#i wish I had a cosplay gf

[adammilligans]

My WIP castiel cosplay ‼️

[endlesslytired]

Omg I'm a day off because I forgot to post and fell asleep,

But my gf and I did stuff for March 7th day and here's something from the Critter room.

After we went through the March Critters we looked at a few more but this was the one I got a good picture of.

Happy late March 7th day! Maybe the Critters count as March 8th

[kuriipi]

"When Marnie was there" is such a beautiful movie (I mean it's Ghibli so the animation is extra comforting) but them spinning that ending when I was shipping them from moment one and actually went "god I wish that were me"😭😭 was clowning me like this really necessary????

[bunchashapes]

20-year-old me seeing a cute girl in anime cosplay: wow.... :o she is soooo pretty. i wish i had an Epic Gamer GF like that....

me now, seeing a pic of clara bow dressed as a clown: i think i hauve covid

[alfiely-art]

Was complaining about not being able to find doc scratch cosplay stuff and my brother's gf was looking up things to help me, I said "I wish he had like. Markings on his face like xbox mascot", and she asked who that was, so I showed her and said "I think xbox guy and doc scratch should kiss" and she said "please draw it" so

Shes never read homestuck,

[lieutenantfloyd]

General headcanons — Kyle "Gaz" Garrick

Pairing: None

Summary: Some general headcanons I have about Gaz

Warnings: Mentions of Death, PTSD, pregnancy, and mental illness

notes: This is somewhat of a sequel to this post I made last year, except solely about Gaz. Soon I hope to post some romantic headcanons for the guys :)

Grew up in London

Has four older sisters and was raised by a single mother

His dad passed away when he was young and he never really got to know his dad's side of the family

Spent most of the week at his grandparent's house because his mom worked a lot

His sisters used to dress him up in dresses, do his makeup, etc and

Is very secure in his masculinity + feminine expression as a result

Prefers rugby to soccer

Worked odd construction jobs from the age of 13 until he enlisted

His dad was Jamaican and his mom is white British

Has a Pinterest where he saves nothing but outfit ideas and recipes for snacks to share with the 141

Is the deepest sleeper ever

Loves caramel and chocolate together

His favorite sweet is an Aero peppermint chocolate bar

Is a great dancer + often goes to dance studios

Also wishes he had the time to join an actual dance crew

His civilian clothes are 98% Nike tech

Even though he isn’t close with his dad’s side of the family, he wants to go to Jamaica and see where his family is from

Had a pregnancy scare with his gf when he was 18

The experience made him realize that while he definitely wants kids, he only wants them if he was out of the military and could be there for them every day.

Is annoyingly good at battle royale and shooter type games, despite the fact that he far prefers cozier games like Breathe of the Wild or Pokemon

Very nearly became a medic

Is a fantastic gift giver

Prefers to sleep on the couch instead of in bed

Always says goodbye with a hug

Collects figurines, lego sets, and hot wheels.

The duvet on his bed is navy blue/grey with white plaid stripes

Will always Facetime instead of sending texts or calling

Has been seeing a therapist/counselor since he was 4 for anxiety disorder and some BPD symptoms.

Two weeks after the attack at Piccadilly Circus in MW1, he ended up in the hospital after having a severe panic attack that left him almost completely dissociated.

A year afterward, he was diagnosed +with C-PTSD

His favorite season is autumn

Has a fear of dogs, but absolutely melts when they lick his hand/face

His dream was to be an MMA fighter, and he still trains frequently

wants to grow his hair out but can’t because of Army regs + doesn’t have the time to take care of it properly

His favorite movie is Avatar

Is involved in the online cosplay community/forums and has spent a few thousand pounds creating the most accurate Miles Morales cosplay

[kuschelkissen]

I wish I had the patience, endurance, and skill* to draw comics. Like actual comics, not just the short chibi stuff I occasionally do.

*I have drawing skills that would be good enough for something decent, but you also need skills for visual storytelling, composure, etc, to draw a comic and... yeah, well. Let's say I lack these.

