#i swear i wont get in the habit of doing that LMAO

[gayalanwake]

but please, you know you’re just like me

[sumnthingabouther]

⋆·˚ ༘ * thinking about vi & caitlyn x high femme! reader

cw: i did not proofread this so its a bit messy. i literally posted this as soon as i finish writing it LMAO

these two girls cannot get enough of you. they love the cute outfits you put together, vi swears no matter what you wear you can always pull it off. dont get me started on catilyn, she's the one spoiling the hell out of you. paying for your nails, hair, and lashes. you swear to her every time that you can cover it yourself, but she doesn't care and loves the smile you have on your face when you’ve been fully pampered. you wont admit it to her face but deep down in your heart you love it.

chivalry isn't dead when they're around either, always keeping you between them when you guys are out and about. vi is always on the side facing the street, while caitlyn stands to the side that's closest to the foot traffic making sure people don't brush up against you on accident. and yes vi will always open doors and carry bags for you both thats just a given.

they love watching you touch up your makeup in your pocket mirror, seeing how focused you are when you reline your lips with lip liner. or when you touch up your gloss when you start to feel that it's drying out.

speaking of being stuck in the middle of them, yes you will always be between them when they hug, kiss, cuddle you, etc.

when you guys wind down for the day vi made a habit to perch herself in the bathroom doorway to watch cait and you do your nightly skincare routine. sometimes and only sometimes will vi allow you two to trap her on the bed and pamper her with self care products. she will fall asleep every time too.

what can i say, these two are absolutely whipped for you.

i kind of based this little blurb off of my girlfriend and me and she's so vi coded it makes me SICK !! i love my butch so much.

[spiteless-xo]

Im so sorry this ramble is so long but here u go🙁

The absolute terror that came over me when i saw the email notification for the new chapter😭😭😭ok before i read im gonna put my final insights here,, ive literally been scrambling around my house procrastinating reading it bc im TERRIFIED and honestly im so sad its ending,, ive been reading since like february??? I think???Idk atp but i cannot express how much ive loved this story i wish it couldve just continued forever🥲🥲

Ok my predictions are that this will not be a one way path ik tiff is evil and likes to fuck w our feelings😞 i think smt twisted like reader picking eren but eren not picking reader could happen BC HE REALISED HIS SELF WORTH MAYBE😭😭but im not intricate enough to actually use that to decide but i honestly am at a loss i have no clue,, its an honest gamble but i do think eren is endgame??? Help i have no clue😭 but i do remember someone analysing the smells? Vanilla is more home and comfort so like a foundation? And citrus was for summer and things but i was thinking how summer is a temporary thing where people live out crazy activities for the sake of it but the whole thing abt it is that its temporary like we always have to go back HOME to our foundation aka vanilla aka eren????

Thing is ive been eren for endgame since DAYY ONEE i only almost switched up once during the arc with erens confession (idky😞) but other than that ive stayed loyal LMAO idk if im just being delusional tho convincing myself I think she'll end up with eren but

ALSO my other point right

I wanna take this back to tiff bc she IS the author😋 from what ive seen in her tumblr,, a lot of the reader owns resemblance to tiff?? She's mentioned a lot how the readers job is based off her irl experience in an office and some of the readers habits shes claimed to have herself i remember she was saying how people bashing the reader made her think like 'wait thats kind of me tho’ i remember it too vaguely to quote but ANYWAY off the basis that the reader is in some aspects (not all) a projection in some ways?? Its gonna influence,, we ALL know tiff is a strong jean girl😭 we love that and so u'd think jean would be picked BUT in between chapters i saw a few tumblr posts abt her growing liking for eren? I wont deny that she is DEFINITELY still a jean girl but i think for some form of variation in her work bc i think as far as i know she only has one other eren story on her ao3 and so i think her growing crush ok eren may be enough to win her over for just this fic even if jean remains her favourite?? I have like ten million other theories but i need to read the chapter now i will be back😋😋 (im so scared im shitting my pants)

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Im back!! its been like 6 days since i read it but i just didnt have time to write out my reaction after bc i was so fucking immersed i lost track of time and was late to meet up w my friends💀💀💀anyway it was such rollercoaster omd😭 the letters from jean we’re honestly so cute and i think the year time skip made everything all the more realistic in her choice bc she frl needed that break😭 OMD AND THE WAY I WAS PANICKING when that girl came out the elevator istg i thought it was mikasa,, with all generic eren fanfics if theres ever a third party to make the reader jealous theres some unspoken rule to never use mikasa for some reason and i was dying thinking it was gonna be her😭😭 commonly people use historia so when even a mention of eren having a new gf came up my mind shot to historia i swear i was worrying just as much as the reader💀 anyway back to jeans letters i was honestly like getting a bit swayed that i wouldnt even be upset if reader ended up w jean and especially considering how offstandish eren was when reader went to see him at first he was like not following up on anything like he was rushing to see his stupid gf (it was armin🎉🎉🥳) AND THE READER WAS SO CUTE FOR THAT GUNDAM (tysm tiff its such a silly headcanon that eren collects those and builds them i can see it HELP) and i think it was so cute seeing the reader and sasha as bsfs more bc i think there was long periods of time that that relationship w sasha wasnt as strongly shown so its so nice AND OMGOGMOGM LEVI????? U made the dynamic w them so well how he has that small bit of warmth telling her she can work there whenever she needs its the cutest thing ever i love it more than ever and the way levi talks abt petra UGH u made everything so endearing, and istg the reader has never been real until this chapter bc she is so right saying that a bunch of paper doesnt change him bc I KNEW AS SOON AS HE SAID HE NEVER LEFT TITAN AND BECAME BASICALLY HIS DAD that he was not gonna be endgame,, i always had the theory that titan and the kirstein status is a metaphor for the status jean has from the reader bc shes loved him for so long thinking hes someone that hes really not,, jean was painfully aware how he could make any mistake at work and have no punishment similarly to how even if he hurts the reader she will always forgive him so if he couldnt avoid reaping the benefits of his kirstein status then it means he’d continue to take advantage of the reader but thing is this status dissolved when she took that year away from him which is why I appreciate how realistic it all is logic wise,, Eren evidently changed and omg i wanna know abt the pictures on his wall bc when reader was first there there was mention how there were no family pictures or any sign of him really living there but when she came back there were pictures,, i was trying to figure out the meaning but i cant get my finger on it😭 my guess is that he found more purpose in life?? Idk bc that seems so vague and farfetched i was wondering what ur intentions were with that🙆‍♀��� and i had a theory AGES AGO that piecks ‘bad bf’ before jean or smt was zeke?? Bc knowing how zeke was in that gc and stuff like that it sounded like smt was gonna link together? I just think the added details abt piecks past was left unfinished so i was also wondering abt that😋 anyway ugh the ending was also so cute usually i hate when characters dance in fanfics but it was so cute and fitting for the moment like THEM AT THE POINT omg i loved it i love u thank you SO MUCH tiff for an amazing story i hope u have a good day bb❤️❤️❤️

omg thank you for a such a lovely message 🥰💗🥰💗 i’ll hide my response under a cut here because it’s long

reading since february!! omg that’s like the beginning! i think i dropped the first chapter on valentine’s day

“tiff is evil and likes to fuck with our feelings” 💀💀💀 yes.

ugh the smells!!!!! that was my biggest slip up frfr 🙈 i said way too much when i responded to that ask because i was so excited someone asked!! and you guys were all right of course. eren was home and jean was just temporary (like the summer season)

lmao ok literally. i was still a hardcore jean girlie when i started writing tbaw and even after i decided it was gonna end w eren. so throughout writing tbaw….. i literally fell in love w eren jaeger 🙈 and i almost fell out of love w jean!!! tbaw!jean is so awful he almost ruined jean completely for me

hehehe yes yes you’re 100% right w jean. he’s so used to taking advantage and never getting punished (w reader and titan) that he doesn’t really see a point in changing because tbh his life is pretty good?? but then when reader spent time away from him, her blind infatuation w him wore off and then when he tried to pull that same shit again, she’s like nah bro.

ok this is probably not clear at all, but the deal w eren’s apartment is that in the beginning it’s very sanitized and show-homey because he feels distant and detached from his friends/family after the death of his mom and becoming close w zeke. he’s like internally ashamed of the way he’s acting because he knows he’s in the wrong so he’s almost punishing himself by distancing himself from everyone.

and then after a year when he’s changed and the pictures are on the wall, its because hes worked his way out of that hole of self loathing and is happy with the person he is now. so he’s able to feel more comfortable, even in the privacy of his own home, and having his mom “watch over him” in a sense, and cherishing his previous relationship w jean and his ongoing friendship w armin, etc etc.

yes!! pieck’s bad bf was zeke! i was originally going to have her have a bigger role in tbaw to show like how eren’s past behaviour can affect people, since she was a victim of that treatment when she dated zeke. but i scrapped it because it would’ve extended the story so much and also i didn’t really like writing pieck lol

so there are like lil bits and pieces about the pieck/zeke relationship and how the way he treated her makes her seek validation in men, but it’s super underdeveloped in tbaw.

thank you again for such a lovely comment!! i’m glad you enjoyed it 🥰💗

[princess-pill-enjoyer]

I'm sooo tempted to buy dxm. I feel like I should avoid benadryl for now til i can prove I wont fall into that pitfall again. But at the same point I am so irritated.. I need something.

I wish I could go back to the person that could hold it together on fear and imaginary peer pressure alone. I swear that girl is dead. I hate being in her fucking shoes. It's so suffocating.

I just want to stop thinking again. But I want to be able to function like normal. And thus far, I dissociate and go completely silent when I'm high on weed and when I'm high on dph I get too forgetful and tooo reckless because of it. Plus my conversational skills are neutered a bit. and I shake lmao

Dxm is so far the only thing I know I can get my hands on without getting caught. But I'm scared it'll lead me back to before.

I hate being like this. I don't feel like me rn. Not really depersonalized i think. I feel like I'm just an angry person hiding inside this stupid fucking girl. Playing the roles everyone else expects me to be in. What I kinda HAVE to be in. Once I get back sucked into it I feel like the normal person that I'm living in. But rn.... I feel like she's being annoying and dumb not listening to her instincts. All the things I feel end up being the case. I'm not gonna list em all out. I'm trying to break out that habit. I still regret all the useful info I plagued with my personal drama. But I have a lot of reasoning to feel this way. It's like she lives in lala land and I have to be the one that feels the brunt of the hurt she brings.

I cant even be bothered to cry about it anymore. I don't want to deal with any of it. Dealing with it correctly has done nothing for me. If anything it's made me worse. It's like I put my heart right on my sleeve. I'd rather not feel it for now. When I can deal with it without ruining everything I will but for now if I listen to myself I'd either be dead or a loser. i just need to numb myself so I can get the fundamentals in place for now. I need money and I need school. If I have to drug myself to keep myself stable enough to push through so be it. I can't do it on guilt and shame anymore

I'm gonna buy robotabs dis time. Last few I just got what was cheapest with the most pills. Now I know better. I'll puke em all up if I get capsules again. Them fuckers are poisonous

[gumdecay]

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[toorumochi]

Hello~ I created some KaruShuu Headcanons for you guys~ hope you enjoy ❤️🧡 (Questions ain’t mine, I just answered them) Also some of them are based off fanfics I have written/read.

Who rocks the Ferris Wheel seat and who flips out and begs them to stop?

KARMA IS A BITCH AND IS ROCKING THE FERRIS WHEEL SEAT WHILE SHUU IS HOLDING ONTO THE POLE FOR DEAR LIFE

Who is always horny and will have sex at any time, at any place and at any time?

Hm. Both. Lmao

Who is more into taking showers/baths together? Who tries to make it relaxing and who tries to make it sexy time?

