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Shoutout to those whose burnout never felt like a controlled bush fire, but felt as a forest fire consuming everything in its path. To those whose burnout didn't blossom into new life on the forest floors, but whose burnout has only left charred bark and silence in its wake. There's nothing wrong with you. Burnout can feel like a wound sometimes, a secret you keep to yourself out of shame. Your forest is not ruined. The fire wasn't your fault. If something will start to blossom in that forest, it will take time. It will be small. But it will be life.
#positivity#encouragement#encouraging words#burnout#i thought of the english class i took where i had to write and i panicked...#...and that just... makes me sad to know i'm still in that burnout. i grieve the time lost#my burnout never felt small or controlled. it was a forest fire that raged through the entire thing. the entire forest is on fire#and that fire drives out all the life - it saps it out like a tapped tree#i don't know if i will ever write again but whatever grows in my forest can be different but still just as good#it will be better but it will be different#i guess i just need to wait and cultivate my forest to be ready for such a case
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the tutor in dorm 24B



inspired by this request
meantutor!re2!leon x fem!reader
summary: you have no choice but to go to your math professor for help in the class. unfortunately, he can't help you. but he knows a certain blonde that can, top of his class, perfect scores on everything, just the tutor for you.
tags: college!au, math/stats terminology, ooc leon, leon is an asshole, leon & reader have attitudes, dom!leon, slightly jealous leon, degrading kink, praise kink, leon talks you through it, smut, p in v, unprotected sex (use safety guys!), oral sex, cunnilingus, clit stimulation, teasing, etc.
word count: 9.8k đ§ââď¸ (this shit long sorry)
math is horrible. youâve never been bright in math, plus it isnât fun. itâs only fun when you understand what youâre doing. especially statistics, which is a whole other level for math. there are symbols, very important definitions and strategies, formulas and techniques, very precise calculations and data.
you never understood what the teacher was writing up on the board when youâd step into lecture. he moved fast and spoke even faster, youâre hands would cramp trying to keep up with him and youâre notes were a jumbled mess.
even if you tried so hard, you just couldnât understand. your mind was constantly running, like a hamster on a wheel though it was nonstop. it was the same schedule pretty much every day. you wake up, rush out of your dorm, race to class, get to class huffing and puffing, and you do this three more times for your other classes.
then after a long day of learning, youâre off to work at the cafe down the street. itâs a very famous cafe, especially with it being so close to campus. convenient for students who needed work and wanted a nice coffee.
after work, youâd go back to your dorm on the brink of passing out, but of course, you had to study.
it was a constant look, a constant cycle that seemingly never broke until summer break. your days were starting to blend together and you were slowly driving yourself insane. at one point, you put stats at the back of your mind since you were so focused on an essay for your english class.
little did you know that youâd pay for that in the future. you missed one class, one lecture - and it seemed like you missed a whole semester.
you went to class the next day, after turning in that very important essay, and you were completely lost. you tried talking to your classmate about what the professor was talking about but she was just as lost as you.
if you thought stats was hard before, itâs even harder now. you looked over your notes from before, trying to correlate those to the ones now. though, nothing made sense.
that led you to where you are now. a week later, still very much lost, and youâre grade dropping with every single assignment.
you toyed with the drawstring of your sweats, blinking your dry eyes and nibbling at the dry skin of your lip. you were trying so hard to stay awake as your professor scrolled through your grades. his eyes were squinted and his knuckles pressed to his lips.
he had a pensive look on his face, looking from your scores and back to you.
you could practically read his mind. it was embarrassing and shameful. he took off his glasses with a sigh and turned his chair to face you.
âyou were doing really good in the beginning but after chapter three i mean,â he paused gesturing his head over to the computer where the Dâs and Fâs lined up like a pattern.
âwhat happened? chapter three was so long ago why didnât you reach out?â
you never understood why some professors didnât take students' lives into consideration. some professors think that students have no life while others are very considerate. this professor wasnât one of those professors.
he didnât understand why his students couldnât understand his material or why people asked stupid questions. even though, at the beginning of the semester he mentioned:
âeven stupid questions are good questionsâ
then when that stupid question is asked. he sits there with a disappointed look on his face and quite literally embarrasses that student in front of everyone. which is why, you donât ask questions at all. you donât want to be embarrassed, especially not in front of 30 other people.
âiâm sorry, my life has just been really hectic lately and-â you rambled, running your hands over your face with a heavy sigh. until, of course, you were interrupted.
âno worries, i understand but,â he paused again, judging you with his eyes and completely ignoring the fact that you were on the brink of a mental breakdown. âyou gotta reach out for help if you need it.â
even if you tried, it probably wouldnât help. his teaching methods are like tough love. harsh but itâs supposed to teach you a lesson. spoiler alert, it never does.
he reached over for a pen and a sticky note and you watched him scribble down a few numbers and a name.
âi canât really help you since my life is also hectic,â
alright, asshole. youâre the fucking professor you should be helping me. you said to yourself, never in your life did you want to slap someone so bad,
âbut i can refer you to one of my top students.â he pushed the sticky note toward you. you picked it up and read the name at the top, his dorm number, and his phone number.
great, just what you needed a tutor.
you werenât sure how exactly this âtop studentâ was passing this class with flying colors and it was to the point your professor was impressed. which he never is and never was.
either this top student is sucking your professor's dick behind the scenes or is actually insane.
you read the name at the top as your professor began to speak.
âhis name is Leon, heâs gotten perfect scores on every quiz and test, very smart and a decent kid,â
yup, Leon is definitely sucking this man's dick.
Leonâs contact info and his dorm room were written underneath his name. it was odd that he didnât tutor in the library like the rest of the tutors did. though, given the fact heâd rather tutor in his dorm, he probably isnât a tutor at all.
âi contacted him before our meeting today, heâs expecting you.
âoh, okay.â you nodded slowly, pocketing the small slip of paper. you werenât so sure if you were comfortable being alone in a random dorm with some guy youâve never met, but for the sake of your grade you were willing to do so.
you finalized your meeting with your professor and left his office even more unsatisfied than when you came. you were hoping heâd give you a run down on what you missed but instead, he completely dismissed you to his top student.
you left the building phone and slip of paper in hand, you werenât sure if you should text him or not. ultimately, you decided it could wait. you were exhausted and maybe a small nap would be helpful rather than going to this guy's dorm where you probably wouldnât learn jack shit.
â
Leon waited for you. he was told to expect you around the afternoon, so he canceled his plans with his friends, he went home to his dorm, tidied up, and put on a more suitable outfit. he never wanted to be a tutor it was tiring trying to teach someone something over and over again.
plus, he had doubt in his skills as well. he would be to blame if someone were to get a bad score or if they failed their exam.
but when his stats professor made a deal with Leon, he decided to take it. if he were to tutor you and possibly future students, heâd put in a good word with any police academy he wanted to join.
Leon wasnât so sure how his professor would get that to happen but it was better than nothing at all.
so he waited, half an hour went by and then an hour and another. at this point, he was tired both physically and mentally. he sat leaned onto his desk with an elbow, tapping his pen against his notebook. it didnât take long for him to catch the hint that you werenât coming.
and just as he was about to strip his clothes to take a nap, there was a knock at his dorm door. his hands dropped at his sides and a sigh left his mouth, though he tried to maintain a calm act even though he was close to bursting into flames.
he was irritated, you were two hours late, he was already drained from a long day of sprinting around campus for his classes and he just got dumped not too long ago. he does not have time to be in a good mood.
albeit, he still opened the door with a smile.
âhi, you must be-â
âyes, iâm so so sorry! i know i was supposed to be here hours ago,â
Leon let out a small laugh, mumbling under his breath, âyeah, you wereâŚâ
unfortunately, you heard that part, and your heart dropped. at first glance, this guy looks like a sweetheart. he had a nice face, his cheeks a little round but his jaw very defined and sharp. his eyebrows were relaxed and a thick brown, and his dirty blonde hair was split down the side and a little long â the ends just touching the height of his cheekbones.
his lips were plump and a nice pink, glasses were perched up on his head and you guessed he was probably wearing them earlier.
his chin had a small indent, a little butt chin almost. he had two beauty marks on his throat, right on his adams apple, and a few small ones on his face.
he wore a basic dark blue sweater, even with the baggy fabric you could still tell his shoulders were nice and broad and he paired his sweater with basic grey sweats.
he was very attractive, tall, and muscular but that baby face was throwing you off. it wasnât a bad thing, rather it was intriguing. how are you supposed to focus when thereâs a very attractive man tutoring you? maybe your professor is secretly setting you up.
âoh god, iâm so sorry. i probably shouldâve gotten your number from our professor,â
âuh no worries, just come in.â he said in a hurry, opening the door further for you. you nodded to him a thank you and stepped inside.
his dorm smelt of fresh mint and lemon, there was a hint of spice in the air as well. it was pretty warm, which made you guess the heater was on.
he shut the door behind you, walking past you as you stayed in the doorway to slip off your shoes. you took around the room for a second. his bed was up against the left side of the room, away from the sight of the door. dark midnight blue sheet, with a matching duvet and pillowcases.
underneath his bed were a bunch of bins, probably clothes and extra storage. against the back wall was his desk, piles of papers and different books were all stacked neatly at the side. the large window above the desk allowed a natural hue of light to cast down into the room, giving the room a pale yellow glow.
against the other wall was a dresser and closet. his room was very generic, with some posters and photos taped to the walls and a whiteboard with messy scribbles depicting his schedule for the week.
âso uh, how much did the professor tell you?â he asked, sitting at his desk chair and swerving around towards you and he lowered his glasses down to his eyes. you took a few steps further into his dorm, adjusting the tote bag on your shoulder.
âum he just said to meet you here and that you could help,â
âwell no shit,â he scoffed, catching you off guard and sending a tense feeling through your muscles. âdid he say what you needed help with? which chapter? which concept?â he asked and each time you shook your head like a dumbass.
âiâve kind of been struggling the whole semester i just-â
âwhy didnât you get help earlier?â Leon asked curiously, tilting his head to the side. unlike your professor, who seemed actually concerned this time. but that concern was probably for himself instead of you.
âi was embarrassed, i guess,â you shrugged.
he sighed, dropping his head and nodding his it up an down.
âokay well, uh please sit anywhere really uhh,â he got up from his desk chair and walked over towards the other corner of his dorm. there was another small chair in the corner, albeit a bit old, and he brought it over to his desk.
âsorry, iâm not used to visitors.â
âno worries,â
you sat down on his old chair and placed your tote bag into your lap as he opened up his computer. you watched as he brought his glasses up in front of his eyes and opened up the course page. âso uh, what did you need help with?â
his tone was harsh, almost like your professors. you felt intimidated by him, he was smart and quite rude.
âum well, everything?â your answer sounded more like a question, causing him to raise an eyebrow up at you.
âiâm sorry, i canât help you with everything,â he spat, turning his shoulders towards you with one elbow on his desk. âgive me specifics, like which chapter?â
âevery chapter, it just isnât making sense to me and i-â
a sigh left his lips and his shoulders slumped, you could practically hear the thoughts running through his head. âalright well, i can help you with the first chapter,â he said with a shrug.
you nodded along, reaching into your bag for your notes.
âthe first chapter is pretty basic. basic terminology and techniques we use throughout the class, âkay?â he began, speaking with his hands as he went. you nodded at him, placing your notebook at the edge of his desk and writing down what he just said.
anything counts, anything you could get would help. you needed to get a good grade in this class, if you had to retake it for the credit it would be a disaster.
âitâs mostly the types of data, the collections of data, the types of sampling â and those are the basics.â his eyes flickered from his computer down towards your hunched figure. you were writing down every single word he spoke. youâd repeat his words to yourself in silent whispers.
then, as you finished writing, you looked up at him and waited for him to continue but he was left speechless. you really were desperate.
âtell me, do you know any of the terminology in chapter 1?â he asked, turning his full figure towards you. doing so, his knees were now touching yours. he didnât miss the way you scooched back further in your chair to avoid his touch. cute.
âuh,â you hummed to yourself as you flicked through your notes and back to chapter one.
âno, no,â he stopped you, placing his hand over yours and bringing it back down into your lap. âtell me from memory, not from your notes.â
he watched you blink at him as if you were processing his words slowly, âuh yeah, i can do that.â you leaned away from his desk and your notes and faced him, your knees touching his again.
âi know sample versus population,â
âgive me an example of both.â he cut you off again, leaning back into his chair and adjusting his hips.
âum, a population will be all the college students of our university but a sample would be just the engineer students,â
âgood, at least you know that.â
you gave him a nervous laugh, a little more proud than you should be but his praise made you feel ⌠good.
he continued to make you list what you know, making sure you knew every term by giving him real-life scenarios and every time you got it correct it was like a golden sticker was placed on your forehead. you were beginning to understand and, as ridiculous as it sounds, you were starting to have fun.
relating the different terms to real-life situations made it easy on you, rather than the unrealistic scenarios your professor gave you.
he let out a loud yawn and you caught a whiff of his minty breath, heâd been chewing on mint gum for the past hour now. throwing an old one away and popping in a new stick. you could tell he was getting tired, he was less responsive and blinking slowly.
âi think you should get some rest,â you told him. he looked over at you with a small âhm?â before shaking his head, blonde hair sweeping over the bone of his brow and lips curling down into a frown.
âiâm fine,â he practically shouted out after another yawn, âletâs just finish it, âkay?â
âno, Leon, itâs okay we can continue another time.â
he stayed silent, his lips pursed as he looked down at your notes. gradually, his head began to bob up and down into a nod and another yawn left his mouth. this time, he stretched back, letting his sweater glide up slightly to reveal a sharp v-line and brown happy trail.
you quickly looked away and began to pack up your things, shoving your notebook and pencil case into your bag â not even bothering to shut or zip anything up.
âman, look at the time,â he said, lifting up his sleeve to reveal a black watch. ânext time be on time, that way we have more time.â he smiled at you as you stood up.
you werenât sure whether to take that as a friendly reminder or a warning but either way you nodded.
you made your way towards the door, slipping on your shoes and looking back at him to say goodbye. you expected him to still be seated at his desk or even going to lay on his bed. though, to your surprise, he was standing directly behind you.
hands stuffed in the pockets of his sweater.
âjesus!,â you jumped, âsorry, you surprised me.â
âuh, who else do you expect to lock the door behind you?â
you blinked up at him, again caught off guard. he was a little bipolar with his attitude, one minute heâs proud of you for getting something the next heâs making fun of you with his eyes.
âwell, goodnight,â you said to him as you stepped out the door, he didnât say anything else. he kicked the door closed and locked it the moment you stepped out.
you could feel your eye twitch, only if you could march back in there and beat the blue out of his eyes but he was just a tutor. just a few weeks of this and then youâll never have to speak to him again.
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âare you serious? we just went over this,â
âiâm sorry i blanked out,â
âno, you didnât i was watching you giggle on the phone with that little boyfriend of yours,â
âfirst of all, why are you watching me? and second of all, i wasnât on the phone with any boyfriend.â
he sighed, leaning back into his chair and crossing his arms over his chest. âi wasnât stalking you, dumbass. your bright ass screen caught my attention and when i looked over voila itâs you.â
he leaned forward, pointing a finger at your face and squinting his eyes behind his glasses, âand who else would have you giggling like that in the middle of a lesson huh?â
to be honest, he didnât like that you werenât paying attention, it was more work on him because you always came crying to him about not understanding a topic. he didnât necessarily hate tutoring you. sure, you guys had some fun times but it was beginning to become a part of his everyday life.
canceling plans on his friends, not going to the gym, and missing out on his personal time. his goal was to teach you and go over a chapter every week, it was working ⌠slowly but surely.
âi saw a funny video, âkay?â
âwow, so youâre just sitting in class watching silly videos. no wonder why your brain is rotten.â
âhey, asshole, the professor wasnât even talking about anything important. it was more about his dumbass grandkids,â you rebutted, grumbling your words toward the end of your sentence.
âif it wasnât anything important, how come you donât know what he just fucking talked about?â he said with a scoff.
you groaned and began to pack your things, you probably shouldâve done this a long time ago. sure, Leon helps, but he belittles you in every way and itâs beginning to actually hurt. his rude comments and attitude.
he was like a hawk or a vulture, hovering over you every second of the day and then picking at you when you were alone. slowly tearing at your skin and ripping off flesh until he got to bone. he was always watching you.
you couldnât go on your phone in class to check a text or even walk out early because he will know and will say something about it later. maybe it was time for another tutor.
âwhatever, Leon. youâre not helping anymore.â you scoffed his way as you stuffed your computer into your bag.
âthatâs where your wrong, your grades have been getting better, havenât they?â
âwhat are you? my dad? youâre checking my grades now?â
only if he wasnât so stupidly handsome, you would probably smack him across the face or maybe choke him out. there was something about Leon that you liked, unfortunately. he was intriguing, he knew so much about you but you didnât know anything about him.
he wasnât in the frat, thank god. he was smart and had a large group of friends. you always caught them hanging out in the private study rooms in the library, the ones they always made sure to book. they all would stay there and hang out like obnoxious fools.
it was rare to see Leon smile and laugh, he looked like a completely different person. his eyes gleamed differently and he had a specific glow around him. maybe the reason you saw him so much in public or outside of his dorm was because you looked for him.
you looked for him and that glow.
âiâm not, the professor told me.â he watched as you continued to pack, were you really leaving? was he too harsh? sometimes he was only âmeanâ to you to elicit a reaction from you. it was cute to watch your jaw drop and your fingers twitch as if you wanted to hit him.
sometimes, you played along, insulting him back. it was amusing to watch your spark glow into a flame. he hated tutoring but he didnât hate you.
âof course, you practically suck that man's dick during office hours,â you said to yourself but loud enough to let him hear.
âthatâs hilarious,â he said, rubbing at his nose bridge where his glasses sat.
âyou didnât deny it.â you huffed turning to leave until you were, very abruptly, yanked back. his hand had wrapped around your wrist, holding you back from leaving.
you turned back to him, his head was tilted to the side and he silently motioned with his eyes towards your seat.
âsit, weâre not done.â
his tone sent chills up your spine but you still refused, only if he didnât look so damn good.
âyes, we are.â
you yanked your wrist away from him but much to your prevail, that only prompted him to stand up, grab you by your hips, and push your right back down into your seat.
âno. we are not.â
you sat still, bag in your lap, eyes wide and lips shut. did he justâŚman handle you back into your seat?
he sat back down in his seat after you, rolling his jaw with a sniff. âwhere were we?â
you remained silent and still, you knew if you got back up to leave heâd only pull you back down into your seat. though, you would be lying if you said you didnât like it. the minute his large hands fell onto your hips there was a burn that ran through you, and it wasnât rage.
âwhat is variance?â he asked turning towards you.
âstandard deviation squared,â you replied, very straight and mellow-toned.
a smile grew onto his lips, the blues of his eyes gleaming and his pearly white teeth slowly revealing from underneath his pink plump lips. âgood, youâre getting the hang of it.â
ever since then, Leon was very comfortable with touching you and kind of controlling you. tugging you by your wrists, guiding you with his hand on the small of your back, touching your legs, or shoving you to get your attention.
you were slowly losing it. you couldnât even think straight, he was such a distraction. his voice, his hands, his scent, everything. the way he dressed was always so casual but he always looked so good, basic sweats with graphic tees or a sweater.
glasses, hair sometimes a little messy. you noticed when he was very focused his tongue would stick out from the corner of his mouth, it was cute, to say the least. heâd scrunch his nose to keep his glasses up on his eyes, he rolled his ankle instead of bouncing his leg, and when he laughed.
it was boisterous and full of light. you never thought that you could make him laugh, even if he wasnât laughing with you rather he was laughing at you.
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âare you serious? itâs like you donât retain anything at all, how did you even get accepted?â
that one kind of hurt but you were too focused on the brightness in his cheeks and his perfectly straight teeth.
âwell the acceptance rate is pretty high soâŚâ you shrugged turning back towards your notebook.
you kept on denying the fact that you very much had a crush. is it wrong to find someone attractive? no, not at all. itâs a regular thing to find people attractive, doesnât mean you have a crush on them. but this ⌠is different.
a month and a half in you were beginning to realize you very much had a crush on Leon. you were beginning to get used to him and he was getting used to you.
you looked forward to tutor sessions now, practically dropping everything to go and see him. you began putting on extra perfume and wearing your hair down rather than keeping it up.
you kept your attire casual, you didnât want him to think that you were dolling yourself up for him. so pajama pants or sweats were your usual go-to.
little did you know, Leon noticed everything. he was keen to snuff people out. he could smell you from a mile away, that heavy fragrance of yours was slowly seeping into his clothes and his brain. even after months, everything you touched was beginning to smell like you.
he noticed how your makeup slowly became heavier and your hair was all nicely done for him.
to be frank, he was flattered. he hoped you were getting all dolled up for him and not the guy who constantly blew up your phone. who is he? is he a boyfriend? a relative? a crush? a friend? who is he?
Leon wants to know, who do you see throughout the day? who are your friends? what do you like? do you like him? do you hate him? every time he sees your face he just wants to know, who are you?
Leon sat at his desk, waiting for you. his hands were folded up to his mouth and his leg was bouncing anxiously. youâve never been late, well except for that first day but other than that you were always on time. always.
the pillow you occasionally sat in your lap during these sessions was now in his lap. it smelt just like you. at first, he wanted to snatch it away from you the moment you put the pillow into your lap, hugging it against you and spreading your germs onto it.
but then, it was nice. it was your signature pillow, you looked for it every time you came over and placed it directly in your lap. now, he finds himself carrying it around or having it next to him while he sleeps. is that weird?
well, it was his pillow in the first place. whatâs so wrong about having it in his bed? itâs comforting.
his eyes quickly flicked over when his phone screen lit up, he looked over at it quickly reading the notification. you texted him.
was something wrong? are you sick? do you no longer need tutoring?
he quickly unlocked his phone and read the message, the pillow now bunched up underneath his nose as he slowly inhaled and exhaled your heavy scent.
âhey, might be running a little late today :/. thereâs a lot of traffic.â
traffic? where are you coming from?
âk.â
he kept his reply short and nonchalant even though his curiosity was close to killing him. he knew the semester was close to ending, meaning he wasnât going to see you afterward. itâs a big campus, so many buildings and so many students. he rarely sees you.
though, he catches a glimpse of you in the library, walking and talking with your friends. in the lunch hall, always getting the same drink from the vending machines and leaving in a hurry as you typed away at your phone.
you told him you had no boyfriend, but maybe you were lying to him. maybe itâs because he wasnât a close friend of yours. thatâs right, heâs just a tutor â not a friend or a love interest in your eyes.
he sat there longer than he anticipated, he didnât realize how long he had been sitting until there was a knock on the door. he stood up, tossing the pillow in his lap aside onto his bed and rushing to the door. almost tripping over the clothes and mess that sat on his floor.
shit, he forgot to clean. he kicked the mess aside as he made his way to the door. kicking it under his bed mostly. he almost tripped on one of his shoes, letting out a small cuss before stumbling more towards the door.
the chaos behind the door caused you to furrow your brows.
âLeon? you good?â
âyeah! hold on!â he shouted out. you nodded slowly, itching at your ankle with the tip of your shoe.
Leon looked down at his attire, week-old sweats and a white sweatshirt with oil stains on it.
he turned away from the door quickly and silently ran back into his room, he needed clean clothes and he hadnât done laundry all week. he didnât have time, all because he was too busy thinking about you.
he quickly threw his sweatshirt off, taking the glasses off his head in the same swift movement. now he was just a mess, feeling around his bed for his glasses like Velma from Scooby Doo. all while his sweats were halfway on his legs.
âshit, shit,â he muttered to himself and he almost sighed with relief as he finally found his glasses and a clean, well decently clean, sweatshirt.
he rushed over to the door, sweat sticking to his hairline and very much out of breath. when he swung it open he was met by you looking down at your phone, texting someone once again. you looked up at him with a smile.
âwhat were you doing in there, huh? hiding a girl from me?â you taunted with a smile. he took notice of your outfit once you stuffed your phone away, a small wine-red top paired with some baggy jeans. you had a nice pendant necklace on, hanging right between the swell of your breasts, and cute little bracelets all up your wrists.
your makeup was done nicely, same with your hair. you were very very pretty today. you always were. but who did you look pretty for today?
âdonât be an idiot,â he scoffed, stepping sideways and letting you inside. you chuckled to yourself, finishing up your text to your friend before your phone was miraculously snatched from you.
âno phones tonight.â he snapped at you, taking a sneaky peek at your text convo. it wasn't a guy, it was a friend who was a girl. you two were speaking about a house party and tutoring. he lifted an eyebrow and looked down at you, he was completely ignoring your small grumbles of complaints.
âyou were at a house party before this?â
ânosy much!â you snapped as he shut your phone off and stuffed it away into his pocket.
âanswer the question,â he sighed like a disappointed parent.
âyes, i was and i ditched it to be here. with you.â you finalized.
he wasnât gonna lie, the last part of your sentence sends electricity through his veins. you ditched fun to be here. not for tutoring. not for your grade. but to be here with him. he had no words, he was just frozen in place not sure of what to say or do.
âum, no phones today no distractions. midterm is coming up and i donât want you to fail,â he said, clearing his throat. he shut the door softly and locked it. he turned to face you, taking off your shoes with a pout.
âaw, you care about my score?â
he rolled his eyes, shoving past you with another scoff. âyeah because your score reflects my tutoring.â
"and here i thought you hated tutoring,"
"i do, hurry up and get inside."
you smiled up at him, walking further into his room and instantly looking for your pillow. it wasnât in its usual spot but you found it on top of his bed. his very tall bed. you jumped up, half of your body on the bed and your legs dangling off the floor.
you outstretched your arm for your his pillow. it was just at your fingertips but still out of reach. why did his bed have to be so big?
Leon watched you struggle for a bit, amused at how hard you were working just for a pillow. he also took this chance to admire how good you looked, almost perfect. bent over the edge of his bed, shirt riding up to reveal more of your back.
he couldnât help but imagine you in this position but in different circumstances. his hands on your waist, bodies sticky and sweaty, hips rocking against one another.
he was quickly shaken out of his trance when you hit him in the face with the pillow.
âletâs get this over with, my friends are expecting me back in two hours.â
he cleared his throat and nodded with a small, âyeah.â his voice cracking in between.
it was hard to focus, he couldnât stop looking your way. he couldnât dismiss the burn that flew through him every time your knees touched his. he couldnât form a sentence when your eyes would lock with his as you patiently waited for him to teach you something else.
almost like a dog waiting for a fucking treat.
the mascara on your lashes made your lashes pop more, shiny gloss on your lips, and the blush on your cheeks was nice and bright â but not too obnoxious. what was obnoxious though was your top, so dangerously low and that pendant hitting the fat of your breasts with every movement.
you were speaking to him but his eyes were focused on your pendant necklace. you took notice of it, stopping midsentence and looking down towards your necklace that he was so focused on.
âwhoâs the one distracted now?â you chuckled, taking out the pendant from your shirt and showing it to him.
âwhereâd you get it from? a boyfriend?â he asked out of nowhere. even his own words caught him off guard. he didnât mean to ask that last part but it has been on his mind forever.
âLeon, how many times do i have to tell you?â you sighed out, leaning back into your chair and crossing your legs. âi donât have a boyfriend.â
âthen who is currently blowing up your phone?â he asked, motioning down to your phone constantly buzzing in his pocket.
âmy friends,â you said with a shrug.
âi donât believe it.â
âwell, you should.â
âwhat could they possibly want to talk about?â
âyou,â you said, looking from your phone lighting up in his pocket then back up at him.
you watched his eyebrow raise in confusion and he tilted his head to the side once again in disbelief. but you nodded slowly leaning towards him.
âthey think youâre hot,â
âoh really?â
âyes, really.â
he scooted closer to you, both of his meaty thighs now trapping yours. his pupils dilated as he looked into your own. instantly, your palms began to sweat. you crossed your arms over your chest, subconsciously trying to shoo away the goosebumps rising onto your skin.
âwhat do you think then?â he asked, his voice low and his eyes flickering down to your lips and staring there.
âof?â you answered with another question.
âyou think iâm hot?â he was inching closer closer, surely this was another way to tease and taunt you. even so, your heart was beating out of your chest and you were shrinking away from him.
âmmm not really, youâre kinda ugly.â you lied. that was the biggest lie youâve ever said out loud. you havenât even admitted your little crush to your friends. you were denying it to your core but right now with him so close like this, his breath fanning against yours and his hands placed on either side of your chair â you were ready to give up.
âliar.â
ânot a li-â
before you could say anything else, his lips were on yours. soft plump and warm. wet from the amount of times heâs licked over them with a hint of mint from his gum. you kissed him back, leaning forward to press your lips against his even more.
your entire body lit up, you could feel your knees grow weak and the butterflies in your stomach felt more like a wildfire. with every smack of your lips, there was another spark and more of that fire spread.
his hands found your waist, tugging you up off your chair and towards him. you accepted his instruction quickly and obediently. he pulled you into his lap, hands moving from your waist and towards your hips.
his thumbs rubbed at your skin, calloused fingertips colliding with your soft skin. hot and gentle. you moaned onto his lips, tilting your head to the side and bringing your hands from his shoulders and towards the nape of his neck.
shivers ran through him at your touch, the cold sweat on your fingertips and your manicured nails scratching at his scalp.
he ran his hot tongue along your bottom lip and you welcomed him. tongues finding each other in a heated and passionate battle. you moaned at the minty taste on his tongue practically melting into him.
his hands found the small of your back, pressing you closer to him until you could practically feel his heart beating against yours.
he reached down into his pocket, bothered by your buzzing phone. he threw it to the side and onto his desk, he couldn't care less where it landed, he was more focused on you. your gloss stuck to his lips, it tasted fruity like cherries and he could taste the smallest twinge of rum on your tongue.
he pulled away, one hand grabbing the back of your neck to keep you in your place, âdrinking and driving, huh?â
you rolled your eyes, rolling your hips down into his, âit was just one shot.â
you kissed him again, feverishly. you were hungry and desperate, you never wanted someone so bad. even if he made you feel like shit, pretty privilege at its finest. you didnât care if he tugged and shoved you around like a damn rag doll, it was hot.
you didnât care if he insulted you, part of you really fucking liked it.
he kept his lips on yours as he let his hand run down underneath the curve of your ass and the other guided your thigh around his waist. he stood up taking you with him, your legs wrapped around his waist and your arms wrapped around his neck.
you held him close, both of you kissing at a slow and deep pace. in all truth, you didnât think Leon was interested in you in the slightest but judging from the way his hands traveled all over your body you were very very wrong.
his hands reached up beneath your top, feeling for your bra clasp but he was surprised to find none. you smirked against his lips.
âno bra, fuck thatâs hot.â he sighed against your lips, copying your smirk.
he threw you down against his bed, watching your hair splay out around your head like a halo. your lip gloss was ruined, smeared all over your mouth and your lips were now plump and glossy with his spit.
you looked up at him, the fire behind your eyes and adrenaline running through every vein in your body. you propped yourself up onto your elbows, slowly scooching away from him as he crawled towards you.
his hands on either side of your frame, icy blue eyes staring right into yours. his lips were now swollen and pink, some of your lipgloss smeared all over his mouth.
