#i think the real thing is that she just doesnt *trust* people immediately and that makes sense
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A little bit about CKC pointing field trials (puppy stakes) in general for those who are interested in how they run.
CKC has its hunting dog events broken out pretty specifically. CKC is restrictive in which breeds can run which events (e.g., only CKC registered approved pointing breeds can run pointing tests, other breeds are excluded even if they technically could complete the exercises. Rory can only run pointing events, she couldn't do a retriever test or a spaniel test).
We also have a distinction in trials vs tests, as most other venues do.
Trials - you are competing against other people and being judged against a standard. You run in pairs. Top 4 dogs get placements, once you get enough points you get a field championship.
Tests - you are running alone and being judged against a standard for a qualifying/non-qualifying runs. 3 qualifying runs gets you a title.
We are currently running CKC pointing field trials.
CKC pointing trials have two main distinctions within them - puppy stakes and senior stakes. You can enter whichever stake you're ready for, with some exceptions (like age) - you don't have to run puppy stakes before running senior stakes.
Puppy stakes are a little lower pressure because they judge puppies' potential. Within puppy stakes, there are two main types of runs.
Open puppy stakes: any puppy *of eligible breed* between 6 and 18 months old. No birds hidden in the field, no gunshots on the course, 15-20 minutes running.
Derby stakes: any puppy of eligible breed between 6 and 27 months old. At least two birds hidden in the field, puppy needs to point birds if encountered, gunshots, 20-30 minutes.
We run open puppy for now. Here's how this goes:
We are randomly paired with another puppy and handler (this pairing is called a brace, the other handler and dog are our bracemates). We walk up to the start line together (usually the entrance to a big pasture) with our puppies on leash. Two judges (on ATV or horseback) give us a quick overview of the course we have to walk. The course is usually through a big open field with medium cover (think knee high grasses and shrubs, some wetlands, some hills but no forest) and typically avoids fencelines or roads. They tell us to release our dogs at the same time, so we let the dogs off leash and start walking (very fast, and I'm a fast walker to begin with). The course is usually huge, much bigger than we could possibly walk in 20 mins.
Usually the puppies play a little bit and then get to work. The judges are looking for puppies who can ignore the other dog and handler, judges, ATV, horses, and spectators, hunt independently, cover lots of ground (move fast and steady across the terrain while still sniffing), use the wind to follow scent, and respond to their handlers' directions. If the puppies want to play too much, the judges will ask the handlers to split up a little bit to encourage the puppies to work independently. Usually you stick within about 10m (25ft) of your bracemate. Puppies can range anywhere as long as they stay visible and ahead of their handlers. (Puppies are often about several hundred metres/yards away from their handlers depending on breed. Rory ranges about 50-100m in real life and about 75-300m in field trials. It is an exhilarating exercise in trust in my training.)
The judges follow behind us and then spectators can follow behind the judges, if they want. We have to keep up a very fast pace to encourage the puppies to cover as much ground as possible, not at a jog but pretty close.
In puppy stakes, you want to keep as quiet as you can. The judges are looking for instinct and basic potential, so you don't want to ruin that by giving your dog tons of directions. If your puppy follows directions, that suggests they need directions to function. If your dog ignores directions, that's unresponsive and also bad. Ideally you shouldn't say much during your run unless there's danger (if a deer runs out, you would recall your puppy) or evils (if your puppy is eating poop, you could recall or redirect). You are allowed to chat with your bracemate but you have to hustle fast so it's usually friendly but minimal.
One important piece of open puppy stakes is that there are no planted birds in the field! There may be wild birds, but it's unlikely. Many people "over train" their bird dog puppies on live birds, and then the puppies get really frustrated that there are no birds in the field after they search so hard. This causes puppies to slow down or give up entirely during their run, so this is something that judges look for. In real life hunting, there's no guarantee of birds so it's important that puppies can work through frustration without losing enthusiasm.
The judges kind of shout directions (go left, head for those trees) from behind to keep us on course. In the best courses, the judges make you walk a loop, but sometimes your time ends in the middle of a field. When your time is up, the judges will thank you and tell you to leash your dog. We recall our puppies and put them on leash and walk them back to our cars for water and snacks.
That's the whole run for open puppy! It's very low pressure. The puppies basically just follow their hearts and do what they were made to do.
Derby is extremely similar, except there are birds planted in the field. The puppies don't HAVE to find birds but obviously its preferable that they do. If they find birds, they must point (stop moving and stand still staring at the bird). They don't have to be steady to flush or shot (they can chase when the bird flies or when the gun goes off), and only blanks are shot in derby. The course is a little longer but everything else is the same.
In open puppy and derby stakes, the judges are just looking for potential. They want to know if your dog would be competitive in the senior stakes, so they're looking for lots of independence, lots of bird drive, lots of stamina, things like that. Because they're judging potential, younger puppies may be judged a little easier than older puppies.
I think that's the gist of puppy stakes in CKC pointing field trials! Send me a message if you have questions about our experience so far!
#dogblr#field dog chronicles#bird dog training#ckc pointing dog field trials#people get frustrated about a lot of things in puppy stakes but ultimately puppies can do no wrong#it is just to see how they do in the field#do they have an interest in the game? do they care about their handler? can they ignore another dog?#its soooo low pressure and so fun#i think rory got placements because she is extremely responsive to directions without me having to say anything#she has extremely good stamina and doesnt get frustrated or lose enthusiasm#and she ranges super appropriately (always within eyesight but far enough out to search)#also she did some extremely nice search patterns and checking the field#it is so cool to see and so fun to participate in#and truly a genuine trust exercise#to see my dog running full tilt several hundred metres away and trust her to use her brain#AND SHE DOES#she does SO WELL#when i give a short whistle and she spins around to look at me immediately?#its enough to bring real tears to my eyes#mav and i cooperated well but never to this extent#i see why people field trial their dogs#it is so rewarding to see her do what she was made for
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honestly i dont think its that vi has a hard time opening up to people i think its more so that its more difficult to gain her trust. but once someone gains her trust i think she opens up pretty easily. like she knew cait for probably at max 3 days and she clearly had her reservations about her for like 2 of those but then theres that scene on caits bed and she just immediately spills some of her deepest regrets and shes known this girl for less than 3 days.
#arcane#vi#i saw this hc on tiktok where someone was like 'she has a hard time opening up' and idk i just really disagree w that#like ik its not that deep but it also feels like again stereotyping#if anything vi is one of the most emotionally driven characters on the show#i feel like shed actually have a hard time keeping her emotions at bay with anyone#i think the real thing is that she just doesnt *trust* people immediately and that makes sense#most of the people she interacts w on teh show are people shes known her whole life like jinx adn ekko#but when you see her interact w cait and jayce initially shes clearly distrustful#yet when she finds out its ekko behind teh mask or before she realizes powder is jinx#shes immediately going towards them to hug them.#on that note i think theres also something to be said about hwo once you gain vis trust its so difficult to break it#to the point its actually a flaw for vi because she becomes very protective of the people she trusts & loves#even when theyre doing bad things#she obviously doesnt agree w the things they do but she holds on to their trust so much that she thinks if she loves them hard enough#theyll change back#bro i love tihs fucking girl wtffff
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honestly I don't think I have much to say about part 3 when it comes to tory's arc, I'm just happy for her. and I wish there was more of her bc I feel like she needed at least one conversation after the fact to kind of . . . establish the new ground for her character? wrap up her journey? if that makes sense? like we see *where* she's going afterwards and the trajectory of her life (in the short term at least) but I wanted a moment to hear her say how *she* felt after finally getting what she worked for.
