exploded down your throat. You were almost aching as you swallowed around his cock.
It wasn't until you moaned quietly with his penis filling up your mouth and his tip hitting the back of your throat that Haechan moaned louder and gripped onto the back of your head.
"Ugh, Y/N." He groaned your name, tightening his grip and making your head bounce a little faster than you were before.
"Don't stop, god, you're gonna make me..." his hips suddenly rocked up into your mouth as he held your head there and you felt his body tense and his cock began to throb as he came in the back of your throat.
Haechan held you there and released in several spurts, nearly hitting your gag reflex at the back of your throat, but not enough to cause it. When you felt his hold lessen and his penis beginning to soften, you finally swallowed his semen. Then, you let his penis slowly slide out from your mouth with an audible 'pop.'
Looking up at Haechan, his cheeks flushed pink and his eyes half lidded and staring into the space above your head, he looked blissful and happy. That caused butterflies to flutter in your stomach and the beginnings of arousal to settle in between your legs.
Pulling his boxers and his jeans up, Haechan sits up a bit and blinks and the world comes back into focus.
"That..." he said.
You grinned cheekily. "Good?"
Haechan leaned down and pecked you quickly before whispering, "Thank you."
Your heart skipped a beat at the sweetness of that action. He really is adorable, you thought.
"Let me return the favor in the car, okay?"
You could only nod, knowing your panties are already soaked and wanting to ride his cock already.
A week after attending the convention, the two of you are hanging out in your apartment. You and Haechan are seated side by side and are currently gaming, sitting with each other in your living room. You are watching the TV screen and pressing the buttons on the console's gamepad, immersed in the game. On the television, you are fighting a boss battle against an over-sized monster. You and Haechan sit silently as the fight plays out, neither one of you daring to talk as the game has become quite intense. After a few more minutes pass, the big, final boss is defeated and you let out an exhale, throwing your controller beside you with an exasperated grunt.
"Fuck." You say, with a mixture of happiness and frustration. The game was fun, but frustrating. Haechan nods in agreement as he removes his glasses and rubs the bridge of his nose tiredly.
"Wonder what Mark and the others are doing right now?" You asked.
Haechan opened his phone and scrolled through the list of messages. "Looks like they're headed to another frat party. Wanna join?"
"Nope. Early lecture tomorrow." You mutter. "And I was kind of hoping to spend some time with a cute nerd," You said and placed a small kiss on Haechan's nose.
"Good, cause I was really hoping to get to know that cute girl better." He whispers, smiling. You felt butterflies flutter in your stomach at his confession and your lips couldn't help but tug up into a grin.
You settled in to watch a film, Haechan had chosen some B rated comedy that you'd already seen ten times.
Halfway through the movie you felt his arm circle your shoulders and instinctively moved into his body, curling your legs up, wrapping your arms around his waist. His warmth and scent, instantly comforting, reminding you how safe you felt when wrapped up in his embrace. You hadn't realized, as your focus drifted onto how good it felt having him near you, how comfortable it was just to sit with him like this, that the feeling was returned in kind. His body relaxed a little, allowing him to settle deeper into the sofa cushions, while his thumb gently stroked against your shoulder, soothing both of you in equal measure.
Losing all awareness of the movie and your mind switching off from any task that might ordinarily pull at your focus, you simply enjoy the feeling of his warmth. At least you thought, you were both lost to the moment, as it wasn't long before his fingers brushed against your throat and up over your jaw to capture your chin. Gently, he tilts your head towards his, and you notice how his breath has quickened just the smallest amount. You can't help but feel the fluttering in your belly from that, as well as his warmth and the softness of his eyes in the darkened room.
There are only a couple of inches separating your lips. He slowly closes the gap, waiting for you to pull away. When you don't and instead lean into the softest kiss imaginable, he hums softly into your mouth. It's slow, teasing and almost lazy. A total opposite from the eager, impassioned lust of your first encounter together. His tongue explores the corners of your lips and across your teeth while he nips, sucks and nibbles lightly at your full lower lip. He tastes of mint toothpaste, his breath, and something sweet and earthy. It sends your senses into overdrive. Your fingers comb gently into the soft strands at the back of his neck. You need this, you've never wanted anyone quite as much as you want him right now.
It's so unfair really; that no one could make you this hot by simply brushing his lips over yours and then along the edge of your ear. His tongue tracing across your sensitive skin just behind your earlobe. That a single kiss to your throat was all it took to have you gasping, tingling all over and so turned on. And yet, you wouldn't change a thing.
âCan I taste you?" He whispered hoarsely, in a deep husk and you couldn't hold back a shiver of anticipation. "Every inch of you?"
How could you say no? And more importantly why would you. You nod with a tiny gasp and are rewarded with another light brush of his lips to yours.Â
Oh, god. You couldn't stop now even if your life depended on it. And maybe it did. You felt so desperately out of control, as his tongue played lazily with yours, his lips suckling and nibbling on yours until you could do nothing but melt into him.
âHaechanâŚâ Your breath hitched, barely able to speak, your mind swirling and intoxicated. âDo you want to spend the night? There's no reason for you to go back to your apartment. We could, um...keep this going, if you want..."
âOkay..." Haechan said softly as you stood up and pulled him towards your bedroom. The bed was a mess as you pushed him down on his back.
Haechan reaches down to pull his t-shirt off, and you straddle his legs, fumbling to undo his zipper as quickly as possible. In no time, you were both fully nude. Your lips and tongue meet Haechan as you roll over. He was straddled over your hips and was staring down at your naked body, licking his lips slowly.
"You're beautiful." Haechan breathed softly, tracing his fingertips delicately over your neck, collar bones, and shoulders. Goosebumps appeared in the wake of his touch and you closed your eyes and whimpered a little, tipping your chin up.
He captured your lips softly and slowly in a hot kiss that quickly turned fierce.
He moves to kiss the side of your face, and down to the base of your earlobes. Slowly his hot breath trails lower, over your chest and stomach and even lower. When his head settled between your legs and your breathing picked up, and you got up onto your elbows to look at him. Haechan made eye contact, looking so sweet, cute, and totally irresistible as he was positioned down between your legs.
