#i was ready to MOURN
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me waking up in cold sweat at 8am to check if popia is alive like
#im so glad that he is#i was ready to MOURN#popia#popia my husband#the band ghost#shitghosting#ghost#ghoulettes#ghouls#cardinal copia#papa emeritus iv#la ritual#COPIA'S ALIVE !!!!!#till tomorrow at least#sodo ghoul#swiss ghoul#rain ghoul#mountain ghoul#cumulus ghoulette#cirrus ghoulette#aurora ghoulette#phantom ghoul
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I just want to see him again.
#persona 3#persona#fanart#p3#yukari takeba#artists on tumblr#p3fes#persona 3 the answer#the answer spoilers#<- tags I never thought I would use in the year 2024#me when the 17 year old going through extreme trauma mourning the death of her best friend/boyfriend isnt making rational decisions#currently getting ready to fight the war on yukari in the answer on the side of yukari in the answer#I am not ready to go through this scene again but with good english voice acting#even with the honestly really bad voice acting in fes I still tear up when she says that line#anyway free my girl she did all of that but she deserves better anyway#me: I should try to practice drawing hands in a fun way like while drawing my fave characters!#also me: draws yukari having a breakdown
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I want it back / I drag its dead weight forward.
#Better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#digital art#This was a style experimentation doodle that took on a life of its own.#In a way it is a great example of 'beautiful failure'. The original goal was to try a pure black and white contrast piece.#Which I very much failed at doing. Not quite ready for that! However what this turned into is something I like a lot!#Different but in a way that really pushed me as an artist. A little less simple; a little more proportional.#I was also recently thinking about LWJ's grieving that we only catch glimpses of.#LWJ grieved his first love for 13 years. His love that was never reciprocated.#He chose to dedicate his heart to that mourning and most painfully of all - he did so knowing there was no end to that grief.#Wei Wuxian comes back to life in MDZS but that is an exception. Not the expectation.#He was dead. Not missing. Not 'maybe in hiding'. He was dead and his spirit unreachable.#Jiang Cheng went forwards with denial but LWJ takes that grief on. He copes by continuing to carry the weight with him.#Let me be clear. Neither are healthy approaches. It is a way to cope but it does not mean that is healing or healthy.#Grief is loved transformed but it is also about endurance and letting go. Grief can change you. You can also change your grief.#It isn't a good or evil thing to experience. It is just an experience.
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first draft / initial concept for my rook! (he/they), debating on a name still but I know for sure that they're a mournwatcher, mage, 30 or so, and have this aloof / intimidating aura which keeps others from approaching them- when in fact he's just awkward doesn't know how to hold conversations with others
#pending tag for him:#ibon oc: lira 'rook' ingellvar#as always please don't make weird (namely suggestive) comments about my ocs! hasn't happened but i just want to lay down this boundary :> t#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age oc#dragon age rook#ibon draws#mourn watch#yall it was so easy to draw him out.... he was ready to be created LMAOO#he inherited the autism swag from yours truly#veilguard spoilers#for the surname#Rook Ingellvar
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the way they didn't publish the video is so rude tbh..
#i was SO ready for a galex content#i cant believe they did this to us#mercedes deserves to be cancelled for even giving us hope#I NEED THE VIDEO YOU DONT GET IT#ill be forever mourning this.#galex#alex albon#alexander albon#george russell#f1#formula one#formula 1
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Sunday doodles
#church was extra uncomfortable so i responded by drawing the gayest shit imaginable#my soul is healed#was mourning the lack of kralsusie in the fandom and then remembered i have hands#im finding that romance is quite hard for me to draw#lately i think ive started to learn I'm not a romance person...?#...but i enjoy romance fiction.....?#that's a can of self discovery I'm not ready to open yet lmao#anyway i did my best haha#kris#ralsei#susie#kralsei#krusie#ralsusie#kralsusie#got em all yippie#deltarune#sunday doodles
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What are you excited for when the new Welcome Home update drops?
oh. literally Everything and Anything. to see how the site changes, to see all the neighbors again, for all the new things whatever they may be! Story Progression! Images! Words!
