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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#used th itfs tag bc its implied and this is an itfs piece i said so#i dont think ive seen this parallel made yet??? but its ok if it has#i just had the idea hit at gross o clock last night when i ws alr exhausted n had 2 force myself to sleep instead of drawing it#i just . clutches chest . YUUJI#th char development the emotional maturity..#the willingness to put aside his gojo voice personal feelings in favour of giving megumi agency over his own life#rather than burden him with expectations the way every1 has done fr both of them over the course of the series...#tears in my eyes thats my mc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway art notes i think lower one is some of the best yuuji hair ive drawn 2 date#it's kind of similar to one of my 265 redraws but i think i struck a better balance in how thoroughly i rendered it here#proud of my me but also SO grateful tht yuuji has not been fighting me lately#so much yuuji content these past chapters i cant imagine th frustration having to Also fight him in order 2 create content fr them#anyway itafushi kaisen is real and canon and alive and yuuji singlehandedly discovered th cure 2 my mental illness w this line
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So does anybody else ever think about how Loop felt the need to demonstrate that the party's deaths wouldn't have any effect on the loops. I know I do but that's besides the point. Anyway I don't think Loop actually needs to bathe, they just like to feel included.
#'but lucabyte didnt you already do a comic with this exact same message? that loop has potentially killed their party intentionally before?'#yes i did absolutely do that thank you for noticing. that is what the cannibalism comic is about. no that was not a metaphor. lol#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sifloop#isat siffrin#isat loop#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#lucabyteart#ill ramble elsewhere some other time. maybe in a text post. but. long and short of it: even if you assume the answer to 'how do they know'#is that in sasasap isa got frozen once. theres still the fact that the loops are from sif being too distressed. how far gone does a siffrin#have to be before they can witness a party member die and notice it has no effect. how does loop feel to have planned to kill the party#during act 3. why did they NEED to show sif that. are they trying to preemtively stop them from getting the idea in their head#that maybe that might work? when they're out of all other options? when they just get so frustrated and at wits end?#loop helps in subtle ways through the whole game. and in less subtle ways like begging sif not to use the dagger. and while yes the#overarching reason you need to learn that the loops are tied to sif is because you need to figure out wish craft.... loop doesn't know the#actual mechanics of the loops themselves. just what didn't work. the power of friendship. getting the final hit in. being perfect. etc...#and besides all that.. how did loop feel during that hangout. being so deceitful. especially since before the other shoe drops#sif is enjoying themselves. but they know what's coming the whole time.#as for: why bathing? its the obvious imagery for blood on their hands/washing/never being clean. and is a bit of an inversion of the other#piece i just drew with the other casual closeness and nudity being kind. this one is cruel instead.#anyway tag ramble over ill do a masterpost of all my fanwork with some directors commentary sometime i promise. since i know im often vague
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Lights out
#I spedran this in abt 45 mins#I have a massive perfectionism issue with my art where if I start something beyond a WIP I have to full out complete it#If its a WIP I have no problem abandoning it#But otherwise I can't simplify#And it's a massive problem as it leads to burn out as well as frustration and anxiety over my art#So this is the beginning of me trying to let go an learn to leave things messy or simpler#Also I miss them sm#They really are everything to me <33#Tim Drake#Bernard Dowd#Timber#Timbern#I do have an actual piece in the work as well :D#My art
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I think there's a lot of evidence in canon to suggest that Mihawk doesn't want to be lonely. But he doesn't know how to be around other people without expecting too much of them and always ultimately ending up disappointed when they fall short.
Sometimes when he looks at Shanks, all he can see is failed potential and broken promises he made with no one but himself.
Even now he tries not to linger longer than he has too;
Shanks' future no longer has any room for him and so Mihawk remains stagnant stuck 10 years in the past, alone. He doesn't know how to be anything else.
