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today's motto was movie characters and i actually got recognised by a teacher :D however a couple other teachers who asked told me that i was missing the hair which. i guess lmao
#i went as the dude from the big lebowski#jogging trousers a white shirt crocs and a too large bathing gown were my outift and you know what#it was so so so comfy#a biscuit's rambles#but GOSH i had another new teacher today and two times outing myself in two days is just too much#i can and i will do it#i want to be fully out and if i have a new teacher im gonna tell them right away#but jesus it always leaves me exhausted and shaking for a solid couple minutes
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Hi! I'm the anom who asked for the autistic reader and I loved your writing! So may I request the same THH characters but with a reader who's try to be the sunshine in their lives (example: help Chihiro to be himself), but is secretly depressed and hide It from them cause reader doesn't want to seem fragile?
Sorry If Is complex XD thx!
i have limited free time so i know im probably never gonna complete (another) request(s) today. also i discovered i have no idea how to write for hifumi and yasuhiro, so i'm gonna blacklist them and replace them with mukuro. felt like this request seemed like a good prompt for nagito and also i feel like i could replace ishimaru's one with komaeda's as an apology.
sorry if you wanted the girls too, i'll get on them as soon as i finish my work- i didn't have enough time to write for them. i'll write for ishimaru, too. sorry for missing a lot of characters!
p.s thanks guys for your support !! i appreciate it sm <33
that's a long title 😨
the tags are such a PAIN
~ mod sitaya
THH CHARACTERS W/ AN S/O WHO IS THEIR SUNSHINE BUT IS SECRETLY DEPRESSED
BYAKUYA TOGAMI
"damnit s/o, why didn't you tell me earlier? you know i wouldn't judge you."
money = happiness to him, so he wouldn't fully understand your pain. he'll still support you though, if you need anything he'll send one of his workers to get it for you.
i mean if you were gone, yeah, he'd definitely be upset, so whenever he couldn't understand, he'll just imagine how he'll be like if you died or something.
he'll hire a personal therapist for you, unless you want him to be your therapist... which trust me, he is not good at.
bro can't even comfort anyone without making them cry more.
since he can't comfort someone psychologically, he'll comfort them physically, though he'll only show displays of affection at home or when you guys are alone, n e v e r in public.
honestly at this point, he won't give a shit if you stain his rich people clothes with your tears, he can buy the same new clothes again.
he's not that desperate, but can you imagine byakuya singing his s/o a lullaby?
not really, but he'll tuck you into bed himself personally if you fall asleep while sobbing your eyes out.
if you don't, he'll ask if you wanna fly out of japan for awhile, on his rich people private jet.
it's the least he could do to repay you for helping him during his dark times.
MAKOTO NAEGI
"s/o. how could you hide this from me? did you think i was going to criticize you...?"
he wouldn't ask the million questions running through his head first, he'd hold you first.
you come before anything.
he'll hold you for as long as you'd like, letting you cry in his shoulder while he rubs your back and pats your head.
since you helped him show the others he isn't an 'omega male' and also chased everyone who bullied him away, he'll return the favor.
he'll tell the teacher that you weren't feeling well and needed some time to rest in your room.
also he'll bring you your homework so you don't have to get it yourself and do tons of paperwork at once after coming back.
you don't need a therapist, you have naegi tell them as your therapist.
he'll listen to you go on for the entire day, and if you need to break down, you can jump into his arms and break down, using his shirt as a handkerchief.
MONDO OOWADA
"damnit... who did this s/o?!"
honestly he might just break down too.
but then he'll tell himself he's gotta be a man, with balls in front of his s/o.
he'll put his coat around you and hug you, telling you that it's alright and you can let everything out.
you can take that in any way.
he feels really guilty whenever he has to leave you for training or a competition.
but he'll always come back with a gift and your favorite takeout.
if you ever wanna cuddle, go find him. he'll be more than happy to have a reason to hold you.
daily compliments whenever you two meet up.
CHIHIRO FUJISAKI
"s/o, it's okay. you're not hopeless, you're filled with hope, you still have so much more potential,"
he'll offer to accompany you to do some activities to keep your mind distracted and also to cheer you up.
something maybe like styling your hair and making it look ridiculous by putting tons of bright, glittery accessories on your hair.
he'd ask if sharing his own insecurities would help, maybe just so you know he has other countless insecurities than just him fearing showing the others he's a guy.
if making your hair look worse than junko's didn't cheer you up, chihiro would make up some stupid games like hop like a bunny into mondo's room or sing one of sayaka's songs outside makoto's room while he's showering.
speaking of sayaka's songs, he'll blast all her upbeat pop songs in the room and you two can dance your heart out.
LEON KUWATA
"i figured. now come here i'm gonna cuddle your sadness away!"
leon would definitely try to remain positive
the only good side would be that he could skip his daily weekday baseball training, since y'know he likes hates baseball.
but no, really, he'd have NO idea on how to comfort someone properly.
he'd ask what he could do to make you feel better.
as well as bring you out to get ice cream.
while you guys are out you may or may not encounter celestia's cat wandering around aimlessly... and bring it back to leon's room.
obviously you guys return her, maybe style her a little, watch leon get scratched by her and so on.
overall at least you recovered quickly and now everyone can see you smile again <3
BONUS ;; NAGITO KOMAEDA
NAGITO KOMAEDA
"oh s/o. you didn't have to hide it from me, hopeless trash like me don't have the right to judge hopeful people like you,"
well now it was his turn to have his clothes stained with tears.
countless outfits of yours have been stained with his tears, because whenever you'd return late (which was always) he'd think you left him or something, and the closest thing he has to you are your clothes.
he's clingy.
and he'll become clingier.
everywhere you go he'll follow you like a lost puppy.
lost puppy literally. he won't just follow you, he'll beg for your attention.
anyway... back to you, once you even mention you were upset he'd pull you into a tight hug.
imagine how long that tight hug would be with depressed.
verrrrrry verrry long.
he'd wish he didn't have to let go of you.
and he wouldn't. you'd have to literally wait for him to fall asleep just to work your way out his arms.
he'll shower you in compliments and bless you with encouragements.
if you wanted he could ask gundham for a cat or dog or something, or he'd blackmail gundham just to "borrow" the four dark devas of destruction for like 10 minutes before giving them back even though nagito would lie and say they'd forever be gone.
you want, he buy. literally, you just have to say "i want this" and you'll have it.
no more despair only hope.
IM SORRY ITS MISSING SO MANY CHARACTERS ANON 😭
#byakuya togami x reader#byakuya x reader#togami x reader#makoto naegi x reader#makoto x reader#ishimaru x reader#mondo owada x reader#mondo x reader#chihiro fujisaki x reader#chihiro x reader#leon kuwata x reader#kuwata x reader#nagito komaeda x reader#nagito x reader#komaeda x reader
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Im the same anon who asked for kinda like komi ask LOL but i wanna ask this time for a s/o who acts like the "dominant" one in the relationship?? LIKE they're usually the more affectionate one, more giddy?? Like a golden retriever m stuff they act tough and sometimes tease jin-woo and flirt but if jin-woo flirts back they just start to malfunction for the whole day www
Golden Retriever S/O
⚠️: Suggestive content
As soft touches gently pressed to his shoulder, Jin-Woo opened his eyes. He eyes didn’t even fully adjust to the sunlight as he placed his hand on your head, pausing his movements.
“Sarang, what is it?”
Your eyes twinkled as you nuzzled your head further into his hand.
“You have to go to Jin-Ah’s school today at 11, remember? I was waiting for you to wake up but you looked like you were gonna sleep in so I thought I would wake you.”
Jin-Woo spared a careful glance at the clock that flashed a bright 10:14 at him before jolting up.
“Crap! I forgot it was today. Thank you, love.”
You barely got a kiss to the forehead as Jin-Woo sped past you to the bathroom, that left you blushing by the door. Thankfully, you recovered quickly and figured you would head to the kitchen to get a head start on breakfast.
