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DEAD POETS SOCIETY (1989) dir. Peter Weir
#neilperryedit#robert sean leonard#dpsedit#deadpoetssocietyedit#dps#dead poets society#neil perry#useraish#tuserkaren#mialook#usernivi#tusermiles#userrlaura#dailyflicks#*mine#*mygifs#but he doesn't know ! because he doesn't even really know neil#not to take what i said in my lane edit but it's literally trying so hard to be this person that your parents want you to be !#like your parent will never see you how you actually are because they're so busy trying to force you to be this whole other person#the tragedy that is neil perry will never not get to me like i'm sick to my stomach and i am crying my eyes out#he tried he tried so hard to be his best and he just wanted this one thing for himself#also this scene is lowkey my enemy bc i hate coloring it#i feel like it always looks kind off ?
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"See you on the other side, son."
PAPA EMERITUS IV in RITE HERE RITE NOW
#i said no gifs but i wanted to do this one because it made me sob in the cinema and i didn't even know what was happening yet#the vibes of it ..... i want to cry just thinking about it#i don't think all the photoshop time in the world would take that away for me tbh so it's fine#rite here rite now#rite here rite now spoilers#ghovie spoilers#the band ghost#papa emeritus iv#user copia edits#user copia all tag#frater imperator#also. this quality is shit rip
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╰┈ ‘‘You murdered OUR BROTHER—!’’
ft. Allison & Klaus Hargreeves in The Umbrella Academy, season two episode four (2024).
#allison hargreeves#klaus hargreeves#tua#the umbrella academy#ben hargreeves#<- because of obvious reasons#34#346#36#46#dante albidone#eden cupid#ciel edits#<- like i said! eden and then emmy's allison regarding the jennifer incident make me cry and young klaus and allison here are gonna haunt m#forever now THIS WAS WHAT THE MINIMUM STANDARD THEY SHOULD HAVE KEPT for s4. look at them.#head in my hands ben was so loved and much as i love justin look at ethan and remember how YOUNG he was too
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- 你这个人最大的弱点就是喜欢当英雄。一个剑客不该有弱点。 // 李相夷是死了,他的剑没死。横扫天下容易,断相夷太剑不易。 - 我与他十年前海上一战,赢了他半招,他却死了。这世上再无对手啊。 // 李相夷,你我之约无人可以替代。
#莲花楼#mysterious lotus casebook#cdramanet#cdramagifs#asiandramanet#dailyasiandramas#cdramasource#cdrama#cheng yi#xiao shun yao#dihua#lhlgifs#jielin's edits#my posts#do you ever just think about how nobody in this whole world knows huahua better than dfs does and you cry#the two times dfs saw through him became the two deaths he died as lxy and llh respectively#the first time lxy understood what dfs said to him only after he died#he said didn't you tell me that my weakness is that i liked being a hero and so now i am no longer#the second time llh chooses death because he took what dfs said to heart and etched it in.#dfs told him to let go and he did. the irony is that dfs ended up being the one who couldn't#he recovered lxy's broken sword. somehow. and kept it close to him#the irony is also that he never really understood what lxy ever needed in life#and that what he himself needs (lxy/llh to be in his jianghu)#is fundamentally at odds with what lxy/llh needed (to be gone from jianghu)#so he's gonna spend his whole life grieving with his sword at rest#(tl mine. took liberties bc i have no clue what anything is called in en like 相夷太剑 lol#and i'm aware that line doesn't go with that specific yearning dfs but it's short enough to fit :p#ideally it wld have been 明月已获沉西海 悲风何处催八荒 but i used that alr and too lazy to tl)
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PSA that harassing, bullying, and kicking a person out of a fandom is toxic behavior. A difference in opinions does not warrant anonymous hate, and claiming it wasnt that bad and there's no proof because they didn't post the hate doesn't retract the fact that something happened to make them deactivate their account.
Fandoms are supposed to be places of community, enjoyment, and celebration of a mutually liked piece of media. There isn't room for hate, because the concept of a fandom does not naturally account for it.
If someone says something you dont like, it does not give you the right or responsibility to "put them in their place" or "teach them what's right" or whatever. A person is allowed to have their own thoughts and opinions. You can retort, discuss, disagree, hell you can even block them, but for the love of god don't single them out and make them a villain. It doesn't automatically make you the right side if they stop talking.
Also, the anonymous button isn't for keeping the blame off yourself. It's not for sending a dozen death threats while still looking pretty and proper on your blog. The person recieving anons has no way to disengage from the conversation. They cannot block, the best they can do is disable anons and stop the kind, shy people from asking silly questions or hope you give up and stop. The last resort is completely deleting your account, and again, its not a sign of your victory, it's a sign of the fandom' loss, and it is a sign that you are the vicious aggressor.
If youre struggling to stop doing these things, by no means am I a saint or a therapist, but removing yourself from the situation and letting yourself breathe, even for a moment, will probably help a lot with your relationships and mental health. I'm a believer that people can change and it is in human nature to do so, even if it's hard. It's a conscious decision to be a good person (I'm not calling you evil) and being a kind person is fulfilling in amazing ways.
tl;dr don't harass people :( it doesn't give you the high ground and it makes the fandom a worse place.
#this is about shinybluebirdwizard#and spyxfamily#the show is about creating peace and making a world where children dont have to cry#so why is the fandom making a world that grown adults cant handle being in?#if you drive out the biggest contributors because they jokingly said yor is the “less liked parent”#again#jokingly#then youre going to run out of people to talk to#youre going to be standing in a wasteland and asking why no one likes your show anymore#humanity survives and thrives through community#spy x family#personal rant#spyxfamily#fandom#toxicity#please dont make the fandom unlivable#edit i have no proof that shinybluebirdwizard got death threats#i dont know everything about the situation so i did not want to extrapolate and cause confusion#id like to believe that it didnt happen but we cant prove that
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I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted
I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people
I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;
so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)
#But yeah :)#hopefully I’ll be able to sleep it off tonight but since school is tomorrow might end up still tired and stressed (ᵕ—ᴗ—)#lol I’m trying not to complain or make a stink about it whilst still being informative—#Edit: uh so I don’t know what’s wrong with me this morning#But it’s already starting to go to crap unfortunately#Hgnhh I wanna talk but I keep telling myself it’s selfish to talk about how I feel#Idk I’m just messed up man#Feel like crap#eating earlier didn’t help it just made me feel worse#I don’t wanna go shopping or to the outing :(#But my dad said he needs help#And I don’t think I have a choice for the outing#And school tmrw :(#I don’t wanna do this I really font#I think I’m breaking down#Yeah I’m breaking down#<- that’s dramatic I’m sorry#Edit 2: if I trigger myself so badly that I have a really quick and strong breakdown will that make me fine for the rest of the day#Bc omg I have things I need to do! I can’t mope around and be dramatic all day!#I hate this! I don’t want it! Literally any other day would have been doable!#I can’t just ask my dad to stay home from the outing either because then that would entail me explaining why I don’t wanna go and I’d cry-#-in front of him and I don’t wanna cry in front of people#I hate this so much#i wish I could just poof into nonexistence#🌾#<- atp it’s a vent#Edit 3: I’m trying really hard ace but petting my dog isn’t working
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Thinks about how. Gloreth only starts looking at Nimona differently/strangely when her parents call her a "monster". Just throws that label with such a negative connotation on her. Gloreth fucking fights for Nimona immediately in the beginning saying that she's her friend and never once looks at her with ridicule until her mom just holds her by the shoulders and tells her she's a monster, straight in the eye, straight in the face. And just the word is enough to cause the change.
