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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#used th itfs tag bc its implied and this is an itfs piece i said so#i dont think ive seen this parallel made yet??? but its ok if it has#i just had the idea hit at gross o clock last night when i ws alr exhausted n had 2 force myself to sleep instead of drawing it#i just . clutches chest . YUUJI#th char development the emotional maturity..#the willingness to put aside his gojo voice personal feelings in favour of giving megumi agency over his own life#rather than burden him with expectations the way every1 has done fr both of them over the course of the series...#tears in my eyes thats my mc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway art notes i think lower one is some of the best yuuji hair ive drawn 2 date#it's kind of similar to one of my 265 redraws but i think i struck a better balance in how thoroughly i rendered it here#proud of my me but also SO grateful tht yuuji has not been fighting me lately#so much yuuji content these past chapters i cant imagine th frustration having to Also fight him in order 2 create content fr them#anyway itafushi kaisen is real and canon and alive and yuuji singlehandedly discovered th cure 2 my mental illness w this line
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Sunset at Windrise - A study with original additions
#genshin fanart#genshin impact#genshin impact fanart#genshin#genshin venti#venti#genshin barbatos#windrise#I want to draw each nations statue with offerings#so the offering for venti would be a lot of alchol#and a lot of flowers#genshin statue with offerings#i had a lot of fun with this#even tho i did lose a bunch of progress with my dumb ass not saving something#drawing things i already did was kind of frustrating#but i did it and still finished the piece#i am never very good at telling when a piece is done#i just know that when no matter what i add or take from it it is not going to get any better#that means i need to stop working on it#mondstadt
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A sad devastating moment
#sorry didn't know what to call this piece#I'd call it trial and error#this one became a pain in the ass to do I was so frustrated to the point I don't like it that much but I will share with the world#because not everything has to be good#stormlight archive#artists on tumblr#digital art#stormlight fanart#cosmere#kaladin stormblessed#kaladin fanart#kaladin#syl#sylphrena#my art
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So does anybody else ever think about how Loop felt the need to demonstrate that the party's deaths wouldn't have any effect on the loops. I know I do but that's besides the point. Anyway I don't think Loop actually needs to bathe, they just like to feel included.
#'but lucabyte didnt you already do a comic with this exact same message? that loop has potentially killed their party intentionally before?'#yes i did absolutely do that thank you for noticing. that is what the cannibalism comic is about. no that was not a metaphor. lol#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sifloop#isat siffrin#isat loop#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#lucabyteart#ill ramble elsewhere some other time. maybe in a text post. but. long and short of it: even if you assume the answer to 'how do they know'#is that in sasasap isa got frozen once. theres still the fact that the loops are from sif being too distressed. how far gone does a siffrin#have to be before they can witness a party member die and notice it has no effect. how does loop feel to have planned to kill the party#during act 3. why did they NEED to show sif that. are they trying to preemtively stop them from getting the idea in their head#that maybe that might work? when they're out of all other options? when they just get so frustrated and at wits end?#loop helps in subtle ways through the whole game. and in less subtle ways like begging sif not to use the dagger. and while yes the#overarching reason you need to learn that the loops are tied to sif is because you need to figure out wish craft.... loop doesn't know the#actual mechanics of the loops themselves. just what didn't work. the power of friendship. getting the final hit in. being perfect. etc...#and besides all that.. how did loop feel during that hangout. being so deceitful. especially since before the other shoe drops#sif is enjoying themselves. but they know what's coming the whole time.#as for: why bathing? its the obvious imagery for blood on their hands/washing/never being clean. and is a bit of an inversion of the other#piece i just drew with the other casual closeness and nudity being kind. this one is cruel instead.#anyway tag ramble over ill do a masterpost of all my fanwork with some directors commentary sometime i promise. since i know im often vague
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tried really hard to capture some of his whimsy
