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#iâm unwell :-)#idk how to participate in my own life bc i never imagined i would still be around to live it#idk how to plan anything or commit to long term goals or visualize a future#i am not good at anything but i am passable (barely) at many things#i am not successful in any endeavor bc i canât commit#i start off strong and lose steam when it gets tiring bc it all feels exhausting and fucking fruitless#but i WANT to feel better i want to see a future w myself in it i want to be good at something#i want to make beautiful things and do fun things and work towards something bigger than myself#but i donât know how#personal
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ted, cnc, but make it keeping reader stoned for freeuse purposes
do you see the vision?
you beautiful genius i see the vision and it is glorious - i hope our vision is the same because this was really fun... got rlly intense sooo yaya
CW: cnc, somno, free use, drugging someone, marijuana usage, she/her used, MDNFI
ted tossed your dab pen back to you after taking a long drag from it, pulling the smoke deep into his lungs and expelling it upwards with his head tilted back. you copied him, drawing a large cloud from the cart and hacking a few short coughs while he laughed at you.
"you're a bigger stoner than i am, how are you coughing from that?" he chuckled.
you whipped your head around to glare at him. "coughing isn't indicative of experience smoking, ted. i'm disappointed in you, you should know better." your voice was dry and matter-of-fact. "plus, i took a blinker and you didn't." you leaned back onto the couch and stared up at the ceiling, pen still clutched in your hand.
it was quiet for an unquantifiable stretch of time, distorted by the drugs you were sharing, until ted spoke. "you still down for our agreement?" his voice was quiet but hopeful.
your eyes opened (not that you had noticed they closed, you were so relaxed) and you thought back on the deal you made with him. you were only staying at his place for a long weekend, three nights and heading home monday. it was the second day, two more sleeps to go before you had to leave your boyfriend's safe haven of an apartment and head back to your chaotic life. ted had pleaded on discord calls between the two of you for weeks before you flew out to l.a., begging you to let him get you stoned beyond your usual limits and take advantage of you. the idea was actually very appealing, and the thought of what he would do to you fueled your late-night vibrator sessions whenever he couldn't be there in a call with you. you took another long hit off your pen and and spoke as you exhaled it.
"you have my full permission to do whatever you want to me teddy."
he grinned and shifted towards you slightly. "as much as i want? all day?"
you nodded and met his eyes. "all day."
he lunged at you, kissing you deeply before he made a noise and broke away to get up and walk to the kitchen.
"where're you going??" you whined, eyes glassy and hair tousled.
"bought you some edibles. i want you gone for me," his voice carried through the apartment.
"if you bring me a whole nerds rope, the agreement is off," you taunted.
he snorted and shuffled back to the couch, handing you a large, square gummy, and looked at you impatiently until you took it from him. "whole thing. eat it," he instructed.
"oh, my god, ted, this thing is huge! how much is this? am i gonna pass out?"
he rolled his eyes and sat down next to you, putting on a movie to watch while it kicked in. "it's from the dispensary down the street, and it's just a little bit more than the ones we usually take. you'll be fine," he replied, before mumbling a, "probably."
with a deep breath, you popped the square in your mouth, not realizing until you had swallowed it that you hadn't eaten at all for the day. oh well, you thought. i'm already in too deep. and so you surrendered to your high, trying your best to pay attention to the obscure film he put on to trip you out. when it finished, ted looked over at you as the credits rolled. your eyes were red and lidded, mouth hanging open in surprise at the ending as you slowly processed what you could. he smirked hungrily while he watched you for a second before reaching over and pulling your pants off, laying you on your back and pushing the stolen hoodie of his you were wearing up so he could see your breasts.
you mumbled something he couldn't understand as he eagerly stretched you on his fingers, bending your legs back so he had a better view of your dripping hole. "ted, teddy, ngh- fuck!" you mewled when he finally pressed his lips to your clit. he sucked at your sensitive nub, working and curling his fingers still while he sloppily ate you out. you glanced down at him and he shifted his eyes to look directly into yours, cutting right through you. a loud, drawn out moan tore from your lips as you laid your head back down, nearly covered by the wet sounds of ted making out with your pussy.
"ted, 's getting to be too much," you cried, your own words echoing in your ears as the room began spinning. he gave your ass a quick smack and started swirling his tongue faster, holding you down when you inevitably began to squirm. "i- i can't, please, teddy, i feel so much! can't handle it! please stop!"
you bucked your hips frantically, trying both to get away from his face and bring it impossibly closer. he moaned into your core and smacked you again, much harder this time. you screamed pitifully as you clenched your thighs around his head, crying out, "stop!! baby, please, i'm gonna.." you trailed off when you started seeing stars, only able to make nonsensical noises while tears flowed down your cheeks. you swore you felt him grin against you and prayed he would finally stop, but he just kept going.
you have no idea how long you laid there, being devoured by your boyfriend like that. your sense of time was beyond fucked, and all you could do was occasionally beg, "stop? please?" before getting slapped again. he was going to eat until he had his fill, and you were going to have to deal. when he finally pulled away, you looked down at him and your stomach flipped. his face was red, lips puffy and wet, stubble soaked by your essence, and his hazel eyes peered up, and then down at you as he sat up and wiped his face with his sleeve. your eyes flicked down to the tent in his pants, adorned by a dark wet spot right where his tip would be, and you blinked slowly before looking back up.
he handed you your pen from the table and said, "smoke more and take a nap. i gotta get some shit done but we're not finished here."
you sighed and obeyed, taking a hit to appease him before he walked away. you pulled a blanket over you, not bothering to put pants back on before curling up and dozing off. ted checked back in on you after cleaning up the mess he made in his pants, and, finding you sleeping peacefully, he got a few chores done around the apartment. he wanted to be sure you were really sleeping so your reaction to him taking you forcefully would be all the more adorable. the groggy expression on your face as you pleaded for him to stop, the futile struggle you would put up as he held you down- it was all going to make tonight worth the weeks he had to put up with between your visits.
it was late afternoon when you came to. orange light filtered through the blinds, and you were suddenly very cold. you turned your head to look at what was happening and found ted kneeling between your legs on the couch, pumping his cock in his hand before shoving your legs open wider. you were stupid from the weed; your eyes only widened a little bit when you realized what was happening.
"no! nonononono! ted! please, please don't," you stuttered, brain trying to keep up with the situation.
he simply grinned and hooked your legs over his shoulders, lining himself up with you and waiting for just a moment before he said, "'anything i want,' baby. you said. this is your fault." with that, he buried himself deep into you, savoring every second and gently pumping his hips.
after a minute, he started thrusting harder, chuckling breathlessly when you resumed begging him to stop. of course, he knew you'd use the safe word if you really needed him to stop. it was so like you to put on a show for him, you really were such a performative slut. or maybe you really didn't remember.
"god, baby, you're so weak under me! hate to think of what else i could do to ya without you bein' able to stop me," he growled, still grinning. "taste these, huh, baby?" he shoved his fingers in your mouth, pressing them onto your tongue and watching as tears filled your eyes yet again, and he relished in how pathetic you looked as he ruined you.
when you started gagging on his digits, he pulled them out and wrapped his hand around your neck, squeezing lightly. "my pretty baby takes me sooo well, even when she doesn't want to," he continued, now pounding into you. all you could do was cry.
"y'know," he started with a laugh. "i really didn't think you'd be stupid enough to eat that whole gummy!" the sound of him smacking into you persisted as you slowly worked through what he said.
"wha?" you slurred, cockdrunk and higher than you had ever been.
"you just believed me so easily! one fourth-" he slammed deep into you, "- of that thing is what we usually have, but you just ate it all because i told you to." he leered down at you, continuing, "so trusting. so stupid. what if i wanted to hurt you, love? what if i used you until you were worthless and then kept going?"
you just sobbed. "and then i told you to smoke more, and you did! you stupid little slut! i bet you've never been this high, huh?" he was right in a way he couldn't imagine. you were floating, every inch of your skin tingling, and your core ached from overstimulation. you didn't think there was such a thing as too many orgasms, but here you were. your thoughts were a mess, the only thing in your mind was the name you were screaming: "teddy!!" over and over and over as you bawled, pounding your fist at his chest in a feeble attempt to stop him. but he persisted, railing you at an inhumane speed and reaching unexplored depths.
your only indication he was close was him gripping your throat far too tight, and you frantically grasped at his fingers while he jackhammered into you several final times before burying his shaft as far as it could go and cumming in you with a low, "fuuuck..."
the two of you kept your eyes locked until he caught his breath and removed his hand from your now slightly bruised throat. the sight snapped him out of his brutish state as he began to panic, kissing your neck softly and cooing about how sorry he was.
you just smiled and let your eyes fall closed, trusting him to take care of you after he had abused you so filthily.
#chuckle sandwich#x reader#ted nivison#ted nivison x you#ted nivision smut#ted nivision x reader#this healed me a bit i think#i really like this one
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Every little thing you do- Prologue
Tommy Shelby x reader (Mini series)
Summary: Y/N has been Tommyâs best friend since childhood. She had always been there for him when he needed her the most. Now as the Shelby family are in a better position, Y/N will need Tommyâs support when something she didnât expect happens.
A/N welcome to this little new adventure! This story started as an idea @lyarr24 shared a while ago and I just stared at it for a few minutes until the ideas started âappearingâ in my mind. This particular part turned somehow into a comedy show on its own đđ€ it was fun and light to write, but itâs going to get angsty⊠thank you for sharing your unique ideas as usual! It took me some time but Iâm always into giving each story itâs own time. And of course @justrainandcoffee thank you for creating this beautiful moodboard for this story! You totally nailed it!
Word count: 2,196
Arriving at the Garrison, Y/N headed straight towards the private booth where the Shelbyâs were reunited.
âYou shouldâve seen the look in Pollyâs eyes when she found out we were buying the stallion.â John cracked and threw his head back with a loud laugh.
Arthur winked at Y/N and decided to mess with his brother.
âErm John boy.â He cleared his throat, just as Tommy gave Y/N a smirk, they were both sitting facing the door unlike John who had his back at it.
Tommy used the chance to kick his youngest brother in the shin, as a warning.
âSo you think itâs fucking hilarious John Michael Shelby.â Y/N imitated Pollyâs voice and mannerisms perfectly.
Johnâs face paled as the smile left his face and he straightened his back.
Arthur snorted and then started laughing uncontrollably as John turned around to find Y/N standing by the door.
âShit! Y/N you scared the fuck out of me.â
âGet in here sweetheart.â Arthur called for her, making room next to him. âThat was brilliant, youâve got a talent.â
âYou sound just like her.â Ada praised, leaning over the table to kiss her cheek.
âYouâre late.â Tommy offered her a glass of whiskey.
Taking a sip, she nodded. âThe lady I work for had a terrible day, didnât want me to leave.â She replied titling her head to the side because Arthur was right in the middle, sandwiched between her and Tommy.
âAnd how did it go?â He asked over the laughs of his siblings.
âMy feet are killing me, I had to walk all the way back⊠but I really needed a drink tonight.
âWhy? Scott didnât pick you up?â He raised an eyebrow in disbelief.
Against his best judgment, he agreed to give Y/Nâs boyfriend a place among the peaky men. He didnât like or trusted him but he was doing it for Y/N and the friendship theyâve always had. Over time, he even gave Scott a car under the condition to drop and pick up Y/N from her work every day.
âWe had an argument this morning, he got pissed and I asked him to not.â She lied.
She knew how protective Tommy could get, specially around Scott. They were already past the phase where Tommy wouldâve to intervene and put her boyfriend in his place, then Scott would come for her arguing that she let that gangster say and do whatever he pleased.
But Tommy knew Y/N better than that, and this wasnât the first time she lied to cover for her boyfriendâs attitude.
âWhatâs so funny?â Polly demanded to know as she joined them in the booth. Staring at Arthur and Johnâs faces she knew, so she shot Y/N a long look. âYouâre imitating me again?!â
The Shelby brothers tried to hide their amusement but all of them failed.
âWe wanted to mess up with John, Pol. Sorry.â Y/N looked down embarrassed for being caught.
Polly smiled down at her, it was impossible to stay angry with someone as Y/N.
