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Wip Wednesday
Happy wip Wednesday to you Izzy!
Thank you for tagging me @special-bc-ur-part-of-it
So, you might as well know the 22 Google doc files post of mine. And this week, I was able to abandon all these for now and start another story (heeere we go again)
This is an excerpt of what I'm working on
"Kurt's schedule was quite different for the last 2 years. Once he was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety, his editor at Vogue.com, Isabelle Wright was kind enough to consider Kurt's health over work. In the initial days, he was allowed to work full time from home. He tried too hard to design but it was a hell ride. When Burt saw the pathetic state of his son, he knew what he should do. And that was how Kurt met Dr. Blaine.
Loading his day with antidepressants and anxiolytics, he started to feel better in a few weeks. Blaine gave him not just the treatment for his depression; he gave him hope. He gave him happiness. He showed that there was always a chance of true love after a tragedy."
I don't know if it is interesting for you guys. But you can never guess the plotline from this. And I've been cooking an idea of spinning a fic for Alex x Henry. I need an entry to another fandom. Don't worry,Klaine is still my mother ship.
Please do tell if the excerpt is appealing
I would to know what are you guys working on
@gleefulpoppet @rockitmans @fallevs @mynonah (for your art), @esilher (for your art), and anybody who wants to play.
Of course no pressure :)
#wip wednesday#i still have quite a load#but i work on a new one#i cant wait to abandon this too🤣#thank you iz for asking
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Just two kids who got left behind
So now we got Clay's side of the cave in!! He didnt really have time to process any of the emotions he was feeling due to having to immediately run for his life, then guide others to safety alongside Viva.
This was made mostly in response to this fun little tag by @zivazivc
I wasn't planning on drawing it up so soon but AUGH I had to, also ty I pride myself in drawing raw emotions
Btw I do read all the tags and comments I get on my posts I'm very happy to have crushed you all thoroughly 💖
#my art#n2 au#trolls#trolls 3#trolls au#trolls band together#trolls clay#trolls viva#trolls john dory#im having a lot of fun#i also have like 4 or 5 mor posts locked and loaded about this au#ill probably schedule them to go out for the next few days while i work on other stuff#but ill still like answer asks#i just have been hyper fixating on this and i forgor i have another comic im supposed to be focusing on#but thats for another day#im really excited to share all the silly things ive made#theres quite a few#when i go bonkers insane about something i go#bonkers insane#my wrist hurts so bad but that will not stop me#im so much stronger than possible carpal tunnel#but yeah about little clay doh#he is not well lmao#mentally or physically#hes grieving and terrified and theres so much responsibility on his shoulders#he also feels like its his fault if JD got caught in the cave in#because if hed gone back with his brothers before the escape JD wouldnt have to go back for him#but he loves being with Viva so#its a whole mess of emotions#the reunion with his bros minus jd when they find him is going to be very different
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I think they're similar that's all grumpy old man with cowboy boyfriend who started off as kind of enemies to lovers
#“I ain't quitting you” is SUCH a wheelratch sentence#“I wholeheartedly believe jedediah and octavius are the reason I love wheelratch” is the note from last year I found which kickstarted this#I still fully believe that#stupid fucking himbos i want them to kiss#wheelratch#transformers#wheeljack#tfp ratchet#tf ratchet#ratchet#tfp wheeljack#ratchjack#WHAT'S THEIR SHIP NAME I'VE ALSO SEEN JACKET#transformers ratchet#tf wheeljack#transformers prime#tfp#tf prime#It took me way to long to find a tfp wheelratch photo you'd think I'd have rhem locked and loaded but I dont and that's sad#silly little gay robots meet silly little gay wax figures#ofc only one of those pairings is actually little
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sae is not amused (supposedly)
Bonus: rin lol
merch art used for inspo under cut:
#I FORGOT THE FUCKING RABBITS FUCKK#its fine its whatever ill just gnaw on the wall#anyways ignore the inconsistences between the rendering of shidou and sae- omg look guys more ryusae <33#ik when s2 comes out theres gonna be a lot more merch art with ryusae and god i dont think im strong enough to survive that with the amount#of brainrot i already have#blue lock#bllk#shidou ryusei#itoshi sae#ryusae#shidou x sae#bllk fanart#fanart#art#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#drawing#illustration#i tried to experiment with the same style i used with the last piece only in a shorter amount of time#and experiment failed i spent 18 hours on these ummm#but i think i got a hand of this new way to shade hair and clothing#its a smoother look and bit more akin to those anime rendered art pieces i love so much so im quite happy with it#still prob not gonna use it for most art pieces bc im lazy and god does this take a shit load of time#but its a cool look i think :3
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one thing i am finding so interesting about eight is that his desire not to alienate people by being deceitful and manipulative like seven means that in order to keep them around and not end up so lonely again he lies to them constantly and is in fact deceitful and manipulative
#dw#idk i get this is the feeling this is an unpopular interpretation#but i think not telling charley she technically died and ending the chimes of midnight refusing to talk about it#is like. not good behaviour#this isn’t critical by the way#i think he’s great and this is very fun#but it’s like he’s very invested in being this fun silly goofy guy who just loves humans and is a great best friend#who goes on loads of adventures and sees the world!#and this is all ultimately quite morally neutral thus far#he’s nonviolent as much as he can be he doesn’t like punching people he doesn’t enjoy guns#but he also doesn’t have the whole ‘i am the world’s BEST guy’ thing#it’s more about who he is just as a guy to know#but like he’s still the doctor. he’ll outlive charley regardless. and every other companion he could ever have#it’s like this fairytale desire to hide from that. it’s so crunchy
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This is a personal post.
