#i unfortunately am Very good at like .. invalidating myself abt sh and all
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they're at mad at me island i should cvt
#cvt#cvtting#I'm like ... 2 months clean question mark#i unfortunately am Very good at like .. invalidating myself abt sh and all#so I barely even count what I did as cvts lmao#I have a few scars that haven't faded yet on my thigh though so that's. something#you know how it is#and like of course do not take my words here as like . idk Truth. like#if you've got small ones that's still sh yk like. that's still ??#i don't rlly know how to go abt talking here lol#i try not to log in too much. makes me worse I think#ur all valid is what I'm getting at#anyway . they are ignoring me on purpose bc I accidentally did something#and its making me feel like fucking shit but I don't want to tell them that bc like?? if they're reacting like this#over something I'm Also upset abt?? idk#i've been able to vent to them a Lot and have felt v safe abt it but mm. I'm unfortunately very sensitive lol#and idk if I will be able to confide in them for a fucking While again#I don't want to break my streak though. also I've always been afraid of bleeding so LMAOOOO#im not letting myself sleep tonight instead. haven't done that since hs but uhmm Oh Well it is what it is#doubt they're in these corners of Tumblr but if u know who this is Sowwy !#🐦⬛posting
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