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Winter Sun - Chapter 5

Note - lil early treat as the game is on tomorrow. this is probably one of my favourites so I’m super excited for you guys to read it. Once again thank you sm for being so lovely I just adore you guys 🥺 also I added in a anons suggestion last minute I hope you like it 🤭 and feedback is appreciated as always 🩷

Pairing - Mason Mount × Reader

Word count - 6.1k

Warnings - series will contain fluff, smut & angst

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You didn’t know if the heat was getting to Mason, but he could barely keep his hands off of you as the week went on.

Every night the pair of you ended up in one of the others room to let off some steam and you were beginning to wonder how you’d survive without him when the holiday finished. Even during the day he’d try and sneak you off if he could. Pretending you’d gone for a nap or to make a call so he could quickly make the pair of you cum and you couldn’t lie, you were having the time of your life.

It wasn’t just the sex though. He was right, you were his for the week and no matter where you were or what you were doing he was practically glued to your side. You were having the best week with him and all your friends and the little arrangement only made it even better.

You kept to your side of the deal too, making him breakfast and lunch if he wanted it. Treating him to ice cream when you were out even when he refused and making sure he always had his sun cream on but you knew he was secretly loving being taken care of in this way. Often finding him staring at you longingly as you made him something to eat like he wanted to pull you in and not let you go.

You felt good. Better than good, you felt wanted and needed and even though you both promised that the friendship came first and no feelings would be involved you noticed you’d started to slip.

You thought about him constantly when he wasn’t around, only feeling truly content when he was next to you and you felt yourself becoming in tune with the way he acted towards you. One misplaced glance or change in the tone of his voice had you spiralling but you were too afraid to say anything to him in case you made a fool of yourself so you kept it in. Trying to be as relaxed as possible around him.

You’d had a great week by all accounts though, getting drunk in the evening and soaking up the sun in the day and before you knew it there were only a few days left. Today was a little different though as you were meant to be having a girls day and Carly had arranged for the four of you to go pottery painting whilst the boys had their own thing going on but when you left you realised they were coming with you. Ben explaining that due to the weather their speedboat experience had been cancelled so they were tagging along to paint with you.

‘I’ve never done pottery painting, I don’t think I’ll be any good’ you told Mason as you all approached the building. Him holding the door open for you and you smiled as you walked passed him.

‘You decorate your cakes all fancy though, surely you can’t be too bad’

‘I guess we’ll have to wait and see’ you winked. Joining everyone else as a sweet older lady explained what you had to do.

Once she was done you were all allowed to go and pick your pottery, and once again you felt Mason brush up besides you as you looked for something to paint.

‘What are you thinking of painting?’ You asked him, eyes scanning the shelves for something exciting and you watched as he picked up a small stubby sort of vase before sending you a wink.

‘Wouldn’t you like to know’ he laughed before turning on his heel and making his way over to sit with the rest of the boys. Leaving you stumped before turning back to your only other hope.

‘Carly? Whar are you painting?’

‘Gonna paint Ben a mug I think, and maybe a little bowl for my cereal’ she mused, grabbing the biggest bowl she could see before taking it back to the girls table. You watched with a smile, knowing how much she loved her cookie crisp but your eyes were soon wandering over to Mason like they always did.

In the end you picked up a mug, wanting to paint Mason something too and then a mug for yourself before joining the girls. Sitting and gossiping as you let your creative juices flow and even though you were trying your hardest to paint something nice for Mason your lines were all wobbly and you thought it looked silly but you hoped it liked it.

For your own mug you decorated it with little strawberries and daisies, this coming out a little better than Masons but you were clearly taking too long as the girl’s had gone to join the boys to show off what they’d made as you were finishing up.

‘That's pretty’ Mason smiled, taking up the seat next to you. ‘The mugs not too bad either’

‘Oh hush it you’ you laughed. Secretly enjoying his compliments and you knew you were blushing as much as you tried to hide it.

‘Sorry, but it’s true, I am a bit concerned though. Please don’t tell me you’ve spent this whole time doing that’

‘Of course not’ you laughed, nodding your head to the side and you watched his eyes light up at the Spider-Man mug you’d painted for him. ‘I know it’s not great but I thought it might look good on your mug tree I got you’ you laughed, referring to the one you’d got him as a house warming gift and you watched his eyes soften as they flickered back between you and the mug.

‘You painted that for me?’

‘Of course. Just another little thank you of mine’ you teased but you could tell he was touched that you’d made something for him.

‘I guess I should show you what I did’ he laughed, a nervous expression on his face as he went to retrieve his item but you were more than confused when he set it down in front of you.

This looked nothing like the vase he’d picked up before. It was covered in little hearts of all shapes and sizes, pretty flowers and a few cupcakes hidden in here and there plus a slightly bigger pink heart that had gwen Stacey’s pink mask inside. Making you smile as you recalled all the times you’d spent watching it together and you loved the way both of yours tied in together without you meaning it too.

You were just about to ask what it was when you noticed the word tips carefully written in a fancy font on the front and your eyes shot up to his nervous ones.

‘It’s for your bakery. Thought it might look nicer than the coffee jar you’ve got sat by the till’ he laughed and your heart melted instantly.

‘Oh Mase’ you laughed. Dropping your brush and pulling him in for a hug and he held you back just as tightly. Tucking his head into your neck as he was a little shy and your heart thumped at how lovely he had been.

‘Bit of luck I painted something for you now huh?’ You laughed. Pulling back to look at his flushed face before his eyes darted to the Spider-Man mug in between you.

‘I’ll treasure it forever’ he laughed before helping you pick everything up and take it over to where everyone else’s were. The lady let you know they’d take around a week to be finished and you all wrote your addresses down for each piece before going to grab a quick lunch so you could get back to the villa. The weather now changing and after your busy morning and early afternoon, all you could think about was heading over to your chair and blocking out the rest of the world.

Well everyone but Mason at least.

He was still in the kitchen grabbing himself a drink, promising to follow you outside shortly to join you and with a quick, sneaky pinch to his bum you took the few steps from the kitchen to outside.

‘You coming in, y/n?’ Ben called, motioning his head into the pool as you walked around the edge towards you but you shook your head. Heading straight for the lounge chair you’d claimed as your own so you could get set up with your book however Ben seemed to be having different ideas. Stopping you in your tracks with his hands on your shoulders and the cheeky smile on his face unnerved you. ‘Come on, I haven’t seen you in there once this week’

‘So? I don’t want to’

‘But you have to, it’s the rules’ he laughed, turning you so you were now facing away from him, his chest pressed against your back as he bent slightly before lifting you from the floor.

‘Chilly I swear to god, put me down’ you shrieked, voice full of fear but you could tell he thought it was all hilarious. Swinging you from side to side as you thrashed and kicked your legs, your breaths short and sharp like you couldn’t take enough air in and as your eyes began to sting from fear you couldn’t help but let out a frightened whimper.

‘No can do, everyone needs to go for a swim or you can’t say you’ve had a proper holiday’ he laughed, swinging you back one final time before launching you into the water.

Everyone’s laughter and cheering was suddenly silenced, all you could hear was a rushing noise as you tried to fight your way to safety. You didn’t know what way was up and what was down and the more you struggled the more lost you became. Your lungs burning as you resisted the urge to open your mouth and scream but you were so frightened you didn’t know what else to do.

I’m gonna die, the only thought that was rushing through your head but the sudden feeling of someone’s arms around your waist as they dragged you up and back to the real world knocked the wind out of you.

You were gasping for breath instantly, your hands gripping onto someone’s strong shoulders as you tried to calm your aching lungs before you felt their hand on you back so they could pull you into them. Your arms snaked around their neck as you hid your head into them and they rubbed up and down soothingly to try and relax you before pulling you flush against them with their lips to your ear.

‘It’s okay, you’re safe now. I’ve got you, yeah? I promise it’s alright’

‘Mase’ you whimpered, booming coughs erupting from you as you clung to him even tighter. Wrapping your legs around his waist as he held you to his chest tightly and you knew you were going to be fine.

‘I know, Muffin. I promise I’ve got you’ he told you gently as he slowly walked you to the steps of the pool, gently walking you out whilst you clung to him like a koala and once you were up the steps and on the side you let yourself slide down his body so you could stand on your own. You could feel him start to pull back, probably wanting to check you were okay but you were having none of it. Small sobs now poring from you as you realised you were okay, the shock of it all finally hitting you and the embarrassment of everyone having seen you flapping about like a wet fish made you hold him even tighter as you cried into his neck.

‘Y/n I-‘ Ben started from behind you but Mason was quick to cut him off for you.

‘Don’t, Ben. Just don’t’

‘I didn’t-‘

‘Ben I swear to god if you don’t fuck off right now’ Mason growled, his body going stuff as he pulled you impossibly closer to his body. ‘I mean what the fuck were you thinking?’ He roared, but you didn’t want to start and argument so you pulled back in the hopes he’d look at you. He looked furious, cheeks flushed as his brows pitched together and you could feel the anger pouring from him but you watched his expression soften at the sight of you.

‘Can we just go inside’ you whispered through your tears and without so much a look in Bens direction, Mason lead you into the kitchen and away from everyone else before picking you up by your thighs and placing you on the counter.

‘Are you okay?’ He whispered, holding you by the jaw so she could get a good look at you and even though you were still crying and taking in strangled breaths you nodded your head. ‘What happened?’

‘H-he threw me I-in. I p-panicked’ you stuttered out before he pulled you back into his chest so you could calm down. You knew you were fine but your heart was still beating out of your chest and you were thankful you had Mason to grip onto.