âwhere you going?â he taunted, a certain tone in his voice. his hands reached for the hem of his sweatshirt, quickly pulling it over his head and throwing it to the side along with the rest of his clothes. you scanned your eyes up and down his built figure, who knew he was so muscular.
underneath all those sweatshirts and loose tees was a greek god. chiseled muscle and wide shoulders, his arms were thick and looked as if they could kill. no wonder he could throw you around like you weighed nothing. he was built like a fucking tank.
your eyes trailed down to the happy trail, you witnessed now and then. sharp v-line, light brown hair with a single vein running down.
his hand wrapped around your ankle, tugging you down the bed until his face hovered over yours. âmy eyes are here,â he told you before placing his lips on yours. your hands ran up his arms and up to his shoulders, you sunk your nails into his skin creating little pink crescents.
one of his hands kept him up while the other worked with the button of his jeans. the minute he got the metal button off, he was tugging them down your thighs and you helped by lifting your hips for him.
he kissed the corner of your mouth, then your cheek, and then your jaw. his kisses were wet and slow, his fingers playing with the hem of your panties.
âgod, youâre beautiful,â he whispered in your ear, kissing your lobe. your body shook with excitement every time he touched you, your body immediately responding to any of his calls. you were under his control and his command.
âi need you,â you whispered to him.
âshh shh, how about this?" he shushed, removing his glasses and then throwing them onto his desk.
he smirked at his own idea, loving the sound of what plan just popped up into his head.
" if you get these answers correct youâll get what you want, âkay?â
you threw your head back against his pillow, whining his name. he swatted your ass as a warning as he traveled down your neck with opened-mouthed kisses, âiâll stop.â
âno! okay, okay.â you exclaimed. he smiled against your collarbone, sinking his teeth into your skin as his hand traveled up the sheets to play with the hem of your top.
âgive me five different ways to collect data,â his hand traveled underneath your shirt, his thumb finding your perky nipple and swiping over the bud slowly. you shivered at his warm touch, your brain melting and your mouth opening into a silent moaning.
âanswer me, baby.â
âum surveys, experiments,â you began, trying to focus on his question rather than his touch. he pinched your nipple, rolling it between his fingers as his knee slotted between your legs and pressed against the gusset of your soaked panties.
he applied just the right amount of pressure and friction to your clothed cunt, earning him a small moan.
âan observational study,â
âgood good,â he praised, lifting up your top and bunching it above your breasts. he watched them spill out and bounce, âso pretty, baby. give me two more.â he placed a soft kiss over your hard nipple and watched your body squirm for him.
âfocus groups and- fuck and sampling,â you whined, arching your back towards him.
he grinned down at you, one hand cupping your left tit while the other stroked your cheek. âgood job.â
he placed another hot kiss over your nipple, dragging his teeth ever so slowly over your hot skin.
this was killing him more than it was killing you. but he just loved teasing you, the excitement in your body, the hunger in your eyes, and the desperation in your voice. he loved having control over you.
âwhatâs the formula for a z-score?â
âLeon!â
he swatted your thigh as a warning, âsay it.â
you pursed your lip, watching him place small kisses around your areola, purposefully avoiding your sensitive nipples.
âx minus x bar-â
âdo it correctly,â
âsample size minus the mean, divided by the standard deviation!â you whined out.
he rewarded you by taking your nipple into his mouth, harshly sucking and dragging a long whine out of you.
youâve never been so sensitive before but he was bringing everything out of you. your hips began to grind down against his knee, the smallest amount of pressure against your clit was all you needed. you were aching for him, clenching around absolutely nothing and dripping into the gusset of your panties.
his hand was splayed over your stomach, his thumb playing with the hem of your lace panties. his lips left your nipple with a pop and he looked up at you whilst biting down on his bottom lip.
âif the mean is more than the median,â he began kissing down the valley of your breasts. âhow does the graph skew?â
you couldnât focus, your brain was mush and you were very lightheaded. you couldnât breathe and you were aching for him worse and worse every coming second. you tried to go over his question but every kiss he placed on your skin was a distraction.
âcome on, baby you got it.â he said, now completely in between your legs. his hands were running up and down your thighs, keeping them at either side of his head. he placed a wet kiss on your inner thigh, sucking and then dragging his teeth over the small hickey.
your hips bucked up and your legs began to shake, âLeon, i donât know.â
âi know you do, baby. come on,â he hummed against the skin of your thigh. the smell of your pussy was making him dizzy, it was right in front of him and god he needed it so bad. he could see how wet you were, just for him.
he wanted to rip these pretty lacy panties right off of you and devour your pussy whole, but he wanted to wait. he wanted to wait until you were at your limit, he wanted to watch your eyes roll back when you finally got what you both wanted.
âum, it skews right!â
he smiled against your inner thigh, placing a kiss on your abdomen and then moving your panties to the side. his cock jumped at the sight of your cunt right in front of his eyes, dripping wet and quivering just for him.
âanswer this next question right and iâll let you cum, âkay?â he said placing a kiss over your swollen clit.
âfuck!â you moaned out, hands reaching for his blonde strands.
âwhat is the empirical rule? and what does every single one of them mean?â he asked, prodding his tongue at your hole. his breath was hot against your clit, your whole body was shaking to the point you couldnât take it.
âLeon, i-â you stammered out with a tear running down your temple and into your hair.
âcome on, we just went over this yesterday.â
âi canât,â
he gathered a glob of spit onto his tongue before spatting it against your pussy, watching it drip from the hood of your clit and over your fluttering hole. âyes, you can.â he egged on.
âitâs mmm,â you pursed your lips and squinted your eyes close, you just needed to think and avert your attention away from him. â68% falls um one standard deviation of the mean,â your statement was more like a question.
he confirmed your answer by flattening his tongue over your slit and languidly licking upwards. he moaned at your taste, practically drunk on your pussy already. he shut his lids and let his eyes roll to the back of his head.
â95% is two and 99.7% is three!â your voice raised a few octaves as the languid strokes of his tongue became faster.
he was done testing you, for now. right now, heâs focused on making you cum all over his face. his arms wrapped around each of your thighs, holding you close to his mouth as he got to work. his thumb went to find your clit, rubbing small slow circles around your swollen nub.
âoh god,â you sighed out. his tongue prodded at your dripping cunt, messily lapping up at your juices mixed with his saliva. you arched your back, your fingers digging into his scalp both pushing him away and pulling him closer.
he applied more pressure to your clit, his tongue plunging in and out of your hole shamelessly. wet and sloppy sounds filled the room along with the sound of your messy moans and chants of his name.
âfuck, so good.â he moaned to himself, completely focused on your pleasure even if his hips were grinding into his sheets. he could cum just like this, to the sounds of your moans and the taste of your cunt.
he couldnât wait to fuck you, to feel the warmth of your walls suck him in, and the sound of your moans directly in his ear. but he needed to be patient, he needed to reward you for doing so good in class.
he picked up his pace, taking turns fucking his tongue into you feverishly and sucking on your clit. your legs shook around him, thighs clamping around him and keeping him locked in place.
âyes, Leon! iâm close,â you moaned out, drool gathering at the corner of your lips and more tears spilling from your eyes. he kept his pace, not moving faster or slower but he just applied the smallest pressure against your clit that sent you over the edge.
you cried out, arching your back and curling his sheets into your fist. with your release, stars danced behind your vision and every muscle in your body contracted and then relaxed. he eased you down from your high, sucking at your clit lightly and drawing circles over the bone of your hip.
he looked up at you, lips swollen and slick with your release. he placed a kiss on your abdomen with a grin plastered across his cheeks.
his blonde hair stuck to his forehead sweaty and hair disheveled all because of you.
âyou did so good,â
your whole body was worn out, your eyes shut ready to pass out but he wasnât done. he tugged your panties down your legs, keeping them scrunched in his fist.
âiâm not done testing you baby,â he said placing a kiss on your cheek.
âLeon, please,â
he ignored your pleading working himself out of his sweats. you caught a peep of a dark grey splotch in his sweats, either from when he had his knee placed against your heat or his dripping tip.
âget this question right and iâll fuck you, got it?â
you nodded excitedly, biting down on your bottom lip. you watched his cock spring out and god was he pretty. tip swollen and red, veins running up his girth, thick and long. god, of course, he was big.
âwords, baby. i need words.â
âyes, yes, okay!â you snapped at him, very obviously sexually frustrated. he didnât like your tone so he slapped your clit with the tip of his cock, sending a shock wave through you.
âwatch your tone, i donât have to fuck you, i donât have to give you a second orgasm,â he grabbed your chin harshly and tugged your head up to face him, âunderstand?â
âyes,â you croaked out.
he placed a kiss on your lips, letting you get a taste of your juices still on his tongue.
he ran the tip of his cock through your folds, his shoulders tensing up and his hand twisting in his own sheets. it was taking everything in him to be patient.
âhow do you find the three quartiles?â he asked, pressing his tip against your fluttering cunt. you opened your mouth to answer but nothing came out but a weak moan. he watched you closely, not breaking any eye contact.
his pupils were blown out, only leaving a halo of his blue irises.
âplease,â you croaked out.
âcome on baby, you got this.â
you gulped down a lump, getting rid of the dryness in your throat. âthe first quartile is the 25th percentile,â you answered weakly.
he pressed his tip into your dripping cunt, hissing at how your pussy was practically ready to suck him in. your breath hitched at the stretch and a tear ran down your temple, he kissed it away, leaning his forehead against yours.
âkeep going baby, you got this.â
âthe second is the- the median. 50th percentile, the third quartile minus the first,â you rambled, looking up into his eyes as he nodded his head.
âgood, good,â he moaned out, giving you just a few more inches of his cock.
âthe third one is 75th percentile,â
with your final and last answer, he thrust his cock all the way in, until his tip was kissing your cervix. you sucked in a shaky breath, your thighs shaking as you adjusted to his size. he kept his tip pressed against your cervix, stroking your thigh with his large hand.
âs- so big, fuck,â you whined out, walls fluttering around his girth.
âshh shh, take it. take it.â he whispered close to your lips.
âlower fence versus upper fence, quickly.â he was struggling to stay still, he was torturing both you and himself. you choked back a sob. you could feel his cock pulsing inside of you and god you couldnât even think.
âlo- lower fence is the first quartile, mmm,â you moaned out.
âcome on,â
âfirst quartile minus one point five times the IQR,â
he sighed out against his lips, grinding his hips into yours earning him a whiny moan from your quivering lips. âone more baby,â
âupper fence is, shit, itâs the third quartile plus one point five times the IQR.â
he was done.
he pulled out and then thrusted straight back in, your whole body convulsed. every tense muscle in your body relaxing the moment he thrusted his cock back into you. he cupped your cheek, bringing your lips to his. he kissed you hungrily, invading your mouth with his tongue, moaning at the taste of you.
his hips continued to snap into yours, bullying his cock into you with no remorse. each thrust of his cock stroked at your g-spot and your body would jolt from the force.
âbeen waiting to do this forever,â he spoke into your mouth. âfuck, youâre so beautiful,â
you moaned out his name, wrapping your arms around his neck and bringing him closer to you. his hands reached back towards your top, tugging it over his head and throwing it off the side.
he was quick to cup your breast, slotting your nipple between your two fingers and then slamming his lips against yours. you scratched down his back helplessly, the fresh polish on your nails chipping and blood seeping through the cuts you were giving him.
you couldnât focus on anything else but him, not only did you really like him but he was also fucking you so good. his pace was perfect, his touch was intoxicating and his lips were hot.
there was a ring of white forming around the base of his cock, lewd noises spilled from both of your lips as you both found yourselves inching closer and closer to your highs.
your kiss grew sloppy and his pace quickened, âthis pussy âs so good, fuck,â he groaned out, moving the hand from your breast towards your clit.
your whole body shook once his two fingers began to draw figure eights around your clit. the slow pace of his fingers contrasting with the fast pace of his thrusts.
âgod, look at you,â he breathed out, âall fucked out on your tutor's cock, huh?â
you couldnât reply, only croaking out a moan of his name.
âfucking whore, came here for math help now look at you,â
his words only added to the tension in your abdomen, the burn in your stomach getting hotter and hotter.
âiâm gonna cum,â
âgo âhead baby, cum all over my cock,â he said, placing a kiss on the corner of your lips.
you whined out, chasing his lips for another kiss but he denied you with a shake of his head.
âi wanna hear you,â
you looked into his eyes, seeing a reflection of yourself in his glossy eyes. mascara smudges, lipgloss gone, hair a mess. all because of him.
âfuck!â you moaned out, wrapping your legs around his waist and throwing your head back. he was quick to guide your head to face him, he kept his eyes locked on yours watching your pupils dilate as you came undone.
your walls fluttered around his cock, clenching down as your orgasm hit you like a heavy wave. he pulled out quickly, finishing himself off with heavy and breathy moans.
you watched as he came. thick, white ropes of cum decorating your stomach and abdomen. his abs tensed up with each spurt of cum and his hips still bucked up.
he let out a final breath into the crook of your neck. both of your bodies shook against each other, hot, sticky with sweat and cum.
he leaned up out of the crook of your neck looking into your eyes and you watched as they gleamed, such a rare light in his eyes but you were glad you were able to see it.
he pressed his lips to yours, this time it was slow and deep. there wasnât any hunger or lust, just pure passion.
âiâm sure you wonât fail that test,â
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The Corner Where We Met ¡ Part 1
part 2
age: Azzi - 26 y/o, Paige - 27 y/o
trope: art teacher!azzi x PE teacher!paige (slightly inspired by Abbott Elementary)
content: fluff
dc: some grammar mistakes, i use australian english, i know little about the american school system, maybe slow updates if iâm in a slump, iâd love feedback (iâm new to writing)
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âMs. Fudd, can you show me how to shade my circle?â A quaint voice from the corner table caught Azziâs attention while she had been weaving around her classroom observing her studentsâ drawing.
âOf course, my love. Hereâ
It was like any other Monday morning for Azzi Fudd at Moore Public High, a combined middle and high school institution in Storrs, Connecticut, where she had been teaching middle school art for four years since she was just 22 years old. Being the first week off of summer break, todayâs art lesson mainly focused on the theories of Light and Shadow.
The lesson plan that she had curated this academic year was no different to previous years, however she did want to focus on the foundational elements of drawing within the first month. From the outcomes throughout the trials and errors of teaching since her first year at the school, Fudd realised the pattern of her students struggling during the mid-semester mark up until their final art project. She figured allowing time for them to have a good grip of the basics would ease her students into the forthcoming lessons, making art more familiar, more friendly.
Ring, ring, ring.
Finally, lunch time, Azzi thought.
âBefore you leave, donât forget your homework for tomorrow, alright guys? Yâall drew amazing, thank you for today!â Azzi half-yelled as her students made their way through the door, a disorganised chorus of âThank you, Ms. Fuddâ echoing throughout the classroom.
The young curly haired woman smiled as she watched the last student leave the class. With a small pile of her files and books balanced on one arm, she switched the room lights off before heading down the corridor to the teacherâs lounge for lunch.
A small crowd of teachers came into sight after Azzi had swung the door open. As she made a quick beeline towards the fridge, a loud shuffling of feet approached her.
âAye, Fuddie Bun! Howâs first day treatinâ ya?â A boisterous voice startled Azzi.
âGeez, KK. One day, youâre gonna give me a heart attack!â Azzi yelled-whispered at her coworker, Kamorea âKKâ Arnold - a childhood nickname only her closest of colleagues can call her, and by closest of colleagues she means just the one Azzi Fudd.
KK started her rookie year as their high school math teacher a year after Azzi was employed. They had become close friends early on, I mean, it was hard to avoid Arnold in general as she was ever the more extroverted and very personable in a loud way, but not that Azzi minded anyways. Despite their contrasting personalities, they found comfort in each other over the few years, ranting it out and gossiping in the break room after a long school day or winding down at each otherâs places over the weekend.
âEveryoneâs too serious this morning, girl. My classroom is way more entertaining than this!â
âKK, itâs Monday, whaddya expect?â
After sharing brief exchanges with their colleagues nearby, the pair took their lunch box of homemade food from the microwave and sat in the corner of the lounge.
âHey, did you hear they hired a new PE coach? I heard sheâs pretty good,â KK mumbled as she munched on her wrap.
âOh my god, really? Itâs the fourth one since Iâve been here. I bet sheâll be gone by next month. Our kids can be ruthless sometimes,â Azzi reckoned while absentmindedly picking on the lettuce of her caesar salad.
âFor real! But, nah, I saw her talking to Big G-â
âPrincipal Auriemma,â Azzi corrected.
âTo Principal Big G Auriemma,â KK ignored teasingly, âat his office. And she sounds like she stands on business! I know sheâll put our kids in placeâ.
âCool⌠letâs bet on it,â Azzi said smoothly.
âGirl, what?â
Azzi chuckled as she shook her head. âYou heard meâŚyou know how I tell you my life seems kinda boring right now and I kinda wanna spice things up this year?â Fudd half-joked referring to a conversation they would occasionally have outside of school, âSo, letâs bet on it. Sheâll be gone by next monthâ.
âBabe, when I said I wanted you to spice up your life I meant going on dates, having one-night standsâŚthis is seriously not your take on spicing things up, is it?â KK looked at her friend in disbelief.
âHey, not too loud!â Azzi hissed, âYou shouldnât always take my words seriously, dude. Now, câmon, what are we laying on the table?â
âAlright, alright,â holding back from making any further comments on a Monday afternoon, KK pondered. âHmm, how about winner gets to pick a hideous outfit for the loser to wear on a school day?â
âOhâŚhell no!â
âI knew thisâd piss you off, Liâl Miss Fashionista,â KK cooed as she poked on Azziâs arm annoyingly. âWhat happened to spicing things up?â
âFine, fine! Just make sure itâs appropriate- OW!â Azzi winced at the sudden slap on her arm.
âDefamation of my character! Of course itâll be appropriate, what do you take me for?â KK protested.
Azzi rolled her eyes playfully before sticking her tongue out.
âOh and Azzi, I forgot to mention,â a small grin etched on KKâs lips, âsheâs totally your typeâ.
âI- what?â
âYouâll see it when you see it. JustâŚdonât flirt the way you do at the clurbâ KK voice animatedly while leaning forward, staring at Azzi with mischievous intent.
The older girl scoffed while leaning back on her chair. âI flirt just fine, Kamorea. Iâm a little rusty, but I still got itâ.
âRight, right. Sheâll be the judge of thatâ
âWhat are you talking about, honestly?â Azzi surrendered trying to figure out her friendâs intention, but Arnold remained mysterious.
âCan I make our bet more fun, then? You can pick my school attire for a whole week if I bet you wonât end up sleeping with a faculty member before the end of next month.â
Fuddâs mouth was left agape. âEnticing, and nothing in return? The stakes are high for this one. Is it that serious for you, KK?â
âI trust in my gut,â KK mused, arms folded.
âWell, tell your gut that itâs wrong. Besides, I donât shit where I eat, my four years being here proves itâ.
âThatâs âcause there was nobody good looking enough here for you to fuck. Itâs prime time now, baby,â KK rubbed her hands menacingly, much to Azziâs disgust.
âBro-â
Ring, ring, ring.
Fifth period rolled in and Azzi had just pardoned herself to use the toilet halfway through her class. As soon as she swerved and bent that corner right before the end of the hall to the toilet doors, her body collided abruptly with another. Azzi almost stumbled backwards in her position before a long arm swooped just around Azziâs waist before any accidents were to happen.
âOh, Iâm so sorry!â Azzi apologised before lifting her head to look at her saviour.
Tall. Slicked back blonde. Blue eyes. All black sports wear.
Fuddâs knees buckled, slightly wobbling unsteady in her position again. The grip around her waist tightened.
âHey, you good?â The blonde breathed, half smiling as the curly haired woman in front of her chuckled whilst shaking her head in embarrassment. The unfamiliar lady took her arms off of Fudd as soon as she was able to stand upright on her own, all the while studying her movements - her curiosity piqued.
âYeah, Iâm fine, I shouldâve slowed down before turning the corner,â Azzi exhaled deeply as her brown eyes stayed hypnotised in the blue ones in front of her. âI donât think Iâve seen you beforeâ.
Paige chuckled this time with a slight smirk, her hand sliding the lanyard around her neck slightly towards Azzi. âYeah, Iâm the new PE teacher.â
The shorter girlâs cheeks grew warm as she quickly scanned the figure in front of her.
Yeah, KK wasnât kidding, she thought.
âIâm Paige. Paige Bueckers,â she grinned before holding a hand out.
âIâm Azzi Fudd. I, uh, I teach art for our middle schoolers,â she smiled shyly before shaking her hand.
Paige raised her eyebrows. âThe drawings on the board right at the entrance, theyâre your kidsâ?â Azzi nodded proudly. âWell, they got a pretty darn good teacher. Theyâre beautifulâ.
When Paige said the latter sentence while staring into the depths of Azziâs soul, she couldnât help but feel that was addressed to Fudd herself and not the drawings, but she immediately shook her thoughts away in denial.
âWhy, thank you,â Azzi slowly blinked while flashing a charming smile. âHowâre the kids treating you?â
âWell, theyâre something else for sure,â Paige rubbed the back of her neck before letting out a breathy laugh. âItâs my first day, so Iâm doing a trial run. They just gotta loosen up to me a liâl, itâs nothing I canât handle. I know the kids wanna seem tough, butâŚthey donât know Iâm the toughest one out here.â
Azzi nodded in amusement as her arms folded. She assumed Paige was going to say something more profound. âIs that so? Wow, so maybe KK was right about youâ.
âTalking about me behind my back already? I can never stay away from peopleâs thoughts,â Paige exclaimed sarcastically, her true personality unraveling in front of Azzi, a type of confidence sheâs never encountered before. Fudd was hooked, there was a certain charm to the blonde that Azzi couldnât help but want to be trapped in.
âPlease, donât flatter yourself,â Azzi rolled her eyes playfully, âWe just wanna see if you got what it takes to teach our kids at Moore. The teachers here gotta be gritty, smartâŚresilientâ
âOh, donât worry, sweetheart, I already got that covered. The more important question is,â Paige took a step closer. âDo the kids have what it takes to handle me?â
Fuddâs breath hitched at the sudden proximity. Sheâs got crazy eye contact, Azzi thought.
âJust donât come begging me for help when it gets to it, yeah?â Azzi was able to get back, her head tilting to the side as she gently pushed the woman back.
âNot until you hear your kids complain about me all class before you beg me to stop them,â Paige was quickly retorted.
For a moment they just stood there giggling at what they thought was the most entertaining interaction theyâve had all morning.
âYouâre an interesting one, Bueckers, Iâll give you thatâ
âWell, they hired me for a reason, didnât they? Seems like itâs a pattern âround here,â Paige hummed triumphantly as she slid her hands into her pockets while tracing her eyes over Azziâs face. It was an electric silence that surrounded them, a tension raising hairs on their skin as they stared at each other for a moment. Then Paige realised why Azzi was there in the first place.
âHey, you probably need to go more than I wanna stay,â Paige interjected quickly before Azzi could register what she just said. âIâm gonna head back before they start running out the doors to escape,â Bueckers gave her a knowing nod before slowly moving past her towards the hallway.
âUh, nice meeting you, Azzi Fudd. Iâd- Iâd love to see you around more often,â a slight smirked etched on Paigeâs face as she turned around to face Fudd again.
âWeâll see about that. Just donât think you can one-up me every time I see youâ Fudd reflected the blondeâs smirk before pushing the bathroom door open. Paige couldnât help but let out an incredulous chuckle before jogging back to the gym.
Dammit, I hate when KKâs right, Azziâs thought ran.
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âSo, how hot was she? Tell me!â Caroline Ducharme, Azziâs roommate and best friend, asked too inquisitively while shaking her friendâs arm.
âCar, careful, Iâm cooking here!â Azzi scolded, her hands on the wok as she stirred some fried rice.
It was dinner at the Fudd-Ducharme apartment and the pair were catching up on their daily newsfeed. Being best friends of almost 12 years now, they did everything together, even managing to tick most of the boxes off of their childhood bucket list. One of it being to live together in their dream three-story mansion. And although their current accommodation was far from it, it was with the artistic creativity of Fudd and the financial literacy of Ducharme that they were able to conjure up a budget interior design, making their cold Connecticut apartment into a cozy, earthy home.
âThis is so exciting! After months of pushing potential partners away, someone finally caught your attention. Sucks that it had to be at work, though,â Caroline rambled as she leaned on the kitchen island behind Azzi.
The curly-haired girl whipped her around unamused. âSheâs not a potential partner. And Iâm only stating the obvious - sheâs objectively pretty. Even KK agreesâ.
âYeah, well KK isnât attracted to her, you areâ
âWhat makes you say that?â
âBabe, Iâve known you since we were in middle school. Besides, werenât you just geeking earlier about how she had her arms around you like she was your knight in shining armour?â The taller girl argued back.
âYouâre exaggerating, I never said that. I just said it was really thoughtful of her to do that, you know?â Azzi reasoned, but Caroline wasnât buying it.
âWhatever you say, Azzi. I donât giggle like a school girl about kind gestures like that. I mean, itâd be worse if she was tall, blonde with blue eyes and athletic, thatâs for sure,â Ducharme shook her head.
And then Azzi froze. Almost too obviously.
âBITCH, YOUâRE COOKED!â
âIf you donât shut the fuck up-â
âIâm searching her socials. What was it? Paige Bueckers? How do you spell that-â Caroline whipped out her phone before hurriedly running to the living room not too far from where they were. But it was not like Azzi had the energy to chase her anyways.
âCaroline Ducharme, I swear to God, you need to stop-â
âFound her!â Caroline interrupted as Azzi grew silent. Not that sheâd want to admit, but Fudd herself was already curious. âDamn, she is hotâ.
The curly haired woman groaned before Caroline approached her once again, shoving her phone to Azziâs side, the brightness illuminating her face.
Paigeâs instagram profile was public with almost 300 followers. Her bio had a red pin emoji with just the initials âMNâ next to it, perhaps what the pair assumed to be her hometown, Minnesota. Her profile was half empty with only 5 posts, the most recent being the only one with her face on it taken last July over the summer which Caroline had clicked on soon after.
She was gorgeously tanned. Her skin looked moist from the sunscreen as she wore a pastel purple bikini top paired with black basketball shorts, effortlessly making the fit look good on her body. She posed with a slight manspread on a blue striped beach chair, her sparse curly waves lifting perfectly with the wind.
As Caroline swiped on the next photo, it was a selfie on that same day with Paige wearing a bucket hat this time, her blue eyes gleaming as she bit her cheeks.
âDaaammn,â Caroline gushed, turning her head to face Azzi. She noticed her friendâs eyes glued stuck on her phone, scanning every inch of the picture. âLike what you see?â
The question brought Azzi back to reality, a begrudging tsk elicited from her.
âTake your phone away before I smack you,â the shorter friend mumbled, pulling her attention back to the wok.
âOr before you start gooning-â
âWhat are you, sixteen?â
Caroline couldnât help but laugh at the angry state of her best friend. âWhat are you so upset about? If anything, Iâd let her hit immediately.â
âCar, this is getting out of hand. You and KK both,â Azzi whined before switching the gas off and removing her apron. Caroline instinctively started pulling out her homemade avocado shake out the fridge, setting it down on their dinner table while Azzi poured the fried rice onto the place Ducharme had set on the kitchen island.
âAz, you know Iâm teasing. But, seriously, why are you denying that sheâs really fine and totally your type?â
As the pair took their plates to the dinner table, the curly haired woman sighed before taking her seat.
âItâs not that Iâm denying it, Iâm being respectful. I donât know anything about her and I just⌠I donât wanna get to know anyone right now,â Azzi confessed before taking a bite of the fried rice. Ducharme hummed.
âAha, is thisâŚis this possibly still about Des? Hasnât it been almost two years already?â
âI dunno, I think it is. It was a four-year relationship, Car. She meant everything to me when I first moved here. And you know how I am in relationships. Fuck, I hate being the anxious-attachment typeâ
âI know youâre gonna hate me every time I say this, but as your pseudo-relationship counsellor hearing you vent to me over the years about Destiny, all I can say is she was a conniving ass bitch who didnât realise you deserved someone worthier than her. So what did she do? She grew more insecure, projected that onto you and turned you into what you became in the relationship. But, you knew that and you knew I hated that girl from the get go. But I also knew you loved her more than my voice could even reach you. And, as your best friend, of course I stayedâŚbecause I was ready to catch you when youâd eventually fall,â Caroline sermonised, her hands caressing Fuddâs.
What was brilliant about the relationship of the two was how they both gave each other such unconditional, unwavering love and understanding throughout the decade of their friendship. They matched each other in mature introspection and calm confrontations, making their bond stronger over the years.
âOh, Car,â Azzi chuckled, âYouâre gonna make my fried rice salty from the tears about to fall from my face.â
âOh, shut up,â the taller girl rolled her eyes as she sipped on her avocado shake. âAnyways, tell me more about Paige, please?â
Azzi stared at her friend in disbelief, shaking her head before she continued. âAlright, alright. Well, sheâs confident. Like, really confident. Itâs like she has this big head from being so certain and egotistical about herself, butâŚI never felt any malice in it, at all. If I were to assume, she probably does that to get the best out of people, you know?â
Carolineâs eyebrows couldnât raise any higher than that. âOoo la la, sounds like she has a little crush.â
âPlease, Car, I spend half my day with middle schoolers not to come home to one,â Azzi groaned.
Her best friend smiled quietly. âItâs cute. JustâŚdonât be afraid to let things flow as they shouldâ.
Azzi nodded when suddenly her roommate gripped her hand tightly. âAnd who cares if youâre gonna shit where you eat, Iâm gonna call the plumber on you all day!â
âYeah, youâre getting evicted tonightâ
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Tuesday morning came and the usual background noise at Moore Public High seeped through the gaps of Azziâs car as she parked it. The familiar sounds became more apparent the moment she had opened her door. The low rumble of the school busâ engine, the jittery chatter amongst the students, the cool autumn breeze whistling by and⌠loud morning greetings bellowing from the steps of the schoolâs main entrance?
âDerrick, donât frown like that, put some pep up in your step!â
âSenara, love your hair! Lookinâ fresh!â
âWhat did you pack in here, Caleb? Geez Louise!â
Fudd stood dead on her tracks as she watched the new scene of her mundane morning unfold before her. It was a little too early for the taller womanâs enthusiastic positivity for Azziâs liking, but she enjoyed it nonetheless. She also noticed her new coworkerâs outfit for the day, simple yet fitting - All white socks and nikes, grey basketball shorts with a plain white tee and an unzipped pink wind breaker; Azziâs favourite colour.
However, it didnât take long before Azzi realised she herself wore pink today. Low white heels, bright pink slacks and a formal white button up. Well, isnât that convenient, she thought.
Downing on the pink tumbler with her morning coffee on one hand like a shot of tequila, she braced herself, approaching the blonde who was busy ruffling the hairs of one of Azziâs students.
âNot too much on Adrianâs hair, his dad works hard on it every morning,â the soft tone of a familiar voice caught Paigeâs attention.
âYou tell âem, Ms. Fudd!â The younger boy yelled before scurrying off into the building.