Although by the time Jin-Woo would be attending Jin-Ah’s school, lunch would be more suitable. After much deliberation you settled on something faster to eat but still filling. You heard the shower start as you turned on the stove and by the time you had finished packing the food, Jin-Woo rushed out in his usual black attire and smothered your face in kisses before he shadow transferred.
You quietly stared at the spot Jin-Woo once stood .
“… You forgot your lunch.”
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Jin-Woo sighed in relief when he looked at clock and realized he was early. He made his way to Jin-Ah’s teacher’s office and took a seat, happy his heartbeat was able to rest since he had first woken up. He was a bit regretful though as he could have spared a few more moments with you instead of missing you but as much as he could stop time he couldn’t slow it.
He looked at his watch and calculated the time depending on what the meeting was about he could be out in 1-
“Sung Jin-Woo!”
His heart elevated at both the sound of you voice and use of his name. He quickly got up from the chair in an attempt to make him seem more aware of what he may have done.
“Yes, Sarang?”
He noted that your beautiful eyes held a playful undertone in them as you approached him.
“Don’t ‘sarang’ me. I spent time and effort on your lunch this morning and you didn’t even acknowledge it so from now on don’t you even think about leaving with on your own. I won’t provide for you if you do so.”
Although he knew you were joking he wasn’t completely oblivious to the incredulous looks some teachers and parents were giving him.
But before he could even get a word in to clear up the situation, you spoke up once again.
“This isn’t the end of this. Just wait til you come back home, I’ll deal with you then.”
And with that you spun on your heel and left, leaving Jin-Woo completely exposed to the side eyes and whispering of the adults around him.
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You were innocently giggling to yourself at the new skit a comedy channel had brought on as Jin-Woo walked through the door. Before you could get up and drown him in affection he spoke:
“Sarang, can we talk?”
You gave him a nod, a bit confused.
“Of course.”
Jin-Woo took a seat next to you as you turned off the tv. He then outstretched his arms towards you.
“Can you come here?”
Again you nodded and made your way onto his lap, your back against his chest. Before you could ask anything his hands slipped under your shirt, one wrapping itself around your waist, bringing you closer, and the trailing high enough to make you blush.
“You know I never want to discredit anything you do for me right, Y/n-ah?”
You hesitantly nodded, stuttering in your movements a bit as Jin-Woo’s hands started to fondle.
“And you know I never want you to feel under appreciated right?”
You couldn’t even respond in any way as you feel soft nibbles on your earlobe and the higher hand start pinching.
“But it seems like I failed to do that this time around so…”
Now you were pressed onto the couch, completely sure your face was hotter than the surface of the sun and a near predatory Jin-Woo on top of you.
“Let me make it up to you.”
A/N: So many drafts… so many rewrites… and the minors… anyways I’m sorry this is late ( ◕‿‿◕ )
#solo leveling#solo leveling x reader#sung jin woo#sung jinwoo#sung jin woo x reader#sung jinwoo x reader#sung jin woo imagines
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Any Jeff hcs?? (Your art is absolutely amazing)
i make him evil. ok jk but also im serious. im mostly just gonna cover his backstory in my au, rather than his current part in it.
cw for brief mentions of animal abuse, bullying, the usual. AGAIN THIS IS FOR MY AU !! also tysm :3..
liu is about 4-6 years older than jeff. they lived somewhere in the midwest until jeff was about 10.
they were both raised by incredibly good parents and had a very strong support system, always visiting their grandparents, big christmas every year, parents always go to open house/parent-teacher conferences, etc. tried getting their kids into sports, would go to every game, literally just the stereotypical great parent. not even a secret "ooo behind closed doors they r actually abusive...!" thing theyre literally just good.
jeff was always a bit more on the aggressive side, something they especially noticed when he was 5 and could not be left alone with a single fucking pet. he'd yank at and shake anything small enough to pick up, and punch and kick anything too big to pick up. every family pet was scared of him.
even at school, he was a bully - it started as typical grade school shit, putting gum in girls hairs, stealing peoples belongings, pushing kids off the play structures. he targeted girls especially. he's been warned, suspended, expelled - but his dad got a job offer in the east coast that they couldnt really ignore
he was 12 when he started harassing a girl, following her around the playground, calling her a slut, yanking her hair, spitting on her, etc - and eventually, her brother and his friends stepped in.
thiiis is where i wanted to put randy and his friends in. theyre older kids, around 14 and still more on the mean side, but they didn't just randomly target jeff for fun bc he's "the new kid". just like jeff harassed that girl, they began harassing him - but of course with the strength of 3 teenage boys, rather than an 12 yr old. liu would interfere when he could, but he was still a student and began working his first job by this point.
jeff got into physical fights with them for weeks, but he was quick to turn it into something bloody and brought a pocket knife. this time the fight occurred in front of jeffs house, when his parents were at work, and liu ended up running out to make them cut it out. he tried to grab the knife out of jeffs hands, he tried to stop his brother, but jeff was serious about what he wanted - and he wanted to fucking stab randy
so he did, right in the stomach. it was nothing fatal.
liu took the fall, being 16 and terrified of what could happen to jeff if he landed himself in juvenile hall - the other 3 boys were content with this, knowing it meant jeff really didn't have anyone to defend him by this point. thinking it would fuck with jeff even more . . BUT JEFFS A LITTLE SHIT he doesnt fucking careee . something about "i never asked him to take the blame that shits on him" or whatnot.
but obv once randy recovered fully it got worse. it went from schoolyard level harassment to borderline stalking, robbing him, holding him down so randy could fucking stomp on him, so on and so forth.
and eventually the bleach happened, and the fire happened, and it didn't really have anything special or involve a birthday party or whatever . it was just another insane fucking attack on jeff, although randy and them didn't exactly expect the fire to spread so fucking quickly - they just splashed some gas at his feet, threw a match, though it would scare him and maybe fuck up his pants. really did NOT think that shit through
jeff recovered in the hospital, and the trio decided to leave him alone. they were little shits who took it too far, but they werent trying to do all that. jeff didnt snitch, he didnt want them to get put away . he wanted to keep going, obviously
things settled down for a while. jeff was waiting and waiting and waiting. his parents were mortified, they rarely spoke to him now. required family dinners at the dining table turned to just his parents eating together, liu in juvie and jeff in his room. jeff began getting violent towards his parents as well, especially his mom - he started spiraling after the fire, especially since the trio weren't bothering him anymore and it was driving him nuts. he would do freaky shit, showing up at their houses now, shattering their windows, killing their pets. they'd come and beat his ass, and he'd do it again. nobody wanted to get their parents involved by this point, they all did too much shit - but jeff was getting UNBEARABLE
jeff eventually was around 15 or so, liu was out of juvie and 19 and in community college bc he couldnt get into any of the universities he was dreaming about.
liu wasnt nice to jeff anymore. he wasn't "hardened" by his experience in juvie or anything, but whatever he saw in jeff was NOT his little brother anymore - if jeff spoke to him, he'd ignore him. if jeff got too close, he'd shove him off. if jeff slapped their mother, liu would punch him.
liu thinks it was bound to happen. he misses his little brother, even when he was a mean little kid - but he always knew there was something realy, really fucking wrong with jeff, and when he woke up to jeff on top of him, stabbing into him , he knew it was inevitable.
liu survived, the only one in his family to do so. he wondered what he could've done to stop it, especially as other kids began showing up in the news. he wonders if he shouldve just let jeff go to juvie. he's kinda shocked at the fucked up ass police sketches that pop up, he didn't really remember seeing that damn smile when jeff was on him
jeff continues fucking shit up and is a piece of shit all around
this is already pretty long so if anyone wants a less "backstory" version of headcanons and more current stuff just lmk ;3
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My discount grocery store just got new self checkouts, and the old customers are SO against them it makes me laugh. They are convinced that they're gonna mess up so bad, but these are by far the easiest self checks I've used. The interface is so user friendly and it walks you through every step so we barely have to step in for assistance.