Once you were calm again you pulled back to look at him, a soft concerned expression on his face as he placed a soft kiss to your forehead and you couldn’t ignore the goosebumps that traveled over your arms at the gesture. His touch was grounding you more than you thought it would but the feel of his lips on your skin made you feel even better.

‘You really don’t like the water do you?’ He asked softly, a small smile on his lips and you shook your head softly as you rubbed at your eyes. ‘Can you swim?’ He questioned gently and you took a nervous gulp before answering.

‘No’ you whispered, wanting to look away out of embarrassment but his non judgemental stare settled you and your carried on looking into his gentle eyes.

‘Y/n’ he sighed, but you could tell there was smile behind his voice as he slightly scolded you. ‘You need to tell me things like that. How am I supposed to look after you if I don’t know?’

‘Sorry’ you chuckled but he just shook his head before pulling you back into his embrace.

‘It’s alright. Just as long as you’re okay’ he mumbled, pulling back to look at you and you sent him a reassuring smile.

‘I’ll be fine’

‘Good’ he laughed before dropping his head to press a light kiss to your lips.

You froze, that’s against the rules being your first thought but he didn’t seem to be reacting in any way so you kept your cool and acted like what he’d just done was normal even though it was anything but.

‘Do you fancy going out for a bit? We can head to the beach rather than hanging here, I just know if I see Ben I’m likely to throttle him’ he joked, squeezing your waist lightly and you agreed, still a little embarrassed about the whole thing so you let him help you down so you could quickly leave.

You tried to be quick, drying yourself off and changing into a new bikini and a pair of shorts before chucking on an over shirt and trainers snd meeting Mason in the hall outside your rooms.

He was dressed in shorts and a tank, clearly throwing his own outfit together pretty hastily but looking at him still made your knees weak. The fact he’d have his tattoos on show for you today too made your tummy flip so when he held out his hand you took it straight away before he led you outside and thankfully you didn’t see anyone on the way out. Following Mason with your head down and once you were out he steered you towards the main town.

‘Thought we could have a walk on the beach maybe? Or look round some shops?’

‘Sounds perfect’ you smiled, squeezing his hand gently as you followed him down.

You arrived at the shops first, the pair of you looking at all the trinkets and souvenirs before Mason asked if you’d like to play a game and you looked up at Mason with a confused expression.

‘Whenever me and my family go away we get each other a magnet’ he told you, head motioning inside one of the tourist shops at a giant wall of magnets. ‘You go in here, I’ll go into the shop opposite and we can buy each other one. You know, one that reminds us of the other’ he explained but your silence made his face falter. ‘Or if that’s weird we can just-‘

‘No Mason I love it’ you giggled, squeezing his hand before letting go. ‘I’ll meet you out here in a sec yeah?’

‘Okay’ he nodded shyly before you both went in separate directions. There were a few you were considering but in the end you picked up one that looked like a rooster as it reminded you of Nando’s and you’d seen them everywhere this week and once you’d picked up a few more things for people back home, you felt your phone buzz in your pocket. Carly’s name flashing up on your screen and you felt nervous instantly. She wasn’t around when the pool fiasco happened and you knew she was probably worrying where you were.

You met him outside where he was looking at you with a cheeky smile before quickly swapping the little paper bags they were hidden in, both bursting into fits of giggles when you saw you’d bought each other the same one.

‘You fancy a walk on the beach? We can stay away from the water if you want’ he smiled but you just laughed and took his outstretched hand. Walking along the shore as he intwinted his fingers with yours.

It all felt so surreal, getting caught up in the moment even though you know you shouldn’t have, but the way he was acting so soft and caring with you made your heart flutter and you had to remind yourself often that he was still just your friend.

He stopped suddenly, pulling his phone out his his pocket before seemingly trying to take a picture of the sand in front of you and you were confused as to what he was doing until he threw a peace sign up in the air, looking down to see his shadow on the sand so you joined in as he took a few more. Both giggling away until he placed his arm around your waist and pulled you flush against his side before popping a kiss on your forehead and snapping a picture.

You looked up at him carefully, his bright eyes looking down into yours and the urge to kiss him was stronger than ever. He beat you to it though, planting another illegal kiss on your lips softly before taking your hand again so you could carry on walking.

‘You feeling better now, Muffin?’ He asked quietly, a hint of worry still in his eyes but it needn’t be there.

‘Much better. Thank you for looking after me Mase’ you told him sincerely, wrapping your arms around his waist so you could hold him close. ‘Sorry for ruining your peaceful afternoon’

‘Don’t be silly, I’d rather hang out with you anyway. I was thinking, maybe we could grab some dinner out? Unless you wanna go back, we can do that too’ he told you, rushing at the end like he thought he’d overstepped but you were enjoying your alone time with him so you sent him a reassuring smile.

‘No I like the sound of that. Maybe we could have a little picnic on the beach? I don’t think I’m looking too presentable to be sitting in somewhere’ you laughed, looking down and your thrown together outfit and still damp hair but the soft smile on his face relaxed you.

‘I mean I think you look great but whatever you want’ he winked, squeezing your sides playfully.

After another quick walk around the town, Mason pointed out a take away pizza place and put your order in before you popped into the small supermarket opposite to grab some drinks and sweet treats before taking your food back to the beach so you could eat and watch the sunset.

Even though you didn’t like the water, there was something about sitting by the sea and the sound of the waves that made you feel at peace. And sitting with Mason as you spoke casually about future plans and how he was looking forward to the rest of the season made your heart sing.

‘I know we haven’t known each other too long in the grand scheme of things, but you know I’m really proud of you, don’t you?’ You told him softly, watching the most heartwarming smile stretch across his face before he patted the space in front of him so you’d sit in between his legs. Once you were comfortable his arms snaked around your waist and you placed yours on top of his as he pulled you as close as he could to him. His lips by your ear so he could speak to you quietly.

‘I’m proud of you too, Muffin’ he whispered, the smile in his voice evident but you both started giggling as he kissed the side of your head. ‘I’m serious. You’ve got your own thing going on and you’re so successful and like I’m just so happy for you, you know? No one deserves to be happy more than you’

‘You deserve to be happy too’ you told him, moving your shoulders round slightly so you could look at him and you almost melted when his hand came to rest on your cheek so he could stroke it gently.

‘I am happy’

‘Yeah?’

‘Yeah, I know it was a big choice to go up there and have everything change. And yeah maybe there are certain things I would of liked to of kept the same but I think it’s worked out pretty well’

‘I think so too’ you whispered, your smile mirroring his as he continued to gently stroke your cheek. ‘Though I miss having you around’

‘I miss you too’ he smiled

‘Hmmm me or my cakes?’

‘Your cake’s obviously’ he laughed, making you roll your eyes playfully as you looked away from him but he was quick to hold you closer and scatter kisses on top of your head until you looked back. ‘I’m kidding. It’s mostly you’

There was that feeling again, wanting to kiss him more than anything and you knew he felt the same because his eyes kept flashing down to your lips as they flickered all over your face. You figured you’d just take the plunge, he’d kissed you twice already today so you reached up and thankfully he caught on and met you in the middle.

Kissing Mason like this made you feel giddy. You were breaking every rule in the book but there was no intent behind it, just two people showing the other how they felt and you hope Mason could tell how much you appreciated him for everything

‘Thank you for this week, Mase, I was really worried about coming but I’m so glad I did. I’ll never be able to repay you’

‘You don’t have to thank me or repay me’

‘But I do. I really appreciate everything you do for me’

‘Well do you send me cakes a lot’ he winked, ‘and you're always there for my games, good times and bad you're by my side so I appreciate you too. More than you know’ he told you softly. A warm fuzzy feeling spreading over your skin and you didn’t have the confidence to look at him anymore so you faced forward as the pair of you snuggled closer and listened to the sound of the waves crashing on the shore.

‘Shall we head back? You’re starting to get cold and I don’t have anything for you’ Mason asked after a little while and even though you were content in his arms you knew it was getting late and you’d have to head back soon so you begrudgingly nodded.

‘Okay’ you whispered, taking a slow walk back with his hand in yours the whole way. When you got back, the house was silent and you weren’t even sure if anyone was in so you made your way down to your rooms after putting your leftovers in the fridge. Standing awkwardly outside your doors as he scratched the back of his neck.

‘You wanna come in here for a bit?’ He asked, making you raise your brows at him suggestively but he was quick to settle you. ‘Nothing like that, I just thought we could hang out for a bit. Watch a movie before bed?’

‘You sure?’

‘Yeah I just… I don’t wanna leave you yet like it feels weird to me’

‘It feels weird to me too’ you admitted shyly and your heart stuttered at his soft smile. ‘Listen, I’m just gonna have a quick shower, get changed and run upstairs for a water. You want me to get you anything?’

‘Why don’t you get us some snacks, I’ll let you pick’ he told you and with a final kiss to your forehead he let you go.

After your shower you found one of your nicer sets of pjs and you made your way upstairs but the sight in front of you made guilt rush through you. There was Ben, his face sat propped up on his fists as he leant against the counter and you could see how miserable he looked just from a glance.

You felt awful, you knew he hadn’t meant anything in a mean way earlier and when his eyes flickered over to yours you sent him a sympathetic smile.

‘You’re back’

‘Yeah we got back about fifteen minutes ago’ you told him as he sat up but he kept his eyes glued to the counter as he nodded his head and chewed on the inside of his cheek.

Without another word you made your way over to him, touching his shoulder so he’d turn a bit before pulling him into your arms. You felt him relax immediately as he held you tightly and you rubbed his back gently hoping to let him know everything was fine between you.

