#i was asked to join a dnd game and i was like lol idk this will surely not be more than a passing fancy

[spicedddrum]

me in a rocking chair explaining against anyone listenings will about how desmond got his name from my long standing love affair with the older AC games

[notthatalex]

💙Smoshblr December Asks Day 28💛

Which 3 smosh series would you like to be in yourself? (this can literally be anything from main, pit, games, smoshmouth etc! Even series that they no longer do new videos of!)

Bonus: Are there any new formats you’d like them to try out?

1. Tntl

I think about bits I would do a lot. Especially when watching it. It's really fun.

2. BAF Legacy (or also dnd, any ttrpg thing)

That would be so much fun. I love role-playing. In gen I wouldn't really want to join any format where I had to be myself and not somewhat a character.

3. Idiots Present

I actually did like a budget version of idiots present with my friend where we made each other PowerPoints we had to present. Man... I really hope this format isn't complete dead. It was so fun. It very likely is dead, but smosh please give me 1 episode per year. That would be enough.

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You didn't ask that but I would hate to be on anything food related. I like watching it but I would hate to be on it.

Bonus:

I thought about this for a while but I can only think of stuff they did in the past I would want to come back. Like GTA RP (but I think it would be cool of they did it with each other and not just with strangers).

But in general, I always want formats that revolve around improv and / or character work. I also enjoy them playing game, but I always think adding one of the former mentioned things makes it even better.

It's not like I don't enjoy them being themselves, I just do it less. Idk that sounds mean lol, but when it comes down to it I don't really care about them as people that much (I do, but i dont). I am here for the entertainment, the improv and wacky characters first.

[betterbekind]

its dm pet peeves time with meeeeeeeeeeee because fuck it i’m working through how to work with one of my players and why not use my actual blogging platform to Think out loud

but like... what am I supposed to do when one of my players is like “idk what my character is feeling, what he wants to do, where his arc is going” and it’s like... okay, my job is to help you figure that out. but we are over a year into this game. and you’re telling me that you, the player, do not know??? you are the character!!!! i cannot tell you what your character wants. i can tell you where i see his arc going, what I want to build for him, but if you... don’t know... then how am I supposed to help this player down a path they actually want to follow?

like, i need this dude to work with me because we’re hitting some heavy hitting plot shit that I’m worried is going to just shut his character down if we don’t brainstorm how to deal with it. and this player will just not brainstorm with me. they’re just like “idk he’s a funky lil guy” and i’m like... that’s great, except I need to plot and craft a narrative and if you don’t know who your character is, then why are you playing him???

like am I crazy or should a dnd player know what their character wants? and is doing? like i’m not saying you need to know 100% exactly what your character would do in every situation, but like... you should have some idea, right?

like I thought we were on the same page but I cannot get this dude to commit to roleplay decisions outside of “likes tea” “is rich” and “is kind” and I’m really hitting a fucking wall

because i’ve built in chances for him to work through his character’s backstory, to delve into his character’s faith as a cleric, to deal with ~the plot~ and he keeps bypassing them. and like, i cannot railroad someone’s character into developing. but if he refuses to develop his character idk what we’re doing? because this is a very narrative heavy campaign and i was upfront about that when he joined the game. the whole theme is change. the world changes, how do you change with it? do you change for the better or the worse? all that jazz.

and i don’t know how to help a player who genuinely does not seem to know where is character is going and no matter how much i talk to him about it, we don’t get anywhere. and as as a dm I’m really confused and honestly starting to lose a little bit of patience. because i have arcs that i’ve worked really hard on and built out and i feel like this player is just going to watch it all pass by and that’s going to impact the other players at my table as well.

seriously actually asking for advice if anyone here has any thoughts lol i’m just typing out loud to myself rn

[monstrsball]

