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I'm dying ough
#ax speaks#vent#i want to be special again#i want kisses and hugs and flowers#i want to receive what i give#i want to be enough#i hope they're okay#i can't stop thinking about it#i want them to be okay#even without me#even if it hurts#i had something special for our anniversary#god i cant stop thinking about it
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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking
#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire#'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem#the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted#also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out#so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my#notifs page cleanish lol#also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3#secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because#of investors bankrolling everything#and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest#however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point#once again. so many murder dollars#so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction#anyways . love yall 💕#origibberish#bigger gibbers
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so this summer i am nannying a 5 year old who loves miraculous ladybug (my dream) & every day she asks if we can play ladybug and chat noir at the park. these are some comics based on our various games<3
#usually she is ladybug. and i’m hawkmoth#adrien is sometimes a random object or we just pretend he’s there#or sometimes i’m adrien#one time we played where she was ladybug and she betrayed me(adrien) and gave both our miraculous to hawkmoth#and i just collapsed to my knees crying from the betrayal#i’m really super normal about it.#anyway i love my job it’s great#ml#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#my art#ladybug#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#it’s so funny bc i can tell by now which episodes she’s watched bc she’ll want to act them out#usually she wants to act out dark cupid#which is a banger episode. so good#or the paris special#again. banger.
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At least Matpat lives on in the FNAF universe
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#matpat#game theory#mike schmidt#abby schmidt#ness fnaf#freddy fazzbears pizza#freddy fazbear#fnaf#fnaf movie#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#I wasn’t planning on drawing a YouTuber again for awhile#but this was a special occasion#I can’t believe Matpat never solved fnaf#he lives on in the fnaf universe though as Ness#Mike wants to argue with him so bad but can’t disprove him either#Abby understood all of it BAHA#she’d keep up with the theories that guy lays down#Tysm Matpat for all your crazy theories 💚
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Another pokemon twst assignments
#the joke here is that floyd is an underlying genius that he accidentally caught a legendary pokemon without knowing anything about it#he just wanted to beat the big guy up; he got 6 pokemons bcs of this; and he also got the special red gyarados#i imagine kalim get legendary & water pokemons in his family by money or connections; but they warm up to him quickly that they stays with#the legendary pokemon represents the tiger jasmine had; all the first three pokemon represents the sun kalim is#and of course how hot his hometown is; volcarona is the only thing protecting kalim from jamil if he ever tried to be funny again fshdsh#slowking bcs kalim is “slowking”; honestly i arrange the pokemons out of color harmony more than anything else#twst#twisted wonderland#pokemon#crossover#jamil viper#jade leech#floyd leech#kalim al asim#deuce spade#fanart#mega banette#eelektrik#mareanie#whimsicott#kyogre#volcarona#quagsire
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The ache will go away, eventually.
That was what the Professor told them, the day they got back. When they tumbled from the wardrobe in a heap of tangled limbs, and found that the world had been torn from under their feet with all the kindness of a serpent.
They picked themselves off of the floorboards with smiles plastered on child faces, and sat with the Professor in his study drinking cup after cup of tea.
But the smiles were fake. The tea was like ash on their tongues. And when they went to bed that night, none of them could sleep in beds that were too foreign, in bodies that had not been their own for years. Instead they grouped into one room and sat on the floor and whispered, late into the night.
When morning came, Mrs. Macready discovered the four of them asleep in Peter and Edmund’s bedroom, tangled in a heap of pillows and blankets with their arms looped across one another. They woke a few moments after her entry and seemed confused, lost even, staring around the room with pale faces, eyes raking over each framed painting on the wall and across every bit of furniture as if it was foreign to them. “Come to breakfast,” Mrs. Macready said as she turned to go, but inside she wondered.
For the children’s faces had held the same sadness that she saw sometimes in the Professor’s. A yearning, a shock, a numbness, as if their very hearts had been ripped from their chests.
At breakfast Lucy sat huddled between her brothers, wrapped in a shawl that was much too big for her as she warmed her hands around a mug of hot chocolate. Edmund fidgeted in his seat and kept reaching up to his hair as if to feel for something that was no longer there. Susan pushed her food idly around on her plate with her fork and hummed a strange melody under her breath. And Peter folded his hands beneath his chin and stared at the wall with eyes that seemed much too old for his face.
It chilled Mrs. Macready to see their silence, their strangeness, when only yesterday they had been running all over the house, pounding through the halls, shouting and laughing in the bedrooms. It was as if something, something terrible and mysterious and lengthy, had occurred yesterday, but surely that could not be.
