starlingskulls

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nobody will understand how badly it hurts when you wither everything you touch and lay waste wherever you step.

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unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

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I’m craving attention so badly I’m scared I’ll do something embarrassing

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i may not be able to kill myself but i AM an artist which means i CAN draw my favorite characters doing it instead. winners love winning

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Existing is exhausting.

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no matter what i do im still lonely

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the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

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"You need to relax"

Best I can do is dissociate

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i feel like i do 25% of what an average person does in a day and still it's too much

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the only thing im good at is ruining good things

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Things I'm good at :

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• feeling like a burden and bed rotting

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can someone shoot me in the head actually

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i want to get my shit together so badly

i also want to just give up

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They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone