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[buckleyx]

hii! first off I love your blog ♡ you’re so talented and soo kind and your blog just gives such a welcoming vibe <33

If you’re looking for a request, I would love a angsty with a fluffy ending imagine with eddie diaz x reader if you’d like..? maybe like reader gets hurt somehow and eddie is all worried and sad (the 118 is too of course), cause I love me some eddie angst ♡ thank you sm <33

STAY AWAKE FOR ME E.D

the gif i used is not mine! all credit goes to the owner!

Author’s note: AWHHH YOU'RE SO KIND DJFBBF. The way i started giggling when i read this, thank you so much darling !! (Also ur pfp is so cute) <33

I'm also such a sucker for Eddie angst hehe, aren't we all tbh

Eddie Diaz x gender!neutral reader

Warnings: major injuries, explosions, blood loss, car crash and ANGSTTT

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"Noo not now!" Buck whined at the ringing alarm bell. The food on his spoon almost close enough to touch his lips. You giggled, grabbing a piece of bread and putting it in your mouth before running off to get your uniform on. Eddie waited for you at the truck, your helmet already in his hands, leaning against the red door so you can get in first. "Hello handsome." You teased as you climbed in. His cheeks flushed, playfully rolling his eyes as he gave you the helmet with your name on. The door closed behind him and at a fast speed the truck started moving.

"What are we looking at, cap?" Eddie asked throught the combs. His eyes landed on you. You were sitting in front of him, your seatbelt thigtend against your chest, your hand resting on the mental part so that when you arrived you would be quick to unbuckle it.

"Car accident." Bobby replied, looking at his team throught the rearview mirror. "It's not gonna be pretty."

You took a deep breath as you caught Buck nervously shuffling in his seat. Calls like these almost always meant a heavy outcome.

Eddie brushed his foot against yours, a wordless gesture of asking if your were okay. You nodded, smiling at his concern. "I can't wait when we are finished with this shift." You admitted. "I wanna finally eat."

"Oh, same here y/n." Buck agreed. "I'm starving." Eddie's mouth curled up in a small smile, refusing to keep his eyes of you. He admired your succesfull attempt to make the mood a bit lighter since he knows you aren't keen on heavy silences.

Once you arrived at the scene, you patiently awaited captain's orders. Two cars where smashed into each other as the third laid further down on it's back. Four people where involved with one victim who's injuries were already fatal. The team moved quickly as you were the first to arrive at the scene.

"Eddie, Y/n?" Bobby yelled. "Go look at the car further down and give me an update."

You quickly sprinted over to the upsidedown car, gear in hand and Eddie next to you. A man, about 30, layed unconscious in his car seat. The seatbelt stopping him from completely falling to the ground. You tried your best to examine him in his current situation. But the door had blocked all your access, luckily the man had his window open. You kneeled down so you could feel for a heartbeat. "I got a pulse!" You yelled, feeling the skin under your finger move in a slow pace. "We'll need a neck brace and an IVE. Can you call for extra backup to get him out?"

Eddie nodded, rushing to the truck while updating dispatch and Bobby on the current situation.

Your brain was looking at all the different options to get the man safely out. In your head you had already sawn off the door and got the backup to help you get him back down. But in reality it would be taking a bit longer so you had to find a way to keep him alive until then.

You were deep in thought until Eddie's screams pulled you back out. You looked over at him. He was running towards you but yelling for you to get back. In a split second your brain switched and you were hearing clearly what he was saying. "The motor!" He yelled. "It's gonna explode."

You were still positioned on the ground, you tried crawling back but a hand suddenly grabbed your uniform, stopping you from moving. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry." You cried, looking at the passenger who had just woken up. His grip was ferm and before you knew it there was an explosion. Your body flew to the side. A stabbing pain in your side and a pounding headache made it unable for you to get back up.

Oh no. You though, seeing the ground underneath you turn into a puddle of blood.

"Y/n? Y/n!" Eddie cried, falling to his knees, his hands shaking. He tried whiping away the blood from your face, stroking some hair behind your ear before grabbing your cheeks in his hands. "Oh honey. Oh god."

