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hello, my love! i cometh to the with a poly!marauders request.
i havenât fleshed it out in my head, but could you write something revolving around them talking about r while sheâs âasleepâ? the way it came was in the sh drabble, reader falls asleep on james after the tough convo. i thought of a nice follow-up where the lads talk about ways to support them while they think sheâs asleep and she feels so safe and supported and itâs just fluffy and cute.
it doesnât have to be around sh or anything like that! just something fluffy and cute where they talk about her when they think sheâs fallen asleep on one of the lads. it could be about past trauma they want to support her with, a trigger and them discussing how to go about helping, etc. - anything you fancy at all. i could use some soft fluff â¤ď¸
Thanks for requesting lovely <3
poly!maraudes x fem!reader ⥠796 words
Siriusâ thumb is sweeping a slow back-and-forth over the baby hairs at your temple. You can feel his chest rising and falling beneath your head, hear his heart inside it, smell the heady spice of his cologne, but youâre sleepy enough that those things fuzz together, melt into the gooey softness of dozing.Â
James and Remus are tidying in the kitchen. Youâve been distantly aware of their low, continual sounds, but you donât register the change until Remusâ footsteps near the couch where you and Sirius are lying, the floor creaking beneath his feet.Â
âDo either of youâoh.â His voice drops to a hush when Sirius shushes him. âIs she asleep?âÂ
You have the notion to make some small sound, but your mind is sluggish. When Sirius murmurs, âyeah,â before you can, you decide to let it go.Â
Remus makes a soft tsking sound. You feel the couch bend near your feet. âShould we wake her? She might not sleep well tonight if she does now.âÂ
âI donât much care when she sleeps.â Siriusâ thumb keeps stroking at your temple, his voice as soft as youâve ever heard it. You think that you may never get past the oddity of being held by him like this. When you first met Sirius, any tenderness had to be disguised as flirting. In a moment like this he would have woken you with sweet, tickling kisses mushed into your neck, growling about how you were too cute to let sleep before making some joke about how if you want to get me into the bedroom, gorgeous, there are quicker ways. And it was all in good fun, youâd enjoyed it and known the real sentiments that lay beneath all his levity. But over time that showy, over-the-top amorousness has morphed into a more sincere sort of fondness, and you like this version of Sirius even more. âOnly that she does sleep,â he finishes. âShe hasnât been getting much of it lately.âÂ
âNo,â Remus hums. âIâve noticed.âÂ
There are a few moments of soft, blanketing silence between them. You start to drift off again, but then another pair of footsteps comes.Â
Remus must make some silent signal, because James whispers, âSheâs sleeping?âÂ
Two hums.Â
âItâs not like her to sleep during the day.âÂ
âWe donât think sheâs been getting much of it during the night, either,â sighs Remus.Â
James makes a low cooing sound. The throw piled by your feet finds its way up to your shoulders.Â
âJames.â Remusâ voice is stern.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âDonât touch her face,â says Sirius.Â
âSorry,â James laughs softly. âShe just looks so cute.âÂ
âWell, try to restrain yourself.âÂ
âOkay, okay.â But a pair of lips touches down ever so softly on your forehead, and you hear Siriusâ amused chuff. âWhy do you think it is that sheâs not been sleeping?â James asks.Â
Remus hums. âMânot sure. I think she may just be a bit overwrought.âÂ
Your chest aches at the caring in his tone. Siriusâ free arm bands across your shoulders, a protective, solid weight.Â
âSheâll be alright,â he murmurs. âShe just needs a little extra help at the moment, is all.âÂ
âMaybe we could bake something tonight,â says James. âShe always likes that.âÂ
Remusâ voice is warm with affection. âThatâs sweet, Jamie. Maybe something simple, so she can just relax.âÂ
âLike decorating cookies?âÂ
âDo we have the stuff for that?â Sirius wonders.Â
James scoffs, and you feel Siriusâ chin bump your head as though a forceful kiss has been pressed upon the top of his. âAs if youâd have any idea whatâs in our pantry. Cute.âÂ
A smile tugs at your lips. You shift slightly to hide it, turning your face further into Siriusâ chest. All three boys go quiet.Â
Sirius rubs your shoulder gently. âItâs okay, baby,â he murmurs, lips to your hair. âGo back to sleep.â Your boyfriends stay silent as you settle, and for a cautious while after that.Â
âSheâs so precious,â Remus whispers, almost too softly for anyone to hear.Â
James makes a quiet sound of agreement. âI hate when sheâs upset.âÂ
âI donât think sheâs very upset,â Remus muses. âOr if she is, she might not know herself. Itâs all just a bit much right now, I think.âÂ
âSheâll be okay,â Sirius says again. His hand is moving over your shoulder still. You think he might do it for hours if it kept you from waking, he loves you that much. Your heart feels too big for your chest. âWeâll take care of her. Cookies, right?âÂ
âItâs a start,â Remus agrees.Â
âJames, I swear to god, if you wake her I will fill your shoes with cow shit.âÂ
âI wonât,â James swears. âRelax.â He presses his lips to the tip of your nose, and both the other boys sigh.
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you don't have to be sorry
Pairing: Harry Styles x reader
Summary: Harry learns why you refuse to let him pay, uncovering your painful past.
Word count: 2k
Warnings: past abusive relationship, little angst, fluff
A/N:
English is not my first language, so I apologize if I made any (grammar) mistakes. Feedback, requests, recommendations, vents or questions are always welcome. I love talking to you guys about anything <3
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Harry had always found joy in giving. Growing up, even when he didnât have much, heâd learned that the look on someoneâs face when you did something kind for them was worth more than anything money could buy. That lesson had carried over into his adult life, especially once his career took off and his world expanded in ways heâd never anticipated. He loved surprising his family with impromptu vacations, treating his friends to dinners just because, and going the extra mile to make everyone around him feel cared for.
When he met you, he found himself wanting to do those little things even more. Your smile was infectious, your laugh a melody he didnât know heâd been missing until you came along. You were so strong, so independent, and it only made him more drawn to you, your kindness, and your spirit. From early on, heâd noticed that you carried yourself with an ease that spoke of someone whoâd learned to take care of themselves, and he admired it. You were thoughtful, always prepared, and fiercely capable of handling things on your own.
Still, that didnât stop Harry from wanting to treat you. From the beginning, heâd try to pick up the tab here and there, take you out for meals he knew youâd love, or surprise you with little thingsâyour favorite flowers, a new book he thought you might enjoy. But each time he tried, youâd flash that polite, unwavering smile and insist on paying your own way. It wasnât just a gesture, either. It was firm, unyielding, and Harry quickly learned that it was one boundary you werenât willing to compromise.
He brushed it off at first, thinking maybe it was just the way you were. And in a way, he appreciated your independence. He knew youâd never take advantage of his generosity, and that was part of what made him feel so strongly for you. But as time went on, he couldnât help but notice the subtle ways youâd tense up when he offered to pay, how your expression would harden slightly when heâd suggest covering the check. It was almost as if his offers triggered something in you, something you seemed determined to hide but couldnât fully suppress.
And so, he kept quiet, telling himself not to pry, to respect your independence. Yet, as the months went on, he found that it bothered him more than he wanted to admit. It wasnât that he wanted to be the one to pay, necessarilyâit was that he wanted to feel like he could express his love without it feeling like a violation. He wanted you to feel comfortable enough to let him in, to let him care for you in a way that didnât make you feel trapped.
One evening in late autumn, he planned a special dinner. The two of you had been talking about going to this small bistro on the outskirts of town for a while. It was an intimate spot with candle-lit tables and soft jazz playing in the background, and Harry knew youâd love it. The idea of spending a quiet, meaningful night there with you had stayed on his mind for weeks.
The evening was perfect. The glow from the restaurantâs lanterns bathed the room in a warm, amber light, casting a soft radiance on your face that made you look even more beautiful than usual. Your laughter floated through the air as you both shared stories and exchanged glances, and Harry felt the gentle comfort of being in your presence, something heâd come to treasure more than heâd ever thought possible.
When the bill finally arrived, he reached for it out of habit, ready to do what heâd long hoped to: treat you to something special, just because he wanted to. But, as always, you beat him to it, your card already in hand, that same polite but unwavering determination in your eyes.
âPlease, love,â he murmured, placing a hand gently over yours before you could hand the card to the waiter. âLet me take care of this one, alright?â
Your smile faltered just for a second, and he saw a flicker of something in your eyesâsomething that didnât quite match the confident independence you usually displayed. It was a look of hesitation, one that seemed out of place for you, and Harry couldnât ignore it any longer. The moment was brief, gone as quickly as it came, but it was enough to stir his concern.
As the two of you walked out of the restaurant, Harry held your hand, feeling the cool night breeze brush against your skin as you strolled down the quiet, lamp-lit street. His mind was still on that moment at the table, the look in your eyes that hinted at something more, something youâd been keeping from him.
He stopped walking, gently pulling you to a halt beside him, his fingers still laced with yours as he looked down at you, his eyes soft and filled with a quiet concern.
âCan I ask you something?â he said, his voice low, careful. âI hope this doesnât make you uncomfortable, but⌠why donât you ever let me pay? I know youâre independent, and I love that about you. But⌠it feels like thereâs something more to it. Like youâre keeping something from me.â
You met his gaze for a moment, but quickly looked away, shifting under the weight of his words. He could see a hint of tension in your shoulders, the way your hand tightened slightly around his, as if you were bracing yourself against an invisible force.
âItâs⌠itâs not about you, Harry,â you said softly, your voice barely above a whisper. âI hope you know that. This is just⌠itâs something Iâve had to do for myself.â
He nodded, encouraging you to continue without saying a word. He could see you struggling to find the right words, the weight of something unspoken pressing down on you, as if the memories you carried were too painful to release.
âMy last relationship was⌠it was complicated,â you finally said, your voice wavering slightly. âMy ex⌠he was controlling. It wasnât like thisâit wasnât done out of kindness, or love. It was⌠it was about power.â
Harry felt his heart sink as he watched you, his own feelings of helplessness swelling inside him as he realized just how deeply those past experiences had affected you. His fingers tightened around yours, as if to ground you, to remind you that he was there, listening.
âHe⌠wouldnât let me pay for anything either,â you continued, your gaze distant as if you were looking back at a memory youâd tried to bury. âHe wouldnât let me work. Heâd tell me it was because he wanted to take care of me, but it was⌠it was more than that. He made sure I depended on him for everything. And whenever I used his money, heâd remind me that I wouldnât have anything without him.â
You swallowed hard, the pain in your eyes raw, the vulnerability in your expression stark against the mask of strength you usually wore.
âIt was like⌠like every time I let him pay, he took a piece of me with it. I felt like I was losing myself, one little piece at a time.â
Harry felt a swell of emotions surge through him, a mix of anger, sorrow, and helplessness. He hated the thought of you going through that, hated the idea that someone had taken advantage of your trust, had tried to mold you into something you werenât. The thought of someone treating you that way filled him with a protective instinct he hadnât felt in a long time.
âOh, love,â he whispered, his voice thick with emotion as he reached up, gently brushing a stray tear from your cheek. âIâm so sorry. Iâm so sorry you went through that. You didnât deserve any of it.â
The warmth of his hand against your cheek was grounding, soothing, a reminder of the safety you felt with himâa safety that was new, unfamiliar, and terrifying in its own way. You looked up at him, feeling the walls youâd carefully built around yourself begin to crumble, the armor youâd worn to protect yourself falling away under the gentle strength of his gaze.
âI didnât want to feel that way again,â you murmured, your voice barely more than a breath. âWhen I finally left, I promised myself Iâd be independent, that Iâd never let anyone have that kind of power over me again. I didnât want to feel⌠trapped.â
Harry listened, his heart breaking for the pain youâd carried alone for so long. He wanted nothing more than to reach into those memories and erase every moment of hurt, to go back and shield you from the scars that man had left behind. But he knew he couldnât change the past. All he could do was be here, fully and completely, for you now.
