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goblinkingdomsblog · 3 years ago

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They get hurt while running away from the police, but agent y/n helps them - part 2

Members: maknae line.

Genre: mafia!AU, reaction.

Premise: during a police chase, one of the mobsters ends up getting injured. Suddenly, you appear when he least expected it, willing to help him. You say you will see each other again in the future. With complete certainty: after all, you will guarantee it yourself.

TW: (V) = Violence.

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I'm sorry for being so late! This week is being really busy for me. I hope you enjoy the post even with the delay, kkkk.

Requests are still open, though. Send me yours!

"We'll see each other again, don't worry."

Jimin:

Crap!

Jimin could barely breathe. He felt that a cataract of blood was spurting out of his nose, almost as if God wanted to drown him with his own poison. He refused to just stop, however. He was still trapped inside the damn ballad that had been invaded by the police.

With an excruciating pain in his face, he was hiding behind the bar counter, crouched in the dark among dozens of broken glass. There had been a fight there, in which he himself had participated, and so the police had been called.

If he was arrested again, the boss of the organization wouldn't be happy. Jimin had just been released from jail, and going back there would be tantamount to risking his identity as a member and, consequently, the secrets he carried with him.

Also, if his opponent in the fight broke his nose, he did much worse to the poor man. Therefore, he could not be found by any of the police agents, otherwise his fate would surely have been to be thrown into a cell.

It was while he cursed and spat blood for the tenth time that night that you showed up, leaping over the counter with your gun in hands. Immediately, the unarmed gangster raised his arms, his once-beautiful face now smeared with hideous bruises.

- Do not move. - you said, your voice firm as you scanned the scene to make sure he didn't have any weapons within reach.

He didn't say anything, but it wasn't necessary. The strange and slightly disturbing noise of his breathing, which sounded like a strangled snore, said enough about his current state of health and strength. When a trickle of blood slipped out of his nose, the dark color mingling with the purple from the wounds, you turned your face away.

- Disgusting. - you commented, not sounding at all delicate.

Jimin arched his eyebrows in an expression of surprise. In a normal moment, he would have laughed at that reaction. At that particular moment, however, laughing would hurt too bad.

- I can't do much to improve the scenario, I'm sorry. - he replied with difficulty, coughing soon afterwards.

You sighed, an internal debate going on inside your mind. Finally, you got up quickly, looking for something useful there in the bar.

Opening the side refrigerator, you grabbed a frozen bottle, barely feeling the temperature through your uniform gloves.

- Here, put this over the fracture. - you muttered, leaning back and handing the cold object to the man - Don't try to put that nose back in place. Only a doctor can do this.

Jimin wanted to tell you that he had been through that situation before, and that nothing on the scene was new. However, speaking was somewhat difficult, and he found your serious expression somewhat interesting. So he decided to just accept and remain silent.

When the cold glass touched his broken nose, the pain coursed through his body like a sickening wave, and he even felt dizzy for a moment. Afterwards, however, the low temperature began to make the fracture throb a little less.

- I'm not arresting you today, but only because you look too miserable. I don't like arresting someone who is choking on their own blood. - you said, breaking the silence and walking away suddenly. Your face was beautiful and calm even in front of all that shit, which caused even more admiration on his part - My colleagues will not be so nice to you, however. So don't get caught.

You prepared to jump over the counter again. In a hurry, Jimin coughed again, trying to free his voice.

- T-thank you? - he said, so uncertain and surprised that it sounded like a question.

A crooked smile broke across your face, filled with a dark fun that cut across your serious face.

- Oh, don't thank me. We'll see each other again, and then I'll have time to compensate my team for this situation. - you replied, simply turning your back on him and leaving him alone with the threat.

Taehyung:

His face was mess, as was his vision, blurried due to his swollen eyes. However, it was nothing compared to the pain in his chest, probably from a broken rib.

Taehyung was tolerant of pain, but that was too much. It looked like the devil himself had come out of hell especially to embrace him, crushing his bones in an iron grip.

He could no longer move properly. The weapon in his coat became a useless object, as the simple movement of turning his torso caused too terrible pain to bear. He'd been lucky to have only a few broken ribs, though, as the police officer who'd taken him down didn't look anything merciful.

In fact, the method the agent had chosen revealed far more about his nature than just his expression. After all, it wasn't every day that Taehyung was trampled, being hit repeatedly by the terribly hard sole of a boot.

He didn't even do much to deserve that. He only participated in a debt collection, which would have gone smoothly if the damn debtor hadn't asked the police for help. People made debts to the organization and then had no way to pay it back, and then resorted to "legal means" when they received any small threat. Those people didn't know how to keep agreements, which was disgusting.

It was obvious that Taehyung wouldn't actually shoot, though. He was there only to create fear in the debtor. Still, the policeman who found him armed next to the house where the transaction was taking place could not understand his intentions, knocking him down and assaulting him without thinking twice. Taehyung was a sniper, not a fighter. It was obvious he wouldn't stand a chance in hand-to-hand combat. He thought he would be shot in the head and die there, but the policeman's cruelty gave him enough time to receive help. One of the other gangsters, one who was a good fighter, attacked the policeman from behind, giving him a chance to get up and run.

The agent's desire to see his suffering was what ended up keeping him alive. Now, Taehyung was wandering in the florest behind the house, trying to run anywhere. However, the pain in his ribs was terrible, which hindered his breath. He hugged himself, leaning against a tree trunk to try to breathe.

You found him without much delay. Actually, you followed him from the beginning, keeping a safe distance from the moving target. You watched as your terrible colleague hurt him, however, and the anger caused by that moment was making you feel unnatural pity.

That little bastard didn't deserve to be called a cop, he had no honor for that. He was just a perverted sadist who's caused problems on dozens of previous missions. You would have stopped his actions that night, but someone else did it before you had a chance. You found yourself in part grateful for whoever the saver was.

- Hands up! - you exclaimed from among the trees, scaring the injured boy.

Turning slowly around, Taehyung faced you, the light from your flashlight hitting his face. At that distance, you could see his eyes tearing through the bruises, looking vulnerable like those of an innocent animal.

The look he gave you, which looked like an acceptance of the end, broke your heart in a way.

- I am not going to kill you. - you said suddenly, feeling that you needed to explain. You didn't want anyone to think you were merely similar to your colleague - Rest assured.

The boy was bent over, breathing hard under ribs bruised from successive kicks. He didn't say anything, just remaining in the harrowing silence of his heavy breathing.

You didn't lower your weapon at any time, as you knew you needed it before your own life. However, you raised your free hand, pointing to the way in front of the boy.

- If you follow this path, you will reach a highway in a few minutes. From there you can get some help. I can't do anything to fix what my colleague did. - you said, honest as an open book.

For an instant, he remained incredulous, shocked at how direct you had been. It took you to smile bravely and with a little bit of embarrassment, your cheeks flushed with the shame of having a psycho as a teammate, for him to accept.

- Don't think that you are creating any debt with me. Let's forget about it until the next time we see each other. When that day comes, I will not act against my profession. - that was your simple way of giving him some comfort, ensuring that he would survive and leave the forest. You would see each other again.

Taehyung didn't say anything, just pushing himself to the middle of the trees. He would later regret it, wishing he had said something. Wishing he had at least thanked you.

You, that would have been imprinted in his memory as a serious figure outlined in lantern light, steady as a brave and fair angel.

He was good reading people's intentions because he always felt when they were sincere. You were sincere, he knew. So he clung tightly to the fact that you had said that you would meet again. After all, someone like you didn't lie.

Jungkook:

Jungkook felt he would die if he ran a few more meters. His heart rumbled in his chest like a train out of control, pounding painfully.

He knew what was going on. It was one of those damn anxiety attacks that filled his mind and body with panic, always at the worst of times.

He felt like he was going to have a heart attack at any moment, the arrhythmia being enough to almost keep him from breathing. Usually attacks came when something very difficult happened. Even though he was an assassin, Jungkook only killed bad men who messed with the organization. The others he only scared or hurt a little, never going overboard and always following Namjoon's instructions to maintain his composure.

Watching an innocent child die in front of him was too much, though. It was too much even for a troubled mind like his, crammed with dark secrets rotting in invisible drawers.

The child had been hit by a stray bullet in the street, because the police had started shooting at the gang in the middle of a public place, not caring whether it would hit them or someone innocent in the process. Unfortunately, what happened was the second option.

Ignoring the deafening gunfire, Jungkook ran and held the little girl in his arms, preventing her from falling. He hid behind an abandoned fruit stand to try to save her, but she was gone when he tried to stop the bleeding. An angel like that left in the blink of an eye, without any suffering or pain. It was an immediate and pure goodbye like herself. He had to leave her and run when he realized there was no more solution.

With a broken heart, he got up and ran, fleeing through the alleys of the poor neighborhood.

He knew you were following him, so he was trying hard not to give up, fighting arrhythmia and tears. Finally, he simply gave up, dropping to his knees in the sharp cobblestone street.

- Shoot, like you did back there! Let me die fast like her! - he said, clasping his hands behind his head - Even if I don't deserve it, because I'm not innocent.

He waited for the noise of the shot, which would be deafening for a few seconds but then bring him to peace, if the sniper had mercy. However, when that noise did not come, he turned his head slowly.

You were standing behind him, spine erect and gun in hand. Your gun wasn't aimed at him, but lying on your side. With your head bowed, but with your chin up and your expression on display, you were crying deeply.

The painful sobs made your body shudder, but no sound left your lips. Your eyes were wide open, lost in pain from the terrible accident that had just taken place. You weren't the one who fired the shot that killed the innocent child, but your heart was broken as you were. It was just too painful to know that the corporation you so loved and valued had done something like that.

And that a mobster had been the only one to help the victim, risking his own life amid the incessant gunfire.

- I saw what you did back there. - you said, your voice high and constant even under the crying.

Seeing your open and desolate expression was a blow to Jungkook. He almost forgot he couldn't breathe.

- II… - he tried, but his ragged breathing stopped him from speaking.

- Breathe. Place your hand on your abdomen to make sure you are breathing slowly and deeply. - you said, knowing well what the boy was dealing with.

Still in shock, he complied, needing two minutes to feel some improvement. Even though it was slow, he felt he was breathing better again. Maybe it was more because of your soft voice than the breathing exercise, but it was still worth it.

- Y-you won't shoot? - he asked, hating the fact that he was stuttering.

- No. I'll let you go. - you said, with a desolate sigh.

He remained on the ground, not knowing how to react.