#ck spoilers tw#⚡ ooc. ── ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞#I have like *two* gripes when it comes her writing in part 3.#one is very minor. the lack of time spent with her and the lack of real catharsis bc we really just get a supplemental flash forward.#(which again. very very minor thing. it's a problem with part 3 as a whole bc so much is crammed in that not everyone could get --#-- the proper attention that they ALL deserve.)#the thing I have more of a gripe with is how they wrote her with kreese#and just pretended like he *didn't* break her trust over and over again#kreese's redemption arc just does not work for me and esp having tory act like he's just her silly old grandpa after everything#felt so incredibly ooc for her. I'm sorry but he shouldn't get to just magically get forgiven by everyone right before [redacted].#30+ years of treating people like shit doesn't automatically get resolved with an 'im sorry'#'yeah you mentally manipulated me and used me like a child soldier and got me to commit multiple crimes that almost ruined my life'#'but you said sorry :( so I guess it's okay. even tho you kept doing it over and over again.' like please fuck off with that#she is NOT that forgiving and by that point she has actual support lmao so she is NOT desperate for kreese's attention#she doesn't *need* kreese and she doesnt *need* to forgive him#at that point HE is the one who needs *her*#and I think her denying him that immediate forgiveness would have been more appropriate#and gave him more of a reason to be introspective and seek atonement
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Wait what did Moon do that was so bad Sun really moved out? How did the rest of the family take that?Let alone that he chose to live with KC and Bloodmoon. Are they all in his camper? Is KC ok with that?
Are his kids safe from Bloodmoon? And does he have a partner and that's how he has the kids?
Sorry my mind has a lot of questions after your last post.
Oh it was around the time they didn't KNOW how much Nexus remembered, Moon had suspicions and used his foxfox plush to put a camera inside. Spoiler... No Nexus has no full memories. But because Moon put the plushies head on poorly it fell off thus upsetting Nexus badly enough and Sun found out. The plush was fixed up but Nexus was noted to play with it a lil more gently after. Also some other lil things before such as Moon protesting this isn't good for him to hold onto Nexus after everything. Like lil things that added up and once it was obvious to Sun that Moon was more or less not listening to him and even crossed a boundary... Sun left with Dazzle and Nexus. He still works in the daycare but Minimum talking to Moon. The family absolutely chewed out Moon for this. And they don't know where Sun is staying technically. Sun left without telling where he'd be but he does let them know he's alright. Sun felt it was the best place they WOULDNT find him. And Yeah KC's okay with it. In fact encourages it. Hearing what was happening he understood (also he know it's better for Sun to be with people he kinda knows.) KC would be redeemed still and Sun learns real fast One, he's got several human children. and Two, Bloodmoons here and he's literally just vibing. Sun pays rent via KC gets to babysit Nexus with his kids. The Baby Rent. Dark Sun doesnt like this cause he didnt have portal over there. As for all of them being in the camper, kindaaa they live near a haunted amusment park. And yes the kids are safe from Bloodmoon. KC's basically took him in and just let him go ham in the woods. I think Thorn could explain that one better. KC's adopted human children, he's got his own baby basically. But no other parent. I know he got the baby, because she was basically abandoned and he took her in immediately. Bloodmoon has learned to chill around these kids cause he's now the older brother to them. (Altho... he's still rather murdery just not towards them.) As for like Sun's kids?? Bloodmoon begrudedly will deal with them, Sun doesnt really trust Bloodmoon tho, so thats something he handles for a bit while living with KC. (Esp when Bm will be a lil shit and try to scare Sun.)
#Dark Sun just coming by a lil bit... out of sorts cause no one told him where sun went OR nexus so he was a lil hissy over it.#baby nexus au#theres a whole thing#moon does try to apologize btw its just hard when sun really is being stubborn
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ok so this head has been rotting in my head and i think its time to let it free.
so pirate!miguel stumbles on siren!reader's territory by accident bc his ship got wrecked and he was sorta the only left of his crew (u can change that if u want ofc) and siren!reader saves him cus she wants to know if any other man is gonna come so she can prepare herself for a future attack. he wakes up by mouth to mouth but he doesnt realise until siren!reader herself says something about it. the rest you can decide.
i love ur fics sm! stay hydrated!<33
𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞
╰ Pirate!miguel x Fem!siren!reader.
╰ angst, death, slowly gaining trust then immediate betrayal, (not really…)
AN: this is so short I’m SO SORRY, thank you for letting it free!! Thank you for requesting and hope this is to your liking!



Miguel ohara.
That was a name that was well known, feared, and one of the strongest captains and have one of the most strongest crew in the sea. Get attacked by him? You’re dead, you aren’t making it out alive.
He’s listening to his crew mate talks about sirens, saying how they are worth a lot and they should go hunting for one! Miguel instantly rejected the idea, saying it’s a waste of time.
Miguel never really believed in sirens, he thought it was some tale to scare kids and to make pirates like him search endlessly for them.
“Awh c’mon!” “No Peter, It’s just a waste of time and resources.” “You are like probably the only captain that dosent believe in sirens” “Because I’m not stupid.”
He remembers helping another crew hunt a siren but never even saw it, nor heard it. Miguel scoffed at the fact he wasted his time helping someone hunt for something that probably wasn’t even real.
But now? He believes, he saw one. He even looked at one. Talked to one.
Miguel felt like he had a fever dream, he doesn’t know how to put it into words that what happened in that day was real and not some random dream.
He’s not even on his ship anymore, not his crew, just some random people. He dosent know what happened to his crew mates but just assumed the worst.
It happened so suddenly, He was sailing on the ocean on his ship with his crew mates. Laughing and just having fun. When he least expected it, the tides got rough, the waves got higher and it was stormy too.
The last thing he saw before passing out was a massive wave, All he remembers is feeling the impact and then black.
His ship wrecked god knows where, His crew mates most likely dead sinking down in the same ocean but different area than Miguel. Miguel was drowning alone.
Until you saw him, You noticed him sinking down. Your first thought was free food but then you realized who he is. He’s a pirate. The same ones who try’s to hunt your kind. You scowl at this discovery but you soon realized he’s alone, his ship is gone too.
You could get information if there’s any attacks coming, their weaknesses and then kill him.
So, you save him. Grabbing his body, stopping him from dying and throwing him on the shore. you look at his body, you recognize that symbol that’s on his chest...your eyes widened, you grit your teeth as the grip on him tightened.
This was the Captain that helped that crew hunt your kind. Yeah, you are going to kill this man afterwards.
You give him CPR, isn’t working. So you give him mouth to mouth. Soon enough he’s awake sitting up immediately, coughing up some water. He looks at you, looks around. He’s at some random island as some lady saved him.
“What do you want from me? Is there anyone else coming? Is there going to be future attacks I don’t know about?” You immediately question him.
He looks at you once again in confusion and opens his mouth to answer but his mouth closed then his jaw went slack as his eyes widened in horror as he realizes that you aren’t a human but a siren.
He frantically searches for his cutlass but you hold it in front of him “looking for this?” You say as you toss it in the water. He looks at it sink I the water then looks back at you in fear but regain his composure.
“I don’t mean any harm, I didn’t even know—“ you scoffed, not believing his words “Oh cut the bullshit, answer my questions now.” You demanded him.
You get closer to him narrowing your eyes at him as he backs up “Is there going to be any men attacking me? Is there going to be people trying to hunt me down?” You questioned him once again.