OUGH!! I HATE STORMS I GET SPOOKED anyway ive had thoughts about oikawa playing dnd recently and i have a post drafted but its saying there. kageyama doesnt play but he DOES backseat game hinata, who oikawa is very happy to have at his table. Oikawa keeps asking if kageyama is going to join in or if hes going to be disruptive and keep eating their snacks and he says no, but he keeps telling hinata what to do so oikawa does the closest thing to an isekai as he can as a dm and makes kageyama the demon trying to make Hinata his warlock. (slightly unrelated but in general the phrase "get isekai'd, idiot" is a good one

meanwhile kuro and suga are making their rogue and wizard (respectively) catboys kiss. they are also trying to draft iwaizumi into the "party polycule"

idk if you know much about dnd but this has been on my mind and i hope you get some enjoyment from these silly thoughts i have :3c

the storm has stopped for now which is good! but i think it's supposed to start up again soon. :( i'm glad other people understand my feelings about it, haha. i always feel silly for getting so anxious when it storms.

HQ AND DND!!!! i love when people make hcs about them playing dnd, hehe. dungeon master oikawa so true. kageyama backseat gaming hinata while also insisting that he doesn't want to play is so funny. yea he would. love the idea of oikawa essentially isekai-ing him and forcing him to anyway fjdklfjds. i like to think the only reason oikawa doesn't just kick kageyama out is because of hinata and suga. (or so he says at least)

like the bit with kuroo and suga trying to integrate iwaizumi into a polycule with their characters, so very funny. always on board with kuroo and suga being silly together. i love them.

i'm still very much a beginner to dnd so i don't know... a Whole lot? but i do think i know anything enough now to understand dnd headcanons better lol. i very much did enjoy your thoughts!!! thank you for sharing

[lilredghost]

Tag Game To Better Know You

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Tagged by @bladling (hi!!!)

What book are you currently reading? Idk I’ve had The Fellowship of the Ring on my bedside table for like months now. But I haven’t had time to read it?? Clown emoji.... SW has taken over my life so it’ll have to wait

What’s your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year? I’m preeetty sure I didn’t go to any movies this year. My cousins all went to see the black panther movie together but I was busy OTL

What do you usually wear? Sweaters or crewnecks with jeans, but I need to buy more plaid and flannels again. I used to dress like a butch but my old clothes either don’t fit or have holes. I’ve been avoiding getting new ones bc I hate shopping, lol

How tall are you? 5’6”, but my driver’s license says 5’7” for some reason

What’s your Star Sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event? Immm gonna be honest, if blade didn’t answer “capricorn” I wouldn’t even know what you meant by star sign. I’m a sagittarius or however u spell it. I’m not even gonna bother googling the second question

Do you go by your name or a nick-name? I hate my name but I do go by it irl. On here I like to stick to some variation on my username

Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child? Do you want the funny version or the sad version of this story? I honestly never thought I’d be anything, so in grade school I just put something random and different everytime someone/something asked. I'm a grad student rn

Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one? Nooope, I’m extremely single (and ready to mingle?)

What’s something you’re good at vs. something you’re bad at? I’m good at crafts! I’ve got a decent amount of experience with needlework and I’ve been thinking I want to branch out into something that’s more functional (like crocheting or sewing) compared to purely artistic.

I’m bad at reaching out of my comfort zone. I feel like life is already hard enough in the day-to-day, so finding the motivation to do something new and different is hard. I need a friend who will drag me out :(

Dogs or cats? Either one, they’re cute in different ways!

If you draw/write or create in any way, what’s your favorite picture/line/etc from something you created this year? Probably this bit from Take Care of Me, Please? These fics make me feel extremely seen, and I can’t wait to get back to them when I have a chance

But it seems too easy. Anakin is… Anakin is the brightest star in his life. He smiles and laughs and shines with such charisma—such gravity—that he must surely be at the center of everyone’s solar systems, not just Obi-Wan’s. What could Obi-Wan have possibly done, to deserve such devotion?