Karma is the sexy time, always time and Shuu is the relaxing time one BUT. That doesn’t mean he isn’t playing along with Karma

Who likes to walk around the house naked and who tells the other to go put some clothes on?

Karma. Karma walks around at least half naked maybe some boxers - and it’s not like shuu doesn’t enjoy watching his manly man walking around the house beefy af and flexing his muscles without even trying but he still tells karma to put some clothes on

Who sleeps on the couch when they get into a fight?

I DONT CAREEE HOW SOFT THE ARGUMENT WAS. KARMA SLEEPS ON THE COUCH.

Who takes photos of the other while they sleep?

BOTH DO. BOTH DO TAKE PICS OF THE OTHER ONE AND THEY TEASE THEM WITH THE PICS LATER ON

Who said “I love you” first? and who ends their arguments in a fight with “Because I love you”?

I would say that Karma was the first one who said ‘I love you’ and the ‘bc I love you’ feels like smth Shuu would say

Who likes to wear the others sweatshirts?

Shuu likes to wear Karmas, and then:

“...shuu pls give me my clothes back I swear I have nothing to wear-“

Who wakes the other up in the middle of the night to tell them a cool dream they had? Who has the most nightmares, and who sings them back to sleep after?

Karma would be the one with cool dreams and wake Shuu up but since Shuu is a supporting bf/husband he will listen to him ❤️ and when it comes to nightmares, I would say that Shuu gets them but Karma is always there to comfort him ❤️❤️

Who is more likely to cheat?

No❤️ but if it’s in a video game- karma. He is a little bitc-

Who makes fun of the other for having a crush on them, and who has to remind them that they are in a relationship?

NDNSNSNSBD KARMA WOULD MAKE JOKES ABOUT IT LIKE

“Wait whattt??? You have a crush on me? Omggg stahp I’m blushing now”

“......Karma we are dating-“

Or better!

“What? Omg- really? You actually have a crush on me? Damn Shuu why didn’t you tell me”

“...Karma we are marrIED-“

Who starts a food fight in the kitchen?

Karma is a little bitch and he would start with maybe splashing some water onto Shuu and then Shuu turns to face him with a straight face “oh it’s on”

Who initiates duets? and who is the better singer?

Both initiate duets; anywhere and everywhere - and Shuu is the better singer. Karma sounds like a bitch

Who starts the hand holding? Who grabs the others butt? Who slides their arm around their waist? Who likes to put their fingers in the belt loops?

Hmmm maybe Karma would take it easy with the hand holding; like he would start taking Shuus hand when they are at home and when it comes to public he lets it be and waits for Shuu; cause if he is ready to hold hands, Karma is ready too.

GRABBING BUTTS- OMG PLS. KARMA. KARMA WOULD. AND AND HE WOULD TEASE SHUU ABOUT BEING HEAVIER THAT HE IS AND SAY THAT HIS ASS IS 4KG HEAVIER.

AND THE ARM SLIDING AROUND THE WAIST- *slams fist on the table* KARMA WOULD DO THIS ANYWHERE LITERALLY ANYWHERE.

AND THE BELT LOOPS- SHUU. SHUU WOULD THIS BUT LIKE HE WOULD DO IT AS A SIGN THAT HE IS UNCOMFORTABLE AND WANTS TO LEAVE SO HE SHOWS IT TO KARMA THAT WAY AND I THINK ITS ADORABLE.

Who likes to write the others name on their wrist?

Karma would doodle his own name on Shuus arm during study sessions or so ksksksks bonus: Shuu does NOT wash it off, when in the shower, he has this one hand stretched out so the water won’t touch the doodle.

Who is more seductive when they are drunk? and who is louder in bed?

Shuu. Both is Shuu. Pls.

Who is more protective?

Karma is pretty protective- but not in an obsessive way, more like taking care of Shuu and his health as well as his eating habits and sleep

Who talks to the other while they are sleeping?

Karma would just talk and talk till Shuu falls asleep but karma KEEPS ON TALKI-

Who drives and who has the window seat?

Karma drives bc he is the most terrain oriented and besides, Shuu likes to drink from time to time (like coming back from parties or so) so there is no way that a drunk Shuu at the steering wheel would survive.

Who falls asleep in the others lap and who carries them to bed?

Shuu would fall asleep in Karmas lap (DURING SHREK MARATHONSSS 🥴 Idk if anyone gets that but in my fanfics on Wattpad Karma is OBSESSED with Shrek lmao so Shrek marathons >>>) and Karma would carry him to bed.

Who cuts the others hair?

I would say Shuu would cut Karmas hair, pls he is perfect at everything. (.......except cooking and baking *clears throat*)

Who is super bad at sexting? and who sends them encouraging messages throughout the day?

Shuu is hella bad at sexting, but when he is drunk he is the god of flirting lmao

And the encouraging ones- hm... both djdjdjd

Who thinks they are not good enough for the others love? and who’s more afraid of loosing the other? Who thinks they keep messing up, only for the other to tell them they don’t need to worry?

AAAAAA NOOOO *war flashbacks: “You’re my Moron” fanfic ending II”*

Who starts random slow dancing with the other in the kitchen? Who holds the other just above the ground and kisses them?

KARMA KARMA KARMA WOULD. KARMA WOULD START TO RANDOMLY SLOW DANCE WITH SHUU IN THE KITCHEN AND THEN KISS HIM AAAAA

Who says shitty puns and sex jokes just to see the other giggle and blush?

KARMA DOES THIS IN THE MOST INAPPROPRIATE TIMES PLS

Who kissed first?

OH OH!!!

I think!!! That if maybe Karma was the first one to confess bc come on, Shuu has a reputation so yea, but when it comes to first kiss- Shuu would. Shuu would be the one who kisses Karma like totally randomly, maybe hanging out at each other houses and watching a movie and then Shuu leaNS IN AND KISSES HIM AAAAA-

Who orders take out at two in a morning? and who wakes the other up at three in the morning to go downstairs with them to get a glass of water because it’s too dark?

JDJSJSHS KARMA WOULD ORDER TAKE OUT BUT ONLY WHEN THEY ARE MAKING MOVIE MARATHONS AND THE FOOD RUNS OUT- AND THE THREE AM WATER GETTING IS SHUU BC HE IS JUST SCARED OF THE DARK YES.

Who writes poems/stories and love songs about the other? Do they sing the songs the write for them?

YES. THIS. SHUU WOULD. Since he plays many instruments, he finds himself creating love songs for Karma butttt he wouldn’t give them to him bc he would be too embarrassed ndndndnd on the other hand, Karma would write poetry and stories for Shuu like very dorky ones and cute and Shuu finds it adorable on the inside but he has to keep his reputation and standards and stuff like that up so he just says it’s stupid but let me tell you, that boy loves Karmas poetry and stories

Who does some crazy stunt to try and impress the other and who ends up driving them to the emergency room after it backfires?

KARMA WOULD TRY TO IMPRESS AND THEN BAM. HOSPITAL.

BUT. JUST BC KARMA IS A DORK, IT DOESNT MEAN THAT SHUU ISN’T. IMAGINE SHUU TRYING TO BAKE SMTH FOR KARMA FOR THE FIRST TIME AND HE FUCKS UP SO BADLY THEY HAD TO CALL A FIRE DEPARTMENT-

Who is embarrassed when they have to wear their glasses and who thinks they look super cute?

KARMA WOULD WEAR GLASSES BUT HE WOULDN’T BE EMBARRASSED BUTTT SHUU WOULD FIND HIM EVEN MORE ATTRACTIVE

who worries about what they will look like when they are older?

BOTH, they worry that they won’t be good looking enough for the other one

who hogs the blanket?

Karma is a hoe.

who eats the others uneaten pizza crusts?

Pls, Shuu would rather die than not eat his own pizza left overs butttt Karma sometimes wont finish them and Shuu gladly accepts 😩❤️ (also a fanfic reference, bc Shuu loves pizza in that one fanfic so yea-)

who is more likely to cry over a sad book or movie?

BOTH BUT WHEN THEY ARE WATCHING A MOVIE TOGETHER AND ITS SAD THEY WONT ADMIT NOR SHOW IT

who talks while playing video games?

KARMA WOULD CONSTANTLY TALK AND THAT WAY HE CAN BEAT SHUU BC HE DISTRACTS HIM BUT SHUU ALSO TALKS BC HE HAS QUESTIONS ABOUT THE GAME

who sings along with the radio?

KARMA SINGS BUT HORRIBLY AND SHUU IS THE TYPE TO HUM TO THE SONGS

who would enter them both into a talent show?

KARMA BUT NOW THAT I THINK OF IT, RIO WOULD FORCE THEM TO DO THAT BEFORE KARMA CAN EVEN THINK OF IT

who would accidentally set the kitchen on fire while cooking?

DO I NEED TO ANSWER THIS? 💀 (Shuu.)

who would throw the other into a pool?

KARMA WOULD THROW SHUU INTO A POOL. IDC. HE WOULD. B U T SHUU WOULD QUICKLY GRAB ONTO KARMA AND THEY BOTH LAND IN THE POOL. I DON’T MAKE THE RULES.

who shops for groceries?

THEY BOTH DO BUT KARMA IS MORE ORIENTED DJDJDJ

who kills the spiders?

PLSSSS SHUU IS S C R E E T C H I N G AT THE SIGHT OF A SPIDER. KARMA IS THERE TO KILL/GET IT OUT TO SAFETY BUT BEFORE THAT, HE CHASES SHUU AROUND THE HOUSE WITH IT

who is the morning/night person?

SHUU IS A MORNING PERSON AND KARMA A NIGHT PERSON. BUTTTT ON SOME DAYS- *EHEM* SHUU ISNT A MORNING PERSON BC THEY HAD S-

whO PROPOSES?

KARMAAAAAAAA

I thinkkk that I have more of those- as soon as I find them, I’ll post them here 😩✨

[djs-sideblog-for-pog-trains]

ttte 2x3 beauty and the beast au

ok hi so this is me copy-pasting a somewhat coherent ramble i wrote at like 3am half a week ago out of a word document so bear with. It’s based on the 1991 animated disney film but I haven’t stuck to it point for point, necessarily.

warnings: discussion of lost parents, violence and stuff, someone dies and then gets better, anything from the original film applies. Villain Diesel 10, so if you like sympathetic D10 you wont find it here lmao im sorry

Also, i swear a bit in this im sorry.

@togetherness23 for your interest :)

ok let’s crack into it! putting under the cut for convenience. it’s about 4000 words lmao. It’s half-bulletpoints-half-dialogue.

Henry is the ‘spoiled’/worrisome prince (he’s not actually spoiled, not really, he’s just been through a lot and has some terrible coping habits no-one’s called him out on for most of his early life), living in a big castle. It’s mostly him and his servants after his parents died when he was young.

I think our relative stand-ins here are thus: Lumiere is James, Gordon is Cogsworth and Molly is Mrs Potts. Idk about chip. This isn’t a one-for-one. (Note: Mrs Potts type character could be Emily but I want it to be Molly so it’s Molly :3)

However he gets cursed by an old wizard who thinks he needs knocking down a peg or two, after Henry (who is young and doesn’t really behave good yet) does something akin his actions that led to Henry’s Tunnel incident. 

The wizard is Sir Topham Hatt. He curses Henry to be trapped in his castle (Henry’s Tunnel incident), he curses his servants n shit to be furniture, he curses Henry to be a beast, and he curses Henry to remain a beast until he finds someone who he can love, who will love him in return, and who will say ‘I love you’. That, says the dangerous old wizard, is the phrase that will break the curse.

“Is there a time limit?” Henry asks, his voice suddenly growling and guttural, fighting out words past horribly sharp teeth he doesn’t know how to talk around. It’s hard to stand normally. He hunches over, hunkers down, he’s so much bigger now and he has claws and honestly it feels so unnatural all of a sudden to stand on two legs but he’s cowering in front of this short man who has more power than he could ever fathom.