âWell I hope it was a good one.â The smile grew bigger.
Ada laughed and stood for her aunt to take her place. âYou shouldâve seen Johnâs face, he went pale.â Waving at them, she left.
âHey you need to talk to Finn, heâs getting out of hand these daysâ Polly warned her nephews. âI asked him to deliver a few letters and he had the audacity to answer he wasnât a mail boy anymore.â
Tommy shook his head and after a long puff to his cigarette, he answered; âIâll talk to him.â
Y/Nâs chuckle made him look at her. âWhat? Are you really going to lecture the poor boy? Tom, if I remember correctly, you answered your father something similar back in the day but worse and that caused your first fight.â
Tommy shuddered at the memory. He was so done with his father demanding favors from him and his brother Arthur, so one day he told him he was done with his bullshit and Arthur Sr answered with a curse, threw a glass against the wall and pushed him, Tommy pushed him back. Luckily Arthur Jr and Y/N were close and could intervene to stop them from getting any further.
That night, Y/N stayed with him outside until Tommy had calmed, then she asked her parents, who were neighbors to the Shelbyâs if he could sleep on the couch. Y/Nâs mother made him some tea and offered him the comfort he wasnât able to find next door.
They started as neighbors, then Tommy and Y/N became friends until Tommy trusted her blindly. After the war she was the only one who could understand him.
Tommy took a swing of his drink. âYouâre not going to tell him that, are you? Iâve a reputation to keep.â He finally added.
âLeave him Pol, the poor boy is probably frustrated because he havenât had a woman yet.â Arthur chuckled at his own joke.
âHey,â Y/N called everyone in the room, âleave Finn out, youâre nothing but a bad influence.â
John shook his head and raised his hands as if saying he wasnât part of it.
âOh please Mr.-I-want-to-marry-Lizzie-Stark, really?â Y/N raised her eyebrow at him.
âTommy! Why the hell did you tell her?!â John exploded against his brother, who was already laughing out loud, head thrown back.
Polly had to look twice at her nephew, his guard was down he seemed to be relaxed for once. Since the war he had changed a lot, the weight of the world on his shoulders.
âAnd besides, I corrected my path, married to Esme didnât I?â John mumbled chewing on his toothpick.
Y/N nodded, deciding to leave that conversation, itâs was funny to tease John. âI better go now, itâs getting late.â
Tommy was on his feet the second she announced her plans.
âCâmon Iâll drive you.â Tommy offered his best friend.
Giving Polly a hug, she waved at the Shelby brothers goodbye.
After driving for a while, Y/N noticed Tommy took another route.
âBefore you ask me,â Tommy spoke softly, âIâm going to show you something.â
She opened and closed her mouth. âYouâre so mysterious.â
Tilting his head, Tommy clicked his tongue. âWhen you see it, youâll understand.â
âIs it the new horse?â Y/N asked impatiently.
Tommy shook his head and passed her the cigarettes and matches to light it. âWhy donât you tell me what happened with Scott?â
âSomething really stupid, he got pissed over nothing.â
âReally? Tell me something I donât know already.â
Y/N sighed and took her time to exhale the smoke out of the window. âHe asked me to ask you for some money, when I told him that he still owed you from the last time he got furious at me.â
âBut you gave me the money for that loan.â Tommyâs eyebrows knitted in confusion.
âI did, but it wasnât his money.â Y/N explained embarrassed after confessing Tommy the truth.
It was now time for Tommy for sigh. Eyes focused on the road, he didnât want to be a pain and say I told you, Y/N was the only person he could trust and he wanted her to trust him the same way.
âLook this happens all the time, your Mum used to pay your dadâs bills behind his back, I just couldnât take another one yet, heâs trying to find a better job and I think heâs going to propose soon.â
Tommyâs breath got caught up in his throat, he was trying to process the possibilities.
âSo⊠is he the one?â He finally asked.
âWell heâs my boyfriend.â Y/N rushed to answer. âI just donât know if he will let me keep working for Lady Winchester.â
âIf you need a job, you know thereâs always a spot for you at the Shelby Company Limited.â Tommy took the last puff of his cigarette and threw it outside the vehicle.
âMaybe Iâll need it later. Thank you.â Y/N felt more than grateful to have someone like Tommy around, he had always been there for her and her siblings specially after his business took off and he started to earn more money than anyone around. In her eyes, that didnât make him change, if anything he became more generous.
But Scott on the other hand, was tender and good to her, he was fun to be around, always brought flowers to her. He wanted to have his own business one day, unfortunately life had been hard and it was taking him longer to make it.
Taking a turn, Tommy stopped in front of a huge gate, the property guarded by the gate wasnât a house, it was a freaking mansion!
And her best friend was opening the gate as if he owned the property.
âWha-what are you doing?â Y/N asked looking out the window.
âDrive over here!â Encouraged Tommy with a huge smile.
Her heart started beating faster, he showed her how to drive and even let her do it when she wasnât allowed to. But this was wrong, it felt like they were trespassing, she could feel her heart pounding as Tommy shouted for her to hurry up.
Following his instructions, Y/N parked the car next to the fountain.
âI wanted you to see this firstâŠâ His smile couldnât get any bigger as he opened his arms wide and looked around proudly. âI bought this place.â
Her jaw dropped, she was lost for words.
âWhat do you think? Iâll build a place for the horses in the back.â Tommy explained, eyes shining.
âWoah⊠I donât know what to say Tom.â A hand covered her mouth, still shocked to form anything coherent. This house looked bigger than Lady Winchesterâs and that was a bloody mansion too! âYou always said youâd get yourself a decent place and a big house, and look at how far youâve come!â She felt genuinely happy for him, Tommy had always worked so hard, always found a way to help his people and those around him. If anyone deserved this, it was him.
âIâll even have my fucking office here, and thereâs a grand salon for parties.â He explained as he waited for her to step inside.
âParties?!â She laughed nervously.
âA ball dance and shit.â He took a look around.
âYouâll need loads of furniture to fill this place.â
Tommy chuckled. This was unthinkable a few months ago, now it was a reality, heâd had the big place he dreamed of when he was a kid.
âYou got a fireplace! In the tea room!â
He followed Y/Nâs voice, she was now standing in the middle of the dining room.
âThis looks like it belongs to a Lord.â
âYou can call me Lord Shelby then.â He winked at her and they both laughed at how ridiculous it sounded.
âDownstairs itâs the wine cellar.â He added hiding his hands inside the pockets of his pants. âDo you like it?â
âAre you kidding me?â She nodded. âThis is a dream! Iâm so happy for you!â Y/N then went to give him a hug.
A bold movement for the rest of the world, but to her it was just natural, theyâve been friends since forever. She was the one comforting him when his mother passed away, the one to help him hold it together after the war.
âYouâll love the kitchen, itâs huge but theyâre doing some renovations already, Iâll show you once itâs done.â
âLooks like Iâll need to make an appointment from now on.â Y/N teased him.
Tommy shook his head with a shy smile. âOf course not, specially not you.â
She knew he was busier now days that the Peaky Blinders owned the races and licenses. It was just a matter of time before he found a woman and got married, then this house would be filled with kids. Or perhaps he already had someone therefore the plans to get the big house.
Once the realization hit her, she pretended to look towards the window. A sudden lump installed in her throat and something indescribable pressed her heart.
âShould we go? Itâs going to be dark soon.â Y/N asked, looking him in the eyes for a mere second.
Time flew on their way back and soon Tommy stopped his car in front of Y/Nâs door.
Even before he could say goodnight, an angry voice called for her.
âIâve been waiting hours for you, Y/N nobody knew where the heck did you go.â
âSlow down mate, thatâs no way to treat her.â Tommy intervened, holding Scottâs death stare.
âStay the fuck out of this.â Scott raised his voice.
Tommy felt his blood boiling, one stride and heâd finish the prick, but before he could move, a pair of soft hands stopped him.
âTommy please, let me handle this.â She pleaded.
His jaw clenched as he saw the smirk of satisfaction Scott gave him. The bastard had Y/N charmed and there was nothing he could do about it.
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I apologize for the long ask and if this question is a bit juvenile but objectively, how can one âgainâ pretty privilege/gauge how they are viewed? Iâve done well in career pursuits for how early on I am ( I graduated in 2020) but started noticing that the invites to events/opportunities where one can really establish themselves not only professionally but socially, I was getting passed over by some higher up colleagues. In speaking to a female mentor who is related to my field and the same background as me (Black), she alluded that while my race may play a small factor in it, itâs more so my appearance that may be holding me back as the personality and poise is there. Some coworkers of mine who are brilliant and POC have similar credentials and positions as I and while we are all wonderful and hard working, they (who I feel are more beautiful and put together looks-wise) have discussed privately to me they have noticed a difference in treatment between us. While itâs not right, I am adult enough to know not to let things that can be fixed hinder the life I want. Your page is a wealth of information and I appreciate how encouraging you are!!
well. Iâm going to be very blunt.
itâs all fun and games to say âoh fuck the beauty standards theyâre terrible and they shouldnât existâ yes, true, unfortunately they do exist and they play a bigger role than we imagine it to be.
the first thing you have to get right is your mindset.
you need to be strong enough to admit that you need changes in X, Y, Z area but not in A, B, C area. You also need to be a little loyal towards your racial identity (for the better or worse) because thatâs what is going to make you stand out.
if you have a sensitive, overly emotional mindset and you get hurt very easily / become obsessive by nature, I highly recommend you to STOP reading now.
Understand what is considered pretty in your country and area. Even in one country, beauty standards can different from the north and south. Donât exactly try to become attractive for the opposite sex but understand what they find attractive because these guys are your primary responders to your pretty privilege. Women will be kind on the surface and so it can be difficult to get constructive criticism from them.
Understand what YOU consider pretty. Who are the women who you think are crazy beautiful? What do they look like, dress like, howâs their hair and their make up, can you replicate any of it? Rule of thumb when it comes to hair and beauty - look at influencers / celebs who are of your racial background for the best fit.
there are always a few things that are universally considered ârespectfully attractiveâ not âyou wanna fuck me attractiveâ- semi modesty/ modesty outfits (my father always told me that when in doubt, go for a more conservative look), hygiene, well kept hair, clean nails and toe nails, soft skin, natural make up, natural hair colour, perfume, clothes that fit, skin care, a workout routine.
pretty privilege is not just the art of looking pretty. Itâs also bringing in something of value on the table. Value = money / connections / knowledge/ humour / being the fun social person / whatever value the target group considers to be the most important for you to be relevant to them. Work on your soft skills. Itâs better to look half baked but have solid soft skills than to look amazing and not know how to converse.
things that one normally notices when meeting someone new:
Skin - is it clear, is the make up overdone?
hair - is it messy or does it suit your face structure?
how you smell
teeth, when you talk - and dental hygiene
shoes - are they filthy?
shirt/ top - does it fit you well (always check that the seams on your shoulder and your actual shoulder line up), the colour of your clothes
body type, posture, how you carry yourself
start with incremental changes. Make a list of things you think you could improve on (this is not a list of âuglyâ things, itâs an ïżœïżœïżœimprovement/ potentialâ list). Sort them according to ease of improvement (is this going to be expensive and difficult or affordable and easy?) and time (can this be done overnight or will it take some time).
Use point 1 and 2 only as launching pads. You do not have to look like BeyoncĂ©, youâre simply understanding what her MUA and hair stylist does for her that could work for you. After a point, you have to ensure that YOUR identify sticks out and is still there, youâre not born to imitate someone else and also, itâs very obvious when someone is trying to be someone theyâre not.
again. I repeat. If youâre going to get obsessive and make yourself sick over this itâs NOT WORTH IT. If youâre not mentally capable of making these changes, do not go through it.
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mom ellie, headcanons
pairing: wife!ellie x wife!reader
warnings: modern!au, super fluff, ellie being a crybaby.
author's note: english is not my first language, so lmk if i made any mistakes pls
not proof read
ÖŽÖ¶Öž đ„» Ù« à» It was you who got pregnant, since Ellie's biggest dream in life was to see you pregnant. You, of course, agreed, as you were excited to experiencing pregnancy.