With raised eyebrows and a closed smile, Bueckers had her hands folded as she looked down at the younger woman who stood one step below her. âWell, well, well. If it isnât Ms. Fudd.â
âHey, you greeted all the kids with something, donât be boring now,â The curly haired colleague teased, her dimples peeking out as she looked up at Paige through her lashes.
âHmmm,â The taller woman looked Azzi up and down, scanning her meticulously causing the younger woman to stagger faintly in her steps, a warmth growing on her cheeks.
âWas the pink intentional?â Paige smirked, leaning her head down. Azzi scoffed.
âIâll have you know that pink is my favourite colour, so noâ
âNoted,â Paige chuckled. âYou look good in pink, Ms. Fuddâ
The comment caught Azzi way off guard before she started coughing. Is this woman doing the triangle method on me right now? She questioned internally. The shorter lady knew all too well of Flirting 101 as she was a mere student of it herself. Of course, it doesnât always pan out on a couple weekend nights at the queer club with KK and Caroline. But if not as the giver but as the recipient, she can tell if someone was trying techniques on her.
âDonât try to think youâre getting on my good side today, Ms. Bueckers,â Azzi took one more step up, the pair now at eye level. âYou donât look too bad yourselfâŚâ Azzi spoke with a hushed tone, her eyes trailing down as she played with the hem of Paigeâs pink wind breaker. âBut this would look much better on meâ.
She slowly lifted her eyes back to face Paige, who was now rendered speechless, her jaw tightly clenched trying to stifle a reaction in front of the kids. With a final smile, the curly haired woman walked right past her taller counterpart before who knows what couldâve escalated. Bueckers could only scoff before clearing her throat to resume her new morning routine.
Morning assembly at the gym was just the same as per usual, except for a few announcements including the introduction of Mooreâs newest PE teacher, the theme for their winter recital and a reminder of the upcoming high school basketball try outs.
âAzzi Jazlyn Fudd, I saw that,â Arnold tapped on the older colleague as they made their way down the crowded hall to their respective classrooms.
âSaw what?â Fudd asked innocently.
âYou flirting with the new PE teacher this morning. Now that was steamy,â KK pressed her 18+ jokes.
âQuit it, Arnold. Must you always make things sound likeâŚthat,â Azzi exasperated.
âDonât act like you didnât enjoy it, though. I see you wanna sabotage the bet badâ
âDonât be ridiculous, you and I were just making jokes to pass timeâ
âMaybe. But, admit it, she does kinda look good today, donât you think?â KKâs persistence would make anyone go mad.
âYou want her instead, KK? Seems like it,â Azzi had reached her classroom door.
KK continued frolicking down the hall. âIâm good. I donât wanna deal with the wrath of a jealous Fuddâ
Azzi grunted loudly before entering her classroom with a smile.
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The blaring sound of the final school bell rang across the building as the clock had struck 3pm. Azzi was just finishing up on grading the last studentâs assignment at the teacherâs lounge before neatly shoving her files and papers into her bag.
She walked down the hallway, the building already emptying out, when she couldnât help but notice a familiar tall figure making their way towards the hallway that turned left towards the gym. With curiosity, the curly haired womanâs actions moved quicker than her mind could think. And soon her legs took her to follow from behind at a distance.
What am I doing? She asked herself.
Right at the gymnasium door, Fudd peeked her head to see where the figure went when she was met with nothing but the vast emptiness of the spacious gym, except for the hideous amounts of balls, hula hoops, and multicoloured cones scattered across the venue.
With unknowing disappointment, Azzi was ready to turn back to the exit when a loud voice erupted from behind.
âBoo!â
âFUCK!â
Once again, Azzi had lost her footing before her legs gave way, not until a familiar arm wrapped graciously around her waist to stop her from falling backwards.
âYou know, Iâm beginning to think you draw these typa actions on purpose,â Paige laughed breathlessly before helping Azzi regain her balance.
A tinge of red spread throughout Azziâs face as she dusted herself off. âY-you shouldnât scare people like thatâ.
âWell, I donât condone stalking,â The blonde grinned as she stared accusingly at the nervous woman in front of her.
âW-who said anything about stalking? What if I happen to coincidentally walk in the same direction as you?â
Paige placed her hands on her hips. âTo a dead end? Unless you came here to help me clean up, I donât see any reason for you to walk all the way down here after schoolâ.
The shorter girl in front of her lowered her head as it filled with a mixture of guilt, embarrassment, and regret. Her fingers started to fiddle with the strap of her brown leather bag slung on her shoulder as she tried to find her words.
Paige stood patiently, scanning her body language before smiling in empathy.
âYou alright to help me put those things away? That is, if you still got some energy left in you,â Paige leaned slightly down to catch Azziâs attention. The curly brunette hesitantly lifted her head up, the blue eyes in front of her piercing as she bit her inner cheeks.
As soon as she nodded, Paige exhaled in relief before reaching towards Azziâs shoulder where her bag hung. In an instant, the blonde swung Azziâs bag on her own shoulders as she lead the way into the gymnasium.
A couple minutes have gone by in awkward silence as the pair weaved around the gym collecting every trace of equipment Paige happened to conveniently use towards the end of the day. Regardless, she was quick with it, putting twice the amount away compared to Fudd. In Azziâs defence, it wouldnât be as tiring had she not worn low heels and tight slacks.
âAlright, I need to count this as an extracurricular,â Azzi finally blurted as she began to feel sweat forming.
Paige couldnât help but laugh as she continued to run around in circles around her. She heard the younger woman mutter an âIâm tapping outâ before walking towards the low stage and propping herself to sit on the edge, her feet dangling while she caught her breath.
She only watched Paige dance around for several seconds before the gym had cleared of any mess.
âTook you long enough,â Azzi joked sarcastically as Bueckers approached her, slightly panting.
âYeah, well, my helper tapped out before we even got to the fun part, so I was left to fend for myself,â she retorted before plopping herself right next to Azzi who chuckled. It was a comforting silence for a moment before Paige turned her head to face Azzi.
âSo, youâre still not gonna tell me why you came all the way down here?â the corners of Paigeâs lips slightly tugging as she takes in the woman sitting next to her.
Azzi sighed with her eyes closed. âYou donât give up, do you?â
âDepends on who I wanna get to knowâ
The wheels in Azziâs head turned. Who cares if youâre gonna shit where you eat? Carolineâs voice rang through her head. But the curly brunette was fighting against it, her indecisive brain simultaneously computing a pros and cons list in a matter of milliseconds in her head.
âThen ask me something else,â Azzi slightly croaked, internally relieved at her deflection.
âYouâre hard to pleaseâ
âBecause youâre not asking the right questionsâ
Their quaint back-and-forth intrigued the blonde, her jaw shifting as she leaned back on her arms.
âAlright, Ms. Fudd. Iâm intrigued. Whatâs your story? How do you endure years of cold ass Storrs, Connecticut?
âI wish I could tell you, but my hometownâs Virginia. We get chilly, but not Storrs chilly,â Azzi grinned, âActually, I wanted live away from my parents. I moved out four years ago. Weâre good, itâs justâŚIâŚwellâŚthere was someoneâŚat the timeâ.
Azzi couldnât lie her way out of this and now she wished sheâd just answered Paigeâs first question, her decision-making this time taking a dive as she opened Pandoraâs box.
Paigeâs eyebrows raised. âAh, so you were in love?â
âOh, woah, I wouldnât say âin loveâ, justâŚteenage infatuation, I guessâ
The blonde grew more curious. âHmm, you said âat the timeâ? Not everything panned out the way you wanted, Iâm assuming?â
Azzi chuckled. âYeah, no. It wasnât a pretty four years. But, I didnât wanna back down. I loved art and teaching more and my best friend, Caroline, she helped me pick up the pieces. I wouldnât be here if I wasnâtâŚresilientâ.
âYou say that word a lot, âresilientâ. Itâs nice,â Paige gave a tender smile.
âThanks, I just needed a reminder, you know?â
The tension that once filled the air around them vanished as the pair slowly eased into each otherâs comfort.
Azzi furrowed her brows lightheartedly. âOkay, now Iâm curiousâ.
âHmm?â
âAny reason youâve invited yourself over to Connecticut?â
Paige smirked. âHowâd you know Iâm not from here itself?â
Azzi was taken aback. âI- well- A woman can assume-â
âAn assumption couldâve started with a âYou donât look like youâre from hereâ or a âEver thought about leaving Connecticut?â. Ms. Fudd, the sheer confidence in your question can only make me assume youâve been stalking me even outside of school premises. Perhaps, online?â Paigeâs eyebrows raised, the grin on her face growing more obnoxious as the girl in front of her started becoming a flustered mess.
âI- youâre absolutely w-wrong about that,â Again, Azzi couldnât tell a lie to save her life.
âAm I?â The blonde leaned forward from her position, her face relatively close, much to Azziâs liking.
Before the curly brunette could get a word out, the blonde hopped down from the stage. âIâm gonna head out before the janitor complains. Thanks for the help, by the way, Ms. Fudd. Iâll see you tomorrow.â
The playful grin remained on her face before she was out of Azziâs sight, leaving the poor woman paralysed in shock.
I could just end everything right here, actually, Azzi catastrophised before carefully getting down from the stage.
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hello hon, how are you doing? if you're taking requests please i need to read a slow burn about jim tds x reader. large age gap, smut, whatever you wanna add!!!
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The Teachers Possession- Jim TDS
Teacher!Jim(45) x Student!Reader(18)
Plot: When starting a new high school English class Y/N has been looking forward to, she meets a teacher who overtime begins to grow intensely obsessed with her. He craves every little of her, and daydreams of her to an unhealthy extent⌠which later leads to him risking everything to have her.
Content: age-gap, smut, extreme obsession and possessiveness, perverted and addictive thoughts and behaviours, masturbation (m), leg kink, kissing, unprotected pv, oral (f), desk sex, dub-con, online stalking, semi-public sex
(Because we don't know Jim's last name in The Delinquent Season, we're just gonna say his last name is Murphy in this scenario.)
Starting my final grade of highschool and second semester, I was placed into the advanced english class Iâve been meaning; and was excited to do.
The first few days were normal as they were just introductions and getting to know the classroom. The teacher had an unusual way of teaching and introducing. He was older, tall, fit, and uncomfortably observant. Eye contact felt like your eyes were melting when you looked at him. They were eyes so gentle, yet so terrifying.
I always found him quite alluring lookingâdifferent for sureâunlike others who either are all the way or not at all for him. I thought he was quite interesting with how he taught and talked.
After those few days, He stood in the front of the room with a paper gripped in his hand, and his eyes scanning over the room. Everyone became quiet and turned forward.
âOkay,â He pulled the paper up closer to his face. âI have made a seating arrangement.â
Kids groaned and complained to their friends sitting next to them. And Mr Murphy began pointing to seats, assigning them to peoples names. I sat waiting for him to call on me, and when he did, he held a long stare and pointed to the table directly across from his.
I grabbed my bag and moved to the front of the room at that one desk where you were so close you could read every sheet of paper on his desk. His eyes followed me to the desk, glued to my legs.
At first I did not like sitting so close to the front, or to the teacher, but as a week passed I hadnât cared anymore. I was first in line to get the assignments, and always the first hand, and person he saw. To others it appeared I was the only person he saw. I personally had not noticed how much our eyes would meet during class, or how filthy his thoughts of me were.
When class began, he added to the lecture he gave yesterday. But his gaze would continuously turn to me and my sweet legs. Beneath the desk he would watch as my thighs shuffled and lifted. Deep in his mindâbehind his knowledge of literatureâwere thoughts and fantasies of how good my little legs would look wrapped around his waist, and how my soft, pink lips would feel on his skinâŚ
Nearing the end of the class while everyone began to pack their things, I took my time in finishing my assignment. I hadnât been too worried about packing up before the bell as I hadn't had anywhere to be during my lunch break, nor anyone to meet up with.
When the bell did ring, kids ran from the room and crowded in the hallway. And before I was about to leave as well, Mr Murphy stopped me and called my name with a friendly smile.
âY/N, stay for a moment.â
I paused with my bag on my shoulder and stood in front of his desk. âOh okayâ I grinned back at him and looked down into blue eyes.
My Murphy leaned back into his chair and exhaled, âHow are you finding the class so far?â
âGood, good. I love writing so,â I chuckled.
He nodded, âThatâs good⌠Iâve read some of your pieces, you are very talented.â His eyes trailed from my eyes, to my bare legs, âYou have a gift.â
I blushed and my legs crossed while standing before him. âThanksâŚâ
His stare didnât move from my legs as they shuffled, and as my dress slightly ran up my thighs. He nearly groaned to himself as his mind, and imagination ran into a vivid thought of me beneath him.
âActually, I wanted to talk to you about your writing,â His eyes snapped back to my face and he cleared his throat. âYour style⌠is so different. It goes against the normality of basic literature, but flows much better than the rest.â I smiled, flattered by his praise, âIncredibly unique you are. But definitely in a good way.â
âThank you sir,â My cheeks went hot and pink, âI try.â
âYouâre welcome,â His voice was gentle but firm. âYou can go now.â
I nodded with my lips flattened and turned towards the door across the classroom. He stared, admiring the back of my dress and body. His sigh was heavy as he fell back into his chair, still his eyes not being able to pull away from my legs, thighs, and the little bits of my plushy bottom peeking out from underneath.
For the remainder of the day he was nothing but eager to be home, and alone. The tension from his fantasies and lust-filled thoughts soon became too hard to hide. His final lesson was spent sitting at his desk while he taught. He hadnât dared let his secrets be revealed. Not until he could be alone.
And when he was, arriving to his house as soon as he could after that final bell, he slammed the door to his home and quickly walked up the stairs to his empty bedroom. His pants were eagerly kicked and pulled off, and his hard cock was held tightly in his hands.
Thoughts of my thighs around him, and my moans, filled his mind while he forcefully fucked his fist. He could just imagine the way my soft lips would feel wrapped around his thick cock; sucking him eagerly while on my knees.
He clutched tight and groaned as his cock rapidly twitched in his hand. With such vivid fantasies he couldnât last more than 5 minutes. His breath came out hot and heavy making the air feel thick. He moaned deeply while his cum shot from his pulsing tip, the relief and satisfaction rushing over him from head to toe.
I on the other hand had not suspected there could be such tension between my teacher and I. I was completely clueless; naive to how he would act around me or while alone. An innocent mind as my own wouldnât be able to comprehend such filth, and perversion that lived in Jimâs mind. And as time went onâday after dayâ the worse, and more obsessive he got. The sessions he had late at night became far more frequent, his phone filled with every photo of me he could find off social media, and his screen each night was soaked in his hot cum as he would finish on a photo of my âpretty, pretty face.â
It was an addiction he began to stop feeling guilty about. But it wasnât just an addiction, he had fallen in love. A type of love he had never experienced, nor felt for anyone ever before. I was the one he wanted all to himself, the girlâif she loved him backâ would do absolutely anything and everything for.
That next day at school while I entered his classroom, his eyes immediately darted from his computer screen to me, and my perfect legs that were hugged tightly by my thin leggings. I grinned to Mr Murphy as I came in front of both his and Iâs desk.
âGood morning.â He spoke, and grinned in response to mine.
âMorning.â I set my bag down onto the floor next to my chair, and bent forward to dig for my books. I had not done it intentionally of course, but in his mind it really was.
Quickly his eyes glanced back to the kids who hadn't been paying attention at the back of the classroom, then while not being watched, he looked straight between my legs as I bent further and further to the deepest part of my bag.
Through the thin fabric he could see everything. My curvy butt and hips, and the outline of my plump pussy fully on display for him. He roughly grabbed at his pants and squeezed his cock beneath his desk. And before I were to stand back up he quickly grabbed his phone with his free hand and zoomed the camera in to take a picture. Just as he did I stood back up with my books and he was relieved to have been able to save this moment forever in his photo album.
As the class went on, in between his sentences I would notice his eyes meeting mine continuously. Like magnets being pulled closer and closer together. Again it was nothing I over thought about. I liked the attention, and thought nothing unusual about it. He would look at all his students this way, right?
But he hadnât. No other woman, student, or being would ever be looked at the same as he looked at me. It was a look of adoration, and seduction; hidden beneath his pearly blue eyes. How truly alluring they wereâŚ
âY/N.â He called on me.
âWhat?â I looked around the room, then to him.
âTell everyone about your essay topicâand pay attention,â His gaze turned to the majority of the class. âThis is what gets you a good grade on exams, and written assignments,â He pointed. âA real, intriguing paper.â
âOh, umâŚâ I froze while the students and Mr Murphy starred, awaiting my answer. Near the beginning of the class we were given the task to write an essay on how we believe that cruelness and discrimination can be cured within our society. Where, âI wrote about how though selfishness and tactlessness are unpleasant traits, they are what could reduce the amount of hate as people would be caring more about themselves rather than degrading and discriminating against others who are different.â
Mr Murphy shook his head and grinned to himself, âBrilliantâŚDifferent,â His tone got louder. âBut new, different perspectives is what makes your study interesting. No teacher will find excellence in those who all say what they should believe, rather than what they truly believe.â He paused for a moment while his eyes scanned around the room to all the careless students. âAnyways, brilliant thought Y/N. Moving on.â He turned his back to the room and began to scribble onto the whiteboard behind him.
I was slightly embarrassed being called out in front of the class, but flattered to receive such praise from the teacher everyone called picky, and âhard to please.â This class, being one I craved to do well in, and enjoyed, felt much lighter knowing I had the approval of my teacher. It made my stomach flutter.
After class, just as the bell rang, all the students ran from the classroom before Mr Murphy could say another word about. the homework assignment I hadnât cared for so I didnât try to escape it, or him.
Again I took my time packing and getting myself ready to go. I felt an unusual, but pulling energy between Mr Murphy and I. I could feel his eyes glaring like he was looking through me. It made me feel as if I couldnât leave; his eyes holding me hostage. And with the classroom now being empty, the tension was stronger than ever.
Before I was about to leave, throwing my bag over my shoulder, Mr Murphy stood from his desk chair and came around his desk to me. Slowly his tall figure began to overlook me, my head rising higher the closer he got. My body felt heavy, as though it became filled with sand.
I looked up into his eyes and his large hand reached out to me. He slowly stroked my hair, and his fingers intertwined with the silky strands. My body weakened before his touch and I saw the hints of lust hiding beneath his eyes.
I hadnât known what to say, or if I should say anything at all. But the energy between us spoke louder than any word ever could. And when his hand went from my hair to the delicate skin of my cheek.
"You're so beautiful..." He whispered, but noticed quite quickly his secret had been slipping and pulled his hand off my face. He cleared his throat and grabbed his phone off his desk, "I have a meeting to get to. See you tomorrow." I watched as he quickly walked out of the classroom, and my eyes lingered as I saw him disappear into the crowds or kids in the hall.
I didn't know what to feel besides confusion. It took me several minutes to pull my attention back into focus to leave the classroom. And when I did I ran to the bathroom and locked myself in a stall for the remainder of my lunch break.
The feelings running through my mind and body were too much to handle. I was overwhelmed with both feeling flustered and unsettled.
Jim on the other hand looked as though he was fine but on the inside while sitting at his meeting felt his blood going cold; feeling both terrified and aroused. He wasn't able, nor did he care to pay attention to what any of the other English teachers had to say.
As school ended and I was on my way home the image of Mr Murphy and I wouldn't leave my mind. It didnât feel right, but it didn't feel wrong either. The best option I had was to ignore it; push it deep into the back of my brain.
I wish I could say it worked, but of course it had not. Both Mr Murphy and I shared the experience of not being able to get off of one another's minds. From the very moment it happened to late at night when we both lied in our bed with two completely different thoughts, and ideas of each otherâŚ
Jim lied on his back holding the phone screen close to his face. He stared intently at the picture of my plushy butt and round, beautiful looking pussy; roughly beating his cock. He groaned heavily as he imagined just how good it would feel to pound his cock deep into me. Shoving, and forcing in every inch until I stretched painfully around him. There was nothing he could ever want more, and nothing that could stop him from making me completely his. He made it his mission to get what he wanted. No matter what was to happen, I would be made all for him.
So that next dayâwhen English was my last periodâhe gathered himself and patiently waited until that final bell rang and the school would be empty.
âY/N.â He called out to me firmly as I was about to leave the classroom. I stopped just in front of the door and turned to him.
He stood by his desk, with his hands in his jean pockets; an unsettling look held deep in his eyes. âClose the door.â
I closed the door behind me slowly and my body felt cold in fear. âA-Am I in trouble?â I asked with my voice quiet and fearful.
Mr Murphy grinned and lowered his head. âNo,â He looked back up to me. âNot at all.â
I felt relief wash over me and my blood returned back to my face. Still I was nervous as to why I was made to stay here, but how bad could it be if I wasn't in trouble?
âSo why did you want me to stay?â I asked delicately while slowly walking towards him. His gaze lowered and softened the closer I got to him.
âI just want to be with youâŚâ He paused, admiring me with his eyes. âDo you know how perfect you are?â He said suddenly.
I blushed; going a deep red, and my heart sank into my stomach. âN-Noâ
My Murphy took long steps towards me, and our bodies became just inches away from each other. His hand came down to my face, and his rough skin caressed my cheek lovingly. My eyes and legs fluttered to his touch. I couldnât look awayâŚ
âYouâre the most beautiful girl Iâve ever seenâŚâ He whispered while his thumb rubbed over my lips. âNo one could ever love you more than I do.â
âReally?â My eyes were big, and filled with submission looking up to him as his other hand came to my face. He didn't say anything, but lightly rubbed my soft cheeks with his thumbs. Iâd been so lost in his gaze that I hadn't noticed his face coming closer to mine. Not until he pulled my face into his and kissed my lips.
I froze as he kissed me, but the more he did, the more right it began to feel. I kissed back and felt the tension rising between us. My hands ran up his neck, and his glided down my sides to my hips. He pulled me tight against his body; not leaving an inch between us.
He lifted beneath me and sat me down onto the edge of his desk. Our lips had not separated, but became more sloppy and intimate. And his hips leaned in between my legs to press tightly against me. He groaned into my lips, and I felt a hard poke against my clothed pussy.
On the inside my heart was pounding against my chest, with anxiety but also the adrenaline of need and excitement. Mr Murphyâs rough hands squeezed at my hips, and his fingers dug into the sides of my pants. He pulled me in closer to him as he eagerly jerked my pants down over my thighs, and legs.
Once he began, he couldn't stop himself. Jimâs hands caressed every inch of my bare skin that he could. It made him painfully hard, feeling just how real and soft I was.
His lips kissed down to my neck while he desperately undid his belt, pulling it from his pants. It hit the floor with a clang, along with my panties that he ripped from my legs. He then pulled his lips away from me and straightened himself. I looked up to him with submissive eyes while he quickly took his cock from his pants. My eyes glared down at him, and I felt fear run through my body. There was no way that could fit in me.
He rubbed his wet, pink tip along my sensitive, virgin pussy. I looked back up at him and he groaned at the sight. It didn't feel real at all. He needed to give himself reassurance, something to prove that it was real and not again one of his fantasies.
With one quick movement he thrusted his hips and shoved his cock deep into my small hole. I whimpered loudly and my skin stretched. Mr Murphy groaned deeply, feeling me squeezing around him and he began to pull back. He looked me in the eyes while he forcefully thrusted his thick cock into me again. I bit at my lip and moaned with both pleasure and pain.
His hands gripped onto the desk and his hips began to pound faster, and harder into my tiny pussy. My whimpering and moaning got louder as I felt such things Iâve never had before. And Jim felt as though he was gonna finish already. With the obsession he's had, and the fantasies he's created, there was no way he could last alone, so how would he while inside my real pussy.
Mr Murphy couldn't pull his eyes away from between us. He moaned at just how good it felt and how cute my pussy looked, swallowing his every inch.
âYou like that?â He huffed and grabbed my face. All I could do was moan and nod. âOh youâre such a good girl.â He thrusted harder, making my eyes widen and my lips gasp. The look on his face was feral and demanding as he beat between my legs. âFuckâŚ.Iâm gonna cum,â He panted; I grew louder with high pitched moans. The sounds of both him and I, and the slapping of his cock in my wet pussy, filled the darkening room.
Jim grabbed beneath my thighs and pulled me in tighter against him. His cock sunk deeper into me and he held my legs up, spreading them as far as they could go. I couldnât look away from what he had been doing to me. It all happened so quickly, but felt unbelievable.
My whimpers became more desperate for him, and my eyes returned up to his. With that, as his eye met mine he groaned and shot his thick cum into my cervix. I watched him, and looked deep into his eyes while he came in me. Something about it just made me crave more.
He gasped and panted, slowly thrusting and emptying himself into my tiny hole. And when he pulled out I felt a wave of emptiness⌠but it soon filled as he quickly fell to his knees, forcefully spreading me to fuck me with a tongue.
My whole body shivered as I felt his wet tongue overstimulating my sensitive clit and hole. I cried out a sweet sound that rehardened his cock. He couldâve never expected me to taste such a way, and the way those blue eyes looked up to me while he licked in such delicate circles made my legs shake.
I was soft on his tongue, and so sweet. Beneath the desk and began to again forcefully beat his cock in his hand. He moaned and whimpered into my pussy, while still managing to lick profusely.
My teeth clenched down onto my bottom lip and my fingers held tightly onto the wooden desk. I was so lost with my eyes disappearing into the back of my head, I hadnât noticed Jim cumming again and again. And for me, I could feel my body becoming overwhelmed with the intense, tight feeling both his cock and tongue had caused me. My body grew hot and my legs shook and shot up. His tongue with a great speed licked, and sucked at my clit, and thick amount of wetness spread onto his face and my inner thighs.
Those beautiful lips of his glistened with my wetness as my stomach turned and ached with pleasure. He could feel me pulse against his lips, and his tongue slowed and eased with my orgasm as it faded away.
He pulled me through it all and it had been the best thing i'd ever felt and done. And for him, he could say the same as his cock dripped and fell weak. Mr Murphy stood back to his feet and tucked himself back into his pants. He leaned into me and kissed me gently, making me taste myself on his lips. âOh I love you,â He moaned between breathless kisses.
And what felt almost instinct, I said, âI love you too.â And grabbed his hair pulling his lips down harder against mine.
âWhy don't you let me drive you home baby,â He panted and just barely took his lips from mine. âAnd Iâll tell you just how much I need you.â
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secret admirer | woozi x reader .

⤡ summary: can i req a woozi fic? one where he writes little love songs and poems and y/n also writes them and they put love letters in eachotherâs lockers BUTT its anonymous so they reject eachother without knowing its eachother :)!!
annas note: @jjjjeonww finally got around to writing this out for you, iâm so sorry it took me so long! đđ¤ i hope i did it justice, thank you for writing chenle for me! (iâll write out the mark request too!) i made a happy ending.. sort of..?
itâs the end of the school day and woozi is exhausted. he head to his locker, opening it and seeing something like a letter falling out of it. he bent down and picked it up, âto wooziâ it read with a small heart beside his name. what the hell? he questioned himself, who would do this? could it be someone he knew or not?
he shrugged it off for now, picking it up and hiding it in his blazer pocket as he grabbed his bag from the locker. he slammed it shut before feeling someone throw an arm over his shoulder, his best friend hoshi. âji hoon~ howâs it going?â he asked and woozi just smiled, âitâs been a tiring day.â
once heâs back home and by himself in the comfort of his room, he opened the letter and read it.
âyour music reminds me of the sky before it rainsâ soft, melancholic, and utterly beautiful. i hope you never stop creating. it brings me great joy when i walk past the music room.â
but what intrigued him more was that there was no name on the bottom of the letter, just a small âyours, secret admirer.â
now, itâs your turn to find a letter in your locker. you just arrived at school and notice something just poking out of it. you take it out and smile, opening it up and reading the words on the paper, raw and unfiltered.
âyour words make me feel like iâm standing in the middle of my favourite song, you have such a way with them. and thatâs quite rare.â
your heart pounded in your chest, oh my god.. this was the sweetest thing youâve ever received in your life. you hid the letter in your notebook and head to class, rethinking the words over and over in your head.
itâs lunchtime. youâre eating together with woozi and his friends, laughing and having a great time. suddenly, someone mentions the fact that you both have received a secret letter from an admirer. you blush, âah- itâs probably someone messaging around, right? i mean-â
woozi, on the other hand, noticed your reaction and his heart nearly dropped. messing around? he sighed, âyeah probably aha, i mean, who writes things like these nowadays?â now it was your turn for your heart to drop. thoughts were running through both your minds - is this really what they think? maybe i shouldnât have wrote that letter now..
well, it soon comes out that woozi knows itâs you who wrote his letter. yeah.. he didnât mean to snoop but he did notice the familiar writing poking out from your notebook that was on your desk in english class. luckily, you were asleep, head on the desk so he could take a closer look. he leaned in, slowly pulling it out and his eyes widened.
âyouâre my secret admirer..â he whispered in a low tone. he smiled to himself and backed away, he had a plan. he was just going to write you a letter so you knew it was him, he didnât care anymore, he wanted you to know.
and so, there he is in the back of the class, quickly writing out something small in his letter and quickly shoving it in your locker before the end of the day.
when you open it, you see it and you open it up, a gasp escaping from your lips as you see the name on the bottom.
âi think weâve been writing to each other for so long without really saying anything. letâs fix that, shall we? meet me after schoolâ if you want this to be real.
lee jihoon.