“No,” the wizard says, patting down his coats and robes offhandedly, adjusting his weird black hat. “The curse can be broken anytime before your death.”

Anytime before your death.

The Beast looks down at himself and can’t help the growl that bubbles over. It’s not a growl of anger, but of misery and defeat. This is a death sentence.

“Good luck,” the wizard says, almost humorously, like he’s pleased with himself. and maybe it’s the beast in him now but Henry really wants to rip the guy’s face off, “I hope you learn your lesson.”

And he disappears between one blink and the next.

Henry’s eyes turn to his servants, his faithful servants, and begins to see the true scope of the crossfire.

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Edward Bell and his son Thomas have lived in this village for many years now, since Thomas was a baby, when Edward and his then-wife and their son had moved here from a big city, but for most of Thomas’ life, it’d just been the two of them.

Edward is a quietly hard worker. He doesn’t really stick his nose in where it doesn’t belong but the whole town really tries to do it to him. He’s a mechanic, of sorts, though a writer/poet at heart – not that he really has the time to indulge in it when he’s trying to support him and his sixteen year old son. Thomas adores him, is fiercely protective of him, and is not afraid to pick fights when people bad-mouth his father in the general vicinity of him.

The Gaston here is Diesel 10. I don’t think there’s going to be a romance thing here bc that feels weird to me. I think Diesel 10 just always wants something from Edward. He might be under the illusion that the Bells are wealthy, and is trying to use Edward’s kindness to wheedle as much as he can out of them.

Diesel 10’s lacky, the LeFou here, is Diesel. He might be 10’s younger brother, I think? Him and Thomas are about the same age, and fight often. They could be friends, if 10 didn’t hate them so much, causing Diesel to follow in his footsteps, and if Thomas weren’t so quick to anger.

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Thomas is the one who gets lost in the woods, in the middle of a snow-storm, attacked by wolves, and stumbles across the old castle. It’s clearly abandoned (from the outside) and has been for a couple decades at least. But still, it’s got to be safer than being eaten by wolves, so Thomas hurries inside. He was supposed to be running an errand for his dad, but now…

He meets the enchanted furniture, who are so excited to see him and are in a rush to try and keep him here, being as inviting as possible, with James really fronting the effort (it’s their first chance! Maybe they’re only chance! And he’s young, but… will they get another chance?)

Henry discovers Thomas here, with his stuff, and gets very angry, but when he gets pulled aside with the vague suggestions/reminders about the curse, he gets even angrier. “that is a child.”

He puts Thomas in what kinda looks like a prison cell but it’s well insulated and sturdy, and not uncomfortable. Thomas takes this as being a prisoner, and he’s immediately begging and threatening to be let out.

Henry, who Thomas hasn’t really seen in full yet, just cast in dim half-shadows and the like, thumps on his door with a growl.

“You’re staying here,” he growls. “At least for now.”

And he storms off. (He is not going to turn that kid out in the middle of the night and snowstorm and wolves, he’s not a complete monster).

The real kicker, though, is that Edward has stayed up all night waiting for Thomas to come home, worrying as the hours tick past when he said he’d be back, and as soon as the sun is rising he sets out himself to go find him, setting out a ‘be back soon, out on an errand’ sign on his front door.

He finds his own way to the castle, is immediately let in by furniture who now realise this is a far better candidate and demands to know what has happened to his son. Henry -still being a dramatic bitch and not showing his true form- takes him down to where Thomas is, and hesitantly agrees to let Thomas go, if Edward stays.

Edward is stumped.

“Thomas is all I have,” he says. “I… I won’t be separated from him.”

“I’m not going, if you’re keeping him here!” Thomas hollers from behind his bars. “Let us both go!”

Henry growls once, raising to his full height, and both humans shy back in fear and horror as they begin to realise what they’re dealing with.

“You are not leaving,” Henry snarls, before he seems to catch himself, and he shoves past Edward and opens the door of Thomas’ cell.

In shock, they both watch this beast sweep his cloak behind him as he storms towards the stairs. Then he turns back.

“Well?” he demands, and Edward and Thomas all but stumble after him, Edward’s arm around Thomas’ shoulders, both of them afraid to disobey whatever force of nature they’ve now crossed.

Their surprise, however, when the beast takes them up some wide stairs, across a sweeping landing and down a lavish corridor, where he turns and throws open two sets of doors, either side of each other.

“Your rooms,” he says curtly. “The servants will show you to meals. The only place in the castle that is off-limits is the West Wing, but I’d recommend avoiding the kitchens as well. Gets dangerous in there.”

And then he sweeps off. They notice he seems to travel on all fours as much as he does two legs.

Edward lets Thomas pick a room, and they both collapse onto the same, enormous bed and curl up like they do on harsh winter nights when the pitiful log fire they manage to built isn’t enough.

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Thomas is so fucking suspicious of this guy, this monster, who hasn’t really treated them awfully yet, but he is a prick.  Edward is too, but despite himself he can see a kindred spirit of sorts in those strangely human eyes of his. Henry never gives his name, just tells them to call him Beast. His servants only ever call him ‘master’ to his face  or ‘the master’ behind it.

James and Gordon and Molly are giving him advice, most  of it not very good, but they won’t lie, the possibility of change, finally, has them all a bit desperate (especially James). Henry’s trying not to get his hopes up, because Edward’s really a bit weird to him, but also he’s kinda cute and he’s getting a bit enamoured despite himself. But also his anxious side is pinning him down and he doesn’t want to act.

They’ve been there for maybe three or four, maybe more, weeks at this point. Thomas is extremely suspicious. So he comes up with a plan.

Thomas makes the request to get some of their stuff from their house and bring it to the castle, seeing as they’re stuck here now, to which Edward thinks of wistfully and Henry begrudgingly agrees, seeing as Edward’s the one bound here by their deal more so than Thomas.

Thomas takes this opportunity to ride back into town and tell everyone he can of the alleged danger they’re in (because he really thinks his dad’s in danger).

I think he overhears the servants talking at one point, mostly James Gordon and Molly, about how they might actually be able to break the curse, if the master can get this man to fall in love with him, and is terrified of his dad being manipulated/taken advantage of like that.

He can hardly get anyone to listen but to his surprise it’s Diesel 10 who listens, takes a very large interest in what he has to say, because if it’s true, rescuing Edward Bell could be very profitable for him, and also he’s a hunter. What a trophy a beast like this kid is describing is. But he asks Thomas to prove it and Thomas gives him some knick-knack he’s smuggled out of the place (just a small thing, like a really fancy teaspoon, but it’s enough to prove there’s a wholeass castle out there in the woods). 

Diesel is shaken by how desperate Thomas is for his family member’s safety. He begins to question whether 10 would worry about him and his safety that much, or if Thomas is weird like that, or… or if 10 isn’ actually that good of a brother. He resolves to put a pin in it and come back to that later.

Thomas convinces them to help him, but also says that if they act too soon they might actually put Edward in danger. That the Beast might expect him to return with reinforcements. So he asks them to wait Three More Weeks before advancing, he’ll try and slip out and meet up with them to help, and he gives them somewhat detailed directions to the castle before going home, packing some stuff he wants and some stuff Edward requested, and heading back to the castle, relieved to finally have a plan.

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However, as plans go, they go wrong. And Thomas begins to realise, the more and more time he spends here, that maybe… maybe The Beast is actually good after all.

He is getting kinder as time goes on, less gruff and scary, and when Thomas accidentally breaks his beloved flute (he has a flute lol ig it’s like his whistle) Henry shows him a huge music room they have, and gives him a spare instrument and tells him not to give up playing. Henry used to play music when he was young, before the transformation, and it’s something he cant do anymore and one of the things he misses dearly. He listens to Thomas practice and it brings him a lot of peace.

It brings Thomas a lot of guilt.

Henry shows Edward the library after Edward confesses at one point that he’d always wanted to be an writer himself, but especially after moving to a small town the literary resources were so limited. Edward is immediately enamoured with this, and they have some bonding moments over Shakespeare and stuff idk.

Thomas gets more and more stand-off-ish as the Deadline draws closer, and he can kinda see his dad is falling for the Beast, but he also sees the Beast is… also doing the same, and kinda… is good enough… maybe? And after the like,,, big Ball Night he confronts Edward and tells him what he knows about the curse (which isn’t the whole story – just the thing about love making him turn back to normal) and accuses Henry of manipulating him (bc Thomas is so stubborn he literally never thinks he’s wrong so to be wrong now would be the worst thing that’s ever happened to him), to which Edward gets very angry over.

They have a huge fight, probably in front of servants and stuff (ie James Gordon Molly) and maybe the Beast overhears some of it. Thomas sort-of confesses to what he’s organised – to which there’s a lot of mistrust suddenly thrown his way; he can feel the very air change – and he tells his dad to either come with him or hide if he knows what’s good for him. Edward tells him he knows exactly what’s good for him, thank you very much, and he’s not fucking moving. It’s their first proper Big Fight. Thomas runs away.

There’s a magic mirror thrown in here somewhere as well, which Henry prized above many things because he otherwise never would get to see the outside world again. 

After a few hours, when Thomas doesn’t come back, Edward quietly knocks on the West Wing doors, to which The Beast answers, trying to be angry that Edward’s here but the broken look on the man’s face makes that impossible to keep up. Edward asks to borrow the mirror to check if Thomas is hurt or not, and Henry, in a stunning moment of vulnerability and trust, lets Edward into the West Wing himself.

Like the 1991 movie, the place is a fucking dump from years’ worth of grief and anger and disgust and denial, and Edward looks and sees but doesn’t ask. Henry plucks his precious mirror off the table and hands it to Edward, who asks to see Thomas.

He sees Thomas being held up by the wrist, a look of distress written plain on his face as he shouts something (the mirror is silent) surrounded by an angry mob. And he is being held up by Diesel 10, who has madness in his eyes and is rousing up the village with his anger. (Diesel’s in the background, being a lot quieter, looking conflicted. But Edward’s attention’s not on that).

“Thomas!”

He turns to Henry, desperate. “I need to go to him,” he begs, and he is begging, and Henry has a moment of destiny here. Either he can say no, and Thomas gets hurt or even killed, Edward hates him for the rest of time, and he dies forever a Beast.

Or…

Or he can let Edward go, keep his memories sweet, let Edward save his family, and… he dies forever a beast.

He knows what he can stand more. For Edward.

“You can go,” he says, his own voice sounding so distant to himself.

Edward’s eyes immediately well up, and then there’s commotion.

“Master Henry, you can’t!” James shouts, his candlelight casting dramatic shadows as he gestures wildly. But a growl – the first growl in weeks from Henry – cuts him off.

But Edward doesn’t falter. “Thank you,” he says breathlessly, pressing his hand to Henry’s cheek in a moment of tenderness which Henry can only assume is driven by gratefulness. “Thank you so, so, much.”

He goes to hand the mirror back, but Henry hesitates, before reaching out and closing Edward’s hands back over it slowly.

“It’s yours,” he whispers, the low rumble of his voice hiding how much it’s shaking. “You might have more need of it than I.”

Edward smiles once – tense but so thankful – and throws his arms around Henry’s neck tightly.

And then Edward rushes out of the room, out of the castle, and away.

As Edward thunders away on horseback, he swears he hears a howl in the distance, something truly forlorn and lost.

“How could you do that!” James explodes, angry only in his grief. “You’ve doomed us all! How could you let him go?!”

But his anger fizzles out as he sees the hopelessly sad look in Henry’s eyes, so lost and tired.

“Because I love him,” the Beast whispers, before lowering his head in defeat. “I’m… I’m sorry. I’ve… You didn’t deserve this. Any of you. You’re always paying for my mistakes.”

“We better do something about that invasion,” Gordon prompts gently, and Henry lets them lead him out the room, seeing a castle in chaos as the furniture does what it can, before he goes back into his chambers, into the West Wing, and closes the door behind him.