ÖŽÖ¶Öž ÖŽÖ¶ đ„» Ù« à»During your pregnancy, Ellie would talk to your daughter all. the. fucking. time. like, she gets home from work and the first thing she does is kiss you and immediately goes on her knees to talk to the baby.
"Hey little one, how was your day? Did you take care of Mommy like we agreed, uh?"
ÖŽÖ¶Öž đ„» Ù« à» Her worst nightmare it's you making any effort, even the smallest. Sometimes she won't even let you get out of bed by yourself, saying "Honey, you can't do too much effort. It is dangerous for you and the baby" and kissing your forehead after that, while you keep cursing her under your breath.
 ֎ֶ֞ đ„» Ù« à»Â Admires you all the time, like, seriously, it's kinda creepy sometimes. You'll be brushing your teeth and suddenly be startled to find Ellie's reflection in the mirror, staring at you with her beautiful green eyes, muttering "You look so wonderful" even though you're disheveled and looking like you just woke up.
"Baby, you're so beautiful, and hot, and cute, and pretty, andâ" "Ellie! I'm peeing!"
 ֎ֶ֞ đ„» Ù« à»Â When your body starts to change due to pregnancy, she uses every possible compliment to enhance your beauty.
 ֎ֶ֞ đ„» Ù« à»Â When your little girl was born, Ellie nearly exploded with happiness. Her eyes glowed such an intense shade of green, you have never seen them before. She looked radiant, happiness suited her.
"Hey little one, you're finally here," she said with adoration written on her face. The small baby in her lap, moved curiously at the familiar voice. "It's momma baby, do you remember my voice?" as soon as the word 'momma' left her mouth, a toothless smile formed on the baby's face. "Of course you do."
 ֎ֶ֞ đ„» Ù« à»Â Ellie is so SO attached to your daughter, any little noise she makes and Ellie is already running towards the baby, screaming "I'm coming little one, don't worry, momma is coming!" hearing Ellie's voice, the baby in your lap would giggle in the cutest way possible, making you giggle along with her.
 ֎ֶ֞ đ„» Ù« à»Â When Ellie managed to convince you to go out with Dina for a while to clear your head since you were lying awake all night while the baby was crying wanting to be fed, you felt a little bad about the situation. Like you were being a weak mother or something, even though Ellie assured you that you were the strongest woman she knew, and certainly, the best mother your daughter could have. When you got home after a fun and exciting day with Dina, you melted to find Ellie and the baby sleeping cuddled together in your bed.
 ֎ֶ֞ đ„» Ù« à»Â The first word the little girl said wasn't momma or mommy how you guys expected to be, but boo boo. The first time she said that you and Ellie looked at each other with interrogation points on your faces, but as time passed, you figure out that it was a name for your breasts. Every time she's hungry, she would say "boo boo" and try to reach your breasts while saying this. Ellie would find it the cutest thing in the entire world.
"Mommy, boo boo!" the little girl said with a pout on her lips, her little eyes twinkling in your direction as she tries to scoot off Ellie's lap to reach you. You took her in your arms, turning back to Ellie when you heard a growl come out of her mouth. Ellie had an even bigger pout than her daughter's on her lips, her green eyes glistening with tears. "I want boo boo too."
 ֎ֶ֞ đ„» Ù« à»Â Ellie turned your daughter into a child obsessed with dinosaurs and space. Buying countless dinosaur plushies and shiny sticky stars for her bedroom ceiling. And since the little one was old enough to start playing with dolls and stuff, Ellie always play with her, always making sure to include dinosaurs.
"Oh no! The bad dinosaurs are trying to catch Mr. Bunny!" your daughter said with exasperation in her tone. "That's not going to happen, 'cause the super good dinosaur is here to save Mr. Bunny!" Ellie appeared in the room with a huge plush dinosaur in hand. You smiled wildly seeing the happiness in both their faces.
 ֎ֶ֞ đ„» Ù« à»Â The first day at kindergarten, Ellie cried a lot. And when I say a lot, I mean, she cried like a baby, like she was never going to see her daughter again.
She had been the one to walk your daughter to class after she said goodbye to you. As you waited by the side of the car for a little too long, a kindergarten worker appeared, gently holding Ellie's shoulder as she sobbed through her tears and walked to you. "Oh my God, baby what happened?" your voice was full of concern as she got close enough for you to put your hands on the sides of her face. "I-i a-already miss h-her," she said with difficulty, hiding her face in your neck and crying desperately.
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Virtual Intimacy (Rui x Reader)
Based off my silly headcannons for the ghouls!
Beginning notes;
Originally this wasn't gonna be an x reader, but plans change! things happen! And I couldn't pass up the opportunity of Rui fluff with a tinge of angst
I also realized this is my first tkdb x reader? Yay me!
sfw, GN Reader, Reader and Rui are dating, fluff,
You were scrolling aimlessly through WickChat when Rui, your beloved boyfriend, texted you.
Hey my little bunny đ
"Bunny". That's what he called you. You used to think it was cheesey, but the name has grown on you.
You free to come over? I just had the greatest idea âš
-An idea?
Yup yup! You'll have to come over and see! âŁïž
You couldn't help but feel a little curious. Rui always knew exactly how to keep you hooked.
-I'll be over soon <3
Yay!!! See you soon, bunny
You smirked at your phone before turning it off and shoving it into your pocket and making your way out of your room.
Because of Rui's curse, the two of you couldn't be physically affectionate in any way, so you've come up with other ways to show your love. You usually change it up every month or so to keep things fresh.
Lately you've been giving him a new succulent every time you come over to Obscuary to see him. There was something kind of romantic about nurturing a plant and giving it to a loved one for them to care for. This time, you were going to give him your string-of-pearls plant. You almost felt a little bad, bombarding him with all these succulents, but the image of his bright smile washed away any doubt that they were a burden.
Before you knew it, you were at the front door of the gothic Obscuary mansion. You reach your hand outward to knock on the door, but it swings open before you can even lift your hand above your waist.
"Bunny! There you are!"
You're greeted by an enthusiastic Rui, smiling widely at you.
"Hey, Rui! I brought you another succulent- I hope you don't mind..."
You present Rui with a small pot, no bigger than the average person's hand, with the string-of-pearls rooted inside it. He takes great care not to touch you even with his gloved hands as he lifts the pot from you.
"Aw, thank you, bunny! You're such a sweetheart"
Rui holds the door open for you as you step into the victorian abode.
"C'mon, I need you to help me find the perfect spot for this little guy."
He gestures for you to follow him, leading you into his room. Rui scans over a long shelf filled with succulents, looking for the perfect spot for his new plant baby. You watch him with adoration as you crawl into his bed and hug one of his pillows. It's the closest thing you have to actually hugging him.
"So- about that 'great idea' you had..."
Rui turns his head towards you with a grin.
"I wanted you to play one of my favorite games with me!"
You cock your head as you squeeze the pillow tighter. He makes his way to his computer, logging in and booting up The Sims 4.
"I thought it'd be fun if we made each other in game! I'll go first, mkay?"
You nod along and pull up a chair beside him, trying to get as close as you can without putting yourself in danger. You watch as Rui quickly gets to work, making a sim in your image. His eyes dart around the catalog as he finds the perfect clothes for your virtual twin.
"What do you think of this, bunny? isn't it cute?"
"Eh... it's not really my style"
Rui pouts a little.
"You're right, my bad!"
He quickly clicks through each clothing tab, looking for the perfect outfit with an intense focus. You stare deeply into his concentrated magenta eyes. It's kind of adorable seeing him so passionate about something.
"You're... really into this, aren't you?"
"Of course! I wanna make sure I get every single detail of your beautiful self as accurately as possible!"
Rui smiles at you before pushing himself off the desk and rolling away in his chair.
"Bunny~! It's your turn to make me~!"
You scooch forward in your chair and grab hold of the mouse. It's still warm from Rui's touch. He watches you with adoration as you explore the UI of the game. You hesitantly begin molding the virtual avatar into the image of Rui, a little afraid that he wouldn't like your version of him. Every time you glance back over at him for reference, he gives you a smile or blows you a kiss.
"Sorry... I'm not as good at this game as you are..."
You apologize after finishing the digital clone. Rui happily pulls himself back in front of the desk as he looks at your work.
"Wow bunny! It looks just like me!"
With a weak smile, you watch as Rui skillfully clicks through text boxes and confirmation popups.
"What city do you think we should live in? San Myshuno? Maybe Willow Creek? Ooh how about De Sol Valley or Windenberg?"
You stare blankly at your boyfriend who's practically speaking gibberish to you.
"Let's.... just go with Willow Creek. It's a classic."
You nod along, still not understanding a thing.
"I usually build my own houses when I play, but I'm so super excited to play with you! So, pre-made lot it is!"
"Mmh-hm...okay"
It was obvious you felt completely out of your element, but Rui seemed to be enjoying your company regardless.
"You wanna decorate the house before we play?"
"It's fine as is. Besides, you look like you're gonna pass out from how restless you are to actually get into the game."
"Guilty~!! You know me so well, Bunny!"
You let out a little laugh at Rui's compliment. Your adorable boyfriend wastes no time before laughing with you.
"Mkay, this is what I wanted to show you so super badly!!"
You raise your eyebrows as Rui clicks away at more text bubbles.
"Ready? Ready?"
Not even waiting for your response, Rui clicks one last time before the digital avatars you made wrap their arms around each other in a tight hug. It obviously didn't make you feel any of the physical stimuli gained from hugging, but it was sweet to see yourself hugging your beloved boyfriend. It's something the both of you fantasize about often, but seeing it so vividly, even if it's just in a game, gives you both a warm tingling feeling of joy.
Rui looks at you eagerly with his bright charming smile.
"So? Did you like the surprise??"
You smile back at him while you squeeze your knee as if to squeeze his.
"I did."
It wasn't as groundbreaking or exciting as if you were actually able to hold him, but you could tell by Rui's expression that this was a big thing for him.
"Great!! 'Cus there's so much more we could do in the game!! We can kiss and cuddle and get married and have kids!! If you want, of course!"
Rui ecstatically beams, his smile like a bright light in the deep abyss of the ocean. His sweet and genuine grin warmed you right up like a ray of sunshine.
"I love you, Rui."
You say, just barely whispering. And somehow, his smile widens even more.
"I love you too, Bunny."
Ending Notes;
Woohoo!! (pun intended) I'm finally finished with this!!!
I feel like it's too short, especially with how long I spent on it... but that's how I feel about everything..... Anyways!! I hope you all enjoyed this little fic! Now that this is done, I'm gonna try and focus on finishing up the anon requests I got.
Speaking of requests... I am taking them! I work slowly, but I do work!!!
I wish all my adorable little humans happy holidays!! Zombie kisses for you all mwah mwah mwah!!!!
#tokyo debunker#tkdb#tdb#rui mizuki#tkdb rui#tkdb rui mizuki#tokyo debunker rui#tokyo debunker rui mizuki#rui x reader#rui mizuki x reader#tkdb fanfic#tokyo debunker fanfic#tokyo debunker fanfiction
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Heyo! me again, I was hoping you could make the creepypastas reacting to a shy and usually quiet reader standing up for themselves against a bully or something?
also i hope you know i will usually be doing creepypasta request bc thats my current hyperfixation-
-đž anon
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This ask was sent a while ago so im happy to get it outđ SO SORRY I TOOK FOREVER đžANON
Creepypasta x reader.
ft: Jeff the killer, Ben drowned, Eyeless jack, Masky/Tim, and our amazing, beautiful, handsome, reader.
Tw: its CREEPYpastas, bullying, mentions of violence, toxic behavior, manipulation.
Jeff:
ă»when you first got there, gosh, Jeff was already planning on messing with you.
ă»he was thinking of all the cruel things he could do, until, someone had already beat him to it!
ă»Jeff was upset that someone had gotten his target before he could but he was surprised when you bit back.
ă»he didnât expect that, but that didnât mean he wasnât enjoying it.
ă»Jeff encourages that side of you, he loves seeing you fight because its not what you would expect out of someone like you.
ă»he might even try manipulating you to do his bidding now that he knows your more useful.
