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“I try to find the beauty in things otherwise chaotic, and try my best to explain the unexplainable.”

— Myself

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You are your own master. You can, too, be a mastermind.

If nobody understands you, I do. I know what it’s like to be ignored and shunned. I know what it feels like to constantly be judged because you believe in something different.

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This is a speech for whomever is willing to listen...

I’m constantly trying to find a source of happiness in this place of hell. I don’t fit in. I constantly feel like I have no one in my corner, though I do have friends. I constantly feel like the way my life as I see it has turned out, is my fault. I don’t belong anywhere. I have no one. People always say that you should turn a negative into a positive. Here’s what I think:

I think, better yet, I KNOW that I am society’s misfit. I choose to call myself that because I REFUSE to be society’s bitch! I say that because I will not conform myself to what society “thinks” I should be. That is just not me. Society made me the autonomous person that I am. I just don’t like restrictions and I don’t like it when people - especially people that I do not know - try to tell me how I should live my life. I am not a statistic, nor am I a stereotype. Words such as “ghetto”, “hood rat”, “slacker”, or any of the sort do not define who I am.

I am intelligent and some people see me as a threat. Am I a threat? I guess so. But I am not threatening. I am a woman with a mind of my own. I don’t want to have to depend on anyone for anything. That is how you become dependent, submissive, and eventually entrapped. I refuse to be that way. I want to get my own. If I want it, I’ll fight for it.

People try to put you in a box; they try to limit you. And if you choose to break free, they will find other ways to try to entrap you, to limit you. I have a mind of my own and no one can take that away from me.

I just wish that more people can respect creativity, differences, and intelligence instead of straying away from it. People don’t respect it because they don’t understand it; they are afraid. They are fearful of what that person can do. They are afraid that that one person can disturb the status quo of things. They know, if this person prevails, one day, they can be in control. Some people can’t handle that change. So, they will try, at any cost, to slow down or irradiate completely the threat.

I just want to say that I know what this “system” is trying to do, but you can’t bring me down without a fight. I can see past it. I don’t live in your world, I live in mine and how I choose to live in it is my prerogative.

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Freedom is rarely free.

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If all of the greatest ideas have been taken, be even greater and come up with something better or different. Then, people will idolize you.

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Just open your eyes. -theenigmaticsupremebeing aka truemystique

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A rant that I had a long time ago. I still find it very true.

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Because, fuck conformity.

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Not here for it...

I am not here to fit your mold. Don’t be mad that I don’t fit into your stereotype.

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9/16 "I'm starting to feel less of myself and more at one with the universe. This is a good sign."

I’m slowly gaining consciousness, I think. I’m in a perpetual state of limbo between lost and found, trying to understand things; trying to discover myself. I need to not be afraid of the unknown anymore. If I can be sane after all I’ve been through, I must be ever so blessed. I am a child of the most High and I need to tap into what He wants me to do; what my life’s purpose or calling is. I think the Angels are trying to speak to me. I’ve been seeing signs, mainly in the form of numbers, especially yesterday and in the wee hours. Repeating numbers all in the same day? Someone is trying to get my attention and tell me something. I learned over the summer that my feeling different, there was a reason. My questioning of things, there was a reason. And soon after that, those signs started coming. I’m not going to lie, I fell back in a dormant state, but now those signs are too strong to ignore. I’ve spent many days restless, confused, angry, and in despair trying to figure out what I’m going to do with my life, figuring out what I’m good at. What is my purpose? I feel like I’m here to help someone. I just don’t know how. I’m good at being in tune with others feelings, catching vibes, and giving messages. I have a rhythmic ear. I’m caring and empathetic. I just have to find a way to meld my talents to produce an outcome that could potentially save, and shed some light on the darkness. I think this may be the breakthrough I needed. I need to keep going because I have only begun. The journey has just begun. Wake up and pay attention, T.

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5/3 - “Understanding”

I don’t think God wanted me to leave here without any stones unturned. It’s easy to judge someone from the outside looking in, but you have no idea how they are managing to suffer through the storm until you have actually suffered though it yourself. I’ve had my misjudgments. I’ve had my feelings. I’ve had my opinions. I’ve caught myself reacting because I tend to strongly feel what my friends have been feeling. I’m an empath. That’s what we do. I feel what others are feeling and project that onto my inner thoughts. I guess that’s my downfall. I can’t help it. It is a blessing and a curse and I will not apologize for it. But as a flawed human who knows herself and knows the human condition, I know when I have to reevaluate my thoughts before I let them consume me. That is why I try to hear both sides of an argument. We each have our own truth that the other person may not see, but it we speak it, we can make sense of it.