He pulled you into his arms, wrapping you in a warm, protective embrace, as if his presence could somehow shelter you from every painful memory, every scar that still lingered. You felt yourself relax in his hold, the tension in your body melting away as you allowed yourself to simply be, to feel safe, without fear.
He held you for what felt like an eternity, his hand gently rubbing your back in slow, comforting circles. Finally, he pulled back just enough to look at you, his hands still resting on your shoulders, his gaze filled with a tenderness that took your breath away.
" I'm sorry." You said in a whisper, almost unhearable to him. Almost.
â Oh lovie. Iâm here for you,â he said softly, his voice a gentle promise. âYou donât have to carry this alone. You don't have to be sorry. Iâll never make you feel that way, I promise. Youâre safe with me.â
The sincerity in his words touched something deep within you, and for the first time, you felt a glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe, you could let go of the past. You took a deep, shuddering breath, feeling a weight lift from your shoulders as you allowed yourself to lean into his warmth, to trust in the quiet strength of his presence.
âThank you, Harry,â you whispered, your voice trembling with a mix of gratitude and relief. âI donât think you know how much this means to me.â
He smiled, brushing a gentle kiss to your forehead as he took your hand, lacing his fingers with yours as you continued your walk down the quiet street. The world around you felt different somehow, softer, brighter, as if the warmth of his love had transformed the cold night into something beautiful.
After a moment of comfortable silence, Harry glanced at you with a playful grin. âYou know, I was thinking⌠if you keep insisting on paying for everything, I might just have to start charging you a fee for dating me.â
You raised an eyebrow, smirking. âOh really? And what would that fee be?â
âLetâs see⌠one home-cooked dinner a month, plus unlimited cuddle time, and maybe a few spontaneous trips to the ice cream shop,â he replied, feigning seriousness with a cheeky smile.
âSounds like a bargain, but you might want to raise your rates. Iâm a high-maintenance girlfriend,â you shot back, a playful glint in your eye.
Harry chuckled, shaking his head. âHigh-maintenance? lovie, I donât know if I can handle that kind of pressure.â
âDonât worry, Iâll throw in a free consultation on how to keep your wallet healthy. You know, just in case you want to save up for our future yacht,â you teased, your tone light.
âAh, yes! The yacht. Iâll need a solid financial plan for that one,â he said, nodding dramatically. âMaybe we should just start a joint account: âHarry and Y/Nâs Fund for Epic Adventures.��â
âOnly if I get to choose the adventures,â you countered with a grin.
âDeal! Just promise me one thing,â he said, suddenly serious.
âWhatâs that?â you asked.
âPromise youâll never stop being youâindependent, sassy, and always ready to take the lead when it comes to dinner bills,â he said with a twinkle in his eye.
You laughed, feeling your heart swell. âOh, I wonât! But fair warning: youâll always be my favourite plus-one, even if you are a bit of a freeloader.â
He gasped dramatically, clutching his chest. âFreeloader? Iâll have you know, I bring a lot to this relationshipâlike charm, good looks, and the occasional serenade!â
âOkay, youâve got a point there,â you conceded, shaking your head with a laugh. âBut just wait until I hit the jackpot. You wonât know what hit you when I start treating you!â
With laughter and lightness in the air, you both continued your walk, the future feeling bright and filled with promise, all while playfully nudging each other along the way.
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part two for this (https://www.tumblr.com/paarksunghoon/764887604741210112/heeseung-with-a-corruption-kink-and-maybe-size?source=share) pleaseâŚHeeseung corrupting her into fucking đ¤¤
part 2 to this drabble
warnings: subtle (?) manipulation but not really because she wants it, sheâs just shy
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Heeseungâs got you on your back with the pillows situated underneath your head for support while he leans down to kiss your lips once before pulling back. Heâs bare from the waist down and all youâre wearing is sheer tank top. His breath touches your lips. Paired with the way his dick is sliding between your folds, it almost makes you feel like youâre losing your mind.
âLet me stick it in,â he whispers, pushing his lips to kiss your neck softly. His feather-like touches make you shiver.
You donât say anything yet. The boy on top of you keeps his ear close to your mouth and your soft whimpers make him hornier by the second. You hear the wet splashes and how it sounds as he glides right against your wet pussy, and it almost convinced you to give in.
âItâll feel so good,â he says against your neck. âAre you scared, baby?â
âA littleâŚâ
Heeseung brings his head up and pushes your bottom lip with his thumb as his dick catches your clit. âAre you a virgin?â
You shake your head. âItâs justâŚitâs been a while.â Heeseung grunts from above you. His warm cock feels alright against you. Youâd probably be really tight, tighter than the girls he sleeps with.
âIâll make it feel like the first time.â He grinds even slower, letting his dick make its way up to nudge your clit at its own pace. âIâll make you come as many times as you want, I swear.â
You bite your lip and look up at the ceiling. âYou already do.â
âMm, yeah I do. But Iâll make you come with my dick inside of you. Donât you want to feel good too?â
âI donât knowâŚâ
âI love grinding, donât get me wrong, butâŚâ Heeseung lifts his hips just high enough to rest the tip of his dick against your hole. âGrinding only does so much, ya know? Fucking thoughâŚyour pussyâs gonna love it.â He pushes the head inside and loves the way you gasp and clench his biceps.
Ever since that might a few weeks ago, Heeseung hasnât been able to get you anywhere farther than grinding, sometimes with or without clothes. He has his share of girls to hookup with when he needs hard and fast sex, but he canât deny that the slow pace you set keeps him on his toes. He loves that lovey dovey shit in between his rough hookups but he wonât admit that to you. Youâre a pallet cleanser for him.
He thinks he might be addicted to the change in pace when heâs with you because you donât really expect him to be anything or anyone when youâre both together. You let yourself be pleasured in a way other girls donât. Heeseung enjoys the high intensity he gets with other people but, mostly, he likes that he doesnât have to think too hard when heâs with you. Itâs probably why he keeps coming back even though you havenât let him fuck you yet. So far, youâre the only person who can get him to stop what heâs doing or leave whoever heâs with for the chance to actually hook up.
âSee?â Heeseung says when you clench around his tip. âFeels good, doesnât it?â
âYeahâŚâ His tongue licks against yours and captures another moan from you when he starts to thrust only his cock head into you.
âYouâd love the way I fuck.â Something about your silence and compliance underneath him makes him crazy. Heeseung seems to let go of his demanding person when heâs got you in his bed and finds himself talking you through it.
âOh yeah?â
Heeseung smirks against you. Hook, line, and sinker. âYeah. I know you want that kind of sex, baby. I feel it every time you sit on my lap and get yourself off.â You feel him push another inch in when he speeds up his hips. âIâll make you come as many times as you want. I promise.â
âDo youâŚdo this? With other girls?â
Heeseung raises an eyebrow. âDo what? Fuck?â
You look always. âN-NoâŚdo you make them cream?â He pushes even more of himself inside you just thinking about it.
âAll the time,â he moans. âLove it when my girls get all wet like that. Itâll be hot when you do it too.â You clench again. âOhhh. That felt good. Do you like it when I talk about how I fuck?â
You suck even more of him inside of you. He grins wickedly. âYouâre so dirty, arenât you? My shy little thing, have you been hiding?â Heeseung laughs. âI prep them all nice so theyâre sopping wet. Some like it when I fuck them dry at first. Others like it when I show no mercy and make them all creamy.
âEveryone loves it when I come inside, though. They always tell me it feels so good. Itâs good for me, too. Love watching it drip out of their pussies.â
Your legs wrap around his body as his hand comes to grip one of yours. Heeseung pushes the rest of himself all the way in and drinks in the way you moan into his mouth. His pelvis touches yours and he grunts right into you.
âI like the slow sex with you, though,â he says honestly. Thereâs a lot of truth behind it, even if he canât figure out why. âI donât do the whole kissing thing, you know. Just with you.â
You snort. âSure.â
âItâs true.â He bends down to kiss you and mumbles against your lips. âIâve wanted your pussy around me more than anything.â
You barely speak above a whisper. âI want you.â
âYeah?â Heeseung picks up the pace and feels your chest bounce against him. âWant my dick?â He moves like heâs on autopilot when you nod, keeping the slower pace until you give him a signal to go faster. âWeâll get you up there soon.â
âTo where?â
He chuckles. âRough sex, sweetheart. I know you want it. You clench every time I talk about it.â
âMm, yeahâŚâ
âDonât worry, baby.â He kisses your lips again. âItâll take some time but thatâs okay, right? Iâll have you get used to me until youâre ready. We can practice until you get there.â
âWe can?â
His cock slides in and out of you like some kind of physical prayer. âAs much as you want, sweetheart. All day and all night. Whenever you want.â
You donât say anything. He feels your arms encircling his shoulders and that tells him everything he needs to know. Speeding up his hips, Heeseung fucks you well into the night and you lose count of how many times he makes you come.
Despite himself, he stays the night.
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#enhypen smut#enha smut#heeseung smut#lee heeseung smut#heeseung x reader#enhypen x reader#lee heeseung x reader#enhypen hard thoughts#enha hard hours#enha hard thoughts#enhypen hard hours#heeseung#hard thought*#my writing*
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Imagine the first time Wade comes home smelling like Cable.
He walks in the door and Logan's already on edge because that's somebody he's never smelled before so he asks and Wade's like "Oh yeah i js met with my buddy Cable!! :DD"
And Logan is suddenly ready to stab somebody.
The thing is, he knows he can trust Wade, there's no doubt about that. His bf is one of the most loyal people you'll ever meet, he's like a guard dog and will always find his way home.
Except, Wade has talked about Cable a lot. He's a hot, hunk of a man who literally saved Wade's life and was apparently part of the reason Vanessa, aka the light of his entire existence at the time, is still alive. Not to mention, he's Scott Summers' son. Even in a different universe he can't escape that man.
And this is all amplified by the fact that, no matter how much Logan would trust Wade with his life and more, he has a natural instinct that makes it very hard to let go of foreign things (like scent) around his bf and his territory (the apartment).
Wade, of course, can immediately see the change in Logan's behavior and spends the next couple minutes reassuring him that Nathan "Cable" Summers will never be a hotter hunk of a man than Logan, and even if he saved Wade's life physically, Logan saved his life in every other way.
The next time Wade goes to see Cable, he asks Logan to come along, which he does, and Logan spends the whole time subtly making sure Cable is very aware that Wade is his. He doesn't even do it on purpose, it's just little looks or tightening his hold on the other whenever Cable looked at Wade 'weird'.
Cable, of course, is very confused by this considering he wasnât planning to make any moves toward Wade, and after the little meet Wade sends him a text that is somewhere along the lines of
"Don't let Logan scare you, he's a cat and hates you because he thinks you want me so bad. Obviously you do, but sory pookie I'm taken"
Logan's a bit calmer the next time he meets Cable, and Wade is a little less flirty with him for Logan's sake, but it'll take a little bit longer for full acclimation. They might get there eventually though.
very obsessed with the thought of wade coming home and logan sniffing someone elseâs scent on his man and switching into jealous boyfriend mode
#They're just so silly!!!#Hope i did them justice here#I'm gonna start using these little drabbles to get a feel for their characterization#Because I do want to make an actual fic for them#just not fully comfortable with writing them yet#Think these might help tho#poolverine#animalistic tendencies logan my beloved
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tw: size kink, bit of dacryphilia, overall this is nastyyy
something about having you under him, squirming and helpless, makes azriel go feral.
it's the way you look so small compared to him, the way you are incapable of doing anything because he's just too strong and you can't fight back even if you want to.
the fact is, that no matter what size you are, he is big. all those hours passed in the illyrian camps training pay off. his hand alone could cover a good part of your back. and his cock... it's a struggle everytime, but oh man if he doesn't take pleasure in seeing you struggling.
the first time you two fucked, he had to strech you out with his fingers first. and when he saw how much you struggled with just one of his fingers, he knew it was going to be a tight fit. your walls barely capable of fitting one single finger, he couldnât imagine how you could have taken his cock, but you did. you take it like a good girl every time.