ă»now when were Jeff we have to know he does not play nice. Like, at all.
ă»so when he makes a harsh comment towards you and respond with something snarky back he will make you regret it.
ă»this is Jeff the KILLER were talking about, he has more experience and strength he can easily overpower you. He does not use his words to defend himself, he uses his actions.
ă»you learned that the hard way.
ă»ether way, he finds you pretty entertaining and loves watching you get all worked up sense your so quiet all the time.
ă»âYâknow, I never expected something like that out of you.â He would say with a snicker, his permanent smile growing bigger as he grinned. âWith your little shy girl act, you would never know you have all that spunk in yaâ.â
Ben:
ă»just like Jeff, he prays on the shy and âtimidâ people.
ă»yâknow, the ones who cant defend themselves? Those are his favorites.
ă»ether way he loves messing with people! No harm in that, Ben isnât THAT mean~ ;)
ă»so when he sees you, hes ready to mess with you.
ă»he pushes your buttons, quite literally bullying you shaming everything you do, so you snap.
ă»Ben is surprised, more then that, flabbergasted!
ă»he thought you were just a⊠weakling.
ă»but you seem to have a backbone, but, that still doesnât stop him from messing with you.
ă»the more he gets to know you the more nicer he gets, at first, its almost torture with his mind games that your almost tired of fighting back but he sees you as a some what friend now!
ă»so, lucky you I guess?
ă»have fun with you little friend! (Demon)
Jack:
ă»Jack is also quiet person, more of an observer.
ă»but he isnât shy like you he speaks his mind whenever he wants to, he doesnât care what others think. He doesnât care about a lot of things.
ă»so when you come in, he will leave you alone but he knows others wont.
ă»your a human, quiet, shy, your easy bait.
ă»well..
ă»at least you seem like it.
ă»your actually more interesting then he thought, when he saw you standing up to Ben and ignoring his mind games he was quite impressed.
ă»he thinks your interesting but wont talk to you unless you talk to him.
ă»so he keeps his distance, as he does everyone but if you ever want to talk hes willing!
ă»just dont talk to him when hes eating, you might be next.
ă»just kidding! Just fr stay away for him when hes eatingâŠ
ă»(maybe im not kidding)
Masky/Tim:
ă»your quiet and shy nature pisses him off, you are not going to survive here being like that.
ă»he does not have any patience for people like you he just needs to get things done.
ă»Tim knows your going to be targeted by other creeps so he gives you a warning when you first come.
ă»its pretty harsh and you think hes threatening you but its tough love okay!
ă»when he saw Ben messing with you he sighed, ready to step in but you stood your ground.
ă»he was surprised, as much as everyone else was but he glad you didnât not do anything about it.
ă»he was impressed and his view on you definitely changed he kinda respects you now.
ă»but dont pull that shit on him, hes to short fused for that.
ă»bro is a grown ah man and he still canât control himselfđđ»
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Didnât know if you wanted romantic or platonic so take this however! :3 so sorry this took forever, im trying to get out rqs especially the old ones out as fast as i can! (Also sorry its short)
#đžanon my beloved#đž anon#creepypasta x reader#jeff the killer x reader#creepypasta masky#eyeless jack x reader#ben drowned x reader#romantic or platonic#x reader#ben drowned#jeff the killer
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Yo! Can u do Boyfriend Gojo Ă Y/N
Where they get bored n then y/n suggests to do a fun role-playing game for passing time where she acts like a waitress welcoming gojo in her restaurant(imaginary) n he sits on the couch imagining it as luxurious chair of the restaurant or smtg n when she asks him "what would u like to eat sir?" He says "I would love to eat You~" then y/n becomes shocked n goes like "Gojo ur literally a customer in a Restaurant so act like one!" N then he gives some cocky reply like "isn't the work of a waiter is to listen to the customer?" then he makes things heated n then... ;)
(No need to write same exact dialogs btw I just wrote them for a reference)
Make it NSFW obv hehe đĄ
Thx in Advance I will be waiting for the reply ;)
Homemade Maid Cafe
Paring: Gojo x reader
pictures not mine!
Warnings: smut (sex on table, maid outfit, role-playing)
"(y/n)-chan, (y/n)-chan! Let's play something!"
You looked at your boyfriend who was standing next to you. Preventing you from leaving the wall you were standing against.
"A maid cafe?" you asked.
"Yeah! You know... I'm bored." He laughed.
"I noticed, Satoru. Also, I've seen you looking at descriptions about coffee shops like this." You said, waiting for what he would say next.
"You know, I was thinking... And I feel like playing role-play..." He muttered with a smile.
"It'll be dinner soon. But I'll play with you." You said looking towards the kitchen. Hoping to escape before he catches you.
Such fun always ends with one...
Especially if you're going to play it with him...
He put his hand on the wall behind you.
"Honey, you just recently said you were bored. Me too. So we can play something. Now." He smiled. "Besides, it's good. We will eat dinner. How about you be my waitress?"
You looked at him blushing. Even if you proposed it to him.
You know what he means...
Whenever he's bored, his thoughts come out as something perverted. When he's not trying to convince you to have sex, he's saying something related to it. Or touches you.
And this is something like this.
Or maybe he just wants something like this?
You won't know until you see it.
"Fine... What should I do?" you asked, watching his smile grow bigger every second.
He left for a while and then came back, handing you a transparent package with a maid's outfit inside.
"You've prepared for this, haven't you?"
You picked up the outfit.
You don't know if he was tying the right size.
Besides, you know exactly that he knows your clothes sizes. So it's no wonder he brings you outfits that fit.
But it's a bit smaller.
And you know exactly why. This man loves to watch you put on his clothes. He feels so proud then. And you look nice wearing his shirt hanging off your body. Or that his shirt sticks to your breasts sometimes. Especially when you don't wear a bra and your nipples stick out.
Then shivers run down his spine and the heat only goes between his legs, pumping blood to the body part he's been using too much on you already.
And even more, he loves to see you in clothes that cling to your body. Showing him every roundness.
At least this outfit is not a variety for a small child. You'll fit in it easily.
You're only concerned about the length of the skirt.
He might as well have bought it at a sex shop. And in such a store there are no other outfits than those that are too short, revealing too much, or those that have holes in the material in places other than just for legs, arms and head.
"I've been wondering what you'd look like in this for a while."
You took your clothes to the bathroom and started changing.
When you left, you saw him sitting on the couch with his legs spread. And in front of him was the low table that had been in the living room for as long as you can remember.
"You look beautiful!" He said cheerfully.
"Sir, it's not nice to comment so loudly on the waitress' outfit." You said getting into the role.
If he laughs at it, you'll burn with shame.
Or you burn him.
You could have made up a funeral game or an accountant game. Nah... If you were playing funeral and the table or the bed was a fake coffin, he'd jump on you and start fucking you...
If you were playing accounting, he'd make you change into a skirt, shirt, and jacket, and he'd throw you on the desk and fuck you. So either way, it's going to end badly.
At least now while you're his "waitress", you can go up to him, ask him what he wants to eat, then you'll serve him his dinner, and that's it...
"You should sit at the kitchen table. It would look more like a restaurant." You said pointing to the chairs.
"Nope. I'm in a fancy restaurant where I'm sitting on the couch. And I'm served by the most beautiful waitress." He smiled wildly, looking at your body over his glasses.
"Fine." You reached into the apron you were wearing and pulled out the small notebook that came with it.
You walked over to him.
"What would you like to eat, sir?" You asked.
Maybe he'll like this game if you fit your role perfectly.
He was staring at the table with his fingers on his chin.
You thought he was thinking about what's for dinner tonight so he could say it.
He suddenly smiled and looked at you.
"Oh, I know. I'd like to order an orange juice." he said looking at you.
You wrote it down in a little notebook.
"What to eat?" You asked with a pen ready to write on a piece of paper.
"I'd like to eat you~."
You widened your eyes at his perverted comment.
You looked at him and, shocked, decided to step out of your role for a moment to tell him your opinion.
"Satoru, you are literally a restaurant customer. So act like a customer!" you said before clearing your throat. "So what would you like to eat?"
"I want to eat you, baby."
You thought you'd break a pink pen in your hand when you heard that.
"You should not -".
He interrupted you.
"Excuse me, but isn't a waiter's job to listen to the customer?" There was still a smile on his face.
You decided to stay calm and continue.
"Today I'm offering you baked chicken with vegetables." You said with a smile.
"No thanks. I feel like something different today."
"What is this?"
You wanted to come over and throw that pen at him if he said anything about eating you.
"Something sweet."
You nodded. It was normal.
"What exactly?" you asked.
"Uhm... your sweet pussy~."
You clenched your fists and wanted to punch him.
But how much he only mentioned about fucking you made you wet.
Why don't you play his game?
It can be interesting and enjoyable.
"What exactly do you want, sir?" You asked again.
"Your body now on this table. No panties, pussy towards me."
More moisture gathered between your legs.
"Perhaps you prefer chicken, though? I recommend it." You said with a smile.
Suddenly he got up.
"No. I want my order. That's what I said. Unless you want me to talk to your boss."
Oh yes, you want to play this game.
"boss? Why boss, sir? I don't want to lose my job. Chicken is our dish of the day..." you said softly. Getting into the role too much.
A dangerous customer in a restaurant? Oh yes.
"I want my order. I'll come for chicken another time. I know it's probably delicious." he replied.
"Please sir-."
"I'm going to the boss. Guide me. I'll turn to him and you will be punished."
"Oh no! Please! Don't tell the boss! I will be a good waitress. I don't want to lose this job. Please sir~."
Hearing your sounds made his cock harden in his pants.
"Will you be a good little waitress and fill my order? I'm really hungry. And really generous. I'll tip you for a job well done." He said as he sat back on the couch.
He spread his legs, showing how comfortable he felt.
This game was interesting...
You walked over to the empty table in front of him and slowly pulled your panties off.
You knelt in front of him, grabbing his sweatpants and pulling the material down.
Allowing the hard, standing cock to pop out.
"Here is your order. I hope you will enjoy the service and the meal."
Saying that, you opened your mouth, letting the mushroom pink tip into your mouth. Listening to his contented purr.
 As your pussy dripped from how aroused you were by sucking him, he pushed your face away.
He let you straighten up as you knelt in front of him.
"Is that what you ordered?" You asked innocently.
"Yeah. The appetizer was perfect. Please give me the main course." he said with a smile and gestured for you to turn around.
He pushed you gently onto the table until your breasts were pressed against the wood.
He pushed the couch with his foot so he could kneel behind you and have plenty of room.
He lifted your skirt and curved it, arranging the fabric so it wouldn't get in the way.
He put his knee between your calves, signaling you to spread your legs.
As you did, he also placed his other knee between your calves, widening your stance even a little more.
Grabbing his cock, he placed the tip against your shiny pussy, sliding down your hole and slapping against your clit.
"Mhm~ The main course looks delicious~." he murmured before inserting the tip into you
You purred as you lay on the table, feeling him slowly fill you up and then pull you out to hit you deep next time.
"A sweet waitress like you is perfect for customer service." He said placing his hands on your hips, lifting them slightly. He held to get the leverage so he could fuck you at a fast pace.
The moisture that gathered in your warm core allowed him to do so.
"This is a perfectly prepared meal. Nothing is dry. It's juicy and delicious. I want to eat a dish like this more often~" he moaned pulling your hips closer as he fucked you.
As you moaned, you searched for anything to put your hands there.
You found the corner of the table with one hand.
His hips hit yours at breakneck speed. Making your eyes roll to the back of your head.
The fact that your body was pressed against the table made the table scrape on the floor. And you, too, felt the strength and speed of his thrusts.
Your belly, or rather lower abdomen, was pressed against the wood. That's why you felt even more clearly how he pressed deep inside you, in a straight line. Reaching even deeper.
Even if your eyes were watery, behind your mouth drooling, you found your way to his body with your hand.
And you put your hand right over his cock.
The way you could feel the veins under his skin under your fingers. And the fine pubic hair he sometimes doesn't shave off. Not that it bothers you.
