#i went and looked bcz i was like 'what the fuck did i say in the tags that couldve spurred this ask'
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writing would fix me
#i just need to figure out how to do that#i have ideas but idk how to make them actually into fics#and one of them is one of those “how would they act in this situation” things except it did happen in canon just off screen#(nico coming out to hazel)#bcz idk normally i’d just look for fics of that happening but i’ve read fics and they feel so ooc#like u gotta find the right balance between “nice person who cares abt her brother and wouldn’t discriminate”#and “someone who went to catholic school in the 30s and 40s”#bcz i love hazel and she’d never call him a slur and say he’s going to hell or smthn#but like internal biases are a real thing and chances are he’s the first openly gay person she’s talked to#so like i gotta figure out how she’d react#and then i gotta consider what circumstance this is happening#like is this an “i wanna tell my sister i have a boyfriend” thing or just an “i wanna tell my sister im gay” or even the more angsty#“my sister said some shit and i accidentally blurted that im gay” or smthn like that#and yk how long am i gonna make it who else is gonna be in it god this is so complicated#writing#pjo#ryan shut the fuck up
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i wish i was as good as you in being feral in tags. i truly try, but it just doesn't come. you, on the other hand, make growling and barking in the notes seem so effortless, i'm in awe
HELLPP IM FUCKING CRYING THIS MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD
the fact that this could have been spurred by SO many posts ive reblogged the past 24 hrs. or like, ever 😭
but see
that's my secret, lissu
im always feral (lol)
and i just live in the tags so that's where it comes out more often than not LMAOO thank u for the compliment im glad my brand of mental illness is enjoyable HAHAHAH
#HAR DE HAR MARVEL REFERENCE sorry i couldnt help myself but ITS TRUE#the way i am in the tags is LITERALLY JUST HOW I ACT ALL THE TIME ONLINE THATS JUST WHAT IM LIKE#also being like very autistic and severely mentally ill and having very little dignity to speak of on this platform helps#AND i convinced myself like years ago that i can say whatever in the tags and maybe 2 other people will see it. this is my safe space#(obviously i know thats not true theres too many ppl here 4 only 2 a time to see me b crazy in the tags but we dont need to talk abt that)#also also if youre wondering how i think of the words i say in the tags. the answer is i dont!!#thank u again bcz i am STILL laughing over this#i went and looked bcz i was like 'what the fuck did i say in the tags that couldve spurred this ask'#now I scrolled like back a days worth but i really didnt need to. i definitely see your point LMAOO#DONT ASK ME ABOUT THAT JOSH HUTCHERSON POST I WILL NOT STAND RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT TEKI OF YESTERDAY SAID#NOR THAT ARTHUR MORGAN ART THAT WAS A VERY REASONABLE RESPONSE IMHO#ALSO NOT THAT WOLFSTAR ART THAT WAS ABSOLUTELY WITHIN THE PARAMATERS FOR THAT POST!!!!!#jesus christ. im doing it again#im---#teki talks#asks
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DID NOT KNOW YOU WRITE FOR SEB TOO!!
rbr!seb x reader who is actually so nice and sweet and innocent, but then seb is a little bitch who keeps making fun of her (all in good intentions bcz he has a crush on her) but then one day goes too far and reader starts crying and he freaks out lol (fluff + mild angst)
Sry this is long <3
sorry i LOVE this idea
SWEET OR SOUR. ❨ sebastian vettel x reader ❩
sweet as sugar — that’s what people always said when they talked about you. and since you arrived in the paddock, it was what everyone thought. you never had a bad word to say about anyone, you treated every person you came across with perfect humility and kindness.
and while, yes, you were perhaps a little green and naive, you were eager. red bull liked your enthusiasm, it made you the perfect intern.
however, you faced one problem: sebastian vettel. he was red bull’s primary driver, a very good one, and he found great satisfaction in teasing you. your innocence had attracted him the second he’d met you — a new victim for his fun. besides, you were very pretty.
“nice sweater,” he greeted you, glancing at the woollen sheep along the hem. you’d thought it was quite cute when you bought it, but the embarrassment that sebastian brought made it look like the ugliest thing ever. in truth, sebastian thought you looked adorable in it.
a few days later, you had thrown your hair quickly into two plaits for ease, keeping it out of your face. sebastian tugged on them at least seven times during the day, when you were trying to work or concentrate. it was laughable, the sight of the two of you mirroring children on a playground.
in spain, the weather was hotter than you’d expected and you had to resort to wearing the little summer dresses you had packed. sebastian spotted you the second you entered the garage. your legs on show, the dress showing off your body perfectly, sweat from the hot day beading on your forehead. his chest suddenly felt incredibly tight.
still, he’d found multiple things to tease you on during the day. forgetting a cup of coffee, spilling said coffee, not being able to reach the shelf you needed. if there was something he could make fun of you for, he’d find it.
it, and the heat, had rattled you a little. so much so that, in your briefing with christian, you’d tripped up and made a mistake in the notes. one that, if the team principal hadn’t caught it, would mean disaster for the race. thankfully, he had, and wasn’t too hard on you for it.
sebastian took a different stance.
“close one,” he hissed, when you were alone. your cheeks hadn’t cooled down yet, hurrying to double check absolutely everything before it got taken. “i’m surprised christian didn’t shout at you in front of everyone. he probably will soon, especially when you make more mistakes. you’re bound to, after all.”
his usual teasing had come at a bad time, or maybe his usual teasing had turned mean. but he didn’t go any further, freezing when he heard you sniffle. when he looked at you, spotting the hot tears spilling down your cheeks, he could have punched himself.
“fuck, no. don’t cry,” sebastian panicked, hurrying to grab a nearby napkin and force it into your hand. awkwardly, he rested a hand on your shoulder, which you quickly shoved away.
“why do you hate me?” you whispered, looking up at him. your brows furrowed, eyes wide and wet, and he sighed. “i’ve only ever been nice to you, and you go out of your way to make my life here hell. why?”
“i don’t hate you,” sebastian admits, slumping against the wall beside you. he wants nothing more than to reach out and dry your tears, to hold you close and make it all up to you. “the opposite, actually.”
it takes a moment, but it finally clicks, and your mouth falls open a little. he liked you? you’d always thought he was handsome, but his behaviour hadn’t exactly pointed to romance.
“i know i went about it wrong. like some seven year old boy who thinks being mean gets you the girl,” sebastian rubs at his eyes, straightening up when you walk over to him. “i’m sorry. i really am.”
“you’re an idiot,” you whisper, and sebastian chuckles.
“i think that’s the first mean thing you’ve ever said to me,” he muses. “and i deserve a lot worse.”
he finally touches you then, palms resting on your cheeks and smoothing along your skin. you lean into them, somewhat glad of some affection.
“forgive me?” he pleads, flashing his most charming smile.
“hm. kiss me and i’ll decide.”
#🍾 ﹐ becca hits 1k!#💌 ﹐ writings.#formula 1#formula 1 imagine#formula 1 x reader#sebastian vettel blurb#sebastian vettel x reader#sebastian vettel drabble#sebastian vettel#sebastian vettel imagine
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her favorite (damsel in distress)
spiderwoman!ahn yujin x fem!reader GP!YUJIN
genre: fluff
warnings: cursing, violence (beating up bad guys), suggestive towards the end
synopsis: yujin was always an easy target for bullying and just couldnt seem to get her crush to notice her. what happens when she becomes a superhero and she starts saving her crush?
word count: 2,048
a/n: first time writing fluff, bcz i cant make my wife a bad person😞. also too lazy to proofread so pls ignore any mistakes😭😭
“uh- y-y/n, can i take a picture of you with the spiders?— for the school paper.”
“oh, of course!” you said in response to the question, happy that it was your picture she wanted.
you stood next to the spiders all in their respective cages and posed next to them. yujin put her camera up to her eye as she backed up so that she could get a full picture.
“y/n, let’s go!!” you heard one of your friends call after yujin had taken a few pictures, they had already moved on to the next exhibition
“coming!” you called back out as you left yujin and went to approach your friends.
“wait- uh- thank you!” yujin called out to your back, smiling to herself.
“ow fuck!” yujin exclaimed to herself as she felt a sharp pain in her hand. she had been bitten by a spider. she shook it off her hand and bent down to look at it. she watched as it crawled on the floor the colors of blue and red making it stand out.
when it crawled out of sight, yujin stood up and looked at her hand. there were two holes there and a redness surrounding it. the spider looked like the genetically made super spiders, but not letting herself ponder on the thought, she left and continued inspecting the cages that contained spiders with her class.
as the day went on yujin found that she could not simply ignore the spider bite on her hand. she started to feel the effects of the poison slowly becoming more intense. the school day went as a blur, yujin being half conscious for most of it.
when she arrived home, she was greeted by her aunt and uncle. she greeted them back as she walked up the stairs to her room. she could faintly process them asking her if she wanted to eat and she responded saying she already had.
when she entered her room she locked the door and stripped off her shirt and her glasses which she threw somewhere in her room. she looked at her body in the mirror, her skinny frail body which made her the perfect victim for bullies. the spider bite on her hand had swelled up and turned purple.
she felt hot, but also incredibly cold. she was sweating bullets as she fell to the floor. she grabbed her blanket off of her bed and pulled it over herself.
what their guide told them about the spider that had bitten her replayed in her head as she slowly lost consciousness.
yujin awoke with a groan, she slowly reached over from where she was on the floor for her glasses and picked them up. she stood up from the floor and went to put them on but when she held them up to her face she found that everything was blurry. she slowly lowered her glasses and found that she could in fact see better without her glasses.
“weird,” she mumbled to herself as she put her glasses back on her desk.
yujin had to do a double take when she looked in the mirror, she had muscles and abs now. she looked in the mirror smiling to herself as she flexed in the mirror. she didn't know how this happened, but she definitely was not complaining about it.
after hearing her aunt call out to her telling her that she’d be late if she didn't leave now, yujin turned to the side looking out her window hoping to see a certain someone. y/n l/n, her crush since before she knew what a crush was. this was her daily routine, to just watch as y/n did things. not in a creepy way though, more so in a longing way. her and y/n had been neighbors since they were six but yujin could bet on the fact that y/n didn't know. why would someone like y/n ever notice her.
when she saw the time on her clock though, yujin quickly put on a shirt and left to try and go catch the bus. to her dismay it was yet another day in which she had to chase after the bus banging on it asking the driver to stop. after a while of running after the bus, yujin figured they wouldn't stop and today she’d have to walk.
her banging on the bus had somehow made the banner stick to her hand. as she slowed down, no longer keeping up with the bus the banner ripped due to it being stuck to her hand. she tried to shake it off but it wasn't leaving her hand, causing her to use her other hand to pull it off and thankfully it worked.
that had all happened a month ago, yujin was now known to by everyone in her city as spiderwoman. she could shoot spider webs from her wrists, could stick to almost anything, and had super strength. after finding out she had these abilities she couldn't just stand around while innocent people were in trouble. so she decided to start helping out around the city under a disguise.
“help!” yujin could faintly hear a call from a woman who seemed to be in danger.
following the voice, she webbed around until she got to the place where the voice was coming from. she stayed on the roof of a building next to the dim alley as she looked down to see what was going on. yujin pumped her fists when she saw that it was you who was in trouble. she wasn't happy you were in need of help, she was just happy she could be of help to you.
yujin swiftly swooped down and stood in between you and the 3 men surrounding you “what’s goin on here?” yujin said casually and watched as the men glared at her.
“hmph, it's just a girl, she probably can't do too much.” the man who stood in the middle said to the other two in a smug voice.
“you know it's not really nice to-” yujin was cut off by one of the men charging at her trying to swing. with ease she grabbed his hand and swung at his face, seeing how far the punch sent that guy the other two ran away trembling in fear.
“th-thank you spiderwoman,” yujin heard a voice from behind her say. yujin turned around when she heard the voice and responded by saying it was nothing.
“hey, uh- if you want i could walk you home. just to make sure no one else bothers you.” yujin said, if she didn't have the red mask covering her face she never would've said something like this, but being in her suit gave her confidence.
“are you sure?”
“yes of course, it's no problem at all.”
and thus this is how yujin now found herself walking her crush home and somehow she had managed the courage to put her arm around your waist too. It felt like she was dreaming, was she really walking home with y/n l/n in her arms?!
when she reached the familiar house that was right next to hers, she let her arm around you drop and bid her goodbyes. as yujin sat at the top of a building she took off her mask and finally everything sunk in, she had never smiled this hard. by the time she got home her cheeks hurt from the smile that seemed to be tattooed on her face.
“what’s got you in such a good mood?” yujin’s aunt asked as she walked down the stairs and into the dining room.
“uh- n-nothing.” yujin stuttered out and her face flushed as she recalled what had happened.
her aunt just looked at her with a knowing smile and served her with the food she had cooked.
“so, who’s the lucky girl?”
“w-what?! n-no one!”
“okay okay, just make sure to be careful, don't want any accidents to happen if you know what i mean.” yujin’s aunt said with a wink
“AUNTIE!” yujin exclaimed as her face flushed red, she did not want to hear this, especially not from her aunt.
yujin smiled as she heard the familiar voice calling for help. she knew she shouldn't be happy at the thought that you had gotten into trouble again but she couldn't help it. she always found herself looking forward to saving you. she followed your voice and found herself in the streets with 4 men running after you. she watched as the men cornered you and when they started to get in your face she shot out 4 webs and pulled them all away from you.
when she jumped off the building the men one by one ran at her trying to attack. somehow, while fighting one of them pulled off her mask, too caught up in fighting them she didn't have time to put it back on.
after she was done dealing with them she saw you start to walk up to her, it was too dark for you to see her face but she knew that if you came any closer her identity would be revealed. she quickly webbed up to the roof and put her mask back on. you walked over to the small alley she had previously occupied and looked around. yujin slowly descended from the roof upside down holding onto the web that was stuck to the top of the roof.
“you have a knack for getting in trouble.” she said from behind you, you flinched when you heard the voice
“you have a knack for saving me,” you said with a giggle “i think i have a superhero stalker.”
“I was in the neighborhood.”
“you are…. amazing.”
“Some people don't think so.”
“but you are.” you replied with, your words tinting her face with red from under her mask.
“It's nice to have a fan.”
“do i get to say thank you this time?” you said reaching your hands out for her mask.
thinking that you were gonna pull off her mask yujin panics for a split second, voicing a ‘wait’.
hearing that you hesitated for a second before reaching out again and lowering the neck of her suit to pull out the mask. you slowly lift it revealing her lips, you stop at her nose and let the rolled up mask stay there. you slowly lean in towards her lips and let hers meet yours. yujin was screaming on the inside, this was her first kiss and it was being taken by you, y/n l/n.
she could feel her heartbeat in her head, the way your lips glided along hers made her dizzy. yujin’s lips parted slightly allowing your tongue to slip in and explore the depths of her mouth. yujin couldn't stop the warmth from blossoming in her chest as she felt your tongue gliding along hers. was she in heaven?
you soon parted from yujin to allow the oxygen to enter your lungs, yujin chased after your lips, missing the feeling. she was pulled out of her reverie from the sound of your small giggles. she looked at you questioningly wondering what you found so funny.
“glad to know i have that much of an effect on you.” you said as you stared at her crotch.
following your gaze yujin bent her neck to look up to see what you were staring at, when she realized she flushed red. she quickly reached up with one hand to cover the very visible tent in her pants, she wanted to die. yujin felt mortified.
“I- uh- i- um-” yujin tried to say but nothing came out causing her to flush an even darker red.
your giggles continued as you noticed that the bottom of her face matched the color of her suit. suddenly you were struck with an idea.
“hmm, let's make a deal. If you reveal your identity to me I'll take care of that little problem you have there.” you said while pointing at yujin’s groin.
yujin’s jaw dropped at what you were insinuating you’d do. she fully descended, now standing on her feet in front of you and without any hesitation yujin pulled off her mask and said ‘deal’.