That is until a couple of pesky cotton candy haired children barge into his castle and into his life and drag him head first into the future too
#Shanks and Mihawk playing an eternal game of catch up#Mihawk is also a man incapable off putting anyone else's needs infront of his own desires and that makes him a not so great companion#Zoro and perona help with this by constantly being utter dissapointments but sticking around and bothering him anyway#and suddenly for probably the first time in his life mihawk is responsible for the safety and well being of two other people#there's something longer I wanna write about this but it want coming out right so here you go#But something about what he says Luffy's hreatest power is really stuck with me#dracule mihawk#hawkeye mihawk#akagami no shanks#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#red hair shanks#op#mishanks#akataka#goth fam#perona#roronoa zoro#one piece goth family#Mihawk lives in fear of experiencing other people's mediocrity#He would rather be bored than frustrated
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god. vessel talking about jaws (kerrang interview)
and saying “you don’t know someone until you have seen them destroy something”
I AM CHEWING THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE I AM SO ABNORMAL ABOUT THIS
#ramble on exie#sleep token#sleep token vessel#i have always loved jaws#because it’s always struck me as such an intense and frustrated song#he’s asking this person to show him their worst. to be their worst. so that he knows them#but it’s still unhealthy because like. it’s also implied (to me) that this ‘worst’ is how vessel perceives this persons love#i cannot be normal about this band omfg#my sibling was laughing at me yesterday for being so passionate about carl jung’s work#and i was like ‘you don’t understand. i wrote a think piece about jungian theory and sleep token. i am insane’#anyways. jaws is another song i could write an essay on. but that will have to wait until my next mental breakdown
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colored the page of little guys i did while watching drawfees charity stream
huge euge
#yknow when you go ��oh i can catch an hour maybe two of that” and then you stay for the entire three hour stream and then cant sleep til 5am#yeahgh#i love drawfee and the drawfee fandom i love it so much like oh my god#one piece#drawtectives#drawfee#jrwi riptide#pokemon#sona#my art#its just a buncha blorbos a page of blorbos for me#n my sona bc i was trying to draw vash (98) n vash (23) but got frustrated n i was all head empty bc i was paying attention to the stream n#yeaghgf
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it's so funny to me that caleb and veth really did just trade off the job of intensely pining for the other at like the halfway point of the campaign. like, imo, nott in the early days did not behave in any real romantic or even romance-adjacent ways toward him--I imagine it would be very hard to even think in that way when you hate what you look like so much, have such low self-esteem, and are actively lying about your entire past, including a secret husband. caleb, on the other hand, is kind of diving directly back into the sort of relationship he had with astrid and eadwulf. very close, very intimate, we-huddled-for-warmth-together-and-oops-it-led-to-something-else sort of thing. he is the one who expresses that he's fine with it if people think he and nott are romantically together when they're talking to keg. nott is the one who pushes back on that. he calls her his life partner. unknowingly, he compares his feelings for nott to nott's feelings for yeza. his behavior only really starts to change after he finds out about veth's husband because suddenly all of that other stuff is rendered inappropriate in retrospect. but even then he compliments her to yeza over dinner in the most awkward of ways, he admits to being jealous, he calls yeza "a lucky man" to have her, he stares at veth and yeza closed bedroom door for far too long, he creates an entire arcane tower with room for her family just so she'll stay with him. in general, his behavior is not, um, totally and completely platonic about it, you know?
like, veth's feelings for caleb are canonical and therefore indisputable in their existence, but caleb in the early days was not that dissimilar to how veth was acting near the end of the campaign. it really paints a picture of "right person, wrong time" in the way things just didn't line up for them. or, as veth would say: "in another world, maybe"
#i am actually thinking about this because my widobrave 2 poll had so many moments on it that caleb initiated#and i often see it remarked that people think widobrave is entirely one-sided and caleb only treats her as platonic or familial#which. my real answer is that it's just complicated and i don't think he'd ever admit to any romantic feelings being there#but i also. uh. i wouldn't call it platonic or familial. there is some holy fourth dimension that this relationship exists in istg#impossible to explain but it is NOT entirely platonic nor all that familial imo as it stands in canon#this is like. ONE piece of the meta I was trying to figure out how to phrase earlier today. bottom line of it was:#I don't think the caleb/veth romance is entirely one-sided but also it is so so complicated#their relationship changes SO many times. SO much. that's why it's so frustrating that fandom is stuck in episode 13 re: their dynamic#SO MUCH ABOUT THE DYNAMIC CHANGES AFTER EPISODE 13#even sam reigel himself on talks said there was no reason their relationship wouldn't change/evolve after that#and it did change! it really really did!#widobrave#the mighty nein#caleb widogast#veth brenatto#critical role#inaugurating the new url with a widobrave post. as it should be
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Soar!!
I found an old sketch that I remember I liked a lot, even though I never got it work out well... and I was like hey, why not finish (or redraw) it now? So here's the dragon master-student duo!
