#i was SOOO HURT
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So I'm not being nit picky but you're telling me they replaced this impeccable frame
with THIS in episode 15?!
Like WTF?!
#did anyone else notice?#the way I rioted#you dare do my most beloved scene dirty#what was that light pink faded blood hand clench#like excuse me please#i was SOOO HURT#I'm not a gif maker or I would've giffed it here#god what even was that#queen of tears#baek hyun woo#hong hae in#kim ji won#kim soo hyun#baekhong
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This song uis literally isat
#my art#doodle#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#isat isabeau#isat odile#isat boniface#isat loop#Theres already a small animation using the song but if I had a program to animate you BET i would also#it fits sooo well it hurts. I ACTUALLY DREW THIS AS LIKE MY THIRD PIECE FOR ISATY BUT I NEVER POSTED IT#cuz I didnt like it. I do now tho. So you get to see it after. what. a month? or two#you can see ive always liked pink#I cant explain a THING to yoooou I wouldnt know where to STAART#AAAAAAAAAAAGH
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Empty Houses / Empty Stomachs
Sources: Kitty Horrorshow, "Anatomy" 🏚 Josh Quissy 🏚 Wikipedia (Abandonment - Legal) 🏚 Ashe Vernon, "Love Disorders and Other Heartaches" 🏚 @/churchrummagesale 🏚 Kitty Horrorshow, Anatomy (Transcribed by @/a-missing-ache) 🏚 Kitty Horrorshow, Anatomy 🏚 @/churchrummagesale 🏚 Wikipedia (Desire) 🏚@/churchrummagesale 🏚 Wikipedia (Hunger - Physiology) 🏚 Wikipedia (Desire) 🏚Emma Rebholz, “No Good Bloodsuckers" from The Misanthropy 🏚 @/zegalba
#my webs#web weaving#webweaving#duuuude. okay. shoutout to the Longing and the Wanting and the Hunger. that stuff hurted#i love houses as imagery i love the idea of yearning in a lovesick way but emphasis on the sick part#its sooo. you get me. also house of leaves changed my brain permanently i think#kitty horrorshow anatomy#abandoned houses#poetry#parallels#anyways! thumbs up#long post
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NATURE
#moral orel#clay puppington#orel puppington#my art#repost from my twitter#this show hurt me sooo bad you guys#so i had to make an edgy drawing for it ok#moral orel fanart#dusky.art
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i need adrienette to be closer than ever actually. they're both traumatized af i want them attached at the hip and a little obsessed w each other. i want them slightly unhealthy and codependent. they've been through so much shit together and now that they have each other i want them to sink their claws in and never let go
#genuinely i think if this show went the break up route itd be SOOO boring. its too overdone and too easy.#like have the main couple actually work things out for once instead of giving up when things get hard#adrien loves marinette dearly and she loves him desperately. even if i can see marinette distancing herself#or wanting a break for Adrien's sake#i think he'd beg her not to#he cant lose her too#even if shes hurt him he loves her. and he still wants her in his life and wants to love her.#text post#miraculous#controversial opinion maybe but breaking them up would almost feel like a cop out for something more interesting#ml spoilers#ml london special
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~ a little something about the complicated way you and Dazai acknowledge each other's feelings ~
"We can't let it end like this. We simply can't."
"Dazai, what are you talking about? I'm literally just going on my lunch break."
"... I'll find a way for us to be together! Someday!"
You've been bickering back and forth with him ever since you stepped foot in the agency this morning, or more like he's been performing a whiney one sided narrative that you and your co-workers are more than familiar with. Though it's only ever directed at you. The confusing declarations of love, the lack of personal space, and then there are the days he won't even look or speak to you at all. It was emotional whiplash, but you did your best to drown out the feelings he evoked in you.
Dangerous ones you wouldn't dare indulge in, because if so, you get the feeling your heart would never recover from a man like Dazai. You grab your wallet, and push in your desk chair when he calls out to you once more in a much more serious tone, one that sounds bored.
"If you must leave, will you please pick up something on your way back for me?"