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Edward comes face to face with the crowd just outside of town, and tries to talk them down. He tries to use his mirror as proof but D10 only uses it to stir the mob into a frenzy.

Thomas and Edward get locked up in like, a cellar. They make up there, with Thomas trying to explain how he’s always just trying to protect his dad, and Edward explaining how he’s trying to protect his son, and that it’ll be alright, and it’s really cute.

There’s been someone left behind to guard them. It’s Diesel. Diesel really wanted to go with his brother, but 10 shut him down immediately saying something really cruel to him (something in line with what he’s been saying the whole time, but only now, especially so harshly compared to how Thomas and Edward would die for each other, that it really begins to wear down on Diesel).

Through the cellar door, Edward and Thomas beg to be let out, but Diesel remains fairly resolute. It’s only until Thomas goads him into snapping that Diesel finally fucking emotes.

He yells at Thomas for all the arguments and fights they’ve had, for how Thomas has convinced him he’s a horrible person, to which Thomas also fucking snaps and exclaims yeah, well maybe he’s wrong.

And that shuts up everyone immediately because if there’s one thing about Thomas... it’s that he always thinks he’s right, all the time.

“I’ve made so many mistakes,” Thomas hisses, forehead against the cellar doors. “I hurt people. I might get Henry killed because of it, and I hate that. I’m wrong, Diesel. I’m wrong about so many things. And you know what? I’m also willing to be wrong about you.”

There’s a moment of silence.

Then, Diesel opens the cellar.

“he’s going to kill me for this,” he mutters, but helps Thomas and Edward out of the makeshift prison, and gives them his horse. “but I don’t care anymore.”

Edward pauses after he climbs up after Thomas, and thanks Diesel severely. So does Thomas, and fuck, he’s crying, and Diesel looks away but nods, and then they’re off.

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Running through the carnage of the invasion Edward is booking it right up to the West Wing, where he can see the doors have been flung right open.

Diesel 10 has been trying to goad The Beast into fighting back, but the damn thing is just too sad, it seems, and it’s nearly impossible. It’s not until 10 starts taunting the Beast about what he’s done to Edward and Thomas that he finally gets a reaction.

And let’s just say Henry has a lot of rage bundled up in him after these, what, thirty, forty years stuck like this.

The fight is dramatic and a little bloody, and theyre out on the rooftops and Henry’s about to fucking kill him when he realises what he’s doing, especially when 10 starts begging for his life. He retreats a little, a little horrified over what he was about to do. 10 scrabbles back reaching for a fallen knife with wide, then calculating, eyes.

Then Edward appears over the balcony, shouting for him, and he calls “Henry!”

And all of a sudden nothing else matters.

Henry starts to clamber towards him, his eyes glittering with life, and then-

Fuck, 10 stabs him from behind, shouting that the fight’s not over, and he nearly kills Henry, Edward trying to help but also just trying not to fall to his death.

Henry ends up throwing 10 off the roof – not into the abyss – but to some area lower down where he definitely lands with a crunch but he’s still breathing.

But gods, the damage is done.

It’s raining. Henry collapses to his knees as Edward runs over, and helps him off the roof onto the wide balcony from the ballroom, eyes wide and hands shaking.

Thomas runs over, and with one look from Edward, promises to find a doctor or something, and goes running off.

Edward lays Henry out on his back, trying not to cry and failing miserably as Henry takes such painful and shallow breaths.

“Hi,” he wheezes none-the-less, making Edward laugh and brush some of his fur back out of his eyes.

“Hi yourself,” he whispers back.

“…You came back.”

“of course I did,” Edward replied. “How could I not?”

Henry shifts and Edward winces, doing his best to staunch bleeding.

“Thomas is going to find someone who can help,” he promises, “just stay with me, Henry. It is Henry, right? I heard James call you that.”

“Henry,” Henry echoes, almost in awe. “Yes, yes that’s my name.”

“It’s a lovely name,” Edward’s hand is getting slick with blood. “I look forward to using it in the future.”

‘Edward,” Henry shakes his head. “I’m so sorry. You didn’t need to see this.”

“You didn’t need to do this,” Edward pushes back. “Stop talking like that, you’ll be fine.”

“No,” Henry huffs out a weak sigh. “I won’t.”

They both know it.

“You have to hold on.”

“Edward, thank you.”

“What?”

“I… I get it now,” Henry waves a hand weakly and vaguely in the air. “I get what I was missing. I get it, why I was cursed like this.”

He slumps back against Edward, breathing so shallow.

“He did say it was til death,” he murmurs to himself.

“Henry,” Edward begs. “Henry, please, stay with me. Henry. Henry!”

His eyes are closing.

“No!” Edward pulls him in tight, clinging to him like he can cling to life through him, for him. “Henry, don’t… I love you, Henry, I love you. Don’t leave me!”

Henry falls still. He’s not breathing. Edward screams.

The servants, the furniture, look on in horror and sadness. They never thought it’d end like this – too short, too little, too late. What would become of them?

But as Henry’s body starts to fucking glow, it turns out they might not have to find out.

Edward can only sit back and watch, shellshocked, as literal magic takes place before his eyes. It seeps out of Henry, darkness spilling out to give way to glorious green light, his body morphing and shifting into something, after all these years, that is finally recognisable as human.

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---- in that moment of white, where everything seems to have ended, Henry  opens his eyes and sees before him the same old wizard from all those years ago. But instead of angry, the wizard seems pleased. Proud, even.

“Congratulations,” the wizard says, before Henry can put any words together. “You have learnt your lesson, hm?”

All Henry can do is nod.

“He’s a nice man,” the wizard smiles. “You’ve done well. Enjoy the rest of your life, Prince Henry.”----

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Henry’s body gently drapes itself across the ground, and Edward hesitantly draws near, not really recognising who is lying before him but still… he’s seen this man before in ruined paintings, and also it literally was his Beast just moments before…

And then the chest starts to rise and fall again. And Edward watches, heart in his mouth, as the man with the long, wild ginger hair the same colour of the fur he knew so well sits up, and opens his eyes.

The same, ice-blue, beautifully human eyes.

“Henry?” he asks softly.

“…Edward,” Henry whispers back. “I… You did it. You …broke my curse.”

“I love you,” Edward blurts, before covering his mouth as he blushes, but the rising colour in Henry’s cheeks is beautiful too, and he gets to his feet with surprising ease for someone who was dead like a minute ago, and slowly closes the distance between them until he’s crowding Edward’s space.

“I love you too,” he says back, tilting Edward’s face up towards his with the utmost care. “I love you.”

Edward responds by throwing his arms around Henry’s steady shoulders and kissing him for all he’s worth.

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The furniture all change back, James and Gordon (who might have been flirting the whole time) finally break their decades of tension it’s GREAT

Diesel made it to the castle, saw the drama, and the magic spell that broke the curse, reverted the furniture and Henry back, dropped the barrier that prevented Henry specifically from leaving, and all that jazz, also healed Diesel 10, but he’s still out cold. He gets dragged away to prison in irons.

Diesel is loitering at the huge party that’s broken out, and Thomas finds him in a corner.

“hey,” he starts.

“Hey,” Diesel replies.

“I… thank you,” Thomas blurts, toeing the marble floor with his boot. “Thank you so much. You saved him. I-I owe you.”

Diesel rubs his arm and flushes a little. “Consider it… me beginning to pay back all the things I said,” he replies eventually, “about you and your dad.”

“I…” Thomas takes a breath, and nods. “Thanks.”

“You’re welcome,” Diesel looks down, and he feels awful shy for reasons he cant describe. And for once it doesn’t really feel awkward. “A-and… thanks. For apologising.”

Thomas swallows hard. “Yeah,” he mumbles. “I… you’re welcome too, I guess. I… Diesel, can we start over?”

Diesel swallows as well, before daring to smile. “I think that’d be nice.”

“Well, then… hi,” Thomas chirps, sticking out his hand. “I’m Thomas, nice to meet you!”

Diesel laughs, and it’s the first time Thomas has heard him really laugh, and shakes his oustretched hand. “Diesel.”

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AND THEY BECOME FRIENDS AND EVERYONE LIVES HAPPILY EVER AFTER THE END fhdjgkhjfghldg

[watchyourbluesturngolden]

songs that make me think of vampy and why

this is for drea and leyla ONLY thank u

daylight- taylor swift "i don't wanna look at anything else now that I saw you, i don't wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you" bc vampy loves her so much he only wants her 😔 midnight love- girl in red "I know I'm the last one you try to call but I always give in to give you it all" "your silver is my gold" bc miss chiropractor treated him terribly but he loved her with everything and would have gone back to her no matter what watch you sleep- girl in red this one is obvious: bc vampy watches bloodbag sleep :) also "the scar on your spine, you fell off a roof when you were nine" is all appreciating the tiny details about someone and that is definitely something vampy would do :( paper rings: taylor swift "i hate accidents except when we went from friends to this" line without a hook- ricky montgomery "oh baby i am a wreck when i'm without you" bc vampy loves bloodbag so much he just wants to be with her always 😔 dead girl in the pool- girl in red this one is kinda weird but i feel like bloodbag is gonna die at some point and then vampy will just be like "theres a dead girl in the pool (or wherever her corpse is laying slfjskldfjkldsj) i don't know what to do" and then he's gonna make this face

bad habits- ed sheeran bc he was just slutting around before he met bloodbag demons- imagine dragons dont make fun of me for this I KNOW but fr it's vampy renegade- taylor swift "you wouldn't be the first renegade to need somebody" he needs bloodbag 😔 starting line- luke hemmings i can't really explain this one but it's like how you always talk about how his happiness is overshadowed by the fact that he's a monster or whatever million dollar bills - lorde "theres nothing i want but money and time" and vampy has literally all the money and time :) solar power- lorde this is harrys hot girl anthem idk happiness- taylor swift "there'll be happiness after you, but there was happiness because of you" this is him reminiscing on miss chiropractor i wanna get better-bleachers "i didn't know i was lonely til i saw your face" "I didn't know i was broken til i wanted to change" come on 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 good 4 u - olivia rodrigo this is his fuck u song for miss chiropractor my tears ricochet- taylor swift "if i'm dead to you why are you at the wake" it's ironic innit 😌 what a feeling- one direction "what a feeling to be right here beside you now, holding you in my arms" please 😔 "everybody needs someone around" 😔😔😔 "but i can't hold you too close now" bc he has severe attachment and commitment issues :) all you had to do was stay- taylor swift "had me in the palm of your hand, then, why'd you have to go and lock me out when i let you in" omg miss chiropractor really hurt him 😔 king of my heart- taylor swift "and all at once you are the one i have been waiting for" bloodbag @ vampy 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 cruel summer- taylor swift "I love you ain't that the worst thing you ever heard" bc he knows getting close to bloodbag will ultimately only lead to pain for everyone involved "i don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you" bc he can't tell bloodbag everything about him even tho he probably wants to :( thank u next- arianna grande this is weird BUT if miss chiropractor hadn't fucked him up so much he never would have met bloodbag tear in my heart- 21 pilots again don't make fun of me for this I HAVE AN EXPLANATION "you fell asleep in my car i drove the whole time but that's okay i'll just avoid the holes so you sleep fine" if bloodbag fell asleep in his car he would definitely do this :( shape of you-ed sheeran "now my bedsheets smell like you" his room probably smells like honey and lavender all the time now and he's probably foaming at the mouth constantly cowboy in LA "let's skip the club, lets skip the crowd, i wanna take you on a date" bc they both hate clubs!!!!! "I'll hold your hand I'll hold the door bc that's how i was raised" he's a gentleman 😔😔😔😔 & burn- billie eilish "i'll sit and watch your car burn with the fire that you started in me, but you never came back to ask it out" idk for some reason this has vampy and miss chiropractor vibes take me to church- hozier religious trauma babes 🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼 speechless- dan+shay "i'm speechless, staring at you standing there in that dress" love 😔 yours- russel dickerson "i came to life when i first kissed you, the best me has his arms around you, you make me better than i was before, thank god i'm yours" SCREAMING AND CRYING AND SHAKING tolerate it- taylor swift "i know my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it" MISS ******** DIDN"T APPRECIATE OR CELEBRATE HIS LOVE MIA- anarbor "thinking about my life and everything i did wrong along the way"😔 lay low- josh turner for when bloodbag and vampy go to a cabin in the woods for a week and just love each other 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 who can save me now- anarbor "you stabbed me in the back" this one is pretty literal LSKFJLKSJFLKDSJ "you could have at least been kind enough to let me turn around" ouch 😔 dopamine- anarbor "i'm hooked on your dopamine" vampy and bloodbag ugh lie to me- 5sos this give me vampy and ******** vibes "i wish we never met, cause you're too hard to forget" "while i'm cleaning up your mess i know he's taking