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Giddy up, Cowboy. — Micah Bell/Arthur Morgan.
tags: enemies to whatever the fuck they are, Toxic Yaoi type shit i love them oh god, Toxic Yaoi, Arthur Morgan Does Not Have Tuberculosis, Medium Honor Arthur Morgan, Micah Bell Is His Own Warning, Smut, Porn, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Blow Jobs, Oral Sex, Rough Oral Sex, Gay Sex, Anal, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Multiple Orgasms, Switching, Tension, Sexual Tension, Resolved Sexual Tension, Spit As Lube, Semi-Public Sex, Hate Sex, but just a teeny-tiny bit of it, SORRY couldn't help myself i hate them both and i also love them, honestly fucking micah bell is like sex as self harm here is it not???, i think just liking micah is self harm tbh
summary: Part 2 of 'Patch up, Cowboy'/Morbell fic #1 Series; A few weeks after the 'homestead job incident'—as Arthur calls it—more tension ensues between the two cowboys, leading to a whole lot of sexual exploration for one night out.
a/n: i have the worst love/hate relationship sith these two guys its insane. i drew art of this btw (not the sex part but the tension before bcz yk i love tension...)
words: 3,010 | AO3 LINK — SERIES LINK (Part 1&2)
When did things get this out of hand?
Does being on your knees in front of the biggest asshole you know cancel out the fact you both hate each others' guts? Or, what about having your hand in-between their shoulder blades, looking down at them bent over for you? Arthur sure as hell wonders.
Time has been flying by all too slowly since what happened during the homestead robbery, or well, after the planned ambush that Dutch himself fell fooled to. There was always a horrible tension between the two men, just not like the usual where they'd see each other in camp and sometimes glare in distaste; they'd avert their gazes and hide themselves under their hats. This went on for weeks without stop, endless hiding and avoiding. But they couldn't avoid how it made their bodies feel.
It became such a frequent thing that they both started acting like it was normal to get yourself off at night at the thought of the other. Hell, even Micah started going to his tent earlier in the night, just for that.
Lucky for them, most of the gang members didn't notice anything weird about their demeanour to one-another—unlucky for them was that the only person who noticed, was the one that could complicate their situation.
As soon as the two of them arrived back into camp, Dutch had a clear idea that something happened, and the fact they wouldn't disclose what both worried and frustrated him. Nobody was saying anything, and they avoided each other like the plague. So, Dutch went down to the core of the situation—the two of them couldn't stand being around each other, so why not make them? Great thinking.
Dutch set Micah and Arthur together for night watch, ignoring the many protests from both men who were sat in his tent. "I don't want to hear it; if you won't tell me what happened that's caused this, this is the alternative."
Clearly, neither Micah or Arthur had the guts to admit to their leader that they get aroused when around one another, or simply thinking of each other. They silently stared at Dutch for a moment before he shooed them off to process his words and what they'd have to do tonight.
It was seriously like a death sentence for them, having to finally face the problem head-on. Alone, with nobody to bother them. Alone.
With every moment that the sun dipped further down the horizon, the nerves of the two men grew. Stood so close to each other, their foreheads painted in sweat and an uncomfortably tense silence hanging in the air. It's terrible, really. The entire night at the fire replays in their minds, and it makes night watch very hard, seeing as they can't focus to save their lives. It takes a few hellishly long minutes for the tense silence to be broken, by Micah. "Have a light, Morgan?" Arthur—reluctantly—looks over at the sound of Micah's accented voice, who was a cigar hanging in his mouth, already looking at him.
"Uh, yeah." Arthur reaches into his satchel for a matchbox, taking one out to light when Micah offers Arthur a different cigar, for him to take. Weirdly enough, since Micah would usually rather do anything but share even a simple cigarette. With confusion and caution, Arthur takes the second cigar and lights the match. He brings it up to his cigar when Micah gets up very close to him, and Arthur feels Micah wrap an arm around his shoulder, using the same flame to light his cigar at the same time, while looking at Arthur—which makes him feel the sudden tightness of his trousers just like the night before. Little goddamn tease.
When the cigars light and Arthur tosses the match aside, Micah doesn't move back to his previous spot. His arm falls off of Arthurs shoulder, but he says right next to him. A silence befalls them again, but its so much worse. Why do they do this to themselves? Get each other riled up like this? It isn't benefitting anyone currently; they're just standing around with their erections outlined into their trousers.
Well, Micah has a plan, it seems.
"I don't eva do this type'a thing, cowpoke," He takes a final puff of his cigar when it's almost used-up, tossing it to the dirt and crushing with his boot. "so I'd feel honored if I was you." He chuckles slightly, but Arthur is still confused by what he means. Micah cocks his head at the mans' confusion. "Come on, 'ya don't see it?" Arthur definitely feels the blood run up to his cheeks when Micah looks directly to his bulge, and has to hold back on covering it with his hands.
Well, not like Micah doesn't have one of his own; a goddamn massive one. "What're you implying, Micah?"
The blonde man chuckles again. "It's like'm talkin' to a virgin;" He decides to be blunt about it, seeing as Arthur is either playing extremely coy, or is clueless. "let's help each other out. Just tonight—never speak of it again."
And while it does make Arthur's blood split between going to his already throbbing dick and already red enough face, it isn't that horrible of an offer. Night watch almost never escalates, and they've got nothing to lose in this situation; only to gain. The fact that Arthur is considering the offer is enough for Micah to quietly snicker and fully face Arthur now. "Good, so that's a 'yes'," He comments, and Arthur doesn't exactly disagree. "Well then, on your knees."
"On my knees?" Arthur creased an eyebrow at Micah, who just scoffed and nodding in a 'duh' motion. Arthur wasn't too keen on it, but he couldn't run from the fact that he'd envisioned this multiple times before, and that acting off about doing such a thing was only lying to himself. And so, he does as he's asked.
He shuffles down to the grass below, the terrain not as harsh as he expected it to be. He looks up at Micah, whose got the most obvious outline in his trousers he's ever seen, straining against the material. "..Damn, Morgan." Micah can't help staring down at him, practically mesmerised.
After a long pause of mere eye-contact and Micah's clothed shaft twitching at Arthur, he reaches up to fiddle with the gun belt around Micah's hips, and he other man enjoys it throughly, letting Arthur work him freely, as he likes. The gun belt meets the floor on Arthurs level, and he slowly moves to the beige trousers that Micah almost always wears, sliding the zipper down and undoing the little silver button holding the clothing article together. His fingers trace the rim of Micah's pants before slipping into the waistband, pulling down the restraints keeping his erection at bay. It jumps up at Arthur when Micah's trousers sit the floor, a small string of precum connected to the boxers around Micah's ankles that slowly drips down the red tip in front of Arthurs face. He's more thick than long, about average for all Arthur knows.
Micah is watching every nimble movement Arthur makes like a hawk, how he slowly undresses him and how he gawks at his cock, as if trying to figure it out. It brings a brief, huffy laugh out of Micah, looking down at Arthur in this position he can't help feeling even more turned on. "'Ya gonna start?" He breaks the silence up, licking his chapped lip that's long healed from the day at the homestead. Arthur clears his throat before sitting up on his knees to be on-level with Micahs hips, his rough hands sliding up Micah's slightly hairy thighs. Clearly, nerves are still pretty high about all this, but maybe a taste of whats to come will do Arthur good?
Has Arthur ever done this before? No, he was absolutely clueless on what he was doing. Has he had enough blowjobs to kind-of guess what he had to do? Possibly. He'll test that out. He gazes up to meet Micahs eyes as he leans closer to it, parting his lips slightly to peek his tongue out for a taste of the precum on Micah's tip. It's salty and slimy, connecting with Arthurs tongue as he licks a stripe up the head of it, earning a nice and low sigh from Micah, whose hand runs itself through Arthurs bangs and baby hairs, grabbing and tightly holding onto the brown strands as they fly out in every direction between his clenched fist. Arthur must be doing something right, surely. And so, he continues his slow, almost teasing licks up Micah's shaft, ending right at the leaky tip that twitches, begs him for more. And more he shall get.
"Fuuck, Morgan." Micahs hand pulls slightly on the brown hairs between his fingers, drawing him a bit closer. Dignity? What's that? Arthur's hands find the sides of Micah's thighs, still looking him directly in the eyes as his tongue makes a mockery of the twitchy cock in front of him—licking, kissing, hell, almost tempted to spit on it. It's like a twisted natural instinct that just makes him look like he knows what he's doing, how to tease Micah just right. You may call it revenge for all of Micah's own moments, some would say.
After a presumably long enough period of time, Arthur starts making his own self impatient—surprise, surprise. He parts his mouth enough to fit Micah's tip in his mouth, drawing a nice and long groan from Micah, Arthur getting his hair pulled a little harder by the man in response. "That's it," He hums quietly, feeling Arthur's tongue swirl around one time to gauge the blonde man's reaction—gaining a positive one, thankfully.
It's not long before Arthur has his cheeks hollowed—just to be filled by Micah's thick member until he's gone all in, his eyes narrowed and lidded, staring up at Micah when his lips almost meet the mans' stomach. It feels almost humiliating, but the lust somehow seems to very easily overpower any shame Arthur could be feeling about this—sucking another male off in the middle of camp, essentially. When Micah finally bottoms out in Arthurs mouth, he starts taking the reins; both hands on one side of the other man's head, gripping just enough to start moving to his own preferred pace. A few noises of discomfort from Arthur pass by Micah, who doesn't stop for a moment to remember that Arthur hadn't had any time to get used to Micah's whole length in his mouth—but Micah isn't considerate enough anyways, and being blue-balled so damn long really does bring some desperation and carelessness into a man.
Arthur's head bobs back and forth with a small grunt, his hands gripping onto Micah's outer thighs for life, trying to keep himself grounded while slowly losing himself in the moment. Without much warning—other than a soft groan and curse under his breath—Micah suddenly comes, painting the back of Arthur's throat in his spent. The man coughs and almost chokes when it happens, having been absolutely unprepared for it. Micah holds Arthurs head in place until he's got every drop running down Arthur's throat, only then letting his grip falter and withdrawing from the cowboys' mouth. "Well, that was somethin', huh cowpoke?"
Arthur gives himself a breather, coughing a few more times before he stands up to his full height, now towering over Micah once more. He curses under his breath as he tries to swallow the aftertaste down, before fully turning to Micah. "Think I've earned a turn." Micah looks at him for a moment before—somewhat reluctantly—starting to kneel. "Oh no, not that." Arthur grabs Micah by the shoulder, his strength unmatched by the other outlaw as he's spun and tossed around up to a nearby barrel, trying to look back at Arthur. "The hell is—"
He's shut up by the sound of metal, more precisely Arthur's belt unbuckling and trousers slowly dropping. Arthur tosses Micah's coat over his back to get a better view of just what he's doing, then pushes a heavy hand down the curve of Micah's lower back to arch him just slightly more. In Arthur's eyes, Micah is complying almost a little too freely to this, but he won't comment on that; as to not agitate him into leaving like the, usually selfish, asshole he can be. Arthur lets his garments drop with a sigh, feeling the cold night air almost instantly on his hot, throbbing cock that's already long leaking pre-cum.
A faint sound of spitting almost echoes through the woods around the area, a string of warm saliva dropping down on Micah's hole before it's circled around slowly by Arthur's finger. At least he's done anal before—God knows if Micah ever has, but judging by how he visibly clenches under Arthur's digit and how his hands dig into the wooden barrel underneath him for support, it's possible he hasn't. "Calm down," Arthurs leans down slightly to murmur, running a hand under the coat and undershirt Micah has on up his back, cold fingertips tracing his spine up to the space between his shoulder blades as he slowly eases a thumb into Micah, earning a small noise out of Micah, something between a hiss and moan. "loosen your muscles, it'll feel better." Arthur whispers, trying to almost guide Micah through this. Just why was he talking all sweet to him? Only God knows.
Micah manages to stop practically sucking Arthur's finger in, and the cowboy uses that as an opportunity to slip another in, earning himself another low moan from Micah which he rewards with a squeeze to the nape of Micah's neck where his hand now rests. "That's it," he adds when he scissors the two digits, trying to loosen Micah up as much as possible for his twitching shaft. Micah's sounds fill the surrounding nature, thankfully not loud enough to wake any camp members in the near radius. Arthur slowly withdraws his fingers before lining his tip up to Micah's anus, moving his hand to Micah's hip while the other rests between his shoulder blades to keep him in position. Micah is practically helpless under Arthur, the other man much stronger than himself which allows the cowboy to move him as he likes.
Arthur then circles his pre-cum over Micah's entrance with his tip, a little more lube just in case. He takes a moment, both to let Micah and himself brace for this, before he starts pushing his hips up to Micah's backside, Arthur's member slowly entering the others' body. He holds Micah in place and whispers really low words of encouragement to keep Micah from clenching and tightening too hard around him, easing each inch in and punctuating it with a small praise, either a word or squeeze of his hip and body.
Slowly but surely, Arthur close to bottoms out in Micah, who is gripping the barrel almost painfully hard to stay grounded. He hissed into his forearm and arches involuntarily with every one of Arthurs' filling movements, actually fairly enjoying the praise he receives from the man, surprisingly enough.
Arthur's hips finally come in contact with Micah's ass, fully sheathing his dick deep into the outlaws' guts. He takes a small breather, letting Micah adjust before he slowly pulls out to the tip, and slams back in. Micah grunts into his sleeve, biting down on his lip to keep himself as silent as possible with every slow yet deep repeat penetration from Arthur's length, who leans down and keeps his sweet, sweet praise up, mumbling low and encouraging words right next to Micah's ear as his cock repeatedly drills down Micah's asshole, skin slapping skin and ragged breathing filling the surrounding area, only ever interrupted by a low curse from Micah and rewarding praise from Arthur.
"I'm close, gonna let me inside?" Arthur suddenly breaks the silence that lingered for a moment, not faltering his rutting into Micah's ass once.
Micah manages to reply between all his little lewd grunts and groans, moans and mewls that spill like a waterfall. "Go right.. ahead, cowpoke.."
Arthur doesn't need much more clarification, he speeds up and leans back up to get a good angle on Micah, fucking into him a bit more roughly to get himself closer. Micah's moans and curses turn incoherent, words becoming fully intelligible to Arthurs' ears as he focuses on his pace and depth, while Micah moves a hand down to his already-newly-hard member to jerk himself to an orgasm.
These lewd noises could probably drive anyone away from camp that shouldn't be there, so technically, the camp isn't being exactly unprotected.
Soon enough, with a quiet 'shit!', Arthur connects his hips with Micah's backside and empties himself into the man, both hands moving to his hips to keep him there as his cock twitches deep inside Micah, every drop spilling into him. Micah gasps and jerks himself a few times before spilling into his hand, gasping for air as he reaches his second orgasm that night and Arthur leans down onto his back tiredly, his knees almost weak from what just went down. Their chests move in sync, heaving and trying to regulate their ragged and quickened breaths as Arthur slowly pulls out, reaching down to get his drawls and pants back on before clasping his gun belt on.
Micah recovers soon after as well, reaching down and covering himself as well as he wipes sweat off his forehead, finally grateful that the nights have gotten colder for once.
Micah picks his gun back up, with Arthur doing the same. They stand there for a quick moment, thinking back on whatever the hell just happened, when Arthur is the one of break the silence this time, turning his head towards Micah at almost the same time as the other cowboy.
"You have another cigar, Bell?"
"..Just one left."
"Maybe we can share."
Kudos on AO3 heavily appreciated!! Finally, the morbell fic is out of my goddamn drafts. I've wanted to finish this for weeks, but I've been worried about whether or whether not the writing was any good, considering I've never written this ship in a sexual setting—or written any gay sex before. But, nonetheless, needed to get it done. Hope it was good!
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Private Flight | J.W
pairing: jung wooyoung x reader
genre: non-idol!au, smut
warnings: boss & secretary relationship, unprotected sex, fingering, wooyoung is obsessed with your boobs bcz why not.
summary: Wooyoung asked you to book a private flight, but then things happen between you two.