A few seconds of heavy breathing and you decided you wanted his face against you, immediately. So you fisted one hand in his hair and tugged, getting his attention. Haechan quickly learned how to give the most incredible tongue kisses; just slow enough to tease you and enough pressure that it made your back arch. He kept at it with alternating soft and firm licks; swirls of the tongue that alternated with broad flat-tongue swipes along your wet pussy.
Haechan paused, breath hot and mouth still so close.
"Does it feel good, when I lick you like that, baby? Let me hear it, too. I've been dying to taste your perfect pussy and make it gush," Haechan spoke gently.
"God, where'd you learn to talk like that??" You gasp.
"In your books." Haechan pointed towards the pile of adult comics on your dresser.
You swallow. "Well keep going, because it's really fucking working."
"Tell me what to do next," Haechan said and sucked hard, while rubbing slow circles over your clit with one finger.
"Fuck me with your tongue," You breathe, and Haechan happily complies. You're absolutely soaking as Haechan makes good use of his hands as he flattens his tongue over your clit, then flutters his tongue against it. When his fingers dive inside you, your grip tightens and you tug his hair.
"Yeah. Haechan...keep touching me. Just like that," You tell him, a little breathlessly. You try to keep eye contact as you rock into the movements of his hand. When his fingers curve to find that spot inside you, your breath catches in your throat and you can't help it as your eyelids flutter closed for a moment. Haechan responds by latching his lips around your swollen, throbbing clit and suckling a few times.
That action combined with the internal pressure of his fingers pushes you over the edge. Your hips thrust wildly against his mouth and a strangled sort of whine leaves you, followed by gasps, groans, and mewls of pleasure.
When Haechan's hands finally fall from your thighs and he looks up at your flushed face, he chuckles softly. Haechan crawls over you, and presses his face in your hair, placing soft kisses down to your shoulder. "Good girl," he purred.
"Haechan," You said breathlessly as he lifted his head up, grinning. He moved down the bed slightly, positioning his throbbing dick between your wet folds. The sensation had your spine arching, your inner walls contracting around the emptiness, desperately searching for the fullness of him inside you.
You gasped as Haechan moved forward and eased himself inside you, stretching and filling you until you felt that intoxicating fullness. You stared up at his features and he blinked slowly, keeping his gaze steady on you, watching and gauging your reaction. You chewed on your lower lip and clutched at his biceps, nails digging into flesh and dragging down his arms.
"Move," You whimpered. His soft chuckle caused an excited chill to run up your spine and a sweet moan to leave your lips.
Haechan leaned down to kiss the side of your neck as his hips moved with his thrusts, his penis burying itself inside you with short, swift strokes.
The friction was heavenly. Each time the tip of his length touched against the end of your slick pussy, and withdrew again, he caused more ripples of pleasure to shiver across the surface of your skin. You shivered against the sheets below you, your eyelashes fluttering, his name leaving your lips in soft cries.
You opened your legs wider and wrapped them around his waist to let his length push into you more easily. You raised your hips off the bed, grinding yourself up against him. This elicited a groan from him, and your thighs clenched around him more tightly. The tips of your breasts rubbed against his chest and tickled. It felt so, so good...
"Haechan...please..." Your moans continued as his hands gripped at your thighs, spreading them further apart as he slowly increased the speed of his thrusts. "Don't stop, baby...fuck..."
His breathing grew rougher and shorter. Your fingernails scratched down his sweat-slick chest. Every time he sank his cock deep inside you, you could feel his tip kissing up against a pleasurable spot and it caused sparks to explode inside you. You were panting, crying out. Haechan could feel your hips lifting off of the bed to match his every thrust as his grunts and moans grew deeper and more lustful. You were so incredibly close, and by the look of his handsome, strained face, he wasn't far from finishing either.
"Fuck. Yes, Y/N...that's it. Say my name," Haechan uttered, his gaze now burning right into yours, and his body shaking a little. "Don't fucking stop saying it...I wanna hear your sexy voice telling me how good it feels when I fuck you."
The pulsing between your legs intensified and before you knew it, the familiar shudders rushed up your torso and shook every part of your body. "Yes, Haechan, right there, fuck. You feel so good. Don't stop! Don't stop!"
You felt his hips start to lose their rhythm. You closed your eyes and drew a deep breath.
"Oh god, baby, Haechan...just like that," You spurred him on, clinging to his shoulders. He gave a few particularly fast, desperate thrusts before groaning and pulsing inside you. That feeling sent you over the edge and you called his name, nails raking down his back and fingers gripping the sheets so tightly you swore your knuckles were turning white.Â
Haechan kept rocking slowly inside you and he brought his palm up to the center of your stomach and circled his fingertips over the surface, rubbing down into your lower abdomen. You shuddered pleasurably at the contact.
"Don't take it out, stay," You told him quietly, eyes sliding closed, and you breathed out heavily through your nostrils. He murmured incoherently and continued massaging your lower belly while keeping himself buried deeply inside you.Â
After a short time, Haechan pulled out slowly, leaving his warm semen to slowly drip out of you.
He made his way up to you and brought you close, draping his arm over you to keep you by his side. "Hmmm, you're so pretty...But let me ask you something."
"What?" You yawned and shifted over to rest your head on his chest, nuzzling into his warmth.
"Can we keep doing this? Like regularly?" Haechan asked and combed a hand through your hair.
You sit up and open an eyelid. "As in...?"
"You...me..." Haechan waggled his fingers. "And us having sex, together."
You laughed softly. "Seriously Haechan?"
He gives an innocent look. "It's not the worst idea, is it? We have a great chemistry, obviously."
You turned on your stomach and faced him, smiling. You brushed some of his sweaty hair off of his forehead. "I love chemistry."
Haechan smiles back and shifts closer, pressing your noses together. "So...?"
Your response came out a soft whisper. "Yeah."