"What is it this time?"
"Bandages, I suppose"
He says that like it's an afterthought, like he couldn't care less for whatever he was asking for.
He's been asking you to go on odd little shopping trips for him for weeks now, and you being the dog you are, say yes every single time. You think about how Dazai loathes dogs. It makes you physically ill the way you feel about him. Whatever it is. You nod, and reply softly.
"Okay. Sure."
"So compliant! If I didn't know any better l'd say you're madly in love with me. Should we run off into the sunset and get married?"
You simply stare at his sardonic smile for a long while, and he stares back. It's like you're sending each other psychic waves, secret messages only you two could decode. Only you two could fathom. He stares into you with that piercing gaze of his, the one that might as well call you an idiot for ever thinking there's a real person behind his heavenly face. His eyes are pretty, they make yours feel dull in comparison. After a while, a faint half smile creeps onto your lips, trying to feign the same indifference as his. You fail, obviously.
"Mm, sounds too hopeful, even for you."
"Yikes! Right you are. Commitment. How awful.... No one wants that kind of trouble."
Dazai states cruelly, leaning back into his chair at his desk, arms crossed. He has to bite down to keep from smiling and giggling like a fool, as this is exactly what he wishes would happen.
His heart flutters for a brief moment at the visual of such a fantasy, such privilege to have you forever. He knows how badly you secretly want this too, but he doesn't plan on putting you out of your misery just yet. Shame on you to think of him as a real person who's allowed to pursue the things he wants! He continues when he sees you've gone completely silent, standing with your keys in your hand like a mannequin.
"Besides, I'm sure you've met plenty of other guys that are far more suitable for you. I mean, look at me, I used to be a criminal." He winks at you, hinting at his sketchy past. He's such a fantastic performer when he's at his worst.
"... And no one wants that kind of trouble, right?" You echo his past words back to him, once again failing to match his rejection.
"Oh you wretched little creature. Right again!"
You can't take much of this any longer, smiling politely as you simply turn around, and walk out of the agency. Your eyes sting.
Dazai just sits there, staring at the door, counting the seconds until you're back. He rests his chin on his palm, unblinking. He taps his fingers on the desk, and lets out a deep sigh. It's all he does, all he looks forward to every single day you leave.
You finally come back nearly an hour later, carrying a small bag and leftovers from your lunch. He lights up like the moon during the clearest night sky, and stands up immediately. His demeanor completely changes as he flashes you a delighted grin, rushing to you.
"You're back~"
"Yeah, here are your bandages."
"My what?"
"The bandages you asked for..?"
His eyes widen for a moment, and then he chuckles, shaking his head. He flicks his own forehead.
"Of course! Thank you. Now, may I have the receipt as well?"
He looks excited, his open palm cupped in front of you, as if you were giving him a treat. You raise a brow and shrug, handing him the crumpled piece of paper. You don't even question it anymore. He frowns. You think he looks like a disgruntled little kid.
"Ugh. You wrinkled it."
"What? Why does it matter?"
"Well I obviously wanted to keep it, silly goose."
You try to make sense of what he could possibly mean, and you decide it's not worth getting into. You can't afford the heartache nor the brain cells.
"That's the weirdest thing you've ever asked me."
"Not true. I've never asked you for a kiss~"
You almost drop to the floor with the way his eyes darken, despite his tone being the complete opposite. You stare at him yet again for what feels like ages, your heart set ablaze, with Dazai being the pyromaniac who won't let your embers die out of his own amusement. Your voice comes out low, meek.
"Well I'm clearly not the person you dream of, so no."
You could swear his awful smirk falls off just a tiny bit, but any evidence of that is gone in a blink of an eye. His voice comes out soft and laced with a hint of honeyed bitterness.
"And if you weren't, l'd dream of you anyway."
He mutters under his breath as he looks out the window, as if you weren't supposed to hear that. the sun is slowly setting and the moon will illuminate soon after. He wishes he could see what you look like at night.