#this truly is a practice piece i wanted to try practicing both capturing likeness and drawing a smile#and honestly got so frustrated and kind of gave up and did whatever after strugling with the face so much like i didn't even try with the#clothes anymore and just simplified but they ended up looking better than the face maybe bc i wasn't trying so hard lmao#but i had fun he's occupying so much of my brainspace rn unfortunately#and i really tried to capture xiao zhan's likeness and his beautiful smile :) and i think in the end it worked out ok? like wei wuxian's#whimsy is there i think. like still need to refine and all that to better capture all that but first attempt!#long tags but i really was going through something#he's my bestie my beloved <3 silly little guy <3#wei wuxian#wei ying#mdzs#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the untamed#wei wuxian fanart#mdzs fanart#the untamed fanart#my art#digital art#<- i always feel weird putting so many tags but also feel the need to try to accurately categorise#in a bewitched state currently. like it really is dire for me#posted and immediately deleted and posted again. tumblr fucked up my colours </3 it still turns green when i upload </3 can't fix it </3
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it's so funny to me that caleb and veth really did just trade off the job of intensely pining for the other at like the halfway point of the campaign. like, imo, nott in the early days did not behave in any real romantic or even romance-adjacent ways toward him--I imagine it would be very hard to even think in that way when you hate what you look like so much, have such low self-esteem, and are actively lying about your entire past, including a secret husband. caleb, on the other hand, is kind of diving directly back into the sort of relationship he had with astrid and eadwulf. very close, very intimate, we-huddled-for-warmth-together-and-oops-it-led-to-something-else sort of thing. he is the one who expresses that he's fine with it if people think he and nott are romantically together when they're talking to keg. nott is the one who pushes back on that. he calls her his life partner. unknowingly, he compares his feelings for nott to nott's feelings for yeza. his behavior only really starts to change after he finds out about veth's husband because suddenly all of that other stuff is rendered inappropriate in retrospect. but even then he compliments her to yeza over dinner in the most awkward of ways, he admits to being jealous, he calls yeza "a lucky man" to have her, he stares at veth and yeza closed bedroom door for far too long, he creates an entire arcane tower with room for her family just so she'll stay with him. in general, his behavior is not, um, totally and completely platonic about it, you know?
like, veth's feelings for caleb are canonical and therefore indisputable in their existence, but caleb in the early days was not that dissimilar to how veth was acting near the end of the campaign. it really paints a picture of "right person, wrong time" in the way things just didn't line up for them. or, as veth would say: "in another world, maybe"
#i am actually thinking about this because my widobrave 2 poll had so many moments on it that caleb initiated#and i often see it remarked that people think widobrave is entirely one-sided and caleb only treats her as platonic or familial#which. my real answer is that it's just complicated and i don't think he'd ever admit to any romantic feelings being there#but i also. uh. i wouldn't call it platonic or familial. there is some holy fourth dimension that this relationship exists in istg#impossible to explain but it is NOT entirely platonic nor all that familial imo as it stands in canon#this is like. ONE piece of the meta I was trying to figure out how to phrase earlier today. bottom line of it was:#I don't think the caleb/veth romance is entirely one-sided but also it is so so complicated#their relationship changes SO many times. SO much. that's why it's so frustrating that fandom is stuck in episode 13 re: their dynamic#SO MUCH ABOUT THE DYNAMIC CHANGES AFTER EPISODE 13#even sam reigel himself on talks said there was no reason their relationship wouldn't change/evolve after that#and it did change! it really really did!#widobrave#the mighty nein#caleb widogast#veth brenatto#critical role#inaugurating the new url with a widobrave post. as it should be
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i think that majority of the people have the wrong idea about what was going on in sanji's head when he left for wci by himself. you are only partially right if you think it's cause of his bullshit self sacrificial tendencies. what he did IS a sacrifice but way too many people seem to think that one of the reasons he tried to handle it all on his own is 'cause he didn't think luffy could handle fighting two powerhouses/cause he didn't trust luffy. for fuck's sake, this man was by his captain's side when he declared war on the world government. sanji whole-heartedly believes in luffy's downright baffling and almost godlike power. he trusts his captain will win any fight he gets himself into.