"So, you're basically gonna be my fuck buddy?" Haechan tilts his head, raising an eyebrow.
You roll your eyes. "How about your girlfriend? Hmm?"
"I'll take that option." He smirks and grabs you for a kiss. "So...shower first or sleep first?"
"Shower and then sleep sounds nice..." You trailed off and rested your hands over his around your chest.
He gave you a squeeze and a nudge to your rear to get you moving. With a grumble you threw off the sheets and followed him, making your way to the bathroom for the first of many wonderful nights together.
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I love all ur fics especially Hotch and his adult daughter ones. They are just brilliant<3 Can u please write something with Hotch being worried about his daughter as faints or get injured? Thank you!
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There are silver-linings to your concussion. Not many, and heâd much prefer you were better, but silver linings all the same.Â
You, unable to look after yourself with on-again off-again dizziness and shortness of breath, have no choice but to stay at Aaronâs house. (Well, you couldâve stayed home, and he couldâve come to visit you a few times a day while your mother worked, but this is easier on his gas tank and his heart.)Â
The silver lining is that he actually gets to spend time with you, large swaths of it, and that he gets to see you without your smart formalwear for the first time since youâd met all but four months ago. It will never not be strange to have a daughter and to be her acquaintance, but Aaron feels that this time is perfect to get to know you beyond two hour dinners and texts.Â
It is admittedly occasionally awkward, but he doesnât expect it to be easy. He doesnât need you to pretend that youâre more comfortable with him than you are, or that heâs been there for you as you deserved. He wishes he was, and he canât forgive your mother for keeping you a secret, but he can understand her reasoning (to some extent), and he can try to give you what you deserve, because it is about you. Youâre a young woman who deserves a father and has one now. Heâs determined to prove that it isnât too late.Â
You curl on the family couch with a new pillow under your head. You wear pyjamas he bought you, socks youâve borrowed, and a big blanket covers your legs. Jack sits on your feet eating grapes from a bowl.Â
You look younger without makeup. Aaron can almost see you as a kid.Â
âYou want another grape?â Jack asks you.Â
âPlease, buddy,â you whisper, holding out your hand.Â
Youâre trying not to talk or move too much, as movement hurts your nose, which was broken. Aaron still canât believe someone hurt you âyou were assaulted in the subway during a city riot and passed out as result, where you hit your head, and ended up where you are now with post concussive syndrome.
A bad fall can do such great harm, he canât imagine how awful it wouldâve been to have met you and had you stolen from him that swiftly. Heâs a lucky man.Â
Aaron almost hadnât answered when you called, about to change into Kevlar and prepare the BAU for an anti-terroism strike that Strauss shoved into their laps. Heâd smiled briefly at your contact photo and thought of the phone call heâd have with you later to apologise for missing the first, but then he got a strange feeling. What could it hurt for him to make sure you werenât in the centre of it?Â
âDo you want water?â Jack asks.Â
You hold out your hand again, searching for Jackâs. You find it and give his fingers a squeeze. âNo thank you. You donât have to worry about me, I just want you to watch your movie.âÂ
âIâve seen it a hundredâ hundred times,â he says, taking his hand back to eat another grape. After a moment, he lays his cheek against your legs where you have them bunched up.Â
âDonât choke on your grapes,â you say.Â
âDonât worry,â he says.Â
You laugh quietly. âI wonât.â
Aaron closes his laptop, having failed to work from home in the armchair beside you both. He might need some help to get back to a functioning place when he returns to the office, but his hands itch with a different need today. He checks his watch.Â
âTime for another dose, if you want it?â he asks you.Â
âPlease.âÂ
Itâs only anti-nausea and painkillers, but youâre quite dependent on them. Heâs staying on top of them, because on your second morning here, youâd woken up and forgotten the anti-nausea. Being sick with a broken nose is agony. He doesnât wanna see you crying again. (Though again, that had made you closer. To get to rub your back, and promise it wasnât too disgusting, he could deal with it no problem.)Â
Haley hums in the kitchen. Sheâs happy to have her way, which is to have him home, if vaguely bitter that itâs for you. He understands her annoyance, but itâs different. If Jack were attacked and recovering, of course Aaron would be home with him, as heâs home with you, but he wonât stay home for much less and lately, it's been a point of great contention between them.Â
Still, sheâs a good woman who looks after everyone the best that she can. Your pills are waiting on the counter with a glass of apple juice and a muffin, and your laundry is being folded from the dyer next to Jackâs.Â
Aaron ushers her in for a grateful hug, a kiss pressed to her soft cheek. âThank you, honey.âÂ
âYouâre welcome. She shouldnât take so much tylenol when sheâs barely eating. Youâre gonna have to convince her.âÂ
âI will. I was thinking Iâd make soup. You know, my momâs split pea. What do you think?âÂ
âDoes she like split pea soup?âÂ
âI donât know.âÂ
âJust ask, Aaron,â she says, not without sympathy.Â
âI was going to.âÂ
Haley gives a long sigh. âIâm sorry.âÂ
He rubs her arm. Theyâve been very far apart lately, so far that heâs wondered if theyâre not going to make it work, but for today they seem back in sync.Â
âDonât be sorry,â he says.Â
âNo, I am. I know itâs impossible, but I keep imagining how I would feel if it happened to me.â She wipes lint or maybe nothing from his collar. âWhat if I had a baby out there and I knew nothing about her? Itâs not⌠not fair on either of you.âÂ
âWorse things have happened, Hale.â Because it really is awful, but he doesnât need anyone to feel sorry for him. You, yes. Poor girl, your poor nose. Aaron gives Haley a quick kiss. âWeâll be okay. Donât worry about it, hm?âÂ
âOkay, honey. Well, find out what she wants for dinner.âÂ
âIâm gonna make it.âÂ
âI can make it.â She moves back to her pile of laundry. âI donât have much to do, with you home. Itâs nice.âÂ
He winces, grabbing your pills, your juice, and the muffin. Aaron has no qualms sharing duties, but he canât have this conversation again. Of course itâs nice to be home, thatâs not the issue.Â
You and Jack are exactly where he left you eating grapes and watching TV, but youâve shifted upward a little to make more room for him, the blanket now over his legs.
