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vvitchy-succubus · 3 months

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When do the waves stop hitting so hard? Tomorrow he gets brought home by a big police escort. The streets will be lined with people who knew him. The service is on Friday. I still don't understand how this is happening. I keep getting messages from people who worked with him, telling me what an honor it was to serve with him, which is making me angry. He was going to work. If they hadn't called him down south because they were scared of prisoner behavior during the eclipse, I would still have my brother. If he wasn't so hell bent on being a good officer, he would still be here. I don't care how honorable he was at his job, he was MY brother, that's what he really loved. Us, his family. And as far as I'm concerned IDOC took my brother from me. I want him back. I want this hell to be over. I'm angry at everything. People keep asking me if I need anything but what I need is my Andrew back. I just want my Andrew back.

#it's ok if no one reads this #it's rant here or just scream and scream #but ive done so much of that that my throat hurts #and my face hurts from crying #honestly everything hurts #all i want to do is scream and yell #like maybe if i just scream loud enough #the universe will give him back #but it won't #and now i have to try and keep breathing #even though it feels like im breathing in glass #and im going to break in half #i still have to wake up tomorrow #and do it all again #how the fuck did this become my life

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 27 days

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Good morning, Sleepyhead.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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rough day...

#i might come back and color this. Eventually....#scribbled this after a busy day of lots of moving things into storage and hauling boxes around #i felt a bit like a workhorse!#at some point i sat down on the uhaul w/ my water and thought. Wow. How Does Eddie Manage #poor guy deserves a break...#he needs a day off smh #i mean the neighborhood would fall apart w/o him probably but still. he needs a vacation!#he works too hard! someone tell him to prioritize himself for once!#scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #eddie dear #alrighty well its 12 am i need to get up in less than 6 hours and i still have Several Things To Do before i can sleep!#so! queuing this and getting those last chores done #wait fuck. what where they #well! i'll remember when i get up to do them! probably!#yknow 7 hours into tomorrow's drive im gonna be like OH FUCK I FORGOT THE [insert task here]#oh. shit did i eat dinner? hm... im not gonna be ready for breakfast when i wake up #so i might as well add 'quick cup of noodles' onto tonight's Before-Sleep list....#im rambling! sorry!#anyway i have Much affection for eddie! somebody get him a spa day and some shiny new stamps!!!

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genshin-impact-updates · 1 year

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Happy Birthday, Kaveh!

#genshin impact #genshin impact updates #genshin impact news #official #official art #birthday art #kaveh #MY BOY MY BOY MY BELOVED LITTLE GUY!#i scheduled this last night so right now i should be waking up to post the rest #i'm still in ireland (leaving tomorrow) but i have to wake up to post kaveh #because i love him

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jjjacobine · 8 months

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FUCK JUST NARROWLY MISSED SIGNALIS RELEASE ANNIVERSARY BUT IM POSTING ANYWAY

HAPPY ANNIVERASRY SIGNALIS!!!!!!

#jacoart #SIGNALIS #ariane yeong #elster #lstr 512 #signalis fanart #fuck i can barely render and i have to go to school tomorrow fuckkfkfkffufmkcsjfkajf #ITS SO WORTH IT THO #I STILL HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 4AM BUT FUCK IT WE BALL GAY PPL TIME

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journey-to-the-attic · 9 months

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i've just discovered that they were selling the silliest lucifer plush and i'm so happy about it (unfortunately i am too late to get one myself)

i only just refrained from giving lucifer a hat to match his old man pjs, if only because i'm really bad at drawing hats

bonus:

#obey me #art #ohh my god i should've given lucifer a little candle to hold.....#ah well i just wanna post this and then i gotta force myself to go to bed #i have to wake up So early to catch the train tomorrow and alas i've probably already left it too late #i mean i can always take a nap on the commute but still. bed cosy #obey me lucifer #jtta ik

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buglaur · 10 months

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#hellooooo it's been a long week for sure #got my exam results. did a lot better than i thought i'd do!!!#also had an interview for a place in a community college which i got #but i hopefully got into uni (i'll find out 2pm tmrw) so i mightn't need it!!!#i'm so scared man i'm used to class sizes of like.. 8 😭#and now i've gotta get 4 buses a day to the city and back instead of a 20 min stroll up the road 😔#did a pub crawl saturday to celebrate. had a lot of fun #been having fun with bg3 too!! i'm still on act 1 #my ear is blocked again 😔 it's €60 to get it drained ughhh i'll just suffer on #getting my first tattoo soon though 🥳#enough about me lol i need to make a personal sideblog one of these days #i'll def have a lot less time to be active with sims stuff if i'm starting uni so i'll be sure to make one ^^#ANYWAYS here's ms macmahon #/roxana #i swear to god i'm going to catch up with all the new kmik posts when i wake up tomorrow #if i don't assume me dead #ts4

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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What is this for, love? Home, or glory?

#pokemon #swsh #assistant sonia #gym leader nessa #aquaheartshipping #mermay #on a technicality dskjfhjk but hey. it is the base concept #maybe later on in the month there will be an actual monster. but for now. themb #happy baku draws dr. jones and callie again!! I still think about them. about dr. jones' six phds #instead of going home to ur wife!! ma'am #this was fully like. me fucking around with colors probably. I was just coasting my digital energy while its still there #and then. here it is #the full res file of this is very big #my last two digital things are all drawn on a giant canvas lol #(the other digital thing. u gotta wait to see. itll be awesome)#this tho. this is here on time. fish!!#I may need to lay down #well what else is new!! I gotta wake up early tomorrow to marinade the stuff. so. you know how it is #have a good night!! home or glory its all good!

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nientedal · 7 months

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Usually I just save stuff like this to my drafts until I calm down but you know what, fuck it, I'm done.

Any so-called leftist who refuses to recognize that our options right now are "genocide abroad, progress at home" and "genocide abroad AND genocide at home" and that there is a significant difference between those two options is cordially invited to eat shit and die. We do not have time to entertain your anti-voting hopeless nonsense. A future in which we are able to move towards less death will always be preferable to the one in which we can't, and if you smug, sneering little clowns sacrifice that future on the altar of your own self-righteousness because you're too high on your own farts to realize how far up your own ass you are, I genuinely hope you fucking drown. Specifically, I hope you drown in the blood of the people who will die all over the world as a result of your bizarre refusal to work towards a future that doesn't include ethnic cleansing.

This is the United States. We sell war, here. I don't know how so many of you are only just now figuring that out, but you better get over your shock like yesterday because we are out of fucking time. We ran out of time when Reagan took office if not long before. You think not voting will improve any of this?

Keep calling, keep writing, keep screaming. Governments everywhere are (slowly) beginning to listen. Democrats are (slowly) beginning to listen. But Republicans never will, and if they seize power again next year (which they will absolutely do their damned to attempt), everything will be so, so much worse for everyone, everywhere. The work is slow and painful and imperfect but it will only get done if we show up and do the work, so keep calling, keep writing, keep screaming-- and when the time comes, you show up and vote for the future that lets us build a better tomorrow instead of just choking to death in the steaming shitpile of today.

#''i can't have No Genocide tomorrow!!! so i don't want No Genocide at all!!! WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH'' that's you. that's how you sound #''if i can't have perfect then don't even fucking bother with better!! just give me worse instead!!'' are you for fucking real #you don't care about Palestine you don't care about anything other than being able to go ''Well. at least I didn't choose this.''#not choosing is still a choice! you stupid motherfucker!#choosing to stand at the lever and do nothing and watch the trolley crush five people is still a choice!!#how DARE you act like that blood is not on your hands!#again: THIS IS THE UNITED STATES. WE SELL WAR HERE.#not voting for Biden is not going to help Palestine!#in fact it will absolutely measurably make the situation WORSE!#for them AND everyone else!#this is the reality we are working with and if you want it to change then you HAVE to play the long game!#leftists heard ''don't let perfect be the enemy of good'' and went ''WHAT THE *FUCK* DO YOU MEAN I CAN'T HAVE PERFECT??! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA''#and i have fucking had it!#all i can do is try to keep working towards a day when the current left is the farthest right we have #but we are never gonna get there if y'all don't wake the fuck up and get moving #us politics #vent post #so help me god if this turns into a game of Spot the Tankie in the notes i'm gonna start knifing people

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lilyblisslys · 4 months

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cw for heavy stuff in the tags

#spent all night talking a friend down from suicide and now I’m so tired #I have a ton of shit to do for work tomorrow and I need to wake up early for it #and then I’m gone for the weekend so I can’t keep an eye on them how I’d like #im so tired and I need smth to eat still

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plulp · 10 months

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duuuuude oh my god i had to redesign this guy like THRICE because i couldnt get it RIGHT! heres EDEN. for you.