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billie eilish x fem!reader
chapter three | ch2 | ch1
summary: due to the recent new rule given to your sister by your father, some meddling parties decide the easiest way to get you to date is by paying somebody to take you out. who better to do so then the hot mysterious delinquent
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a/n: iâm so sorry this took so long to come out </3. i had a super crazy past couple of weeks plus some writers block sprinkled in there. there will most likely be only one or maybe two more parts of this so i hope you guys enjoyy.. also! i put a little star (*) where a specific scene starts, in order for the scene to make sense please watch the link above or at least listen to the song above (bc it was the best thing ive ever written and i want it to make sense so bad) tysm!!
genre: slow burn, tooth rotting fluff, angst, probably a curse word or two
warnings: slight cursing, idiots being idiots
word count: 4.2k
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ây/n, mâlady, you sway to the rhythm of my heart.â kissy sounds and off beat comments where all you could hear the second you entered the classroom, reminders of the fool you had made of yourself at that party. english had always been your favorite subject but you where dreading all classes today. how could you be such an idiot? you couldnât give any of those jerks the satisfaction of your acknowledgement. you sat down and began to take your materials out. just ignore and pretend like you always do. ây/n stratford you where on fire! wonder where you learned to dance like that babe.â joeyâs voice makes anger bubble deep inside your gut. you kept cool on the outside, not even glancing up, keeping your eyes fixated whatâs in-front of you as joey joins his friends. right as the bell rang, billie came in. she quickly looked for your eyes which where still preoccupied. she timidly walks over and slinks into the seat behind you. you knew it was her. you werenât sure if you recognized the sound of her necklaces rattling together or her musky perfume first, but both where indicators of her presence. billie knew she fucked up. the entire situation was fucked up. she couldnât help but ask herself if the money she was getting was worth breaking something thatâs already fragile. billie wants to know you, to be real with you. your cold shoulder was enough for her to make up her mind. sheâs calling it off with joey. you listened intensely as mrs. blaise explained the upcoming assignment. something about writing poems- or something like that. before you knew it the bell was ringing, and you waisted no time in scooping up your stuff and rushing off. you didnât even hear billie say your name as you left.
you always spent lunch with your friend juliana, being that she was one of your, if not your only, close friends. âyou went to a party? i thought we where officially apposed to social activity.â she linked her arm through yours, connecting you guys while the two of you walked through the campus. âi didnât have a choice jules.â this was the last topic you wanted to discuss, not only where you embarrassed over getting fucked up and making a fool of yourself, but also embarrassed by getting turned down by billie. âdidnât have a choice? whereâs my y/n and what have you done with her?â you knew she was just poking friendly fun but you really where in no joking mood. âi did it for bianca and it backfired. i got drunk. i danced. i fell. i puked. i got rejected. it was big fun.â juliana didnât push after your short angered rant. she could tell it was something that was still raw for you. she really wanted to ask about the being rejected part, you having failed to mention to her you where even remotely intrigued by anyone. as you two walk you see and make eye contact with billie. she nervously smiles and gives a small wave. you huff and roll your eyes before immediately turning to walk on a different path. juliana made eye contact with billie. without knowing or hearing anything, juliana knew all she needed to know before continuing to follow you. you decided to have some âyou timeâ after school. the vintage book store was always a comforting place for you. you could spend hours trailing up and down the rustic istles. âexuse me? do you know where i could find a copy of the feminine mystique? i seemed to have lost my copy.â it seemed as if billie came out of no where, suddenly standing directly in-front of you. you stop dead in your tracks and cross your arms. âwhat are you doing here?â she smiles and shrugs her shoulders at you. âheard this is a pretty cool joint.â you let out a sarcastic laugh before turning to a near by shelf, picking up a book, and shoving it into billieâs chest before exiting. when billie looked down, there was now a copy of the feminine mystique in her hand.
the next day flew by fairly quickly, and quietly. you where on the soccer field going about practice as usual. the coach announced a fifteen minute break since the marching band was also on the field, practicing for the next football game. you chatted with some of your teammates, discussing tactics for the next game and complaining about whatever else.* âyouâre just too good to be true,, canât take my eyes off of you,,â suddenly a beautiful voice could be heard over the loud system of the game field. âyouâd be like heaven to touch,, i wanna hold you so much,,â billie was suddenly seen coming out of the announcer booth, microphone in hand, lips moving perfectly in sync with the singing. she was singing. âat long last, love has arrived,, and i thank god iâm alive,,â she then finally finds your eyes on the field, holding the most intense eye contact with you. âyouâre just too good to be true,, canât take my eyes off of you.â as she finished the phrase she points a finger at you. before you could even continue to process what was going on, the entire school band starts playing music- the music to go along with billieâs singing. your mouth hangs agape, an unavoidable smile spreading onto your face. everyone else on the field was in total shock, people laughing, teasing, gossiping. but you couldnât even be bothered to care. all you could focus on was billie. she sang and danced through the bleachers, along with running away from campus security. all you could do was watch and laugh and smile, not even believing what was happening. as the song came to a close billie eventually had to stop dodging security and go with them to the principals office- probably to get in trouble for hijacking the sound system. you whistled and cheered for her though, as did everyone else. you definitely couldnât let her sit through detention after that. the loud whistle the coach was using snapped you out of your thoughts. unfortunately, you couldnât help her until after practice. luckily, it wrapped up about twenty minutes later. after lazily throwing sweat pants over your soccer shorts and slipping on some low top sneakers, you made your way to the detention room. all you had to do was distract the teacher long enough to let billie escape. as you entered the room, billie eyes where the first thing you looked for. your eyes met instantly, she gave you a âwhat are you doing?â look as you gave her a âdonât worry about itâ look back. âmr. elicks! just the guy i was looking for!â okay so maybe you werenât an actor, but you could be convincing enough for the sake of the task at hand. you created small talk with the older male teacher, once he turned his back you looked over at billie- mouthing the words âescape while you canâ. billie had a huge grin on her face as you continued to chat away with the teacher. slowly but surely, billie made it out of the classroom undetected. once she was out, you quickly said goodbye and dashed out of there. the both of you laughed and giggled while running down the halls, booking it for the parking lot. you lead her to your car before unlocking the doors allowing you both to sit. âdude i canât thank you enough for helping me sneak out of detention. very cool of you.â she was still panting a bit, but you where too, having just run down four hauls and several flights of stairs. you laugh through the pants before responding. âyeah no problem.â you put the keys in the ignition and begin to drive, existing the parking lot. âi thought i was gonna be a goner trying to sneak out of there. so how did you do it? keep him so distracted?â due to you driving, you couldnât exactly look over at her. but you could tell she was still smiling. âoh you know..i dazzled him with my wits.â she chuckles as you pull into a gas station parking lot. âso what now.â you turn to billie, now being able to actually talk. âare you up for it?â billie has this mischievous look on her face. âup for what?â
thatâs how the two of you ended up covered in paint, laughing your asses off, playing paint-ball. âeilish watch out!!â you two start laughing as she got hit with a paint ball. you take a few step closer to her but youâre suddenly hit with a paintball straight to your back, sending you stumbling forward. before you know it youâre falling onto the ground- right on top of billie. âwell how cliche.â billie placed one of her hands on the small of your back, while the other came up to brush some of your paint covered hair from out of your face. âshut up and kiss me already.â âwith pleasure.â billie then finally brings her face to yours, and places her hips atop of yours. her lips where softer than clouds, seemingly melting into yours. the kiss was soft and gentle. she tasted like cherry chapstick and spearmint gum. when the kiss was done, you felt yourself missing it. after the kiss, you both just looked at each other for a moment. neither of you being able to find the right words to say now. billie was the first one to speak. âmaybe we should uh- head out.â you nodded and scrambled to get up and off of her, offering your hand to help her stand. the walk back to the car was silent. it wasnât awkward, but there was still a slight feeling of tension. as you got to the car you handed her a towel from in your trunk. she raised an eyebrow at you. âbianca always has me pick her and her friends up from the beach. i hate sand, especially in my car. so ive just gotten into the habit of keeping towels in the trunk.â she nods and listens as you both wipe as much paint as possible from off yourselves before entering the car. âdo you wanna go to my place?â the question catches you off guard. youâd never been to billieâs house before, hell you dont even know where she lives. she continued to speak. âweâre both covered in paint, and exhausted. also- iâm pretty sure your dad will go all âsargent dadâ on you if you go home looking like a kindergarteners finger painting project.â she had a point, your dad would ask way too many questions, and you hated the feel of the paint drying in your hair. âyeah why not. but i have no idea where you live.â she smiles as she puts her seat belt on. âi gotcha mamas, iâll give you directions.â and she does just that. it was about fifteen minutes of her giving you directions before you finally made it back to her house.
it was different then you pictured in your head. she leads you inside after unlocking the door. youâre suddenly met with a large pitbull, jumping up excitedly onto billie. âshaaark hi buddy, hey big guy, whoâs a good boy!â you watch as billie crouched down to give love to the dog while she talked to him in a cute baby voice. it was a side of billie youâd never seen before, and it made you smile. the dog suddenly comes over to you and sniffs you, before sitting in front of you seemingly waiting for you to pet him. you smile and pat his head. ânice to meet you shark! aww youâre so cutee.â now youâre crouching down to pet the dog as he rolls over for you to rub his belly. âoh yeah heâs a looker.â she watches closely while you interact with her dog, something about it makes her stomach do backflips. âheâs literally the cutest thing iâve ever seen.â you turn to look at her while still petting the dog. ânot as cute as you.â she shoots you a wink and you roll your eyes, your cheeks blushing slightly. âhere come iâll show you where the bathroom is, iâll grab you a towel and some clothes to throw on.â she guides you up a flight of stairs and to a bathroom, seemingly to be her own. âiâll be right back with the supplies.â she turns and leaves while you study the bathroom. it has one tooth brush, so this must be her own bathroom. you see some skincare products lined up on the sink, along with some vanilla body lotion. a knock at the door is heard before billie slips in. âclothes and towel as promised. thereâs shampoo, conditioner and body wash inside the shower on the shelf. once youâre done you can come to my room thatâs where iâll be. itâs the first door on the left when you walk out.â you nod taking the pile from her hands, while she closes the door behind her. you quickly shower, ridding yourself of the paint. billie gave you a black nike hoodie with some red basket ball shorts. the outfit was a little big on you, but it was almost comforting. the clothes smelt like her arms where wrapped around you.
you made your way to her room, the sound of low music to be heard from the door that was cracked open. when you stepped inside youâre met with a whole different billie than youâre used to. billie is seated at a desk- sheâs wearing a darker red hoodie was some sort of band logo on it, along with some checkered pajama shorts. her hair was wet but thrown up in a messy bun, and she seemed to be applying some skin care products to her face. she seemed so much more real. she noticed your presence and smiled. âcâmon in, i donât bite.â she grins as she speaks while motioning for you to sit on the edge of the bed next to her chair. without a second beat you indulge. âdo you live here alone?â you couldnât stop yourself from being nosey. it was strange there was no one else here. ânah i live with my parents and older brother. my parents travel a lot for business and my brothers almost always at his girlfriends house- if not then working.â you head nodded as she spoke, your eyes locked with her blue ones. âits not too bad tho. i usually just kinda hang here with shark. sometimes zoe will come by.â as hard as you tried to pay attention to her words, her presence was overtaking your mind. your mind couldnât help but question how you ended up here. âwhat about you? have anything you like to do while home alone?â it was clear billie was continuing to try and get to know you, which you appreciated. âwell iâm also usually home alone a lot. biancaâs always god knows where. my dad works in a hospital so heâs off saving lives. jules is usually busy- she works and studies a lot, and sheâs pretty much the only person i hang out with. i kinda just read or listen to music or practice the guitar.â speaking with billie felt so natural to you as youâve grown accustomed to her being around. ânice nice. iâm more of a piano person myself.â billie smirked as she spoke. âspeaking of music- i didnât know you could sing??â youâd almost forgotten about the public performance from earlier today; even though it was only a few hours since it felt like days. you could see a small blush creep onto her cheeks as she just smiled and rubbed the back of her neck. âi- yeah.. itâs not something i talk about a ton.â you could tell the topic made her slightly nervous. it was cute. you start to think back on the reason for her show earlier, and it makes you slightly frown. billie must have noticed the shift in your mood because she immediately perks up. âhey, whatâs wrong?â the concern could be heard in billieâs voice. âwhy didnât you kiss me in the car?â the question youâd been dying to ask finally spilling out, you stood as you continued to speak. âyou flirt with me. you call me pet names. you- you take me to a party- take care of me- open up to me- but then you donât kiss me-? and then today you do this big gesture and you hang out with me and kiss me and bring me to your home- i just.. do you not want to be with me or what because i-i canât just play games with you billie.â you let out a sigh after speaking, having just ranted and spilled out everything youâd been thinking.
billie just looks at you. you couldnât tell what she was thinking- her eyes being so unreadable. she sighed as she stood up from her chair so she was standing directly infront of you. without saying any words she just brought her arms around your waist and pulled you in for a hug. not knowing what to do- you put your arms around her shoulders. billie buried her face in the crook of your neck and sighed. âiâm sorry.â was all billie said, her voice low as she was so close to you. you could feel her breath on your neck and it sent shivers down your spine. the two of you stayed like that for a moment, not knowing when to break apart- not wanting to break apart. billie pulled away and cupped a hand on your cheek. âi was scared- you where kinda drunk and i donât know i thought that youâd either regret it or forget it if we kissed that night. but i-i do- i do want to be with you.â billieâs eyes slightly glossed over, a mix of emotions clouding her brain. none of this was actually supposed to happen. she wasnât supposed to fall for you, she wasnât supposed to get so involved, but she couldnât help it. her stomach was sick with guilt, she wanted to be real with you. she wanted to be with you because of her feelings, not because of joey. you smiled and pulled her into another hug. âi forgive you.â you spoke just above a whisper. âi know i can be a lot.. iâm very closed off but itâs just because- iâve just been hurt a lot. itâs hard for me to trust people.â your confession sent another wave a guilt through billie. billie knew she had to be sure that this âdealâ with joey was buried dead and gone. she also knew she had to make sure youâd never find out. when you finally let go, billie could see more of the pink hue that dusted your cheeks. for the first time, you felt nervous under her gaze. billie gave you the softest smile, the same pink hue now covering her own cheeks. she slightly stepped closer, if that was even possible. âcan i kiss you again?â her voice was low, quiet, like her words where only meant for your ears. all you could do was nod, not trusting your voice to be stable enough to answer. she placed her hand behind your ear while her thumb rested on your cheek before leaning in, and kissing you once more. this kiss felt different then the first one. the first one was soft, a spur of the moment kiss. this kiss felt more real. it was passionate, like she was confessing her feelings through her movements. she pulled you closer by your waist as you put your hands on her chest, slightly grabbing at her hoodie as if to pull her even closer. by the time youâd both finally pulled away, you where on the brink of gasping for air, the kiss having lasted a life time. she rested her forehead atop of yours, her eyes staring deep into yours. âgo to prom with me.â it wasnât even a question she was asking you, more of a demand. âprom-? why would you even want to go?â you didnât take billie as the school event type of girl. âi want to be with you. i want to do things with you. please go to prom with me.â the desperation in her voice made the butterflies in your stomach start to flutter. âi donât know billie..â you wanted to protest the idea but then you just saw her staring at you with her big blue eyes. how could you say no? a sigh escaped you lips before you finally answered. âokay- iâll go to prom with you.â billie immediately picks you up by the waist and spins you around. you laugh with wide eyes while gripping onto her shoulders. âi promise you wonât regret this y/n.â she holds your face in her hands as she speaks. you blush once more, the strong brick walls you had built around your feelings slowly came crumbling down.
it had been hours since youâd arrived at billieâs house, her having suggested to you guys watching some tv on her living room couch turned into an hour and a half long nap. when you woke up, you where clung to billieâs torso. her arm was draped around your shoulders while the other one was playing with your hair. you groaned, having been so comfortably sleeping. âhey sleepy head.â billie spoke very softly, sounding like sheâd possibly also been sleeping. âhow long was i asleep for?â you sat up slightly, still staying close to billie. âlike an hour and a half-ish. i woke up like twenty minutes ago.â you nodded and sighed as she spoke, knowing youâd most likely have to go home soon. before either of you could say anything else, the sound of the front door opening and shark barking filled the room. billie looked over and noticed the two that had just walked in and smiled. âhey fin, hey claudia. finally gracing me with your presence?â you assumed this must be her older brother and his girlfriend, who billie had briefly mentioned earlier. she then got up from the couch and headed in their direction. a part of you wanted to pull her back and keep her next to you but you knew the moment couldnât last forever. you knew you should also get up and say hi so you did. as you approached you got to actually see the couple that just arrived. you took notice of her brothers ginger hair, wondering if maybe billieâs jet black hair wasnât her natural color. the girlfriend was tall, and very beautiful. even in a sweat suit she still looked like a super model. the girl seemed to notice your presence before the other two. âhi there.â billie and her brothers heads turned at the sound of her voice. âoh right- y/n this is my brother finneas, and his girlfriend, claudia.â claudia gave you a warm smile and wave while finneas extended his hand for you to shake, which you reciprocated. âhi nice to meet you guys. iâm y/n.â you felt slightly nervous interacting with the two despite their kindness. the conversation flowed with ease, both finneas and claudia being incredibly nice and friendly. the four of you sat on their living room couch, discussing various topics like music, tv shows, movies, food, and sports. after about a half hour you had decided it was probably a good idea for you to head home being that you had been out the entire day and it was almost 6pm. billie was leaning up against your side, so you lightly tapped her knee. her head perked up and she looked over at you. âi should probably head home.â she frowned but understood. âcmere iâll walk you out.â you turned to finneas and claudia after standing up. âit was so great meeting you guys.â the couple also stood and each came in to give you a hug. âyouâre welcome any time.â finneas said as he hugged you goodbye. âi hope we see more of you!â claudia stated as she gave you her hug. finneas then turned to billie before you two exited. âyou better treat her right kid. sheâs a keeper.â you could feel heat rush to your cheeks, and you saw billieâs do the same. billie and you walked out without a word, walking to your car in silence. âi uh- loved spending the day with you.â billie opened your car door for you as she spoke. you giggled slightly before leaning in and kissing her cheek. âme too, see you tomorrow?â billie blushed once more before nodding with a smile. you started your car with a sigh and waved to billie before driving off.
billie watched your car drive away, before going inside and picking up the phone. she waited a moment, letting it ring, before beginning to speak once the line picked up. âthe deals off joey.â
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perv!stalker!nat x reader
mdni // tmasc!nat, intox, noncon, every character on this post is 18 years old.
part 2.
part 3.
you both study at the same school on your last year, you have some classes together, but you've never been close.
ever since you did a chemistry project together (because the teacher chose it) you just greet each other at the school halls, nothing more than a "hi", but for Nat, it was much more.
of course, because you are so smart and beautiful, Nat begins to be fascinated by you.
you noticed how he look at you in class, but for you it wasn't a big deal, even though he kept staring at you throughout the entire class, fucking you up with his eyes.
and dawg, he needs to relieve himself, he always â like, every single day â ends up asking to go to the bathroom in the middle of class, he literally needs to touch himself thinking about you. he's completely addicted to you.
at a party where you were drinking alone, you were so drunk, Nat offered you a drink â which you didn't know he had put some drugs in â, and when you got so dumb, suddenly Nat started rubbing himself against you, how come no one was watching. but you didn't care, you were drunk, he probably wasn't doing it on purpose.
cute anonymous letters appearing on your locker, like: âyou looked so beautiful today.â, âI hope you know how pretty you are.â, âyou are mine and I will do whatever it takes to have you with me.â
he definitely thinks about you while listening to romantic songs.
he discovered your favorite flowers and had a student deliver them to you.
he followed you home for a whole week to find out your routine.
one day you were walking home from school alone, the streets were empty and suddenly he pushed you into an alley. he started taking off his pants and made you kneel down. âNat, what are you doing?â âIâm making my dream come true, babe.â so he made you gag on his packer.
he made you swear that you wouldn't tell anyone about this incident, or that he would spread some secret of yours to everyone, that he found out because he was a fucking stalker.
after that day, he would appear throwing pebbles at your bedroom window every night, and you were forced to let him in.
at first you didn't like it, you thought he was a freak weirdo. but after a few weeks, you started to fall in love with him. he really did so many things just to have you by his side. <3
on those nights when he appeared in your room, you slept cuddling together, he always ended up rubbing himself against you, touching you inappropriately, but you got used to liking it.
modern au perv!stalker!nat
an unknown number sent you lots of love messages, you don't know who is that, but you couldn't care less, what could he do, after all? so you ended up not blocking it.
suddenly you started receiving nudes from this unknown number, and man, it was Nat, you found out when he sent you a boob pic showing his face. you don't know if it was intentional.
he took pictures of you while you were changing in your room.
he managed to put a tracker on your cell phone.
I'm sorry for any mistakes, english is not my first language and it's my second writing here. hope y'all enjoy it.
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Hi! Could you write an alpha prof!remus x omega reader in heat. He gets her to his office after lessons to offer help and she agrees to spend the night( breeding kink)
Masterlist AO3
Alpha, please.
Summary - You are an omega about to experience her first heat. Professor Lupin offers to help and you end up getting railed in the Shrieking Shack (3,416 words).
Warnings - teacher/student relationship, omega verse, alpha!remus, omega!reader, breeding kink, unprotected sex, dubious consent because reader not very in control, age gap, my grammar (english is not my first language), not proof read.
Notes - Throwing this here and RUNNING AWAY. I am SO sorry for the delay, I was hit by a bus (jk lol i'm just burnt out). On a serious note, this was my first time ever writing something in the Omegaverse. Sorry if it sucks :( Thank you to everyone for your patience. I will eventually get to your request!
He noticed your scent before noticing you- a wave of pure, unadulterated omega scent that struck him like a physical blow, a visceral assault on his senses. The classroom, usually a blend of various scents, was now entirely dominated by this scent. Your scent, one of an omega on the cusp of her first heat yet blissfully unaware of it but one that Remus, an alpha, sensed with every fibre of his being. It was rich, sweet, intoxicating, awakening a primal need he had learned to control years ago. An almost uncontrollable need to own, to mark, to protect, to make his.Â
As an alpha, the presence of an unclaimed omega, especially one as evidently oblivious to their own nature as you, was concerning. Why were you there without suppressants? How could you not know what was about to happen to you? It was dangerous. Both for you and for any other alpha around, yet there you were, looking as calm and serene as if it were just another day.Â
You took a seat at the front of the class, your eyes glued to him. He was tall, commanding, exuding the authority and confidence of an alpha and you hated to admit how much it drew you in. Deep down, you were not interested in following the traditional roles of your status. You didn't want to submit to anyone. The thought alone filled you with dread...except right now.Â
The class began and Remus found himself incapable of focusing on his carefully prepared lecture, distracted by the powerful need for something he didn't even allow himself to entertain. It was like all his senses were heightened. He could hear everything, feel everything. Too much.Â
The lecture drew to a close, and you began to slowly pack up your belongings, your mind unconsciously reluctant to part from your professor. He made you feel so-Â
"Y/N, may I have a word with you before you leave?" Remus asked. His voice was calm but it held an underlying urgency that he hoped you wouldn't notice.Â
You looked up to him, your eyes wide and innocent, and in that moment, it felt like you would've done anything this man asked you. What was wrong with you?Â
"Yes, Professor Lupin?"
He cleared his throat, attempting to appear casual.Â
"Y/N, I... uh, I need to discuss something somewhat personal with you, and I apologize for the discomfort," he began.Â
Your brows knitted in confusion, your posture tense. "Something personal, Professor?"Â
He paused, gathering his thoughts, carefully selecting his next words. "I've noticed...that is, I've sensed...that you might be approaching a significant time that's inherent to your nature as an omega."Â
Your expression shifted from confusion to embarrassment, unsure where he was going with this. "I- I'm not sure to understand, Professor... what do you mean?"Â
Remus hesitated, his instincts as an alpha to protect and take charge clashing with his respect for you and your autonomy. "It seems that uh... you're about to experience your first heat, Y/N. It's a critical time for an omega, and it can be very dangerous if you're not prepared or aware."Â
Your eyes widened, your embarrassment escalating into fear. "My first heat? But... I- I didn't know... I thought I had more time before... before that happened," you admitted shyly.Â
Remus nodded, trying to appear comforting despite the turmoil raging within him. "It's unpredictable at times, especially the first one," he assured you. "It's imperative that you have a safe place and proper care during this period, especially considering that... well I assume, considering you haven't been on any suppressants."Â
You looked away, uncomfortable. "No... no I haven't."
"That's okay. That's why I'm offering to help. I can provide a safe place for you, ensure that you have what you need to get through this safely. It's not ideal... but I cannot, in good conscience, let you face this alone."Â
You suddenly wanted this very much, despite your habit of fighting your inner nature at every turn- no. You were not going to be a weak, vulnerable omega who needed an alpha to protect her. You could manage. You would manage. This was no big deal.Â
"I can handle it myself, Professor," you said, trying to sound confident but failing pretty miserably.Â
"I understand, but I assure you, my intentions are solely to offer protection and support. I wouldn't suggest this if there weren't a genuine need."Â
At that moment, you weren't sure if he was just very good at being persuasive, or if your pathetic omega nature begged you to bend to his "protection".Â
"Are you sure?" the question coming out more as a challenge.Â
"Yes, I am. It's my responsibility as your professor and as an alpha to ensure you're safe," he affirmed.Â
"O-okay, fine."Â
"Just come to my quarters at the end of the day. I'll have everything prepared for you. We'll make sure you're as comfortable and safe as possible," he instructed and this time, his tone was firm, leaving no room for you to argue back.Â
You simply nodded and made your way out of the classroom. The conversation had left you disoriented. Your lifelong determination to maintain independence and resist alpha authority was now clashing with an inexplicable trust in your professor.Â
You had never expected your first heat to come so suddenly. You thought there would be signs to prepare you, like most other omegas. But no. It was just there. And what was more embarrassing was that it wasn't you who found out first. It was an alpha. And your professor, at that.Â
You seriously considered not going to his quarters that night. Not because you were scared or didn't trust him, but just for the shame you felt. That shame, however, was quickly overshadowed by fear. You knew what could happen to unclaimed omegas who were in heat and who didn't take suppressants. Not all alphas were as kind as Remus. Some of them were vile predators ready to pounce on the first vulnerable omega they smelled. Somehow, you knew- rather inherently felt, that Remus wasn't like that.Â
Swallowing your pride, you made your way to Professor Lupin's quarters, your stomach an absolute mess from the strange blend of anxiety and odd sense of security.Â
Remus was already out by the door, a small bag in hand, a gentle smile, albeit somewhat anxious, expression gracing his face.Â
"Thank you for coming, Y/N. I know this must be overwhelming," he said, trying to keep his voice soft and reassuring.Â
You nodded, not sure you could trust your voice in that moment.Â
He offered a small smile, then gestured for you to follow. "We're not staying here. I have a safer place in mind."Â
You obeyed silently, following him through the corridors and then outside, the only sound being the small vials of potion clinking in the bag and the soft thumping of your feet on the wet grass.Â
You had no idea where he was taking you, but it didn't matter. In that moment, you were quite literally trusting him with your life, and you hated that.Â
Stopping before the Whomping Willow, Remus motioned for you to wait at a safe distance, and you watched in awe as he expertly pacified the violent tree, revealing a hidden entrance to an underground passage.Â
Without questioning him, you proceeded in silence, making your way through some damp, sketchy tunnels. This was definitely not how you had expected to have your first heat and your need to be with him was growing stronger and stronger. In normal circumstances, you should have been scared, terrified even, following a grown alpha to Merlin-knows-where, but you actually were starting to feel desperate, aching for something you couldn't explain.Â
You finally emerged into an old, creaking building, full of dust and looking like it was about to fall apart. Despite this, fresh blankets were laid out on the bed, candles provided a soft light, making it look somewhat comfortable.Â
Remus carefully set down the bag of potions and turned to you, looking a bit sheepish.Â
"It's not much, I know. But this place has been a refuge of sorts during my time here as a student... it's secluded, away from prying eyes and other... influences," he explained, deliberately vague about the deeper reasons.Â
You looked around, taking in your surroundings. He was right, this wasn't much, but it was safe. "Thank you, Professor Lupin."Â
"Please, call me Remus here," he insisted gently. "I'll let you settle down. I'll be just next door. If you need anything, just call for me."Â Â
"Thank you, Remus."Â
In the adjacent room. Remus sat rigidly, every muscle tensed, focusing on every breath, attempting to anchor himself to his resolve. He was battling his own nature, his instincts, usually so well-contained, were now threatening to overwhelm him, fuelled by your potent scent. It had been years since he'd felt such a primal pull, and he had never acted on it. So he sat, focusing on deep, steadying breaths. it was all he could do to maintain control.Â
Meanwhile, you were beginning to experience the torturing onset of your heat. It was a violent assault of unfamiliar sensations, confusing, intense, leaving you feeling profoundly alone yet achingly in need of something- something, specifically Remus. The room felt too large, too empty, yet suffocating.Â
Unable to bear the isolation and the escalating ache, you called out, your voice echoing a desperation you barely understood. "R-Remus... Remus, please... I don't know what's happening to me."Â
Remus hesitated at the door, his hand clenched around the frame. "Y/N, I'm here. Tell me what you need," he encouraged. Â
"I need... I need... I feel like i'm losing my mind. I need... I don't know," you stammered, your confusion and need radiating from you in a way that tugged relentlessly at Remus' instincts.Â
He stepped just inside the room, his expression a mix of concern and fear- for you, for himself, for the line he was terrified of crossing. "I know, I know. I understand. It's your heat... and it's strong. But I brought something that might help," he said, retrieving a vial from the small bag he had brought. "Drink this; it should ease the symptoms."Â
You took the vial with trembling hands and drank the potion, your eyes never leaving his as he sat cautiously at the edge of the bed.Â
"Why is this happening to me like this? Shouldn't the potion work immediately?" you asked, panic evident in your tone.Â
"It should, but... your heat seems to be very strong. Let's just wait for a moment. I'm here."Â
"Remus... it's not working. Please, I need..."Â
"I know what you need, Y/N. But I can't give it to you. We have to wait it out. It's going to be alright."Â
This wasn't going to do. Being far from him was painful. Being close to him without getting what you needed what torture. You needed him in a way you had never needed anything else before. You needed him to consume you, to take you, to mark you, to breed you.Â
"Alpha, please," you whispered without even meaning to. The moment the words left your lips, Remus froze, his heart racing as every fibre of his being, of his soul, responded to that word. It was spoken with such raw need that it resonated with the very essence of his being. His resolve shattered, not out of defeat, but out of an overwhelming need to fulfill his role as an alpha.Â
Before you could react, you were flipped onto your stomach, the sound of a low growl reaching your ears. You were not even in control of your body anymore. Your instincts were controlling you, and you desperately raised your hips, presenting yourself to him in the most intimate way.Â
The sight made Remus' blood travel south immediately. Already hard, he yanked down your trousers before unbuckling his own. You raised your hips higher, whining pathetically, desperate for him to take you. As he looked down at you, his cock throbbed with need and he knew then, there was no going back.Â
"Please, alpha," you begged again, your voice trembling. "I need... I need you."Â
"Fuck..." he growled, reaching down to position himself at your slick entrance. "I'm sorry," he started, his voice trembling, "this is the only way I know to help you."Â
You closed your eyes, bracing yourself for the pain and pleasure that would soon consume you. "Please," you whimpered, "I need this."Â
With a grunt, Remus pushed himself into you, your bodies connecting in a way that was both deeply intimate and primal. You gasped at the intrusion, your body trembling as you felt him filling you.Â
He felt you tighten and tense as you tried to accommodate his size, your body reacting instinctively. "Relax," he instructed, his voice a low rumble. "You need to relax. Let me take care of you."Â
His words, the authority in his tone, something deep within you responded. You forced yourself to relax, even as you felt his girth stretch you. He hissed in pleasure as he felt you accommodate him, your tightness almost too much.Â
"That's it, good girl," he rasped out, one hand coming to rest on your lower back to steady you. His hips snapped forward, burying himself fully within you.Â
You moaned, your entire being blissfully consumed by the feeling of fullness.Â
"Are you alright?" he asked, staying very still within you.Â
You could only nod before another desperate plea escaped you. "Yes, alpha... please, more."