I would love to draw these stupid crack ideas for our OCs one day...

Under cut because I don't think it will be of interest for anyone but my gf and maybe Alu, but I need to ramble a bit.

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All of this is about these characters and this tweet

And about us getting into DetCo because of that one RyeBourbon doujinshi where Lu's reaction was "Anthony, is that you?" when she saw Rye and his long hair.

I think it all stemmed from the fact that Nathan looks... uncannily similar to Hiro. Like. Give Hiro a piercing, and he's Nathan.

So yeah. These two cosplaying as Bourbon and Scotch, and dragging Anthony along to cosplay as Rye.

Ben (right) going "OK, so couple cosplay it is 😊", Diego (left) complaining that if he has to be dragged into this, he wants to cosplay as "that guy with the motorbike".

Ben:

And then he shows up crossplaying as Kazuha, death glare of jealousy included, and the worst thing is, he looks actually damn good in that skirt.

Izzy steals one of Ben's labcoats and goes as Sherry. She tries to convince Sergej to dress up as Gin, but he insists on going as Vodka (partly because he's biased, partly because he has everything needed for vodka in his closet. And he's a spoilsport and doesn't want to wear a wig, much less one that's 1.5m long. I can relate and respect that last reason)

Maybe I can draw that group shot at least one day...

The other stupid cosplay idea is Ben going as Shinra (Durarara!!), and everyone who knows him says "You're not in costume at all??", while everyone else compliments him on his accurate cosplay 😂

He also drags Diego in by telling him that Shinra's love interest is a badass headless rider driving a black bike through Tokyo. Bikes always work on Diego.

He's utterly disappointed when Diego shows up in normal biker attire, even though Diego chose an all black one.

"You didn't expect me to wear black spandex, did you??"

(He did)

(Diego DOES have the kitty ear helmet! But he doesn't mind that much, since nobody can see and recognise his face behind the black visor)

[mamuzzy]

About the cosplay thing, the only cosplay related thing i ever did was also involving larp and we were basically in character for 8 hours per day 9 days straight, and god, i always messed up the real with fictional names, i knew someones role often better than their real self xD

I just interacted more with the roles than the people behind them at times hahaha

OMG I wish I had known about larp when I was a teenager, I would have definitely loved that! I only chat rpd at that time, but being in roles, playing characters, try to think with their head real-time is something I greatly enjoy. GF says I use different voices for each characters when brainstorming about dialogues and scenes. I know that cosplay doesn't necessarily include acting, moreover, rather not includes, unless you want to perform on Conventions or doing photoshoot but after that you will become you again and not remain in the role anymore. Most people doing that because they enjoy creating those costumes, they want to challenge themselves, I even heard that someone is peer-pressured to do a character for a group (I mean wtf, what an asshole behaviour, especially when you don't like character they want to force on you), or just simply obsessed with the character, but obsession alone is not a guarantee that people are up for larp. Conventions are great to meet with people with same interest. Broke young people scraped up their pocket money to buy bus/train tickets, travelled across the country, still making their costumes on the train, they attended con, tired as hell because they didn't sleep the previous day, they meet with online friends they normally can't because they live faraway, playing is just not the priority. :/// Ohhh and cosplay-classism... you sit in a group where cosplayers talk shit about other cosplayers.

My expectations were unrealistic, I think.

