#i wanna watch him SUFFER!!!!
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i drew this outta my mind with the flu idk if i even rememberhow to draw him because my brain? fried to a delicious golden brown 😋
#shane stardew valley#sdv posting#my art#i wanna watch him SUFFER!!!!#anyways now back to commissions tbe grind doesnt stop!
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Pain reminds us that we are alive or something I guess
#kell maresh#or more like Kay I guess in this one#adsom#the fragile threads of power#tftop spoilers#his whole magic and pain ordeal is driving me nuts someone get a cure for this boy's problem I can't watch him suffer anymore#<- my personal thoughts but also said by Lila at some point probably#I am only halfway through tftop btw so if they do find a solution for it please don't tell me fhskdgkshd#a darker shade of magic#shades of magic#v e schwab#art#shrews art#rkgk#I really rushed this one but I'm still happy with it so that's a win I guess <3#on an unrelated note how are you guys?#I wanna draw Tes next
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she red on my stoner until the red sun never sets IT NEVER SETS I AHVENT SLEPT
#just some doodle ideas of redstoner yk how it iss#idk hair tho ill prilly change it#but i was thinking about him & thought OH BOY what if his derpy eyes were bc of goggles#?? then got carried away but not 2 much#i dont reeeeeeeaaaaaallllllllyyyyyy like this design all 2 much but it is my 1st doodle#i started rewatching it…. i havent watched this since i was in @ least middle school#im getting flashbacks from me pausing 2 read the trxt like HELP#does any1 even care about redstoner?? hello… HELLO??#im thinking back on it & this might b the 1st like edgy angsty minecraft rp thing i got in2#FUCKING REDSTONER IS MY FOUNDATION & ITS GOOD#i love u redstoners#redstoner#i dont wanna put this in the ross tag tbh IDEK IF THERE IS 1#uhhh#yourpalross#mcyt#puppee art#get me out of the minecraft hole pls some1 save me#if im not careful i might actually choose 2 suffer & rewatch donot laugh again#shout out 2 ross gaming who gives me 2 much gender & i was rlly close 2 changing my name 2 ross or daniel bc of him#((i did 4 a bit but thats not the point))#im pretty sure ive been watching this guy 4 like way 2 long IM ORETTY SURE HE SHAPED MY PERSONALITY#SOME1 HELPPP
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i wanna draw this nicer eventually but not tonight <3 calm down sebek
#their stupid little awful wonderful trio dynamic is so fcukng funny. sebek SEETHING constantly it is HILARIOUS#like calm down king!!! they still like u even if u dont drink coffee w them i prommy!!! pinky promise u can chill out u can breathe#sebek is an angry chihuahua spinning in circles biting the floor and malleus/silver are just looking at him with neutral expressions#they are used to it. sebek is endearing. it is so funny i wanna watch sebek trying desperately to enjoy coffee. he is Suffering and for what#twst#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#sebek zigvolt#twst silver#silver vanrouge#<3#suntails
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Hitting you with my new design for Qi Rong. Here's the design things and changes I made:
I loved how stupidly the colors clashed on his Donghua fit but I wanted it to look a little different.
I also always pictured him with shorter scrappy hair but I really liked the braid in the Donghua so now he has both. I mean look how terrible his bangs are. He is the embodiment of perfection.
I gave him a bunch of skulls and bone themes stuff because it's cool and fits his vibe. I have no idea what the skull around his neck came from though. I'm gonna say it's the skull of an infant.
His teeth are really effed up too. I want him to just look really gross and disturbing and the teeth just gave that image to me. The toothgap is so fat you could fit a pencil, maybe even two pencils in it. And when his mouth is closed his bottom flat teeth are so short that in addition to the tooth gap, theres just this gaping hole which he probably sticks his tongue out of to be a chaotic little shit.
The scar on his neck was something I came up with based on my own headcannons. We don't really know for sure how he died as a mortal, just that it was probably in a massacre of the Xianle royalty. So if he was executed, I'd like to imagine he was beheaded as thats typically how exucutions would go. I also wanted the scar to mirror Xie Lian's cursed shackle because these two parralel to each other so hard it's not even funny.
