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caffeinatedopossum · 8 months ago

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Me: wtf why am I so lonely and depressed and angry. There is literally no reason for this

Also me: *has been fucked over, betrayed, and hurt by nearly every person I've ever been close with and has lost almost all my relationships and friends*

#i shouldnt be lonely i still have friends. like. 1 of them 😅 a friend...#idk theres also people that i know care about me but im just not that close with #i feel like that should count for something but i still just feel incredibly alone #and so hurt #i don't know how to heal #i hate how angry ive been but looking at how ive been treated i think its justified #i think my anger is trying to protect ms #but i have to fight with the version of me who was raised to not protect himself #and he may not have put up a fight against our abusers but he sure as hell puts up a fight against me

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