You roll your eyes because if you don't, you'll bury your face in his chest and sob. Oh, he's the worst. You put on your best cynical voice followed by a scoff.
"That's lovely, Dazai."
"You look lovely." He states simply, still looking at the way the moon ghosts in the sky.
"... Thank you."
"It's my pleasure." He murmurs, solemnly. In that moment, you don't catch it, but he's telling you he loves you too.
And just like that, you slowly walk past him and sit at your desk. You might have a stroke, but you still have reports to finish.
Dazai quietly does the same, sitting down and opening a drawer, and then a secret compartment within it. He glances at you for a moment, the corners of his eyes crinkling as he flashes you an exaggerated smile when you catch him looking, then turns his attention back down, the smile dropping.
He places the wrinkled receipt into a larger stack of countless other receipts, all from past errands you've run for him lately. He smoothes it carefully, for it is a priceless sentiment amongst his collection of the things you so graciously give him. It's pathetic, but it's like holding your hand. It's like kissing you. It's like true love.
#i didnt mean for this to come off as angsty as it did#i promise YOURE IN LOVE... ITS COMPLICATED OFC#he's complicated and just rubs off on u bc if u didnt adapt u would fall apart and so would he#also this is long bear w me :(#i love him i love the idea of him collecting ur receipts it's oddly specific#i love u guys thank u for supporting my ramblings of the WORST MAN ALIVE#freakzai my beloved#he's a freak and he's sooo obsessed with u he keeps those receipts for his heart#bungou stray dogs#dazai x reader#bsd dazai#dazai x you#osamu dazai#osamu dazai x reader#bsd x reader#dazai imagines#dazai angst#hurt/comfort#gn reader#dazai osamu#bungo stray dogs
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"And they don't know how much they’ll miss At least until you're gone like this"
other version under cut
and a closeup for his ID:
#haha im insane bc of ninjago dr#ninjago#ninjago dr#lego ninjago#ninjago dr spoilers#jay walker#nya smith#jay ninjago#nya ninjago#ninjago jaya#ater art#MAN am i excited for next ninjago season#the new series is amazing#very tasty drama#haha what do you mean that jay and nya havent seen each other for years#and dont get me started on jay being an agent. who gave him a gun i just wanna talk#oh man and the SPOILERS. im so excited#i tried sooo hard to use softer colors#sdjsd fun fact. i colored nya and then my brain went. you know what would hurt more? boom water nya#i hallucinated this scene while driving back home. enjoy#discretly showing my ninjago headcanons lol#oh. and the song lyrics are from falloutboy heaven iowa
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'lloyd is very weak now and needs to marry so he'll have someone to protect him'- lloyd has the only grandmaster on the world following him around like a puppy. he has the most terrifying motherfucker on the world wrapped around his little finger. he has the one person in the world who can hit an absolute in the head and get away with it swearing in his heart to protect him no matter the cost over and over again.
lloyd made javier watch him die twice right in front of him just to keep him alive. there is no power on existence that could make javier allow anyone or anything to even think about harming lloyd again.
lloyd is fine
#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#javier asrahan#llojavi#sorry i get mad all over again when i think about that stupid ass competition lmaooo#like i know it was just an excuse but. it was sooo unnecessary.#like if you're gonna say 'lloyd will marry the person most qualified to protect him' you cannot blame me for pointing to the one person#who literally spent the whole novel ascending to higher and higher planes of existence just so he could protect lloyd better#that's just how it is#but also this is me saying it's evil and fucked up that we never saw javier going absolutely feral on someone for trying to hurt lloyd#the closest thing is in the battle in hell but that was against hellkaros so like. it doesn't really count.#i need javier to see someone raising a hand against lloyd only for everyone within a radius of a hundred meters to be overwhelmed#by this sheer murderous intent that makes more than a couple people drop to their knees and begin praying.#just this quiet but palpable rage that makes it physically harder to breathe.#a presence so powerful it makes people nauseous just by being near it.#and i also need lloyd to be completely unaffected by it and in fact able to easily appease and assuage it with barely a word#i deserved to see that actually
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Finalists.