"you can take it, baby. yeah..." he groans. "you can fucking take it. just like that..." the room is filled with the thick smell of sex, your little cries overpower the sound of skin against skin. you might almost feel embarrassed by the sounds coming out of your lips, but azriel's cock is fucking you so well it sends your brain to mush. zero thoughts behind your pretty eyes.
and azriel loves fucking you. loves watching as your face scrunches in a mixture of pain and pleasure, his cock stretching you out, breaking you in an half. he mutters praises under his breath, his eyes fixated on your tummy that bulges with every thrust, the line of his cock visible through your skin. "look at us, baby. fuck... look at us." he moans, forcing you to look at where your bodies meet. pretty tears stream down your eyes, overstimulation kicking in. you're so full you can feel him in your stomach.
he watches in wonder, completely intoxicated by you and amazed by how much of him you can take.
azriel is addicted to the power he has over you, too. the way he could throw you around like a toy, holding you in place just how he likes.
"c'mon baby, just a little more..." he whispers, supporting you with those strong arms. your back touches his chest, you can feel the wild rhythm of his heart against your back. your legs tremble, exhausted. "give me one more, just one more... i promise."
every time he says something, even tho your head is disconnected, your body can somehow still register his words, your walls clenching automatically around his girth, making him groan.
his hand presses against your tummy, feeling the bulge makes him twitch inside of you. the pressure causes his cock the hit even deeper, hitting spots that make you see stars. "keep clenching around my cock, sweet girl." you sniff, little incoherent prayers fall from your lips. you don't even know what you're begging for. "gods, gonna ruin you for everyone else. you're fucking mine."
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࣪ . ִֶָ๠CAPITANO: husband headcanons âĄ
pairing: capitano x afab!reader/you warnings: reader is addressed as 'wife', canon and modern!au cho's note: the kinich one did rlly good, so now lets try it with our big boi hehe. happy reads everyone! lmk if u guys want an nsfw ver. of either/both characters ;3
this man is the definition of YEARNING.
he wasnt comfortable with the label of him being your boyfriend. with all his eternal affection and love for you? to just be a mere boyfriend? absolutely not. he just HAD to be your husband. proposed the moment he realized he loved you.
definitely proposed with a big stone :p
wears his ring 24/7 and kisses it whenever your not around and he misses you dearly.
he abuses the power of his mask and never misses the chance to stare and just admire your beauty. underneath his mask his eyes are full of love and admiration for you.
discreetly clingy. if your going out somewhere he wants to go with you 'to keep you safe' or he 'needed to pass by that area later anyway'.
hates taking off his helmet, but never stops you from sliding it off of his head to shower him with praise.
his nicknames for you are my love, dear, darling, prince/princess
his love language for you is physical touch, and words of affirmation
his favorite spots to kiss you on is your forehead, lips, the palm of your hands and your knuckles.
engraved your initials into his sword, and because of that he makes sure he takes good care of it always.
his kisses are always slow and intimate.
he is a quick-kisses or pecks HATER. he has to kiss you for atleast 10 seconds. he doesn't care if hes late, if theres someone right infront of youâ he kisses you like its the last time, everytime.
more of a listener than a speaker
he likes to go on dates or do activities with you where you both have to talk to eachother a lot. like fine dining dates, late night walks or driving!
very touchy in private. he likes to snake his arm around your waist, pull your hair to the side and kiss the back of your neck.. hes just addicted to praising and carressing your body.
ever since he married you, he absolutely despises overtime. he gets bossier and meaner to his subordinates when he realizes he might have to stay a little later to supervise them. sometimes he even leaves his job or his expeditions early just to get home to you.
frequently brings you gifts. a bouquet of rare flowers, a jewelry set with special ore customized just for you, lavish wine.. you name it.
never wants to argue with you. the second you tell him he's wrong, he just immediately agrees with you, spewing "yes ma'am." "your absolutely right. i didn't think of it properly.. apologies my love."
ever since he married you, he likes to subtly flex he has you as his wife.
"Sorry, i must end this conversation early. My wife is waiting on my presence." and you can just HEAR how cocky he is to say that.
writes you longgggg letters when he has to get away from business for awhile.
regarding his letters, he made you scribble/draw a design which he got custom made to become his wax seal for said letters :) a very keen man
got you a coat matching his own!
when your crying, he likes to hug you in silence, just letting you soak him in your tears. when you've calmed down, he tells you hes there to listen if you want to talk about your feelings, and theres no problem of yours hes not willing to help you solve. in his mind, your pain is his own, and he'll always be there to support you through any troubles.
very possessive. he wants people to know your his, and hes yours.
princess treatment on TOP. carries you easily when your tired of walking, idly massages your hands or feet when your both lounging together, regularly brings you flowers
during misunderstandings, he likes to take a minute of silence to compose himself and his thoughts to make sure he doesnt say anything he doesnt mean
likes to properly sit down with you to talk out problems between the both of you, and keeps an open mind. he doesnt rush you or cut you off when your talking about your feelings, and lets you know hes present and he cares about how you feel
takes extra time and effort after an argument to remind you he loves you.
overall, capitano is a very romantic lover despite his cold resolve, and honors your wishes with his life.
#â¸ â§ Ë services#genshin impact#capitano#capitano x reader#capitano headcanons#capitano x you#capitano x y/n#capitano imagines#genshin impact fatui
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Last two shifts I worked, I had the same patients but was precepting (training) different nurses. So two nights in a row, I have a patient with a post-op complication (guts not moving) that the surgeons are taking a conservative approach to (wait and see if the gut starts moving). This treatment plan makes sense for the specifics of this patient, but that means weâre doing a lot of symptom management without directly treating the thing thatâs causing the symptoms. In this case, symptoms are pain and nausea so bad that the patient said if theyâd known this is how theyâd feel after, theyâd have skipped the surgery and just rolled the dice with what that colon polyp would do if left alone.
So weâre throwing meds at this patient, weâre walking them so their bowels can get moving, weâre giving ice chips and gum and cold wash clothes, weâre giving IV fluids (which is SUPER rare in the hospital right now because due to one of the recent hurricanes, we are critically low on IV fluids), weâre doing basically all my tricks short of putting another tube in this guy. And itâs working okay. Like weâre keeping pain and nausea just below âintolerableâ but not by much.
That first night I have that patient, while Iâm talking to the surgeon on the phone, my preceptee is in the room talking to the patient. I donât get any new orders because most usual meds that would help are contraindicated in this particular circumstance. Iâm feeling frustrated about thatâI HATE when I canât get symptoms significantly under controlâwhen my preceptee comes up excitedly and says that the patient says theyâre feeling much better after the therapeutic intervention my preceptor did. The intervention was hanging out in the room for 15 mins and talking with the patient about their hometown in Canada.
(Which, hell yeah. Very proud of that new nurse because she said one of the biggest things she wanted to work on was being less nervous talking to patients.)
Next night, I got the same patient, still miserable, and a new preceptee. Weâve got more meds this time, but still only marginal success with managing symptoms. I tell my preceptee, ânext time youâre in the room, plan on staying and chatting with the patient for like ten minutes.â Next time weâre in the room, we do just thatâwe talk sports, hobbies, plans, past surgeries, how much this surgery sucks, just the three of us shooting the shit for a while before we have to go give pain meds to another patient. (It was a surgical floor. That night was mostly handing out ice packs and oxy.)
Anyway, the patient tells us that this chat has been the best theyâve felt all night. My preceptee comes out of the room, and my preceptee is like âwow that really was our best intervention.â And I get to be like âyes witness the power of chit chat as nursing intervention.â
Reflecting back, Iâm grateful that the patient was so expressive about what we did that was working. I told the patient at one point, in the midst of their most acute misery, that we were going to give them everything we had available, and if that didnât work, I had backup plans in mind. Like you might spend the night miserable, but itâs not because we didnât keep trying stuff. And after I say that, the patient goes, âthat was good, I like that you said that, that comforted me.â Which was very nice and convenient because before weâd gone into the room, Iâd talked to my preceptee about how to make patients feel supported and cared for, even when none of the care we do is working. When we left after that, my preceptee was like âwow, youâre right, that really worked,â and I was like, âI KNOW, thatâs cool right? I mean you always hope it works, but sometimes you just canât tell if it actually does.â
I love really open patients, they are such fantastic teaching opportunities. For example, I had another patient both night who was also very open, specifically about what a bad job the hospital was doing and how everyone should just stay the hell out of their room. Considerably less pleasant feedback, equally valuable, about essentially the exact same situation that the first patient was in. Talking through that patient with my preceptees was also very useful and very easy, because the patient had been so explicit in their feedback.
Itâs always odd training nurses because you donât want bad things to happen to your patients, but you also need to new nurses to see bad things. And sometimes you get a patient assignment that is so good for teaching, itâs like it came from a textbook. Very convenient for me personally as a preceptor. Feels weird to say that about patients who are having absolutely miserable times, that their misery is useful to me, but (as preceptors normally say about stuff like this) if itâs happening, at least itâs happening where we can learn about it. Anyway, great couple of shifts to practice therapeutic communication.
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The most painful part is that sometimes the teacher would have a favourite who got good grades regardless for how they were drawing, but everyone else?
They all had strict rules to adhere to!
And even then, when you tried your best and did it step by step, the teacher would not like it
And when you did try to do something fresh or even try to do something similar to the favourite, the teacher would say, "This is not what was assigned"
Even when the assignment in question they said it was was "Make an illustration to this concrete poem"
And illustrations to poems are always unique, they always represent the feeling instead of only the literal meaning.
After so much time to feel lesser with no explanation, to being "worse" with no reason why,
A child is scarred and scared of creating because there is so many people better
And why try if all ends the same?
Why try if at the end of the day people still won't tell what's wrong?
We are all learning through this that even if you put effort and try as you might you never will be better than someones favourite, and there is no need to try and explore, and there is no need to learn, because no matter what
You Will Be Always Worse Than Someones Favourite.
School is teaching that to children for years because it represents the corruption in the world, some people become favourites naturally, some through masking, some through faking and some using money
But that is not the message I want to bring, If you agree with me that's good, if you don't then that's alright, What I want to say however is that
You May Not Be Someones Favourite But You Always Will Be A Favourite To Me!
I Want to see you try and learn and be better then you were before whether you are my mutual or not, what matters is your passion and willingness,
I have gave up many times, but just as many times I have tried to pick something up again.
Don't be scared to try what you failed at before, I did and now I regret being scared, yet the second best time to try something is Now.
If when reading this you thought of a concrete hobby or passion, of something you loved or even tried just once, of something that you gave up on, Then Please I ask of you Only One Thing, Try this AGAIN
#I deffinetly am one of those scarred children#a long time has passed but I still feel bad about trying art#I don't let this stop me#Do not let this stop you#tags#writers#writers on tumblr#writing inspiration#art#artists on tumblr#creative writing#drawing#writing#clay sculpting#3d sculpting#music
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We Thought You Died?!
Billy became a hero in 1959, and he was a hit. He was extremely popular. Captain Marvel was a beloved hero. As for the Squadron of Justice? They were beloved too. They, plus Captain Marvel were the superheroes of that time. They were the flipping blueprint for being a hero, especially Captain Marvel. Then the bubble formed in 62, and they just disappeared off the face of the earth and everyone thought he died.
Then, out of nowhere, they just reappeared.