- S-so I won't die? - he asked incredulously, which sounded a bit silly.

Something like a smile craved with pain but contrasted with courage came to your mouth, forcing your cheeks against the tears.

- No. You tried to help her. - leaning your gun on one of your shoulders, you puffed out your chest, an act that reflected all the effort needed to return to professional posture - We'll see each other again in the future, because you'll live.

And then, as one of the most human persons he've ever met, you left, giving him the chance to pull himself together.

Hyung line here.

The images used on this post are not mine, credits to the owners!

Kisses from the Goblin Kingdom! :)

#fanfiction #writing #imagines #books and libraries #bts #bts mafia au #bts mafia fic #goblin king #kpop imagines #kpop mafia #park jimin #kim taehyung #jeon jungkook #bts x reader #agent reader

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disney-rapunzel-merida-vanellope · 3 years ago

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- cool opening credits omg 😳

- such a beautiful scenery. It’s like the bayou from princess and the frog right? So pretty

- loving the animation on the moon’s reflection

- the 2nd sequence began and I’m just thinking about how experimental and passionate about the art of animation this whole war era is till now. A great break from conventional storytelling and movie rules to give us fun short stories that idolize the medium of animation

- the teens sequence is so much fun. From the girl getting ready, to the car scene to the dance. Loved it. The animation is so fluid and versatile. The flipping page transitions, the teen’s portrayal, the drawing of props in real time, the different dances, the old cartoon style with those black dots or lashes for eyes i looooove it

- this 3rd sequence is very pretty but i get lost in thoughts when theres not much going on

- 4rd sequence. Idk what Americans see in this sport. It’s the most boring thing to me. Can’t wait for it to appear in chicken little 🥴 but at least the movie makes it entertaining with their goofiness

- dont know what these girls are fangirling about, every man in this sequence is ugly af

- honestly don’t understand what’s happening…. Isn’t Casey supposed to swing the bat? Why is the crowd mad at the orange guys? They want them dead???? But the Casey guy missed the shot??? What’s going on????

- Casey doesn’t even know how to play?? Why does he have fangirls then?? I give up on trying to understand this. The animation was full of personality but i didnt get the story. Next

- 5th sequence. Now ballet is much better!!! Me likey. Love the backgrounds so much. That heart gate at the beginning was gorgeous. Love the mix of life action with animation always always, this era is giving us so much of this. Gorgeous simple sequence

- 6th sequence. I HAVE WATCH THIS ONE 😯 The same art teachers that showed us fantasia in 5th grade for our “art with music” project also showed us this peter and the wolf sequence. We had a classmate named Sonia and Sonia being a duck in the movie was the joke of the day 😂

- every character having a different instrument is so clever. I love when animation and music are made for each other

- i dont remember the story at all LMAO

- sonia’s neck IS BROKEN 😭 I swear she just did a 360º back and forth no problem

- is the narrator in these war era movies always the same guy? Cause it sounds like it is

- this wold is scary AF 😭 NOT HIM BENDING PETER AND PETER JUST STANDING THERE 😭 WHY U LAUGHING COWARD SONIA?

- DID SHE JUST DIE

- the middle huntsman omg

- “oh happy day! I think I’ll say that again. Oh happy day!” SONIA IS DEAD “ everybody’s happy. Except the wolf” SONIA IS DEAD

- SHES ALIVE???? 💀 Those gates of heaven opened just to kick het back out

- wonder is my Sonia classmate is doing well

- 7th sequence. I love animation more abstract that is made for music so this one is fun. And the characters are literally musical instruments kkkkk

- 8th sequence. NOT ME CRYING OVER HATS IN LOVE AND THEIR SAD FORCED SEPARATION 😭

- The boy hat has such an expressive design, with the head hole being his mouth and the girl is just a hat with a face 😭 her eyes are also so non expressive kkkk she was crying but her eyes were bedroom eyes 😭

- this is giving major the blue umbrella by pixar vibes. I like this a lot

- love how we can recognize the type of character just by the hat’s design. Character design in non humans really gives everything away about the character just from the look

- 9th sequence. Finally will know what’s this whale’s story

- A singing cat not believing in a singing whale 😳

- this beginning is so good 💃🏻 loved the scientists denying and certifying it 😂

- from wanting to kill the whale to shutting the boss down cause the whale is giving a show 😂

- dont shoot the whale! I want him to live his dream and go on tour 😭

- why is the stereotype of opera singer a fat blonde woman with 2 braids?? Bonus if shes in a Viking costume

- MEPHISTO WAS IN MAKE MINE MUSIC ALL ALONG

-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

- 😡

- At least he entered the kingdom of god

-SOLD OUT KKKKKKKKK

- Thats a gorgeous gate omg so pink and sparkly and in the clouds. My aesthetic

- id watch the next movie but someone decided to invent devices without the headphones holes so now I’m stuck with Bluetooth ones that run out of battery all the time 😒

- really cute movie. Loved the teens, hats and whale’s sequences the most

- again, why isn’t this on disney+? It would be much easier to watch it all in order there

#make mine music #disney #disney animation #watching every disney animation movie #disney marathon

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missskzbiased · 4 years ago

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Getting a Roommate (6)

I’m back again~

Sorry for the delay, I had a shitty week and I had to rewrite a lot of things because I didn’t like them.

I liked the ‘step’ thing so I did it again suhahusauhsa but this time I used parts from Disney Songs kkkk I blame Ursula for singing ‘Poor Unfortunate Souls’

The next one will probably be the last.

Do you guys want to suggest something? Would you prefer if she ended up with Chan or Minho?

I’m thinking about the next one having smut, but I actually suck in kiss and sex scenes. So I will have to search for references if I really do it.

Anyway, enough rambling

Genre: Fluff, Romance; Sugestive; College Au; Roommate Au; Love Triangle

Pairing: Minho X Reader X Chan

Word Count: ~9,2K

Female Lead

Warnings: Language, Sugestive stuff (?)

(Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Part 4) (Part 5) (Part 6) (Final)

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Minho found himself at your door knocking weakly.

It has been less than an hour since he bathed and started to wonder what he would do. Should he just talk to you normally? Should he pretend it didn’t happen? Should he talk about it with you? But what he was going to say? Yeah, you got me hard, sorry. He cringed. Why did you want to talk about it anyway? It would just be awkward…

You opened the door and stood there, looking at him.

Great. Not awkward at all. The silence was comfortable as fuck.

Minho wrapped up himself and breathed deeply. He had already gone through a lot of weird situations with other girls; it shouldn’t be that hard to talk through things, right? He just needed to stay calm and do what he always did. He just needed a plan, a way to make things go right and he knew exactly what to do.

He made his way to your room and smiled in your direction.

Step 1: Let’s get down to business

“You can sit on my bed” You said to him, motioning to the bed. Minho sat down on the edge of your bed, fighting back his flustered self. He eyed you from bellow, watching as you approached him and he wished you would just sit on his lap and ride him like you would like to do with Chan.

He cleared his throat and picked up a pillow, laying it on his lap.

“So… What do you want to talk about?” He asked unsurely and you sat down beside him, feeling awkward yourself.

“I just wanted to make sure we’re fine” You said eyeing him and he scoffed.

“I should be the one asking it, though” He sighed “it weren’t you the one with an erection in the middle of the corridor, was it?” He grimaced ashamed and you snorted.

“Yeah, it definitely wasn’t me” You assured, feeling like laughing at the situation “But I’m fine with it, really… I just didn’t realize you saw me as a girl” She admitted.

“I didn’t” He agreed calmly “I mean! I don’t! I don’t see you as a girl at all!” He assured eagerly and you scoffed.

“Oh, thanks! You don’t need to be so hard about it” You said sarcastically and he averted his eyes “Sorry. Too soon?” You smiled sheepishly.

“Way too soon” He laughed, looking back at you “I wasn’t really expecting you to be like that on the corridor… I just came into the house to see a girl almost naked on the corridor and… Well…” You were hot, he wanted to say but didn’t, trying to find some better wording.

“You got hard, I get it” You agreed and he cringed “That’s nothing wrong with it, you don’t need to take it to your heart… If it makes you feel better I found you and Hyunjin in your boxers really hot” You said shyly and he looked at you cockily.

“So you’re saying you got wet to see me in my boxers?” He joked but you couldn’t laugh at it “Wait. Did you?” He asked surprised, almost expectantly.

“I don’t mind it now” You assured and he grinned at you.

“Were you hoping I would show up here in my towel?” He mocked you and you glared at him.

“Oh, so we already over you being aroused on the corridor?” You mocked back and he scoffed.

“I was going to be shy about it, but now that I know you liked the view I don’t have to feel apologetic, right?” He was playing low and you laughed. It was a good thing that he could joke around with you normally.

“I think you were the one hoping to come in and see me in the towel, meekly waiting for you” You teased him and you felt powerful to see his eyes getting darker. Was it lust in his eyes? You weren’t sure. He cleared his throat and smiled at you.

“So we’re joking around like always. Should I consider we’re fine with each other?” He asked unsurely and you smiled teasingly at him.

“No hard feelings” You assured and he groaned.

“Stop it!” He whined and you cackled “You just think it’s funny because it wasn’t you!”

“Being a girl had to have some advantage, right?” You chuckled “When I’m aroused you can’t see it, you have to feel it” You reasoned giggling and Minho let out a whine that sounded way too sexy in your ears. You looked at his lips distracted by the sound and your eyes wandered over it for a bit too long as he bit his lower lip.

Minho saw the way you were looking at his lips, focused, and gulped down. He had to calm down. It was totally okay that you were on your shorts and a strapped tank top that highlighted curves he would like to explore, he could handle it. He shifted on the bed, trying to distract himself from his thoughts, and his sudden moves got you surprised.

You let out a strangled gasp and blushed.

“Oh?” He grinned mischievously “Was it an invitation to feel you, kitty?” He asked, letting the pillow rest in bed and approaching you as if he was going to pin you down. You stopped breathing unknowingly “Is that what you want?” He asked with a deep voice, his face was close enough for his breath fanning over your neck and face and you felt a shiver run down your spine.

You couldn’t bring yourself to say anything, but you were quite sure if he did try to feel you over your shorts he would find a pool between your legs and you felt so… Ashamed he had this effect on you that you averted your eyes. He seemed to take it in the wrong way because he promptly backed away.

“Sorry” He said quickly getting up from you. You could see he was hard again and you bit your lip “I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable, my bad” and he motioned to get up. You wanted to grab his hand, pull him back, and help him out with his… Problem, and then you thought about Chan. Whatever was going on with you two wasn’t really official, but would you like to have two fuck buddies like this? A second look at Minho’s bulge answered your question easily.