"Eddie?" You breathed weakly, noticing the blood on his clothes. "Are you okay."

The firefighter tried to staunch the blood on your side while panicked breaths left his lips. His eyes were red and full of terror. "Eddie, I'm fine. I promise." You mumbled, not fully processing how bad it was. You weakly grabbed onto the hem of his shirt. The blood on your hands left a red stain the shape of you fingerprints. Oh. It isn't his blood that he was covered in. Your vision started to blurry, breathing started to hurt, your ears were ringing and your head was pounding so hard you were afraid your heart was gonna burst out of your body.

"Just look at me." Eddie assured. As he watched the rest of the team help him out with stopping the blood from leaving your body. You looked down at the nagging pain. A sharp piece of metal was struck right through your side. Looking at it made it worse. The pain was stronger then ever. "Hey look at me. You're alright." Eddie grabbed your hand, squeezing it as hard as he could. He was trembling over his words but you didn't care. All you could think about was him. His eyes. His beautiful eyes being filled with worry. "I'm sorry." You cried. "I'm so sorry." You sobbed, your free hand grabbed his shirt again. You where terrified, completely terrified and all you wanted to do was sink into his arms and never let go. "I'm so tired, Eddie."

"I know baby. I know. But you gotta keep looking at me. Let me see those pretty eyes." You couldn't help the hot tears streaming down your face. Your breathing became more shallow and your eyelids more heavy. It was getting harder to stay awake. You tried. You really tried. Eddie was mumbling to keep you awake but you couldn't hear anything cleary at this point. Hen secured the piece of metal that was crushed into your side. She and the team helped you on a curney while Eddie kept by your side. Your hands still locked into each other.

You felt so weak and in so much pain. You saw the sky moving above you as they rolled you to the ambulance. You vaguely heard your panicked colleges and conversations over dispatch but it was all too foggy to clearly hear what they were saying.

The sky looked pretty that night. The stars seemed to be perfect. But you were tired. And ready to go to sleep.

You were awoken by a soft buzzing sound and some distant chatter that you couldn't make out. Opening your eyes seemed harder then you rememberd. Your eyelids felt heavy. You started flickering them until you were used to the white light that the room illuminated.

Your throat felt afwul and there was still a sharp pain on your side but this time more bearable. Your eyes closed shut a few times again and here and there you drifted back into a deep slumber.

Once you slept off your anesthesia you were able to think again. You opened your eyes and tried to locate were you where. You fell a soft hand touching yours and after you carefully tilted your head, you saw your tired boyfriend sitting next to you. His hair was a mess and his head was resting on your bed. He was snorring a little and you smiled at the peaceful state he looked in. A nurse walked into the room. He greeted you but lowered his voice once he saw Eddie sleeping.

"He has been here quite a while." The nurse admitted while they checked your obs. "How are you feeling?"

You carefully nodded your head. "I'm fine. Could be better though." The nurse smiled sympathetically. Once he was done checking your vitals the doctor wandered in.

She told you they were able to successfully remove the metal and that you should be able to make a full recovery. "You did lost a lot of blood and suffered some head trauma so you'll have to take it very easy, y/n." The doctor warned. "Lot's of rest and taking it very easy. I'll let a chiropractor come and visit you once you're feeling better so they can discuss further treatment with you. For now I'll give you something more for the pain and some ice for your throat. You're very lucky, y/n. This could have taken a very different turn." She said before leaving the room to let you rest.

You took a deep breath. Your hand softly combed through the messy brown hair of the Diaz sleeping next to you. He stirred in his sleep, muttering your name a few times before realizing what was happening.

His head abruptly perked up. "You're awake." He whispered, almost not believing his eyes. He immediately sat up straight, his right hand holding yours.

"How are you feeling?" He asked.

"I'm alive." You smiled. "But I'm still starving."

Eddie let out a soft laugh, he tried his best to hide the tears that were forming in his eyes.

"You scared me y/n." He admitted. "You really did."

"I know."