#random personal stuff#personal whining ahead feel free to ignore#I made the mistake of dipping into the folder of emails from That Man (which I've kept just in case)#just to see if I could take it I guess? which was a mistake#they're full of pretentious rambling and posturing and jargon to establish himself as The Authority#then they drip with flattery: he says I'm brilliant and have so much potential to live up to etc. etc.#but then the little jabs - and the big jabs - the condescending 'I know you can do this'#he would rip me apart in class until I quit speaking up because I was afraid#and then send me emails informing me that my participation grade was lowish and I needed to work on 'playing the game'#and tell me that I was free to disagree! but it had to be based on more than silence#as if he didn't know that he was the reason I shut down#you're not really free to disagree if disagreeing means you get mocked and belittled?#so I couldn't even protect myself from the verbal attacks because I had to provide him fodder for mockery or else get marked down#he made me apologize to a classmate for my 'reticence and impatience' during her presentation on a loaded topic#that I didn’t want to discuss my views on in front of him#and he was so so careful in those emails not to say the worst things but in class...!#and my replies were so subservient#I wouldn't bend on my views but I wanted approval so badly as if what scum like him thought actually mattered#it's over now he's not my problem I know it was not my fault#do I still want to scream at him? yes#do I still want to tell the VP of academic affairs (my old adviser/mentor) the whole story? yes (can't - pointless now)#anyway I am going to go do chores and move on with my day thank you for listening
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everyone talks about how buggy new vegas is but ive never had an issue with it. dragon age origins however. fucking hell lads
#if i dont quit and restart the game like. once per hour it starts lagging so bad#and sometimes when loading out into a different area it will crash. or load indefinitely#i know its the memory leak issue and i even have the 4gb patcher and it Still acts like this#uGHHHH
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yes this is a natural series of events when you've worked at the same place for over a year and it also happens to have RIDICULOUSLY quick turnover where very few people wind up staying on consistently, but ive become one of the Experienced Waitresses That Knows What They're Doing at my job and we very suddenly have a lot of New Teenagers That Have Never Done This Before and it's just. insane to me. bc when i started my job i was SO intimidated like it truly is a big very fast-paced place where everyone has to pull their weight (ie you need to be able to do the coffee station and work the floor and run food and help on bar) and the customers are particularly wankerish so the more Experienced Staff that had been there for a while were like mini gods to me. like truly i thought they were so cool and smart and unbothered and now that's me. i have a gaggle of 17 year olds constantly asking me how to do things and I KNOW THE ANSWER. on a government wage no less
#like it's a BIT annoying bc this is just not the kind of place that should be hiring teenage first-time workers#but the catering industry is doing BAD atm and my manager got told off by head office for spending too much on wages#so he's hiring a load of young people bc guess what! young people have lower minimum wages! some of them are literally on fiver an hour#i genuinely think when i turn 21 my hours are gonna PLUMMET but that's a future me problem#but yeah it means there's like. ten of us that have been working there consistently for months to years at a time#and the rest of the staff are just completely new. like everyone i was working with yesterday were college kids#that had been there a handful of weeks. and im someone who still regularly needs to ask management questions#bc for starters that never goes away like truly u do just need help but also bc I NEVER GOT OFFICIALLY TRAINED#EVERYTHING I KNOW I LEARNED ON THE JOB. DO YOU KNOW HOW STUPID THAT IS#so i have these teenagers looking up at me like 'how do i do x thing' and im like idk either babe. let's quit together#hella slaves to capitalism
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you dont realize how load-bearing a crappy 15-30 minute nap is in your afternoon until you dont get it and you start thinking about going to bed at, like, 8PM
#del gets personal#i get hoem from work and i do a little cool down and clenaup after work and then i nap from like 4 to 4:30 eveyr day lol#sometimes i nap until 5pm. if im feeling particularly decadent. and dodnt have fuck all to do that day#anyway the nap is always nice. i call it crpapy bc im not ever like all the way out. brain is still going. not quite all the way under#but pretty close to it. yknow. its nto a bad nap. its load-bearing it turns out.