Hell yes, you would.

“I wasn’t uncomfortable, I…” But you were interrupted by a loud Hyunjin.

“You shouldn’t have left me behind, bro!” He whined at the corridor and Minho looked up to the door.

“I’m in Y/N’s room” He shouted and soon Hyunjin opened your door without even knocking.

“Hmm did I interrupt something?” He asked teasingly looking at Minho.

“Don’t talk nonsense” Minho rolled his eyes and Hyunjin scoffed muttering a ‘Yeah, right’ under his breath as he sits down on your bed.

“Don’t go” You asked him and Minho eyed you confused “I need someone to back me up” You lied and Minho chuckled, sitting down on your chair. Hyunjin looked at you with a serious expression and sighed.

“I’m really sorry, Y/N” He stated.

“That’s it?” You asked incredulously “You’re kidding me?”

“I… Well, that was all I had, actually” He admitted and Minho laughed out loud.

“It seems someone will keep on not getting laid” He sang and Hyunjin frowned.

“What are you even sorry about?” You asked and Hyunjin seemed to wonder.

“For everything, I guess… I shouldn’t have been an ass to you when you came to see the place just because I thought you were going to disturb my sex life” He apologized and then thought for a split of a second “Although I was right on that, hm? I’m not getting laid because of you” He frowned but then shook his head “But it’s my fault. I get it. I shouldn’t have done it on the couch either since you were sleeping there at the time… I don’t really see the problem yet, but I guess you don’t see the problem of not getting laid, and here I am pissed off at you” He reasoned.

“I’m not even sure if it counts as an apology” You said astonished.

“What I’m trying to say” He tried again “Is that I was disrespectful to you in many situations even if you didn’t have done anything at that time, so I should have been nicer from the beginning and it got me to be needy to have sex to understand that something that is not an issue for me can be an issue for you and you have all the right to be pissed” He finished.

It sounded good enough for you, even if he was apologizing just to get laid… You were annoying him for weeks just because he didn’t apologize, so you thought it was fair enough. You looked to Minho but he seemed lost in his thoughts, his eyes focused on your leg or on your bed, you weren’t quite sure. Oblivious to your look, Minho was mad at himself for eyeing your legs with so much desire.

Since the moment you asked what Hyunjin was sorry about, frowning almost unperceptively, he got lost in you. He hated you for it. You just made one simple question, looking at Hyunjin seriously and approaching your brows, the skin on your nose wrinkling and making you look like a cute and mad bunny. It was simple actions like this that made him think you were cute and it didn’t really bother him before, but now every time he thinks you’re cute he remember that you aren’t just cute.

He also found you hot.

Was it really fair that you looked so innocent and still managed to look so hot at the same time? He didn’t think so. He trailed down your body with his eyes until he reached for your shorts, a bloody piece of cloth that you often wear but doesn’t cover a damn thing on your beautiful and desirable flesh.

He had to stop it!

You were on your shorts, a bloody piece of cloth that looked really good on you, he corrected himself. You wear it so often he already has lost himself on every damn curve of your legs and hoped he could be blind so he wouldn’t have to see it every morning and still he wished to guide himself with his hands, finding his way through your thighs and…

‘For lord sake! Are you a fucking virgin?’ He thought madly ‘Haven’t you seen like a thousand thighs opening up for you and letting you fuck them? So why the fuck couldn’t you take your damn eyes from her legs?’ He was worried about getting you uncomfortable someday. You were his friend. His friend. Just his friend. Like just friends that don’t fuck at all even though he really wanted it. That kind of friend.

What an unfortunate life.

“… Don’t you agree, Minho?” You ask him and he snapped his eyes to your face. Minho looked at Hyunjin, looking for some sign of their friendship on his, hoping He would enlighten him, but He smiled smugly at Minho like he knew what he was thinking.

Why was he his friend again? Minho thought to himself.

“Sorry, I wasn’t paying attention” He confessed and you scoffed.

“I was saying that I’m glad Hyunjin understands that He was being a jerk and I think He could even join us on the couch for the night” You clarified.

Join us on the couch.

Was he creepy or were you so not interested in him that you just say stuff like this mindlessly? If He was fair, He would probably say both.

“So we ended up the ‘don’t fuck on my couch’ era to begin a ‘let’s have a threesome on the couch’ era? I do like where this is going” He joked, trying to look normal. You seemed relieved at his behavior, showing no signs of awkwardness like you thought he would after getting away from you. He thanked God you couldn't read his mind because he was quite sure everything would be awkward by now.

“It’s the second time you joke about sex group on the couch” You reminded him as you remembered the day he said you should totally try to fuck Chan “I guess you’re really into sex group” You laughed. Minho remembered it too and was disappointed with himself for trying to push you to Chan. He had great ideas back then, hm?

“Not really, I would prefer to have you all for myself” He stated.

There was it.

You didn’t even need to read his mind, because He’s a fucking moron that doesn’t think twice before saying some shit like this. He forced a laugh, an obviously feigned laugh that was way out of time to make sense and Hyunjin laughed along with him. Minho wasn’t sure if he was laughing at him or with him to help out a friend, but he would bet it was at him.

“What a greedy boy” You teased and smugly smiled at him “That’s a shame, though, because kitty here is taken”

What was that?

“Kitty is taken?” He asked and you nodded.

“Well, not really” You corrected yourself “But I do think that maybe I can get there with Chan” You wondered.

Oh, Minho thought. Well, of course, you would like to date Chan! Why wouldn’t you? He was nice and gentle and helped you when you needed, changed your lock, and asked you on a movie date that sounded better then what you had with him even though yours was exactly the same thing.

Ouch.

He knew he shouldn’t feel hurt about it, it wasn’t like he liked you, right? Right. It was just that he would like you to be his fuck buddy and you were already taken. It hadn’t anything to do with feelings at all. Why would he have feelings for you? You’re cute, funny, crude, gentle, smart, sexy, hot, pretty and a damn good company. That was it. You were a really good person that He liked as that: A person. It happened that He also liked to fuck some people and you were one of those people. That was it.

He wanted you to be his new fuck buddy and nothing more.

Then again, you were taken. Not really taken, but you wanted to get there. He couldn’t really fuck someone who was taken, right? So it was natural that he felt a little bit down to know it. It was just that he couldn’t get what he wanted: You.

“So you like him” He stated, just to be the friend you expected him to be and not the fuckboy he was sure he was right now.

“I wouldn’t say I like him” You said unsurely “I do think He’s nice and all and I would like to fuck him for sure, but… I don’t know. Actually, I may be a little bit insecure” You confessed.

She wouldn’t say she liked him, He repeated in his head. Was that supposed to make him that happy? No, It wasn’t.

“Insecure?” Hyunjin asked surprise “He is so into you that if he was a dick you would be pregnant by now” Minho wouldn’t really say Hyunjin had a poet side, but He did have a point. If Chan could be in your pants right now He would.

“Oh my god!” You cringed “We’re not that kind of friends yet, Hyunjin!” and you laughed while Hyunjin whined.

“Sorry, I was just surprised” He apologized and you snorted.

“What are you insecure about? You’re perfect” Oh boy. Could He be any smoother? Absolutely.

“I don’t want to talk about it” You stated shortly and Minho sensed there was something wrong. Was it because Hyunjin was here? Was it something you were really embarrassed about? What could you be so embarrassed about that made you hesitate to fuck Chan?

“Well, since we sorted everything out… Minho, give me your keys so I can finally go fuck someone” Hyunjin pleaded. Poor boy, he was eager.

“It’s on my bed, you can pick it” Minho answered and soon Hyunjin was out.

“Try to use protection, kids” He yelled from Minho’s room and both of you groaned while he was going away.

“He’s so random” Minho complained “Hm… Kitty? Do you want to talk about Chan?” He asked unsurely and you shook your head.

“There’s nothing to talk about… I’m just figuring some things out” You assured “I… I… Well, it’s nothing” You gave up on talking about it. What the hell would Minho do if you said your insecurity was because you didn’t know how to fuck someone being a sub and you weren’t sure Chan would want you if you weren’t? What could he do? Absolutely nothing. You sighed.

“When you feel comfortable to share I will be all ears for you” He smiled, patting your shoulder “I hope you understand that I’m your friend even if… If I did not behave my best today” He cleared his throat “So… Whenever you feel like talking, I’m here for you” He assured and you felt the urge to hug him. He was so cute trying to make you feel comfortable enough to share things with him even though he knew you had Felix to talk to. You smiled and nudged him lightly.

“I know… When I feel ready to talk about it I will look for you” Your smile was cute and tiny, shy, and Minho found his stomach dropping at it. He wished he didn’t have to lie to you, but if he wanted to be your friend he had to.

He would prefer not to hear about Chan from you if he would be sincere, but then what kind of friend would he be? His current thought was spinning around the fact that you didn’t really like Chan yet and even though you would like to fuck him you didn’t want it, for now, so He still had a chance somehow. And it wasn’t a really friendly thought. All He could think is that even if Chan started faster, he was with you for longer so you may not feel insecure with him. Maybe… Maybe he had a chance?

He felt ashamed.

As your friend, He shouldn’t hope for you to choose him, especially if it was because you were debating inside yourself something that clearly made you insecure. He looked you in the eyes and you were still smiling at him, oblivious to his thoughts.

He felt guilty.

“Are you up to movie night?” He asked hopefully and you beamed.

“Of course! I thought it was our thing” You laughed “You didn’t even need to ask something like this” You rolled your eyes.

“Great… See you later. I’ll be in my room if you need anything” He said suspiciously like he didn’t want to spend the night with you, which made you kinda sad. Did he want to avoid you? You hoped he didn’t. Minho got out of your room and went straight to his, locking his door and sighing deeply. How would he spend the night watching movies with you if he couldn’t even spent a few minutes beside you without having some kind of dirty thoughts? It would be hell.

He could only think about how you guys always sprawled together on the couch, nudging each other with your feet and sometimes gently caressing your knees down to your shin… Sometimes even snuggling, when you wanted to lay down on his chest and sat between his legs, leaning on him and watching the movie peacefully… He knew you didn’t mean anything by it, since you did it with Felix too. It was just your way to live. You were a really cuddling type and you cuddled all your friends. Of course, that was obviously totally fine! Great! Amazingly awesome…

He would totally blow up your friendship.