Eddie leaned forward, pressing a soft kiss to your temple. He brushed some hair away, his fingers following the soft skin of your cheeck. "You're going to be okay." You were afraid and in pain but seeing him here made it for some reason go all away a little. "And once we're home I'm gonna cook you the best meal you ever had." He laughed, trying to see you crack a smile in which he succeeded.

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[liyuesbian]

sorry for the late reply! school has been busy :|

yeah i kinda want to see the three clans animated a bit more but it's not completely Necessary, just cool to watch I think

NOOO I didn't listen to signora's boss battle lines because my volume was off but that's so heartbreaking hhhh

I actually have a memory like a fish when it comes to the quests hsdkfjsd it's just that I review them sometimes to get the details n make sure my headcanons are loosely supported by canon

yeahh twitter artists are the only valid people sdjsjd there's so much good content there 😩 i think my timeline/dashboard is organized by latest posts first but I always feel like I don't see a couple retweets unless I go to the account profile, idk lol

went back to the 2.0 archon quest and FFFFF I remember playing the last part of that and going "what's the tea o-o" when Ayaka said that but it got wiped out of my memory after going to the resistance camp 😔 WE COULD HAVE HAD IT ALL... although,,, I saw your post about the french intro for kokomi and I really hope the moral grayness gets realized. It would be very fun to see especially since she's the epitome of a mermaid princess right now. (feel free to reuse canon (derogatory) lmaooo i stole it from another one of my fandoms too)

-mystic

that's ok, i understand! uni's gonna start in 3 weeks for me and i'm dreading it ><

(not sure if this still counts as 2.0 / 2.1 spoilers but i'll put it under the cut anyway)

yhhh it was <//3

LMAOOO DW ME TOO. AHH MYSTIC YOU POST HCS? are they on your welcometoteyvat blog or a different one 👀 if you're comfortable with doing so, can you link me some? i'd rly like to read them!! 👉👈

twitter artists carrying the whole genshin fandom on their shoulders tbh 💪💪 hmm no that makes sense! ig it's kinda hard because twt timelines are constantly cluttered with posts where it's like "___ and ___ liked this" and they're not always relevant to your likes/interests

ya i was seriously latched onto ayaka's last line and i'm super glad there's still a chance! right? everything about her design screams the stereotypically kind-hearted character and it'd be refreshing to see a different side (kinda like how we saw a different side to the raiden shogun through ei... and it lowkey makes sense ? because, personally, i saw - and still sort of see - them as parallels to each other)

[taeyungie]

em baby :(( don't you DARE think ure gifs arent good :( imo ure THE BEST tae centric giffer out here.. i mean youve really got some real talent and i swear im not joking when i see tae sets in my feed and go like "okay wow these are fucking fine" and then see that youre the OP. its alright, take your time.. no pressure. but i can promise w/o a lie that we LOVE. SEEING. YOU. ON. THE. DASH.

and look, its hard to stay motivated when everyone has shitted outta tumblr and the whole notes saga and like dislike ratio and everyth, but genuinely, i said this a few months back, and im saying it again, u giffers really dont understand how grateful we are when u gif thos exact moment we wanna play on repeat bc its smooth like butter.

look things are hard sometimes, i get it, as ive said a mil times before im going thru the same to.. but i still believe that one day my sun will shine and i truly will be happy w/o any regrets. and i know that there is a morning awaiting for each good soul like you.

and i know i always type u these big ass para, and idk i just, feel like doing it bc i genuinely feel heartbroken, literally, when i see someone so upset over certain things... i just feel like i should make them feel better bc this world sucks but its really a beautiful place if you could focus mostly on the good part.. do i make sense?

emily udek how much of an angel u are... like again, we've had limited interaction but your asks and all that ive seen says a LOT. its not ordinary for a person to receive so much respect on a social media platform and def not easy. and i really like that and thas what made u so approachable to me when i was new here hehe

i promise u it will get better. just start believing in good things for yourself. you deserve the world, dont settle for just petrichor.

idk when i stopped making sense but i really hope u dont believe in what u had posted. believe me when i say youre the finest creator here. dont let petty things get to you <333

and u also dont have to reply to this.. i just want u to believe in the fact that u deserve to be happy. while its human to feel so at certain times, its not permanent. ull get better <33

and also, i feel yo ppl are giving u space.. its aight. hang in there. ull live yo ultimate dream very soon.