What’s something you would like to create content for? Well blade is right, “content” is kind of a shitty word. We are inspired and driven to make art. We’re sharing pieces of ourselves; in this essay I will... Anyway the answer to this is obvious: Star Wars

What’s something you’re currently obsessed with? Star Wars again! I normally fandom hop a decent amount but ever since I found SW, something has sort of settled in me. I hope it never goes away <3

What’s something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year? Man I joined a westmarches campaign and it was very disappointing compared to a regular dnd campaign. I understand the draw of the structure, but it's just not as much fun

What’s a hidden talent of yours? Idk if you’d call it a “talent” but I really like to sing. When I get my own place, I’m never going to shut up <3

Are you religious? Kind of? My cultural roots are very deep and my religion is all tied up in that. But my health is bad, I regularly get fierce pains, and I’ve been depressed for like ten years now. Not to say that you CAN’T have faith coexisting with all those things, but I’m just exhausted. It’s not for me. (Or at least, it’s not for the me that exists right now. I suppose that could change in the future)

What’s something you wish to have at this moment? Ummmm, an ask in my inbox? Jk jk

I know this is a long one so don't feel obligated or anything but I'm tagging @leafchan15 @tennessoui @kyberkenobi

[spacetravels]

I'm sorry if this is a really stupid question but like...the TTRPG posts you've reblogged and the KOB one are so intriguing but like. I don't have irl friends to play with, do you know any like Discord servers or something to join??

not stupid !! i hmmm. sorry in advance for rambling akakdjdj

i don’t play w irl groups either heheh but majorly with my online friends !! there’s a lot of public dnd servers (i’m not in any of them ajaksnsn but they are Definitely There! esp like. fan servers for ttrpg shows n stuff)

if you have some online friends or you’re in servers already i think it’s great to go ahead and ask in your communities if ppl would be interested in playing ttrpgs!! they may be daunting but that’s p much how my group came to life thru a fan server LOL ..

but otherwise i think r/lfg is a great resource to poke around to finding new groups!! a lot of ppl are posting for online games/looking for gms/have set times to play which really helps :D and if u think you can play irl games, comic & game shops probably have groups to join too 💓

idk if i can guarantee you’ll find a perfect group the first try around ! and it could take a while to find a synergy that works, but i will always encourage Trying

i wish i had the time or energy to open a new group to play with or a server for party seeking otl but this is the best advice i have i’m sry 😭❤️

(that being said if any1’s looking for a new party member to play games w feel free to reply here if u have room for anon :]?? heheh)

[findafight]

The spn au was genius! I loved every word! Do you mind me asking is Steve the only human? Eddie’s a vampire right?!?

Ah! Thank you! Also OF COURSE YOU CAN ASK ME QUESTIONS!!! Yes, Eddie is a vampire. The spn au is actually an au of my human Steve au (so it doesn't follow spn lore I just do whatever I want with it lol) where the party are werewolves and are mcsuffering because Steve, the token human, just thinks they're talking about DnD when they try to tell him about supernatural stuff and he is part of their pack!! And Robin is his Selkie soulmate who ends up being the one to let him in on Hawkins' not-quite-human secrets because she and Steve share a brain. And he ends up being the supernatural beings of Hawkins' go to baby sitter lol.

But! Shock and horror! Steve parents are monster hunters! And they want him to join the family business! (He does not)

Anyways yeah Eddie feeds on people's emotions or the general atmosphere or energy of a room, hence his love for dramatics and dnd and performing (he doesn't like going to sportsball games because there's too many conflicting emotions. Extreme highs and lows all mixed together gives him a tummy ache) and he CAN drink blood but that's pretty gouche if you ask him. It's much more fun to live off the excitement of others. Also he ages normal idk maybe vampirism is like...an allergy. Chronic health condition of must drink blood.

So in the spn au of my au I guess Hawkins has just. Completely different rules than everywhere else for the supernatural maybe? And Dean doesn't clock Eddie as a vamp because there's a lot happening and Eddie isn't Dean's typical vampire and also. He's a little starstruck haha.