off your dress" bc she probably cheated on him while they were together 😔 and he would have stayed with her if she told him she loved him, even if he knew it was a lie 😔 cotton candy- yungblud it's just a happy song with good vibes like bloodbag and vampy currently have :) small talk- niall horan i don't even have to say anything here pillowtalk- zayn "so we'll piss off the neighbors" chappy 9 vibes dancing with our hands tied- taylor swift "i loved you in spite of deep fears that the world would divide us" vampy rn 😔 once in a lifetime- one direction vampy will live a million lifetimes but he will only ever have one bloodbag 😔 holy ground- taylor swift "tonight i'm gonna dance for all that we've been through but I don't wanna dance if i'm not dancing with you" they've come so far omg 😔 since we're alone- niall horan "you can show me your heart, if you put it all in my hands no i swear no i won't break it apart" crying if i could fly- one direction "for your eyes only i'll show you my heart" rollercoaster- bleachers again i can't explain it but it makes me think of him 😔 so long- niall horan "so if we knew all along why did it take so long" good question bestie current location- LANY "i need your current location to be my current location" they're idiots in love and want to be together all the time 😔 why dont we go there- one direction "hey i don't want you to be the one that got away i wanna get addicted to you you're rushing through my mind i wanna feel the high i wanna be addicted" well hes already addicted to her blood so might as well like you lots- LANY bc they both have issues and can't say love lmao too much to ask- niall horan vampy though wanting love was too much to ask of miss chiropractor 😔 walking in the wind- one direction this one just has his vibes man 😔 heartbeat- carrie underwood "dancing to the rhythm of your heartbeat" bc vampy is obsessed with listening to bloodbag's heart (fan behavior if you ask me) idfc- blackbear this is vampy and ******** bc "tell me that you love me even if it's fake" city of angels- 24kgoldn "i sold my soul to the devil for designer" yes this made me laugh the woods- olivver the kid "waking up in the middle of the woods" "don't you wanna get out of here, out of the woods" flashback to when he was dead in the woods oop "you brought me down to the river, and you pushed me in, hoping that the white rapids would challenge my ability to swim" bc... she's a murderer omg this verse is talking about leaves and i'm freaking out it fits 100% this is crazy "You pick up two handfuls You tell me they're all dried up & dead You know that's nothing like us We'll live forever instead" just a little bit of your heart- ariana grande vampy bc he loves so deeply and completely that he will give all of himself to someone even if they won't do the same my strange addiction- billie eilish bc he is addicted to her blood :) cross your mind- niall horan this is vampy and ******** "love the way you hurt me and it doesn't even cross your mind" "leaving me in pieces (literally lmao) but i swear it's worth it every time" everywhere- niall horan that scene where vampy smelled some perfume or soap or something and it made him think of bloodbag 😔 everything makes him think of her now 😔 "swear it's hard to think it's hard to breathe when you're in the air" put a little love on me- niall horan "you're the only one i need" 😔 bend the rules- niall horan VAMPY AND ******** ALL THE WAY "i'm not saying that you're lying but you're leaving out the truth" heartbreak weather- niall horan "all of my life i've been sleepwalk living, running around the same bars i've been in, it can be so lonely in this city, but it feels different when you're with me" bloodbag and vampy 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 mr loverman- ricky montgomery "i miss my lover man" vampy is probably dramatic like this all the time now that they're official 😔 bad blood- taylor swift again, just for the irony 😌 vapor- 5sos "i want to breathe you in like a vapor i want to be the one you remember i want to feel

your love like the weather all over me" they're so in love like this 😔 catch fire- 5sos "all my life i've been waiting for moments to come" he's been waiting for bloodbag his entire life 😔 beside you-5sos "i wish i was beside you" they want to be together all the time 😔 black and white- niall horan "that first night i was standing at your door fumbling for your keys then i kissed you" ARE YOU KIDDING ME not in the same way- 5sos this is vampy and ******** just bc they were so toxic lkfjskldfjsdlkjf lonely heart-5sos "and i haven't slept in days" lmao ghost of you-5sos "my feet dont dance like they did with you" thinking about when vampy danced for bloodbag and what if they break up 👁️👁️ why wont you love me- 5sos vampy at ******** 😔 he just wanted to be loved 😔😔😔😔😔 fool's gold- one direction "i let you use me from the day that we first met" "i know your love's not real, but that's not the way it feels" STOP IM SAD last first kiss- one direction "let me be your last first kiss" i want them to be together forever 😔 truly madly deeply- one direction "foolishly completely falling and somehow you kicked all my walls in" bloodbag really snuck into his heart huh 😔 fireproof -one direction "nobody saves me baby the way you do" ugh 😔 long story short-taylor swift "clung to the nearest lips long story short it was the wrong guy" (or in vampy's case the wrong vampire) gold rush-taylor swift "and the coastal town we run around has never seen a love as pure as it" bloodbag and vampy are all i want 😔 no judgement- niall horan bc vampy would never judge bloodbag 😔 daddy issues- the neighborhood again im not even gonna say anything here new angel- niall horan "the touch of someone else to save me from myself" this is vampy 😔 god is a woman- ariana grande vampy after he brought bloodbag home the first time something like this- the chainsmokers "just something i can turn to, somebody i can kiss" ALL VAMPY WANTS IS LOVE sweater weather- the neighborhood idk this song makes me think of him all of me- john legend "all of me loves all of you all your curves and all your edges all your perfect imperfections" KSFLKSDJFKLDJSFLJSDKLFJDSKL i like me better- lauv "i like me better when i'm with you" she makes him a better person 😔 sex- eden "oh no, i think i'm catching feelings" vampy when bloodbag went on a date with someone else half a heart- one direction bc bloodbag completes him 😔 theyre so disgusting 😔 only angel- harry styles "turns out she's a devil in between the sheets" woman- harry styles vampy when she was on a date with someone else bc hes a jealous moron temporary fix- one direction this has chappy 1-2 vibes a.m.-one direction when they first started falling in love and he wanted to be with her more often 😔 something great- one direction "i want you here with me like how i pictured it so i don't have to keep imagining" through the dark- one direction just all of this song 😔 happily- one direction "you know i wanna be the one who holds you when you sleep i just want it to be you and i forever" 😔 electric love- borns "i can't let you go now that i got it" canyon moon- harry styles they're just happy like this rn 😔 sunflower vol. 6- harry styles "kiss in the kitchen like it's a dancefloor" "mouth full of toothpaste" when they brushed their teeth together 😔 adore you- harry styles obviously

[saeyoungs-sunflower]

(HC) RFA + MC in Quarantine

Listen lads, this is just a silly I wrote this the other day (I may have been a little but tipsy but shh) and I thought I might as well share it. I hope this cheers some of you up during such a scary time <3

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Yoosung:

★ okay this is gonna sound obvious

★ but bare with

★ G A M E S

★ but!!! not just LOLOL!! oh no no!

★ i’m talking board games, PC games, active games like tag and hide and seek

★ you guys basically act like children how are you surviving on your own

★ you guys also do LOADS of cooking

★ like so much

★ you’re baking like one cake a day pls slow down

★ ngl you guys are thriving staying home all the time lol

★ if Yoosung has online classes, you set up a study club!

★ he does his college work whilst you do whatever work you gotta do boo love that tEAMWORK

★ honestly you guys have never been so productive oop

Zen:

❤︎ oh boy

❤︎ be prepared to be SMOTHERED in love

❤︎ zen i love you too but pls i have stuff to do

❤︎ m o v i e  n i g h t s

❤︎ f a c e  m a s k s

❤︎ there are so many movies/tv series that you guys have been waiting to watch together but haven't had time to bc of zen’s work

❤︎ big sad :(

❤︎ BUT GUESS WHAT FAM

❤︎ WORK IS CANCELLED TIME TO SNUGGLE DOWN AND WATCH SOME DAMN CINEMA

❤︎ it usually turns into make out sessions but shh nobody has to know

❤︎ Zen kinda discovered that you guys c a n n o t cook

❤︎ so!!! you learn!!!

❤︎ it’s MESSY y’all

❤︎ “aw mc you look so cute with flour on your nose” throws flour at your face “zen i sWeaR tO GoD I just wanna make b r e ad leave me ALONE”

 ❤︎ quality couple time <3

Jaehee:

☞  lets get down to business

☞ to defeat

☞ THE H A N

☞ lol JK

☞ seriously the house has never been cleaner

☞ obvs your cafe isn't open so y’all have some time on your hands

☞ one day Jaehee suggests gardening

☞ oh man

☞ it escalated

☞ gardening has now become an OBSESSION

☞ honestly you couldn't find a prettier garden on pinterest swear down

☞ you also decided to renovate the house you’ve been meaning to do it but have never had the time

☞ your house is now a work of art wow proud of you guys <333

☞ tbh, Jaehee actually has a small fear of getting sick/you getting sick so you guys are only leaving the house if it is a b s o l u t e l y necessary

Jumin:

♚ nobody talk about the bad ending

♚ i said don’t…

♚ he’s be waiting for this moment who needs a cage when you have a national lockdown

♚ all jokes aside though this man still has to work from home

♚ poor bby

♚ let us all shed a tear for Jumin Han

♚ you love to bring him tea and homemade baked goods whilst he works and guess what??? so does he lol

♚ it is time

♚ to D A N C E

♚ this man is so extra oml

♚ insists on taking online ballroom dance lessons bc why not MC hmmm???

♚ he is actually a very good dancer

♚ once you guys get good enough it turns into spontaneous ballroom dancing in the kitchen whilst you clean up after dinner

♚ wine??? wine did you say??? W I N E???

♚ oh b o y

♚ you've seen each other tipsy before, and lemme tell ya it takes a lot to get this man drunk

♚ his tolerance is so high from all the w i n e

♚ but one night you two get absolutely HAMMERED like oh my God guys calm down pls

♚ rip your liver lmao

♚ it makes for a v e r y funny evening though you guys have literal tears in your eyes and its so nice to see the mighty Jumin Han loosen up a little aw bless

Saeyoung:

☀︎ okay

☀︎ listen

☀︎ this man is absolutely out of control i can’t

☀︎ you thought he was a prankster before???? oh man i am so sorry

☀︎ “saeyoung why is there a balloon above saeran’s door” “don’t worry bout it babe” “i am WORRYING SAEYOUNG”

☀︎ on a serious note though being stuck in the house does sometimes bring back some bad memories for him

☀︎ there are some bad days where he just n e e d s to get out

☀︎ so you sometimes go out for a quick drive in some desert place ya know let’s be sensible

☀︎ you guys have also made a habit of climbing to the roof and watching the stars aw

☀︎ you’ve also both fallen a sleep there a few times oopsy daisy

☀︎ the memes are the only thing getting you guys through at this point it’s a problem

☀︎ but you are loving the quality time with your choi boys so it’s not all bad <3

☀︎ family snuggles are a must

☀︎ a M U S T

☀︎ the desired s n u g g l e position is you sat on Saeyoung’s lap, your legs draped over Saeran’s lap and Saeran’s head resting on Saeyoung’s shoulder AW

☀︎ sometimes you hold Saeran’s hand whilst he’s asleep bc your edgy boi needs love but wont ask for it ever

V:

❁ first of all

❁ a w

❁ this man is the sweetest peach

❁ he makes so many cute things for you whilst you guys are in lockdown

❁ i mean he’s writing letters, knitting you scarves, painting you pictures the whole shebang

❁ he even made you a pyjamas

❁ he’s sewing guys he’s out of control

❁ if your working/reading/just having a quiet moment he will sketch you

❁ you wouldn't know it though bc he’s a s n e a k y bastard

❁ he’s never filled a sketchbook so fast and it’s his most treasured possession

❁ a book!!! filled with YOU!!!!! amazing!!!!!!