However, if we continuously go off of one sided stories that feed off of people’s feelings and anger, we can never get anywhere as a society. And as it is apparently evident, this is why the world is in the catastrophic state that it is in. Wars, corrupt, inept, and selfish leaders, greed, division - all things that further divide us when now is the time we need to be closer to each other more than ever. We have lost the concept of humanity and understanding and replaced it with our own perverted selfishness and pride. We’re not willing to admit when we are at fault. We’re not willing to understand someone else we do not know or agree with. We’re not willing to hear another person’s story because it has nothing to do with our own lives. We are taught to fear or hate others who are not like us.

Communication, understanding, harmony, peace, and love can save us not just from damnation, but from ourselves. Communication is the key to understanding. Understanding is the the key to harmony. Harmony is the ultimate way to achieve piece. Peace is what we need in this world. Trying to keep up with the craziness of life, we forget to love one another. That is a trait many people don’t have, or they claim they do; but it is superficial. Love is not something that can be taught; it is something that you must find within yourself. And once you find that within yourself and we all find that in ourselves, peace can be achieved.

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5/3 - “Yet ANOTHER Hashtag. We Shouldn’t Be Surprised”

I don’t get the luxury of being a lone wolf. I must be held accountable for my people’s actions or perceived actions. Is this what being my brother’s keeper entails? I’ve always been my brother’s keeper and have had to fight the good fight for my brothers. But the fucked up thing is I feel compelled to do this, even though I know that some of my brothers won’t even defend me. They’d let me take the bullet first so they won’t have to. But to you whom this may apply to, let me ask you this; when I am no longer here to protect you, who will?

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You will always be ostracized for being an individual; for being different. But the rewards are greater than the hate.

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Don't Let Complacency be the Anchor in Your Life

Crown Jewel - inspirational sayings/life quotes I create.

I just got off the phone with a friend and we had a conversation for 2 hours. Well the conversation really consisted of him mostly feeding me ideas and things that I should do in order to better have a grounding and Foundation to set up my future and where I listened. That's one of my strong suits. I listen more than I speak because I know that there is an infinite amount of information in the world and I should be open to listening to it because that is how one grows as a person; I always like to say that I am forever a student even though have obtained my bachelor's degree in and no longer in school. He went on to talk about the life paths that I should be taking and the things that I need to do in order for me to progress and see results on my Journey.

I've been stuck in a rock for quite some time now and the reason (which he made me realize) is because I am stuck in my head too much. I mean, I'm a creative person. My head is my favorite place in the world because I have the ability to create so many different identities, stories, and ideas that paint my life so vividly compared to my actual hum drum life. But I also know the dark side of being in my head too much, and I have often found myself to fall victim to it. And your thoughts can consume you if you let it. The mind is the most powerful thing on this Earth because it has the power to manifest anything. And I mean anything. People underestimate it, and that's why they have found themselves in pretty jacked up situations, because they do not use their minds. The mind is truly a terrible thing to waste.

As for me, I let a lot of negative thoughts, people, and situations get the best of me and because I spend most of my time alone, these thoughts do consume me. Because I'm not in the mind space currently and have not had the tools to try to rectify this Behavior, I let these negative emotions take hold of me. But by doing so, those festering negative thoughts end up winning every single time and my situation remains unchanged.

I always like to say if there is something you don't like in your life, fix it. But I find myself like these people who do not practice what they preach and say one thing and do the complete opposite. I say a lot of dopeshit that I believe is really profound (even if people don't pay it any attention), but if I want to be as TRUE as I claim to be and try to influence others to be, I need to 1) have a clear understanding of how my brain works, understand what I'm thinking about and why (I'm introspective by Nature, so this should not be a problem. I'm baffled as to why it is, though), 2) realize when these negative thoughts creep in and challenge myself to stop them dead in their tracks and direct it to take a more self-serving path and 3) force myself to act on these positive affirmations and beliefs, so I can achieve actual results. Change doesn't happen by chance; change happens by choice.

I would always complain that I was lonely, stuck, broke, Etc. Now, I realized that it was my choice to remain in this rabbits hole. There were things that I could have done to put me a little closer to the place that I am destined to be. I keep taking detours that almost Keep Me In a dead end. But now I need to discover when I'm about to hit those dead ends and make a U-turn before it's too late. I think God is been very liberal with showing me that lately. Know that you don't get too many second chances, so be aware of and don't squander the second chances that you do get.