Silhouette by @kingprinceleo
Maria by @6larosie9
@sonic-fankid-showdown
#gwuh final two#my art :3#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sonic fankid#sonic fankid showdown#sonic fanchild#anyways apparently this only took 3 hours which is STRANGE cause I feel like I worked on it for WAAAAY longer than that#but ofc procreat kightve not recorded it completely sooo#anywyas gauwuwhwhwhegwh I love both of them#make sure to vote ^_^#my hand hurts
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so i had a thought.
what if 236 is actually jujutsu tech propaganda?
mei mei is broadcasting this entire thing, right? what better way to protect gojo from bounty hunters etc., than convince the entire world that he's already dead?
the final battle happened offscreen, with significantly less fanfare. gojo rescued megumi, defeated sukuna. the day was saved.
at a cost.
gojo gave up everything - at least, everything he valued. the six eyes, his abilities as a sorcerer. he assumed that would make him a normal man, and he was right -
what he didn't realize was that it would also make him blind.
so now... you live in a nice apartment complex. a guy moves in next to you.
you can't help but notice he happens to be blind - at least, he's wearing a blindfold, uses a cane, but he's often swearing and stumbling through his porch, over his entryway. he is very, very blind.
you, wondering what the fuck up is with your obviously blind neighbor who seems to have no sense of self-preservation.
he walks into objects all the time, especially hitting his head on things, since he's so tall. forgets his cane when going out. the dude just left his door open the other day, like, WIDE OPEN, who DOES that?
helping gojo learn, not only how to be human, but how to be disabled. how to not be disgusted with being disabled.
gojo learning that being blind isn't the end of his life, nor the end of his happiness - life is still worth living, even without one of his senses.
helping gojo mourn his lost sense while still finding things to enjoy. gojo who learns to cook by taste, by feeling heat or texture, with your help. gojo learning to organize things so he always knows where they are from memory.
bringing gojo audiobook versions of your favorite stories even if he teases you for your taste. he listens to them when he has nothing to do, which is most of the time, now.
he goes out on walks all the time because he doesn't have a job, you learn. while it's nice to not have to work, you can tell he comes from money, his life comes with a gaping hole inside it, one that isn't entirely explained by the blindness.
gojo who's overstimulated all the time because he no longer has infinity as a barrier, but somehow also as touch-starved as ever, alone in a foreign country away from all his students and colleagues.
gojo, who has only ever done Big Things with his life, who has only ever been an Important Person doing world changing things, now, just an ordinary guy.
he barely cares what happens to himself now. it's not that he wants to die, or anything. it's just that he doesn't have a reason to live.
and that wouldn't change overnight. not with cooking lessons or audiobooks or friendly greetings whenever you see him by the door. not with smiles or waves (he can't see them) or a braille rubik's cube you find online (how did he solve it in under a minute??) or karaoke (he has an AMAZING singing voice, and he knows so many songs better than you do?).
it wouldn't change overnight, because nothing worthwhile forms in a day, or two, or even a week or a month.
but gojo's life doesn't have to be amazing a day after he's gone blind. or a week. or a month. it's okay if it's difficult, he learns, it's okay if he hates it, hates himself, hates every choice that brought him here, even if he would never take it back.
it's okay. it gets better. with you there? it's getting better.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#gojo x reader#fluff#elsey rambles#god i just LOVE the post-sukuna-fight gojo fics man#i love satoru being brought down to normal. learning to struggle like regular people do#and realizing! it is actually not so bad! it's okay actually! life is fine when you can't hollow purple or forcefield protect yourself!#gojo has spent so much of his life looking at the Big Picture. he can enjoy some little things. as a treat#a testament for my love for that man that i'd eat up a fic of him with 0 sorcery or fun fantasy elements in it#his personality is good enough for me. the awfulness of it is the charm!#there should have been sooo much more angst to his character#oh wait those tags too#angst#hurt/comfort#god hurt/comfort is my CRACK
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“He was— He was my ‘buttercup’,” she sobbed out, and his hand gripped her far shoulder, “And I— I never even— I never got to tell him how much he m-meant to me— not even th-the stupid sun thing—”
“Oh… Marinette…” he whispered, his nose brushing against her hair, “The sun thing wasn’t stupid.”