#new insights into characterization!!!#agh! EVERYTHING!#literally the entire update could just be 'oh this is the new version of the site' and id be whooping and cheering and hollering#i dont really carry expectation#other than 'im gonna fuckin love this :]c'#actually no. i hope to feel Deep Dread as well!#i hope at least one thing genuinely scares or disturbs me. im ready to get fucked up with a capital F#HURT ME. IM READY TO FEEL EMOTIONAL AGONY.#< said while hiding behind the couch and wearing a colander on my head. im wielding... a worm on a string#none of this will protect me <3 yippee!#rambles from the bog#but also mainly FOR THE SITE TO BE BACK.#well. 'back.' back in the sense of resurrection. technically the same but altered forever <3#i miss her...#its been like. a day and im already in mourning. i look at the spot where it was once pinned to my shortcuts#i need a black lace veil for these trying times#jesting i hope she's having a fun time in maintenance!
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rip to my kickoff ideas notes. i cannot believe how fucking dumb i was to write them in my notes app instead of google docs, considering i write virtually everything else in google docs. your demise was entirely my fault. may you rest in peace and prosperity. i have scoured the corners of my dumbass brain n jotted down what i could remember from pure memory, which luckily was quite a bit, but i will never have the nuance or detail that you so valiantly achieved. i could only resuscitate so much. i now lay you to rest.
#this is so fucking dramatic lmfao#i had like 24 hrs to mourn and i feel better now#tbh i remember like 90% of my ideas im just upset bc i had some scenes fully written out n i don't think i can replicate them#but oh well#such is life#anyways#im ready to move on#kickoff#what sucks the most is i had the chance to save them before i reset my phone but i FUCKING DIDNT#THATS WHAT HURTS THE MOST#IM SO ST00PID GOSH
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My head in my hands
#I needed the months long mourning period actually#I’m sooo not ready for this#what the fuck#are we gonna see the homoerotic bite?!#bsd#bungo stray dogs#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd atsushi#bsd akutagawa
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alright i finished this so i need to celebrate my accomplishment (???) by sharing it to the world
BETTER versions of my trio designs. because boo boo the other old ones were BORING and TOO SIMPLE and lowhighkey UGLY. i had no idea what i was thinking when i made this but i guess design notes before to see if i can figure out what the fuck these mean 💀
killer🔪:3
he got a GLOW UP!!! when i was figuring him out i was thinking like. this man needs to look combat ready he CANNOT look chill and relaxed he MUST look good to fight. killer can't catch a break 💀 anyways. it's ALSO not revealing (⁎˃ᴗ˂⁎) because i feel he would NOT wear that stuff cmon flirty =/= revealing. his charms are found through his words and actions (stabbing someone through the heart) (speaking of the heart i couldn't be bothered to draw his soul mb)
the gloves/shirt/leggings under his clothes may LOOK seperate. but its actually all one big piece!!! because i thought it would be silly and funny :3 but like on a serious note i like this because it provides an extra layer of protection (both in a fight and not) and like. a sense of anonymity i guess??? like you can't see killer's natural body you cant SEE who he was before because hes changed that much (or i guess HE cant see who he was b4 wtvr)
actually a lot of killer's outfit has meaning behind it. knee pads = unnatural body imitation killer is a whole new being now not monster (also adding 2 the combat look :3) belts = restraint killer needs to stay in line and do as he's ordered (i needed some visual interest 💀) zippers on shoes?? actually no meaning i just thought it would be cute. somehow i managed to find meanings 4 all of the trio's zippers. killer's is jammed in that spot. show like idk he is irreversibly changed to what he is now (a lot of this makes no sense)
horror 🪓 :3
if you remove all the rips in the clothes he'd be the most basic out of all of them. but theyre there so he's NOT the most basic! 4 horror i was thinking like "you can see he's fucked up but you can also see he's desperately trying to keep it together" type feel. i totally didnt steal those under socket lines (thank you mania and paranoia for donating to your og versions :3) to make horror look more 🌀🌀🌀 (cannot describe it)
the cloak was stolen from undyne trust. he wears it as a power move FUCK YOU!!! to her :3 also it looks royal and regal which could kinda show like horror's power and sway over snowdin. he's DEFINITELY not a king but he is a provider and a lot of what he says goes around those parts. a lot of ppl look to him as like world's shittiest leader(ish). also i just wanted him to have something unique!