Nimona's getting fucking attacked and prodded and Gloreth doesn't even feel sorry for her just because she's now re-contextualizing everything around her but with that word. I'm so sick. She looks not in hesitance but at disbelief before she runs away. She sees Nimona trying to defend herself from literal Danger in any way she can (she's just a kid and she's fighting with people who won't listen, never will, people that she can't get through) but just sees that as more proof of her being violent, monstrous. She sees her friend all alone, with the odds and the world stacked against her despite them being. so similar but just tells her to go back to the shadows.
And like. Of course she believes those words calling Nimona a monster and takes them to heart. Her parents, the ones she would probably trust most are the ones that told her that. And she's young, she doesn't know much about the world or much better. And of course, her parents and the whole village don't know any better. They didn't see what she saw. They don't know or feel the need to know much more than the definition of the word "monster". But it hurts. God it hurts. It's wrong. It's not fair. It's really not fair.
And it causes this whole legend that will stay with Nimona to ridicule her for generations and generations and birth this system that she's trapped by and causes everyone to be so brainwashed. The one that makes people scared and build walls. That births unecessary distrust.
God. Even in the scroll illustrating Nimona and Gloreth, Nimona is portrayed as such a bigger and scarier threat than she ever could be or would be, until Nimona internalized and gave into those images and despair of course. It's not fucking fair.
Thinking about how when the villagers saw Nimona as a "normal" person they were happy for her just living her life and playing with her friend, she was just another kid being happy like she and every ("normal", apparently) person deserves to be, and they were allowing her to be happy then when they find out what she really is they hate her. They call her a monster and drive her out immediately. They don't look into the details that contradict the stigma, they just feel betrayal when they weren't even the ones who were betrayed (Nimona couldn't fucking help being who or what she was. And she was her own person. She was still. A someone. Why do things have to be different now?). I'm so sickkk.
Thinks about how Nimona feels so hopeless as to just. Accept and yield to that label. That label that was passed down to Gloreth. To the whole world. Such simple but awful words. Aughhhhhhhhhhh
Another post I saw talks about how this is a movie about how hate is taught. And oh my god it is. Hate it taught. It's done so simply yet so, painfully effectively. So devastatingly. And that hate teaches people to hate the world back. God I fucking loooove this movie
Also Nimona's such a Creature /pos /affectionate she's so relatable I fucking love her and I'm insane okay that's the post bye
#nimona#nimona movie#nimona gloreth#this is all to jsut say the trans allegory is INSANEEEHAUEORBHAEOH it. touched me.#watched this movie with some irls after never hearing of it befroe in my LIFE and. as a person who had. a very miserable june at home#and is still having kind of a miserable time at home#this movie made me feel. very accepted and loved :)#lmao at one of the emotional points with nimona one of my irls like dragged me in for a hug#because i was laugh-sobbing very loudly because being dramatic is fun LMAO exagerrated reaction y'know#and they said it's because they couldn't tell if i was actually crying or not#and while i don't think i was in that moment#i think i was genuinely crying at some point#not in an obvious way. just slight tears. and not the laughing kind#and it was great. what a great movie <3333#the fact these themes are also. extremely prevalent in another piece of media im currently hyperfixated on is sooo unfair you can't do that#also unrelated but i love how casually ballister and ambrosius' relationship is portrayed#it's so nice to see it just. be there. and be wonderful#all in all yeah great movie i am now sick for life <3#also i spent this whoel post misspelling “nimona” as “nimora” i'm :skull: good thing i reread and edit before posting
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⏱️Charles Leclerc: Better Late Than Never⏱️
by Béla Films
it's from the same person who made that Max DNA edit (on youtube here, straight from the creator | @nico-di-genova reposted it on tumblr here if anybody wants to reblog, but please go watch them at least once on youtube (or whatever else platform they are on) and give both of these a like if you like them and you can, so that the creator knows you like their works.
