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Please reblog this post with one of your favorite characters or ships and a song you associate with them.
#im interested in listening to some music but specifically i'm interested in how it connects#bonus points if you give me a good explanation with it#and double bonus if you pick a relatively less focused on ship or character#the ask game for this is nice but not every one gets asks!#i want you to share freely#and i want to put myself in that mindspace#extemporize back chat#all music taste welcome we don't judge here
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Satellite's Shooting Star (Dragon)
continuation of this (technically)
#đ„what's up everydragon im here with another SUPER EMBARRASSING and SELF INDULGENT POST đ„#but its okay we are slowly killing the shame in my brain. So i can live freely.#people dont draw write and share their person turning into monster via scientist experiment or otherwise like how they used to#(un)luckily i am still stardust dragon and cos biggest fan and yusei literally barely escaping momentum and also falling into it is like.#SUCH a givne oppertunity#(embarrassed once more about sharing my ideas and insane headcanons)#anyways#shooting star dragon.... i love you... i love you so much. your yuri hands... your splitting into 3....#sobbing because shes so awesome.#PLEASE ENJOY!!! MAYBE... IM working on shooting quasar next. i should also work on majestic / savior star dragon#and maybe blazar cosmic quasar and shooting majestic if i feel like it... if people want to see..........#okay sorry. im sorry. urghhh.#dragon au#stardust yusei#yugioh 5ds#yu-gi-oh! 5ds#ygo 5ds#Yusei Fudo#Stardust Dragon#Shooting Star Dragon#(please talk about dragons with me)
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i feel like reading/watching mbf immediately means knowing who i am as a person and... i cannot allow this
#you all know that i can't stand gatekeeping and how that's why i bring up what i like all the time in various contexts#but the surprising thing with mbf for me is that i can't talk about it as freely to people who don't know me#because i can't find a way to translate it without having to offer some crucial segment of myself#i enjoy sharing ideas and thoughts more than anything else but i don't like sharing me the person behind them#because i really cherish my individuality as something important in spite of where it takes me sometimes#i don't want to tarnish it!!!! i don't want even the smallest piece of it to be missing because i wouldn't know what to do anymore#i'll stick to typing out thoughts here and to my mom and to my med textbooks#but i must say it feels strangely refreshing to have something that is only my own this way because i always have to put myself out there#and this way i am not giving anyone the opportunity to twist it into something terrible about me#my spontaneous outbursts might ruin this for me though#letters from stephanie*#i dislike that i can't step outside of my own experiences with this like i usually do because art should be shared#this is suchhh a crazy person post#i think i finally get what my dad means when we fight about how i shouldn't say everything i think all the time#he doesn't want me to filter myself he wants me to preserve who i am from harm because stepping up sometimes won't help#who i'm trying to help but it will ruin me in some way even if it just makes me upset#i think that's how he manages to be calm without betraying himself?#he isn't lying he's just saying what he thinks when it matters and to those that matter#like most of the time i am right to single myself out but there is a particular shade of grey when i shouldn't do it#idk this is literally donna telling the dr YOU CAN STOP NOW.#realistically i just need someone to calm me down when my passions turn against me#overly personal post once again i am sooo sorryyyy look away
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i really do see the value of being a hater and i really do think everything deserves to be criticized, but i also do think it's better mentally and better for art as a whole to spend more energy focusing on propping up stuff you love instead of relentlessly tearing down stuff you hate.
#dichromaticdyke.exe#we get locked into the negativity bias and start assuming everything is bad now because of constant âx sucks and here's whyâ#there's always bad stuff bro. there's nothing exceptional about the amount of bad art or media these days.#there has always been bad art it just didn't survive because shocker! it was bad.#of course the majority of the classics are considered you know uhhhhh good because you're gonna save good stuff not bad stuff#i'm not gonna stop anyone from being a hater you absolutely can freely hate stuff as much as you want i'm speaking on the broader internet#calling popular book or popular movie garbage can be cathartic for sure but it's not going to have a massive effect on wider perception#popular things are gonna be popular#idk i just find more worth in propping up niche/obscure/underrated art that you do really enjoy#i think it's better and more productive to share the things you love with others especially when they're unlikely to find it themselves#but that's me
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I have never been and never will be my dadâs special little girl. I am not precious to him. I am his only daughter and he would have been happy with none. it is a grief that will always haunt me and the worst part is I am not the only one.
