#i think !!! its the relief gojo feels . that i kinda wanted to emphasise on too. that when you carry a feeling that heavy sometimes | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

seiwas · 1 year ago

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the comments/tags on the recent col fic are so so sweet and so lovely 🥺 aaah thank you so much everyone 🥹 i’m so happy you love the col couple as much as i do!! 🫶🏻

#the comments are all saying how they like how gentle their love is !! and how patient col reader is w gojo and im sniffling!! 😭#i cant describe exactly what it feels like!! but it’s kind of like!!#when someone sees what you see in someone/something you love!! that feeling!! like!!#i loveee the love that col reader has for gojo and its so weird!! cos i write them to be that way!!#but sometimes (a lot of the time) it still feels like its out of my hands yknow? almost like #once i start typing they take me away on this lil love they have !! and im just here recording it !!!#i felt this so strongly while writing ‘—will i ever bring you peace?’#i initially wanted them to sit down and talk abt it!! like for reader to reassure him some more #sometimes i still think of it!! and whether it was right to remove that from the final fic (if i was robbing reader satisfaction from…)#(… being able to catch a glimpse of that!!)#but i think!! i settled on it being done behind the scenes maybe the next day or whenever bc that wasnt rlly the point of the fic anymore ?#i think . i wanted to highlight a lot of the trust between them !! not just reader for gojo but gojo for reader that #whatever reader says he takes it for truth #and its the way he tries to play it off—asks if reader is sure jokingly but means it seriously #how he plays it off as a joke that thatll mean reader’ll be stuck with him forever #and its the subtext!! that he’s still insecure abt it a little just not saying it but reader gets it and comforts him #not outright !!! but in the same way that matches his but is still so honest and purely /reader/ and !!#i think !!! its the relief gojo feels . that i kinda wanted to emphasise on too. that when you carry a feeling that heavy sometimes #the relief leaves no room for words!! and just !!#i dont know i dont knowww #that piece pulled my hair and was truly me coming right out of a slump where i questioned every single col piece i had written #its close to my heart bc of that #and honestly!! idk if ill like it again this same way when i reread it months down the line but !!! it just !! has a spot in my heart #thatll always be the fic that speaks more than the words ive written down on it #yeah #sorry i rambled!!#shotorus.process #i talked so much again

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