#i think it went w number 6 thou shall not commit adultery. i guess being gay is cheating on being straight or smth 😭 | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

lesbianlenas · 1 year

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i was truly hit w the realization a few days ago that i actually do have catholic guilt and i wasn’t just joking abt it…..like i was just thinking homosexual thoughts and then i was like wait a sec and went 👁️👁️ like picture in a show where they go in someone’s brain and you see flashing images and that was me reliving my catholic schooling and i was like omg i’m an evil homosexual……it was truly a moment i will say that……..the catholic schooling does smth to you fr is my point 😶

#michelle speaks #u know. when u are put in catholic school starting age 4 they really drill the mental illness into u lmao……#ok and u know what’s funny actually. i didn’t know what being gay was until i was 12 in 6th grade and i learned abt it from hp fanfic lmao #but anyway. in 6th grade….right when i was like am i gay bc i realized that that was a thing #i remember my religion textbook legit was like 😭 the 10 commandments actually includes more sins than they explicitly say #and it had a list and one was fucksisbdv. homosexuality 😭😭😭#i think it went w number 6 thou shall not commit adultery. i guess being gay is cheating on being straight or smth 😭#it’s not just that tho it is other things. i don’t want to get into it but like i didn’t realize how much internalized catholic guilt i had #just another thing on the list of my traumas to work out in therapy 😔✌️

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