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mawbwehownets · 2 years ago

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jay merrick voicemail from rosswood park top 10 most devastating mh moments

#txt #i think the other ones r um.#entry 80 & 86 obviously #specifically in 86 when tim mentions amy and its what gives him the opportunity to kill alex #alex kralies rock murder out of pure like. Shock like Holy Shit Hes This Far Gone Already and theyre from tapes exploring when jay was #STILL in close contact with him #then i think. in entry 84 when tim is like.#i dont remember ever seeing brian in that hoodie. i dont know what i would have done if i had.#also alexs phone call with amy in the car while hes driving home..... and he tries to fight the operator :-(#AND WHEN. WHEN JAY IS INSISTING THAT HE SAW THE OPERATOR IN ALEXS OLD HOUSE #AND WHEN HE FINALLY LETS IT GO THE OPERATOR IS *THERE*#and in the same entry when they go in the basement and tim is like. jay. when did we come in here.#and.#of course. entry 65 & 66

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oceanwithouthermoon · 10 months ago

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kaido thinks hes kubosais designated third wheel, when actually theyve been trying to worm him into the polycule for months

#meow posting one of their fav ships no one else likes again #someone tell me to shut the fuck up #tbh i think this situation technically would work better with established kubokai instead but-#um saiki is a telepath. LOL idk how he wouldnt know #conveniently is wearing his germanium ring at all times ?? erm dumb #canon divergence where hes powerless for a little longer and that happens to be when kubokai starts dating and this happens? mmm yea maybe #i have a fake dating kubosai wip where saikis 'powerless' for longer and he thinks kubokai r crushing on each other #it's complicated and also was never written beyond one chapter (which happens to be a big argument) but its similar to this kind of ? idk #no straight up powerless au though i honestly dislike those erm sorry #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo #kuboyasu aren #kaido shun #kubosai #saikai #kubokai #kubosaikai #meows post

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cerealmonster15 · 5 months ago

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[sebekifies your anon hate to cope] the demons are winning today lads

#cereal tries to draw #um. im not putting this one in main tags. klfksljjgklfj #not to let probably a troll win but ive been thinking about it all day that was so mean and unprompted <3 #do i not already warn u ppl like every other post when im in my tags like 'this probably isnt funny to anyone but me'#WELL. NOW I KNOW IM RIGHT 😑#it's funny TO ME to imagine sebek coming for ace's life. probably not anyone else tho damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#like i get it i already feel super cringey and embarrassing when i post things but like do u have to tell me that unprompted #could u not just block me if my posts r annoying and move on. or make a vague post lol i dont need to know!!!!#i diagnose u with sebek kin. except not really bc i love sebek 😔#sowwy i know im absolutely falling for shit and giving more ammo to like. idk make fun of me for or whatever but #hauhuahauh such is life i guess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if i cant be cringe here then where else am i gonna do it #ok bye 🚶

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silusvesuius · 2 months ago

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my nelvas and moraak thought crumblets

#text #eaaaaaaaaaasy Peasy #actually i'm upset now because i had to read at least some things m*raak says during DB quest and omfggggg the absolute snoozefest that is #- his character i'm actually knocked out and drooling on my pillow #the fact that he has fans is solely bc he's pushed to the forefront as the big bad. cus he has goldfish IQ and idk.. personality of -#- some pebbles in reality #the only good thing to come out of his existence is The sexxxxxxy ass fact that mora protected him (and then decided to marinate him)#i think he falls flat badly just cause he doesn't have something to fall back on; idk how to describe it tho #i think making the Big Bad the character who is 5000+ but was dormant and useless all the time is um..... it was a choice #idk what's up with him but his character doesn't even have the value it should theoretically #Nah that's crazy bc why does t*lvas have a more interesting personality from like 10 voicelines than that abortion #but i'm not mad cus t*lvas is superior to every other character on that island like i mean it #mostly cus he bounces off n*loth's personality really well. to Me #this might just be my personal bias tho bc i do only like characters that are down-to-earth and 'normal people' more than the ones that r -#- very overblown to the point where they're just marvel villains #i would rather lsiten to some working class elf serving dinner at a political gathering than to anything m*raak has to whine about #i remember saying the same things about m*raak like 2 years ago when i didn't talk much and someone pointed me to a mod or smth and -#- like 🤦‍♀️ no offense but maybe i will actually take whatever happened in canon over the shakespearian Dookie the fans will be writing -#- about him #i think there's no point in building a bigger and impactful backstory or motives to him if in canon he was meant to be ass #'meant' as in it turned out to be ass #cus i don't actually believe sk*rim characters are rly that much very 'Badly written' really.. and there are things to dig out of what -#- a character has #and if one of them has nothing pleaselet him die . No i'm jk

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meatmensch · 9 months ago

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Music I think Roy Kent likes and why

Madonna. In season 3, episode 3, Roy said, "[Pre-Madonna] means before Madonna, female vocalists didn't have to work that hard." This implies a great respect for Madonna and her craft. Also, it's an example of a very specific kind of queer guy misogyny that I find very humorous and implicative (of him being queer).