“I’m being truthful, I don’t know. I didn’t hear anything about people looking for you. I don’t mean harm, You can see that my crew mates are not here most likely dead. My ship is wrecked. So please trust me.” He pleads, you glare at him and backed off.
“Why would i ever believe a pirate Like you?” You sneered at him, and he sighed “Please, I’m alone. You have my word.” He pleads once again. You look at him trying to see if he’s trying to trick you but you don’t see any malice in his eyes.
You decided to trust him, you felt bad for him. And you especially know how it is to be alone so, you just nodded and point your head to the island “There’s some food there, You Can stay” you tell him and you swam away in the water.
He smiled and began to explore the island, trying to see what he can work with for the time being. He can deal with this, He is a bit shaken up that he just talked to a siren.
As time went by, you guys respected your guys space. Staying away from eachother…which was actually you avoiding him because you still hated him.
But after a couple of days, you talked to him more. Making short and awkward small talks but it’s something!
Now Miguel sits at the shore, looking at the water as he searches for you. He notices your eyes staring at him back and he’s a bit startled but he offers his hand to you, you swim up to him and take his hand.
“Yes?” You say, tilting your head. He smiled at you and puts an apple in your hand “Here, I don’t really know what you eat and i don’t want you to still hate me” you eyes widened at his kindness.
You couldn’t help but chuckle a bit “you don’t do your research?” You say as you take a bite of the apple, usually you’ll just eat whatever is in the sea or sailors but sometimes an apple wouldn’t hurt.
He shakes his head “No, I don’t focus on stuff like that. I just focus on where I’m going, why, and the safety.” He admits honestly, you raise and eyebrow at him being a bit skeptical of him.
“You were there helping another pirate hunt my kind” you pointed out and he sighed “you think I wanted too? It was a waste of my time and my resources. Even after that I didn’t believe”
You smile. Maybe he isn’t half bad “Realized I never got your name, What is your name?” You asked him.
He smiles, knowing he’s getting on good terms with you “Miguel, Miguel ohara” and he offered you a handshake, you give him a handshake.
“you aren’t that bad Miguel, I thought you were going to kill me or send men my way” you joked and he shakes his head.
“I wouldn’t either way, why would i crash my ship risk my teammates life and my own! just for a chance to get you?” He asks and you thought about it. Huh, he was right. “Dunno, people are desperate.” You shrugged and he laughed.
“True, true. I see pirates fight all the time and I don’t get why!” He says while eating some berrys, You didn’t even notice but he was halfway in the water. “So, how’s the pirate life been?” You asked him.
“It’s…Something alright, it’s always shocking something. Everyday is an adventure and I…had my crew mates with me, it was fun and I miss it. I miss their laughter, and…everything.” he tells you. His shoulders dropped as he has a frown on his face.
You feel bad for him, you understand how that feels to be left alone. To miss home, to miss everyone and everything.
You put a hand on his shoulder and then loved it up to his cheek for him to look at you.
“Hey, It’s okay. I understand where your coming from. Trust me, I know how it feels to be alone. I didn’t live here always, I was with my family, my friends but then…they came. I seen all of my family die in front of my eyes.” You looked away, You didn’t like going back to this memory but you told him anyways.
“I tried to stop them but 3 ships was there. I couldn’t do anything, so I swam away as fast as I can. And that’s how I got here” you confessed to him.
It was silence for a few moments but then he apologized “I’m sorry that happened, but hey! You got me now” he says with a smile, picking the mood back up. you laughed, You Can Finally trust him.
But that thought quickly goes away, you hear the familiar sounds of a pirate ship. Your smile dropped. There was multiple, he lied to you.
His eyes widened in horror as your widened as well. You back away from him, looking at him with disgust and betrayal. You turn around to the ships and you noticed that they are aiming their pistols at you, their cannons as well.
He desperately pleads that he didn’t do this, that he didn’t know but you glared at him. You’re in disbelief that you actually gave him the benefit of the doubt and trust him.
As much as you want to attack him, You safety matters first. So you swim away deep in the water as Miguel watches, as he hears his name being called from the people above.
A/N2: im so sorry this took so long
#pxtch writes !#miguel o'hara#spiderman atsv#spider man: across the spider verse#miguel o'hara angst#miguel ohara#miguel spiderverse#miguel x reader#spiderman#spiderman 2099#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel x you#atsv miguel#miguel ohara x reader#miguel ohara x y/n
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In Jesus name I pray that this post will reach those who need it, and that those beautiful people will have the strength and trust in Christ to receive this message with willing and softened hearts… AMEN!!!
After a really difficult time in my feelings today, I just wanted to come on here and be real with you all for a moment. God does not rely on our feelings. And I know that in the times of despair, or suffering, or exhaustion… sometimes we might not feel like God is there at all.
But He is. God is always there. And today I learned a really, REALLY valuable lessons. To anyone struggling with your prayer life, this is for you. I read in the New Testament in the gospels that we shouldn’t say too many words in prayer because they become meaningless, and that less is more. And I took this to mean that I wasn’t allowed to tell God about my day, that I wasn’t allowed to rant to him about my feelings, that I just needed to say the things that needed immediate clarification and be done with it because anything else was TOO MUCH.
And as someone who’s been told her whole life that she’s too much, that really got to me. I got scared. I stopped praying to God with my whole heart and started being afraid to say the wring thing. But these verse are NOT to find shame in us!! When Jesus was saying “less is more,” he was talking to the Pharisees about how their mouths praised and preached but their hearts were turned away from God. They prayed long prayers not to gain the approval of the Lord, but to gain the approval of the people. And then I got to thinking. Jesus prayed ALL NIGHT to God!! How’s that for “long prayers?” So when you pray to God, pray what’s on your heart. I’ve been told to treat him like a best friend, but I say talk to him like you would talk to the perfect person. Why? Because he WAS the perfect person. When God the Son became man and lived his time out here on earth, he was COMPLETELY sinless. And if you met the perfect person, you would be able to trust them completely and honestly. And thats how you should talk to God. Completely and honestly. Tell him the deepest desires of your heart. Tell him about the little things in your life that are just crazy annoying or the little things that you can’t help but see his wonders work in. Tell him about your feelings, when youre angry, when youre sad, when youre happy… just dont stop talking to God. Because God doesnt want you to be perfect, God KNOWS that we are sinners and that is exactly why he sent his Son Jesus Christ to die for us on the cross!! God wants areal relationship with you. And what relationship doesnt have its ups and downs? Just because God is perfect and has no faults doesn’t mean that you are too, and in fact based on 1 John 1:8 (“If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us.” NIV Bible) if we claim that we are without faults and therefore not sinners, we cannot truly accept God’s grace because, in our minds, there is nothing to accept.
So take heart, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ. God’s grace is made complete in the acceptance of our sins, because without sin there would be no reason for grace. And that Holy grace extends to all of us, because as Romans 10:9 says…

From here on out if anyone needs prayers and/or support feel free to leave a note in the comments or even DM me anonymously if you don’t want anyone to see who you are!!! I am here for each and every one of you and will do my best to help you all individually as the Lord God guides me!! In addition to that we are ALL a part of the body of Christ, and as the Lord shared with me recently if one part of the body has a bruise the rest of the body works to heal it!!