My customers love me (not to toot my own horn but im pretty good at pretending to like people) so I somehow have convinced a bunch of these old people to use them, and some even turned to other older customers and said it was super easy! So we're getting them on board.
We still get people being super rude saying that we "need to hire more cashiers not put these in" well too late Susan. They're in and they're not giving us cashier hours. Or people say they'll cut our hours. Actually no, im on forums with other employees of this chain and no ones hours have been cut noticeably. The difference between our store chain and others is that we are all cross trained for every task, so we're still working. We can just finally get everything fully stocked and we're not constantly getting called up to ring. And customers have noticed that. And we can keep everything cleaner too.
I love coming back at the people who say our hours are gonna get cut bc of them. No honey were just able to do other things.
A few people also said im a good teacher with the self checks and it made me feel super happy bc thats what I want to do for a career! I want to teach high school! So it means a lot whenever someone says that.
So while some people are just bitches about SCOs, its gone over mostly well. Just fuck the people who flat out refuse to use them. You're rhe reason shits not getting done today.
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I’ll remember for you…
fem!reader x bakugo x Kirishima
WARNING! Mentions of mental health. Spoilers to the end of the manga. You all succeeded the war. But at a greater cost. Will Kirishima and bakugo be able to move on with your now “special” new life?
The war had ended but with a huge cost for all. Lives were lost, buildings were destroyed and some received permanent damage. Deku became quirkless bakugo had a few permanent scars. And you….received the most life changing disability of all. Your mind….yes you had permanent head injury from your battle. And the worst part is you may never fully recover. When you awoke, you cried like a two year old who just wanted their mommy. And when the doctors and nurses finally calmed you down after a few days you started to remember things little by little. You remembered your friends, your teacher, your family but you couldn’t remember yours days at U.A. everything you studied you don’t even remember the battle you all had together. Bakugo and Kirishima were not notified of this as they were still healing as well.
But as soon as they were discharged, they came to you. They wanted to know why you’re still there. The only ones that knew was deku,Momo, tenya, and Todoroki. They tried stopping bakugo from going in. “The fuck are you guys doing? Move!” Momo finally spoke up “bakugo…you need to listen….she’s….she’s not….” Bakugo cocked an eyebrow. Deku interrupted “before you go in…there’s something you need to know about her…” bakugo at this point didn’t want to listen anymore he barged in and saw you sitting up on the bed playing with clay. He saw bandages wrapped around your head but not covering your hair. He saw you smiling seemingly enjoying what you are doing. And for a moment nothing seemed wrong. But something was off so he stayed alert. “Hey baby…how are you feeling?” You looked up smiling at him. “I’m good Katsuki! I made a bear out of clay!” Katsuki was confused why you seemed so excited like nothing else mattered. You didn’t even seem relieved that he was ok and well. So he sat down next to you and rubbed your back “babe…look at me for a sec…are you ok? Does your injuries hurt?” You looked around for a bit until you finally spoke up “I mean it hurts just a little bit…but the doctor says I’ll have jello soon!” Bakugo was now concerned “why are you talking like that?” he grabs your face to look at him “hey! Hey…..look at me babe….i need you to look at me…tell me what happened, something’s wrong…” but you looked like you were about to cry. Bakugo was making you nervous and trembling “you’re hurting my face Katsuki….” Bakugo looked deep into your eyes and that’s when it clicked. He stepped back a bit from you.
And then, he left the room for a moment and ran to deku and shook him “Izuku!!!!! What happened to her!??!! How bad is her injuries?!!?tell me!!!!!!” Deku looked down as he was tearing to bakugo “kacchan….im sorry…..it’s cognitive impairment….she was hurt so bad…..she was unconscious for days and when she finally woke up she couldn’t remember certain things…it’s as if she can’t even remember our days at the U.A. she remembers us but only bits and pieces. She may never recover from this…I’m sorry….” Bakugo showing signs of intense anger and confusion “what are you getting at? She’s gonna stay acting like a 7 year old? A vegetable? Hell no!!! She’ll recover!!! She will!!! She…..” another pair of footsteps reached the hallway. “Hey man…What’s wrong? Why are you crying?” Kirishima came with a bouquet of flowers. Bakugo knew who those were for and his heart broke down…knowing damn well telling Kirishima the news wasn’t going to be easy. “Eijiro………….(y/n)….she’s…her injury…..” bakugo trembled as his words didn’t give him much strength to talk to Kirishima about the situation. But Kirishima being manly put his hand on bakugo’s shoulder to reassure him. “Whatever it is let’s be there for her….ok?” Bakugo didn’t say a word and nodded. They both walked back in to see you as you were still playing with clay. You smiled at Kirishima “Eijiro! You came!” At first Eijiro didn’t see anything wrong but as he continued to talk to you he realized why bakugo had a hard time telling him about your symptoms. Kirishima was now nervous but continued to talk to you gently “(y/n)? Do you remember the sports festival? When we use to play in the snow? Or when me and Katsuki took you to your first school dance? You were so beautiful that day….” You smiled at him “you think I’m beautiful?” He smiled at your question with tears in his eyes “yes…I think you’re very beautiful….i want you to always remember that….” He hugged you close to his chest like he was cradling a baby in his arms. You giggled as he held you “your too strong Eijiro…”bakugo laid his head down your back with tears streaming down his eyes.
He was still in denial of what is happening but he saw you were happy. And maybe…just maybe…at that very moment…that’s all that mattered. Because in your own way you still remembered them. Bakugo whispered to Kirishima “you know…she may never recover from this…she may never remember all the things we did together..” Kirishima listened to bakugo and sniffed his nose while still holding you “I know…and that’s ok…I’ll remember for the both of us….” He cupped your face with his big hands and stared deep into your eyes “(y/n)….let me kiss you…” you stared at him this time smiling less “ok…..” once you gave him consent, he kissed you passionately, after his kiss bakugo kissed you next. The kiss kept going back and forth as they kept pouring affection for you letting you know you were loved. “I love you….” Kirishima said smiling tearfully at you. “I love you too Eijiro!” Bakugo spoke up “hey…I love you baby….” You smiled at bakugo as well “I love you too Katsuki!!!!” He smirked seeing you still said his name. As the week past it was time for you to go home. The doctor had made suggestions for your mental health and how it can approve daily. You were no longer a pro hero as you were now disabled. You however still graduated with your classmates given a special award for your heroic work and bravery.
After high school you stayed with your parents for a bit for treatment until Kirishima and bakugo was able to convince them about their love for you. They asked for precision for you to live with the both of them. After a few pleas (and maybe some bribery from bakugo) they accepted. You act as a house wife in their new apartment as you loved to cook and clean during the day. Bakugo was at first worried you were putting too much pressure on yourself but saw you were enjoying it. Kirishima believed it was good to keep you active during the day. Kirishima tried to make the best of it as he loved seeing you act as a housewife. Bakugo was starting to love it too but did miss you going on missions together. And ask for your quirk….well it seemed you forgot you had one to begin with. Because of this it was unclear if you would ever learn to use it again. You enjoyed sleeping with them both but you really enjoyed sleeping with bakugo as he became more protective over you as you both slept. Playing with your hair as you slept. Feeling the permanent scar to your head. Hearing you moan in stress when you feel him touch it in your sleep. And he would stop when you were in pain. But you always got up in a good mood in the morning. You even got up early with Kirishima to make breakfast. At times you’d ask him to do it just to let him sleep more. Since they would be gone all day while you stayed home. During the days when they were working you started sculpting clay. And when they came home they loved seeing your artwork. For awhile everything seemed peaceful.
