#i was right! i made myself upset!

[forcebookish]

force: just be cool don't choose book for kiss and marry it's too obvious

force, not a minute later: oh, lovers suicide of course

[questionably-audhd-oracle]

Last night I realized some things about the end of my relationship that just make me disappointed and a little annoyed. To be very clear- my ex is NOT a bad person. I don’t think he meant to do any of this maliciously.

Still, for like a week and a half leading up to the breakup, I was starting to notice that things were different. He didn’t seem excited to see me anymore, didn’t really listen when I was talking, went on his phone a lot more, never called me pretty or initiated physical contact, etc. Then, the week of the breakup was the worst. He kept snapping at me for little things, the most obvious being that I would offer to do things for him, like walk him back to his dorm (a normal thing in our relationship) or hold things for him so he didn’t have to, or pick up his food on the way back from me getting my bag (cause it was on the way). In front of friends he would get stern with me, adamantly refusing to let me do any of it. Even when I brought up an inside joke we both had, I could tell he was getting legitimately mad at me. It made me feel so confused and shitty. And then when I got a bit withdrawn (cause that shame is like a HUGE fucking trigger for me) he just went on talking to everyone else like nothing had happened. Didn’t acknowledge me at all for the rest of the night. And that had happened once before that already too.

It just sucks to know that someone who’d made me feel so safe and comfy and appreciated turned into that. Someone who made me feel just as shitty and anxious and guilty as my past toxic friendship/situationship. All because he chose to actively deceive me instead of just being fucking honest. And now I can’t ever trust him again. I don’t think I can trust that anyone has romantic feelings for me again.

I used to think no one was that good an actor, but I was wrong.

[jabeur]

ok i got a little emotional bc i have gotten so much better at putting on nail polish and it's 😭

[genericruleroftheflies]

Who’s gonna get it if I make a True Blue boygenius edit for junjou romantica? No one 😭

[identitty-dickruption]

do you rewatch the “it’s not your fault” scene from Good Will Hunting over and over again just to feel something or are you normal

[monkee-mobile]

Don’t you know that Tork is a wifebeater?

tags.

[seventh-district]

not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

[silawastaken]

In regards to the soulmate detective agency, the sequel/spinoff to the (not so) perfect pair

I haven't updated the sda for quite a while, and while I was working on it, and do have a third chapter mostly written, I've made the decision to discontinue it for now. Every time I've tried to work on it I've ended up unsatisfied with the result and end up stressing myself out over trying to ensure it lives up to the original.

Maybe with the lack of pressure I'll find it easier to write it, and maybe I'll be able to pick it up again at some point and finish/rewrite it. I genuinely hope that I can revisit the premise at some point, since I had some rather interesting plans for how I wanted it to go.

I'm really sorry that I'm not continuing it (again, for now. I may pick it up again eventually) but it really isn't worth how much it's upsetting me and stressing me out to try and continue it. I hope it was fun while it lasted, and that if I ever do finish it, it'll be received well :3

[seariii]

Thinking about how in emotional stuff intp self has actually been popping out more often, even before... Questioning if that's good or bad... Maybe means I'm emotionally exhausted?

[spacespore]

HI TUMBLRR it’s me

[coquelicoq]

after spending the last week very stressed out and losing sleep over how much i regretted giving my number to a stranger, and after talking to several friends who all gave me the same very wise advice ("decide first what YOU want out of this and make decisions based on that" sounds obvious now but honestly blew my mind), i saw food truck man again today and he asked me if i have a boyfriend, told me he's all alone, hugged me twice, and tried to kiss me. i texted him after to be like just to be clear, i don't want a boyfriend, but i hope you find somebody! and he texted me back: i don't need a girlfriend. i'm married.

[anotherpapercut]

working with children really will make you examine your thought processes and emotional reactions like nothing else. I've found myself being so much more thoughtful in my daily life about how I respond to my emotions and environment, as well as the reasoning behind why others behave the way they do

[characteroulette]

Loudly LISTEN OKAY I have only had Hershel Layton for like a month and change but if you don't commit to his bit then WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING DOING

Man is a puzzle fiend!! Thinking about puzzles 25/7!! If you don't write him as thinking about a puzzle even during *ahem* intimate moments then what's the fucking point

[batmanshole]

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[lighthouseas]

so uh

[nomairuins]

loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!