The Sex Pistols (and other punk rock). Two of their songs are in the Ted Lasso soundtrack. One of them specifically plays when Roy is about to do some pundit work for the first time. I think it's meant to be his hype up music. They're also, of course, anti-fascist and anti-monarchy, which I think Roy would vibe with. He's giving punk.

The music of the Muppets. Canonically (not that I necessarily consider this kind of thing canon, lol) a Muppets fan, I think he'd love the soundtracks to the movies, as well as the numbers they do on the original show.

Rap; Salt-n-Pepa, Queen Latifah, and Beyoncé. I just think he would like them. In season 1, episode 6, Keeley mentions that he has rapped, implying at least some interest in the genre.

Leonard Cohen. I think Roy's Jewish, and he's a broody, sensual bitch. It adds up perfectly. Sidenote: while "She's a Rainbow" by the Rolling Stones was a great choice for the song he runs home to football to, I think Cohen's "Ain't No Cure for Love" would've fucking slayyyed..."I loved you for a long, long time / I know this love is real / It don't matter how it all went wrong / That don't change the way I feel / And I can't believe that time is gonna heal / This wound that I'm speaking of" "I've got you like a habit / And I'll never get enough" "I don't need to be forgiven / For loving you so much"

Klezmer. Again, if Roy is Jewish, and we know he loves and misses his grandad...it's simple. He HAS a record player and a dope sound system, and on his shelves there ARE old klezmer records that he remembers dancing around to with his grandad in their old flat.

Amy Winehouse. Again, if Roy is Jewish, and we know he is broody and bitchy, it is a given. "Rehab" is his anthem when his knee gets bad and he is reluctant to treat it.

Disco; Donna Summer and Jessie Ware. It's just great workout music, and it slays, and if he's queer, well, yes, of course he likes disco.

Pop rock; Elton John and Queen. If he's queer...it's a given. I think he particularly likes "I Think I'm Going to Kill Myself" and "Rocket Man", as he is suicidal (I can't find the interview where Goldstein said this) (it's just Word of God anyway), and the most rocket man motherfucker ever.

The music of the people he loves; Led Zeppelin, Cream, Tina Turner, and Stevie Nicks. Phoebe, Keeley, and Jamie like these musicians. He's a caring uncle, boyfriend, and friend. He is listening and learning. Also, I think Phoebe would be into some weird stuff, like outsider music - maybe some Tiny Tim. I think Roy would also enjoy the music of other friends, from plenty of other genres.

#also. i rly disagree w the term outsider music but it gets the point across so yknow.#also i have this hc that he plays the drums bc his sister wanted to play music at some point and he was like ok i will play toys w u fine.#and she plays guitar :)#my posts #ted lasso #i also think he is maybe one of those celebrities who is multidisciplinary. so yes he has released a few eps. under a pseudonym ofc #then again i kinda think he's one of those guys who is really good at one thing and THINKS they suck at everything else. so like he happens #to play music around people every once in a while and they're like whatttt u r amazing? and he's like shut up i'm garbage. yeah #I ALSO THINK ROY IS RLY INTO BASEBALL. why? um. if u ask him he'll say some shit like 'i'm a fucking athlete ofc i follow other sports. no #it's not weird that it's not a very british thing. get the fuck out of my face.' the real answer is he watch a league of their own as a kid #purely for madonna and a special interest was born #inspired #roy kent #also! jamie is a HUGE music snob. i just know this to be true #like. the only musicians we've heard him mention (i think) are tina turner and stevie nicks. whenever roy grabs the aux and bumps madonna o #any music from this century he resists the urge to reach over and strangle him

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deus-ex-mona · 4 months ago

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such is the tale of a ✨chronically online hypocrite✨