News channel: *showing a clip of Marvel*
Grandson: *tugs on Grandmaâs sleeve* âGrandma, that looks like the hero guy the teacher are making us learn about.â
Grandma: âAmazing. He looks just like the real thing.â
Yeah⌠People didnât really believe it at first. Though, to be fair, all the Fawcett heroes have been gone for over sixty years.
Old Man: âItâs disrespectful is it what is. Just because you have the same powers doesnât mean you can dress up as a dead hero.â
Old Woman: â I just feel bad for the families. To see someone dress up as your dead husband or wife and then go around pretending to be them? Disgraceful.â
It was then the Justice League got involved. They really couldnât have these people running around like this. Not only that, but some of the imposters are lethal. Not to mention that there are people in the Justice League who used to know the Fawcett heroes. They were friends with them for Christâs sake. So thatâs why unanimously, they went and confronted these guys.
Supes: *hovering over Fawcett*
Marvel: *helps a cat out of a tree and sees him so he flies up*
Supes: *disapproving look* âI hope you know that if youâre trying to be a herââ
Marvel: âOh my gods, your suit is awesome!â
Supes: âThank youâŚ?
Marvel: âAre you a new hero? Whatâs your name? Are you from Fawcett or are you gonna join us here?â
Supes: *computing, still stuck on the first question*
Meanwhile, Flash and Minuteman were arguing which then somehow spiraled into them getting tacos. Batman and Robin, and Mister Scarlet and Pinky are just fighting. And Bulletgirl and Wonder Woman had a civil conversation that actually got them a lot of information.
After sorting out the entire misunderstanding that they were all imposters, things thankfully got lighter.
Marvel: âOh my gods, Jay, youâre an old man! What happened to your long luscious locks of beautiful brown hair?â
Barry: *holding back a laugh* âLong luscious locks?â
Jay: âOkay, it was not long, luscious, or beautiful. He just insists on calling it that to embarrass me.â
Marvel: âBut itâs true! Or it was true.â
Jay: âNo it wasnât. I had perfectly average hair, thank you very much.â
Yeah, Billy met up with some of his old friends, and they were all ecstatic to see their eight feet tall, golden retriever who just wanted to make the world a better place.
Marvel: âSo your not an hero anymore? Then what happened to the JSA?â
Alan Scott (First Green Lantern): âWe disbandedâŚâ
Marvel: âWHAT? Why?â
Alan: âWell, we were getting old. We needed to retire.â
Marvel: âOh yeah.â *sounds a little bummed*
Alan: âI mean, thereâs now this thing called the Justice League? Wildcat joined them. So did Mr. Terrific.â
Marvel: âThat sounds like a ripoff of you guys!â
He joins anyways. So do the other Fawcett heroes cause they might as well. Thatâs when things go down hill once more because the JL are forced to remember that a couple Fawcett heroes, mostly Spy Smasher, kill people.
Batman and Spy Smasher: *tied up the Joker after beating up his goons*
Spy Smasher (SS): âAlright, letâs get out of here.â *pulls out a gun and puts it to the Jokerâs forehead*
Batman: âWhat are you doing?â
SS: âIâm ending thisâŚ?â *cocks his gun*
Batman: *slaps the gun away* âNo, youâre not. Heâs going back to Arkham.â
SS: *pulls another gun out* âYes, I am. Are you seriously telling me you donât want to permanently end this guy? Iâve heard people call him a terrorist.â
The two then duked it out and the Joker still went back to Arkham anyways. Spy Smasher was so salty, not that literally anyone could blame him.
Marvel: âWait, so people donât kill villains anymore?â
SS: *sitting next to him, bandaged*
Wildcat: âNope. Nowadays, you got to turn them into the police and let them break out again. I know itâs stupid.â
Marvel: âBut what about the mass murderers? What about the Black Adams or the Captain Nazis? People who have done messed up stuff?â
Wildcat: âTo jail they go. Why do you care anyways? Itâs not like you killed any of your villains.â
Marvel: âWell, I didnât, but I gotta ask because Smasher is trying so hard not to physically claw off his own skin at the thought of these guys just breaking back out.â
Safe to say, getting used to the modern world, took some getting used to for everyone. As for Billy, he chills with the gang at the old folks home, reminiscing about times as if heâs aged with them.
Also, like, genuinely, their disappearance would show up in top ten unsolved mysteries vids because genuinely, they just disappeared with no trace.
Billy also doesnât know what to think of the many memorials he finds of himself and the other Fawcett heroes around the country.
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My first thought was "It's like thisclose to being TERF ideology".
Random thoughts aside, this is a real struggle formed by misandrist assumptions. Men and the patriarchy are not the same thing. men are victims of the patriarchy as well as women. It's a broken system that hurts everyone in it. If you don't believe me, go watch the barbie movie. It might not have any queer people (in universe, hiring decisions and artistic decisions are different) but it does a great job of showing the hurt of gender dominant systems to those within them.
Note I said Gender dominant systems, because in a system where one group of genders dominate, gender roles must be cemented and not subverted. Which we all should know is impossible. So, a queer system still based for the most part in feminism and therefore a women-dominated system, will still damage people who subvert its norms. Because feminism makes the assumption all "women" want to be women, but just equal with men. At its most diffused level, it leads to something I will always complain about: women just taking a man's role with no changes to the patriarchy, which is terrible. And at a radical level it leads to groups following gender-critical ideology. I think that we need to stop with this thing where marginalized groups fight for verified victim status and fight to be equal instead.
and to op: women are no more victims than you are, and they certainly can handle themselves.
I think a big reason trans men do not appear in media as often as other queer identities, as well as historical erasure to a point, is because it goes against many women's experience with challenging bigotry. I cannot tell you how many pieces of media exist with "girl dresses as boy to get Privilege or Respect she wasn't given before, but has to reveal she is A Woman by the end as she has to prove women can do The Thing TM too and it's more 'honest' to her identity'". With a lot of trans masc/man historical figures there is constant fighting over whether it was really a women fighting the patriarchy and not a guy struggling with being trans. There is a book about "female husbands and the women that love them" for Christ's sake. We are constantly interpreted as on the border of being super hurt/proactive women for the sake of that class's conscience, and anything else is "taking away" from women's more important issues, supposedly. I'm just tired of all afab people having trouble with their identity being funneled into the "women good, patriarchy/men bad" pipeline or else. It feels like me talking about being a man, even in a trans context, is unacceptable because it *might affect a women at some point
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Haunted
Summary: When ghost Agatha Harkness starts haunting you, fear turns to fascination. As her playful charm captivates you, the line between life and death blurs, igniting an unexpected connection.
Warnings: romance and fluff (even though theyâre not really warnings)
Word count: 3.4k
~ghost!Agatha Harkness x reader~
Please donât copy/steal or translate this work thanks.
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It all starts one night as youâre falling asleep. Youâve barely closed your eyes when you feel a presence cold and lingering, like someoneâs standing at the foot of your bed, just⌠watching. You sit up, scanning the room, your heart pounding.
Thereâs no one there.
With a shaky breath, you settle back under the covers, convincing yourself it was just your imagination. But then, just as youâre drifting off again, you hear it. A voice, low and amused.
âWell, arenât you a pretty little thing?â
You sit up again, heart racing. âWho⌠whoâs there?��
Silence. You can almost hear your own pulse pounding in your ears as you look around. Shadows stretch across the walls, and the room feels colder, but nothingâs out of place. You let out a long, shaky breath. Maybe youâre just hearing things.
âNot going to say hello?â The voice is closer now, low and rich, with a teasing edge. You whip around, looking everywhere, but thereâs no one.
âI..I donât know who you are or how you got in here, but this isnât funny,â you stammer, trying to sound braver than you feel.
A soft chuckle floats through the room, followed by a faint shimmer of purple light in the corner. It takes form a woman with light, wavy hair, a wicked smile playing on her lips. Sheâs⌠floating, her body flickering faintly like a candle flame.
âWhat?â You scramble back, pressing yourself against the headboard. âWho are you? What are you?â
She sighs, a little mockingly, as if sheâs disappointed. âWell Iâm Agatha Harkness dear, donât you know me? I was quite famous in some places.â She tilts her head, looking you over slowly. âAnd you, darling, are in my new favorite one to haunt.â
Your breath catches, panic rising. âHaunt? So⌠youâre a ghost?â
She grins, clearly entertained by your reaction. âSharp, arenât you?â She leans in closer, eyes gleaming. âMost people would be thrilled to have my attention, you know.â
You swallow, trying to keep your voice steady. âWell, Iâm not most people. So, if youâre done scaring me half to death⌠could you leave?â
She places a hand on her chest, feigning offense. âScaring you? Darling, if I wanted to scare you, Iâd be doing a lot more than this.â
âWhy are you even here?â you demand, gripping the blanket tightly as if itâll somehow protect you.
âWhy?â she echoes, arching an eyebrow. Her smile is playful, and she crosses her arms, taking her time before answering. âBecause, my dear, itâs entertaining.â Her gaze trails over you, and you feel your skin prickle under her stare. âAnd youâre far too cute when youâre flustered.â
You open your mouth to protest, but she just laughs, her form fading until all thatâs left is her laughter, echoing softly in the room.
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The next night, youâre hoping that yesterday was a one time thing. You even go to bed early, thinking if you fall asleep fast, she might leave you alone. But, just as youâre slipping into a dream, you feel that cold presence again. You crack an eye open, and there she is, perched on the edge of your bed, studying you like youâre the most interesting thing in the world.
You jolt up, almost bumping into her. âYouâre back?â
She smirks, propping her chin up on her hand. âOh, did you miss me?â
âNo! I was hoping youâd be gone!â you exclaim, exasperated.
She laughs, as if this is the most amusing thing sheâs heard all night. âOh, darling, Iâm afraid youâre stuck with me for the foreseeable future. But donât worry.â She leans in, her voice dropping to a whisper. âIâll try to make it worth your while.â
You stare at her, half in shock, half in frustration. âLook, I donât know what you want, but I have work in the morning, and I need to sleep, so if you could justâŚâ
She holds up a finger, silencing you. âWork? Oh, you poor thing. Haunted and working the nine-to-five grind.â She lets out a dramatic sigh. âFine, fine. I promise Iâll leave you alone⌠for now.â
With a wink, she vanishes, leaving you feeling both relieved and somehow⌠disappointed.
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She doesnât make good on her promise for long.
The following evening, just as youâre settling onto the couch with a book, she appears again, sitting on the arm of the couch, her eyes fixed on you.
âCanât say Iâm surprised,â she remarks, glancing at the book in your hands. âYou look like the type to be nose deep in a novel.â
You sigh, closing the book and looking up at her. âCan you stop doing that?â
She raises an eyebrow. âDoing what?â
âAppearing out of nowhere! And making fun of me!â you snap, though itâs hard to keep your voice steady.
She laughs, a rich, low sound that sends a shiver down your spine. âOh, sweetheart, Iâm not here to make fun of you. Iâm here because youâre⌠fascinating.â She watches your reaction closely, clearly amused by how flustered youâre getting. âAnd the way you get all worked up over my visits? Adorable.â
You bury your face in your hands. âPlease, just⌠go haunt someone else. Iâm begging you.â
She smirks, leaning closer until you can feel the chill radiating from her. âNow, why would I want to do that? Youâre so much more fun.â
The nights pass, and Agathaâs visits become a routine. No matter how you try to ignore her or ask her to leave, she always reappears, finding new ways to tease you.
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One evening, as youâre brushing your teeth, you glance in the mirror and nearly jump out of your skin. Agatha is standing behind you, her face inches from yours.