~Hopey, OUT!!! ✨🕊️🫶🥰
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As someone who loves both Kenny and Violet, I feel like I’ve found my calling here 😭😭😭
They’re genuinely so similar, and I do agree that the fandom has male bias, as well as protagonist bias actually
Clementine has the opportunity to befriend/romance Violet and then let her get kidnapped 20 minutes later. And for Violet, that is the most obvious feeling of betrayal! I don’t understand why people in the fandom struggle to realize that their actions have consequences
Lee can basically hate Kenny the entirety of the first season and then the fandom defends Kenny for his actions.
Clearly most of us totally understand Kenny’s response to Lee’s and by extension Clementine’s behavior, so why can’t they understand Violet’s response to Clem’s? Makes no sense to me
honestly i feel like aside from having a male bias the fandom has more of a kenny bias than a protag bias. i see his ass EVERYWHERE. CONSTANTLY. some people act like he raised clem as much as lee did 😭 (and i dont like the way the fandom talks about clem sometimes 😒 ties into the "weird about women" stuff)(and javi? wheres javi? i would like to see more javi. i actually think i see david more than javi)
anyway. i DO find kenny to be a compelling character and understand Why hes popular. its why i initially thought vi would be more popular among those fans! people who like both kenny and vi i can trust to have understood the assignment 💀 because they really do share similarities. but things some people LOVE kenny for they absolutely LOATHE violet for. and its just???? whats not clicking???
i really dont understand why some people act So Shocked by violets reaction in the cells. like hello?? YOU did this to her??? shes done nothing but put herself on the line for clem (even if clem is mean and ungrateful about it), and the One time vi needs clem to have her back, she doesnt (even tho its an impossible choice to make, and deep down vi understands this). and people shock pikachu face when it pushes her back to minnie like no shit??? but i dont think theyre even paying attention to violets character in the first place so 🙄😑 violet settled into that leadership position on her own and not only do you strip her of that role by letting her get taken she also feels discarded by the One Person who was actually influencing her to change for the better in the first place. AND you can do it all 20 minutes after kissing her. of course shes hurt!!! but people act like shes soooo unreasonable for her behavior (and vi would later agree with them! she tries apologizing to clem on the beach actually. thats how quickly she regrets it. but its too late at that point for her i guess 🙄 irredeemable. to the stocks)
kenny will Literally refuse to help lee look for clem if you pissed him off too much like 😭?? if you arent kissing kennys ass 24/7 he is the worlds biggest bitch about it. but endless excuses for kennys behavior for some reason 🤨 him trying to save ben (or christa but its better with ben narratively) is his first Real selfless act and its why its such a compelling conclusion for his S1 arc (only compounded by the fact its BEN of all people hes trying to save, the reason his family is dead). and S2 kenny is all about how his mental health is in sharp decline and hes becoming more violent as he attempts to control what he cannot 💀 kenny defenders out here using up all the oxygen in the room to make excuses for his actions but the minute vi makes One mistake she immediately regrets (after being nothing but loyal), shes an evil bitch deserving of what she got 😐
gee i wonder why 😭😔
#i LIKE that everybody is a different flavor of Fucked Up TM and react to fucked up situations in various fucked up ways#and dont even get me started on the way vi and louis are basically equal opposites coming at the same arc from polar ends#but people will still find a way to hate one and love the other MAKE IT MAKE SENSE#i can understand maybe not liking them Equally but to LOVE one and hate the other??? esp when they love each other so much??#louis winning the character poll that vi lost to ben on in round 2 💀 yall are REALLY not paying attention to her huh. the dichotomy..#vi deserves better than this 😔 girl get behind me. all twdg women get behind me. i'll defend your right to fuck up queens#twdg#replies with lexi#bourbonificould
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What are you and Peta doing right now
actually we just got back from an appointment ☺️ and he s mad at me
@dr-footloose knows this lesbian doctor lady and so i took my man in (he was really fighting it but i told him he could get prescription drugs.. i didnt think they would give him anything strong that he would want but there was still that possibility )
So i went in with him because i said i only could schedule it if we went in together (he hasnt been to the doctor since the 90s so he didn t really realize thats not a thing)
Anyway we see the doctor and he doesnt wanna talk so i explain the situation to the doctor (both of us are getting older and hormones are all over the place)
And she asks us some questions about mood (when i set it up on the phone i mentioned that it was a big concern for peter but the situation needed to be handled delicately because.. of his mood )
Thats when peter realized this wasnt about the drugs this was about getting help
He starts yelling and i point at my man and nod to the lady . This is exactly what im worried about .
So she s very calm and she asks my man his habits , every single thing he does in a day and how he feels
He says he hates everything and besides spite he has very little else that keeps him motivated
She asks him what it was like growing up, knowing you were different?
This is where he started to trust her.. she recognized he was special .
He gave some reluctant answers
Then she asked about his teenage years , if he had difficulty with puberty
Then when he was an adult and he was in college
He actually talked about why he got a divorce and the major events that led to that and how bad his ex wife was for his health because they were both angry people
He talked about how much he hated men ❤️ (kind of sort of ignoring me 😉)
He said this Jigsaw case was awful and my department was so slow and how its so frustrating 🤣
Then the doctor lady had to clarify if we were actually in a relationship or not , he admitted we do it
She asked him how it s changed his mood He got real flustered , probably because i was grinning at him
He said it s a good place to put his stress and get his anger out
She said is he okay with that ? (She meant am i okay with him doing that)
I said Yes of course ! thats what i m here for!
And she gave me kinda a weird look
Then she asked peter if he thought I was experiencing the same mood intensity as he was
He said i ve always been this way
She asked him again, 'do you notice anything wrong with your partner's mood'
He said yes hes too nice to me I laugh and he shoots me glare
He explains that he never asked me to be nice and that i should lay off him
The doctor lady was nt buying it.. she asked him if he could see the two of us together for a long time. Like even when the jigsaw case is over
He looked very uncomfortable . He didn t answer it. So she looked at me.
I said i'm open to whatever peter is wanting . She looked frustrated but clearly (and peter knew this) she could see right through my man
He groaned and asked if he needed prescriptions
She asked him why
He said '... for my mood?'
She said maybe . But she wanted him to make an effort on his own first
. He immediately said no, and she said fine, have some mood stabilizers.
We walk out of there and then in my car , hes reading the paper she gave us on menopause and the prescription and he scoffs because apparently the pills are weak or something . He cant abuse them so hes mad about it (im not supportive of his drug use and i do not want anyone reading this to think it is okay or cool to do. My man has problems , ok? But im finally getting him help )
So the rest of the car ride back to his place is tense
He doesn t invite me in to screw
So im back at my apartment
Thank u for asking ! ❤️
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I dont interpret ruan mei as evil because she’s autistic, not because autistic ppl cant be evil and terrible but because she has a very aeon-like complex that is intrinsically tied to her autism and special interest in life and aeonhood.
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Aeons are neutral about their Paths, like how Lan doesnt give a fuck about if you feel blessed by their genocide or not or how Sunday almost reached aeonhood but couldnt because he wasnt completely neutral about his stance etc.
Ruan Mei's pursuit of aeonhood is, in a way, very selfish, in the sense that she’s willing to sacrifice a lot for it but it’s also neutral in a very scientific and detached way. She’s a very detached person in general, and doesnt really allow herself attachments, so she’s okay with sacrificing things because hey, it doesnt concern her.
It’s very much tied to her autism because she has very Specific things that she cares about, and even when she cares its not in a way that’s easily understood by others.
Her actions dont come with malicious intent but because she’s so tunnel visioned on her pursuit of aeonhood, she fails to recognise that her understanding of life is very much lacking and very much, hurtful in ways that are not computed through logic and science.
