#i wanna be heeeeeeere

[stilettobitearch]

🥀 ooc. writing, something that i have been doing for over 20 years, something that i have a degree in, my one true joy and passion and way to express myself and create, vs opening my laptop and my mind simply windows shutdown music

[cold--carnage]

me pspspspspsing at the elusive alter I met last night so I can get enough of a look to have a description of them

[jonny-b-meowborn]

I feel like a dog that's been inside too long and no one has taken it out for a walk in a while and it's running around with its leash in its teeth and whining for attention

(I haven't been out with anyone in too long bc I'm at my dad's in Germany and there's no one my age here and I miss my bestie)

[daggerhobbit]

ehehe I wanna kms but I’m around church ppl so can’t uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh I don’t wanna be heeeeeeere

[bitetheriskyrose]

I can't resist a dare, what are your kinks?

OH LAWD I forgot I said that. I really need to stay off tumblr when I'm first up in the morning and overconfident in my ability to confidently talk about my sexual side. Whelp. Heeeeeeere we go anyway!!!! (I kinda wanna see how long the list gets mwahaha)

Praise kink 'cause duh

Found out this year I am an appreciator of degredation to a degree

Casual day to day and slightly hardcore dominance

CNC with nonverbal safe signals

Oral fixation (hence the nonverbal signals)

Certain types of bondage, not a fan of swings, but getting my hands tied behind my back or to the bed posts is a must try at least once.

Breeding. Must I explain.

Very very light exhibitionism

BDSM, though humiliation isn't a huge turn on for me. I feel that humiliation and just giving me the choice to do something slightly embarrassing for a "reward" is different (e.g. saying something quite dirty that I'm wayyyy too shy to say is fine, you degrading me is fine but having me say non-sexual degrading things about myself is a no no)

I'm quite a big fan of marking. Seeing bruises on my skin has me feeling some type of way.

I adore possessiveness, but I feel it can get hypocritical very quickly so I'd rather the absence of it than have both of those together.

Very slight breath play, mostly prefer choking

Orgasm denial/forced edging

Overstimulation

Now, I do not have that kink where you try to feed someone so much they gain weight. I think it plays into my oral fixation honestly. I just love having people feed me directly sometimes. It feels intimate and full of love whilst showing I've submitted complete control.

I honestly think I'm more of a switch leaning person than a full on submissive. I haven't really explored it as I've not had the opportunity to, but I definitely have desires/fantasies that are more dominant leaning than my usual pleasure fodder.

Free use- offset of CNC

Primal play? I think that's what it's called. Basically if you played a very high stakes game of hide and seek with me in a very thick patch of woods I would not become a recognisable person.

SOMNOPHILIA. HOW COULD I FORGET HER.

Brat taming. Though I'm not the best actress.

Lactation kink. my deep dark secret you didn't see this.

Did I mention praise

Double penetrations, like spit roasting, but with a dildo you can stick to things. I'm not big on sharing or being shared in reality.

I go through phases of adoring the thought of getting kidnapped into the woods, and then sometimes it's a hard no. Probably one of the things I would agree to but it would be tentative and the safe word being used is quite likely.

I don't know if forced reading is considered a kink but trying to read something while other things are happening is a big oofta moment for me

I guess CNC/BDSM already implies it, but rough sex on the whole gets me going quite easily.

I am also a fan of just vanilla stuff! More often than not it's very relaxed scenarios that I get off to since I'm usually trying to help myself sleep.

Most of all, and this is the only requirement, I need banter. The idea of being "beaten" or matched mentally and made to feel like an equal/maybe even a bit less smart than my partner is such a turn on for me. Which sounds ridiculous because I can't word it properly. Basically, though it sounds so conceited, I always feel like I'm 10 steps ahead of people. I like being challenged, and being praised for "winning" any sort of game is equally as arousing as being degraded for not getting it. Everyone's always blowing smoke up my ass about how smart I am, and I have a very hard time believing it. If I've entered into some sort of D/s partnership, it's because I've given complete trust over and I'm going to believe most anything you say. If you say I'm smart, I'm such a good smart girl! If you say what a dumb little whore I am for getting it wrong, I must be just a desperate and silly girl who couldn't focus enough to actually try and beat you

This has gotten ridiculously long and the likelihood of anyone actually having made it to these words is so slim I feel silly.