8 years later a 25 year old izuku was coming out from working and decided to visit you. He saw you walking with a black hair little girl in hand and a blond baby boy in the stroller. He saw you were about to step out. “(Y/n)! Hey!” He waved cheerfully. You stopped in your tracks and waved at him. The little girl gripping your hand hid hear face as she was shy. But the baby in the stroller smiled cheerfully. Izuku leaned down to see the two children. “Awe it’s nice to meet you again little Hatsuko Chan!” Hatsuko blushed as she had a little crush on izuku. He smiled warmly then looked at the blond infant. “Hideo! You’re getting so big!” Izuku pulled out his finger for hideo to grab. And the baby made cooing sounds. You smiled at them warmly. “So what brings you here midoriya?” He stood up after getting his finger back. “Just wanted to see how you were doing. Also kacchan asked me to.” You sighed feeling Katsuki still didn’t trust you on your own. But overtime you adjusted to your new life style. Sadly you didn’t remember your quirk but your children showed signs of their powers early on. Which were similar to yours. You were just happy they had quirks of their own. “Well we were just going for a walk and I promised Hatsuko that I would stop for ice cream.” Izuku scratched his head. “Oh! Well I wouldn’t want you to stop your plans! You guys have fun! And I’ll see you around!” You waved goodbye as you and the children headed on your way. As you reached the ice cream shop you sat down and ate together. Hatsuko eating her ice cream cone on her own and you sharing a plain sundae with hideo with a spoon in his mouth. While eating you looked outside and saw pro hero red riot stoping a villain and many citizens cheering him on. Hatsuko looked out the window and yelled “Daddy!” You shushed your daughter and whispered “no suko Chan! That’s red riot….you only call him daddy when he’s not in his costume. Ok?” She nodded realizing what she had said “ok mommy..” but then she saw a pro hero yelling at new anchors “give me space god damnit!” She smiled and yelled “Daddy!” You once again had to correct her for using the word during their pro hero time. “No honey…that’s Dynamight…daddy is not out of his costume yet..” Hatsuko covered her mouth “oops sorry mommy…” as you both watched from outside red riot smiled as he saw you and the children. He blushed while grinning immensely at you. Bakugo also saw you as well and was now concerned. But he had to get away from the news reporters. Eijiro followed.
When they got to a secluded dark alley. Eijiro spoke up “hey…what’s up? You looked tensed back there…” bakugo huffed “well not counting the reporters giving me no space whatsoever, I saw (y/n) with the kids why is she out on her own!? I told izuku to take her out if she needed assistance!” Kirishima rubbed his head “I know you did but….” Bakugo cocked an eyebrow “huh? Whaddya mean but?” Kirishima looked up nervously “she wanted to take the kids out all on her own…so I called midoriya at the last minute after you did and told him to just check up on her but to leave afterwards” this very much upset him greatly “Eijiro……shes not ready…” bakugo grips his fist in a fit of anger. “I know man but….” “Shut up!! If you really knew that,then why did you let her!? I….im still worried about how she has to live. I mean… she can’t remember her quirk or how we all use to fight crime together. I worry…alright? I worry she’ll get hurt. It’s been 8 years now I just want her to get better..” Eijiro placed his hand on Katsuki shoulder. “She’ll never fully recover man, we just have to accept it. But honestly Katsuki, she’s doing great. We have to give her just a little independence, and we see she clearly has done things for herself. She tells me sometimes she’s scared when we go to work. Because she’s afraid will never come home. She knows the line of work we do. And yet we go anyway. So let’s give her that same hope she gave us. And don’t worry…I put a tracker on her in case she ever goes missing.” Bakugo’s face was less hardened after he heard about the tracker. “Tch! Admit it… you still worry about her too dumbass…” Kirishima rolled his eyes “well yeah….anyways let’s go….i want to get back to our wife and kids..” bakugo smirked and agreed. They both headed off wanting to come home to you ready to shower you with more hugs and kisses.
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oc deep dive questions!
Tyyy for the tag @kaleido-scope-lady <3 i loved learning more about Ophelia<3 Gonna go for Muro/Celia bc im predictable. questions at the bottom for ppl to copy if they want to do this!
What common/uncommon fear do they have?
Teachers. school was rough for them and there's a reason beyond needing to work full time that he fully dropped out at 16- it was only Paula that stopped him from droping out before that
Do they have any pet peeves?
Picky eaters. im one myself but he will ask if you have anything you cant eat and then will cook and if you dont like the food and dont finish your plate he will judge you [In his opinion food is food and good food is great but bad food is at least something so be grateful]
ALSO people who comment on peoples accents. He speaks very strong Neapolitan so most italian speakers cant easily understand him, he tries to tone it down but if you are rude about his accent and he is understandable he gets very pissed off. Tesoro who is a polyglot and loves learning languages and accents is the main point of interaction with people from outside the city for this reason
What are 3 items you can find in their bedroom?
Tape recorder, record player and a [field] hockey stick. He doesnt play hockey anymore but he loved it and keeps some of his old sticks around [unfortunately the ones that he used as a weapon had to be destroyed lest they be used as evidence]
What do they notice first in a person?
Their comfort level, are they confident and at ease in the environment? are they nervous and on edge? Pretty good for judging how the conversation is gonna go, and if it will turn violent- and how to avoid it.
On a scale from 1-10, how high is their pain tolerance?
It certainly gets higher over the course of his life, to about a 7 maybe? its not chronic pain haver levels of pain tolerance, but he can grin and bear through a lot. Most regular wound being he fails to entirely stop a bullet before it hits him, so he has a lot of bullet grazes that he powers thru till whoevers shooting at him is dead.
Do they go into fight or flight mode when under pressure?
Freeze. as an adult he freezes more, he used to fight but freezing up is safer these days and causes less regret.
Do they come from a big family/are they a family person?
He may not come from a big family, but he seems to have collected one around him- It starting as just his Mama and her, then Cecio, but by the time Celia was 11 Conficcare was spending more time at their flat than at home, and after his mothers death and them joining Passione, Tesoro moved into the flat and then Rametta started spending more and more time there.
He loves them all and in his dream world they are all as close, just without the negative things that drew and kept them together. Part of the reason Rametta placed into the role of father figure was because he tries very hard to be
What animal represents them best?
Dog. One of those big working dogs that's fiercely defensive and loyal. if he was a dog he would be a rescue- previously abused and mistreated and so dubbed violent but gets a new life protecting some puppies- he acts like a kicked dog enough already. i dont know a breed of dog that is tiny as puppies but grows massive but that's 100% him.
What is a smell they dislike?
Gunshot residue. He has a distaste for guns that's very hypocritical but given how many times hes seen someone go from alive to very much not in the space of a few seconds it makes sense- Baccios death being a very notable example.
Have they broken any bones?
Yep! at 16/17 in an upcoming fic she badly breaks an arm, and shes probably broken quite a few more.
How would a stranger likely describe them?
Intimidating. In a kinder light, ruggedly statuesque. The bright reds and golds of his outfits might bring to mind a poisonous animal.
Are they a night owl, or morning bird?
Both! Hes used to long hours and late nights, and loves his midday siestas. If it wasnt for Conficcares nursing shift hours he would be the person always awake first and asleep last, he likes to wait up for anyone out late and have breakfast ready in the morning before people wake up.
What’s a flavor they hate and a flavor they love?
Not sure on hate, hes far from a picky eater, but he loves chorizo and salami. Butter fried chorizo with mushrooms and cheese on bread is the default breakfast and he will often snack of a stick of salami through the day
Do they have any hobbies?
Music! he loves listening to music, and he also loved being a mechanic, he takes very good care of his vehicles and really enjoys maintaining them - and racing them.
Boom, surprise birthday party! How do they react to surprise?
Badly. one the initial surprise is over he finds it sweet but you better hope Human Algebra didnt deem it a threat- so no jumping out at him
Do they like to wear jewelery?
Jewelry can cause issues in fights, so he tends to avoid it. He wears his mothers rosary on his wrist tucked into his sleeve and has a few rings that he occasionally wears but other than that he keeps it to a minimum. He would love to pierce his ears and have earrings but hes half torn someone else's ear of in a fight with their earring to many times to be comfortable with having one himself.
Do they have neat or messy handwriting?
Messy is an understatement- at least for teen Celia, but Marco taught her to write in block capitals, so while the spelling and grammar may not be great and the letters may be mirrored, its somewhat legible- it just takes effort so for anything long he gets someone else to write it or uses a voice recorder.
