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Wow i haven't cried & screamed that much in a loong time.
#馃憤#selfharm is my recurring problem sadly#sigh#but this time mom noticed me hitting myself and in the end we have:#1 broken mug; a mess in the kitchen in general; a very shaken me and a lot lot of tears#i want to forget this ever happened#also i need to be held like a little kitten and also need someone to be with me and hug me a little so that i can cry#and also i need to listen to 'rises the moon' but mom is still in a bad mood EVEN THO WE TALKED AND BOTH CALMED DOWN?? OK. and im scared#vent
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My wife was bookish and slender, pale from spending most of her time in dimly lit research libraries, her glasses large and thick for similar reasons. Her obsession with history and ancient cultures knew no bounds, only second to her obsession with the human body, specifically the female body. Seriously, I've never met anyone more fascinated with boobs and butts. Even the messiest of frat boys would get flustered and stammer "W-woah, hey, uh, that's k-kind of, um..." I always told her that I thought her curves were perfect; her B cups fit nicely in my hands and her butt looked great in tight pants, even if it wasn't the biggest. But that wasn't good enough for her. I could always tell when she was horny because I'd be flooded with thirst traps of women, not to trap me or trick me, just to show me the kinds of extremes that she was obsessed with. Jealous of. Desired deeply and desperately.
When I took her to Greece for our anniversary, she had already picked out a temple she wanted to visit. She talked my ear off the whole flight, nearly 11 hours, about the kinds of artifacts and statues they found there, the borderline lewd artwork on the walls, having to remind her from time to time that we weren't the only people on the flight. She was just excited and that enthusiasm was very charming. She talked extensively about the various fertility rites and how our trip coincided with a ritual they'd perform in the spring. The eagerness in her eyes when she talked about wanting to be the first person to perform that ritual there in thousands of years... How could I say no?
Well, it's possible that those ancient folks knew more than we give them credit for. Even before we left the temple, her "authentic" dress was struggling to contain her impressive assets, her breasts doubling in size and her hips stretching wider. The armrests on the flight back proved to be a tighter squeeze than expected, her ass lifting her into the air an extra few inches. When we hit a patch of turbulence, her fingernails dug into the armrests, biting her lip and leaning to whisper in my ear "I can feel them growing!" When we got back home, we attempted a fashion show with some of her old clothes, her panties not even fitting around her thickened thighs and the cups of her bras barely fitting around one of her tits, let alone both. I had never seen her more aroused and, a day or two later, we finally collapsed, exhausted and sweaty and a little dehydrated, our hips aching. I can only hope that whatever goddess blessed her, us, is pleased with the results. We definitely are.
#breast expansion#breast growth#ass expansion#ass growth#breast envy#breast obsession#fertility goddess#nerds who grow huge#Dont forget what happened to the woman who suddenly got the curves she always wanted#she fucked her husband half to death#i mean uh#she lived happily ever after
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Incorrect, the fact that Biden has dropped out and a candidate with history of supporting medicare for all and being more receptive to a ceasefire in the I/P conflict has made me go from "I cannot morally support the Democratic nominee" to "I am voting for the Democratic nominee despite the fact she isn't perfect in every respect." I'm really happy this played out. The Dems for the most part abandoned the old Obama platform and it feels like its possible an actual progressive agenda could come to pass in my lifetime.
Kamala 2024!
If you weren't going to vote Democratic in this election before Biden dropped out you're a dorkass loser who does not care about any of the issues you're yammering about here and also a fundamentally bad person, and I hope you get run over by a bus.
But you got one thing right in all of this gibberish, Kamala 2024.