underneath horror's jacket his shirt is reaaaally torn he should probably replace it. there are some holes from when he was pinned down with spears during the core incident and then the whole lower half is just totally torn off from that one comic 💀 but thats why the jacket is zipped up! however the zipper broke and now the jacket can't unzip! (because horror struggles with the fact that horrortale ISNT gonna be perpetually shitty (everyone say thanks aliza) and would rather nobody see him vulnerable)
dust🧣:3
i didn't change much about him lowkey he's pretty much wearing the same CLOTHES. just that the style and way he's wearing them changed. wanted him to give like,,,,, comfy (because bro did not change out of his sansish clothes) but also like FOCUSED o(≧口≦)o like horror he has the under socket line but thats just to make him look more stressed and tired
i moved around the scarf to NOT be around his neck bc it was sooo annoying drawing the hood and then having to account for the scarf. it kind gave him a baby face vibe which i did NOT like. also i think dust would wear the scarf however. very versatile as long as the scarf remains intact. so it COULD go around waist COULD be around neck COULD be around limbs
i didn't mean to do this but the black thingy around his shoulders (was originally there just to fill in the empty space without the scarf there 💀) could be seen as like mourning wear. again with the silly zipper symbolism but dust's zipper is fine its not broken like horror or killer's are because he chose to go down this path. dust CHOSE to zip it up and now its too late to go back now (so bro MUST power through ‼️‼️ he cant unzip the zipper now!!!!)
overall i like these. usually i like coming up with cool unique character designs its so fun but my trio was hard (im hard). probably bc i didnt wanna make then wear anything too weird Dx BUT NOW AT LEAST THEY ALL LOOK LESS BABY!!!! i think i depicted how i see them though like ughhh cannot explain but now they look like how i want them to sound
#i love love LOVE the cloak i gave horror its so fun and silly#it makes him feel so much more im better than you superior asshole vibes#these were inspired by like some old mtt but girl drawings i made a year ago and never showed anyone#so like. i feel like it shouldve been MORE fem looking than the olds ones but surprisingly not#they look gender neutral now!!!! YES!!!!!! mtt just skeletons could look fem or masc but i dont think they would#so they wear clothing in between!!! besides if i wanted to make them girly i have jk fashion au for that#i said no slutty killer but i feel that way for all of them. they wouldn't go around shirtless or wearing tight clothing#they are covered up i swear. none of these fucks are comfortable enough with themselves and anyone else to wear anything revealing#me when i see killer or horror with no shirt on (PUT ON A SHIRT!!! ESPECIALLY KILLER!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING SHIRTLESS THAT EXPOSES YOUR SOUL#and horror's probably scrawny and his bones are brittle so why would be expose them to the elements even more 😭😭 AND he lives in snowdin#something something dust and horror have more classic similar smiles while killers isnt#i was just bullshitting with the mourning outfit dust thing but from the upper half he lowkey does look like it#like a grief stricken depressed maiden. what a surprise that he feels bad after killing everyone he loves#i drew killer with knives here but what i really wanted to draw were like chained blades. sickles. a sword. other blades than just a knife#i actually was gonna draw my trio with different weapons 😭😭 but then i got sidetracked and just drew them with different clothes#when i was drawing dust i was like OH SHIT HE LOOKS WAAAAY TOO MUCH LIKE CLASSIC SANS.#it was unnerving. this is why i give them all different eye shapes to differentiate them!#now they all look more serious and grown up. even tho theyre all grown adult fucking men and damn horror's like 30#dust and killer look more ready to fight and horror looks more like. authoritative???? idk but its a good look 4 then#i desillyfied them. i /srsed them. i got rid of all the fun and whimsy but its ok i guess. maybe these will be easier to draw at least#UGHHH now i have to memorize these designs. only downside.....#now they all dont look similar or like branches of eachother. idk how to feel about that#prior they were clearly all connected. like a precure team they had differences but the overall vibe was the same#does this mean i have to change the mst's outfits to fit with the mtt's now 😭😭 dont wanna!! i dont wanna redraw the mst!!!#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule art
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WHAT’S UP FELLOW TRANSFORMER ENJOYERS!!!
I, the wonderful Sphny, have created a Transformers themed prompt list, for the month of July. But then I realized it could be used for any month to be honest.