❁ wait, did you hear that????

❁ oh yeah

❁ ITS ARTS AND CRAFTS TIME

❁ actual children

❁ even if what you make is terrible its just so fun because you're doing it together

❁ brb just crying my eyes out i love this man so much

❁ you guys also make care packages and do the grocery shopping for the elderly/at risk people in your area and deliver it for them AND sewing scrubs/masks for doctors

❁ “I don’t want to stay inside doing nothing all the time when there are people who need help” THIS MAN IS TOO MUCH

Saeran:

☽ i hope you're ready for this grumpy motherfucker

☽ he never went outside anyway but now that he cant go out it sounds like the best thing in the world saeran pls

☽ ah yes it is time to wake up

☽ oh it’s 4pm?????

☽ HA who needs a sleep schedule anyway

☽ also Saeyoung is not the only twin with the Mischief Gene™

☽ oh no no no

☽ you two team up and absolutely destroy him

☽ i am so sorry Saeyoung but you had this coming

☽ when Saeran says that he wants to learn an instrument you are GOBSMACKED

☽ HELL Y E S

☽ he orders a keyboard and omg he’s such a fast learner

☽ probs from all the years of hacking ouch

☽ do i smell??? A FAMILY BAND?????

☽ you and Saeyoung play kazoo

☽ Saeran has left the chat

☽ seriously though his piano playing is so pretty and it calms him down so much ughhh PRECIOUS TOMATO BOI

***

This is so chaotic hahahah I hope you enjoyed though. If people liked it I’ll do some more silly things like this. It was a nice break from...the other stuff I’m writing...hint hint watch this space ;)

Masterlist

[everything-laito]

Diabolik Lovers Tag 2!

I was tagged by @vampiretsuki and @akumacaron!!!

Rules: Answer the Questions and Tag whomever you want to tag~ I would love to read your answers so tag me (@vampiretsuki) and I will read them~!

1.- Would you rather wear Carla’s Scarf or Shin’s eyepatch? 

I love scarves!!! So Carla’s scarf :) But eyepatches are metal as fuck, but I’d do that for like a one time only thing. 

2.- Which moments has been the most shocking to you? (Game, Manga, CD Drama, Stage Play, Anime)

Ok the fact that in the anime Laito kills Richter, like I look back at it and lose my SHIT––that’s probably the best thing the anime has to offer. There’s so much symbolism and implications and UGH I might have to do an analysis of it myself, even though aka-anemone made hers on it. I know I talk shit about the anime a lot so it’s surprising that I’d be talking about it in a positive light, but that’s one of the most shocking moments I can think of now. 

3.- Have you had a Diaboy whom you hated (or had very little interest) and now you love him? 

Uhhhhh not really? I’ve always hated Reiji and uh,,,, I hate him a little less now. I appreciate his juxtaposition to the boys and his funny insults and regular comic relief. 

4.- Which moments (Game, Manga, etc) has made you laugh the most? 

EVERY TIME LAITO REFERS TO HIMSELF AS A GENTLEMAN I SWEAR––there was one moment I remember laughing recently too, oh god it was a tokuten CD; whenever I think of it I’ll make an edit to this. 

oh also whenever Reiji’s whip sound effect plays in the games or CD. Idk why but it’s so funny to me.

5.- Which moments has made you cry the most? 

I’ve played Laito’s MB route two times, and whenever that scene of him and Yui having consensual sex I always cry. First it was on the bus when I went to Cuba for a school trip three years ago (which yikes I hate crying in front of other people LMAO), and last year it was in the corner of the study room in my residence hall behind 2 whiteboards on wheels. I was waiting for my laundry to be done (for some reason the laundry room and the study room were connected lmao) 

6.-Which moments has been the scariest for you? 

Legit Kanato’s HDB vampire ending. That shit screwed me up dude, my stomach knotted even more than Laito’s ending. I’ll copy a snippet of a conversation between me and my friend (who loves Kanato) when I just got done with his vampire ending.

me: like Kanato really just took everything Yui loved and had, even her humanity; i just realized the latter, and WOW thats FUCKED UP like Laito did it too but SHIT kanato just,,, went more

my friend: Right?? And it’s so much more eerie with kanato because yui just seems so happy. And yeah laito also took everything away but kanato is just on this whole other level because at least yui remembers her old life and why she loved it with laito but she doesn’t with kanato

me: Yeah its just uhhhhhhhhhh oh god oh fuck

I think creepy stuff juxtaposed by happiness/cuteness just makes it all the worst. Its like that clip of children singing ring around the rosie in horror movies; that specifically doesn’t really get me cuz its so overused now but you get the gist. 

7.- Which moments has made you the angriest?

whenever reiji jk lol its more:

whenever Cordelia

whenever Karlheinz

also yeah still kinda whenever reiji

8.- Would you like to be a student at their nocturnal school? Would you stalk/see what the Diaboys are up to? Who? (Only pick 3 diaboys!) 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA stalking Laito is a TERRIBLE idea. He’ll know right away. But uh,,,, :) I’ll fuckin do it

I’d also see what Yuma and Ayato are up to. I’d love to see what Kou is up to but his fans would easily catch on and probably yeet me into the sun.

disclaimer: don’t stalk irl it’s uhhhhh kinda really bad :)

9.- Have you had any DL Dreams? if so… Tell us your favorite or your most recent~! 

I’ve been in this godforsaken hell for 5 years now???? And I think about Laito literally almost every fucking day???? what do I get??? nO dreams with him. I think I’ve had snippets before but I can’t remember any now. It’s unfortunate. 

BUT. I do remember one dream I had where Reiji was in (the irony, I know). Here’s the text I sent to my friend (that was in the dream too) about it:

Me: BRUHHHH U WERE IN MY DREAM LAST NIGHT AND SO WAS REIJI FROM DIABOLIK LOVERS (the one that looks like a pigeon) AND YOU SAID THAT YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY IN HIGH SCHOOL TO HIM IM LOSING MY MARBLES LMAO

My friend: 😂😂yoooooo nooooo 🤭

Me: We were all in this bougie ass house waiting for someone, and you, me and Reiji are just on the couch and im introducing myself and all and I was like “I know who you are Reiji” and then the conversation continued and eventually there was a subtle hint in a sentence he said that insinuated that you and him had sex, and I was like “HUH???? [friend’s name] WHAT” and you were like .3. “yeah I hooked up in high school” and I was like “goddammit why didnt you at least introduce me to Laito or something if you knew his family” and you were like “lol”

Anyways I lost my shit when I woke up; enjoy my barely coherent half asleep grammar

10.- Is there something/habit a diaboy does that bothers/annoys you? 

AYATO WONT TIE HIS FUCKING TIE RIGHT IM––

Honestly Idc about that nearly as much that I can’t forgive Laito for the toothbrush scene, I can’t, it’s too weird even for me, and thats goddamn saying something.

11.- Is there something/habit a diaboy does that makes your heart flutter/melt? 

Literally almost everything Laito does except the toothbrush scene. But mainly voice drops. and his manic laughter. fuck.

Lmao this was fun!!! Now time for the tagging: 

@hotline-to-hell @nam00n @the-precious-sugar-chan @murasakiplum @the-tomboygamer123 @jardinsdeminuit @zaraenia have fun, go ham!!! Also if you wanna do this do it as well!!!

[rosyerim]

pocket sized!nct dream

basically nct dream but,,,they can fit in your hand,,, also mark isn’t here but I couldn't find a dream gif w/o mark 

haechan;

usually sitting ontop of your right shoulder, judging every task you do

“why does your handwriting resemble chicken scratch?”

“your hair is greasy, you should wash it”

“that ramen isn't cooked properly, the water is too hot!”

“haechan I will throw you in the pot”

he shuts up realll quick

but then he's back to whining & will only shut up if you give him half a cookie since he can't finish it whole

he loves a good ole KUWTK marathon but you have to remind him he is not actually Kim kardashian and you’re not his assistant

once he was looking for his your headphones & started snapping his fingers at you to get them lol you weren't happy

he doesn't even have to try but haechan can make you laugh at literally anything he’s just naturally funny 

so whenever you’re in a bad mood, the boys send him out to you to sooth you & it usually works lmao

is like your own personal stylist, he makes sure to check out your outfit before you go out anywhere

when he doesn't like it he just gives you a certain look up and down

“you don’t like it? whats wrong w it?”

“that top with those heels? whats right with it?

renjun;

steals your pencils that are basically stubs so he can do some drawing of his own :’((

makes you stay up late with him to watch conspiracy theories about the universe but then falls asleep on your phone screen 20 mins in

loves when you buy little stones for yourself, for like protection & well being, etc and renjun will spends hours wiping them down & researching everything he can on the stones

uses your phone just so he can learn how to do ballet from the comfort of your house but is still too shy to show you a dance routine for now

hates hates scary stuff but insists on watching the documentary about serial killers & afterwards he usually ends up sleeping on the pillow your head is on because he swears he's being watched lol

prefers sleeping in your hoodie pockets but has had one too many near death experiences with you not realising & catching him as he falls out so now you carefully pick up any article of clothing you own

likes the piano tiles app because he can basically play it using his lil feets 

he also beats your high score so you're lowkey salty but so long as he’s happy 

comes to you first about all his problems & likes to have a lil venting session with you & him cuddled in the armchair, sharing a cup of hot chocolate because he doesn't like bitter things

sometimes when you’re feeling kinda down he sits down on your shoulder & sings to you softly in chinese because he doesn't want you to,,,feel alone,,,my heart,,,,take it(●´□`)♡

jeno;

the quietest boy out of the six and the sweetest little boy ever :’((

brings you flowers he picked out of your neighbours garden covered in dirt because he saw how stressed out you were abt studying & reminds you to drink your water <33

likes to sit on your lap watching morning cartoons, giggling away behind his tiny bowl of cereal 

is best friends with the next door neighbours cat yet is deathly allergic to them??

he nearly scared you one morning when you were woken up by jeno’s teeny screams from around your house but turns out he was just riding on the cats back

you ended up having to take care of him for two days since he got super sick

you tried to scold him but he was still on the high from being up so high so he's just like 

“okay I'm sorry I won't do it again (｡◝‿◜｡)”

goes on random junk food hunts around your kitchen, can be found eating half a dorito chip in your cupboard at 3am mood

has a newfound love for asmr’s & if you ever lose your phone, worry not because jeno has it & is watching; long nails tapping different objects for two hours, no talking, only sounds 

also looooves dancing so he likes free styling with jisung by the radio & gets all shy & blushy when you compliment him 

jaemin;

lives in your shirt pocket because its 1) close to your heart & 2) very warm in there & 3) doesn’t have to leave your side!!