Working as Wooyoung's secretary wasn't that easy.Well, no one could resist him. How could you not resist him when you saw him every day. He was extremely attractive and sexy. Every time when you tried to call him or went to his office, he wasn't there. He was at the gym. Next to his office it was a room where he worksout. No one was allowed in that room unless there was something related to wor
Of course you were in love with him.How can you not be? The way he spoke and looked at you was different from the other coworkers, but you thought that this was only happening because you were his secretary.In fact, you were his favorite secretary.
His office was separated from yours by a glass window where you could take pictures of him. Pictures that later made you masturbate in your room moaning his name. It made you lose your mind.
Today you are working in your office, drinking your coffee, looking at the screen in front of you showing many pictures of Wooyoung. You made a special stick with the name "My fav pictures of Wooyoung". You always look at them when you are on your lunch break. While you were looking at the pictures, someone knocked on the door and pulled the handle, making you panic and quickly take out the stick and pretend to work. It was none other than your sexy boss, Wooyoung. He came directly to you, fixing his tie, which was a little untied. Another attractive thing that Wooyoung was doing.
"Cutie, book us a flight" , that nickname was so annoying, but you loved it so much.
"Us?", you were confused, why would he make you book a flight just for the two of you. Usually when you book flights besides you and Wooyoung, the other coworkers also come. But this time he said us, does that mean you will be on a private plane only with him? No way.
"Yes, we have to attend a business party", you nodded and he turned around leaving your office.
While he entered his office you received a message. "I want you to be pretty tonight, and I will come to get you". Wooyoung liked to come and pick you up. When you entered in his car, you saw how he drove with one hand on the steering wheel, again it was something you found attractive.
Preparing for that party, you still hadn't realized what "pretty" meant to him. So you put on a velvet mini dress. You didn't take any underwear. Bad idea.
The car ride was silent, only Wooyoung was giving you a few stares licking his lips. When you arrived, the plane was already there, he opened the door for you like a gentleman.You entered the plane and wooyoung already disappeard. You sat down on the couch, not noticing that the light was too bright and you could see through that mini dress. Wooyoung came with his shirt almost unbuttoned. You were reading a newspaper and he was staring at how you were dressed. From top to bottom. When you saw a shadow in front of you, you knew it was him. He had some wet strands of his hair on his forehead, he was sweating. The sweat also falls on the neck, making it look so fucking sexy.
"Wow, I didn't know you were so desperate..", you widened your eyes at his words
"What-", he cut you off saying that he found something that belong to you.It was your special stick.
"You know I can help you, right? You just had to ask me."
"Im sorry, but i dont know what are you talking about..."
"Cancel the party", he quickly called someone, then after hanging up, he approached you.
"Why did you cancel it? I really wanted to be there"
"I really want to fuck you right now, destroy you so you can't walk until tomorrow" ,
Saying this, he connected his lips with yours, tasting every bit of them.Taking your waist, he puts you on his thighs, feeling his aching member. He broke the kiss, looking at you with lust. His hands roamed all over your body reaching your boobs. At this moment, Wooyoung thinks he got his hands on the sexiest boobs of his life. He caressed one of them with slow movements, and put the other in his mouth, sucking the nipple so hard that you moaned his name. He was so fucking obsessed with them and you like that. He reached down with his hand, touching your clit, surprised by the fact that you were not wearing underwear.
"You think you can fucking tease me like that?", his voice was angry putting a finger inside you.
"When you are at home..." the movements accelerated, "...lying on the bed"... then he stopped and slid his fingers towards your entrance,"...looking at my pictures and imagine that this is me..." His voice was shaky and breathless, when two of his thin fingers plunged into you. "Doing this?".
How dare he tell you that you think he is one of your fantasies.You didn't say anything, you just moaned as his fingers entered you.
"I-Im sorry..."
You gasp as the tip of his cock slides into you. He rubs his thumbs gently over your skin where he holds you down roughly, smirking at the mess you done. "Fuck, you're taking me so good". He slaps your ass leaving red marks and making you to feel a strange sensation in your tummy. You were close. So close.
"Cum baby-fuck, cum for me", and after some thrusts you came all over his cock, you wanted to say something but only you could do was to collapse on the other side of the sofa, Wooyoung laying on top of you and holding you in his arms.
"Maybe if you didnt dress like that i wouldnt fuck you", he kissed you making you moan again
"So round 2"?
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#ateez scenarios#ateez x reader#ateez#wooyoung x reader#wooyoung#ateez wooyoung#ateez smut#ateez imagine
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~ enha hyung line when you ignore them bcz they forgot ur bday ~
MASTERLIST | MAKNAE LINE VER.
warning: swearing (slight)
featuring: chaeyoung (twice), ryujin (itzy)
genre: fluff and angst (slight)
pairings: enha x y/n (fem reader)
a/n: this is a bit long for each member (i think jake's the longest) sorry😭, if u have any reqs or if you want to be added to my tag list hmu. this is also not proofread, forgive me. also pls support my friend @gh0stythelurker heheheh
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today is a special day for you, it's the day you have been anticipating the most. you couldn't sleep the whole night because of the excitement for this day to come, your birthday. you weren't excited because it was your birthday, you were excited of what your boyfriend is planning for your day. however, when a day has passed and it's finally the day, you didn't expect your boyfriend to forget it.
lee heeseung (이희승)
you woke up at 6am, you were looking like a zombie who hasn't eaten a brain for days (you just didn't get enough sleep). anyway, happiness took over your body as you see a notification from your mother greeting you.
you were happily prancing around the room but quietly because you didn't want to wake up your boyfriend who is sleeping. you got more excited remembering what you were thinking last night. you kept asking yourself "what is heeseung planning?" "where are we gonna go this time?". you went to shower and then went to the kitchen to cook some breakfast for the both of you. while you were cooking, you didn't notice that heeseung has woken up. he sneakily went to give you a back hug "good morning, love". you squealed when he hugged you, you were smiling widely remembering your thoughts about today.
"oh fuck, it's already 7am" he said.
"why? are you going somewhere??" you asked, still smiling thinking of what he might be planning.
"yeah, i actually gotta go. i have to go to practice for our new comeback."
"oh."
your smile suddenly faded. you felt hurt, you were so excited which now ends up disappointed. you finished cooking and ate then went to the bedroom ignoring him when he say his goodbyes. heeseung was confused on why you suddenly ignored him.
----- time skip -----
it's already night time and you were just watching movies the whole day. you didn't use your phone at all because you were feeling down of what just happened. heeseung forgot your birthday is all what you can think about. time passed and you didn't even realized but when you did you got more sad. you basically didn't celebrate your birthday. anyway, your phone has been buzzing since earlier. you knew it was probably heeseung updating you what's happening to his practice but you didn't care. you just wanted to ignore him right now and just watch movies. meanwhile, heeseung was worried. he's been checking his messages non-stop, waiting for your reply but no. he remembered earlier when you suddenly ignored him. he was walking back and forth in the practice room worried, thinking if he said something that made you upset.
"hey bro! the choreographer said we can go home now, shouldn't you go home and surprise y/n or something" jake was sitting down drinking water, confused on why heeseung kept walking back and forth.
"i can't go home yet, im still thinking of what i said earlier. im trying to remember because i think i might've upset her"
"bro, just go and surprise her, do your thing, and you wouldn't even need to worry about what made her upset anymore. i mean it's her birthday after all so" he laughed.
that's it. he was shook at himself for not remembering your birthday. he didn't even hesitated and ran to a nearest cake shop and bought one for you. he immediately went home after, and he saw you lying down the couch watching a movie. he was about to go up on you but he saw you sleeping. he put some candles on the cake and lit it up.
"love, wake up. happy birthday" as he hugged you and wakes you up with kisses. you woke up and was surprised to see him, you were about to ignore him again but then he sang happy birthday to you. you were teary and glad he remembered your birthday, not only that you get to hear his vocals. you thought how lucky you were that you get to hear him sing for free.
"love, im sorry i forgot your birthday. i was so busy thinking about my comeback so i didn't get to buy you gifts BUT tomorrow we could go out if you like and-"
you shushed him with a kiss and said "i forgive you" you giggled and continued giving him peck of kisses.
"i love you."
"i love you too."
park jongseong, jay (박정성)
you were lying down beside jay thinking of what to do on your birthday which is tomorrow. you wanted to go to a theme park with your boyfriend, you wanted to ask him if the both of you should go and buy tickets but you remembered that you wanted to wait for his plans for your birthday. you didn't want to admit it but it always makes you flustered when he cares and plans things for you, for some reason.
you woke up early in the morning and your boyfriend jay, who is not in the bed anymore seems to be cooking something in the kitchen. "does he plans to cook a lot for my birthday?" you thought. you finally got up and went to the kitchen but didn't see him there, you were confused but you saw him sitting on the couch watching a cooking show. you laughed at yourself for thinking it was him who is cooking.
"are you not gonna cook breakfast? or should i?" you asked.
"i'll cook, i got inspired to cook a new menu for today" he smirked. seeing him smirk made you think that whatever that new menu is, he's going to be cooking for your birthday. you love his cooking so much, it's like tasting heaven. before he even touched the chopping board, his phone started buzzing. "oh shit, something came up in the office. i gotta go." he said. you were worried on what could possibly happen so you asked him if you should go with him and he said that there's no need, and left.
you were sitting in the kitchen alone, wondering if this is a part of his plan or this is actually happening. he just left you alone in the house, but you didn't want to be negative so you took a shower and watched a movie.
----- time skip -----
he still isn't home, he didn't bother to call you as well. you went through your phone and saw that tickets to the theme park are now sold out. you were wondering what is taking him so long and hoping it's not that serious. anyway, you were already bored so you decided to go for a walk outside. you checked your messages to see if jay sent something but there was nothing, it was just silent. you were so worried so you decided to visit him in the office. everyone seems to know you are jay's girl, you got shy when you hear them. you saw jay sitting in his office with a cup of coffee on his hand laughing with his co-workers. a sudden thought suddenly flashed to your mind, he forgot your birthday. to think you were worried of him because he was taking long to come back home, it made your stomach turn. jay noticed you standing in front of his office and approached you "babe, what are you doing here?" smiling. he was about to kiss you but you dodged it and started to walk away. jay was frozen, "d-did she just dodge my kiss?" he got sad when you did that, especially that you didn't even say a word to him which made him more sad but he got worried if something happened. he followed you downstairs but you immediately went to your car and drove back home. he wasn't able to process you dodging his kiss but now this, he was confused and thinking if something bad has happened to you.
"hyung, heeseung and i plan to go to the karaoke, do you want to tag along?" ni-ki, his coworker, sipping his coffee.
"i don't think i can go, i have a problem to deal with" jay sat.
"ni-ki are you dumb, why would you invite him? you know it's y/n's birthday, don't bother his lovey dovey moment." heeseung laughed.
it hit him. YOUR BIRTHDAY. he didn't even say any words to his co-workers and immediately went to his car. he didn't know what to but he just drove around town and bought as much as he could for his gift to you. he started calling you but you ignored him. he was so worried that he might've made you cry and didn't want that so he immediately went home, searching for you in every room but you weren't home. where were you? well, let's go back to where you left jay's company. you did come home, however a person like you can't really stay home when you are feeling like this, you would always walk around the park. so, you did. you were walking around the park, head-empty and just wanted to stay there forever. you hear your phone buzzing and saw it was jay. of course, you ignore him like earlier. you didn't want to hear him talk since you thought it'll just made you feel more down. jay, on the other side, who can't find you anywhere got more worried. he didn't know what to do so he insisted to ask help from your mom.
minutes later, your phone buzzed again. you thought it was jay again but you saw it was your mom.
you didn't expect your mom to buy tickets there. you were a bit happy to know she's coming, it will at least make your day better. you were sitting on a bench, waiting for you mom, unknowingly who is behind you. it was jay, holding a bouquet and a box. you were surprised to see him, you were about to walk away again but he suddenly held your wrist. "y/n, love, my beautiful girlfriend. please don't go. im sorry i forgot your birthday." he hugged you. you were glad that he finally remembered, you didn't want to say anything at that moment and just wanted to hug him. he suddenly made you sit on the bench and opened the box, it's a necklace (an expensive one too). you were mesmerized of the necklace, you looked at him. he puts on the necklace to you, he was looking at you and thought you were the most beautiful girl ever.
"you didn't have to buy this"
"i just bought it, im sorry if it's not much"
"you remembering my birthday is already enough, silly." you giggled and kissed him.
"oh, by the way. your mom helped me find you."
"oh." you sneered at him, thinking he couldn't have done it himself but you find it funny otherwise.
"i love you." he said.
"yeah, let's go home."
"wait what, say it back" he pleaded.
"i love you too."
sim jaehyun, jake (심재윤)
the both of you were eating breakfast and you already planned one thing to do for your birthday, you are still expecting your boyfriend to do something for your birthday though.
"should i go to my hometown? i think it'll be nice to visit there plus my mom expects me to go and celebrate there instead."
"sure, what's the occasion?" he cluelessly asked. you couldn't believe your ears on what he just said, did he actually ask that. you stared at him for a whole minute and raised your eyebrow at him. you didn't want to think negatively so you decided to ask him.
"what day is today?" you asked, staring at him.
"uhh, sunday." he looked on his phone.
that's when you knew, he forgot. you couldn't eat and was shocked at your boyfriend for forgetting it. he isn't really the type to forget birthdays and ESPECIALLY yours or so you thought. you still couldn't believe what just happened and you decided to think that maybe this is a part of his plan, pranking you or something. however, you got sure that he indeed forgot on what happened next after.
"i gotta go shower, love. but before that, you haven't answered my question yet. what's the occasion? is it your mom's birthday? we could buy some gifts at ****."
you were flabbergasted after hearing his words. you finished your food and quickly washed the dishes, you still didn't give him an answer and just ignored him right away. he looked at you confused, he kept asking and you're not replying. he thought that you were probably too tired to reply so he didn't care much about it and just went to shower. while you are sitting on the bed, zoning out because of what just happened. you were sure that he forgot your birthday, you felt down. you still wanted to go to your hometown though but since he forgot your birthday, you thought that your parents will find out and get angry at him. they don't really like jake much, especially your father. your mom doesn't say much about him but you can see that she doesn't like him as well. anyway, the point is you're not going to your hometown so you messaged your mom about it and instead you'll have a reunion with your former co-workers and celebrate it with them. you don't know what to do with jake but you were disappointed and a bit annoyed with him for always remembering others' bday while he doesn't even bother to remember yours.
----- time skip -----
it's already night time and it's time for your dinner with your co-workers. you checked jake, he's already dressed. you didn't even say a word to him and just picked the keys and went out to the car. you sat on the passenger's seat because you knew jake would want to drive and he will keep bothering you if you drive, you didn't want to talk to him so you just immediately sat on the passenger's seat but while waiting for him you moved to the back seat for the reason that you didn't want to face and talk to him, you were still kind of angry and sad.
jake finally went in the car and see you in the back seat, he was so confused. you know, he's the type that wants you beside him all the time and seeing you in the back seat made him so bothered. he tried asking and talking to you but there was no answer, you were just staring at the window the whole time. he was getting sad, he still doesn't have a clue on why you're suddenly acting like this.
----- time skip ------
you two finally arrived at the restaurant and met your co-workers. you were happy to see them for such a long time and you talked with them for hours while jake was sitting beside you, he was getting teary eyed because you kept ignoring him. ni-ki and jungwon started to talk with jake. jake was pouting the whole time and looking like a puppy who just lost his owner.
"y/n sis, mom messaged me and said that you cancelled on going home. you didn't have to cancel it to go and have a reunion here." chaeyoung said.
"oh, mom and the others can wait. it's nice seeing all of you here though."
chaeyoung and ryujin looked at each other after hearing your low and sad tone saying that sentence. they realized that jake and you haven't even said a single word to each other since earlier.
"did the two of you fight?" ryujin asked loudly.
everyone looked at ryujin and gave her a confused look then they looked at the both you and jake. you didn't even look at jake and just laughed. "ryu, what do you mean. we're fine." you gave her a fake smile, which actually creeped sunoo and the others. sunoo whispered to chaeyoung "they're definitely not fine."