‘I’m so fucking sorry, y/n’ he told you quietly but you could hear the emotion in his voice and it was breaking your heart. ‘I honestly had no idea, I was just trying to have a bit of fun’

‘I know Ben. I know you didn’t mean it horribly and I’m fine I promise. I don’t tell people I can’t swim cause it’s a bit embarrassing but you didn’t know that’ you reassured him as you pulled away but kept your hands on his shoulders. ‘As for Mase I think he just got a bit scared but I’ve had a word with him. There wasn’t any need for him to speak to you like that’

‘It’s fine I deserved a telling off’ he smiled shyly and you couldn’t help but let out a small laugh. ‘You promise you’re alright?’

‘Fit as a fiddle’ you winked before walking over to the fridge. ‘I was more embarrassed than anything else. Like me, a full grown woman who can’t swim?’

‘Well if you fancy a lesson I can try and teach you. We can call it part of my apology’ he offered and even though you were petrified you wanted to do something to make him feel better.

‘You know what, I’ll take you up on that’ you laughed, shutting the fridge as you gathered your haul in your hands. ‘Let’s start in the morning’

‘It’s a deal’ he winked, a bright smile on his face and you felt better than you had all afternoon knowing you were fine.

‘I better take these down to his majesty’ you joked, motioning towards your full arms. ‘I’ll see you in the morning though, yeah?’

‘Course. Have a good night y/n’

‘You too’ you smiled and with a quick kiss to your cheek you both made your separate ways to your rooms. You didn’t bother knocking when you got to Mason's room, walking in so you could drop the snacks and drinks straight onto the bed but after you’d shut the door and finally caught sight of him, your mouth went dry.

He was lying horizontally across the bed on his side, flicking through the channels to find something to watch clad only in a pair of tight black Calvin’s. As soon as you made eye contact he sent you a sweet smile, shuffling up a bit straighter before patting the space in front of him and it felt like your heart was going a mile a minute as he helped you get settled. His warm skin pressed fully against yours as he tangled your legs together and wrapped his arm around your middle, but it was the light kiss pressed against your temple that made you blush harder than anything.

‘Comfy?’ He asked softly, lips right by your ear casing goosebumps to erupt all over your skin, you just hoped he wouldn't notice and when he didn’t say anything you just nodded and let him hit play.

It was a comfortable silence, but then again you were always comfortable around Mason. The pair of you munching your way through your snacks as you absentmindedly watched the film that was on until you felt him reach for his phone. Tapping away for a few minutes before he placed it back on the bed until you felt your own phone buzz on the side table.

‘I’d get that if I were you’ he told you quietly. Eyes not leaving the tv and you thought it was a bit weird of him but you didn’t question it. Reaching for it to see who it could be but you were surprised to find it was Mason trying to airdrop you something. The first thing looked like a picture of you taken from behind at a beach bar the other day and you felt your heart race as you pressed accept.

You weren’t prepared for what was coming through to you though. A full album of candid shots of yourself from nights out and day trips that Mason must have taken sneakily and you felt your whole body flush as you flicked through them. Seeing yourself through his eyes a little and you’d sworn you’d never felt more beautiful than right now.

‘Mason? What the hell is all this?’ You asked, looking up at him with a wide smile and you watched his cheeks turn the same shade of pink yours probably were.

‘Just some pictures I’ve taken this week that I thought you might like’ he told you. Trying to shrug it off but you knew he knew what he’d done was special to you. ‘I thought maybe you could use some for your daily instagram dumps you seem to love. Do you like them?’

‘I love them, thank you’ you told him. Pulling him towards you tighter and you shivered as he kissed your shoulder.

‘That's okay. I know the others were constantly asking the boys to take pictures and I didn’t want you left out. I’ve kept a few for myself though’ he teased. Making you laugh as you looked back up at him.

‘I suppose I’ll allow it’ you smiled. Reaching up to kiss his jaw before your eyes went back to your phone so you could look through them again and try and find your favourite but it didn’t take long for your eyes to go heavy. It had been a long and slightly stressful day and the warmth of Mason's body and the calmness that you felt about being around him was sending you to sleep quicker than anything. He must have felt it, moving you round so your front was now pressed against his chest with your head in his neck but you knew you couldn’t get too comfortable. Sleeping in the same bed was against the rules.

Not that you’d stuck to the rules at all today.

‘Just gimme five minutes and I’ll go to my room’ you told him quietly, the rumbling of his chest as he laughed waking you slightly but not too much.

‘Don’t be silly, stay here tonight’

‘But Mase-‘

‘But nothing. Just go to sleep, Muffin’ he whispered into your hair and you knew your skin was covered in goosebumps.

You didn’t say another word, just snuggled down further into him as he held you even closer. His hands absentmindedly stroking over your skin and lulling you further into sleep, the last thing you remember being his lips on your forehead as he pressed feather light kisses to your hairline.

When you woke up, you knew it wasn’t morning yet. The sky was a little lighter than when you went to sleep but your thoughts were confirmed when you quickly checked your phone and the time read 03:47am. You weren’t sure why you were awake but you quickly dashed to the loo, carefully untangling yourself from Mason as to not wake him but you saw his eyes open when you returned. You had been contemplating going back to your room but he opened his arms for you as you stood awkwardly and you couldn’t deny him.

‘Sorry, Mase. I didn’t mean to wake you’ you whispered, crawling back into his arms but you let him spoon you this time, smiling at the feel of his arms around you and his lips pressed to the base of your neck.

‘S’okay’ he whispered back, continuing to press small kisses over the bottom of your neck whilst he let his hands wander your body carefully and before long you could feel yourself getting turned on.

You weren’t sure if this was his intention or if he just wanted to feel you but you knew your breathing had gotten deeper as he began to massage over you waist and hips before finally taking your bum in his hands and you couldn't help but moan a little bit. Yes the pair of you had been touchy all day but you’d missed his hands on you like this and once he could hear how he was making you feel he started taking things to the next level.

It was your thighs next, hands reaching forward to massage them softly whilst he littered your neck with kisses and it wasn’t long before you felt him prodding you in the back which caused you to let out a little chuckle. ‘Shhhh’ he laughed, letting his hands travel inward to part them before hooking one up and over his body. Leaving you open for him to do as he pleased.

You felt you hips moving before you’d even realised, grinding your bum down onto him and the chuckle that left his lips would have almost left you embarrassed but you didn’t care. You just wanted to feel him again.

‘You just can’t wait can’t you, baby? So needy for me’

‘Please Mase’ you whimpered. Your spine tingling at him calling you baby but thankfully he didn’t want to make you work for it. Just as needy as you it seemed as he pulled your shorts from you and freed himself just enough to be able push himself into you. One arm wrapped around you to hold you close as the other hooked under your thigh to hold it up as he bucked his hips into you from behind and the kisses he was pressing to the back of your neck were driving you wild.

It was lazy and delicious, the pair of you taking it as slow as you could so you could just feel each other rather than chase your highs. Not having sex for the aim of getting off but just because it felt good to be pressed up against each other, to feel him rock his hips in and out of you just like he knew you loved whilst whispering the most heavenly praise in your ear.

You look so fucking beautiful

Feels like you were made for me, you know that?

Let me hear all those pretty noises you make. I don’t care if anyone hears us I wanna know how good you feel

You’re doing so well for me sweetheart

I’ve got you, let go for me gorgeous

When you’d finally come down from your high, you could still feel him pressing the most delicate kisses to the back of your neck until he was burying his face in there. Taking a huge breath like he was absorbing you in and couldn’t wipe the smile off your face.

The pair of you didn’t move, Mason just feeling heavier and heavier as he sunk into you even more. Falling straight back to sleep so you joined him knowing you’d hadn’t felt this content in the longest time.

y/n

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Y/n a day well spent 🩷

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masonmount ✌🏻

y/n ✌🏻

declanrice that pizza look insane

y/n It was 👩🏻‍🍳😘 there’s a few slices in the fridge if you want some

carlywlms_ missed you this afternoon 💜

y/n I’ll be there to annoy you tomorrow 💜

okaylaaa omg the magnets 😩 @woody_ we need to get some before we go

y/n they had so many, it’s hard to choose 😭

woody_ I’ll take you tomorrow 😉

benchilwell 💛

y/n 💛

laurenfryer_ you didn’t want to show everyone your Spider-Man mug, no?

y/n I didn’t want to embarrass everyone else with my skills

lukeshaw23 tell Mase that’s not part of his meal plan

y/n It’s a one off treat 😉

masonmount let me tell you, I’ve had many treats this week 😌

__nads hope you’re having the best time 🩷 everyone’s asking after you 🥺

y/n thank you, i hope it’s okay going okay 😂

__nads sugar mumma is still standing 😉

masonmount can you post me up some brownies for when I get home please? Or just whatever’s left over tomorrow, I’m not fussy

y/n @__nads ignore him please 🙄

masonmount no no, she owes me

__nads I’m not getting involved in your domestic 😭

Tagged: @footiehoemcfc @prideofpd @yoursselo @chelseachilly @willow-writer-ivy @mm-vii @katharinanadiaa @mmountseb @carlottawllms @saltyheartnightmare @masonmtxo @harvestmount @chillymountsjess @treblebluesblog @pulisicsgirl @bluesswift @feelinglikeineedlotsofnaps

[sixtsposts]

Bad memories - Bucky Barnes

TW: female!reader, fight in a couple, mention of Steve's death, mention of Rebecca, sad Bucky, past trauma, from angst to fluff?

"You're not even trying!" You were pissed off right now. Like a lot, to the point where you are pacing around your shared bedroom with Bucky staring at you.

It's been about thirty minutes that Bucky and you are arguing and your starting to loose it. You just didn't understand him right now.

"I'm just asking you to come to the cinema with us! Seriously Bucky, what's the matter here?" You shout again but with an undertone of curiosity in your voice.