loves you v much & expresses it by leaving little pecks on your fingertips :’)))

likes to sleep on your fluffy plushies because its super comfy to him

his favourite is obvi ryan

fave spot is standing on your counter doing the best he can to help you bake sweet treats

imagine him standing holding up a whisk attempting to mix the wet ingredients with the dry ones but ending up falling :(( 

bub gets sad because he's afraid he messed it up but gets happy again when you set him on decorating the cakes :)) he’s super concentrate & even goes as far as to write your name best he can with icing

if its long then he just writes ur nickname 

likes to spend some of his free time reading books

the first time you were really confused on why your english book standing on its spine, had pages opening randomly 

turns out it was just jaemin being an intellectual

 you end up helping him flick the pages tho after he gets a paper cut :(

he really milks it tho like

“oh no y/n my hand is in pieces, I think im dying ε-(≖д≖﹆)”

but once you give him a hello kitty bandaid & hugs he's okay

chenle;

likes to sit in the palm of your hand & talk to you about how your day went & about how his day went & the birds he saw in the sky today & how he likes ice cream & basically it’s him babbling away to you

but you don't mind it, he's so endearing :’)

goofiest little man, tells you random jokes he heard on the radio & gets all smiley when you laugh at them, even if they're not funny

makes you play dominos with him but by the time he's gotten three standing up, you've got the whole thing set up

doesn't stop him from pushing the first one down and shrieking in delight when they all fall in sync aw cute baby

he also watches some KUWTK w/ haechan as he loves the drama & he picks up the lingo 

“hey lele have you seen my phone?im so annoyed I can't find it”

“omg there are literally people dying y/n ੧| ‾́ー ‾́ |੭”

you end up banning them from watch it 

even tho he’s small he eats a loooott

he will eat an entire bowl of ramen if you let him & you try to stop him but all he has to do it be like

“please let me eat it all y/n i wont get sick i love u uwuଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧”

“oh of course you can you cutie here you go (n˘v˘•)¬”

he ends up with a tummy ache, again so you’re looking after him, again

not that you mind, he's the babiest of babies (˵¯͒⌄¯͒˵)

jisung;

can be found sleeping on top of the fluffiest make up brush you own

sleeps everywhere, likes sleeping under your carpet??

when you try waking him up he just falls back asleep in your hand :,))

if he's not sleeping, he's free styling by your radio and you can't help but record it

swears he doesn't like your slime yet you've had to help him out of multiple sticky sticky situations because he got too excited playing with your strawberry scented slime

watched one episode of gordon ramsay & swears he's the masterchef 

“aii that’s not how you fry the rice! you need to wait until it sizzles dude do you even know what you’re doing?!”

you set him down in the timeout corner

but he’s just chilling like

“if I get food poisoning its your fault (｡･･｡)”

picks up the local whiteboy lingo after he listens to his “lit asf playlist”

will randomly say aye & start nae naeing to you like, tapping your pen on the desk when you're studying 

won't admit it but loves when you cup him in your hands & sway him from side to side & he trusts you enough not to drop him

also has a weird habit of surfboard in the sink with a barbie surfboard & tells you to blow on the water so he can “surf”

you do it tho because his little giggles fill your heart

bonus; imagine all of them in little onesies of their fave animals & little cute hoods ♡✧。 (⋈◍＞◡＜◍)。✧♡

[crafiet]

1-50 of the writer’s ask thing, go!

BITCH UR RUDE AF

The Basics1.     Do you listen to music when you write?mostly yeah but it depends on my mood2.     Are you a pantser or plotter?both, i was a complete pantser up until recently but ive been trying to outline big scenes so i know where im going3.     Computer or pen and paper?computer for drafting. pen and paper for outlining/planning4.     Have you ever been published, or do you want to be published?not published, dont wanna be5.     How much writing do you get done on an average day?none but yesterday i wrote 2k /shrug6.     Single or multiple POV?usually single but ive been trying multiple!! its hard!!! idk what voice is!!7.     Standalone or series?ugh again mostly standalone, but ive been dabbling in series8.     Oldest WIPmy spies one which went though a fantasy and scifi phase and was originally dystopian9.     Current WIPmy mages! i have no titles bc who10.  Do you set yourself deadlines?nup

The Specifics11.  Books and/or authors who influenced you the mostuhhhh to be fair im v easily influenced so if i read a book and really like it i subconsciously try to implement that style of writing or try out that genre in my own work12.  Describe your perfect writing spacea desktop next to a big open window where i can play music without headphones13.  Describe your writing process from idea to polisheduhhhh i dont have a finished wip yet so idk lol usually: idea→ characters→ plot→ spur of the moment 10k word vomit→ more planning, outlining→ more words→ repeat planning and drafting until finished14.  How do you deal with self-doubts?i just take a break, read some bad books, read some good books, look at writing tumblrs and just marinate for a bit before going back in15.  How do you deal with writer’s block?i perpetually have it and since i dont have deadlines or a publishing contract i just ride it out, writing is strictly a hobby for me16.  How many drafts do you need until you’re satisfied with a project?i edit as i go, im onto draft 2 of my mages but its technically a rewrite bc i changed most of the plot17.  What writing habits or rituals do you have?i have none atm, but i usually pick a time where i know i wont be disturbed/distracted so usually at night18.  If you could collaborate with anyone, who would it be, and what would you write about?idw collab sdkksdlkbnsd die19.  How do you keep yourself motivated?i just really really like my worlds lol conceited 20.  How many WIPs and story ideas do you have?i have!!! 5?

The Favourites21.  Who is/are your favourite character(s) to write?oh mannngggg i like all my protagonists, ary is the easiest bc shes the one i work with the most, but its super entertaining to be in remy’s head, and i like calyp’s bc hers is so different AAHH22.  Who is/are your favourite pairing(s) to write?remy and seth orrr red and kieran. if im answering this correctly? or do u mean types of pairings lol idk23.  Favourite authorhummm idk every author i really like have books i dont like so i cant say24.  Favourite genre to write and readfantasy25.  Favourite part of writingworldbuilding *.*26.  Favourite writing programgoogle docs. it would be word but im too poor to buy it lol27.  Favourite line/sceneidk if this is my favourite but“I am at least trying to be civil.”“I am being civil. You want me to yell at you? Turn into a wolf and fight it out like you’d want?”Kieran closed the file and stood. “I don’t—rem—”“Remember.”“I don’t remember you being so—” He searched for a word, but gave up and growled instead. Red got the idea.“Angry? Callous? I ought to reteach you the English language.”“I know how to speak,” Kieran blurted. “Remember, I spent twenty-four years a full human.”“And look how fast that’s disappeared.”28.  Favourite side characterwhat are side characters lol ENSEMBLE CASTS29.  Favourite villainossssshhhh probably michael bc i love him30.  Favourite idea you haven’t started on yetive started on all my wips im one of those bastards who can multitask

The Dark31.  Least favourite part of writingactually drafting lmao32.  Most difficult character to writeprobably christine bc shes meant to be relatable and down to earth and thats boring smh33.  Have you ever killed a main character?yes, not a pov one though34.  What was the hardest scene you ever had to write?probably any scene that requires a lot of research on a topic i know nothing about, like hacking or sword fighting or whatever35.  What scene/story are you least looking forward to writing?bridging scenes suck theyre necessary but they SUCK

The Fun36.  Last sentence you wrote“My plan would go smoother with you involved, but I can find others. Many want his head.”37.  First sentence or your current WIPShe squinted in the harsh light.38.  Weirdest story idea you’ve ever hadugh this girl who could see deaths coming and she worked for the fbi but she was like 15 so she still had to go to highschool lol39.  Weirdest character concept you’ve ever hadprobably her, only bc i was 13 when i created her and was reading this banshee series but somehow didnt connect??? and didnt realise she was a banshee?? without the screaming40.  Share some backstory for one of your charactersomg all of my characters have purposefully murky backstories bc i find that trope cool af lol. i guess ary has that typical woe-is-me backstory where her parents were killed, she spiraled and got involved with the wrong people and then was betrayed and arrested lol

The Rest of It41.  Any advice for new/beginning/young writers?literally i swear by: trying anything out. fiddle with pov, tense, perspective, genre, character identity, hell take a story you like and try to put your own spin on it. writing as a craft only gets better with practice and my best work is when im going outside of the box/my comfort zone42.  How do you feel about love triangles?is this even a debate anymore, this trope got flamed so hard i havent seen it in ya in years. i dont really care about it43.  What do you do if/when characters don’t follow the outline?good lol my outlines are usually done on the spot and i come up with more creative plots/scenes if i can think on it a bit44.  How much research do you do?i edit as i go so i research as i go. my pre-drafting research extends to saving links on things i might wanna write about and thats it lol. i would say i dont do as much as i should45.  How much world building do you do?a lot lol i LOVE worldbuilding. but i find it hard to incorporate it into my draft naturally so a lot of minute details get cut 46.  Do you reread your own stories?all the time lol i forget what i wrote half the time47.  Best way to procrastinatetwitter–OR if u wanna seem “productive”, writing blogs are a good way to get distracted48.  What’s the most self-insert character/scene you’ve ever written?bitch there was a time where i only wrote self insert characters lol49.  Which character would you most want to be friends with, if they were real?im too lame to hang out with any of my characters. they would be nice to me but i wouldnt get to know them like how i know them from an author perspective50.  [Other question—ask me anything]u didnt ho

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1. Who was the last person you held hands with?  

josh               

2. Are you loud and outgoing or shy?   

depends who you are              

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

josh and the kids                 

4. Are you easy to get along with?  

i try to be               

5. Have you ever given up on someone?     

sure have            

6. How many pillows do you sleep with?   

depends alone like 5 but with josh we only sleep with 1 pillow each

7. Have you ever been skinny dipping?    

no but its on my bucket list             

8. Do you have any tattoos?

not yet                 

9. Do you have any piercings?  

again, not yet               

10. How big is your house?        

like a normal single family size         

11. What do you typically have for breakfast? 

i don't eat breakfast                

12. Have you ever fired a gun?    

very many times             

13. What is your favorite swear word?     

fuck            

14. What is the longest you have gone without sleep?  

like a day and a half               

15. Do you have any scars?           

tons most I don't remember getting      

16. Have you ever had a secret admirer? 

doubt it lmao                

17. Are you a good liar?     

god no            

18. What is the most challenging thing you have ever been through?

losing my grandparents    

19. Are you a good judge of character?

no lmao                 

20. What is your favorite accent?      

southern accents           

21. What 3 words would you choose to describe yourself?  

confident

loving

happy               

22. What is your most expensive article of clothing? 

my justin boots

23. Are you left or right handed? 

right                

24. What are some of your biggest fears? 

death

losing my parents/brother

not being able to have a kid of my own               

25. Are you a clean or messy person?    

depends how im feeling             

26. If you were drunk, who would you want to take care of you?

josh because that's who takes care of my drunk ass now                 

27. Do you like big crowds of people or smaller groups?    

smaller groups            

28. Do you think you will be in a relationship 2 months from now?

i know i will            

29. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?   

hell no               

30. Do you believe in luck or miracles?         

sure do       

31. Are you religious?    

not really             

32. What does your most recent text say?   

“i just got to the bar” - justin

33. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

josh                 

34. Who from the opposite sex is on your mind? 

josh                 

35. How do you feel about abortion? 

personally i wouldn't get one

36. What good thing has happened to you this month?  

josh coming into my life               

37. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?    

yes for the rest of my llife             

38. Do you think there is life on other planets? 

of course                

39. Do you still talk to your first partner?        

sure do, hes one of my best friends         

40. Do you like bubble baths?    

only when im cramping             

41. What do you do to relax or unwind?  

looking at the stars or sitting by the lake               

42. What are your neighbors like?   

hate the ones on one side. the other side is a bomb ass neighbor

43. What are your bad habits? 

assuming the worse                

44. Do you like to travel?     

love traveling            

45. Do you have trust issues?  

unfortunately               

46. What is your favorite part of your daily routine?   

josh calling me on his 3 breaks              

47. What was or is your favorite academic subject?  

science               

48. What body part are you most uncomfortable with?  

feet i hate them               

49. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?   

text josh lmao              

50. Who are you most comfortable around? 

josh, leann, and justin                

51. Do you ever want to get married?

of course

52. Do you ever want to have children?   

more than anything              

53. If you could change one law, what would it be?  

i don't know honestly lmao               

54. Is your hair long enough for a ponytail? 

yes                

55. Would you rather live without TV or music?  

without tv for sure               

56. What language do you want to learn?  

italian               

57. What are you paranoid about? 

a few things                

58. Do you think age matters in relationships?    

to an extent. make sure its legal my friends             

59. Do you play sports?                 

is chasing kids around a sport because it sure feels like it

60. When you are extremely quiet, what does it mean?   

im sad or mad              

61. Spell your name with your chin.         

jennifer        

62. What do you say during awkward silences? 

nothing because i feel awkard                

63. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? 

im sure in the past i have                

64. Do you smile at strangers? 

all the time                

65. Do you want a roommate?  

no my family is enough lmao               

66. What is your best friend like?

cassidy: were both very busy so we don't talk all the time but when we do its like nothing has changed. shes my forever friend no matter what. shes strong and stands for what she believes and that's my favorite thing about her.

leann: shes very outspoken and no one phases her. shes got my back through everything. shes always there for me and i can trust her with anything.              