He slowly began to stretch out. He left only the tip inside, but as he moved, his cock snapped back, slamming the tip wet in your fluids into his stomach.
Thus touching your hand.
"You're a nice waitress. I'm a generous customer, and in return for such a delicious meal, I'll tip you."
He suddenly thrust into you again, moving inside you even faster. Making you scream and cry as you lay on the table. Your legs twitched as you tried to tighten them, but his knees prevented you from doing so.
You couldn't stop a client who was making your pussy spasm. That held you in place and prevented you from changing position.
His tip for you was too nice.
As he placed his thumb on your clit, you reached for his wrist to stop him.
But before you could push his fingers away, you came, spilling your juices all over him. Tightening it, alternately pushing out waves of your wetness that made it so slippery. However, he continued to move within you. But he slowed down to only slow thrusts so as not to leave you empty.
Then he pulled a length of it out of you with a loud, wet sound.
Your body was shaking and your face was red. When he touched the tip of your pussy, you let out a soft moan.
He covered wet length with his boxers, and lifted you off the floor.
Swinging you gently over his shoulder.
"I think I'd like some more dessert. I've got a craving for that pussy. It looks sweet and delicious~."
You can't... Especially with his mouth pressing into your pussy...
But well, your client is your master. You listen to what your boyfriend/customer says.
Humming, he went to your bedroom.
Oh... You forgot to bring him the orange juice he wanted...
#jjk x you#jujutsu kaisen#jujustsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#gojo smut#gojo x you#gojou satoru x reader#gojo satoru#gojo satoru smut#Jjk x reader#jjk smut#maid costume
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⏠Summary: Y/N loves watching Jungkook work but Jungkook loves it even more when she wears Calvin Klein to support himÂ
⏠Pairing: Established relationship; Jungkook x readerÂ
⏠Rating: Explicit (18+)Â
âŹGenre: Established relationship, comedy, fluff, and smut
⏠Warnings: Smut and fluff (lol)Â
⏠Part of, â His Fan Girl
Author Note: Happy birthday to Jungkook!Â
Y/N knew that Jungkook was going to make Calvin Klein bigger with his visuals and confidence. She never understood the fixation on brands until she saw Jungkook model in the brand. Itâs so weird to say she has the fattest crush on her boyfriend but she does. She didnât even own a pair of Calvin Klein jeans, she likes her leggings (and well, Jungkook did too).Â
âBaby!âÂ
She looked up from her phone in the living room to see Jungkook running to her with a wide grin. She tilted her head at him and gave him a smile, âYes?âÂ
âI got it!â
âGot what?â
âIâm the next model for Calvin Klein!âÂ
Her smile grew wider and she tossed her phone onto the couch to run into his arms, âCongrats! Iâm so happy for you babe. I knew how much this meant to you.âÂ
âYou know what that means?âÂ
âWhat?â
âI get to see you in Calvin Klein. You know they have these bras-â
âStop!âÂ
That same day, Jungkook filled her closet with the brand. She tried to argue with him but Jungkook never listened to anyone once his mind was set. She only wore the undergarments because jeans were uncomfortable and Jungkook let it slide (...this time. He just wanted to see how her ass looked in the denim). She couldnât visit him on his first photoshoot because she had a big meeting at her work. She sent him flowers and cards to congratulate him. Something that made Jungkook feel shy.Â
This time it's different. She made sure all her meetings were done and she was so excited to see Jungkook pose or do whatever he had to do. They sat in the car as he held her hand and her head rested on his shoulder. He turned towards her and smiled. He placed a kiss on the top of her head making her look up, âThank you for coming.â
âI always want to support you. Iâm also excited.âÂ
He glanced down at her legs and smirked, âIâm just excited that you're wearing the jeans.âÂ
She rolled her eyes and looked away, âI-I wasnât going to wear leggings...especially when the brand didnât make it.â
âI still like your ass in leggings but you in jeans, thatâs something else.âÂ
âJungkook, weâre in the car. Can you not talk about that!?âÂ
âIâm just telling the truth. You know lying is bad.âÂ
She let out a small laugh and gently slapped his thigh, âShut up...I donât want anyone to hear you.âÂ
He leaned down until his hot breath touched her ear, âYou have to admit it's kinda hot and dangerous...getting caught.âÂ
âIâm not doing this right now.âÂ
He pouted at her and wrapped his arm around her neck, âYou're no fun.âÂ
âI donât want to traumatize someone.âÂ
âItâs not traumatizing if its beautiful lovemaking-â
âJungkook!âÂ
The car stopped and she sighed to herself. Happy that she can leave the awkward atmosphere that Jungkook created (the poor driver) and excited to see her boyfriend work. Jungkook was the first to get out and she followed him. He held her hand tight as she looked around with a confused look. They were in a parking garage and she didnât understand why. She didnât really look at magazines about fashion but the one thing she knew was that they usually do out-of-the-box things for their pictures. Sheâd seen the pictures of Harry Styles, she knew that much.Â
They continued to walk until they stopped. Jungkook started talking to the photographer as Y/N was in her own world with her headphones. Jungkook glanced down and smiled to himself when he heard her singing Attaboy. Even though the lyrics were wrong, it was cute. He poked her side and took out a headphone to look at him with her full attention, âIâm going to change. You can sit over there okay.âÂ
âOkay, I canât wait.âÂ
He kissed her forehead and she waved goodbye. She sat in the chair listening to music and texting Mae about random things. It wasnât until she looked up that she felt her world crashing down. The outfit(?) that he was wearing was making her mouth drop. Her boyfriend, the man that she loved with her whole heart, was standing in front of her and she couldnât do anything. What was this feeling?
Jungkook did a little spin and did jazz hands towards her, âYou like it?âÂ
âLike it...Yeah, I do.âÂ
He raised his eyebrow and looked down at his outfit, âThat doesnât sound convincing...you donât like it?âÂ
âI would like it off.â
âWhat?â
She shook her head and gave him a smile with a flushed face, âI said I like it. It looks really good.âÂ
âYou know, I would love to see you in this outfit.â
âWhy so my tummy can hang out?âÂ
He rolled his eyes and leaned down to flick her forehead, âYay, shut up. I love everything about you. Donât talk about yourself like that.âÂ
âJungkook, are you ready!?âÂ
He turned towards the director and gave him a thumbs up, âComing!â He glanced back at her and gave her a quick wink, âCheer for me, babe.â
She nodded her head, âAlways will.âÂ
He ran towards the director and she closed her eyes, âWhat was that? Donât say those things out loud. What is wrong with you?â She rubbed her forehead and watched him do some spins. She bit her lip and shook her head, âIt's going to be a long day...âÂ
She was right, it was a long day. Jungkook didnât notice the looks that she sent him during his shoot nor did he notice the way she clenched her thighs. She tried her best to distract herself with Irene's fancams but nothing was working. She kept seeing her boyfriend look hot and it was just for an ad.
Jungkook was stretching and his eyes landed on Y/N. Her face was flushed and he noticed her clenching her phone with a strong grip. He raised his eyebrow and made his way to her. She was so distracted with trying to keep her mind away from Jungkook that she didnât even notice him walking up to her.Â
âBabe, are you okay?âÂ
She looked up to see Jungkook tilting her head in concern but her eyes went down to his abs. She wanted to slap herself, why was she acting like a pervert? This wasnât like her. She nodded her head and rubbed her neck in a nervous manner, âIâm just hot.âÂ
âOh, I can take a break and we can go somewhere cooler.âÂ
âTh-That would be great.âÂ
He gave her his bunny smile and walked away. She let out a deep sigh and she couldâve sworn she saw the devil on her shoulder giving her a thumbs up but she ignored it. Jungkook held her hand and headed towards an empty office in the building. It was on the lower but he just saw it as it was cooler for Y/N. Y/N saw it as if no one was going to be around them.Â
He opened the door and frowned, It wasnât the best setting but it was cold here. He glanced over his shoulder and gave her a smile, âIt looks like they put all the props in here. The director told me he had a couch in mind for the shoot but disregarded it. It has to be in here. Hold onto me tight, okay?â
âOk-Okay.âÂ
The two made their way through the props and Jungkook smiled when he saw the white couch. He sat on the couch with Y/N on his lap. He hugged her waist tight and kissed her shoulder, âThank you for being here. I know it's taking a long time.âÂ
She shook her head and turned around to hug him back with her face in his chest, âI love watching you work. You're so passionate about everything you do.âÂ
He smiled at this and kissed the side of her head, âThank you, baby.â She kissed his bare chest and he raised his eyebrow at this but didnât say anything. He cuddled into her more, not realizing that she didnât want that right now. She pulled away and Jungkook looked at her with a worried look, âAre you okay?â
She didnât say anything and took off her shirt showing off the gray bra that he came to love. She tilted her head at him and nodded her head, âI want you.â
He sat there and the words didnât process right away. He looked at her with a confused look and titled his head, âHuh?âÂ
She rolled her eyes and took off her bra in a quick motion, âJungkook, please...Iâm really desperate right now.âÂ
âHoly shit. This isnât like you, Y/N.âÂ
She removed her pants in record speed and Jungkook just sat there with a dumbfounded look. What the hell is happening? Where is his shy girlfriend who barely showed affection without getting embarrassed?Â
He went to take off his jacket but Y/N shook her head, âKeep it on.âÂ
âHoly shit, are you topping me?âÂ
âSh-Shut up.â She unzipped his jeans and smiled to herself, âI mean...it seems like you like it.â
âI-I fucking love it.âÂ
She pushed aside her underwear and lined his dick up, âTh-This wonât happen often. Remember that.âÂ
âI-I-â
He didnât even have a chance to finish his sentence because she pushed his tip into her. He closed his eyes at the sudden feeling and threw his head back at the feeling. Jungkook has fucked Y/N so many times but Y/N has never fucked Jungkook. If that makes sense, it doesnât matter right now. Jungkook is ignoring his thoughts at this moment. Â
She let out a moan and leaned forward placing kisses on his chest. She started to move up and down as he let out a groan at the feeling. She pulled the tie he was wearing to place a kiss on his lips making his eyes widen at the action. His eyes closed as Y/N continued to go up and down at a steady pace. She pulled away and kissed his neck, âI-Iâm going to buy you more ties.âÂ
âSh-Shit, please do.âÂ
He leaned forward sucking at her collarbone and she ground her hips at a certain angle that made her let out a small scream, âJung-Jungkook, I-Iâm going to come.â
âGo for it, baby.âÂ
She didnât need to be told twice because she closed her eyes and threw her head back. She came all around him and leaned forward placing a kiss on his neck. Before he could even think about cleaning her up. She jumped off of his dick and went down on her knees. She kissed the tip and he threw his head back, âY-Y/N, what are you doing?âÂ
âYou know what Iâm doing.âÂ
She gave his tip light kisses and then she started to suck lightly, âF-Fuck. Y-Y/N, you donât have to-â
âI started, Iâm going to finish it.âÂ
She started kissing the length and she looked up at Jungkook with those big eyes that he loves. Jungkook was still in a state of shock but he was rolling with it. She started to go up and down his length with her hand pumping him. Y/N didnât really suck him off all that much but this was something heâs going to remember, âY/N, I-Iâm going to come. Move.âÂ
She shook her head and took her lips off of his dick. She opened her mouth as she continued to pump him. Oh, how Jungkook wished he had a camera for this moment because this felt like a dream. He threw his head back with the deepest groan, âY-Y/N!âÂ
After a few minutes, he looked back down at her with a hazed-out look. The only thing he saw was her licking her lips. She saw the stare and gave him a small smile, âAttaboy...âÂ
He let out a small chuckle and shook his head, âThereâs my awkward girlfriend. Donât ever say that after giving me head.âÂ
âOk-Okay.âÂ
One week later
Jungkook was in their bedroom looking through the movies with Bam next to him. It all changed when Y/N came running in with wide eyes. He got up slowly and gave her a worried look, âAre you okay?âÂ
âI just started my period...â
He raised his eyebrow and let out a small laugh, âIs that why you were so horny?âÂ
âDo-Donât ever talk about that! It never happened!â
âTell that to my dreams. My girlfriend is a pervert.âÂ
âStop!!!âÂ
#bts reactions#bts scenarios#bts imagines#bts jungkook#bts namjoon#bts seokjin#bts taehyung#bts jimin#bts yoongi#bts x reader#bts hosoek#Bts#bts jungkook x reader#jungkook x reader#his fan girl#bts social media au
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Greetings!