anddd lastlyyyy huh. ik its easier said than done, but pls pls try not to let those thigs get to u. we'll make it <333

so SO MUCH LOVEEEE

me @ u

ps. look at our mans lookin all sexy for our prom date sdjbbs💖

LOVE YOUUUUUU [if it wasnt obv enough hehhe]

HOW ARE YOU REAL ISTG 😭😭😭 you're the sweetest human being ever. i don't even know what to say because i'm so overwhelmed with your love and appreciation 😭 everything you said is so sweet and cute and honestly i don't deserve you 😭 and all those pictures 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ i could comment on everything you said but i just :( my heart is so filled up right now and i just wanna cry, your message made me feel so happy and loved :( i'm really glad to know that you think all that about me, i didn't wanna sound like I'm whining for attention because I'm really not but i just can't help feeling that way, pushing aside tumblr and activity and notes because it really isn't my issue here and I can't complain about that - just thank you, your message made me smile ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and the pictures make me wanna cry istg 😭💕💓💗💝💗💖💓 thank you soooo much lovely, I really can't express how thankful i am for what you said, and i hope for the best for you too sweetheart, you deserve everything what's the best and thank you so much for being such an angel!!!! 😭❤️

[doughnuts-5ever]

hi! who r ur fav hq writers? any recs?

hi anon! sorry for the late reply, life is wack rn. this is a v hard question because I get attached to fics and authors v fast alsbkhdf but here is an incomplete list of authors in no particular order (+ fav fics, but go read their entire masterlists hehe)

rowan (@/kuroopaisen) – im forever soft for pillow fort rituals and the in between ren (@/w-yuren) – watermelon dog days, creatures of comfort and flight 0819 have special places in my heart remy (@/dorkyama)  – next time literally started my osamu phase shdfjsdkh its a masterpiece yuki (@/memento_amare on ao3) – physics of falling and burning bridges live in my brain constantly winter (@/wackatoshi)  – diner dynamics set off my futakuchi love uwu fei (@/keij) – awaiting answer is my fav cuz oof lyra (@/pyblos) – feels like home and amor fati are special faves ari (@/seijch) – im attached to luck of the draw, dooms.day and her xenoblade fics

also @/kozu-mei, @/aigremoine, @/krystallisert and @/aoba-j <3

[ahogedetective]

liedux 😳

{ It’s Positivity Time!!! }

WHY HELLO THERE... heheh... Kittyyy!! Your Koki is SO GOOD, I could ramble on and on why I love him so much and just how you write him so well!! Kokichi to me always feels like such a complex character that’s not exactly easy to capture, I bet? Yet you get his character down perfectly, especially when you write those rare sides of him that he normally doesn’t show! I can imagine it’s not so easy, but that really just show good you are, hehe! 💕 I’m gonna love and protect this precious gremlin boy forever... just like Shuichi will.... you truly put a lot of love and passion into him, which absolutely shows and I love it!!

I know I’m always tackling your inbox, but I’m so happy you never mind it cos I just!! Love sending you things so much, excitedly awaiting your replies to them cause your answers are always just!! WAAAH I LOVE THEM! And I especially love writing threads with you!! I’m always so excited to write new ones with you, and for the ones we’re already doing! these boys just... THEY KILL ME, OKAY! They’re so soft and good!! and love each other sm!! Bless these soft boyfriends.... and our saikyoko, pregame bois, and oumaede babies between all our blogs, too!! you can always keep dragging me down into shipping hell with you, hehe...