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Step 2: Don’t underestimate the importance of body language

You got yourselves some snacks like always and sat down on the couch, looking at Minho sitting down strangely rigid, as if he was uncomfortable as hell to be there with you. Should you have called someone else to join you? Maybe Felix or Chan? Even Jisung or Changbin? You shrugged it, he would get used to it somehow. It’s not like you were feeling strange around him because of the events that occurred earlier, right?

Yeah, right!

You could only scoff at yourself. When you saw him standing on the corridor, frozen, you felt so lost you didn’t even know what to do, so you picked up the key chain from the floor and looked at him, happy to get a cute gift like this. And there he was looking flushed and disturbed by your presence… If He asked you, you would have to say he was looking sexy all blushed and with so much desire in his eyes. He looked at you like you were the only thing in the world right now and the bulge in his pants didn’t help the situation.

It looked… Interesting.

You almost felt the urge to simply get him out of his pants and see for yourself. You always were the curious type so maybe that was why you wanted so much to see and touch it. Uhum… That was it. You felt powerful looking at it. He was like that because of you. Just because of you. And he looked so ashamed that you wanted to tease the hell out of him, but choose to comfort him. He needed to feel okay with it because you were totally fine to see him like that. As fine as one could be.

You would be lying if you said you didn’t feel aroused yourself.

You knew too damn well that the wetness you felt between your thighs had nothing to do with your bath and you would be lying if you said you didn’t want to get into shower with him. Were you a slut? You felt filthy. He was just your friend and he saw you like that, clearly embarrassed to even have thought something out that line.

“What do you want to watch?” He asked calmly, seeming to be getting more comfortable with you again.

“Some romance?” You asked unsurely “We have been watching a lot of animations lately and Chan likes it too… I would like to watch something different today” You explained and he agreed.

“Fine, let’s watch… This one?” He stopped on some random movie and you nodded. Why not? It seemed cliché enough for you. He played it and you eyed him nervously.

“Can I…” You motioned to him, expecting him to be fine with your cuddle like always. He didn’t even respond, he smiled sweetly at you and opened his legs and arms so you could place yourself on him. He laid down on the couch, inclining himself to be with his back partially on the seat and let you lay down on him. As soon as you were set on him, he threw his leg over your hips and involved your waist with his arm.

“Comfortable?” He muttered and you nodded, happy to be normally snuggling with him. Maybe he would get through the awkwardness by himself.

The movie was sugar sweet, it was cute and funny. You laughed along with him for the most part, getting this warm feeling on your heart you always get when you see a romance. The male lead was insanely hot and perfect, something you knew couldn’t happen in real life, and the female lead was badassy until she fell in love with the guy, like always. You wondered if love made people less badass with time, you hoped not to turn some kind of adorable ball of furr when you love someone.

Your train of thoughts was interrupted by a gasp and bodies crashing on the wall.

Okay, so maybe it was a little bit awkward to be cuddling your friend while two actors were smashing their mouths like they needed it to survive. You gulped down and you felt Minho tensing under you. Their hands hovered over each other's bodies and you felt weird when you heard the actor moaning, imagining how Minho would sound if you were like that with him. Would he sound hot like this? You shifted in your place, trying to find a better position so you could get distracted from your arousal.

Then you heard it.

Minho grunted under you with your sudden movement, rubbing against him by accident.

A damn hot accident.

“Sorry” You muttered embarrassed. Maybe it was on your mind, but you could smell your arousal so you pressed your legs together, uncomfortable, and it made your hips brush his again. Minho’s hands shot at your arms, holding you firmly by the shoulders and you whimpered, he groaned and leaned his head on your back.

“Please, stop moving” He pleaded and you felt the blood rush to your face.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to…” You tried to look at him, but he averted his eyes. He looked at TV and seemed to thought it was a bad idea because he brought his eyes to the ground, refusing to look at you. You could feel him under you, feel his arousal “I will… I will get off of you” And you tried to move away. He snapped his eyes to your hips and his hand to his mouth, biting his knuckle so he could control himself.

Only God knew how much effort he was putting in it.

He wanted to grab you and let you right on his lap like you almost were, but he did know he shouldn’t. Earlier you weren’t comfortable with it so why would you be right now? He had to remind himself you were just his friend and you didn’t want to be anything more for now.

“It’s my fault” He apologized, helping you out of him.

“I don’t mind” You said quite boldly and He scoffed.

“You don’t have to lie to me, Y/N” He sighed “I know you want to fuck Chan and you made it clear earlier that you don’t want to fuck me as well”

When the hell did you let that clear?

“It’s not true!” You denied and then gasped. What would you say? I want to fuck you too? “I’m… Not lying to you, I really don’t mind” You decided to say and He scoffed again.

“I’m not dumb, Y/N, and neither are you… Are you saying you don’t mind your roommate… Worse! Your friend! Getting horny as fuck and wanting to fuck you until you can’t even remember your damn name?!” His voice was getting higher, cleared frustrated, and you pressed your thighs together again with the thought of him madly fucking you until you forgot your name.

It sounded… Wow.

He seemed to notice you pressing your legs and arched a brow.

“Oh? Did I misread you?” His voice was dangerously sly and you felt thrilled by it “Or did I just see you pressing your legs right in front of my face?” He asked smugly and you bit your lip.

“What if you misread me?” You challenged him and he smiled.

“I guess I would have to read you properly then… Because I must have been blind to not see how your body is begging for me, kitty” He got closer to you, supporting himself with one hand on the couch while he gently forced your legs away with his knees, supporting himself on it. His other hands went to your chin, holding it with a dominance you didn’t know he had in him.

His embarrassed self was nowhere to be seen.

“I’m not begging” You stated just to feel you had something to say and he snorted.

“But you will… Like the needy…” He couldn’t end his sentence because for the thousandth time today you were interrupted.

He broke away from you as fast as thunder.

You missed his touch.

The key sounds on the door stopped and the door opened slowly to show a beamed Hyunjin, happily humming something like life was the most beautiful thing he ever seen. What good sex couldn’t do to people, hm? You just wished Hyunjin would give you that damn chance he took away.

“Hi, my dearests roommates” He smiled at both of you “My day was endearing if you guys want to know it! Y/N, thank you so much for staying out of my way today… I think I never loved you more than now” He seemed relaxed and happy and you laughed at that, incredulous.

“You look like another person” You said and he smiled at you.

“A sexless life can get you grumpy” He explained “You should try it, Chan will definitely do it with you, I’m sure”

If Minho could shot a hole on Hyunjin's head right now He probably would.

He did not only interrupted you two, but he also compelled you to go to Chan to get laid. What a fucking friend he had! Again, he didn’t really know you were about to fuck her, right? So he couldn’t blame him at all…

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Step 3: Make your wildest dreams come true

You stood there looking at your ceiling, your body slightly trembling as your uneven breathing filled your room and your heart beat on your chest like a drum, the heat spreading over your face, neck, and chest as you inhaled heavily, trying to calm down. You gripped your thighs a little bit harder than before and let them go, resting your legs and arms on your bed as you felt whole.

Did you just masturbate thinking about Minho?

Holy crap…

You didn’t imagine this day would come. But it came. And you came hard.

You wanted to fuck Minho.

It wasn’t a fuzzy feeling of love or anything like that, although you wished it was. It felt like a monster was peeking, something inside you was so attentive it could even smell his presence if it was possible. You found your body asking for you to go to his room right now and wake him up and beg him to fuck you like he said he could. Scream his name until Hyunjin could hear you and complain about it in the morning. Make the neighbors familiar with your voice and his name.

Maybe you were wanting something that wasn’t true.

Could he really make you feel this way? In your mind, he could. He did. You swallowed thick, remembering what you just did a few moments ago and the shame crashed you.

You masturbated to Minho.

Your friend and roommate. Someone you would run into the place all the time, shirtless or not, and every time you eye him his voice would come to your ear, moaning, praising, teasing you… You couldn’t handle it. You felt your throat go dry and you gathered your strength so you could go to the kitchen. Your legs weren’t really supporting you yet, so you just dragged your steps, woobly, until you reached for the stool.

“Are you okay?” You heard his worried voice from behind and he strode in your direction.

Just what you needed.

“I’m fine” Your voice sounded raspy and you tried to clear your throat “I’m really thirsty and a little bit sleepy” You lied and he nodded.

“Just sit down, I will give it to you” He said, walking to the fridge and you stood there, watching him. You knew he was hot, but you didn’t really think about it before. His arms weren’t really build-up, but they were defined and big enough for you to hold them fiercely while he… No! Don’t think about it! Behave! You gulped down as he picked up a glass and filled it with water for you. You couldn’t help but to watch his fingers embracing the glass and the jar, just like he could do with… FOR LORD SAKE! STOP IT! Not everything is about sex, woman!

“Thank you” you mouthed as he gave you the glass and sat down beside you, filling a glass for himself. Please don’t start drinking it like these hot guys on TV. Please don’t drink it like hot guys on TV. Holy shit, he drank it like a hot guy on TV. Oh boy. You choked on your water and he got startled.

“Calm down, kitty” He said gently, patting your back. He wasn’t even thinking about resuming from where you left earlier and it made you feel humiliated. Were you the only one thinking about it? Touching yourself? You eyed his crotch without thinking, but he wasn’t hard. You were the only one thinking shit.

“Give it to me” You asked, pointing to the jar and he filled your glass instead.

“So…” He began, unsure “We’re cool about the couch thing?”

“What couch thing?” You’re not really good at playing dumb, hm?

“Okay, I get it” He snorted and got up from the stool “Good night, kitty” He said and he seemed… Down. You pushed that thought aside. You were making things up on your mind. Minho wasn’t feeling down because you feigned it didn’t mean anything to you… He couldn’t mind it. And even if he did, you had to remember he wasn’t the one you were interested in, it was Chan.

When you felt better, Minho has gone for a long time already, you stood up, washed the glasses, and went to your room.

Unfortunately, you did dream about things you shouldn’t.

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Step 4: Don’t let them know

Was the universe punishing you?

There you laid on your bed, your cramps killing you.

You didn’t even realize you were close to your period, maybe that was why you were so horny about all that stuff yesterday. Yeah, it was probably it. Now you couldn’t really think about getting fucked and nothing like this, you could only feel the pain and shrink on your bed, hoping it would go away. Your phone vibrated and you picked it up to check what was happening. It was a call.

“Hey, babygirl! Wanna go on a date today? “Chan’s voice sounded through your ears and you smiled. You would love to go, but you were dying, so you would have to pass.

“Sorry, I’m not in the mood…” You apologized, sighing.