At that, he allowed his instincts to fully take over. His hands gripped your hips painfully, and he began to move, his thrusts deep and powerful. A part of him was urging him to be gentle, but the other part, the alpha, was screaming at him to take what was his, to claim, to mate, and it was too strong to resist. He needed to feel you beneath him, to lose himself in the pleasure of your connection.Â
You clung to the sheets, your nails digging into the fabric as Remus continued to rut into you. Your body rocked with every thrust, and soon enough, the pain began to fade, replaced by a blissful warmth that spread through your body. He knew he was taking a risk. A huge risk. But he couldn't help himself. He needed you, and you needed him.Â
"Fuck, Y/N," he grunted as he continued his relentless pace. He leaned over you, his chest against your back, your bodies moulding together as though they were made for each other. "You feel so good," he growled low in your ear, his voice deep, rasping, reflecting his unending hunger.Â
Each of his movement was sharp, controlled yet desperate, a constant rhythm of push and pull and he delved deeper into you, the pulsing throb of him only heightening your pleasure.Â
"Alpha... alpha, please... I- I'm going to-" you tried to say but your orgasm tore through you with such force that you lost your voice. Remus didn't slow down. If anything, feeling you clench around him only fuelled his punishing pace.Â
"I'm going to knot you," he announced. "I'm going to fill you up. Mark you as mine," he continued breathlessly. "I want everyone to know you're mine, to see you swollen with my seed, to see you bear my mark."Â
You whined, barely able to hold yourself up from under his weight, but you managed to keep your hips elevated, desperate to be filled, to be marked, to be owned.Â
His movements became jerky, sporadic as the wave of his release began to crest, each thrust of his hips pushing you further down into the mattress. "Take it," he rasped, "take my knot," his voice a harsh whisper against the shell of your ear before his teeth latched onto the soft skin of your neck, imprinting his mark on you.Â
You moaned at the mix of pain and pleasure as his hand traveled down your arm, tangling your fingers together and with a final, deep thrust, he surrendered to the pleasure, his body shuddering as he came inside you. His hips flush against yours, his body draped protectively over yours as he poured himself into you with abandon. Finally he stilled, grunting as he felt the knot at the base of his cock start to swell.Â
The sensation was foreign, somewhat painful, and you tensed, almost instinctively trying to move away.Â
"Shh, it's okay, it's okay," he tried to soothe, still panting from his intense climax. "Stay still for me. It'll subside soon, I promise."Â
He remained on top of you for a while, the knot locking you together, securing a powerful and intimate bond between you. His fingers stroked your skin gently, before he carefully maneuvered you to your side, spooning you protectively as his knot was still deeply lodged within you.Â
"I know, it's okay. I'm just making you more comfortable. I've got you," he soothed as you whimpered from the movements.Â
You stayed like that, your bodies intimately connected, until the knot subsided enough for Remus to pull out. You whined at the sudden loss and the wet warmth spreading between your thigh.Â
As he felt you relax into him, Remus gently kissed your temple before carefully disentangling himself from you. With a flick of his wand, the wet feeling between your legs disappeared and a blanket was draped over you.Â
Turning to the potions bag, Remus retrieved a vial, his hands slightly trembling as he grasped the small bottle.Â
"Y/N, can you sit up for me?" he asked gently, offering his hand to support you.Â
With his help, you managed to move into a sitting position, your movements languid, utterly exhausted from what had just transpired. Remus handed you the potion, noticing your confused expression.Â
"This is uh... it's just a precaution... to prevent any unwanted consequences," he explained, uncomfortable from the intimate implications of his words.Â
Your cheeks flushed with a hint of color as you took the vial, your fingers brushing against his in the exchange.Â
"Oh, I... thank you."Â
"I know this looks like... perhaps I had planned for this to happen. But I promise, it is not the case. I simply keep this sort of supply for any students who may be in need."Â
"I trust you, Remus. And this was bound to happen, one way or another... and I'm glad it was with you."Â
"Well, I... erm. It's important to stay hydrated, especially after this. Here," he said, trying to change the subject.Â
You laughed softly, accepting the water from him. He had this way of knowing exactly what you needed before you even knew yourself. You were actually thirsty, and the cool liquid helped soothe your parched throat.Â
As you sipped your water, a sudden sharp pain caused you to reach for your neck, your fingers brushing against a fresh, deep red mark. You looked at Remus with questioning eyes, seeking an explanation.Â
Remus, visibly uncomfortable and with a hint of regret in his eyes, cleared his throat before speaking. "That's... that's a mark. My mark," he began, struggling to maintain eye contact.Â
"In the heat of the moment, it's something an alpha can leave on an omega. It's a claim, a deep, instinctual reaction that seals a powerful bond. I didn't mean to- I should have controlled myself better."Â
Your fingers lingered on the mark, your initial shock giving way to a different emotion, one of a surprising acceptance and even a hint of joy. "Does this mean... are we mates now?"Â
Remus nodded. "Yes, it does. And I'm sorry, Y/N. I didn't intend for this to happen this way. You're a student. I should have been more careful, more in control. But please know, I will take responsibility. I will take care of you, support you, and I promise, I won't be overbearing. I'll-"Â
"Remus, stop," you interjected, amused by his words tumbling our in a flustered rush. A smile crept onto your lips, a sense of deep contentment washing over you.Â
"I'm not upset. In fact, I'm...happy," you confessed.Â
Remus looked up, surprised. "You are?"Â
"Yes, I am. To be marked by you, to be your mate... it feels right, despite everything. I don't see myself with any of those young inexperienced alphas..."Â
"Young inexperienced alphas," he echoed. "Are you calling me old, miss?"
"Yes, maybe I am..."Â
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Meant to be mine - Regulus Black x f!reader
Pairing:Â Regulus Black x f!reader; Evan Rosier x f!reader
Summary:Â When you start thinking Regulus only sees you as his best friend, you date someone else. However, Regulus' reaction to your new relationship is not what you expected.
Word Count:Â 8.8K
Warnings:Â Angst; English is not my first language!
A/N: Loosely based on the dating Headcanons I posted. I had to make up two Slytherin students because well, apparently we don't know any Slytherin girl from Regulus' era - feel free to correct me if you do know one. It was supposed to be Barty instead of Evan but I want him to get the girl lol so I'll write something for him in the future. Comments and feedback are always appreciated. Enjoy!
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Tag list for this story: @pompeygirl89 @angemyrtille
Regulus and you had clicked immediately on your first day at Hogwarts several years ago, and he was the best friend you ever had. You essentially spent most of your time together, sitting next to each other in class, doing homework and studying together, and spent your free time reading, watching movies or simply talking and laughing, incredibly comfortable with each other. Sure, you had made other friends, and also spent time with them, but it couldnât compare to what you felt when you were with Regulus, for the simple reason that, during your third year in school, you fell hard in love with your best friend.Â
But much to your chagrin, Regulus never hinted at sharing your feelings. You had noticed how he looked disappointed when you told him you were spending time with Emmeline and the others, but you thought he just felt that way because, well, you were the only friend he had - for some reason, he had never managed to create a friendship with any other boys from your house, despite a lot of them also coming from a pure-blood family. You never told anyone about your feelings for the sweet, caring boy with dark curls, and, too shy and scared to tell him how you felt, you buried your feelings for him, secretly - and shamefully - thankful that while your love wasnât shared, he didnât seem interested in any other girl, and instead, continued spending all your time with him like everything was fine.Â
But pretending became harder and harder with time, and summer break almost came as a relief. You were spending it debating over confessing your feelings and risking destroying your friendship or keeping on slowly breaking your heart -, you decided to move on. However, it turned out to be even harder than to love someone who didnât love you back, especially since Regulus kept writing to you about how bored he was in his familyâs house despite his parentsâ affection, and how much he missed you. Your first instinct was to not answer his letters, but you eventually did write a polite yet very short letter where you told him you missed him too. He didnât seem to notice how cold your letters were, and kept writing to you, asking about what you were doing and talking about the books he was reading. But several days before going back to Hogwarts, you finally made up your mind, and decided to move on from Regulus.Â
After saying goodbye to your parents on Platform 9 3/4, you waited for the train next to your bags, feeling a bit anxious at the thought of seeing Regulus again, when you suddenly felt a hand on your shoulder. It made you jump, and when you turned around, you felt your heart miss a beat when you saw Regulusâ sweet eyes and smile.Â
âSorry, y/n,â he said gently, âI didnât want to startle you.â
âItâs fine, hum,â you said. âHowâŚHow are you, Reggie?âÂ
âVery well,â he said. âItâs nice to come back to school and to see you again. Oh, I almost forgot.â
You frowned as he turned around for a second, only to turn around with a gorgeous bouquet of flowers in his hands.Â
âThere for you.â
âOh, Reggie,â you said, hiding your annoyance when you felt your heart beating faster, âtheyâre beautiful, thank you.âÂ
You reached a hand and took them, but froze when your fingers touched Regulusâ. Your eyes met his, but after a few seconds, he didnât move his fingers. You only dared to move when the trainâs departure was announced as imminent, and you took the bouquet, trying but struggling to grab all your bags in one hand and the bouquet in the other. Regulus immediately saw your struggle and reached out a hand.
âPlease let me help, Iâll put your bags on the train.âÂ
âIâm fine, Reggie,â you said without looking at him, walking to the trainâs door.Â
âCome on, y/n, let meâŚâ
Not waiting for an answer, he grabbed all your bags and, acting like a gentleman as he always did, he opened the door and let you get on the train first. He then followed you in, and you started walking quickly to put some distance between the two of you while you were looking for a compartment. You eventually found an empty one, put the bouquet on the seat next to you and went back to Reggie, who was about to enter the compartment, and took your bags from his hands.Â
âThank you, Reggie,â you said, still not looking at him.Â
You put your bags where they were supposed to go, over your head, and sat close to the window, and looked at the other students saying goodbye to their relatives. Regulus did the same with his bags before sitting on the opposite seat.Â
âHow did your summer go?â he asked.Â
âGood,â you said, still looking through the window. âYours?â
âGood.â
Soon, there were only families or relatives on the platform, and the train started moving minutes after. Regulus tried to make conversation during the whole journey, asking you about your activities during the summer or your family, but you only gave him short answers while avoiding looking at him, which he didnât seem to notice. He never notices anything. Regulus later tried to buy something from the trolley for you, but you politely refused despite his insistence. You knew you were acting like a child, and knew it would be simple to take risk to face rejection but you couldnât help it. You felt as if the only way you could get over him was to put distance between the two of you - maybe if you saw him less and talked less with him, your feelings would go away, and you could try to find interest in other boys. But as the train got closer to Hogwarts, you realized seeing Regulus less was going to be harder, considering you shared all your classes. Iâll just sit next to Emma, you thought. And Iâll just have to find excuses to not spend as much time with him. The rest of the journey was spent in silence. You looked at the landscape in front of you, and while Regulus remained silent, you sometimes felt his eyes on you. Two hours later, the sun was starting to set, which meant the journey would be over soon. You rose from your seat, and, for the first time in hours, looked at your best friend.
âWe should put our robes on.â
Regulus looked at you before slightly nodding.
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The next few weeks in Hogwarts went on quickly, and you managed to avoid Regulus outside of class - and managed to ignore the ache his sudden âabsenceâ caused in your heart. As you had decided on the train, you now sat next to Emmeline or Mary in class - neither of them thankfully asking you why you no longer sat next to Regulus. Regulus himself didnât ask any questions either, and every time he tried to talk to you outside of class, you found an excuse to leave. He never insisted, however you would sometimes catch him looking at you in class, which secretly kept you awake at night, wondering if after all, Regulus might like you. Spending time with Emmeline, and Mary was nice, as they were funny, nice, and always made sure to include you, but deep down you were missing Regulus, his voice, his presence and your conversations more and more with each day passing.Â
One day, you were on your way back to your dorm after a study session in the library when you heard laughs in the next corridor. As you got closer, you recognized the voices, and you were eventually proven right in your guessing when you walked past Sirius, Regulusâ brother, and his friend James Potter. The latter didnât see you, too busy laughing at some joke, but Sirius noticed you.Â
âHi, y/n,â he said, walking to you. âYou all right?â
âYes.â
You knew Regulus didnât like you speaking to Sirius, but deep down you always thought he wasnât as bad as Regulus thought of him and you actually respected his courage to stand up to his family. Plus, in the few interactions you guys had, he had been nothing but polite and kind to you, so you didnât have any reason to hate him.Â
âCool. Had a good summer?âÂ
âYes, thank you. Yours?â
You knew through Regulus that Sirius had left the familyâs house and thought it would be inappropriate to mention that you knew, as it wasnât really any of your business.Â
âGreat. And how is school so far?â
You were about to answer when another voice was heard in the corridor.Â
ây/n!â
Your heart almost sank as you heard Regulus quickly walking up to you, and you finally dared to look at him, you saw he was angry.Â
âWhatâs going on?â he asked you before turning to his elder brother. âWhy are you talking to her?âÂ
Far from being intimidated, Sirius raised his shoulders and frowned, while his friend James slowly got closer to him.
âAnd why not? Plus, I donât really see why she would need your permission,â he answered before giving you a reassuring wink.
Regulus gave him a death stare before he suddenly grabbed your arm.Â
âCome, y/n.âÂ
Sirius opened his mouth to protest, but you slightly shook your head, meaning it was okay. You knew Regulus better than everyone else, and knew he would never hurt you in any way - well, other than the fact he didnât love you back, that was. You followed Regulus into several corridors before he stopped walking and turned to you.
âWhat was that?â he asked as if he was both shocked and confused.
âYour brother and I were just talking,â you said calmly.
âOh, so you speak to him, but you wonât speak to me?âÂ
âWell,â you said, trying to act detached, âwe are talking now, arenât we?â
Regulus had a false amused small laugh, âYou know very well what I meant. Ever since weâve gotten here, no, ever since we got into the train, you wonât speak to me or even look at me. Do not think I didnât notice how you always sit next to your friends in class, and that when we arenât in class, I donât know where you are most of the time.â
You couldnât help but feel joy knowing Regulus did notice the distance between you two,Â
âIâve just been busy,â you lied. âIs that a crime?â
âNo, but Iâd like to know which crime I did for you to ignore and avoid me in such manner.âÂ
âYou didnât do anything,â you said in a reassuring tone. âIâve just thought that⌠I should spend more time with the girls. Thatâs all.âÂ
 Regulus stared at you, and you feared for a second that he didnât believe you.
âThen, can we go back to how things were before? YouâŚIs there any way you could spend time with the girls and me?âÂ
He sounded so sad, hurt even, that you felt your heart break and felt immensely guilty for how you treated him and how alone he must have been - even more considering you did that only to get over him and it didnât work at all. In that moment, the only thing you wanted was to be in his arms.
âOf course. Iâm sorry, Reggie,â you said with a small, sad smile. âTruly.â
You didnât know if it was going to be easy to be around Regulus again, but maybe it was time to think about another solution. Maybe I could give him hints? Or maybe just try to make him jealous? Or maybe I could simply not care anymore and just tell him how IâŚ
âItâs okay, y/n. Iâm glad to have my best friend back.â
You froze, and so did your heart.
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âGirls, you wonât believe who asked me on a date today!â
You and Mary were in the common room after a long day of class - which you spent next to Regulus - sitting on one of the sofas and Emmeline was now coming back from giving back a book to the library, with pink cheeks and a great smile on her face.Â
âWho?â you asked with curiosity.Â
âMarius!â she said excitedly.Â
âNo way!â Mary said, putting her books down.Â
âYes!â Emmeline said, both hands on her heart. âWeâre going to Hogsmeade tomorrow afternoon.â
âWeâre happy for you,â you smiled.Â
âYou two should find boyfriends too, you know,â Emmeline said, sitting between you and Mary. âNot anybody, of course. You deserve the best. He obviously needs to come from a good and respectable family.â
Emmeline was a Rowle, and while she had a kind heart, she had been raised to believe she should marry a man from a wealthy Pure-Blood family - a belief your family and Maryâs didnât share - and Marius Avery, from your class, while being an overall polite and quiet student, just also happened to fit that criterion. However, you always had a bad feeling about him, but you just couldnât put your finger on it.
âAs long as heâs a good man himself,â you said, going back to reading your book, âhis family doesnât matter to me.â
ây/n is right,â Mary said. âWealth and blood doesnât matter.â
âAs you wish, ladies. Still, we need to find you boyfriends. y/n, what do you think about dear Evan?â
You turned your head to look at the light-haired boy from your class, chatting with one of his friends on the other side of the room. You didnât look at him for long, but still enough for him to notice, look back at you and give you a smile.Â
You smiled back at him and felt your cheeks becoming hotter. While ignoring and avoiding Regulus, you had been exploring other options, and Evan had definitely one of them. You admit he was rather cute, with his green eyes, great smile and sand hair, and you only had warm conversations with him through the years - your feelings to Regulus not allowing you to feel anything else but fondness for Evan or any other boy in school.Â
âHeâs nice.âÂ
âAnd?â Emmeline insisted, raising an eyebrow.Â
ââAndâ nothing else,â you retorted patiently.Â
âMarius and he are best friends,â Emmeline continued, apparently not caring about your non-interest, âI could ask him tomorrow about it.â
âEmmeline, please,â you sighed.
âWhat? Do you have someone in mind?â Emmeline asked. âIs it Regulus?âÂ
âWhat?! No!â you immediately protested, trying to keep your normal voice. âReggie and IâŚare just friends.â
Emmeline shrugged and turned to Mary.
âWhat about you, Mary? Any boy you like?â
You went back to reading your books about magical creatures, grateful Emmeline was now playing matchmaker for somebody else. Regulus arrived in the common room at that moment, and you two went to the Great Hall for dinner while Emmeline and Mary stayed in the common room. A few days had passed since your conversation with him, and everything seemed to be back to normal, except he was now spending time with other boys from your class while you were with the girls and you were know sure Regulus only saw you as his best friend - because if he felt anything else for you, he would have told you after seeing you with Sirius, wouldnât he? It had made you cry at night, and also made you want to avoid Regulus again, especially since you now felt uncomfortable around him - and basically had lost your appetite. The only option was now to move on, as you were now too scared that trying to make him jealous would fail and were sure you couldnât endure the heartbreak and it would mean the end of your friendship with Regulus.Â
Maybe Emmeline is right, you thought in your bed that night, making sure she was asleep before allowing yourself to cry. Maybe I should get to know Evan better.Â
The next morning, you would have stayed the whole day in bed feeling sorry for yourself. But knowing the girls would come looking for you at some point, you decided to go to the Great Hall for breakfast, and as it was still early, there were only a few students there. You sat down on the table, looking down on your empty plate.Â
âHi, y/nâ
Lost in your thoughts - who were mainly about a dark-haired boy with green eyes - you didnât hear Evan coming.Â
âOh, hi, Evan. How are you?â
âGood, thank you. Do you mind if I sit?âÂ
âNot at all, please do.â
He gave you a smile and sat on the opposite bench. He served himself some breakfast, and you imitated him, even though the usual tasty food tasted like ash in your mouth and you felt your stomach closing itself.Â
âSo, any plans for this weekend?â he asked, serving you both pumpkin juice.Â
âThank you. Well, no, I donât really have plans. You?â you answered.
âSame.âÂ
He seemed to hesitate a bit before clearing his throat and running a hand through his hair.Â
âWell, IâŚMaybe we could go for a drink in Hogsmeade?â he asked with a nervous voice. âI mean, I think itâs a shame that weâve been classmates for years and donât know each other much.âÂ
Speechless, you stared at him, and soon his cheeks became pink in embarrassment.Â
âHum, just forget it,â he mumbled, lowering his head, âI understand if you donât want to goâŚâÂ
âNo!â you said a bit too loudly, and his eyes were immediately filled with hope. âI mean, of course Iâd love to go to Hogsmeade with you! Iâm sorry, I was just surprised.âÂ
âGreat. Actually, do you have anything to do right now?â he suddenly asked. ââCause why wait? We could go right now.â
Surprised again, it took you a few seconds to answer, âHum, yeah! Absolutely,â you nodded. âIâll just grab a jacket and my purse in my dorm and we meet in the common room?âÂ
âPerfect,â Evan smiled again.Â
You both had finished eating, so you went directly to the common room, which was empty. Barty went to his dorm and you went to yours, and after brushing your teeth and grabbing what you needed, you went back to the common room, but this time, Regulus was here, sitting on a sofa and apparently waiting for someone. You approached him, thinking you could at least tell him you wouldnât be free today.Â
âHi, Reggie.âÂ
He raised his eyes and gave you a smile.Â
âHi, you. Already had breakfast?â
âYes. You?â
âNot yet,â he shook his head, âIâm waiting for Alexander and Dorius, then Iâm gonna help them do the homework for Slughorn. You know, what we did on Thursday. Ah, here they are.âÂ
You nodded, and suddenly heard two people coming from the dorms. It was indeed Alexander and Dorius, who were like Regulus from the Sacred Twenty-Eight - respectively from the Avery the Mulciber family.
âWanna come with us?â Regulus asked, standing up.
âUm, Iâm sorry, I have things to do.âÂ
âYou sure?â he asked.Â
You nodded with the most confident smile you could force your mouth to make.
âAlright. Iâll see you later, then,â he smiled, and squeezed your shoulder as he brushed past you to leave the common room. Seconds later, Evan arrived with quick steps.
âIâm so sorry for making you wait,â he said. âI couldnât find my jacket.â
âItâs okay,â you smiled.
âShould we?â
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Spending time with Evan was surprisingly very enjoyable, as you found him to be kinder and warmer than you already thought he was. He also acted like a true gentleman, offering you flowers from the villageâs flower shop, and his conversation was always funny or interesting - and sometimes both. You also could feel he was a bit shy, which made him adorable.Â
âWanna go to the Three Broomsticks?â he asked.Â
âSure,â you said.
He smiled at you, and opened the door for you.
âMadam.â
âThank you, good sir.â
You both had a small laugh before he followed you in, and you sat at a free table near a corner of the room for a bit more privacy, but you could still see the door from where you were sitting.
âThanks again for the flowers,â you said with genuine thankfulness, âtheyâre beautiful.â
âNot as beautiful as you, but youâre more than welcome.âÂ
Mrs. Rosmerta took your order and gave you a wink, probably thinking you and Evan were on a date.Â
âWhat do you want to do next?â he asked. âWe could go see the Shrieking Shack, unless you want to go back to the castle?â
âYour pick,â you said.Â
Evan laughed, and you were surprised to find that his laugh was as cute as he was.Â
The conversation continued, and you were focused on what he was saying when the door of the pub opened, and you almost choked on your drink when you saw Regulus coming in, followed by Alexander and Dorius.Â
âYou okay?â Evan asked, frowning.
âYes, yes. Sorry.â
You tried to put yourself against the wall so Regulus couldnât see you, but as his friends went to the bar, he looked around the room and froze when he saw you - and from where he was, there was no chance he didnât see Barty as well. Feeling panic rushing over you, you tried to act as if you didnât see him and instead looked at Bartyâs glass, was thankful when you saw it was empty.Â
âShould we go? A new restaurant opened at the end of the street, maybe we could have lunch there?â
âOh, yeah, Iâve heard about it. Let me go pay for the drinks.âÂ
Usually you would propose to pay, but going to the bar would mean the impossibility of avoiding Regulus and an uncomfortable conversation. You rose from your chair and went outside despite the cold wind, but only a few seconds later, the pubâs door opened and Reggie was now standing in front of you.Â
âWhat are you doing here with him?â he asked..Â
His tone was barely a bit more confused than usual, but words still had a hard time coming out.
âIâŚWeâŚWeâre just hanging out.â
âIs this a date?â
âIâŚI donât know if he sees itâŚâ
âI donât care about what he thinks,â Regulus cut you off harshly, âdo you see it as a date?â
âI donât know!â you answered in the same tone. âWhat does it matter to you anyway? Shouldn't you be helping your friends with their homework?â
âAlexander didnât feel like doing it,â Regulus spoke quickly, âbut donât try to change the subject, this is about you and Evan, since when do you hang out with him?âÂ
âSince Iâve wanted to! Regulus, I do not need your permission to talk to Sirius or to hang out with any boy I want!â
Regulus opened his mouth to answer, but no word came out. He looked at the ground for a second, his face and eyes hardening, before staring at you with angry eyes.Â
âVery well.â
Before you could answer, Regulus turned heels and went back inside the pub, slamming the door behind him. Not even a minute later, Evan came out, frowning.
âIs everything all right? Did Regulus talk to you?â
You nodded, âYes. He just had aâŚquestion.â
Evan looked unsure, but didnât say anything.
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The next day, you were getting ready in your dorm when someone knocked at your door. Expecting Emmeline coming to ask you questions about your day with Evan, you opened the door, but it wasnât her. Instead stood Regulus, with flowers in one hand.
âReggie?â
ây/n. I hope Iâm not bothering you.â
âNo, no, come in.âÂ
Regulus gave you a small smile and entered your room, and you saw his expression change when his eyes met your desk and the bouquet Evan gave you yesterday.Â
âThese are for you,â he said, handing you the flowers.
âThank you so much, Reggie,â you smiled. âYou shouldnât have, theyâre beautiful.âÂ
âI was really surprised to see you with Evan,â he continues as you put the flowers in a vase. âIâve never seen you hang out with him.â
âHeâs nice,â you shrugged.Â
Regulus gave you a nod, âAndâŚDo you want to see him again?âÂ
The question took you off guard. âWell, IâŚI donât know, IâŚI mean, even if I see Evan again, it doesnât have to mean anything. Him and I could just remain friends.âÂ
I should really talk to him to see how he sees it. Regulus remained silent, only staring at you.Â
âWell, I have Quidditch practice,â he said. âCan we have lunch together after?âÂ
âIâd love to,â you nodded with a smile.Â
Regulus smiled back at you, and left. You could feel something was off with him, but maybe it was just because he felt guilty for the argument you had yesterday? You tried not to think much of it, as you didnât want to get your hopes up. A few minutes later, Emmeline and Mary came to your door, asking you if you wanted to do your homework together - however, while it was not the first time the three of you did that, you knew very well Emmeline would take that opportunity to ask you about your time spent with Evan.Â
âSooo, y/n,â Emmeline said with an amused and curious tone, âa little bird told me you spent the day with a certain blond boy from our class.â
âHow was it?â Mary asked kindly.Â
âIt was nice,â you shrugged. âEvan is very kind, and we had a good time.âÂ
âDid he kiss you?â Emmeline asked abruptly.Â
âEmmeline!â Mary protested.
âWhat? Iâm just asking,â she raised her shoulders before turning back to you, âyou better be prepared for it, girl, because I heard Evan and Marius last night, and he really liked your time together, so much so that he plans on courting you and asking you to be his girlfriend.â
âWhat?â you said in a whisper.Â
âItâs a bit early, isnât it?â Mary frowned.Â
âYes!â you said with panic in your voice. âOf course it is! Weâve spent barely a day with each other and itâs not like we talked that much before that!â
âCalm down, y/n,â Emmeline said, a bit confused by your reaction, âif you think things are going too fast, just tell him. He seems to really like you, so he probably wonât mind.âÂ
You sighed and did your homework in silence, and the subject quickly shifted to something else. Once you were done, you noticed Regulus would soon be back from practice, so you put back your things in your dorm before going to the Great Hall to wait for him. Next time, Iâll go watch the practice like I used to. But, on your way, you heard someone calling for you.
ây/n!â
You froze, and turned to see Evan almost running towards you.Â
âWhatâs up, Evan?â
âI just wanted to say I really had a good time yesterday.â
âMe too,â you smiled.Â
âAnd I was wondering if we could hang out again sometime? We could, I donât know, have a picnic near the Black Lake or go to Madam Puddifootâs Tea Shop? Or do anything you want, really.â
You were about to politely refuse, or at least tell him that it would only be as friends, but suddenly Regulusâ âIâm glad to have my best friend back.â came back to your mind.Â
âActually, Iâd really love that,â you answered with a genuine smile.Â
âBrilliant. Iâll see you later, then.â
You nodded vividly, and without thinking, got on your toes to give him a kiss on the cheek. His blue gaze shifted, and he turned around and left after giving you a smile. Why not? Maybe itâs worth giving it a shot. A half-smile on your lips, you turned heels to enter the Great Hall but your heart skipped a beat when you saw Regulus standing in the corridor.Â
âHi, Reggie.âÂ
Why did your voice have to be shaking?Â
He only greeted you with his head, not speaking a word, and you two went to sit at the Slytherin table.
âHow was practice?âÂ
âGood.â
He usually would give you details or just tell you how he did, but apparently he didnât feel like it today.
âDid something happen?â you asked.Â
âNo,â he said coldly, only looking at his plate.Â
His sudden cold behaviour made you too nervous to insist or ask other questions, and you also didnât want to make him angrier than he already seemed to be, so you kept silent. You guys were almost done eating when he spoke again.
âWhat did Evan want?â
âUm, he wanted to ask if we could hang out again sometime.â
Regulus nodded, âThatâs nice. Did you accept?â
âYes.â
He nodded again, and his mouth turned an unusual smile.
âIâm happy for you, y/n.âÂ
And with that, he got up and left, leaving you more confused than ever.
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The week that followed was normal, spent between classes, homework, Emmelineâs constant and annoying teasing and questions and Regulus acting strangely. While you guys spend time together, he always seemed elsewhere and somehow full of melancholy. You had asked him if something was wrong, but he had said no. Evan, who now would sometimes smile at you in class, had also asked you to go to Madam Puddifootâs Tea Shop on Saturday, and here you were, sitting among other couples. The place was nice, and Evan was still as kind as ever - even showing up with flowers again. You had done your best to focus and enjoy your time with him through the whole afternoon, but your mind kept coming back to Regulus and his attitude.Â
âI didnât think this place would be that nice,â Evan said. âI had never come here before.â
âMe neither,â you said.Â
He gave you a smile, and soon after proposed to go to Honeydukes, as he had promised one of his friends to buy some sweets for him. You went in too, and bought Regulusâ favorite sweets with the hope that it would cheer him up - or that you two could at least share a moment of closeness and laughs with your stomachs full of sugar.Â
You then both decided to go back to the warmness of the castle, and were mostly alone on your way back.
âI had a great time today, y/n,â he spoke, suddenly stopping.
âMe too,â you assured him.Â
He looked at you, and before you had time to take another breath, he got closer, bent over and pressed his lips on yours. Your first instinct was to protect yourself, but after you realized what happened, the kiss started to feel a bit nice and you even kissed Evan back before he pulled away. You were now breathless and still processing the fact that you had your first kiss.Â
âIâm so sorry,â Evan said. âI know I should have asked, butâŚI couldnât help it. I really like you, y/n. Actually, IâŚIâve liked you since last year.âÂ
Your eyebrows rose in surprise, âReally?âÂ
âYeah,â he said, running his hand through his light hair in embarrassment, âI never asked you out because I thought you and Regulus were dating or something.â
You felt your heart sink and gulped.
âNo, weâŚThere was nothing between us.â
âCanât say Iâm not glad of it,â Evan had a half-smile. âShall we?â  Â
You both went back to the castle, hand in hand, and sat in the common room. You somehow felt a bit overwhelmed with both Evanâs kiss and confession, and also by the fact that you were starting to think that things were going a little bit too fast. Maybe I should tell him? I canât date him if Iâm not fully over Reggie yet. You took a deep silent breath and turned to him.
âEvan? Can I tell you something?â
âOf course, beautiful.â
âIâm really enjoying our time together,â you started, âand Iâm glad you told me about your feelings, butâŚâ
âWeâre going too fast,â he completed.
You nodded, and he had a small smile.