âReally?â you exclaim, spitting out toothpaste in surprise. âYou couldnât give me a moment of privacy?â
She shrugs, completely unfazed. âI just wanted to see you again.â Her gaze lingers a little too long, and you feel a blush rising to your cheeks. âI must say, you get lovelier every night.â
You roll your eyes, trying not to let her see how flustered you are. âGreat. So youâre haunting me because you think Iâm⌠cute?â
âAdorable,â she corrects, smirking. âDonât sell yourself short.â
You stare at her, unsure whether to be angry or embarrassed. âWell⌠could you haunt someone else?â
She chuckles, her fingers grazing your arm, sending a chill through your skin. âOh, but darling, that wouldnât be half as fun.â She leans closer, her voice a low purr. âBesides, I think youâre starting to enjoy my company.â
You sputter, nearly dropping your toothbrush. âI-what? No!â
She grins, clearly satisfied with your reaction. âWeâll see about that.â
And, like every night, she vanishes just as quickly as she came, leaving you alone with your racing heart and the unmistakable feeling that, despite yourself, part of you is actually looking forward to her next visit.
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You thought the hauntings would stay confined to the nights, but it turns out Agatha has other plans.
The next day, youâre at work, trying to focus on an email, when your computer screen flickers. You frown, wiggling your mouse and glancing around to see if anyone elseâs computer is acting up. Just as youâre about to get back to typing, you catch a glimpse of her reflection in the monitor.
âMiss me?â her voice murmurs, smooth and amused.
You jump in your seat, glancing around the empty office, panic rising in your chest. âWhat⌠how did you even get here?â
Agatha leans in closer, her reflection on the screen looking far too smug for your liking. âGhost, darling. We tend to ignore things like⌠âboundaries.ââ
You swallow hard, your face heating up. âIâm at work. I have, you know⌠things to do.â
Her chuckle echoes softly, and you realize with growing dread that itâs coming from inside your computer. âOh, I can see that. Fascinating stuff.â She sounds genuinely bored, her voice dripping with sarcasm. âAnd here I was, thinking youâd have a little more excitement in your life.â
âExcitement? Because a ghost decided to haunt me?â you hiss, keeping your voice low so no one passing by overhears.
Her voice is playful, a low murmur just for you. âCome now, I thought you might enjoy a little company.â
You glance around, hoping no one notices you speaking to what looks like an empty monitor. âI didnât exactly ask for company.â
âOh, sweetheart,â she coos, âyouâre fun to haunt, and I donât haunt just anyone.â Her eyes flash with a mischievous gleam. âThereâs something about you⌠something irresistibly adorable.â
You stammer, face turning bright red. âIâplease, just⌠can we not do this here?â
But she only laughs softly, her image flickering on the screen until sheâs gone, leaving you embarrassed and flustered. You glance around, hoping no one saw your conversation with, well, thin air.
The rest of the day, youâre jumpy, glancing over your shoulder every few minutes, but Agatha doesnât show up again. By the time youâre heading home, youâre convinced sheâs done⌠at least for now.
But sheâs not done. Not even close.
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Later that afternoon, as youâre sorting through laundry in your bedroom, you feel that chill again. You freeze, already bracing yourself for whatâs coming.
Sure enough, she appears, lounging on top of your dresser, her gaze fixed on you with a gleam of amusement. âLaundry day, is it? Thrilling.â
You roll your eyes, tossing a shirt onto the pile. âDo you just have to comment on everything I do?â
âOh, but darling, whereâs the fun in keeping quiet?â She crosses her legs, watching you with a catlike curiosity. âBesides, I donât see you telling me to leave this time.â
You throw a sock into the laundry basket with a little too much force. âIf I thought youâd listen, I would.â
Agatha laughs, hopping down from the dresser to stand in front of you. âMaybe you donât want me to leave.â She reaches out, her cold fingers brushing your cheek in an almost affectionate gesture. âMaybe youâre enjoying this little game more than youâd admit.â
Your face heats up instantly. âIâno. Thatâs⌠I donât want to be haunted!â
âHmm.â She taps a finger to her lips, smirking. âCouldâve fooled me.â
You take a deep breath, trying to steady your nerves. âCan you please just give me a break?â
She tilts her head, studying you with that unreadable expression. âFine. Iâll give you the rest of the day. But donât think youâre getting rid of me that easily, darling.â
And with that, she vanishes, leaving you flustered and very much rattled.
But that âbreakâ lasts exactly one afternoon.
~<~>~<~>~<~>~
The next day, while youâre getting coffee at a little shop near your office, you reach for a cup only to feel a chill sweep over you, accompanied by her familiar voice.
âCareful, darling,â she murmurs, as if sheâs standing right beside you. âThat coffee looks hot.â
You nearly jump, sloshing a bit of coffee onto your hand in surprise. You glance around, your pulse quickening as you realize sheâs somehow made herself visible in the reflective surface of the coffee machine.
âSeriously?â you whisper, trying to sound angry but only managing to look utterly bewildered.
She grins at you through the reflection, looking thoroughly pleased with herself. âWell, I couldnât just stay away all day. Iâve missed you.â She sounds almost sincere, but her eyes are glinting with mischief.
You roll your eyes, stepping away from the coffee machine in the hopes that moving might make her go away. âThis is getting out of hand. People are going to think Iâm talking to myself!â
âMaybe,â she says, her voice echoing just beside your ear as if sheâs standing right behind you. âBut maybe theyâll just think youâre a little eccentric.â She leans in, her voice a low purr. âAnd I like that about you.â
You grit your teeth, your cheeks heating up. âWell, I donât.â
She chuckles, clearly amused. âYouâll get used to it, darling. Just you wait.â And with that, her voice fades, leaving you standing there with your coffee, trying to ignore the weird looks from the barista behind the counter.
By the time you get back to your desk, youâre convinced sheâs gone again, and maybe just maybe youâll get a moment of peace.
~<~>~<~>~<~>~
That evening, as youâre finally relaxing on your couch, watching a movie and trying to unwind, thereâs a familiar cold chill. You donât even need to look to know sheâs there.
Sure enough, Agatha materializes beside you, draping herself across the back of the couch, her head propped up on her hand as she watches you with that sly, knowing smile. âWatching a movie, are we?â
You groan, pressing your hands over your face. âOh my god, you donât have to comment on everything I do!â
She laughs, unabashed, and leans closer. âBut whereâs the fun in that?â She glances at the screen, raising an eyebrow. âRomantic comedy? How⌠sweet.â
You groan again, throwing a pillow at her, but it goes right through her and lands on the floor.
She smirks, clearly pleased with herself. âNice try, darling. But I donât think youâre getting rid of me that easily.â
You sigh, flopping back against the couch in resignation. âAre you ever going to stop?â
Her expression softens, just a little, as she tilts her head, studying you. âWhy would I, when youâre so⌠entertaining?â
Despite yourself, you feel your cheeks warm again. âIâm not here to be your entertainment.â
She chuckles, leaning close enough that you can feel the faint chill of her presence. âOh, darling, youâre so much more than that. But if it makes you feel better, Iâll try to be⌠gentler.â
You stare at her, unsure if sheâs joking or if this is her version of an apology. Before you can ask, she smirks and vanishes once more, leaving you alone on the couch with a racing heart and an undeniable anticipation that, like it or not, youâll see her again tomorrow.
And, even more confusingly⌠you donât exactly mind.
~<~>~<~>~<~>~
The nightly visits continue, and despite your best efforts, you find yourself⌠adapting. At first, you still jump whenever she appears, but over time, your reactions soften. Agathaâs hauntings, once intrusive and nerve wracking, start to feel almost like part of your routine.
One night, youâre curled up with a book, trying to ignore the flickering of the overhead light that signals her arrival. Sure enough, Agatha materializes beside you, leaning back against your headboard with that familiar, teasing smirk.
âBack in bed with another book?â she asks, eyebrow quirked. Her gaze slides to the cover, and she feigns a shocked expression. âRomance? I wouldnât have guessed.â
You roll your eyes, a smile tugging at your lips. âI like it, okay? And itâs⌠relaxing.â
She laughs, the sound rich and surprisingly warm. âIâm sure it is. Though Iâd think youâd have all the excitement you need, with your very own ghost lover dropping in.â
Your face heats up instantly. âYouâre not my⌠ghost lover!â
âOh?â Sheâs amused, but thereâs something softer in her expression as she tilts her head, studying you. âWell, I suppose Iâll just have to haunt my way into your heart then.â
You try to act exasperated, but her playful flirting has started to get to you. Thereâs something intoxicating about the way she hovers just close enough for you to feel her presence, but far enough that you can only imagine what it would be like to reach out, to touch her.
Each night, her teasing becomes gentler, more thoughtful. Sometimes, she doesnât even try to scare you. Sheâll sit on the edge of your bed while you talk about your day, or sheâll hover nearby as you work, making little comments that keep you entertained. Itâs⌠oddly comforting.
And somewhere along the way, the lines blur. You find yourself looking forward to her appearances, to that flutter of excitement that fills you whenever you sense sheâs near. You start to notice things about her, tooâthe way her laughter has a warmth to it, or how, sometimes, she looks at you with a strange softness in her eyes, like sheâs truly seeing you for the first time.
~<~>~<~>~<~>~
One evening, she shows up while youâre cooking, and youâre no longer startled by her arrival. Instead, you simply smile, lifting an eyebrow.
âHungry?â you tease.
She grins, crossing her arms as she watches you move about the kitchen. âYou do realize I canât eat, right?â
You shrug. âDoesnât mean you canât keep me company.â
Her smirk softens, and for a moment, her gaze lingers on you in a way that makes your heart flutter. She steps closer, just near enough that the air around you cools.
âWell, if you insist,â she murmurs, her voice low and warm. âYou might be the first living person who wants me around.â
You laugh, stirring the pot on the stove. âMaybe youâre just growing on me.â
She falls silent, and when you glance over, thereâs a vulnerability in her expression you havenât seen before. âYou know,â she begins, her voice uncharacteristically soft, âmost people would have banished me by now. Or called a priest.â
You look at her, really look at her, and suddenly you realize just how lonely she must be stuck between worlds, visiting people who never wanted her there. The thought tugs at your heart.
âWell, I guess Iâm not most people,â you say softly.
She smiles, a real smile, and itâs enough to make your heart skip a beat.
~<~>~<~>~<~>~
As the weeks go by, you notice the way Agatha lingers a little longer each night. She becomes less of a ghostly presence and more⌠familiar, almost comforting. You find yourself drawn to her, to her quick wit and the way she seems to know exactly how to make you laugh. You wonder if maybe she feels it tooâthe strange pull between you, like an invisible thread connecting you both.
One evening, as youâre getting ready for bed, she appears by your side, watching you with a softer, almost hesitant expression.
âWhat?â you ask, feeling oddly self-conscious under her gaze.
She shrugs, looking away as if sheâs embarrassed. âNothing. Just⌠you look nice.â
Your face warms, and you duck your head. âThank you.â
Thereâs a silence, and you sense she wants to say something else. When you look up, her eyes are fixed on you, serious in a way that makes your breath catch.
âWhy arenât you afraid of me anymore?â she asks, her voice barely above a whisper.
You pause, searching for the right words. âBecause⌠I know you now. Youâre not just some ghost haunting me. Youâre⌠youâre Agatha.â The words come out more tenderly than you intended, and you see something shift in her eyes, a softness that makes your heart race.
Slowly, she steps closer, her hand lifting as if she wants to reach for you. But she stops, hovering inches away, her gaze locked on yours. âYou⌠shouldnât look at me like that,â she murmurs, almost to herself.
You swallow hard, the air between you electric. âWhy not?â
âBecause,â she says, her voice trembling slightly, âif I were still alive, Iâd kiss you right now.â
The words hang in the air, and for a moment, all you can do is stare at her, your heart pounding. Part of you knows itâs impossible, knows sheâs a ghost and that youâre separated by a barrier that canât be crossed. But another part of youâa braver, more reckless partâleans in, letting the cold of her presence wash over you, wishing for just a moment that you could close the distance.