“Oh? Are you okay?” He asked concerned, wondering if he did something wrong.

“Yeah, I’m just in pain… I don’t really think I have it in me to do anything today” You whined and he went silent.

“Did Hyunjin do something again?” He asked seriously and you scoffed.

“Oh, no! We’re fine now. It’s just cramps” You admitted, feeling shy about it.

“Oh!” He seemed surprised and you laughed. What was it with boys and periods? “Gotcha. Okay then, bye!” He said cutely and hung up. Wow… Not really fond of periods, hm? You shrugged it off and turned around on your bed, trying to find a way to ease the pain. You should have remembered to buy the pills.

“Y/N, is everything okay? You didn’t leave your room all morning” You heard Minho knocking on the door and you asked him to come in. He found you shrank in bed, your back to your door “Are you okay? Do you want to talk?” He asked concerned and you felt your bed sink as he sat on the corner of your bed, his hand resting gently on your arm. You smiled with yourself and shook your head.

“Everything is fine, I’m on my period” You explained, stretching your neck so you could look at him “I forgot to buy my cramp medicine so I’m here waiting for god to have some mercy” and he laughed at it.

“Was that it? Are you dumb? Why didn’t you call me? I will go buy it, okay? Do you need some pads too?” He asked and got up from your bed.

“Oh my god, are you an angel?” You asked with shining eyes and he cackled up “If you could buy me tampons it would be great, actually. My money is on my desk” You said smiling weakly and he snorted.

“I think I have money enough to buy you some pills and tampons, Y/N” He mocked “You can pay me with some cuddle, ice cream, and a bonus movie night” He said and you laughed.

“Boyfriend material!” You cheered him and he laughed “Seriously, you’re the best” You assured him “I will tell all your dates you’re the best man in all world” You promised and it made him give you a grimace, thanking you half-heartedly and closing your door. You didn’t notice his change of mood, but you felt the pain worsening again. Ugh… Why life must be so painful?

You probably waited for about fifteen minutes and then you heard a knock on your door. Wow, that was quite fast! You shouted a ‘come in!’ and you got really surprised to see Chan standing there, two bags on his hands and a bright smile on his face. You sat down, feeling lost, and frowned at him.

“What are you doing here?” You asked startled.

“Oh, it’s nice to see you too, babygirl” He said sarcastically, sitting beside you and you smiled sheepishly “I bought you some tampons and some medicine” He said, taking those out of the bag and giving it to you “I thought you would like some food too since that’s what my sister always asks me” He said while picking up some chocolate and other snacks and putting it down on your bed “and here it’s water so you can take your pills” He gave you a water bottle and you promptly took the pills “And I heard cuddling and warming your stomach really helped” He smiled shyly and you laughed.

“Why didn’t you say you were coming?! Minho went out to… Oh!” You remembered startled “I gotta call Minho” Chan eyed you as you dialed his number and waited for few seconds “Hey, Minho? Chan showed up here. Yeah, he got me everything. Oh, you didn’t buy it yet? Thank god! Yeah, okay. Thank you!” you hung up and smiled at Chan.

“Minho and Felix really got your back, hm?” He asked smiling and you smiled back.

“Yeah, Felix is my best friend and Minho…” You trailed off and Chan seemed to notice “I mean, Minho is the roommate I always asked for” You stated and Chan nodded.

“Just it?” His voice sounded insecure and you looked him in the eyes.

“What do you mean?” You asked, He averted his eyes.

“Don’t you like him?” He asked shyly and you scoffed.

“I don’t like Minho!” You said as if he had told you the best joke ever “Where did it come from?” Chan looked at you in the eyes, seeming to be having an inner battle as he frowned and bit his lips. You waited patiently so he could feel comfortable saying it. What gave him that impression?

“Can I kiss you?” He asked out of nowhere, his voice so low you almost couldn’t hear it. His eyes trailed over your lips and you moistened them with your tongue, expecting. You looked in his eyes and waited silently. He took your eager eyes like an invitation and leaned in.

His lips were soft on yours, gentle and caring. He grazed his tongue over your bottom lip, asking for your permission and you promptly gave it to him. His kiss began so soft you almost felt loved, his hands cupped your cheeks and he entangled his tongue with yours passionately, making you respond as eagerly as he kissed you. Your hands shot to his hair, pulling softly at his nape, making him groan into the kiss as he gently leaned you down on the mattress. You felt his body over yours and his hand left your cheek to sink on the bed, right beside your face as his other hand trailed to the back of your neck, guiding you through the kiss.

When he parted his lips away, you opened your eyes to find yourself diving into his.

He looked at you as if you were his whole world.

“Y/N, I like you” He said suddenly, taking you by surprise.

You didn’t know what to say.

His kiss felt good, felt loving, yet you never ever thought about feelings for him You knew he was great and caring, gentle, thoughtful, and seemed like the perfect boyfriend… And he liked you. You never thought he would say it to you like this after a kiss shared on your bed on a crampy day. He must have felt ashamed by your delay to answer him because he got back and sat uncomfortably.

“I guess you like him, hm?” He sighed and you short your brows up.

“Like him? What are you talking about?” You asked confused.

“Minho” He clarified “You seem fond of him every time I see you two together… So I just figured…”

“I don’t like him” You assured, grabbing his hand “It’s just that I’m not sure I like you too… I want you, I really do, and I would be lying to you if I said I don’t want Minho too… I guess I’m just sluty these days” You laughed and he frowned at you.

“You’re not a slut because you want to have sex with us” He said with a serious expression that made you scoff.

“I’m joking, calm down” You squeezed his hand “Anyway… I don’t want to say I like you back if I’m not sure about it”

“I understand” He assured “And I appreciate it, really” It was his time to squeeze your hand “If you want to be casual about it, I can handle myself” He laughed, looking at you with playful eyes, and you felt relieved he was okay with it “Now let’s eat and cuddle up, hm? Let’s chase away these cramps” He said as he laid down with you, hugging you from your back.

Not too long after this you fell asleep, peacefully snoring on your bed as Chan smiled looking at your face, your body turned around at some point of your cuddling so you could rest your head on his chest. He gently caressed your cheek, putting away a lock of hair that fell on your closed eyes. He grazed his lips on your hair, lefting a soft kiss there and withdraw from you. He got up, making sure to be as gentle as possible so he wouldn’t wake you up and lef you there.

“Going home already?” Minho asked him as he was making his way through the kitchen.

“Yeah, she fell asleep” He answered awkwardly and Minho arched a brow.

“What’s up?” Minho asked curiously and Chan averted his eyes, seeming to think deeply about something.

“Do you like her?” He asked suddenly and Minho widened his eyes.

“What? No!” He scoffed “Why do you think that?” His voice sounded suspicious and Chan narrowed his eyes.

“Well, that time you went to see us” He started unsurely, looking at Minho who nodded his way “I saw how you were hugging her, rocking her so… Lovely… You even kissed her head” He remembered and Minho sighed. So Chan saw you both that day, but back then he didn’t feel anything. Not that he feels it now.

“Felix did the same” He stated simply and Chan nodded.

“Yeah, but you’re not Felix” His statement shouldn’t make any sense, even so, Minho agreed. He wasn’t Felix and He knew what Chan meant by it. Felix didn’t look at you like Minho did, his love for you was brotherly love and even though Minho wouldn’t say he loved you, he knew his eyes held much more than that.

“You’re not Felix either” Minho stated and Chan looked directly in his eyes, determined.

“I like her” His voice hung in the air, the moment felt tense even though both of them knew this information for a long time.

Minho cleared his throat.

“I know” It was all he had to say. What was Chan expecting? For him to proclaim his endless love for you? Minho didn’t love you. He didn’t even like you. He just wanted you. That was it. And you didn’t even want him back “I wish you luck” He lied.

“Why don’t you tell her?” Chan asked, ignoring his words and Minho frowned, pissed off.

“I don’t like her” He stated firmly “Are you a masochist or something? Do you want me to steal her away from you?” His voice held a cold anger. The feeling of someone who thought he didn’t stand a chance and didn’t want to be bothered by it, but was bothered anyway. The feeling of someone that didn’t want to acknowledge his own feelings. The feelings of someone who wanted to hurt the one who was taking you away.

He felt envy.

He felt jealous.

He felt… No. He didn’t.

Even if he did, he wouldn’t let you nor Chan know about it.

“Take it as granted” He said moodily “Don’t push something if you don’t want it to happen” He advised and let Chan alone in the kitchen before he left your apartment.

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Step 5: I won’t say it

No! No! Every single thing went wrong all way down. What the hell?!

Minho felt his cheek sting as the girl backed away, the tears running down her face. He gulped guiltily and promptly got up from bed, pushing his boxers up sloply as she slammed his door. He opened his door and rushed out.

“I’m so sorry!” He apologized eagerly and the girl shot him a glare.

“You’re the worst” She sobbed and Minho felt his heart shatter.

You stood there, frozen on the couch, as the girl slammed the door, and Minho stood there devasted. You didn’t even know he liked someone. You should have imagined it, though. It was about a week since you had your period and you didn’t even hear he said something about other girls. You didn’t see them coming anymore, except for Hyunjin. If you were honest, you almost didn’t see Minho past week. He seemed busy and moody, maybe he was occupied with college stuff, you didn’t know.

“Damn it” He muttered and he sounded tired. So tired you couldn’t miss the desperation on his voice. He was definitely not okay.

“Hey” You said softly and he snapped his eyes to you, startled. He seemed embarrassed about it and groaned, making way to his room. He probably didn’t want to talk about it, but you were his friend, right? And a girl too! Maybe you could help him? You made your way to his door and knocked, expecting an answer.

“Please, go away” He asked, he sounded so different from the usual Minho. Your usual playful, gentle, and teasing friend sounded hurt and you felt a stang on your heart. He must like her a lot.

“Please let me in, I can help you” You said and he scoffed. It wasn’t his usual mockingly scoff, but a humorless one, that sounded harsh and you pressed your lips together, afraid to have crossed a line. He opened his door with dark eyes, eyes that made you shiver for a second and grimaced at you sarcastically.

“Yeah? And how do you intend to help, kitty?” His voice was dripping venom and he looked like a snake, eyeing you, preying you, mocking you. You shouldn’t have felt aroused by it but you felt. He looked dangerous.

“I can hear you out” You suggested and he laughed.