[mineral-lover2000]

[Seeing even just a bit of a smile on his face, even just briefly, led her to grow a hopeful smile too.]

Of course. No thanks needed. My services are free and without condition.

Okie dokie! Let's see heeeeeeere.

[She dug through the medkit. She found some packets of green magic and started inserting them into the magic-specific spray bottle.]

You're gonna feel significantly better in a second. Can't go wrong with green magic. Obviously it's not a cure all, but it should relieve a LOT of the pain and clear up some wounded patches. So we'll spray this around, bandage some things up- Especially your face there. That definitely has the worst damage. Then after thaaaat, we'll figure out your foot there.

[She gave the bottle a test spray.]

Oooookay.

You wanna talk about something while I do all the this? I find it helps to chat to distract yourself from this sorta stuff. Might help distract you from any tension or stings. It'll help keep you awake, too. Like, uh, tell me a bit about yourself, Royal Guard Raidyn! That's about as much as I know, haha!

[Stella began applying the green magic from injury to injury. Major relief could be felt from that. A majority of the injuries seemed to clear up from view due to the effect of green magic. She was careful to be gentle around him and would just the coat warily. She was saving the face injury for last.]

[Stella continued to lead the two monsters through the tunnels. Based on the markings she left on the wall, she could tell they were getting closer to where she came down from. There were smiley faces left on the wall with little speech bubbles saying hello or letting her know this is the way she came from. She couldn't help but chuckle at her own work.]

[She was... genuinely surprised for a moment that the guard was FINE with her rambling. Could it be that- ...No. No, he said so himself. He likes the talking just so it's not quiet. Not because... Well, that doesn't matter! Anything to make him more comfortable. It at least gives her an excuse to talk more.]

That's super fair, haha. I've never been a fan of silence myself. Usually talk to myself in places like these just to fill the gap. Is that weird? That might be weird.

[She continued to chat on until they made it back to where she experienced today's first problem: The Hole.]

Oh! That's right. Um... So, this is the way we need to go to get to the exit. Up there. I may have fallen. Whoops! It's obviously not too high up but I can't exactly reach. I'm not SHORT but I'm not as tall. So I'm not quite sure how to get back through...

[She glanced at Flo.]

I mean, we could throw the little guy up and you could pull us up!

[Not how that would work.]

[thereaaalharleen]

Ivy is stilll sleeepiiing :( girl wake up I miss u

[yuribalisms]

We have hit the point in the semester where I am paralyzed by absolute dread, anxiety, and stress because final projects are here meaning like 40% of my grade hinges on this one thing that technically I was supposed to be doing all semester, but have not even started, and still will not start until like two days before the deadline because executive dysfunction

[strawberryseeded]

the other day my (ex)sculpture prof was like “i honestly need one of those glasses hanger necklaces because i keep losing my glasses but i dont wanna look like an old lady :-( “and i told her that to me they looked super cute n chick n she was like “💕omg really?? then ill get them💕” loooooool i love heeeeeeeeeer!!!!!!!!

[msyoonji]

OUR HOPE!!!!!!OUR ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!

[ecothroat]

i meant to do it and completely forgot but i was tagged in the wip snippet game by @literalliterature! thanks for the tag :D

Rules: "post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag people! This isn’t just for writing either. Sketch titles? Comics? DnD campaigns? If you have an unfinished project, it counts!"

so i stopped writing around the end of my senior year because i was more burnt out than a candle but i recently started again! it’s very slow going but it’s little UTDR ficlets because that’s my hyperfixation at the moment :-) i only feel like posting these because if i posted All my wips it’d be my entire google drive lmao. but heeeeeeere they are!:

autism ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

chara n frisk in dr >:)

december’s judgement

dess meets gaster

fun gang expansion

i told her it’s all a dream

it’s, like, our thing

i don’t have anyone to tag in this, but if you wanna do this then you can say i tagged you! <3

[visceraah]

Fic masterpost

Tumblr’s great at eating shit you wanna find, even if it’s tagged, so I figured I’d make one of these to pin! Andd for for fun, the ones with a * next to them are my favourites.