#edit: i changed my wording a little bit at the end. the original post said “if you like them and you can because these edits are so cool”#edit: and i realized a little late that was not really what i meant to say#the creator posted it 4 weeks ago i'm crying over each day i did not know of its existence because it's so fucking cool#their max dna edit is like one of my fav things ever#also the lestappen fan in me screams at myself to have both on my blog so#charles leclerc#formula 1#edits#*ensiyap
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At least some good news have come today
#if I wasn't so devastated by today's news I would be jumping up and down and screaming because yes!!!! finally!!!! next year!!!!!!#and we don't have to wait until 2026 so this is amazing#they wrote recently that they were almost done shooting so if they'll be done with it by the end of this year and idk how long editing take#but if nothing stands in the way of the finishing process then maybe we can count with season 5 by the middle of 2025?#I'm not sure but I do hope so#and all the bts photos and stuff they're all sharing just make me so happy aaaaaa#I don't know how much crying to expect when it ends if the actors themselves have said that they cried during the read-through#of the last episode#but it's gonna be a hell lotta eye-sweating for sure#stranger things#misha talks
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LEONARDO BACK IN HIS EDITOR ERA??!!111 🗣🗣🗣📣📣📣📣📣📣‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
(MAYBE!)
And the crowd goes wild for sad gay people!!!!
This is also totally a reference to my fic/au that I have yet to talk about 💪😌 or continue.. but I will. I just need a new damn keyboard.... and the right mindset to write.
Somebody take them away from me please I'm going to be putting them in SITUATIONS and BEATING THEM UP
#across the spiderverse#prowler party#ganke lee#miles 42#miles morales#clawcode#milesganke#prowler miles#slur gallery#digital art#edit#atsv edit#YOU HEAR THAT GUYS??#SITUATIONS!#SITUATIONS I SAY!!!#BIG MEAN AWFUL SITUATIONS!!!!#whoops forgot the tag for my story#oil and water#i forgot how much i live editing but it is SO HARD when there are like three minutes of content for them#each.#PLEASE BTSV GIVE ME MORE CLIPS OF MY BOYS DAMNIT#Miles ghosts Ganke for hours because Ganke said something dweet to him and he doesnt know how to handle it#but later leaves a drink and some candy or a flower on Ganke's windowsill as both an apology and thank you#his ass is SCARED of communication#this is a bigass problem especially when it comes to Ganke not liking something and wanting to discuss it#so many petty arguments#oh.. when i get the ability to express myself it is OVER#they make me cry
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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman
part one | part two
#toronto maple leafs#HELLO EVERYBODY THIS HAS BEEN MONTHS!!! MONTHS IN THE MAKING BECAUSE i AM UNHINGED AND NEEDED THE PRECISE PICTURES THAT I KNEW I WOULD GET#like. seventy five percent of this has been done since the first time i posted this and while it has gotten better with time because#my narratives simply got more complex and there's so much of this that is For Me but don't worry i will explain but aLSO goddamn mitch coul#you have gotten married any later in the year. also willy you truly disappointed me by not getting an absurd haircut this year (now that#i've said this he's going to debut it on instagram like. tomorrow. but anyway that meant y'all got to enjoy my neuroses of#Loving Tyler Bertuzzi who is a goddamn leaf. the joys of having to wait to post this (was not a leaf at the time i started it) and anyway i#have at length i think had the breakdown about tyler in pigtails girl dad & how i got a bob & then tyler copied me which was rude. that's m#gender. ANYWAY starting from the top we got sheldon keefe documentation which was really just the personal decision that i wanted all the#coaching staff to be the markers in the poem/the bold & also at the TIME keefe hadn't re-signed &we thought it might be everybody out w/kyl#anyway the title of the scrap of an old lover's flannel is literally 'u think this is about sheldon & kyle NO it's about timothy liljegren'#bc. liljegren was on the marlies winning cup team & has had a contentious relationship w/keefe ever since & was healthy scratched in playof#& the narrative is sooooo. also at one point for the ryan o'reilly i was going to edit the stlb out of his grandma's shirt or cover it w/th#childhood dreams line but THEN i found the gio snapped stick one which was too perfect for 'crumbling copy' the ryan o'reilly To Me is so.