#meeting another woman who didnât get daddy issues but instead now cannot trust freely#having to love the girl you were because he doesnât and never ever did.#honestly seeing the grief in her face and the tears in her eyes when I said that. it was pain mirrored and shared#itâs like a lightning strike. god I am not the only one god I am not the only one god why I am not the only one#how many men have done this. how many of us are there.#I will go to my grave wishing I got a princess tiaras taken out for lunch buy whatever you want sweetheart donât cry childhood#not because itâs girly or feminine but because I wish he had been the one protecting me and not the monster under the bed#personal
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you ever hear a line in a song so good that you have to construct an intricate g/t scenario around it
#ive been listening to Brutus by The Buttress on loop#its about Julius Ceasars death from Brutusâ side#and oh my god. the line âI DONT WANT WHAT YOU HAVE. I WANT TO BE YOU.â#the singer like screams it and its so vindictive and sad and angry and GAH#but ive been thinking of like. a borrower who now lives freely with the human#like theyre friends and the borrower has everything the giant has and its nice#butâŠ. that resentment. not wanting the food or the items but their LIFE#their size and the freedom that comes with it#the borrower just secretly seething because they dont want everything their friend shares with them#they want to BE them#im probably gonna write this actually
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i find it very interesting youve never shared the username of the og callout poster đ€đ€đ€
There's actually a few reasons for that.
1: I literally do not even remember their username at this point, and I don't wanna go digging through my blocks to find it.
and 2: I am not a wilfully ignorant piece of shit, and I know that dropping someone's username in any capacity when airing a grievance is a sure-fire way to get them harassed, whether that's my intention or not.
Also they pretty rapidly proved they're not above cyberstalking, as they hunted down my twitter account (and possibly others), so on the off chance they are still stalking my accounts 3 years later (Gods I fucking hope not, like get a fucking life if you are, holy shit), I don't wanna give them any further fodder to try and paint me like some kind of monster.
They made some truly heinous, and vile false accusations about me, but that doesn't mean I think they deserve to be a victim of the mob they tried to sick on me.
#the callout post used to be the first thing that popped up when you'd search my username#so while I wasn't freely sharing their username it also wasn't exactly the hardest thing to find#but that's the risk you take when you drop someone's username in a callout post#people will be able to find you by searching for who you called out#there's not really anything *I* can do about that#according to a work friend it is now a different follow-up callout post that comes up#but it's a callout post that was in response to the original callout post#so it's all ammo from the same slander#I've mentioned before that I don't know what happened to the og#they either took it down themself#or tumblr did 'cause I reported it and I'm sure a few other people did too#they posted badly censored versions of my art they claimed was CSEM in that post#which means they either fully comprehend that shotacon is *not* CSEM or they're fully willing to share *actual* CSEM#I am not the worse person here no matter how you look at that#like hate shota all you want but being fully willing to share with your followers what you truly believe to be CSEM is never a good look#if you truly believed I committed the crime of exploiting and abusing a child by making that artwork then why tf are you sharing it?#distribution (even censored) is a crime too you dumbass#so again they 100% know that shota is not the same as CSEM and they're watering down terms to prop themselves up and make me look worse#or they fully willingly shared something they believed to be CSEM which is a crime#neither of those are good things
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LET ME ASSIGN YOU AN AESTHETIC WORD.
CAFUNĂ. cafunĂ© means running your fingers through someone's- perhaps a lover, hair. it's such an intimate, affectionate way of showing love. if you got this result, you're a romantic at heart; very sweet, delicate, precious wandering soul. aren't you scared of your heart being too big for your body? somehow, you remind me of that pretty coral pink that bleeds into a soft indigo when the sun is slowly setting.
what i'd like to tell you is that we can't save everyone, and that's okay. you're doing your best, and it's enough.
tagged by: @danversiism!! <3 tagging: you!!