âI thinkâŚâ you whisper, barely able to get the words out, âIâd let you.â
Agathaâs eyes widen, surprise flickering across her face. For a second, you see a glimmer of regret there, of longing for something she knows she can never have. And in that moment, you realize youâre falling in love with her despite everything, despite the impossible chasm between you, youâve fallen for her.
She draws back, her face sad but softened with a gentleness youâve never seen before. âYou really are one of a kind,â she murmurs, more to herself than to you.
~<~>~<~>~<~>~
The next few days, she visits you less frequently, almost as if sheâs afraid of getting too close. You miss her, that electric energy that always filled the air when she was near. But then, just as youâre starting to wonder if sheâs gone for good, she appears again, standing by your bed in the middle of the night, her expression determined.
âYouâre not getting rid of me that easily,â she says, her voice laced with her usual bravado, though her eyes hold a vulnerability you hadnât seen before.
You sit up, your heart pounding. âI wouldnât want to.â
She sighs, taking a shaky step toward you. âYouâre not making this easy, you know that?â
You smile, feeling that familiar warmth spreading through your chest. âMaybe I donât want to make it easy.â
A ghost of a smile touches her lips as she gazes at you. âThen I guess weâll just have to find a way to make this work, wonât we?â
And with that, she reaches out, her hand hovering just inches from yours, as if sheâs daring herself to bridge the impossible divide. And though you canât touch, you both feel it the unmistakable connection, the shared longing.
Somehow, itâs enough.
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@redghostbirdy Dick/Danny, skeleton shaped sugar cookies cw blood and stitches
Of course Dick still had to take his trash out after getting back from patrol. He was exhausted and wounded, but the trash had really gotten untenable and now had bio-waste in it. He had to take it down to the dumpster. It was almost a compulsion at that point to get it taken care of, or he knew he wouldnât sleep well. As much as his family teased him about the state of his apartment he had his limits.
So, Dick tied up the bag, tugged it free of the bin, managed to slip on some shoes after a few attempts, and headed out into the hallway. And right into his neighbor.
His hot, brick wall of a neighbor that could totally bench press Dick in all the meanings of that phrase that Dick had totally been thinking a little too much about for the last few months.
âWhoa, careful there, darlinâ,â Danny drawled, steadying Dick with large hands on both of Dickâs shoulders. âWhat are you doing wandering around out here at this time?â
âUm, trash?â Dick said ineloquently and raised the bag a little. The bag which apparently was leaking because his hand was wet.
Dick looked down at his hand and the red blood that coated it. Did his stitches pop?
âAh, fuck,â Danny cussed and stepped back a little.
(Embarrassingly, Dick almost swayed after him.)
Danny lifted up the edge of his shirt, which may have killed what was left of Dickâs brain functions, to show blood flaked skin andâ
âIs that a menstrual pad covering a wound?!â
Danny shrugged. âItâs just a little knife wound and Jess, the bouncer, hand one handy.â
âOh my god. Just, come on, weâre getting that stitched up or at least bandaged properly,â Dick said. He set his bag of trash down by the door and grabbed Dannyâs hand with his clean one to drag the bemused man into his apartment.
Luckily the first aid kit was still out on the little island counter and Dick all but pushed Danny onto one of the stools. Dick peeled the offending pad off maybe a little more harshly than was necessary and found a plastic bag to drop it into.
âI canât believe thatâs what you were using. And you call that little? How did you even get that? Youâre the bartender! Youâre supposed to be behind the bar.â
Danny just shrugged, an easy going and not at all repentant grin on his face. âI had to stop someone from being a creep.â
Dick just glared, mildly, at him as he washed his hands. He couldnât really argue with that. He snapped on some gloves instead and set about cleaning Dannyâs wound.
âI think this could use some stitches. I can do them, but I can also just get you patched up enough to go to urgent care if youâd feel more comfortable with that.â
âYou can do them.â
ââŚyeah?â Dick asked just to be sure and glanced up at Danny.
Danny shrugged again. âI mean, you do have a very well stocked first aid kit on your counter already. Why was that?â
âHush.â
Dick covered the area around the wound with a numbing agent while Danny chuckled at the non answer.
âIf I promise to be a better patient than your students, do I get a cute bandage?â
Dick smiled despite himself as he threaded the needle. âAll the cute bandages are at the gym. Stay still now.â
âDamn,â Danny said, and then waited until after Dick had started the stitches to ask, âWhat about a lollipop?â
âI might have some jelly beans still,â Dick said, grinning now. He kept his eyes on his work though, not wanting to give Danny uneven stitches.
Thankfully, Danny didnât need that many and Dick was soon tying them off and taking a step back.
âNo fun bandage, no lollipop,â Danny sighed, âwhat about a kiss to make it all better?â
Dickâs gaze shot up to look at Danny and his cheeky little smirk.
âOr did I miss read things completely?â
Dick rolled his eyes at Dannyâs confidence, though it made him smile. âI think a kiss to make it better I can do.â
Dannyâs smile turned into a full on grin. âYeah?â
âYeah,â Dick said and leaned in to press his lips to Dannyâs.
He tasted like spice, lime, and sugar.
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Something a bit different but still hot. I feel like my readers will like it. I know I do.
Let me know if you would like to see other fanfics from other fandoms.
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Simon, like others whoâd spent their lives dodging bullets, bombs, and knives, had trouble sleeping. You realized this the first night you stayed with him. When you woke, he was lying in the exact same position as before, his eyes bloodshot and the bags beneath them even darker. When you asked if heâd slept, he simply said heâd been thinking. It was never a satisfying answer, but you didnât pry. He didnât want you worrying about his nightmares. âItâs my problem to fix, not yours,â heâd say.
Simon would lie awake for hours, staring at the wall, the ceiling, or sometimes even at you. The feel of your body pressed against his was the only thing that helped him drift off for a few hours. The steady rhythm of your heartbeat, the softness of your skin, the brush of your hairâit all seemed to soothe him.
âWhy do you stare at me when you think Iâm asleep?â Your words startled him, and you could tell by the way he tensed beside you. âIâm not mad,â you added, your tone gentle. âIâm just curious why you find me so captivating that youâd sacrifice your sleep to look at me.â
There was no harshness in your question; you were genuinely intrigued. It felt surreal that someone would find you so peaceful to watch, enough to miss their own rest. Simon assumed you were teasing him, as if no one in their right mind could believe a man like him might feel such things. But when you rolled over and looked straight into his eyes, he saw that you meant every word.
"You really want to know?" he asked in that familiar, gruff drawl.
"Of course," you said, nodding.
He sighed, his gaze softening in a way you rarely saw. "The only reason I donât sleep... is because of you. Iâm scared if I close my eyes, Iâll open them and you wonât be here. Thatâs why I stay upâto make sure youâre really here with me. And in the morning, when I wake, I watch you sleep, just to be sure youâre still next to me."
His words hit you deep. Your heart, your very soul, shattered at the rawness of his confession. This wasnât like the empty promises of past flingsâthe guy from the bar who had a girlfriend, or that childhood crush who turned out to be a disappointment. No, this was Simon. SimonâGhost, if he was in one of his moods. With him, honesty wasnât a choice; it was all he knew, shaped by a lifetime of loyalty and hard truths.
âOh, Simon.â You scooted closer, wrapping yourself around him, your face pressed against his chest. âIâm not going anywhere.â
âI know. I know.â His hand moved to your hair, fingers gently threading through it, softening even more as he traced the strands.
This was a familiar sceneâhim sharing something raw, you tearing up, and then him comforting you with âitâs okayâ even though it never truly was. He deserved every good thing, yet all he could see was darkness. And not just ordinary darkness, but brutal, soul-crushing shadows. He ran his hand down your shoulder, then back up, the warmth of his touch healing something deep within you.
You closed your eyes, focusing on the rise and fall of his chest, grounding yourself in his presence. It was calm. Peaceful.
âYou know,â you began softly, then hesitated.
âWhat?â he asked, his thumb brushing gently over your wet bottom lip.
âI like watching you, too,â you confessed, pressing a kiss to the pad of his thumb.
Simon looked away, a flicker of discomfort crossing his face. âYou shouldnât.â
âYes, I should.â You cupped his cheek, guiding his gaze back to you. âYouâre the most beautiful man Iâve ever seen.â
âIâm not beautiful.â
âYou are,â you whispered, âand I love you.â
He shuddered, as he always did when you laid your heart bare. He couldnât fathom how someone like him could be loved by someone like you. But he kept those words to himself, and instead, his thumb brushed away a tear trailing down your cheek.
âYou shouldnât.â
You didnât take his words to heart. You knew his demons, knew the weight he carried. He might not believe he deserved you, but youâd spend forever making him feel like the most important man in the worldâbecause to you, he was.
âI should. And I do.â You kissed his cheek, then his lips. âI love you, Simon. All of you. The good and the bad, even the nightmares and the secrets you wish I didnât know. I love it all. I love you.â
Simonâs breathing was uneven. He wasnât used to thisâyour affection, your warmth. He wasnât used to hearing âI love you.â The last person whoâd ever said those words to him had been his mother, the only woman whoâd ever shown him kindness. Until now.
But here you were, making him feel wanted, appreciated, loved. You pressed gentle kisses to every inch of his exposed skin, and he watched you, mesmerized. You kissed his cheeks, his eyes, his nose, his forehead, his neck. Your fingers were soft, tracing each muscle, each scar, each part of him that he himself couldnât bear to look at.
âDo you believe me?â you murmured, pressing a delicate kiss to his lips.
Simon couldnât find the words, so you continued, undeterred. You kissed down his neck, following the steady thrum of his pulse. Sometimes youâd press two fingers there, just to feel it, to remind yourself that he was here with youâwhole, alive, not blown apart or bearing fresh wounds. You kissed over his tattoo, the one that symbolized a brotherhood and a past he couldnât escape. Your hair spilled over his shoulders as your hands rested on his stomach, and he watched as you traced the scars, the ink, every mark he hated.
He watched as you loved him, piece by piece.
You felt the way his skin shivered under your touch, saw the way his pupils flared as he stared at you, lips parted, breath coming in shallow pants. You continued your trail of kisses, savoring every inch of him, letting the words he needed sink in.
âI love you,â you murmured, over and over, knowing he needed to hear it, maybe more than heâd ever let on.
You slid up his worn T-shirt, pressing your lips to the hard plane of his stomach, following the faint line of hair that began at his navel and led lower. You felt his muscles tense beneath your touch, his breath hitching, heat radiating off him in waves.
âI love you,â you said, the words muffled against the strained fabric of his pants, and a deep, aching sound escaped him. His body reacted instantly, tightening under your hands.
âYou donâtââ he began, almost protesting.
âBut I do,â you insisted, meeting his gaze, steady and unyielding. âLet me show you. Let me show you how much I love you.â
He swallowed hard and gave a slight nod, letting you ease his bottoms down along with his briefs.
You took his cock in your hands and marveled at how pretty it was. Simon was a big man, and his cock was not only a reflection thatâbut truly a work of art. Long and thick, with a vein on the underside and an angry mushroomed head. His balls hung low and were covered with a thin layer of dark, coarse hair. You leaned down and took him into your mouth, feeling his warmth, tasting him, letting yourself drown in it.
Simon cursed under his breath, hips arching despite himself, overcome by the heat and softness of your mouth. He whispered his amazement, his voice rough, his throat dry as he tried to speak.
Your tongue traced his length, taking him deeper, the thickness filling you, his pubic hair brushing your nose as you lost yourself in the sensation of him. His scent, the taste of him, filled your senses, making you lose yourself completely. Your saliva slicked his cock, and the more you moved your head up and down, the wetter and sloppier it got.
âFuck,â he groaned, fingers threading tightly through your hair, his breaths coming faster now. You could tell he was close, but you wanted him in a way that left words behindâa kind of love spoken only through touch. Letting his length slip from your mouth, you watched it fall against his stomach, drawing a raw sound from deep in his chest.