âAre you looking after your big sister?â Aaron asks. He canât help himself.Â
Jack grins at him. âYeah, dad. We need more grapes.âÂ
âYeah?â Aaron walks around the couch to pass you the few pills into your hand. He crouches in front of you. It hasnât stopped feeling alien, suddenly having two kids, but it has started to feel right. âItâs dinner time soon, Jack, can you wait? I donât want you to have a full tummy.â
âWhatâs for dinner?â he asks.Â
Aaron passes you the glass of juice for you to wash down the pills. âI was thinking weâd let Y/N chooseâŚâ He taps your knee gently. âDo you have a craving for anything?âÂ
âI canât choose,â you say.Â
His hand turns to cup your knee, hoping it isnât too much. âSure you can. Jack chooses dinner all the time.âÂ
âIâll eat whatever.âÂ
âYouâve barely eaten all day, isnât there something you love? Something soft?âÂ
You look like him when youâre not happy. Unsure, you look to Jack. âCanât Jack pick, please?âÂ
âItâs your turn,â Jack says.Â
Aaron puts the muffin heâd been given for you on your knee. âHoney, just think about it. Thereâs no rush. You and Jack can live off grapes for the rest of the night.âÂ
âMean,â you murmur.Â
Jack slips off of the couch with his bowl. He makes for the kitchen, his wobbly declarations of love cute and ringing when he sees his mom. âHi, mommy. Youâre pretty. Can I have grapes?âÂ
âHi baby.âÂ
You smile, fingertip playing with the muffinâs paper casing. âHeâs so lovely.âÂ
âI know.âÂ
âItâs okay, right?âÂ
Aaron holds your gaze. Not commanding, but listening intently. âWhatâs okay?âÂ
âFor us toâ you know. To cuddle.âÂ
âYes, itâs okay. Jack makes his own mind up about things, and if he wants to cuddle with you, he will. If you donât want him to cuddle, you can ask him for space.âÂ
âItâs strange,â you say, laying your face against your pillow, muffin ignored, âto have a brother now.âÂ
âBad strange?â he asks.Â
You smile. Almost hopeful. âNo.âÂ
Aaron does know what youâre thinking. He has four months of evidence on your behaviour, and you arenât dishonest, so he believes his frame of reference to be correct. Right now, youâre feeling unwell, maybe the pain in your face is flaring or your concussion is giving you grief, but you seem to already love your little brother. If not love, then to be very fond of him. You have similar feelings about Aaron, but youâre shy about showing it.Â
He understands that you might not feel very close to him so soon, he understands that youâre practically still strangers, but he loves you. Maybe itâs something innate in being your father, but he really does love you.Â
Itâs like being passed your baby âyou donât know your baby, theyâre a baby, but you love them. Aaron doesnât know if you like vegetable soup more than French onion, if you like buttered bread or a dinner roll or toasted baguette on the side, but heâll learn.Â
âIâll make you anything you want for dinner,â he says softly, looking for your hand in the blankets, and taking it with similar care. âYou just have to tell me what you like.âÂ
You look down at his hand.Â
âSorry for making things difficult.âÂ
âYouâre not making anything difficult.â His thumb rubs your hand of its own accord. âYou arenât difficult. Youâre remarkably easy to look after.âÂ
âThank you.âÂ
âIf you could just pick what you wanted for dinnerâŚâÂ
You both laugh at one another, and you wince at the soreness in your nose. Aaron stands from his crouch with aching legs to pat you on the shoulder.Â
âIâll figure something out,â he says. âIâm a good guess, usually.âÂ
âOkay. Thank you, Aaron,â you say, resting with a sore squint back against your nest.Â
In the kitchen, Jack sits in Haleyâs lap, his bowl filled again with more grapes. Sheâs chewing on one when he comes back. âHey, did she decide?âÂ
âNot yet. Iâm working on it.âÂ
âWell, we have time.âÂ
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Can I pretty please have The housewardens (Plus Ruggie and Rook) with a kawaii metal singer? Like soft feminine voice and cutesy outfits and then on stage is just death screaming and gets embarrassed because apparently "Guys find it embarrassing when fem people metal scream."
interesting... I'll see what I can do!
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË kawaii metal singer
type of post: headcanons characters: riddle, leona, ruggie, azul, kalim, vil, rook, idia, malleus additional info: romantic or platonic, reader is gender neutral but implied feminine in the way they dress, reader is not specified to be yuu
imagine having a conversation about music with Riddle
he's pleasantly surprised!
he thought he had nothing in common with you
but you're a musician!
to him, mastering an instrument is akin to mastering a subject or acing an exam
and he'll talk your ear off about his favorite composers and concertos
of course, he's curious about what you play
so, you show him a song
and he's...
...well...
it's... music, he supposes
it takes the same skill to play (perhaps even more?) so he's still impressed. just... surprised!
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË
Leona's reaction? yawn
a musician is just like a theater kid with a weapon
based on the way you dress, he can already guess
piano? pop? wannabe indie?
undoubtedly something upbeat and fast
that he has no interest in
it's not until he starts hearing the whispers that he gives it a second thought
funny enough, it's the other boy's dislike that draws him in
and, oh, was he wrong
the first time Leona hears you screaming, he's smitten
you've got some voice on you, that's for sure
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË
Ruggie already associates femininity with strength
(whether you're girl or not, mind you)
so, he's not really taken aback or 'nothin
you show him a clip of one of your performances, and his reaction is more like:
"Cool. Nice chords. What's for dinner?"
he knows that not everyone is gonna see it that way
but to him, it's nothing to write home about
...unless he thinks you're gonna be a good provider for him
then he might tell his grandma he's bringing you home for break
"How much do you singers make, anyway?"
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË
now, Azul was captivated from the start
when Jade came back to him with intel on you, he wasn't expecting you to be a singer
how intriguing...