#personal#answered#anonymous#i mean let's be clear here no president is gonna attempt to be progressive ever again within my lifetime#because joe biden tried to do like 25% of that and got ZERO fucking credit#he did so much on healthcare on reform on loans on so many social issues and for all his litany of failings on i/p#he has been distinctly harsher on netanyahu than a good chunk of dems and certainly the entire republican party#for the first time since i was four we are not involved in any wars as americans and that is thanks to joe biden#but the thing is that he gets no credit for any of it!#him pulling out of afghanistan caused his approvals to tank in a way that never recovered#and leftists gave him FUCK ALL for it#they gave him nothing they just continued whining that even tho he cancelled a bajillion in student loans#he didn't actually cancel a QUADRILLION dollars so both parties are the same and voting is the most arduous task known to man#no democrat who is running is going to forget that catering to leftist/progressive policies gets them zero leeway with those supporters#that it not only tanks numbers but you still get constant haranguing about it anyway#so they're not gonna do it#we are gonna get fuckall for at least a good fifty years#and anything we get will be utterly in SPITE of people like you anon it will happen in spite of everything you've done#mostly because of people like me and mine who understand that voting is the bare minimum#and that for the democratic process to work the way you want it to you need to participate and not pitch a fucking fit#like a four year old who was told they can't go to disney this weekend#like i know you ratfuckers are happy this played out because this is all a game to you and you don't actually care#but that's why i've got zero faith in you people and why i'm glad it's my kind of folks#actual die hard democrats who have always been hardliners for supporting democrats in every possible election#who are picking up the slack and donating to harris and supporting her agenda#which is the exact same as biden's because she's his vice president and they share they same platform#because that's what they were both running on! twice!#anyway fuck you please feel free to find a necktie and test how tall your doorframe is
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Anger
#do you ever think about loop missing their party. missing what they had. having to watch what could've happened to them#they can only hate how Siffrin got what they yearned for. they're mad at siffrin for something they did. they know that but hate thinking#they're the cause for their own issues. huh!#pushing away & making the party hate them because they don't want to get close to copies & forget their real friends#do you ever#i had this dialogue idea and decided to sketch it up. it's not perfect because I'd probably trash it otherwise#my art#post canon#isat#isat siffrin#isat loop#in stars and time game#in stars and time siffrin#in stars and time loop#in stars and time spoilers#in stars and time#siffrin isat#isat au#sifloop#kinda. they're fucked up still
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Isn't it fun how everyone saw what terrified them most, but Nya's was so "unbelievable" that she broke out instantly? She was shown the one thing that was supposed to terrify her, make her spiral. But of course it wasn't real. It's Jay. If there's one thing she never once doubted, its that Jay is absolutely smitten, so of course he'd never forget her. What a silly thing to think, to be afraid of. She went through so damn much for this boy, and him for her, and we know how she is. Wouldn't it be petrifying if all that work, all that emotional turmoil, that clawing for love, could be forgotten just like that? Its quite a feat, really, that she can finally be confident in knowing such a fear is irrational.
It was easy to break free from such a place. It was only ever meant to scare her, and she has nothing to be afraid of. Right?
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#lego ninjago#lego ninjago dragons rising#nya#ninjago nya#jay walker#ninjago jay#text post#dragons rising s2#oh its going to be horrific when they find jay i want it SO BAD#nya is going to spiral. she is going to hit a new mental health low#HERES THE BEST PART#isnt it horrifying. when the only other person who remembers a time that never existed#a time when wishes should never have come true#forgets all of it? there were only two of you in the entire world who remembered that timeline#you could say nothing ot anyone else. but you could speak to them. could share it all#when the nightmares came and shaking from memories. there was someone to know and comfort#and now its all gone. its all forgotten. theres nothing. its only you. just you.#no one will ever know what happened to you#wouldnt that fck you up every which way to sunday. when the nightmares exist only to you#if theres only you to ever whisper about pirates. did it even happen? can you prove it?#nya is going to crumple into DUST. no happiness for any of them
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Joining the train so if this gets 100 notes by the end of jan I鈥檒l start correcting my parents when they misgender me despite me coming out to them and them saying they already know instead of just saying nothing and nodding my head
#I keep wanting to say#but I never do#but my mum said to remind her when she forgets so#also#if this doesn鈥檛 happen ignore this ever happened#nonbinary
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individual stills of miguel Scampering on all fours and showing off his more distinct individual movement style (that he has because of his spider-man's Similar-but-still-distinctly-Weird-and-unique powers as compared to the more-graceful Others) so that i don't have 2 keep rewinding the clip(s) to see it. im REALLY excited to see him scuttling and skittering all over the place in the film just like he does in the comics-- and, like, seriously, Miguel Specifically being just. made Massive for some reason in his atsv design will never NOT be funny to me hes SO freakin Bouncy why did they Do That.
don't be Weird on my post or i'll kill you for real
#talking tag#atsv#across the spiderverse#spider-man 2099#spiderman 2099#miguel o'hara#the question is rhetorical btw i am not actually asking that in earnest.#i Already Know the reason why.#many different combined factors that came together to simultaneously make one of his Best designs and ALSO make My Life hell.#but. sigh. anyways. it's really genuinely been bringing me a lot of joy to see this kind of loving attention to detail. yknow.#god. mig never Gets That yknow?? christ. forget abt the stupid Freaks for a second. hes a c-lister. an alternate costume in a game. a Cameo.#a side character who gets a couple lines of dialogue At Best and then his entire universe is rebooted nine zillion times Again and hes gone.#and marvel only ever brings him back to choke the life out of whatevers left#so.. Yeah. that he is going to feature so prominently in atsv IS actually kinda a big deal to me! i KNOW it'll never happen again!#i dont believe in posting while Angry which is why i聽have not been making as many Original Posts lately but. just. god.#im not like Actually A Danger 2 anyone im just hyperbolizing out of Frustration but#oh my FOD#there r some ppl on this site that i just want 2 kill with my teeth while screaming the whole while like a howler monkey. lordt.