this scene from chapter 6 of drowning (in plain sight) by @buggachat has PLAGUED me since i read it i am deeply unwell
#my art#ml#ml fic rec#miraculous ladybug#ladynoir#ladybug#chat noir#is it monday yet. is it monday yet.#ugh this fic makes me SICK#it hurts so much i’m sooo unwell#buggachat just. creates scenarios which wrench all my guts in such a specific way#thank you for your service queen. i’m doing so bad#would really really really like for things to get better soon#or keep making them suffer. i will absolutely be reading either way#also i colored this in sort of a different way than usual and it was fun#okay goodnight.
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lots of monsters ☆ sweet halloween (x)
#yes this is canon dialogue#ohhh you want to click on the link sooo baaaaadddd#tomohaji#tomoya mashiro#hajime shino#enstars#ensemble stars#ive been resisting spamming sweet halloween screenshots again (it is the season) bcs i wanted to post this first#it still hurts too much!!!#LIKE MAN. IT'S CRAZY#HOW CAN YOU JUST SAY THAT!!!!!!#i havent recovered#sweet halloween is such a good story#it actually has a very nice ending#lives up to its sweet name#art tag#comic#ahhhh i should have flipped the first panel. whatever. i take the L. will fix it tmrw ig#aahhh fixed. whatever.
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conveyer belt sushi
#homestuck#equius zahhak#nepeta leijon#meowrails#oughhh im so tired#hitting y'all from left field with this one#he is sooo full his stomach hurts sooo bad truly the biggest warrior#i am NEVER drawing nepeta right idk i gotta study her or something idk
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Closed doors
#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen#shoko ieiri#gego#satosugu#Sooo our city was bombed again at night and I was sitting in the corridor listening to the explosions#Then the air raid alert ended#So I sent the comic to my friend because she lives in the same city as me and she's not sleeping anymore anyway and I told her about this i#And she was like#I'm not going to read the second page because it hurts too much#So I realized that we were just “sitting on the floor of the corridor at night” hahaha#my art
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quick traditional piece for fun ^^
#I dont work traditionally very often because it hurts my hands quite a bit#if it's something that only takes me an hour or so then I can do it#but if we're getting into 2-3+ hour territory...#can't do it :(#theoretically I could pause and come back but when you're mixing colors and stuff that ends up being pretty dang rough#buuuut I'm trying to do more non-computer stuff lately...#so I'll probably do some little things here or there#been sooo tired lately lol sorry#I've been working and dont have much to share unfortunately!#I cant really share MOST of the panels I've been doing#the nature of what I'm writing like... 90% of what I'm drawing right now is legitimately spoilers...#so I can't even share wips!!!#I do have something I'm hoping to get posted soon but I've gotta wait on some other people for it...#anyways#we were legion#zagan#traditional art#art#my art#my ocs#demon#underwater#man why do I tag that other stuff I doubt anyone is going to my blog an searching that
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What am I doing !!?
I think this teenagers need to do stupid videos fiycjyfy
#i did this after i painted big walls for 2 hours straight!#my back hurts sooo much as well my hands#AAAAAAA#anyways they are so silly and stupid and jusg dorks#can teru ritsu mob and sho have a youtube channel but i think only sho ristu and teru would be active and do constantly stupid videos#god bless#nothingbizzare art#RITSU IS FILMING ALL THEIR VIDEOS GFJCGJFJGCJG ON A REALLY BAD CAMERA#mp100#terumob#????? i guesss again !??!??#teruki hanazawa#ritsu kageyama#shigeo kageyama#mob psycho 100#mob psycho fanart#shou suzuki#mp100 fanart#i think sho edits all their videos sometimes teru puts filters ....#laughed all the time while drawing this LIKE WHATS THIS !?!! CAN I DRAW SOMETHJNG SERIOUS NO
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