She remarked upon it to the Professor, but he only smiled sadly at her and shook his head. “They’ll be all right,” he said, but she wasn’t so sure.
They seemed so lost.
Lucy disappeared into one of the rooms later that day, a room that Mrs. Macready knew was bare save for an old wardrobe of the professor’s. She couldn’t imagine what the child would want to go in there for, but children were strange and perhaps she was just playing some game. When Lucy came out again a few minutes later, sobbing and stumbling back down the hall with her hair askew, Mrs. Macready tried to console her, but Lucy found no comfort in her arms. “It wasn’t there,” she kept saying, inconsolable, and wouldn’t stop crying until her siblings came and gathered her in their arms and said in soothing voices, “Perhaps we’ll go back someday, Lu.”
Go back where, Mrs. Macready wondered? She stepped into the room Lucy had been in later on in the evening and looked around, but there was nothing but dust and an empty space where coats used to hang in the wardrobe. The children must have taken them recently and forgotten to return them, not that it really mattered. They were so old and musty and the Professor had probably forgotten them long ago. But what could have made the child cry so? Try as she might, Mrs. Macready could find no answer, and she left the room dissatisfied and covered in dust.
Lucy and Edmund and Peter and Susan took tea in the Professor’s room again that night, and the next, and the next, and the next. They slept in Peter and Edmund’s room, then Susan and Lucy’s, then Peter and Edmund’s again and so on, swapping every night till Mrs. Macready wondered how they could possibly get any sleep. The floor couldn’t be comfortable, but it was where she found them, morning after morning.
Each morning they looked sadder than before, and breakfast was silent. Each afternoon Lucy went into the room with the wardrobe, carrying a little lion figurine Edmund had carved her, and came out crying a little while later. And then one day she didn’t, and went wandering in the woods and fields around the Professor’s house instead. She came back with grassy fingers and a scratch on one cheek and a crown of flowers on her head, but she seemed content. Happy, even. Mrs. Macready heard her singing to herself in a language she’d never heard before as Lucy skipped past her in the hall, leaving flower petals on the floor in her wake. Mrs. Macready couldn’t bring herself to tell the child to pick them up, and instead just left them where they were.
More days and nights went by. One day it was Peter who went into the room with the wardrobe, bringing with him an old cloak of the Professor’s, and he was gone for quite a while. Thirty or forty minutes, Mrs. Macready would guess. When he came out, his shoulders were straighter and his chin lifted higher, but tears were dried upon his cheeks and his eyes were frightening. Noble and fierce, like the eyes of a king. The cloak still hung about his shoulders and made him seem almost like an adult.
Peter never went into the wardrobe room again, but Susan did, a few weeks later. She took a dried flower crown inside with her and sat in there at least an hour, and when she came out her hair was so elaborately braided that Mrs. Macready wondered where on earth she had learned it. The flower crown was perched atop her head as she went back down the hall, and she walked so gracefully that she seemed to be floating on the air itself. In spite of her red eyes, she smiled, and seemed content to wander the mansion afterwards, reading or sketching or making delicate jewelry out of little pebbles and dried flowers Lucy brought her from the woods.
More weeks went by. The children still took tea in the Professor’s study on occasion, but not as often as before. Lucy now went on her daily walks outdoors, and sometimes Peter or Susan, or both of them at once, accompanied her. Edmund stayed upstairs for the most part, reading or writing, keeping quiet and looking paler and sadder by the day.
Finally he, too, went into the wardrobe room.
He stayed for hours, hours upon hours. He took nothing in save for a wooden sword he had carved from a stick Lucy brought him from outside, and he didn’t come out again. The shadows lengthened across the hall and the sun sank lower in the sky and finally Mrs. Macready made herself speak quietly to Peter as the boy came out of the Professor’s study. “Your brother has been gone for hours,” she told him crisply, but she was privately alarmed, because Peter’s face shifted into panic and he disappeared upstairs without a word.
Mrs. Macready followed him silently after around thirty minutes and pressed an ear to the door of the wardrobe room. Voices drifted from beyond. Edmund’s and Peter’s, yes, but she could also hear the soft tones of Lucy and Susan.
“Why did he send us back?” Edmund was saying. It sounded as if he had been crying.
Mrs. Macready couldn’t catch the answer, but when the siblings trickled out of the room an hour later, Edmund’s wooden sword was missing, and the flower crown Susan had been wearing lately was gone, and Peter no longer had his old cloak, and Lucy wasn’t carrying her lion figurine, and the four of them had clasped hands and sad, but smiling, faces.