#(please forgive this old folk’s rambling for a hot min bc i need to get this off my chest somehow and in some way)#tl;dr: come and get into the hw idol series!!! we have ship discourse; more ship discourse; even more ship discourse #(yes ik people should be free to ship what they do b u t claiming a noncanon ship as canon and forcing it on everyone else is. not cool.)#yes yes friday’s mv was visually cute and ino.rin’s singing was peak b u t i feel like it has caused more harm than good in some way???#i cant b e l i e v e the jp hwtwt beef over friday’s mv is still going on mannnnnnnnn #no less than 3 separate people have made posts along the lines of #‘p l s stop using [official tags] to post about *[unnamed] non-official ships* p l s there’s a time and place for everything’#and n o n e of them even remotely run in the same circles yet they’re all banded together against a *certain* group lmfao never change hwtwt #lhy (esp yhy) shippers are always at the scene of the crime mannnnnnn #i cant see anything on their end of the naval battle (has every single lhy tag+account that i could think of blocked)#b u t it’s still really funny to witness on my twtdash against my will. i think i need to touch grass #‘kyhn isn’t canon either so why do you like it while being such a hater towards lhy—‘#great question!!!!!! it’s bc (disregarding the movie) they actually interact really well together~~~ like the honeypre event y k—#and also bc yukki treats hina really nicely all the time (even when she was being tsun and literally running from her feelings for him)#a n d hina loved him for who he truly was; even before his image change arc. and she also does her best to appeal to him and such~~~~~~~#but lhy. uh. they just bully hiyo 95% of the time and while they do look out for her bc they’re pals #they’re just pals. guys. and lxl have gone ‘uwu it must be u uwu’ to each other one too many times so shoehorning hiyo between them would.#be pretty weird ngl? esp since the ‘widely accepted’ portrayal of lhy as a trio is p much just hiyo x 2 dudes who dont even like each other #and. like. a branch of such portrayals usually seem to have aizo waft away from the ‘r/s triad’ to date mona instead which is. very weird.#some people just pick and choose aizo and mona interactions dont they. all they see is the umbrella scene and go ‘ah yes. canon’#they dont even read further to see how mona doesn’t even use the umbrella after aizo leaves (clear rejection)#a n d how aizo doesn’t even remember giving the umbrella to mona + mona’s entire existence in general after that #and that’s not even counting the grudge mona refuses to let go of even after what looks to be literal months #so for certain shippers to just casually shoo aizo out of the hiyoharem and into mona’s unwilling arms for the sake of yhy is. weird.#and like. shouldn’t he and yujiro have a say in this?? they’re more interested in each other than hiyo so just how are they being commonly #portrayed as hiyosimps in fanon? im so confused… like. wouldn’t they be equally obsessed with each other (as w/ hiyo) if they were a rstrio?#aaaaaa get this off my twtdash plsssssssss pls see this post twtapp pls let this affect your dumb algorithm im tired of the ship discourseee #as funny as the ‘lhy vs the world’ naval warfare is it’s getting. um. very annoying!!!! and now im missing nagisa more than ever s o b s #plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls influence the algorithm ragepost; ik big brother is 👀watching👀 so do your thing—#(pls feel free to duke it out with me too if y’all read this i need my birdsite algorithm to le a r n that i dont wanna see stuff like this)

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fitzrove · 7 months ago

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Started watching a "problem with greek myth retellings" video and it began with a blurb montage like "Condemned by the misogynist guys of history, this is the true girlboss feminist story of [A WOMAN]" and like. brb writing one of those about crown prince rudolf. It's ok he's like a misunderstood girlboss to me<3

#NASJASKSDFKDSLFDGJDFJ #joking. since those retellings seem to be often bad #fun fact i do have ideas for like a black teen comedy series with mary as the protagonist where the ending is like a harrowing twist #like you think it won't go that far but it does and the point is that she had historical agency and her own problems and personal journey #but in the end it spiralled catastrophically due to both crown prince rudolf related events and others #unfortunately writing one would draw the ire of both misogynist rudolf conspiracy theorists (how dare you suggest women have agency) AND a #certain type of feminist media critiquer person: (1) how dare you cover a topic like that flippantly 2) how dare you make rudolf anything #but an inhuman monster of a r*pist murderer gr**mer or whatever in the story #like idk man.. other male characters portrayed as romantic interests in mainstream media are toxic r*pists all the time. like omg i hate ho #'the great' handles p*ter and catherine because i was rooting for them to remain toxic and for catherine to kill him or whatever but then #she starts falling in love with him in s2 and everyone in tumblr is like omg hot sexy toxic romance. like cant we have ONE series where #straight romance doesnt inevitably become the overbearing focus?? i had wlw ships for that show.. they never pulled through...#anyway um yeah. the way i would portray rudolf in that is that mary sees him as this romantic hero which is emphasised in the way its shot #but he's constantly acting in kinda offputting and strange ways and is occasionally pretty pathetic and weird ASHDJFJF #^^ that's never been a deterrent to anyone ever. most rudolf biographers want to [redacted] him this has been proven by the way they write.#the only ones that dont are me (well not a real biographer but a rudolf enjoyer nonetheless) and brigitte hamann /hj #(she actually doesnt salivate over his appearance like frederick morton does xD only quotes 2 contemporary women commenting on it)