#there's literally a post at the top of my drafts Right Now talking about how much of a romantic he actually is#under all the sarcasm and bullshit he's a genuine fucking softie. he Craves love. he gives it away freely.#cafuné specifically makes me think of when he first got back together with kit ryan#and one of the first things they did as a couple was stay in bed together for 3 days. didn't leave the flat#just had nothing more important in the world than being with each other and that's how he is in MOST relationships motherfuckers!!!#justice league dark's womanizing dickhead has rotted people's brains!! commitment issues my ass this man WANTS to settle down!!!!#anyway. VERY passionate about this if you can't already tell#( character study. ) A WALKING PLAGUE OF A MAN.#( dash games. ) ALRIGHT YOU OVERGROWN LARPERS! HERE!#idk it's always 'wrecked-looking husk of a man' THIS and 'wall-licking little cryptid' THAT and 'where's that gif of matt ryan in leather'#NAH MAN. bring me the guy who spent almost a full fucking day at the shops trying to find kit the perfect christmas present!!#bring me the guy who took a depressed god out to share a coffee bc the god just looked Too Fucking Sad to leave alone!!#bring me the guy who started singing the beatles in the bar & got everyone else to join in just bc someone seemed to need a leg up!!#where is the man who took abby arcane out dancing!! tucked her in!! bought her breakfast in the morning!! all because she seemed lonely!!#that's this motherfucker!!!!!!#and yeah he is ALSO a wrecked-looking husk of a cryptid who ROCKS a bit of leather but that other guy is still in there too!!!!!#idk. IDK. i feel many things about constantine's softness always being cut away by the sharp edges of his tongue and his suffering#40th birthday party constantine lives rent-free in my skull forever and you can never take him away from me
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in light of people doing the absolutely bizarre thing of stealing another person's hard work and putting it into the word blender machine to spit out other words -- aside from the sheer gumption of believing that you are owed this form of entertainment to the point that you cannot wait for an update, nor live with the idea of it remaining unfinished should that be the case -- you realize that it's just spitting out nonsense at you, right? the machine has no intelligence to it, no creativity, no years of honing the craft of writing and constructing narrative. the machine has no idea what the overall narrative structure will be for the work, what the character development and arcs could be, what the plot even is, because it does not have comprehension. it is no more intelligent at predicting what the author may be doing with their work than those carnival fortune teller machines that would spit out a little piece of paper predicting your future. I have over five thousand words of outline of the fic I'm working on. The chew-up-creative-work-and-spit-out-garbage machine has no way of finishing my story for me because a) it isn't intelligent and b) it has no idea what the story even is. I've not even posted half of this fic. don't feed the scam machine. don't steal someone's fic. just wait for an update, sub to the fic to get emails when they happen, and sit with living with the unknown and anticipation. Maybe it will never be updated, and that's fine. Some things in life will forever be unknown. It's a good lesson to absorb.
#fanfic discussion#people putting fanfic into the chatgpt or whatever is just so ridiculous to me#how entitled can you get#i mean i am sorry that i haven't updated rts but life was a whole lot of stuff#and then totk came out and lol#kinda took over my free time#i'm still writing#story still happening#and if i were to find out someone stole my work to feed to these machines???#why would i want to keep sharing my work freely with thieves?#who are enabling the rapid collapse of creative professions???
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to be clear I love the champion point system bc it's a fun spin on the MMO-standard of raising the overall level cap and it's nice to have something with actual effects on my character to progress on (the much, much faster leveling at veteran rank doesn't make it a slog either, and it's obviously something you're meant to gain passively doing what you were normally doing) even after the 'soft' level cap and gear stat cap and doesn't make me feel like I'm wasting exp doing things like questing, world bosses, delves, etc bc technically I'm still leveling.
but tbh the main reason I like it is bc they had the genuinely good idea to make cp points a) account-wide and b) usable by every character on the account even if they're not high enough level to actually level cps themselves, and I like that you're tacitly rewarded not just for doing things on your main but for having alts and having them at max level bc every cp level makes every single one of your characters stronger even at level 1.