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I'd like more piercings. also
#still so sad i couldn't get a septum cuz my stupid nose is too thick#(i could've gotten it anyway but the piercer warned it would hurt quite badly and it likely wouldn't have healed. so)#also sad my body rejected my eyebrow piercing. it looked so good#i guess i can just keep getting more ear piercings lmao. just load these babies up#cuz knowing the way i am i don't think other nose or mouth piercings would heal right#my ass has sinus problems im always blowing my nose!!#but uhhhhh yeah. more holes please :)#ari speaks#also tattoos but that's a harder process. and i need to find an artist
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OH MY FUCKING GODDDDD
#i quit out of the game (completely) because i accidentally started a son of sparda run and i lost all my mission progress so far 😭😭😭😭#i still have the achievements obviously but i have to do them all again anyways for the s rank bit#i don’t know why i didn’t just skip the cutscenes and then leave it but i panicked and just shut the whole game#so i’ve just lost a load of progress#oh my fucking god i cannot be asked with this#i thought it would save because i was literally in the menu? why didn’t it save#zad plays#zad plays dmc5#zad plays dmc#dmc5#dmc#devil may cry 5
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They put me downstairs at work :(
All thumb healing progress was undone in one evening apparently. It actually felt mostly fine on Sunday, until after work. They put me in an area I'm rarely sent to on Sunday evening, and I had to do a ton of heavy lifting. My arms are sore but it's like a post-exercise soreness (painful, but still very normal). My thumb felt fine allllllll day today, until I started to draw. Even with breaks, it still feels super tense, and now it's hurting even when I'm not using it. I'm gonna take that as a sign to stop for the night lol
I have one drawing I want to finish before school starts back up, because I'm worried it'll distract me if I don't have it done before then. Of course, if my hand prevents from finishing it, I'll manage, but that'd suck :')
On a lighter tone I feel very strongly about this cat in a blanket I found, I don't know why it amuses me so much but it's such a mood
#for those of you who dont know; i work at a package sorting/distribution center#I'm normally in the small package team where people who can't constantly lift stuff go (i have double curve scoliosis and back hurty)#but they moved me downstairs to a truck loading area to help the people that are normally there#most packages come from a series of overhang chutes and I didn't have to do anything with them#but everything thats too big/heavy/oddly shaped comes down a seperate larger belt system#these have to be manually sorted#my job was to take a barcode scanner and find a barcode on each package#then a little printer i was holding would make a sticker w/ that package's destination after i scanned its barcode#the thing is#those packages got up to 80 lbs and sometimes the barcode label was on the very bottom#i had to flip quite a few packages in a hurry because that belt does not stop while I'm printing the stickers#i guess between holding the barcode scanner and flipping over ridiculously heavy boxes#i completely destroyed my thumb again#splatoon didn't give me a problem today but i guess i dont really use my thumb much for that game#and even still#i took a whole four hour break between that and trying to draw#and i didnt even draw for that long#but now moving my thumb hurts worse than it did last week#idk what im gonna do when school starts :/#this is where i'd say 'crying and sobbing atm' but im actually starting to tear up holy shit#wanted to post a drawing tonight but i cant finish it :') gonna grab some chocolate and curl up into a ball instead#will also try icing my hand tonight#i have also memorized those hand exercises and they are my lifeline right now
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Marlene entering church every sunday and feeling guilty because she started having feelings towards girls and is struggling not to act on them, Marlene going to confessionals every week about it and being told to ignore the feelings and ask a boy out but one time it's a new person doing them and they tell her that the bible was written long ago and it isn't sinful to be a homosexual, Marlene running to church and breaking down in tears after her first time kissing a girl, Marlene's friends slowly coming out to her and she knows for a fact that they're not dirty or sinful so why is she? Marlene reading the bible over and over looking for clues to tell her that she shouldn't be ashamed to be a lesbian. Marlene coming to the conclusion that Jesus and Judas had an epic love story that ended in betrayal in order to feel better about herself. Marlene slowly coming to terms with being a lesbian and catholic and ignoring anyone who says differently because she knows in her heart that God doesn't give a fuck about who she fancies.