"i gotta go to the bathroom, don't eat dessert without me." you said.
once you went to the bathroom, they all looked at jake and asked "seriously, are the two of you really fine?" jake didn't know what to answer because he doesn't know either. he was feeling so many emotions all at once, he didn't answer them and just shrugged.
"you both doesn't seem fine, you should go and talk to her." chaeyoung exclaimed.
jake decided to do that and talk to you, he wants to know as well on why have you been ignoring him since earlier. he looks like he was about to cry while walking to the restroom waiting for you to come out. his phone buzzed.
"HOLY SHIT. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK." he panicked when he saw his notification. he felt ashamed for not remembering your birthday. he ran back to everyone, at the table. "guys, can you do me a favor?"
back to you, at the bathroom. you were sitting at the toilet, zoning out and tears were forming. it wasn't much tears but you were crying already. you didn't know what to do with your boyfriend, negative thoughts were swarming in your head. you thought you were taking too long in the restroom so you washed your hands and went back to the table. to your surprise, no one was in the restaurant anymore. the lights also went off, you got scared because everyone left you and you thought you got locked in.
you went to the main door and you saw a light forming from a distance away, your phone was about to die so you didn't bother turning on the flashlight this time. you were literally touching everywhere lol. anyway, a small light suddenly is closing up to you. you were so scared, you thought it was a ghost or something. then, suddenly all the lights opened and "SURPRISEEEEEEE!!" you almost had a heart attack. jake was in front of you holding a cake with lit candles "happy birthday, my pretty girl." everyone started singing and you couldn't help but cry. your boyfriend finally remembered. he kissed you and asked "so, what's your wish?".
"uh, for my boyfriend not to forget my birthday again." you shrugged.
he laughed "i love my girlfriend so much." and kissed you. "i love you too."
park sunghoon (박성훈)
your boyfriend is a skater and you work part-time as a barista but today it's your day off which is good because you know... it's your birthday. sunghoon though, is busy preparing for his ice skating competition. you wondered how the two of you will celebrate your birthday when he's this busy but you know sunghoon, he always have a plan when it comes to your birthday.
you woke up early in the morning and you see your boyfriend has already left. he ordered you breakfast before leaving and he also left a note. "sorry, i couldn't join you for breakfast. hope you enjoy what i ordered." you thought it was sweet of him to do so. however, you were feeling lonely for the past months. he has been busy than ever preparing for his competition. you both barely talk these past months, which made u feel lonely. with him busy, you weren't really expecting for the both of you to celebrate your day. despite him being busy, you waited for his message to greet you a happy birthday but nothing happened. you jokingly said "he's way too busy that he probably forgot about it." and laughed.
hours later, you finally saw sunghoon text you.
did he literally just forgot your birthday? your jaw dropped when he asked you that. you weren't even sad at all. well, you understood how busy he has been but there was just no way he just forgot about your bday.
----- time skip -----
your boyfriend got home. you were playing some games on your phone and he tried to hug you but you rolled over the couch. he laughed and thought you just fell, he decided to hug you again but you walked away.
"what?" he raised his eyebrow at you. he decided to hug you again but this time you ran and went straight to the bedroom. he was so flabbergasted when you did that. he was like "what the fuck?". you on the other hand was mad at him. he still didn't greet you so you felt that way. anyway, with what just happened. he sat down on the couch and zoned out.....
you were so bored, you decided to go out and go to a cinema. you don't really care if sunghoon is going to come with you or not but either way you're going. sunghoon saw you all dressed up and asked you "oh hey love, where are you going?". you straight up ignored him and closed the door loudly. he was so fucking confused, and was kind of annoyed with you. without hesitation, when you left he immediately worn some proper t-shirt and his shoes. he ran so fast to catch up on you. thank god, you haven't started the car yet. you were petting some cat that you saw. you noticed your boyfriend followed you so you went to the car, he then went in too.
"im driving."
you started driving without saying a word to him.
"oh, okay. you drive, i guess."
when you arrived at the cinema, you quickly lined up to get some tickets. sunghoon was surprised that you wanted to go to the cinema but just went along with it, he bought food for the both you to eat. of course, you weren't that awful so you also bought him ticket and gave it to him, still without saying a thing. hoon just basically followed you inside.
----- time skip -----
you enjoyed the movie, sunghoon kinda did as well but he misses you. like talking to you. he tried talking to you as well in the cinema but of course you still didn't reply. you badly wanted sunghoon to remember the occasion to himself so you stayed strong and kept ignoring him lol.
you drove around the town and went in some shops to buy things or foods. still not talking to sunghoon. your boyfriend got tired and when it was just the two of you alone, he had enough and said loudly "y/n, what the fuck do you want? why are you not talking to me? why do you kept ignoring me? im getting tired already. i tried talking to you a couple of times today but what the fuck. baby, if i did something wrong, please tell me. you know me, i care about u so much but fucking please tell me what's happening?" you didn't even looked at him as you went inside the car, ignoring him again.
"y/n, you know what. im done. if you're not gonna talk to me for the whole day, okay fine. im gonna go home but just know this, im fucking worried about you but you wont even let me talk to you." he left and went to get a taxi.
you sat alone in the car, crying. you were hoping for him to remember such a special day and greet you, that's what you only wanted. you weren't mad at him anymore instead you were sad, crying. you thought that there's a possibility that he doesn't care for you anymore. you though that maybe you have gone too far for not talking to him. you weren't in the mood to do anything, anymore but you didn't want to go home since sunghoon went home. you didn't want to face him yet after what just happened. you thought that you'll just let the day pass and talk to him tomorrow so you went to the nearest hotel to stay.
as for sunghoon, he was waiting for you to come home. he thought that he let his emotions control him that he shouted at you earlier. he was worriedly thinking on where have you gone off to. he was worried that he made you cry because of earlier.
it was already night time and hoon still doesn't have a clue on why you ignored him the whole day. a realization hit him on what day it is today. he checked the calendar and everything. it's your birthday. okay, you maybe wondering on how did he realized. he remembered the cinema that the both of you went to, it was titled "BD". he remembered what happened on the movie, a birthday basically. he cried a little because of the fact he shouted at you earlier when he was the one who's at fault for not remembering his dearest girlfriend's bday.
he didn't bother to buy you gifts or what but he went looking for you everywhere. he remembered you guys are both in 'life 360' and he saw where you are. he immediately went to the hotel and asked the staff on what room you're staying in. he knocked.
"love, it's me."
you were just lying down the bed and when you heard his voice, it sent a chill down your spine. you were surprised and confused on why he's there. you opened the door and he suddenly hugged you tightly.
"love, im really really really really sorry for forgetting your birthday. im also sorry for lashing out on you earlier. im so sorry love. i was so busy preparing for the competition that i completely forgot about your bday. im really sorry, y/n." he cried.
you wiped his tears and said "im sorry too, i shouldn't have ignored you the whole day and i should've just told you what's going on. hoonie im sorry."
"i love it when you call me that." he smirked and laughed.
"hoon." you stared at him for suddenly joking around.
"okay, i know i know. sorry. let's go inside first. wouldn't want people seeing us being dramatic. im sorry i didnt bring any gifts with me."
"honestly, i don't care if whether you have gifts or not. as long as you remember my silly birthday. i know, i don't say these often but im lucky to have a boyfriend like you."
"y/n, im more luckier having a dramatic girlfriend like you." he laughed.
"i love you so much that the whole universe can't even compete."
"baby, i love you sooo much too."
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I think you don't understand the point here. Friends can hangout whenever they want..yes. couples don't need to spend every minute with each other...yes I agree. But that's not the point here. Point is jimin was going to ny the next day and jk..as u are saying jimin's boyfriend...was not with him bcz he was at the premiere with a guy friend who he's most shopped with and later on going for drinks till early morning... You say it or no but it's strange and clearly shows how jikook cant be real. Nobody wants a partner like that who can't even spend a day with you before you are going out of the country. You are not addressing the point here.
I sent you this ask..i was supporting you before on stormie matter but now you are doing the same thing. You keep talking but when someone asks you to address the exact point or something..you are not going to post their ask?? Or maybe you are going to block us too like she did before.great. you have nothing to say what point i made...so keep ignoring logical asks and stay delulu. But what jk did yesterday...it clears out all the confusion of him being a couple with jimin. He and jimin are not together.
How did u know I deleted your ask? 👀
I have only recently just started getting asks but when I used to only read posts I always use to sympathise with Jikookers who had to deal with you lot. Because you people are annoying, I'm sorry. I wish you would just pick a side and then move along. You have two options anon (and any other insecure Jikooker reading this) its either a) You become a proper Jikooker and join us with celebrating and supporting their love or b) Stop being a Jikooker and just enjoy BTS content. Stay away from Jikook support spaces and just ship them on the surface as that one duo u find adorable and cute.
There is no other option. This back and forth is ridiculous to me. Pick a side. Please. I beg you. Does this look like a broken couple to you?
No seriously, look at them. If you see two exes behaving like this I assure you they're still fucking. No cap. If my man behaved like that with his ex I would result to violence. I'm not even kidding he would catch these hands 👊🏽
An anon told me that u guys come to us to convince you that Jikook are still a couple and I'm starting to see that. But why is it so important to u that Jikook be together? Or not together for that matter? Why does it have to be black and white?
What JK did yesterday it clears out all the confusion of him being a couple with Jimin.
Okay I'm glad you have come to that conclusion. And that's okay. Now will this help you move on? Will u finally stop sending asks to Jikookers trying to disprove Jikook? I hope so. Because you can't be changing your mind next time Jimin tells JK he loves him on weverse. You're not allowed to change your mind when we see them together and they're all lovey dovey as usual. You're not allowed, I'm sorry. Pick a side anon, please.
I am not confused as to whether or not Jimin and JK are together and you can't hold that against me. I do not need regular Jikook content to believe they're still making out behind closed doors. I, know that just because I don't see it doesn't mean Jikook were not cuddling the night before JK left for the premiere. Just because we didn't get a photo of it, doesn't mean it didn't happen. My memory is intact and I remember how natural this looked.
So I deduced that this is something they do regularly. Just because I have no footage of it, doesn't mean that was the last cuddle or the last time they ever fell asleep together.
My memory is intact and so I remember the love confession that is GCFT. I haven't forgotten the lyrics to Letter. My memory is still good and the last 10 years are worth something to me. I won't throw away everything they have ever said and showed us because JK went to a premiere instead of staying home with Jimin who was flying out.
Nobody wants a partner like that who can't even spend a day with you before you're going out of the country.
You know this, how?? Ever since JK came back from the US we don't know that they haven't been together every day since. I, believe they're together so I know they made time for each other. I don't need to see it, to believe it. I delete these asks for a reason. You need proof in order to believe Jikook is real and that's messed up. U wanna be a shipper, fine go be a shipper. But stay away from supporters because we believe what we believe. And you don't have to see things my way. You don't believe Jikook are a couple, well and good. But leave me out of it. Please. I am happy to be delulu. You do you, and I'll do me.
Oh. FTR I don't block people. If someone has an issue with me they can block me themselves. I resent the accusation. 😒
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He doesn't deserve you
Pairing: Wooyoung x Reader
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Group: Ateez
Warnings: rough language, angst, breakup
A/n: So this is my first fiction of this genre.. Hope you like it... 🫶🏻🙈
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You: Fine.
Him: Fine.
You: Fine.
-Today-
Him: Hi Y/n
You: Hi H/n
Him: I should tell you smthg
You: What?
Him: I break up with you
You: ...
You: Haha
You: that was funny
Him: I'm not kidding
You: H/n it's october. Not april
Him: I know
You: You're really not kidding
Him: I swear
You: Why
Him: Bcz I don't need you anymore
You: What do u mean by that
Him: I just don't have feelings for you
You: You don't love me anymore
Him: I never did
Him: But you were sexy
Him: And I really enjoyed you
You: That's the worse joke I've ever heard
Him: It's. No. Joke.
Him: I have another bitch now
Him: I love her
Him: So I don't need you anymore
You: We were a couple for three years and you just used me for my Body
Him: Yes and I loved it
Him: I'd do it again every time
You: Stop
Him: But you should know the truth
You: Stop
Him: Why
Him: are you sad?
Him: Awww
Him: I know you loved me
Him: I'm sorry
Him: But not sorry
You: Stop
Him: It's fun
Him: I'll tell everyone
Him: You'll soon find another Fuckboy
You: I'm leaving now
Him: Go and cry, i'll follow you everywhere
Him: You'll see me again
Him: And we'll fuck again
Him: I promise
Him: If my bitch doesn't want anymore
Him: But you can't say you didn't enjoy our time
Him: I worked so hard to get you
Him: It was lovely
Him: And so hot
*you blocked this user*
A single tear rolled down your cheek. A second and third. Soon a while waterfall was fleeding your cheek. You sighed and cried. Then you took your headphones and put them on to calm you down. Or not. You played a depressed playlist and turned the noise on. Then you rolled yourself into a small ball of yourself and cried for hours.
-10:38 pm-
"Y/nahhh I'm homeeee!!!" Wooyoung shouted. He went in to the door and took his shoes off.
No answer.
He took his bag on the shelf and his jacket in his shared room with Jongho and Yeosang. "Helloooo?" He shouted, louder this time.
No reaction.
'What if something happened?' he thought. He went to your room and knocked at the door. You didn't answer.
So he came in and closed the door behind him. It was dark in the room. Wooyoung waited a bit until his eyes saw something in the dark, then he spotted you. A little, sad ball with headphones on.
"Oh no. What happened?!" he asked but the singer got no respond. Well, you did neither hear nor see him. He went to your bed and softly took your headphones from your ears. They were loud. Really loud. No wonder you didn't hear him.
But you didn't open your eyes. You just kept them closed, the tears finally had stopped. Your face wasn't even still that red. You pretended to sleep but he knew that you didn't. "Y/n? C'mon answer me! Are you okay? Is everything okay love?" he said softly.
Your tears nearly came again from his loving voice. He softly poke your side to see if you were really sleeping, but as you flinched he knew that you were awake. But he didn't see a smile forming on your face, as usual when he playfully poke you.
"Hey... What's wrong? Come on darling, tell me, I am here for you!" he said. The young lad nearly panicked.
Then you finally opened your eyes, only to see Wooyoungs worried face looking at you. You saw the relief in his eyes as you opened your eyes. You saw the love in his eyes. And this broke your heart again.
He was a wonderful, loving friend. He was the best what ever appeared in your life. With the other seven boys together. They all were your best friends and you would die for each one of them. And they'd do the same.
Your tears started flowing again as you saw his love. A tiny thing inside of you, maybe your goddamn heart, wished H/n would at least once look at you like this. You really loved him. And as you thought this now again, your heart broke into smaller pieces as it already was.
One tear fell down, then two, three...
"On god, Y/n what happened..." Wooyoung sighed and pulled you in his lap, hugging you with his strong arms. You burried your teary face in his shoulder and cried your eyes out ... again.
And your best friend was there for you. He held you thight, he patted your head and your back, stroke your back and whispered calming things into your ears.
After ten, twenty or thirty minutes, you were unable to guess, you stopped crying. All your tears had been gone.
He set you free of his arms and you sat beside him. His hug really helped you. Now you didn't feel that much like as you just wanted to go and die.
"Thank you" you whispered with your broken voice.
"It's okay. I'm always gere for you, Y/n. Will you Tell me now? What happened?" Wooyoung tried again. You silently took your phone and opened the chat without looking at it. It'd only make you cry again. He scrolled to the first message from today.
You kept looking at his face to see if his emotions would change. His eyes widened as far as he read through the chat. His pretty face reddened and became a VERY angry look. As he was done, he was really mad. And I mean REALLY mad.
"Who is he to dare to scare you? Who is he to break your big, pretty, precious heart?! Oh this jerk will learn his lesson." he said angrily. And before you even could react, he called H/n.
"No! Woo wait..." you tried to protest but then you decided to wait ... and see.
H/n picked up.
And Wooyoung wasn't stoppable anymore.
