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We had dinner at a Greek Restaurant yesterday, the setting was dreamy, we'd stepped into a different world, I love it when no ones on their phone, it reminds me of my childhood.
Close to 12, we reached a gorgeous pub, everyone talked to us, new years was glorious.
This was the first time I felt welcome in this city
#nye#soft new years#joy of missing out#i want a softer year this year#miss out on things I dont feel drawn to#here's to 2024
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bayek, doing some exploring :)
#assassin's creed#assassin's creed origins#bayek of siwa#SHRHSERHGHGHHhhhGHHGHH#manifesting a 2025 where i can achieve some kind of financial stability that lets me periodically justify taking a weekend off#to just draw some stuff and not feel some kind of awful chest crushing anxiety doom spiral about time wasted#anyway ive been chipping away at this one bc it took a million years to figure out how to achieve the sense of scale#i was imagining. also i read a book about akhenaten and it made my brain feel like it was turned to mush BUT it was extremely#interesting and now im deeply invested in a handful of egyptian dynasties#and somewhere in all of that i outlined two ac origins fan comics. after Acquiring Information on things#@ 2025 please PLEASE. give me a weekend where i can spend it all doing bayek fan comics#also i wish to acquire a new spine. i think. i slept on a much softer pillow than im used to and my entire body has been fucked for a week#like. my neck feels like a jenga tower where everything is out of place. and somehow. my hip feels TERRIBLE#i want to give my body some kind of deus ex upgrade. ehghhh
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Flashback, warm nights.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#Poorly Drawn MDZS#MDZS#Season 1#wei wuxian#lan wanji#jiang cheng#should I have a teen tag? for all the flashbacks? Maybe I'll add it later#Linking the song for its 80's vibes + flashback melancholy + I think its fun#We have finally arrived at the cloud recess flashback! Dramatic first meetings under the moonlight! A sword fight! acknowledgement of skill#Its like everything you see in a 'No Homo' martial arts story that makes you go 'hold on that's a little...'#except we rejoice; for these bitches do be nurturing plot relevant homoromantic tension#I have to give a shout out to 15 year old wwx for in all honesty he had no way of knowing who he was facing#on day *one* of cultivation Christian summer camp! talk about bad luck#ok some other notes: I wanted to give non mxy!wwx distinct features while still looking somewhat consistant#and i think im happy with it! Softer bangs + mole + different hair tie ain't much but it works for me#they'll soon all be in white with small accents so I gotta do what I can#What im not happy about is my paneling B*/ theres no excuse for why I went back to the bad 3 square format other than I was lazy#Sadly I do these in batches so my bad habits stick around for a little longer
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hii! i love your sfw blog and you dont know how happy i am about finding this one. like holy shit i read everything in one sitting 🧎♀️➡️
i had this lil idea in my mind, we're talking about fragile!reader. even though reader is much weaker than they used to be they still desires dottore and he knows it, but is hesitant how sex would affect readers health. after much persuasion he finally gives in and indulge them. how do you think this will go? (fem!reader if possible ;3)
have a nice day <33 take care
When you woke up, sex was the last thing on your mind, considering you were just happy to be back with your beloved after all these years. However, as time went by, you couldn't help but keenly notice how, well, to put it very simply, hot he was. The way his harness squeezed his body or the time you accidentally walked in on him changing and spied the blue hair peaking up from the top of his underwear. It was all very obvious especially when you whenever you cuddled with him. (Dottore, surprisingly was unaware and more concerned at your squirming and body temperature.) Until you finally just come out and tell him because you're not sure how much longer you can go without him - initially, he pauses to take in your embarrassment and fidgeting, before humming thoughtfully - your feelings are very much reciprocated, but of course he puts your comfortableness over pleasure.
Dottore would feed you a chocolate with special ingredients that make your body more energized and loose so you wouldn't be stiff or too tired during it. At the beginning it feels more like an interrogation from all the questions he's asking you before he actually begins touching you. He would also have everything so meticulously planned out (literally had notes written) that it makes you feel a bit silly you were dying that badly to have him inself you. But when he takes his gloves off, suddenly you're very acutely aware of how close he is to you.