Like. She knows that her creations yearn for her affection but she is unable to give it back to them because 1) shes detached shes not particularly attached to them, whatever affection she forces herself to give would be fake 2) shes also super busy. So she entrusts them to the Trailblazer because she knows that TB would have the capacity and capability to care for them the way she couldn't. However, she fails to realise that her creations wants affection from HER, as their mother and creator. She knows she's hurting them but she doesn't entirely understand the root of the issue, so her solution, though a way of her showing her care, doesn't really solve the problem.
Another example is her cloning the emanator of propagation. Her attempt at bringing back the bug wasn't because she wanted to destroy the world but to test the limits of her understanding of life, destroying the world was simply a consequence that she didnt care about. That sounds bad, but it doesn't mean that she wanted to destroy the world, she just didn't care if getting results meant sacrificing everything else. However, she also knew it would have been a disaster, so she set a self destruct function AND assigned TB to take care of it. She doesn't realise that her attempt at cloning alone was extremely reckless and putting TB through it by deceiving them, even though she ultimately had "good" intentions, was hurtful at a personal level. In the process of trying to make her experiment more safe for the sake of others on the space station, she deceives TB and inevitably hurts their feelings and trust.
Ruan Mei wants to go further and further, but the part of her that has learned socialisation and does truly care about the welbeing of others, actually stops her from doing so, even if she may not necessarily realise it.
Ruan mei is someone who is not able to fully, properly CARE because she doesnt allow herself any forms of attachment, hence her apathy but she does SHOW care through her actions. However, because such care is not seen as natural, or even understandable by the vast majority, it goes under the radar. Most people don't understand her way of caring, and they don't try to. This is evident both in game and in real life by people who couldn't properly grasp her character in the quest.
Sorry that I digressed quite a bit but it ties in a lot with apathetic autistic people, and even just apathetic people in general who DO show care but it goes unnoticed and is scrutinised because it doesnt immediately come off as comprehensible and overtly caring to neurotypical people. It's common for people to think autistic behaviour is uncaring or dismissive, because they don't see us playing by their rules and don't make the effort to understand at all. Ruan Mei is a character who is extremely autistic coded, and her devotion to her research reads very much as an autistic person with a special interest. Special interests can cause the tunnel vision that Ruan Mei exhibits, and autistic people can and have neglected ourselves and others in the pursuit of our special interests. It doesn't mean that we don't care about other people anymore, we just prioritise our special interest above all else.
Ruan Mei isn't evil, shes just neutral and just doesnt have the same capacity to be emotional and attached as everyone else. The things that are important to her, aren't as important to others. The things that are natural to her, just aren't natural to others.
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I always found the blue & pink people thing really odd.
Like I think it's a visual choice to make everyone around Hajime seem less real, a form of dissociation, it's supposed to really push the feelings of isolation but also a feeling hes more real Hajime experiences, and for that end it's a great choice.
The problem is I just don't think that's the right end they should have gone for, the plight of the Reserve Course is the single most important story in the series for its wide effects on the world it's in, it should have had the same emotional weight as the death of the student council, but it doesnt, could you imagine if the student council were all blue transparent people? it would lose so much impact, and yet the suicide scenes and the parade dont have a single identifiable character despite how it's the literal signal for the end of the world even just a few more Reserve kids we knew and could recognize would go SO FAR in helping
hell just make her a reserve
Pikachu Girl as she was named also known as Aiko Umesawa was spotted out of a crowd early on in the series and people loved her because look at how cute she is! She's like a pikachu! She was a student council member and probably the most well known one, so she died in the massacre and most people were the most sad at her death, at least at time of release.
Now imagine instead they made her a reserve, maybe a mirror to Chiaki? then have her even just in the background of the reserve course, growing more and more saddened and angry, then have a scene where she kills herself with the other Reserves maybe bitterly saying she never should have trusted anyone or that what point is there when no one ever cares, IMMEDIATE larger impact, even if she was THE ONLY character with detail in the scene, it would immediately humanize and bring back down to earth the mass suicide for what it is!
#Aiko Umesawa#danganronpa 3#anon chaos#at the very least they needed to give the other reserves stronger stand out moments#the adults in UDG are also blue and purple but I can actually remember some of them because some had a lot of character#the lady hallucinating killing a child the note begging to understand why his daughter turned on him#the man with his leg caught who couldn’t bring himself to be a burden!
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Weiss and Cinder position swap. Cinder is the "they're confused but they have the spirit!" team member who is doggedly loyal to Ruby and Weiss is the manipulative (and manipulated) person who only wants power over their life for once.
Weiss adjusted the collar of her shirt to hide the scarring around her neck as she watched Team CYBR (Cyber) take on Team ABRN in the opening round of the tournament. A smirk crossed her lips and she leaned back on her bed, spinning the dust revolver on her rapier’s hilt. Everything had started going according to plan, and as long as she was able to keep everything under control, no one was going to see what was coming.
“Who do you think’s going to win?” Mercury asked. “Ruby and her friends seem to be a bit outmatched if you ask me.”
“Ruby and her team will pull through and win the match,” Weiss said calmly as she watched the match closely, the smirk on her lips fading. “We’ll need that brute on their team to make it to the finals for our plan to go smoothly.”
“And if she doesnt?”
“She will. Afterall, it is team CYBR that seems to get in our way. And if they seem to start failing, then Emerald will make sure they can still win.”
Emerald nodded and flipped through a few pictures on her scroll. “Though, we still dont have any guarantee they’ll keep sending her up. The faunus and the orphan seem to be working together well enough, we might need to change our approach.”
Weiss stopped her dust revolver from spinning and looked up towards the ceiling of the dorm room. “If they dont send up the brute, then I’ll adjust our plan accordingly. All that matters is that we show the kingdoms that huntsmen cant be trusted. That no matter how much trust they put into them, huntsmen arent meant to save people. Only to follow the wills of the kingdoms and the councils in charge.”
“Then what would you like for us to do in the meantime?”
“Go to the fairgrounds and enjoy yourself,” Weiss said as she put her rapier down. “Mingle with the other teams, find out who they plan to send up and who we’ll need to make adjustments for. The last thing I want are for any last minute surprises that’ll interrupt our plans.”
“Alright. Want us to get you anything?”
Weiss shook her head and turned to look at the television screen again, keeping her eyes on Ruby. The one person that seemed to keep getting in her way unintentionally, a kink in the plans that never seemed to go away no matter how much planning was involved. A smile crossed her lips for a moment as she sat up, a small, fiery glyph forming above her fingers as she circled it in the air. “Your move, Ruby. Lets see if you can stumble onto the real plan for Beacon.”
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Cinder raised her swords to block Reese’s hoverboard, sliding back as she braced against the impact. She pushed Reese back with a growl and ran her fingers up the sides of her swords, activating the dust inside them as they burst into flames. “Ruby?! Any time now!”
“I’m thinking!” Ruby yelled back as she used her semblance to find a vantage point to look over the arena. “Just… try to get them grouped up!”
“Easier said than done!” Cinder took a few steps back to avoid Reese, her eyes following the hoverboard. She ran her hand over her blades once more, heating them with her semblance and molding them into a bow. “Go help Yang! I have an idea!”
Ruby nodded and rushed off to help Yang deal with Arslan.