The living situation in the suitcase will always be a mystery.
Like, laundry schedules: with clothes from loads of people from different eras and probably vey different methods of cleaning how the hell do they do dry cleaning? Maintance for Isolde's outfits must be extensive.
Anyways I have a fun/ angst ridden hc for Vertin: her outfit came from a tailor she met once, because clearly her outfit doesn't align with the Foundation's standard uniform, I hardly think being the TK would warrant an outfit so different to the usual colours (they really do lean towards the Manus in being darker).
I'll say she meant them really young, early on starting out as the TK, befriending a tailor in London who took pity on Vertin's attire, ill fitting field investigator outfit for a 12-13 year old. Vertin is still heavily suffering from the incident of the Breakaway so to that tailor shes a soppy wet cat in clothes that don't fit her at all.
The tailor? Up to you if u wanna flesh out who they are: attire wise VERY similar to current Vertin clothes, maybe longer and with a different accented colour. Vertin was staring at the clothes from the window until the tailor invited her in.
Two days later Vertin walks out in the attire we know today, maybe the tophat scarf thing was originally worn by that tailor, given as a gift. Probably the first clothes not dictated by the Foundation.
Ofc we probably know what happened to the people before Regulus, maybe the tailor was the first person she attempted to save in the suitcase but failed, the clothes while a little big serve as a remainder to that tailor and the little independence it gives Vertin.
If we ever met this tailor, in a miracle scenerio that we finally find a way to save the reversed I see a scenerio of that tailor meeting Vertin again, older and matured: "I see the clothes really do fit you now, right Vertin?"
(uh i made an oc didnt i. Make of this as you wish!)
Greetings once again, comrade!
Every time you send an ask it's either something fun that I'll have my time thinking over or angsty things you throw at me and I accept. This is the second.
The foundation has a thing with giving their youngest workers outfits far too big for them, it wouldn't be strange for Vertin to be walking around in a ugly gray tuxedo that didn't fit well. She had no hat but her hair would be in the same hairstyle as ever, something Madam Z gave to her.
Even then, Vertin still held that curiosity and wanting in her eyes, so when she saw a beautifully tailored suit being displayed inside the window of a tailor shop, she stopped to look at it, in a trance.
Knowing the story, perhaps this character you're describing to me is around 20 to 25 years old, but I think it would be fit for them to be around 28 to 32. They would run a tailoring business that's not doing good in money despite the works being so beautifully made, and once they saw Vertin outside with the ugly foundation fit she wore, they offered her to come in.
The inside of the shop is beautiful, covered in multiple tailored clothes and self-made outfits that surprised Vertin. The tailor would be taller with the iconic top-hat on their head and (maybe) medium length hair hanging out of it. They'd wear some nice clothes, dark but beautifully put together blues and whites that reminded Vertin of the suit outside.
She didn't carry any money so she could only speak with them, and, by accident, creating a strong friendship between the two. Vertin would pass by every time she was free and would always wonder why the shop is so empty.
One day, the tailor decided to make Vertin something that would look good on her to replace that foundation wear that made her look weird. They asked for no money, a loving gift for a friend.
It would be similar to theirs by Vertin's request. It was a little big, but they predicted Vertin would grow taller, so they made it slightly bigger to fit when she grew.
"It's lacking the hat. Don't worry, I'll make you one in no time." Said the tailor to Vertin after tailoring the suit, fixing the foundation logo in it.
The storm was approaching quickly, perhaps the 1980's storm that washed away the era completely, and Vertin knew it.
She asked the tailor if they trusted her, and after some hesitance, they nodded and (with a lot of surprise) entered the suitcase. Vertin informed them of the storm as it approached, telling them how it would wash away the eras and return to the past, but inside the suitcase, they would be safe.
(this isn't allowed to tell but Vertin broke the rules for her first outside friend who mattered a lot to her)
However, she didn't count the fact that humans could not survive the storm, and as they began to notice their body starting to turn into nothing (like Mr. Karson did), they turned to Vertin and took off their top hat.
"I'm sorry I couldn't make you a hat that fits better, but I hope you like this one.
The hat tipped to the side due to it being too big for Vertin, and she watched as her friend turned to nothing right in front of her eyes. Only their clothes and the top hat on her head remaining.
She didn't have a single picture of them, and with time, she began to forget their face and looks. After this, she bought a camera and began to take pictures of every new friend she made in case they disappeared, so she would never forget about them.
If they were to ever meet again, I think it would be back in the same era. Vertin would be elated to go back to the tailor shop and she would see, in nostalgia, how the same suit she saw back when she was 12 was still there, as if it belonged there.
She walked inside, and there was the tailor, sipping on their tea with a smile before turning to her. They hadn't changed a bit, the era returned them to the same spot they were before.
"Vertin? Is that you? Wow, you have grown so quickly! The suit fits you perfectly, I knew I was right."
And they were met with a hug, Vertin's face covered by the hat pressed against their own suit.
"mm? You're okay? You're a weird one, Vertin. Ah, is that my top hat? It really fits you"
This time, they brought them into the lively suitcase, and they wouldn't disappear like they did all those years ago.
#reverse 1999#I have remembered too little#evil angsty mutual sends me angsty hurt/comfort ask#It would make sense since the foundation wouldn't bend to Vertin's wants#and she began to take pictures of everyone she met like she knew what would happen if she didn't#they was the first person she snuck into the suitcase and the one who taught her to value times and pictures#evil angsty mutual yes that's you#/silly
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parallel lines (canon!aemond x modern!reader)
a/n: i couldn't come up with how aemond ended up in our world, but i didn't want to use standard stuff like the multiverse or idk (you get what i'm trying to say, i am too lazy, basically)
also, this was soooo fun to write please someone request part two
Aemond was not of this world, that was very much visible. His clothes (that suited him very much) completely stood out from the things people normally wore now,his hair was beautiful but unusual, platinum blond, almost reaching his waist, and the sapphire eye that replaced his lost one looked perfect on him.
Long story short, he didn't belong here. His world was of dragons and family dynasties. But, since he was stuck here (for god knows how long) I got to show him the beauty of the modern age.
"What can you even do here? Everything looks the same," he said, thinking of my street and all of the houses. He didn't like that they were built beside each other.
"The beauty of architecture is gone, as far as I can see. You claim to be making a progress and talking about future, but if your society continues to exist like this, it's going to ruin itself."
"Aemond, please don't rain on my parade right now. It's so much fun showing you all the new things in my world since I know everything about yours."
He furrowed his brows, "What parade?"
I smiled for myself. "Nevermind. Do you think Aegon is a nihilist?"
"Your philosophy makes no sense to me. And I think the whole concept of your so-called nihilism is very much stupid. How can you say that you are a nihilist if there is nothing and you believe that nothing really exists? If belief doesn't exist, how can you believeâ"
"Please stop and follow me." My head started to hurt from his many many MANY arguments about everything.
"What is this? You know I already told you I don't like your room. Why do you decorate your walls with these gruesome pictures?"
"It's not gruesome, I already told youâ"
"And why is there a picture of my brother beside your bed? How does it look so realistic? Are you a witch?" he said with wide eye. I didn't explain to him how printer works yet.
"Stop being so dramatic. I wanted to sayâ I already told you I keep photos of my favorite TV shows on my walls. Your brother is there because he's very much my type." Not that I am Team Green. Nyra for the win.
"You want him as a husband?" He asked like it was the most impossible thing someone could say.
"Something like that..." It was different speaking about fictional characters you like with your friends than with said character's BROTHER. I could say the most unhinged things with my best friend but I had to restrain myself in front of him.
Aemond was smart, he quickly grasped the whole concept of the modern era. And he was well read too. So when he told me he was bored, an idea came to me.
"Here," I took his hand and led him to the corner of my room where I kept all my books. The large shelf made him smile. He probably had way bigger library at his home, but this'll do for now.
I was happy that he liked my idea. "Can I?" He gestured towards my books. I nodded, as exited as he was.
"Why are they so colorful?" He frowned. I wasn't sure if there were many romance novels in Westeros. Or fantasy. What even was fantasy to them? Guns and women's rights, probably.
"I have classics too. They aren't so colorful," I picked a couple from the bottom of my shelf. "They could help you understand our world better."
I handed them to Aemond, his gaze hypnotized. He probably read most of the books in Westeros, that they bored him. This was something new, something he hadn't seen before.
"Who is Dorian Gray?" I heard him ask. My smile grew wider.
"He sold his soul to the devil for eternal beauty. But his sins began to show on his portrait, representing his cursed soul."
"I think my mother would've liked this."
"Maybe, but look at this one." I showed him my favorite. Frankenstein. "I think you should just read it and tell me what do you think."
After a couple of hours, a whole season of The Walking Dead, and five diet cokes, he finished reading my favorite book. Then the discussion began.
"So what you are saying is that the Creature's actions are justified because Frankenstein is the real monster?"
"Yes. Exactly. Frankenstein made somethingâSomeone and refused to take responsibility. The Creature wouldn't have done all of that if Victor showed him some love. Like a parent. Murder is obviously wrong, but Frankenstein abandoned the Creature. And it yearned for love. Things would've turned out differently if Frankenstein had been there for his creation."
"I still don't agree. Just because our parents don't give us love doesn't mean we get the right to go around and murder people."
I almost wanted to laugh. "You're the one to talk."
He turned his head, almost breaking his neck, "Excuse me?"
"Oh don't play all nice right now. You killed Luke! And for what?" I said, accusingly.
"It was an accident!"
I think we argued until 4am. We couldn't sleep even then, so I switched genres. It was a bad idea.
"Give me that! You're certainly not reading Penelope Douglas!" I chased him around the kitchen, trying to snatch the book from him. And I mean Punk 57. Not trying to be rude, but reading that made me lose brain cells. And I didn't want to explain to Aemond what a vibrator was.
"You'll become stupid! Stop reading that! Do you wanna be stupid??" I said, running around the kitchen table, trying to get to him. He was reading it while avoiding me.
"Are you calling yourself stupid?" He said with a chuckle.
I groaned in frustration. He was so annoying.
He, fortunately, dropped the book after it's third chapter, saying he didn't get the whole point of high school. I agreed with him.
So I gave him Edgar Allan Poe's collection of short stories while making noodles and cookies. The sun started to rise.
"My classmate said he looks like Hitler."
"Who's Hitler? Another person from your modern era I should admire?"
"Please forget I said anything." I reminded myself to shut up.
It was funny how Poe confused him.
"What is this?" He said after reading The Tell-tale Heart. "Why did he hear the heart beat underâ"
"His own guilt made him insane," I said, frowning while trying the cookie dough. It was too sweet, I loved it.
I could see him concentrate while reading The Black Cat and completely change his face when he switched to Poe's poetry. I knew he would love it.
"I think Alone is my favourite so far."
"Mine too. But everything he wrote just resonates with me, you know?"
"Even the Premature burial?"
"Especially the Premature burial." He gave me a once over after my comment and I went to get the food.
Aemond hated noodles, that was certain. He almost spat them out, claiming to be too spicy. I rolled my eyes at him. They weren't even homemade.
I gave him one cookie and I could see that he liked it, but he found another way he could annoy me.
"How do you keep all of your teeth while eating this? The sugar is going to poison me."
"It's not, trust me." I chewed my cookie. "I think you should start reading Tolstoy next and then switch to Kafka."