Bucky look up in your eyes and it hurts him to notice the worry in the frown of your eyebrows, "There's not matter, okay?" He sighs and rub his face, turning slightly away from you.

"So you just don't want to spend time with me, that's it," you reply harshly, with a hurt expression.

"That's not what it means doll, you don't understand," Bucky sighs and try to take a step closer to you. Though you take steps back refusing to lean in.

"And what should I understand Bucky? You've been gone on a mission for two months, you're back since a week and all you do is meeting Sam to prepare new missions. And now, you even refuse to spend few hours with me and our friends?" You yell at him, "You're right, I don't understand," you cross your arms in front of your chest, you're so upset you could cry.

Bucky put a hand on his hip and rub his forehead with the other, "That's not- you don't get it," he says with whar looks like a tired expression.

"Indeed," you point out with a cold demeanour.

"I'm not trying to hurt you doll!" He suddenly turns to you with a sincere expression.

"But that's what you do though!" You reply back, taking a step closer witha frown.

"I'm scared doll!" He shouts suddenly and your angry expression flatters, "I can't handle this and it makes me scared, okay?" He repeats with a quieter voice. He turns his back to you, his arms fold against his chest almost in a protective manner.

You bite your lips, the way that his voice slightly broke not going unoticed by you. You sigh by your nose, starting to feel slightly guilty for your behavior. You walk to him slowly and gently put your hand on his back, stroking it softly in a soothing manner.

"You can talk to me babe, I'm sorry. You can always talk to me," you say quietly with a soft voice tone. You want him to feel safe around you as much as you feel safe around him. But you just failed.

"I could handle loosing my mind, my arm, my self-control because Steve was here. But now he left me and... I just don't think I can handle it, so I try to keep myself occupied," he starts to explain, the plain pretty clear in his voice. You don't interruped him but you wrap you wrap your arms around him back, holding him warmly in your loving embrace.

"I didn't mean to hurt you doll, I'm just so weak since he left," you shush him and stroke his torso with your thumbs.

"I know Buck it's okay, you're not weak," you mumur with a soft voice, holding him closer and tighter. He puts his hands above yours on his torso.

"The cinema it's just... I didn't do that since 1942 doll," Bucky keep explaining, his tone no more harsh at all. Your expression softens even more as he turns to look at you. "Going to the movie theater, it was always with Steve or... Rebecca," you look up in his blue eyes and grab his hand gently in your. If Steve was a hard topic now, Bucky's little sister completly taboo most of time. You understand that he's really opening to you right now. Your thumb stroke the back of his calloused hand in a soothing manner.

"I don't wanna bring up bad memories or force you into anything baby. But maybe it's the right moment to try things again? You can't stop doing all the things you did in the forties," you tell him with a soft voice.

Bucky sighs one more time, squeezing your hand gently.

"I'm scared- I don't want to go and find out everything is different. It'll remind me of Steve and her but at the same time prooving me they're both gone for real..." he pass a hand on his face again and you can see his internal conflict mixed with this sadness in his eyes.

"It's okay baby," you say as you put your other hand on his cheek. "I know you're doing your best and you're doing great."

You try to catch his gaze and when his eyes meets yours you smile warmly. "What do you think about staying here instead and cuddling in front of a movie with Alpine?"

Bycky chuckles slightly, his eyes full of tender and love, "Sounds good to me doll," you got on your tip-toes and leave a small kiss on his lips. He squeezes your hand again and lean in for another kiss, deeper this time.

"I love you doll," he mumbles as he put his forehead against yours. Your smile widen, "I love you too Buck."

[punsmaster69]

22/JAN/20XX

i laid in bed and stared at the ceiling for far more of the day than i meant to.

which...

i'm realizing i don't actually remember getting myself to bed, but i woke up there anyway.

papyrus seemed slightly worried that i got up so late, but i assured him i was just doing nothing. no injury-associated coma-like sleeping, i promise.

that's not a great descriptor if you don't know what i'm talking about but i'm not writing this for anyone, so who cares?

"not much" is exactly what i plan to do today, so i have to find something else to describe.

ah.

i don't think i wrote down the conversation i had with frisk on the phone last night, did i? that can be my writing for the day.

—

"What"

"what"

"You wore something."

"im always wearing something"

"Something DIFFERNT."

"nah"

"I HERD Mom talking. about it one the PHONE."

"slow down, kiddo"

"you're missin whole letters"

"You do notE ven punctualize."

"ok fair"

"Show me the Wearing."

"what"

"WHAR DIDYUO WERSD"

"try that one again."

"WHAE"

"WHAT"

"DID"

"YOU"

"WEAR"

"???????"

"clothes"

"Dude you never wear anything different."

"sometimes i wear nothing"

"thats different"

"Show me what you wore TODAY."

"nah"

"plEASE"

"nope"

"PLEASE"

"I want to see you in the something that's not the jackets and shorts for once."

"hey, don't diss my jacket and shorts. they're iconic"

"Please can. I see the outfit"

"no"

they then tried to video call me, as if i was still going to be wearing the outfit at two am.

knew it would annoy them, so i kept my camera covered anyway.

"Saaaaans."

"friiiisk."

"Please."

"nope."

"WHY NOT??"

"if i'm gonna keep hanging around your mom like this, you're sure to see it at least once."

"Aww. I want to see it noooow."

"that's too much work to go put it back on right now."

frisk got close to the camera, cheeks puffed up like an angry pufferfish.

"Stop being lazy pleaseee I want to seeee."

"nope."

"isn't it past your bedtime? you've got school in the morning."

"I don't even go to public school anymore, you KNOW that."

"need i call your teacher?"

as if said teacher could hear us (she probably could) frisk suddenly snapped their attention behind them and immediately hung up.

dork.

[emmetverse]

Em took a deep breath, closing his eyes momentarily. He felt the light breeze on his skin. He let his heart settle. He let out the air.

He knew buildings could be intimidating, but somehow this little ramshackle workshop was worse than Octan Tower. A loud bang came from inside. A part of him wanted to turn and leave. But he couldn't. He was brave, and good, and far too curious for his own good.

He knocked gently. "Uh, hey?"

"What?"

The door handle clicked as Em turned it. He hardly got a peek inside before he was snatched by the wrist and dragged in. It slammed behind him.

Roach stood, scrap of cloth in hand, their narrowed eyes scanning the small room, looking for something. Whatever it was, they clearly didn't want it getting out.

"Uh-"

"Shh!" They shot a glare. "I can't hear the buzzing over your fucking yapping."

Em blinked. "I haven't even-"

He was cut off by a roar as Roach launched forwards, using the cloth like a whip to slam it against one of the worktops. Loose wood and sawdust went flying. He span around, looking through the cloud of dust at every surface.

"FUCK."

"Um..." He peered out from the plank he'd cowered behind. "What are you doing, exactly?"

"The bugs, fatboy! Fucking mosquitos!"

Em didn't have a chance to answer. Roach had already jolted off, slapping at another part of the worktop so hard that the cloth left a mark. He snarled, his eyes following.. Something. They went a little crossed as 'it' passed in front of his face.

With yet another deep, calming breath, he tried to start again. "Roach, I came to-"

"I hate that name," they sneered, "Makes me sound like a disease."

"Um... Oh... You never said. Sorry."

"Eh, I don't care. 'Trees and magnets', y'know?"

"But you just said..." He huffed, shaking his head to himself. They weren't going to argue about this again. And they definitely weren't going to try and understand him. "I came to-"

"Help?"

"No!"

"Then get out." But then Roach paused, and turned to look back at him, an eyebrow raised. "Is this about Bad Cop?"

Em reeled in surprise. "Oh. Yeah, it is."

"I'm not apologising."

A long silence spread between them.

"... What... Would you apologise for?"

"Exactly!"

Em could only stammer. He was suddenly remembering why they didn't talk much. It took him a moment to regain composure.

"No. I came to ask about something."

"OK, what?"

... That's a good question, actually. What was he going to ask about? It was something online. Well, clearly, seeing as they were just talking about someone online. "Hang on," he murmured, and reached into his pocket for his communicator. Where was it? Which app was it on? YouTube? No, they didn't talk to people on there - the entire feed was just animal videos. Uh, Tumblr-?

He jolted as Roach grabbed him by the shoulders, and he was suddenly very aware that for the first time in a long time, he had the other's full attention.

"You don't remember, do you?"

"Um- I'm just checking. Jogging my memory. Your, uh, your bugs distracted me." He swallowed, but his throat was painfully dry. He turned back to the communicator, scrolling rapidly. "It's something Bad Cop said... Um... Maybe they deleted it?"

"No. No they didn't." His hands moved from Em's shoulders to his cheeks, grabbing them, squishing them a little too hard. "I've been trying to tell you! It's থe ב※íㄷ!"

"... Whar?"

Roach stared at him, flitting between each eye, as if trying to look inside his brain. And for just a moment, it almost felt like he was. And then he let go. And he frowned.

"Do you smell that?"

Em rubbed his cheek, blinking rapidly. "I- Wh-what?"

"Someone's bleeding."

"What?!"

"Meeehh, 'what', 'what'," Roach mocked, shoving past him. "You sound like a broken toy."

Em fumbled over his words and his feet as he followed, hurrying out of the door in time to see two figures approaching. He frowned. One of the biggest issues with this place was that it was hard to tell who was who from any considerable distance. But it didn't take long.

Spark, only just held up by Threes, who was half dragging them through the dark sand. And red. Drip, dripping.

He kicked off, sprinting towards the main building. The two were much closer when he returned, alcohol and cloth in hand.

Threes dropped their friend into the sand before stumbling himself, falling to his knees, hissing in annoyance.

"Shit-" He coughed. "Spark? Still with me?"

