#i thinm he deserves

[waltzing-rats]

HAPPYYYY BIRTHDAAYYYY MARCO BODTT WHOOOOOOOO!!! ITTSSS FUCKINBB YES ITS MY GUY TIME

[azurine-cryptid]

i love putting oc's into outfits like dress up dolls its so very fun

*Axel goes by he/him

[2idiots]

Do you ever think about how Ten and Jaemin must have performed and trained in so much pain but never stopped because they wanted to achieve their dreams?

I do. Then I cry a little because these boys deserve so much better. Knowing what they went through to get where the are blows my mind, and they were so young (still are). ❤

[starsurfer420]

My hed is reeling right now.

I just broke up with my bf... I spoke my truth and was honest with him about how I feel.

I deserve to have a shot at having a baby with someone who's not about to lose everything he has. I dont need that kind of stress, especially after my last relationship with the crazy one... I know my worth and I know what im doing is right for me. It sucks to see him hurt over it but I thinm everything will work out in the long run.

[mifunebooty]

who are the most valid old hollywood actors in your opinion i need your Scientific Knowledge

Valid? I first would think Marlene Dietrich like she definitely had her moments but she was wild, Anna May Wong because she deserved a lot more than she actually got, Claude Rains (raines?) just for honorary reasons, Cary Grant, Ava Gardner, Jennifer Jones because she's hot,i shouldnt have to mention James Dean and Monty because its obvious, Elizabeth Taylor, Humphrey Bogart because he did a lot of activism work against conservatism, Anthony Quinn definitely just for putting up with disgusting stereotypical ethnic roles because he was Mexican, i just found out about rudolfo Acosta and now he's valid, rita moreno and miss hayworth, glenn ford, ida lupino for directing, hedy lamarr, i thinm butterfly McQueen deserved much more than she ever got tbh like AT LEAST credited for Mildred pierce, Marilyn Monroe, dorothy dandridge because it seemed like everybody forgot her, Richard widmark like i don't understand how he's possibly underrated when he's incredible, Carol Landis just because rex harrison is extremely sketchy and im double SURE he had something to do with her killing herself besides saying he wasnt gonna divorce his wife, Joan Bennett because i feel bad her career immediately evaporated because her husband or boyfriend shot somebody she was cheating on him with or something? Lana Turner for shooting her husband, Paul Newman and Joanne Woodward, Gregory peck, William Holden, Jack Lemmon, Judy Holliday, Myrna loy and Audrey Hepburn for her later activism!

[treacherous-archive]

How do you feel about the grammy nomjnations this year? And what do you thinm Taylor's chances are? I think it’s shit that The Weeknd got snubbed cause he couldn’t preform. And I also think some of the licks for AOTY were wierd I expected After Hours and Fine Line to have been nominated? And also how do you feel about Just Bieber getting nominated (Yummy is a terrible song) and then trashing his nominations?

i honestly feel very excited but at the same time disappointed, so many talented and well deserved, hard working artists got snubbed which leads us to the weeknd :( it doesn’t make sense how blinding lights was the highest charting song of this year and still didn’t got nominated ?? you’re telling me yummy is a grammy worthy song but not blinding lights or anything from after hours?? the joke writes itself. i’m incredibly happy and proud of taylor’s nominations tho, i think her strongest categories are AOTY, pop duo and probably SOTY too, this documentary somehow might help a lot with the chances of winning AOTY so i’m very hopeful about it. with the justin bieber thing, his white privilege jumped out, it gives me major “but daddy i wanted an r&b nomination 🥺🥺” vibes, like dude can’t you just be grateful you even got nominated? there are so many artists that deserved the nominations more than you, sit down. tbh both after hours and fine line were favorites to get nominated for AOTY and it really sucks how the grammys keep doing this snubbing shit but are we surprised?

[chains-and-pipes]

I... think roan also deserves an apology from me

And since they are all sorts of out of commission... it will go here

I was supposed to protect you... third is the only one of us who really tried... im so sorry

I fell for trixter and then i.. i saw my queen and i... did not... i failed you and i am sorry

To be honest i... may.. have done so just.. partially entirely bc i cannot lose my queen... and... it scares me so much when i know you are wanting to end this... i know i cannot be with them if this continues,, so i promise i will not keep failing you. I may leave you, with my queens permission and if i find out how, but i will protect you untill then

Even from Third if i must.. what is a crazy bigheaded fool to a dragon with nothing to lose after all?

Oof the thought jusy occurred,, if i end up killing the asshole, and if i leave... do you thinm you could handle just you, roan? I dont .. youve never really had to do that and.. heartbeat maybe isnt the best catalyst to start that...

I guess you'll still have life

I know they are worth more than we often give them credit for.

Youll either end up some major hippy ass dork, or some hardcore nihilist with a dope garden. Heh

I wish i couls do more than feel my past

I wanna remember

I want to be nostalgic and think of a time far away

No wonder life wanders so much

I cant feel my feet i will... roll over...owch i did it

Our joints say.. ~~how long has it been... they got in at 3ish so.. almost 6 hours?~~

6 hours is too much

Apparently we move more than this in our sleep

Or we are just beat up from brain feels escaping to the outside

S hard to tell

It does feel likw when id slam my lower back on the bar in dance tho

Also i moved is out of the warm pocket we had built up

I am cold again

The coldest burning wretch

Im

Tired

I dont think this was the post i asked it on but, my queen, if i get the chance may i please leave roan earlier than their time? If i wont kill them by doing so?or i mean, if you are okay w me doing that? But... i doubt you could say even if you are.

Trixter never would be

And trixter i... hhh i wont, okay?

We wont do that

No matter where each of us are and no matter what kind if communication we have or dont have. Dont worry sbout that, at the least, okay? And please take care of my queen

I... if you make us leave you have already said you wont take good care of yourself.... i would he such a hypocrite if i tried to make you in that scenario... but please? For their sake? I know they harbor guilt and maybe you dont always want to deal with that or whatever but *please*. I cannot keep them safe right now. Please, you have to. Please. I

Am a proud asshole and i.. dont like to beg but i will beg you all day if i must

Please keep them safe

I

Would be less afraid of like... Permanent harm to them except for the shit fox is pulling and i am not sure but... look i dont know but please just keep them safe trixter, and wolf, and... hell i will beg the wild and the human if it will do any good.

Just... please

I will find them again but.. they need to be there for me to find and...

I dont understand how everything works as much as i thought

Or... i am understanding more now i think would be more accurate just

Please? I am... not sobbing, i dont ... i dont think i can do that?

But tears have been running down my face at the thought of anything happening to them

Not... just to them but

Fuck

I love all of you, trixter

I hate that i cant... i hate that youre hurting and i hate that youre hurting us and

My wings hurt and i cant think so i dont know if any of these.. i barely remember what i said in the other ones.

I know i asked my queens permission to bail if i cannot... have her here. And ik i told them id find them again and keep them safe. That has been. Echoing in my head since i woke up.

Topic change

Im trying not to get too excited but i might be galking asleep

I just blinked and it was 5 minutes later