Cinder took a breath and drew back her bowstring, nocking an arrow and aiming at Reese’s hoverboard. She quickly let loose arrow after arrow, drawing back each one as quickly as she could grab them. She relaxed a bit as she watched Reese pull back, her eyes immediately snapping to the rest of team ABRN. Bolin had moved to help Arslan with Yang and Ruby, and Nadir was starting to give Blake some trouble.
“Cinder! Watch out!” Blake yelled.
Cinder quickly moved out of the way of a rock Arslan had thrown at her, wincing as her aura started to flicker. With a quick glance to her scroll, she checked her team's aura levels, not liking how low everything was. “Yang! Punch the ground!”
Yang paused. “What?”
“Just do it!”
“You better have a plan!”
Cinder nodded and shot another arrow at Reese to keep her back, smirking as she watched the terrain start to crack from Yang and the other team start to lose their balance. She pressed her hand to the ground and activated her semblance, superheating the terrain to make some obsidian. “Ruby! All you now!”
Ruby smiled and rushed around Bolin and Arslan, pushing them back to Reese. “Blake! Yang! Time for Bumblebee!”
Cinder rushed back as she watched Blake throw the gun of her weapon to Yang and pull her around the edge of the arena and over the obsidian path. She looked away as Yang made impact with team ABRN, dropping to her knees as she heard the buzzer as the match ended.
“And with that spectacular ending, Team CYBR wins!” Professor Port called out over the loudspeaker.
Cinder picked herself up and smiled as she listened to the cheers, glancing at her team before walking over to them. “I cant believe that worked.”
Yang smiled and pulled Ruby to her. “Of course it worked! Ruby’s genius when it comes to on the fly plans!”
Ruby tried to get out of Yang’s arm, struggling to get out of her grip. “Yang!”
Cinder giggled and helped Ruby out of Yang’s grip. “Lets get something to eat. On me today.”
#rwby#ruby rose#rwby ruby rose#weiss schnee#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#cinder fall#emerald sustrai#mercury black#drabbles#Cybr au
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A crime (aka christel being very dumb)
Christel took a breath as she walked towards the jewelry store. She was not gonna use the equipment.. Because she didn't want to injure herself. She just hoped a guard catches her quickly.
But as she proceeded with the crime. It was going smoothly. Too smoothly. She cursed herself and gothams very bad security.
“Oh no you don’t” A voice said throwing combat stick at her hands, causing her to immediately drop the diamonded necklace
Christel blinked.
Oh fuck. Instead of a security guard catching her--- Christel turned around to see NIGHTWING.
Ohh crap.
"Woooo, you caught me" Christel said sarcastically "go ahead take me" She was years younger then him, and smaller so she didn't stand a fighting chance.
Nightwing didnt seem fooled by her sarcasm
he crosses his arms in front of him with a serious look on his face, she could see a playful smirk appear on his face.
“What’s a high-class lady like yourself doing breaking into a jewelry store?”
"Would you take, I was bored as an answer? " Christel tilted her head, acting innocent.
He chuckled “And the real reason?”
"Oh come onnn" Christel whinned. "Just arrest me, do you chit chat with every person? I was caught red handed wasn't I?" Christel said. Though even if nightwing arrests her, it would be very easy for Christel's family to just bail her out and buy her innocence.
Plus, the media would believe them, why would a girl from a rich family steal??
He took a second to think
“You did get caught red-handed” He paused for a moment “But I’m curious, why did you steal it, someone like yourself who obviously doesnt need to. It can’t be for money and being bored is not a good answer ” He seemed like he legitimately was trying to figure out the reason why she stole it
Christel looked embarrassed, whatever the reason was must be a embarrassing.
"Reasons don't matter, come onnn" She asked again. Nightwing then realized the equipment that christel was using was Catwoman's.
He raised an eyebrow
“You know a certain feline thief I’m assuming?”
Christel blinked glancing down at her grabbing hook. "Oh yeah... She is a friend of mine, she let me borrow these" Christel answered truthfully. "She is my street mom, not biological but in bond" Christel explained light heartedly.
“So you, daughter of a wealthy family know Catwoman??” He can’t help but let out a small chuckle. And people who knew him as Dick Grayson called him weird.
"Hey, it stops her from robbing our house and she is a cool Mom" Christel shrugged.
He couldn’t help but respect how casual she was about knowing a criminal
“So you know her enough for her to let you borrow her equipment then, you didn’t actually steal from her to use it did you?” He asked, a more serious look appearing on his face. The last thing he needs is catwomen wannabe's Or catwomen's having a Robin themed army of her own-
"I might have lied to her, saying I was just gonna use it to click photos... She doesn't know about this robbery attempt.." Christel explained slowly.
“So it was just to do something” He asks “but what were you going to do with the necklace?” He raised an eyebrow.
"Nothing I would have returned it back in a few days anyway. It is worthless to me, if I am being honest" Christel said before she started critiquing all the jewelry in the store one by one. She continue criticizing the jewelries for hot 2 minutes straight then saying.
"Also, this store is known for cheap ass diamonds and fraud. Look into it. Anyways what was I talking about??"
He sighed, not knowing weather to trust her or not.
“You were talking about how all the jewelry was worthless and how the store was known for cheap ass diamonds and fraud, how did you know that by the way?” he asked entertaining her.
"I am a billionaire's daughter, I know a cheap diamond when I see a cheap diamond" Christel explained.
Thats a fair argument , she most likely would have access to the information about where the jewelry came from, as well as how its made
“Fair enough” He paused for a moment “Well...I’m not going to bring you in for this or let Catwoman know that you stole her equipment.”
"God dammit! No to the first part, yes to the second part!" Christel argued.
He can’t help but smirk “So that’s a no to the jail thing and a yes to me letting Catwoman know you stole her equipment?”
"No! That's me going to jail and having the criminal record and you NOT telling catwomen about why I took the equipment! "
“So you want to go to jail?” he asked
Christel groaned. "Fine fine I will tell you my sad anime backstory!"
“Oh? And what exactly is this ‘sad anime backstory’?” he asked making air quotes.
"Wow a charmer aren't you?" Christel sighed rolling her eyes. "I am done with the media calling me the golden child. It is making my siblings grow bitter against me" Christel confessed
His smirk disappears, ah yes family problems. Of course.
"Yeah, I mean we all have the normal sibling bond. But Harold is known for his countless love affairs, Derek has a small juvenile criminal record because he used to beat people to near death and Marbella is known for her teenage dirtbag phase where she used to do drugs.." Christel explained. "Me and my other sister stella were the normal once but like a few months ago. She got super drunk, broke into her teachers house and threatened him because he gave her a B-"
Christel sighed " since then the media has collectively dubbed me the "Golden child" Or "the nice one" "
Nightwing seemed genuinely sad for her, especially since she genuinely just wants to not be known as the ‘golden child’ and keep the family together...
"We all are nice kids. They are just going through their difficulty separate ways. I just happen to not have a public meltdown like them" Christel chuckled dryly. "So instead of doing something drastic. I decided to maybe steal something kinda like Catwoman and Publically be outed so I can have a small criminal record and NOT be the golden child"
He sighs, he understands the burden of not wanting to be the ‘Golden Child’ and he understands the pressure of not wanting to be the ‘nice batkid’ all the time when there are family issues going on. He put a hand on her shoulder.
“I suppose it’s better than getting into hard drugs or almost killing your teacher” He says thinking of the scenarios she told him.
"Yeah my family is a bit dysfunctional but they are nice people" Christel explained "god this was stupid of me- sorry Nightwing. I took a decision without thinking how stupid the plan was"
“Trust me , It’s fine don’t worry about it. I know what it’s like to have certain expectations put on you” He says, referencing to him being used to people seeing him as the Robin that can do no wrong.
