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six-eyed-samurai · 6 months ago

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(deep breath for big fat vent)

Why is it the older I get the more childish or petty it appears if I have a meltdown over losing something, a gift or not? If my mood is even soured by it then I'm being ridiculous. I'm not saying I had the freedom to do this when I was a kid but at least I could cry about it and people wouldn't go "It's just a (thing), why are you so attached to it?"

How do I explain it to you then?

How do I tell you that by losing it I'm losing everything that came along with it? How do I tell you I'm so worked up over it because I can remember how I got it or who gave it to me and it's something I want to remember? How do I even START to explain to you that I actually treasure that thing, showed it off, took care of it, and then one day it just vanishes no matter how hard or where I look?

"Why don't you put that much thought into other things?" Did I do anything of the above with the other things? No. It's like losing a goddamned limb and you ask me why I'm not thinking how lucky I am to be alive...okay wrong but you get the point.

"A kid doesn't even make that much of a fuss" it's the older you get the more you actively realize how much it means to you and what it's really like when it's gone. When I was a kid and I had lost this I would be upset, yes, but probably because for the simple fact I lost it. That's it. I'm crying now because I lost a bunch of (afore mentioned) things with it and with my overthinking anxiety I'm counting every missing thing I lost recently as well to condemn myself as a horrible caretaker.

So sue me but if I'm gonna have a mental breakdance over a lost object that's MY problem and I WILL if I WANT to.

Lies I bottle up my feelings and obsessively look for it and never get over it and vent on this site but that's ALSO my problem-

#it's a keychain so maybe i get where they're coming from but #i was really proud of that thing #also 30 bucks gone and i can never buy it around my area ever again #if you weren't there with my sister and i at the mall repeatedly chanting we're not gonna waste money and end up “well what if we bought it”#then you're not gonna get it #sunny's shitposts #sorry y'all #sorry for the rant

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puppppppppy · 5 months ago

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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH #i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing #this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only #know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that #make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3 #the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design #so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery #i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess #my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty #originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY #but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw #my art #myart #hatsune miku #miku worldwide #philippines #vocaloid #miku

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hinamie · 7 months ago

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cursed kids v2 ⚠️👹

i've been a jjk first years stan since day one and have been wanting to redraw the first art i did featuring the three of them

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itadori yuuji #fushiguro megumi #kugisaki nobara #yuuji #megumi #nobara #fanart #jjk fanart #im so tired help but theyre DONE im sososoosos pleased with them #even yuuji who dug his heels in to th very end :'>>>#wow 2020 rly was 4 years ago huh #to my credit i still think the designs i came up with in th og r honestly really good???#obv i didn't do a fullbody redraw (n thank god fr that) so i couldn't include All my details and there were some things that i edited #but overall they r solid !!!! i rly regret tht i couldn't include nobara's fishnets dgfhs #gave her her bat instead . equivalent exchange :)#she has one in the original but i specifically remember being bummed that the pose didnt let me show the nails that were in it #so took Full advantage of the new pose here !! she has killed before and will kill again #other changes....yuuji's omamori earring n sword details r New! as is the decision to include his canon scars :> fits the vibe #megumi changed the least?? changed the tassels n colour of his shoulder kanji to match yuuji and gave him a cigarette to fill empty space #other than that i think th majority of his changes r just me getting better at drawing megu #god the edited poses make these designs sing im so happy i did this #these r my kids !!!!! they have grown with me!!!!!#i am very proud and also sleep deprived and i need to not look at these anymore

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gomzdrawfr · 2 months ago

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🎃happy thanksgiving🦃

reblogs are appreciated!

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wasyago · 11 months ago

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on a lunch break

#hermitcraft #goodtimeswithscar #my art #sketch #wanted to make the chair resemble one of them safari cars but i think because i went with the funky colors it doesn't read well...#it's still a bit more bulky and rough looking so it's fine #also. if i had a nickel for every time i drew a character eating cup noodles....... it's like. a comfort thing apparently #altho to be fair i was thinking of scar eating something more of a mashed potatoes than noodles 🤔#i associate cupped potatoes with train travel so that's why #btw really like how this one turned out. the pose the colors im quite proud of it

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ayyunah · 2 months ago

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Not done fighting, I don’t feel I’ve lost

Alt under cut

#Hi this took me 9 hours #This is like the most ambitious piece I’ve done so far #And uhhh I’m tired #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #shigeo kageyama #My art #fanart #silverlombaxwitch #okay I’m gonna ramble #so I really love how I drew the hands and I love referencessss #I’m not happy w the composition on this one bc it’s not that obvious that shigeo is the main subject at first glance #Rendering the psychic aura and stars was fun but rendering and figuring out the lighting for shigeo was not very fun #Nonetheless I’m so proud of myself for improving so much #10 year old me would be amazed #It’s almost Christmas break so I’m going to draw much more!#Honestly I rlly need to learn to draw more efficiently and be faster why did this take me 9 hours #ALSO PLS LOOK AT MY LINEART THATS THE THING IM MOST PROUD OF #ayyunah