Azul is a musical person himself, so, of course he was curious
but it's not until he tries to strike a deal with you that he realizes he was very, very wrong
your voice in exchange for anything you desire...
...and you start laughing at him
"my voice? do you know what I sing?"
Azul is a little taken aback by your reaction
now, what's so funny?
eventually, you share a little of your work, and he...
...well, he's impressed, that's for sure
it takes a lot of vocal training to be able to do that
but unless Floyd takes up a new hobby, he has no use for a metal singer's voice
so, for now, he'll simply admire your talent from afar
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË
People tend to see Kalim as this witless little flower who can't be exposed to anything "scary"
and, sure, he can be naive at times
but it actually takes a lot to freak him out
he's also been hanging out with Lilia Vanrouge for two years, so, you know
he'd just be impressed, if anything
"Wow, that's so cool! I wish I could do that, but my voice can't go that high, and Jamil doesn't want me to hurt my throat..."
I mean, really impressed
he'll beg you to show him all of your songs
and he might try to get you to one of his club meetings, too
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË
Vil is more like,
"Well, I hope you're taking adequate care of your throat. You'll overexert yourself if not,"
...so, no
he's not even phased by it
Vil is a performer himself, after all
he's more concerned with your physical and mental wellbeing than you being "embarrassing"
the next day, he'll show up at your door with an armful
this is for your throat, this will keep your skin from drying out under the lights, this foundation is designed for stage...
he's always been generous, after all
and he certainly won't accept no for an answer
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË
similarly, Rook doesn't think anything of it
he's simply taken by you
...your devotion, your energy, your heart!
sometimes he, too, feels like screaming for his passions!
you can expect him to be your number one fan
and be at each of your performances, whether small or big, on stage or just in your room
(whether you know he's there or not)
he always seems to know just what to get you, though. tea with honey? salt water for your throat?
he's thought of it before you even have to ask
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË
Idia is fangirling over it before he even meets you
listen, in his defense-
one of his favorite animes is about a kawaii metal singer!
and he was already familiar with the genre, anyway
so... no, it's not weird to him
if anything, he feels weird for never being able to talk to you about it
it's basically like talking to one of his idols IRL
whether you're a well-known performer or just make videos online is irrelevant to him
you'll be receiving a lot of anonymous donations from someone named gloomurai
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË
when Lilia makes an offhand comment about your music, Malleus is intrigued
you'd never mentioned being a musician, after all
the next time you see each other, he asks
but, much to his confusion, you seem... embarrassed?
he quickly explains he only heard it from Lilia, and didn't mean to offend you, and-
ah...
that's why you're embarrassed?
you think he won't like you because others have said it's unbecoming?
humans are so strange, he thinks
it's only music, after all. it'd take much more to make him dislike you
besides, this is Lilia's foster son we're talking about. he's been exposed to every genre at least once
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ę° ENHYPEN IN A SECRET RELATIONSHIP WITH THEIR IDOL GIRLFRIEND >
pairing. bf ! enhypen Ă gf ! afab reader , genre. fluff , (chaez note. my first work and this possibly won't be really well written but I wanted to try.)
001. LEE HEESEUNG
Heeseung held back his breath as he knocked on your dorm door. It had been a hectic week for the boy, especially when every time he tried to see you he'd end up hiding from fans who recognised him even with a mask. When the door finally opened he basically threw his arms around you âi missed you so much!â he barely spoke the words before planting kisses all over your face. âi-i get it, you should get in before someone sees us together.â you suggested, a smile escaping you as you stared at the flower bouquet resting on the ground forgotten as your lover embraced you like he won't be letting go any sooner.
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002. PARK JAY
Jay and you stood in the studio after everyone else left. Hell, everyone titled you as the âbest friendsâ the fans, his members, the staff, manager, but the truth? You two were cuddled up in his room, pretending to be working on a song you two were supposed to finish by the end of this month. âwhat would you do if it got out?â you asked out of the blue, words laced with concern and fear. âyou mean the relationship?â his hands tightened around you in a hug, your head resting on his chest as you looked up at him and nodded. âwell, then... weâll just deal with it together.â his words sounded so sure, like he meant it. âyou promise?â you stared up at him and he placed a kiss to your forehead before answering with words of his own âpromise.â
003. SIM JAKE
âJake Jake Jake!!!â you basically jumped into his arms after seeing him in the building after a whole damn month. sure, you two maintained long distance during your tight schedules but there was something else about seeing his handsome face in person. âsomeone missed me too much.â he teased, before letting you go as he saw his members giving him looks. âshould I apologise?â you looked over at his friends who were signalling Jake about something. âi don't think so.â he reassured as he saw the way his manager face palmed upon seeing you two. It was obvious Jake was going to get a scolding about the pda you two kept showing even in the company building.
004. PARK SUNGHOON
âwhatâs with the mood today?â Sunghoon was good at guessing the charts of your emotions as he pulled you onto his lap, trying to understand what had upset you. âthis.â you glanced at him with a frown as you extended your phone for him to see the already open article that showed âfans speculate Sunghoon is dating this actress...â some attached pictures and proof. âyou don't really believe this stupid source, right?â his hand was at the back of your head as you buried your face in his chest, wanting to be close at times like this. âI know you won't betray me.â âthought so.â he rested his chin on top of your head, just wishing life could be easier for both of you.
005. KIM SUNOO
âgod, you're such a life saver!â you let out, it was almost three am and your boyfriend basically sneaked in your dorm to bring you some spicy buldak ramen. You were on a strict diet and your manager would quite literally kill you if he found out that you are not only bringing your boyfriend in your dorm but also eating such unhealthy food. âwell, I would've done this even if you didn't ask.â he added, watching you eat like you've never seen food since a month. âhow cruel of them for starving my pretty girl.â he was staring at you eating from so long that you felt the need to offer him some of it, but he dismissed it by saying he wasn't hungry.