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thesixthlisbonsisters · 26 days ago

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unfortunately i thinj im in some weird homoerotic codependant relationship w my bsf because wdym ur gonna pretend we're normal when yr bfs around but wgen hes not ur literally asking me to cut u and saying we're soulmates is this what straight people call a situationship

#but also we arent romantic like that #im not attracted to her nd i dont think sge is with me #but we literally wear necklaces with vials of eachothers blood #is this gay #help!!#also we r planning a joint suicide #holy fuck this is toxic looking at iy like this #umm #ranting #this is actually rank wait!!#she keeps sending me links of snuff films and today i opened one infront of oyr other friend um my reputation will never recover #ok im done

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fivepebsi · 1 month ago

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TO YOU. im having a ball

#not these guys specifically cus i havent watched the vids #but its so funny when ppl who optimise the fuck out of the game to get to the end in like an hour and then complain theres nothing to do...#my suggestion would just be like. if u alwasy do stuff one way try doing it another. challenge urself #try to speedrun if u normally go slow. teach urself redstone. go for all the advancements #i think most of the ppl complaining like this r those who just like. automate everything they can. which is fine #but it IS boring. go mining instead of making an iron farm! explore!!! find fun generation!!!!!#i found a pink sheep that naturally spawned yesterday. and i took it home with me and put it in with my other sheep so it had friends #life is beautiful.#ALSO UM. MAKE MORE ADVENTURE MAPS. THEY R SO COOL NOBODY MAKES THEM ANY MORE #less 'survivng 100 days with no coal' more 'epic jump map' style content. please

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villainsidestep · 8 months ago

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'stop updating us on ur random thoughts every night' no

#gideon shut the hell up challenge #sorry for 24/7 thinking abt fawn !!! (<- lying) anyway.#first thought is v3 post-robbery bringing cyrus to the hq to go see the rangers/chen and ric noticing fawn sporting some new injuries #(we default to a cut lip bc he is Touchy and I think that would explode their brain but any injury will do)#and he comments on how they didn't have those before and they're like oh haha uh yeah it. happens. u know how it is.#and also we like to think that he calls them bambi. smth that he has literally done since hero days. and they're immediately like 😳#bc their brothers are RIGHT THERE.... one of whom u DATED ricardo !!! (they do not Say this tho they just think it v intensely)#and c/r are ofc sharing a link w them and are suddenly like um okay well. it Wasn't weird until u fucking reacted like that ???#....... honestly what if they don't even reintroduce cyrus properly what if he just meets up w them at ranger hq and is suddenly There.#chen walking into the break room seeing r/f: god dammit. chen walking in and seeing that now there's also cyrus: God Dammit.#I just think. if they're siblings. they're Absolutely giving each other hell each time a crush gets realized considering their dating pool #they could be across the city from each other but the second u develop even a Partial crush the other two are Immediately Aware #and like okay yeah sure fawnric is funny bc ur brother's ex ?? Really ??? but hello ????? river/chen ???? CYRUS/DANNY ??????