Heeeeeeere’s my AO3

Multichapters

Unsinkable- not even remotely historically accurate titanic AU I wrote for the big bang. Analogical, background moceit, Remus and Roman are there too!

... That’s a depressingly short list dsajhads. Should maaybe work on that.

One-shots

Intrulogical week 2020

Day 1- Hesitancy

*Day 2- Fuse

Day 3- Music

Day 4- Curiosity

Day 5- Kinky

Day 6- Teal

*Day 7- Free Day

Moceit week 2021

*Day 1- Baking

Day 3- Date night

... I got distracted mid week okay 

Misc

The sound of music- nothing to do with the musical! Just my other gift for the gift exchange, Virgil vibing with all the other sides and bullying them. Affectionately.

[weirdthoughtsandideas]

Stuff I have said and done while rewatching Violetta

Lara: "I don't like that you have complete control over me" Me: "????? He helped you put a band aid on he doesn't own you girl, go be independent"

"DEAR GOD STOP BEING IN LOVE WITH YOUR BROTHER-IN-LAW FFS-"

Me: *about to go get some soda from the kitchen* The show: *starts playing codigo amistad* Me: *slides back into the living room* "PLANETA DE LAS CHICAS EXCLUSIVIDAD!" *falls back onto the couch*

"Jade and Matias are annoying...except when they are funny... except when they steal scenes from someone else who needs it more... except that you know what Jade is a lot better without Matias why is he here"

Tomas: *says basically anything to Vilu or Fran or Ludmi* Me: "No one wants to know if you're horny"

"Naty you're a lesbian stop pretending"

Priscila: *says anything to Naty* Me: "That's homophobic"

Diego: "Is your dad home? I wanna tell you what I truly feel about you... ;)" Violetta: "HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND?!" Me: "Wait... did he just imply what I thought?" Diego, a season later: "Francesca, let's go somewhere else so I can tell you something ;)" Me: "Ok so Diego just wants to get to sleep with his girlfriends this is canon now"

Leon and Diego: *talks* Me: "Can you just kiss already?"

Violetta: "Leon's the only one who can understand me, the only one who's hugs makes me calmer..." Me: "WHAT ABOUT FRANCESCA, THE ONE YOU'RE TELLING ALL THESE THINGS TO?? HUH? DOESN'T SHE DO THE SAME?"

*imitates the line I just heard them say*

"What??????"

*snorts* "WHAT IS HAPPENING THIS SHOW IS ON CRACK"

"FUCK YOU!"

(To a non-canon ship): "Kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss... d'aww ok a hug works too I guess but you better kiss next scene k?"

*sings* "Fran wants to go home to Vilu's house alone because SHE'S IN LOOOOOVEEEE WITH HEEEEEEER ~"

"AHHHHHH SECOND HAND EMBARASSMENT SKIP SCENE-"

"Camila is a lesbian."

"No she's bisexual."

"No she's a lesbian"

"No bi"

"Pan maybe??"

"Maybe I fooled myself, maybe there's nothing between Franletta and i'm just making things up" *literally some scene with them interacting later* "Ok nvm they are in love they are married"

"Naty you sweet little baby gay..."

"Has people lost braincells? I blame Gery for this"

"GERY'S VOICE IS SO ANNOYING HELP"

*lip sings to all the songs*

"I hate Diego but I love him :c"

[konoko]

Wait wait— I wanna hug too :<

come heeeeeeere \(uwu)/

[antlered-deity]

[hxlyhead-harpies]

don’t be lonely 🥺 I’m heeeeeeere for you 💕 whatcha wanna talk about??

thank you mon ily🤍🤍🤍

i’m just feeling lonely and shit and i don’t know why

:(((

i think i’m about to get my period (sorry if this is tmi oops) and i always get super sad right before it starts. listening to sad music probably only makes it worse but idc idc i feel like crying haha