His gaze was heavy, half-lidded and heated, and as you began to undress, he licked his lips, his eyes trailing over every inch of bare skin revealed.
âI love you,â you murmured, pressing a kiss to his chest, right above the place where his heart beat strong and steady.
Taking his hands, you placed them on your body, letting his large, rough palms explore. The feel of his touch sent a shiver up your spine, and a soft moan slipped from your lips as he cupped your breasts, his thumbs circling and teasing your hardened nipples. You arched into his touch, barely holding back, wanting him more deeply than you could stand.
âYouâre beautiful,â he breathed, his voice rough with desire, and you shook your head.
âNo, youâre more,â you whispered before leaning down, capturing his lips and silencing his protest with a kiss, swallowing the sound of his moan as he gave in to you.
You reached down, wrapping your fingers around him, stroking slowly, savoring the way his hips bucked, his breath hitching with each caress. He was hard, pulsing, the tip flushed and slick. Finally, you moved over him, sinking down onto his length, and a deep, shared groan passed between you, filling the quiet room as you took him fully, every part of you bound together.
His arms wrapped around you, and your bodies were plastered together. âYouâre beautiful. Inside and out. Youâre everything good in this world,â you murmured, pressing your lips gently to his temple.
âDonât,â he whispered, shaking his head, his face buried in the curve of your neck, as though hiding from the truth in your words.
But you didnât stop. You couldnât. Not when it came to Simon.
âYouâre strong, handsome, brave⌠courageous.â You lifted yourself, feeling the way he pulsed within you, then sank down again, creating a rhythm that left both of you breathless. âYouâre everything. And I love you. Tell me Iâm right.â
He shook his head again, his body trembling beneath you, and you could feel his restraint, his need to resist, begin to unravel.
âTell me,â you pleaded, moving faster, harder, each motion drawing him deeper into you.
âIâI⌠Youâre right.â His voice was strained, a rough whisper as his arms tightening around you, grounding himself.
Your face was buried into his pillow, drool sinking into the soft, cotton case that smelt entirely of his shampooâbut that didnât stop you either. âAnd youâre beautiful.â
He only let out something between a moan and a grunt.
âSay it,â you urged softly, your voice barely a whisper.
âIâm beautiful.â
You pulled away to kiss his reddened cheeks, holding him close as his eyes clenched shut, his body tense, every muscle taut beneath you.
âCome for me,â you whispered, and those words broke him. He shuddered as he reached his release, holding you tighter, pouring himself into you, and the feeling of him filling you brought you over the edge too. The release was overwhelming, a shattering wave that left you both clutching each other, chests heaving, bodies entwined.
You ran your fingers through his hair, looking down at him as he gazed back, his eyes now clear, softer, filled with something unspoken but deeply felt.
âI love you,â you murmured, pressing gentle kisses to his cheeks, his nose.
âI love you too.â His voice was tender, and the kiss you shared held all the words you didnât need to say.
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Hi tumblr, middle-aged bitch here, reblogging to confirm the stuff on this post. (TW for discussion of eating disorders and suicidal ideation)
Personally, I've never been tiny or thin. Trim and muscular, maybe, but never tiny. My lowest weight happened during high school, after WEEKS of being SUPER FUCKING SICK.
See, when you're sick, your body needs nutrients that are easy to break down and absorb. But digestion is hard work. So instead of dutifully digesting the food you eat while you're sick, it starts eating ITSELF. Especially your muscles. I lost a significant chunk of weight while I was sick (and couldn't lift as much afterwards) because MY BODY ATE MY MUSCLES.
"Fun" fact: if you severely starve yourself, your body really will start digesting your other organs, not just your muscles. I know somebody who was on a starvation diet due to being a broke college student, and his body straight up ate his tonsils. They're gone. He never had them surgically removed. His body just ATE THEM.
It is NOT FUCKING WORTH IT to starve yourself try to make some of your fat disappear. Your body eats itself, not "just your fat".
It is additionally NOT FUCKING WORTH IT to be regularly, debilitatingly hungry.
Like, I get it, most of us are not the shape we were when we were younger. Maybe you feel like this is a bad trend. But this trend is true of most animals as they age. The teenagers are stringbeans, the mature adults are chonkier. Quit fetishizing youth. Quit fetishizing thinness. Get used to being old and chonky. Get used to telling people to "fuck off" if they think being older and fatter is bad. Furthermore, GET USED TO EATING ENOUGH.
Again, my experience here, I spent almost 20 years trying to stay "trim" like I was in high school and eating the tiniest lunches. I even cut that lunch into two smaller lunch breaks at work, trying to spend less continuous time hungry. But fuck, I was still hungry. Lightheaded. Dizzy. Confused. Tired. Shitty focus. MISERABLE. My work suffered, my mood suffered, and I literally wanted to die.
(Also I was overeating in the evenings, to the point of discomfort. I wasn't eating enough and my body was MAD.)
Somewhere in the last couple years, I decided "FUCK THAT SHIT".
Now I eat a lunch that's big enough to keep me from getting lightheaded until it's time for dinner anyway. I don't make myself uncomfortable with too much food in the evenings. I'm not spending most of my day half-fainting or mondo bloated. I'm also on three different medications that all warn that they might "cause weight gain".
And I'm fat now. I'm fine with that. I feel better than ever.
TL;DR go read the original post again:
"If you feel like you have to eat less than your body tells you it needs to be skinny, please just be ok with being fat."
Diet companies wonât tell you this but starving yourself is a lot worse for your health than overeating
This post is explicitly about being ok with being fat. If you feel like you have to eat less than your body tells you it needs to be skinny, please just be ok with being fat.
#yeah you read that right#i stopped binge eating and now i'm fat and comfortable and happy#recovery#diet culture#ed#ed tw#suicide tw#fatphobia#issues blogging#talking
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Annoying
Oscar Piastri x Norris!Reader
Warnings: None
Summary: You and Oscar tend to get on your brotherâs nerves when you show PDA. Here are a few instances of that.
Word count: 700+
The first time it happened, it was a weekend off from racing, so you, Lando and Oscar decided to spend some time together and hang out. Yâall are currently playing Mario Kart and you are beating both of them. âFor guys who drive race cars for a living, yâall suck at Mario Kart.â You tease them. Lando rolled his eyes and Oscar laughed at you. âOh hush.â He retorted.
After you beat them once again, you decide to eat some takeout for dinner and watch a movie. You and Oscar are cuddled up on one couch while Lando is on the other. He looks over to see Oscar peppering your face in kisses. âIâm gonna vomit.â He says out loud and you start laughing. Oscar is soon to follow with the laughing. âIs someone feeling lonely over there?â You ask your brother teasingly. He rolls his eyes âNo, but I still donât want to see that.â He says with disgust.
âOh boo. I just want to show my girlfriend some affection.â Oscar tells him. You giggle as him and Lando go back and forth with each other, all in friendly banter. âDo you plan on staying the night?â You ask Lando. He thinks about it for a moment and says he is going to. You get up and get the guest room ready.
~On a race day~
Another time you annoyed your brother was on a race day. You are standing in front of Oscar, he has his arms around your waist and his head resting on top of yours. Yâall really arenât doing anything to crazy but Lando makes a gagging noise and pulls you away from Oscar. âNo touching. I donât want to see that.â You suppress a laugh and tell him to get over it. You go back to Oscar and give him a hug. They get called to go to their cars.
You lean up and give him a kiss and wish him good luck. You go to give Lando a hug and he is glaring at Oscar. âCalm down Lando, heâs my boyfriend and we are going to kiss.â âI still donât like it. Youâre my little sister, youâre not supposed to be kissing anybody.â He mutters. You shake your head and wish him good luck. You know he is giving you a hard time and doesnât mean any harm by it.
~Time skip~
Today marks the two year anniversary since you and Oscar started dating. You are a little upset because Oscar has to work and is in another country at the moment. He called you earlier to say happy anniversary and it made you so happy. You go about your day and around dinner, you hear a knock on the door. Lando is standing there with a bouquet of flowers. âSpecial delivery.â He says. You laugh at him, knowing Oscar put him up to this. âI thought yâall were gonna be gone all week? And how much did he pay you to do this?â
âWe got done early and moved some stuff around and he didnât have to pay me anything. Just promised to keep the PDA to a minimum around me.â He teased. You rolled your eyes at him. âSo where is Oscar right now?â You ask. âJust get ready to go. We are leaving in an hour.â He tells you. You put the flowers in a vase and hurry to get ready.
An hour later and Lando is taking you to the spot you and Oscar had your first official date. He is standing on the overlook with a blanket and a basket. You thank your brother and get out to go to Oscar. When you reach him, you pull him into a kiss âHappy anniversary, baby!â You say. âHappy anniversary!â
Lando rolls down the window, âIâm still here. Would it kill you two to wait till Iâm gone?â He teased. You shrug your shoulders. âIt actually might dear brother. Now go away, I want to spend some time with Oscar today.â He waves and drives off. âEven after all this time weâve been together, the slightest amount of PDA still annoys him.â Oscar laughs at your comment. âI donât think that will change.â He responds and you agree. Dinner goes well and you watch the sunset together before you head back home for the night.
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May, this was a wonderful read.
If I agreed to an arranged marriage for convenience, because I knew life would be hard otherwise, I would want my husband to be Nanami. And the way you wrote this made him such a perfect fit.
The way you depict nanami as a caring and loving husband even through the letters and his mannerisms during the wedding and ceremony was so good.
How you wrote the reader as always doing things for others, always toiling along to do what she needs to make her existence bearable, and how the promise of a loving life with Nanami is almost hard for her to believe. But eventually, in only a few short hours, she starts to. âDuty gets tiring.â as you wrote.
Even after, when youâre both at your apartment, he makes it known that of course he wants you, but is willing to wait forever until you are comfortable. Just *swoon*.
ââŚI might be a ruined man, you know. And Iâm glad of it.â
*The afterglow has you a contented and exhausted mess, muscles aching but satisfied in a way youâll spend forever seeking.*
JustâŚbeautiful May. I wish there was so much more đĽş
nanami x reader - w.c 3k, marraige of convenience, mentions of societal pressure but everything is consensual!, nsfw, mdni!
without even meeting him, you agreed to marry nanami kento without any expectations of future love, romantic or otherwise.
the pairing is advantageous for the both of you; you get access to the impressive nanami family fortune that has grown substantially now that kento is managing it, while he gets to enjoy a close association with your prestigious family and the subsequent educational opportunities that your children will benefit from. it's sensible and by far the best option you'd been presented with.
you've exchanged letters with him, polite and concise. you can read between the lines and see that he shares a disillusioned view of jujutsu society, but is more than willing to step up for the good of his family.
you weren't coerced by anyone. far from it -- your mother and father had sat you down and asked if you were sure, that they would understand if you wanted to take more time or to choose a different path for yourself altogether.
but you know the rest of society would not be so kind or understanding. marriage between two sorcerers, as antiquated as it seems, is how you survive amongst all of these competitive, power-hungry families.
from what you've read and heard about him, nanami will provide stability. he's progressive in his thinking, and so wont expect anything from you that he wouldn't be willing to do as well. you've learned that he's a teacher at tokyo tech, and has received glowing reviews; he'll be a good father.
and so on this misty thursday morning, you lay eyes on your fiancĂŠ for the first time as he slips a ring on your finger and promises to stay by your side forever.
the ceremony is as bare-bones as your reputation will allow. the guest list doesn't hit the triple digits, a huge departure from society norms, but representatives from the major houses sit in floral-clad wooden chairs to watch you repeat the words that the officiant speaks in your direction.
nanami takes your hands in his. they're warm, which is nice. this dress isn't designed for November weather, but it's an heirloom -- and truthfully, you're glad to be wearing it. you'd never given much thought to a wedding, but it makes your mother and grandmother very happy.
you'd be lying if you said you weren't relieved to discover how handsome nanami is. you were previously shown a few polaroids of him -- staff pictures, mostly, but some with the rest of his family -- and had known he wasn't bad-looking, but the pictures weren't clear enough to give you a proper understanding of his looks.
his blond hair is styled neatly, not a hair out of place. he has nice features, strong jawline and cheekbones, and soft eyes, a good combination. you know his gaze can be piercing when he wants it to be, but now, he looks at you gently.
you know you made the right decision.
more vows, a kiss, and you're married.