"Are you KIDDING ME??? WHAT in GODS name ARE you??! YOU FREAKING ASS!!! WHO are you to hurt my precious Y/n?! WHO are you to even DARE to say you'll USE her again?! OH GOD you really should PRAY now that I don't come over and KILL you!!! Keep your DIRTY, UGLY, SMUTTY fingers away from her! PROMISE ME NOW THAT YOU'LL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN!!!!! GO WITH YOUR GIRL AND DO WHATEVER YOU WANT BUT KEEP AWAY FROM HER YOU GODDAMN FUCKING ASS FUCKBOY!!!!!!!!"
He didn't even let H/n a chance to say anything, because as he finished his speak, he hung up.
And he was mad. Really mad. Damnnnnn you had never seen this boy more mad. But he took a few deep breaths and as he looked at you again, the anger was gone.
And when he saw your tiny smiley what formed during his speech, he smiled too. "Hey, what do u think about a movie night? Or a Drama or anime binge watching night?" he asked you innocently.
You softly smiled and said "Oh Woo, that'd be wonderful. I'm so grateful that I have you.". His smile widened and the black haired boy went to the kitchen to prepare some snacks.
-10 minutes later-
He came back with chips, crisps, gummys, nachos, strawberries, blueberries, chocolate, donuts, raspberries and two bottles of coca cola. "Wow! Wooyoung! Where'd you get all of these?" you laughed. He seemed just happier now that you laughed.
He put the tablet on the desk, turned the tv on and brought the tablet with him to you in the bed. You two cuddled and he wrapped one arm around your shoulders and with the other, he took the tablet on your lap so you both could reach the snacks.
"What do you wanna watch?" he asked. "Oh it doesn't matter" you said and he turned on 'Imitation' because he really loved the Drama,, San, Seonghwa, Yunho and Jongho acted in it and because it was very funny.
You two watched until the next morning and fell asleep like 5am.
- the next day -
It was comfy. You didn't sleep so well for weeks now. You opened one eye and saw the tablet on the other side of the bed,, the TV, that has been turned off,, the Clock on your wall showing that it was 14pm and a sleeping Wooyoung next to you, who was holding you into his strong arms. You remembered what happened yesterday and a single tear rolled down your cheek again. But it was only one. That was good. You closed your eyes again, smiled and hugged Wooyoung tighter.
You soon fell back asleep.
× End ×
A/n: I hope you liked it! It's my first fiction of this kind... Anyways, sorry for the rough chat🥲 I hope it wasn't too uncomfortable... But I really wanted to write this fic bcz I'd have needed Ateez back then too... Well, luv u guys!
Ps: If you have any requests, I'd be happy to write them! Lemme know 🫶🏻 I'm always open for requests! Well, now : Baiiii
#ateez#ateez scenarios#ateez wooyoung#ateez x reader#ateez fanfic#ateez fluff#ateez hurt/comfort#wooyoung x reader#wooyoung fluff
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Okay you guys have been asking how the date went.
I realized I didn’t mention this in my earlier post but he’s a white dude with long hair but the sides are trimmed .
We met up on campus so we could head to the library together.
Picking out an outfit and doing my hair for this was hell😭😭
But if you must know😌 I settled for a pink long sleeve crop top and a short cute denim skirt and my pink platform slides😌😌
I slicked my hair back into a bun (if I had braids in this would’ve been so much easier😭)
But Yh that was my outfit.
When I got there we had already agreed to meet at the campus cafe so Yh.
My heart was practically in my ass y’all😭😭😭😭 I was so nervous ffs🤦🏿♀️
He was wearing a regular T-shirt and some jeans and a fucking silver chain🧍🏿♀️
Silver accessories bring the whore out in me😭😭
I had to cross the road to get to the cafe and while I was crossing I realized he didn’t see me cuz he was looking down at his phone and I was like That’s fucking cute😭😭
But anyways I went up to him and I was like “heyyyyyy”
Y’all
Y’all
When he looked up from his phone and saw me he fucking looked me up and down and then smirked🧍🏿♀️
A fucking smirk🥹
He said hi back and told me I looked nice and my stupid ass said hi again😭😭 and went in for a hug
And when I tell you this man smelt AMAZINGGGG
I was this🤏🏿close to dropping to my knees.🥲
Anyways
We started making our way to the parking lot cuz apparently he wanted to drive us to the library instead of taking the public transportation.
Now Ik this should not have been my first thought after seeing the type of car he had but it was😭😭
The man had a whole Audi parked up as if it was a normal dandy day💀
When I saw the car yall I literally stopped walking💀💀 I was like
“Ohhhhh you got money moneyyyyy”
Which he laughed at💀 and told me his parents work in finance or smt like that so he got it for his 16th birthday🧍🏿♀️
My no drivers license ass stood there like🧍🏿♀️
Anyways while driving we talked about a looooooott
Like I can’t even remember most of the convo but he did make a comment that almost made me pass out
“You’re so fucking adorable”🥹🥹
I’m done.
So done.
It was the first I ever heard him curse and let me tell you😮💨😮💨
So we get to the library and by this time I’m a fidgety mess. Also giddy
The library is literally my favourite place in the whole entire world guys😭😭
So I practically jump out the car the minute he parks and I didn’t realize it immediately but he was smiling at me 🥹
Then proceeds to tease me about how he’s never seen anyone this excited to go into a library.
We have a playful argument with me basically telling him that libraries are bomb af and him telling me they’re not.
Anyways he picked up nothing…which I found absolutely hilarious 😂😂😂😂
I picked up about 4 different books and be judged me for every single one💀
So as heading up to the cashier he pulls me back and takes the books from me and he looks at me and he’s like
“I’m paying for everything today”
Now the way I grew up I have a very hard time accepting when somebody pay for stuff for me especially men so I immediately refused allowing him to do that but he gave me silent treatment and paid for them anyways 🧍🏿♀️. (We still argue over text about that…even though he says when I’m with him I shouldn’t even think of paying for anything)
We head back out to the car and he asks me what I want to eat and I explain to him that I’m trying to space out my meals so that I don’t over eat😬(been going through episodes past of recently with my body image)
And he asks me when was the last time I ate and I was like “8 this morning”
Y’all the way he looked at me😟😭
And practically commanded me to get in the car
“We’re getting you something to eat”
I said nothing bcz well…I was hungry😭😭😭💀💀💀
So we had quite a drive to get some Chinese and we ate in the car .
As I’m eating he starts telling me about himself and I learnt a lot🥹
I was having so much fun y’all.
And I told him that.
And he was like “me too I want to do this again with you”
And I was like sure but you have to pick the next date
(He wants to see a movie on Valentine’s Day)
We talk some more and eventually the topic of ex’s come up and I explained that I had never had a bf before🧍🏿♀️(I grew up with strict parents yall😭)
And he was like “good cuz I want you to be my girlfriend and I don’t feel like sharing you with anyone”
I was like😧😧😧
“Girlfriend? When did we come to that conclusion?”
Basically tells me five minutes into the date he ‘solidified’ the thought.
And l I could say was “oh”
I’m awkward sorry💀
We talked some more after that and eventually it was time to conclude the date.
Driving back was soooooooooo loooonnggggg and bcz night was coming it started to get cold yall
And yk I was in a short skirt🙂
He realized and started to rub my thigh to “warm me up” 😭
Take me now Lord😭
So I give him the directions to my house and he drops me off and walks me to my door
Basically tells me he had fun and stuff and then leans in and gives me a kiss on the cheek.🧍🏿♀️
Yh you read that correctly 😭
“You were really pretty today…I love this skirt on you”
😧😧😧
I sorry?!
Are you trying to make me jump you rn?!
Anyways I tell him to text me when he gets home and the date ended there😌.
I loved every second of it and I think I’m developing an obsession with him 😭😭😭
I mentioned to him over text once that I wanted to get braids soon and he was like
“How much?
Yh definitely daddy material
We’ve been eating lunch together on campus but I can’t see him often bcz he’s doing computer science and I’m doing marketing so that’s under two different faculties 🥲🥲
I will say though there is not a day that goes by without him telling me to eat on time😭😭
Practically cussed me out if I miss my meal time 🥹
I won’t lie though I love every second of it
Ohhh and he’s recently been calling me “Krissy”
I’ve been calling him giant💀 because The guy is huge yall
But yeah.
That’s it so far🥹
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8/🌠
14/✨ (non negotiable <3)
3/💖 what's your favourite thing about being queer?
For me at least, being less in my own head about fitting in and being normal and accepted. Like I used to but then I reached a certain level of queer and at that point I realized I didn't give a fuck lol. Like even if no one accepted me ever I feel way more free and not just in terms of gender and sexuality but everything.
8/🌠 when did you first figure out you were queer? do you still use the same labels you did back then?
At 14 I realized I liked girls after watching Blue is the warmest color lol. I considered myself bi but was confused about my attraction to guys for years, going back and forth from bi to bi with a preference for women, to aroace, greyro/ace, to the split attraction model (biromantic homosexual), back to bi when I was dating my girlfriend but then she came out as a girl and I thought I was a lesbian, then last year I was undeniably attracted to a guy and realized I'm definitely bi and my weirdness about guys comes from the fact that they always liked me as a cis girl, which is when I finally realized I was trans. As for gender, at around 18 was the first time I truly questioned gender, at 19 I considered myself nonbinary, agender at one point, nb again, cis again (my irl best friend has that pro trans anti nb view that I hate but that was the point where it got into my head that it's pointless cause no one will accept me so I went back into the closer and denial) and then trans/nb at 20. Idk I'm a guy but I relate to non binary as a label in a way, but not as the sole or main label. As for sexuality I feel like I only fully understood it last year, I'm completely confident with both labels for the first time, I have a way better grasp of my identity than at 14.
14/✨ tell me something you really like about yourself
This is relevant to being queer, but honestly the fact that I tend to intuitively guess things about myself, and others too, pretty early on when literally no one around me would agree with me. I just like how I'm not afraid to consider things despite how ignorant and hostile my environment can be and how I literally have avpd. For all that I hate about myself, I'm impressed that I was so open to consider the idea of being mentally ill at all, or queer at all, especially so easily/early. I didn't really resist it as much as one would expect and I kept learning more about myself and looking for answers cause I was sure I would find them and then I did. And it's good bcz I'm also very accepting of others and know what to say and how to help usually.
Thanks for the ask <3
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So u know, ur girl teach some English in her small little village and the topic of cancel culture come. If we don't talk about Korean Entertainment when we touch this topic then I don't know where u get ur infos then.
One thing that I found is someone in twitter have an argument that Yoo Ah In must not be edited out from his project. Why? He's a talented actor (not denying it), and his lil crime is only become a victim of opioid epidemic. I need to double back on this statement he/she writes. A victim? Opioid epidemic? In South Korea?
Mind you, South Korea has the same regulations about drugs as my little country (cz we learn from u, America), so I for sure, know, it's not that easy to get drugs. That's why he went to his doctor, that mostly the main relatively safe way to get drugs for privilige people in SK.
We don't have Opioid Epidemic or down bad situations bcz of drugs that really make the people say: we need to start regulating this kinda drugs and maybe stop giving pain killers like candies.
So u can't really say that he is a victim. A victim means he stumbles upon the drugs and become addicted to it because of pain killers. It's not. He wants it. It's the same reasons like B.I wants to know thr feelings of taking drugs, bought it, but chicken out in the end. It got him canceled! Ofc it's gonna make people edited the fucking out of Yoo from their projects.
But then u say, what about GD? Did he took Marijuana? So the case is diff. GD got in the radar bcz his result when he came back from Japan is positive of drugs. One time. Only one time mind you and after that repercussions happens to him, he stay away clear from anything resembling taking a cig from stranger. I hope he stay far aways from stranger who likes to giving his things altogether.
In the case of Yoo, authority got the alert bcz he took treatments more than one. He got the taste and back to it again and again. He got addicted yes. But people around him maybe dont have knowledge it happens to him or just stand and look at him til its too late.
So, no. Ur oppa is not a victim of opioid epidemic. He choose freely to take the drugs. People got betrayed. Angry. Dont want the other to follows his step. Cancel him. Edited him from projects. Yes. That's what happens. Look for others talented Oppa, girlies. I do too.
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let me explain all of these so you'll know:
so me and tac stayed up all night talking about these two and here is what came of it
1. its inspired by this shirt. it looks like vyshyvanka (traditional ukrainian wear) and i said "THIS. THIS IS VYSHYVANKA AND HARPIA WOULD WEAR IT" and this came to life
(also ft. with butterfly hair clip. i love this thing)
2. we came to an agreement of hauke having his pockets full of candy, sweet ones for harpy and spicy ones for it but being the little shit he is the filling of said pockets would be switched on random. hauke loves watching the grimace of they get when they eat the spicy candy.
3. remember the butterfly hair clip? now look at these. its canon they wear it. no room for discussion.
4. a smoke break. they smoke together. i don't see what timeline it is but id like to think its still during SC. actually we came up with how they became friends (best friends your honour).
tac :
saw this and thought about harpia just coming back from mission still all dolled up and miserable, and hauke passes them in the hall and stops them to put his big ass shirt on their shoulders to cover up
*banter banter banter*
tam :just thinking about how they became friends generally
tac :what if the jacket thing is actuall yone of the first interactions? like, i cant imagine that other shadows on base wouldn't wolf whistle after harpia? and hauke offered his jacket without fuss and then just went on his way
and then they probably didnt meet for a while again lol cause i think the biggest hurdle would be for harpia to not see hauke as just be one of those hardasses in the company to avoid? or maybe hauke just chatted them up one day when they happened to both be smoking in same place
tam :oh yeah, they def thought of hauke as the typical guy +they don't talk much to many outside the intel gathering and operating team but they were tired, it was a fucking long and hard mission (they totally did not fell asleep on heli istg) and the way they looked on the whistlers could kill *if they could turn it up and right to do so*. so the gesture actually does touch them to the core
tac :hauke would make sure to stand proper and respectful like Harpia is a superior and only look at their face. just "ma'm" and holding out his coat, maybe throwing an annoyed glare over his shoulder when some asshole tells hauke off ofr 'hiding the goods' or some shit
tam :id say that the first time they saw each other was on field but the jacket accident and smoke breaks in between missions made them bit by bit closer
tac :oooh field! you got more thoughts?
tam :hey met.. idk if you remember but despite being mostly used for intel they go on field too and it was a shit mission and they got hurt and it was a medic. concussion hit hard and they fought hauke thinking it was an enemy and the lieutenant was irritated since they were loosing time and he barked to either put harpia out or seduct them so they can proceed with exfil. i think they were just drugged over to exfil vehicle and they kind of calm down in between
tac :so sorry i just had crack thought
tam :tell me.
tac :harpia flipping out a bit, hauke sticks his cigarette int heir mouth and goes "suck on this and maybe you'll calm down"
harpia too stunned to struggle cause wtf and just silently smokes the cigarette while hauke hrows them over the shoulder and jogs off with them
tam :canon.
now look, i think that the jacket accident happened bcz they were too tired to do shit about usually they would snap on whistlers and they would fuck off and i fucking bet hauke saw it happen a fair few times
tac :after they would totally get accused of just wanting to get into harpias pants, lol
tam :there would be so much gossip
. . .
also age difference. and hauke is kind of babying them bc of it. here is a short list:
• "when i was your age" jokes from hauke
• the "youre old fuc—" jokes from harpy
"what is that?" "you would know if you weren't this old."
"augh! look at all of this sand! it keeps falling off of you, you old bitc--"
• "you are like... a baby"
"hey!"
"a little baby toddler"
"im an adult and you damn well know it!"
stomps foot in anger
"little babies dont get to steal cigarettes"
"you give them to me!"
". . ."
"willingly!"
"aha."
"now look, you give cigarettes to the baby and you are the villain now"
"so you accept that you are a bab—"
gets something thrown in their face
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..
...
"didnt know babies can aim so well"
*gets kneed in the dick (affectionate)(and by affectionate i mean gentle, but still)
5. harpia is a type to eat cereal in mug and at any point in the day and hauke eats that shit straight out of box. dry.
they are so close.. like siblings....... found family. i would add more but this is already long enough so... another time!