Mrs. Macready slipped into the room once they were gone and opened the wardrobe, and there at the bottom were the sword and the crown and the cloak and the lion. An offering of sorts, almost, or perhaps just items left there for future use, for whenever they next went into the wardrobe room.
But they never did, and one day they were gone for good, off home, and the mansion was silent again. And it had been a long time since that morning that Mrs. Macready had found them all piled together in one bedroom, but ever since then they hadn’t quite been children, and she wanted to know why.
She climbed the steps again to the floor of the house where the old wardrobe was, and then went into the room and crossed the floor to the opposite wall.
When she pulled the wardrobe door open, the four items the Pevensie children had left inside of it were missing.
And just for a moment, it seemed to her that a cool gust of air brushed her face, coming from the darkness beyond where the missing coats used to hang.
#oh also I want to clarify just in case - the 'offerings' left by the pevensies aren't meant to be anything weird#they're just little mementos that were special to them that they left there in case the wardrobe ever opened again#so whoever was on the other side could find them and maybe it would be somebody they'd known and loved during their time in narnia#i do have someone in mind who found the items but I'll leave whoever it is up to you :)#i just thought it would be nice for them to have a way of saying goodbye to the narnia they knew/creatures they loved during the golden age#sort of a way to let go of it and also leave something behind as a memory#narnia#tcon#the chronicles of narnia#lucy pevensie#peter pevensie#susan pevensie#edmund pevensie#mrs macready#digory kirke#the lion the witch and the wardrobe#cs lewis#ramblings from the void
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Plan was to draw them all full body like Kori but I'm tired sorry
Kori - @xmajordumps - been eating your aus up i love toxicity
Noor - @runningwithscizzorz - i love the divorce and your artstyle <3
Amyntas - @oneofthosenightbees - i love the outfits and the yuri and the cannibalism
The Lamb - @aveloka-draws - Paisa me gusta tu au un montón me lo quiero comer
Lambert - @bamsara - your fic gave me worms i love it its like you put crack on it or smth
#i hate you tumblr why do you kill the quality of the stuff i post#i want to do more but again im tired#cult of the lamb fanart#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl#my art#i just love the thought people put on their aus#and the outfits specially if theres any#personally i like to spin the characters around in my head like theyre dolls#and make them kiss ocasionally
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i want one too
#for a prompt about characters providing a public service unrelated to their main job/hunter specialization#i think melody hugs would be an extremely valuable public service. they could fix me for sure#hunter x hunter#hxh#melody hxh#senritsu#gon freecss killua zoldyck leorio paladiknight kurapika#(^combined tag for search purposes bc i don't want to tag them all individually lol)#sorry for spamming up the melody tags with silly stuff again 🙏
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I DONT FOLLOW THIS FANDON WJAY HAPPENED
our butler(/guide to being an agent/best friend who bakes us special cookies and helps us run our cafe and encourages us no matter what because he loves our dad us) got sucked into a DREAMWORLD and had his spirits CRUSHED and he turned into a CRYSTALLY CHAMELEON MONSTER and we had to go through a spiritual journey and talk to the spirit of our DAD so we could POWER OF FRIENDSHIP him back!!!! (and some other stuff happened but what matters is that LEON WAS OKAY)
now he has a different-colored eye and a gentlemanly little face tattoo and...maybe other secrets that we'll find out later?!
#art#ride kamens#ride kamens spoilers#ride kamens episode 14 spoilers#tongue#sorry i gotta get all this out before twst eats my brain again tomorrow#look i like the other characters a lot but leon is our special little guy#he acts all cheerful and silly and he does funny little voices and takes care of us and wants us to grow into our role#but secretly he also has a big guilty complex because he feels like he should have been able to save our dad and oh no wait#OH NO I HAVE A VERY SPECIFIC CHARACTER TYPE#oh my god i bet lilia also ate a rock once
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kaycee "off the wall"
#sorry for posting something literally only i would care about on a special day. it will happen again#inscryption#p03#kaycee hobbes#over the garden wall#otgw#my art#fanart#werewolf#i have soo many ideas for otgw au.. if anyone Does want more let me know#maybe luke will even be there because he would actually be useful as a narrative foil#maybe.#happy weew
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Something something how Frankie's hair matches Donnie's jacket and how Donnie's hair matches Frankie's jacket. They're both always together even if no one realises it because they've become so important to each other that they subconsciously choose things to wear or have around them that reminds each of them of their brother. How that makes the death at the end even more tragic because they're finally apart, but Frankie still has the jacket to remind him of Donnie, so he'll always be there but never again physically, something something.