And you, Kitty!! Such a fun and great friend to have and talk to!! I’m always ‘!!!!’ when I get a notif from you, cause all our convos we be havin’!! I love them!!! and ilu!!! I’ll always be so happy n lucky I met you and became such great friends with you, okay!! May you always keep being your wonderful self and blessing with me with ur boy, your amazing writing, and all the babies u write overall~

[134340am]

am not the bts anon, but i am the jungkook anon tho hehe. Although i was very happy to know that there are lots of BTS-BNHA enthusiasts! And i really enjoyed those placements by anon, now i await for your hcs 🤩🤩🤩

Hmm, regarding the todobros, i have the hope that touya and the rest of the villain league can be given a redemption arc. Most of the league members, including shiggy, were shunned by society because of their quirks (regardless of its strength). Their feelings of belongingness have not been fulfilled from a young age and its only through villainy that they found a family, thats functional and caters to their beliefs. All For One did a great job in manipulating their young minds and even using Stain in his plans. More on Touya, i hope that his fight with Shouto will allow them to share their sentiments with one another and clear the air between them especially because there might be very less interaction between the 2 even in their younger years. I think Touya means no harm to any of his family members except for endeavor himself. If anything, their mutual love for their siblings can boost their reconciliation. I dont know if Rei can also help because i think in some way Touya might have also resented their mum since she might have had her whole attention to Shoto when he was born and thus harboured abandonment issues from her.

Hmm, what do you think about Rei’s role as their mother? And what does Touya think of her now?

ooo hello jk anon! ur ask was so cute <3 (i hc that shouto likes singing to himself around the house the way jk does)

@ the other bts anon with a massive brane that thought up all the song placements for the 1A kids, u have a fan :’-) actually make it 2, ‘cos i’m a fan too hehe

gonna put the rest of my reply under the cut because it’s a little long n rambly!

u’re absolutely right anon - it makes me sad knowing that the villains and heroes r really similar in that they’re just people fighting for their beliefs at the end of the day (moral or not). there r bad people amongst the heroes and good people amongst the villains; and the blurred line is what makes bnha so appealing to me

“All For One did a great job in manipulating their young minds and even using Stain in his plans” --> fr i think i often forget that the villains are all pretty young n impressionable too (or at least, young when they fell into villainy), so not only is he gross n an all round garbage person, he’s also manipulative(!!!) and a bit of a mansplainer lol which makes him the worst

and same i see so many parallels between shouto and touya! and i’m hoping the rest of the todosiblings have a part to play in the war too, obviously not in a physical manner but... i’m hoping we get to see touya considering his beloved natsu-kun and fuyumi-chan who’ve done nothing wrong. u’re right, i do see why he could potentially resent rei, and i hope she pops up in later chapters too. feels kinda weird in that one hospital chapter where she barges in like “i’m here to fix things!!” and then we basically don’t see the aftermath of that... (or maybe we did and i just can’t recall).

i wonder if the complicated layers of trauma, betrayal, and hurt can be settled with a perfect ending. endeavour speaks of his dream often - that one day, his family will be eating joyfully around the dinner table - i wonder if his vision would come true and if he &/or touya would be there, too. it’s something i think about really often.

re: what touya thinks of rei, i’m kinda clinging to the perspective that he still loves her - what she did to protect and care for him in his earlier stages of life might outweigh her neglect once shouto was born. + the concept of filial piety is very strong in japanese culture, so to some extent touya still respects his mother, who has raised him and done her due diligence for most of his younger life.

this concept doesn’t apply to endeavour, though, for he’s never behaved like a father figure towards touya. 

...but that’s just what i think hehe i agree w everything u said and i hope ur projections come true as well... horikoshi better not rush the todofam plotline :-( 

[kuroast]

Replies~

Due to how long I was away, I didn’t want to spam you with all the replies so I’ll be grouping them here!! They honestly warmed my heart and made me smile like an idiot while I was going through a stressful time, thank you! Btw, the bold ones are more general ones and I would recommend reading through them because it concerns the requests I’m taking.

1) What is your OTP?

In Haikyuu… Oikawa and Iwaizumi! But in general, Nanami and Tomoe from Kamisama kiss~

2) Hello! This isn’t a request but I wanted to tell you. The “love headcannons” about Oikawa that you wrote reallyyy stuck with me. I wanted you to know that even with a post as silly and awesome as it is within the fandom world of Haikyuu that we all know and love, it was really crazy to read word for word a sentence describing someone else that I related to on such a deep level. So I guess I wanted to just let you know it was awesome? And thank you? Idk I’m rambling but it’s a good thing! ❤️❤️

Thank you! It definitely isn’t rambling, I like following your trail of thought and I’m so glad that you think of it like that!