#as a kid i struggled quite a bit with feeling like God wouldn't like me (didn't know i was a lesbian though and i wasn't catholic)#my mum never quite found which denomination of Christianity best fit her so we'd go to loads of different types all the time#and i was a Christian as a kid but i never felt like i was allowed to be there. i listened to avril lavigne and didn't want to be a girl#and id refuse to dress up for it because the clothes were itchy and some of the churches made us dance with boys and i refused to#so this is sort of based on me but obviously i didn't have the exact experience and im no longer a Christian#(still kinda religious! and spiritual! i dont know what i am but trying to find out!)#marauders era#marauders#marlene mckinnon#marlene mckinnon headcanons#musketeers
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Oh you've heard of me? That's good to hear.
But I feel like no one showing up on your shift is better since then no one bothers you and such. :)
-✨ Anon (Sparkles Anon)
I keep an eye around. I try not to look at everyone else's blogs too much, but I see something here and there. I know there's you, a cat, a rabbit.. two actually, maybe? I think I saw a snail once? Things seem very chaotic over in their sphere. I'm taking my peace while I can.
So in a very similar sense, yeah, it is I guess! When I'm not exhausted coming in, I usually spend days like that watching a bunch of crappy old movies we have stashed in the back; there are some real gems back there if you know where to look.
Not to imply they're actually good films, by the way. I do just mean astonishingly terrible. Like a car crash where all the cars involved are clown cars or something suitably stupid like that...
#hollie beat me to the player today though so she got to make the selections. fairs fair#she's the one who had to deal with me being asleep as a result anyhow#if she doesnt want to increase her work load she should make more exciting choices. just saying#pine.txt#asks#anon#✨️ anon#rp#kim pine#spto#spvtw#scott pilgrim comic#sp comic#(ooc: just to clarify incase the response comes off that way- if any of the people who sends those anons see this- those asks are fine!)#(ooc: idk quite yet how i would have Kim respond to them? but they're still welcome)#(ooc: i just feel like she would be bracing herself and trying to take what respite she can before that starts happening)#(ooc: also i do see a fair bit of the responses from other people i t h i n k? it's possible i miss some. They're very entertaining)#(ooc: just wanted to throw that out there; I think part of my problem reaching out to people now is just that I don't think Kim would 😭)#(ooc: like I think she does pop in and check on her friends and some Big Names out there sometimes? but because she knows these people +)#(+ she feels weird about it and only ever sees like a couple of things at a time)#(ooc: she mostly glances over to make sure they're not dead. maybe occasionally has to do a double-take at something she read and just. +)#(+ Sit there for a while. process whatever the hell that was)#(ooc: by big names I mean like. todd envy and lucas. not necessarily in a given order)#(ooc: incase that wasn't clear)#(ooc: currently feel like she'd be most likely to chat with stacey. scott if she was bullying/teasing him--)#(ooc: like in a reaching out first scenario)#spvtwtg
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The nesting doll of menus and loading screens in D2 is. Something I judge every time I play the game
#girlbob.txt#like there's just. so many#loading into an area is like 3 loading screens and then it's like two to finish a single mission it's kind of insane#all those menus and there's still so much clicking around#i honestly have a lot of notes about uh. why this game is really badly made#despite the gameplay and looting being quite fun#i realized the other day that i was like 'i like this sniper rifle but hate that one'#and i think that's a sign of good weapon variation#i can't tell how unique playstyles actually are since so many of them are exactly the same until you get good gear#which i don't have#tho i do like stasis crystals and thread bundles#those specifically feel unique#but there's a lot of crap in this game#but hey the fact that i'm playing enough to know this means i'm enjoying it LMAO
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weird urge to play through thieves in time again even tho i know it will just make me angry >:(
#it's frustrating because like. gold nuggets of p solid sly gameplay was peppered in amongst the excessive mini games and boring boss fights#but even then its marred by sly's physics feeling “off”#can't quite explain it but jumping and landing feels Not Right. like he is made of helium but also magnetised to the floor#and there were some good mechanics!! the collectable shit and unlockables were really solid#liked being able to look around the safe house. little details like sly and bentley playing ping pong. that was nice.#i could've put up with the excessive load times and patchy gameplay. they were not the fatal flaw#og trilogy had it's fair share of minigame based gameplay and the odd dud boss battle#the unforgivable parts are the story and the dialog (and to a lesser extent the massive downgrade in cutscene art style)#i cannot be doing with the incessant obnoxious unfunny one liners#id have to mute it... the gems of decent sly/bentley banter are too few and far between to be worth the annoyance#the story just fucks itself straight out the gate by starting off w totally nerfing sly's arc in 3#and that's before you get to the penelope twist. been talked about ad nauseum but it makes the whole story make no fuckin sense.#there's a ton to say abt this... it's p much all already been said but im just still mad about it ten years on lol
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