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christ on a bike this one beat me up. i cant draw the ocean but i hope the background reminds you of it anyway
#gego#goge#satosugu#sugusato#geto suguru#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#suguru geto#hidden inventory arc#doing that thing where i stare at it until i hate it#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#this is the first full piece i think ive posted on here actually?#unless im forgetting something#hmmm...#my art#artists on tumblr#illustration#i played our life: beginning and always and i started thinking about this specific lighting style i wanted to try#so here it is#GOJO UR GETTING SUNBURNED PUT ON SUNSCREEN!! OH GOD HE CANT HEAR ME HES GOT AIRPODS IN#stsg#riko is elsewhere frolicking and she still is to this day. amen#and nothing bad ever happened#art#digital art#jjk fanart#fanart
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I will admit, aside from the whole emotional arc for the polymance, I can't help but have thoughts about.. some other things as well.
nsft below the cut, minors dni
First of all, this fic has been on my mind, no surprise there, I suppose, haha! It's so good!
Apart from that, I'm also thinking about N's exhibitionists tendencies and how pleased they are after, for example, the b3 sexy scene outside. They revel in seeing what they can do to their LI and from there, it's only a small step to thinking about how they might also enjoy someone else seeing how they can unravel their LI.
That led to a WIP:
"You're beautiful like this," Nate whispers into her ear, one arm across her body to hold her to his chest. "Flustered and wanting and wet." The words are followed by a kiss at the hinge of her jaw, and his fingers tease a nipple, sending sparks straight to her core.
It's only when she meets Adam's gaze, wide-eyed and burning, that she realises what Nate is doing: he's showing her off.
(...)
Nate's voice is hoarse and breathless when he says, "Let him see you come."
#serenwrites#yael x nate x adam#scheduling this for later so that i will forget about it and won't delete it before posting#there's a significant chance the fic won't get posted if it's ever finished#since that's what happens with most of my smut#but i wanted to at least share this idea with you all#because i think you'll understand#the way these three have been consuming my brain over the past few days is kind of embarrassing tbh#nsft
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bug fables mod 'Blue Wings And Pronouns' that just changes Leif's pronouns
#I know I've thought about this before but I forget if I've posted about it. and I randomly felt like wanting to do it again lately#wouldn't really even be that difficult I'd just have to reteach myself the parts of it#and figure out a good gender neutral aunt/uncle equivalent#also I have no idea how to like. post that kind of thing. if that were ever to happen#an aquila original#bug fables
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are there voiceclaims you have in mind for your characters? would you ever make a video about it?
honestly i need to revisit the doc i made for them a long time ago. a lot of the characters i didnt find a perfect fit for anyway, but i DO have some that i still think are good matches and did contribute to some varying degrees of inspiration for writing the characters
Coralclaw - Cassandra from Dragon Age: Inquisition (was a really big inspiration for some previous renditions of Coral, but the current version we know is fairly removed personality wise. The voice still fits decently tho) Crowstar - Mallory from Archer Honeypaw - Alphonse from Fullmetal Alchemist
Now the guys who are pretty heavily inspired by the character I picked for their voice Fallenscar - Alistair from Dragon Age: Origins Petalsong - Veronica from Fallout New Vegas Whisperleaf - Arcade from Fallout New Vegas Fallensnow - Joshua Graham from Fallout New Vegas (joshua's story is much much more like firespots, and has inspired some of firespots' monologue, but the voice is just... so fallensnow. and so not firespots. they get to share him c: )
#asks#a problem i have with voice claims is that everytime i think about it#i suddenly forget literally every thing ive seen and every game ive ever played#i have a love for dragon age and fallout and so i tried really hard to not pick just from those games but listen here. ......#i dont have a defense prepared just trust me tho#i know its insane i dont have a voice picked for my two central characters but it happens#i had fish down for maka from soul eater but i wanted to explore more before choosing that one
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more adhd jason grace or die by my sword
#jason grace#heroes of olympus#pjo#riordanverse#is he a strong leader. yes. is he the most forgetful man you ever met. also yes#could he kill you with a lightning strike. yes. does he often get lost in his activity du jour and forget to sleep. ALSO YES#stuff#also side note - more dyslexic jason specifically struggling at chb#where everything is labeled in ancient greek for the greek demigods' ease of comprehension#this is a fic waiting to happen but like#jason being completely lost with every sign around camp because his latin wired brain can't read that shit#he doesnt say anything because he's like 'im the guest here i should just learn ancient greek'#easier said than done his brain Rebels against learning it he tries but none of it seems to stick#until someone notices how jason will just blank-stare the sign posted on the armory door that says 'closed for cleaning'#and it's written in english too but that doesn't help jason he's almost as bad at reading in english as he is in ancient greek#so he DEFINITELY cant read the smaller print that says 'do not enter under threat of being eaten by cleaning harpies'#and our man just walks right in and almost gets eaten lmao#and then nico or someone is like. hmm. has anyone considered that this roman dyslexic demigod just cant fucking read ancient greek lmao#cue a campwide project to add latin to all the signs#these tags are a runaway train i just want more adhd dyslexic jason grace that's all