"Yeah," The other whispered, turning to look at the two running up to them. They forced a smile. Blood was trickling down from a gash in their forehead, but it seemed like the most of it was pouring out of their shoulder.

Em skidded to a stop next to them, cloth already pressing against the wound.

"You ok?"

"Mhm."

"Is- is it just this one?"

"Yeah."

Slowly, carefully, he unscrewed the cap and poured some of the alcohol over the wound. It soaked in, mixing with the blood to make a foul smell. He tried his hardest to ignore the whine that escaped his friend. He hoped that it not being medical alcohol wouldn't cause infection. But it was the best they had.

Roach caught the corner of his eye. Their arms were folded, staring down at Threes. "You're hurt too," They huffed.

It shook its head. "Just a graze."

"Who was it?"

"Same person as before." Threes shifted his position so he was sitting in the sand. He rubbed his shoulder. "Yelling something about prison, freedom, started stabbing Spark..."

"Same old, same old.." Roach rolled his eyes.

"Yep."

Em stammered as Spark grabbed at the bottle and downed it. He pulled a face as he swallowed.

"... That's meant to be for medicinal purposes..."

"What, the vodka?" Roach muttered.

For a moment, Spark just frowned, trying to translate the words in their head. "Eh... Removing the pains?"

Em just sighed, putting it out of reach. "You'll be fine. It's not that deep."

"Where is Rex?"

"Asleep." He folded the fabric to press a cleaner part against the wound. "I probably woke him up just now."

Threes took a breath to steady himself, then pushed himself to his feet. "Good. We had to leave everything to get here faster. I'm going to go grab a bag."

"Salt," Spark murmured. They were beginning to sway. Em gently took them by the shoulders.

"You should both rest. I can head off with Rex once you're settled."

Threes rolled his eyes. "You're leaving us with the bug?"

Roach put his hand on his chest, acting offended. "Wow. Actually, why can't I go? This asshole can stay and look after you two. I'll go get the milk."

It was dead silent. They each just slowly turned to look at him, each with varying degrees of glare.

He snorted, fighting back a grin. "Damn, y'all. Alright, I'm going back to work."

Threes gave a small hum and looked back to Em. "Actually, why were you in the workshop?"

"Oh." He grunted as he lifted Spark to their feet. "We were just talking."

"What were you talking about for her to let you in there?"

"Uh..." He fell quiet. With a frown, he looked back to Roach. "What were we talking about?"

They turned to look back at him. And they were silent. Just watching. Just for a little too long, their eyes scanning, studying Em's face. They were looking for something. Eventually, they sighed, and turned away.

"Nothing important."

Em frowned. But he didn't question them.

He'd have to take their word for it.

[hopex4]

There's a Grace and Stephanie in my class and I keep hearing their names and I go "NPMD REFERENCE" to my friend and she stares at me like "whar"

[siordrawzstuff]

Rating the new Update for Ovenbreak

OOH!! Pretty?! Whar- Why is it so pretty now??

Jumpscare? No tw or anything/j Ngl that made me jump fr fr

I think thats their combi? Girlie lives in the mangroves

Awh....Why is Pond Dino staring at me like that?

What the- What are they saying? Whar- What is that thing their diving towards?

Their skill looks fun. But a bit lackluster to be honest. I think it has potential to be changed and be a lot more poppy, Also what are they riding on? Turtle lotus :)

Again, Lackluster. Its just a candy with a Forget-Me-Not.

Awh! Gummi :)

This is adorable tbh. Bearfish!

ALL SKRUNGLES???????

No wonder they call the Combi a Smoocher

Overall, Great cookie. 8/10

[crossover-enthusiast]

skid and pump and a monster and a prince from the dark and gangle and zooble and kinger and hERE WE GO BEAT ANOTHER PAINTEEEEEEER HERE WE GO BEAT ANOTHER DANGEEEEEEER PIZZA TIME BEAT ANOTHER RIVAAAAAAAL PIZZA TIME BEAT ANOTHER EYEFULLLLLL definition makes the shippers crazy nepetas always squealing cutesy pet names like tHE NIGHTMAAAAAAAARES ended back at freddys weRE ALL STILL RIGHT HEEEEEERE so lets get THE RINGMASTER IS OVERBEARING ARE WE JUST HIS CIRCUS IM TIRED OF JUST chewin chewin on an on chewin chewin on an on chewin chewin chewin chewin on and onward and upward! please pay no attention to the terrifying rats rats we are the animatronic family we open real soon try your best to hold on to friends that do stuff together u is for you and your favorite idea mine is being creative but how do you get that shadows start to grow and the places that you know seem like pikmin fortnite pikmin loamy clay and pikmin sand pikmin journey a journey though our time a time thats changing all the time its time to live and i cant say goodbye and im regretting having memories of my friends who they used to be beside me before they left me to a plane is a bus but it lives in the sky and you wave at the people who are passing ROUND COMES AROUND ROUND ROUND GOES AROUND COMES your head prepare for the horrors this night will keep repeating over and over and over until you make it to the stars in the big black ink tell me whatcha feel and tell me whatcha think is it cold outside? is it cold out? the ringmaster is always staring are we just his circus? im tired of just LIVING ON A PRAAAAAYER WHOOOOOOA WHEN I WAS A YOUNG BIY MY FATHER TOOK ME INTO THE EARTHQUAKE. DO THE EARTHQUAKE. DO THE EARTH QUAKE. i… aM A FREEEEEEEEE BIRRRRD and no one likes me when i shriek ALL STAR GET YER PIKMIN ON YOUR IPAD ITS CALLED PIKMIN FROM THE EDGE OF FINGERS IN HIS ASS. FINGERS IN HIS ASS. FINGERS IN HIS ASS. FINGERS IN HIS ASS! you check behind the door theres nothin there no more you shoulda stayed in DAMNATION. WHO KNOWS IF YOURE THE ONE TO BLAME. CUZ WE DONT EVEN KNOW YOUR friends that do stuff together u is for you and THE CIRCUS WORLD, WE’LL STAY! A SNOWFLAKE FALLS. THROUGH BLOODY truth. the promise in our heaaaaaaaaarts. dont forget. im with you in the woods call that penis mysterious.

whar

[tearstoshed4ever]

"Please, love. Calm yourself. Remember your vow....Things will get better in time." Widow said, trying to console her.

iv tried but al its gotten me is this

emily sniffled

getinering to her arm again

she wiped her tears on the hem of her mothers dress

todays is a very hard day for me

id be 19 today

but inseed im stuck at 18 forever

which in itself wouldnt be so bad

but on top of everthing esle i aslo miss my family

mommy

daddy

lydia

but i never see any of them anymore

im fucking sick of being dead

i want to be alive again

surly there must be some way

Jul 1, 2021 11:47 PM

to revrese this mistake

and let me go back home to my family

she turned back to maggot and widow

maggot was hurt and ready to cry at the of her leaving

widow was alos hurt but maily cause emily spoke like she didnt think they were a good enough family

oh maggot dont u start crying again

i just manged to stop

to

and widow dont look at me that way

if i hurt your feelings im sorry

u know i think of u as my family

and that i love both more then anything in the world

but i dont belong here

i belonge upstaires

and i think my vow was a mistake

i know i said i would wait as long as it takes but im tired of waiting

i dont want to be patent anymore

iv tried to be happy here but its not working

please tell me is there even the sightst chance i can live again

if so ill anything

Jul 2, 2021 4:47 AM

Maggot and widow looked at each other, trying to come up with an answer. "There's not a way we know dear, not until a human caused a fuss by raising his cousin from the tomb. But that was ages ago." Widow said sadly. "Elder goodnicht might know. But I doubt he would help," maggot suggested

(whars the raising the dead thing from

emilys black eyes lit up and she smiled for the fisrt time that day

"Oh, what a fantastic idea!

she squealed jumping up

ill go see him right now

maggot u stay here with widow

we dont need a repete of last year

(from what?)

(it was from the bible. Jesus raising Lazarus.)

"Gladly. Just make sure she doesn't go petting all those smelly old crows!" Maggot said back.

emily just rolled her eyes that was excaty why she told him to stay

ill be back later

and with that she left the ally

u know u just set her up for dissappment

widow said

shes gonna end up getting her poor little heart crushed

hey i was just trying to help

maggot protested

i know and thats very kind of u

and your one to talk widow your the one whos always trying to keep her hopes up

Jul 2, 2021 7:09 PM

"well somebody has to! Tge poor girl is devastated!" Widow snapped

why are u pissed at me what the hell did i do now

maggot snapped back

Jul 2, 2021 9:36 PM

"I'm not pissed I'm just...I'm afraid for Emily. I didn't mean to take it out on you, love. You're just so darn candid." Widow said

im scared for her to i thought she was over this bullshit

uptill today she seemed fine

no nightmares

no crying

she was eating and talking to people

she wasnt even crying in her sleep anmore

and id know if she was cause i live in her head now

but now shes right back where she stared from

she hasnt left her room all day

she looks like shit

she hasnt eaten

shes crying again

and now shes hurting herself

and wants to leave

i dont think shed even want us as parents

and i know u feel the same cause i saw the look on your face

Jul 2, 2021 11:35 PM

hi! I'm back😊) "We just have to keep trying, maggot. She's got to accept the reality of it all. We have to help her, even if she doesn't want our help. We can't let her become a lost soul, forever longing for life and trapped between two worlds." Widow said softly. Maggot was right. What Emily said, how she reacted had broken her heart. But she couldn't abandon Emily.

crawling over to the pillow she curled up and began to wepp softly

holy shit i havent seen u cry since the furnel last year

wiggling over to her

Jul 5, 2021 4:27 PM

his own hurt feelings resufecing

(Emily or widow is crying?)

widow

emily already left

(

"I can cry! I have feelings just like anyone else in this family!" Widow so bed

*sobbed

well at least tell me why

your crying

maggot asked hesently storking her head with his tail

he was used to emily crying but not widow

shed always been the strong put though one

Jul 5, 2021 6:46 PM

Smartass as he was

And and as hardass as he tried to act

Deep down he was as emotional and kindhearted as both of his girls were

And knowing the women he loved more then life itself were in pain brought tears to his eyes

Jul 6, 2021 6:01 AM

"oh stop with all that nonsense! You're not failing you're mother. Nobody's pissed at you for leaving. They're all drunk and having a bloody good time. Do they wish you were there, yes? Do they understand why you left, yes? Don't worry about it!" Widow said

and that was enough to finally get though to her

she smiled

your right

im done moping

done crying

and done being depressed

"I'm going to take action! I'll find a husband and finally get out of here!" Emily declared

and u and maggot are coming with me

when i leave

she added

Jun 26, 2021 11:51 PM

She kissed her finger pressed it to widows head then stood up

Come on widow let’s go back to the party and have some fun

Jun 27, 2021 5:48 AM

"As you wish, dearie." Widow smiled. She was happy Emily was trying to move on. Even if she wasn't entirely happy yet, she could be way less sad.