#hotd#hotd fanfic#aegon targaryen#daemon targaryen#hotd x reader#aemond targaryen#aemond x reader#aemond imagine#prince aemond#aemond smut#aemond fic
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hi! okayâfirst off? the masterful way in which youâre able to invoke such thoughtful conversations with your storytelling is everything to me. every update of TFA feels like a character study of people weâve all encountered at some point in our lives! itâs beautiful, really.
secondly! with that being said, i wanted to pick your brains a bit about indira! i donât know if youâve ever talked about this before, but regarding our girlâs preference for non-exclusive relationshipsâhow much of it would you attribute to her personality, and how much could be considered a trauma response?
considering all that sheâs been through, given her own experience with an overly (wrongfully) possessive man in her life that overstepped SEVERALLLL boundaries [+ having to witness the aftermath of what elijahâŠripâŠdid to hope] i just always got the vibe that those things collectively made her very wary of wanting a man to ever feel that comfortable with having a âclaimâ to her. which is understandable! but the idea also makes me very sad for her; since so much of her current mindset towards dating seems like more of a trauma response than anything.
like yes! as a 21 year old myself, i get the idea of wanting to be free and wanting to date around! but is indira really dating? or is she just entertaining people to avoid looking deeper at a bigger problem/fear that she has, and isnât willing to overcome at this current point in her life? both things are valid, but i just wanted to hear your take as the storyteller because indira is SUCH an interesting character to me, and iâd love to get a deep-dive on her mindset because i relate toâŠwellâŠalmost all of her story đ and iâve found that my own take on dating has shifted drastically due to my experiences with men in the past. where indira is avoidant but still interested in pursuing SOME form of intimacy/companionship, iâve staunchly sworn off sex and use dating apps as a means to test the waters to âsee if iâm even ready to dateâ ⊠and iâm not. which almost always leads to me getting overstimulated and ghosting after a day or two of light conversation, lol. so this could easily just be me projecting! but either way, iâd love to hear your thoughts!)
Good morning friend! If we aren't taking a deep dive at the human condition, what are we even doing? lol I very much enjoy picking apart our behaviors and why we do the things that we do. Why not put these pixels in Situationsâą and then pick it apart in the replies and asks and sometimes DMs?
About Indira...
She is her mother's child and her wanting to date with no strings attached is part of her personality. Indira is healthy, she's happy, she's wealthy and she's beautiful. Why can't it just be that she has no desire to be anything more than what she wants? If a man sleeps around, we don't question it most times. But as soon as we saw a grown, independent, emotionally stable Dira sleep with two men while telling them exactly what their role was, we decided she was foul and something must be 'wrong'.
I find that fascinating!
Why can't it just be that Indira is having fun and living life? Why can't it just be that she is young, carefree and likes big dicks and big wallets?
Having said that, we have yet to hear from Dira how the experience with Rahul and Ryker may have shaped her as an individual (not just who she sleeps with). We saw bits and pieces about how Elliot's demise impacted her and certainly it wasn't a positive impact. Luckily, Dr. Carter, the family therapist, took turns with each of the Drake children after The Tragedy on the Pierâą. She didn't have to go through it alone and worked hard in theraphy to develop healthy boundaries and work through the trauma.
Needless to say, there is so much more to come with her. We've only caught glimpses because the story has gone in a few different directions since her debut in Tomarang as a brand new young adult. I do hope you stay tuned for what is to come!
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â€ïžHow would you and your person be as a couple?â€ïž
hello everyone â I hope this post finds you well!
Take a moment to breathe for 4 seconds, hold it for 6 and release for 8. Do this as many times you need to renew your mindđ. Now scroll up and pick whichever pile resonates with you the most.
Most importantly, Thank you for reading, following liking and reblogging( u dropped this--đ)
This is just for fun, it doesn't predict any futures, you control your own destiny.take was resonates and leave what doesnt for someone else â€ïž
For the first image I'm getting, on the surface you guys are a calm couple. You guys seem so relaxed in each others energy. That calmness is really the trust you have for each other that people see. Sometimes you both may get frustrated with eachother but you still keep the bigger picture a priority ( ur love and trust for each other ) đ I'm getting your person thinks you are very cute, but not sweet if that makes sense lol Maybe your a bit of a brat haha. But they find that unique and interesting, like adding spice to a dish. Do you tease each other? I think you know them. (There's someone whos sexual frustrated heređ) you may be annoyed by your person at times, but you can't help but feel a gravitational pull towards them bringing you back. Like they do something to annoy you, but then they buy you flowers and you forgive them or you do that to them. I don't think they're annoying you on purpose though. It's just who they kinda are lol but when they eventually feel romantic towards you, it balances itself out. Your relationship is sweet and spicy. Sweet feelings are nice but Maybe you like that spice in your person too đ.
For the second image, I'm seeing you guys when ur deep into the relationship. You're both working hard to make it work. I think for some, you both have a lovely thing going on. your person and you are both putting in similar efforts as a couple.( I think u guys seem pretty normal intimately movies/park dates, hand holding, yknow stuff u see in chick flicks lol) Your relationship is full of learning to trust each other and I feel that u want to definitely make it work. I can't shake the feeling that maybe someone has something on their mind in this pile that might influence this relationship. I'm not getting in a bad way so don't panic đ«Ł. Someone could be going thru a tough time emotionally or mentally and may hide it from the partner. They don't want you to see them like that especially after all the work u guys put into each other (awwđ„Č). Regardless of what it is, you guys will make it thru it and come out stronger and closer. Like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly đŠ
Finally, you guys have been through some tough things but you're in a period of calmness now. I feel so happy. (Such a transition from the last pile) It's giving married old couple â€ïž (even if ur young haha). When there is conflict u guys talk it out and smile after. Maybe u guys will have pets, kids or both. This person also seems like they really are in it for the long haul. They wanna do somethangs with u group 3! Perhaps some of you were taught traditional values and gender roles growing up and that Is a foundation for ur togetherness. Some how in todays society, u guys managed to balance âïž ur values and ur partner's values. Y'all both feel equal and valued regardless. They are patient though and won't rush you. (You/them may lose/exchange your virginity with this person) That's so beautiful đ. I think this relates to traditional values cause someone here feels dominant đ§lol. Like they want to build with you as a equal but if needed they also wanna protect you and shelter you without u having to lift a finger đđ
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My Horny Pervert II
You had a wet dream that night. It had never happened to you before. What included cumming during sleep when it didn't even come close to being horny?
Your cunt will go through a drenched state. You sat up in bed and looked under your stomach. Pajama bottoms leaked from the wetness of your underwear. As if that wasn't enough, the sheets were wet too. So much so that if you didn't remember the dream you had, you would have thought that you might not have missed it inside last night.
You clearly remembered the dream you had.
You were inside a mall and strangely, only you were in there. The place you wanted to go was some kind of spa.
But it was not ordinary spa. The name betrayed the work. âOrgasm Poolâ
You're at the top of the mall. There wasnât a soul around. Run clear through glass walls. You went inside and took off all your clothes. Then, collecting in the pool, you left yourself to the coolness of the water.
What did they mean by "Orgasm Pool"? Was it a place that was built for the pleasure of horny people? Or was it the meeting point of their sex partners?
It was evident in every way that it was set up for sex service.
While enjoying the pool, the water touching your bare skin made it feel as if someone was licking your whole body.
Even if you were underwater, this feeling was enough to wet your pussy. As you closed your eyes and savored the moment, the call of a sensual voice woke you up.
"Are you alone?"
You looked up to see who it was. You saw your classmate Kuro standing in front of you. He smiled at you like a bastard. He had a towel around his waist. His abs looked so sexy you couldn't help but want to touch them.
Who knows how big the dick of a man with such a muscular body was.
While all this was happening in your dream, your sleeping body was feeling everything. Your cunt was soaking wet, your nipples were getting hard, and your clitoris was swelling to an abnormal size. Of course, you were too deeply asleep to be aware of anything.
Kuro dreamed of you naked. You were momentarily embarrassed by her and covered your breasts.
He started walking towards you
âIf you're here, you're a horny whore too. Because this is the haunt of those who want to fuck and be fucked, my beautiful"
Your cheeks turned a redder than wine. You weren't sure if you wanted to, but your body was absolutely sure of it.
Your pussy needed Kuro's dick
"Come on! You want it too. You wouldn't be here if you didn't want to, would you?"
Kuro's hands went to the towel around his waist. He untied the towel and let it slide down his legs.
The moment the towel fell, Kuro's thick and big cock appeared as if it had popped out. It was bigger than he had imagined, and this big thing was going to be inside him soon. The shudder at going inside gave her goosebumps.
âYeah y/n-chan? Aren't you going to say anything?"
He bent down and put his feet in the pool, and then completely submerged. The pool was small. It was made to fit two people.
He soon appeared near you, although the water weighed him down. He grabbed your bare legs underwater and lifted you to level with his hips.
"Say something! What do you want? Huh?â
âKuro-kun! Fuck me!â
There was no way she hadn't heard what Kuro had said. He made fun of you just to hear that from you again
"What did you say? I did not hear. Say it again"
âDo nothing! Just fuck me!â
The corners of Kuro's lips curved upwards. He suddenly wrapped his legs around her waist.
âI've been dying to fuck this sweet cunt anyway. I've been waiting for this moment for a long time. I'm going to fuck you to make you cry honey"
Thick dick filled your cunt. You didn't feel the pain, but Kuro's swift movement inside made you drenched in your sleep.
You woke up just when you were both going to ejaculate and you couldn't understand what was going on.
What the hell was that perverse dream? However, you did not imagine Kuro that way.
Maybe all the dreams and fantasies that Kuro had about you were reflected in your dreams.
You got out of bed and went to the bathroom to change your wet underwear. Disconnected memories from the dream you had in every corner of your mind were coming to life.
You had to admit that you found Kuro handsome and a little sexy. But you didn't care about the size of his dick or his performance in bed.
The man who fucked you so well in your dreams, who knows what he would have done in real life.
We don't know if it's a coincidence, Kuro also saw that his dick was up when he got out of bed this morning.
He grinned looking at his up cock over his boxer.
âOh y/n-chan! How do you manage to get my dick off even when I'm asleep?"
He entered your dream and fucked you in your dream, and you made your dick go away in his sleep.
Maybe your dreams were a sign that you both subconsciously desired each other.
Days had turned into weeks. In your common lesson, your teacher asked you to form groups of two or three, prepare a homework on the topic he was going to give you, and make a presentation in the class.
You weren't very crowded in class. Everyone had grabbed their best friend and only Kuro and you were left.
You had no choice but to partner with each other. So you are matched. You would be working together from now on. This meant an opportunity for Kuro to get closer to you.
A date was set for each group to present and you were the third group to present. This meant you had to complete your homework within two weeks.
Your previous infrequent conversations were becoming more frequent because you had shared homework. Your sincerity was improving. Kuro was being kind to you. Even a little, he was able to suppress his intense sexual desires for you. But of course this would break out somewhere one day.
You came from another city to study at university. You were still at home. Kuro was a native of this place. He has lived here since he was born. After he graduated from university, he left his family's house and went to a house on his own because he wanted to rent a house close to the campus.
You and Kuro were meeting at the school library, cafes, and similar venues while you continued to prepare your homework.
You wanted Kuro to come to the dormitory and work with you, but if he did come, both your roommates would be disturbed by the presence of a man and the dormitory regulations would keep a report about you.
After all, it was not uncommon for a boy to enter a girls' dormitory.
Then one day Kuro invited you to his house. Even with some reservations, you accepted his invitation.
He arranged everything in the house before you came. He also cleaned the dried remnants of the semen he had squirted on his computer screen and keyboard earlier from his computer.
He hid the porn magazines that you could find by chance, even if by accident, in a secret place.
Honestly, since you're the only masturbation material, he hasn't needed a porn magazine or anything else with explicit content. Jerking off pictures of you, lusting after you in his lewd dreams, gave him more pleasure than any hardcore pornstar he'd ever watched.
After making sure that he had finished all the work, he went to the kitchen to make coffee. At that moment the doorbell rang. He looked at who had come through the hole. His heartbeat quickened when he saw you coming. He had goosebumps with excitement.
He opened the door and greeted you with a smile
âWelcome y/n-chanâ
âThank you Kuro-kunâ
You took off your shoes and entered the house.
âWhere are we going?â
âWe can work in my room. We can also go to the kitchen if you want.â
You replied, "Let's go to your room, it's okay"
"Ok. My room is right over there. You go, I'm coming," he pointed to his room with his hand.
When he entered Kuro's room, the intense air freshener inside had invaded his nostrils.