#saint.txt#long post#a good example to contrast ig is ff.xiv#which VERY strongly does not want you to have alts. everything abt it is designed so that you don't need to.#you can replay the story whenever you want - no need to remake a character.#the class system is designed so that one character has free access to every job that you can switch between#freely at any time and even your gear is shared between different classes.#so you don't need to make multiple characters to test out that job that looks cool which is a blessing and a curse#bc imo trying new classes or builds is a major reason for why you make alts.#great if you're a raider or smth or just don't like juggling multiple characters bc everything is convenient! I love it for that#but ff.xiv's system SUCKS if you're say. an avid RPer or just someone who likes to make alts and level them through content#or just someone who likes to make multiple characters for literally any reason.#want to try playing a different player race? well your options are make an alt and spend no joke at least like#a hundred+ hours getting them caught up to your main#....or spend real money and buy a fantasia or a level skip. all of which suck.#or most other MMOs are like. we want you to get to max level asap. but once you do that's kinda just it. you have an alt that sits there#masteries in g.w2 are similar and it's why I like those too. but eso's lasts a lot longer than masteries#I think the alt problem in MMOs is kinda unsolvable tbh pretty much no matter what you do the bigger#an MMO gets the more tedious the leveling process of alts goes when you don't have the novelty of new content#and learning new systems to distract you but I like that ESO rewards you for trying by making your alts much much much#stronger and more effective which makes everything faster w/ champion points#and that if your alts are at max level you can still make meaningful progress on them for your main#idk. am I making sense here
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And before anyone ever starts to worry I'll see them in my notes and get annoyed or anything, that's literally impossible. I love seeing people's tags on my posts and spam likers going through everything. Especially on older posts like the Monopoly and Uno ones I just reblogged! It reminds me of what I've done and sometimes I'll look at the post again and reread it. It's real nice doing that sometimes and other times it springboards me into a new train of thought based on that and how I can fit those little scenarios into new ones.
So yeah, don't ever worry about being in my notes. I genuinely love to see people in there!
#and if you do it enough I'll start to recognise your icon and be like 'hey!! they liked this one too!! nice!!'#fandom is a community and this is what being in a community is about to me#just ya know#existing with each other!#I sometimes even think of something cool and DECIDE to make a post on it because I think someone I've been seeing around will like it too#even if they don't ever see it the intention is there on my end as I'm sure it is for other people that do it#love to see people in those notes and it's sad I keep seeing people talk about how they get nervous over this stuff#like no!!!#join the community!!!#there's no real algorithm here so you can like things freely without changing anything!!!#reblogging is the algorithm here too and saying things in the comments is like the cherry on top!!!#let us share our blorbo thoughts together!!! this is the 'go insane over your favourite things' website!!!#I see all the regular note givers and I'm happy to see all of you every time#we're all in this blorbo boat together!! might as well spread the notes to let each other know about it right??#anyway yeah my meds have been increased and I'm a bit more prone to rambling so I'll stop now.#just wanted to make a little post for the newcommers I've been seeing and for those that might worry about these things#you're all always welcome in my notes at all times for whatever reason and no one can keep me out of their notes unless they block me lmao#I give as I like to see ya know?#when I can focus on going through all the reblog stuff that will be TRIPLE true!!!#anyway yes. stopping now. I'll find something else to go off about now#c'ya!
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i seem to have fallen into some kind of a rabbit hole and losing me mind at a worrying pace. people call wearing henna a cultural appropriation? when at this point it's been spread to so many different countries, all with their different takes of its usage and meaning?? why and how??? because as far as am aware the indian and arab* sailors and traders back in the day were happy to share what they got on pretty much every port they found themselves in, including henna, because ... that's kinda the point. like, yeah, am sure there are groups to whom henna holds a significant cultural and/or religious meaning, or at the very least have specific patterns that are. and there's bound to be just as many groups to whom henna is just a decorative kinda thing, to be worn for festivities or for fun, for those afternoons you're kinda bored and got too much time on your hands.
at this point you can't even call wearing henna a form of CA just based off one or two regions due to their specific meanings alone; there's like, a whole continent and a half to consider, with even the latest import happening, like, during the single or at most double-digit century. that's fucking old. not as old as like, egypt or even india sure, but still old enough to have fully be ingrained in their own cultures.
*singling out indians and arabs bc they were the two actors most relevant to how my people got introduced to henna in the first place. idk about others, lol.
#idk how to tag this am just way too baffled#like i don't like the question ''wheres the line?'' in topics pertaining to CA bc i've heard it's used mostly by people#who just outright don't see or even admit that CA is an actual issue and its many implications + negative effects#but for this one i really just start wondering: wheres the line?#if even stuff willingly shared -- from way back when even!! -- is considered CA bc the wearer doesn't fit the assumed owner#like it's hella petty but i really did genuinely start thinking likeâ#'' whatâ you're going to call non-indian hindus/buddhist cultural appropriator too? or non-arab muslims?''#like mates ... i know it may seem hard to believe today ...#and am not saying that conquest and forced assimilation didn't happen back in the day ...#but people really did and do willingly and freely share aspects of their own cultures with others.#for no reason other than to be like ''hey isn't this thing of ours cool? ye want some?'' and the other party going ''hell yea lesgoooo''#like idk if you don't even have the surface-level knowledge of how things got where and whyâ#then maybe you shouldn't be the arbitrer of what's CA and what isn't.#especially when claiming so inadvertently makes you step on other people's toes.#and by toes i do mean cultures.