[mavrustheunskooled]

4, 6, and 13 for the dnd asks

4. if you had to make your character a different player race, what would it be and why? 

my newest character, Locus Lilliflora, was almost a mountain dwarf! then the dm texted me and was like “hey no pressure but would you be interested in playing a dryad?” so I switched to dryad so I could fit into the world better and get the most out of it (and I’m so glad I did because being a dryad made a ton of my backstory/character stuff fall into place in a really interesting way). so, if I had to switch Locus from being a dryad, I’d switch him back to being a mountain dwarf (which also would have had a lot of interesting narrative potential, but being a dryad made me fit into the story better) 

6. best DM you’ve ever had? 

ooooo I’ve played with a lot of great dms. the dm for the first campaign I ever joined (and am still playing) is great— she’s put a ton of thought and work into making the arcs specific to each of us, and she made a really interesting world that’s super fun to play in. our most recent battle was also just really great— she’s done a ton of great battle with interesting combat design (our first combat was a heist to assassinate a corrupt priest, and it was ridiculously fun to plan a heist for five hours) and basically I could sing her praises forever but she doesn’t love compliments so it turns into me going “that battle was so fun okay bye” 

also the newest dm that I’m playing with (the one dming Locus) made such a great, video game-y world with a lot of super interesting lore. there’s nothing like texting your dm and going “I want to play a man and a dryad” and him responding “fantastic! so you’ve been told since you were a baby that your existence as a male dryad will bring about the apocalypse” like what a great way to immediately throw me into the world (because I joined the campaign late so I met the already-established party and went “hey what’s up I’m an omen of the apocalypse”) 

also one of the most emotionally impactful sessions that I’ve played was at d&d club where I accidentally helped a cult take out an entire city and was handed the power to do it again. I was playing a low-int, low-wis sweetheart whose main motivation was making friends, and I walked backwards into a situation where both sides of this confrontation sucked and it was generally a really rough but really interesting session, and I wish we could have played it out, but campus shut down because of the global pandemic thing and we never got to see it through (some say Ferrek is still holding that vial of poison to this day) 

13. what’s something you’re working on as a player? (e.g., getting better at roleplay, thinking more tactically during combat, writing more notes, etc) 

being less controlling lol I have a bad habit of learning my party members’ abilities and going “hey it would be cool if you did this and then you did this and then I did this” and I need to sit back more and listen. like one of my party members will go “I might do this idk” and then I’ll plan my turn in combat around them doing that, only for them to not do that and me to go “wait what are you Doing.” basically i need to calm down lol 

tysm !! 💜✨

[f0xx0rzz]

I found an ask game for dnd ocs but I’m just gunna do the whole thing right here because I want to. original post of asks: https://pathfuckery.tumblr.com/post/142670961885/dnd-character-asks

These are for Ryltar btw because i luv. also obviously feel free to ask any questions about him,,

1. How many dead parents do they have? “As far as I know, those fuckers are still creeping around. Don’t really care either way.”

2. How good are they at tongue twisters? depends on how drunk he is, but good luck getting him to say one sober.

3. Biggest regret? Being unable to save [REDACTED]’s life, or being unable to stop [REDACTED] from happening at all.

4. Are they formally trained or have they gone through a more organic learning experience for their skillset? Ryltar was mostly self taught until he joined the Paleblood, where some of the crew taught him how to fight better.

5. If they could hang out with one famous person in 18th century American History, who would they want to hang out with? idk maybe Captain Edward Teach (Blackbeard)?

6. What’s their theme song? either "Stand Up And Fight" by Turisas or “Drink” by Alestorm lol.

7. What fictional character are they most like? Was this an intentional or accidental influence? I’m sure there are characters that he’s like, but I can’t think of any right now?

edit: fucking Sasuke

8. Paper or plastic? He doesn’t really care just give him a fucking bag already damnit!!

9. What’s their dump stat? intelligence lol

10. What’s their best stat? strength, at 19 >:3

11. What is their favorite anime? “what the fuck is an anime.” He’d probably like Cowboy Bebop.

12. What’s their favorite beverage? He’s not picky when it comes to alcohol, but hot spiced wine is probably his favorite.