CoD OC doodles of Hauke and Harpia (@tamorisana)
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PT2 OF HER FAVORITE PLS
am i still?(your favorite)
spiderwoman!ahn yujin x fem!reader, spiderwoman!yujin x felicia hardy (black cat) GP!YUJIN
genre: angst, fluff
warnings: cheating, violence, cursing, mentions of sex, self inflicted harm
word count: 6,822
a/n: i actually finished this a week ago but i js kept putting off proofreading bcz of how long this is😭😭😭 ALSO EVERYONE ASKING FOR A PT 2 SAY THANKS TO @second-daughter-of-clexa, FOR HELPING ME W THIS!!
The black cat and spiderwoman save the city together once again. could this relationship of theirs exceed just friends?
you rolled your eyes and turned off the tv, switching the channel was no use because it seemed that black cat and spiderwoman was all they talked about. you hated feeling this way, you knew you had no right to even doubt her, black cat was someone who helped her out. you should be thanking her, but instead all you could feel was jealousy, something that was very foreign to you.
you never had a reason to be jealous in the past, you were the one people were jealous of. much to your dismay though, you were now the one overcome with the emotion of jealousy. It didn't help that you were yujin’s first for everything, her inexperience in relationships led to you not being able to freely communicate with her (you liked to tell yourself it was that). you couldn't help but think that you were being unfair with her by doubting her relationship with one of her few friends. you feeling this way was the reason you could never get yourself to confront her about this topic.
yujin was never good at talking to people, this was one of the main reasons she was deemed a loser in school despite her good looks. when she became spiderwoman it was like becoming a new person, someone more confident, someone who could stand up for themselves. when yujin became friends with black cat, her confidence shot through the roof. someone as sexy as black cat was showing interest in her. although at the time black cat did not show any romantic or sexual interest in yujin, things changed quickly.
it started off with light brushes that could be excused as accidents, maybe her hand accidentally brushing against yujin’s bicep. small things like that. the small touches soon escalated though, the light brushes becoming bolder and escalating into lingering touches on places that wouldn't be deemed as appropriate had they stayed longer.
the red that tinted her face as black cat would whisper things into her ear made her start questioning things. on one hand, yujin felt amazing that someone this hot would make such advances. on the other, she doubted whether or not this was even appropriate for friends to do. surely this wasn't wrong? what was the issue if all they were doing was talking, flirting isn't cheating. seeing felicia as a close friend, yujin went to her with these worries and was immediately reassured. they weren't having sex, her girlfriend shouldn't have a problem with what she was doing.
when the lingering touches expanded into small gropes is when yuijn started to feel like what they were doing was wrong. yujin knew that touching her dick was reserved for only her girlfriend. If this was so then why was felicia touching it? although it was just small squeezes through her pants surely this couldn't be right. this time she went to another friend, harry. harry had been her friend since before she was spiderwoman so surely he’d give good advice.
“uhh harry i need your advice on something.” yujin said, scratching the back of her neck as she sat down on harry’s bed.
“sure, what is it?”
“okay, so you know how I'm dating y/n right?”
“yeah….?”
“okay well i have this other friend whos like smoking hot-” yujin started but was soon cut off by harry’s question
“how hot are we talking about?”
“super fucking hot, like shes hella pretty and has such big boobs bro, her body is so fucking sexy. anyways though, we’re getting off topic. she keeps making moves on me, like she’ll ‘accidently’ brush her boobs on me, and she keeps touching my dick.” yujin explained, air quoting accidently.
“holy shit dude, can we trade lives! how the fuck do you have all these hot girls on your dick?!”
“bro I don't know, isn't it like cheating or something like she keeps on touching my dick and like flirting with me.”
“dude no way! you have two girls tryna jump your bones bro you have to take advantage of this situation. plus, unless you stick it in her pussy it aint cheatin.” harry said, encouraging his friend.
after this conversation with harry yujin felt over the moon, he was so right. why was she worrying about her girlfriend when she had such a hot girl in front of her. with her newfound confidence from her talk with harry, yujin found herself reciprocating the advances felicia made on her. of course she didn't do much as she still knew her boundaries and that she had a girlfriend, but a little fun wouldn't hurt. yujin's advances consisted of nothing more than flirting back and maybe a little groping here and there.
“It's been a long day you know, why don't you come over for a bit?” felicia said as she looked up at yujin while feeling the muscles in yujin’s arms which had now become prominent due to the exertion.
“I gotta get home though, my aunt’s probably waitin on me…..” yujin trailed off
“it’s already pretty late, i don't think she’d mind waiting a little longer. you can just tell her you got held up.” felicia said, ending her argument with a small squeeze to yujins dick.
groaning at the action, yujin decided that that was convincing enough and put an arm around felicia’s waist to web them both to felicia’s house. yujin soon arrived at the familiar building which contained felicia’s flat. yujin had been to felicia’s flat many times before, but never for this reason. In fact yujin and felicia had never gone further than groping and flirting.
as they stood at the door of felicia’s flat, yujin couldn't seem to ignore the small voice in the back of her head telling her this was wrong. yujin wasn't a baby, she knew that all she was doing with felicia was wrong, she knew what they were gonna do was terrible. she just chose to ignore the thoughts that faced her with reality. she chose to use harry’s advice as an excuse.
It was selfish really, she wasn't like this before, she despised cheaters. your ex had cheated on you multiple times and yujin hated him for it, she hated him for doing something so cruel to someone as amazing as you.
It wasn’t until felicia was on her knees with yujin’s cock freed from the confines of her pants and now in felicia’s mouth that yujin started to doubt what she was doing. ‘no but harry said….’ was what she said to herself pushing down the thoughts that what she was doing was wrong.
“fuck it, im already doing it. might as well enjoy it.” she mumbled to herself before clearing her mind of thoughts and letting pleasure overtake her.
yujin had never been this rough with someone, especially not to the person sucking her off. she didn't know where it came from but she was filled with rage. why did felicia have to be such a slut and seduce her, this was all felicia’s fault. never in her life had yujin said such degrading things to anyone but she couldn't seem to stop the words from leaving her mouth.
sucked up by her thoughts, yujin lasted much longer than she ever had, and soon enough when she opened her eyes it was y/n she saw on her knees. ‘seeing’ y/n yujin suddenly snapped back to reality, pulling her dick out of felicia’s mouth and shoving it back into her pants.
“fuck, this was a mistake, i have a girlfriend.” yujin said before leaving through the window, not allowing a response from felicia.
tears clouded her vision as she webbed around, the thought of your face utterly heartbroken when you found out was all yujin could think of. yujin had become the one thing she hated most: a cheater, and she was the only one to blame for this. soon enough, yujin found herself at your bedroom window pulling it up and letting herself inside.
“hey you, i was waiting.” you said eyes still on the assignment you had on your desk.
more tears flowed out of her eyes at the thought that while she was out with another girl you were here waiting on her. she was the worst, she hated herself so much. she needed to tell you what she had done, she had committed the worst crime and the guilt weighed heavy in her heart. yujin was never good at secrets. she felt butterflies in her stomach, usually she loved the feeling of them, it always followed with a warm feeling in her chest. not this time though, it was like the butterflies were trying to eat their way out of her stomach. she wanted to throw up, she felt disgusted with herself.
not hearing a response you turned towards your window and felt your heart drop at what you saw. yujin was on your window sill, face buried in her hands, water leaking from in between her fingers. you immediately got up and went to embrace yujin, you didn't get a response from her, her face still in her hands as you whispered sweet nothings in her ear.
abruptly yujin broke away from your embrace and before you could question it she ran to the bathroom connected to your room. she collapsed next to the toilet and began to empty the contents of her stomach into it. you sat down next to her and gently swept her hair away from her face holding it into a makeshift ponytail as you rubbed her back.
you didn't know if it was because she was vomiting or if it was something you did but she burst out into tears again when you started touching her. you didn't know what was going on but you continued to try your best to comfort her. she soon stood up from the toilet, flushed it, rinsed out her mouth, and then silently walked to your bed, curled up into a ball, and continued to cry.
you slowly approached her and sat down next to her on the bed, you started to rub her back and asked if she wanted to talk about it. she removed the arms covering her face slowly and looked up at you, the sight of her broke your heart. It was one you never wanted to see again, her eyes puffy and red with tear streaks lining her cheeks. her mouth was drawn into a frown and her eyes looked terrified, you never wanted to see her like this again. It was too heartbreaking.
she cautiously sat up and removed your hand from her and held it in her own contemplating. she slowly raised your hand and as hard as she could she brought it down on her face. the action shocked you, the slap having been so hard her face turned and the red handprint now marking her face. you tried to snatch your hand away not wanting to hurt her but she was much stronger than you. she repeated the action multiple times, just slapping herself using your hand, you turned your face away not being able to look. you could feel the wetness of her still running tears on your hand and could feel your hand start to sting from the impact.
“yujin please, stop!” you exclaimed your own tears now flowing.
seeing and hearing you yujin immediately dropped your hand now starting to pull at her own hair while murmuring sorrys. you didn't know what had gotten into her, when you finally turned to face her you were horrified by the sight, her lip was bloodied and her face now turning a shade of purple. maybe if it was someone else you would have been scared but right now all you could feel was distress. yujin was hurt, you never wanted to see yujin hurt.
“yujin STOP!” you exclaimed, grabbing onto her hands and detangling them from her hair, to bring them to your face.
you knew she could easily break away from you but she didn't, you knew she wouldn't. not when you were this upset.
yujin didn't know what to do, she wanted you to hurt her. she wanted to be beaten black and blue by your hands, maybe that would ease the guilt. she knew nothing could atone for what she had done but at least this way she would be getting hurt along with you.
yujin prayed that this was all a bad dream, that she hadn't really gone and cheated. she knew that once the trust between you two was gone it may never come back. she didn't know what to do, she wanted to tell you so bad but she didn't want to say it aloud, she didn't want to make it real. she had this feeling burning in her stomach, the feeling you get when you’ve done something so bad you can't tell whether it's a dream or not. the dizziness that makes you feel that maybe if you get pinched you’ll wake up.
but this wasn't a dream, this was real, the blood running down her lip being a confirmation if anything. she wanted you to yell at her, tell her she was terrible, that she was the worst person ever. but knowing you, you definitely wouldn't. you were too nice to ever do that.
“im so fucking sorry, i didnt mean to i swear i-i- i just- i dont know im such a bitch fuck please- just hit me, yell at me, please.” yujin said, struggling to get a sentence out due to her labored breathing.
she couldnt breath, she couldn't seem to get air to enter her lungs causing trouble in her speech. this frustrated her to no end, she was so mad at herself for not being able to get full sentences out. why couldn't she stop crying long enough to talk properly?
“baby…” you trailed off, a deep frown on your face seeing yujin’s state. “you don't have to talk right now babe, let's just sleep for now. today must have been hard, you need your rest.” you continued the frown only getting deeper.
your sentence only seemed to set off more tears, what you said had reminded her of what felicia had told her not too long ago. reminding her of the crime she had committed.
seeing that nothing you said or did was helping you laid down on the bed and pulled yujin down with you. you held her face against your chest and felt her curl up next to you wrapping her arms around your waist as she held you close. the feeling of her whole body shaking as she sobbed into your chest made you want to cry.
you continued to gently stroke her hair until her breathing evened out and the shaking of her body stilled. you felt the tears running down your own face, she was finally asleep but you seemed to be restless. you had a terrible feeling in your stomach, you weren't sure if you wanted to know what she had done that was so terrible.
you slowly removed yourself from yujin before carefully getting out of bed and going to your closet. you pulled out your longest shorts and a shirt of hers that you had stolen, none of your normal clothes would fit her. you carefully removed the blue and red suit from yujin’s body and changed her clothes as cautiously as you could. you didn't want to wake her and risk her not falling asleep again. you hid her suit in your closet, the same place you always put it when yujin fell asleep before changing. you laid back in bed and immediately felt yujin curl up into you, and before you knew it you had also fallen asleep.
you awoke the next morning to the smell of pancakes, you found this weird since your dad wasn't home for the week. you went down the stairs to further inspect the origin of this scent and once you reached the kitchen you found yujin there, making pancakes.
“good morning babe.” yujin said her back still towards you as you neared her.
you contemplated bringing up last night but out of fear for another outburst you kept your thoughts to yourself. the last thing you wanted was to upset her.
“morning” you mumbled, wrapping your arms around her waist and resting your chin on her shoulder.
you left light kisses along what was exposed of yujin’s neck as she continued to flip the pancake on the pan. after she deemed the pancake fully cooked, yujin shut the stove and turned around in your arms. she leaned in and pecked your lips, a smile on her face. a smile that contradicted what she was currently feeling inside.
although acting as if nothing had happened, yujin’s stomach was filled with moths. the butterflies that once occupied her stomach around you had blossomed into moths. moths that wouldn’t leave no matter how much she urged them out.
she hated this. she hated secrets, she was terrible at keeping them and she hated to. especially secrets from you, keeping secrets from you was never something she wanted. she wished she could just spit it out, but she couldn’t. she just couldn’t.
although the inner turmoil was almost eating her alive, yujin still kept a smile on her face. where she wanted to cry and have you beat her she smiled and pretended nothing was wrong.
feeling your soft palm caressing her bruised cheek brought a blush to her face. you stood on the tips of your toes and slowly left a soft kiss there. she saw the sadness in your eyes as you softly touched the bruise after having your feet return to the floor. she wanted to cry, the bruise only serving as a reminder of what had happened.
she willed the tears back, only allowing them to rest at her water line. she couldn’t cry, not now. you seemed to notice the tears that were on the edge of falling. you frowned as you noticed yujin still had a smile on her face despite that obviously not reflecting her feelings.
when yujin felt like she couldn't hold the tears in for longer she leaned her head down and rested it on your shoulder. her hands held your waist and pulled you closer. no noise escaped her, she just needed those tears out. when she felt they had dried she once again raised her head and smiled at you.
“let's eat now, shall we?” yujin said, letting her hands drop, one of them grabbing onto your hand.
she led you to the table, the plate of pancakes in one hand and yours in the other. she had you sit down and then went to the cabinet and took out some syrup. the both of you only ate syrup so she didn’t see the need to take out butter. she sat down next to you after setting the syrup down on the table and started to eat.
you poured syrup on your pancakes and ate them, what had happened that was so terrible? you took the hint that she didn't want to talk about it but it worried you. yujin had never acted this way, this type of behavior from her was very foreign. the thought she didn't feel comfortable enough to talk to you about what had happened kept bothering you. had you done anything to make her feel that way?
“are you not hungry?” yujin asked, pulling you from your thoughts on what you had done wrong. you looked down to your plate and noticed that you had only eaten a couple of bites.
“i’m not that hungry right now, but the pancakes are the best i've had.” you shot her a bright smile after the compliment.
yujin beamed at the compliment and got up from her seat at the table, picking up both of the plates. you tried to insist that you should do the dishes because she had made the food but yujin was not having it. after washing the dishes yujin suggested going to a fair, and you obviously agreed.
yujin’s gestures didn't stop there though, the whole entire week yujin had been the best she had ever been. not that she had treated you even remotely bad previously in your relationship, but she had been going above and beyond. she would show up at your door daily with flowers and showered you with gifts and affection. you didn't know why she was doing this but you couldn't say you hated this, anyone would love this kind of treatment.
“mmh y/n you should really try this, it's superrr gooood.” harry slurred out leaning onto you and holding out a red solo cup.
you were currently at a party, you only attended because it was one of your friends who was hosting. all of your friends had came with you but when you arrived they left to be with their boyfriends leaving you with harry.
harry osborn, he was yujin’s best friend since they were in kinder. yujin was originally going to come to the party with you but she couldn't attend last minute, due to there being a burglary. she promised to arrive later but for the meantime she had sent harry in her place.
you didn't respond to harry, only shrugged him off of you and went to the kitchen.