Here's also the sketch for comparison:
#inazuma eleven#inazuma eleven go#someoka ryuugo#nishiki ryouma#I've done so much quick n simple art lately that it was both frustrating and fun to work on a more detailed piece lol#there's also two more old doodles I kiiiinda wanna redraw.... but eh#one could turn out too gorey for my mood and other has 13 people in it so either one would require some serious work#own art
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all silliness gone
#combining my aus to create a supernova of. dread#(also the whole 'sonic is the only one to remember 06' thing)#it comes back to him in bits and pieces#just messes with him a bit#MAN ive gotta practice comics. if i could just put this all together in a cohesive way#but enough of that. ghost!sonic is soo fun to color i have a new favorite way#its kinda hard for him to keep himself together in this form so there are bits around him#also because its my favorite thing he falls apart a lot more when he gets frustrated or angry#sth#doodles#actually dead au#memories of the wind au#saying woof is something i picked up from amphibia i think. i cant stop saying it its so fun. like youre tired. woof.....#back to silliness after this one. probably
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people who tag general loz things as LU are annoying but I think that zelink shippers are even worse tbh
#sorry zelink likers but not every piece of art with link and zelda standing in the same room as each other is zelink#and then they take it as an insult when you say you dont particularly care about zelink in a romantic context#sorry i just think they work better as best friends in most cases#except for sksw and st zelink theyre really cute#also my shink art isnt zelink so jot that down#no hate but the incorrect tagging is frustrating
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I say this in the best way, but your characters feel like they're from an obscure but really good piece of media, and you feel like the artist who always draws the two main characters as ghay lovers
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#that's actually a really flattering thing to hear!#and I get what you mean#every now and then someone mistakes my art as fanart of some piece of media#that they don't recognize but like the art anyway#I wish I had the product to give to you#a graphic novel or a webtoon or a written narrative#I fear there's a hole the shape of the main story in my work#and even though I allude to it and talk about it in the safety of the tags#it's kind of frustrating that you have to piece it together from the scattered bits of lore#instead of reading ~the thing~ digesting it and knowing you have consumed the story in it's intended form#this got a little off track#I think it's so motivating and rewarding that you're interested in my characters to begin with#even in the absence of a proper finalized work of fiction that ties all the art together#answered#anonymous#imagine a reality where they aren't lovers in the canon work but I just ship them really hard#even better if they aren't even the protagonists but some inconsequential side characters#that get two minutes of screen time every other episode and barely ever in the same scene
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exploring the woods with some little buddies!!🌿
#churro art#my art#illustration#digital art#tloz#the legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#totk#legend of zelda#zelda#CAN U TELL I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO PLAY THE GAME YET.... BHDHSHDD#ive been trying to stay a bit spoiler free so like#clearly this is drawn from the perspective of someone who doesnt know how the game works yet LOL#anyways i mostly wanted to experiment and play with colors and shading! ive been superrr busy lately but i still wanna draw HAHA#I like the coloring but im conflicted on the bg#i didnt want a blank bg again but i didnt envision this as a fully background rendered piece#so i just kinda made it foggy and pastel-ish so the focus can still be on link LOL#to be honest theres stuff i wanna fix but i was stressed out at the end of this drawing#like for example the koroks being too small but i cant fix it now T_T#i couldnt save the file ; had to move the file around tol make sure i wouldnt lose it ; other stuff frustrating me and stressing me out HAH#but anyways i like how his face looks! im proud of the nose hehe#before hobie and atsv i realized i kinda fell into chronic sameface with my bigger pieces#im always tryig tomake my stuff the best it can be so ill def be working on changing that aghhhh
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Favourite fishman island Sanji moments
It was extremely disappointing to see a beautiful complex character like sanji getting reduced to his reaction towards women. But at some point he reverts back to his old self and These are some of the things i loved the most about sanji during the fishman island arc :
(1) My favourite chivalrous knight in shining armor spitting fire as usual
(2) After the annoying exhausting excruciating nosebleed episodes, this is where sanji was back to his flirty loser boy personality and was immediately saying cringe pickup lines and preparing tea for the ladies
(3) This one gotta be one of my most favorite moments where Sanji again proved how intelligent and perceptive he is. He could guess who attacked hatchi, and why so, from hatchi's reactions to jinbe's words alone. He is sensitive to people's moods and reactions.
(4) the enemy understanding why sanji is so hyperaware of nami in the battlefield. He has always had the streak of looking out for the comparatively weaker crewmates
(5) Sanji coming through during the hitching between jinbe and Luffy. Even though Luffy's way of communication is IMMA BEAT HORDY UP and jinbe was trying to protect Luffy, that's when sanji piped in and explained his captain's words, working as the mediator in the chaotic conversation
(6) People say sanji was being condescending to jinbe here but I see this interaction as a "best friend who gets angry on your behalf" moment. Sanji is not a shrewd person but he was there in Arlong park to witness nami's sufferings, so it's normal for a friend to get angry(ier) at the person who may be the reason for the pain of ur friend. (Similar to how sometimes when we hate our friend's exes more than they do) But when nami said she was okay, Sanji didn't drag the issue anymore. Sanji was rightfully angry here but he knew when to step back
(7) This may be silly but Sanji really respects whatever food or drink is served and never wastes food ofc. I loved how he genuinely appreciated Camie's cold soup even if he was already cold from drowning in the sea. Even if sanji is a top notch cook, he immediately reassured camie that the soup is good and graciously accepted it. He's always humble, sweet and kind.