006. YANG JUNGWON
âgeez, did you hear about y/n slipping off the stage?â as soon as he heard the news from the youngest in the team, he was pacing around the room waiting for your text or call or anything that could tell him you were safe and fine. âhow did it happen? are you okay? any serious injuries?â he bombarded you with questions nonstop, head burning with worries and the need to see you as soon as possible... to tend your wounds but he also knew it wasn't possible because of the profession you two had. âyeah, I'm fine. It wasn't that serious.â you had said only to receive a âare you freaking serious? you got a fractured leg because of the fall.â and before you knew it, you had your boyfriend sending texts to your management team. All of them were about asking not to overwork you.
007. NISHIMURA RIKI
The boy was so excited when he finally made a girlfriend. He was practically jumping up and down as he told his hyungs about you. That excitement was kinda understandable since you were his first girlfriend but the responses he got back had him frowning and sulking in your arms. âthey told me it's risky.â âthatâs because it is.â you reasoned. âwell but we're always careful.â his arm slowly making it's way to your waist. âyeah. very careful. nobody would ever know.â you broke into a giggle, you two weren't even at his dorm or your dorm but rather at night on a park bench. This was very careful... for sure...
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Last Solstice - Azriel x Reader, Eris x Reader
Last Solstice - Azriel x Reader, Eris x Reader
Summary: Last Solstice you had been ready to give Azriel your heart, only to stumble upon him and Elain in a near kiss. This Solstice, youâre ready to give your heart to someone else, someone specialâyour mate, Eris Vanserra.Â
Warnings: some angst, happy ending
A/n: Based on THIS request !! This was so fun to write !! Hope you guys enjoy this Christmas present đâď¸
âË・âââ・Ëâ
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
âË・âââ・Ëâ
You had first met Feyre at her art studio, after attending a few lessons. The two of you had been quick friends and it wasnât long before she started inviting you to her family get togethers.Â
Which is where you met Azriel, the Shadowsinger. One drunken night at Ritaâs had ended with the two of you tumbling into bed together. What started as a one time drunken decision soon led to another night in the shadowsingerâs bed, sober this time.Â
When you and Azriel had started sleeping together, he had made you promise him to keep it between the two of you. You didnât question it at first. Azriel was a private person; heâd never been forthcoming about his lovers in the past, according to Feyre. You figured eventually, if things lasted, he would want to tell his family, your now friends. Youâd want to tell them too. Â
But then a few months went by.
A year.
As more time passed, you began to feel deeply for Azriel and wanted to take your relationship to the next step. To be able to loudly proclaim your love to him. To go on dates in public. To finally tell your family. But every time you asked him about it, he always said the same thing. He wasnât ready, didnât want the attention that would come with it. So you pushed your own feelings down and tried to pretend you were still okay with the arrangement you two had.Â
A secret love, only ever together once night fell.Â
It didnât help that Elain Archeron seemed to be smitten with him, seemed to follow him around like a little puppy. You didnât miss the looks she sent his way, didnât miss the way sheâd brush up against him at every chance she got. But you couldnât say anything, not when Azriel wanted to keep things so private. So you sucked it all up for him, no matter how much it bothered you.Â
But when Solstice came around, you decided youâd finally confess your feelings for Azriel, would tell him that you loved him and wanted to be with him in all the ways that mattered. You were tired of watching Elain lust after him, tired of not being able to tell your family what was going on.Â
The entire night, you were buzzing with nerves.Â
You downed one too many glasses of wine, trying to relax. A part of you was worried about what Azriel would say. Did he love you too? Did he also want to take the next step? Was he finally ready?Â
You wished you could answer those questions with certainty but there was an ache in your stomach that kept screaming that something wasâŚwrong.Â
You tried to convince yourself that you were just being paranoid when you noticed Azriel staring at Elain with longing and desire. Tried to convince yourself that he stayed isolated by the doorway because he hated Lucien and not because he couldnât stand to be in a room with Elain while Lucien was here.
After all, he was in your bed most nights. Surely if he wanted Elain, he wouldnât be stringing you along. Azriel wasnât like that. He was a good male, a respectable maleâŚright?
Later that night, you paced in the guest room you were staying in as you waited for Azriel. He was taking longer than normal and that had you even more on edge. You bit your lip, running a hand through your hair. Everyone else had retired for the night already and usually he wouldâve snuck into your room by now.Â
You couldnât sit still, couldnât take the anticipation so you left the room, heading towards the kitchen for a glass of water to try and deal with your nerves and the alcohol still swirling in your system. You froze at the top of the stairs, blood draining from your face.Â
There was Azriel.
And Elain.
Inches from each other as Azriel draped a necklace around her neck.Â
She pivoted in his grip, twisting to face him. You saw it then. The look of affection and longing clear as day on Azrielâs face as he gazed down at her. A look he had never given you. Your heart snapped into pieces in your chest, nausea rising in your stomach. A hand flew to your mouth to quiet any noise you might make.
You took a step back.
Another.
And collided with a hard chest. You whirled around, trying to blink away the tears still forming in your eyes, to see Rhys standing there. He stared down at you, his expression melting into one of concern as he noticed your upset face.
âY/n?â he murmured. âAre you okay?â
âF-fine,â you choked out. âIâm fine.â
And then you brushed past him and nearly ran to your room, quietly shutting the door behind you before taking in quick breaths. Elain and Azriel were just friends, you tried to convince yourself even though your heart and mind were screaming otherwise.
You heard Rhys stop on the landing on the stairs just as you had. A second went by and you heard his retreating footsteps to his office.Â
You cracked open your door a bit, against your better judgment, only to see Elain rush by, distraught. Your eyes widened and you waited a breath to see if Azriel was following after her, but no one else came by.Â
You wiped the tears on your cheeks and quietly stepped in the hallway.
Every instinct was screaming at you to go to Rhysâs office, as if something inside of you knew what youâd find. The pressure in your head was so strong, your stomach turning over itself again and again, and you knew you couldnât ignore the gut feeling.