“Sure… You can hear me…” He hummed and let you in, so you sat on his bed and looked at him expectantly “What do you wanna hear? That I was a jerk to this girl? That I shouldn’t have tried to forget y-“ He stopped in his tracks. Cleared his throat. Looked at you uncertain “By the way you’re sitting where I just got a blowjob” He grimaced at you, but you didn’t care. So what if his bed was a sinful nest? He needed your help right now.

“I don’t care” You shrugged and He smiled like you had told a great joke.

“Oh? You don’t care about my sex nest?” He mocked you “Last time I checked you couldn’t even think about sleeping on my bed because of it, even though you just went with Chan and slept in his bed peacefully like he doesn’t fuck there everyday” He sounded… Jealous? He seemed annoyed by your choices and you arched your brows, confused.

“Minho, just tell me what is making you like this” You asked “You’ve been angry the past week… You don’t seem like yourself anymore” You admitted and he sighed.

“I won’t say it” He muttered, more to himself than to you. Why couldn’t he open up about it? You frowned.

“Do you want me to start?” You asked and he looked confused “Hm… Do you wanna know why I’m afraid to have sex with Chan?” He snorted.

“I’m dying to know” He said sarcastically and you felt angry.

“Hey! I’m trying to make you open up here! Don’t be an ass” You uttered and He sighed, this time he sounded more tired than angry.

“You’re right. You’re trying to help and I’m being a jerk. Again” He agreed, sitting beside you “I don’t want to talk about it because it’s embarrassing”

“Liking someone isn’t embarrassing” You reassured him and his eyes snapped to yours.

“How did you know?”He asked surprised, ashamed.

“I never saw you so frustrated about a chick before” You laughed “Why did she run away?”

“Oh” He snorted “I don’t like her” He assured and you got confused.

“What? So why were you so… Disturbed about it?” What was going on? If he didn’t like her, why would he run to her like this? Why was he so riled up about it? It didn’t make any sense.

“I mean it, Y/N” He looked in your eyes “I don’t want to talk about it… It’s really embarrassing”

“I won’t judge you! I’m your friend” You promised and he whined.

“That’s exactly the problem” He closed his eyes and buried his face on his hands “I’m disgusting”

“No! You’re not” You uttered, caressing his back gently and he whined at your touch.

“You shouldn’t touch me” He advised and you frowned. What was he talking about? You touched him all the time “I can’t pretend it doesn’t bother me anymore” Ouch. Was that reason why you weren’t seeing him lately? Was he avoiding you? Did he despise you now? Maybe he felt disgusted because you responded to his teasing?

“I’m sorry” You said uncomfortable, getting up and he looked at you confused.

“For what?” He seemed lost and you felt tears pricking your eyes. Why couldn’t he just say he was disgusted by you? You were flirting with Chan but responded to his teasing… You even masturbated to him, for lord sake! You felt the shame crash you all over again “Oh my god, what happened?!” He asked startled, getting up and cupping your cheek, his thumb brushed the skin right under your eyes. You locked your eyes with his.

“For bothering you” You explained “You could have told me earlier, I would stop touching you… I didn’t know you were disgusted by it” He laughed. He laughed for real, resting his hand on your shoulder and took away the hand on your cheek to brush his own eye.

“You think I’m disgusted by you?” He asked amazed “You’re so dense! Oh my god… Y/N I never found someone as hot as you” He stated and you blushed, surprised by his words “You don’t have any idea about how hard it is to pretend that I don’t remember nor care about the couch! I was so frustrated you didn’t even… You didn’t give a fuck!” He snorted and you widened your eyes.

Oh boy… He had no idea.

“I moaned your name” He said bashfully and you choked.

“You what?!” You felt your lungs running out of air and your cheeks flaming. Was your heart intending to explode? Apparently yes. He leaned your way, guiding you until your back was against his door, you felt the cold surface on your back and you saw the lust on his eyes and shivered.

“She was blowing me” He whispered on your ear, his voice dripped with something you couldn’t quite put your finger on “And when I came I shouted your name instead of hers” His lips brushed your ears and you let out a moan. An embarrassing moan to a simple action like this and he groaned “If you don’t want me, please tell me now” He asked, resting his forehead against the door.

You didn’t say anything.

“Say yes or no, kitty” He ordered and you gulped down.

“Yes” You let out weakly and his nose brushed against your neck, his breath fanning over you. You felt your legs wobbly.

“Are you sure?” He asked again, this time his forehead rested against yours, his eyes closed as if he couldn’t handle your answer. You nodded silently, not trusting your words “Thank god” He sighed relieved as he locked his door and smashed his lips against yours.

His kiss was different from Chan’s.

While Chan was gentle and caring, Minho was desperate.

It felt like he would never be allowed to do this again in his life, so he needed you right now. His hands shot through your body, groping your flesh and pulling you closer, so close you could feel him. He was on fire, his touch burned you, his lips possessively over yours. He was claiming you. His tongue fought for dominance and he won it easily because you were way to dazed to try to fight back. His hand slide to your jaw and his grip was needy.

He needed you.

Your hands slid through his chest, feeling him, and it made him groan into the kiss, deepening it. You felt his shirtless torso way too slow, enticing him, and he answered by slamming his crotch onto you, you could feel him hard against you. You moaned and he smirked, smugly. You held both sides of his jaw, responding to him in a needy way you never thought you would show.

He broke away, panting.

Wow.

You kept holding his face and he kept his hand on yours, locking his eyes with you.

When he opened his mouth, you never ever thought he would say it.

“I think I like you” As soon as the words left his lips he widened his eyes and then shut them, afraid.

There it was.

He said it.

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Tagging @slut-for-fandoms

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otomelavenderhaze · 4 years ago

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I'M SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO ANSWER TOO. Things have been quite hectic to me aswell and I've been spending some time with my family these days, hence the delay :> no need to worry about taking your time to answer, it's understandable!

Oh, I read the rates. It's really such a... small possibility to get a 5 star haha

BTW I finished my beginner's wishes and I got Xiangling!!! I thought I was a lost cause for Dragonspine, but I might survive afterall!! And she's so cute too <3

Characters with shields are really important, right? I know for sure that Noelle is SUCH a great help with hers! I see what he meant, I would be long gone without a shield user.

I'll pray so that Mhy listen to the community's reasoning!!

So I got to lvl 21! And finished the glider challenge, but I thought I would be able to get gold in all of them if I tried hard enough... The primogems were enough, and I just gave up on the rest. I have no ability with these things, I'm suffering so much with the food delivery, I get one right and I struggle with the next order for 2 hours :'D. How are you holding up? I hope you're doing better than me..

I CAN IMAGINE, I stayed out of commission for a few hours trying to take in the impact that would cause on everything kkkk So is Aether nice to look at? Just curious

It's true! I'm having big expectations to The Reveal, will we lose our mind? Will we try to talk our way out of it? So exciting!!

Such a small rate for 5 stars and such a limited number of primal gems to earn as free to play. It’s a bad mix.

It’s totally okay btw, I was just worried that you maybe haven’t seen my answer, it was my only worry. That you maybe thought that I was being stuck up, posting but not answering your ask G-G and I kinda felt bad for it. But I’m glad it wasn’t the case, I hope you got some quality time with your family and it all went alright.

Xiangling!!! I still use mine, she was my main dps for months already <3 her bear that attacks enemies with a flamethrower is a test of patience but her ult is so amazing G-G I can’t say how many times it already saved me. Oh, you don’t need to worry with Dragonspine at all, even without a pyro user. There’s gonna be many heat’s sources on the update, you gonna see it.

The last day of the glider event was awful :’) I nearly didn’t make it to gold, but I was lucky. To be honest, I kinda cheated a little bit, cuz I watched other ppl doing the course before I attempted it so, even the tricky ones wasn’t that bad. I’m so bad at gliding G-G

Ah, I have been cheating on the food one as well xD but using the portable teleport that you can unlock after doing the reputation thing in Mondstadt (I maximized mine today btw, now I just have Liyue missing), so in the difficult ones I’m having no patience for finding a way, I just see where the person is and set the teleport near, reset the quest and then go straight up there. Every time I set a new teleport, the other one goes missing, so in a way, I’m wasting materials xD just for 60 primals.

I think Aether is nice to look at, I find him cute, even if he doesn’t have as many expressions as Lumine, I still think he’s so cute.

G-G The revel is so far away, I think, someone brought up to my attention that Inazuma will come out probably in March :’) we will be two months without any actual content.... BUT THEY WILL BRING VENTI’S BANNER BACK, at least this is what I heard.

At least they will keep popin’ events and giving primals to us until then.

Albeto btw, is gorgeous. Pity that he’s a support. Same about Ganyu, her ult looks overpower because of the range of the area that it covers, but since I’m already a Fischl main, I will probably skip her too.

For now, I’m kinda happy with my team, even if I still need to up Bennett and my Keqin.

#ask #personal #Fa talking about Genshin Impact

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doyoungscarrot · 7 years ago

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Just as any other day

A/N: Hello! Well I came back with this drabble I really don’t know what this is I wrote it for Celebruary specials and is a replacement for the Bakery man Au fool me deleted the au and I don’t have a copy anyways enjoy.

Warnings: Slight angst

Word count: 896

Dy: when I was an student, before entering to SM I wanted to be a Baker, you know? The smell of fresh and hot cheese bread.. Wah~

JH: John-D you know everyone Do-D talks about his dreams before being part of SM, I realize how happy and simple his life was, Do-D please always be like this.

Every Saturday night, after listening to his pre-recorded radio broadcast with Doyoung and Johnny, Jaehyun’s mood gets a little bit more sad.

Doyoung is always happy about everything, even when he looks at the comments about himself on internet, even if there are only negative comments, he is always happy.

Because why are there so many negative comments about his beloved Bunny hyung? Why some people hates on him when all he does is enjoy his life without any concern and even better without any mask?

His bunny Hyung was always smiling and he wanted to smile like that again.

Yt: No it’s not! This are my chopsticks Dongs! I don’t know where are yours!

Dy: You are lying as always Hyung!! Give them back!!

As always, before dinner, Jaehyun was always feeling down, because as always he was jealous of how his Mountain Hyung managed to liven the mood without creating a fight between the members.

Yuta always was a funny friend to spend the time with, he always made the others laugh without any effort, even while expressing his discomfort towards SM decisions about lines distribution, he managed to make everyone laugh, because his honesty was funny even with serious topics.

He can’t understand why people hates on Yuta, because, why someone may hate such a funny and hardworking guy? How someone may hate a foreigner boy that speaks better Korean than a local? Why someone may say he is ugly even when said boy is always working hard to appeal to their tastes?

His mountain Hyung was handsome and funny the funniest among all of them, he wanted to be that funny.