[toehwa6]

I’m crying I’m dreaming I’m running

Im running AWAY

Im running AWAY

Im running AWAY

Where oh where will I go

Imagine going somewhere where it always felt good

Would it really be that good without the bad

I learned I’m not a hedonist the other day. Turns out I’m an idiot lol

I def have hedonistic tendencies like with drugs and cumming and stuff, but I’m much too reserved and long term goal oriented

Even the updated shit just seems fucking stupid

Of course I’m trying to remember their arguments but unfortunately I’m also stupid

But the whole idea of everything is about pleasure is fucking stupid

Oh I think I remember

Instead of getting turnt %100 of the time, you should enjoy life’s “good” qualities

Like good wine and stories and conversations between all your stupid fucking friends

Cynics are fucking stupid too I guess I’m a stoic which sucks because if I say that it’ll sound like I’m sucking my own dick and or balls

How bout this bitch I’m hearing about has to blow this guy that hates her and he’s like when you blow me I need you to put all of my cock and both balls in your mouth

And I’m not fucking joking she was like yeah I really don’t like it but it’s what he wants

You gotta do, what you gotta do

But like dawg how is that even good it has to be like a humiliation/domination thing

I got my dick sucked real good recently. Was fucking TOP

Came from a bj for the first time ever. I thought I was IMMUNE

Do I feel better? I don’t think so

I honestly think I’m getting too high

Unfortunately right hehehe

I wouldn’t stop talking about Valium to my therapist today

He’s like why are you getting a new ortho? Besides more Valium

And I was like

Unfortunately, that is why I’m getting a new doctor

Actually fuck that I’m getting a new doctor because the one I’ve had forever totally FUCKED me he FUCKED me so FUCKING HARD

I HAVE TO LEARN ABOUT MY BACK PROBLEMS FROM PT PEOPLE AND YOUTUBE VIDEOS ??

FUCKING KILL YOURSELF YOU FUCKED ME YOU FUCKED ME HOLY SHIT

3 FUCKING YEARS

WASTED. REGRESSION. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS

FUCK YOU, FUCK AHN, FUCK YOU MAKING ME THINK YOU WERE MY FRIEND AND CARES

YOURE NOTHING BUT MONEY TO THESE FUCKING PEOPLE

THEY DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU

STAMP AND GET THE FUCK OUT HERES SOME PILLS IF YOU NEED THEM SEE YOU IN SIX MONTHS

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

IM FUCKED

MY LIFE IS OVER

I HATE BEING ALIVE FUCK FUCK FUCK

At least you won’t be in a wheelchair

At least you get to see your family

At least you get to follow your fucking dreams

GO HOME AND RELAX

LEAVE WORK AT WORK

WHO GIVES A FUCK IF YOURE RUINING LIVES

YOURE NOTHING BUT CANCER

Cancercancercanerparasiteparasiteparasite

Fuck AHN fuck doctors fuck that asshole that assaulted my fucking gf on her trip

I fucking hate EVERYONE

I wish could FUCKING DIE

I HATE BEING ALIVE

LISTEN TO ME SCREAM

LISTEN TO MY CRIES

AM I HUMAN BEING

OR SOMEONE MADE OF LIES

IMLYINGIMLYINGIMLYING

TOEVERYONEEVERYONEEVERYONE

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

Hit or miss

I guess they never miss huh

Can’t wait to lose 30 pounds so I can cosplay and wear a fucking dress finally

Can’t wait to fucking feel pretty

Tiffany shit only goes so far for feeling pretty

It definitely makes me feel pretty when I look at it tho

I fucking hate myself

[potatowedges12]

I wish I was a writer, cuz I had the craziest dream and just needed to type it up.

