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Doc again again. Trying sth different
#art#s.t.a.l.k.e.r. game#s.t.a.l.k.e.r art#s.t.a.l.k.e.r.#Oh i am still so salty about s2...#i love these games and lore and this character specifically since childhood you don't understand how important it is to me#i want to gnaw on walls
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what if i wrote a “shen yuan transmigrates into a wife” oneshot but the whole premise is based on the song “gone, i’m gone” from hadestown and its overall theme is wanderlust and freedom and it starts out as Shen Yuan settling into life in the palace and trying to avoid harem drama and thinking he can just live with his head down for the rest of his new life, only to be hit with a sudden intense yearning to explore his new world the likes he’s never felt before. What if he was sickly in his last life. What if he spent his entire last life indoors. Trapped between four walls. What if love is not a gilded cage. What if he begins clawing at the walls of his enclosure, desperate to escape because he wants to live, god please let him live. He can’t do this again. What if he spent months preparing for his escape and in that same breath getting the attention of some of the other wives around him because he has changed and it makes them wary. what if he got binghe’s attention as he is wont to do. What if he left. What if Shen Yuan was born with a bottomless pit in his stomach and a gaping maw in his chest. What if he was starving. What if he was starving for the world around him. What if i wrote that. What then
#svsss#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#scum villain#scum villain au#scum villans self saving system#svsss au#luo binghe#luo bingge#its the same wife transmigration plot no.143 but its starry coded#and what if i made it a songfic what then. what if i titled it ‘love is not a gilded cage’#what if there was no system in this au. just shen yuan on his own#and what if i made it part of a oneshot series with each oneshot depicting an adventure shen yuan goes on#he will eventually find his way back to binghe but not before he finds himself first#what if starry went the fuck to bed#what if the wife he ended up as was someone childish or loud or considered naive and then suddenly she’s not bc she’s sy now#and he has no system and he’s alone with no allies and he is STARVING. he is ravenous. he wants to see the world please let him see the wor#world. let him out please please please please#all the wealth within these walls could never buy the thing called love#he cares for binghe greatly. thats his fave character! but he wants out please let him out. you wont even notice he’s gone orpheus#you’ll find another muse somewhere.#luo bingge is a good hunter but shen yuan is a good hider.#i want ning yingying to find sy in the gardens one day and suddenly see her shizun. sy wanted to try doing sqq’s signature move bc it#seemed simple and easy enough and nyy saw him. and she asks him where he learned that. and he panics and lies and says in a dream somewhere#gnaws on the bars of my cage
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no matter how many tattoos I get, I always downplay how annoying the itchy phase is.
an itch you can’t scratch makes you want to gnaw your arm off.
#jon sims you look really rad but i want to scratch all your eyes off#it makes you feel like punching a wall with frustration#gnawing on my bones#i am and will remain very dramatic about this
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his fucking stupid expressive face~🎃
#like what the fuck is this???#he’s honestly the cutest???#and jfc is he not drop dead gorgeous here#like#if i wanted to gnaw on electrical wires before#then now i’m ready to take a claw hammer and start digging in my walls#gggooodddddd#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#frnkiero#mcrmy#frnkie#mcr5#my chemical romance#my chem#ilhsm
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scar tissue
#yeah i will never emotionally recover from this i'm afraid#gnawing on dry walls over here#dounart#loki#loki spoilers#loki season 2#loki fanart#loki series#marvel#he always loses. all he wanted was not to be alone and he lost. yeah.
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#Sir#SIR#AAAH#He wants us dead#CHAN WITH A MULLET OMG IT FITS HIM SO WELL#i love him so much#bang chan#Chan#Channie#Skz#stray kids#chan skz#Kpop#Rawr#gnawing at the bars of my enclosure#gnawing at the walls#Dont let me out#Life is so good indeed#I am unwell#Someone takr me to the hospital#Five minutes and an engagement ring Channie please
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Yummy gamer brain rot! I love the idea of cockwarming Idia while he games. Do you have any more pathetic gamer boy ideas to share?
I always have concepts for Idia hehe!!! :D but which type of Idia would you like to hear about? The one who conditions you to rely on him for everything and anything, who is so gross and disturbed, who has too much power when you combine the degenerate hentai fantasies with big brain science....... or the one who is very bad at interacting with you in social situations, so he stalks from afar and only ever watches you through screens. He keeps putting off kidnapping you because he's anxious (not because he'll be kidnapping you, but because you'll be so close to him and there won't be a screen and anonymity to separate the two of you)......