JN: Thanks for listening to me Taeil! You are always helping me and that’s why I love you!

TL: Ah! Johnny! It hurts! Stop!

Taeil Hyung was always the older brother whom you can talk to, and he’ll listen carefully, not giving any advice unless you asked to, any unnecessary comment.

He didn’t understand how people asked him to be funny when it wasn’t necessary for him to be special? Why would people may hate on him for not taking in front of a camera just like Doyoung?

Jaehyun wanted to be that Hyung, he wanted to know how does it felt to be a helping hand, just like his beautiful and intelligent Taeil Hyung.

“You don’t need to be Doyoung, Yuta or Taeil Jaehyun-ah” one day his Taeyong Hyung told him while giving him a chocolate Bar, sitting beside him in the couch in the living room, “ Even if Deyoung’s always smiling every night, when he thinks no-one else is awake, he cries inside the bathroom on the second floor -he said smiling towards Jaehyun- everyday among 100 comments and news on internet 98 are hate comments, 1 says kkkk and the other one is a positive one, he says it doesn’t matter how many positive comments are, because it takes more time to find them than the hateful ones” Taeyong said looking at his Bunny friend, “You don’t have to be like Yuta neither, even behind his over confident smile, he hadn’t eat anything in 3 days, everyday all he hears, reads and find about him on internet is about his looks, about how unattractive he is.” some peaceful yet undesired silence started to form between them “ And Taeil Hyung, he is strong yet he suffers a lot, he listens to all of us, and he has no one he can talk to, he has struggles to and yet he can’t voice any of them” a lovely yet sad smile spread on Taeyong’s face “ I know you suffer a lot Jaehyun, but you know, we all do, and still with those 3 comments Doyoung finds about how good he is, he manage to smile a whole day even if a whole night he cries, every time I give Yuta a candy he knows how beautiful he is, and everyday you go to ENNNa and talk about how precious Taeil hyung is, he can keep on listening to us because he knows you’re listening to him” Taeyong said while cleaning some chocolate from his face “You can still be our precious Jae, we love you because you notice our beautiful flaws”

That day when he came home from SBS, he hugged Doyoung when he found him crying in the second floor bathroom, and Doyoung smiled feeling warm, that day he wasn’t jealous of his bunny hyung happiness he was sharing his sadness.

That day he gave Yuta a big box of chocolates because he didn’t ate for 3 days again, and for once he wasn’t jealous of his overconfidence, for one he was sharing his low self-esteem while eating chocolate.

That day while recording ENNNa he talked about how lovely Taeil was while being silent, because he knew he was letting his thoughts fly away, for once he was sad about Taeil, he was sharing his concerns with him.

That day unlike any other day, Jaehyun was smiling, a sad but sincere smile.

#jung jaehyun #jaehyun scenarios #carrot drabbles #nct #nct scenarios #nct 127 #nct 127 scenario #nct u #nct u scenarios #celebruary #🍞🍞🍞🍞🍞

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miminorenai · 8 years ago

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“I’m telling you to wait...”

『恋焦れ日和』 `Koi jire biyori’

Impatient love weather

ISHIDA MITSUNARI summary

@love2dboys @frywen-babbles @ane-anne

They are walking in town, Mitsunari said it’s hot and starts to open up some of his buttons. MC cannot takes her eyes off from Mitsunari exposed neck that’s usually hidden. Also to add, the sweaty hair that slightly on his skin looks glossy/bewitching/fascinatingly elegant? He closes his eyes and combs up his hair while enjoying the breeze that just comes, making Sakon and other women watching him with blushes as if mesmerized lolololol

MC: “What are you thinking, ME?”

-flailing and laugh-

Gosh he got fever and I think due to medicine MC silently gives he’s acting soo strange? There’s an awkward half-naked scene in his room (closing in to MC, gentle gaze and so on). Later after going to town (scene above), at the hall he’s holding her and stroking MC’s hair, while complaining on Hideyoshi’s absence, shocking MC and others (That MITSUNARI doing public affection??). He’s scolding others for gossiping around and not doing any works for upcoming rain festival.

Immediately after, Sakon sees a thread on MC’s hair and when he’s trying to remove it, Mitsun hugs her strongly and blocks Sakon’s attempt. When he comes to his sense, he goes out from hall immediately. Chasing him at his room, he’s leaning at the wall, sitting low while closing his face with one hand and said it’s awful~

Okayy then MC asks Mitsunn to get more rest while she continue doing festival preparation. After some while, she’s checking back on him. His hot palm grasps MC’s arm and he intertwines his fingers with MC’s. With quick heartbeat, she asks him if he wants her to be by his side as she gains courage from their connected hands. While stroking his hair -

MC [ Please don’t restrain yourself at all towards me. ]

Taking out her fan, she uses it towards Mitsun, making his facial expression relax and comfortably closes his eyes. She realizes he has a beautiful eyelashes (Well, he’s Saki xD). Still gently stroking his hair, MC tells Mitsun she wants to see him dance at the festival. He opens his eyes immediately and makes dubious face at her. He asks her who would even would be delighted and looking forward to his dance, and MC points herself, renders him speechless. She then excuses herself to continue her works.

At last the rain festival arrives~ Sakon makes his dance performance, leads to huge applause from crowd and praises from Hideyoshi and MC. While people enjoying the festival as dance’s performance excitement gradually end, Mitsun calls for MC and grabs her hand into an alley, quite away from the festival. MC asks him what’s wrong and he said he only doing this JUST FOR MC.

Scooping water from the well onto himself, he starts to dance similar to Sakon’s dance. Breathless, great MC thought -

Besides, his face is burning hot perhaps as a result of medicine’s effect, but also might be because of him being wet. So sexy…. Recently, Mitsunari-sama just making noises in my heart, but today is the best.

(Laughing so much behind the scene xD)

After he finishes the dance, he sulkily asks why MC making that face and tells her she’s the one who wants to watch it. He staggers a bit and MC holds him in an embrace quickly. She compliments him and with disordered/disarrayed sigh that tickles her ears -

[ This too…is it because of that medicine? ] [ Among various things…suppression/restraints is not working…especially, in front of you. ]

Then they heard screams from town girls who accidentally watches Mitsun dance performance too, surrounds him, saying he’s cool and asks for encore xD #SUDDENPOPULARITY

She’s supposed to be happy Mitsun gets the spotlight, but strange feeling somehow surrounds her heart (jealousy dear~). Suddenly drums voice could be heard as a sign of the end of festival. Mitsun immediately escapes, grabs MC’s hand and starts walks away to Lake Biwa.

As they arrive, it’s dark already and while MC wants to catch up to Mitsun walk, she trips on stone and Mitsun tries to hold her. Unfortunately, the unlucky guy falls into the lake. As MC panics, she offers her hand, but Mitsun pulls her into the cold lake.

He immediately embraces and wraps her in his hot body. While both of them cuddle close together, their eyes stare at each other. After his brief concern on whether MC being cold (which MC replies no since Mitsun is warm), Mitsun pulls them even closer and gives her a sudden but gentle kiss on her lips. He said he cannot hold back and kisses her again. ME -

Despite being dizzy due to kisses, MC tells him that the suppression for the medicine would take effect by tonight. Mitsun does not care and kisses her over and over, even deeper and sweeter on that night.

Mitsun [ It’s good if only it’s you… ]

Tomorrow, the medicines effect has disappeared, as Mitsun backs to usual. She secretly feels sad, especially remembering the ecstasy and engrossment of their kisses (pfft). Since they return late to clean up, as punishment they need to deliver the loads/luggage to the next residence that would manage rain festival next year. Tho it’s not actually punishment lol, other guys just wanna give them chance to be together.

But it’s all awkward and silent. Mitsunari breaks it and tells MC she apologize too soon while the fault actually at him, leads them to blush as they remember last night. Then they are disturbed by girl’s group yesterday who are flirting all around and aggressive, seriously. They try to open Mitsun’s buttons just because he looks neat kkkkk #STILLPOPULAR

NO NO NO SERIOUSLY WHAT’S GREAT IN THIS EVENT IS MC COURAGE AND ACTION TO HAVE HIS MAN. I was like -

ATTA GIRL!!!

While Mitsunari tries to ward the girls’ attentions, MC has internal emotional crisis and feeling depressed watching the scene upholds. She then acknowledge her jealousy -

(I don’t want it. I don’t want you to touch Mitsunari-sama anymore!)

Putting herself between Mitsun and the girls, she fixes back Mitsun’s buttons, shocking him. Then, she grabs his hand and takes him to run away from that place, until Mitsunari tells her that they take the wrong way.

Feeling embarrassed, MC apologizes. Mitsunari put down the luggage and saying she surprises him too much. MC said she cannot hold back and Mitsunari laughingly joke, asking her whether she takes the medicine too.

Seeing that, her heart beats so much, but even more when Mitsun gazes at her with gentle and narrow eyes. She immediately pulls him to her and clings at Mitsun’s chest. MC -

[ Such face, please don’t show it to anyone. ]

When she turns her arms around his back and hug him with all her power, Mitsunari’s hand touches her shoulder, asking her in confusion what kind of face does she means. She said his gentle face is so lovely and cute, making Mitsun looks reluctant.

She actually wants everyone to see his kind and nice aspect, since he is easily misunderstand.

MC [ But now, I don’t want it. I really really don’t want it. It’s really painful. ]

Surprised by MC honesty -

Mitsun [ Aren’t that just for your own convenience? ]

[ Aren’t you just being selfish? ]

MC apologizes for that, but Mitsun just sighs and laughs. Hugging her, he also apologizes for having MC chase him around and -

[ Only you can have me alone! ] [ Me too, only Mitsunari-sama can have me alone! ]

[ I would have my hands full with only you. ] [ Me too, my hands full with Mitsunari-sama alone. ]

Whatever suits xD

While whispering, Mitsun hugging MC again and connecting their feelings without any words being conveyed.

That night, they are having pillow talk and sexy time of course~ They discuss over the medicines effect (Mitsun actually knows about the effect and don’t really resist/goes along with it coz actually he wants to be taken care (and affectionate too?) by MC and blame it all to the medicine, I guess?), along with MC repeatedly says that she does not want Mitsun has any self control regarding her (GOSH this girl knows what she wants! Like at the beginning of their pillow talk, she confesses honestly that she’s happy Mitsun holds her and strokes her hair in front of everyone, leads to furious blushes by him and tells her to forget it. MC likes noo~ why should I~ it’s a happy memory~ kkkk).