Of course, you didn't know that he was spraying perfume, as the room smelled of semen and sweat every other day.
You were admiring Kuro's room, unaware that his masturbation against you in that room was worth a thousand dollars.
You put your bag down and took out the documents you brought and put them on the desk.
Kuro came in with two mugs, one red and one white.
"How beautiful is your room" you said as soon as you noticed Kuro
"Thanks. I always keep my room tidyâ
"It's obvious" you said laughing
"Come on! Let's finish this job as soon as possible so that we don't have any difficulties later."
"You are right. We only have a few things left to add to our slide anyway. After that, we distribute tasks on the topics that we will talk about in the presentation.â
You sat at Kuro's desk together and worked for hours with coffee.
So much so that, despite drinking coffee, you got so tired and suddenly fell asleep on the table with your head down.
Kuro was stunned to see you asleep.
âHuh? Y/n-chan? Are you asleep?"
It shook you slightly, but you still didn't wake up.
âJeez! How can you sleep even though you drink coffee?
Kuro ran his fingers through his hair and in that instant, like a lightbulb, his lust for you was awakened.
He could barely contain his cock that was trapped in his boxer.
Couldn't help getting up
Since you were in a deep sleep, he could jerk off to your beautiful face.
He rolled up his pants, lowered his boxer a little and pulled his dick out. He started pumping up and down with his hand. If your eyes were open now and you were looking at his huge dick, where would he start to fuck you?
Would he force her to give him a blowjob by putting his dick in her mouth first? Or would he just fuck your wet cunt directly?
He was still deep in dreams. He was pumping himself faster. As soon as she ejaculated, hot semen spilled onto her hands and a few bits of it splashed on your face.
You woke up with a start as soon as you felt something hot touch your face.
Kuro felt that the end was coming. Because you caught him masturbating against you.
It was now revealed. He had nothing left to hide. Your eyes were wide open
Kuro froze in front of you. His hand was still on her dick and he was holding her tight.
âYou pervert!â you said in shock
âWellâŠy/n-chan, sorry IâŠâ
âAren't you ashamed to jerk off to a sleeping person? If you wanted it that bad, you should have woken me up."
Even though you were mad at him, you softened when you saw Kuro's huge dick. A feeling of lust overcame him.
"So what? If you don't have a minute, youâŠâ
Kuro's eyes fell on the stain between his pants. Wetness seeped into his pants
"Yes. I had a wet dream again. Just like a few weeks ago. Looks like I need to live the reality of this dream"
You were really horny and had your wet dream panties soaking wet even during a short nap
Kuro let out a small laugh.
âIt means you're horny in your sleep. Ok! Let me help you. Admittedly, y/n-chan. You've been in my dreams since the first time I saw you. I desire you so much. I want to have sex with you. I've been waiting all this time! Please accept"
You smirked at him
"I agree. Do you have a condom?"
"There is. And too much. What flavor would you like?â
"Hmm, let's think about itâŠI think it's a banana"
âOf course lady! But first I'm going to ask you something"
He picked you up from the chair and placed you in his lap on your exposed dick. You felt its thickness and hardness underneath.
You held onto your shoulders. After Kuro breathed hot on your neck, he started kissing you passionately and passionately. His palms found her hips and gripped them tightly.
Your tongues touched and you kissed for a few minutes. You both explored the inside of each other's mouths with a lustful kiss
Kuro parted his lips from yours and came close to your ear and asked in his warm and sexy voice.
"Is it normal that I want to fuck your pussy?"
Your heart was pounding. Blood rushed almost all over your body. You just wanted your wet cunt to be filled with Kuro's dick
"Yes. I'm very wet. I need you inside me Kuro-kun.â
The opportunity knocks Kuro had been waiting forâŠ
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It will be continue in Part 3
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ATEEZ Park Seonghwa Tarot Reading - Future Spouse
Disclaimer: I do tarot readings for fun, so please read them with a grain of salt. Donât take my words too seriously and just keep an open mind. Tarot is a divination tool that canât predict the future, as every single individual has their own will and makes their own decisions. Tarot should be seen as a guidance and a good friend that just has your best interest and gives you advice when needed. Iâm not putting anyone in my readings on a pedestal nor am I trying to harm anyone. One last side note, Iâm not a native speaker, so please excuse any wrong spellings or poor grammar.
Date of Reading: October 9th 2023
Decks: Ethereal Visions Tarot, Wild Mystic Oracle, Dreamscape Oracle, Romance Angel Oracle, Love Oracle, island time wellness love Oracle, Angel Answers Oracle Cards
Three of Cups, Eight of Swords, XIX The Sun, Seven of Pentacles, Two of Cups, Ace of Pentacles, Knight of Wands, Six of Swords
I see someone whoâs friends with Seonghwa first - friends to lovers trope saying hi
someone whoâs pretty social and very warm and open to others
a very patient soul, whoâs nurturing
they help others heal in some kinda way
and want to protect and defend the ones in need
they have a heart of gold and keep secrets very well
his fs is someone very positive and charismatic
could be âtoo goodâ for this cruel world
like theyâre sometimes too blind to see when people mean to harm them because they always want to see the good in others and they end up getting hurt
I donât see them ever doing something about that tho because theyâre someone whoâs generally pretty often misunderstood and they donât want to make anyone else feel misunderstood
so, theyâd rather get hurt and be wrong afterwards than to potentially hurt someoneâs feelings by misunderstanding their actions or behavior
however, they have to go through those karmic relationships and lessons to become the person theyâre supposed to be
people easily fall in love with them
because theyâre beautiful on the inside and outside as well
I donât really get anything specific about their look except that theyâre stunning and gorgeous
theyâre extremely charming and wonât hesitate to take action and go for what they want
and theyâre the life of any party and could be a night owl
they focus on communities, a social butterfly
but they tend to get lost in their heads
they have a racing mind and tend to overthink at times
but they never lose their playful and happy side
theyâre the ray of sunshine you miss after days of rain, no matter how down they are themself, they make sure to always make their loved ones happy and give them warmth and comfort. Kinda sacrificing themself at times
people really feel uplifted after being around them
they are very devoted in relationships and could be younger than him
overall very loving and caring, just very a sweet person that almost everyone would really like to have around
big daydreamer
could dream more about the love with Seonghwa than actually being physically a part of the relationship in a way?
but Seonghwa doesnât necessarily seem to mind that, theyâre this natural pull towards one another
and they will always make the effort for each other, no matter what
but all this daydreaming could also lead to them often not seeing the bigger picture and missing important points
theyâre physically very healthy and love the materialistic things in life just as much as they love people
Seonghwa seems to be looking for someone successful and finds that in his fs
but his fs will always be kinda harsh on themself
they work a lot and hard but itâs never enough for them
but they work hard to get all the nice and fine things they want in life
however, they always stay grounded. Youâll never catch them bragging or flexing
instead, they kinda want to share their bits with the world as well
theyâre very generous towards others
theyâre hard to break down, and if theyâre on the ground, they will move on with grace like nothing happened
could work in the entertainment industry as well, potentially works in front of a camera
theyâre very good with their words, they know how to properly articulate themself
theyâre very busy, always working on something and sometimes struggle taking time for themself
extremely seductive, and have like a dark mysterious vibe
Iâm getting quite a lot of sexual energy as well
like they have two sides - a joyful light and happy one but also a dark one that only Seonghwa will truly see
because they will truly love each other
Love,
~Nicky đ«§
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Rethinking Taylor Swift's "Lover" Bodysuit
Image from Vogue, shot by Jeff Kravitz
When Taylor Swift began her Era's tour last year in March, it quickly swept the nation. The movie was a hit, she was topping charts, and everyone and their mother was trying to get tickets. One costume in particular from this tour (okay, a lot of them) became a big hit: namely, the "Lover" era bodysuit. Made by Versace, beaded to the nines and sparkly as a disco ball, there's no denying this bodysuit is a beautiful showstopper. But is it the right choice in costume for Taylor and her "Lover" album? Now, take all this with a grain of salt. Taylor Swift is beautiful no matter what she wears, and the costume is undoubtedly gorgeous. However, I think with a little more intentionality and thought towards the album she's performing for, her look for Lover could be an absolute showstopper.
In my personal opinion, the "Lover" bodysuit simply isn't suited to the album it's for, nor does it work as well on Taylor as it should. It's a beautiful costume, but it isn't styled on her at all. Her hair is straight with bangs, and her makeup is a light shimmer look with a red lip- an iconic and gorgeous look for Taylor, but not one that can stand up to how bold the bodysuit is. This combined with the lack of accessory beyond a necklace, and the bodysuit unfortunately drowns Taylor out.
I'll get into why I think the bodysuit doesn't work for the album and the direction I think her team should have taken in a moment, but I first want to focus on how this bodysuit COULD have been made to work if their hearts were really set on it. The bodysuit is bold. It's festival wear, something you might wear for a show out in Vegas. A bold costume needs bold styling. A little hair and makeup goes a long way. Bringing back her windswept curls from her initial Fearless era, using a pinker shade of lipstick and a darker tone of eyeshadow would have done wonders for this look. (Getty Images)
I want to point out again that Taylor's accessories are very minimal for this costume. The boots are a good accessory on their own, and the necklace is nice, but there's a lack of balance: there's nothing on her arms or her ears. (Kevin Mazur via Getty Images)
With a little more accessorizing, this costume would be taken to the next level. Gloves are a fun way to do it, but for the soft romantic vibe of "Lover" and the playfulness of this costume, the way to go is some crystal jewelry. Think big. I've chosen some pieces from Swarovski to compliment the look. Some fun blue earrings, some bracelets to layer, and you can never go wrong with a big ring. (There's a million ways to go for this, of course- these are just examples.)
And there's way to go further with it. A big fur coat, to really play into the vintage romantic feel! Hair gems! Really fun nails! This is a costume that I feel has a lot of wasted potential: While I still don't think it suits "Lover", I think it really could've been an even bigger moment than, admittedly, it already was. I have a different vision for the "Lover" costume, though! Now, I'm no pop star stylist who works with Versace... but I do love to offer my own two cents. First things first, we need to consider the 'vibe.' "Lover" is a soft and romantic album with a little pop playfulness. Think "Cruel Summer" and "Paper Rings". It's fun music, but it's not quite the same vibe as "Lady Gaga in Vegas" as the costume might lead you to believe.
I also want to consider Taylor's general vibe over the years. Her fashion, her music, her marketing- it's very light and airy, and she has an almost vintage feel to her look.
I think there's a way to combine the bold, sexy and playful feel of the Versace bodysuit while fitting the vibe of the album and Taylor's personal look: Go for the old Hollywood look. Silken robes, soft wavy hair, and Taylor's signature red lip. Maybe even a feather boa, if we're really feeling fun!
These are some example pieces I think would make for a fantastic "Lover" look. (They're silk lingerie gowns and robes from Apilat Wedding, a custom wear lingerie and boudoir wear brand.)
I think the flirty and playful lingerie look could work really well for the "Lover" album, especially considering her ever so romantic performance of the song "Lover" with the dancing couples on stage. Pair it with square cut diamond earrings and some sparkly stiletto heels, and you've got a certified Moment on your hands.
I want to reiterate that I think the iconic bodysuit IS a cute look. I just think it could have been styled better, or perhaps used in a context it makes more sense for.
I want to cap this off by pointing out a costume from the Era's tour that I think Taylor's styling team did a fantastic job on: Her brand new "Midnights" bodysuit by Zuhair Murad. (Getty Images)
This is a costume that's well styled, well suited to Taylor, and fits the vibe of the album it's for. "Midnights" has more of a mysterious diva vibe to it than "Lover" does, and this costume embodies that. It's styled well- the fringe jacket is very "Taylor", the bold red lip fits the deep blue of the costume well, and while I still think it could use a little more jewelry without the jacket, the garter and the slight mussed up hair goes a long way in making this look like a cohesive look. Plus, I won't lie, I'm a sucker for a starry motif. <3
What do you think about Taylor's "Lover" era costume? Do you have any thoughts on how you'd style it? Do you think it works as is? If so, why? Reply, send in asks, get discussing! <3 Stay cute, Ky
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