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xoxo-ren-xoxo · 7 months ago

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there needs to be a separation between ccs and their fandoms because unless everyone gets really cool about a lot of things really quickly then some of the situations i put these cubitos in would make the ccs hurl. and thats my business

#this is about my convexian serial killer au #i dont think theres anything gay about homoerotically covering your bird partner in gore and pretending you just gutted him. with gay inten #um #ok listen.#well i cant actually defend this one but i shouldnt have to! who give a shit!#ship those blocks. hell. ship the real guys i dont care #but asking them 'is it okay if i do this :( ' is silly because now they know it exists! now we all feel bad! no one wins!!!#if their name is martyn they can stay <3 because he knows we r freaks and only judges us a little bit #but the others better stay back

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opheliasam · 5 months ago

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i Like to think that the guy we see dean w at the end of the bridge isn’t even sam bc like ? sam dies old and jack as god knows that sam n dean cannot be together bc Jesus Fuck . and so he just grants dean a version of sam he could love forever and forever (sammy) whilst letting sam be in a place (far away from the horrors of the family he never chose) to be in a place where he could truly be content and at peace (with the people he feels fully safe around who are good and healthy for him)

#heaven is heaven . right #sam’s heaven cannot cannot Cannot be with dean because that’s his personal brand of hell even if it’s never recognised #so jack put all the bigoted unhealed patriachs together (bobby dean john) n um cas and sam r far away in their respective heavens ❤️#jack makes sure to keep dean and sam Away from each other because he recognises that their dynamic is unhealthy and hurts sam both as a #result of having a mostly intact moral compass + recognising and objectively evaluating the situation due to his omniscience as god #probably . Extreme wishful thinking but i do believe that sam is self-aware enough to recognise that dean was not an ideal model to emulate #even if he’s unable to admit that their relationship was an extremely abusive one in which he had no real power/ agency #um yeah headcanon #spn

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elytrafemme · 4 months ago

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my best friend (no. 4, i'll start assigning emojis soon for lore followers) asked me about BPD and i told them i'd talk more about it in person because BPD is the exact overlap of my own lived experience (note: i am not diagnosed but have extensive history with BPD in a secret more confusing way) and my psychological interest. but like now i'm thinking about it and generally speaking i think anything that was a symptom towards BPD i experienced has either grown more mild now that i'm out of an active trauma situation, OR has just become part of what i consider my amorphous CPTSD thing,

but i do like. think about the efforts to avoid perceived/real abandonment. and maybe i've not gone to the lengths some folks might with this but to be honest the more i think back to my own personal history the more i realize that i do in fact repeatedly do insane shit to avoid abandonment 😭

#NEVER beating the abandonment issues allegations #haunted by the time someone tried to break up with me and i told them they could cheat on me with other people so long as they didn't leave #ALSO haunted by the idea of breaking up with my ex causing me so much anxiety i was physically sick and begging then like very soon after #i lost pretty much all interest in my ex 😭 ALSO thinking about getting into my first relationship so that person wouldn't leave #ALSO thinking about being unable to sleep at night knowing that if i don't get a job i will never see my dad again (NOBODY SAID THIS)#also almost ******* ****** because my friends were at an unknown location together so i was convinced they hated me #also feeling ******** at the thought of my favorite professor not liking me as a student. & spending my 1st r acting out so id see them #Um. anyway i don't have BPD but i'm never really beating the allegations for it anyway #mostly because BPD and CPTSD are so similar and you have to wonder if they'd be different diagnoses if we didn't have-#-such a carceral system that stigmatizes BPD and certain kinds of survivors and condemns them to never being treated like humans <-#who said that omg...#when i lay it out it doesn't even really sound like i have abandonment issues because these all seem kind of normal #but i think maybe that's insane. I don't know. kisses u with tongue #i'm able to have healthy friendships now sometimes but some people i am deep seededly convinced will leave and betray me #and i don't really know what distinguishes one person from another but it does kill me inside !#Shout out to best friend no. 2 & no. 5. i text one when i'm episodic so i can get her attention & the other i consistently like.#Will do literally anything for so that they don't leave me

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flovverworks · 4 months ago

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gah i need to ramble. i dont know how itd work/how to not make it push things too far/itd be useless anyway since akira knows 0 about fighting/does noooot have the stamina most ppl who end up fighting does<3, but taking the whole "can help oz use magic at night" into a buffer concept.......cuz i dont find a way to use that stuff/the sages book/etc in aus enough T_T something something when akira forms bonds with ppl............. so i was like "ig their evol could be something where i can work around it into that" BUT I DONT WANT THEM TO HAVE ONE........my normal little guy............who somehow can enhance u should the need come......