Jun 27, 2021 11:37 AM

and with that they rejoined the party

the end

Jun 27, 2021 4:53 PM

Yay! Are you happy with how it turned out?

yes very

now we gotta do the other prequel

the bday one

Jun 27, 2021 8:27 PM

The birthday one? I've forgotten about that, what was that one about?

its gonna be a follow up to this one

its one year into her death

Oh right, I remember now.

this is where the things hinted at in the last one come in

we start with her alone in her room once again

the ally virabtes with tiny sobs

and sniffls

she sits on the stepsa buring candle in her lap

cold tears streaking down her pale blue cheeks

shes a mess

her beauful blue hair is a scarggly clumpy tangled mess

her mascura caked in the hollows of her eyes

making her look like a very pretty raccon

Jun 28, 2021 12:46 AM

Depressed, the only light she sees is the flame of the candle. She'd never notice how alive fire was. It made her jealous. "I could snuff you out right now, if I wanted." Emily tells it, her fingers coming close to the flame. But the fire is unafraid. It flickers in, as if she doesn't exist

Snilffing she boldly sticks one finger into the dancing flame

She expects to be burned, to feel any type of pain. But there's nothing. It all just feels cold. She's completely numb, everywhere but in the inside

If I touch a burning candle I can no pain

She whimpered

She try’s again with all the fingers of her right hand

Jun 28, 2021 3:55 PM

but just gets the same reselt

scwoling she looks at her left arm

though tearfilled eyes

and and hand

the skin has startd to dry and flake

from always having it sticking out of the ground

the thing her best friends warned her about has happened

"Horrid. Positively horrid." She sighs, looking forlorn. She wants to be sad about it but somehow she knows it's just how it is. There's no use crying over it

shed begain to rot

she drys her eyes with the backs of her hands then picking up the candle pours some hot wax into her open plam

"Nothing. No pain at all" she sighed, not realizing her guardians were approaching

she wanted to get the knife from under her pillow and slash her wrists

still not noticeing them she puts down the candle gets up and goes to her bed

drawing out the knife

to lost inher own mirsty

to notice

she puts the sharp blad to her left wrist and pulls it arcross

black tarlike blood ozzes from the the cut

bringing froth the smell of rot

but once again she feels no pain

if u cut me with a knife its still the same she sniffles and begins to sob again

her tears salting the wound

Jun 28, 2021 6:49 PM

hey what the hell do u think your doing

maggot yells

starling her and making her drope the knife

Jun 28, 2021 9:49 PM

hi

Jun 29, 2021 8:03 PM

so this is what happens if im not in your head all the time

u go and do something stupid like this

malating your pretty skin

and getting blood blood on your dress

sloppy carless stupid little goose

maggot snerred trying to hide how worryed he is

hurt embrassed and deprssed emily flopps sidways on the matresss and weeps into her pillow her bedgallged hair falling over her face

Jun 30, 2021 4:38 AM

(hi, sorry I was gone yesterday. I had a rough day at work and then just went straight to sleep when I got home.) "oh maggot, that's not the way! You're being too rough on the girl!" Widow chides. Quickly she runs over to Emily, creating a web with her spindly legs and putting it on Emily's wound like a bandage. "Rough!? I'm rough! If she wasn't already dead, she would have killed herself! We can't let her harm herself like that or she'll turn to dust before we know it!" Maggot bristled.

the thought of turning to dust made emily cry even harder

Jun 30, 2021 5:03 PM

"Shh! maggot! See what you did!" Widow snaps before turning to comfort Emily. "Don't listen to him Emmy, that won't happen. You'll have to be older than an Egyptian mummy before that happens. You'll never see that far because you're going to find a nice young man before then."

i dont see how now that im fucking rotting emily sobbed sitting up

look at me she wailes thrusting her [ealing arm at them

pealing

the cut had ripped off a chuck of skin eposing the bone under nethg

Jun 30, 2021 7:22 PM

more tears spill down her cheeks

Jul 1, 2021 1:15 AM

and her bottom lip quakes

"oh...oh dear, now don't cry! Uhm...perhaps the fancy ladies have something to cover it up! Perhaps needle and thread can do the trick." Widow suggested

well what about this emily whimpered getering to her stab wound that had now decayed to the point that her ribs showed

"I...I'm afraid it's too late for that, dear. But maybe the other spiders and I can repair the dress so it doesn't show?" Widow proposed. "What's the point! It would only get ruined again!" Emily wailed.

this is the wosrt fucking brithday ever she howled bursting into deep gurtter sobs

guttler

Jul 1, 2021 5:19 PM

chocking on her own tears

Jul 1, 2021 7:23 PM

"Please, love. Calm yourself. Remember your vow....Things will get better in time." Widow said, trying to console her.

iv tried but al its gotten me is this

emily sniffled

getinering to her arm again

she wiped her tears on the hem of her mothers dress

todays is a very hard day for me

id be 19 today

but inseed im stuck at 18 forever

which in itself wouldnt be so bad

but on top of everthing esle i aslo miss my family

mommy

daddy

lydia

but i never see any of them anymore

im fucking sick of being dead

i want to be alive again

surly there must be some way

Jul 1, 2021 11:47 PM

to revrese this mistake

and let me go back home to my family

she turned back to maggot and widow

maggot was hurt and ready to cry at the of her leaving

widow was alos hurt but maily cause emily spoke like she didnt think they were a good enough family

oh maggot dont u start crying again

i just manged to stop

to

and widow dont look at me that way

if i hurt your feelings im sorry

u know i think of u as my family

and that i love both more then anything in the world

but i dont belong here

i belonge upstaires

and i think my vow was a mistake

i know i said i would wait as long as it takes but im tired of waiting

i dont want to be patent anymore

iv tried to be happy here but its not working

please tell me is there even the sightst chance i can live again

if so ill anything

Jul 2, 2021 4:47 AM

Maggot and widow looked at each other, trying to come up with an answer. "There's not a way we know dear, not until a human caused a fuss by raising his cousin from the tomb. But that was ages ago." Widow said sadly. "Elder goodnicht might know. But I doubt he would help," maggot suggested

(whars the raising the dead thing from

emilys black eyes lit up and she smiled for the fisrt time that day

"Oh, what a fantastic idea!

she squealed jumping up

ill go see him right now

maggot u stay here with widow

we dont need a repete of last year

(from what?)

(it was from the bible. Jesus raising Lazarus.)

"Gladly. Just make sure she doesn't go petting all those smelly old crows!" Maggot said back.

(cool

emily just rolled her eyes that was excaty why she told him to stay

ill be back later

and with that she left the ally

u know u just set her up for dissappment

widow said

shes gonna end up getting her poor little heart crushed

hey i was just trying to help

maggot protested

i know and thats very kind of u

and your one to talk widow your the one whos always trying to keep her hopes up

Jul 2, 2021 7:09 PM

"well somebody has to! Tge poor girl is devastated!" Widow snapped

why are u pissed at me what the hell did i do now

maggot snapped back

Jul 2, 2021 9:36 PM

"I'm not pissed I'm just...I'm afraid for Emily. I didn't mean to take it out on you, love. You're just so darn candid." Widow said

im scared for her to i thought she was over this bullshit

uptill today she seemed fine

no nightmares

no crying

she was eating and talking to people

she wasnt even crying in her sleep anmore

and id know if she was cause i live in her head now

but now shes right back where she stared from

she hasnt left her room all day

she looks like shit

she hasnt eaten

shes crying again

and now shes hurting herself

and wants to leave

i dont think shed even want us as parents

and i know u feel the same cause i saw the look on your face

Jul 2, 2021 11:35 PM

hi

Jul 3, 2021 4:07 PM

(sorry gone on family vacation tty on monday!)

ok

Jul 4, 2021 6:35 PM

(hi! I'm back😊) "We just have to keep trying, maggot. She's got to accept the reality of it all. We have to help her, even if she doesn't want our help. We can't let her become a lost soul, forever longing for life and trapped between two worlds." Widow said softly. Maggot was right. What Emily said, how she reacted had broken her heart. But she couldn't abandon Emily.

crawling over to the pillow she curled up and began to wepp softly

holy shit i havent seen u cry since the furnel last year

wiggling over to her

Jul 5, 2021 4:27 PM

his own hurt feelings resufecing

(Emily or widow is crying?)