Im in like a crazy big world, like half the population of everyone was cosplaying as just normal fashion. Yodas, Star Trek, anime characters, the Witcher, Star Wars was big. And for some reason Thomas Jefferson is like Very Important, so he was just everywhere. And people had super powers and stuff, could get stronger, stuff like that. The world has this super large super computer as the God, and would detect important anomalies. (It doesn’t really have an impact on day to day running the world and stuff tho.) But like if you get chosen by the super computer you’re super important to the culture. Like, you’ll change something impressive and in a good way. There was a fated princess Eell, who was beloved by all. The computer had chosen her as a child or something who was to like get some lost power or something that was chosen genetically later in life, but the brutal militaristic state of things had murdered her. She’s like a tragic hero that was never able to come to fruition, there’s a huge memorial for her by the large super computer. She died at like 20 something, so she’s like super pretty and young when she died. Some shit was going on, and the main group of people in my dream (like five or six all different quirky characters) was doing something that got them noticed by the police and they were on the run. One of the characters was drunk watching a movie with her kid, and was very excited about the corn food truck that is like the thing that movie theaters just have. You go to the movies, you get the delicious food truck corn. But she was a nerdy, computer genius, mini world builder, and so they were going to escape into her three world level up place (I guess you can level up powers and stuff), but when they got there, they saw she had put so much effort into changing all the base stuff. Like this was her pet project that she was tinkering with to make a crazy fun adventure for all of them to go through. Kinda like a real world DnD type thing, but she was super wasted and they all agreed to not escape there and take away that experience she’s worked hard on everyone having and missing out on it. So they have to waste a potion to leave the mini world (this is expensive for some reason, cuz once you enter the mini world, you have to finish to leave it), but they used an expensive potion to get out. So back to running, forgot what happened, there was some crazy serpent water snake thing battle at some point. But then things are coming to an end, the super computer pointed out the main guy and said Anomaly Detected and he just happens to be in the area where the shrine is for Eell and is like on all the screens across the world cuz they doing something big as it was. So when the computer shines the light on him, the WHOLE WORLD knows. And he’s like it can’t be, it wasn’t meant to be him. It was meant to be his gf Eell. Cuz they were I guess huge in love before she was killed, like had a whole life planned out together. Some tragic back story that had been hinted at but not confirmed in my dream until then. And then I woke up.

[mashiros-utopia]

Guess I'll make a simple context post for my future self, in the off case I didn't delete this account after feeling better

I went to a con with my gf and friends, it was an amazing weekend, mind-blowing, but it fucking wrecked my brain :

- I met people I had such good vibes with that it completely shattered my emotion-meter, I don't even know what I felt for them but it was oh so strong

- my already existing existential crisis got amped up to eleven : I don't fucking know what I want to do anymore. I'm apathic as all hell, my heart beats for nothing much anymore, life has turned into a boring, lifeless routine.

- I'm in full conflict with my image of myself. I don't look like what I want to. But idk what I want to look like. Who / what is it that I am inside ? What image do I want for myself ? How do I want to express myself ? Who is it that I wish to be ?

- addendum : this conflict is also physical. I hate how I look. I want to be thin. I don't want to be fat, nor muscular : just a lean mf who can pull off nice, cute fits and smile. I also started wishing to be a woman again because projection yadda yadda

- it motivated me like crazy. I want to work on losing weight. I want to do more cosplay. It was a way for me to express myself for a day and it liberated me for a while. I want to feel this again and not be limited by my self-hatred.

- I miss the past. When I was living alone or at my parents' house. Free to do what I want, whatever the time of day. Be free to rt nsfw art on my twitter account just cause I feel like it. Stream anytime. Not having to adapt myself to someone else. Not having social chains.

- and I hate feeling like this. I still love her so much and this is how I feel towards all this. Makes me wanna barf at myself, so much progress in 2 and a half year, what for ? Realising I'm still the same sorry dude I've always been ?

- I miss "her". I wanna talk to her. I want to know what she became, if her life is better, if she can raise her head higher than I do. Fuck I miss her so much why did she leave me like this She's such a strong symbol of the "old me".

The me who fought. Who lived. In sadness, in pain even at times, but I lived. Passionately. And the only passion I feel this day is this longing. Longing for a time where my heart was beating.

[the-chicken-is-feeling-again]

I really really want to cosplay as Crowley from Good Omens but I wish I had a GF I could cosplay with and they could be my Aziraphale 🥺

[maybewererotten]

i tried my best but i have no cheek bones or editing skills.

[sodacowboy]

fuck

[geek-scientist]

soo I was your fave stabby cat girl last weekend!!💕 it was so much fun to cosplay again after not being able to for so long and I hope to do more of it soon!

[astranautic]

I saw a Momojirou Bubbline AU and WOW the lesbian in me really jumped out