âI understand, donât worry. Itâs true this whole thing is really recent, so if you want us to take our time, Iâm totally fine with it.â
You felt relieved, and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
âThank you, Evan.âÂ
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A few weeks later, it felt like, except classes, everything else had changed. You now spent a lot of your time with Evan, who was still as sweet as ever, while the rest was spent between Emmeline and Mary. As for Regulus, you had noticed that as time passed, he had become more and more distant. While you didnât think much of it - after all, he also disliked when you spent time with Emmeline and Mary back then - but it still made you sad and ashamed - sad, because you disliked the distance between the two of you, and ashamed, because you were more or less officially dating Evan now, but didnât tell Regulus, and kept saying you were just âfriendsâ instead. You tried your best to spend time with him, or just ask him how he was doing, but it was now his turn to avoid you, always finding an excuse to spend as little time with you as possible. And the few times he couldnât leave, he was polite but cold, only answering your questions with short answers and focusing on something else. It started to annoy you a lot, and you planned on getting him somewhere he couldnât escape from to finally get him to tell you what was wrong with him.Â
But you also felt scared, because the more time you spent with Evan, the more your feelings for him started to grow. He now had the habit of coming to your dorm to kiss you goodnight every night, and you had even taken the initiative to kiss him a few times when you two were alone, and he was more than delighted. He didnât seem to mind that you guys werenât official yet, and for that you were thankful. But you also felt guilty to think and worry about Regulus - and having the kind of thought someone with a boyfriend shouldnât have - and not be able to focus solely on Evan and your relationship.Â
That said, Evan was so sweet and patient, and it made you want to make some effort too, and you were starting to think that maybe, going public wasnât that bad. After all, you were not ashamed of Evan or your relationship. So, why not? A little voice inside your head was telling you only did that because of your guilt, but you ignored it, and one day after classes, you asked for Evanâs attention by touching his arm, and when he turned his head to you, you gestured for him to go into an empty corridor. He seemed pleasantly surprised, and had the usual small, serine smile he always gave you. You put your arms around his neck, and he soon wrapped his arms around your waist.Â
âIâve had an idea,â you said with a smile.
âOh, really?â he said. âShould I be worried?â
âNo. Actually, IâŚI thought it was maybe time toâŚnot hide anymore?âÂ
Evanâs eyebrows raised and his blue eyes started glowing. âReally?â
You nodded, and Evanâs hands left your waist to cup your cheeks and pull you into a deep kiss. You kissed him back, and after a few seconds, you heard footsteps. You instinctively pulled away from Evan, and when you turned your head, you felt your stomach drop when you saw a boy with familiar black curls and green eyes - green eyes that were now looking at you with confusion, anger and sadness at the same time. Without realizing it, your hands left Evanâs neck, and you stepped away from him.Â
âReggie, I-â
But before you could continue, Regulus turned around and left.Â
âReggie!â
You turned to Evan, suddenly feeling guilty.
âIâm sorry, IâŚIâll see you later, okay?â
You didnât give him time to answer, and went after your best friend. As you started catching up with him, you realized - or decided - that it was time to confront him and finally have a proper discussion.Â
âReggie, wait!â
You both were now in the common room, but thankfully there were only a few people at the moment. He finally stopped walking, and turned to you. You almost took a step back, as you had never seen him with such a closed, angry face.Â
âCan we talk?â
He looked at you, and took a look around. âNot here. In your dorm.â
He started walking again, but this time it was easier for you to follow him. He walked through the common room and climbed the stairs that led to the dorms. He entered your dorm first, his back turned to you, and after coming in, you closed the door behind you.Â
âReggie,â you started, âI-â
âWas that your first kiss?â he cut you off.Â
It was now your turn to be confused. âWhat?â
He turned to you, and your heart started beating faster.Â
âWas that the first time youâve kissed someone?âÂ
You opened your mouth, but no words came out.Â
âTell me!â Regulus demanded in a louder voice.
âNo!â you answered in the same tone. âNo, it wasnât! Why?! I donât understand why youâre so angry. Why does that concern you all of a sudden?â
Regulus closed his eyes, had a small sigh, and ran both his hands through his face.Â
âIt should have been me,â he muttered for himself.Â
At first, you thought you heard him wrong, and frowned in disbelief.
âWhat?âÂ
What in Merlinâs name is happening now? Regulus looked at you, sighing again, but this time it seemed as if he had lost all his anger, and now looked at you with broken eyes.Â
âIt should have been me,â Regulus repeated. âMe. Your first kiss. Your first love. Me, y/n. Not him.â
All the annoyance his reaction had provoked inside you suddenly left your body, leaving only confusion.Â
âBut, ReggieâŚYou see me as your best friend. Nothing else,â you said as if it was obvious.Â
âMy best friend?â Regulusâ eyes widened. âMy bestâŚâ
He had a laugh - and you would have been angry again if you had been capable of it - and he shook his head.
ây/n,â he said patiently. âIâve been madly, desperately in love with you since our third year.âÂ
Your heart almost stopped, and your knees suddenly felt weak. For a second you were scared to lose balance and fall, but you managed to keep your body standing. Your eyes went on the ground, taking in what Regulus just said, and you shook your head.Â
âNo. No, youâŚYou never showed anyâŚNever saidâŚâ
âI know. I was scared you didnât feel the same way, scared it would ruin our friendship. Iâm sorry, y/n. I didnât want to lose you, y/n, the mere thought broke me. Youâre what I cherish the most in this life. Without you, Iâd be lost.â
You felt tears burn in your eyes, and as you tried to take long breaths, you felt anger rise inside of you.
âI understand if itâs too late now,â Regulus continued.Â
âYouâŚYouâre unbelievable.â
Regulus looked at you in confusion. âWhat-â
âIs that why youâve been avoiding me since Iâve started seeing Evan?â
âYes. I- I had this feeling you were starting to fall in love with him, and it was tearing me inside. I know itâs childish, and I also hated not seeing you, but it was too hard, y/n.âÂ
âAnd how do you think I felt all these years, thinking you only saw me as your friend and thinking I wasnât good enough?â you snapped. âThinking nothing could ever happen between us because you didnât share my feelings? Do you have any idea how hard it is to get over you, how scary to think I might watch you fall in love with another girl one day, and also how scary it is to think I could probably meet the best man on Earth and still think I would rather be with you? How guilty I felt that, despite being with a great man who admitted he loved me, my heart was also still somewhere else?â
âYou wanted to get over me?â Regulus asked in a low, almost broken voice.
âAt first it was impossible, no matter how hard I tried. But, after you asked me why I had been avoiding you and called me your best friend, I thought you didnât share my feelings and started moving on with Evan, because he was sweet and had a good heart. We started going out in secret, but despite how much I wanted it to work you were always in the back of my mind, especially since youâve been avoiding me. It made me sad, and I was so worried about you that I couldnât focus on my relationship.âÂ
There was a moment of heavy, almost sad silence, before Regulus spoke again.
âDo you love Evan?âÂ
You sighed, âHeâs a sweet boy, and I guess you two are alike in some ways. In other circumstances, he might have been the kind of boy I would have fallen for, and I admit I like him.â
Regulus had no reaction at first. You thought he was going to give up, tell you to be happy, but after a minute you noticed his body stiffening.
âIâll fight for you.â
âWhat?â Â
He stepped closer to you. âIâll fight for you. Now that I know you feel the same as I do, I wonât let you go. Ever. Iâll do what it takes for you to love me again. There is no way Iâll let us be apart. I love you, y/n. More than life.âÂ
âReggie-â
But his warm, soft hands suddenly cupped your face, making your heart beat faster, and put his forehead against yours.â
âPlease, y/n. I canât stand the distance between us anymore, and I canât stand thinking that youâre not mine. Please, Iâll beg you if I must, but give me a chance. A chance to prove that I can be the man you both need and deserve.â
âReggie, EvanâŚâ
Reggie pulled his head away, though keeping it a few inches from yours, and slightly shook his head.
âStay with him if you feel that you must, but know I will not ever give up on you. Be it ten days, ten months or ten years, Iâll still be here, waiting for you to realize that you were destined to be mine, and I yours.âÂ
âReggie, itâs not that easy-â
âYes, it is! Donât you see it?!â
And before you could say anything or take another breath, his hands were on both sides of your neck, his grip tight yet still gentle, and his lips crashed on yours. His kiss was desperate and starving, and awoke sensations you had never felt in your body. You soon kissed him back, suddenly also hungry for more, and Regulus immediately deepened the kiss, bringing your body close to his as much as possible. You didnât have any idea how long the kiss lasted, but after a while, your lips and his parted, and you were both breathless.Â
âYou canât imagine how many nights Iâve spent imaging kissing you,â he whispered. âHow your lips would taste, how it would feelâŚHow it would feel to feel you love me backâŚâ
You sighed, realizing you couldnât lie to yourself anymore.Â
âI do love you, Reggie.âÂ
It seemed almost stupid now that you thought you could love another. You were doomed to love this kind, sweet, quiet boy for the rest of your life, whether you wanted it or not.Â
âThen allow us to be together.âÂ
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You came back to your dorm feeling better than when you left it. Fortunately, Evan had taken the breakup very well, but seeing him clearly upset hurt you more than you thought it would. Regulus had asked to come with you, but you knew Evan wouldnât hurt you, and you felt like you had to finally take responsibility. Reggie was sitting on your bed and his eyes were curious when you walked in.Â
âHow did it go?âÂ
âAs good as it could,â you sighed. âBut it was necessary. I couldnât look at myself in the mirror if I lied to him. He deserves better.âÂ
Regulus nodded, and feeling you still felt guilty about Evan, he reached out his hands, and when you took them, he made you sat on his lap, wrapping his hands around you.Â
âYouâre right. Iâm sure heâll get over it quickly, heâs not as emotional as he may seem.âÂ
âWhat do you mean?â you frowned.
âWell, Iâve heard several times that he doesnât seem to be affected by things. For not long, at least. But itâs just what people say, it might not be true after all.âÂ
You gave him a nod but remained silent.Â
âI know it was hard,â he said gently. âAnd I know how much you hate hurting other people. But now, we can focus on what really matters.â
âUs.âÂ
âYes. I know things have been tense between us these past few weeks, and I hated every second of it. But itâs in the past now. Now that weâve been true with each other, it will be better. Better than they ever had been.â
You nodded in approval, and he gave you a kiss on the cheek. You started better under his touch, and suddenly had an idea.
âReggie?â
âLove?â
âCan weâŚâ you hesitated, but he encouraged you to continue, âCan we cuddle?â
Reggieâs mouth parted in the cutest, happiest smile. âOf course.â
You got up, allowing him to take off his shoes and robe, leaving him in his white buttoned shirt and green and silver tie. He then laid on your bed, and after doing the same as him, you put your head on his chest and put your hand on one side of his neck. One of his hands was on your lower back and the other around your shoulder, with both his thumbs gently stroking you. Once you were fully comfortable and stopped moving, you felt him sigh in contentment, and he put his cheek against your hair.Â
âEvery time I came here,â he said in a lower voice, âI would imagine what it would be like to just lay there and hold you in my arms like that.â
âI imagined it too,â you whispered, and you felt him holding you tighter. âI never thought it would actually happen.âÂ
âIâm sorry, my love. Truly.â
âDonât apologize.âÂ
You raised your head to give him a gentle yet loving kiss, before putting it back on his chest. Despite not feeling tired, you closed your eyes, feeling more at peace and happy than you ever did. After a few hours of just staying here, happily holding each other, you went down to dinner, and thankfully didnât run into Evan - Reggie and you had agreed to wait a few days before making your relationship known out of respect for him. Dinner was spent talking and laughing like you had done all these years, and you could have almost cried of how it felt to have things really go back to normal. Once you were both finished, you guys immediately went back to your dorm, and spent the rest of the night cuddling, kissing, whispering sweet things to each other while eating sweets. You eventually started falling asleep with Reggieâs body pressed against yours, his arms wrapped around your waist and his head in your hair.Â
You woke up the next morning in the exact same position, except that Reggieâs leg was now over yours, as if to stop you from leaving the bed. Still half asleep, you managed to turn around to face him, and saw how adorable he looked when he slept. You resisted the urge to caress his face and his soft dark curls, too scared to awake him. But after a short moment, Reggie started moving, and his eyes slowly opened. He immediately smiled when he saw you, and you couldnât help but smile back.Â
âMorning, handsome,â you whispered, kissing his nose.
âMorning, love,â he yawned. âSlept well?â
âPerfectly. You?â
âPerfectly as well. We should go for breakfast, itâs probably like 10 am,â you added with a laugh.Â
âWant to have it here instead?â he asked, suddenly completely awake. âI could go in the kitchens and bring some food here.âÂ
âItâs okay, Reggie,â you smiled, âwe can just down there with the others.
âBut I wanna stay here with you,â he pouted, and his adorable child-like expression made you laugh. âAlright, weâll go down for breakfast, but today is free, and I want us to have a special lunch.â
âOf course,â you assured him.Â
He kissed you before allowing you to leave bed, and after you both showered and got ready, you went down to the Great Hall. After breakfast, you spent the rest of the morning in your dorm, quickly finishing the homework you both hadnât done yet and cuddled again before Reggie left, giving you a kiss and telling you to meet him fifteen minutes later by the entranceâs hall.Â
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You turned to see Emmeline and Mary walking towards you, dressed in their winter clothes.Â
âWeâre going to go shopping at Hogsmeade, wanna join us?â Emmeline said.
âOh, hum,â you said, âno, sorry, Iâm waiting for Reggie, weâre gonna have lunch by ourselves.âÂ
âLike a date?â Mary asked with a kind smile.
âWhat?â Emmeline retorted. âBut I thought you and Evan were this close to be dating. What happened?â
âEvan was nice, but I donât think it would have worked between us,â you shook your head. âAlso, I havenât spent time with Reggie in weeks, and I want to change that.â
As you said that, you saw Reggie coming, with a basket in his hand. You smiled goodbye to the girls, and followed Reggie near the stairs, resisting the urge to hold his hand. You followed him to the third floor of the castle, and you wondered what he had in mind until a large door appeared in front of him, and you finally realized this was the Room of Requirement. He opened the door, and invited you inside.
âMadam.â
You smiled at him before coming in, and gasped. The room was decorated with candles, flowers and Christmas decorations all around and, in the middle of the room, a large picnic blanket with several large pillows. On the opposite wall, a fire was burning in a marble chimney.Â
âReggie! Itâs so beautiful.â
âWell, thank you, sweetheart, but I didnât do anything. Though I have to say, I exactly had that in mind.Â
You sat down on the picnic blanket, and when you opened the basket and saw all that Reggie had taken - sandwiches, cheese, some fruits, different kinds of small cakes, pumpkin juice, hot chocolate, Christmas biscuits - you couldnât help but give him a thankful kiss.Â
âIt looks good, Reggie.âÂ
âHelp yourself, love.âÂ
You both started eating while chatting and laughing, and you didnât know how much you had missed laughing and talking with him until that moment. Once the basket was empty - because apparently being happy and in love made you hungrier - you got closer to Reggie, putting your head on his shoulder. He immediately kissed your forehead, gently putting you between his legs, with your back against his chest and his hands around you. You immediately felt your body relax and your heart beat faster.Â
âI could stay here all day,â you said.
âItâs Saturday, love. We absolutely could. And, to be honest, spending the day here with you in my arms sounds like the perfect day.âÂ
He nuzzled your nose, which made you giggle. However, as you looked at the Christmas decorations around the room, it reminded you that Christmas break was soon, and that both Reggie and you would have to go back to your respective homes. You knew your parents would love Reggie if they ever met him, but you couldnât say the same for his own parents. You must have been lost in your thoughts longer than you thought, as Reggie gave you a quick kiss on the temple.Â
âWhat are you thinking about, beautiful?â
âDo you think your parents would love me?âÂ
âOh.â
You shook your head, âYeah, I know, itâs probably too soon to think about that. Iâm sorry.âÂ
âNo, youâre right,â Reggie answered. âYouâre gonna have to meet them one day if weâre gonna get married.â
âReggie!â you turned to him, chuckling and turning to face him.Â
âWhat? I was serious, y/n. Iâm never gonna you let you go. Youâre the only person I will ever be with. You were meant to be mine, and I was meant to be yours.âÂ
He leant to kiss you, and you realise that he was right. You and Reggie were meant to be together no matter what.
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would you write a poly!plastics x reader where instead of Regina, Gretchen for once takes charge and gets mad at Reader. Another girl tries to flirt with us and it gets Gretchen riled up. At first Regina is surprised by Gretchenâs attitude since she usually lets Regina handle these things, but then joins Gretchen in her scolding. Karen is just like âwait? Am I supposed to be angry now too?â
Who Knew she had this In Her?
|| poly!plastics x fem!reader
|| Warnings; girl flirts with reader, Gretchen & plastics mad at reader, reader makes it up to them
|| Summary; when the plastics spot someone flirting with reader, Gretchen goes off. Reader makes up for it with a date.
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Started; November 15th
Finished; November 15th
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"What the hell?!" You flinched as you suddenly heard what sounded like... Gretchen yelling at you? Gretchen? You turned your head towards her to make sure you heard that right. Yeah. You'd pissed off Gretchen Wieners. Of all People.
Fast forward to about five minutes before, a girl from your English class had caught up to you in the hallway. Her name was like Sarah or something, you didn't really know her that well. But she apparently knew you. Her cheeks were bright red as she approached you, fidgeting with her fingers and you could tell where this was going. Great. Your girlfriends were walking towards you from the other end of the hall, too. And you could practically feel Regina's eyes burning into your back.
"Hey, Y/N." The girl, who you thought was named Sarah, spoke up and gave you a smile. "I was wondering if you maybe wanted to get a coffee sometime?" You sighed when the question left her mouth, a hand rested to your hips. Gaze risking a flick to your girlfriends who were even closer now.
"I can't-" Before the sentence even left your mouth you heard Gretchen. Her voice sounding like a shaky shout.
"What the hell?!" It took you a moment to realize the girl had started playing with your hair. Being extra flirty to try and convince you. You didn't have the time to push her away before Gretchen rounded on you. Grabbing your wrist and dragging you to the nearest bathroom. Her nails digging into your skin.
"What was that?" Gretchen's arms folded across her chest, determined eyes seeking answers. Regina and Karen walked into the bathroom, both looking a little startled by Gretchen's outburst. Who knew she had this in her?
"I was turning her down-" You tried to defend yourself, but Gretchen hardly heard over her own roaring thoughts. She scoffed and folded her arms across her chest.
"You let her touch you!" Gretchen shouted, Karen looked at Regina. Who also looked quite annoyed about the whole thing.
"Wait? Am I supposed to be angry now too?" Karen asked, getting your attention. You turned your head to the girl with a grimace. You really didn't want all your girls to be mad at you.
Regina looked ready to start lecturing too, so you quickly spoke up. "Okay, okay I'm sorry. Really. I wasn't flirting, I don't even know the girl's name. I think it's Sarah?" That seemed to make your girls relax. You were clueless about the girl. That was a good sign in their books.
"It's Julia," Gretchen rolled her eyes, correcting you. Your cheeks flushed in embarrassment.
"Oh. Anyway... how about a date tonight? On me?" You looked at all of them. Karen's eyes lit up and she clapped.
"Yes please!!" Karen smiled, clearly being happy with that idea.
"Fine." Regina muttered while Gretchen just nodded. Trying to regulate her emotions.
"Good." You relaxed when they all agreed. Tonight would be on you. It's a damn good thing you had a job.
After school, you and the girls decided to go on a trip to the mall and then dinner after. The three lead you through the maze that was NorthShore's mall. You gave them a price limit, because you didn't have a whole lot. But you were willing to get each of them something that they wanted.
It didn't take too long for them to find what they wanted. The plastics knew the mall like the back of their hands. Having gone thousands of times. The part that took long however, was the window shopping they did afterwards. And the amount of stores they decided they just had to check out. You followed after. Just letting them lead you.
By the time you guys finally left the mall, it was nearing 7pm. Which meant you'd been in there almost four hours. Jesus. The girls had gotten a few extra trinkets with their own money, even you ended up buying yourself a little something. All of you headed to Regina's jeep. Putting the stuff in the car before getting in. You sitting up front next to the blonde. Who looked pretty satisfied with everything she got today. Conversations flowed with ease as Regina drove you all to the dinner place. It wasn't the fanciest thing in the world, but it was good. The food even better. As dinner went on, it seemed to you like the situation from earlier today was mostly forgotten. You let yourself relax and enjoy the meal. Finally putting those worries aside.
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Hiii! So I wanted to request a Remus fic where the reader is really cheerfull flirty outgoing physical with everybody and bubbly but her English is not that good. If her native language would be hungarian would be great. So she sorta struggles. And like fluff. I'm so sorry if I come off as rude. đŤś
Hi! Thank you for this request and I'm sorry it took me a while to write it. I really hope you like it and that the Hungarian isn't too horrible. And your request isn't rude at all â¤ď¸ All of the Hungarian words/phrases are translated at the bottom
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cw: fluff :), Hungarian from Google Translate
So many people loved you at Hogwarts. You sported a bright smile everywhere you went. If someone forgot their quill, you let them borrow one of yours. They forgot their book? You offered to share yours. When your words didnât fail you, you were the first to compliment people when they gave an insightful answer or looked especially nice or whatever could earn them a compliment. You were also quick to offer hugs and high fives, to give someone a kiss on the cheek as a thank you, to âboopâ someoneâs nose or ruffle their hair.Â
Your biggest issue? English wasnât your first language. It meant you missed things in class and in passing with other students. Maybe that was part of why your smile was so prominent. You didnât get half of the negative things that gossiped about. You could live in your world at times and spread the positivity that you saw.Â
But then Professor Flitwick held you back after class. He had your most recent essay in front of him and a frown on his face.Â
âThis essay is simply illegible,â he said.
You mimicked his frown as you looked at your impeccable handwriting.Â
âMit?âÂ
âItâs incomprehensible. Makes no sense.â
âAh. Can I⌠ah, Ărj⌠write again?âÂ
âYes, I was going to ask you to. With the help of Remus Lupin. Heâll meet you in the library tonight after dinner.â
He handed you the essay. You reread your work. You thought that it made sense, but apparently not. You tucked it into your bag and offered the professor your thanks before leaving his classroom. For the rest of your day whenever you had downtime in classes, you took out the essay and reread what you wrote, trying to see where you had room for improvement. Something mustâve gotten dropped or left out during your translating. Itâs your main focus for all of dinner, making it easier to block out the conversations that are happening around you.Â
You hugged your friends after you were done eating. Youâd see them in the common room later and now, you needed to go to the library. You quickly scanned the library when you got there, trying to see if Remus was there already. You found him at a table near the back.Â
âRemus, hi!â you said as you sat down right night to him, moving your chair as close to him as you could and knocking your knees together.
The look he gave you was unreadable. You were blissfully unaware of how your closeness and brief moment of touching threw him off. He was relatively closed off to anyone who wasnât a close friend. As bubbly and sociable as you were, you didnât qualify.
âRewriting that essay for Flitwick, right?â he asked before subtly moving his chair away from you.
âYes! Thank you for help.âÂ
You pulled out your first attempt of the essay along with your Charms book, fresh parchment, your quill and ink. Everything you needed.Â
âAndâŚ.â you muttered to yourself as you grabbed your Hungarian to English dictionary that you carried with you. âOkay. Where do we start?â
âMay I read what you wrote?â Remus asked, slowly reaching for your essay.
You slid it toward him with your hand barely brushing his. While he took the time to read your essay and occasionally scribble notes in the margins, you opened your textbook to the section you were supposed to be using. The air was still for a few minutes. You prepared to rewrite an entire essay and handle the criticism.Â
Remus cleared his throat when he finished reading. He placed the essay down back in front of you.Â
âItâs not bad, but I agree with Flitwick. There are sections that, erm, I canât read. I noted which ones.â He reached to point to what he was referring to. âBut the overall content is fine.â
You placed your hand over his. âYou think so?âÂ
âWouldnât have it if I didnât mean it.âÂ
You read over his notes and started to rewrite your essay. Remus watched you work for a few minutes before he took out his assignments to work on. He snuck glances at you, telling himself that he was just checking your progress. It definitely wasnât to watch you tuck a strand of hair behind your ear as you focused. It wasnât to see you twist your lips as you reread your essay and his notes. And he most certainly didnât smile at the way the candle light made your eyes shine.Â
âI think⌠I think I fixed it? Can you read?â you asked, setting your quill down.
âErm, yeah. Yeah, I can read it.â
Remus set aside his own work and took your essay. Without the confusing segments, the essay was much better. Remus nodded, giving it back to you once he finished reading it.Â
âFlitwick will like that one. Much better.â
The smile that you gave Remus took his breath away. Almost as much as when you then leaned in to hug him. He awkwardly patted your arms as they wrapped around him from the side. You barely knew him and yet here you were, hugging him as if you were lifelong friends.
âThank you, Remus,â you said before letting go.Â
You started to pack your things away and Remus returned to his assignments. He tried to steady his breathing and heart rate. He expected that to be the end of the interaction. You stood up and slung your bag over your shoulder, pausing to look at Remus while he worked.Â
âCould you help more? Essays are hard,â you said, your voice soft.
Remus looked up to see your pleading eyes.
âYeah. We can meet here on Tuesdays and Thursdays?âÂ
Your smile somehow widened.Â
âThank you!âÂ
Then you left. He watched you leave, curiosity about you flowing through his veins. He knew everyone loved you and with this short evening together, he absolutely understood why. You emanated joyful energy. You were beautiful. You were⌠fantastic. And you had just asked him to spend more time with you. Was it for homework? Yes, but Remus wasnât going to let that deter him from enjoying your presence.Â
From then on, Remus looked forward to Tuesdays and Thursdays. He had classes with you and could see you during passing or meals, but those evenings in the library? You were all his. You sat mostly in silence, but you were always right next to him. Sitting too close, touching his hand, smiling at him, hugging him. He could sneak glances at you without the risk of anyone noticing how often he did so.Â
âCan you read, Ădesem?â you asked, sliding him a Transfiguration essay you had been working on.Â
âOf course.â
Since that first session together, Remus didnât usually make notes on your essays. In sections when your Hungarian messed with your English, he tapped his wand to the essay to make grammar and spelling changes. The only notes he made were when the content of the essay needed edits. He couldn't help pride he felt when he noticed your essays having fewer and fewer errors. He told himself that he was part of why that was happening.
Most of the time, you busied yourself with something else while he read over your work. Not today though. You watched him read, your eyes tracing over the scars on his face, forearms and hands. Because he was reading your essay, you stopped yourself from brushing his hair out of his eyes. It had grown a fair amount since your first session.Â
You sighed. âJĂłkĂŠpĹą vagyâŚâ
âHmm?â he hummed, not looking up from the parchment.Â
You flushed and looked away. You hadnât meant to say that out loud. And then Remus said your name.
âMit?â you asked.
âDid you say something?âÂ
âNo.â Did you say that too quickly? Did you sound uncertain?Â
âOh⌠I thought⌠Ah, never mindâŚâ A moment passed. âHereâs your essay back. Itâs good.â
âThank you, DrĂĄgĂĄm,â you said with a slight smile.
âWhatâs that mean? Dragon?âÂ
You knew your blush was becoming more prominent.Â
âItâsâŚâ You couldnât tell him what it actually meant. Your Hungarian pet names were supposed to your secret way was expressing your feelings. âIt means friend.â
âHuh. Cool.âÂ
He seemed to believe you. You had been calling him DrĂĄgĂĄm and Ădesem for a few sessions now. He had never explicitly asked what they meant until now. He assumed that they meant something along the lines of friend, but he wanted to be sure. And now he knew.Â
You hugged him again before you left. Then you pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek.
âThanks, again, Remus. I appreciate the help.âÂ
As soon as your back was to him as you walked away, Remus brought his hand up to his cheek where your lips had just been. He used to think that the hug was overkill for the level of friendship you had and the amount of help he was giving you. A kiss, albeit on the cheek, but still a kiss? It felt like a lot.Â
Then he noticed the small book you accidentally left behind. The Hungarian to English dictionary. He put it in his bag. He could give it back to you when he saw you in class. Remus was positive it wasnât something youâd want to lose. He worked for a bit longer before returning to his dorm.
As he lay in bed that night, he flipped through the dictionary. He came across words he heard you say from time to time and words you mixed up for English ones. There were a few that caught his eye as he lazily scanned the pages. Ădesem and DrĂĄgĂĄm were two of the big ones. The little nicknames you had called him and they certainly didnât mean friend.Â
He closed the book, setting it on his bedside table with a deep blush covering his entire face. You had been calling him terms of endearment in your native tongue. Did you call everyone that? As he observed you in the past few weeks, he noticed that you hugged a lot of people. You seemed to have a lot of love to give, not that it was a bad thing. But he hadnât paid attention to how you spoke to others. He knew he needed to. He needed to know if these terms were your normal vocabulary or reserved for your study buddy.Â
He found you the next day before Charms to give you the dictionary back.Â
âYou left this last night. Thought youâd like it back.â
âRemus! KĂśszĂśnĂśm, jĂłkĂŠpĹą! Thank you!â
As if to enforce his observations, you pulled him into a hug and then pressed a kiss to his cheek.
âI would be dead without this,â you said as you pulled back.Â
He gave you a polite smile and made his way to his desk. He knew he had interrupted your conversation with your friends and now he was kicking himself for not trying to listen to how you spoke before he interrupted or lingering after you let him go. He also regretted not having the dictionary any more. JĂłkĂŠpĹą? That was a new name. What if that one really did mean friend?Â
He figured heâd just have to wait.
And he did. He waited until your next study session together. He planned to wait until you let one of the pet names slip and heâd ask you about it again.Â
It didnât take long.
âHello, DrĂĄgĂĄm,â you said cheerfully as you walked up to your usual table.Â
Remus waited until you sat down and subconsciously moved your chair closer to his, like you did every time.Â
âThere it is again, DrĂĄgĂĄm.â
âMit?â you asked, tilting your head as you looked at Remus. There was something new in his warm honey eyes that made you melt.
âDrĂĄgĂĄm. The name I asked you about.â
You cleared your throat. âRight. Friend.â
Then he chuckled.Â
âIt doesnât mean friend,â he said matter-of-factly. He gestured to your bag where he knew the dictionary was tucked away. âI⌠I, ah, I looked it up.â
Your face burned bright red within seconds.Â
âYou looked it up?â
âI was flipping through the pages. Curious, you know. And I, erm, I came across it. Precious? Honey? And the other one⌠Ăde-something.â
âĂdesem,â you whispered, the sinking feeling of embarrassment covering you from head to toe. You wanted to disappear into your chair.Â
âSweetheart,â he said.Â
He didnât look angry when he said that. If anything, he looked nervous.
âWhat was it that you called me when I gave you the dictionary back? I couldnât look it up⌠Obviously.â
You bit your lip before saying, âFriend?â
Remus chuckled and then gestured to your bag. âDo you mind if I check?â
You pressed your lips into a thin line. Your heart pounded in your chest as you reached into your bag to grab the small book. You handed it to Remus without looking at him.Â
âIt was⌠ahem, jĂłkĂŠpĹą,â you said in a small voice.
Remus flipped through the pages until he found it. Then his face was covered in a matching shade of red. Handsome. It seemed to glare at him from the page. He swallowed thickly before allowing him to look at you.
You were staring at your hands, which were clasped in front of you on the table. He slowly reached out and placed his on top of yours.Â
âDo you say that to all of your friends?â he whispered.