#my beautiful perfect kind sanji#i was so fucking frustrated with the constant nosebleed that making this post was a necessity for my own sanity#fuck fishman island arc genuinely#There were important moments but as a sanji fan i absolutely refuse to rewatch this arc ever again#I've erased this arc from my memory actually nobody speak of it in my vicinity or ill start having war flashbacks#fishman island#fishman island arc#one piece sanji#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#sanji#kuroashi no sanji#sanji moments#op moments
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SecUnit character design sheet!
#reposting some things because i found out my posts were getting nerfed by my own privacy settings....#but also i guess im stuck with this face for MB#i kept trying to redraw it and NOTHING was working so this is what we're going with#currently working on another piece but the colors look like shit as usual so im getting frustrated with it#its MB in its Perihelion crew shirt and splattered with blood 💛#not its blood tho the crew can calm down#the murderbot diaries#Murderbot#SecUnit#tmd#murderbot diaries#murderbot designs#fanart
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Day 4 of @kaarija-inktober took a turn: the prompt is screaming
Inspired by Menestynyt Yksilö and Kintsugi (putting together broken pottery with gold glue)
So ... welcome to the ranty part of the post.
I have felt like I have been stuck recently. It is not as bad as it was pre-Käärijä where I couldn't sleep due to existential dread and had almost stopped caring about myself and my well being since I was constantly feeling inadequate.
That said my energy (physical and mental both) is fluctuating a lot where I sometime feel like all I can do is as little as possible (which results in me trying to nap and end up more miserable or going to bed way earlier than I actually want just to get the day over with). Artistically while I have some days where I'm hit with the inspirational dogde ball and can create artwork after artwork no problem, most of the time I feel like I am on the verge of an artblock. My gender dysphoria has been a rollercoaster as well going from days I feel like I've never felt better in my skin to days where I haven't felt worse. These emotional peaks are draining me and so when I sat down to draw this prompt and just couldn't get a good sketch going I gave in and decided to make this into a vent artwork. (Sorry to vintage Kä and especially MY for always seeming to get back to them when needing to vent).
So yeah - things are odd rn and not in a good way. I really hope things will turn around soon (maybe I have just reached that part of second teenage hood, who knows?)
#while I started this piece frustrated as heck not daring to hope for it to turn out good#I actually am pretty decently happy with it#I think turning the broken glass pieces into kintsugi did a lot#and it fits with vitage käärijä's yellow palette#if you want to hear me 'voe is me' ranting you can click under the line#I really hope this is just me experiencing second puberty#but yeah things are rough atm#not all the time but a lot#so I needed to vent about it#käärijä#vintage käärijä#käärijätober#käärijätober 2024#ngl having the whole thing with the kollekt and the nfts going on in the background is not helping my mental state#my own art#mine
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"nobody is born in this world to be alone" hits so hard because its at the height of the inciting incidents that lead robin to want to die and be afraid chronically of intimacy and love. I love that even though she's told this as a child and everybodys hopes are on her she fails fucking horribly at not wanting to die and continuing the research of ohara for the majority of her lifetime.
I love that it's made explict that she wants to commit suicide specifically to avoid abandonment and not out of any sense of selflessness but to specifically act incredibly selfishly (just like how usopp reacts negatively and cuts them off to avoid abandonment hello our bpd king & queen.) (I also love that they manipulate the inital reason to pretend theyre less neurotic than they are.)
I love that robin is allowed to exist and have struggled with this this badly throughout her entire life and she's not a failure or unforgivable. she's 28 and is allowed to have lived this long with these issues and she isn't a failure
i love that she finds her will to live only now. only when she finds friends who want to put so much effort into her and she accepts that help, finally. her scream of "i want to live" is so good in the dub, her final acceptance of help and love and
#modposts#op#one piece#meta#nico robin#do you know i would kill for her. do you know#do you know the things i would do for this woman#literally unheard of'#she is a unique character beyond all limits#she is maybe the greatest character in the world#she is my everything my love#I love franky crying when he was so frustrated with her for not accepting help he cries when she does
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