The thumbless glove stayed because thats funny as shit. My boy really is just telling everyone to fuck off.
I kind of liked doing this and so I might go after Hua Cheng or He Xuan next.... it depends on how people react to feral goblin Qi Rong and his fucked up teeth.
#im fixating on him so agressively rn you dont even wanna know#my friends have to suffer just listing to my ramblings about him#i was literally spamming them while watching this weeks episode#WHY DID THEY MAKE HIM SO PRETTY IN THE DONGHUA#like ive pictured him as this greasy scumbag idiot that would probably run at you on all fours when you're least expecting it#I was pleasantly surprised by that gorgeous feminine man like who gave him the right#also in all versions and fanart iv seen of him hes never had brown hair and i was actually shocked#but in a good way#it really rubs in the fact that he and Xie Lian are cousins#they both got that Xienle beauty#so ofc I had to ruin that but oh well#art catastrophe#art#tgcf#tgif fanart#qi rong#quzi#heaven officials blessing#heavens official blessing#heaven's official blessing#heaven official's blessing#tgcf season 2#mxtx tgcf#qi rong fanart#mxtx#tian guan ci fu#crimson monsoon#crimson monsoon art tag
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Man the alucard ai bots dont cry when I insult them or been mean anymore
They just get turned on and it’s so creepy 😭😭
I just wanna watch him suffer 😭
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making sacrifices (walking to the library) to do transcendental things (write lonan crying)
#actually I feel very bad for him#the Autism is making it hard for him to regulate and I just wanna from a comfortable distance help him breathe thru it#meanwhile Harrison’s like WRONG I yell at him 😜🤪😝#….. they’re so over rn#I thought Lonan was gonna be the one to break up with Harrison and I think I’ll keep it that way bc I think it’s funny to end a week of#suffering by going oh yeah and your boyfriend broke up with u#but also he’s soooooo upset rn so I’m watching from the sidelines……#did not mean to tear them apart like this my badddd 👍👍👍👍#me every book
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Me when someone doesn't like a character I like: that's ok, everyone is entitled to their own opinion ☺️☺️
Also me: shut up shut up shut up shut up with your bad taste, how could you not like them?? They are perfect in every way fathomable.
#Am I just talking about Tim Dick and Jason?#yes. yes I am#how could you not love them???#how could you look at them and not think... I wanna put him in a blender y'know?#I want to watch them suffer ☺️☺️#they are just my silly little guys#doing their silly little things#and I wanna give them a big hug#......#anyway!#batfamily#batfam#tim drake#jason todd#dick grayson#red robin#red hood#nightwing#dcu#dc
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#i just wanna say god bless tkrb for being so like... conducive to OCs#i have THREE and they all make sense enough (despite two of them being toudans)#im trying to make a lost OC. i say “make” i really just mean “piece him together” i guess lol#and by “piece together” i mean “suffer brainrot while i watch the show”#its a struggle#but tkrb ? my friend saw One(1) musical and listened to some rambles from me and was thinking of a saniwa the next day lol#amazing jfjsjfjsk#(this is whst i get for trying to put a character into an already complex pre-existing story)
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Crying screaming while prepping for the hardest part of camp nanowrimo (naming my characters)
#the duck quacks#i have 4 main characters#one of them is named#his name is cecil :3 (i originally didnt want to name him that bc. popular ass wtnv cecil but the name stuck)#BUT THE OTHER ONES ARE A STRUGGLE OMFG-#esp bc this is like a fantasy setting and i dont wanna use generic names you see nowaday but also i dont wanna go too fantasy with names li#Lafarallin Dorfir (credits to fantasy name generator) and i dont wanna exactly go historic just a weird inbetween where the names kinda mak#sense idk im suffering so hard. i probbaly shouldnt think tooo hard ab it bc this is just the first draft and even i watched and enjoyed ch#racters with 'weird'/joke names and could take them seriously but just#none of the names i see speak to me! aughhh!#like i even have a vague idea of what *kind* of names i wanna give characters but also not and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Every time i get back into the witcher i despair over the fact that i just had to pick the most unwhumpable character possible to latch onto ;_;