he just thinks that he isn't worth fighting for. that he isn't worth getting hurt over.
the thing is, right, he loves luffy. he loves the crew. he knows the crew loves him. but he himself thinks he is fundamentally disposable. this thought is first seen in thriller bark when he tries to stand in front of kuma, calling zoro stupid for abandoning his ambition and throwing away his life and dream instead. he says "i've always been prepared to sacrifice myself for the others." and he says it like, this is all that i am good for. he tells them they have to find a new cook because sanji genuinely, whole heartedly believes he is dispensable. he thinks, that old man ate his leg to save my dream so i will die to save theirs. little does he know that he is so, so wrong. zeff is not some hero who was trying to save a kid he didn't know. zeff isn't a good man. zeff's choice wasn't a sacrifice. it was a choice. he chose to save sanji and bestow him with his dream. he chose to love sanji like his son. but sanji always sees himself as something that zeff or luffy couldn't avoid because they were fundamentally kind people who took in strays and were burdened with him, that he was an obligation they were trying to fulfill. he shoulders all this and thinks, he thought i was worth something when I really was not so maybe, like this, i can be useful.
but zoro knocks him out and he doesn't get that zoro was trying to say that he is indispensable, that he matters to the crew. no, what he hears is the crack of his ribs and feels white-hot shame because of course, what was he thinking, his life isn't worth that much. he isn't worthy of dying for his captain. he is weak and useless and pathetic. and because zoro and sanji are zoro and sanji, they never clear up this neat little misunderstanding.
now at whole cake island, he does the same thing. he knows luffy will come for him, you see, because he knows his foolish captain loves him. but he kicks him and screams obscenities because he thinks himself unworthy of all that love. he thinks himself hollow, a vessel of convenience. there are a million fighters in the grandline and even more cooks and none of them are even half fucked up and selfish and needy as he is. surely luffy will be better off without him. luffy can win this fight, but sanji thinks he shouldn't have to fight because he thinks he isn't worth fighting for.
#whenever people doubt sanji's loyalty for luffy or his trust in luffy's capabilities i get So frustrated#you don't get it my guy is just imposter syndrome personified#and then luffy says “i can't be pirate king without you sanji!” and it hits him like a punch to his face cause#luffy isn't saying he needs his food. he isn't saying he needs him to fight for him.#he's saying he needs *him*. just him. just sanji#yeah man i have a lot of feelings about sanji and wci.#vi talks#blackleg sanji#sanji#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#luffy#thriller bark#whole cake island#one piece
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In one swift move, he scoops her up and places her so that she's sitting on the window-ledge, the dusky light of the sunset illuminating her from behind and making her wispy flyaway hairs a golden halo around her. Sebastian's breath catches in his throat - has he ever seen anything so beautiful as her in that moment? - she's staring up at him, her fingers playing with the hair at the nape of his neck, her breathing shallow and anticipation in her eyes.
From my oneshot, clumsy🫶🫶🫶
(requested by @holdmymallowsweet 🤭 my fellow light lover🫶)01
#I do this a lot normally but I think this is the first fanart that is ONLY gouache no colored pencils#but idk I was having a lot of fun adding these little details with the paint instead#& you should have seen the terrible sketch underneath😆#like…it was SO BAD and eventually I just got so frustrated I was like😤😤 I’m just going to paint this thing…see if it turns out okay#and in the end I like it a lot!!!🫶🫶🫶#as always messy maybe not perfect but every piece u learn something new#& I love this challenge of pushing myself for more full illustrations to go along with my writing🥰🥰#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfic
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Lights out
#I spedran this in abt 45 mins#I have a massive perfectionism issue with my art where if I start something beyond a WIP I have to full out complete it#If its a WIP I have no problem abandoning it#But otherwise I can't simplify#And it's a massive problem as it leads to burn out as well as frustration and anxiety over my art#So this is the beginning of me trying to let go an learn to leave things messy or simpler#Also I miss them sm#They really are everything to me <33#Tim Drake#Bernard Dowd#Timber#Timbern#I do have an actual piece in the work as well :D#My art
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all silliness gone
#combining my aus to create a supernova of. dread#(also the whole 'sonic is the only one to remember 06' thing)#it comes back to him in bits and pieces#just messes with him a bit#MAN ive gotta practice comics. if i could just put this all together in a cohesive way#but enough of that. ghost!sonic is soo fun to color i have a new favorite way#its kinda hard for him to keep himself together in this form so there are bits around him#also because its my favorite thing he falls apart a lot more when he gets frustrated or angry#sth#doodles#actually dead au#memories of the wind au#saying woof is something i picked up from amphibia i think. i cant stop saying it its so fun. like youre tired. woof.....#back to silliness after this one. probably
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I think there's a lot of evidence in canon to suggest that Mihawk doesn't want to be lonely. But he doesn't know how to be around other people without expecting too much of them and always ultimately ending up disappointed when they fall short.