“heyyy yujin, so what happened with that really hot girl that you were flirting with? did you guys finally fuck or are you guys still only touching eachother?” harry slurred as he followed you.
what he said made you stop in your tracks, “what did you just say….?” you asked slowly, turning around.
your response to what he said made harry's eyes widen and seemingly sobered him up.
“y-y/n… i- i that’s not what i meant, s-someone was just bothering yujin. it was j-just one sided flirting, not on yujin’s part.” harry said in a panic as he tried to clean up what he had said.
“that's not what you said, you said yujin was flirting and that they were- touching each other?” you said stopping in between what you said, questioning what he meant.
“c’mon, you know how people say stupid things while drunk. yujin loves you, she would never.” harry said, trying to bullshit his way out of this. unluckily for him, you weren't stupid.
“so yujin- cheated…?” you said your voice wavering at just the thought, tears filling your eyes. you knew harry wouldn't confirm it, only deny so you didn't see the need to continue to listen to his lies.
“no, she didn't, please believe me y/n!” harry tried to say but had to yell it seeing as you had ran away.
harry had said it loud enough for everyone to have heard it, even over the music. it caused a sudden silence, even the music stopping while everyone directed their gazes to you. your friends, having heard this, came up to you and surrounded you asking what had happened.
“s-she ch-cheated!” you exclaimed through your tears.
they didn't need to ask who because they all knew only one person could cause this reaction out of you.
“I'm gonna kill that son of a bitch.” your closest friend chaewon said in a low voice.
you shook your head side to side through the tears, even after knowing what she had done you didn't wish for her to get hurt. no matter how much she had hurt you, you would never wish for her to be hurt.
“what happened y/n?” another one of your friends asked, you could hear the frown in her voice.
“harry was really drunk and he said, and I quote ‘heyyy yujin, so what happened with that really hot girl that you were flirting with? did you guys finally fuck or are you guys still only touching eachother?’ and then i was like w-what did you say and he tried to make up some bullshit excuses saying that he didn't mean it.” you said in between hiccups, explaining all that had happened.
your story only seemed to fuel your friends’ anger, you were surprised there wasn’t smoke coming out of chaewon’s ears with how red she was.
“when i see that motherfucker it’s on fucking sight.” chaewon said and the rest of your friends nodded in agreement. “she wont be going home without a broken bone.” jiwon added
you could only smile in endearment, despite your sadness, your friends loyalty to you made you smile.
while on her way home, yujin received a message from harry saying that y/n knew what had happened between her and felicia. she could only curse at him for revealing the truth that she so desperately wanted to hide. her original plan was to go home, change, then go to the party but that was no longer an option. yujin didn't think she had ever been this stressed.
when she arrived home, yujin changed and went down to her aunt and uncle's room.
“uhh uncle, can i talk to you for a minute?” yujin saw this as a last resort, she needed someone to give her advice.
“yeah sure, what’s up?” he said after your aunt exited the room.
“I uh i messed up big time, i- uh you know about my girlfriend y/n?”
“yeah, what about her?”
“i uh, i kinda cheated on her. but i didn't even kiss her or have sex with the other girl.” yujin added after seeing her uncles eyes widen
“well if you didn't kiss or have sex with her then how would you cheat?” her uncle said, seeming to think that yujin hadnt cheated.
“uh, she uh- the other girl i mean, she kinda uh gave me a blowjob… but i uhm- i didnt finish at least.” yujin said, a blush dusting her face, she never would have wanted to reveal this to her uncle.
In response yujin’s uncle just let out a heavy sigh, visibly disappointed in her actions.
“well buddy, I don't think there’s much you can do to fix this. you were completely sober when you made the decision to cheat. there's nothing you can do other than tell her and hope for forgiveness.”
“uhm about that… she found out, not by me…” yujin trailed off scratching the back of her neck.
“well uh, you’re fucked. here's some advice for you though, if you've ever done something bad it's much better for you to say it yourself rather than someone else to.”
“but then what do i do now?”
“just talk to her, tell her the truth. don't leave anything out.”
soon after finding out what yujin had done, jiwon called off the party, and insisted that you stay over at her home. you declined though much to your friends’ dismay, saying that you’d have to face her sooner or later. so here you sat, on your bed scrolling through instagram. you refused to cry in front of her. you knew she’d come over the moment she found out you knew and you werent gonna cry over the mistake she had made.
soon enough, yujin was at your window pulling it up and letting herself in. you didnt look up at her, you didn't want it to seem like you cared.
“look y/n i dont expect you to forgive me but i just really want a chance to explain, please.” yujin said, ready to beg for just a chance to explain.
“what’s there to explain, you’ve been cheating on me, that’s probably why you’ve been spoiling me.” you let out a breathy laugh void of humor “wow, i’m so fucking stupid, to think it was because you cared.”
“baby please, let me explain. you’ve got it all wrong.” yujin said, trying her best not to cry.
seeing how desperate she was you couldn't find it in you to say anything more, you still cared for her, no matter what she did. you shot her an expecting look and yujin took it as a sign for her to explain.
“so uh- you remember that night around a week ago when i was really upset?”
your eyes softened as you recalled that night, even the thought of it bringing sorrow. you gave her a small nod, waiting for her to continue.
“so uhm before that night you know black cat? well she um she kept on flirting with me but um i didn't really mind it because obviously it didn't really matter to me and they were just words. but uh yeah it became a problem when she started touching me, at first it wasnt really anything. just things that could be written off as accidents so i ignored it but then she started to uhm touch my uh my dick.” yujin said blushing at the mention of her dick
“but uh anyways, i obviously knew that only you should be touching that area because you're my girlfriend. so then i went to harry, and i asked him what to do and asked if it was cheating but he said that it ‘wasn't cheating unless you stick it in her pussy’ and that i should be really happy that two hot girls wanted me and that i should take advantage of this situation.” yujin said, blaming harry.
“that fucking bitch.” you seethed, ready to deck him the next time you saw him.
“but uh yeah, so then um i just like didn't stop her from groping me and then one day she was like ‘come back to my place it's been a hard day’ and because harry said that it was only cheating if it was in her pussy i agreed. but when we got there she tried to kiss me but i didn't let her because my lips are only for you but um…. she- we- uh she gave me a blowjob but it felt so wrong that i couldn't do it. i couldn't cum because all I could think of was you so i told her that it was a mistake and that i had a girlfriend and then left.” yujin paused trying to gauge your reaction but when she realized she wouldn't get it she continued.
yujin knew that her uncle told her not to leave things out but going against his words she purposely left out multiple things. telling you that she reciprocated what felicia was doing wouldn't help anyone.
“so then that day that i came to your home upset, it was after i left black cat and i was so mad at myself. I felt so disgusted that i even let her touch me and believe me, after what i did no one hates me more than i do. and um- that night i was trying to tell you what had happened. even that morning, i wanted to tell you while we ate but i couldn't bring myself to. almost as if, if i said the words aloud it'd all become true. i- i’m so fucking sorry, i know i fucked up but i love you and ill do anything to stay with you.” yujin begged, she wouldn't be able to handle you leaving her.
“why didn't you talk to me about what black cat was doing?” you asked anger seeping through your voice
“I couldn't, you already didn't like her, even if you never said it i know you. and harry’s my only friend other than black cat, there’s no one else I could have consulted.” yujin explained, answering your question and your next one.
“well, i don't know what you want me to say, it's an undeniable fact that you cheated. as much as i want to i can't just ignore that, i had trust in you but now i- i don't know. i- i just need some time to think, for now at least i just need some time alone.” you said, the anger in your voice replaced with defeat. you couldn't find it in you to be mad at her, not after what you saw her go through that night, you saw how much she regretted it.
“i’ll wait however long you need. but uh- before the break starts, please can you just kiss me. just once, please.” yujin pleaded.
with the intent to fulfill her request you got up from your bed and walked towards her. you reached up and wrapped your arms around her neck, hers lacing around your waist. you pulled her down and slowly placed your lips on hers. for the first few seconds you two didn't move, simply reveling in the feeling of each other's lips.
yujin wasn't sure when she’d get to kiss you again so she planned to make the most of it. you could feel the tremble of yujin’s lips as they glided along yours. the way her hands gripped onto your waist, almost like if she were to loosen her grip you’d disappear. she loved you dearly, with all that she was, she loved you. as her tongue explored the depths of your mouth it hit her, this might be the last time she did this. if it was possible, her grip on you tightened and she pulled you closer, not leaving any space in between the two of you.
the burn in her lungs from lack of oxygen was starting to intensify, but she didn't care. she didn't want it to end, not this soon. but soon enough the lack of oxygen was too much for you to bear so reluctantly you pulled away. you rested your forehead against hers and gazed into her eyes. your soft pants for air fanning over her lips. you didn't need any words, a mutual understanding shared through your gazes.
it was over, for the time being at least.
The black cat and spiderwoman’s relationship confirmed?
what followed the headline was a video of black cat flirting with yujin. you couldn't help but wonder if taking a break was a mistake, what if she didn't wait? what if she left you for black cat? these questions plagued your mind, you knew that you were lucky to have yujin, she was very attractive, and not only that she was such a sweet person.
you couldn't help but wonder if you had made the wrong call. sure yujin wasnt responding to the constant flirting of black cat but that didn't help to ease your doubts.
yujin on the other hand, wasn't in the best situation either. after the break was initiated she refused to leave her room for days, spending them crying over you. it was felicia who had come to yujin’s home and coaxed her out. yujin had told felicia honestly what had happened and how she didn't want anything with her.
felicia accepted this, although accepting though, felicia kept flirting with yujin. yujin didn't see a problem with it though because she knew that it was simply friendly flirting. yujin didn't flirt back and would just roll her eyes from under her mask in response to the flirting. yujin had long accepted that flirting was a personality trait of felicia’s.
though having caused a wedge in between you and yujin, she held no resentment towards black cat. if anything yujin was grateful towards felicia, the one who forced her out of bed. she considered felicia a very close friend and had nothing but gratitude towards the other girl.
your eyes were glued to your phone, you refused to turn on the tv and hear more news about yujin and the black cat. you had tuned out all noise keeping your focus on the video you were watching. the sound of your window opening snapped you out of your daze. it had been weeks since you heard the familiar scrape of your window as it was lifted.
your head turned towards your window looking to see who was there. a gasp escaped your mouth at what you saw. yujin was squatted on your window sill holding onto her abdomen. yujin had big hands, but they were not big enough to fully cover the gash on her side. her suit had rips all over it and you could tell by the swelling she would have a black eye.
you immediately ran over to where she was and she fell over into your arms. you helped her walk over to your bed and then sat her down. you told her to wait for a minute and rushed through your drawers until you found your first aid kit.
although not being as qualified as an actual one, you had been yujin’s personal little doctor. due to her being spiderwoman, she couldn't really go to a hospital so she usually came to you. because of this little arrangement you had studied up a little on how to attend to injuries.
you slowly inspected the gash and noticed that it was pretty deep but thankfully it hadnt hit anything important and with the right care it’d probably heal fine. you grabbed a small towel and applied pressure to the wound, you kept it there until the bleeding had stopped. you told yujin to hold onto it as you looked through the first aid kit for ointment. you quickly ran to the bathroom and washed your hands with soap thoroughly.
you came back with a wet washcloth in hand and then kneeled in front of yujin. you went to take away the towel that was pressed against her injury but you were cut off by her voice.
“i’m getting major deja vu right now.” yujin said, her voice suggestive as she looked down at you on your knees.
you flushed at what she was insinuating and muttered a small shut up before going back to attending to her wound. after you wiped away the residual blood you went to apply ointment to the injury. after putting on the ointment you stopped, yujin had never gotten an injury this bad and you honestly had no idea what to do.
“should i just wrap it up now?” you had never dealt with a wound like this, you were clueless on what to do. you knew that the only reason yujin wasn't losing an insane amount of blood and was still conscious was due to her having accelerated healing. but it was for that reason that you had no clue on what to do.
“you’re the doctor here, how should i know.”
at this response you simply shrugged your shoulders and took out some gauze. you carefully wrapped it around her abdomen until the roll was finished. you went to stand up after dressing her wound but you were stopped by her looking at you expectantly. you rolled your eyes and let out a small chuckle knowing exactly what she wanted.
you reclaimed your position on the floor and left a soft kiss on top of the gauze covering her injury. after doing that you stood up, leaned down, and then left another kiss on her eye that was swelling. when you pulled away from her you could practically feel the satisfaction in her.
you walked over to your closet and pulled out some oversized clothes and threw them in her direction. you knew she could, but with her injury being on her abdomen you didn't want her to change herself. you walked back over to her and pulled her hero suit off of her, replacing the clothing with more comfortable pieces.
you laid back in your bed next to her, the both of you just staring at the ceiling in silence.
“do you miss me like i miss you? fucked around and got attached to you. friends can break your hearts too and i’m always tired but never of-” yujin’s out of tune singing was quickly interrupted by your groan.
“why are you like this?” you said in mock exasperation.
“i'm always tired but never of you, if i pulled a you on you you wo-” yujin continued, a wide grin on her face.
“please for the love of god stop!” you groaned, you would never admit it, but you loved it when she did stupid things like this.
“hmm, i guess a kiss could shut me up.” yujin said, a finger on her chin as if she was in deep thought.
“and what makes you think you deserve a kiss?” you questioned turning around on your side to face her.
she turned her head to face you and pouted, “i got injured after saving the city, i deserve it for my hard work.” yujin whined
you slowly leaned in, your lips ghosting over hers, “only because you're my favorite hero.” you breathed out before pressing your lips into hers.
#ahn yujin#ahn yujin x reader#izone ahn yujin#ive yujin#ive yujin x reader#g!p#gp!yujin#gp!yujin x reader#gp!idol#ive x reader#gxg#kpop#girl group#yujin x fem reader#g!p ahn yujin#yujin g!p#spiderman#black cat#harry osborn
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Smitten with you
A/n: (I recommend reading this while listening to pulse by pastel ghost) Idia brainrot bcz I love him
Idia shroud x yuu
Fluff, comfort
Being with Idia always felt safe and comfortable he has this vibe that made you feel at peace, gaming nights with him were almost like a tradition atleast 3 times a week both of you enjoyed eachother's presence
"I win" stated Idia smiling he's sharp teeth at full display, he was no longer insecure of showing he's smile around you "This is hopeless you never lose" yuu wailed "it takes time to master gaming you'll get on my level one day" he chuckled as he patted your shoulder, in that moment you lifted your head up and Idia went back to he's shy persona and immediately moved back "your smug about gaming but when I'm a little closer to you you go crazy, guess you still have the flustered side" yuu laughed and Idia rolled he's eyes "let's just get back to gaming"
After many rounds of gaming and eating junk food you were getting sleepy your head slowly dropping on idias shoulder, he yelped on surprise and then tried not to make any movements to not wake you up, he put he's controller down and stared down at you eyes glowing in admiration as he started stroking your hair and pulling you closer to make you feel more comfortable muttering a quiet "I love you" "I love you too Idia" he hummed but then froze screeched like a little girl and moved away from you in a flash shaking blush covering he's features "hehe you look like riddle when he's mad" yuu laughed "t-this isn't funny! How long have you been awake?!?did you trick me into thinking you were asleep! And as for what you heard you misheard it I didn't say-" "Idia calm down why are you trying to cover the fact that you have feelings for me?, I said I love you too" he all of a sudden stopped shaking and realised that indeed yes you said I love you back...but what if your joking? What if it's a cruel prank on him?! I mean honestly who would ever love a introvert who never goes outside like him.. "Idia I know what thoughts are going through your head and no it's not a prank I actually do love you " "but why? Why me? I mean there's vil malleus Leona s-so many great options why me?!-" "I don't love them for fucks sake I love you!" You sighed "you have so many amazing traits your not aware of and it's sad but please trust me when I say your a beautiful powerful smart kind person and I love you for everything every flaw of yours I adore" Idia was shook he couldn't speak and talk he has tears in he's eyes he's lips starting to quiver, you got up and approached him slowly putting a hand on he's shoulder as he finally managed to look you in the eye "you mean that?" "Of course I do Idia I love you for everything" you smiled at him, Idia started sobbing and tackled you into a hug making you fall backwards on the floor, you soothed he's back and comforted him, after he finally stopped and calmed down he sat on he's knees like you staring at you smiling slightly you smiled back and gave him a quick peck on the cheek as he screeched he's flames turning red and you laughed after much hugging and staring he managed to asked if he could kiss you on the lips which you gladly said yes to, he shyly grabbed both your cheeks blush covering he's face as he slowly brought he's lips to yours it was a short kiss but it meant the world to the both of you it felt like nothing both of you ever felt before. Idia quickly covered he's face and wen to the corner of he's room as you fell to the floor wheezing, this relationship was gonna be a rollercoaster, a fun, loving and exciting rollercoaster.
