#i wish i had a bf

[xochimillilili]

Hey come here puppy, come here and sit on my lap honey, let me hold you~ That's my puppy, just lay on my chest, yes just like that my love, rest your pretty little puppy head and let all those thoughts fall out~

You've had quite a long day haven't you pup? Look at you, your eyes are all sleepy and pretty, your cute lil tired smile n frown, your hair all fluffed up from being so busy all day... it's alright my sweetheart, I've got you, I'm staying here with you all night

Let me help put your collar on baby, you're just a little puppy after all, you just focus on getting yourself comfy love~

We can do anything you like my precious pup, we can cuddle here in bed or I'll sit next to you while you're snug in your little doggie bed. I can run you a nice bath and try to rub and scrub all your worries away, even just for a bit honey. We can watch something you like, or I can tell you a story, we can nap or do some nice coloring while I brush your hair all soft

You're my precious darling little puppy love, my good puppy who I'm so sooo very proud of, I'll always want to hold and care for you after a long day, you're the one I love~

[decarabias]

forever thinking about royal’s bad ending. my thing with it is that maruki doesn’t necessarily give anyone what they want most, he gives them what’s most appropriate for them to want within a maruki-approved framework. iirc there’s a really interesting text sequence in the game where he just straight up changes someone’s career because they’re not “good” at it, regardless of whether that’s what they actually want. why struggle at all? ever? right?

and so ultimately i don’t think goro akechi’s greatest wish is necessarily ren. i think it’s a wish for sure, but his greatest wish is his own agency. despite any regrets he has and the fact that shido and yaldabaoth treated him like a pawn, he's generally pretty adamant about owning his choices and their consequences. he doesn't want that erased. and instead, you end up with pleasant boy™ if you take maruki’s deal. maybe maruki (incorrectly) thinks sanding off all of akechi’s rough edges will make him easier for ren to love. but the crux of it is really that maruki has to essentially lobotomize him to preserve the illusion of his perfect reality, because their ideologies are so diametrically opposed that akechi would spend every waking moment fighting back.

this isn’t to undermine ren’s importance to akechi btw — he explicitly acknowledges that he wishes they had met earlier, and there are countless moments throughout their confidant that underscore how much it means to him that they mirror each other so well. he absolutely does want more time with ren, just not under these circumstances.

and that’s also what makes ren’s choice on 2/2 doubly devastating. he knows that either way he loses akechi. and if he takes maruki’s deal, he loses him knowing that his last moments with the real akechi involved the two of them being unforgivably out of sync.

[catmask]

my sister texted me smthing going on at home thats making me sad but im trying not to think about it and stay whimsical. its fursona friday..... its fursona feidayyyy...

[domwitch]

Currently in the mood for some slow sloppy kissing and then some slow sloppy head 😖

[surreal-duck]

live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)

cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥

[mochakei]

it’s in fact NOT a joke

[kentophilia]

ykw. fuck it.

i'll continue writing out of spite. i fucking refuse to let these feelings win. i'm writing because i like it, i'm writing what i want to write and read and i'm happy if even one person likes it too.

yes the tumblr algorithm fucking sucks and i know i'm not alone and i know these feelings will come back but i am too fucking stubborn to let this hobby go. that's what it is, a hobby. and it shouldn't stress me out to this point it's supposed to bring me joy.

thank you for the support and love you've given me, i genuinely appreciate it very much and i hope that despite me sometimes casting a depressing shadow over everything you can still enjoy my works. i loved writing every single one and will continue to do so. this is my fucking blog my fucking hobby and tumblr's tag system can suck my fucking dick.

[messiahzzz]

When I came across that "joke" from Tav to Quill and Z'rell's comment (plus Halsin), I had to take a minute to process what happened. Gale might be a bit silly and eccentric but he's the kindest, sweetest and most passionate character in that party. No wonder the poor man has deep insecurities to solve, so many people reduce him to an easy target! Ofc one of the side effects would be overconfidence and ambition as a defense mechanism. He's obv lonely; only Tara and Morena ever loved him for him.

his eccentric nature might be a part of it. he is loquacious, outgoing, and doesn’t see the point in hiding his enthusiasm. he is considered to be the weird one. naturally, wizards in general being seen as somewhat squishy and physically weak might also add to it.

personally, i really don’t like the implications of the (widely considered) autistic-coded character being the one who faces the most ridicule by far by other characters and fans (and larian) alike.

some might disagree with me on that, but i don’t find it funny by any means either. mostly it just makes me feel bad. “he deserves it. cocky, arrogant, hubris-ridden wizard needs to be taken down a peg” like he isn’t… y’know… already at his lowest. it also disregards the fact that much of his bravado is part of his carefully curated Great Wizard of Waterdeep™ persona that he has skillfully adopted to mask his general feeling of being defective. being fiercely proud of your skill and knowledge and being doubtful of having something truly worthwhile to offer are mindsets that can coexist. according to fandom, gale is either secret hubris incarnate that is only waiting to be unleashed upon the world or pure baby that can do no wrong. instead of a character that is just as flawed and traumatized as all the others, but no less deserving of genuine love.

to me, the constant ridicule just reads as further feeding into his deep-rooted insecurities and his belief that he (as gale, the person) isn’t someone who holds inherent worth. it really, really doesn’t sit well with me.