If you are like the vast majority of people, I can guarantee that you like to be comfortable. I mean, who doesn't? But take a look around you. How many people right now are unhappy, unfulfilled, and stuck? The answer would probably be, "most of the people I know". That is because most people are stuck in the sea. The Big C. The Sea of complacency. And just like the sea, it is very wide, sometimes very Rocky, and can pull you in and drown you without warning, even for the most experienced of swimmers. Mediocrity is the greatest disease of man. People are okay with just getting by, with just surviving, with doing just enough, with doing the bare minimum, with continuing to deal with people who are no good for them. But they expect to live in excess, they expect to live the good life without putting forth any real effort, they expect to have a good relationship even though their partner is trash. I think that what people fail to realize is that life is a reflection of all of the choices that you make, good, bad, and indifferent. So please understand this ladies and gentlemen, you cannot expect to live a grandiose lifestyle if your choices consists of mediocrity. It is NOT possible. Nor is it realistic. I'm one for being a dreamer, but seriously, let's be real with ourselves. That's the problem.

I am no different to this rule. I know this, but why don't I do it? Because it is human nature. It is easier to say rather than to actually do something. We like to talk. We like to hear ourselves talk and like to talk a good game to put on for other people even though we know it's a bunch of crap. But we don't like to put it in action because we are either, A) afraid to fail, or B) don't want to make ourselves look foolish in the process. Both are okay. That is the way that you learn. We must be forever learning in order to Forever grow. The minute that you stop growing is the minute that you choose to let complacency take over your life. We need to do better for ourselves and we need to start putting these things into action if we want to see results and stop complaining about things. Because complaining never gets us anywhere but right back to where we started. Have you ever realized that? Think about it, has complaining about something you don't have ever brought it to you? Has complaining about someone you don't like changed their personality? Organically, no. If you keep on complaining, you keep attracting that negative energy to you and that will be a running trope in your life unless you choose to change it. So, take control of your life and change it.

In a scary world, we aim to seek shelter, we aim to seek comfort. We aim to drown out our sorrow lives by either looking at someone else's life that is more entertaining than our own or do various things to distract us from the realization that we are on a fast track to nowhere. What if you always try to seek comfort in this world, how are you able to tackle problems head-on? How can you get yourself out of sticky situations? How can you navigate through the world if you haven't left your own backyard? How can you open your mind to other viewpoints and expand (and apply) your knowledge? Yes, feelings are important. It lets us know that you are in fact a human And have the capacity to connect with other people. But we can't do so in a way that inhibits growth and consistently holding on to our feelings and our beliefs most often times inhibits our growth because we are reluctant to change. We fear it. How can you grow as a person if you fear something that is in front of you? All it takes is an open mind and a certain level of understanding to attack any situation. We need to be more comfortable with being uncomfortable. Ultimately, we just need to let go. Let go of everything that you are holding onto. Let go of every false belief that other people have tried to place on you. Let go of every limiting belief that you have. Let go of every mental constraint that you have and put yourself out there and make something happen. Shit, I'm an introvert. I'm not a people person. Not a conversationalist at all. I'm awkward as hell. It has been a crutch and independent my entire life, even now. But guess what? Who cares? If I want to break free from that, guess what I need to do? Let go of all of that and put myself out there to put myself in a platform to boost me to the next level of my journey. My shyness has blocked so many opportunities for me. But I don't have to keep letting it do so. Guess what? You don't have to worry about other people blocking your blessings for you if you consistently do it to yourself. Stop being stubborn and arrogant. Stop being picky. Beggars cannot be choosers. Do the things that you don't feel like doing because you need to do them in order to get you to that next level of your life. You do things that you don't want to do on a daily basis in any other situation without question, so why not do it for something that will seek to benefit you in the long run?

So this then becomes a challenge for me and for you as well. I'm going to challenge myself to step out of my comfort zone. I'm going to challenge you to do the same if you have the balls to do it. All you have to do is DO IT! That's the hardest part. Once you get past that initial step, and keep best in yourself everything else should fall into place. Allow it to do so. It's not going to be easy nor is it going to be a straight line, but allow yourself to make the mistakes, allow yourself to be comfortable being uncomfortable, allow yourself to consistently fail but try again. It's a part of the learning curve. Once you get past that, you will find yourself taking that major curve that puts you past everybody else on the road to success. Don't go for what you know, go for what you don't know and then go further. What separates the winners from the losers is doing the things that other people won't do. So are you willing to take that first step?

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