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#idia shroud#idia shroud x mc#idia x reader#idia shroud x reader#idia shroud x you#idia x mc#x reader
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Magic you say!?
Consider, Wizard reader practicing magic out in the woods and then Tsukishima finds them as is like tf and they zap hm out of surprise and turn him into lnto a crow or sumthin and can't change him back bcz Reader sucks at magic and now he's got this sarcastic talking crow sitting in his shoulder and telling him to change him back.
Yes
Fluff to angst, murder/death, blood/gore, mean parents, very very long
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“You, sir!” An old man grabbed Kei by his shoulders, “Have you ever heard of a witch?!” Kei shrugged him off and walked away, “No.” He put his headphones back on before the old man ran in front of him, startling him, “They’re dangerous fiends that trick you into their bidding!” Kei scoffed before walking away, the old man yelling behind them, “You’ll regret it, boy! Don’t listen to the seductress!” Now, what was he yelling about? Kei continued walking away, spotting more people up ahead on the sidewalk. They held signs with WITCH printed all over them. He stopped before turning towards the forest, deciding that a shortcut could never hurt anyone.
The walk in the forest was calming, his music sounding out everything else as he stuck to a trail leading him somewhere. He kept his eyes down casted, watching his step through the unfamiliar surroundings, it would suck if he stepped on a snake. He came up to a sign that pointed in three directions, ‘How long have I been walking?’ He thought as he looked around, unfamiliar plants surrounding him. He tried to read the sign before realizing it was in a different language, confused that there was a sign at all. He took out his phone before groaning as he saw he has no reception. He got nervous as he looked at the paths, two made of the normal dirt and one made of stone.
He went down the stone path, hoping it would lead him somewhere with people. The music stoped playing for awhile now, his headphones hanging around his neck as he looked around. The plants around him gave him a sense of security, easing his nerves with their pleasant colors and beautiful designs. He noticed a bush with beautiful red flowers but had a disfigured green one, literally looking like it was melting. He kept walking, forgetting he was lost as he took in the beautiful forest. The sound of an explosion sent panic into him, jumping from the noise and into a tree, bushes shaking. “Ow…” He knew he should turn back, retrace his steps and hopefully find his way out of the forest, but his curiosity outweighed the urge to leave.
He followed the direction the sound came from, the stone path leading him to a little opening in the forest. The first thing he noticed was a scorched area, a tree stump in the middle with a teddy bear on top of it- both unscathed. The second thing he noticed was a boy holding a bright purple book with designs on it pointing a stick at the area, the look of frustration on his face. “God damnit!” He yelled as he kicked a stone that was in front of him, somehow not noticing Kei as it landed right in front of him. Kei watched as he took stance, looking at the book before pointing the stick at the bear and saying something in a foreign language.
Nothing happened as the boy looked at the point of the stick, a blue ‘ZAP’ hitting him in the eye, “Mother- FUCKER!” He hopped around as he held his eye, dropping both the book and stick, “Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow!” Kei picked up the stone, the boy picked up his stick. He stepped into the clearing, not being noticed as he walked behind the boy, “What was that?” He was curious to know what the fuck was happening. The boy jumped away with a loud shriek, the stick that he had pointed at him shot out a black ‘ZAP’ at Kei. He closed his eyes for a second, opening them to see everything. The boy crouched down, “I’M SO SORRY! OH MY GOD, ARE YOU OKAY?! OH NO, WHAT DO I DO?! OH NO, OH NO, OH NO!”
He shouted as he gripped his hair, bringing his head down to his knees as Kei looked around confused, “What did you do to me?!” He flapped his newly transformed wings, hopping around, “I ACCIDENTALLY MADE YOU A CROW! I’M SO SORRY, I DIDN’T MEAN TOO!” The boy kept apologizing, “Well turn me back!” He demanded, “I don’t know how!” “How do you not know how?!” “I’m bad with magic!” “Mag- what?!” Kei hopped towards him him and pecked at him, “Hey- stop! I said I was sorry!” He got up, picking up the book and stick, “Turn me back!” “I will! Just… give me some time,” he shoved them both in his bag, “How much time? I have a life you know! I can’t go home if I’m a bird!”
“I’m sorry, but it might take awhile. I’m not even supposed to be out right now, so you either have to go home with me, or go home.” He picked up the bear and stuffed it into the bag. Kei angrily walked up to him and started pecking. “Um, what are you doing?” The boy stared at him as the crow pecked at the tree stump, “That’s not me, you know.” He watched as Kei stopped pecking, turning towards him and pecking at his shoes. “Hey! Stop that! I’ll turn you back just give me some damn time!” He hopped around the crow (while also trying not to step on him) as he pecked at him, “Turn me back!” “Is that the only thing you know how to say?!”
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“Can you not fly?” They’ve been walking for only a couple minutes and Kei was starting to lag behind, “You try becoming a bird.” He snapped as he tried to keep pace. The boy huffed before picking him up, “Hey!” He squirmed, “Stop moving! This is faster!” Kei kept squirming as the boy sighed and continued the walk while holding him like a hamburger, Kei’s legs rapidly moving before giving up and letting it happen. The scenery was bigger, but without his glasses it was also blurrier. He sat in the uncomfortable position as the stone path lead them to a beautiful house surrounded be nature. The area wasn’t very open, vines crawled up the outside of the house and flowers sat in beds.
The boy held Kei in one hand as he slowly opened the door, seeing no one in sight and carefully closing the door behind him. He kicked off his shoes and tiptoed to the stairs, “(Y/N),” He paused, both boy and crow straightened up. He turned around to face the living room, his parents sitting there with his mother reading a book and his father drinking wine, “Where were you?” His father asked, eyeing the crow in his hands, “I was, uh,” He quickly looked around the house before his eyes landed on Kei, “I was summoning my familiar!” He quickly said, Kei looking back him in confusion. “(Y/N), you know this is a cat household. Why do you have a bird?”
His father sneered at the crow, Kei sneered back (as much as he could, anyway), “He’s a crow,” He mumbled, “I don’t care, get rid of it.” Both of their heads shot up at him while he took a sip, “What?! But-” “I said what I said.” The mother closed her book, “Dear, why don’t we let him have it for awhile? It’s the only spell he actually casted.” Even Kei felt insulted by that, “You are right… (Y/N), go upstairs while your mother and I discuss this.” He didn’t give an answer as he ran up the stairs, walking all the way down the hallway to his room and shutting the door. He let Kei down on his desk with a sigh, dropping his bag on the floor and flopping on the bed. “You’re parents are assholes,” Kei said, looking at (Y/N).
He took a deep breath, “I know,” He got up, taking the book and stick out and sitting at the desk, “Can’t complain, though. They haven’t kicked me out. Yet,” He said as he opened the book, reading through the pages, “That’s a shitty excuse to not complain,” He looked at Kei before laughing, “Yeah, it really is, huh?”
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Kei closed his eyes as the stick pointed at him, unfamiliar words spoken before a knock interrupted them. (Y/N) almost dropped his book before throwing it his bed and opened his door. “You can keep the bird,” “Crow,” His father glared at him, “Sorry,” His mother spoke up, “But it’s your responsibility to make sure the cats don’t eat it.” They walked away as he closed the door, banging his head on it before turning around, “Good news! You’re staying,” He said as he sat down, “Oh, great, just what I wanted.” Kei heard him sigh, “You’re not much help, you know.” He got up, putting the book on the desk before looking around. “Hmm, stay here, I’ll be right back!” He ran out of the room, leaving the door slightly ajar.
Kei sat there in the empty room, looking out the window to the setting sun. ‘I’m really going to get it,’ He thought, the sad feeling of not going to be home for awhile crashed into him. He curled into himself, waiting for (Y/N) to come back. He heard a meow, looking off the the edge of the desk, piercing green eyes looking at him as the black cat jumped onto the desk. He screamed a crow noise before the cat was picked up, “No, Lucy! Bad cat!” (Y/N) placed the cat outside his door before closing it, “I’m sorry, I didn’t think she’d try to get you! Which is a really stupid thought now that I think of it…” He mumbled the last part as Kei calmed down, his tiny crow heart felt like it almost collapsed. ‘I don’t like cats anymore.’
(Y/N) placed down a shoe box in front of Kei, “You can sleep in this, since I have no idea how crows sleep.” He got out a tiny blanket and folded it up to fit, pushing the box up against the wall. “Well, uh, good night.” Kei didn’t say anything as he crawled into the box, snuggling down against the wall.
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Kei woke up with a yawn, opening his eyes to the partially lit room. (Y/N) was still asleep in bed, having his back turned to him with an arm over his head. Kei opened his wings in a stretch, his right wing stretched out as his left foot did the same. He alternated, feeling hungry. He got to the edge of the desk, opening his wings and hopping off the desk- falling face first into the floor. He groaned as he picked himself up, shaking the pain away, “Mm, you okay?” (Y/N) got out of bed, doing a quick stretched before picking up Kei. “‘M fine,” He grumbled as he was placed on (Y/N)’s shoulder, letting his eyes momentarily close. He opened them as the door opened and made their way downstairs, passing into kitchen.
(Y/N) picked up a sticky not, “Oh, how inconvenient.” He mumbled before opening the fridge, “What?” Kei asked as he yawned, “They left the house to do some business.” (Y/N) said as he took out the eggs and milk, “Pancakes?” He mumbled, “Sure.”
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(Y/N) made mini pancakes for Kei, cutting up some strawberries for them and setting down the plates with drinks. “Y’know, you haven’t told me your name yet.” They both stared at each other, “Tsukishima Kei, call me Kei.” He mumbled as (Y/N) hummed and they both went back to silently eating. He cleaned up the plates when they were done, putting cat food in the bowls and bringing Kei back upstairs. “I’m going to shower and change, you need anything?” “I’m good,” (Y/N) grabbed some clothing before closing the door, once again leaving Kei alone in his room. He looked around before spotting the stick on the desk next to him, picking it up and tapping it against the desk a couple times.
Nothing happened, of course, a bird can’t cast magic. (Y/N) walked back in, throwing his clothes in the laundry basket and walking up to Kei. “I need that,” He chuckled as he took it from Kei, “What is it?” Stupid question, really. “My wand, not a stick.” He sat down and opened the book, “Okay, another day, another way to make a fool of myself.” (Y/N) mumbled to himself. “Oh, wait! I forgot,” (Y/N) ran out of the room, Kei hearing him stomping down and back up the stairs, “Here, for your eyesight.” It was a tiny pair of goggles, (Y/N) going to put them on, “I can do it myself,” He held his hands up, “Okay, okay.” He set them down, watching as Kei failed to get them on. “Need help?” “…Yes.”
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They’ve tried to turn Kei back all day, both sleepy by the end of it. A plate full of bread crust was off to the side, next to a couple glasses and another plate. Non of the spells they tried worked, (Y/N) got frustrated and yelled, “Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!” He stood up, the sudden movement startling Kei, and threw the wand at the door, it snapped on impact. He sat back down and put his head in his hands, Kei looking at the broken wand before looking back at (Y/N), hearing sniffing as his shoulders shook. He didn’t know what to do, awkwardly standing there as (Y/N) silently cried, “I-I’m sorry, I can’t do it. I just can’t do it!” His voiced crack as he put his head down, refusing to let Kei see him like this.
“That’s lame,” He said, “What?” (Y/N) lifted his head, “Just giving up. It’s lame.” Kei looked away from him, his feathers ruffling as (Y/N) pet his head. “You have a odd way of comforting people,” He laughed, “Whatever…” Kei mumbled before pecking at (Y/N)’s hand, “And stop petting me!” “Ack! I’m sorry!” They settled sown as Kei looked out the window, the sun set not too long ago, leaving the moon out as the only light source. Kei looked at (Y/N), realizing he fell asleep, open book left to the side. He got a sudden chill from the open window, looking at it before looking at (Y/N), ‘This means nothing.” He thought as he climbed up (Y/N)’s arm and into his hood, curling up on his neck.
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(Y/N) held the broken wand in his hands, “Wands aren’t supposed to break,” He mumbled, Kei on his shoulder once again, “This… this isn’t a wand. This is a stick!” His yell startled Kei, “I’m right here, no need to yell.” He hopped down onto the couch, “They gave me a fraud!” (Y/N) yelled as frustrated tears started to gather in his eyes, “I couldn’t turn you back because I didn’t have a real wand… Those assholes.” (Y/N) got up and ran up the stairs, Kei hearing a ‘BANG’ as the door hit the wall, no doubt leaving a dent. He heard (Y/N) run back downstairs with another wand, face red as he wiped his eyes. “They never believed in me, of course I had a fake.” He had his bag with him, “C’mon, maybe I can do it now.”
Kei was back on his shoulder, the cats on the fire place watching as they left. (Y/N) took a deep breath before taking off in a sprint, Kei struggling to hang on, “Hey, watch it!” He yelled as (Y/N) slowed down, “Sorry, just excited to finally do magic.” And pissed, Kei could see how his eyes forward every few seconds. The finally got to the spot where Kei was turned, “Okay, this is it.” He set down the bag, setting Kei down on the tree stump before opening the book and getting in stance. He chanted as Kei closed his eyes, “Fuck!” Kei opened his eyes as (Y/N) dropped the book, crouching down and holding his side as an arrow stuck out. Kei hopped down and ran to him.
“Look what we have here,” An old man came out of the bushes, Kei instantly recognizing him from a couple days ago. “A witch and a bird,” “You bitch.” (Y/N) punched him between his legs, ignoring the pain as best as he could as he grabbed Kei with his bloody hands and running. The man doubled down behind them, yelling curses. (Y/N) ran with the help of adrenaline, Kei safely secured in his arms with the wand. He stopped as he collapsed on his knees, “(Y/N)!” Kei yelled as he was let go, “Don’t worry, I remember the spell.” (Y/N) said with a smile, “Still pissed he called me a witch, though.” He mumbled, “You’re bleeding and you’re thinking of being called a witch?!” (Y/N) looked down, “Let’s hurry this up.”
He grabbed the wand and chanted, a yellow ‘ZAP’ hitting him. He opened his eyes, looking at his hands with relief before looking at (Y/N) in horror, “(Y/N)!” He helped him to his feet, (Y/N)’s arm around his neck as they walked away. “It’s okay, your okay.” (Y/N) looked at Kei, “Thanks, Kei,” Kei smiled at him before making eye contact with the old man, having no time to react as he was pushed out of the way, another arrow making it way into (Y/N)’s back. “(Y/N)!” Kei yelled as (Y/N) collapsed, tears gathering in his eyes. He looked at the man as he laughed, already loaded crossbow aimed. “Any last words, witch?” (Y/N) gathered the rest of his strength and pointed the wand at him, “Go… to hell.”
A red ‘ZAP’ burning the old man as he screamed, begging for mercy before disappearing. Kei looked at the spot he was in before grabbing (Y/N), “No, no, no! (Y/N), please,” He cried as he held on to him, his blood coating him, “Hey, it’s okay. You’re a human now…” He mumbled as tears of his own fell from his face, “I’m sorry,” He said as his arms went limp, “(Y/N)? (Y/N)?!” He cried as he slowly laid him down, covered in his blood. He was lost and lonely now, and very traumatized.
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I got a little carried away
#haikyuu x male reader#haikyuu x reader#angst#tsukishima kei x male reader#tsukishima x male reader#tsukishima kei x reader#tsukishima x reader#Mel
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