Mitsun places his head on MC’s knee and she gently strokes his glossy hair. After he closes his eyes for a while, he calls her name, raise up, pulls MC’s nape and kisses her so deep. Saying sweet whispers, he looses MC’s kimono’s collar and....

“Don’t hold back, things are not bad (like this).”

[ Really, I too cannot hold back...]

(SCREAM to the power of infinity)

ALL IN ALL

IT IS REALLY GOOD ❤❤❤ hontoni~

Do you know how my heart is beating in excitement while typing the summary~~~ ?

Bold MC (and thirsty one, as Min @otome--gokoro said), aggressive Mitsunnn, affections and sexy times (during this time too, she said MItsun is also sexy even without medicine effect lololol)

HNGHHH

Me wanna more~

#ishida mitsunari #samurai love ballad party #tenka touitsu koi no ran #tenka touitsu love ballad #thank goodness i read this event of him properly huhuhu~

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idxking-blog · 6 years ago

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》Interview PT 2

Interview Prompt: 3/3 (completed 9 questions) Word Count: 1977 words Points: +6 EXP

Studying Japanese had always been a struggle for the musician. He had learned a little during high school, but his attention had been focused on creating music rather than passing his classes. The only reason he had maintained his knowledge of the language was because of his interest in Japanese rock music. He could read basic hiragana and katakana, but his ability to recognize and write Kanji was entirely out of the question. He could speak survival level Japanese and with Jinhwan’s help he was beginning to fix his accent. But otherwise, the guitarist’s brain felt as though it was going to melt right out of his ears as their preparation for their Japanese promotions were just around the corner. The pressure to be able to speak during interviews and to be able to read and memorize scripts for performances had been occupying his mind for months.

As with any kind of information gathering, there was only so much he could retain in a day before the words on the page began to melt into blurred lines with little to no meaning. It was time for a break.

Yeongshik reached for his cellphone and flipped it on it’s side and leaned it against his wall behind his fesk. He tapped his way to his instagram app. He kept his chin pressed on the table on top of his study notes as he waited for people to sign into the channel. It look a couple of minutes, especially considering the late hour in which he was streaming. However, there were always the handful of loyal XL-ENTs that had notifications on for his account. He saw a few familiar usernames pop up as the notifications began to roll in.

“Oopa-ya, you’re so handsome!”

“What is this friend doing? Kkkk”

“HELLO FROM BRAZIL”

Warmth washed over Yeongshik and a small smile curled on the corner of his lips as his eyes tired eyes skimmed the comments.

“Hi everyone,” His voice cracked a little with fatigue. The comments suddenly exploded asking if he had been resting. “I’m fine. My voice iz’gone ‘cause of preparin’ fer promotions.” he wiggled his eyebrows and chuckled. “I think y’all know ‘bout our upcomin’ tour in Japan, right?” He sat up a little and cleared his throat. He paused a little longer to let the comments flood. Some were related to his topic, others weren’t. Most he honestly couldn’t even read.

“I’ve been tryin’ t’study Japanese.” He lifted his head from the table and picked up his notebook. Though, as he tried to carefully remove the book from the desk, his phone slipped and fell onto the desk with a loud clack. “Oh shi---ba inu!” He wheezed and chuckled awkwardly at his verbal save. His large hand consumed the majority of the camera for a short moment as he righted the phone back against the wall. He grabbed his eraser and used it as a stopper to hold the phone in place.

“Y’heard that, right? Tha’ssa new Japanese word. Shiba Inu. Not t’be confused with’uh bad Korean word that I definitely wussn't gonna say.” he chuckled again. The comments rolled aggressively as fans started to spam the chat with the actual swear word he had nearly said. He needed to change the topic quickly.

“I’ve been studyin’ for a few hours now an’ I’m gettin’ tired. So I thought I’d take some questions t’answer.” His eyes scanned the comments. “No, no. This aien’t procrastination. This is productive, right? Maybe I can try t’answer a question in Japanese. OH! There’s one!”

The camera shook as his hands reached for thr phone again he held his finger on the comment so it wouldn't disappear in the steady stream. He recognized the hiragana characters. He read them out loud slowly. “Ge-n-ki de-su-ka? Oh! Genki desu!” he chuckled at himself. “Are you well? I'm well.” He translated back into Korean.

He hummed the chorus to their new single as he set the phone back against the wall, but leaned in close to the phone to skim through the newer comments to read some other questions that he could answer.

“Is there something the public doesn’t know about you?”

“This is a good one!” he read out loud. “Many people know that I grew up in Pohang and that my family catches and sells fish. But what many people don’t know is that I’m super picky about the fish I eat. If it’s not fresh, I won’t eat it. It makes the members angry.” His mouth quirked in a way that was a mixed expression of amusement and mild embarrassment. “I can look atta fish an’ can tell you exactly what kind of fish it is an’if it’s good quality. It’s a special talent. I’m like an X-Man.” He smiled and nodded, though immediately felt his ears grow hot with embarrassment. He sputtered laughter and gently banged his forehead on the desk. “Okay, next question.”

“Has anything influenced the direction you’ve taken either in music or achievements?”

King’s head bobbed up and down as he read the question and hummed aloud. “There’ve actually been many things an’many people that've influenced me and my work; both in positive an’negative ways.” He sat up and leaned back in his chair and twirled his pencil between his fingers. “I think many people would try t’discredit the negative things… buor wanna ignore 'em, but I think it’s important t’experience and embrace those things. Otherwise we wouldn’t be the people we are today, right?” He hummed thoughtfully. His eyes stared at the wall as memories played in his vision.

“When I joined KMT I thought I was gonna be a rock star, but as y'all know, XLNC’s music is more pop. At first I didn't like it, and I thought I was really gonna quit. But th’members really urged me t’stay an’ try. I can say now that I honestly enjoy it, an’ cuz of these experiences I’ve been able t’grow as a musician and as a person.” He twisted the pencil in his hand but it flipped out of his reach and landed with a loud clack against the phone. His eyes grew wide and his mouth formed a toothy grimace. Yeongshik's hands reached out to catch the cellphone before it could fall again. “Sorry!” He chortled and returned the phone to its position and found another interesting question in the comments.

“If you were given the chance, would you do it all again the same way?”

A long exhale huffed from his chest. “Wow. That's’a heavy question.” He folded his arms behind his head while his eyes looked up at the ceiling. “If you’d asked me that question two years ago, I would’ve said no.” He leaned back in his computer chair and twisted it back and forth a little.

“Meetin’ th’members of XLNC really opened my eyes t’many things. I think if I didn’t meet ‘em, I wouldn’t be as strong as I am now.” He reached across his desk and pulled out a Dazed and Confused magazine and opened it to the page that had been bookmarked with a post-it-note. He opened it and held it up to the camera. There was a spread of some pictures of XLNC's King. The pictures were admitting awkward and in many of them, he wasn't even looking ay the camera.

“Three years ago I wouldn’t’ve ever thought’ov doin’ somethin’ like this, but ‘cuz’ov Haneul-ah’s advice an’ th’ support of management at KMT, I was able t’have this chance.” He set the book aside and drummed his fingers on it a moment. “So t’answer, I would say yes. I’d do it all again.”

“Where are the other members?”

He hummed and rolled his eyes up as though he was genuinely thinking about where they might be. A slow, dry smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes spread across his lips. “They’re not here. I’m alone in the dorm right now. Next!”

“In what aspect have you changed the most since debut (if at all)?”

“I think my mind has opened a lot. There are many things that I’ve learned since becomin’ an idol. The experiences I talked ‘bout before’ve really changed me. I’ve also changed physically. Look here.” He held his hand up to the camera to show his hands.

“Y’can see calluses an’scars right? These are th’hands of a fisherman’s son. But recently they’ve become very soft.” He pulled his hand back to look at them himself and shook his head.

“Fans asked me t’use hand creams at signin’ events. I keep gettin’ them as gifts.” He leaned to the left in his chair and gestured to his shelf behind him and pointed towards a white shoe box. “That box is full’ov different lotions an’creams.” He leaned back into the camera and smiled a little. “Right now I’m using Tonymoly Pikachu hand cream.” Yeongshik's hand reached across the desk again and brought out a bright yellow tube with the mouse pokemon on it. “It’s cute, right? It smells nice. The fan that gave this t’me said I looked like pikachu. I think I look like Bulbasaur.”

“If y’had to choose another profession what wouldja choose?”

“Fishing?” he chuckled, “Oh, you mean in the entertainment industry?” He frowned and puffed out his bottom lip. “I’m really notta good actor. I’m still not good with cameras. Modeling is very difficult. I think I’d like t’stick with music. Maybe producing full time or perhaps bein’ a guitar teacher.” He snorted softly. “I dunno if I’d make a good teacher though. I’m not very patient.”

Comments about his patience and fishing started to rapidly flood through the comments. He laughed aloud, his teeth showing and his infectious hiccuping laughter rang in the small room. “Patience with teaching an’ patience with fishing are two completely different things. Really. Okay! I've got time fer one more question before I need t’go.”

“Who is the single most influence person to your career? Be it in a musical capacity or otherwise.”

Yeongshik hissed loudly as he read the question. It was so difficult to pin the needle on any one specific person. He groaned and rubbed his hands through his hair. “This is a hard one! Ahh, I guess if I had to choose, I’d say it was my parents. Does that count? They’re’a pair so it’s basically like one, right?” He snorted softly.

“Really though. They introduced me t’music. My father would sing at sea. My mother played music on the radio. I was always surrounded by music. If I didn’t get that much exposure to it, maybe I wouldn’t’ve cared.” He shrugged his shoulders. “My parents were also th’ones who helped me get my first guitar.” He jumped up from his seat and walked towards the foot of his bed. He picked up an incredibly worn acoustic guitar.

“At th’time they didn’t have enough money t’get me a new one. So they saved up an'got me this used one from a man in th’city. Th’first thing I ever saved up t’buy were new strings.” He strummed a G major chord and slapped the strings silent with the palm of his hand. “Ahh. Now I wanna play. Should I play a teaser for our Japanese single before I go?”

The hearts started to flood the chat. If there was one word he could read in almost any language, it was the word “Yes”.

King smiled a broad, toothy smile. “Alright. I’ll do a soft acoustic version of the chorus.”

His thumb graced over the six strings as he calmly played his own rendition of their new Japanese single. It was familiar enough to be recognized by those who had heard it already, but for those who hasn't may not recognize it. When the chorus came to an end he leaned into th camera and waved his farewell and turned off the stream

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