You crept along the wall, silently, just as Azriel had taught you, until you heard voices. You paused in your tracks, listening in.Â
â...about to kiss Elain, in the middle of a hall where anyone could see you,â Rhys snarled. âIncluding her mate.âÂ
âWhat if the Cauldron was wrong?â
That was Azrielâs voice. You covered your mouth with a hand, every nerve in your body lit up. You felt stuck in a nightmare, a terrible dream.Â
âWhat of Y/n, Az?â
Your heart froze at the mention of you.Â
âWhat about her?â
The nonchalance in Azrielâs voice caused a new wave of nausea.Â
âDonât play stupid,â Rhys snapped. âIâve seen the two of you sneaking off together.âÂ
Silence for a moment. âItâs just sex.â
You werenât sure your heart could break more, but it had and it did. Ripped and smashed and crumbled into dust. Just sex? Just sex? It had never been just sex to you! It certainly never seemed that way.Â
âDoes Y/n know that?â
âWhat are you trying to say?â Azriel growled. âWeâre just friends. I donât care about Y/nâŚnot like that. Not the way I care about Elain.â
You backed away, unable to listen to anymore of it. You felt drunk as you stumbled back to your room, your vision blurry with the tears in your eyes. It felt like the whole world was collapsing, like you had just found out everything in your life had been a lie. In a way, you had.Â
Azriel had never once made it seem like this was some friends with benefits situation. Not once had he ever told you he only saw you as a body to use for pleasure and nothing more, nothing deeper.Â
You had fallen for him. You thought he had fallen for you.
Gods, you were so stupid. Of course, he wanted Elain. Soft, sweet Elain. His opposite, a proper lady in waiting. You had let yourself be blinded by your feelings for him and now you were paying the price. You stumbled into your room and fell on your bed, erupting into quiet sobs.
Everything made sense now. Keeping it a secret so Elain would never know, so you wouldnât ruin his chance with her. But why had he pretended to like you? Why would he do that to you?Â
He made you feel special but now you realized you had just been a shoulder to cry on and a distraction for what his heart really wanted.Â
You had been so ready to give Azriel your heartâŚyou already had. But he didnât want it. He didnât want you.Â
Azriel never came that night.
âË・âââ・Ëâ
Happy Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again
âË・âââ・Ëâ
You wished you could say that is where the story ended. But evidently, you were a fool. Because you let him back into your bed a few days laterâdidnât speak a word of your feelings for him or what you had heard.Â
You wished you had more dignity, wished you could tell him to get lost. But you loved him.Â
Two more months went by before you finally pulled yourself together, tried to muster up the will to leave. You deserved better. You deserved someone who loved you and wanted you. You were tired of being second place to some other girl, tired of being a consolation prize.Â
You were worth more than that.Â
You reached out to a childhood friend who had moved back to Autumn, asking to move in with her for some time as you got your life together. The next day, your apartment was emptied and you were gone.
âË・âââ・Ëâ
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
Iâll give it to someone special
âË・âââ・Ëâ
âWhich ones would you say are your favorite?â
You jumped slightly, clutching a hand to your chest. You looked towards where the deep voice had come from and nearly stumbled back. Eris Vanserra was standing beside you, hands clasped behind his back, a half smirk on his handsome face.Â
He was dressed in a fine deep green coat and a white tunic, the top buttons undone to showcase the gold jewelry dangling from his neck. His red hair was tousled, likely from a recent horseback ride and his amber eyes were gleaming with a small flame.
âH-high Lord,â you gasped, starting to courtesy but he shook his head before nodding towards the flower cart you were working at.Â
âWhich flowers are your favorite?â He asked again, a hint of amusement in his voice at how flustered he had made you.Â
You blushed a light pink, turning your gaze back to the many bouquets you had for sale. You figured he was buying some flowers for a lady in his life.
âWell, um, whatâs the occasion?â You asked, fiddling nervously in his presence. He smelt like wildfire and cinnamonâit was intoxicating.Â
âI am taking a girl out on a first date tonight,â he said, his voice smooth like whiskey. He gave you a charming, fox-like smile. âI wanted to bring her flowers. I figured no one would have better taste than the flower cart girl herself. So which do you recommend?â
You bit your lip, looking at the many flowers. âWell, Iâd say roses but thatâs a bit cliche. Our orange and red carnations are usually favored by the ladies of this court. Perhaps a bouquet of those?â
âAre those your favorite? The carnations?â
You peered at him. He was focused on the flowers, rubbing a thumb against his bottom lips. You had seen Eris Vanserra at his coronation, but only from afar. He had been striking then. But this close, well, he was stunning, beautiful.Â
He glanced down at you, raising an eyebrow and you remembered he had asked you a question. You cleared your throat.
âNo,â you answered. âMy favorite are the fire lilies but they are not as popular.â
âIâll take a bouquet of those,â he said with certainty, pulling a pouch of coin from his pocket.
âAreâŚare you sure?â You stuttered. âAre you certain she will like them?â
âQuite certain, yes,â he answered with another fox-like grin. He set down money on the cart, far more than what they were priced at.
You were quick to bundle up some of the fire lilies, adding a few complimentary flowers to fill in the empty spaces. You rolled them into some brown butcher paper and handed it over to him. âHere you are.â
âSo, when and where can I find you tonight?â
âS-sorry, what?â
You looked up at him, eyebrows raised.Â
âWhen and where can I find you tonight,â Eris purred, âfor our date.âÂ
âAre youâŚbeing serious?â You asked, incredulously, because this had to be some sort of joke. The High Lord couldnât possibly be asking you out on a date.Â
Eris reached forward with his free hand, grabbing yours and bringing it up to his lips. He pressed a soft kiss on your knuckles. âIndeed, I am.â
Your heart skipped a beat, butterflies swarming your stomach. You hadnât had such a reaction to a male like this since Azriel. But looking at Eris, you wondered what you ever saw in the dark haired shadowsinger. Perhaps you had never needed shadow. Maybe you had neededâŚflame.
