#i was talking to mav about it and i know im in trouble when i get those little heart squeezes 😭😭

[rexscanonwife]

FUCCCKK MAV SENT ME A NEW WYLL KISS ANIMATION...

[jrueships]

What are the psychosexual consequences of the twolves dominance right now

mmm.. i have been Chewing on this...

for quite some time .

so this is a thought i have always had tbh. These playoff results so far have just been bolstering my confidence in it.

Ant and Kat's love is loud love.

The Suns love is no love. Not that they dont have any love At All, because they do. But for each other? Im not so sure. The Suns is Men doing it all for the image of finally being champions so they can prove themselves to the people OUTSIDE their team.

The nuggets is domestic love. It's quiet, it's comfortable, it's won a championship, it's retired love. Retired does Not mean dead, it does not mean completely inactive, it means slower moving, at a personal pace, enjoying what you find to be the thing you wouldn't mind dying doing. Jokic and Jamal don't have to say they're in love 24/7 to let us know they're in love. Jokic doesn't have to talk about horses all the time to reporters for reporters to find out how much he actually does from him always going back to visit them. It's quiet, but it's so strong that it doesn't have to be anything but quiet to know

The mavs is a love built on respect. Wordless, they know they can depend on the other no matter what troubles the other may be dealing with or how much is happening, they Know someone will always be there to get the job done. They KNOW it's not a waste, whatever they're doing .

Kat Needs positive reinforcement, reminisces on it, dreams for it, grows restless and angered without it. Gets real self-conscious and starts faking everything to seem like he has everything so people can start treating him like he's not just some everybody in the world, but a SOMEbody in the world, someone whose opinions, thoughts, actions, and.. possibly most importantly.. WORDS will always be remembered as a meaningful contribution to the world.

Ant is a people pleaser. But he's not the meek, 'let your favorite teacher pronounce your name wrong until the grave' people pleaser where it can be pointed out as a problem, he's a Clever one. He's the kind of people pleaser who can step into a room and spotlight the targets that need the most self-value.. all so He can assure his Own self-value, and protect it. Because, ultimately, the phrase 'everybody loves Anthony edwards' is all about Anthony Edwards, which should be obvious, right? The answer's smack dab in front of your face, but the Confidence. The charisma of it all. Covers it. Conceals it just briefly, just enough for him to get away with it. Ant always knows what to say without even thinking twice. He's such a charmer. Except he's not. He's Always thinking, always brewing up the best ways to become a spectacle. Why even video himself saying that slur shit in the first place? Why not just keep that between him and his friend in the car like probably a good chunk other basketball players do ( because let's be honest. These are probably pretty straight men. They hate people like us. )

He can't. That wouldn't give him the best results in the kind of satisfaction he craves, which is all self based, when boiled down. He HAS to not only impress his one friend in the car with his in power teasing of others who don't even have a clue, he has to try and impress Everyone that he's included in his circle, and he just accidentally included the wrong crowd in that.

Ant and kat together are just two self-conscious people who like being together so they don't feel like they're two self-conscious people who like being together. Love can come in multiple forms, but, in my opinion, love oftentimes needs multiple forms to be at its strongest. When you pour all your love into one bucket, it leaves the others hollow. Love can be quiet, and it can be loud, it can be through words, through actions, through the easy times, AND the hard times, it is love.

I like to call Kat and ant the warped jaren and ja bcs unlike jaren and ja where it can all get spoiled from jaren saying something stupid like 'i love you' when they ARE in love and are just uncomfortable saying it, kat and ant NEED to say they're in love so they can feel like they aren't in it. It being Actual love, deep love that requires more than just pretty words and over-the-top compliments and sayings and comparisons and declarations. Actual love like ant going to kat's house and bringing the rest of the team because he knows kat misses having a stable family, hates the fact that something is missing and he'll never get it back.

Actual love like being awkward with each other

Which they Hate. Terribly. The two of them.

So they'll say how much they're in love with the other, how fondly they think about their memories, how they're so close. They'll tease and laugh and try to instruct the other. And the media laps it up, of course. Especially over the quiet love. It's just so boring in comparison.

Love is thrilling, and it is also boring. Like doing menial activities together like watching the news when you two could actually be the ones on it by doing something crazy together, but you don't, and you aren't, because you both agreed it's going to be a cozy day today where you'll both just be a cute pair of couch potatoes on a sofa watching TV together.

Ant and kat CANT be boring. They CANT just sit in that silence together. They have to say something. They have to know the other doesn't consider them a waste of their time because they don't have that same assurance in themselves.

Love is being scared.

Theyre not scared.

They can't Be scared.

Being down by 2 doesn't mean anything besides we'll bounce back. We're not scared about it. I played well, the shots just weren't falling, but i did good. We are doing good. We love each other. We swear.

We're not scared .

(TV loves confidence)

(Love loves fear)

[xevaaa]

officially said my farewells to everyone that is important to me.

I’ll move on again knowing mav was the best thing to have happened in my life. The fact that this hurt more than my ex that took 3 years to get over shows how much it meant to me. I wish I could rewind time to just few days before the incident because I just needed 1 more day to confess my feelings and let out everything… Unfortunately I was so hurt I couldnt stand seeing my closest people being so close to him. Esp when he was treating them like besties as I become a complete stranger. I’m sorry I was ever jealous. I guess I just thought I would be treated the same as well afterward since we ended under the condition that we were gona be friends. I trusted you but then my anxiety ate me up eventually because I loved you too much and I couldn’t hold it in anymore. But ... everything is just my fault in the end and I blame nobody but me.

I think I need my time off… cutting everyone out is the best idea. I'll give up staying friends because it’s only gonna cause more trouble for you and those around me. I really will miss you guys… it breaks my heart knowing this is the only way to let u all be happy and reduce the amount of trouble that i potentially or have already caused.

But alas, I love you. And I will never forget you because despite how broken hearted I am currently. As unhappy as I am for this to happen this way, you have taught me how trash of a person I am and how I need to fix myself to be someone better.

Now being alone is something I gotta learn to face. now I got no one around me virtually or physically not even my own family tbh… I’m alone in this empty house but now I am able to think about my next steps in life.

I miss u so much tbh in fact I already miss everyone whom I have chosen to leave.

I love you Mav. I never once doubted your feelings for me before. And honestly I sincerely thank you for this past year... It was so hard struggling with ny dad and my life issues...Without u i would have possibly been dead phsically and emotiobally. You were the one who stuck with me through thick and thin to keep me going in the year. You have no idea how grateful I am...

You also have no idea how big of an impact u have been on my life; in my lowest of lows but highest of highs. I wanted to at least be good friends with u and share those great moments again like we did before. I wanted to tell you ily in person because it was more special. Im living now with SO MANY regrets and ill never have the chance again. I want u to ggenuinly want to talk to me which was my end goal. Not sure when or IF EVER itll be. BUT You will always have a special place in my heart 😊 ...way up there in my important list of people. You are someone I cherish even if we can’t be anything anymore, HOWEVER i still see u still as a very special person and 曾經是我的 best friend.

I am so thankful of the people who were there for me and let me rant about mav. I bothered you guys enough and its now time to step away from you guys. And it’ll be a while until I realize that someone else is just better fit for u like you say… until I mend my broken heart back together, the least I can do is to bow out of everyone’s lives while trying to accept this unfortunate event and move on. I’ll be someone better just you all see.

-Eva Kung

Sept 08 2017 , 10:03 AM