BUT it means i end up thinking about the time oz killed someone in front of akira. cuz it was at night/dawn. 'have u seen a wizard turn to stone' 'no' and holding them in a way so they wouldnt see auughhhhhh...........->figaro who ALSO has killed someon(something) in front of akira. and how quiet akira is after. no further comment i should reread that spot story now that its voiced

#stardust speaking !#also in the same(???) line thinking about thise specific oweaki fanart sometimes. i need to look at it again i forgot the dialogue #i just think about it sometimes #cuz i think akira & the northern wizards r so funny (guy getting annoyed with owen......<3333) so anything thats them #in situations where they have to be the one to keep akira safe no matter the reason is situations im fond of #(even more so considering the times akira almost dies cuz of them(mithra) LOLT_T #stuff like fausts tanabata where akira does a thumbs up to show owens secret didnt get found out.........#'fine i wont help u next time ill leave u alone bye' I NNEEEEEEEEEDDDDD AKIRA VOICED FOR OWENS AFFECTION STORY ALONE #FUNNIEST CONVO IN THE WOORRLLDDD #idk i think a lot about stuff the twins & figaro has said too. about how refreshing(?) it is to be viewed in ways thats not immediate fear #and stuff like oz & the younger wizards who dont fear him (his relation w riquet especially) and akira who has called him a fool multiple #times. oz who trusted akira and told them about arthurs prophecy. as well as akira who treats the rest of them so normally too #(before being jumpscared by them again)#akiras concern for brad when he disappeared in that summer event. akiras overall convos with mithra. akira trying to protect owen from #a unicorn likeeeeeeeeeeee #i think theyre great #ok all ramblings done. um. ill try to set up the q today + read pt2 a bit.....T_^ assuming i dont get caught up in other stuff #otherwise itll happen tmrw

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stunie · 5 months ago

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You are keeping the windbreaker x reader fandom alive… thank you 🪽🪽🪽

i think i just talk a lot nonnie 🥺

#🦢— mail !#you are so sweet!! i’ll do my best #bc that was the last ep right #today #i’m gonna miss posting all about the newest wb ep every thursday >:#i am very not okay about ume as long as he exists and is thriving i will be writing for wb #BUT ALSO i’ve found so many other wb blogs here!!#they r all under my recs tag (: ik its messy im so sorry #one day i’ll organize it into fandom for you all #i think at the end of the year i want to compile a huge mlist of my fave works too! but i’d have to ask everyone if that’s okay #i hope you guys would like that!!#AND THANK U FOR TALKING TO ME NONNIE SKDMM I KNOW I TALK A LOT #this made me very happy #kiss kiss #and stay hydrated!

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deus-ex-mona · 8 months ago

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series i’m gatekeeping from my family vs series i’m ✨ok✨ with my family knowing i’m into:

#‘why do you gatekeep hw from your irls?’ well. the thing is. i just ✨don’t want to✨#and. like. i’ve already led my family to believe that i bought bl manga when i was buying idol sengen at animate #so i think im already past the point of no return in that regard. so. um. yeah.#thank you village vanguard for the unexpected μ’s content in 2k24 you truly are yappa saikyou #i s w e a r falling back into my ll phase almost 10 whole years after i first got into it is unexpected tbh #compounded with the fact that i can now actually afford whatever im looking for. so. like. my wallet is in crisis lol #i had just reached my savings goal last month but now i’ve overspent bc i saw great deals on resold honoka-chan hoodies and i couldn’t help—#so now i have 2 identical hoodies lol. but i’ll keep one of them safe in its packaging bc im unwell like that ig #my merch whaling is out of control i s w e a r but my oshis are just too cute aaaaaaaaa #i probably should open another savings account instead… maybe that’d keep my spending under control…#b u t for now honoka-chan jersey im looking for you #tfw ur oshi is decently unpopular amongst the fans so hardly anyone resells her merch lmao #so ig the relatively fewer fellow fans she has are more dedicated to her than fans of other more popular characters lol #but at least her stuff (when resold) isn’t as overpriced as the actually popular members (birb and tomato)#so my wallet isn’t crying as hard as it could’ve been? ig? hunting for almost 10 year old merch is a pain fr though #either way. the grip idol series have on my wallet is truly insane #i wonder how many bags of chips i could’ve bought with the amount i’ve spent on hw and ll merch to date…#at least a thousand… i think. maybe even 2 thousand if my past gacha game whaling is taken into consideration…#…this is probably why it’s important to have a decent paying job ig.#oh well. at least i may be making b a n k this month with how much ot i’ve had to do this week so far…#i hope i won’t have to work till 5am again over the next 2 days… that had been a horrible experience.#help what am i even talking about anymore why am i having a life crisis right here and now u m.#anyways. dni if you dislike honoka-chan. thanks for coming to my crisis rant. see you when the last stage mv drops ig ok byeeeee

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