For context, I recently made the terrible mistake of deleting a majority of my beloved masterpieces and I have been scrambling to find proper inspo to cope with my loss. Yet I couldn’t find any drawing prompts that fit my specific needs. So low and behold a very random roller coaster of creative prompts for creative minds!
These can be used for anything creative. That’s why I didn’t call it just a drawing or writing prompt list fyi. I thought it was clever.
ENJOY!
Check This Out! @novafire-is-thinking @asmoteeth @sonia-aquamarineson @sonicnerd @jessenitrogen @gelu-the-babosa-multiversal @luciolefire @bdwarrior1
No pressure to do this with me, I’m just extremely proud of this. And I like being a show off!
#maccadam#maccadams#transformers#drawing prompts#SphnysTFprompts#31 day challenge#my art#honestly these are just random words that popped in my brain when I thought about TRANSFORMERS#I’m still mourning practically MONTHS of artistic progress😔😭😭#fanart#fan fic#I personally wont start on this until July#so get ready#but if it becomes too much for me I probably might not post that much from the challenge
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just realised that i lost all my isle of the lost books (and all the highllights and annotations i made there) bc it wasn't uploaded to my icloud for some reason and im literally devastated
#i was ready to do a mal web weave. ready to pull the quotes. and i dont have them anymore :(#god idec about the stolen phone but im genuinely mourning my annotations on so many books and SO many photos#laila.txt
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WAIT WAIT WAIT!!!!!!!
WE GOT A FLASHBACK OMG
EUN-SEOK'S DEATH??? 🥺💔
AND YOON-HO'S GRIEVING!!!!!!
#HE'S MOURNING FOR HIS BEST FRIEND 😭#shet im not ready—#the pain in his eyes!!!!!#I AM NOT OKAY#solo leveling
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vacation time is over its time to be a girl boss again n i am upset !!!!!!!!!!
#wdym i have to go to school !!!!!!!#i was born to be at the beach reading my silly little books#but i have to admit i missed home <3 n i love that it's fall here <3#i missed throwing on big sweaters n drinking tea n reading n wearing cute fall outfits n watching spooky movies#anywayyyyy i'll mourn the end of summer for a bit more but i am also saurr ready for fall 😋
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How does Croatia DARE to beat Brasil? How did Brasil dare to LOSE? We were supposed to face each other in a legendary and homoerotic match, BUT NO
But we will do you justice, Brasil, the eternal rival, the eternal beloved, the Only One, the dreaded one
🇧🇷🇦🇷
#world cup#brasil#brazil#argentina#this is a terrible loss#i was so ready for an argentina vs brasil#im in MOURNING
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Never getting over this scene. the chapters right before this of gojo thinking quickly while dozens of people get killed but not hesitating in making risks. all this cool guy behavior only to be completely frozen by the corpse of his best friend saying his name. right when there’s a flashback of jogo saying not even a thousand lives could distract him, but kenjaku knowing without a doubt geto’s could.
Then gojo immediately experiencing for the first time what he just put others through by activating his domain. Reliving years of his past actions and experiences with geto (who marked his “youth”) in just a moment.
Meanwhile, Kenjaku is taunting Gojo for not getting rid of Geto’s body or forgetting Geto when we know Kenjaku fully centered their plan around Gojo being affected by Geto. And with Kenjaku knowing Geto’s memories, Gojo’s last words to him, and the throw away line that Gojo couldn’t destroy the body after JJK 0 despite acting positive afterwards with his students... It’s so heartbreaking, but incredibly written
#jjk spoilers#gojo satoru#geto suguru#kenjaku#id in alt#satosugu#there’s also just. a lot with the light novel (technically not canon so yknow) mentioning gojo trying not to get nostalgic and make faces#when getting ready to kill geto#combined with not disposing properly of his body and recent chapters with wanting to properly mourn/bury him..#it’s pretty clear gojo just. has not fully processed everything that happened#and kenjaku being kenjaku used it against him#not like it’s the first time they’ve used someone’s love to emotional manipulate someone using a corpse 😰#anyways it’s one of my fav manga moments and just everything. the villainy the reveal the themes gojos having a distinct weakness#chef’s kiss#this isn’t even an analysis or anything and I feel like this scenes are constantly brought up by fans#but idc I’ll add to it#this is also just about gojos side but wow when you consider Geto’s role in the story too and in these moments. that’s a whole other thing 😭#but I already rambled too much
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