What are the two emotions they feel the most?
Worry. Grief & anger to but that underlies it. He worries a lot- very much a mother hen who needs to know where eveyone is and that they are safe. he worries about how much people eat- food insecurity is a bitch- and worried about if he has made the right decisions.
Do they have a favourite fabric?
Given his main outfit is a denim jacket and trousers, probably that. Linen is nice and cool which is great in napoli!
What kind of accent do they have?
Strong. 'Canonically' he has a very thick Neapolitan accent to his Italian- if not just speaking it, probably even heavier than usual Spanish influences on his accent and slang- talking of slang he has almost definitely picked up a bit of Sinhala and Ukrainian- the languages of two largest immigrant populations in Napoli- as well as possibly bits of Chinese- as he grew up in an immigrant dominated area of the city.
[based of 2023 demographic information so probably very different from the 1980s but i haven't been able to easily find previous data- i will deep dive at some point but basically he will have picked up some words and slang from the dominant immigrant groups]
[EDIT: earliest data i can find with demographic info is from 2004 and its still Sri Lanka then Ukraine, but after that its Poland]
In my head however- he speaks halfway between Cockney and MLE [Multicultural London English] as of around the mid 80s in Hackney when MLE was growing to replace Cockney as the majority spoken dialect.
EDIT: Paula is Egyptian and so she would have an egyptian arabic accent, though due to xenophobia she will have worked hard to minimize it. Muro has other stronger influences on his accent but there are little bits here and there that will show up in his accent
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What common/uncommon fear do they have?
Do they have any pet peeves?
What are 3 items you can find in their bedroom?
What do they notice first in a person?
On a scale from 1-10, how high is their pain tolerance?
Do they go into fight or flight mode when under pressure?
Do they come from a big family/are they a family person?
What animal represents them best?
What is a smell they dislike?
Have they broken any bones?
How would a stranger likely describe them?
Are they a night owl, or morning bird?
What’s a flavor they hate and a flavor they love?
Do they have any hobbies?
Boom, surprise birthday party! How do they react to surprise?
Do they like to wear jewelery?
Do they have neat or messy handwriting?
What are the two emotions they feel the most?
Do they have a favourite fabric?
What kind of accent do they have?
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bro i’d illegally download you af but im far too shy to be non-anon for now. thank you for responding to my previous Ask. I interpreted that theres a lack of reciprocity about how tsumiki views gojo. Almost like a “legal kidnapping”. Cuz sure megumi may have consented (as much as a 6 year old can consent) but she definitely had zero say in her adoption. It just sort of happened to her, much like how it just happened to yuuta waking up from a concussion to learn he’s got a “new dad”.
Im happy to learn that your fans will be indulged in the future regarding this!
Q: is yaga turning a blind eye or completely unaware that his school is now essentially harbouring an anti-zenin crime faction? Only asking because of your response to your previous Ask. i imagine he is bound to find out that a special grade teacher, the ONLY doctor, and a grade 1 sorcerer are currently out of commission.
You illegally download me but I’m very glitchy and probably infected with malware and I accidentally repeat the same story nine times and don’t reach the end during any of those times
Tsumiki sooo often becomes the Good Girl TM in fics and I just love her as messy and conflicted and hurting. I won’t make any binding statements as to what will be discussed/revealed but my girl needs to be allowed to be angry and upset and conflicted about her childhood. She had a pretty fucked time of it.
Also I’m pretty sure gojo straight up didn’t even legally kidnap him he fully kidnapped those children and then said “who’s gonna stop me lol” and no one was powerful enough to. Does he even have paperwork for them. There is no way it’s legitimate if so. A seventeen year old can’t even legally adopt children. What did he tell their school.
As to yaga, it’s more that there’s been such little time passed and he was too swamped to do anything immediate about it.
Like, Yaga knows that gojo and Shoko fucked off. A decent percentage of the jujutsu world knows it. It’s just that he hasn’t really had the time to do anything about it.
It’s only been like, maybe five hours since Gojo and Shoko finally made it to jujutsu high.
A general timeline of the events of sea flags gardens:
December 21st: Geto declares war.
December 22nd: Megumi is taken.
December 22nd-24th: megumi is in the disciplinary pit, only tsumiki knows he’s missing.
December 24th-25th: Yuuta defeats Geto, passes out after Rika moves on, and wakes up to discover the higher ups are already making a move on him
The night of December 25th: The Zenin force Megumi to summon the great serpent, he takes the bite.
December 26th: Yuuta meets Nanami, his new not-dad.
December 27th: Yuuta’s meeting with the higher ups. Nanami is suspended.
Very late on the 27th: Tsumiki discovers Megumi unconscious and delirious on the kitchen floor, steals a car, and brings him to the school. Yuuta unlocks reversed curse technique and maintains it throughout the night.
6amish on the 28th: Gojo and Shoko arrive at jujutsu high
(this won’t be in the fic, but basically it took Maki ages to get into touch with gojo because of how busy he was, and when he rushed to get Shoko, she was in the middle of surgery and had literally no one to replace her. By then, Yuuta had unlocked RCT, so they had a very tense night with Nanami monitoring Yuuta to make sure that he was able to keep Megumi stable while Shoko tried to not kill the guy on the table in front of her, biting their nails about whether Megumi would last until they got there. Straight up, Gojo had teleported back and forth multiple times in the night to check on Megumi, but Yuuta was so focused in maintaining RCT that he didn’t notice him. Gojo went out of his way to make sure Yuuta wouldn’t notice him, because he didn’t want to distract him and risk him losing his grip on the RCT before Shoko could take over. He was waiting just outside of the infirmary more than once in the night to make sure Megumi was still breathing. All of the adults are sort of hauntingly aware that if Yuuta hadn’t figured out RCT, Megumi would have died before Maki could even get in touch with gojo and they’d all be burying him right now. None of them have come off the panic of that yet.)
1pmish: Megumi wakes up.
It’s been less than 12 hours since gojo and Shoko fucked off, and yagas too busy trying to find replacements for their workloads to have to decide whether he’d turn a blind eye.
Gojo was legitimately covering more than the rest of the workforce combined, and that load dropping down on you when you’re busier than ever really shows. Shoko’s less obvious, because she can’t work as long as gojo can, so there’s a decent few people that still think she’s probably just sleeping or something. But when you have a society that just got off a war and literally one healer, then people notice when she leaves and doesn’t answer her phone. Yaga knows that gojo and Shoko are gone, but he doesn’t know why. Gojo hasn’t read him in on anything to do with Megumi since they had to go no contact with the Zenin. He thinks Nanami’s not around because he’s suspended, but he doesn’t know what the hell happened to make gojo and Shoko go awol, and he just hasn’t had the time to find that out.
Ijichi’s the only other one who gojo told about what happened. He’s also gone awol, but he’s been in and out of campus trying to get information on what happened and running necessary errands while everyone else has been tied up with megumi. He did get to visit Megumi while Yuuta was asleep, but Megumi was too out of it for anything to be said.
#Ijichi wasn’t a true Teen Parent like the others but he was involved and loves Megumi and tsumiki dearly#he’s got the dynamic of their older cousin or older kid who babysat them in childhood#sea glass gardens
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welp its an hour later than usual but you know the drill
i had an. interesting day
spent too much time around my ex because i am a weakling who cannot bring up when something is making her mildly uncomfortable out of fear of making everybody hate her
but honestly me and my ex had a pretty productive conversation later where i explained that i really didnt want to be around her anymore at least for now because i still kinda hate her for how our relationship turned out even if it wasnt fully her fault and she was pretty understanding.
plus i got to see some friends so thats always fun
and i got to take a movie ive been meaning to watch off my bucketlist (it was scott pilgrim)
and i got to make turtle cookies! (they are my favorite cookies) (if i were to ever meet you irl those are the cookies i would make for you)
anyways i have a school day tomorow so sleep is probably important.
i hope you have a good night and a better day!
stay awesome
(also i learned a new word today its pistolpetaphobia which is the fear of cowboys)
Hey, were gonna use this as both my reply to yesterdays and tonights goodnight message cause I'm tired and lazy.