13. If they can use magic, what’s their favorite spell? Green-Flame Blade! Kill stuff better with flaming weapons!!

14. Most heroic thing they have ever done? Trying to stop that bastard [REDACTED] from [REDACTED].

15. Most despicable thing they have ever done? Murder and theft? Destruction of property? /SHRUG

16. Are they a hero or a supporting protagonist? supporting protagonist I guess? he’s not big on being the center of attention, anywho

17. What’s their favorite food? probably beef stew, or anything that is fresh and hot. the ‘food’ on long sea voyages is terrible.

18. Would they rather fight a hundred duck-sized horses, or one horse-sized duck? uh wow ok. uhhh… hm. Ryltar thinks horses are freaky and horrifying. So probably a horse-sized duck?

19. They have to go live on a deserted island. They can take one thing and one person. What do they take? his crewmate-with-benefits Grispora, and a keg of ale ;3

20. Are they religious? If so, what god or gods do they serve? he dislikes religion, but he sort of has Davy Jones as his patron.

21. How did they become an adventurer? ~stuff happened~ that made Ryltar real upset so he decided to stop sailing for a while. He traveled from town to town by himself, drowning his grief in alcohol just about every night for months, until he ran into an old friend who advised him to join a guild so he could move on. so, he did. and now he’s adventuring with some guildmates!!

22. Most amazing monster they have ever killed or helped kill? I mean, pre-campaign he’s mostly just killed other pirates and townsfolk and the occasional sea beast but nothing too fancy.

23. Thoughts on death? He’s… borderline suicidal, but has held on to keep the memories of [REDACTED] alive. So otherwise he doesn’t fear death, but hopes he’ll go out in a blaze of glory.

24. Do they have any interesting skills? eehhhh. he knows how to swear in Aquan?

25. Favorite animal? Corvids, probably. He’s always liked birds. He’s considered having one as a pet.

26. Expansion of civilization or the preservation of nature? whatever happens. survival of the fittest and the will of the world n all that.

27. They’re at a tavern. They bump into a big burly angry drunk with a combative attitude. What happens? oh Ryltar would absolutely be getting into a fight with this guy who’s probably twice his height, no questions asked.

28. What do they do between quests? be angsty and drink. he is “trying” to drink less but uhhhh he’s not trying very hard tbh.

29. Biggest positive and negative influences on their life and development? biggest positive influence was Captain Ludwig and his crew on the Paleblood. biggest negative influences was Ryltar’s family trying to force him into a life he didn’t want.

30. Would they smooch a ghost? probably?

[irairaptero]

Question Tag

Hi all! Thanks to @kamuithedragonlord for tagging to me, I finally got to it!

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.

1. Nicknames: Rach, Impatient Pterodactyl “though idk if that one counts”

2. Gender: Female

3. Star Sign: Cancer

4. Height: 5′7″

5. Time: 4:25 pm

6. Birthday: July 19

7. Favorite Bands: Too many to list, atm I’m listening to a lot of Panic! At The Disco, Pentatonix, Imagine Dragons, and a few others

8. Favorite Solo Artists: Sara Bareilles, Vienna Teng, Adrien Von Ziegler (though he’s more just on youtube but he’s an absolute godsend for writing) 

9. Song stuck in my head: The Smartphone Hour from Be More Chill

10. Last movie I watched: Little Evil, thanks to @thelanternintheforest. To his credit he also showed me The Road to El Dorado for the first time as well as Atlantis though

11. Last show I watched: I think it was actually the first episode of Stranger Things.

12. When did I create my blog: Sometime in October of 2015

13. What do I post/reblog: oh god EVERYTHING. everything. Just if it makes me happy or if I think it’s important or whatever it goes here. Just Rachel’s Brain.