He would first begin by getting you to relax as much as possible and create such an environment accordingly. Dottore would start from the top of your body and make his way down before even thinking of touching your clothed pussy. He also has a soft spot for your breasts and thighs - he loves squeezing them when he's lost in thought, but that's not the point. Sucking and leaving as much marks as possible to get you riled up is his goal. He is amused by how impatient you get so quickly, bucking upward into the air - you should take a page out of his book, and rather quickly...
His fingers are so filling too - he's changed so much since he was a student - just one has you gasping. However he'd already prepared himself to be very patient with you. By the time he puts his third in, he says it's necessary if you want to take his cock. When you finally come, you can already feel a bit tired from the exertion, but at least he gives your pretty pussy a kiss and cleans your mess for you. Of course that directly leads into him buried between your legs for agonizingly long time (but let's leave that for the fic).
He takes so long with you, you eventually get fed up and pouty that his clothes are still on - but your words go dry once everything is finally off. Scars line his body and face, his harnesses extend not only to just his chest but around his firm thighs as well, his bulge looks almost painful but he paid no attention to it. You can't help but reach out and give it a stroke, to which Dottore quickly grabs your hand. He's nearly come untouched - right now he's trying to ignore it so he can spill himself into your cunt first.
When Dottore finally pushes inside you, he kisses your tears away and let's you babble to your heart's content, keeping a firm hand on your chest to ease your twitching. Your mind is so foggy, you don't take in his own needy expression or register when he sinks his teeth into you. He starts slow and manuevers your body to his will, not like you have much strength other than to dig your fingers into his back. A part of him wants to drag his out for as long as he can, to feel your warm embrace, but he doesn't want to overexhaust you. When he finally comes, he tries to pull away, but you hold onto his arm tightly with pleading eyes. Cleaning up can wait a little longer, especially after such a tender moment.
#smooches thirsts#dottore's letters <3#anon i think youd be happy to know i wanted to write this fic for like OVER A YEAR#i want it to be the SOFTEST AND SWEETEST AND PASSIONATE thing ever. i literally have sm ideas. hurt and comfort in the beginning and he-#comforts u and it just gets progressively softer. THIS IS VERY CONDENSED. ARGHWFEWK#grrr. maybe ill start it after the segment fic#SECONDLY IM VERY GLAD U FOUND ME AND LIKE MY WRITING FJFBWEW THAT MAKES ME SUPER HAPPY!!!!
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It’s interesting too bc from what I remember. It’s been awhile. But I’m fairly sure in the books brienne isn’t butch she’s just like. Homeschooled. Vs brienne in the show who is butch AND homeschooled AND straight
#not that there’s anything wrong with that.#and even w this component the books say a lot more about gender etc#brienne is brienne forever but I do have a softer spot for 19 year old who is forcibly ejected out of womanhood not bc she’s a tomboy but#because she’s Trying to be a girl and everyone is flunking her on it.#like. the inception isn’t I HATE having to be a woman it’s. I want to be good at being a woman but everyone says I’m bad at it.#so I guess I’ll try being a man? but people say I’m bad at that too :( but at least I get to protect the innocent#etxt
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Nessy circa 2014 (17) — another scrapped/unfinished edit
#TBD#I was going to do this whole thing but scrapped#the idea#but I do want to get back into story telling#as cliche as it is#I think going back to an idea I had like 5 years ago#and to do a short story(ies) from wednesday#teenage years#would be fun#bring back some old characters#we'll see how busy I am#and I want to edit softer than I have like#my whole simblr career lol
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Thinking of tiny Enver, following helplessly along as he's dragged through the streets by a strong, unrelenting grip. It was the middle of the night when the warlock came for him, darkening the Flymm's doorstep. The only time his mother made a fuss when they handed over their son, sparking a light of hope in Enver's heart that they might've changed their mind, was to ask the warlock if he'd counted the amount of gold correctly. After that they were right as rain.
As the trade concluded his mother never looked at him once.