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blondeaxolotl · 4 months ago

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You guys are getting these small unfinished close ups of a flojami drawing I was working on before my laptop bluescreen'ed and killed the clip studio file so unfortunately it's never getting finished 💔💔💔💔💔

#btw everything is fine now my bestie helped me out #the only thing i lost was the clip studio file #not that upset with the file curroupting btw i wasn't that proud of the drawing anyway LMAOO #ill just make a better one <3 #twst #twisted wonderland #jamil viper #floyd leech #flojami #jamil x floyd #you also get small sneak peaks (not really) of the headcanons i gave them because ofc i did #no character goes through me without me throwing headcanons at them lol #MonoDukes art #art #doodle #fanart

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hollytree33 · 6 months ago

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Mostly just figuring out how I want to paint him

#I never put him in color #I don’t really like that one portrait I did of him so I’m trying to get better #solas #my art #dragon age #dai #dragon age fanart #fen’harel #I’m in a weird place with my art rn #I feel like I’ve been bored by some of the things I’ve been drawing and I wanna make stuff I’m actually proud of ya know #idkkkkkkkkkkkk

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escyn · 6 months ago

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Old Wounds Reopened[flood]: Kyoshi Warrior Sokka | Blue Spirit

Zukka Week Day 3 (id in alt)

+some close-ups bc I love them so

other things from ZW2024: Day 5 | Day 6 | Day 7

#zukkaweek2024 #zukka #sokka #zuko #[id] in alt #love some kyoshi warrior x blue spirit stuff #but make it the homoerrotic tension of trying to kill each other #really went back to my roots (dai tarot cards) for these ones tho #escart #relatively conceptual #sub-theme for the week is touch #for me #icon for you and the homoerrotic-homie with the closeup #also incredibly proud of myself for fucking getting this done #bc i had vague plans for other things that may or may not be finished in time #looking at day 5 in slight pain about things that could have been #and i had at one point corrupted the files for these #prepare to be sick of seeing this one tho because I love it so much

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jadecantcreate · 4 months ago

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theyre holding hands……(and being shy about it)

hootsie and gricko doodles (mostly hootsie)

both requested by @nicohasperished !

#i ignored the ‘gators cant blush’ thing for the previous request #but i didnt ignore it this time (for the people who like it that way <3)#ngl really proud of how the gideons and kremys hands turned out #honestly i want to make a little ‘how i draw the krew’ thing with things like hands #something about gideons hands being square-ish and kremys being sharp and triangular is so satisfying to me #coalecroux #kremy lecroux #gideon coal #kremy x gideon #i looovee hootsie sm #glad i finally got around to drawing her!!#gricko being a dad >>>#not to get deep or anything #but i think gricko tries to be as present for and as invested in hootsie as humanly (goblinly?) possible because of his dad #who was completely absent to the point where he didn’t even know his name or face or even existence #and since his mom had to work a lot to make ends meet and put food on the table #he knows what it feels like to be a little kid and feel isolated or neglected #of course he had his mom and uncle glorbo but i doubt they were there for him during the majority of his childhood #he doesnt want hootsie to grow up like that #them <3 #gricko grimgrin #hootsie grimgrin #once upon a witchlight #legends of avantris #my art #ouaw fanart #ouaw

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fernsnailz · 6 months ago

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sorry these kinds of comments have been really pissing me off recently lol

#it's been kinda hard for me to pinpoint WHY exactly these sort of comments feel insulting #but i think it's mostly because it implies my original work is purposefully and inherently derivative of things i have no connection to #while i think being derivative in art is. kinda unavoidable in a sense (and something i'm aware i do consciously and unconsciously)#it feels like a slap in the face when people imply that my work cannot hold its own merit and need to be compared to #something in the popular conscious #and like sometimes people don't know it's original art which is fine #but it also doesn't hurt to ask if it's original instead of just. immediately assuming or comparing it to something else #i know this will only get more difficult as i continue to drift away from fanart and fan works #but i really want to be able to be proud of my original work and i want to share more! because it's a part of me!!#but its really hard when it feels like i'm always going to be compared to things people care about more!!!! AAAUGH #god. ok sorry i need to get that off my chest. if anyone compares computer angel to TMA again im gonna start eating drywall #fern's sketchbook

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coffeebanana · 2 years ago

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Sorry if some of these overlap a little/if I left out something obvious kajbdsjkd I tried my best haha. And that's why there's an "other" option!

#coffeebanana polls #personally i think i'm good at writing emotions!#and that's funny to me because growing up i was very much not an emotional person #i had to sort of learn to value emotional intelligence as opposed to pure logic. and i probably repressed some things kjabdfskj #so i'm proud that emotions come through in my writing!#fiction has always been something i can use to connect emotionally even when i struggled doing that irl #and i think that's really cool #anyways i'm looking forwards to seeing what you all love about your writing!!!