[ilonacho]

Watched Shrek 2 with a friend recently and wanted to see if I could do my gay awakening justice

[hyenashark]

i love how its not even that zhongli doesn’t have money (because he does) and moreso that he has terrible spending habits + forgets his wallet a lot and childe just enables it because he can’t resist buying zhongli whatever the hell he wants

[crowfanity]

Just realized I never posted my Defiant Dragons/Ace Attorney pride phone case

[myladyhercat]

There’s so few of them but I love scenes where Adrien gets to participate in the “Oh my god Marinette is being a disaster again better go help her” All of her other friends experience this daily but it’s extra funny when it’s Adrien

[domwitch]

Oh no bro I'm tied to the train tracks and the only thing that will save me is a video of you cumming with sound on!! Bro I don't have much time!!!! Bro the train is coming (lmao) bro you gotta send the vid!!! Did u send it yet??? Bro I'm not joking the train's getting closer and it'll only stop if I get that cumshot vid pls bro I'm begging you rn the train's gonna run me over it's almost here AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA oh hey sorry my data's kinda shitty I got it thanks dude

[volfoss]

i think honestly what irritates me about yoshidas work SO much is that people will tell you that banana fish is THE gay manga (ignoring the many things that came before it and were more groundbreaking, ie MW literally having on screen (or like. on panel but still.) gay sex in it and that came out like a decade before BF did) when there really isn't barely any gay rep outside of the pedophiles and the one time ash drops the f slur. like im sorry but somehow yasha, a work she wrote in 1996, has more gay rep in it but also has the same issues.

i truly do not get how people can enjoy banana fish with the rampant racism every 2 pages or the rampant sexual assault plotlines (on women and ash bc he is just... written like how yoshida writes women lmao) that are handled IMPOSSIBLY bad and sincerely i hoped yasha would be better because it had been like a decade or so between works. and then it proceeds to continue with the heres our blonde genius protagonist who everyone is weird as fuck to and will sexually harrass and everyone finds it a VERY funny joke to point out how feminine he is when theres barely any women in the work (if you exclude the ones that are being raped/killed/creepy to minors. which to be fair yasha has toned down the sa a LOT) and that its funny that hes kind of gay except not really!! and its just absurd to me how it just persists in all of her stuff because she is not an author that handles gay stuff well. like the scene in banana fish where ash is completely ok getting gang raped and did it solely to get into the hospital when its been SHOWN that he has a lot of trauma with that. and then right after his friend makes a joke at ash's expense about that. like sincerely and genuinely is this what we are hyping up as the old retro gay manga. go read some tezuka and stop reading shit that the most the main characters do is share a kiss in a nonromantic sense and is obsessed w making every gay person be evil!!

[bluemooniegif]

things you said under the stars & in the grass

I'm cross-posting this threadfic everywhere cause it feels good to post something hehe :3 if you'd like to make a request based off the prompt list, feel free to do so on twitter, bluesky, or in my asks!

tags: pining, stargazing, open ending. aka I accidentally wrote something that makes me wanna rip my heart out weeee enjoy :3

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"You okay?"

Reno glances sideways, craning his neck a little, scrunching up his nose when grass tickles his skin. "Yeah? Why?"

"Y'just got kinda quiet," Iharu says. Right now he's the perfect mirror image of Reno; laid flat on his back, hands crossed politely over his stomach. He's got grass and twigs and sand in his hair, which is unusually wind-blown and keeps falling into his eyes. Reno wants to brush it away and slide the tips of his fingers down the side of his face. He wants to trace his thumb along the outline of his cheekbone, curl his forefinger over his jaw.

"I think I might love you," he wants to admit. "I know you don't feel the same. But can I touch you? Can I kiss you? Just this once?"

"It's really nice out here," he says instead, shifting to look away. "The stars look so much brighter."

Iharu hums as though he's not entirely convinced. "It's pretty. Feels like they're a lot closer than normal."

It's not exactly a cold night, but Reno can feel the body heat radiating off of Iharu, and it makes him shiver. He swallows thickly. "Sure does."

A bird cries in the far distance. Something rustles through the underbrush nearby. Reno can feel his heartbeat, aching and mellow, where his left palm rests, just below his ribcage. He wonders how Iharu's heart might feel. If he were to check, would he find what he wants, or what he fears?

"Reno," Iharu gasps, gripping Reno's upper arm, "look!"

It takes him a moment to re-orient himself, and even when he does, Reno can't figure out what it is that Iharu's pointing at. "Where am I looking? What is it?" he urgently whispers, eyes darting across the open sky.

"Up there," Iharu points somewhere off to the right, "it's moving, see?"

"I... no," Reno props himself up on his elbows, squinting at the horizon.

"No, not that low, it's-- c'mere," Iharu laughs, tugging him back to the ground. Reno follows easily, allowing Iharu to position him so they lie shoulder-to-shoulder, heads tilted inward. "Look," he murmurs, extending his hand to the sky, "should be just past my finger."

And it is. A tiny light, the same blue-white as the stars around it, floating down towards the horizon.

"Oh," Reno breathes, eyes widening, "I see it! I see it."

Iharu draws his arm back, triumphant. "Cool, huh?"

"Really cool," Reno agrees, hesitant to look away for fear that he might not be able to find it again, "and pretty. What is it? A shooting star?"

"Too slow," Iharu hums. "Probably a satellite."

His hand has come to rest beside Reno's, almost comforting; almost enough to fill his heart with something close to hope. Maybe it's a sign? Maybe it's stupid. Reno closes his eyes and makes a wish anyway.

[cinnamorollbf]

having a bf who actively asks you out is so appealing bc it means that someone chose me to talk to and continued to choose me after he knew about me and liked who i was, including my flaws. and that's beautiful