The moment the door to Flymm's Cobblers closed shut behind them with a sense of finality, his fate well and truly sealed, Enver Flymm's mind was running miles a minute. Thoughts of escape had occurred to him, of course, but even if he were to manage to overpower a warlock twice his size and make a run for it, where would he go? His parents just sold him. If he went back they'd kick him right out the door again, screaming and yelling over what he'd done. He turns his options around in his head repeatedly, but he can't think well when his heart is trying to jump its way up his throat.
They're halfway through the Lower City when the grip on his arm suddenly loosens. He could barely hear a thing at first - the city uncharacteristically quiet even for such late hours. Then, there is a sickening squelch followed by a slight thud as the warlock drops dead to the ground. He sees the vague silhouette of someone on top of the body, a smaller creature dripping with blood as it tears through flesh. It's too dark to see a face, but there is something animalistic about its movements. Either it doesn't notice Enver, or it doesn't care.
Whoever or whatever wild thing it was is gone just as fast. By some God's mercy, it passed right by him.
Enver is left alone with the mangled remains of the man who bought him, whose pockets he rifles through for gold and valuables before disappearing from the scene of the crime. Without a home he has to put his mind to work living on the streets, toiling and climbing his way steadily up so as not to ever be so powerless again. It's not a way of life that comes without soiling your hands, but sometimes the messiest deeds are the cleanest, and vice versa. Stabbed backs and broken souls are left behind in the process when you need a stepping stone or two. He will rob as many people of their freedom as necessary to preserve his own because a miracle like that will never happen again. Even so he is admired. Respected. The people of Baldur's Gate support him now in a way they never would have before.
Years pass but it's impossible to forget what granted him this chance to forge connections and climb his way up to become unreachable in the first place. However oblivious it might have been back then that murderous creature freed him, and while there is little to go on in terms of finding it again he'll never forget the debt he owes.
(It grows into an obsession.)
#bg3#enver gortash#durgetash#softer!enver because he never reached the Hells but still a fucked up enver#I am thinking about it....#it's like a fucked up version of cinderella#maybe durge dropped something as they left. maybe enver held on to it for all these years as he searched for them :)#didn't mean for this to get long I ended up vomiting words#but boy am I thinking about this alternate way of meeting each other.....#they only met once and never so much as spoke a word to each other but durge already means the world to gort#enver calling durge 'it' at first because he's truly not sure if they're even human or not. but he MUST find them again.#from durge's perspective I'm thinking this was one of their 'lost to the urge' moments and they weren't even aware of enver standing there#a what-if gort never ended up in raphael's hands scenario. would raphael still persist? I think so#but I think gorty could come up with a few ways to stay out of his clutches without parents there to kick him under the bus#if this already exists I want the link sent to me yesterday
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Another artfight attack! This character is named Miriam Myriade and belongs to Dalblauw!
#my art#artfight 2024#team seafoam#I cant believe i havent drawn more mermaids this year#it makes sense bc im ON the team with all the mermaids but still#I started rendering one way and then I got tired & impatient and finished it a completely different way LMAOOO you can see the difference#in the tail vs the torso#the softer brushes vs the chunkier lining brush I used to carve everything else out#I've been in between different styles of rendering lately! trying to find what I want to settle on#I should resub to Loish's patreon soon- her works and videos always helped me figure out what to prioritize and to not spend too much time#on something#digital art#artists on tumblr#I'm really itching to do some stuff with traditional linework#so I think my next attacks are going to be traditional
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❄️🦔
#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#my art#here’s my Christmas art for this year- nothing special just a cute Amy#this was a bit experimental actually- usually I do softer styles for xmas art but I wanted to try something different
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Woo happy Beancret Santa @jayfeatherart :D I haven't played bg3 myself, but every time I see Karlach I inch closer towards it... It was super fun to draw her, she has such an awesome design! I hope you have a very happy holidays pal ✨✨✨
Alternate version with a little bit of steam because I thought that was such a neat detail for her...