14. Last Thing I Googled: Gerard Canonico bc he is a gift (he plays Rich in Be More Chill)

15. Other Blogs: My writing blog (it’s dead but it’ll get resurrected in December!) is @kireii-yume, and my DnD blog is @sneeple-confirmed, though I co-run it with five other people.

16. Do I get asks: Rarely, but when I do I like scream and it kills me.

17. Why I chose my URL: so I’m obsessed with the Japanese language. That’s part one. Part two is a long weird story--I was messing around with my little brother and was losing my voice, and I was lowkey high on Nyquil so when he said that I sounded like a pterodactyl I replied “I am an impatient pterodactyl and I will not stand for this.” Naturally one of my best friends had a field day with this when I told him the story and that’s his nickname to annoy me. So in japanese Irairashiteiru means impatient (or irritated, both work lol) and ptero for pterodactyl. irairaptero. 

18. Following: 109

19. Followers: 77

20. Average hours of sleep: Like six ish

21. Lucky Number(s): I’m not a big luck person but like I like the number three

22. Instruments: Piano, viola, and taiko drum

23. What am I wearing: Oh god we picked a bad day for this. I’m wearing jeans and a pajama shirt concealed by a too-big sweatshirt. This was one of those “I’m just gonna lay in bed for two more minutes oh god I have to be in class in half an hour and I still have homework to do SHIT” days. tbh I’m amazed I even put a bra on. 

24. Dream job: A counselor. Someone who can help people with mental health issues.

25. Dream trip: Back to Japan bc I love it so <3 

26. Favorite food: Chocolate. Literally chocolate. Bonus points if you bring me dark chocolate with raspberry. I will love you forever.

27. Nationality: American. And very white American at that. 

28. Favorite song (for now) (forever): The one I’ll listen to over and over is Two Player Game from Be More Chill at the moment but more seriously, I absolutely love Lullaby for a Stormy Night by Vienna Teng bc it has gotten me through really hard times.

29. Last Book Read: A Theory Of Justice by Rawls for my political ethics class. Ew. But more seriously the enjoyment book I read was The Tale of the Dueling Neurosurgeons by Sam Kean, I’ll just sit down and read it. It’s about how the brain changes due to injury and how neurobiology evolved through the centuries and it’s just so fascinating I can’t deal

30. Top three fictional universe I’d want to join: Pokemon is the only one I can think of at the moment because like a lot of my favorite books or fandoms take place in the actual world just with modifications. 

I tag @queen-faptain, @zenyattajpg, @bananasamarai, and Alex if you want to do it you’re welcome to! 

[sleepybiflinge]

Tagged by the wonderful @talkativelock (thank you so much!!!

Last:

Drink: Water

Phone Call: Mom and Dad probably

Text Message:  “Got 1st Absol” from Shawn, my best friend and roommate haha. In context: Pokemon Go.

Song you listened to: Well, technically it’s random songs from my discover playlist, but... My most recent songs are either Curious or Feelings by Hayley Kiyoko, Ocean Eyes by Billy Eilish, Fuerza by Tony Quattro, Soy Yo by Bomba Estero, or the new FOB album. I just ended up listing favourites oops.

Time you cried: Ooh, a couple days ago. Maybe yesterday? But Tuesday to be safe lol.

Have you ever:

Dated someone twice: No. Technically speaking I would even say I’ve barely even dated someone once.

Been cheated on: Once. It sucked. But I got over it.

Kissed someone and regretted it: Yeah p much.

Lost someone special: ... Yeah... 

Been depressed: Especially so recently. Tbh, this past month hasn’t been the best by way of things to happen.

Been drunk and thrown up: Once last year on my birthday.

In the past year have you:

Made a new friend: Yeah! I made a lot of friends with a lot of wonderful people this past year, specifically the past few months!!!! And yeah I love all of the new friends I made! So many good people!!!!

Fallen out of love: I guess so. At least fallen out of friendship? Although yeah, I’d consider that love too. But that’s a very recent wound haha. Still working through that.