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theokusgallery · 19 days ago

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Why, hello there, Virgil. Long time no see!

#drawing #art #digital #comic #sanders sides #roman sanders #virgil sanders #janus sanders #remus sanders #creativitwins #platonic dukeceit #platonic prinxiety #ts roman #ts remus #ts janus #ts virgil #lbau #okay now that this is done RAMBLE TIME. THIS IS FROM MY HUMAN AU AGAIN :D #long story short‚ the dark sides were friends from ages 7 to 14-15 until virgil up and left without a word and pretended not to know them #i posted a relationship chart a while back with a before and an after. welcome to the before part!#they haven't seen each other in about 4-5 years‚ virgil is terrified of them‚ and roman is about to be very confused.#ignore how bad this looks i started it on MS Paint before i realised i actually wanted to do something good #also: thats more personal but im actually kinda proud of myself for posting something that even i see as a bit cringe #it's a college AU with a very cliché and dramatic re-meeting‚ it's almost embarrassing to post? but oh well #my head's been full of that AU in particular and i do want it to stay a daydream thing only but consider this a little treat for myself #also 1) remus' outfit is a bitch to color so cloak it is; 2) im giving roman Thomas' fashion style; 3) i really like how janus looks here

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pigeonkill-pile · 5 months ago

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Squirrelflight Squirrelstar

#note: im actually proud of this one! last time I really did love making squirlf have the colourations of an actual squrriel #but the thing is I really love dark red squirrelflight and I felt like I didnt do that much and also faded away from how-#-I actually see her in my head and just pushed myself to finish it since I was struggling with artblock #and I ended up not really liking it after I posted it yet people did and Im glad! I hope this one people will like too!#sorry for the ramble #wc #warrior cats #warriors #wc designs #squirrelflight #squrrielstar

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prismatiger · 6 months ago

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The Loop Dialogue Spreadsheet

RELEASE 1.0 BABY!!!!!!!

SHEETS LINK

WEB LINK (I don't recommend this one, but it's also here)

✦ WHAT IS THE LOOP DIALOGUE SPREADSHEET? ✦

As I'm sure you could guess by the name, this sheet is a compilation of (to my knowledge) all of Loop's dialogue in the game, sorted into tabs for easy access.

✦ WHAT DIALOGUE IS ON THIS SHEET? ✦

Currently, the sheet is divided into:

Generic dialogue - Dialogue for starting and ending a conversation with Loop, calling them, basic dialogue options

"What should I do next?" - Loop's advice regarding story progression.

"Let's talk about something..." - Optional conversations with Loop, relating to the "Behind the Scenes" achievement, also known simply as "loop chats"

"I had a question about..." - Loop's advice regarding sidequests

Predialogue - Automatic conversations with Loop preceding the regular dialogue options

Tutorials - Occasions in which Loop gives information to Siffrin in brackets.

Item interactions - Loop's reactions to using Souvenirs near them, as well as to using Your Dagger near them

Story events - Loop's introduction, Beginning of ACT 3, Loop hangout, Forgetting Mirabelle's name random event, ACT 5 Loop confrontation, and the Epilogue

(...plus the intro, where the key comes from)

✦ WHY USE YOUR SHEET? ✦

So you can be obsessive over Loop the same way I am (◕‿◕)

Also so you can take screenshots and see stuff you missed! Yippee!

Anyways, with that out of the way, thank you to anyone who has helped with this project along the way, ESPECIALLY @felikatze and his script project. 💖 You're free to copy anything out of this sheet without credit because, well, I didn't write any of this dialogue.

Fair warning ahead of time that this sheet contains unmarked spoilers for the entire game, including several optional achievements.

#in stars and time #isat #isat loop #loop isat #isat spoilers #advertisement mode over huwahhhhhhhhh #i'm so excited to finally be able to post about this!!!#there is one major thing i still need to do for this sheet irt formatting #but i'm at a point now where i think it's fine to release the sheet as is now #i'm really proud of it #i started working on it 7 months ago...#a lot of the time inbetween was spent idling on this but it's still been a while in the making. and ive been hustling hard abt it lately

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ribbononline · 8 months ago

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Sylv/Gard + Shiny fusion

#getting its own post because im proud of htem YIPPEE!#sylveon #gardevoir #pokemon fusion #pokefusion #these r redos of very old sprites and im really happy with how much better they look #redoing some of my old sprites has been fun because dang i got a lot better in a year #the thing i struggle most w w my own art isnt that its ugly its often that i feel like im Just Not Getting Better #so this has been exciting :]#now my regular digital art HAS been backsliding and um that is an issue. girl help i cant fucking draw anymore #but uh. one at a time i guess. taking what i can get

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