#bg3#karlach#i wanted to do more with the steam/engine/vents thing - its so cool >:0#(i was picturing her exhaling steam like that one iconic todoroki moment asdfdsf)#i looked at some different armor and stuff but i really do love her original outfit...#im such a sucker for characters who are softer than they appear on the outside (though are also just as tough as they appear)#i hope you have a wonderful holiday and that this next year treats you well! 🌻#beancret santa
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squish ramble
this probably isn't gonna make much sense bc I'm kinda sleepy but I just. I love them so fucking much. we just called for like an hour an a half and for those moments everything else disappeared. all the stress, all the worries, it all seems so much lighter just because I know I have them in my life and we can talk about anything. that feeling of complete ease and comfort when we're together, even if it's over a patchy phone signal, there's nothing else in the world that could replace it. the feeling of being seen and heard and understood entirely, the knowledge that we have each other and we're going to be okay. I know we're still young, but I hope we have this for the rest of our lives. I think as long as I have them, everything else will be alright. I love them and I love loving them, it's the best feeling in the world <3
#I wish I could take away all of your worries#but at least we have each other to lean on#it's the way I've been looking forward to the call all day. the way I could talk to you for hours about everything and nothing#the way being in your presence leaves me with this warm glow in my chest that makes everything a little softer#the way you give me courage to keep going and the way you calm my over anxious brain#(these days I imagine the moment I get to see you again constantly. whenever things get rough I imagine seeing your smile again#and being enveloped in your hug. not that I'd ever admit it though)#I think its the small moments of confirmation that get to me the most actually#when you said it was fantastic talking to me#or when you said you missed me too and your voice got soft#or your excitement when we plan our life together next year#those small moments of 'oh <3'#I know you're not *in love* with me back but in those moments I think maybe you love me. sometimes I think that's better <3#like yes I want a qpr and sometimes I want more#but if we have and love each other in whatever way we can I think that's more important#and I know for a fact I'm the luckiest person in the world to have this :)#god I love you#the future scares me sometimes but for now? I'm basking in your glow and that's all I need#I absolutely cannot wait to see you again. final stretch now!!#queerplatonic yearning hours#cosmo rambles#queerplatonic#aroace#aromantic#platonic love#loving hours
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im just excited about the possibility of having another fucked up girl in sonic and like actually evil and fucked up not like "came out of the washing machine wrong" kinda fucked up that sticks is or "can be read as fucked up if you consider a metric fuckton of cool and unintended tidbits" kinda fucked up that maria is. please let me have this sega let sage be evil and fucked up i am on my knees
#soda offers you a can#i know that frontiers tries to make her nice at the end and i know eggman too has gotten like. softer over the years#except in forces i guess but forces is like all over the place in so many ways#i just want evil girls :(
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just got to pet an 11 week old Samoyed puppy omgggggg
he was SO soft and fluffy and friendly omg. best creature in the whole world
#ive wanted to pet a samoyed for years bc they look so soft#and omg evej softer than i was expecting!!!!!
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ideas beginning to solidify for post veilguard fic things
#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#da:v spoilers#dragon age spoilers#mostly flashes of scenes#as well as a sense of rythym for some of it#specifically I have this idea of Ellana and Solas cuddling in post-coital bliss#and wisps forming from their presence#they’re curious so Ellana discovered they’re there because they tickle her face and get caught in her hair#and solas just looks at her in wonder#there’s also one where they’re all naked and cuddly#and solas just gets slammed with regret looking at her residual limb#and as they’re sitting there the fade reforms around them into the prison at haven#so then they’re working through his guilt about fully being willing to kill her to retrieve the anchor#and she has to go ‘please do not feel guilty about shit you did not actually do also everyone here wanted me dead you’re not special’#except softer than that#also the required ‘Ellana wipes the blood off his face in the aftermath’ for right after they enter the prison#they don’t have sex for a whiiiiiiiile though I think#it’s too new and raw and they both need to figure out how to Be together#before clothes start coming off#but the tensionnnnnnnnnnn#they’ve both waited 10 years and want it but they don’t want to push and honestly aren’t ready yet#but they’re here they’re holding each other and god it would be so easy to just fall into each other#do some therapy first though