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the reception goes mercifully smoothly. the mix of guests -- powerful sorcerer family heads, rich businesspeople, and just a few of your personal friends -- didn't appear to gel too well on paper, but they mostly stick to their own factions. you greet them all until your vocal cords grow tired.
a meal is served on plates so ornate it makes you feel awkward eating off them. you nurse a glass of wine for most of the evening and nanami does the same, politely waving off the servers who approach to refill his glass.
a promising sign that he doesn't feel the need to drown his sorrows. this is a marriage of convenience, yes, but you'd like to be able to get along reasonably well with your spouse.
and, to his credit, he's been making light conversation with you all evening. he doesn't dip into deep or uncomfortable topics like your marriage or future plans, figuring that's best saved for later, but he asks you questions about yourself. by the end of the evening, you feel safe enough to allude to your desire for a future somewhat outside society's norms -- "I've always wanted to travel, honestly. maybe ... spend a few years abroad" -- and, to your pleasant surprise, he doesn't rebuff them. if anything, he seems somewhat pleased.
you have another glass of wine and before you know it, it's the early hours of the morning. you're nowhere near tipsy but feel ready for bed, ready to wipe off this makeup and slip into something more comfortable; thankfully, guests have started to slip out one by one, with only immediate family remaining.
your unpleasant and friendless older cousin makes a joke about you needing to say your goodbyes to 'go please your husband', and nanami's face sours for the first time all evening. your cousin notices and sheepishly takes a drink, mumbling something about it being his time to leave too.
with some final hugs to your respective families, it's time to leave with ...
... with your husband.
in his last letter before the wedding, nanami agreed that your city-centre apartment would be the best place to live in the first few weeks of your marriage, until you find somewhere more permanent that suits you both, and so that's where you go.
you show him around each room, including some storage space where his luggage had been delivered this morning. interspersed with some more small talk, you explain that although it's small, it's well placed for both of you to get to work. he smiles and nods, thanking you with a warmth that doesn't feel forced.
you offer him some tea or whiskey; he says he's fine.
you yawn. he loosens his tie, clearly exhausted himself.
the last room you show him is your bedroom, and it becomes harder and harder not to address the elephant in the room. there's very clearly no second bed, no room for him to stay that wouldn't necessitate a lot of closeness between the two of you.
the silence hangs heavy and loaded, both of you waiting for the other to speak.
well. this is one issue you hadn't covered before the ceremony.
you have no issue with a sexual relationship -- in fact, you're somewhat looking forward to it, having spent the evening admiring the way nanami's shirt hugs his strong arms and chest. but you're not sure if tonight, the first night you've ever met, is the best night to start.
sure, the concept of the wedding night speaks for itself, but it's not as black-and-white in your situation. he might want to spend some time settling in, first. he might not even be that interested in you.
"want me to take the couch?" he asks quietly, with no hint of resentment or offence in his voice. he makes the offer with a sincerity you haven't heard from a man in a long time.
you don't break your silence, but not because you're uncomfortable or anything of the sort -- you're just assessing your options.
"there's nothing i expect from you, just so you know," he continues, and you turn your head to face him, seeing his eyes scan your face for any sign of unease. "the last thing i want is for you to do ... this ... out of obligation or pressure. we have a lifetime to get to know each other, to reach that point -- i want you to be comfortable around me."
your upbringing has made you a sceptic, a pessimist at times, but for some reason, you believe him. maybe it's the look in his eyes, or the fact that he's taken your hand in his own, interlocking your fingers, but there's something about him that sets him aside from normal sorcerers.
he seems real. he seems as though, powers and fortunes and family names aside, he has some substance about him.
"do you want to?" you ask then, voice almost inaudible quiet from a day spent conversing with guests at your wedding.
he doesn't hear you, so he dips his head in your direction; you repeat yourself and wait, hoping you hadn't pressed the issue.
his composure doesn't crack, but something flashes in his eyes as he processes your question. he has such control over the movements of his features, over every expression in his body, except for his eyes, you think.
maybe you just happen to be good at reading him.
he mulls it over for a second, his grip on your hand never slacking.
"i want to," he finally admits. "i've wanted to for a while, truthfully. I've spent a lot of late nights picturing how it would feel to be inside you, to hear what my name sounds like when you say it. but i only want that if you want it too."
you smile without meaning to. "you imagined that from just reading a few letters?"
"yes, and it's a testament to my trust in my new wife that I'm telling you that," he replies, still polite but tinged with amusement.
it feels strange standing at your bedroom doorway, hand in hand with this almost-stranger, imagining what it would be like to indulge in these thoughts you've both been having, spending your first night together tangled up in the sheets and allowing some of the indulgence you've long denied yourself.
duty gets tiring. for a long time, you've been unsure what it feels like to genuinely want something.
now, you're pretty sure it feels something like this. it's organic and unforced, a natural desire that sends heat curling in the pit of your stomach.
wordlessly, you guide nanami into your room, closing the door behind you. there's a hint of a smile on his lips as you ask him for help to untie your wedding dress, the intricate pattern of buttons trailing up your spine proving too technical for your own hands. he's methodical in his work, careful to not damage the delicate clasps.
soon your dress is loose around your hips, your chest covered by the thin slip you wore underneath. you set the garment carefully aside before returning the favour and starting to undo nanami's shirt, avoiding eye contact as your hands expose more and more of his bare chest.
you want to do this, you know that for sure, but that doesn't mean you won't feel a bit of awkwardness at the start. you're not well practiced, having had too busy a life for romantic relationships until now. you hope that instinct will kick in sooner than later, but you've no doubt nanami will help you along the way.
when you finally build up the nerve to glance up at him as he shrugs off the shirt, he's looking at you as though you're the only person he ever wants touching him.
you hear the soft clink of metal and realise he's undoing his belt.
"are you sure?" he asks one more time.
that one question, and the earnestness with which he speaks, erases the last shred of doubt you had. you place your trust in him for the second time today.
you nod and reach across to his belt in the same breath, helping him pull it free from the loops to be tossed by the armchair near your desk.
you move as though controlled by something other than yourself, the decisions coming so naturally it feels as though you've been imagining it for weeks as well.
and maybe you have, you think to yourself, as you confidently guide him back slowly until he's sitting down on the plush armchair, his suit pants still on as you crawl onto his lap, pressing your chest against his. the thin fabric of your slip means you can feel the heat of his body against your skin, nipples hardening as they graze against his muscles.
you've just about balanced yourself, carefully perched on his lap when you feel his hand on the nape of your neck, pulling you in for a kiss that has you grinding against his thighs before you can even catch your breath.
you've never been kissed like this. the few kisses you've had before have been with partners who see you as a means to an end, be it for your family name, your reputation, or just for sex. you've never been kissed by someone who seems to get more from your pleasure than from his own.
you now know he meant it when he said he's been picturing this.
you kiss him for as long as you can, and you're not sure if it's for seconds, minutes, hours. you kiss him until there's a heat burning between your thighs you can no longer stand, that you need to have satiated by the visible, prominent bulge in the front of his suit pants.
when you finally break away, lips numb and kiss-slick, nanami's hair is touselled - you don't remember running your hands through them, but you must have at some point - and he reaches up to run his fingers under the straps of your slip, asking with his eyes if he can guide them off your shoulders.
you nod, and your chest is exposed to the cool night air for a split second before nanami's mouth is on one of your nipples, tongue circling the sensitive skin and making you cry out.
one of the words you moan must be his name, because you feel him smile as he turns his attention towards the other nipple, hands now at the small of your back to keep you close to him.
you can't take it much longer. you need to be touched so badly, you didn't even think you were capable of wanting it this much -- and you only want him to do it, now and maybe forever.
maybe he can read your mind or maybe you babbled out the request, but nanami finally takes pity on you, giving your nipple one final lick before resting his shoulders back against the cushion of the armrest and sliding his hands up your thighs, hooking your underwear with his fingers -- you lift your hips up to let him slip them off.
his composure slips further when he finally touches you between your legs, feeling how wet you've gotten for him, seeing how you react when he slips his index finger inside.
your head falls back and you hold a breath, focusing all of your attention on the sensation of him inside you, on the way he curls the digit ever-so-slightly before pulling it out and fucking you with two this time, almost -- almost -- tipping you over the edge.
"such a pretty wife," he mumbles almost under his breath, voice and gaze reverent as he watches you rock yourself against his hand. "my beautiful, perfect wife, aren't you?"
you want to answer him but can't, lungs feeling near-empty as you fumble with the buttons of his pants.
"i will never be able to think of anything else but you, i think," he muses, half-smiling. "you in my lap ... you making those pretty little noises ... i might be a ruined man, you know. and I'm glad of it."
he only stops speaking when you finally get your hand on his clothed cock, his breath catching in his throat as you trace it with your fingers.
you want tonight, the first of many times together, to start with you cumming on your husband's cock.
nanami just watches as you finally pull him out of his underwear, his length thick and hard in your hand as you give it a few messy strokes. it's all the both of you can manage before you need to have it inside you -- you shift your hips to sit on it, nanami's eyes fixed on the site of the head slipping inside.
it's a stretch, as you expected, but one you've been craving since you closed the bedroom door. you take him inch by inch, lowering yourself down as his breath quickens, clearly battling the urge to thrust up inside you.
but he's careful with you, and doesn't want to hurt you. his wife.
you lift yourself up too much and his cock slips out, slapping aginst his stomach and you nearly cry at the sudden emptiness, eager and clumsy as you guide him back inside you.
he kisses you when you sink down next, tongue massaging your own until the feeling of almost-too-full turns to a perfect, satisfying heat in your core.
eventually you're ready to quicken the pace, bouncing on his cock before long, your mind working too fast for you to keep up as you see nanami's cheekbones flush pink, his pupils dark as you ride him until your thighs ache.
you power through the sensation, nanami helping you along by meeting your hips with his, his thumb tracing uneven circles on your puffy clit. he calls you perfect and other beautiful words; you don't say anything besides more, more and, soon after, nearly there, nearly there, please, please, I'm so close --
your entire body lights up with the most wonderful sensation, hitting you like a wave and sweeping you away in its warm glow, with nanami's hands now on your hips, guiding your movements in exactly the way you need it -- not too hard, not too slow, not too fast.
you're still pulsing around him when you feel his body stiffen, his strong thighs tensing as he groans through gritted teeth. he pulls you in for a crushing kiss as he finishes, filling you up and thrusting as deep as he can until oversensitivity takes over.
the afterglow has you a contented and exhausted mess, muscles aching but satisfied in a way you'll spend forever seeking.
reluctantly, you slip off his cock to retake your place on his lap, marvelling at how undone you both have become, a far cry from your perfect wedding appearance.
you look perfect to him, though, you know as much from the kiss he presses to your sweaty forehead and the way his arm wraps around your shoulders.
"we didn't even make it to the bed," you observe, eyebrows raising as you finally return to your own body. "i ... wasn't expecting that."
"we have a lifetime to spend in bed," he replies, a smile in his voice.
and once again, for reasons you still don't understand, you believe him.
#mysteriaâs recs#thank you wonderful May#nanami x reader#nanami kento x reader#nanami x you#nanami x y/n#nanami kento x y/n#nanami kento smut#nanami kento fluff#nanami smut#jjk#jujutsu Kaisen#writers on tumblr
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