"Ah. I keep on forgetting you were the first Robin" Christel said softly. "I presume you are the "Best one" To the others?"
Nightwing chuckled "yeah a common misconception in my family. If anyone was the best Robin it was probably either red hood or red Robin" He said. "They displayed what Robin is supposed to be, the most. I just made the mantle"
Christel hummed back. Before they fell into silence. ".. Mind walking me home? Considering you aren't gonna take me to jail"
"Sure kiddo, just don't try this again. Otherwise I will take you to jail"
"Gotcha"
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First off, hi! I love Hobie and Spiderverse in general, I've seen it twice and my favourites are Hobie, Pavitr, Mayday and Peter Parked Car! I have several headcanons that od love to share with you!
1) Hobie and Pavitr first bond over their mutual dislike for the British monarchy and government, but admit that the tea is really good.
2) Hobie is literally a Robin Hood to the people of Mumbhattan, particularly in the slums and poorer areas. He also helps May Auntie and he's one of the few people outside the immediate family that she trusts and respects.
3) Hobie and Pav come up with a plan to steal what Britain stole from the museum and to give it back. Its all sorted out; Mayday is the distraction and Peter Parked Car is the getaway vehicle. PPC has a booster seat specifically for Mayday.
4) Mayday has a toy called Spiderspider. He's a spider that was bitten by a radioactive spider and she refuses to sleep without him, even for naps.
5) Hobie is shortsighted and has half moon glasses for reading and sewing. He also loves to sew as a way to relax and he makes Mayday a battle jacket with acab in building blocks on the back
6) Hobie and Pav act like a couple and Mayday is their daughter. They do this without a hint of sarcasm and Miguel is both confused and not surprised.
I love all of these so much!! Especially the fact that you liked Peter Parked Car!!! (Honestly him and Lego-Spider-man are two of the good ones I trust them) and sdfdfkjdsf now I have headcanons of your headcanons!
I love tea and I love the idea that Hobie could be Pavi's 'tea plug'. He brings him all sorts of teas - English Breakfast would probably be something Pavi likes. They both probably have REALLY strong opinions when they learned Miles makes tea in the microwave and not the kettle (don't worry miles i do too)
OOOOOOOOO This is a good one!!! Especially since things are more drastic and somewhat hardcore in Hobie's universe, I could see him really really enjoying helping out in Mumbattan. Bonus points because Mumbattan is sunny. His patrols there probably put him in such a good mood - I bet Mumbattan is one of those universes that LOVE all Spider-people that come through
YOOOOOO THEM DOING THAT WOULD BE CRAZY Especially cause the news would be like 'how did these huge 2 ton statues from India disappear in 3 minutes'? And it's like easy, Hobie just picked one up and walked out. They're that strong that they can steal EVERYTHING back no matter how big. And it's like a modern mystery how like the entire West wing of the British Museum went missing in 15 minutes
SPIDERSPIDER SUPREMACY - I need a real spiderspider so the person it bites becomes Spiderspider-person lol
I love the idea of Hobie doing textile crafts so much because it makes so much since! I bet he does embroidery too, because it helps for patches. People probably think he doesnt wear his glasses out of embarrassment but in reality he probably would like them a lot and not want to damage them/lose them so he keeps them somewhere
HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THE EPISODE OF SPONGEBOB!! - yknow the one with the baby clam and Patrick and Spongebob!! I need something like that with them oh my goodness - like Pavi walking around with rollers in his hair (only coconut oil, my ass - LIES) and Mayday on his hip. Suddenly Hobie is wearing an all-black robe with patches (doing dad-style WAY more stylishly than Peter), they get super into it and Mayday probably thinks its hilarious
Honestly all of these are so cute!! Especially the Hobie in Mumbattan one I love carefree Hobie Brown. He deserves it so much
(also sorry this wasn't proofread because i am counting spoons today)
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flaps into here...would love to know your oldest & newest OCs and differences/similarities for you too...
SMILE. my oldest oc is asha and my newest im not 100% sure but i think is probably elliot. at the very least elliot is the most recent well developed so im going to talk about them
asha has remained quite similar to when i made her honestly just gotten more fleshed out... shes a young woman with necromancer abilities that travels around a lot and LOVES to resurrect animals especially cats ^-^ she has little regard for the consequences of life and death and the pain that what she does may cause because it doesnt really occur to her- to her, someone who has lost her family and is unable to do anything to get them back even in a world of magic that can quite literally bring people back from the dead, she cant imagine that it can be anything but good. she struggles with and comes to terms with her attachment issues over the course of the story shes in
what to say about elliot... theyre a person living in a post apocalyptic world almost completely isolated whos predisposition to paranoia + distrust worsens as they spend more and more time around people who they see as dangerous but the only safety net they have. they live in a refurbished and made up barn on the edge of a large farmland, with only two other people in the area, both of whom are the only safety net they have and both of whom do not like nor trust them, or each other. as time goes on they seek more control over the others while growing more fearful and feeling more powerless. i dont have a set idea of what a story would be for these three, theyre mainly just there making each other worse
id say now that i think of it there are a good amount of similaraties and differences between asha and elliot! ill start with the differences
personality wise theyre quite different id say... asha is very upbeat and social, quick to make friends and generally very "goes with the flow" when it comes to most things. she is stubborn, though, and quick to anger when challenged, and when this happens she digs in her heels and refuses to listen to anything that might go against what she believes. this causes difficulties with her friends and with her partner felicity, whose worldview and whole existence is antithetical to ashas. elliot on the other hand is the opposite in a lot of ways. they were already quite paranoid and asocial before the apocalypse happened, and now theyre extremely agoraphobic and distrustful of others, to the extent of relying on someone they think is unstable and dangerous because they think he can keep them safe. asha feels like her belief and her worldview is correct and stubbornly refuses to listen to anything that may contradict or disprove what she thinks, even when it hurts others, while elliot has no particularly strong morals or beliefs, mainly concerned with self preservation. one place i do think they are very similar personality wise though is that they both VERY much need to feel in control, either of their situation or thepeople around them, or they unravel and break down fairly quickly. both scramble to reassert themselves when they feel they dont have this, and both harm their relationships with others because of it
i think their stories are fairly different so i dont think theres much to compare there, though both are sort of fantasy- magic and zombies. its kind of interesting they both have undead creatures or people in them though i hadnt thought about that ^-^ elliots setting focuses much less on them as individuals though, while ressurections have a much more immediate focus for asha.