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I still remember that one time when I was like 16 I had this really intense and vaguely homoerotic friendship with this girl on tumblr and then one day out of the blue it felt like she got mad at me because my communication style was different than hers and therefore I was a bad friend and so she unfollowed me and broke my heart
anyway I wonder how she's doing but like. not really
#she just like got fed up with me bc apparently i rarely outright asked her about herself#but like. thats not how i converse#if i share about a topic i expect you will respond with a similar related anecdote and we can riff off of each other#and i assume if you dont offer information freely then maybe you just dont want to talk about it#but yeah apparently she did NOT operate that way#and so she just. told me i was a bad friend and unfollowed me#didnt even give me a second chance or try to talk to me about it#anyway i was this close đ to reading homestuck bc of her#im glad i never did
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Stay off my computer and my Microsoft word and my cellphone and my word pad and get your LOTR ideas elsewhere!
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#the fuck is this?#are they...upset that i made a blog to share plot-ideas?#plot-ideas that people are encouraged to share specifically because they do not themselves want to write them?#i'm so confused???#i've literally said it's not even going to reblog things unless the OP sends them in#idk how many times i have to repeat ''offered freely'' chill out frodo no one's taking your plots#no not even if it were lying on the side of the road#this is a faramir-based website thank you and good day#nuzgul paddock
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now if i go insane i need you to forgive me for it
#inside out voice: a new emotiooon !!!! đđ€#its nothing honestly i just wanna talk more#and i have this weird ... sanctity thing going on#about not wanting to overburden a blog ive been careful with with posts#but i made this blog so i could go post more freely !!!#and be less strict with myself#its why i sometimes dont answer things... bc i want to answer RIGHT#and i have to stop thinking you guys / people will hate me if my response isnt perfect#plus mommy h*rny michael.#LMAO#wanna know a secret.....#i finally got a sex toy up my cooch and org*smed ... it was incredible i immediately bought a real d*ldo#and guess what#IT DIDNT FIT#but im still gonna try bc that nut was insane#it reminds me of how [redacted memory]#im not ready to share that one yet lol its not bad it just silly#anyway#im hoping as soon as my life gets a little more... stable i can catch up here#and im gonna start trying... nOW#hi.#caitie blabs
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The thing is that the portrayal of Neanderthals as having been inherently grotesque and alien to H. sapiens is something we will never have proof of. But we do have proof that, in different locations and in different populations across time, we all found eachother desirable. We saw eachother and wanted to touch. And the offspring were held by their mothers and raised and had their own offspring in turn.
When you look for the first proof that H. sapiens found Neanderthals repulsive, you have to wait until the Victorian era, when the white masters of empires were busy portraying Neanderthals as stupid, brutish, and (of course) dark-skinned.
In more modern times, weâve had people arguing that instead of seeing Neanderthals as Benighted Savages, they should instead be seen as Noble Savages, (allegedly) cruelly destroyed and driven from their lands by H. sapiens. Which one of their two you believe says more about your modern political views than it does about ancient H. sapiens.
And, whether we construct Neanderthals as Savage or Noble Savage, the fundamental assumption we project into the unfathomably distant past is still that H. sapiens saw Neanderthals as an Other, with the language we use being almost explicitly that of modern racial dynamics.
But we have no proof of any of that. We have no proof of hostilities. We know we co-existed and we had sex. Thatâs it.
Humans obviously have sex with some humans and kill others. We also know that, when small groups of humans occupy vast spaces with infrequent contact with others, unique cultures will always form, some more hospitable, some more neophobic/xenophobic. But many cultures of small settlements placed among huge unpeopled landscapes place supreme emphasis on hospitality to strangers. Plus, we fucking love other social animals, as evidenced by how we befriended wolves.
Iâm a humourless weirdo and a wet blanket about popular constructions of Neanderthals as âmonstrousâ, and I freely admit it. But thatâs because itâs tied up in legacies of imperialism. Not only that, but it also privileges one culture (yours, mine, modernityâs) as being most human by implicitly assuming we can project it onto people in the past. Since you donât pretend that all global cultures share exact same values as you do, it doesnât take more than a few momentsâ reflection to realise you canât do that to the past.
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