Sometimes when he looks at Shanks, all he can see is failed potential and broken promises he made with no one but himself.
Even now he tries not to linger longer than he has too;
Shanks' future no longer has any room for him and so Mihawk remains stagnant stuck 10 years in the past, alone. He doesn't know how to be anything else.
That is until a couple of pesky cotton candy haired children barge into his castle and into his life and drag him head first into the future too
#Shanks and Mihawk playing an eternal game of catch up#Mihawk is also a man incapable off putting anyone else's needs infront of his own desires and that makes him a not so great companion#Zoro and perona help with this by constantly being utter dissapointments but sticking around and bothering him anyway#and suddenly for probably the first time in his life mihawk is responsible for the safety and well being of two other people#there's something longer I wanna write about this but it want coming out right so here you go#But something about what he says Luffy's hreatest power is really stuck with me#dracule mihawk#hawkeye mihawk#akagami no shanks#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#red hair shanks#op#mishanks#akataka#goth fam#perona#roronoa zoro#one piece goth family#Mihawk lives in fear of experiencing other people's mediocrity#He would rather be bored than frustrated
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god. vessel talking about jaws (kerrang interview)
and saying “you don’t know someone until you have seen them destroy something”
I AM CHEWING THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE I AM SO ABNORMAL ABOUT THIS
#ramble on exie#sleep token#sleep token vessel#i have always loved jaws#because it’s always struck me as such an intense and frustrated song#he’s asking this person to show him their worst. to be their worst. so that he knows them#but it’s still unhealthy because like. it’s also implied (to me) that this ‘worst’ is how vessel perceives this persons love#i cannot be normal about this band omfg#my sibling was laughing at me yesterday for being so passionate about carl jung’s work#and i was like ‘you don’t understand. i wrote a think piece about jungian theory and sleep token. i am insane’#anyways. jaws is another song i could write an essay on. but that will have to wait until my next mental breakdown
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well? are you coming in or not? ꩜⋆.°⭑
sweater design inspired by @toothflowers
link to toothflower's post: https://www.tumblr.com/toothflowers/767798306930933760/another-completely-not-michael-distortion-inspired?source=share
amazing sweater btw and thank you for getting me out of art slump :D
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#RAHHHH I SPEEDRAN THIS#anyway thank you toothflowers fr#i don't think i quite did the sweater justice but i reckoned he would like it. so.#art#artists on tumblr#my art#tma#michael distortion#the distortion#the magnus archives#magnus archives#tma fandom#fanart#tma fanart#tma podcast#tma michael#michael shelley tma#michael tma#michael#michael shelley#michael the distortion#getting increasingly frustrated at myself for not completing other pieces. but hey that's life i suppose#tma the distortion#the spiral#spiral#eyestrain#tw bright colors#eyestrain tw#cw eyestrain#bright colors
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↠ Tim & Lucy ↳ 2x10 - The Dark Side