#turning off rbs until i wake up in the morning (not in US)#just in case i want to fix anything #still doesnt have Everything i want but its OK whatever #dol #my art #eden the hunter #colors are still a little off. i dont particularly Know what i want him to look like :(#sorry for not giving him a beard i dont have the confidence i can make it look good #sorry i keep giving the older guys long hair i swear it isnt a thing (it is)#i swear i promise cross my heart ill stop. i promise #i promise i wont give avery long hair #also my art is better than my first post now...... maybe i should turn off rbs for those........ sigh #its a little embarrassing seeing it rbed still 😓#WHAT. I FORGOT CHEST HAIR. WHO AM I? THIS CANT BE ME. og my god give me a MINUUUUUUUUTE #done. imagine if i accidentally uploaded my oc file instead <- guy who had oc files open #i should probably make an about post at some point #maybe tomorrow #OK edit: fixed you can do whatever with it now

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otaku553 · 11 months

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so you know how I've been talking about the Kazuha Demon Slayer crossover for ages now?

Hahahaha

Chapter 1 is out :)

#ahjskdkhjf #drops this and runs #I will be honest!!! I dont think I characterized sanemi very well lmao #he's the exact kind of character I don't know how to write! Like selectively respectful and doesn't give a shit otherwise #and also like extremely angry and driven and such! I am much more used to writing quiet pensive more rational characters I think #I had to rewrite this first chapter like 3 times because I couldn't figure out how to get Sanemi and Kazuha to mesh together very well #Like neither of them are particularly trusting on first meeting someone especially with added suspicion from both sides #and I still have like. no idea how to actually write grief which greatly complicates writing this #because it's meant to be an exploration of Kazuha's grief through the lens of other demon slayer characters #oh well if people don't like it I suppose it was still good practice on writing #It is 1 AM and I am Letting Anxiety Get the Better of Me #and I have to wake up at 8 tomorrow so I should go sleep #ok bye

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imnotpayingforurtherapy · 11 days

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I tried to be nice and clean for my dad since he hates messy spaces and the kitchen is messy but i just came home from a 12 hour shift and passed out on the kitchen floor :C

#I feel so bad #I'm gonna give him one of those home made coupons i used to make as a child #I still feel bad tho cause i wanted him to wake up to fesh made breakfast and a clean house but #instead hes gonna wake up to a half cleaned kicthen with everything oit of the cabniets and on the floor and a bigger mess than i found it #and then its not even like i can clean it right away either :((#Like all day tomorrow we're going to my aunts house and then i'm busy with work and hanging out with my friends on monday and tuesday #Currently i can finish it on wensday but idk if im even free #THIS SUCKS #AND I CANT EVEN SLEEP BECAUSE OF INSOMNIA I JUST CANT MOVE #NOW I HAVE TO LAY HERE FOR UNTIL MY BODY WORKS REVELING IN MY SELF HATING THOUGHTS :C #inp4ut shenanigans #inp4ut insomnia rambles

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monstersbutt · 1 year

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boom homestuck jumpscare

#sydney the faithful #kylar the loner #robin the orphan #whitney the bully #made this blog for not work safe purposes but i got too lost in the sauce sigh #<< hyperfixating and just playing the game and not drawing #if i wake up tomorrow and still have hamsteak brainrot i will make talksprite edits #also maybe scene edits of the other two but maybe not

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bylerblogger · 5 months

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Alr so my desperate ass decided to use a free ai unblur image website to see if it could make the pic at least a little more clearer, so here's the before and after.

#im starting to not think this is will but I still have hopes it is bc im delulu #tomorrow I better wake up and see a clearer image of will byers' new hair and outfit #stranger things #stranger things 5 #byler #will byers

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hamartia-grander · 2 months

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I'M DONE WITH SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL FOR THE SEMESTER YAHHHHHHHHHHH

#Still have to work for another week but with my last exam done I am a whole 98% less likely to kms #We'll see how tomorrow goes tho hdjdhshs #God I gotta wake up at 6am to work until ~5pm and then pull an overnight shift and then PACK TO LEAVE #I can't do this why can't my things just evaporate I don't need them

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