Im glad your day want too bad! And tell that lil gremlin that she needs to stop buying self esteem because she cannot get it off of Temu no matter what they tell her okay? She has to make it herself by slowly doing slightly more bold things all the time.
Im glad the convo with your ex went relatively well and that you got to see friends!
OOOO was the movie good? I haven't seen it yet!
TURTLE COOKIES??!!!! I shall meet you halfway across these fine lands on a mighty quest to obtain these riches! [Translation: I'll meet u in Oklahoma next summer while I'm visiting family and steal the turtle cookies from ur car while your sightseeing)
(wonder why the word was named that way)
This past two days has been very eventful, since I've had my permit I've been driving my mom everywhere, I convince her to buy me ice cream at a small locally owned shop and now I have a job there, my first shift is Wednesday (it was an accident, I dunno either), finally got my debut card from the bank and also my history teacher hates me.
Other than all a that I've had a good day, I'm sorry for not messaging often. Sleep well queenie.
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helloooo! i love reading stories about you and your bf!!! it's like fictional romance coming to life 🥺 since you two are complete opposites of each other, im curious how you fell for him (+ how he fell for you), and who approached who first~ 💘
hiii 🥺🥺 and thank you so much. honestly it does feel like a fictional romance sometimes LMAO like i can’t believe how long we’ve been together, how much we’ve grown and how we still feel so in love and the feelings we have never feel old. like it’s so fascinating and beautiful to me
we met in boarding school <3 boring i know😭😭 but basically i joined the school in the third year and i was such a loner and shy girl LMAO i didn’t really have many friends, i had like one or two but it never felt like “wow i have best friends, wow i’m loving it here” i basically moved to london from the north of england (around manchester) so i had to start a new school and my life changed so abruptly
then i met my bf 🥺🥺 basically the first time i saw him i was like wow… he is so my handsome and i had a crush instantly lmao, i was just so drawn to his looks and also his really friendly personality. he was very very popular and well liked and he had loads of friends. i thought i had no chance lmao because all the more popular girls in my class would rave on and on about him and i was like oh… so he’s probably gonna go for girls like that. the little joy i had was going the other way to my lessons in hopes to cross paths with him LMAO but like… that was it
but then i was seated next to him in our spanish class, and then our lives changed lmao i know how cringe it sounds but it’s true 🫶🫶 we found out that we had a lot alike despite being so different, i loved talking to him, we had amazing conversations and we would always be laughing. the chemistry was overflowing lmao and i was literally falling. i also appreciated how welcome he made me feel into the school, he made me feel like i could relate to him cus he moved to england from italy when he was like 7 years old and he just said to me “i know how you feel, if you need anything or ever feel homesick i’m here for you” and i was like oh 🥺🥺 yes you are my home LMAO… keep in mind this was when we were still friends but my feelings were growing fast, little did i know that he also was developing feelings for me at this time
but the actual way we got together? keep in mind we were like 15 and 16 at this time😭😭 i was failing spanish like i was so bad at it and this mf was so good at it, it’s cus it’s similar to italian or something idk? but he was really good at it (he’s actually fully fluent in it now and it’s really sexy when i hear him speaking it, like when we went to spain) and since we sat next together the teacher was like “oh *my bfs name* you should totally tutor her and help her out… she needs it” and well… he was supposed to be teaching me spanish and helping me with the homework but we had sex!! yeah then our relationship went from there
lmao i still can’t believe we had sex like that so quickly lmao like he initiated it all… he made the first move, like he just kissed me out of nowhere and i mean kiss, like it was my first ever kiss and it went from 1 to 100 😭😭 then we just fucked and it was really nice 🫶🫶 then we went on loads of dates and then he asked me to be his gf soon after and we haven’t looked back
my bf really did surprise me because he always says he liked me and wanted me since the first time he spoke to me… idk what i did cus i was so shy and awkward but i guess it’s his type. but i love how open minded and kind my bf is, despite being super ‘popular’ and liked in school, he was always super chill and never thought he was better than anyone else.
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hello! how did you know you were bi?
the way I reacted whenever asami sato came on screen was in no way normal enough for me to be straight
nah but seriously:
wow, i have not thought about that in years... its actually pretty hard to pinpoint exactly when, but ill try to go over the main points:
i realized i liked girls in seventh grade, in the middle of a private religious school, while i was thinking about how pretty jenna coleman was in doctor who.
i wa sitting next to my extremely conservative best friend. and i immediately panicked and said to myself "no, we're not doing this."
i repressed myself for a while, kept saying to myself that i liked guys, only guys. i had major crushes on danny phantom and my 6th grade math teacher and this bollywood actor (hrithik roshan in dhoom again)
so i said to myself that i couldnt possibly be gay, i liked guys!
but girls were so freaking pretty. why did my heart race when a cute girl smiled at me? why was i so scared around the girl i really really wanted to be friends with? why couldnt i stop staring at my geography teacher like that?
i honest to god thought i was lying for attention. idk whose attention, its not like i told anyone i was having these feelings.
i kept it so so repressed and convinced myself i was lying to myself.
then i went to high school and met people that were pan, bi, gay. i made an instagram, a tumblr, a wattpad account for my doctor who fics, and i started to learn this whole new vocabulary on how to describe sexuality and gender preferences and whatnot.
i finally came to the realization that i am not gay, i am not straight: i'm bisexual. guys are cute. girls are cute. liking one does not diminish how much i like the other.
i was so happy to have a way to describe myself. but at the same time, i went through a phase of hating myself for liking girls. i felt like i was a weirdo when i took notice of a cute girl. it took me a while to get over it and start accepting that what i am and how i feel is not wrong, im not hurting anyone by having these feelings.
i accepted that i was bisexual when i was 15 years old.
i started coming out to my friends around tenth grade. i remember i was so nervous and my hands were clammy. i said i was bi, and they laughed and patted me on the back. i went on a walk with my best friend and she noticed the pride bracelet i had on, and asked me about it. i remember being so scared when i muttered 'i'm bisexual,' and she immediately got the biggest grin on her face and punched me in the arm (shes not good at physical affection), and told me she was so proud of me and happy that i felt safe enough to come out to her.
coming out to people at my age isnt as big as a deal to me anymore - i go to an arts college, literally every other person is some flavour of queer - but when i was growing up i didn't know that it was something that existed.
im proud of my identity and i wish i could share it with the world. i wanna hang bi flags in my room and wear pins that say 'i'm bi' on them and wear cuffed jeans and flannel shirts and carry a big sword (HUGE part of being bi). but i live in a conservative family, and ik that the older generation (my parents and their siblings) are never gonna understand me, so i cant be fully out, but that doesnt mean i cant be proud. i have stealth bi pins. i made a painting with predominantly pink, blue, and purple colours, and hung it up in my room. i own two plastic swords.
i made this sideblog mainly to rb posts that i wanted to find later, but i wanted to have something with my name on it where i could be blatant about the fact that i find men and women so goddamn attractive. hence, 'bi as in bi bitch' was made.
i wonder if this was helpful at all? i kind of went on a ramble there. is there anything you want me to elaborate on?
#asks#thanks for asking! it was nice to kinda go over those memories again#was this a good answer? i feel like i went on too long
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TW: REFERENCE TO SH AND RELAPSE OF SH AND SUICIDE ATTEMPT
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Ok so ik ive been inactive for a *WHILE* and im srry for that but like i have a buncha things that happened these past 3 months that I NEED To share SOOOO....
First things first, the one im most excited abt: I DID MY FIRST PERFORMANCE!!! My school was doing little mermaid jr and I got Scuttle! I was really happy to get my first role and getting at least one solo, and Im just happy overall on how it went! I think I did really good on my first try! Only bad thing was that now im kinda going through my lil mermaid hyperfixation and have been looking up fics where Sebastian and Ariel kinda have a Father/Parental Figure-Daughter or Older Brother-Younger (stupid but ultimately well meaning) Sister dynamic and have started to write a fic on that bc no ones done it before apparently😒(im going cray cray, bonkers mayhaps)
Might've gotten my eye infected(I live in the east of the us, new york to be more specific and woke up the day after the "live vintage (BLAME CANADA/j) filter" with my right eyes nerves slightly more irritated and haven't gotten that checked out so thats fun)
FINALLY finished that one drawing ive been making for 3 MONTHS.(well, technically....)