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#idk i just feel so scared????? men are soooo terrifying#like i can think a guy is normal then the more i learn pfc he gets off to rape!!!#like it really feels like all men love rape and idk it's just so...#even if they use the excuse of only fantasizing abt it .. theyre fantasizing abt raping someone (mostly raping women lol)#if they watch a show and a horrific rape scene comes on they get turned on. bc they like the idea of raping a woman. they like rape itself#if i watch a scene like that i get distressed nd heartbroken nd sad bc *i* see the humanity of the woman nd the extreme pain nd suffering#she's being caused. i dont get turned on???? i feel sad and feel empathy for her#but men dont feel empathy for pieces of meat that much is clear#idk its just so sick and vile that they see a woman being caused extreme pain and they like it#they get turned on??? wtf is wrong w them how can u even do that??#and im supposed to.... be in a relationship w a man??? who doesnt view me as a human who gets off on hurting nd abusing women.....#like even him i love said that he got off on the idea of me being asleep nd not being able to consent skksksks#how do u think like that abt someone u supposedly love????? if i love a woman i'd never think abt hurting her or seeing her in distress????#and if you're w a guy who openly admits to jacking off to raping you how do u know that he wont actually do it?#if hes in a situation w you nd he has the opportunity means nd motivation nd he knows u wouldnt say anything.. why would he not rape u???#idk men are so fkn terrifying i dont rlly wanna be anywhere near any man like theyre so sick#rape is heinous. and clearly men dont care bc theyre always the rapists so why would they care abt the fear of being raped#no idk. even if i love a man sm it hurts i dont think its safe or smart to be with one. they'll always rape or abuse or hurt u
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I finished reading Golden Kamuy yesterday and tbh I was not expecting the conclusion to Ogata's story to be that and also be so heartbreaking. I get that he's a horrible person but Jesus Christ
#golden kamuy#something something using the abuse and neglect he suffered to build up a persona that doesn't get hurt#only to realise the immense guilt he carries#also the person who arguable does the most damage to him is the person who is a parallel to the person he feels the most guilt about killin#like come on I am crying in the club ok#I wanna say more but like I know a few people who are following me who I got to watch gk who haven't finished s2 yet
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Y’all ever watch a character on screen and have to keep telling yourself “They’re gonna get better, they’re gonna get better” because right now all you wanna do is sucker punch them in the nose?
Just me? 👀
#squiggily rambles#free! iwatobi swim club#listen I’m trying y’all#It’s my day off and I’m watching Free but good lord#this character#I know he gets better but oh my god I wanna punch him#‘everyone you swim with seems to suffer’ LIKE SIR-#*pulls out boxing gloves*#here’s to him redeeming himself cause good lord#if Ikuya doesn’t punch him I’m gonna#sorry I’m violent today things are happening IRl life that aren’t great#this is how I cope#hiyori redeem yourself I wrote fanfics of you I need you to turn it around#squiggily watches
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me then: i will never write self-insert fanfiction i like to stay true to the characters and canon
me now, 10,000 words into a self insert rdr2 fanfiction: [clown emoji]
#ten thousand words.#sorry younger me. cringe is dead (even though i feel it with every keystroke)#something about arthur just has my brain in a vice grip#i wanna be him. i wanna fuck him. i wanna save him. i wanna watch him suffer. you know the drill#rdr2#muffinrag blabs
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I need some Fitz angst man
#man is suffering#going through some internal turmoil#his sanity is crumbling#and we just aint seeing it#I need some Fitz focus but like#not seeing it directly in Sophie's pov#I wanna see it in Biana's pov#watching her brother crack#and lose it#and she can't do anything#just try to comfort him however she can#I don't like how Biana would take Sophie's side all the time when regarding Fitz#I need someone to say something about Fitz and for her to snap at them#does girl not know sibling code or smthn??#i need her to be like#“he's trying but you cant expect anyone to cope properly in this situation#he's trying leave him alone“#BACK HIM UP MAN#i need her to cry abt fitz bc it feels like she's losing both her brothers#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#fitz vacker#biana vacker
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