The next few months were a whirlwind of romance. Despite the reputation Eris had before he had been made High Lord, he had proved himself to be much more soft hearted then his cruel father. You were surprised by his kindness, his devotion and the heart he showed you.Â
It had been easy to fall in love with him.Â
So when the mating bond between the two of you snapped into place, it was only the cherry on top.Â
âË・âââ・Ëâ
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover, but you tore me apart
Oh, oh now I've found a real love
You'll never fool me again
âË・âââ・Ëâ
You were standing on the doorstep of the River House, a place you hadnât been since that fateful night. You could hear the laughter from the Inner Circle inside. After you had left the Night Court, you had stayed in touch with almost everyone except Azriel. So when Feyre invited you over for Winter Solstice, you couldnât say noâespecially considering it was her birthday.
But you told yourself you wouldnât stay long. Not when you had a fiance waiting for you back home. You were very eager to get back.
You knocked on the door, listening as the voices quieted down and footsteps approached. The door was pulled open and there was Feyre, dressed in a cozy get-up with a small babe perched on her hip. Â
âY/n!â Feyre lurched forward to give you a side hug. You hugged her back, pressing a small kiss to the top of Nyxâs head before handing over a wrapped present. She took it with a smile.
âHappy Birthday,â you sang. âAnd Happy Solstice.â
âThank you! Iâm so glad you decided to come,â she stepped back, letting you cross into the house.Â
You hung up your coat and followed her towards the sitting room. You paused for a second, noting Azriel who was lingering in the doorway. You waited for the hurt to wash through you but none came. You feltâŚnothing. No, gone was the heartache and pain. Where an emptiness had lingered before, a new love filled it. A love so bright and fiery, it burned through everything else.
Your shoulders dropped and you breezed past him with a polite greeting.Â
You were actually here to make an announcement, before you and Eris were to go public with your engagement to the other courts. You wanted to tell Feyre and Rhys personally before they heard about it from someone else.Â
You were given a warm welcome and you ignored the feeling of Azrielâs eyes lingering on you throughout the night. Instead, you were content with sitting with Lucienâthe only person in this room who knew about your engagement to his brother.Â
You were surprised to see Elain sat next to him, their hands entwined. You peered at Azriel, making eye contact, but his face was completely unreadable.
A wine glass was shoved into your hands and the night went on. It wasnât until you made your way to the bathroom that you actually spoke to Azriel.
âY/n,â he called out from behind you. You turned, watching him approach with his hands held behind his back, shadows swirling.
âAzriel,â you greeted, smiling blandly.Â
âFeyre told me you moved back to Autumn.â He ran a hand through his hair. âWhy did you never say anything before you left? I thoughtâŚwellââ
He trailed off and you raised an eyebrow at him. âThought what?â
âWell I thought, maybe, there had been something going on between the two of us,â Azriel said. âBut you left so suddenly and without word.â
Why did he care now? Because Elain was with her mate and no longer an option? Regardless, you didnât care for the reason. You had found a love that transcended the stars and universe. Though you had no ill will towards Azriel, you obviously werenât going to entertain this conversation.
âSomething going on between us?â You questioned. âAzâŚyou know it was only ever just sex, right? I thoughtâŚI thought that had been obvious.â
Alright, so maybe you were a bit petty.Â
âNo, youâre right,â he said, awkwardly. âI just thought⌠well, nevermind.â
You smiled, playing dumb. âHappy Solstice, Azriel.â
He gave you a dip of the head. âHappy Solstice, Y/n.â
With that, you turned on your heel and continued down the corridor. When you got back from the bathroom, you knew it was time to make the announcement and head back home so you could celebrate Solstice with your new family.
You clanged against your wine glass to get everyoneâs attention, standing up from your seat. Lucien gave you an encouraging nod that helped settle your nerves.Â
âI have an announcement to make,â you said before taking the glamour off your hand and revealing the large engagement ring on your finger. You heard several happy gasps of air. âIâm engaged! I wanted to tell you all before you heard through court gossip. Youâre looking at the soon-to-be High Lady of Autumn.â
Cheers erupted in the room as most of them had already known about your relationship with Eris. You had told Feyre about it in one of your letters. Luckily, Mor and Eris had settled their differences once he became High Lord and there was now peace between the two courts.Â
âOh my Gods! This is so exciting!â
Feyre jumped up and embraced you. You let out a small breath of relief and hugged her back. Once she let you go, some of the others also jumped up to congratulate you.Â
âWhen did he propose?â Mor asked.
âTwo weeks ago,â you smiled before dropping another bomb. âRight after the mating bond snapped into place.â
âMates and heâs going to make you High Lady?! Y/n, this is great news!âÂ
It took another ten minutes before everyone settled down after congratulating you and pressing you for more details. You kept your lips sealed though, wanting to keep a few things just between you and Eris.Â
It was only then you noticed Azriel had disappeared from the room.
âË・âââ・Ëâ
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special, special
âË・âââ・Ëâ
You let out a content sigh as you entered the High Lord and Ladysâ chamber, happy to be home. Eris was there, waiting for you with a smile on his face.
You rushed forward and he caught you in his arms, swinging you around. He held you tight against him.
âDonât ever leave me again,â he whispered into your ear. âPlease.â
You giggled, pulling back to look up at him. âI was only gone for two hours!â
He pressed a kiss to your lips. âTwo hours too long.â
You shook your head at him, feeling the love and admiration he was sending down the bond. The joy of having you back in his arms. âDonât worry, I have no plans on leaving now that Iâm home.â
His smile took your breath away.Â
âGood,â he said before lifting you into his arms and carrying you to the bed. You laughed as he tossed you onto the fluffy pillows with a wolfish grin. âBecause I have to make up for lost time now.â
âYouâre insatiable,â you teased as he crawled over you, kissing your neck and jaw.Â
âYou love it,â he purred, his red hair falling forward to tickle your forehead.Â
You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him down to kiss him.
âI love you,â you mumbled against his lips.Â
âAnd I love you,â Eris said with such honesty, you felt yourself soften underneath him.Â
You spent the rest of Winter Solstice wrapped up in his arms, the only place you truly felt at home.Â
âË・âââ・Ëâ
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