You shook your head, not trusting your voice or your own words.Â
âĂdesem, please look at me,â he said.Â
Your heart leapt at him using the endearment back at you. He was using it to refer to you, right? The sweet look on his face only made you think that he was. He leaned in slightly.
âDo you really think Iâm⌠joke⌠ah, I canât pronounce itâŚâ
âI doâŚâÂ
You slid one of your hands out from under his to brush his hair out of his eyes.Â
âItâs a⌠um, elĹnye⌠aâŚâ You then held up a finger and reached for the dictionary. After a moment of you scanning a few pages, you continued, âItâs a perk of studying with you.âÂ
âAnd I thought I was the only one with that perk,â Remus said with a smirk.
âWhat do you mean?â
âHaving a pretty study mate. Bit distracting for getting work done, but nice all the same.â
You gave him a confused look so he continued.
âĂdesem, youâre breathtaking. And I really like being near you, working with you, helping you. Itâs the highlight of my day.â
âOh,â you breathed, your blush once again deepening.
This time it was Remus who removed a hand to move some of your hair. He tucked it behind your ear before letting his hand rest on the side of your face.Â
âCan I⌠ah⌠CanâŚâ he stuttered before leaning in more.Â
You could feel his breath on your face as he kept moving closer. And then you realized what he was doing a moment after his lips brushed yours. You leaned into the kiss as your silent way of accepting it.Â

Translations from google translate
Mit - whatÂ
Ărj - write
Ădesem - honey/sweetheart
DrĂĄgĂĄm - my precious
JĂłkĂŠpĹą vagy - youâre so handsome
KĂśszĂśnĂśm, jĂłkĂŠpĹą - thank you, handsome
ElĹnye - advantage/benefit/perk
#marauders#marauders fic#marauder-misprint#remus lupin fic#remus lupin fluff#remus lupin x you#remus lupin x reader#Hungarian!reader
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Will it pass? Bangchan x reader.

Pairing: Bangchan x reader.
Summary: You love Chan, how could you not? He is your best friend. Your problem? You love him too much and cannot stand him near you or your heart will break. college!au
Note: I came back to write some fics because I have been feeling very sad, and writing always makes me feel better, I hope I can keep up with this! Sorry if it has any mistakes. English is not my first language. Leave me suggestion or comments on the ask box!
Y/N's POV
"Where are you going?" Chan asks, standing up from the sofa where he was sitting, as soon as you grabbed your backpack.Â
The guys decided to have a small get-together at Chan and Minho's apartment. It was a Friday night, classes were over, and everyone wanted to socialize and get school out of their system somehow.
You had those plans too, until Chris told everyone that he invited the girl he was hooking up with. You wouldn't have a problem if one of your friends brought a hookup to these meetings, but with Chan, it was different.
He was always different. Since the moment you met him, you knew he was special. He was sitting at the end of the lecture in the classroom and you were partnered up for a project; after that, you knew he would be someone special for you. It took you a year to understand why he would be special, and you would feel the need to be around him and share everything with him. He was the first one you told about your things and thoughts; when you understood why that urge was there, it was a bit late. You realize he didn't see you the same way you did, and the worst part is that he had found someone else. It wasn't official, just a distraction, as he said, but still...
You understood that, but you wanted him close to you. Better a bit of his heart than none of it, right? But at one time it felt masochist to be near him, as you could hear your soul crush.
"Um... I have some things to finish for class," you excuse yourself while picking up your backpack.Â
It was a shitty day for you, and you didn't want to see your crush/best friend being lovey-dovey with someone else. He wasn't one on PDA, or you thought, but you didn't want to see if you were right or not.
"But you were happy because you finished all..." Hyunjin said, handing you your jacket that was on the chair he was sitting at.
"Yeah, but I remembered I had some things to do, so I didn't finish all, i guess," you chuckle and start walking to the door.
Felix looks at you, and you smile at him. He leaves the dishes on the table and walks to open the door for you.
"You su-" Chan tries to speak, but you cut him off.
"Yeah, see you all."Â
Felix opens the door and follows you, right after letting Chan know he would walk you back to your dorm. You leave the apartments and start walking through the part of campus where everyone was. Felix put his arm around your shoulders and hugged you.
"You are a masochist, you know?" He says while hugging you from the side, putting his arm around your shoulders. "You are a very strong girl, Y/n. If it makes you feel any better, I do not like her either, but... he is our friend."
"Yeah, that sucks," you chuckle. "I can get to the dorm by myself; don't worry."
Felix hugs you and holds you for a while. You knew you had him on your side, and you didn't want to lose any of them. You weren't ready to sacrifice the rest of your friendships just for one crush. You never told him your feelings for Chan directly, but he was very observant of the surroundings and the interactions of the group of friends.Â
"If you need to, maybe stop seeing him; no one will blame you, you know?" He said when you moved back from the hug, he still had his arms on your shoulders.
"You think so?" You smiled sadly.
"Are you kidding? The guys really admire you; sometimes we forget you are human; we wouldn't be near the person we like if they were with someone else; youre strong." You smiled weakly, and he ruffled your hair. "Take care, kid. Let me know when you get to the dorm."Â
Felix walks back to the apartments and sees Chan waiting for him outside of the complex. Chan looked concerned when he opened the door for him.
"What happened?" Chan asked with concern over his words. "She seemed eager to go."
"She had to finish some things," Felix just said and waved his hand, as if bothing happened, and started walking to the apartment.
"Do you think she left because I invited that girl? Maybe she felt uncomfortable."Â
Chan tried to find an answer to why you suddenly left, but no answer was convincing enough for him.
You were so excited to hang out with the guys, and suddenly you remember you had something? You were one of the most organized people he knew, so for you to forget to do something was... odd.
"No, I don't think so." Felix didn't speak much about it, trying to brush it off. He didn't want to betray your trust or make his friend feel bad, for that matter.Â
Chan stayed there thinking. He really didn't understand what happened, but he couldn't let it weigh him down. But the look on your face when you left wasn't a look you have when you forget something; it was another thing that was bothering you.
A week passed since he had not seen you on campus; he had asked the guys about you, especially Felix, but he said you were okay and just busy with school. You wanted to avoid Chan at all costs; you were able to tolerate it before, but after you accepted your big fat crush... it went downhill. You didn't want to see him, not ever, but until those feelings were normal. So you were trying to be very subtle about it; if he texted you, you wouldn't open the text until you had decided on how you wanted to answer.Â
One day he found you at the cafĂŠ on campus. and went up to you and sat in the chair in front of you.
"Hey, stranger," he let his backpack fall to the ground and smiled, with his elbows on the table. "Haven't seen you in a while."
"Yeah..." You gave a smile. He noticed you looked quite sad and bit down.
"You okay, Y/n?" You nod, but he was not convinced. "You can tell me..."
"Christopher," you look at him. "I'm fine, do not worry." You couldn't do this, so you stood up and excused yourself. "I have a class, so I have to go... see you around," you mumbled and walked away from the cafĂŠ.
Ignoring him was getting harder, being honest with him was harder, and at the same time, you were done; you wanted to get it out of your system. You wanted to confess your feelings to him, but you didn't want to lose him. It was a catch 22, all so complicated.
"Y/n, wait!" The door of the cafĂŠ opened right after you left. Chan was coming after you; he got closer and stopped in front of you. "Why are you going so fast? We haven't seen each other. Is like... like you are... avoiding me?"
You sighed and nodded. He got the memo; now you had to be honest.
"I have; I have been avoiding you." You said and looked up to him.
"Why?" He seemed so confused you just wanted to make up a lie and keep him next to you as a friend... but you couldn't do that to yourself.
"Because I like you and you're about to be dating someone, and I don't want to break my heart anymore."
Silence. Total silence. It was like any surrounding noise stopped, the wind didn't make a sound, the birds were quiet, and the people had stopped talking.
"What?" He looked so confused. You just nodded and shurg. "You like me?" He asked again, and you nodded again.
He stood quiet for a while when he spoke again.
"And you dont want to see me because you like me?" He asked as you nodded.Â
You couldn't speak much, but you didn't want to hurt him... You looked at your hands and spoke softly:
"It has nothing to do with you. You haven't done anything bad."
"But shouldn't you want to be near me? If you like someone, you want to be close to them." He said it as a matter of fact.
He was correct, but... you sighed, so you spoke a bit louder than before, so he would understand your point.
"When they are single, yes. And youre not... youre in something with someone else. and I don't want to see you fall in love with someone else in front of me," you admit.
"But we are friends...
"We are, but I can't just look at you as a friend anymore, and I feel physically sick when I see you with her, so it's best if we keep a distance... I will do that.
"Its unfair..."
Your soul fell to your feet and felt like you were freezing.
"What you mean?" You questioned.
"I don't want to lose you; you're my friend, and I need you... but I don't."
"I... can't be a good friend for you now, Chris." You said. "You deserve the best, and right now I am not at my best, not for you, at least.
"Will it stop? Like... your crush?
You looked at him with wide eyes. How could you control that?
"Maybe, maybe not... I can't be-"Â
"But, can I still count on you?" He asked urgently.
"You... um... you can't; I am not reliable for you right now, Chan." You smile sadly. You were going to give him a hug, but you just nodded and left. "I need to go. Have a good day."
And like that, you confessed to him, and you let your closest friend know how you felt about him. And like that, you lost him, but you were oddly calm; you knew it was the best for the both of you; you just didn't know how long it would take for you to understand that.Â
#bang chan#bangchan fanfic#bangchan fluff#bangchan imagines#bangchan x reader#bangchan angst#stray kids oneshot#stray kids fic#bangchan fic#bangchan smut
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would you do high school harry with a girl who hes just sat next to for most of the school year (therre so clearly in love but deny it) and idk he just doenst want to go to his lesson but also doesnt want to skip on his own so he asks her and they skip AND if you alright writing it they just get high (from personal experience đđ) and talk and you can make them do what ever i dont care
skippers | w2s

thank you anon for this request! personally love this idea and sorry if it is shorter than anticipated but if you would like another maybe where they go back to school or you meeting harryâs parents after this then lemme know!
harry lewis x reader!
requests are always open! check a previous post to see a list of those i would love to write for

The bell rang through the school as the commotion of the class and corridors began to rise, every student heading to their next class. She too added to that as she rushed to her next class. English, was a subject that she despised, but the boy she sat next to made it not so bad.
Her and Harry got arranged seating at the beginning of the year. As a result of them both being extremely sheepish when around new people caused them not to speak for the first few weeks and only exchanging smiles of acknowledgment when passing one another in the halls. One Friday the teacher set a pair assignment for the weekend, when both her and Harry bonded over the thought of comics being better than actual novels they soon realised their common interests did not stop at that.
Their english classes were not spent practically and somehow they did even less work than they used to. With a few warning and many classmate judgements the pair found themselves inseparable.
Whether it was them both ignoring the smitten nature of their relationship or they were too busy thinking of each other to think of the reason why, Harry and Y/n had both failed to acknowledge the obvious connection they had.
It became extremely obvious to their classmates and their friends that they talked about one another too much to be âjust friends.â
She walked and waited outside Harryâs class waiting for the dismissal. Harry came out of the room, lugging his bag on one shoulder ruffling his hair with the other hand. âYou alright?â She asked, furrowing an eyebrow at the distressed boy. âYeah, yeah. Just knackered. Donât want to do this bullshit of a class.â He moaned as they trailed alongside eachother.
âHarry itâll be alright. We always have a laugh in English!â She exclaimed as she tried to put a smile on his face. âI really dunno. I donât want to go. But I donât want to bloody skip by myself either!â
He looked around aimlessly as he contemplated what to do. âY/n, would you come skip with me?â He asked her, his eyes filled with hope.
âI thought youâd never ask!â She joked.
After they had managed to make it off school grounds they headed towards a football pitch secluded in the back of a park nearby.
âSee! This is so much better than English!â Harry uttered as he dropped his bag on the ground, running to a football in the net. He brought it out and took a kick of it. The ball was quite filthy and deflated too but Harry was having an exceptional amount of fun. The ball hit the netting at the back of the net as Harry ran around in excitement. She giggled at him, admiring how much fun he was getting out of the sad little football he had found. He ventured for the football and brought it to the spot. âHave a go.â
âWhat?â
âCâmon! Have a go. Itâs easy just do a little run up and kick with the inside of your foot.â He lectured her, running his hand across the inside of his foot whilst doing so. âRight then.â
She giggled as she ran slightly to the ball, watching Harry shout to her with words of encouragement. She kicked the ball and it flew into the net. Harry yelled and ran to the girl, embracing her as he swung her around. âThat was class, y/n!â
âHarry! I just seen you bloody do that about six times!â She stifled a laugh, admiring the boys complete giddiness.
âYeah but from you! That brilliant from you!â He stated as he walked back to his bag, propping himself against the post and he sat down. âOi!â She hit the boy playfully over the back of his head, and sat down facing him.
At first they contemplated how they would manage to pass the remainder of the day out in the bitter cold but it was soon resolved when Harry brought some things for them to smoke.
Their bodies were soon warmed up and their minds were flowing. As they both lay on their stomachs and talked about their mates in school they noticed how much fun they were having and dodging the thoughts of any trouble they might get in later.
Harry couldnât stop laughing at anything the girl said, he admired her true smile and how much it enhanced her beauty. His brain was fumbled. He finally admitted to himself this afternoon to his true feelings about her and he didnât know how to act. He had pushed it away for so long so it didnât bother him but now that he had admitted it to himself he couldnât help but feel so out of place. He was awkward, fidgeting with his fingers and constantly running through his hair to the point where she asked,
âAre you okay?â
He stared at the girl blankly as his eyes grew heavy and his expression started to seep into confusion.
He then did something so impulsive that it even stunned him. He leaned in and she followed suit and then he connected their lips, the kiss was slow and sweet. She was a gentle kisser and her hands trailed to his hair slowly tangling through his blonde mess. She could feel him smile through the kiss and they slowly pulled away and he rested his forehead on hers and they both just smiled in content.
#sidemen#w2s fic#w2s x reader#w2s imagine#harry w2s#w2s#harrylewis#harry lewis#wroetoshaw#chrismd#willne#ethan payne#george clarkey#calfreezy#callux#chris dixon#james marriott#tbjzl#behzinga#george clarke#arthurtv#arthur hill#zerkaa#josh zerkaa#josh bradley#josh larkin
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Would it be too much to ask for a William James Moriarty x Holmes sister reader? Like she's a travelling archaeologist/anthropologist who's a genius in the field and has found many artifacts and lost cities and can be a bit of an eccentric looney like her older brother Sherly but she's also incredibly kind to those in need and often donates her treasures to the less fortunate and even helps Sherly from time to time which is how he meets her and is impressed by her smarts and sarcastic wits. Also, a bit of a parkour junky likes to wear mens clothes tailored for her measurements and often wears her hair in loose buns or ponytails and loves riding horseback much to Mycroft's displeasuređ¤
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Fandom(s): Moriarty the Patriot
Pairing(s): William James Moriarty x Reader
Word Count: 3k
Genre(s)/Tag(s): Female!Reader, Holmes!Reader, Mildly sexist behavior from Mycroft? It is the 1800s after all.
Notes: So this was super fun to write!Â
Fun fact! I took an archaeology class for my associateâs degree in criminal justice and highly recommend taking one to anyone in college!Â
I actually took several anthropology classes (intro to anthro, bio anthro, and archaeology). I even considered switching my major to anthropology at some point! (I switched it to English lol)
PART TWO HERE
PART THREE HERE
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Otis whinnies, and you reach forward from your place in the saddle to pat his neck.
âEasy, Otie, almost there.â You whisper to him and gently nudge him to turn down the familiar road of Baker Street. You could spot your brotherâs flat from where you were at, an unfamiliar carriage parked in front. You frown briefly and then shrug. Sherlock could have whoever he liked over.Â
But⌠he did promise to take you out on the town in celebration of your latest discovery. Did he forget?
No⌠He wasnât the type to forget something like that. You had been exchanging letters for weeks about your coming home.Â
A tall man was at the front of the carriage, tending to the horses. He had spiked black hair and a glove on one hand. He looks at you with skeptical eyes as you draw near and dismount your horse. The Cleveland Bay snorts, ruffling your hair as you smooth your hand up his snout and between his eyes. Then, you promptly tied his reins to the post outside 221B Baker Street and went up to the front door.Â
The door knocker was more worn than you last remembered, with the shiny brass turning a glimmering gold color from all the hands touching it. You rap the door once, twice, then a third time, and wait, stuffing your hands in your trouser pockets.Â
A young man opens the door, sandy blond hair combed neatly and brown eyes alight with curiosity. A grin breaks your face, and you step forward into his arms as he realizes just who is at the door.
âMy dear John!â You shriek, and he chuckles, lifting you off your feet and spinning once in a circle before setting you down.Â
âI thought you werenât due back for another two weeks!â He replies excitedly, and you laugh gleefully.Â
âWe finished early! Anyhow, howâs Mary? Sherlock said you two were expecting!â You say and slap his shoulder good-naturedly. He ducks his head, a pink flush on his cheeks as he nods.
âSheâs home at the mo. But yes, weâre expecting. The midwife thinks itâll be a girl based on how sheâs carrying.â He said, and before you could say any more, there was a noise at the top of the stairs.Â
You turn, and your grin widens even more until your cheeks hurt.Â
âSherly!â You crow, and he bounds down the stairs to sweep you up in a bear hug. His boisterous laugh made your heart sing, and you buried your nose in his hair. He smelled like cigarette smoke and whiskey. He must have been on a case. He squeezes you tight and sets you down.Â
âI thought you were coming back in two weeks!â He exclaims, and you roll your eyes,
âSo John said, I told you we finished early!â You tease, and it is then that you notice that there is someone else in the flat.Â
He was tall, probably around your brotherâs height. He had blond hair and deep scarlet eyes that studied you with interest. He was dressed in a brown suit with a crimson tie. A lord. That much is obvious.
Sherlock notices that you notice his friend and gestures to the man at the top of the stairs.Â
âThis is Liam! A mathematics professor at Durham University and a friend of mine who helps me on my cases.â He says proudly as âLiamâ descends the stairs and approaches you.Â
You stick out a hand and introduce yourself. His hand is smooth like you expected, as opposed to your calloused one. You had bandages littering your fingertips from blisters from shovels and tools.Â
âWilliam James Moriarty. Iâve heard stories about you.â His British lilt is proper and endearing. You feel your heart flutter and your ears burn. But you smile warmly nonetheless and give his hand a firm shake.
âAs much as Iâd like to say the same, Sherly has yet to tell me about you in his letters.â You direct the last sentence to your older brother in the same teasing tone as before.Â
Sherlock rolls his eyes and punches your shoulder lightly while William watches on in amusement.Â
âI got distracted!â Sherlock complains, and you break out into giggles.Â
âI would love to hear some stories if youâre up to it.â William cut in gently before you, and Sherlock could start bickering. You brighten. A chance to tell stories of your work and not have someone get bored? It sounded like heaven!
That was how you got to where you were at the current moment.Â
You were seated next to Sherlock at the Moriarty dining table, regaling them with a story of the most current dig you had been on.
ââand Egypt was absolutely smashing! It was so beautiful!â You say, waving your hands excitedly as you describe the tomb that had been uncovered. It had taken weeks to uncover everything, almost months. But oh so worth it.Â
âMight I ask what you did with all the artifacts you found?â William inquires, and you hum as you sip at your wine.Â
âDonated it all back to the locals. Itâs the least I can do. Plenty of archaeologists steal their finds and bring them back to England to show in museums. I try and do the opposite.â You say and were pleased to see William nod in approval.Â
At least someone shared your sentiment.Â
You got a letter to your very old and very dusty flat a week after your return to England, summoning you to your eldest brotherâs estate. You had been dusting and cleaning your furniture when the postman knocked on your door. You frown, brushing your pants on the seat of your trousers, and answer the door.Â
The letter was short.Â
Dearest sister,Â
I have received news of your return to Egypt. I would like to have your company at the family estate for dinner to discuss business and your adventures.Â
With best regards,Â
Mycroft Holmes
A summons to the Holmes family estate that your oldest brother had inherited after your parents retired to the country. You look at the ceiling and groan, eliciting a funny look from the postman.Â
This was going to be fun.
As soon as Otis realizes where you are, he tosses his head and tries to turn around. You tug the reins so he faces the right direction and nudge him into a walk down the road.
âOtie, I donât want to do this either. But Iâd rather not have Mikey send special forces after us or something.â You say to Otis, and when you reach the stables, Mycroftâs hired stable hand takes your beloved horseâs reins. âTake good care of him!â You nearly reprimand the stable hand who agrees and welcomes you back with ease.Â
The maids welcome you in excitedly when you rap on the massive double doors, and you are ushered upstairs into the dining room.Â
Mycroft was seated at the head of the table, where your father would be if he were here, and he stood to greet you. He offers a handshake, but you simply smile warmly and hug him tightly. He may have grated on your nerves, but he was still your brother. Mycroft stiffens and pats your shoulders awkwardly when you step back.
âAs awkward as always, I see Mikey.â You said and took a seat at the table next to him like you did when you were kids. He clears his throat and calls for the kitchen staff to bring in the food.Â
It wasnât much, considering there were only two of you. But it was as extravagant as Mycroft always demanded it to be.Â
âWould you like to change into dinner attire before we eat, sister dearest?â Mycroft says suddenly, just as you are about to dig into the delicious roast prepared by the staff of the household. You put your fork down and scowl.
âDonât start with this, Mikey. You know I hate dresses.â You snap, and he raises an eyebrow but doesnât push the issue.Â
At least⌠he doesnât until you are done with your meal and in his study, talking about your travels to Egypt.Â
You down the rest of your whiskey and set the glass whiskey tumbler on the table between you two.Â
âMore whiskey?â He offers, and you shake your head.
âI want to be able to ride home after this.â You say and hold in a yawn. The excellent food combined with the fireplace blazing with a crackling fire is lulling you to sleep.Â
Suddenly, Mycroft stands and walks in front of the fire, setting his own glass down on the mantle and turning to face you.Â
âMight we talk some business?â He inquires, and immediately, your mood sours.Â
So this was his end goal? Get you sleepy and drunk so you couldnât ride home and were subject to his pleadings?
âI donât want to hear it, Mikey.â You say and stand, holding onto the back of the wingback chair for a moment as the dizziness sets in.Â
He scowls,Â
âYou are of perfect age. The season is just starting. You could still join in and find a potential suitor!â He tries, and you scrub at your face.
âI already told you I wasnât interested in courting! Iâm interested inââ
âYour work, I know. But what happens when the digs dry up and thereâs nothing else for you to do? What will you do when you get too old for this?!â He snaps, and you whirl, steadying yourself with the chair as your anger flares.Â
âIt wonât dry up! There are thousands of years of history still to be discovered! Hundreds of thousands of cities and archaeological finds!â Your voice rises to a shout, and you hear distant footsteps as maids scurry away from you and your brotherâs anger.Â
This goes on for several minutes until Mycroft a bomb on you.Â
âMother and Father have decided. If you donât find someone to court, they will no longer fund your excavations, and youâll be stuck here with me.âÂ
You freeze, hands wound tightly in your hair, and argument dying on your tongue.Â
âBâBut that would meanââ Mycroft cuts you off gently and approaches, putting his hands on your shoulders.Â
âYouâd be stuck here until you find a husbandâno more digs. No more artifacts. Not until you do as they and I ask.â Tears well up in your eyes, and you shrug off his hands violently and flee.Â
Your boots pound against the hardwood floors, and you run outside where it has started pouring rain. Instantly, your clothes are soaked as you make it to the stables, dress Otis in his saddle and bridle, and swiftly mount his back. He tears out of the stables at a thundering gallop, and the stable hand barely dives out of the way to save himself from being trampled.Â
Otisâs hooves dash against the cobblestone roads. You cling to his reins and hunch over his back as tears stream down your face and sobs wrack your body.Â
Stupid, stupid, stupid!
Taking away your funding?Â
No one wanted to fund a woman on an archaeological dig!Â
Much less one as young as yourself!Â
You were screwed! Doomed to live as a housewife because that was societyâs and your parentâs expectations of you!
Otis eventually comes to a halt, and you dismount, collapsing onto a bench, breathing hard as rain pours down your body. Your shirt sticks to your skin, and your trousers swim in water as you sit in a puddle on the bench. But you canât bring it in you to care.Â
A carriage rumbles to a stop before you, and you look up as the door opens.Â
âMight I interest you in some shelter?â Comes a proper and endearing accent that you recognize.Â
âWilliam?â You sniffle, and he smiles, extending a hand.Â
âIf youâll let him, Fred will handle your horse. How about you step inside the carriage, and weâll take you back to the Moriarty estate.â He says over the rain. A young man with a blue scarf wrapped around his head gets off the front of the carriage and approaches. You hiccup and nod, handing Otisâs reins to the young man and accepting Williamâs hand into the carriage. He sheds his overcoat and offers it.Â
Itâs warm and heavy as you wrap it around your shoulders and sit down. Your boots squelch against the floor, and William knocks twice against the carriage's wall, and it starts moving once again.Â
The Morairty estate is even grander than you remember, looming over you as the carriage stops by the front doors. You nearly slip in your haste to get inside and are taken up the stairs to one of the many bedrooms.Â
âDraw a bath and get warm. Iâll have some clothes brought by. We can have a talk after youâve collected yourself.â William says gently, and you nod, taking off his overcoat so he can have it back. He excuses himself, and you are left alone in the suite.Â
The bath is nice and hot, and you let out a sigh as you shed your clothes into a pile on the floor and sink into the warm water. Your tears are drying, but your emotions are still raging like a rabid dog inside you.
How could they?Â
Didnât your family know archaeology was your passion? Your dream?! Of course, they did! You never shut up about it when you were but a little girl learning to play the piano! You babbled on and on about fossils and artifacts in between lessons until you were blue in the face!
It wasnât long until you were done in the bath and dried off. As William had promised, some clothes were left on the bed. A button-down that looked like it might fit you, a pair of trousers that might be a bit too long, and a pair of undergarments. You tugged on the underwear and then the trousers, having to cuff them at the bottom so you didnât trip. The shirt fit better than you thought so you pinned your hair out of your face and left the bedroom and down the hall. Hadnât there been a sitting room just down the stairs?Â
William was inside, stoking a fire with a poker, his back to you. He stood and turned when you rapped lightly on the entryway. His lips curled in a welcoming smile, and he gestured for you to take a seat.Â
âWould you like some tea? I had Louis put the kettle on.â He said, and you nodded, sitting on the couch beside the fire.
âThank you. For the clothes and⌠everything else.â You mumble, and he shakes his head,
âDonât mention it. Sherlock mentioned you hated dresses.â He says and pours you a cup of tea.
Itâs delicious. It warms you from the tips of your ears to the ends of your bare toes. You scuff them on the plush carpet as William sits across from you. His scarlet eyes are illuminated like glittering rubies in the oranges and yellows of the fire. Theyâre alive like a torch resides inside.Â
âNow, might I ask why you were out in the rain?â William asks as soon as youâve settled into your spot. You bite your lip and wonder if you can trust him with your problems.Â
Sherlock trusted him well enoughâŚÂ
PerhapsâŚ
âI got into an argument with Mycroft. He said my parents will cut off my funding for excavations if I donât find a proper husband.â You blurt, and he hums as he takes a sip from his cup.Â
âI assume theyâve been funding your past archaeological escapades?â He says, and you nod.
âCorrect. But that is going to change unless I get married.â You grumble, and he cocks his head to the side, setting his cup down on the tea table next to him and seemingly mulling something over.Â
âThis may be a bit forward, but I have a proposal. A business proposal, if you will.â He starts, and you narrow your eyes. A business proposal? You set your own cup down and cross one leg over the other.Â
âGo onâŚâ You say hesitantly, and he clasps his hands together as if working out a problem in his head. Sherlock did say he was a mathematics professor.
âI could marry you.â You inhale sharply and proceed to choke on your saliva. William half gets out of his chair to come to your aid when you finally get your coughing under control.Â
âWhy?!â You demand, and he shrugs,Â
âIâve done some research into you. You are spearheading the way in new archaeological techniques. You donate your finds back to the locals in need. And frankly, I find you fascinating. If we go ahead with this, youâll have access to my brother Albertâs influence as well as the Moriarty name and fortune.â He says, and you sit back, stunned.Â
âI could continue my work?â You say skeptically, and he nods.Â
âIndeed. Thereâs no reason to stop you. I might ask for a lecture or two from you at Durham University. But thatâs it. SoâŚâ He extends a hand for you to shake. âHave we reached an accord?â
You are speechless as possibilities run rampant through your brain. Youâd be free from your parentâs influence as well as pleasing them. Though pleasing them was the last thing on your mind. Yes, youâd be married. But like William said⌠it was more of a business proposalâŚ
You reach forward and shake his hand. His smile widens marginally as you speak,
âI accept your proposal.â
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Steveâs Hobby
This is a short 2k blurb about one of my Steve hcs, I am only really good at critical analysis writing so Iâm sorry if this is bad!! Creative writing isnât my strong suit but I felt like I couldnât really explain this hc in a drawing as well as writing it could.
Growing up Steve was often taught the importance of words from his father, thinking it would be useful for his sonâs future in the business. Steve was never the best reader, letters jumping around the page made it too difficult, so instead he listened to everyone around him. Teachers, his parentâs coworkers, older kids, all of them taught him the importance of the meaning of words.
How certain words would make someone a town pariah yet others a god among men. Steve was a more quiet kid but as he grew up he also grew confident in his words. He could tear someone down with one sentence, ensuring they knew he was not to be messed with. Thatâs why he was so confused when he struggled in his english class, he knew the power of words and the many meanings, but his teacher never understood. Sure he made grammar errors, how no one else struggled with the dancing letters he didnât get, but how could the teachers not understand his connections? Steve shouldnât have to explain why the red of the handmaidâs cloaks represented the ripping of humanity from the women, it was so clear to him. Obviously the boar head could be comparable to the church, how could his teachers not make the connection?
Even Nancy didnât understand, someone he considered smarter than him. He knew she was trying to be nice when she critiqued his college paper but it still left him in the fog. Basketball was war to him, a fight that was pointless with one but possible with many. A challenge that called for leadership and a strict order. Everyone had the roles, knew where and when to shoot, needed the ability to think quickly on their feet and not struggle under the pressure. Uniforms to not only separate from the enemy but to show they are a unit reaching for a common goal. It was so clear leaving no need to explain, especially to Nancy.
But she didnât get it, no one got it.
Maybe he wasnât as good with words as he thought.
Steve from then on fumbled his words when he got nervous, scared he would say something that made him sound dumb and point out his weakness with words. The concussions didnât help either, making him take longer to grasp concepts. Reading felt nearly impossible, the headaches were unbearable. Not to mention the kids' comments, judgmental and brutal as if Steve didnât have a reason to struggle in the first place.
Everyone around him loved to put him in a sudden spotlight and when he didnât say the right line he was booed off stage and dealt with the looks of disappointment from his co stars for messing up. So Steve stuck to what he knew, his quick remarks. Were they bitchy? Yes, but not coated in malice like they used to be. Piggybacking off others points with sarcastic comments so the other person kept talking, anything to get the attention off him.