Almost done writing my passion project, AKA the one I originally wanted to make into an animated series but have settled for a book just in case that can't happen! I still need to work out some kinks, design more outfits, get all their personalities in check, make sure the world and magic is fully fleshed out, ect.
I also do band, and while I originally thought that I would have a problem bc of both band and theatres close scheduling(i originally had dress rehearsal on june 2nd, AND my band concert on June 2nd) but it all worked out in the end! My band concert went great, and while the dress rehearsal was a mess, we at least got through it! :)
Unintentionally quit SH! I was originally only meant to stop until AFTER performances, but ive been bettering myself and learned that if I ever want to forgive myself or at least move on I gotta stop feeling sorry for myself and not forget nor forgive, but remember, i just can't let it haunt me. I know I'll relapse, I always do eventually, but I want to enjoy these few moments of mental "clarity" while I can. I've also learned that for some reason i tend to become a more terrible person and despicable person the more time I spend at home with my mother, so that's fun. God, I hate America's education system, its messed me up BAD. AND the foster care system. I just tried to kms 2 times today, and she didn't even notice, or care. How sad is that?
On a lighter note, yes, as the rest of yt and TikTok, I got a minor lil hyperfixation on the Lorax and really think ppl should make more [PLATONIC] Lorax and Onceler dynamics, mainly the type where they're like some really annoying pair of bickering siblings or a father whos sick of his adopted child's shit, like there is so much on the table for platonic fluff and angst and most of what I've seen is romantic smut and fluff like CHANGE IT UP A LIL
Also, Ive been going to karaoke centers on Tuesdays and have become a lot more confident to performing in front of ppl! So far, I've performed "All You Wanna Do", "The Ballad of Jane Doe", "Heart of Stone", and am gonna do "What the World Needs" the next upcoming Tuesday, where I'm gonna try interacting with the audience while singing!!
(Also, before I end this....I may have ADHD??? my teacher who has ADHD says some of my behavior is "similar to hers"(i feel like thats just her way of saying i reek of neurodivergency) and I also did some research and I display similar/exact behaviors listed, have taken online tests from doctorate confirmed sites and basically all of them said to go get a diagnosis. I also found I do a few behaviors similar to stimming! Also also, I kinda suspect a lil more bc my mom has Autism and apparently sometimes neurodivergency is biological (i forgor the word) but my mom is kinda in denial abt my Depression diagnosis and thinks I got anxiety "biologically", so if I tell her I wanna get tested for ADHD shes just kinda gonna gaslight me into not believing that and i already told the school therapist and basically she just told me that I'm probably just imagining things or copying behaviors from my mother and that "kids like to give themselves all these titles nowadays" so I just did what I always do which is to keep it shut and act until they think you fell in line)
So yeah, thats all! Thanks for reading, now that my schedule is clear again ima start posting more frequently again, so be aware :) <3333
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alright my boyfriend and i FINALLY watched kahmunrah rises again and here’s our (my) final thoughts
spoilers under the cut
alright let me preface this by saying i KNOW this is a kids movie and is supposed to cater towards kids but i am a whore for night at the museum it was my favourite growing up and it’s my favourite now sono want to say as a viewer these were my honest thoughts being such a big fan of the og movies
CHARACTERS
only gonna talk about main and new characters tbh
nick
i was so lost tbh bc i’m not mad about joshua basset but the writing is what threw me . was t nick supposed to be going to college at the end of secret of the tomb ?? how is he back in high school in this movie ??? the summary says it takes place years after secret of the tomb so i’m a little lost about how old nick is supposed to be at this point
sacagawea
i love that they’re pushing her i to the foreground of this film i really wish she got more time in the first three movies and we learn so much more about where she comes from and shes such a bad ass in this film and the friendship with joan is great showing kids powerful women being friends with powerful women but . her vibe just felt so different. just different . a lot more casual a lot more modern american .
teddy
am i the only one that felt teddy was … dumbed down . like they tried to make him a himbo almost . he just wasn’t as likeable in this movie and it’s nothing to do with the actor it’s the writing just feels meh .
joan
i love joan of arc so i was excited to see her in this film but … they just kind of out her in with no context . i wouldn’t loved if they gave us some more background on her like when she was added as an exhibit or something just . it just launched us into her character and i wanted to know much more about her
miniatures
this is nothing against the actors talent im just . the vibe was not there at ALL. that being said they were simultaneously more and less fruity in this film.
but he sounded like an owen wilson impersonator . jack whitehall made octavius sound like his name is hugo. not a fan of their characterisation at all tbh WHY IS JED GINGER
seth
actually not mad at this character i see how it’s entertaining but it feels AWFULLY similar to napoleon in battle of the smithsonian .
the rest of the characters felt rather unremarkable tbh . i was gonna comment of kahmunrah but i literally have nothing to say
plot / continuity
it felt like they just kind of mashed all three films together if i’m honest . it just felt like a different version of battle of the smithsonian . the battle at the end in particular was VERY reminiscent of the fight between kahmunrah and larry . and the miniatures adventure feels like secret of the tomb again .
also in terms of continuity whats larry’s story wasnt be a teacher at the end of secret if the tomb ?? now he’s working in japan ?? also the tablet was supposed to train in london if the tablets there where’s ahk??? they were both in loan from the british museum as part of a touring exhibit at the end of secret if the tomb ??? also how does kahmunrah just pick and choose when things come to life in the first three films it was just evrything within a certain radius ???
also texas wasn’t part of teddy’s display but did appear randomly, and sacagawea had a horse but lewis and clarke were gone . and mcphee knows the secret of the tablet at the end of the trilogy so why did they revert and make it known that text cannot move in front of mcphee .
and girl this tablet can do anything . “ye olde ipad” <- my boyfriend
even the jokes in this one didn’t land as well . i’m fully aware the plot doesn’t exactly like up between the first three movies but this one just felt unoriginal and unnecessary as an instalment into what was a great movie trilogy .
the end of secret if the tomb was emotional and heartfelt even if larry made out with a fucking monkey, changing that just doesn’t feel right . i just didn’t feel like i was watching night at the museum .
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I need to rant, so scroll if you're not interested in my personal life
I love art school to death and back but they've GOT TO get their shit together. They promise schedules for the new school years mid-august but always give them to us on the last possible minute. I know for most students this isn't a problem, but because I am homeschooled and because art school is one of the reasons I am homeschooled (i live 50min away from the city), the lack of knowledge of what to expect makes arranging stuff for regular school that much harder.
Every year we have to debate and negotiate to have regular school be as bearable as possible for me, which is already difficult because I clearly have at least one brain disorder but have no diagnoses (is that the plural of diagnosis?) So they pretty much mean nothing. And seeing how long it took for a stereotypical 5yo boy with adhd to get diagnosed, if I want to get diagnosed for autism (because lets be honest, no one is going to diagnise me with misophonia), I'll probably be finished with that once ive graduated which was when i was planning to get diagnosed anyway, because then i have to go to a Big school and it might make my life easier if my teachers knew What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me.
Me being fully homeschooled is out of the question as well because my countryside-20-student school can't do that, so for some topics I still have to go to school (like music and russian) which fucks up my productivity. Besides, if left tto my own devices, I will not complete anything. I also can't go back to school, because sensory issues and the lack of options for me to get to art school. Me and my mom have landed on the option of me going to school only on the days on which I don't have art school, which is why it sucks we don't have the schedule yet and won't have until like the 30th or something.
They're very lazy about other things too, like the details about art camp which is only a bit more than a week away. Fuck, I don't even know how im gonna get there, because it's in a town that's 15min away from where I live so it makes more sense for my mom to drop me off, because otherwise I'd have to drive by car to art school (50mins) and then go by bus to that town (1hr) but they haven't responded yet.