#ur insane in ways u did not think for that one. like. how soft her hands were. his grandma you guys. he grew up a leafs fan. if he ever get#to lift the cup with her again i will lose my shit. the cup run a movie i remember nothing--OKAY the spezz one i knew i needed him stresse#but also i believe in the spezz/kyle narrative so. it comes up later don't worry ALSO SPEZZ FOLLOWING HIM TO PITT CAME AFTER I MADE THIS bu#the muzz tea one makes me a little sensy bc muzz was out with an injury for most of this season & it was a really scary spinal one & so yea#& then the simmer one just straight up makes me cry bc i love him so much & the work that he does for anti-racism in hockey means so much &#if you have that video open & watch it i promise you will cry i do every time it's so beautiful he had to be on comforted by beauty & sammy#boy is on the a man who doesn't know me because EYE remember the caps goalie tandems. baby lilya. the mo one is a little funny bc it is#solely due to wade's thread about mo rielly the coal miner homestead husband. that's why he moves to omaha also i think it suits him (quiet#OK NOW OLD MEN IN LOVE NARRATIVE this one's in contention for my fave bc it's spezz coping w/retirement fundamental meaningless of existenc#u heard abt tyler already that's for me the minchy picture was just too good i had found it earlier & i spent SO LONG looking for an empty#leafs rink picture for bathtub i have some cool construction photos but i wanted the melting ice ones (thought about tahoe lol) & the sprin#one i manip'd a lot bc i needed a spring picture bc playoffs clinch in spring & that one fit so coincidentally perfect bc it's 7 straight#seasons 7 guys so. :) & i KNEW i swore to god they did more milk advertising i knew i was gonna do this one from the minute i saw the poem#the milk patch & it took a hot minute BUT I FOUND THIS ONE this one's for funsies. AND THE PIC I WAITED SO FUCKING LONG FOR this is actuall#from kerf's wedding but i was like i know on god mitch is getting married this summer & that's about to be the drunkest shenanigans wedding#i'm waiting for the pics. & then i was BLESSED with this one which is beautiful & perfect & LOOK AT THEM. anyway the last one is bc
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Having been left behind by someone who she thought she could trust, Willa now has to endure the depravities of John Seed
Chapter 3, There Ain't No Sin and There Ain't No Virtue: Part 1, has finally been posted!!
#im embarrassed to admit that this took more than a few hours to get up on ao3#sleep deprivation did not help and having to do a brief edit AND having to fix some random mistake ao3 made#where it just put a bunch of italics code on sentences that did not need it ??? making the ones that DID need it invalid and not show up#so i spent like 20 mins or more deleting that. BUT its posted and my blogs are linked and its pretty and im actually happy! i mean wow#3 chapters in and im actually happy with my work and still staying committed to it????#gonna take a brief break until i feel motivation for it though because ive got Other Things Brainrot™️ & i want this project to continue#being fun#ANYWAY with that being said; read it dont read it idgaf i am just happy and ready for sleepy time lmao#and this gives me an excuse to post my banner :3#ok no more tags i prommy#far cry 5#my writing
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You make me feel like I am not a mistake
#byler#byler edits#byler endgame#will x mike#mike wheeler i know what you are#mine#mine:gif#quick edit (not so quick because my laptop is so slow) just to not make this blog die while i am on vacation#so basically#story time: i had to take the plane and i thought i could make vol 2 available offline; since ST is my comfort show and S4 is gold#... and basically i watched the van scene to make this edit right?#and i sobbed so hard with REAL tears coming down that i said#“you know what? i am not going to watch vol.2 on the mf plane; like - i would ugly cry - better if i don't”
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broke my own cardinal rule of "no watching the next episode until you get the first one's writeup finished" to watch s5 episodes 6 and 7 in one night. which in many ways was a good call, because i could not sit with that pain and bring it into another day not knowing how the two part arc ended. but was also in many ways a bad call, because i must find the strength to edit my notes for BOTH episodes and post them tomorrow. ouch.