in terms of their ROLE- asha is the protagonist in her story, joined by felicity, her partner and deuteragonist, and a few other main cast members, with what i would imagine if i ever made it into a real thing to be a large cast of side + more one off characters. elliot is the deuteragonist of their setting, though, along with dahlia. the two of them are as vital and central to the story as cooper, the "main" character, but he is just the POV character so we see more of him of course. elliot has little influence over the overall setting and so the plot often centres around them trying to gain control in their personal situation, which is something that they share with asha- the plot largely follows a journey centred around the wants of felicity, which is something that asha disagrees with and does not want to see played out, but she has little control over
i think thats about it... ^_^ theyre not too similar in other ways like appearance and stuff. both of them are #bisexual... asha i made when i was maybe 15 or 16 and elliot i made only last year which is about 8 years difference. i think i would say ive come a decent way when it comes to the development of my ocs- asha was never intended to be any sort of self insert or anything but she was pretty heavily based on my personality (in ways that i saw it at least) when i made her but ive pulled her a bit away from that as she developed a bit more and ive changed too of course. elliot i would like to say i didnt really rely on any sort of inspiration for and hes not based on anything or anyone, other than subconsciously and since of course everything is drawn from inspiration i see around me. i think any more i go on about would just be minor details
#answered asks#my ocs#asha#elliot#i havent made any new ocs in a while! and elliot came last of those three because cooper and dahlia were in a dream i had
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(The “post charlotte now” anon) THANK YOU that is exactly how I interpreted her character! I’m so happy someone else sees her in the same light as me, it’s kinda tiring seeing the negativity towards her (understandable tbh since she barely ever showed a positive attitude and only towards the end) since what she struggles with is an actual real life issue that usually is a result of trauma, it’s the worst mindset to ever be in and it leaves you and everyone who cares about you hurt, if not leaves you completely alone because you keep pushing everyone away thinking nobody’s ever genuine with you and there’s some nasty ulterior motives for their “kind” actions, it sucks and in a way i’m glad she somewhat snapped out of it after dying and being in the waiting room, obviously that world view wouldn’t disappear into thin air but i feel like she’s gonna be a bit more mindful now,i noticed her being a bit less hostile too and i was wondering how people didn’t notice that or at least don’t care to talk about it?, also you’re so right about charlotte being included with Amelia and bryce if they ever moved in together i feel like she’d at least stay in touch w them, arguably to me charlotte is one of the best written one characters if you really look into her
I also remembered people saying she’s an awful person because she’s painting her friends as these bad people like guys….she genuinely thinks they pity her and only care about their own image obviously she’s gonna tell other people the same thing, and her lying about not knowing there was fungus in the caves honestly also seemed like her not wanting to admit she’s wrong to not worsen her already very fragile self image, i feel like she doesn’t like being confronted about her mistakes because it just sucks being confronted about something you struggle to overcome (recklessness, awful spending habits, distrust of others that comes off as “having an ego”, etc) it even might come off as preachy, so overall i love charlotte’s character and how complex she is, i hope more people see your post i’m tired of her being painted as a manipulative asshole she just seems like she’s gone through some stuff that made her that way like no way you distrust everyone for no serious reason
YAA charlotte is like... a loooottt of how she acts really feels like its deeply rooted in Smth, and while its never specified what it is (or if there IS smth its based in, but it really does read like it is) and ultimately, the specific WHAT isnt really relevant, and it doesnt excuse her actions!! but shes def not like. evil or anything? people arent as patient w her character as they are for others who do similarly shitty things in the series and its genuinely a little like. shes not Bad Forever And Always. shes improving by the end of the series, at least somewhat, and shes not gonna be PERFECT right off the bat, and issues w trust arent easy to get rid of, if you can be rid of them entirely, but i think having the actions of her friends be recontextualized as not malicious like. genuinely has helped w her character growth, and she CAN improve and IS improving
also?? the thing abt her lying . sooooo tru. i think that her lying abt not knowing abt the fungus can really easily be read as her Deliberately trying to manipulate ppl abt her experiences, and while i DO think she does explain things in ways that make her look better (like u said, very likely to save image . bc she ALREADY has expressed that she doesnt like being belittled) its not malicious. that doesnt make it GOOD, but ppl painting all of her actions as Bad and Evil isnt doing her character any justice. shes a SUPER complex character, and i think she unfortunately gets overlooked bc she isnt Obviously part of liam amelia and bryces 'group.' she IMMEDIATELY was ok with the competition and so she doesnt get as involved in the main plot of trying to leave the plane. but i think shes a bit like julien in that, she doesnt ACTIVELY alter the plot in any super significant way, but she IS important narratively, i think. she shows someone similar to taylor, who WANTED to participate, but also someone who DOES ignore the worst parts of whats going on. shes a LOT like airy, easily adaptable, prone to isolation, and not always good at reading the wants or needs of others. but charlotte (and ive seen this mentioned before somewhere?) shows, at the end of the series, the Best case scenario for airy (were he not stuck in his world)
ANWYAY this is a lot but like. man charlotte is SUCH an amazing character. charlotte i am SO sorry everyone overlooks your awesome writing
#ask#SORRY for how long this response took!!!!#but its like... ive mentioned it before and i think partially discussed it in my answer to ur other ask#but one is a series that VERY much serves to dissect the diff ways ppl respond to horrible things#and thats what charlotte and bryce share in. theyre both characters that display what happens w poor experiences and poor coping#BEFORE another horrible situation#they display the ways ppl whove already experienced shitty things respond to NEW problems#(in contrast w liam and amelia who may have had problems before one. we dont get told this#but ultimately they either were doing pretty ok before or HAD worked on healing already#its deliberately vague bc. like i said w charlotte. the 'what' of why they act the way they do at the start#is ultimately irrelevant. one is abt the way ppl RESPOND)#which in turn kinda fulfills itself by implying smth has happened w charlotte before possibly?#though its still very much up to interpretation#but anway. yea.... SO sad she gets boiled down to being Manipulative And Mean. shes COMPLEX and its SUCH an oversimplification of her
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Bubs watches Supernatural. 06×08 all dogs go to heaven
I love that Sam‽ not sleeping implies that it is the soul that needs sleep, not the brain

[That bobby singer? Give him a kiss from me.]
Im sorry its straight up canon at this point
Daddy and papa are married
Canon
Wedlocked
Its fucking fact
Why would they need to bring the werewolf they captured to bobby?? /j

[You bag the howler, bring it home papa.]
No actually, I need to talk about this
[I still think about Suzie Heizer. - Biology class Suzie Heizer?]
Sammy went through dozens of schools, traveling, hunting. And yet. And yet Dean not only recognises the name, but immediately calls 'she had biology with you'
Now when talking about a person, there is not a real need to say 'oh I met this girl in biology class and shes awesome, we really klicked'!
That sentence works fine without specifying the class too
So dad!Dean took an active effort to know about Sams schoollife, over and over and over again
Every new class, he would know the students sam talked of often
And I know that speaking of people a lot will make remember them after a while. But if they then don't get talked about anymore? They get forgotten too
And yet Dean knew, immediately, she was from bio.

Dean winchester you are not telling me you slept an entired full nights sleep on top of the covers, fully dressed IN JEANS
Your feet and crotch need some time to breathe man

[Let me get dressed, RoboCop.]
WDYM DEAN YOU ALREADY ARE FULLY DRESSED YOU FREAK
I know he means into an FBI suit
BUT BE SO FR RN
Someone get my man some joggins, he'd fucking love those
Ah yes. Putting a loaded gun in our trousers
How has it already been 40 minutes and I am only 10 minutes into the episode
Why is this woman giving off 'I get abused' vibes
Theory: its actually the shy, unnasuming wife they need, not the loud mouthed party husband

[Before we hand him over to a lifetime of demon rape?]
Makes one wonder if Dean got raped in hell
He doesnt say a lifetime of demon torture
No he specifically says rape

[Let's head back. We can re-attack this in a couple hours.]
Dean why didnt you just sleep and let Sam‽ watch em. He literally dont need sleep
Unless you don't trust him to be smart abt it
LUCKY DA DAWG IS THE WEREFOLF ALPHA
What in the teenwolf fanfic
Okay I sill give it to Sam
'Go to hell' - 'already been, wasn’t my thing'
Is a fucking power move
Sniper!Dean is very fucking hot
Point in case

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