But Steve had a secret hobby that he shared with no one, not even with his platonic soulmate with a capital P Robin.
Steve wrote poetry.
Years of horrors that by law he couldnât share that caused vicious nightmares and a clammy grasp on reality at times tended to keep Steve up. Another gift bestowed by his father though was a feeling of shame when sharing his emotions. Didnât help that those emotions were typically down played or outright ignored by others. Therefore a bottle filled with his emotions rested in Steveâs chest, which after Vecna he really realized probably wasnât the smartest thing to do. So Steve took to writing them down, but he did it for himself.
No need to explain everything, he knew what he meant, he knew every context of every word. He wrote on his experiences, his emotions. He wrote when he was happy, he wrote when he was sad. Steve wrote and wrote and found his love for words again. And god did it feel good, it felt like taking back his voice from a world that underappreciated it. In a weird way it felt like revisiting a relative he had last seen as a child, that sense of freedom and the loss of expectation because in their eyes he was still that little kid. All they wanted was to see someone they loved and to Steve the words welcomed him back with a hug that rivaled his Nonna Mariaâs.
Steve would ponder over lines at random intervals of the day, biting his pencil between his teeth during the quiet hours at work or simply jotting down a line right before picking the kids up. Steve wrote so often he kept his small little notebook on him at all times, usually accompanied by a pencil bound to it with a rubber band. (Turns out having hearing aids and glasses made it really difficult to put pencils behind one's ears). At this point everyone had seen his notebook, pale blue with some star stickers because he never had a shortage of them. Everyone assumed it was for something different. Some thought it was grocery lists, to-do lists, something productive. Others thought it was like a pocket calendar with all his plans listed so he didnât forget. Dustin insisted it was meant to hold the definitions of anything D&D related so Steve never forgot, meanwhile Robin argued it was to hold all the wonderfully obscure movie recommendations she loved to give. All of them were wrong though and Steve kind of adored it that way. He didnât have to explain himself that way, he could continue to hide under the blankets. Steve no longer held his tongue out of fear of others but because he had an outlet he much rather prefer.
Listening now felt less like a pop quiz, waiting for him to mess up his response, it felt like an actual conversation. Steve may not speak up as much as he would have before the Upside Down but he fell back in love with his own voice and maybe one day he would feel confident enough to share it with the Party, but for now it was all his.
No matter how much they wanted to prove who was right, the kids and older teenagers never touched the book when it was rarely separated from Steve. Well...after someone tried to grab it and they learned they really shouldnât touch it.
While at the Harrington house the Party were preparing for a campaign session when the argument about the pale binded pages was brought up again. Steve had left it on the kitchen counter while he went to the bathroom, and Mike decided he was done with the bickering. He shot up and went to retrieve and open the book but before he could grab it the book flew through the air.
All the heads turned and landed on El holding it in her hand, âWe are not Steve, this is his. It is rude to invade his privacy, would you like me to watch you without telling you,â everyone quietly shook their heads, âThen we do not watch Steve without him knowing.â
Thatâs exactly when Steve walked back in, it takes one look across the room at all the embarrassed faces and El holding his book with frustration painting her eyes to know what had occurred while he was gone. He walks up, kisses El on her head and softly thanks her while taking back his little literature.
After that incident no one dared touch the book or face the wrath of their favorite mage. They would find out when Steve was ready for them to.
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That damn little book haunted Eddieâs thoughts. He knew Steve was not what he assumed him to be so anything was on the table, he had been wrong about the guy before who's to say he wonât be this time?
Of course Eddie wanted to respect Steveâs privacy because Eddie personally would be mortified if Steve had seen any of his notebooks, mainly because of the pages of lyrics that not so subtly hinted at an itsy bitsy affection for the badass babysitter. If that didnât give Eddie away the random âEddie Harringtonâ and âSteve Munsonâ with hearts all over would finish the job. So yeah, Eddie was not crazy to offer up any of his notebooks to venture into Steveâs book. He just had no idea the universe would present him with a much more favorable offer.
Steve and Eddie started hanging out a lot more after Vecna, no shocker considering they shared a hospital room, and soon the bat buddies would spend their time together outside of the hospital. Thatâs why it wasnât surprising for Steve to let Eddie venture into Steveâs room while he went to pick up their lunch.
Eddie was somewhat of a curious cat, so when he spotted the notebook and some papers scattered on Steveâs desk he was like a moth to a flame. He softly glided his fingers over the blue cover and exhaled some breath in a soft laugh over the star stickers Steve oh so loved. It was the paper though that caught his eye when he finished observing the book. It looked like lyrics at first but then he realized some of the lines were too short to be lines, if anything they looked more like stanzas from a poem. Steve had poetry on his desk, did Steve read poetry? Thee Steve Harrington likes poetry? God his whole doctrine was garbage huh. Eddie moved the paper towards him and started to read.
Watchful gaze
Setules on the glass.
Wishful gaze
Silent pleas of escaping rolling in the mouth
Fingertips slipping through the veil,
Grasping for warm hands,
Receiving lukewarm.
Hesitant to grab.
Dependency clasping the palms
Such a feverish feeling
Poking at the appendages,
A coldness that numbs.
Gently gripping for the heat,
The balmy yields.
Smoke and simmers,
Arms rushing to sides
Frozen.
Yearning for ardor,
Turn not yet given,
Waiting for the impossible,
Waiting for the unobtainable,
So understanding.
So relieving.
So desperate.
So alone.
Standing for the calling.
So patient.
So pathetic.
Empty Hands by Steve H.
Eddie was staring at the very last line on the paper, utterly flabbergasted. Steve wrote this? Steve writes poetry?! Is that what resides in the little book? Before Eddie could even find the power to turn to the book to look, Steve walked into his room. Again a quick look is all Steve needed to take before he knew what happened in his absence.
âOh! Uh..Iâm guessing you read it.â
Eddie slowly looked back up while caressing the paper, âYeah, you..um..you really wrote this? Is thatâŚuh..whatâs in your notebook? Cause I will admit I never would have guessed that.â
Steve started scratching his neck, âI donât blame you,â he huffs, âBut yeah I write poetry, helps to let some of the thoughts out considering our lives y'know?â
âI totally get it dude! Lord knows my lyrics are infected with the whole spring break bullhonkey. So..totally cool if you donât want to tell me but, why is this one out of the book? Were you gonna write it into the book?â Eddie picked up the paper to place it next to the notebook and turned to face Steve.
âActually I copied it from the notebook, Iâm gonna, okay wait, you canât tell anyone this-â
âEven Robin?â Eddie exaggerated his smile to look wild.
âEven Robin.â Steve nodded with his eyes shut.
Eddie put his hands together and swayed while standing, âWowww look at me, lil old Eddie Munson getting to learn the secrets of the mysterious writer Steve Harrington.â
âEddie, you want to know or not?â Steve sighed as he put his hands on his hips.
âYes. Yes please,â Eddie eagerly replied, barely letting Steve finish his sentence.
âThe last time I went to Indy with Robin to go shopping at their mall we went to a cafe. The bulletin board had a flier for a poetry night and I got curious I guess.â
âYou gonna perform the poem there?â
âThatâs the plan.â
Eddie could understand wanting a fresh slate when it came to having a reputation. âCraving anonymity? Must be tough considering you are Hawkinâs golden boy.â
Steve smiles brightly and Eddie sees his shoulders lose tension, tension Eddie didnât even notice because he was so distracted by the fact that holy shit Steve is a poet. âExactly.â
Honestly Eddie would give anything to hear more of Steve's hidden works, he grabs some of his hair and brings it to cover his mouth, âI know you donât intend to tell the rest of the bunch, but uh..would you allow a humble bard to observe your lyrical performance?â
Eddie looks at Steveâs face for any hint of annoyance and finds none, instead he finds a look that he could hope to be correct in his guess is excitement.
âReally? Youâd want to hear more, it's not confusing or stupid to you?â Steve softly smiled at Eddie, making him swoon inside.
âIt's art! It doesnât need to make sense, it just needs to make you feel good, who cares if others are confused. And for what its worth even if Iâm not right on the money that poem made me feel Steve, I mean as the expert in self-expression it felt real and vulnerable, yâknow.â Eddie had to shut himself up before he himself waxed poetry about just how much he is dying to hear more from Steve to learn more about him.
âThanks Eddie.â Steve gazed at Eddie as if no one had ever told him that before. Which now that hes thinking about it thatâs probably the truth. Guess Eddie needed to constantly remind him then.
Eddie smiled, mirroring Steves while bending at his waist, âOh but of course my liege.â
âOh my god okay Eddie cmon the foodâs gonna get cold.â
Steve started to leave his room and Eddie rushed to follow him, âNow that I know what the book is filled with may I pretty please read it?â Rapidly blinking his eyelashes in an attempt to look innocent and pure but instead looking like a piece of dust got in his eyes.
âNope.â
âUgghhh c'mon Steve! Just imagine the look on the little hellions when they see me opening the book! God the jealousy! The feeling of betrayal when they see me reading Steve Harringtonsâs treasure trove of text and they are none the wiser to what is inside. And the best part, I have permission! The power I would hold Steve! The possibility, I could use them like little puppets to do my bidding while they crave information I alone hold!â
âEddie that sounds like a headache for me waiting to happen, theyâre just gonna badger me to tell them because they would claim itâs unfair you know and they donât.â
âEh, their egos could take a little hit donât you think?â Eddie was now resting his head on Steveâs shoulder as the younger started to bring the food out of the carry out bag.
âCan I read your lyric notebook?â
Eddieâs eyes went wide as his brain proceeded to remind him of every lyric he had written around his devotion to Steve. Red in the face Eddie responded quickly, âNope! Mmm you smell that Stevie Iâm so hungry, arenât you?â
âSubtle Munson.â
âTis my middle name.â
Steve fondly rolled his eyes, âSure.â
As they settled down on the couch Eddie tracked Steve grabbing the remote, âSo I can really watch you?â
Steve turned and looked at Eddie with a calmness on his face. âYeah Eddie.â
Eddie grabbed his hair as Steve stared at him, âCool, cool, itâs a date.â Eddie froze about to panic silently as he tried to fix his slip up.
âYeah, it's a date.â The two looked at each other, neither wanting to look away. After a minute or so Steve turned on the TV and if the two fell asleep together it was their business.
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Pairing/AU: DBF!Joel Miller x F!reader, no outbreak
Rating: +18, Minors please donât interact, NSFW
Summary: Joel lets you convince him that you can help him get back in shape. (Do you remember the episode of Friends where Monica convinces Chandler to work out with her? The idea came to me while watching that episode. What came out of it, however, has almost nothing to do with that episode. LOL but I used the name Geller as a tribute)
Word count: 4254
Warnings: smut, age gap (reader is 22, Joel's age is not explicitly mentioned but I would say around 46/48), pov switch (I hope I succeeded because it's my first time), reader has breasts and vagina, she is wearing shorts and a sports bra and has a ponytail, other than that there is no other particularly accurate description of her, brat taming dynamic, power dynamic, unprotected p in v (reader is on the pill, please take precautions IRL), spit, cum eating, oral (m receiving), face fucking, fingering (f receiving), sex in a public place (a park LOL), risk of getting caught, swearing (A LOT), Joel is mean, reader is mean too and also a total brat, rough sex, praise kink, a little bit of orgasm control, a lot of bickering, Joel wears shorts (!!!), Joel comes inside her, sort of (?) seed kink, pet names (mostly good girl, honey, bratty little thing, cheeky little thing, babe), use of the term daddy once, readers calls Joel and old man and other nicknames multiple times, Joel slaps reader once during sex, I donât even know what to say, you all, itâs pure filth đ Title is from a Placebo song.
As always, English is not my first language so please be kind, no proofreading, no editing, no beta, itâs all my fault and Iâm very sorry, I hope this makes sense, otherwise pretend it never existed, thanks.
And thank you so much for reading my silly little stories, I'm still in disbelief that anyone is interested in what I write đ
Archive tags: @pedrostories đĽ°
Joel hadnât considered everything when you suggested it. Heâd looked at your big, shining eyes as you told him he didnât need to pay a lot of money to join a gym, youâd take care of getting him in shape.
Running had always been a part of you and you did it every morning so there wouldnât be any problems.
Luckily, you had just returned from college for the summer and would be spending three months at your parentsâ house before classes started again.
At first it seemed like a sentence, you would have preferred to go to Europe with your roommate but you had decided to save the money you had earned working as a waitress and you didn't feel like asking your parents for them.
As soon as you got out of your dadâs car, you saw Joel waving at you from across the street and you remembered when you had a crush on him. You thought youâd put it behind you and that it was just a passing teenage nonsense.
That day you realized that it wasn't like that, it hadn't gone away at all.
Two weeks had passed and your father had invited his best friend Joel for dinner.
Sure, why not.
You were so nervous that it took you an hour and a half to choose what to wear, your mother had come to your room twice to see what the hell you were doing and why you hadn't gone down to the kitchen to help her yet.
Why the hell did you get yourself into that situation?
After all, blowing your savings in Europe was probably not such a bad idea, after all you are 22 and had the right to enjoy your holidays. Stupid conscience, by now you could have been in Spain or Italy or even France.
You ended up wearing denim shorts and a crop top. Pretty much what you usually wore, but you thought you saw Joel peeking at your thighs few days before and you obviously liked the idea.
When your mother saw you she didn't make any comment, she had never made a fuss about how you dressed. And she certainly didn't imagine that those skimpy denim shorts were there to get her husband's best friend to look at you, it didn't even cross her mind. You were above suspicion.
When you saw him enter the dining room followed by your father you almost lost your breath.
Why was he so damn attractive? You should have convinced yourself to forget about him but you hadn't. You had tried to do it that night too, until he mentioned that he wanted to join the gym and you almost interrupted him and said "you could come running with me."
You felt like you were watching yourself from the outside and if you could you would have slapped yourself. Why had such a bullshit come out of your mouth.
Fuck.
You actually knew very well why.
Joel looked at you with a surprised expression. âAre you sure?â he asked, raising an eyebrow.
âOf course! Excuse me, you live across the street, is it possible that youâve never seen me running? Iâve been doing this for years.â
âI never noticed, kid, honestly noticing your habits is not a priority in my lifeâ Joel had replied nonchalantly.
Your father had laughed, covering his embarrassment.
Of course he knew. He had seen you scampering around the neighborhood in those skimpy shorts and that way-low-cut sports top. He had also wondered where the hell you had bought that stuff, didn't the good old tracksuits that covered everything exist anymore?
âWell, you could at least try. Weâll start with a short route. Just a few miles, do you think you can do it?â You replied, batting your eyelashes and looking at him with an angelic expression.
âSure, kiddo, I sweat all day to earn a living,â he retorted defiantly. âWho do you think I am?â
âAn old manâ you said candidly.
This time even your mother, who was usually composed and cared more about education than anything else, giggled.
Joel looked at you with an ironic expression âok, little girl, I'm inâ
âGood, then I'll see you at 6 because it will be too hot later, I'll come and knock on your doorâ you replied mischievously.
âPfff Do you think itâs a problem for me to wake up early? Iâve been waking up at 5 for decadesâ
âSure, but tomorrow is Saturdayâ
Joel rolled his eyes and let out a sigh.
You had won, incredible.
Your father looked at him smiling and shrugged, âwhat can I say, I have a smart daughterâ
Oh sure, you looked so pleased with yourself.
You hadn't won the war yet though.
ââââ
The next morning you wake up at 5, get ready, put on the shortest shorts you could find, a sports top that reaches just below your breasts, and go out quietly so as not to wake your parents.
You knock on Joel's door at 6 o'clock sharp, imagining his expression when he saw you.
Joel opens the door with a cup of coffee in his hand âhey girl! do you want a cup of coffee?â he asks you with a seraphic expression painted on his face.
He would never give you the satisfaction of being caught unprepared.
âIâve already had it at my house. Donât try to postpone the inevitable Mr Miller.â he hates it when you call him that, it makes him feel old and you know it.
âWhen did you become so simpering? I need to have a chat with your father.â he smirks.
âOf courseâ you reply rolling your eyes âSo are you ready or not? I wonât wait all morning.â
âI was born ready, little rascal, I'll take this to the kitchen and then we can goâ
âK, Iâll wait hereâ
You drum your fingers on the door frame as you watch him walk away. âTick tock, tick tock,â you taunt and he turns to glare at you as he walks past the kitchen threshold.
You have to admit, he looks pretty cute in shorts, in fact, who are you trying to fool⌠he has amazing legs.
And clearly, even if you never tell him, you think that he doesn't need anything and that the effort he puts into his job has already shaped him enough. This is just an excuse to spend time alone with him.
âCome on, letâs go,â he says, closing the door and putting his keys in his pocket. âKeep up with me, old man,â you say, smiling before stepping off his porch and running as fast as you can.
You hear him swearing behind you as he tries to catch up. After a hundred meters you see him coming up beside you and heâs out of breath âyou did it on purposeâ
âOf courseâ you giggle looking straight ahead.
âCan we slow down a bit now or were you planning on giving me a heart attack?â
âOkay, okay, I don't want you on my conscience, Mr Miller,â you start walking at a fast pace âwe can do this for a whileâ
You turn to him and see his face all red and sweaty. âDamn, are you down already?â
âNot a chance, little girl. And stop calling me Mr. Miller, you know it gets on my nerves.â he grunts trying to catch his breath
âYes I know, Mr Millerâ you reply with a flirtatious tone and you know he didnât miss it because he turns to you and looks at you and his eyes say âIâm going to make you regret thisâ
âSo, why did you come back here this summer?â
âCollege is expensive and my parents already do enough for me, Iâm trying to save as much as I can.â
âItâs a smart move and indeed very thoughtfulâ he admits
"See? I'm not as bad as you thinkâ you say glaring at him while you keep the pace âWhile weâre on the subject, you might not call me kiddo, Iâm not a kid anymore.â
âYeah, whatever, kiddo. Iâm good now just in case you are interestedâ
âOk, you asked for itâ you say in a challenging tone and start running again as fast as you can.
âHey!â He shout âyou little cheeky thing!â
âBlame yourself for it, geriatricâ you shout back.
Joel huffs and tries to run faster to catch up with you as you run away laughing.
He doesn't mind being behind though, he can see your ass bouncing hugged in those ridiculous shorts you've put on that barely cover your butt cheeks.
Heâs not supposed to think certain things, but you've been mischievous since you got back.
He has noticed how you look at him and how you always try to argue with him, he is pretty sure that this is your way of flirting and he finds it quite funny.
And well⌠you're definitely cute, much cuter than he remembered.
He forced himself not to do anything because you are his best friend's daughter but you don't make it easy for him.
And now youâre here in those skimp shorts and that sports bra so small that your boobs look like they could pop out at any moment.
And the worst part is your attitude.
Fuck, youâre making a mess in his pants lately.
âCome on, old man, you can do itâ oh you are so insolent in persisting in calling him old, he really should teach you a lesson.
He tries his hardest to reach you and you slow down, let him get a little closer and run away again.
âJesus Christâ he cuss under his breath and try to run faster and you let him getting closer and then you sprint away again laughing and calling him a couch potato.
You keep going like this until he can finally reach you and he grab your wrist.
You turn to him âHey! Let go of me!â you look like an angry kitten ready to scratch.
âNow we're taking a break,â Joel hisses.
âWhat the hell? There are still two miles to goâ
âI SAID. Weâre taking a break. Nowâ
âOkay, lazybones, whatever you want, don't get too nervousâ
Joel is looking mad, which is so dumb, you were just kidding and he should know it.
It turns you on to see him like this though, you have to admit it.
âHow about you let go of my wrist for starters?â
He lets go and looks at you askance.
He's drenched, little drops of sweat slide down the column of his neck, his black, soaked curls are plastered to his forehead, his damp t-shirt lets you glimpse the shape of his nipples.
God, heâs gorgeous.
His labored breathing sounds like a hoarse roar as he tells you, âI know what youâre trying to do.â
Yeah, you shouldn't be so horny for Joel but you can't help it.
âIâm doing nothingâ you shout
âDonât screamâ his voice is low but nark.
He looks around, you are near the park and there is no one else.
Apparently you are the only ones who had the crazy idea of âârunning at 6 on Saturday morning.
He grabs your arm and drags you inside, you try to resist âJoel!â but you donât really want to. He stops behind a tree and pushes you against it.
âYouâre trying to do nothing, huh? You haven't been trying to tease me since you got here, have you?â
âNoâ you say, but you're so delighted that he noticed.
âSo at the Geller party last week you didnât intentionally drop your glass in front of me and bend over to pick it up so I could see your panties, right?â
âI dropped a glass, that's all,â you coo.
âAnd not even the day you stood naked in front of your bedroom window? You knew I was in the garden, you saw meâ
âI was in my room and I had just showered. It's not my fault that you are a voyeurâ
âSure. And the other day when I met you and your father at the cafe and you were eating ice cream? Even then you werenât trying to do anything?â
Oh. He noticed that too.
Yep, you were busy with that spoon. Pretty clichĂŠ of you, you felt so silly.
But apparently it worked.
âIt's you who sees mischief where thereâs nothingâ
âOh sure, I imagined itâ he hiss
You feel the bark stinging your back as he presses you against it, his arms at either side of you stretched out against the tree.
You could duck and run away if you wanted to. The point is, you don't want to.
âAnd tell me, what did you think you were going to do with these shorts and this top?â
âI was thinking of runningâ you shrug, and you look at him batting your eyelashes.
He snorts, âYouâre such a bratâ
You raise your chin slightly, resting your head against the tree âSo what?â you ask defiantly âWhat do you want to do, you moldy old rag, punish me?â
He presses you even more against the tree, staying an inch from your face. You can feel his breath blowing on your skin.
âThis attitude will not bring you anything goodâ
âoooh how scaryâyou whisper, looking him straight in the eyes.
He licks his lips âIs this what you want?â
âYesâ
His mouth is crushing on yours in a second, his tongue forces your lips and slips inside licking you hungrily and leaving you breathless, his beard scratching your skin.
You grab his cock through his shorts squeezing it and you can feel itâs already hard.
He pulls off and hiss âFuck, baby, you donât waste timeâ
âYes, I never liked wasting my timeâ you purr
He takes your hand and raises your arm, pinning it against the tree. âAnd you think you deserve that?â he asks you authoritatively.
âWhat the fuck. Of course I doâ
âI donât think so. Here's what you're going to do now. You're going to shut your mouth and do what I tell you to do.â
âNoâ you hiss
âOh you will, brat, if you want my dickâ
âFuckâ
He looks around again to make sure there is no one in the park. âKneel down.â
âOn the ground?â you raise your eyebrow
âYeah, on the ground princess. Kneelâ
âBut I-â
âKNEEL. Fuck, don't make me raise my voice, someone might hearâ
You kneel in front of him and he pulls down his shorts just enough to pull his cock out.
It's huge.
You swallow, wondering how you're going to fit it in your mouth.
âOpenâ he orders
âIt wonât fitâ youâre suddenly intimidated.
âIt will fit, darling, open wideâ
âBut JoelâŚâ
âOpen. Wide.â
You open your mouth as wide as you can and wait. He spit in his hand and strokes himself a couple of times and then starts to slide it into your mouth, onto your tongue.
Your gag reflex almost gets the better of you when you feel it hit the back of your throat.
His salty, musky flavor is all over your mouth.
Luckily you manage to hold back and look up at him âJust like that, honey. See how much easier it is when you stop being a brat?â
He grabs your ponytail and starts moving your head up and down its length, the ground scrapes your knees, you try to breathe through your nose but you're still tired from the run and it's not like Joel has given you so much time to recover.
You close your eyes and try to focus on your breathing but Joel immediately scolds you âeyes on meâ and he tugs on your hair.
You grunt and in response he starts fucking your mouth again harder than before.
âDo as I say or your pussy won't even get touched today.â
And you stupidly think âwell, I can do it myselfâ and you bring one hand up your shorts, right above your clit.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â you immediately hear him say as he takes his cock out of your mouth.
His hand is still tight on your ponytail, he pulls your head and slaps his cock on your cheek.
âThis is what you wanted, right?â
âYesâ you murmur
âA little bit louder, babe. I canât hear youâ
âYesâ you repeat.
âYou don't have an ending until I say so, you understand?â
âYesâ
âGood. Stick out your tongue for me, babyâ
And you do. You want it too much.
He goes back into your mouth and starts rutting into it savagely.
You feel tears stinging your eyes and the ground is now unbearable under your knees but you don't protest anymore, his big fat cock throbbing between your lips and its veins sliding on your tongue are too delicious to do without.
You feel your panties getting soaked.
You look into his eyes again and you can see a pleased expression painted all over his face.
It's so infuriating and rousing at the same time.
Fuck, Joel Miller.
You don't even know how long he keeps fucking your mouth, youâre totally cock drunk at this point.
His orgasm takes you by surprise, you feel his seed invade your mouth and drip down your chin.
He finally pulls back and smear his seed all over your lips with his thumb.
He forces your lips with his finger âlick it clean, babeâ
And you do, like a kitten starved.
âSuch a good girlâ and his little praise goes straight to your clit.
He finally gets you off the ground and he puts his cock back in his pants.
You look down at your knees, theyâre full of grass and dirt, you brush them off with the back of your hand and they hurt. Great. You already know youâre going to get bruises.
âWhat are you going to tell your parents?â
âThat I gave you a blowjob in the park after running. What do you think? Jesus, I'll pretend that I fell to the ground like an idiot" and you roll your eyes.
âDonât roll your eyes at me, bratty little thingâ Joel smirk defiantly.
You sit up and lean back against the tree. You tug on his shirt, pulling him closer to you. âSo are you going to fuck me or are you too old to come twice in a row?â
He doesn't even answer, he takes your wrists and holds them still against the tree with one hand, while he slips the other one past the elastic of your shorts and into your panties.
His thick, calloused fingers slide over your folds âYouâre already soaking wetâ and without warning he slides his index and middle fingers into your hole while his thumb presses on your clit.
You gasp so hard and he just says âGod, youâre so tight, babeâ and he starts curling them up into you âHow does it feel?â
âGoodâ you whisper âso good, Joel, I feel so fullâ
âYeah baby, thatâs what daddyâs fingers are made for, to fill your pussy wellâ his scent mixed with sweat pervades your nostrils, he lowers his face to your neck and bites your skin while he doesn't stop moving inside you.
âFuckâ you hiss. You're intoxicated by him, your head is spinning âfuck, donât stop, pleaseâ
âYou drive me insane, you know that?â
And itâs absolutely true.
Joel shouldn't say this, but you've been stuck in his head like a nail since the day you got back and you won't leave him alone.
And now that he has let go of the leash of his inhibitions, it seems impossible to stop. He no longer knows how many times he has stopped to look at you, completely sucked in, his eyes glued to the curve of your ass or the roundness of your breasts, your nipples that peeked out from the fabric of your shirt.
And he managed to remain quiet anyway, until you pushed yourself to the limit by suggesting to go for a run together. And now he's even more fucked, because he's realized that feeling your mouth wrapped around his cock, your body on his, your tits pressed against his chest and your pussy opening up to his fingers is enrapturing.
And your shitty attitude actually makes him hornier.
âFuckâ he says in a hushed tone âGosh, babe, youâre so pretty like that, all worked up over my fingers.â
âIt feels so good, Joel, so goodâ you whine and you can hear you heart pounding in your chest so hard, heâs tormenting you as he slowly moves his fingers in and out of you âMore, I want moreâ
âAsk nicelyâ his voice is firm
You look him in the eyes and you wonder why he can't be satisfied with your gaze, you're sure itâs eloquent enough at this moment.
âPlease, Joelâ
âWhat do you want, honey?â
âYour cockâ
Itâs incredible that youâre doing this in this park, youâre begging him to fuck you here.
In an hour at most itâll start to fill up with people, probably even some of your neighbors who have known you forever. âManners, babeâ He bites one of your nipple through your sports bra and sucks greedily, wetting the fabric.
âYour cock - ah - pleaseâ
He lets go of your wrists and his hand comes out of your underwear, your pussy aching for a release.
He pulls down your shorts and frees his cock again, he puts your panties aside and takes his cock in his hand âspitâ he orders you.
You look at him for a moment without understanding, dazed at the idea of ââhaving to take his massive cock in your cunt, which is what you asked for.
He snaps his fingers in front of your eyes âwake up honey. spit on itâ he repeats.
You gather some saliva in your mouth and then let it drip from your lips, letting it fall onto his cock.
âGood girl. You'd be even better if you didn't make me repeat things twice, we need to work on thisâ
He pushes you back against the tree and slides inside you in one go and yes, you are dripping but his intrusion still rocks you for a moment.
It burns.
He stands still and looks you in the eyes âlisten, we donât have much time princess, donât pout like thatâ
âAssholeâ you say under breath.
He slaps you âwatch your mouth, pretty thingâ
Your cheek burns and yet youâre never been so aroused by anyone before.
âFuck. Just⌠fuck me, please. Please, Joelâ
He grabs your ass cheeks and starts moving inside you. You try to stifle your moans but one escapes your lips âGod! Please Joel, pleaseâ
âShut up. I wish I could stuff your panties in your mouth, bratâ He silences you with a kiss while you think you wish he could.
And you're so delusional that you think "next time."
He licks into your mouth while heâs pumping into you, hitting your cervix just right, again and again.
And youâre almost there.
He pulls away from your mouth to catch his breath âJoel - I think - I think Iâm comingâ
Heâs still pumping, faster and harder.
You hold onto his shoulders and clench your fists into his shirt âJoel Iâm - ah- comingâ
âYes I feel it, I feel your pussy squeezing me, youâre doing it so good, so good for me, baby.â
âJoelâ you're begging him, you're so close that you feel like you've lost your mind âJoel, pleaseâ
âCome for me, babyâ he finally says against your skin âcome hard for meâ
Youâve been waiting for his permission and now that he's given it to you you feel your whole body shudder as a devastating orgasm washes all over you.
You're quivering against his broad chest, digging your nails into his shirt, trying to moan as little as possible to avoid making yourself heard.
He holds you tight as your legs shake.
He's still inside you and starts pumping harder after giving you time to calm down a bit "where do you want me to come?" "Inside" you whisper
"Fuck, baby, seriously?"
"Yes, I'm on the pill, please Joel, please fill me up"
âAre you sure?â
âYes, oh my god, please give it to meâ
âYeah, you want it, huh? You want my cum dripping down your legs, huh?
You nod âyes, please, please Joelâ
And he explodes inside you an instant later, you feel thick sticky streaks of his seed painting your walls and heâs grunting so hard.
He takes it off you and puts it back in his pants, you fix your panties and shorts as best you can and you already feel it dripping between your thighs and it's a sensation that drives you crazy.
âFuck, youâre so gorgeous like that, all sweaty and hot for meâ
You smile at him, actually grateful âit was amazingâ
âCome on, let's get out of here before anyone sees usâ
As soon as he finishes saying this, you see a man with a dog on a leash pass by on the other side of the park.
FUCK.
You run away as fast as you can and once outside Joel stops on the sidewalk, bending over and putting his hands on his knees to catch his breath. âFuck, do you think he saw us?â
âNo, I donât think so. But you know what? I donât care.â
âYouâre such a bad girl.â
Maybe you do, but you really donât care, youâre too happy.
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