#shoot from the hip#sfth#I had this thought when I rewatched the special again right after it ended and have been wanting to put it somewhere#or have others share the same sadness I had when I realised this /hj#I was going to put it up on the discord but felt better to have it up here instead#I might still actually put it up on the discord in a bit though
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KILLER‼️‼️‼️💥
MY FAVOURITE BURNT TEARS LEAKING GREMLIN EEHEHE 💛💛💛
extra:
little context: killer was left alone on his birthday, so Nightmare had Error bring him to the anti void to meet his new friends. :)
they wanted to give Killer those kitties in particular to give him familiar company while they… deal with some things. :)
#mitsusart#my comics#undertale au#art#undertale#sans undertale#undertale fandom#utmv#killer sans#killer!sans#soemthing new au#KILLER’S BIRTHDAY#WOOOOOOO#nightmare sans#dust sans#horror sans#sans au#sans#undertale multiverse#damn it i forgot cross again FUCK#i mean#no#I DIDNT#he’s just#uhm#walking the fish#idk what this comic is ngl. i hope you guys enjoy it anyway 💀#you guys will never know the pain of making this#but it’s fine i wanted to do something special for everyone’s favourite mole rat :)#anyways goodnight 💀✌️
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Seeing double on my 2000s girl
#originally I was gonna make them both scene but I wanted to draw og ashley w her usual swag since both are so dear to me#ashley graham#resident evil 4#resident evil 4 remake#re4og#resident evil fanart#not a fan of the face on the right it doesn’t rlly look like how I usually draw her and I can’t figure out why but my hands suddenly#got rlly bad again after a whole year and I cant grip the pen rn to fix it more b4 posting but she’s still so adorable#my sweet sweet everything she’s sooooo special. top 10 gooby woobies
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:) i certainly have no issue dressing in drag :)
^guy who has no issue dressing in drag btw
glenn said that dennis' drag name is victoria von hemen btw
(Source)
#glenn howerton#guy who should get to dress in drag#im just. ill never be over the fact that glenn wrote Two episodes in season 3 that involve dennis doing drag#i know he doesn't really want to write for the show but there's something so special abt how early sunny was an actor's sandbox#esp hearing glenn talk abt how den is like. an outlet for him and a way to play around with shit he would never do for one reason or anothe#my point being that i think its been a while since he was able to utilize dennis again in that way#but 16 was a definite change. especially with dtamhd it feels like dennis is becoming more glenn again. like he was in the early days#theres a pretty good stretch of the show once it got into the double digits that feels like den was. co-opted.#but like i wonder how it feels to explore sexuality and gender via your character#it must be similar to doing that through fandom and OCs but there's a whole other layer to it here#esp when its not Just being presented as comedic as it was in past seasons. like dennis is Actually queer and this is a normal plot point#its not the punchline like den's femininity often is its literally just part of what makes him able to help mac and dee#id argue we've gotten this in the form of. dennis doing dee's makeup and shit. but#anyway. glenn. now that you have two of your former writing assistants in that writers room i hope you get to do drag again 💀#its been 16 years. show us the new and improved victoria.#i honestly can't imagine pitching something like that to a room of people Without some sort of comedic twist but#man.#ada speaks#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#rcg#i won't ever forget the way he lit up talking abt queer dennis jhksvfjhksvdfgjhkds#love u king...... i hope you get something in s17 that you Certainly Don't Mind
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oh yeah...
HE'S DONE!!! and dripped in G O L D .;+*
"Brunt FCA" art doll, Dec. 2024
#never want to think about this little fella again haha#he's a little rough but he's still special#artdoll#art doll#ds9#jeffrey combs#Christmas lookin ass#the bead-work alone i worked on for like 5 hours straight#brunt#brunt fca
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fairly certain i never posted these here hi everyone look at my favorite things ever
#my art#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#funtime freddy#bonbon fnaf#digital art#bluesky really liked this and then i never posted there again LMFAO#i keep forgetting literally tumblr is the only social media i post on consistently#it’s just more fun here idk :/#it’s easier to find one random person who wants to scream at me (positively)#and that’s special to me LOL#feel free to draw these designs WITH. CREDIT. PLEASE#and also like don't use them for your own AUs n stuff sorry LOL#if you wanna just draw them that's cool but these are my designs for them and i wanna keep them mine </3
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