Although maybe these Idias can be the same. (˘ ˘ ˘) aaaa but I think Idia hits differently when he's in Man of STEM Mode!!!!!! >0< either when he is rambling about the scientific process or about his own hobbies, the passion is always enjoyable!! I think arranged marriage is a fun trope to explore with him because his mother is so sweet and bubbly, and it's more so a case of her shipping you and Idia (lol) and wanting the two of you to be happy together. You visit the Shroud residence for dinner on the occasion when both Mama and Papa Shroud's schedules have opened up and she cannot stop eagerly rambling about how cute you and her precious Idia are, much to Idia's embarrassment!!!! She is his number one supporter; she wants Idia to have his happy end no matter what. :D
She'll always want what's best for her boys, so maybe she turns a slight blind eye if Idia's behaviors are...a little concerning. I think she'd be such a soothing presence if Idia knocks you up (whether you were willing or not in this endeavor). If anyone's going to sympathize, it'll be her, surely! And she does. Kind of. ;;;; she just sits beside you and has you rest your head in her lap if you're feeling up to it, and she shares all kinds of stories from when she was pregnant with her boys all while patting your head and assuring you you'll be a lovely mother. THE CONDITIONING ON THAT LEVEL....... and it would be so unintentional and unconscious on her part because she's just so happy for you and Idia, even if she only knows a small sliver of the story (or perhaps she suspects it), and she doesn't want you to stress yourself out with your own worries. From one mother to another, you'll do great (and it kills you inside because she genuinely means no harm with her cheerful support).
aaaaa the conditioning......... >_< and then of course it's impossible to escape. When everything's so high-tech and there are cameras and robots everywhere and the Island of Woe is so remote and difficult to leave??? That's basically pitting a level one character against a level 100 boss and expecting to come out victorious. You're so trapped but also so loved by the Shrouds. It's overwhelming.
#twisted chit chat#i need to write this yan!idia fic as soon as possible...... clawing at the walls and gnawing on the bars of my cage orz#'heavenize' is definitely on my to-write list because it has lots of dark tropes#i have another yan!idia wip titled 'poison frog parfait' and i want to write it because of the symbolism hehe#and i like the reader's characterization in that plot#she's very sweet and likes poison dart frogs and idia's so obsessed with her ;;;
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#my brain at least five times a day#i will never shut up about the roman roy dog motif i never will#the cycle of logan constantly betraying roman then inviting him back in and betraying and inviting him back in because he knows roman will#be the one to always come back and roman wanting his approval and the scene in the s3 final where he’s trying to do it again and shiv and#kendall are shaking their headsand telling roman not to trust him and roman going against him even though it’s hardI DONT EVEN CARE.#KICK IT JUSTBTO SEE IF IT WOULD COME BACKKKK#tears down curtains and scratches paint off walls and gnaws at furniture legs and screams and cries and foams at the mouth and rips out hai
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i wanna be her wife so fucking much
#suns#gnawing on the walls#god i want her i need her my toes are actually curling im so!!!!!!!#valeria garza
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So... how's everyone liking bdas rn??
#PLS SEND YOUR THOUGHTS THOERIES OR JUST KEY SMASHES BC IM GNAWING AT MY WALLS KICKING MY LEGS AT HOW MUCH I WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!!!!#IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH#katy mumbles#ESPECIALLY THE NEXT CHAPTERS ARE SO AUGHHHHHHH
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I cannot stop frothing at the mouth with how cool your art and lore is! How goes the status of turning it into a game? 👀
Also, you might like the games Where They Cremate the Roadkill, Gingiva, or Middens! All made by the same guy and they remind me of your work 👀👌
oohhh they look interesting, i actually want to check them out thanks! and well.. the status is I am Doing Nothing. bc I am Barely alive rn. Can't tell if I have any plans for the near future but I really want to turn ynstbh into SOMETHING at least
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its 2025 , is the world ready for femme-presenting meph ?? just consider ... meph causing absolute carnage & mayhem as a 13th century deaconness / victorian noblewoman / catholic sister ?? like you just know this man can slay in anything .