widow

emily already left

(

"I can cry! I have feelings just like anyone else in this family!" Widow so bed

*sobbed

well at least tell me why

your crying

maggot asked hesently storking her head with his tail

he was used to emily crying but not widow

shed always been the strong put though one

Jul 5, 2021 6:46 PM

Smartass as he was

And and as hardass as he tried to act

Deep down he was as emotional and kindhearted as both of his girls were

And knowing the women he loved more then life itself were in pain brought tears to his eyes

Jul 6, 2021 6:01 AM

hi

Jul 6, 2021 4:40 PM

(hi sorry I had a rough day) "Why do you think, Maggot? I keep trying and trying to keep this family together, but nothing I do is working. Emily is kind, but we're not really her family." Widow sobbed.

maggot was shocked at how much she sounded like him

right now

he wanted to tell her she was wrong but he could

not

so he jusy layed down next to her hugged her tight

and let the tears ran down his cheeks

i guess this means wer not gonna apot her after all are we

he whimperd

Jul 6, 2021 7:31 PM

"No...no maggot. We are. It's just...it's just going to be harder than we thought." Widow sbiffled

*sniffled

he nodded

as she wrapped her eight legs around him

then the two of them just lay there and cried their broken little hearts out

[yellowjavkets]

there is like a collection of Gilmore girls portraits taking up a full page of my sketchbook floating heads of Gilmore girls characters that I drew bc I have to spend a catastrophic amount of time staring at people to understand whar they look like and I thought it would be good practice. and most of them are pretty good and I'm proud of them but I have absolutely nobody to show them to. I'm not gonna text my mutuals who I've seen mention Gilmore girls once on their blog I'm not going to text my grandma. I'm certainly not posting them publicly where people can look at them and see the tiny inaccuracies. so they're just gonna sit in there for my eyes only decomposing in my sketchbook

[bojackhorsemanobviously]

Well nevermind him this is a chance to start in a non judgemental environment now ive been sensing a lot of hostility and defensive behavior but this a safe place eric. I want to help you like the way I couldn't help sar.."

He frowned there he went again sharing more than he meant too but he did want to help kids in the way he couldn't help Sara lynn but what if he couldn't whar if he was cursed ? doom to bring misery to all who created his path this kid would probably end up dead by the dumpster before he was 30. Who was bojack kidding he couldn't help people he only destroyed people.

While he was spiraling in his head to cartman he was staring blankly at a wall.

"I ...... I need a drink. " he grabbed a root beer bottle from the fridge having sworn of alcohol and guzzler it down like he was at a keg party

So I read on your last therapist forms that you were prescribed medication. Have you been taking it responbiliy?

@ccartman

[disquietedpalefish]

My friend.

[rzyraffek]

Slashers with housewife s/o

(She/her)(swf) I was writing it for hour and it didnt save tnere is a lot of dialogue this color is slasher talking and this one is s/o. Its mostly written for fun Request open

Thomas Hewitt

P r o t e c t

He is triple cousious with his victims now! He would not forgive himself if one of them hurt her! And I dont thinl s/o likes gore so dont go near basement hon pls

*tommy vibing outside* "Uhhh Tommy? Theres some guy in livingroom" 🤨😨

Even tho she is hausewife he is hausehusband so yall Just vibe while cooking and cleaning

The Micheal Myers

"Micheal make sure to wear something under this jumpsuit, its cold outside!"

S/o getting him a phone and texting him every second he's out

Please Micheal stop killing people in our livingroom, this carpet costs more that my kidney

Once he gave her a knife he stole from some girl that tried to Defend herself

I can imagine s/o texting him stuff like "at 5pm u better be home, i made your favorite food" he will speedrun to home, he loves food

Collector

*phone rings at 3am* "Honey why you calling me, im at work?" "ASA THERE IS HUGE SPOODER IN BATHROOM HELP I CANT PEE" "omygod not again"

Due to s/o being often home alone (he is busy man) she will probably find some sort of hobby?(obviolusly) I can see her learning how to do crocheting. LIKE IMAGINE: "Asa i made you this cute sweater Look!" (There are to ways he will answer that) option1: "yeaah thanks that suuuper cute will wear it for sure"(never wears it) option 2: "what kind of abomination is that"(will wear it at work)

Bonus points if the oomgomgomg IF SHE MAKES SWEATER WITH MOTHS ON IT OR COCKROACHES (you know the funny gif with spining cockroach?yep this one) HE WILL LOVE IT(secretly) He would love to wear it to work but Hes afraid of destorying it (No, because imagine Arkin living in hell and the guy that tortures him for months just cames in cute sweater with cockroaches on it)

Yaujta

"??? Mate u mean u want to stay here and take care of nest while I go out??? I mean sure? Eem take care??" Confused af, like in his culutre both partners Hunt and tbh theres non long lasting relationships, only to make babis so it is weird.

He wants her to stay by his side 24/7 so he will be grumpy

But idea of her making amazing food while he is out just for him is too good to pass

Especally if its made of foods that he hunt, brings him pride

Imagine learning him how to use fork "nono honey u grab it like that and stab the food. Nono gently nonoo oh noo *break plate* "why use that when im litteraly apex predator hon imma-*eats whole plate of food with plate*

Billy lenz

F o o d

He loves food she makes

She hangs out in house so its win-win.

He will hug her alot and try to take her attencion from whatever she does to him!!

"Billy go help me chop carrorts for dinner!" *billy speedruning from upstairs* "🥺whar are carrots?"

Brahms Heelshie

"Mmm :) " "Brahms stop staring at me and help me clean kitchen' "yes honey :("

He does not rule in this relationship

He may act intimitading but He is just a shy bean

He does not know how to food, he will try to eat uncooked potato while shes not looking mmm forbiden apples

Hush man

Hes into that, prefers his wife to be like that

He loves picking her up and runinning arond hause

No matter how long yall are into relaionship he will be nervous before any dinner u eat together or be so happy everytime he sees her after he comesback home

Found it in my drafts!

[chihomichannel]

in ferris wheel and cotton candies

| pairing: choso x gender neutral! reader | genre: fluff | warnings: none | word count: 1847 words

| a/n: hi! this is clem! this is the 2nd part of “bittersweet lollipops” so read the first one before this but it can also be read as is. all of the 3 parts of this series is a stand alone but i just made it into a series ‘cause why not. tbh, for the 2nd part, i had no idea what to do because my plan for this series only consisted of the first and the third part. but i felt like i need to have the 2nd part so yep, this happened. i’m not entirely happy with this one but here ya go hehe. hope you like ittt  ♡~(>᎑<`๑)

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Sweet and salty, Choso named the taste of the lollipop that creamed in his mouth. Salted Caramel, that was the flavor of the lollipop that he played around with his tongue, circling and nibbling on it, a slight bruxism when the sweet met his teeth. Choso cringed, a sting ringing in his jaws. He glanced down beside him and saw you slurping down your cup of ramen. He watched as you closed your eyes in content, letting out a quiet “Ahh” when you gulped down the spicy broth of your instant ramen. Groaning, you let out a sigh of satisfaction, the spice still left lingering on your lips and tongue. Sad that your cup is now empty, you looked beside you to see that Choso was already looking at you. You smirked, head slightly dipping on your side as you looked at him mischievously “A picture would last longer” you teased.

“A kiss would be much better” Choso let out a low chuckle at your bashful face, a smile painted on his lips. He leaned his elbow on the table and supported his head with his hand, his eyes slightly drooping, his heart very endeared. Pursing your lips into a tight line, you grumbled under your breath refusing to look him in the eyes. Pushing yourself away from the table, you grabbed your trash and dropped it in the trash can as you pulled the door open, a chime ringing as you did so. Now away from the cold atmosphere of the convenience store, the warm breeze hit your skin. You glanced at your watch and saw it was already half-past four in the afternoon. You felt Choso stand next to you, tearing your gaze away from your watch. You studied his face, blushing again from his earlier remark.

Puckering your lips together, you sheepishly reach for his hand. Interlacing your fingers with his long ones. Choso gazed at your joined hands, his heart swelling at the sight of you making the first move. It was usually him who initiate things between the both of you and having you wordlessly hold his hand had him feeling so high. On the other hand, you felt like digging yourself underground. It wasn’t that you hated holding his hand but rather the fact that you are holding his hand. You had never been one for physical touch but you have always yearned for it. It was just that there was never anyone to hold you and having Choso in your life made you adjust to a few things. And one of them was keeping him a secret from the world.

Except for you and a few sorcerers, the jujutsu world wasn’t very keen on having Choso running around. As he is a cursed spirit, albeit half human, his existence scared those who didn’t know him personally. It was a challenge as he wanted to know more about the world, and you wanted to show him everything that he was deprived of his entire life. Right now was one of those rare cases he was allowed to go out. And taking this opportunity at hand, you took Choso out for a nice day out in the sun.

Getting on a taxi, you snuggled close to Choso and he reciprocated by wrapping his arm around you. You sighed, pushing yourself deeper into his warmth. The traffic passed along in your peripheral vision of the window, your eyes closed in the warmth wrapped around your body. You heard Choso hum making you peek at him with one of your eyes. You saw he also had his eyes closed, taking in the feeling of you pressed against him. He had a small smile on his lips, almost intangible but still there enough for you to see it. You were so in the moment you hadn’t realized you arrived at your location. Quickly giving payment to the driver, the two of you ushered out and were met with the hubbub of chatter. You tighten your grip on Choso’s hand and the two of you walk side by side in a slow manner.

The sunlight was blocked by the row of trees that stood together, the rays of sunshine peeking through the gaps and hitting those who walked under it. Across from it was a lake where people of all ages had built camps by the shore, basking under the sun as they continued their chatter with each other. You and Choso strolled by the pavement that was connected to the shore, hands intertwined. You watched as a leaf descended with the wind guiding its direction and softly landing on Choso’s hair. You giggled, reaching out for the leaf on the top of his head. Choso watched you enchantedly as you focused on the leaf before pocketing it “Why’d you keep it? It’s trash”

“No, it’s not trash” You told him with a grin “I’ll use it for a scrapbook” Choso tilted his head, asking “Scrapbook?”