Met someone who changed you? Honestly? So many people! Everyone I meet technically changes me in some way, I’m not a very static person. I like to learn and experience new things and change as a person, so I welcome change to be honest. Well, correction. I welcome it when it’s good.

General:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life? Truly know irl? I’d say 10 or 11? My tumblr early on was just full of people i knew irl haha...

Do you have any pets? I have a beagle (mixed with something else, I keep forgetting) puppy named Daphne. But she’s technically my sister’s so...

Do you want to change your name? Nah. I’m good. it’s fine.

What time did you wake up this morning? 11:35 am, if not noon. 

What were you doing last night? Last night I played a new DnD campaign with a new group at this gaming store (I was an Aaracokra, eagle man, named Kek haha) anyway it was the first campaign of Ravenloft that I played and honestly I learned to trust nothing.

Name something you cannot wait for: BLACK PANTHER!!!!

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? Yeah, unfortunately. Actually, the other Tom is kinda cool. I’m just thinking of one dick I used to know freshman year.

What’s getting on your nerves right now? Ummm.... Idk, the fact that I’m procrastinating so much right now?!?!

Blood type: No clue actually? And I’m afraid of needles so I may never know?

Nickname: Ramen, Roman numerals, font, times new roman, romaine lettuce, you name it. I’ve heard it all.

Relationship status: Single as fuck. Like, this is the most single I’ve been.

Zodiac sign: Pisces!

Pronouns: He/him, They/them

Favorite show: Ummm... Shit. Too many. Right now Runaways is my favourite though. Top spot. Nothing’s claimed that yet though....

College: Senior year but I still have a semester left after this year?

Hair color: Dirty Blonde ish I guess? between dirty blonde and brown? i don’t know yo... 

Do you have a crush on someone? Not anymore lol. But eh. Life’s life. 

What do you like about yourself? I mean there’s not a lot I like about myself, especially not lately. But I like my creativity I guess. I can and love to tell a lot of stories. 

Firsts:

Surgery: None I don’t think actually? At least nothing serious.

Piercing: Nah.

Sport you joined: I tried out for soccer twice... And did track for a bit...

Vacation: First vacation I remember was... Sochi, Russia I think. Or at least somewhere along the black sea. I loved the sea a lot back then!

Pair of sneakers: Uhhhh.... Is that really a memory worth remembering? Cos that didn’t stick with me

Right now:

Eating: Nothing

Drinking: Nothing

Listening to: Bag Bak by Vince Staples (switched to the runaways playlist halfway through lol)

Want kids? Maybe? depends on my S/O

Get married? Hopefully? Gotta find someone who loves me as much as I them?

Career: Shit idk. I don’t want a deskjob. or to be unhappy. that’s it. Dream job is author though.

Which is better?

Lips or eyes? Eyes.

Hugs or kisses? DEF HUGS!!!!!

Shorter or taller? BOTH!

Troublemaker or hesitant? hesitant?

Romantic or spontaneous? Same... thing? Is there a drastic difference? You can be spontaneous and still be romantic?

Sensitive or loud? Sensitive? Why be loud?

Hookup or relationship? Relationship.

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: Nah

Drank hard liquor: Yes

Lost contacts/glasses: On a daily bases omfg. it;s a struggle

Sex on first date: I’d rather not?

Broken someone’s heart: Yes, I have. And I feel awful for it but I tried to enter a relationship when I was just dumped and that was... Not good. For either person. I still feel bad tbh.

Been arrested: No.

Turned someone down: No but no one asks me out?

Fallen for a friend: Almost all the fucking time. It’s a problem tbh.

Do you believe:

In yourself? Sometimes? I used to? currently I’m not in the best place so not lately. But maybe eventually I can get back to a decent place again? 

Love at first sight? I think Crush at first sight is a common thing. But if nothing is done about the crush or those feelings then what’s the point of even crushing?

And now I guess I tag people right? @shouyou10 @kawohore @snihplod @sailorfern and @ any mutuals/followers if y’all wanna do it. consider yourselves tagged