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Why are box braids so damn hard to do it yourself. I have a renewed and greater respect for my DIY people 💙
#i've never used box braids before but i really really want to try it at least once#even though i usually wear my hair down with the bangs#smth smth reconnecting with my heritage etc#also i feel like my hair is way too thin and slick for it. it *is* curly but not like my mom and sister's#it's a lot softer and thinner like my dad's. which i absolutely love because it is a lot easier to maintain but#braiding my hair like this will be a challenge. i know with the braiding hair it will be easier but. idk.#i haven't even decided if i will do it or not cus my hair is breakage-prone and i'm a bit fearful of that#but at the same time. i'd look so bomb.#a lot of people don't know i'm part black because i look VERY latina/desi (thanks mom and dad for the insane mix)#and idk. wearing a typical african hairstyle would be a huge deal for me ya know? i know this makes 0 sense for most of you but#aaaaa i'm rambling. calling out my ancestors for some strength because these braids are gonna suck the life-force out of me#(my wrists are already hurting and all i did was watch tutorials lmao)#(and no - getting someone to do it for me is not really an option. my mom's hairstylest would probably make us a discount#(she's from our former church and a long time family friend)#but i just don't feel comfortable with that and can't really afford it rn. plus i hate ppl touching my hair.#haven't been in a salon in many years - i cut my own hair)#so i guess i'll just learn? maybe ? idk thinking out loud here#darya talks to herself
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hi so so sorry if this sounds genuinely deranged but I need to know did you write a fanfiction in like 2014 that was set during ww2 where zoro from one piece was sent to a japanese internment camp and sanji went to conversion therapy I remembered it recently because it blew my mind at age 13 and I had to reread it + need a kind of where are they now with the author so if that's you 1) what's your stance on the fic today 2) how much of the research was done during writing and how much did you just know beforehand and used as inspo 3) did you have any ideas for where the other characters ended up because I did always wonder if like idk chopper overcame the trauma of being in the war and also just what usopp's situation would be in general what with the political climate. once again. if you didn't actually write this fic so sorry this must look like the ravings of a crazy person. godspeed
Hi. Uh, yeah I did write that fic. I would have been like only 17 at the time. I did do A LOT of research, like the fic was basically an excuse for me to research Japanese internment and WWII history in general bc I thought it was super fucked up. I was absolutely hyperfixated on the topic and my parents probably thought i was nuts for my ability to talk at length on this particular area of history. I just finished skim reading back through the fic and woof. What a bleak fucking story. I was very cruel to everyone. It's frustrating bc I think it's an interesting and compelling idea for a story. But to me it feels like: here is all the research I did and also characters talking in what feels like a too modern way. Plus, I was 17 and didnt understand people very well. I wish I had the energy and motivation to rewrite it. Although, I forgot I used to do song lyrics at the start of each chapter and the tonal dissonance of Owl City lyrics at the top of a chapter of harrowing events around the time of WWII is unfathomablly unhinged.
#as for where r they now? i forgot the last chapter was like fuck u nothing matters life goes on sanji probably died of lung cancer#like jesus dude calm down. i think now id give them a bit of a softer ending#like i mean sanji still prob dying of lung cancer but he lives a long life with zoro and thry make the most of the time they have together#and i mean when u see horrific things in war i imagine its something u never really get over but i think the crew members that became#soldiers go on to live fuffilling lives and usopp finds a stable and relatively well paying job. gets married and lives happily ever after#god. its so frustrating to me that ill probably never rewrite this. it could habe been so good#but i just dont have thst kind of energy. i do think abt this fic more than almost all my other tho#im glad u liked it anon. its a fucking unhinged fic just from the perspective of: rural ohio teen wants to research a fucked up aspect of#ww 2 history and decides to write a fucking fanfic abt it. like bro what why. but idk weird weird times#there could have been themes and exploration of trauma and adversity. complex relationships. but no u get cringe written by a child#and now at the age of nearly 26 i am old and tired. christ thst was almost 10 years ago. i was a whole different human#weird the fanfics that stick with u. i have many i think abt from hs. wonder where the authors r now...#unrelated#i also forgot that in the authors nots i was like: if u r a n4zi fucking kill yourself.#which i standby but i was not expecting to see thst in the notes of a one piece fic i wrote as a kid good god
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