“Yeah! It’s like a photo album but better” “But that’s a leaf”

You let out an airy laugh, patting Choso in the back “You’ll see. I’ll give it to you in the future when it’s done” Nodding, Choso’s eyes went back to his front “I’ll look forward to it” You hopped slightly as you walk, feeling giddy. Choso pulled you to a sea wall where the two of you settled down. While Choso was busy rummaging the bag, you looked to your right and stared at the ferris wheel that boasted itself with its size, making everything else beside it look small. You watched as lights flickered on the wheel, alternating its colors as the ride leisurely moved in circles. Your attention was broken when you heard a snap from beside you.

Turning, you saw Choso holding a polaroid in his hands, the frame oozing out from the bottom of the camera. You felt a smile tug on your lips and a blush paint your cheeks “Add this to the scrapbook” said Choso. You nodded, taking the photo from his outstretched hand and shook it as you waited for the picture to appear. You felt Choso scoot closer to you, feeling a kiss land on your temple. Surprised, you looked up at Choso whose eyes glinted under the orange sky. He surprised you again when he pressed his lips on your nose, his touch still lingering when he pulled away. You learned early on in your relationship that Choso enjoyed catching you off guard “Choso!” You whined, the pink in your cheeks getting brighter with his actions.

Choso leaned his head on your shoulders, muttering “This is nice” his hair tickled your nose. You buried your face in his hair, breathing in his smell. Your heart swelled in the smell of his hair, it was the same smell as yours as you use the same shampoo. A grin fought its way to your lips. Choso could hear you breathe, wrapping an arm around your waist to pull you in closer.

Choso lifted up his head and planted his chin on your shoulder, his eyes landing on a vendor handing a kid a cloud-like thing with a stick on the bottom “What’s that?” Choso asked as he watched the kid bite into it. You pulled away from him and followed his line of sight “Ah! That’s a cotton candy”

“Candy?” He mused, attention on the kid munching on the candy “Yeah, want some?” You asked, already standing up as you wanted one yourself. It’s been a while since you had one and you couldn’t help but feel nostalgic at the sight. Choso nodded at you, following your actions and held onto you as you led the both of you to the stand.

Ordering one strawberry and one bubblegum flavor, you posed to Choso both the candies “Let’s share!” Choso took the pink one and stared at it for a while before copying what the kid had done earlier and launched his face into the cotton candy. You cackled, holding onto your stomach at the sight of Choso with a mouthful of cotton candy. He gave you a poker face as he chomped on the candy “Whar?” He asked, his mouth still full. You laughed even more loudly, cheeks fully red. He was too cute for you to handle sometimes.

While you were busy laughing, Choso’s attention shifted to the ferris wheel. Like a child in an amusement park, you felt a tug on your arm as Choso pulled you running to the ferris wheel. As there was no line, the both of you only waited until the ferris wheel stopped spinning. And then the two of you ushered into a yellow pod. Feeling the vibration when the ride started, you smiled as Choso eagerly watched as the world slowly turned small the higher the pod went. Taking a bite of his cotton candy, he shifted closer to you. The pod had stopped and you reached out for his cotton candy “Can I have some? I’ll give you mine too”

Choso obliged, tearing a piece from yours and putting it into his mouth. He moaned as the candy melted in his mouth and you can’t help but snicker at his sweet tooth. Choso pulled on his cotton candy and guided it to your lips. You grabbed a bite of it but Choso’s fingers was still inside your mouth causing you to flush red. Letting his hand go, you muttered a “sorry” as Choso moved his fingers to hold your chin. His eyes stared right into yours, he’s so close you could feel his breath on your cheeks. He laid his forehead on yours and whispered “Can I kiss you?”

With a nod, you found your lips pressed against his in a warm, soft kiss. His lips moved slowly into yours, savoring the taste of your lips morphed against his. The sweet strawberry and bubblegum flavor danced around in your mouths as Choso nibbled on your bottom lip with a groan. Handing you his cotton candy, he pulled you into his lap as you wrapped your arms around him, both of your hands preoccupied with your sweets. Gasping, Choso took the opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth earning a moan from you. You felt him breathe, his warm breath hitting your cheeks. You pressed yourself further into him and Choso held you tighter in his arms. Feeling the need to breathe, you pulled away only to be pulled right back into his lips “Cho-” “Hmn” Choso gave you one last chaste kiss before pulling away, his hands on both of your arms, holding you close to him.

With his forehead still pressed against yours, his eyes fluttered open and stared right into your endeared orbs. He smiled, truly smitten by you. You could feel his eyelash, and blinked and gave him a butterfly kiss “I’m in love with you” He said, arms taking you in. You smiled softly, putting a hand on his cheek “And I love you” And you swore at that moment, you had never felt so in love.

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[abimee]

hello hello! feel free to ignore this entirely, do you have any tips or advice for learning how to draw different body types and faces as well as using photo refs? I wanna get to the point of being more comfortable with it not being perfect and human but I’m not sure! How to really begin or go towards this

hm. preface i am not taught artistically at all not even highschool art class and am entirely aelf taught and like, from the viewpoint of hobbyist art currently in the US objectuvely i am a """bad artist"""" and not something to take art advice from. but i am glad to give my two cents

i think the jpimg off point is to first ruminate on the whys, and its not anobby to say that you want to draw humans more realistic in the sense of natural features and differences because you wabt others to see themselves in your work, or because youd love to draw a variety of characters. but second is coming to terms that with that, you have to do a lot of sensitive reading and understanding; you gotta research and listen to people, like say if you draw cleft lips abd someone with a cleft lip tells you that hey! its more common if they dont have teeth where the cleft is closed, you listen and adapt. attempting to get everything right the first time kinda destroys itself in the process, and as you delve into drawing say fatness, disabilities, physical differemces, etc you must come to accept that you are drawing for the people, and thus the people are allowed to criticise you and you must adapt.

thirdly is that you wont get it right instintaniously, its a learning process! dont feel the need to post your attempts online of theyre not up to par for you, but attempting is te first step in everything. you can read and research and listen and refference all you can, but if you dont consistently attempt it you wont get anywhere

and its sort of hard to say how to go about... attempting it, besides "just try". attempt to freehand, say, a tall fat person with acne scars posing for prom, or a skinny eldery person with scoliosis making tea, and when youre finished you can look at yoir piece and begin to deconstruct what you think you got wrong and what you got right. pull up (real life) refferences made by people and extrapolate what tou can re-attempt.

and as for diversifying general faces and features of humanity; engage in the moving picture, watch movies and short films and photography and youtube essays and watch the people around you, take stock of what you see in the world both behind a performed lens and in reality and see whar you may miss, what shapes you see and how peoples eyes crinkle or how their lips turn or how their fingers move. watching the world more closely is how i began to notice featres outside of my own at a young age

and as for refference photos, i think finding archive blogs cataloguing photos shot from real lives and not stock posing websites is a great way to see a range of natural poses. pausing youtube videos to refference someones legs as they attempt to kick a ball, or old myspace photos drifting across rabdom aesthetic blogs. just stare at them and the form or the composition and attempt to remake it, and attempt as many times over as many years as you want. trace over memes and teach yourself to look at bodies as shapes and lines rather than whole figures and you may be able to decobstruct and recreate those poses from memory alone soon after

and above all dont be afraid to make "bad art" in that the anatony is off or the hands are too childish compared to the detail of the image, or maybe the face looks weird or the legs are bent strangely. part of a human looking piece of art is in the flaws too

just look at all the weord anatomy and crude acribbling in my art and yet somehow people like it, so not doing everything right is sometimes good 🗿

[becausethathappens]

i dont get that we couldnt date post either.. like whar is rlly being said!!

knowing link tho He is probably saying they couldnt date, bc they might break up

his whole scale is based on if they could possibly break up, if they were dating he doesn’t want to break up EVER. so no they can’t date in the first place 😂 if there’s even the smallest chance of incompatibility. hes trying to be all in, and he knows they’d run into a prime rib argument or two so its just off the table after rhett says what he said

anon, i thought i imagined this ask in a dream. i read it before bed last night and then zonked out.

yes, literally. i think link is saying that, wow, thank god they didn't. if they had dated, they would've broken up. how scary a prospect! i don't know what people are thinking considering such a goofy idea. it’s either an out and out lie with regards to our dynamic or must be insufferable to think about. both statements being bat crap crazy on the face of it. it’s the second one obviously. they have overcome any literal and substantial fights they've had without one of the Very Helpful options available to resolve conflicts. why would them being friends and having to find common menus be any different?

it just undercuts both of their individually distorted POVs of their relationship. we know rhett has repeatedly brought up the idea of what if we break up? likely from his own preoccupation with the idea. it's nice that link is always there to say no they wouldn't let that happen or then we’d get back together, for rhett. and in the EB in question, rhett was actually that for link. he tried to laugh and politely agree so as not to dwell on it. but still had to get in that "probably" qualifier on the this is probably true. because he doesn't actually believe that at all. even in a split second response he can’t rule it out completely. he tries to turn it into a joke, but the joke is about link not knowing enough to be able to say that and ironically it’s apparently true.

does link not believe that he’s asked himself those questions any of the first dozen or more times they’ve eaten out together and still decided to stick around? he's built part of his career around what link is confidently claiming to be a his deal breaker for anyone else. why would he think it’d be any different if you added sex to the mix?

oh my gosh, they are staring right at the heart of it sometimes. 😭