Art school has given me some of my favourite memories, but I'd be a lot less stressed if they stopped inhaling paint fumes.
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Hi i just need to put this into words and possibly get an outside perspective that isnt from my friends and such
I dont know if i can call what i went through as a teen neglect.
This is pretty long sorry, just skip to the end if necessary
TW: Alcoholism, Neglect? Sorry if i missed anything
To explain fully, i was taken out of school in 7th grade due to mental health issues and one very abusive and ableist teacher. That left me alone at home for 80% of the week, which was fine i had plenty of food and such to eat and i preferred being alone to recover from everything. I never went back even once i was "recovered"
But then when i was about 16, my mother's mental took a nosedive. She started having hospital level panic attacks. It wasnt that bad at first, cuz despite everything i still atleast had food and such for when she had to spent a day or maybe two at the hospital, which was rare. I could survive on my own with the limited help i got.
It sucked, my quality of life went from "meh could be better" to "okay uh we're surviving in decent comfort atleast?" In the span of a few months. But it wasnt the worse
Then the new year rolled over and it became worse. My mother took up drinking to cope and that spiralled fast
To the point her hospital visits became weekly almost daily, my life went from "okay i can life like this but i rather not" to "haha, im gonna end up in the hospital too-" in less then a month
I basically lived with my grandmother for a month and, she barely had any food there because they always went out to eat, food wasnt allow upstairs unless you were sick, beds felt worse then wood floors, and she didnt respect my issues
I was pushed aside, i didnt eat more then a mini bag of chips most nights because the only things to eat where expired, take out from places i didnt like, or things i literally cant eat either cuz textures or allergies.
When everything went back to almost normal, there was barely any food at home, i slept in my mother's closet because my old stalker tried breaking into my room while we were gone (also bugs overtook my room because the window was jammed for the rest of the time before we came home because of that) and my mother didnt want us to share her huge bed because i apparently violently slapped and kicked her awake till 3am when we tried (i didnt go to bed till 5am the one week when we tried, and she always woke up at 6am for her meds and such especially during this also we both slept on the very edges)
My mother would sleep all day, only waking up to take her meds and eat and stuff.
Dinner went from a "happens most of the week" thing to "you'll be luckly if you found a warm thing to make and eat"
Basically, i kinda starved often till things calmed down later in the year. I think a broke college student ate and slept better then me that year.
When i was 18 it happened again but i had a job so it wasnt as bad.
I dont blame her for like 40% of that hell, her and my father where going through the 5th messiest divorce of our closeish family has witnessed (tho it was actually kinda tame compared to the top 4 so idk the actual severity), and her mental health was already on decline for reasons that are not mine to tell
But like can i call what happened neglect?? It sounds like it but idk i actually can call it that.
Like yeah i starved most of my time as a 17 year old, slept in a cramped closet during said time, developed back issues cuz of that, was barely able to care for myself due to depression, was subjected to to smell of weed and the smoke from it often despite the fact it makes me extremely sick, was very suicidal, was told i was a burden and was making the situation worse cuz im autistic and was basically the new family afterthought
But like, does it really qualify as neglect and can i call it that if it is? Most adults i talked to at the time, even my old therapist said no because i was "17 and should already know how to care for myself on my own. And shouldnt take the words said in a probably drunken state to heart" but like there no way i could care for myself?? Atleast not without taking less then ideal options. Also that doesnt excuse the extremely hateful things yelled at me???
So im really conflicted here, was it neglect or am i just being overdramatic??? Every therapist ive been able to go to says im just being dramatic but my friends says im not so ????
Hi anon,
I'm so sorry about what you've been through. You can most certainly call these experiences neglect if that is a term you would like to use.
Neglect by definition is to fail to care for properly, and by legal definition it's "the failure of a parent or other person with responsibility, for the child to provide needed food, clothing, shelter, medical care, or supervision to." Not only were you not provided sufficient food, but it seems likely that your emotional needs may not have been taken care of either, with an unavailable mother and a disrespectful grandmother. It also sounds like you were not given adequate shelter and medical care, considering where you slept, the bug infestation, and how that affected your development. So yes, in many ways, your experience aligns with neglect.
I think it's important to remember that it's common for trauma survivors to feel like they're being dramatic when they validate the severity of their trauma, and that it makes sense to be in some level of disbelief that it's worse than you initially thought. Please know that you are valid as a trauma survivor, and remember to be patient and gentile with yourself as you explore what this means for you.
Ultimately, it may be helpful to work with a mental health professional such as a therapist, if you can access or afford it. A therapist, especially one who specialized in trauma, can mediate your healing journey and help you find ways to make sense of, process, and cope with your experiences.
If anyone has any comments or suggestions, feel free to add on. Otherwise, I hope I could help, and please let us know if you need anything.
-Bun
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haha soooo many things happening rn and i feel like i have so much time to do nothing like i used to but when i take a step back sure i have less but i still have a lot but then i remember that theres homework im already ignoring in my classes and new friends to know and be known by and old friends to either dump cuz theyre toxic and i never realized or try in vain to keep ahold of a slipping relationship and im in my senior year now hahahaaaaa
vent below
i auditioned for my school’s musical and i finally got a speaking part and im also technically a lead and that rly cool but it also means im going to have to stay at school for twelve hours almost every day until the second week of march when the play ends
im in my school’s honor choir and its a zero hour so i have to wake up at unheavenly times to get there and sing for two and a half hours
i get to be in a rly big state choir too and thats coming up in february and i havent looked at the music yet and i cant get the remind to work and all the emails are so long-winded and badly-formatted and confusing
and my english class is nearly full of students so thats fun and my school has zero, count em, Z E R O good senior english teachers but im pretty sure i have the better of two devils and i had her last semester so i know her and she knows me but i also know the kinda bs shes gonna throw at us and i just have to hope that she wasnt lying when she said that this semester would be easier because we’re not working on senior papers this time (mine was about mental health in schools not that anyone asked lolll)
i also have the same government teacher as last semester which is both a blessing and a curse because i know what to expect but like none of it is good and he makes us do these stupid unnecessary tiny group projects and why tf cant i just work alone i only know one person in the class and his lectures are so pointless and please just let me take all the tests and be done with this heaven-forsaken class already
then im in studio art which is basically the highest level art class at my school and you have to get permission from an art teacher to be in one of their hours then you work on one huge independent project the whole semester and my art teacher knows i draw on my ipad and said i could make a comic so now i have to figure out what its about then i can hopefully start the ball rolling from there but i have too many ideas and not enough at the same time and none of them are developed enough to make a 22-page, fully edited-and-colored comic
and my choir director is so incredibly passive aggressive but not really on purpose, he just knows he has a rbf and so he overcompensates to make himself more friendly but then when his patience runs thin he yells and i wanna cry and die and quit high school and cry some more
and im trying so hard not to stress over college because i know im gonna take a gap year so i can think about it then but two of my sisters have offered their homes to me and i love them both so much and ive been thinking about just getting an apartment and a roommate but i have to tell them that because one of them is going to renovate their basement with my potential living there in mind and then i end up stressing about college anyways like what major and what minor and what school and what even is my endgoal???? i dont know?!?!??!?!! i dont know what i want to do with my life, not specifically! my biggest dream rn is to be an mc streamer and thats just cuz im back in my mcyt phase and the old pipe dream from my childhood has returned but i know it cant actually work out btu the dreamer in me says it can but i know it realistically has like a .000002% chance of actually happening
and thats all i have the energy to say rn
sorry for the rant
sorry for not posting
ty and goodnight
#kin’s rambles#vent#high school#it sucks#i swear i wanna die#*rasputin voice from anastaisia*#mark my words#me myself and i will die#before i graduate#i want to rest so much and end my bloodline#forever#/j#man i really hope none of my friends and family see this cuz a few follow me on here#its just a question of do they look at it enough?#probably not
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