#jesuis-assez edits: chenford season 2#jesuis-assez edits: chenford#jesuis-assez edits: chenford scenes 2x10#I really didn't want to gif a single frame of Caleb. But I did want to gif this scene. So sacrifices had to be made 🤣#Absolute INSANE behavior Tim. INSANE! and yet justified given how much of a piece of sh-- Caleb turned out to be. He had creepy vibes#from the get go. It's interesting how Tim said that Lucy hesitated with Caleb.#The only hesitancy (and frustration) I detect is this conversation taking place while Tim is there and Lucy being very aware of that.#And Tim at the end handing her the paper. Lucy observing how he's acting and how quickly he shifted into protective mode. Tim standing#there with a part of him not feeling right about this whole thing & later projecting that as Lucy being the one who didn't.#He was overwhelmed by his guilt and in such anguish. Just falling apart at the thought of losing her because he gave her advice#as a friend and not as her training officer. Something awful happening to someone else. To Lucy... collecting more guilt#and piling it on top of all the other times that happened. That someone suffered because of 'his actions'#Neither Tim or Lucy saw this sadistic monster coming. And Tim may not have suspected him...#But there was something about Caleb and that interaction that had Tim stepping into that role of the fierce protector.#And Tim isn't only emitting protective energy here...🟢 * Puts a green circle there and doesn't elaborate * Yaass queen give us nothing 🤣#The green circle of jealousy and Tim is standing inside of it.#But he's also coming across as distrustful of Caleb's intentions which is not alarming as they're in the midst of the chaos#surrounding a serial killer. It's rather expected to be that way. It's how Tim said he should've known. He should've suspected him.#He's a cop. And yet he started interrogating like a cop would & as if he were a suspect. Asking for a last name. What he does for a living.#He behaved in that way for a reason. So something definitely felt off but the need to be Lucy's friend in that moment#that he encouraged her to go out with him came before his instinct to be a cop or even her T.O .#In other words... He prioritized Lucy and what he thought she needed. He shifted the focus from the case onto her by#suggesting she focus on something else. And when she was taken... that focus on her became heightened by the gravity of the situation.#+ The EYE CONTACT. Tim & Lucy having their own private moment. The silent communication between them while Caleb rambles on#in the background about something unimportant. I have so much more to say but I've reached my tag limit 🤣*whispers with feeling* f**k..
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Zoids HMM Konig Wolf (Kotobukiya)
With each kit Kotobukiya gets better and better with their engineering, this was a fantastic build! Fun, well designed, and highly detailed, this is up there as one of my favorite Zoid builds! My one complaint is that I'm worried about the longevity of the rubber belts just like its motorized cousin, but thats minor.
After building this kit, its going to be hard going back to the older designs like the Shield Liger and Geno Saurer 🤣
#zoids#ゾイド#Konig Wolf#Mecha#Model Kit#Plamo#Plamodel#Kotobukiya#Zoids Models#HMM Zoids#auklaras zoids#auklaras hmms#Model Monday#10+ years of experience designing Zoids has done Kotobukiya good lol#Going from the over engineered fragile and often frustrating builds of Shield/Blade Liger or Saber Tiger#To the smooth well designed and complex but not overly complicated build of the Wild Liger and Konig Wolf is such a glow up#Don't get me wrong I love the Shield Liger and Saber Tiger but their builds are not for the faint of heart lmao#There is a reason my very first HMM (Blade Liger) got turned into a zombie themed Zoid she has so many broken and missing pieces XD
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colored the page of little guys i did while watching drawfees charity stream
huge euge
#yknow when you go “oh i can catch an hour maybe two of that” and then you stay for the entire three hour stream and then cant sleep til 5am#yeahgh#i love drawfee and the drawfee fandom i love it so much like oh my god#one piece#drawtectives#drawfee#jrwi riptide#pokemon#sona#my art#its just a buncha blorbos a page of blorbos for me#n my sona bc i was trying to draw vash (98) n vash (23) but got frustrated n i was all head empty bc i was paying attention to the stream n#yeaghgf
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