3) I saw your last post and I hope your problems will end soon, so that you feel better again! Cause dang - you write really good and seem to be such a friendly person!

I’ll probably start getting on your last nerves with all the thanking, but your kind words really meant and still do mean a lot to me! Thanks for the concern and finally, it has gotten better <3

4) I just wanted to say that your work is absolutely spectacular. You capture the characters’ personalities really well, and your writing is always fun and unique. Thank you so much for everything you have written!

I swear I was legit grinning like the biggest dork out there upon reading this XD I’m so relieved that you think that I capture them well because I tend to get insecure about whether or not I’m staying true to their personalities so I take this one close to the heart!

5) •Why you follow me: I checked out your blog because of your user name (Kuroo super fan here) and stayed to follow because your writing is good quality and you’re super sweet! I hope things are going well for you and that you do well on your finals! Your return is eagerly awaited! -Admin Jade

Ahh, that’s so sweet!! Hey, it’s always great to find another Kuroo fan out there haha <3 and thank you! I managed to survive but damn, I have to start more early next year. I would not want to go through this again … sadly, knowing my procrastinating sorry ass, I just might!

6) I’m too shy to publicize my face but I just wanted to say that YOU AND YOUR BLOG ARE AMAZING! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! ❤💙❤💙

BRUH IT’S OKAY AND HONESTLY, I SHOULD BE THE ONE THANKING YOU!!

7) It’s really nice of you, to answer all the request without getting any loan of it ;3 And tbh your page is awesome :D

Hehe, ty ty! But honestly, writing is something I enjoy and see as a fun past time, I don’t think I’d want to get any loan of it because it would feel more as a chore and I’d probably lose interest.

8) Thank you for existing. 💗 Send this to 10 people who you think deserve a sweet and kind message in their inbox 💕

I’m so flattered omfg!! <3 <3 <3

9) Have a good day! The sun is shining today :3

Thanks, you too!

10) Hey! Could I get a match up? Your blog is so awesome I had to ask :3I’m 5'3 tall, got dark brown, shoulder long hair. My mind is really collected, so I think first before sayin something. Also I’m really concerned about what others think of me, but I don’t show it. I’m kind of an introvert. I have a few close friends, who I laugh a lot with. I always try to make them happy/help them even without a reward. Also I’m afraid of making mistakes My hobbies are: video games, drawing and watching anime

Ahh, I’m sorry! Match ups are currently closed but please, once I re-open them feel free to send this in again!

11) glad ur back!! 💕

Same here, I missed writing so much ^3^ thank you sweetie!

12) Hello! I know matchups are closed right now, but when they’re open, can I send a realllyyy long, very detailed info of myself? And you also write occasional KnB, correct? thanks!

Certainly, the longer the better! It gives me a better insight into what you’re like as a person so I can match you up better~ And yeah, I do write for knb but no one has requested any knb material yet which is why you haven’t seen any content on it. Feel free to be the first one to request hehe!

13) Do you do Fukunaga? Well… I can try? But in all reality, he doesn’t say much so we don’t know anything about him and I still haven’t read the manga so if he had a character development I wouldn’t really know :/ If you’re interested you could send in your interpretation of him so I have a general idea of how to write for him? It’s up to you!

14) I’m not sure how far you are into the manga or anything, but if you can… Could I request how the Miya twins (separately of course) would act when they first start to like someone? And how would the act around their crush? Thanks! Love your blog too <3333 my favorite Haikyuu blog tbh!!

Awhh, thank you!! As mentioned above, I’m not really updated on the manga but if you feel comfortable with me relying on either your interpretation of them or on what their wiki page says I wouldn’t have a problem with that! Just re-send the entire request because I’m incredibly forgetful hehe XD ————————

And that would be it!

I know you must have gotten incredibly tired of reading all of the ‘thank you’s but I’m not used to people liking my content or let alone complimenting it, so I was a little bit overwhelmed as you can see. Love you all!