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cressida's storyline was genuinely shameful tbhhh it's like they started rewriting it in the first half of the season then completely forgot about the changes they'd made to make it fit the book plot and it just ends up making everyone else look bad馃槓 every character in the second half got a "penelope did nothing wrong" lobotomy so we ended up with eloise completely ignoring cressida being sold off to an horrible man (when she made every effort to support her in the first half of the season) and for some reason resenting her for pretending to be lady whistledown? Then they somehow frame her ignoring colin's offensively bad pleas as it being her turning away from redemption when all she's trying to do is escape being trapped in the country with her likely abusive aunt... and it ends with her meeting her horrible fate and it still being framed as tragic only to immediately juxtapose it with the bridgerton family winning the idgaf war while gleefully seeing off francesca and her future dead husband. The bridgertons were the villains of the season frfr
#bridgerton#almost as bad as marina's plot in season one. every horrible decision in this show revolves around penelope meeting no consequences ever#this is not an anti post or anything idc about the fandom ill forget about this show tomorrow but i need to get this off my chest#they had to give penelope a fairy tale ending WHICH IS FINE but they somehow did it by surgically removing everyone's personality#INCLUDING HERS#benedict's bi storyline was bad also im sorry. paul literally has like 4 lines of dialogue and he was really cool#i love tilley but she should have been cut馃槶 if they wanted to establish he was bi (given we know theyre not genderbending sophie)#they should have made the whole subplot about him being attracted to a man instead of a 5 minute footnote in the last episode#i liked francesca and her husband whose name idr but it felt like they were framing it as him not being her 'great love'#considering what happens to him i fjnd it childish and meanspirited soul mates aren't real and he deserves a lttl respect considering.. lmao#what else. the dialogues were horrible. especially the ones between penelope and colin in the second part im sorry#they need to fire the make up and hair department. every reference to queen charlotte felt like a wahh pls watch my show ad#i miss anthony they should change the books to make him the villain of every season bb please come back to ruin your sibilings relationships#portia and philippa were peak as always. violet deserves her own season. we need to put eloise out of her misery pls leave her in scotland#rant overrr#publishing it on my sideblog actually i feel like im gonna lose followers just for having watched this show lmaoo
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BASIL!!!!! 馃巶馃帀馃惞馃帄馃崟
i could not decide on a background color so here鈥檚 some alts + a basil closeup :3
#YIPPEE!!!!!#FINSIHED THE DRAWING with an hour and a half to spare!!!!!#it鈥檚 nothing much#totally didn鈥檛 completely forget i wanted to draw something all day until like an hour ago#Anton鈥檚 wearing borrower basil鈥檚 sweater cuz he鈥檚 silly like that and Basil鈥檚 favorite color is ourple#just realized i won鈥檛 get to celebrate basil鈥檚 birthday next year though :(#four more years guys#they look so goofy i love them#silly creatures#nothing bad ever happens to them#my art#basil oc#anton oc#tllr art#the last lab rat#g/t art#giant/tiny art#giant/tiny#g/t
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i still can't really have a conversation in french but i can read the french dictionary and i can translate 18th-century treatises on mollusks from french. that should count for something.
#-me to me after totally wiping out in conversation class#whatever!! i'm in conversation class to get better at conversation not because i'm already good at it!#<-repeating this to myself ten times a day#some of my classmates however. now those SOBs can converse. can they ever. you wouldn't believe#the conversations these assholes are having in front of me and trying to engage me in#such as 'where do you live?' and 'what do you do for exercise?'#and then i'm also supposed to think of questions to ask them. unfortunately when this happens i can't think of a single question#that has ever been posed in the history of human interaction#'do you like...uhhh...[sweating and eyes darting around] calendars?'#except i forget the word for calendar and say a made-up word#(this exact scenario has not occurred but in the broad strokes it is accurate and in the particulars it is only a matter of time)#every time someone asks me a question i want to say 'thanks for your question! you can expect a response in 2-3 business days.'#for some reason this is frowned upon however.#french
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DONT DO THIS TO ME! I CAN BARELY HANDLE ONE AU!!
#asks#beetle saga#hate it here HATE IT HERE#I JUST WANTED TO MAKE A SHITPOST NOT AN AU LMASODIDFMKS#anyways im off to bed o7#cant wait to wake up and forget that this ever happened <3#me with more than one au to draw? no thats wild#unspeakable#forsaken and forbidden
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