#this bad boy can fit so many tropes in it -slaps him like the roof of a car-#he still uses male pronouns in his head but#for the sake of the guise hes prepared to be misgendered#no dysphoria whatsoever just balls to the wall hes ready to gatekeep gaslight girlboss#honestly i have so many verses in my head with fem meph#shaman ver / mixue's verse / some other blond cryptid verse where hes just out in the woods.. vibing. gnawing on bones.#you know the drill.#headcanon tag#i mean in all seriousness i have so much to say about this and there are other parts of meph history i want to elaborate on but.#its okay. have this shitpost instead.#☨ ( * STUDY : THE DEVIL TO PAY . )
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the will to live is found in feral fictional women
#u know when u get hit by the loving women thing. the all encompassing feral feeling in ur soul. shaking and crying. foaming at the mouth#gnawing on the bars of my cage and climbing up the walls and so on and so forth#thank u everyone with feral women ocs u keep me alive and i have crush on her and want her to beat me up#nadine is typing...
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I don’t know if I’ve ever mentioned this before but I think part of the reason why I found Cadaver and Malice so interesting is because of how they sort of reflected each other.
Or more specifically, they were both dependent on Valkyrie, and then had her stripped away. They were both left grasping for something, anything that could keep them grounded. Perhaps in an alternate universe they could have teamed up against Creed. But what really happened is that they went swinging in opposite directions. Malice was picked up and raised by Creed while Cadaver could only watch, and Cadaver became involved with a bunch of dead gods because they managed to fill the giant gap in his soul that Valkyrie left when she became a harpy.
And by the looks of it, they BOTH tried to save her. We know for a fact Cadaver did, and he was probably injured many times over trying to save her. And based on the way that Malice talks about Valkyrie, I wouldn’t be surprised at all if she also put in at least some effort to see if the process could be reversed. To no avail.
They both lost Valkyrie, and they BOTH became awful people because of it, just awful people on opposite sides of the fight. They BOTH lose sight of what they were initially fighting for and are overtaken by their rage and jealousy to such a degree that when Valkyrie times travels to meet them, she is horrified by BOTH of them. And they both fight each other for her trust and help, only for her ACTUAL trust and affection to be given towards the harpy version of herself.
And the reason I’m talking about this is because it’s probably going to be relevant in phase 3. It’s clear that Skulduggery needs her for emotional regulation and loves her more than anything, and it’s clear that Winter being constantly overshadowed by Valkyrie has caused her to become borderline obsessed with her sister and how she compares to her. So much of both of their lives revolve around Valkyrie, and as a result they are also in each other’s peripheral vision. Not relevant to each other’s lives, but there in the background.
It’s pretty clear that Winter will try to kill Valkyrie at some point. It’s pretty clear that Skulduggery will never let that happen. And I think that Cadaver and Malice will be absolutely ROLLING to see these two develop a hatred for each other that mirrors their own, most notably in the way that it revolves around Valkyrie. Because SO MUCH revolves around Valkyrie, and that is something that Skulduggery loves and Winter hates about her.
And there is no way that this story could ever possibly go wrong for any of them.
#chat can you tell I’m a little insane about these three#I NEED more winter and skulduggery interactions#also I want more cadaver content. I love him a lot#am I being coherent with this ramble? it’s late and I’m tired#anyways chat they’re so doomed#skulduggery pleasant#sometimes I think about how their arc is probably going to reflect that of malice and cadaver and harpy val#and I feel the need to gnaw on something#i am once again skulduggeryposting#valkyrie cain#I’m too tired to pull something more concise and/or coherent out of my brain rn#banging my head against the wall#I’m probably so annoying. I’m not gonna stop though
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My Lazytown obsession is getting out of hand it's getting stronger with each passing day it's not even a joke anymore-
#i want to scream i want to gnaw on the walls i want to-#my brain is going brrrrrrrr#lazytown#shitpost#random
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god let me find the time to finish that kaisagi fic i started a few days ago because i think about it CONSTANTLY
#ITS SO GOOD THE KAISER CHARACTERIZATION IS ON POINT AND THE WRITING IS SOOO??#IT DOES SUCH A GOOD JOB AT DISSECTING HIS TRAUMA AND COPING MECHANISMS IM SCRATCHING AND GNAWING THE WALLS AUGHHH#my only gripe is that the isagi characterization is a littleee off just bc i think everyone underestimates just how much he hates kaiser#but then again how are you going to write a story between two people that refuse to talk to each other#so i forgive it#plus it actually contains soo much gold for kainess even if it is just platonic#most kaisagi stans tend to mischaracterize ness or demonize him for getting in the way of their ship#and as a multishipper that loves kaisagi and kainess this makes me very sad#but it's nice that in this fic the author is rooting for ness to stand up for himself and assert himself while still showing care for kaise#its so so good its 50k words long with only 3 chapters#and im only on the beginning of chapter 2#i wish i could read it rn but its so hard to find my place in the super long chapters that i want to find the time to read it in one sittin
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