67. What stores do you shop in?                 

tj maxx

68. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

not everyone. so if i give you a second chance you obviously mean something to me but screw it up and there wont be a third chance.   

69. What is the meanest thing someone has ever said to you? 

theres quite a few things people have said to me that i hope no one else ever has to hear someone say to them. but i wont list them.

70. What is your ex-partner like?

justin: this could've went in the best friend question too but ill just put it in its own question. my best friend. through the ups and downs no one has ever supported me more than him. he held me together at my worse. he is also the reason i fell apart. but i am also the reason he fell apart. we tore each other down and built each other back up in a friendship. we fight and argue but at the end of the day no one in this world has ever been there for me more than him and he will forever be my best friend and i will forever be grateful for him. i don't look at him as my ex hes my best friend. he is so supportive of me and my new relationship and i am blessed to still have him in my life. forever my best friend.

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dead

i wanna fuCKIJG END MY LIFE LATELY

but no one notices or if they do well they probably dont care lmao

my parents wont get off my ass about being inside on my phone so much but what the fuck else do i do???

i dont fucking have friends??

no one likes me?

i cant communicate with people.

i wanna die

can they stop fucking micromanaging me? i wanna be my own fucking person but they have to be up my ass if im not up theirs

and i cant say shit because theyll get mad and not listen

my brother had some sympathy for me but what good does it do

i wanna get o u t of this fucking house away from my parents

my sisters living it up with her fucking dom and im here wishing i was dead because i cant have time alone

my moms a lazy bitch lately and has me doing shit she doesnt want to do yet she claims its all her

and my dads acting like a bitch but when hasnt he?

every single fucking day i feel like im on thin ice and i have to watch my every move because the wont leave me alone

i swear to fucking god im gonna go crazy

someone get me away from them

i dont wanna see them pretty much ever again

i hate being treated like i cant do things

they wont let me get a job a fUCKING JOB???

so my ONLY source of income is from kissing their ass?? otherwise im always broke

and im eating as little as i cant lately so im extra pissed off, sure

but why the FCUK does EVERYONE around me have to tell me theres food on the table or in the kitchen like i fucming know i see people eating obviously?? if i wanted food i would go get it??

and my family goes around hugging me and saying im too skinny when i KNOW its a fucking lie?? and they always tell me to eat before they even say hi or some shit like it pisses me off? i know my body and my eating habits leave me the FUCK alone jesus fUCKING CHRIST

anyway im gonna end up killing myself because i cant be my own person and my parents make me have constant anxiety over my actions at home and anger toward everything why the fuck do i have to cater to you

if i dont want to eat i wont eat leave me the fucm alone its not your buisness

i have no friends but we been knew

im still fuckig pissed but what can i do lmao

fuck you <3

[knittinganarchist]

the flower questions?? yeah bud do all of em go hard or go home

Ageratum: Are you friendly or wary of strangers?

I’m terrified of strangers but treat them unfailingly politely. It’s kinda the way your supposed to treat the fey; don’t trust them, but be very nice to them.

American Marigold: Is there anything you will not/cannot eat?

Keep your raw tomatos away from me pls. I don’t want their soggy soggy juices wetting my sandwiches/burgers/salads thank you.

Black-Eyed Susan: Have you ever given/received a black eye? Why?

I’ve never gotten or recieved a black eye because confrontation scares me and i avoid it At All Costs. 

Bleeding-heart: Do you open up freely with their emotions, or do you bottle it up until you burst? If you do hold it in, what is usually your breaking point?

I’m a big bottle of repressed emotional issues and worry 100%. My bursting point is usually after i’ve been too stressed for a couple of days and get over-tired, bc then i just start crying over something stupid, spill my guts to someone via text, and regret it absolutely the next day.

Butterfly-Weed: What is one thing that always makes you stop and admire, no matter what you were doing prior?

As someone who is both constatly distracted and looking for art ideas that a lot of things! Usually its either the outfits of people in town, or the sunset when im on the bus home of the evening. 

Common Yarrow: Do you easily blend in with the crowd, or do you wear/act so that you are noticeable and stand out?

Thats kinda tricky because i love wearing quirky opshopped clothed and ridiculous shirts, but i also kinda wear them in the hope that people wont bother me too much? I want to look cool, but not Too Cool.

Cornflower: Is there a color you don’t particularly care to wear? Is it because it clashes with your style, appearance, or any other reason outside of simple dislike for said color?

I don’t think theres a colour that i wouldnt wear? I dont wear a lot of green but thats more because i tend to gravitate to either warmer colours or crazy prints.

Creeping Zinnia: Do you listen into other people’s conversations, either idly or purposely? Has there been anything you learned from it? Have you gotten into trouble?

I absolutely do not. I feel so so terrible when i listen in and im so scared that they’ll say something very personal i should never hear. I wear headphones a lot of the time though so its not a huge problem.

Daylily: Do you have any daily routines/habits? Are they ingrained into you as a child or have they been recent additions?

I’m too scatterbrained to have too many daily habits, but the one that has carried over from my childhood is packing my bag the day before. For someone who worries a lot knowing im all ready for uni the next day, and having a vague idea of what i want to wear, is very helpful in helping me calm down before bed. 

Field Pansy: Have you ever gone and flown a kite before? Do you wish to do so if you haven’t?

Yes! There’s a big spare block up on a hill not far from my house, so when i was about 11 maybe(?) me and my neighborhood friends would make kites out of balloon sticks and rubbish bags, then ride our bikes up to the spare block.

Flowering Cabbage: Name one thing you keep, despite it being pointless or purposeless other than sentimental value or you simply cannot throw it away, and state the reason why you hang onto it.

Ummmm? Everything? I’m hopelessly sentimental. I’ve got clothes, books, letters, and dried flowers collected up simply because they remind me of happy times or people i care about.

Garden Impatiens: What causes you to lose patience? How do you react when you lose it?

Generally i have endless patience for others, but for myself? I’m constantly frustrated by my inability to concentrate for a long time, and when i’m trying to draw and it just Wont Work, usually that just leads to me just stewing in my annoyance for a few hours. 

Gooseneck Loosestrife: Is there anything strange or unusual you can do, or have noticed happening around you without an identifiable cause?

There’s nothing unsual that i can can do, although sometimes i wish that were true. Although i must say that art school has a ton of weird things i wish i could explain; like when you hear voices in a computer lab but you go in and its empty. Or the people who i swear i’ve never met before who stand outside the classrooms until you use your swipcard to let them in. 

Hosta: Do you enjoy the time out in the sun, or do you relax in the shade whenever you get the chance to do so?

I love the sun in every season except for summer, my pale pale skin cannot handle it at all so i stick to the shadows like a vampire. 

Ivy Geranium: Do you have any pets? If so, how are they doing?

I have a dog called Scruffy, who is cute but constantly a mess, and seven chickens all named after Doctor Who characters!

Japanese Bloodgrass: When was the last time you drew blood, either from yourself or from another? What was the reason?

I might have sliced my ankle shaving the other week because i was bopping along to the music i had playing and slipped...

Lady’s Mantle: What is one outfit you remember your mother/guardian wearing when you were a child?

My mum used to wear these striped tshirt dresses around the house all through summer, i actually got a few of these handed down to me!

Lambs Ears: Do you remember how old you were when the last time someone tried to censor their speech around you?

About 20mins ago... My mum was about to swear and just gave me a look before rephrasing hahah

Lavender: Is there a particular scent you are fond of? Do you smell this scent often or rarely?

I love lavender and rosemary in summer because it reminds me of the veggie patch that i planted near my back door a few years ago, but in winte hot chocolate and cinnamon are the best for feeling cozy.

Million Gold: How much money do you make, if any? How much money do you have currently?

I’m currently unemployed while i move out of home and settle in, but at the moment i’m housesitting so i think i get about $200 for the month, and then i dogsit again for someone else next month. Other than that my only income is from commissions..

Moss Phlox: Have there been any new friends you have made? What do you want to know about them the most?

Last saturday was my friend Katie’s birthday picnic and i met some lovely people there who i really hope i can stay in contact with.

Nasturium: Have you ever been the one to be told a secret? Did you keep it or did you share it with someone else? Was the secret worth being kept?

It’s not often people tell me secrets, but if they do tell me one i always keep it. I know how gross it feels to have someone betray your trust and i wouldnt do that deliberately to anyone. 

Ornamental Purslane: Do you wear any jewelry? Which ones are your favorites? Do you favor certain metals/gems/styles?

I don’t usually wear a lot of jewlery because i forget to change my earrings, and bracelets get in the way when im drawings, i used to wear a necklace all the time though. It was a teardrop shaped blue-goldstone on a silver chain, but my sister pulled it off when she was mad and it snapped. 

Rose Campion: If you had to fight, which one person would you chose to fight at your side? Would you pick them based on skill, on trust, or both?

I don’t know anyone personally who’d be any good in a fight so im going to have to say uhhhhhhh... either The Rock lmao bc he’d just punch danger in the face, or Ship ( @glumshoe ) because i just think he’d be prepared for even the weirdest stuff we could encounter.

Salvia-May-Night: What your habits/rituals you do when preparing for bed? How long do you usually sleep for?

The classic shower, facewash, text people who make me happy, and reluctantly set an alarm so i’ll get to class on time. I usually sleep fine all night no matter how early/late i go to bed, but i always wake up at 8am and have to check my phone to see if im late for anything.

Snapdragon: What sort of things would you hoard, if given the chance? Would you?

So so many things, its a good thing i dont have the chance. Books? Art supplies? Cool dresses? Pot plants? 

Snow-In-Summer: Would you rather have winter or summer? What are the benefits or reason to your preferred season over the other?

Autumn all the way. I love the coloured leaves and windy days, and its the perfect inbetween weather thats not too hot or cold.

Sunflower: Name one thing that will always make you smile.

Finding the perfect ugly/cool dress in the back of an opshop

Thread-leaf Tickseed: Are you an insect-magnet when you go outside, or do you insects generally leave you alone?

If im at home? for sure, i get a lot of beetles bothering me. But if im in the park at uni not so much for some reason.

Variegated Solomon’s Seal: What is one thing you wished you could seal away and never see/feel/use/etc again? Why?

99% of highschool to be honest, just a lot of Not Fun stuff.

Wheat Cockscomb: Name one thing you could do that you wished you could do, but cant?

Speak literally any language, i feel like it would open a lot of travel option up for me

Yellow Cosmos: What is your favorite constellation? Why? 

Cassiopeia! I just thought it was a neat myth, and also i used that as a name for a character in a grade 8 story story lmao.