#so when i said i knew what was happening and was excited for the angst i actually lied#because it turns out i was not excited. it turns out i will cry.#and never ever again let the words “i am excited for the angst” fall from my lips because it is A LIE OKAY??!?#i do not look forward to editing these tomorrow... but at least it is over for now#man. where do you go from here.#where is that picture of the cow staring into the sea with such great sadness#i miss you s1 come back home to me.#tears in my eyeballs.#fascinating from a social commentary on women's bodily autonomy perspective but hey. i'm crying.#send me strength WHEWWWWW sometimes i wonder why i subject myself to the never ending horrors!!!!!!!#WELL. here we are. who could have seen this coming? not me. that's for sure.#<- said by a girl who knew this plot was coming the Entire Time#it's just i never thought i would get so INVESTED in the ALIEN SOAP OPERA!!!!!!!
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me desiring to be a smol menace on the dash vs the fear of accidentally being mean instead of funny: a constant battle.
#· ooc » entranced by navy burnout silk velvet#i'm actually doing drafts and just.... not posting/queuing them one by one as finished#we're trying speed writing and then editing after for a change#also i went to church for the first time since my trip today to a church i've visited three times that i actually really like#why am i mentioning it? because the wife of the singles bible study talked to me after and more or less said the church really pushes#membership... which i personally don't believe in because usually you have to swear you believe all the core tenets of said church's belief#and i generally don't and told her so. she told me i won't find a perfect church (i know... i'm fine with that) and that it is important t#be a member of a church and thus participate (which i can do w/o) and so i'll just have to defer to the leaders of the one i like the most.#me externally: *all polite*#me internally: *screaming crying OH NO THIS ISN'T HOW THIS WORKS MA'AM THAT ISN'T BIBLICAL AT ALL*#and i certainly wouldn't join that one because THEY believe in the rapture... which i MOST CERTAINLY DO NOT. they're fine otherwise so#if true‚ disappointing. but this is why i'm so done with corporate churches. actual new testament more egalitarian structure PLEASE.
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i dont know why the running joke of this chapter is kakashi fearing for his kidneys. where did that come from. WHY did that come from.
i should probably cut that in editing it's a little ridiculous.
except it makes me giggle every time so maybe i should leave it there.
#girl's mind fanfic#clena's writing progress#just have to write ONE more conversation and the whole chapter is done. but DAMN if editing wont be a bitch#still wondering if i should cut jiraiya's 3-page infodump#because while most people dont mind#some people keep commenting saying that my fic is too wordy and i keep adding unnecessary things#and like. they're 1% of reviews but i have the emotional fragility of a china teacup#i cry when i get those sorts of reviews and they ruin my day even tho i get twenty comments who love my rambling#but like. also. i shouldnt delete stuff from my fic just for the 1% of assholes who will say mean things about it#but also i dont want to cry when someone inevitably says something mean about it.#most if not all of said assholes are on fanfiction dot net so technically i could just stop cross posting#except there are people on that site who DO like my rambles so#ugh. why am i such an emotionally sensitive crybaby. my life would be so much better#if i didnt have such thin skin#i'm 90% certain that jiraiya's 3-page infodump is going to get LONGER with editing cause i'm gonna turn it from infodump into#an actual conversation. so who knows how many pages it'll be by the end. the chapter's already 6500 words#which is double my average chapter length#and i DO like the info he presents even if it maybe ISNT strictly required for progressing the story. probably only the last paragraph is#ugh. i wish people would just never say mean things ever. then i wouldn't have a problem with anything xD
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